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• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• uwu
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
uwu
>>7245356
uwu's
First for consuming yuri is healthy.
>>7246560
UwU thread is Best thread
FIX THE FUCKING LINK HOLY SHIT, WHY DID YOU MAKE THE FUCKING THREAD WITHOUT JUST PRESSING BACKSPACE ONCE AND REMOVING THAT T
>>7246565
is he ok
Can't for Daddy Pence to shock the lgbt people
i'm a straight boy like the lord intended
please ignore the blue pills and the girl boobs and the girl voice thanks
>>7246569
uwu
me on the left
boy3.jpg
fucking
boy3
Yaoi is the true path, if you don't like yaoi you're a heckin' agp hon
Reposting from last thread because no one gave me any (You)'s to soothe my aching heart.
>bi tranny
>have gf
>love her a shit ton, best thing that ever happened to me
>hormones get into female range after being on hrt for like a year
>Suddenly really wanting a boyfriend
>All the guys I know just think of me as "one of the guys" call me "bro" "dude", etc.
>know that even if one of them liked me and wanted to be in a relationship with me I'd regret leaving my girlfriend because she's fuckign perfect
>Still can't help fantasizing about being with a cute sweet boy
these feels are painful in multiple ways.
How do I protect my nads from atrophy? Stroking my dick frequently works for that, but what can I do about testicles?
I don't care much about function, I just don't want things to atrophy because that seems unhealthy.
>>7246575
You look beautiful, hun!
So I might ask my brother why he said the thing
>>7246581
cut them off and preserve in pickle juice
>>7246566
seconded
im lucky to have people who send me cute pics
>>7246560
>cutetrans link
fuckin shit mate
>>7246579
i used to have 900mb of tsuritama i downloaded
im wondering if you have it too (from /cm/)
>people will always take a second look at you just to figure out what you are
jdimsa
>>7246579
>>7246579
yaoi
>>7246570
he's me
I love it
>>7246579
yaoi
>>7246596
no dummy, we assumed you would come back.
how did u meet your bf mtfg
>>7246596
>This will hopefully give me more encouragement to kill myself.
50% of what you did here was encouraging others to not transition and kill themselves, after all.
>>7246601
BRAWLHALLA
>>7246601
what if i'm in a relationship where i'm the bf?
>>7246581
You're literally taking drugs to prevent them from doing their job. If they atrophy that's perfectly fine. The only reason to care about atrophy is for the penis since you need enough tissue for srs to go well and if you intend to use it. Testicles are just useless unless you want to impregnate someone, and you're getting them out at some point anyway.
>>7246601
he only exists in my dreams
we met on a love spaceship
>>7246579
y a o i
a
o
i
>>7246599
>>7246601
we were friends in highschool
he recognized me on /cuteboys/ like a year after high school
we meet up and cuddled
>>7246580
have ur gf transition
>>7246601
toys'r'us
>>7246589
not that much on my laptop sadly :c
>>7246591
I wanna be a gay boy but my boobs are too big ugh
>>7246594
>>7246599
>>7246608
keep up the good work girls
taking a break from studying.
this thread better be worth my time
Okay, It's time for Trans or Cis
Compete to win great prices!
>>7246560
uwu
>>7246601
okcupid, he lives a few minutes away and we meshed really well together. im pretty sure I'm in love with him
>>7246580
Is she perfect enough to go for a poly relationship with you two and a boy?
>>7246619
trans
>>7246622
aw im happy for you
>>7246619
those bangs are unfortunate lmfao
>>7246617
want my dfc?
send me a trade request
>>7246622
>pretty sure
hehehe
>>7246580
>Tfw anon is Brad
>>7246619
cis
cis definitely
go next
http://heatst.com/world/feminist-snow-plowing-system-brings-stockholm-to-a-standstill/?mod=sm_fb_post
"The “gender equal” strategy came in last year after politicians in the Swedish Green Party argued that the old way of clearing major roads in central areas favours men, who are more likely to work in the city, and get there by car."
and somehow, only feminists were suprised.
>>7246636
ding ding ding
We have a winner. It's a horrible picture of a cis woman making a frowny face. Remember to do your best to smile, girls!
>>7246626
>>7246631
I'm sorry but you'll have to try again.
This is for round 2
>>7246637
that's fair friend
>>7246620
me too then
>>7246631
yes pls
>>7246619
gonna go with cis here yolo
>I'll never tell my parents I want to be a girl when I was very young
Why does this feel like a knife through my heart. Why does it feel like my entire life is a waste
>>7246643
frog
>>7246545
>yaoi and yuri are both good just be careful not to mix them together
fu/fu is blasphemy, eh?
>>7246637
yea he is
also imma tickle the crap out of him next time we meet
>>7246641
tran
>>7246580
So believe me, I get it. You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP. Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross. He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>>7246635
Ha
>>7246645
It's sad to feel you betrayed someone who never did anything to hurt you.
But that's life.
>>7246641
cissy
i got this in the bag
you guys blow
>>7246641
trans
go next
cat on lap, wrapped in a blanket, with vanilla incense lit, try to beat my comfy, you literally cant
>>7246649
i didn't mean to i didn't check the link
>>7246600
You claim to follow this place closely, you should know that I'm widely disliked here. Normally I wouldn't care, it's fucking 4chan after all but it's the same story everywhere throught my whole life. I know I'm socially awkward and say the wrong thing sometimes but can't people be more understanding? Now I'm unusual among suicide hopefuls in that pretty much no-one is telling me not to do it either because they don't like me or just plain don't give a shit about me. So I guess that means I need to do it. Being a tranny freak is just one of many reasons for me, I'm also an all round complete loser
>>7246661
i wish to be able to achive this level of comf
>>7246662
no worries
its not like everyone there is evil or anything like that
>>7246664
im willing to share :3
>>7246656
Ding Ding Ding
We have a winner!
>>7246651
>>7246660
I'm sorry girls. Remember that the tranny face isn't really good looking at all!
For round 3
ANXY
>>7245631
>I never took notice of her. She seemed nice but I always assumed she was older than me here so a ton of info was only partial references to stuff other people knew.
>I don't like asking around for stuff, I only save what people want to share here.
please give me all the info you have. i'm trying to nail down where she lives to find details about her death
>>7246661
>no drugs
already lost
>>7246665
im sorry frog ;_;
>>7246670
tran
>>7246663
hey U ok? =3
>>7246670
trans
if thats a girls nose/chin im literally suiciding
go next
>>7246674
dont be
i just dont like a couple people there, ily lauren dont worry one bit mkay
>>7246596
people cared about the the other suicide because she's been here for years and has helped plenty of people. you've been here a few months and mainly shit up the place
>>7246680
hugg
>>7246672
What part of never paying attention to here makes you think I'd have exclusive access to personal info.
