/mtfg/ Transgirl General

1st for friendly reminder that you're cute!!!

Touch daddy's dick

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is xanax good for releasing stress
i dunno if i should take one so soon, its only been 4 days since the last time

>>7253095
uwu
>>7253097
owo

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I like National Socialism

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nth for Hi, how is everyone :D

>>7253108

no way
did kayla really do it herself?

>>7253131
extremely
be careful though

new
>>7253134

>>7253134

>>7253134

>>7253135
do u think hitler liked shota

>>7253144
what are you doing

>>7253108
>>7253110
>>7253121


I cannot cringe harder than at the thought of that. Orchi on its own sounds insanely horrifying enough.

sorry about that

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>>7253135
natsoc is qt :3

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>>7253140
As much as I want to
Id on't think i should do it
i shouldnt start taking a pill every time i get stressed
thats baaaaaaaaaaad

>tfw captcha in last thread was a supermarket that I've been to
2spooky
>>7253135
hitler could shove his volk into my sudetenland any time tbdesu

>>7253144
Ummm, you're sort of early

>>7253117
>Anyone who was a coward as a child and didn't ask to be a girl pre puberty does not deserve to pass
The truth hurts
I was too much of a coward

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>tfw you're waiting for the one smart trump supporter so you can find common ground

>the you'll be waiting your whole life

>>7253139
It was a bit violent, but I was sort of expecting a clear example to put me in my place.
I don't know why I would do that to poor Cortazar...

>>7253093
>tfw out of flowers and smoking leaves like a north korean railroad worker during lunch.

>>7253106
I'm not really your audience since Hillary was too supportive of the TPP.
I love you and all Faye, but you sort of come after the well being of my country. We're more than fucked enough as it is.

>>7253135

You like being executed for being degenerate scum?
The self hate is strong with this one.

>>7253159
hugg

>>7253159
>most people don't compulsively take benzos
I really do have a problem don't I
:(

>>7253129
if i challenge you or not entirely depends on what you say/do
>>7253117
>tfw will never be part of vanilla tranny cuz of birth defect
unfair yo

>>7253152
being salty that my thread wasn't used :3

>>7253159
only do it if you're totally out of control of your own feelings.

>>7253165
why do you keep posting about the election
what do you hope to accomplish

are benzos trutrans

>>7253167
you dont get that this is a joke, do you
>>7253146
adolf hitler and i were shota lovers fun fact

>>7253144
You got so mad at me and you go and use the old OP! Don't be mean like that!

>>7253138
>>7253153
You two underestimate how hardcore K-Dawg is.

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>>7252987
nice

>>7252978
that's depressing as hell, what the heck kind of christmas spirit is that? why don't they open up a champagne bottle and watch a comedy on tv or something?

>>7253165
lmaoo
so funny to think Hillary will N E V E R be president
her life's hope, snatched away from her
first by a young, inexperienced senator from illinois with the middle name of Hussein
then from a reality TV star who had been in politics for all of 5 minutes

is hillary clinton the worst political candidate of all time?
I believe history will argue yes

>>7253182

It beats killing yourself...I guess?

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>>7253177
are benzos trannies?

>>7253166
Hillary said she was going to kill the TPP

Yes she worked on it, yes it was good for America, and bad if you weren't in it because it made other countries more competitive

But she still said she'd veto it in the end

>>7253165
Define smart and define Trump supporter, unless you mean just having voted for him.

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>>7252982
this is how I imagine Faye after she has ffs, srs and gets a boyfriend

>>7253177
maybe
i took a lot of benzos though
>>7253188
yes

>>7253167
protip: More gays were kept in concentration camps when the yanks took the country than before.

>>7253177
no, but not particularly agp either.

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People who shame and insult those who were forced to repress until they became adults deserve no happiness.

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>>7253183
>tfw no christmas spirit

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http://www.strawpoll.me/11683262/

>>7253192
I thought it was this?
http://nobodytm.com/archive/ep13.html

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when i wake up every morning

>>7253165
Holy shit, please stop. You're fucking toxic

>>7253173
delete your thread

>>7253173
It was made after, why the fuck would we use it.

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>out of tofu
is there a worse feeling?

>>7253190
Smart - in this context, able to produce a standard college level argument, produce a valid supporting source, and debate a point without logical fallacy

Trump supporter - anyone who voted for him, or expouses his policies and/or their effects

>>7253182

I wanna hear K-Dawg's story!

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>>7253202
I voted home alone 2 for TRUMP

>>7253199
There's a loooot of people in this thread who deserve no happiness then.

If you didn't transition pre puberty fuck off hon

Trans movement only needs passers.

HRT should be administered on passability. Offer suicide pills to people who won't pass.

>>7253183
Because someone always says that you might pop someone's eye with it, and then we discuss how many ways of dying during christmass there are.
We have a pretty morbid and generally acid sense of humor; and just as I'm the most useless of all my brothers I'm also the tamest.

>>7253189
>because it made other countries more competitive
what? It made corporal decisitions above national law. You could literally have slave workers in the open because otherwise the business would go to Qatar where it's legal. It was the worst rape of latin america since that time you guys though keeping us in our place with military governments was a great idea.

>But she still said she'd veto it in the end
The law she pushed in the senate over 40 times?
It was an evident lie, just like everything Trump said.

