general feels edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
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>>7261930 →
I'm scared
I'm awake, damn.
I want cuddle
>>7264039
>tfw mom is probably drinking again
she was supposed to come up and visit last weekend and this weekend and she flaked out last minute both times
i spoke with her over the phone the other night and something was off about her
pretty sure she's jobless now too
She's a C'NT
... as in Cunt.
>>7264050
how do you know this isn't a very boring dream tho?
>>7264054
that's rough, is she living alone or with another partner?
>tfw you look like a bug-eyed boy in drag
>>7264048
That's dumb I just know the actual definition I don't know the mtfg meme definition
>tfw starting to look like a tranny
>>7264061
It's not a dream, but it may be a nightmare.
>tfw one of those days you want to hide in a dark room and pretend the rest of the world doesn't exist
>tfw thought of thanksgiving makes me want to drink
can it be christmas yet
>>7264062
bugs are cute
you are cute
it works itsef out
I'm lonely and sorta tipsy AMA
>>7264072
What wine are you drinking.
When was the last time you drank with company.
AMA
>>7264006
um...no one has really talked about it, but my dad hasn't disowned me or beat me up so....that's a win
>>7264018
I dunno
I bought a cheap one off amazon
>>7264072
where's your gf?
also, aren't you irish? how do you get tipsy so easily?
>tfw no blue haired autistic teenage bfgf to suck on my gt and give me herpes
>>7264074
Snicker why are you qt? Im not agp btw
ring ring ring ring ring ring ring
elanna phone
>>7264074
>um...no one has really talked about it, but my dad hasn't disowned me or beat me up so....that's a win
that's a bit stranger, snickerdoodle
are you sure they're taking it seriously?
Taking more meat than ever tbqfh
>>7264072
Wanna post butt?
>>7264086
I love this.
I want an elanna phone
>>7264072
Tell me about your fiancée, basic.
How and when did you two meet? When are you planning to marry her?
I need to get the courage to just end my life
>>7264090
hi banana
have you seen my new elanna phone
>>7264093
me too
>>7264096
I can't even get the courage to start it, man.
yknow
ive been getting by on assuming my mom will always sober up temporarily after enough time
and its just kind of a cycle like this
but one day she's gonna run out of money and child s upport
she'll be homeless then if she cant give up drinking and live with my grandparents
either that or hop around between other addicts she's befriended in rehab
>>7264061
she's alone
and homeless
literally living out of a motel she cant afford to stay in
she COULD live with her parents if she could stay sober
but she can't
so she doesn't want to be around them
>>7264059
;_;
TELL ME HOW YOUR WEEK WAS OR ELSE
Hihi mtfg :3 how is everyone?
>>7264090
bugs are cute and are you!
>>7264038
I missed it
post again pls
>>7264104
I'm really sorry to hear that Grace and I wish I had something to say that was nice and could make you feel better but I don't. :(
So just, huggg
>>7264103
hej oryx
hur är det
>>7264090
Bugs can be cute, just look at this fuzzy moth.
>>7264111
okay, looking forward to tonight. you?
>>7264108
um....most of it was spent in a psych ward
so kinda boring
>>7264104
I hope your mother gets better...
I can't imagine what to do in your position. You're always at a relationship disadvantage trying to help a parent. The only person who can her is herself, yet...
>>7264113
it wasn't anything out of this world.
>>7264108
but you don't like me
>>7264108
I sat alone, cried, and ate estrogen tablets.
Quid is the only trip that ever replies to my sad posts. Thanks quid
>>7264103
hugg oryx
>>7264112
>>7264116
I'm not the cute kind of bug
I'm more like a preying mantis with gyno
>>7264097
Cool phone is that on AT&T?
>>7264093
For what purpose ;~;
>>7264108
Awful lol
>>7264103
no, I still dont pass.
>>7264110
>soon
Who gets to wear the prettier dress at the wedding.
This is important.
>>7264108
below average
I get time away from school starting tuesday but i'll just spend it worrying that my dad will find my hrt while i'm visiting him
>>7264104
is talking with your mom and being an emotional support an option at some point? It's hard to make it not sound like pity or other bad emotions, just a child wanting her parent to be okay. Maybe if you could connect like that it would be good for her.
Still, adictions are simply a hell to get through. It's not a matter of just wanting to.
what do you do when you've hopelessly fallen for your best friend, who is straight?
i don't want these feels...
>>7264130
>doubt
>>7264131
She does
I'll wear a suit
The Taliban are the heroes of all transsexuals.
oryx is wife
>>7264129
Preying mantises can be cute.
>>7264129
look at this kawaii sob.
>>7264067
This
I'm only a month into HRT but probably already have girl skin on my face or something
because I get the weirdest looks now even with a buzzcut and mens glasses
>>7264137
Tell him when you're passing and full-time silly. Unless they're a girl in which case I don't know.
>>7264137
Be a better girl
be a worse girl
>>7264135
hanging out with my boyfriend at his place. oh gosh I remember those days on tinder desu that's why I stopped using it bc of what ur describing now :c
>>7264139
That's butch as hell. Are you sure you want that?
>>7264137
Depends on if they're male or female.
If they're male, transition into a hawt gril
If they're female, give them your gril tinker
>>7264143
drake is mommi
>>7264108
Awful
>>7264113
nah
>>7264114
hugg
>>7264121
there's nothing you can do but just accept what's happening and see where it goes, unfortunately
>>7264136
she doesnt open up about why she drinks, to anyone
ive tried getting her to see a therapist
she wont
she wouldnt cooperate anyway
when she's in rehab and talks to counselors if she doesn't like what one has to say she'll call them an asshole and disregard everything
she certainly isnt gonna open up to her kid or other family members
none of us know whats up
I've been here for a year now and I still think I'm the biggest loser in this entire general.
>grace regrets posting butte
I feel guilty for looking
>>7264110
>Ten years ago, through a friend and soon
It's very difficult to get information about her out of you, y'know.
You're very terse when it comes to the subject of your fiancée - guarded, even, I'd say.
>>7264138
I get bullied in uni for that, I am pretty sure thats the opposite of passing famalam ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7264151
No a man suit. Present as male while getting married.
I don't want to look like a freak and be a spectacular and take attention away from her being beautiful and wonderful
>>7264150
oh nice :3 dont get too lewd~ and yea idk i havent had a problem with it before, im suffering through cuz shes really cute and wants sushi :x
>>7264160
You have the added benefit of being a lady with a penis, it helps when trying to date girls. They're more interested than you'd think.
>>7264159
to a certain degree what's up is an adiction, the brain turns all the self preservation into keeping the flow going. alcoholism is particularly bad at that.
I hope you get a chance to properly communicate with her and that things become at least stable on her side...
>>7264159
>she doesnt open up about why she drinks, to anyone
Oh god, she's a transman! And now that Jason is Grace she feels like it's too late now!
No, just kidding. Don't humor that.
>>7264166
>bullying phie
ABSOLUTELY UNACCEPTABLE let me at em I'll pull down their pants and trip them! D:<
>>7264151
I'd totally wear a black suit and tie at my wedding. And red lipstick. Not going to get married so it doesn't really matter, though...
>>7264171
I feel like that's not true unless you hang out with really weird girls.
quid is probably one of my favorite trips
>>7264166
yeah but they've been seeing you around for years and they know you're a tranny
>>7264176
who is peinchen?
>>7264170
nope I fully plan on being as l e w d as possible ;3 ahhh that sucks sorry, that's one of the contributing factors to why I stopped liking girls
>>7264176
I look really nice here
>>7264180
Quid is hon tier and retarded.
>>7264178
Maybe I do lol, that's probably what it is.
I've dated a couple self proclaimed straight girls, but mostly because a lot of people are kinda in the closet bi and I offer the best part of a man with all the exciting and taboo parts of a woman.
>people unironically picked the water starter in s/m
i seriously hope nobody here did this
>>7264178
You'd be surprised. That's pretty how and why I got coaxed into having PiV sex back in high school. I wish I hadn't. Not good memories.
>>7264164
its okay sweetie
im not sure how much i regret it
it was kinda fun and hot showing off desu
i dont miiiiiind people knowing i have a big butt however
i do feel like perhaps i wasnt in the right state of mind when i did it and i feel slutty and worth less for having done it
>>7264172
i dont know
all i know is she cant kick the habit for long and is running out of time :/
>>7264173
pls no
>>7264194
>dissing Popplio
You wanna fuckin fite m8?