Just let her be. If she's alive she doesn't want to be here. Let her.
>>7246679
get on hrt
eventually repression will kill you
>>7246670
i'm feelin risky
cis
>>7246659
>fu/fu is good and my lifestyle
>>7246639
>Selling this as "Feminist do stupid things"
It should be like people with no political experience try to make the government work according to their own personal belief system while ignoring the expert opinion of scientists and bureaucrats.
Protip: the Feminists are not the idiots, the idiots are the people who gave then their votes.
>>7246686
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BE95qqkTc0
>>7246685
but you must have some info, no? i just want anything you have not only to investigate but because i'm curious about her, and i want to compare your notes with mine.
>>7246693
i-im in sweden tho
>>7246681
me either 2bh and it would be fun bc ur there ofc! my bf makes jokes a lot so we'd probably be laughing the whole time
Can I wear male cut jackets over fem stuff or will it fuck up my silhouette?
>>7246679
>>7246676
DING DING DING
We have out winners.
Maddie Blaustein is a voice actress that transitioned pretty late in life but had a very respectable career and was loved by a lot of people.
>>7246686
Extra points for also being right on this.
>>7246690
I'm sorry, please try again next time.
And this is it for tonight girls and girls! Join us next week when our current champs will get the chance to win a wonderful trip with all expenses payed to the Clinton Hotel in tropical Haiti!
>>7246697
but i have 5 cats and only 1 lap, are you just gonna leave them with no one to cuddle them!
>>7246686
There are worse things than death
imma sleep now love you all
>>7246704
sounds like a good time
>>7246707
im sorry kitties, i let you down ;~;
>>7246710
Redpill me on the current korra plot.
>>7246713
like repression
>>7246707
>but i have 5 cats and only 1 lap
>mfw i have no kitty D=
>>7246715
meth
>>7246713
repression is one of them.
>>7246713
Believing in Trump
>>7246691
what's fu/fu
>>7246716
>>7246721
>mfw repressed for 20 years
>>7246720
no they don't.
they have other people in their class or coworkers. you don't get friends after HS.
>>7246715
>was obnoxious about liking girls
>constant ldr with girls
>meet guy
>(people sugest that he's a chaser for certain attitudes, it's up to the viewer to decide)
>guy makes her happy
>she's overconfident
>starts being obnoxious about guys
>people dislike it for having more confidence than cuteness, being obnoxious and/or being black.
that's more or less it.
>>7246692
Charlotte is also an idiot
>tfw hips and boobs bigger every day
progesterone 4 lif
>>7246733
>you don't get friends after HS
is this what the autistic really believe?
>>7246714
nn bb
>>7246724
God damn, hon. Take a break and at least try to be on topic for once.
>>7246723
KITTTYYY!!!!!!!
I love cats!
>>7246736
I'm not saying that it isn't, but it's not my original idea or anything
http://www.nytimes.com/2012/07/15/fashion/the-challenge-of-making-friends-as-an-adult.html
>>7246736
I don't even have any of the same friends from high school :P almost all my current friends I made in the past 2 - 3 years
Literal nigger hours.
>>7246742
>tfw will never make another childhood friend
>tfw will never have a childhood friend
>>7246739
I'm only warming up, shitlord.
>>7246742
>>7246720
A choice paragraph
>As external conditions change, it becomes tougher to meet the three conditions that sociologists since the 1950s have considered crucial to making close friends: proximity; repeated, unplanned interactions; and a setting that encourages people to let their guard down and confide in each other, said Rebecca G. Adams, a professor of sociology and gerontology at the University of North Carolina at Greensboro. This is why so many people meet their lifelong friends in college, she added.
>>7246716
>>7246728
>>7246721
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEq0oV21tHI
Sometimes it is better to die a hero than see yourself become the villain
>tfw you wanna detransition and just be a gay boy
kill me
>>7246742
I know it can be harder, but it's still pretty easy to meet new people if you're reasonably outgoing and going to social things. This year I've met people I kept in touch with at sporting events, queer events, and through friends.
Saying it doesn't happen at all is defeatist and wrong.
I'm going to try to go to sleep.
Night everyone =3
>>7246725
>what's fu/fu
Futa/Futa
i want korra to be my dad and take me to the carnival and tell me he's proud of me
>>7246752
tfw that's me
>>7246752
of do that if I could but I would kms in less than a week if I had to do that. I wouldn't recommend it anon
>>7246751
Yeah, but we can bake cookies thinking about guys, exchange clothes, smoke weed watching Mean Girls, and then have coffee sharing our feelings.
>>7246753
The article is more about the bonds you make with random people and expand your life vs controlled choices you make based on expectatives and stuff.
All on time today and it feels good! I'm so bad with pills.
>>7246769
y-you can less heteronormative if you want.
>>7246759
wanna be boyfriends pookie
>>7246760
nah I'd be fine, I make a cute boy despite the tits I think
>>7246768
whats that app
i would totally do this to make sure i take my pills but my schedule is always 2 fucked up for it
>>7246769
You need a real man to make you feel like the small delicate flower you are.
Did u know Kayla has a BF?
>>7246771
depends who u are
prolly tho
>>7246770
It's a fantasy. Nothing More.
>>7246757
oh my
>>7246771
me on the left
>>7246777
I don't think you know me, and I don't really post enough to know you too well
>>7246774
Medisafe, super customizable.
>tfw no mtfg medisafe group where we can all encourage eachother to stay on time
>>7246776
The last time i had sex with a guy I was the one expected to be on top.
I can't have sex with either gender without it being dysphoric.
I'm just too masc
>>7246782
omg i might
u never kno....
I'm haru tho =w=
How many trannies here will end up killing themselves? Probably all right? After all, being trans is just indulging psychosis and dysphoria instead of treating the underlying mental illness. You all seem so sad and depresssed. Just in the way you all chat, you can tell you are all desperately pretending to be people whom you are not. So how do you all keep going? Why do you keep going if suicide is inevitable for you?
>>7246785
>topping
truely the stuff of nightmares
>>7246778
It can be your reality, it doesn't take that much once you put your mind to it.
>>7246785
topping is horrible.
I tried to be with girls a handful of times because repression. It didn't go well. There wear tears, mainly mine. I think that only mine.
>>7246785
>Toping someone
Yuck no thanks
I'm so sorry for you :( are u taking 'mones yet?