>>7253199
I'm cool with that.
Could we add people who did that to themselves?

>>7253202
Nightmare
Before
Christmas

>>7253217
>>7253217
>>7253217
>>7253217

>>7253175
Feeling better, and support, or just feeling better by annoying a few racist alt right hate filled edgelords

>>7253186
It was never really about that though, just not electing someone who is putting a KKK supporter into the attorney general position and the head of an alt right conspiracy blog as his chief strategist

>>7253176
I don't see how this question is relevant considering I
A. Know nothing about you and
B. We were talking about politics.
>>7253191
My mistake. Faye is a veteran then? I had no idea. Sorry about that one.
>>7253186
You're really being unfair with your characterization of Obama and, to a lesser degree, Trump. Obama's 2008 campaign was really something to behold. I think Trump would have lost against another candidate. You're right in a way, this race came down to two of the least palatable candidates ever produced so I truly think Hillary will be remembered as one of, if not the, worst.
>>7253194
Maybe not do that. Benzo withdrawal is pretty shit. If you're on them for a panic disorder/anxiety you'll feel a hell of a lot worse than you did before taking. Everything in moderation.

what is the most trutrans drug?
>>7253177
yes

>>7253230
>just feeling better by annoying a few racist alt right hate filled edgelords
They won lmao, they aren't annoyed they're laughing at you. The only people you're annoying are the rest of us trying to talk about anything else.

>>7253230
it's just annoying to everyone

>>7253235
Estrogen

If you didn't transition pre puberty fuck off hon

Trans movement only needs passers.

HRT should be administered on passability. Offer suicide pills to people who won't pass.

>>7253202
If you vote Home Alone or Die Hard you lose the right to be called truetrans for the next 6 turns.

>>7253231
Nothing to be worry about, we don't respect her too much. After 12 or 15 cleavage pics it's hard to remember her past.

>>7253218
Well they mostly don't have it

Bullies hate themselves the most

>>7253235
/mtfg/

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>>7253219
Hons are how we keep chasers, nu-males, nice guys, /r9k/ posters, and other undesirables from breeding you idiot. They serve a very crucial role in strengthening the genepool.

>>7253235
Cypro and estrofem.

>>7253177
fast forwarding through life, feeling no pain or sadness?
I would say certainly trutrans

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>>7253228
I don't own it and never seened it because I thought it was going to be scurry as a kid

>>7253242
This

Where's my politics anon poster who I was flirting with?

>>7253165
#ImWithFaye

>>7253199
What about idiots like myself that were forced by nobody but themselves but were merely too cowardly to take the initiative to do anything, we can be shamed and insulted right?

>>7253235
Huffing paint

>>7253236
>they won
>leave for a few hours
>find someone using my trip
>long periods of people just going off butthurt

I think I'm much better at this dear

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>>7253242

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I don't understand Transbians.

Men
>Bigger than you
>Holds you
>Carries you
>Big Spoon
>Can take care of himself
>Takes care of you
>Makes you feel safe
>Gives you gifts
>Adores you
>Compliments you
>Loves sex
>Confesses out of guilt after cheating, begs for forgiveness
>Thinks you’re the prettiest woman in the world


Women
>Smaller than you
>Won’t hold you
>Can’t carry you
>Little Spoon
>Can’t take care of herself
>Demands you take care of her
>Demands gifts
>Adores herself
>Passive Aggressive towards you
>Uses sex as a tool for leverage
>No guilt when caught cheating, laughs in your face about it
>Thinks she’s the prettiest woman in the world

Why would you ever want to be with another woman?

>>7253256
>>7253259
hugg

>>7253210
ok

>>7253212
I'm trolling, chill lol

>>7253246
s-so I only exist to help discourage chasers?

>>7253215
If she wrote it all down in her own words in whatever amount of detail she wanted I would read the whole thing. She's my favorite trip.

Coincidentally, I read through a scanned pdf file called "Austin's Zine" and that really helped me find myself a bit more than most generic trans stories because of how honest, real yet alternative it was. It wasn't a typical case and I like the ending.

>>7253251
really? it's very good, you'll love it.
I remember the dangerous parts making me very anxious as a kid, but everything has that effect on me anyway.

>>7253260
men
>gross

women
>cute

maeve post selfie or i riot

>>7253253
Is that my designation now?
>>7253231

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>>7253262
scarf hugg

>>7253260
Men
>no boobies
Women
>boobies

>>7253256
If your dysphoria isn't strong enough to make you say something you are not true trans

>>7253242
They sort of do. At least, they give you the means. I hear you can kill yourself with a spiro overdose. I'd bet 2000mg could do it.

>>7253273
uwu
>>7253275
t h i s

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>>7253259
Maeve a best

>>7253260
diff tastes i guess. they can't help what they're attracted to

>>7253230
yes
and the beloved former first lady
husband of bill clinton
former senator of new york
...was unable to appear more appealing than him? than the KKK??

W O W
I guess either we live in a country where about 50% of voters are KKK supporters
or hillary is...dare I say it...unlikable? unelectable? not presidential material?

>>7253260
It sounds like you just have a really negative view of women. By that logic why would anyone want to date you?

Just as a general notion, if Clinton had chosen Faye to run in her place. Would the tranny war vet beat the Trump?

I'm an important transsexual

>>7253270
i don't really have a whole lot of self-confidence rn
>>7253279
sheen a best
what movie are you gonna watch

>>7253246
So you actually do have value?