>>7264176
UPDATE THE DAMN LIST ALREADY YOU LAZY BASTARD
>>7264159
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6kGg31G0As&t=186s
:)
yr pic reminds me of this cover
>>7264194
Leave bluepupper alone
>>7264176
This is so old. I love it.
http://www.strawpoll.me/11695903
>>7264180
Yea dude i wanna pound so hard
>>7264204
i wuv u
>>7264207
Exit bag you dummy
>>7264196
well, but that was france...
>>7264199
>all i know is she cant kick the habit for long and is running out of time :/
and there is nothing you can do?
to a certain degree it's at least so you know you did as much as possible instead of regretting not trying harder later on, it's not a nice feeling.
>>7264211
Don't have a helium tank
>>7264189
ogosh, have fun, im kinda jealous, maybe ill find some guy on tinder :3 but yea its annoying, prob go out next weekend at this rate
>>7264199
I don't have any advice to give but I know you love your mother and I wish you didn't have to go through this.
>>7264181
not really now.
>>7264182
no they havent, the uni has 40k students, and I just started classes in another building in another subject this term. theyve probably never seen me before
>>7264200
>A miserable little pile of secrets.
lol
>>7264193
>>7264196
I guess I don't hang out with lesbian/bi girls enough. we don't even have like ironic make-out sessions like I hear about sometimes. my circle of friends/acquaintances are total prudes, myself included
>>7264207
>four absolutely shitty options
why do you want to suffer on your way out
>>7264214
Helium is often mixed with oxygen, nitrogen is what you need.
If not available, gun
But don't commit suicide in the first place silly
>tfw getting pity pizza
>>7264199
I don't think you're worth less for it, it's not like they were super lewd pictures. Tasteful butte isn't anything to be ashamed of. You just need to take more to have rare private butt pics.
purest form of love.
>>7264199
You have a flat man ass though. At absolute best you have a very unimpressive flat white girl ass, so I don't know where you get the idea that it's big from. Talk about hugboxing yourself. Please stop spreading the huge lie that you have a big butt. It's simply untrue.
Fuck it I'm just going to ruin someone's day I'm jump in front of their car
>>7264227
purest form of cum
Me on the right, Grace on the left
Am i going to make it /mtfg/?
>>7264230
don't be an asshole.
stay here and talk to us.
>>7264206
Lets get older.
>>7264213
>and there is nothing you can do?
everyone in the family has tried everything
i really cant t hink of anything else that we could do
>>7264217
aww, thanks joan
>>7264223
i dunno
im
a virgin that's never really showed herself off much
i dont have many pics and the ones i do are taken with months between them
so its like
letting everyone see is odd
i rationalized it by saying well these are about what you'd see if i was on a beach!
i dunno
perhaps im just taking the purity thing a little too seriously
>>7264228
you're a little silly anon
>>7264237
need someone to hold you?
>>7264227
>agp trans but only get horny with guys anymore, girls are pretty but not sexy
FORMEST LOVE OF PURE
I want someone to kiss me and stare lovingly into my eyes
why is the world so cruel
>>7264188
<<<<<<
>>7264232
that was just me writing now instead of no.
I dont have one I think
>>7264236
someone was talking about what a pain in the butt you were when you first came here, do you want to share your side of your backstory?
>>7264242
well, I guess that's as far as you can get.
if you ever get a chance to try something do it, even if you're sure it won't work. do it partially for yourself.
>>7264227
>ywn have a heterosexual relationship where your partner also has a really low sex drive
it's not fair, mtf x m would be purest if guys weren't so sex focused
>>7264241
aAAAAAHHAHAHA
>>7264218
Well if you say so, I know you don't wanna post pics so I can't tell for sure, but I have a hard time believing given how you looked before ffs.
>>7264242
>need someone to hold you?
always :(
>>7264235
Which pepe pic am I supposed to post? I don't have any. I could post a pony if you want. Getting banned might be a good idea.
>>7264241
L O L
O
L
who's the captain guy btw?
>>7264252
not every guy is like that at all. in fact it's been nearly a month since me and my bf have had sex ;~;
>>7264241
>moap as a guy
lmfao
>>7264242
Is it impure for a virgin to show her butt to a bunch of virgins?
>>7264241
Jesus that old pic of me
Just fucking kill me
>>7264252
Date a non-passing guymode mtf then, HRT tends to kill the sex drive.
>>7264254
its not my face, my body shape is just bad.
>>7264246
beautiful eyes would stare into irl
im a girl
>>7264248
i will
i wish she'd tell us what we can do to help her
that she'd reach out to us when she got the urge to drink or somethintg
>>7264255
i got you bae
>>7264266
Probably
>>7264260
Tahm
Weird how ufufu' father is in there
>>7264252
>tfw really low sex drive
>>7264241
Needs a pic of like 8 year old Grace to really make everyone feel old and like it's ancient.
>>7264241
quid looks exactly the same as now lmao, awful
>>7264248
i can tell you on discord i dont rly wanna talk about it here
>>7264269
At 1.70m with long hair and a passing face I don't see how you wouldn't pass overall, even if you have a V shaped torso.
>>7264137
turn them bi like I did, duh
i had a dream last night that i was at a /mtfg/ meetup and after getting the cold shoulder for a while everyone said that i was annoying and trying too hard and that i should go
>>7264241
So who's the rest, familia?
>>7264275
pls no
i was not a cute shota
>>7264280
did i hugg you because I would hugg you if there was a meet up
>>7264200
I'm not cute and I'll never be cute, I just look weird and deformed
>>7264241
why was mtfg full of guys and not qt transgirls?
>>7264258
I doubt that's still enforced.
>>7264259
Usually your mind is a good place to go only when you want to fabricate validations for your own ideas.
>>7264272
her body is telling her that what she needs is another glass, alcoholism is the kind of stuff that ruins you hard time.
I hope you get a chance to help her, or at the very least make peace with her.
>>7264275
that would be glorious
or smiles.
>>7264276
Quid looks exactly the same as now. Sad!
>>7264286
hugg cute elann
>>7264287
that was before hrt was invented
>>7264282
Which is a fucking shame because you can't tell you weren't now.
How far back do we have to go to get a cute boy pic of little Grace? 5?
I wish I wasn't trans and instead was a cute shota boy with a dommy mtfg mommy.
So which is the tranny that sam hyde fucked?
>>7264296
me2
>>7264286
Even if you believe that you're still the cute kind of weird and deformed. (You're not weird and deformed though.)
>>7264286
lil chipmunk
>>7264295
why do you spend your time being mean to people on mtfg?
>>7264281
>squidward
>>7264298
Kayla. Like last night.
Fuck this tier list stuff. Why did I ever post here
>>7264294
dark times *shudder*
>>7264281
>Stephen King
Fucking kill me
I don't look like that anymore
Anyways, next me is Anna, moap, ufufu's and muffs
Second row is, sage and raifu
Third is blue penguin, peeps, eveserris
Forth is moko, ?, watashi, quid and sonic
>>7264283
no you told me to go away too
>>7264309
wtf why would I do that
>>7264302
I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be mean. It's probably super insensitive to joke about seeing a childhood picture from a trans person, isn't it?
>>7264227
Men
>Bigger than you
>Strong
>Confident
>Assertive
>Dominant
>Self Sufficient
>Protective
>Takes care of you
>Holds you
>Carries you
>Big spoon
>Adores you
>Feels guilt when cheating
>Loves your trannycore hobbies
>Thinks you’re the most beautiful woman in the world
Women
>Smaller than you
>Weak
>Insecure
>Uncertain
>Submissive
>Dependent on you
>Will never even consider trying to protect you
>Demands you take care of her
>Wont hold you, demands you hold her
>Can’t carry you
>Won’t be big spoon
>Adores herself
>Feels no guilt when cheating
>Criticizes your trannycore hobbies
>Thinks she’s the most beautiful woman in the world
>>7264310
Now it can't be undone. The whole Internet can laugh at me forever.
>>7264310
even when i anon post i dont hate people
that's a waste of my time and i dont really have it in me
you
just said i cant tell im not cute now, right?
>>7264278
well they know. there must be a reason for that. its either body shape or voice, which are both unfixable so it doesnt matter
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7264311
cuz i was annoying :((
>>7264308
THIS IS UFUFUFU?
WHAT HRT MAGIC DID SHE GET??
>>7264308
That's Sage? Holy shit she was fat as h*ck!
Big little oinker, fatty boom boom, total porker tbqh,
>>7264308
you kinda looked like dwight from the office pre-transition
>>7264318
If you're afraid you're annoying you're probably not nearly as annoying as people that aren't afraid of being annoying.