>>7246788
b-but I wanna be haru ;_;
fine...
sometimes I post pictures of platypuses thats the only way you'd know me
>>7246789
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vUgcrzB9A8
Holding into repression
For now all this contained in my head.
>>7246804
PLAT!!
How's it going?
The last time I heard of you you were at some friends house, drunk, seriously considering sucking one of them.
why are my coworkers the meanest fucking people ever? this guy was asking me to play drums for him and i was sitting in my car listening to the song on my phone and he was standing next to my door stretching and bending over, very awkwardly. and of course just then someone came outside and he shouts 'I'M NOT SUCKING HIS DICK! sorry HER DICK!'
>>7246733
>>7246750
Sweet I was 100% right my life is already irreversibly destroyed by being a shut-in up to the age of 24. Even if I somehow successfully transitioned and didn't end up a hon my life is too far gone to be salvaged anyway. It's not just friends, I've never even had a job. My resume is blank, I'm fucked on so many levels, I need to stop being a pussy and gather the courage to kill myself.
>>7246730
You'll care for like a day and then forget about me just like every other online "friend".There's no point talking anyway, what's there to talk about? The facts are clear, I've failed life, time to bow out.
>>7246789
Lol, I'm actually quite happy and positive :3.
Are you curious about touching a small feminine penis?
>>7246807
containing it all in your head is like a pressure cooker bomb
>>7246804
platypuses r cute
we can both be haru
^w^
>>7246789
>So how do you all keep going?
i guess the hope that this WILL alleviate enough depression to live my life.
if i begin to live my life normally, then i'm sure i'll have more reasons to liv.
perhaps enough to compensate for the dysphoria?
call it a delusion if you're so sure i'll nee, i'm not so confident myself
>>7246815
you need to gather the courage and go on with your life.
The article is meant for people who don't get why they don't have good friends anymore. It's growing up, it happens.
>>7246821
call it a delusion if you're so sure i'll never be happy*, i'm not so confident myself
my keyboard is dumb
Progy in the morning or at night
>>7246825
i do morning
>>7246825
Morning
>>7246825
If you mean progesterone. Bioidentical/micronized should be at night as it causes drowsiness.
If you mean progynova it doesn't matter.
>>7246811
hihi, did you have a different name or is my memory really terrible?
it must be, because I remember being drunk and wanting to suck dick but I can't recall who exactly it was I wanted to blow
didn't end up happening anyway ;~; tfw forever virgin
>>7246819
yay! platypuses and Haru are my 2 favorite things
>>7246822
Have you got any more "just b urself xD"-tier bullshit for me miss?
>>7246807
yes, true, but lets be honest, if you given into thoughts of transition and the expected euphoria of indulging ur Agp, there is something clinically wrong with your mental state. Being trans means you can never reproduce, you get shunned by society and even some of your closest friends and family. You also have to live with the nagging fact in the back of your mind that you are not a real woman. And, if you turn out ugly, dysphoria intensifies. So transition CAN NOT logically be an answer. It is honestly just a big pharma scam to make money off of the mentally ill who really just need lots of therapy to get over their agp fixation
>>7246800
The first time I kissed a girl and had sex when I was 18 I fell into a depressed state and broke up with her after a week
I felt disgusting. And it only made me more upset because i didn't feel normal
>>7246792
I've just resigned to not trying anymore. It's too stressful
>>7246797
Mind can't change the facts.
>>7246802
No mones. Probably just gonna go the gender therapy and hope I get gatekept
>>7246833
<3 ~ <3
ima get dinner
l8r boyfriend
i have been very sad lately because even when im almost 6 months on hormones, im starting to accept the fact that i will never look like a cis girl, and I will be ugly no matter how many surgeries I get.
Also I had a fight with my mom because Im growing breasts already and she didnt wanted me to (I didnt wanted boobs neither, I just wanted to feminize myself for now)
>>7246829
>Only the hon gives a definite answer but everyone else says it basically doesn't matter
Classic Susan's
>>7246841
Hence why I repress.
>>7246817
Its worked very well for the past 21 years
My own mother cried because she thinks I'm inhuman and have no personality because I never open up or talk to any of my family about my thoughts.
And that was all from just doing nothing but keeping my thoughts to myself
I just repeat "I'm fine" whenever asked
>>7246833
I remember you posting from your car. Which was really idiotic considering you were also driving under the influence.
I was just an anon. But I remember that the night you started memeing platypooses was also Flannel's first episode and she sort of overshadowed you just because flan is the best.
>>7246838
It's not just be yourself. It's stop crying for having the exact same deal everyone else has.
>>7246842
I tried being with girls 3 times. I kept thinking there was some external factor that made me enjoy the general deal but lose all joy when it came time to interact with my dick.
I managed to keep a sexless relationship afloat for 2 years tho, I think I deserve some praise.
>Mind can't change the facts.
That doesn't even mean anything. The fact is that you have a tranny mind, don't try to change that.
>>7246847
oke have a nice dinner new boyfriend <3
>>7246856
I can cope by on my own well enough.
I can manage.
>>7246851
Why your mom mad about boobs
>>7246856
>claims to be in the same boat as me
>proceeds to list off all the relationships she's had
Yeah get fucked.
>go to get dinner and water
>checking out with flat of water
>do you want my cart sweetheart?
>n..no im fine
>throw water over shoulder
>his eyes big a little
>go to pick up Mexican
>construction worker in front of me
>takes forever
>keeps looking back at me while ordering
>weirdos me out
>he leaves to sit down
>wooo that was awkward
>7 construction workers come in behind me
>they all stare while I order, get salsa, and wait for food
>want to die
>have a good day miss!
>pls no
>>7246841
>big pharma scam to make money off cheap drugs and generics for 0.003% of the population
>>7246855
>My own mother cried because she thinks I'm inhuman and have no personality because I never open up or talk to any of my family about my thoughts.
>And that was all from just doing nothing but keeping my thoughts to myself
>I just repeat "I'm fine" whenever asked
kek
been there
it will be better once you take steps to be fine with yourself. fuck everyone else (figuratevly or literally, it's up to your tastes)
>>7246859
But not for long.
The future it's coming on.
It's coming on.
It's coming on.
>>7246862
I was refering to paranoia and persecution complex.
I can manage a relationship fine, I just never trust the other person. You can find you own ways to interact with others.
>>7246863
You're a girl now quit being a fag
>>7246852
Is poor alt right babby angry because sass sees babby's trumpy wumpy for the corrupt crook that he is?
Or is poor babby butthurt about something else and needs some desitin?
Poor babby can't read that pookie also said she takes her e in the morning!