>>7253202
Needs more Santa Paws 2 desu

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>>7253265
Decreasing the world population is an admirable task, and you exist so you can do whatever you want. Marry a guy, adopt some kids, live the dream, the world is your oyster. I'm just trying to appeal to hon-hating anons vanity because I think the hon hate is bad.

>>7253279
>>7253273
>>7253262
Notice how the most ugly mannish trips are the ones who rely the most heavily on avatarfagging cute pictures to escape reality

>>7253286
what's the deal with going anon? got sick of your fame?

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>>7253269
nah

>>7253281
Yes they can

If they came say once a week to a man inside of them for a year I guarantee they will have a Pavlovian reaction to cock

>>7253240
/Thread

>>7253287
im going to watch Hamtaro: Adventures in Ham-Ham Land

>>7253260
men
>have penis

women
>no penis

thats pretty much what does it for me
I really enjoy penis
sexually

>>7253258
Who is the next President again?

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>>7253240
>>7253245
>>7253248
o i meant like psychoactive drug...
>>7253246
>tfw hon and /r9k/ poster
feels bad..
>>7253257
never tried that..
>tfw agp
>>7253291
i don't use avatars a lot desu...

>>7253291
wtf

>my penis keeps leaking precum
fuckfuckfuckfuck

>>7253301
what?
you don't enjoy it recreationally?

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Who wants to see me swallow a banana?

>>7253276
If your dysphoria is weak enough to make you think it was okay to tell anyone you're probably just a transtender.

>>7253308
fuck yeah

you look familiar...

>>7253303
E is pretty psychoactive its just really gradual

>>7253306
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck

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>>7253271
Hey babe.
>Mfw

>>7253308
hoq do i get hair like this

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>>7253304
Go to space without a helmet

>>7253303
I know, but someone had to do it
That and I don't know what the answer is to that question

>>7253308
A whole one? I want to

>>7253308
is that a nextwave shirt or just a coincidence?

>>7253256
we deserve no happiness, duh.

>>7253316
WTF i thought we were friends :c

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>>7253308
owo
>>7253300
stellar choice

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>>7253287
all of them :D

>>7253291
but Maeve and Lauren a cute, it's a fair cop for me tho I guess

>>7253283
About 18% of the population elected him, yes at least 18% of the population is horribly racist biggots

Heck 16% of the population when polled in 1944 said that every man woman and child of Japanese decent should be rounded up and killed


I'm surprised this is news to you

>>7253313
i just wish it'd stop. it happened when i was trying on close and i have no idea if that means im subconsciously agp or what

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>>7253320
I lied

>>7253285
Its not necessarily about the person, you know. The Clinton campaign was just a fucking mess. Hillary had it on lock if she could have won those states that are generally blue and pulled ahead in either MI/PA/FL but she ran her campaign like a fucking coronation instead of an actual campaign. Trump, for all his flaws, at least hammered his points on TPP and NAFTA which endeared him to those voters while Hillary was running ads about how Trump was a meanie.

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I started at 21, I should just kill myself instead of trying and inevitably failing right? I'm a fuck up and I'll never be who I want to be.

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I am a kurisukin
My pronouns are kurishe and kurisher

>>7253329
Almost 22 here
I will never try

>>7253287
im gonna riot

im gonna do it

>>7253328
But if Faye was in the spot the Trump campaing would had focused on attacking for being a tranny, since it's an easier target that the actions of those behind the scenes.

They really screwed themselvs by not asking Faye as I see it.

>>7253330
Hello lesbian

>>7253313
>tfw no cute girl to give a self-confidence boost to using your penis

>>7253329
its much more genetics than age or anything else

>>7253329
>>7253331
Basic started at 25, almost 26.
She's a hottie.

>>7253324
all those folks standing by doing nothing, are they any less racist?
all it takes for evil to win is for good men to do nothing
are the people who didn't vote any less responsible for trump?
they could have stopped him

>>7253328
So, I suppose, yes, Faye could have won the election in Hillary's place if she ran a competent campaign and kept from generalizing Trump supporters like she is now. You can't alienate a huge part of your base and win. People don't like being referred to as bigots.
>>7253314
Uhh, what's up? Am I being involved in the ERP now as well?

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>>7253331
I just started, but like. It's not going to work.

>>7253342
Yeah, I'm fucked.

>>7253329
Kill yourself, and you loose out on the chance to be reborn a qt girl in the next life. Keep on keeping on, the world will provide.

>>7253330
hugg elann

>>7253337
Americans fucking hate trannies so drump would have still won

>>7253324
>16% polled wanted japanese killed
>47% of those polled voted for trump
>these are comparable

>>7253330
I want to be a part of this, where do I sign up?

>>7253329
Being strung along by hope against your common sense to give up is all there is in life, isn't there?

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>>7253325
it happens to some people sometimes
I've heard of people on hrt leaking precum like crazy
>>7253341
;_;
g-give me the self-confidence boost

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>>7253339
I'm not a fucking lesbian! ;~;

>>7253352
hugg lauren

>>7253353
But a war vet, duuuude. Can you really hate a war vet?

>>7253356
she was saying the amount of total voters compared to the population, but she was comparing it to some random poll done in some random place.

>>7253346
Lol, is my flirting so bad?