>>7264319
doesn't look like her
I'm AGP and need trans girl holes to please my gt, spread 'em
>>7264308
THIS is watashi? Da fuqqqq?
>>7264313
Me
>smaller than gf
>weak
>insecure
>assertive
>submissive
>Self sufficient
>protective
>takes care of you
>holds you
>can't carry gf
>small spun
>adores gf
>would feel guilt if cheating
>criticizes hobbies
>thinks gf is beautiful
what am I
>inb4 tranny
>>7264303
long story short
my ex of 2 years who was a trip cheated on me with another trip so i was upset
i tried to off myself unsuccessfully
then i met up w. a trip who ended up taking badly angled pics of me when i wasn't aware
after the meetup someone made false rape claims and the person i met up with didn't deny it so everyone assumed it was true
that was about a year ago but it was a wild ride
i haven't had any drama rly since
>>7264313
>Men
>>Bigger than you
sometimes
>>7264329
Yep that's her
>>7264317
My guess is they've seen you around/heard about you.
My university is only like 1/10th the size of yours so maybe it's that different.
>>7264241
>edie sucking dick
>>7264316
while I can't really hate people, I like going anon to be extra gossipy or really negative.
>just said i cant tell im not cute now, right?
I'm not understanding the sentence
>>7264314
they'll probably stop caring tho
>>7264317
>girl sperging the fuck out
>dude, is she okay
>I don't know, maybe we should ask her
>won't that be worse?
>I don't know, let's ask Hans. Hey, Hans. Do you see the super unconfortable girl over there?
>No, point to her
>Her, over there
>Oh, yeah, right, really freaked out. What's her deal?
>We don't know, do you think we should ask her if she's fine?
>Maybe it's something personal
>But what if she needs help with something
>Mh... this is tough, let's ask Frank.
and so on.
>>7264331
Beta boi
Lemme guess, GF rarely sleeps with you, less than weekly?
December 2nd is transbian pride day
>>7264235
Basic, where do you work? I can't recall you talking about it. You have customers that just walk up to you. Was it retail?
I remember you saying you had boymode fail a bit with customers. Do you suspect coworkers know you're a girl?
>>7264342
Long distance
She also has higher sex drive than me
Can two sub girls date if they just hug eachother and use toys to please eachother?
>>7264281
Holy shit Moap
>>7264337
I can't believe it, familia!
w e w
e
w
>>7264303
Michael Cera on crack
>>7264293
hugg cute laur
>>7264301
:/
>>7264300
Pretty sure it's the kind people tolerate but talk about when I'm not around
well at least i found a H&M coupon in the mail for 20% off a purchase $60 or more
Consumerism wil lmake me feel better clearly
>>7264332
hi
>>7264312
>you
>just said i cant tell im not cute now, right?
>>7264341
>I'm not understanding the sentence
i messed up my post
>I like going anon to be extra gossipy or really negative.
id rather just say it trip on
cause if i cant i probably shouldnt yknow
>>7264346
if you two are happy doing that go for it
>>7264341
I dont sperg out in public.
>>7264346
why not
>>7264350
December 2nd is transbian pride day
How can I accept being ugly and unpassable until ffs?
>>7264349
chipmunks are cute!
how are you ^^
>>7264354
We're both small and have broken dicks, we really like eachother but can't supply the other with the strong bf we both crave.
>>7264350
>>you
>>just said i cant tell im not cute now, right?
I can't tell what this is supposed to mean but I'm still sorry for joking about something that made you upset.
need help
Let's say I know my dad has bought a laptop already for my christmas present.
And it's lenovo because he's heard me talk about considering buying a thinkpad and he doesn't understand the difference.
Now.. I feel deeply uncomfortable demanding things of my dad, kinda makes me feel like I'm exploiting him like a slut, but at the same time, I might be stuck with this laptop for years because I have no real income beyond living expenses. Is it worth it to call him and tell him he's made a mistake and possibly ruin the good feel he has from buying me a really nice gift?
>>7264362
I'm not doing stellar desu
Hope you're feeling a bit better
>>7264355
hey you kinda looked like dwight from the office pre-transition
>>7264344
Yeah retail.
I dont think so, but maybe? They'd never say anything anyway
>>7264349
Michel Cera is an influencial transexual
>>7264350
yeah but it's tempting.
Also people won't get worried if anon is really sad, but they will jump out to ask Grace if everything is okay. Some times you don't want the attention as much as just venting out.
>>7264351
I find that really hard to believe. Maybe our definition of sperging is different, I was using it as "anxiety attack at the possibility of people staring at you". I'm sorry if real phien is stronger than the phien in my mind.
Who'd you kill marry or fuck, /mtfg/?
>>7264355
i mean it was crazy drama and i was acting like a bit of a jerk in self defense
everyone treated me like a cis guy for the first 3 to 5 months of my transition just cause they knew me as cheska's ex"bf"
>>7264331
Some one who's probably mid transition, Im guessing you've been on hormones for.... 14 months?
>>7264335
>tfw 5'5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSMeUPFjQHc
>>7264346
I don't think so.
But I don't understand gay people.
>>7264347
>tfw 16 year old twink trying to fight off constant advances of older gay men & other older straight men friends just laugh at the situation
>>7264350
grace ily
grace hru>>72
>>7264359
we can't help you with that because most people here think you pass
>tfw mid-20s transitioner but at least i'm kinda short
>>7264376
>Some one who's probably mid transition, Im guessing you've been on hormones for.... 14 months?
I do hope you're joking but I can't tell
>>7264374
Kill joff fuck hyde marry carlcuck
>>7264364
just find a qt boy you both like and have him fuck both of you???
>>7264374
That open shirt and captain hat is doing things for me. ngl.
>tfw started snowing and 3 inches down already
>>7264376
>tfw a couple of inches taller than moap
phew, that was close
>100% of friends I've ever had I no longer speak to or are ignoring me
I should have seen this coming tbqh.
>>7264370
what's wrong?
im feeling better but i just discovered that my echeck didn't go through, apparently you can't use echecks if you use a credit union
i have like 10 days of hrt left and i have no way to order more :/
>>7264377
im
okay i guess
how are you
>>7264373
>Some times you don't want the attention as much as just venting out.
yhsy'd ytur
>>7264385
i really want snow
>>7264376
Your delusion knows no limits
>>7264387
i'm just glad whatever happened to get me where i am today happened cause i'm p satisfied with where life's taking me rn
>>7264393
im okay
have you seen snow
F
I hate seeing old pictures of myself
I should just kill myself
I have no chance of passing
>>7264379
I kind of want to die. Not any kind of danger. More ideation. I'm really not doing well.
>>7264397
kiwu
>>7264393
it's nice right now but it's going to probably be past negative 20 in a couple months with only a path to get to the cars after hours of shoveling.
snow on the trees is pretty though
>>7264397
kiwu
>>7264391
Idk, just a smattering of stuff, my self image is at a low point, work is draining me, seasonal depression is settling in, and I just can't seem to feel happy. Normally I'd be on drugs right now instead of just trying to tough it out buttt
Also, why not credit card?
>>7264395
I am a throughly unlikeable and isolationist person
>>7264376
>>>7264372
Huh. My (You) got lost. Didn't realize you responded.
>they'd never say anything anyway
How many months into hrt are you? Has anyone made a weird remark to you? I feel like one of my coworkers is mentioning lgbt shit more to me. Or maybe he just got riled up by the election because he's super Republican.
i want to marry nim
how to disappear out of everyone's lives so i can an hero without being noticed
>>7264335
iltf
>>7264390
You'll find better ones. Only friend I lost over transitioning came as a surprise. It was purely out of misogyny and not over being trans. He was one of the very few male friends I ever had too. The girls were overall thrilled about the change. Some for wrong reasons, like their husbands not being jealous about us spending time together anymore, but still...
>tell gf to pick out my clothes before we go eat
>hands me leggings
>feels up my ass and grabs my legs
I, did not think this through
nim is the new grace
>>7264401
snickerdoodle, if you kill yourself, this thread will get 12% less cute (i've crunched the numbers)
also, you're tiny and look like a girl dressed as a boy, you'll be fine, you just need more titty skittles.
>>7264395
ksdf olkdja don wlrry
>>7264399
yeah i have
it snows here a lot every year
snow just comes late
>>7264405
that sounds comfy
>>7264416
Can I feel up your ass too?
Plz respond
>>7264368
Plz respond
>>7264408
as in, you think your country should focus on the internal market over export/import?
No, no, I'm sorry. If that hurts you, aren't there things you can do to be more liked or being more open to connecting with people?