That's so cute how babby's anger makes babby blind to facts and a total and utter moron!
>Trying to outsass Sass
>>7246867
>My claim: That no-one likes me
>My evidence: That I've never had any friends or a relationship
>Your claim: That it's all in my head
>Your evidence: .................
>>7246862
Another one:
I'm overly cheery (or genki if you want) to compensate all my bad thoughts. You're a 4channer, you should know that if you learn to laugh at it hard enough you will forget your worries or convince you that you did.
The worst I feel the more jokes I make.
>>7246869
I never asked for this
>>7246856
erm I have never driven under the influence ever, I'm not that dumb
flannel is significantly more entertaining than me, this is true
>>7246866
its more than 0.003% and the number is always growing thanks to the internet allowing agps to come forward and seek community. you also have to remember that all those pills and surgeries you buy cost exorbetent amounts of money. so however small the "population" is, it can not be denied that there is plenty of money to be made.
>>7246877
Can I get u a tossed salad with that water, miss?
>>7246874
I think I remember some horror stories from your HS days. That sucked. I'm not denying that you have a right to be angry at the world.
Making connections is all about finding a degree of vulnerability you're willing to show and then being ready to deal with the pain when it comes.
I'm 80% sure everyone hates me whenever I enter a room. I rarely go out of my house. I feel like a piece of shit 24/7.
That doesn't change the way the game is played.
>>7246878
Flannel is love.I hope her shit gets better.
>>7246861
she didnt want me to transition but allowed me to do it as long as i didnt changed much (no boobs, no dressing as a girl, no talking like a girl, no pronouns, etc) so I agreed because Im happy as long as I dont become more of a man than I already am.
The problem is that Im growing boobs and we're going to a beach in few months, and my dad doesnt know im trans or that i have a bf, or anything. Im fucked.
>>7246878
Also, come on, how you're doing?
I haven't seen you in ages. Did you stop puking your sister's cakes?
>>7246867
Nah
I still felt disgusted with self after being with a guy.
The future is set. And I can't change it
>>7246877
its ur duty as a girl
>>7246789
I can't attempt for at least awhile
I just got back from the psych ward
it would be embarrassing to end up back their so soon :^)
>>7246877
>Faye turns on the radio
>some guy she doesn't know dedicated her this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mjlzq-e2NE4
>>7246894
I guess it was probably my fault for going braless
>>7246903
so u tried to kill urself bc ur not female? or was it something else?
>>7246890
I stopped being bulimic yes. The high water mark I think was throwing up ice cream, that was the single nastiest thing I've ever done in my life/
I'm doing alright, I broke it off with my LDR girlfriend while drunk after a halloween party since it was clear we weren't going to be able to see each other for the foreseeable future. Still not sure it was the right thing to do but idunno
>>7246907
you wanted it you sloot
>>7246876
what bad thoughts do you have?
>>7246899
im thinking on wearing binder everyday because its getting very obvious.
about the beach, i really would like to swim, if random people ask I can say that I used to be fat and thats why I have boobs, or that I have something in my balls or whatever, but i dont really know what to tell to my dad
>>7246886
I'm not angry about it anymore, I realise that it was because I was born male which led me to become an awkward shut-in. People want to be around happy confident people, can't argue with this. I have however had enough of my shitty life, as I said this is just one of may reasons to kill myself. I had felt better at the beginning of transition because I no longer had to force myself to act like a man but now that I've realized I've just traded being a beta male that everyone laughs at for a hon that everyone laughs at I've lost the will to continue life.
>>7246907
Lol you have tits.
>>7246909
Well, I don't think too high of LDRs, if it helps you focus of meeting someone irl I'd say it's for the best.
I'm sory you actually were bulimic, I though it was just a forced meme. I'm gald you fixed that, tho.
>>7246913
Oh, generic stuff. Being useless, being inferior to everyone else, not being as good as people around me have become, being a very fake person that tries to always do the right thing, generic stuff.
>>7246917
>but now that I've realized I've just traded being a beta male that everyone laughs at for a hon that everyone laughs at I've lost the will to continue life.
I don't get it. Nothing became worse.
Just keep enjoying the freedom to do what you want, you had the right idea there.
>>7246916
yeah, dad is the issue there.
you could swim at dessert hours like the morning or very late, but that's not a good idea in every beach.
I hope your mom calms down and doesn't get mad at stuff you can't control.
>>7246925
>this whole thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-8PrSL37Ng
>>7246909
Ice cream is good for throwing up dude
>>7246917
this sounds horrible. this is why transgender ideology is so dangerous and not fair when it is pushed by doctors. if you would have seen a therapist b4 getting into the mess ur in mayb they could have helped you to stay you. Also, all the trannies that say their lives are great are just lieing to make themselves feel better. Theyve always hated themselves and they still do, if not even more for giving in to the impulse to disfigure themselves. It like the ultimate humiliation. They, like many, were beta males but incredibly emotionally weak so they r desperate to change their bodies because they think that will somehow allow them to escape their old selves and their unfortunate, depressed lives. But it hasnt. it cant. because they are still the same beings that came out of their moms REAL vaginas.
>>7246935
Mfw
>>7246936
Lol I know! The texture is like silky smooth and feels fluffy.
Best texture to throw up ice cream
>>7246940
It can't be the ultimate humiliation if it doesn't get me aroused.
>>7246929
LDRs only work if both people want to put in the effort, it was clear my ex wasn't emotionally or mentally able to get her shit together. And yeah, it does open me up to actually having a relationship irl which is nice
Tbh I wasn't truly bulimic to the point where I threw up every day, but I'm glad I stopped before I got to that point
>>7246936
what are you talking about lol that stuff gets really rancid and was horrible, worst thing I ever threw up and its not even close
>>7246940
>Tfw REAL vagine
When I was a kid, I used to swim everyday. Now I realize that I haven't swam in two years
>>7246945
interesting. so you are saying that you are what many lgbts call a "true trans", unlike agps? still doesnt change the fact that you could have stayed yourself and sought to better your mental health instead of changing your body.
>>7246951
yeah last time i swam i remember being stupidly self-conscious about my penis
>>7246951
four years for me :( waiting for srs to go swimming and evern then idk if i will
>>7246940
U completely missed what she was saying my man
>>7246953
just keep doing whatever made you happy at first.
if you find something that makes you happy you keep doing that, you big dummy
>>7246954
I'm the truest of the trans, babe.
I like dick, felt like a girl when I was young, love dick, don't get aroused in girls clothes and serve the dick.
Get on my level.
>>7246965
you just sound like a super effeminate gay boy
Are you considered wealthy if you hire a maid and a have a two story house with a pool?