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>>7253311
>>7253315
just google 'emo girl hair' and fail
>>7253318
>>7253319
David Bowie shirt
>>7253322

>>7253360
then why is your trip GAY, uh? You used to love dick, what happened, sis? Not so much for the dick anymore huh?!

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>>7253360
>I'm not a fucking lesbian!
Of course not.

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>>7253269
Womens only advantage as far as we are concerned is looks, but why pursue a beauty when you can be one instead?

Men
>Strong
>Tough
>Confident
>Assertive

Women
>Weak
>Victim complex
>Insecure
>Passive and Submissive

>>7253275
dude, liking boobs is gay as fuck

>>7253281
Tru, it does come naturally with hormones for most I think.

>>7253284
I have an equally negative view of men.

>>7253301
Lol, Im bisexual in theory, I have no genital preference. I find cocks and vaginas equally beautiful.

>>7253288
I'm priceless.

>>7253303
I-I'm trying to defend you all. You're all very important and are a boon to those around you!
I love hons, honest.

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>>7253365

shitshitshit

is that tier list done

>>7253365
Oh, from the last album?
It was really good, I still rewatch the videos they got to make and wish they had finished all they were working on. But I guess Bowie wasn't gonna ever finish all the stuff he was doing at the same time.

>>7253363
She didn't even kill any sand niggers she just talked Arabic at them people would see that as a negative

>>7253312
tru,,,,
desu i thought weed was. it seems most of us use it to deal w/ it.
>>7253371
i just don't wanna be a hon ;-;

>>7253364
Nah, you seem like a pretty nice person from what I've seen of you in the thread so far. If you want to talk that's cool but I generally sound very degrading when I try to flirt back. For example, the word "doll" was meant to sound just a tiny bit condescending.
>>7253329
You should at least try. I've had friends start at 20/21 and seen some success. You owe it to yourself to always chase happiness.

>>7253373
wtf? Imma try an upload one more time, sorry

>>7253359
Why does that happen? I'm not even on hrt

>>7253371
You do know that when people see a list made by you of what women are they inmediately recognize that you are describing yourself, right?

>>7253376
you can invent some people saying she was very impposing and was a vital part guiding the team and bam, you have a soldier who didn't kill any muslims for the muslim and beta vote while also having a respected officer for the nationalistic vote.

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>>7253368
I do love dick, and I like boys.
This meme needs to stop

>>7253369
I swear I'm not, and those two girls doing a mating ritual do nothing for me.

>>7253357
Just pick an avatar and go nuts

>>7253358
I don't have hope, I only don't kill myself because I don't want my parents to have to find my body. And because I hate the thought that only my mom and dad will even know I'm gone.

Everyone I've ever tried to be friends with has said I'm not a good person, there's nobody to support me or help me. Nobody to tell me it will work.

It won't work.

>>7253374
you make it

>>7253260
Generalizations: The Post
>>7253371
>I have an equally negative view of men
Do tell, it doesn't look like it so far

>>7253373
>My story

>>7253387
>trying to stop memes
what are you, Hillary Clinton? She at least licked dicks.

>>7253387
dicks are good but boys are dumb

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I think I made a mistake.

I need advice.

>>7253399
what's wrong?

>>7253392
didn't CRT or whatever say they were gonna make it?
Also I don't know all the trips or have pics

>>7253371
I find vaginas kinda scary

does this mean I can never be trutrans..?
they just look so ugly compared to a nice dick, ya know?

>>7253399
We're gonna need a little more than that if we're the ones providing advice

>>7253389
Have you tried being a good person?
It's really easy once you hit rock bottom.

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Men make nicer big spoons because spontaneous erections

>>7253379
>Degrading
Umm why does this sound like something I would like to experience?

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>>7253200
>tfw i'm going to bring out the christmas spirit that was hiding inside you all along

>>7253303
the most trutrans drug is cannabis with jalapeno chips on the side

>>7253399
What was your mistake?

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>>7253371
>I'm priceless.
true facts

>>7253407
how are you doin fampai

>>7253200
were things shitty back home?

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>the biggest reaosn i like men is

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>>7253396
I like dick
Probably more than hillary

>>7253397
What's wrong with boys? ;~;

>>7253412
I'm tired and achy ;~;
hru?

>>7253401
well CNT seems to have disappeared for now

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Sass is a cute.

CUTE!

Daily reminder; no matter how bad things get dont turn to drugs/alcohol as a way of coping with life

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>>7253406
All I ever do is try, but I have trouble trusting people and am really really sad all the time. People get frustrated with my "negativity" and grow to hate me, which makes me feel worse.

I want to be a good person, I want that so much. I want to be somebody people enjoy being around, but nobody ever does.

I just want somebody who cares about my happiness.

>>7253409
I am buying so many glass baubles on Tuesday :3

>>7253397
Agreed. That's why trans is best. Just have to keep that dick active.

>tfw lack of privacy has cut into your masturbation
>only once a week
>lost an inch and instead of "getting hard" it feels more like it "gets inflated"
>know you're not going to stick it into anything anyway so this is okay anyway

>>7253421
jokes on you I take benzos daily and I'm fibe except for being a total failure at life

>>7253418
I would vote you.

I wish elections could had been Elanna vs Faye. That would really divide the nation.