You don't have to stay a certain way just because it feels easier, I'm sorry if I'm just making asumptions and steping out of place.
>>7264408
hey me too
how did you have friends in the first place though
>>7264335
>tfw you're a slightly above average height gayboy 20-something in a sea of manlets and you just want to laugh at all of the 30 year olds trying to out man each other.
>>7264407
aww im sorry
just keep telling yourself it's only temporary and keep yourself surrounded by friends
they don't let you use credit cards on inhouse :/
>>7264401
>F
hi
>>7264401
I think your cute snicks and I need you here ;_;
>>7264418
>tiny
my shoulders and chest beg to differ
>>7264368
Yes do it.
>Doctor wants to see me again before she refers me to an endo, can't see me until the 29th
>Can't afford new pokemon game till after this month's bills
>May have a job but they can't hire me till december
Wake me up when this month is over.
Time to play some csgo
Anyone want to play with a Silver 1 EU scrub?
>>7264419
I like all these snow gifs
they make me feel cozy
>>7264417
nim was the new grace like three months ago
>>7264427
I'm giving myself a year to see if life gets any better
>>7264376
>>tfw 16 year old twink trying to fight off constant advances of older gay men & other older straight men friends just laugh at the situation
Holy fuck I remember this.
It was scary.
>>7264410
Nine months just about now. Nome of my colleagues or boss have said anything to me even remotwly like it.
I'm sure it's just because of the election really. Same thing happened with my manager around the time of the gay marriage referendum here. I wouldn't worry
>>7264412
It's a lot of things just stacked on top of each other. But mostly just the fact I don't feel stable enough to deal with all the things atm
repostin
>randomly go out on date with this trans acquaintance met over normiebook
>dont really know what to think of her, expecting a disappointing and awkward evening
>get to movie theater
>see her
>gorgeous, perfect pass
>we parked almost right next each other
>see 3d harry potter movie
>want her to feel okay with being a girl in public
>put her head on my shoulder
>play with each others hands
w-what is this feeling
now im fighting the urge to text to her and tell her shes gorgeous and shes my gf now
i want to cuddle with
Evangeline
neptune
snickerdoodle
grace
nim
elanna
pleb
anxy
Tiffany
juniper
kiwi
faye
ambience
basic
>tfw your crush calls you her little kitty cat
>>7264416
leggings are hot af
my legs are thicc compared to the rest of me so they're a fave of mine
>>7264437
i like u 2 nim
>>7264436
then what is she now
>>7264432
Have a silly song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVO8sUrs-Pw
>>7264445
tfw not a cute kitty
>plans tonight cancelled
really unironically sad now :(
>>7264447
old new grace
>>7264431
Nah. As cis het as it gets. I used to think his misogyny was ironic, but it really isn't.
>>7264431
just the usual hopeless feelings that seem to get stronger every time
the one thing that's prevented me from killing myself is the emotional damage it would have on my parents and my close friend. If I find a way to cut myself off from everyone then I could do it
>>7264381
Sorry, I don't know every trips personal life story.
>>7264388
>tfw by coming to visit this winter break is 6" toned alpha
>tfw he has an 8" uncut sick to duck
>>7264394
I don't know what's real anymore, I just have to play it cautious and assume it all is.
>>7264410
Oh goodness....
Four and a half years now.
People used to make weird comments out in public with me, now most people who know me including family try as hard as they can to ignore trans issues in relation to me unless something in politics comes up. Like we had crazy right wingers try to get rid of the bathroom laws in AZ again a few years ago and we'd discuss that.
When I was first transitioning like everyoone made wierd ass comments, but I lost most of those people. I used to be /pol/ tier and those folk aren't on board with the tranny train.
>>7264443
Go for it, what do you have to lose?
>>7264446
how you been ^^
>>7264428
bigger chest just means bigger boobie breeding grounds
>>7264456
am cis
it's okay I get memed on a lot anyway
>>7264456
Haha, whoops. Didn't mean to link you and propose the question to you. But that was fascinating to read anyway.
>>7264456
>I used to be /pol/ tier and those folk aren't on board with the tranny train.
hey, don't tar us all with the same brush
>>7264462
Kill me
>>7264452
is that good
>>7264324
I've never watched a single episode of the office and I know exactly who you are talking about.
>>7264445
They're okay I guess, there are just basic cheap ones but lulu lemons will make you look god tier
>tfw you cook something and it looks overdone and hideous but it's okay to eat
What would you do if I sang out of tune? Would you stand up and walk out on me?
>>7264439
things will get better, if you want I'll get on a bus and visit you after I have a couple months of hrt and the first wave of face electrolysis done so like early 2017
>>7264473
My life
>>7264476
good feels then?
>>7264470
youre not new enough to be the new girl anymore but its ok youre nice anyway
i was such a handsome man why did i do this to myself
>>7264475
...maybe
unless I'm still uggo by then
>Canadian football
Hahaha.
>>7264471
omg it's nikky!
how are youu <333
>>7264480
you look pretty hot.
before you were a cute guy at best, not really handsome.
>>7264416
lol
Kinda like when Gia hid my street clothes, then handed me the skimpiest dress I'd modeled that day... That was the outfit I first wore in public. What's worse is the restaurant the crew went to was the same one I normally ate dinners at.
>>7264479
oh that's not so bad :)
>>7264486
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOS00ttAblQ
>>7264466
I don't know how to fix everything else. Every time I've tried I've just withdrawn myself from everything and ended up in the same place. I can't force myself to get better, it would take someone in my life yanking me out of my isolation and not letting me go back into it, but I don't have that kind of person in my life
>>7264450
:c
>>7264480
>tfw ugly man
>tfw i'll be an even uglier girl
>Feel like putting on a skirt so I do
>Walk to the bathroom and it turns out my aunt and uncle I'm not out to yet are over
Whoops.
Wow once you stop repressing the old feelings and half-forgotten memories really do come back pretty strong
>tfw no trans girls in my area
>tfw gay but just want to rescue and protect a qt trap and ravage their asshole after
>tfw 6'3 chad so everyone assumes im straight
kms
>>7264481
even if you still think that I wouldn't care, I don't think your ugly
>>7264443
>when your beep beep dream comes crashing down
>>7264492
Jesus its been years since I heard that.
>>7264480
>tfw ugly boy and ugly girl
>>7264494
>I don't know how to fix everything else.
>Every time I've tried I've just withdrawn myself from everything and ended up in the same place.
Well, for starters I'd say I can't respect your techniques to get that done...
Have you heard that white stripes song?
>>7264499
#2good2bTrü
red pill me on Lauren
Chaser here. How do I find a qt trap gf? 100% I've seen irl are ugly as fuck. I'm also a /pol/ack.
>>7264495
Hayyyy omg what's up aunt ____ love your purse, I'm going to get my makeup all finished and I'll be back in a bit, do you need anything?
And then let them stew
>>7264480
because he didn't exist except in your's and others' internal expectations
>>7264510
lln
>>7264509
Head to Canada.
>>7264497
I know that feel. I can't quite tell if I'm deliberately trying to fit "the narrative" now with those memories but the more I accept it and let it sit out in the open the more I realize there was a lot of damning moments.
>>7264499
I have a saviour fantasy too, as long as it's not Sass I'm saving.
>>7264332
hi nim!
you'll never be real women
>>7264495
come out to them like I did to my dad and just say "yeah, I'm a fucking tranny lol, surprise"
>>7264505
Stop telling yourself this, it isn't true.
>>7264505
more like ugly boy and moderately average girl
it's an improvement
>>7264518
My chest hurts ;)
>>7264495
Did you have an erection from wearing girl clothes?
>tfw objectively creepy unpassing MASSIVE autist with no real skills or talents of any kind
>tfw can get sex pretty much whenever I want and kink and affection very often, and have successfully seduced everyone I've had a crush on IRL sooner or later
idgi
>>7264528
Of course she did. Cis girls get aroused by wearing skirts too, right?
>>7264490
My first time out in the streets, I was wearing hand-me-downs from my mother. Glittery sweater and corduroy flares. Unadulterated 70s... Not the exact ones in this pic, but not very different. There wasn't much variety in her wardrobe. There still isn't.
>>7264520
how you been?
how's the face healing up?
>>7264521
>Tfw you're a real woman with a real small penis
>>7264524
psychedelics, senpai :ok_hand:
Is Pokemon S/M a tranny game?
>>7264463
Oh, gay then. Super gay.
Sorry for assuming, it is /mtfg/ tho
But you totally want to think of yourself as the prettier one in the relationship, as beautiful as your GF is I believe you'll always fancy yourself prettier. Even if the reality is that she's prettier, you want to be the prettier one.