>>7246946
Are you like throwing stuff up 3hrs after eating? 1hr after eating your body has absorbed most of the calories so there is no point to throw up
>>7246971
That's bad, I wanted to sound like a funny stereotype.
>>7246972
I have three maids, but I think one is a clear sign
>>7246972
The house yeah. I've seen middle class families hairing maids, seems like a terrible waste of money for me.
>>7246972
Yes Kayla you fucking retard
>>7246965
better yet, it sounds like someone has been watching too much sissy hypno porn
>>7246981
Not Kayla
this gif is why I love Dragonball Super
>>7246908
Partly I guess
my life just seemed like a mess I couldn't clean up
and I was depressed all the time
>>7246972
can u hire me
i can wear a cute agp maid outfit
>>7246982
yes! that's what I was going for!
someone is serving faye and its not me wtf
>>7246985
Is it good? They started with replaying the last movie and drawing it out, so I got bored early
>>7246995
You even already have the maid outfit
>>7246986
so what made u think being trans was the answer to your depression and problems?
>>7246978
>Tfw Faye didn't want to hire you as a sassy sissy maid
Life is dukkha.
>>7246997
its okay as a standalone anime thing based on the new manga and a continuation of the storyline without the GT stupidity.
they get to play around with some modern anime tropes that Z and GT never got to do which makes for a fun watch imo.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2ThyLrKapQ
Rate my darkelf
>>7247006
Add thigh high stockings to make her agp!
>>7247006
I'd tolerate randomly seeing it in gif/10
>>7247006
Boobs/10
>>7247006
Can't wait to deport all those illegal dark elves back to morrowind.
>>7247003
Seems like it's the cause of it then the answer
I suppose the answer is to try harder with transition and work on a better mind set and mental health
Nobody cares but..............I'll say goodbye anyway.
>>7247006
where the dick
>>7247016
With all the people making stuff hating on Trump, a parody in middle earth or some other fantasy land would be glorious.
>>7246886
>I hope her shit gets better
Flannel's shit ain't getting better but she doesn't care cause she has drugs
>>7247022
Good night, cutey.
Wake up and do something you like. Bike or model or whatever you want.
>tfw fun day in Melbourne with Smiles and Claire.
>>7247022
ily cutie
>>7247022
Bye bye
>>7247022
You need rest. Sleep!
>>7247031
is this something you have very first hand evidence of?
drugs can keep you stable during the bad times, sometimes something good comes.
I don't belong here anymore, I think.
>>7247006
this kind of material makes me think that there arent many trans people here, just fat lonely basement dwellers
>>7247035
Are you girls escorting?
>>7247043
About as first hand as it gets
>>7247035
I wish I had trans friends to do fun things with
>>7247044
same
>>7247035
Your deductive reasoning abilities are without par anon. Huzzah!
>>7247048
You really don't desu
>>7247056
I wish I had friends desu
>>7247046
No we had lunch and saw a movie
>>7247048
It's awkward being a group of trannies.
>>7247035
hug smiles for all of us!
and invite flannel!
and take pictures to share, nothing revealing, your table at some bar or whatever!
those are orders.
>>7247047
:^)
Again. I guess it depends on the drugs, but with weed most smokers eventually land on something that they can sustain and keep doing and get their shit in order. My brother smoke since his teens, now he has a ridiculously succesfull job making drums and sustains two kids and his ex-partner. A friend of mine was stoned 24/7, landed a comfy job with knowledge he mostly had from HS and luck, now still remains stoned but virtually can't get fired and is pretty comfy.
You can reamin on drugs as long as you don't fuck the good chances.
>>7247021
so u r saying that u were suicidal and overwhelmed with depression bc u were trans? and being trans is somehow the answer? what? ur writting is confusing.
>>7247035
>tfw Emily is actually a normie
>>7247058
Oh I ask because some anon said that Smiles was escorting because she had gotten kicked out of her house.
I didn't mean anything bad by it.
>>7247044
This is a inclusive safe space for all trannies or people who think they might be trannies or people who used to be trannies but aren't anymore only group who is not allowed are chasers trying to suck dick if they just want and but don't want to suck dick they are okay I guess though
>>7247065
Don't say that about smiles sass!
She's way too young for that shit.
>>7247060
everyone is always on drugs. especially prescription drugs
>>7247065
She's 15 dude Jesus Christ
>>7247065
my daughter is only 15 how dare you insinuate she is whoring herself out
>>7247067
woah.
surprisingly acurate.
>>7247060
I'm not going anywhere with the drugs
I don't have any good chances
>>7246972
Hire me
>>7247060
I hugged her don't worry.
>>7247065
She's not escorting, she's living with her mother apparently so she isn't homeless.
>>7247064
I'm not a normie, I was awkward af.
>>7247067
yay im allowed now
>>7247022
please kill yourself.
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1149400304/underscares-the-diaper-from-the-creators-of-outlas/updates
Got some good news for all the diaperfags ITT
>>7247063
I just am trans
whether through nature or nurture I don't really have control over it
it causes me depression but the only thing I can do is keep moving forward I guess
>no trips in your area
>>7247091
thats not cute wtf is this where the little puppies and owls on it
>didn't know trans even existed when I was 15
>thought they were all just gay men with a fetish or hookers
>tfw found out about transition just too late
>tfw after a couple years of intense depression, not even sure I'm trans anymore
Wew lad I'm so confused
>>7247086
I already said I did, it was a nice hug.
lauren removed hugg kiwi
>>7247100
She actually does some of the nicest hugs ever.
>>7247093
lot of trips in my area ^=^
>>7247093
>the people in your area just namefag and have no interest in meeting up with other people from 4chan
>>7247095
desu even if you did know about transitioning and decided you wanted to at younger ages you have to rely on your parents to be okay with it and a psych and an endo to all be okay with it too. as much as most people wish they could have transitioned earlier 5 years ago or whatever it wouldve been even harder than it is now
>>7247098
i dont even know what that sentence means
>>7247069
>>7247072
>>7247074
>Implying there aren't transgender 15 yo girls streetwalking right now because they got kicked out of their house and had no way of making ends meet.
Calm down, take a deep breath, chill out. I didn't kick her out to the curb nor am I pimping Smiles out. I was asking out of concern
unsee.
cc/demoganu/
meh
>>7247093
iktf, how the fuck am I supposed to meet people outside of 4chan
>>7247086
No really, I'm not going anywhere with this
Only reason I'm still here is that I've got something I need to do before I kill myself
>when you almost puke on a dick
>when he cums on your tits
>when you cuddle for hours
>>7247093
>iktf
>also tfw there aren't any normie trans groups in your area
>>7247107
Here it's the bast majority of trans girls.