>>7253418
Sometimes when you're peeing in the toilet, guys playfully take their cock out and put it in your mouf

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Am I scum if I'm going on HRT with no real plans to socially transition? I'm already a shut-in so it's not like it's gonna impact me too much but I'm scared of never hitting that passing threshold.

should I just fuck off to /femgen/?

>>7253421
what even is life, then?

>>7253409
tru desu
>>7253421
jokes on you, i did that since 16!

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>>7253400
>>7253404
>>7253411
my only real friend for some of the hardest parts of my life was a mormon. I had a hell of a crush on him as I started into puberty, and he moved thousands of miles away before I turned 15. I haven't spoken to him much since.
He started on his mission trip around the same time I started HRT, and I just messaged him, telling him to message me when he gets it so I can come out to him. I'm not sure whether I should've done it yet or not...

>>7253437
>Coming out to a mormon
This seems really questionable but if he isn't really in your life to begin with I guess it's low risk?

>>7253420
What? Stahp °v°

>>7253408
Well, if I had to guess, you've probably had low self-esteem from a young age and you've been degraded by your loved ones or those close to you (maybe dad perhaps?) and you've come to associate degradation with love? Shit man I'm not a psychoanalyst. Most of that was meant as a joke, but I know my last girlfriend was into being talked down to in the bedroom so at the very least it can't be all that uncommon of a kink.

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>>7253434
>I'm already a shut-in so it's not like it's gonna impact me too much but I'm scared of never hitting that passing threshold.
I'm transitioning for me, nobody else. Nobody else will care anyways, I have nobody else.

I don't think I'll pass, and when I fail I'll just go back to repressing.

At the end of the day there's nobody for me to come out to besides my parents.

>>7253434
Maybe. I lurk there too. I'm about 3 good months on hrt. I'd suggest still trying to femboy mode. It's alleviated some of my dysphoria with looking like a guy. "Maybe being a cute fag will still attract guys"?

Dead trip with no self-respect or self-worth
ama

>>7253434
Nothing wrong with that, it'l come if and when it comes.

>>7253437
You did the right thing. Hopefully he accepts you, if he doesn't at least you don't have to keep going on wondering if he will.

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>>7253430
Yea i do coke on the regular i just dont want other falling into the same pit as you and i

>>7253437
Depends on how LGBT friendly he is.

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>>7253421
This

>>7253432
We both lean left though

>>7253433
Wat did she mean by this

>>7253437
The best time is the time that it happens. You're telling him instead of letting him find out through the grapevine, that's what matters.

>>7253447
VIV

I see this thread is still just as pathetic as Susan's.

Except with significantly fewer reasons for that much self pity.

>>7253421
does turning to psychedelics for spiritual enlightenment count tho

>>7253437
How long have you been on hrt/him being on his mission trip? Is this too soon?

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>>7253442
Let me plow you savagely until you scream.

>>7253457
stop being a negative nancy

>>7253453
remy?

>>7253425
What for? I'm trying to catch up on Christmas stuff so I can do a good job with Bexe but I'm worried I won't figure out what to do very well

>>7253444
LMAO! Can we roleplay with you as my psychotherapists and I'm your patient and we have like an illicit affair?

>>7253455
<3
how is you

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>>7253421
but what about christmas eggnog? f-for the christmas spirit and all

>>7253425
got any designs picked out yet?

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I hate figuring out how to transition all alone and fucking up every step of the way. I wish I had somebody who cared enough to help me through it and make me feel like it's not all a wasted effort.

The last person, and first person, I ever felt comfortable talking to this about, the only person who ever told me they love me and cared about me, told me last week that I'll never pass and that I should never talk to them again.

She's probably right.

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>chef and buddy are watching silly Adam Sandler movies on the TV
>this scene comes on
"hey, can we skip past this idiocy"
>he grabs the remote and just does it without saying a word

I love decent cis people

>>7253422
That sounds a little bit like a tantrum
>I just want somebody who cares about my happiness.
You don't add "just" to a sentence and magically make it small. You're asking for a lot. Most people live their whole lives without getting that, and you have to work a lot to get something close to that.

If you want to be a person others want to have around, slowly try to behave like that. Finding new people to be around helps if you feel weird doing that in front of people that expect something else.
People here say "fake it till you make" and that's a terribly wrong mind set. Lie. Don't act fake, be fake. Embrace the self-deprecation if you can't lie about how you are, turn your actions into things to please others. It will slowly make a feedback loop and it will become second nature.

I have a friend with whom I rarely start a conversation without insulting myself. And he knows it's a middle ground betwee truth and trying to make it funny, so he plays along and we can get into whatever we actually want to talk about. At least it works for me. Maybe it's not your thing, maybe I'm saying something horrible because you have a very pressing reasson to be like that, I'm sorry if I overstepped.

>>7253463
Wait, there's a Remy here? ...can you tell me anything personal about her that doesn't reveal too much?

I have an acquaintance dating an mtf Remy. How common could that name be in trans circles?

>>7253421
Unless it's weed :^)

>>7253434
Well, you are scum and you are also trutrans. Try to work something out, no one has their life figured out by their 20's.

>>7253462
This board doesn't make it super easy.

>>7253469
As a professional, I must decline. It would be highly unethical to have such a relationship with a patient.
Jokes aside, I'm not sure how comfortable I would feel with roleplaying. Am I merely a piece of meat to you, Sass?