When you get meme'd, feed on the jealousy. Be careful tho.
>>7264465
Ty, sorry for accidentally answering the question
>>7264467
I'm sorry but for my own safety what choice do I have? I was delusional about it for awhile but even if it was only half of you that wanted to neck me, that's half of you that want to neck me.
My loyalties are divided, but you all never stood a chance anyway- And my own life matters more to me than the propagation of our dominance.
>>7264540
all pokemons are tranny games
>get to restaurant
>she won't hold my hand or look like a couple
>>7264511
Lol, she'd bust out laughing at hayyy I bet.
>>7264522
I'll probably do just that at some point, just don't feel like it right now. They might actually know already, last time I asked my mom said she hadn't told them but I told her she could if she wanted to, so who knows.
>>7264528
Nah, it's too cold in a skirt for that.
>>7264540
Pokemon sadomasochist? I thought that was a kids game...
>>7264533
you're vulnerable and awaken their paternal/maternal instincts?
you're surrounded of poliamory people who don't really care about item one?
>>7264512
It was one of the albums I learned to play guitar to.
Just putting on and trying to play along. It's a great record.
>>7264506
which song?
I just don't know how to force myself from falling back on that. I've tried forcing myself into social interactions, trying to make friends, trying to get help for my anxiety but after a certain point I just end up falling back onto the same poor choices and isolation. Maybe if I take everything one step at a time, but even now I'm not sure what the first step is
>>7264499
I just love being wanted by someone that sees me as a man
>>7264533
some people are into weirdos
I wish I was a cute girl and not a 26 year old boy with 0 months of hrt.
>un pilled no chance of passing going in to pick up pokemon moon
>see friend with one of her friends at the store
>friend has a strong jaw but other than that she looked like a completely normal girl
>they were getting the other copies
>later on my friend corrects me when i called her a girl
>"well she is a girl but she wasn't born that way"
>"what?"
>"yea she started pre-puberty, she was born a boy"
>completely lost the conversation
>bit back hard
>all the memories of my family calling me "faggot" and "gay" when i expressed my feminine side
>i will never have the chance to pass
>i could have been an uber cute girl if not for the worst family possible
>>7264561
Start now or you'll be a 27 year old with 0 months of HRT before you know it.
>>7264552
Seven Nations Army was everywhere for a couple of years, but I really loved ball and biscuit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaHKEaSZAq4
Still, again. Break down your problems into little nuggets that you can carry one at the time and it will become much easier to deal with them than seeing them as a huge mass of issues.
>>7264554
It was a bit of a joke because I said the same thing to basic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOS00ttAblQ
Break down your problems into small bits, carry one at the time, take your time, etc.
Seems like solid advice, the song is too good to be a lie.
>>7264561
Best to get started on that HRT then.
>>7264499
>gay
>interested in trans girls
yeah sure, chad.
>>7264518
Then you will fiiiind you're making it betteeer.
So let it out and let it in~
>>7264562
>if not for the worst family possible
a pretty standard family to be desu.
>>7264561
I'm not long enough on HRT to see any actually changes, but let me tell you starting HRT was a huge change for me. Removing that ticking countdown was such a good feeling. I used to cry my eyes out every birthday because I'm a little older and a little more repressed. Every day doesn't feel like a dent on my potential future happiness anymore, and instead feels like a step on my path to future happiness.
>>7264575
We both know that's not an option. You WILL go through with it, be it now or when you're 40. It's up to you.
when is my pity pizza coming
>>7264584
its really not
>>7264561
I wish I was a woman not a 26 year old faggot
I transitioned male to gayer looking male
>>7264570
I remember once I was about thirteen I think, I was with my mom driving home from seeing our cousins, and the dj on the radio played ball and biscuit in full. It was a really comfy memory. All dark in the countryside with streetlights now and then. And really warm.
If I didn't have a dad growing up i have a feeling I would have transitioned a lot sooner.
Yeah you're tight about breaking them up into smaller pieces.
And sorry for going off on a tangent
>>7264586
>We both know that's not an option. You WILL go through with it, be it now or when you're 40. It's up to you.
Such projection. Such delusion. Keep trying to convince yourself you had no choice, senpai.
>>7264544
>>7264540
Tranny in the sense that if you're a guy playing pokemon I might wonder if you've ever desired a gender transition. Nerdy girls love pokemon tho, I used to hang out with the pokemon group in my junior year of highschool and I was the only male(at the time lol) regular.
Also the board with the second highest population of cis-grills is probably /vp/.
>>7264565
O u totally think you're the prettier one then. Probably don't even think it, like you know it deep in your soul.
How old were you when you realized you came out? Are you femme or butch? Ive gotten a femme impression.
>>7264575
>things future hons say
>>7264587
>>7264543
>And my own life matters more to me than the propagation of our dominance.
would you still be singing the same tune if your 6' alpha bf were /pol/ as fuck, i wonder
just out of curiosity, how did you two meet anyway?
>>7264592
>Such projection. Such delusion. Keep trying to convince yourself you had no choice, senpai.
I'm sorry anon, but that's reality. The dysphoria will win eventually and force you to try, it's up to you if that's now when you have a chance or when you're 50.
>>7264313
Reee give bf reee
If i become a /vp/ regular will I be cis
>>7264586
it was impractical for me to transition before I moved out of home country to study because it would've cratered my employment prospects and probably resulted in me getting kicked out of home (also, getting hormones in Chile is really hard, I believe). I really want to start self-medding ASAP but I'm super worried my plans to stay here permanently might fail and I'll be forced to return to my psychotic family. Some British person should just marry me and save me all this trouble.
>>7264576
ikr
I hate winter at the best of times, but winter as a tranny is the worst. All I want to do is walk around the house in a cute dress and sleep in my undies but I have to bundle up instead. Even worse it's in that awkward temperature range where it's just warm enough to rain in the afternoon but then it just freezes, so I keep slipping every time I step onto my porch.
>>7264590
I have no problem with tangents and much less when they include Basic and White Stripes.
My dad was pretty much gone from my life when I was 11 and I still kept feeling that I had to repress anything girly so he wouldn't dislike me or whatever. It's easy to imagine that small key changes would had fixed our lives but they rarely do.
>>7264591
I like them too, I guess, they came much later tho.
>>7264590
>26 year old faggot
You're a 26 year old faggot woman
>>7264586
Both so true
I wasn't even sure if I was trans before starting HRT and just feeling the massive weight come off my shoulders
I used to dread the future but now I'm actually looking forward to something
Feels good
one more electrolysis till I can wear my cloths openly
>>7264602
>Tfw no one to cuddle and sleep in all sunday
I'll suck dick for permanent British residence rights. Just leaving that out there.
>>7264597
lmao, citation needed. Keep up your meaningless babbling, though
>>7264615
that doesn't help anyone, we dont have dicks goober
>>7264601
>also, getting hormones in Chile is really hard, I believe
Is it really? Both Sass and me just go to the pharmacy and ask for them.
The first time I bought E was like 5 years ago, I had a cat and someone told me that giving them estrogen makes them not notice the heat. It was a really idiotic idea and I'm glad she didn't die of that.
>>7264607
that's a nice anon!
>>7264616
You can probably repress forever but it probably will end up driving you completely psychotic. Source: Repressed during most of a decade and am mental wreck now.
>>7264553
my nips are pretty sensitive desu
but ill probably be off hrt in like 2 weeks so it won't matter ;-;
>tfw overheat in the shower nowadays
>>7264620
I think they're more regulated in Chile, but really, my family is such utter shit that if they ever know I'm a tranny I want it to be in such a situation they have no leverage over me, the most feasible one is becoming a permanent resident of England.
>>7264623
noooo whyyy
>>7264615
Eh, there are girls here who would suck dick for less.
>>7264616
I'm sorry, anon. It's a shit feeling I know. I guess you're maybe right though, you could repress for ever but you'll never really be happy.
In the end being trans isn't a choice, but starting now is.
>>7264615
>tfw british
What hellhole are you from that'd make Britain an improvement though?
>>7264621
You do understand that you are using a sample size of one (yourself) to judge perhaps millions of people, right? Everyone is mentally programmed differently.
>>7264626
Yeah, I totally understand.
Could you consider some scholarship for extra studies somewhere else if a job seems impposible?
>>7264625
Take cold showers then cuddle with a boy afterwards to warm up.
>>7264627
Breana!
how's it going?
>>7264631
hi fellow brit
>>7264631
I'm from Chile, one of the least bad South American countries, my desperation to stay permanently in Britain is because my transition will be 100 times easier here and less likely to result in bad things happening to me.