I don't want to think about smiles in that situation.
>>7247082
>Not escorting and living with her mom
This is good to know.
>>7247107
>>7247069
>>7247072
>>7247074
I started seeling myself to people on planet Romeo at the age of 14. Just saying.
>>7247112
I really wish there was something I could do to help you out at least a little. I think that talking about it in as much detail as possible would be the best, not here and probably not with me. Someone you think will listen to you without jumping to solutions.
If you're putting steps before killing yourself at least try that.
I tried to take his dick in muh butt but it kinda hurt, but besides that omg he is amazing at making me squeal with his tongue and finger
>>7247114
There are like a dozen lgbt groups around. Mostly strange people. There was like one mtf who kinda passed and hadn't rainbow colored hair or shit.
>>7247113
t b h, I'm glad he wasn't a psycho killer.
>>7247121
Well, I can't really worry about it happening to you now, can I?
I guess that if it was okay in your eyes it's not my position to judge, but if it's directly tied to havig noother option it's something that in genera I wish would never happen.
>>7247121
>This
It's like people live in a bubble
Are you still escorting?
>>7247133
Sass, just because it happens doesn't mean it's always okay or that it isn't putting yourself on huge risk at a really dumb age!
>>7247131
Could be worse. You can be picky and it's easier to get your life on track having a financial backup.
all of our lives are just so sad
we're the lowest of the low of society.
just your daily reminded i guess...
>>7247110
I swear if you're some asshole posting her pics without permission I'll kick your ass
>>7247125
Believe me I've exhausted every other option
>>7247131
Yeah but noe he's all i think about. And when i am with him i am 100% girl, i lose all traces of repression and self doubt and im so fucking girly its almost textbook.
>>7247143
>>7247127
Gud for yoo lass
>>7247139
Meh, i know, at least i have a bf that is fucking seriously in love with me and kisses me head to toe
>>7247141
It's one of those lines you can never believe.
There are always many more options than those we realize we have. Even waiting and doing nothing is a better option.
>>7247139
>tfw human garbage
>>7247139
That's the fucking courage I needed
>>7247120
Well idk if living with her mum is good as she has issues with that side too. But I think she'll end up well eventually.
>>7247121
lel. i remember lewding with people at like 12 i met from wolfenstein enemy territory and pretending to be a girl on mic for them in exchange for server privileges
>>7247139
its funny how you can go so long sometimes and be okay and then suddenly you remember you spent most of your life so far as a man and you have to take estrogen for the rest of your life
>>7247137
its almost never okay to get into things at a young age but just because its not okay or a huge risk doesnt mean you shouldnt think about it. lots of kids end up homeless, lots of them do not okay things to survive, its a valid and real concern to have over somebody
>>7247128
It's lucky you have that many options, even if a lot of them are weird. I can't even find any trans groups in my entire state.
>>7247137
Where or when did I imply it was ok for a 15 yo to be escorting?
I know I shitpost and stuff but I do care about people's wellbeing.
Anyone know how to not puke when deepthroating?
>>7247156
So did Mercury kill himself
>>7247139
I really hope I can succeed as a chemistry major, its my only hope
if I can't I actually am going to kill myself
>>7247161
did you puke on his dick?
>>7247153
>Even waiting and doing nothing is a better option.
Lmfao nope
>>7247161
I don't like this version of you. did someone find out your trip? is this performance art? i don't understand.
>>7247161
Practice
Also lmao did you puke on his dick?
>>7247165
Tyyy I try
>>7247158
Must...repress...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNZjIRh1eMU
>>7247162
no, she's living in a space ship now.
>>7247169
if you wait something good can happen
if you end it you sort of end it.
>>7247156
I wanted to get high but all I had was valium ;-;
>>7247157
Well, she'll have the opportunity to finish school without the pressures of having to find a way to subsist on her own.
>>7247176
Anxy = merc
Confirmed
>>7247172
Happy kayla is a strange Kayla.
>>7247166
Almost, nothing came out because the only thing i ate was a burger and fries for our date last night and hadn't had money to eat in days. He did gimmie a sandwich and a beer after the blowjob. But i think it fucked anal up because i was not feeling it when he tried. God i do love how he picks me up though and throws me on his bed, i get serious air.
>>7247179
weed is legal here in california now so i don't feel bad about smoking it.
>>7247161
Toothbrush, gag yourself on it nightly until your body learns to accept willful insertion.
>>7247176
I don't believe anything good will happen, and even if it would I can't wait much longer
>>7247182
did merc watch Uta no Prince Sama?
>>7247183
Happy kayla is more tomato than kayla
>>7247185
>feeling bad about doing drugs
>>7247161
just breath through your nose and leave in down your throat for a few seconds without moving it much
I have a pretty strong gag reflex but I've never felt like I was about to puke
was it just getting rammed in there..?
I still gag when I brush my teeth most of the time
>>7247184
>But i think it fucked anal up because i was not feeling it when he tried.
Did he fuck you?
>>7247187
this is one of those very hard conversations where one party has no clue of 80% of what the other person is saying. Are you sure you can't wait? A ton of your life was waiting, it got better after that, it can get better again.
>>7247191
That's how drug induced paranoia starts...
>>7247184
>God i do love how he picks me up though and throws me on his bed, i get serious air.
The hell with this
I'm gonna go live vicouresly through a gf
>>7247190
she did bring a ketchup bottle with her.
>>7247180
Well school is almost done for the year so she won't have to stress either way.
>>7247190
happy kayla is tomato princess after all
>>7247198
you could be the one being picked up
>>7247186
Naw
>>7247183
Nu uh, happy kayla is best kayla
>>7247174
No, but almost did. I did master making poping noises as i eject it from my mouth.
Oh and how could i forget, his roomie said no people over and after i blew him and was in his room getting rimmes his roomie was over for an hout so i hid on the floor. When i got ready to leave i realised my bra was on the couch the whole time and he didn't notice
>>7247184
>God i do love how he picks me up though and throws me on his bed, i get serious air.
AAAAAAAAA
i want emily to take me to my first baseball game and call me sport
>>7247191
i used to do a lot of drugs but then i got addicted to heroin and ruined my life so i stopped... so i have a complicated relationship with drugs.
>>7247196
18?
>>7247175
as awful as i feel on rare occasion my typical mood improved dramatically with my transition, the lows are less low and the highs are more common and better. take your pills, they help a lot
>>7247198
the first time a boy picked me up i made him do it like five more times it was so great and i dont even like guys that much desu. transition
>>7247210
>tfw you call your gf son
>>7247203
I'm just the anon that keeps remembering that you wondered if people shampooed their eyebrows.