>>7253476
With all due respect you don't know me and assumed a lot of things about me that are incorrect.

>>7253455
You both lean on someone's cock and that would be the pressidential debate.
You can't say it wouldn't have the best rating.

>>7253441
he means too much to me for it to be "low-risk"
I hadn't realized how much I missed spending time with him until now.
my whole life fell apart after he moved away lol

>>7253449
I just
I just don't know.
if he doesn't respond, how can I know? lol

>>7253454
I don't know, we never talked about that kinda stuff lol. I was too naive at the time.

>>7253460
6 months, give or take a week or two

>>7253477
>Remy
uhhh, the only mtf I know that goes by Remi is Remilia (now Sakuya).

>>7253475
Awwwww

>>7253461
>Sass pulls her panties down and lifts her skirt as she bends over

i love all of you qts so much <3

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>>7253477
They're british and work in a kitchen

>>7253472
Added to my kurisu folder :3

>>7253470
Aaaah I'm so tired ;~;
Otherwise good tho hbu?

>>7253489
It may be good but does faye reaaally want the cock?

>>7253474
you have us
we suck
but you have us

>>7253486
Yeah, I should had added that at the begining and not at the end. It was one of those things you start writing, sort of miss the point during it and send anyway.

>>7253495
nobody who has actually known me enough to mean it has ever said that to me

who unironically /straight edge/ here

>no drugs
>no alcohol

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>>7253377
With surgery and effort I think hondom can be escaped, but Ive never been so I really don't know. Its important to remember you shouldnt compare yourself to others, and we all have things about ourselves we don't like. Coming to terms with your own flaws is an important step in being happy.

>>7253385
I became my own ideal woman.

>>7253393
Things are different from a mans perspective

Women
>Adorable
>Pretty
>Cooks for you
>Cleans for you
>Loves to be told what to do
>Loves to be controlled
>Encourages and supports you
>Submissive
>Makes you cum
>Only cheats if unhappy
>Will be a caring and loving mother
>Thinks of you as her knight in shining armor

Men
>Rough
>Hairy
>Sweaty
>Can’t cook
>Slob
>Highly independent, takes it as a challenge when told what to do
>Will fight with you for control
>Tries to compete with you and calls you a fag when you’re emotional
>Assertive
>Demands you make him cum
>Cheats constantly
>Doesn’t want children
>Thinks of you as a stable option to settle for

>>7253403
Some do, but there are nasty cocks too.

>>7253412
<3

>>7253475
>Watching Adam Sandler movies at all
I'd have just fired them on the spot.

>>7253497
>It may be good but does faye reaaally want the cock?
you don't even need a team to write your declarations!

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>>7253493
I wanna tease your cute little butt with my precum and lube you all real good girl. Maybe force myself in a little

>>7253497
>They're british and work in a kitchen
K. Coincidence. My Remy is in Cosmetology and in the US.

She just seemed like the type who would be on 4chan.

>>7253491
If he doesn't respond that means he must not care enough about you to bother, so you shouldn't either. I'd give him a bit of time before you freak out though.

>>7253501
Used to be very straight-edge. Then I started smoking cigs. I'd still consider myself pretty straight-edge though, since they don't effect your mind much.

>>7253493
^^

>>7253505
oh trust, I was mocking them mercilessly for it

>>7253497
aww I get you
I'm home from work, working on my game like I always am lol

>>7253501
not by choice, but I have a drinking problem and have to stay sober.

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>>7253437
The farther you and he are from Utah the less insane he may react. I grew up in a mormon church in florida and the members are pretty tame compared to the terror of the ones in Utah. My mormon dad didn't even disown me when I came out to him.

>>7253445
this is pretty much my plan, though if I turn into a freak I may not even care anymore

>>7253446
am definitely trying for femboy right now cause I got no self esteem to try to pass

>>7253449
thank you

>>7253481
oh for sure, I will go to my grave never having this life thing figured out, I just want pity from online strangers

>>7253501
inadvertently yes
i've always been too much of a loser to obtain anything

>>7253483
You sound like a cool and interesting guy. I guess I actually would like a meaningful relationship.
I'm actually not as slutty as I pretend to be. I've only been with 2guys so ....

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>>7253501
>no alcohol
>not even drinking a beer or two on a night out and getting shitfaced every once in a while
pls
>>7253495
thanks lauren <3
>>7253475
>Adam Sandler
first problem right there

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>>7253512
Get them to watch Jack and Jill, apparently Sandler himself well worst actor and actress. You can't do worse than that.

>>7253463
yep

so as of 1 hour ago I've taken one (1) pill of cyproterone acetate

how many more until I am a cisgender female?

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>>7253506
I'm glad I can talk the talk

>>7253513
I'm suitably impressed that you have the drive to work on a game after coming home from work, it's so hard to find the motivation to do work after coming home from work ;~;

>>7253501
Being straight edge is gay
t. former straight edge

>>7253526
How you holding up?

>>7253464
for my Christmas tree, I'm buying 9*6cm gold baubles, 9*6cm red baubles, 12*2cm silver baubles and 12*2cm gold baubles
:D
I can't stand plastic baubles, they look fake but the glass ones are so pretty even if they do break if you aren't careful
also a new gold star tree topper

>>7253530
51100

>>7253513
replying to your dead trip AMA
what's this about a game?