>>7264603
>>7264607
I am a faggot looking faggot
>>7264605
I got my very first girlfriend hooked on them by making her listen to jolene from under blackpool lights.
I'm sure I would have, but I guess I meant more him not being a factor in my life. Even after, it must have been a massive influence to keep repressing.
>>7264627
How are you doing these days?
I want to sleep forever
>>7264635
yeah
i used to leave the fan off and stuff but i think i cant let the room fill up with heat anymore
it's comfy for a lil bit but it really starts to kill me when i wash my hair
i spend so much time with my head in a weird position, under heat, working on my hair that i get overheated like this
>>7264637
That sounds like a great idea
>>7264635
someone buy nim hrt now
>>7264537
could be better
mostly healed, jsut some scars left
>>7264639
Got homework to do. Kind of doing it, but not really. Due tomorrow. First one to do my presentation in class, so I'll have that going for me. Now that I've actually looked into what I have to give the presentation on, it's kind of interesting.
>>7264636
Yeah a ploy I'm considering as an alternative is applying for a Chilean government phd scholarship but that's contingent on LSE accepting me for their phd program right out of masters. Getting a 21k per year job in London is not even that hard, I just have very little faith in my competence to do things normal people do.
Why do boys find it so hot that a submissive little faggot boy turned into a cute girl hungry for cocks?
>>7264641
Do you have any reason to know your family will take your transition so badly or do you just think they might?
I am hungry for cocks.
>>7264651
Maybe they're trying to live vicariously through us?
>>7264651
Because boys want to fuck their bros, even if they'll never admit it
Once their bro becomes a girl, they can poophole loophole out of being gay
>>7264651
d-do boys really like that..?
>>7264657
>poophole loophole
Haha basic you're funny <3
>>7264653
My mother has a plethora of undiagnosed personality disorders and an unbelievable obsession with control. She essentially tries to micromanage my life as much as possible and has gone so far as attempting to stop me from making friends. Also she's violently homophobic and thinks trans women are degenerate men who piss and shit in public for sexual arousal, so.
>>7264651
i dunno, it's just one of those things
it's like the ultimate sissification and you get to dom someone who's been turned into a girl, makes you feel all manly
>>7264624
I've started recently so I don't know about body since I'm doing face first. Cost varies depending on if it's rural area or not. I pay around 70usd per a hour and the first round on my face and neck area should be done my next appointment, took two appointments to clear everything beside the center neck area below the jawline and a little around lips is all that's left on my face, my place works pretty fast so I think they can get the area left done in a hour since I compared photos to judge the area done, of course I will need to keep going back to actually finish getting all of it since dorment hair is a thing but it should be enough so I don't need to shave which I'm bad at and I should be able to start wearing cloths with no worry about stubble for the most part. I think body would vary alot depending on what your hair density is, maybe look into getting a couple round of laser since it can reduce the amount of electrolysis needed pretty fast I heard, I'm going to try that for my body I think.
>>7264661
like most of latin america it's very catholic.
>>7264667
>Because you hang around gay guys who see trannies as the ultimate sub.
This is probably true but I get so much cock that I don't worry about it too much.
>>7264668
=( That sucks.
>>7264651
hunger for cocks is a hot feature
>>7264652
How much is HRT?
>>7264651
There's many reasons sempai's dick gets hard when he talks to us
>>7264660
I can live on 1300 pounds a month (this is my current budget), I don't mind living in a shared flat and I have enough to eat, move around, and even go drinking sometimes. 21k a year would allow me to add such things as "laser" and "drinking even more" to that budget.
>>7264666
I'm sorry anon I didn't make it up, that's what they call Catholic girls using anal to still call themselves virgins after fucking
What do you like about dick so much?
>>7264682
its fun to suck on
>>7264660
>What are you studying?
Computer Science crap. Class is C#. Presentation is supposed to be on a feature or something. I put it off until the last minute and the teacher assigned me Multi-Document Interface.
>>7264614
I just assumed female when you said weak/insecure/submissive. A beta male, I wouldn't date you.
Like being weak and smol is fine as a man but you have to make up for it with extra confidence and dominance. I wanna know that if some one broke into the house you'd fight them even if they were a 6'6" drugged out thug.
>>7264621
How much longer do you really think you'll repress for? Lets be real, everyone on here thought they could repress forever at some point, even me.
>>7264657
Holy shit.
Im losing it.
You're hitting with me an uncomfortable realization, these are supposed to only happen during LSD trips.
What the fuck.
Is this why homophobia exists?
Please tell me you're just memeing.
>>7264683
>male identifying
suuuuuure
for now
>>7264682
It's so big and hard and tastes good and feels good in your hand and I want one in my butt and I want to make it feel good so my husbando can feel good
>>7264690
I mean sure I'd go pick up something heavy or sharp and get them the fuck out of my house but I am beta in approaching people and sub in sexual things
Those are two different things
>>7264690
I mean I basically was only able to admit to myself I want to transition last month. If Theresa May came down to my flat and told me I can stay in England forever I would start self-medding tomorrow.
>>7264682
They look so... nice, my mind goes blank when one is in front of me. Everything about them is so alluring.
They feel nice in my mouth, they fill me up and make me feel like a girl, and they spurt out cum which I love to taste and feel and be covered in.
>>7264681
Tfw I'll never go to catholic school and be innocent and not know what penis looks like
>>7264657
Any secret for finding which ones want to fuck me?
>>7264690
>Please tell me you're just memeing.
Homoerotic humor is a common thing among "straight" friends or "bros", so there might be some truth to it.
The no-homo meme didn't just pop out of nowhere.
>>7264668
>thinks trans women are degenerate men who piss and shit in public for sexual arousal
judging by this general I'd say that's not that rare :^)
>>7264671
when I checked prices face was already more expensive than I expected, so I assumed body would have to be epilated forever unless I win the lottery or something.
>>7264673
I'm not judging.
>>7264679
that's good, in rough proportions how viable do you see a job like that is?
>>7264688
I don't know why I wasn't expecting com-sci
>>7264682
It has a very ergonomic design for sucking.
>>7264693
I want to make my husbando feel good
>>7264693
Lewd Grace.
>when your gf says she loves you
Is this the best feel?
>>7264657
This is not true. If anything, my bros are the last guys I would even consider having sex with.
>>7264702
I-I know but I have to arbitrarily let you know that I do not condone your rp actions ;)
>>7264693
>ywn be grace's husbando
>>7264711
>tfw trashy qt will never tell me she loves me
>>7264704
It should not be that difficult to acquire if the average London wage of 30k is real and my meme degree isn't useless. The main difficulty is that I have a very tight timing for it, I'll need to get a part time job during my last few months of school so I can save up the finances to stay after finishing my dissertation for at least 1 or 2 months and dedicate that time completely and obsessively to full time job hunting.
>>7264677
$105 for a month and a half supply
money isn't the problem though i made sure i had enough
it's the fact that my bank doesn't allow echecks :(
>>7264709
I KNOW ITS LEWD BUT IT WOULD BE SO NICE TO BE SLAPPED AROUND BY ONE UNTIL ITS SHOVED IN MY LITTLE MOUTH AND HE TAKES HOLD OF MY HEAD AND FACE FUCKS ME UNTIL HE EMPTIES HIS FERTILE BALLS
>>7264708
Your husbando works so hard for you, you should do your best to help him when he's hard~
>>7264715
>not confidently claiming me as your waifu
sry you're not my type
i want to make someone feel really good
>>7264693
dafuq is that gif
>>7264690
>Is this why homophobia exists?
I'm starting to think homophobia exists because masculinity is self-centered and the male ego assumes everything is about them.
Women dressing nice? It's for them. Females in general? Exist to be fucked. That cool guy who works at that restaurant? Totally your bro, he'll get you free shit because you're you and he's a brodude too and knows the brocode.
That faggot? Not cool bro, why is he acting like a girl? He's obviously coming on to you. Better let him know you're straight and he's a faggot for acting gay around you. That trans woman? How dare he think he can trick me into being gay.
>>7264719
grace ur my waifu
>>7264703
I have a normie cismale straight friend and the amount of times we joke about sucking eachothers cocks is kind of ridiculous.
>>7264716
BACK
THE
FUCK
OFF
TRASHY IS MINE DON'T YOU DARE CHASING HER
>>7264718
is there any alternative payment method nimmy?
>>7264721
Quality story telling.
>>7264717
sounds doable.
good look with that
>>7264690
I'm memeing mostly
But I had some friends when I was growing up that didn't want to be my bf because of being scared of being gay.