You became my favorite that day.
>>7247190
>Kayla trying to deepthroat
>Pukes
>Ketcup starts heaving out of her throat
>>7247205
Not with a body like van dammes I won't
Seriously. Maybe if I try for a gf again I'll find the right one and be cured
I have a feeling I'm not trans at all and just mistaken
>>7247210
>watching sports
Get a load of this fag
>>7247195
>it got better
What? When?
>>7247214
do some people actually not wash their eyebrows?
>>7247210
I'm not your daddy.
>>7247213
My mood is fairly stable. It's just a monotonous only alleviated by times where I can pretend I'm normal
>>7247221
just because youre not my daddy doesnt mean i cant call you daddy
Is that picture of the passing girl with short brunette hair really Kit? Or am I being trolled by mtfg?
>>7247224
>tfw you will never ever get picked up and tossed around by a stronk bf
whats the point
>>7247223
Well. dolph Lundgren then
I gotta wash my makeup off and take my nail polish off and go to work. I hate living a dual life.
ni ni ladies
>>7247227
Being trolled brah
>>7247220
>washing your eyebrows with shampoo
are you serious?
>>7247230
you can't change your body type like that from one second to the other
you clearly chose van damme because you see his hips and see your own desire to be a girl.
>>7247231
>guys can't wear nail polish
You're part of the problem
>>7247206
Topkek
Also, you haven't lived until you've ruined at least one bedspread by drunkenly vomiting up red wine while deepthroating
>>7247231
>wearing makeup and nail polish
who are you
>>7247229
>believing Kayla's story
>>7247234
You don't?
All girls do
>>7247235
I was hardly being specific to the individual. I was just sharing I had muscle
>hips. I don't have hips. I have a mesomorph V taper
>>7247223
I've had the same problems since high school and they've just got worse since
>>7247234
your eyebrows are in a really sweaty and oily part of your face, they get dirty. you should shampoo and condition them
>>7247237
>no lesbian has ever lived
holy moly
it feels really good when you finally sate yourself after being in heat
>>7247244
i just use face wash
>>7247243
when you were cheerful here were just pushing yourself or did you feel alright at the time?
>>7247234
Hey I never actually did it I just wondered if other people did
>>7247239
I'm sure after 4 years of stories like this, it's real this time, it has to be
>>7247247
prolly why ur eyebrows are so trashy skank
>>7247245
Accurate :^)
Does anyone wanna make me cute please
>>7247255
i fucking cant with you :p
>>7247256
>get belt sander
>run across face
>?
>profit
>>7247237
>at least one
>>7247251
It is this time. I just feel too shitty to do a selfie of us and post it here without his permission
>>7247260
thats a good idea, get a fresh start
>>7247248
Sometimes I feel normal but not often
>>7247256
on my way
do you have tools or do i need to bring my own
>>7247240
I want to.
>>7247234
Done it since I was a child...
When I had a beard I used shampoo and conditioner on it too.
>>7247268
can't you wait until you feel okay?
or maybe do something to make those times last longer?
>>7247266
do it and black out his face
>>7247275
Anon come on now
>>7247275
Next time we meet then
Also this polish isn't coming off and i have work in qn hour, help
>>7247220
What the fuck? People shampoo their eyebrows?
>>7247262
Yeah that's right
>>7247258
:^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^)
>>7247279
a screwdriver and a crowbar at least
>>7247282
>trying to get polish off in a few minutes
I can't hold all of this keks.
>>7247091
>tacticool diaper
But why?
you have to be an extremely rich white bitch like faye to shampoo your eyebrows
honestly
>>7247288
you can't let your kinks get in your way to be tactical at all times.
>>7247144
So this is the answer to agp trans feelings. just dont play the games. dont take the pill. dont go down the rabbit hole.
>>7247274
Yeah I can but idk how long that's gonna be
I've got medication that's supposed to make me more stable but so far it's doing jack shit
>>7247295
if you've been on them for more than one or two months tell your doctors. medications are very tricky and you have to find the right onw for you.
I really want to see the happy flannel again, or at least the oay flannel I got to know.
>>7247282
leave it on, they all know you as a girl named kiki who uses the girl bathroom anyway
>>7247283
eyebrows are hair...
>>7247290
Why, I just do them the same time I do my hair. I use facial cleanser when I wash my face between hair washings.
>>7247282
this polish man wont come off my fingernails. fuck poland
>>7247280
Just out of curiosity.
I always thought that was what I'd do if i got kicked out of my house at that age. I chose to repress.
I'm not sure if I made the right choice
My bed feels a lot comfier then the one at the psych ward
>>7247293
Feeling a pang of jealousy or envy everytime I see a timeline is a small price to pay for not having to deal with all the other stuff trannies have to deal with
>>7247303
Hey!
Poland is a great country for the arts and politics.
Not so much for trannies, but still.
>>7247306
What were you in the ward for?
>>7247302
I suppose you'll tell me people shampoo their pubic hair too?
>>7247285
ok ill have to stop off at the store tho
>>7247311
Suicidal thoughts
>>7247313
you dont shampoo your pubic hair?
>>7247304
Age is a meme. The are definitely more feminine twink guys than tranny me.
is white nail polish cool? i guess bought some. my nails are usually black. whats everyone think of colored eyeliner??
>>7247313
Lol, do you have a wild bush?
Id this a thing now?
>>7247313
Why not?
>>7247318
elanna shaves all her pubic hair
>>7247317
Wards need to stop this shit
Suicidal thoughts isn't a mental issue
>>7247279
you can add me on skype, we start tomorrow. my skype name is berryloss, bout to sleep tho
>>7247283
of course people do? its hair, you need to wash it>>7247313 also, thats even worse. if you shampoo and condition pubic hair its soft and fun to feel against your mouth when youre doing oral, if your partner doesnt shave or take care of the hair then its awful and stiff and kind of smelly. its like having a beard, you have to take care of it
>>7247322
white is okay. it can be classy.
blakc is pretty trashy.
There are techniques to do with colored eyeliner, I think I remember CFH going into great detail on that.
>>7247320
I already look like a t ravaged 50 year old anyway
It can't really get any worse. At least I can get a gf every now and then to comfort me
>>7247317
Hope you are feeling better.
>>7247333
alittle
>>7247328
Yes, you wash it with body wash or soap, like every other part of your body that doesn't need gentle detergents like the hair on your head does.