>>7253501
Liquor is amazing though.
Sipping cold whiskey, doing shots, gin and tonics, mixed drinks. Just the world of variety and tastes that open up to you is fascinating.

It was my gateway into socializing drunk which helped me figure out how to socialize sober. Plus it's funny to immediately have *that* in common with someone because it opens up the conversation to joking about our drinking habits. It's literally help me makes friends before.

Not that I don't drink alone. I normally do. But that's about once a week now instead of every night.

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>tfw no bf

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Do any transgirls here self-medicate? What tips or "don'ts" can you give to a pre-HRT dweeb? Getting a prescription may be an option for me but I'm not exactly rich. I've seen a lot of people either advocating or not recommending it, so I'm really torn.

>>7253472
they're just plain ones, I have my tree planned out in my head though and its going to look pretty
I already have a bunch of glass baubles so it's going to look amazing

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>>7253502
How does one be nice to the hons without hugboxing? They don't really appreciate false praise

>>7253501
There's straight edge "I don't do intoxicants" and there's actual "I don't do intoxicants and will not shut up about it" straight edge.

People who call themselves straight edge are almost invariably the second one.

>>7253501
Smoked weed a few times about 5 years ago in HS because shit I'm with the homies. I didn't drink at all but I started doing it more once I turned 21, but once in a blue moon and I take care not to get drunk.
>>7253515
If we're looking at it practically, I think the whole dichotomy is pointless. You should always do what makes you happy. You may not have the self-esteem to transition fully now, but you may in the future. If such a time comes, perhaps you will thank your past self for at least making some effort now.
>>7253519
I don't see how you could possibly discern that from what I've said thus far, but thank you regardless. And how about a meaningful friendship? That seems more appropriate. And don't worry about the slutty thing. Its 4chan, this is where we all come to exorcise our demons. I don't put too much stock into it.

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>>7253501
I'm straightedge cause no one ever offered me drugs in highschool also I'd probably drink myself to death if I ever tried alcohol.

>>7253531
So-so right now, i cut down on my drug use, apart from nights out

>>7253502
but like my profile is beyong repair

>>7253550
>Do any transgirls here self-medicate?
a bunch do
i mean, my only tip is that it's easier than you think and will save you a lot of time to just buy hormones

>>7253550
If it's your only option I think only Susans would say it's not recommended.
I don't know about buying on line, you'll have to ask someone else. But if you want we can give you the basic routine for hormones, it's not universal and you should take blood tests to keep in check, but it's generally okay.

>>7253552
ignoring them when they ask about their looks and interacting outside of that? at least on 4chan you can do that.

>>7253507
Don't tease me bby.

>>7253554
Ha, I love it. You're so cool and open . The way you handle your language and how you chose which words to type and which words to not type.

I notice that. Don't freak out though. :3

>>7253517
iktf, sort of.

I would have been willing to drink or try other drugs in high school if someone offered them, but no one did.
Now I'm over 21 and I don't drink because I just dislike alcohol.
I'd still be willing to try weed or lsd if someone offered, but I'm too scared to do anything beyond that.

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>>7253511
he's in the dominican republic, and he will respond. I'll give him time.

>>7253515
He moved from seattle to the philadelphia suburbs because it was too liberal out there, and then to south carolina and started getting home-schooled.

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>>7253558
It's a good first step
Please don't let it slip into your workdays or outside of the times you're out.

Ideally you wouldn't be doing it at all, but having a semblance of control matters.

>>7253550
If you can get it legit definitely do. It may save you money and will ensure you do everything right.

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>>7253530
infinite #
However 1825 of them with suitable E will pull the wool over most eyes.

>>7253498
>Yeah, I should had added that at the begining and not at the end. It was one of those things you start writing, sort of miss the point during it and send anyway.
I spent my whole life fake, I pretending to be goofy, outgoing, friendly, and a man for my entire youth. I'd known about being trans forever, but was always too scared to voice it until literally a couple months ago when somebody who now hates me managed to pull it out of me.

I couldn't take it anymore, the depression of my own fake life getting in the way of a potential real one overwhelmed me. I went to highschool and was everyone's friend, I would be saying hi to every other person I passed in the hall because they all knew me, I flirted back and forth with all the girls in my classes, they used to joke about being my girlfriend and I almost got put into the yearbook as "best couple to never be" for like five different match ups, my teachers loved me, and my classes were actually excited when I went up to do presentations.

Then I'd go home. And I'd cry. Nobody would call me, nobody would text me. I'd sit there alone in my room and cry until I fell asleep. Every day.

I couldn't stand it, everyone around me was experiencing real meaningful friendships while I felt so fake. Nobody knew who I really was, nobody liked the real me, nobody cared enough to look past the mask I wore. I became depressed 24/7 and the closest things I had to friendships started disappearing, either quietly or with them angrily saying I'm a miserable person then leaving me.

Then one day somebody comes along, the very first person I ever told I was trans. It completely changed me and my personality, no exaggeration. Letting out 15 years of repression. They said they loved me. That they cared about me. They made me hopeful and happy. For the first time in my life I thought I had a real friend.

And then they manipulated me, lied to me, hurt me, and in the end revealed that they never cared about me then left me.