And act all disgusted and "I'm not gay that was gross when we were kissing and fooling around even though I initiated it"
>>7264700
I went to Catholic school
>>7264701
Idk
Just don't even ashamed of who you want to fuck and you'll find someone
>>7264711
You have some weird bros
>>7264727
but she's so cute
>>7264719
>not confidently claiming me as your waifu
I can't be your husbando because I'm a GIRL.
>>7264719
I think Grace needs to sit out an ice pack for a while. I think she's overheating.
>>7264729
It does seem very doable, I just generally have no faith in myself.
>>7264661
No I'm in Wales. I go up to Portsmouth occasionally to visit my dad and sometimes visit London though.
I can't stop the mantra in my brain telling me to lull myself
talk about Lauren
someone chase Lauren
she needs attention
>>7264733
Looks like a giant retarded autismo beta boy
>>7264725
A friend had a running gag among his friends from his home town that translated to a slangy way of saying "I've really haven't screwed a little boy in a long time."
my thighs are getting thicker..
I'm not sure how I feel about this..
>>7264732
How so? Bros are not for lewds
>>7264733
That's why I'm gonna need you to step the fuck back
>>7264719
come over bby
>>7264728
i dont think so
i didnt remember there being one anyway ;-;
>>7264738
I thought it was impossible for me, but I just kind of did it and started HRT. It's not nearly as hard as we often convince ourselves it is.
>>7264241
Hahahahaha this is great <3
>>7264735
Excuses excuses. Be my waifu then.
>>7264736
i think i need dick
>>7264724
<3
>>7264750
ok
>>7264752
i dunno if i can do an echeck for you, sorry ;_;
>>7264704
it is expensive but at least it's over a long period of time so it's a bit more manageable, from what I know you do a initial set of appointments then it goes to once or twice every couple months I think for around a year. I want to wait on effects of hrt until I even think about doing body since it would be a crippling amount I think for all of it.
>>7264750
just be really nice to her and make her feel loved ok
>>7264742
what if you just lulz yourself with some good memes?
>>7264757
grace we're waifus
>>7264732
>I went to Catholic school
As a catholic schoolgirl tho?
>>7264757
wha
i wasnt asking you to :(
>>7264757
I'm gonna fuck the shit out of Grace and calm her cockfrenzy.
>>7264758
>once or twice every couple months I think for around a year.
woah, really?
I though I had read it was around 7 sessions average for facial hair. That could had been for women I guess...
>>7264732
wait, you tried the Y before settling for the X? That's sort of new. It's usually the other way around.
>tfw had no faith in /mtfg/ whatsoever because it's ultimately still a 4chan thread but I actually feel more comfortable here than I expected even with all the autism.
>>7264768
yea but i was thinking about buying your hrt for the next month
>>7264765
oke <3
>>7264771
chicago bby
>>7264772
There we go, that's how ya talk to me.
>>7264774
awww that's cute
>tfw less than 40 days until my mom finds out I'm a tranny
>>7264732
>tfw never got to wear girl uniforms while i was in catholic school
>tfw those 4 years where I had to go to an all-boys catholic school
can't wake up
>>7264781
I see it as a wacky self help/support group where you can become invisible if you want but you still can't grope people.
>>7264782
>tfw a lewd qt with a nice but is THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY AAAAAAAAA
>>7264782
I love you grace waifu
>>7264782
oh >//<
it was because i bank with a credit union instead of like a major bank
>>7264642
Just fine, Based.
On the verge of moving out of my parent's basement. Then the girl clothes start. Didn't feel comfortable experimenting under their roof. My roommate is going to be a good pre-hrt mtf friend. So that avoids some of the awkwardness. We've kind of had an off and on again relationship though, so I don't know what will happen there.
My little sister knows now about me being a tranny, so all the people I wanted to know know now.
>I am a faggot looking faggot
iktf... but it's starting to get fun. I've dropped my shame somewhere and I don't feel like finding it. Still adamant on not telling anyone anything I don't feel like they need to know though. That's just how I handle all my personal information though.
I'm sad and scared and lonely help
>>7264740
I look like a homosexual male
>>7264748
*thiccer
Ftfy
>>7264750
I guess?
Idk I was never good at having bros
>>7264767
I wish. Here's my progression of school
I was a fat boy-skinny Emo twink-masc long haired guy
>>7264775
Yeah I guess that's weird
When I decided to man up I repressed the attraction to guys along with femininity.
Not to say I didn't like girls before that, I did. It was easier to get girls than guys
>>7264795
*opens dimensional portal to the pillow fort*
>>7264775
>That could had been for women I guess
probably that, the follow ups are supposed to be shorter ones though so they are cheaper since it's just getting the hair that has gone active over that time, They also said you would also have to go in for maybe 10 minutes every few months for new hair follicles since people always keep getting new ones over time.
Goooood why does it have to be so coooooold?
All I did was step out for a cigarette and I'm freezing.
>>7264785
ive been involved with tumblr trannies and actually the drama they have makes /mtfg/ look very nice in comparison. it seemed like those people had at least 2 "this tranny raped this other tranny" scandals every year.
>>7264799
nim ily
>>7264796
Basic you unironically look like a girl.
Now that I think about it though there is one bro I would definitely cuddle with but only platonically :^)
>>7264806
what movie do you wanna watch
>>7264808
Thread's getting too lewd.
>>7264796
>I look like a homosexual male
Most ftm's kind of look like this though. That means the transformation is almost complete!
You'll just look like a lesbian pretty soon.
...I still think you should wear a dress for your wedding too.
>>7264812
i don't know
can we cuddle in the fort
>>7264805
we're more about selfharm than being afraid of danger, I guess...
>>7264786
yeah that's how it usually goes ;_;
>>7264787
I love you anon waifu and or husbando w/e you wanna be bby
>>7264793
Open up a new account elsewhere?
>>7264808
>>7264815
goddamnit
>tfw no bf to succ
>tfw no mistress gf
>>7264817
idk do you wanna cuddle >//<
is there any good transbian yuri i can self insert into and feel less lonely
i was told i listen to "mom music"
is it true?
https://youtu.be/H7Gr6HBMDu0
fookin 'ell m8 none of these shitty supermarkets are open this late i just want some cancer sticks
>step one: try not to cry
>step two: cry alot
>>7264821
idk i feel like my mom would find out
>>7264804
I wish it was a bit colder here.
This winter is looking like a spring right now.
>>7264796
I thought you were feeling better potato princess.
>>7264822
yes
>>7264834
Do you need her permission to open a new account?
>>7264826
yeah, you want Double House.
no sex tho.
>>7264835
Can we trade? Wtb warmth.
>>7264832
4chanX really needs an option to sync filter lists.
>>7264694
Nawh I want a man who dominates social situation, defeats intruders, and fucks me rough whilst choking me.
>>7264695
Well so long as you know the situation you're in!
>>7264703
Im losing it, this is why all my male friends either reacted by telling me they wanted to fuck me or by being repulsed by me.
Unless you're his family, It really is impossible to have a nonsexual relationship with a man, sometimes not even then.
>>7264722
I hope this is what it really is, mens care more about their egos than their cocks. And egos are far more fragile.
>>7264732
Thank goodness, the ego thing sounds more plausible anyways.
Ive had guys have the totally not gay freakout, I really do think its an ego thing thinking about it now more than a sexuality thing. A man uses his sexuality to inflate his ego, not his ego to inflate his sexuality.
>>7264832
whats wrong korra?
>>7264815
>>7264821
Reminderer
>>7264832
>crying
are you a girl or osmething
>>7264835
I've been using a sweater for all the spring so far.
>>7264826
Boku no Pico
>>7264848
>Nawh I want a man who dominates social situation, defeats intruders, and fucks me rough whilst choking me.
Luckily trashy puts up with me
I'm sure she wants the same though :(
Feels so bad being a beta loser
>>7264850
Delete this!
>>7264850
fucking
goddamnit im gonna have to lewd now
>>7264849
im going to be alone again tonight :(
>>7264858
Post lewd pics too bby
>>7264861
YEAH SO WHAT IM ALONE EVERY NIGHT FUCK YOU
>>7264804
Same ;~;
>>7264794
That's really good. I can't even imagine having to do all that around family. It's a lot better for your well being I think.
That's not necessarily a bad thing. You just need to have these things defined before you start living together I guess.
That must be really freeing for you now that everyone who matters knows. I'm really happy for you.
And that's a really good way to be. Like the band members that I'm closeted to were weird the first few times I showed up to gigs or rehearsal obviously dressed as a girl but got over it fast.