>>7253550
I would wholeheartedly recommend self medding as a stopgap. It's something to do while you wait for legit HRT, but being on self med HRT long term isn't safe and it's expensive af

>>7253573
i'm planning on buying lsd
don't really have any wiggle room with money right now though, so it'll have to wait
i have everything setup for buying from a dark market, but i may go for some legal research chemical analog

>>7253552
The same way you would interact with another person who you believe to be unattractive. I understand that transgirls probably put more stock into how they appear and they're more concerned with passing than being attractive (and I believe this to be an important distinction). Its possible to value another human being for more than their looks, senpai.
>>7253572
Hmm? What exactly do you mean?

>>7253577
Nah i dont do it anymore except for messy nights out with my friends, and thats literally just to stop me from falling over from excessive alcohol consumption

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>tfw you realise boymode is only a tshirt away

this made me realise just how much I need ffs. And considering I've been full time for about 4-5 months now...
does this mean Im in the obvious tranny phase where your not passing enough to be ignored but too feminine to be a guy.

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>>7253552
I dunno, just because you don't pass and are unattractive doesn't invalidate you as a person, it doesn't make you less of a woman either. It doesn't mean they can't look nice, or even cute, or at the very least clean.
Surely they have good qualities about themselves that some one will focus on and fall in love with them over, it doesn't mean they can't be happy.

>>7253560
Surely you can still look nice even if you can't pass, I'm sure some one will fall in love with you one day and think you're beautiful.

>>7253599
Honestly boymode still looks pretty fem
You're andro leaning fem in mens clothes

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>>7253554
I'm actually anticipating my feelings to change about wanting to openly present as female once I've been on HRT for a bit, but I'm not trying to make any plans right now. I'm pushing myself to take small steps with the promise that I don't have to make any big ones yet. I'm amazed I was even able to get though my gender therapy session and get approved for HRT.

I have a lot of issues with anxiety so I sort of have to "trick" myself into making positive progress in my life. It's messy and rough, but it works.

>>7253575
well, it doesn't sound too promising but I wouldn't wright him off just yet. I wish you the best of luck and I hope he is able to understand the pain that you feel.

People honestly shouldn't have a boymode. If you're not out or worried. try going lazymode instead. This means no makeup and no clothes that take time to get into. Not to mention the boymode of most people makes it blatantly obvious they're trans.

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>>7253598
I'm glad to hear it, it sounds like you're starting to get a handle on it.

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>>7253599
No comparison pic of boymode rn but I feel the same way. I mean I get gendered female but I mean its hard to tell how much people can see it all anymore. It's just a stupid shitty feeling thats probably never going away fully.

Both modes look really cute though, your eyebrows make your boymode lean femme

>>7253606
I do lazymode personally instead of a boymode.

>>7253602
hmm thanks. and considering the left photo was taken in the middle of exercising and the right one a few minutes after finishing I guess thats good.

>>7253606
>Not to mention the boymode of most people makes it blatantly obvious they're trans.
Can you go into this a bit more? Why do most boymodes make it blatantly obvious they're trans?

>>7253206
>////<

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>>7253599
We take lots of clues about a person from the clothing they wear.

>>7253588
That's rough, and I undersand why what I told you wasn't nice at all. I think it's a good thing you took time to write all through, I don't know, some times writing what happened helps process things.

I get those high school feels. The big issue was that you were lying to yourself all that time. I think that maybe things can start to get better once you took out the repression. I don't know how long ago this was, so, again, I may be stepping out of place.

Are you in a situation where there don't seem to be any more chances of finding someone that will be a better person? Because manipulating, lying and hurting aren't the kind of stuff any person deserving your love would do. That's on them.

>curious about how dick feels
>führer enlightens me best she can
>still not satisfied with infos
>still curious
>talk about it to gf
>gf tells me to get dick if i wanna know
wat do ?
why does erryone ignore that I don't wanna fuck dudes ?

>>7253543
There are so many cute girls in need of a bf in this thread that I feel worried I just walked into the casting session for a harem anime.

>>7253581
>>7253561
Thanks!

>>7253564
>>7253589

I'd be looking at probably two years minimum before I could get HRT from doctor's. My current insurance is barebones as all hell. Is self medding for two years too long?

I'd really appreciate if any of you showed me what the usual dosage is like. I'm not sure to go with Bicalutamide or Cypro as an anti androgen, mostly because I don't want to lose my sex drive. I HAVE lurked /hrtgen/ a bit, but the info seems really broad.

>>7253605
hey, you.
yes, you.
I like you.

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>>7253605
I just don't want to fight him about it. I don't want him to bring god into it.
I care about him a lot

>>7253614
Because people go out of their way to look male in boymode. It ends up with it looking like an act.

>>7253609
Well its easy to see why people get addicted to it, for me personally it eliminates many symptoms of my aspergers syndrome

>>7253589
>It's something to do while you wait for legit HRT, but being on self med HRT long term isn't safe
How long-term are we talking?

>tfw been self-medding for 7 months, and I still haven't set up an appointment with a therapist or anything yet
>tfw I feel that self-medding has made me lazy about getting an official diagnosis and/or a script, because I'm on hrt already so there's no sense of urgency

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>>7253624
im not a harem girl
you need to pick me and only me
okay thank you

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>>7253606
How's my boimode?

>>7253625
Oh, if it's gonna be 2 years definitely start self-medding.

what happened to my post D:

>>7253632
bro you look like a girl