People stop caring
>>7264807
Oh is he cute?
>>7264816
We'll see I guess.
She has a for Al thing coming up and I was going to girl mode but I think just as formal Andro I can get without a suit.
>>7264835
I was but I kind of started spiraling again.
I'm just really overwhelmed. I'm sorry
>>7264848
>A man uses his sexuality to inflate his ego, not his ego to inflate his sexuality
Absolutely yeah
Why can't people just be chill
>>7264861
I guess thank God your hands reach your genitals then.
>>7264861
:c
that sucks
>>7264864
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>7264862
nuh
not much confidence today
plus i need to save pics for boys that i can succ!!
>>7264861
I'll always be there with you. Just outside of your field of vision, with a grin just a bit too large to seem natural on a person.
>>7264867
something came up at work and he had to cancel its the worst bc i had my heart set on tonight and now im depressed ;~;
>>7264850
so thats what nidalee does in the bush
>>7264865
>Oh is he cute?
He's tall and calm and is p cute in general
Just really fucking snuggly
>>7264874
B-but you can always make more pictures
Or visit Europe :^)
Seriously though, don't let me push you.
At least I'm not the only one not getting this tonight ;_;
>>7264882
i only take pics when i want to
or well if im dating someone and they request them then ill be a good girl and do it for them
>>7264848
>It really is impossible to have a nonsexual relationship with a man, sometimes not even then.
Or a nonsexual relationship with anyone at all? At least on some level.
>>7264882
Good god, go on estrogen already!
we lewd posting now?`
>>7264879
huggg Korra
>>7264883
im a good girl
>>7264857
What're you going to do?
>TFW no qt gf to cuddle and frot with
>>7264879
FUCK YOUUUUU
>>7264883
>or well if im dating someone and they request them then ill be a good girl and do it for them
What a good slut
>>7264885
No I'm a man
Just bisexual and feminine
Is it okay to recognize Chelsea Peretti as an important transexual figure?
>>7264896
>slut
R-rude
>>7264887
i bet you are
phenminine phallus phrot
>>7264900
I love you mommy Grace!
>>7264905
>I love her
It's not fair Basic, you can't be so based. You're already my favorite, you can't go up.
>>7264898
Egads!
Those shoulders.
How many of you own buttplugs.
>>7264898
Who is she?
>>7264909
While I want a dick in my ass I dont get buttplugs
>>7264900
You know you like it you cock-hungry whore
>>7264905
>in a brother kind of way
I dunno, I'd never cuddle my brother
But I wouldn't lewd that guy I just want cuddles
should i post lewd pics
>>7264909
Not enough of us.
>>7264905
>drinking wine
how fancy
im just drinking cider becuse im lame
>>7264909
my bf is kinda like my buttplug
>ywn be in an orgy island with middle aged bill clinton
>>7264911
A comedian, most people know her from Brooklyn 99 but she has good stand up sets and a podcast that takes a long time to learn to love.
I want to watch Grace's face as a hard cock slides in her butt for the first time.
>>7264909
Mine is too small, I barely feel it. Need an upgrade.
>>7264913
Prostate stimulation and cuteness.
>>7264916
yes
>>7264916
yea tubby
>>7264882
Why not do polygamy with trashy? 2 bffwbs teaming up in a relationship with one qt3.14 bf in the mix?
>>7264916
yes please
go full grace and just drop lewds like they're going out of fashion
>>7264909
used to before I had to toss my sex toys
As soon as I get my own place I'm buying more lewd stuff again
>>7264915
I do, yeah
>>7264924
so I'm skyping you when i get a dildo ?
>Prostate stimulation and cuteness.
I-i see..
>>7264909
nah i like vibrators more
>>7264905
>I'm listening to the Mars Volta rn and drinking wine
Fancy.
>>7264933
>87 sets of pantis
>no dildo variant
you're not spending your money wisely.
>>7264853
Hons exist for beta losers like you. As an alternative, start going on runs and working out, take some judo classes or something.
>>7264865
I don't know.
I really don't understand the masculine obsession with egos. Fuck with a mans ego and he'll go full ape mode.
>>7264884
Sexuality really underlies all adult encounters, I suppose.
>>7264882
You know, perhaps if you're opposed to the idea of working out and getting swoll, maybe its time to consider hormones.
>>7264861
How longs your bf gone for?
>>7264907
Well maybe if Chelsea Peretti wasn't so hilarious and amazing we wouldn't be in this mess
>>7264909
I though you said how many butt plugs do you own.
So the answer to your question is yes
>>7264915
Fair yeah. He's a cuddles kind of guy.
>>7264918
I'll tell you a secret. It's not fancy wine
>>7264935
It's not fancy wine , but tmv are very fancy
>>7264933
>so I'm skyping you when i get a dildo ?
While I'm certainly not opposed to that offer, I think it'd be more fun to see it in person and with a real cock.
>>7264913
I find that when I orgasm with something in my ass it creates a better feeling. Dildos tend to fall out if you aren't actively manipulating them, so buttplugs are better for that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUDjRZ30SNo
sorry mtfg
>>7264939
I dunno, having 3 drawers of panties is pretty admirable.
>>7264938
do you want to get to kind of apreciation Red gets?
>>7264941
are you drinking from one of this, straight from the box?
>>7264937
>>7264939
im afraid of buttplay cause butts are gross
>>7264943
your cock oooooor?
>>7264946
i see
ive never had an orgasm like that before
>>7264948
ITS NOT THAT MANY OMG
>>7264909
I like girls wearing those buttplug tails they're amazingly cute
Am not even a furry degenerate but those tails are nice
>>7264940
>Hons exist for beta losers like you. As an alternative, start going on runs and working out, take some judo classes or something.
Did you just call my gf a hon? That's p rude, senpai.
I'm not overweight or anything I just have no upper body strength and am too sad to do anything about it
>>7264941
>Fair yeah. He's a cuddles kind of guy.
Yeah. Shame we'll never cuddle desu :(
>>7264941
still fancier than me
>>7264950
ok i wont
>>7264947
>mfw all it took was one man to kill an entire party
>>7264951
Grace your butt isn't gross it's p lewd plus you can slicken it up a little with saliva first
>>7264961
i wasnt actually going to
i just wanted (you)s
>>7264951
>your cock oooooor?
Now you get it
>>7264965
tubby lumpkins
>>7264940
Lol I used to be that guy, and I'm a tranny that loves cock
It's overcompensation and insecurity mixed with the unattainable concept of masculinity
>>7264950
Little more classy than that
And I'm drinking from a glass. A regular one not a wine one. Who am I, the Queen?
>>7264952
Oh well
There are better reopen to cuddle irl anyway
>>7264953
I think you're fancy
>>7264965
Should I post (you) 's
im gonna whip up a fresh batch of cummies real quick what ingredients should I add
>>7264975
bleach
>>7264962
i have a different perspective cause im the one that actually has the butt with them constantly and uses it yknow
>>7264961
i need to
i should order an enema next paycheck and try butt stuff
>>7264969
holy moly that's lewd
when are you gonna deliver the dicker here huh
>>7264973
I need cute panties for every occassion!
What if I need to go on a date?
I need pretty panties anyone i'm dating can see!
What if I'm gonna go out and do stuff?
I need panties that are good for tucking!
What if I wanna take slutty pics?
I need super impractical but cute looking panties!
>>7264940
>You know, perhaps if you're opposed to the idea of working out and getting swoll, maybe its time to consider hormones.
Oh I didn't see this
I'm cis and don't have dysphoria so no hormones for me thanks
>>7264974
>tfw noone to regularly cuddle irl
sertii where u at senpai
>>7264940
i think he realizes that cancelling made me sad so he wants to make up for it tomorrow
>>7264978
grace you keep lewd posting and then I have to do lewd stuff
>>7264965
hon
>>7264974
aw thanks
>>7264978
Yeah but I'm kinda hoping you clean it too
Also girls don't poop or fart anyway this is a known fact.
>>7264991
dumb bitch
>>7264985
i have to do lewd stuff too
i wanna try fingering myself but i have no way to clean myself out so thats not happening
i need a darn vagina
>>7264992
of course, my butt is pure and nothing but a sex hole
>>7264998
No need to clean yourself, just make sure you wash your hands afterward.
>>7264947
We shall never see his like again ;_;
>>7264843
Not the anon who asked for reccomendations but that story made me very happy and sad at the same time.
>>7265037
yeah, it's pretty good.
I wish the author knew a bit more about transissues to add details like pills or stuff. It feels a bit like an external view of things, you know?
but it's still good.