>>7247324
It's unnecessary if you're actually properly cleaning the rest of your body
>>7247331
or you could take control of your life like someone with some guts.
>>7247331
god dammit spartan
god fackin dern it
>>7247338
and thats why most people pubic hair is stiff and tickles against your nose instead of soft and silky and smelling like coconut cream
>>7247335
Das ist gut.
>>7247299
I don't think that flannel's coming back
i want emily to take me to the woods and teach me how to shoot a rifle and eventually find a deer and i start crying before i pull the trigger
then to console me she lets me drive the car home
>>7247331
You know Djinn, if you take hrt there will
be New wonders.
New splendours.
>>7247342
I just shave mine off
Problem solved
>>7247328
sent
>>7247346
I'm sure she could. When things are better, sure, but they can be. Unless a meteor hits you I'd assume they will because they always do one way or another.
>>7247347
>things you didnt get to experience bc ur dad hates u for being trans
>>7247338
My experience was my pubic hair would get scratchy and stiff if I didn't shampoo and condition it.
another reason to like dragonball super :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T96SZDTdItQ
>>7247352
Even if things could get better I'm just too tired of this to wait that long
>>7247367
I guess that's when it's okay to wait and get stoned a bit if you can.
And changing your medications.
Things take time, that's just how it is with everything. You can always stand being a bit more tired, isn't that excercise works?
>>7247339
Or the most likely thing that will happen is
I'll accept
I'll repress
I'll accept
I'll repress
And repeat
The only variable that will affect that is gender therapy but that's on a waiting list. So we will wait and see.
>>7247340
its just the cycle.
>>7247348
Hey I know the tricks that come to wishing...
I forgot to take a shower tonight
It's gonna be 2 days I forgot to do that if I don't do it tonight
But it's 1130
I wont have time to do it in the morning
I think I only work 11 to 330
So maybe it wouldnt be that bad to wait until I get home tomorrow
REAL LIFE CHOICES
>>7247372
Gender therapy is good.
Just taking your goddamn pills and being a cool girl with us is quicker.
>>7247376
I'm scared I might like it
I need dust repellent tractor windows.
>>7247383
thats the point
it makes you feel better dummy
>>7247369
>Things take time
Well I'm done waiting
>>7246782
That is so cute, I actually made an audible noise.
>>7247389
Me. Means I don't make an ass of myself by becoming naive and happy about things.
>>7247388
Repression has basically been an instinct since that day I kissed a boy as a kid and was programmed to be ashamed ever since
>>7247391
you don't have to be
you're really young, perspective will change things. there's always time.
>>7247397
it's pretty pathetic.
there are already scary things in the world, like responsabilities and duties. happy things have to be chased.
>>7247389
I can blow dry my hair, i'm in the basement.
Better than letting my hair be gross tomorrow!
>>7247403
you'll sleep like an angel afterwards.
damn, now I want to take a shower too...
>>7247397
untrain that instinct god dammit
a lot of us had to break out of repression now do you need to do it too!
*scolds*
uwu
how do i make life exciting again? i...dont know if i have any interests or goals...im so ashamed lol..
>>7247400
>there are already scary things in the world, like responsabilities and duties.
Those things aren't scary. I already deal with them.
But transition jeapordisises my study and job prospects, family life and social life.
It's just so much easier to look at the template society gave me and aim for that.
I can't afford the play the game of life on freeplay mode. Gotta stick the campaign.
Fucking cried as my nail polish came off ;_;
I just wanna stay a girl
>>7247409
OwO
>>7247398
>there's always time
Didn't I just say I was done waiting?
>>7247409
Wuu
>>7247414
your analogy is wrong.
you're happy watching the pre recorded demo at the begining, you haven't started the campaign yet.
>>7247413
rob a bank.
ideally do it with a cute guy by your side.
>>7247418
it's easy to convince oneself of a ton of things.
you can always give it more time. the end won't bring anything anyway. there's nothing to lose.
>>7247413
find some interests, and set some goals for yourself
>>7247420
Can't cuz work. I get a court date in 3 weeks for my name and gender change and then 2 months from that i get the approval
>>7247416
Lol what a little bitch
>>7247416
you should have left it on dummy
how many times do you have to say shit that your coworkers are basically okay with you?
>kiki
>use the girls bathroom
>have some candy sweetheart "I-I'm not sweetheart >:("
I want to end myself. I repressed hard the last couple years and now it's all hitting me pretty hard. Is assisted suicide legal yet?
no offense but i constantly get told i look like Ksenia Sukhinova but trust me i look better than that drag queen
>>7247424
>give it more time
Are you doing this deliberately?
>>7247441
You used this pasta before
>>7247441
same
>>7247431
Are you sure you can't just come out to your boss now and go fulltime? If I were in their shoes I'd rather have a happy employee than one that hates work because they're forced to be something they're not.
>>7247441
same
I wish
>>7247424
The peak of my acceptance comes when I'm locked in my room in the dark on an anonymous imageboard
When I wake up the next day and go outside. And have to interact with people.
I become more and more repressed and unaccepting oh the idea
I literally talk to someone and think "imagine how disgusted this person would be if they knew I wanted to be a girl"
>>7247432
But imma tough guy, i just miss my bf cuddling me
Though guys can feel venerable without their bfs too
>>7247455
You don't have one
>>7247457
just saying.
consider it.
you could be her.
>>7247437
My cycle works like a sine wave
>>7247437
same, I've become depressed and apathetic to nearly everything. Feel excited and scared to go with a friend next wee to the pride center here to get information on what I need to do. Would of probably off'ed myself but my mother needs me right now and so does doge
>>7247463
they look so happy!
>>7247456
I'm done waiting
I'm not getting better, only worse
Brb my feelings are starting to come back I'm gonna need some more valium
>>7247460
Yeah i do, that's the fucking crazy thing
And being with him only un hyper fem mode makes me want to stay like that forever because he call me beautiful and kisses me all over
>tfw no bf
>tfw too scared and depressed to go look for a bf
how do I break the cycle
>>7247471
>un
Meant "in"
>tfw no daddy parrothitler to teach me how to ride a bike
>>7247478
you're too inept to ride a bicycle because dysphoria too?
>>7247457
what, as in interests? i like to collect vintage computers, read and horseback ride
>>7247469
Again, I really don't know any details about your life.
I can't tell if things are getting worse or if it's just a valley before a peak. I don't know if the docs are sure you have the right medication or if it's just the begining of the process.
I can only say that I'm moderately sure that a few months ago you were better, and that's too little time for things to become impposible to improve.
>>7247478
ayyimao
<3
>>7247487
lol u must be rich as fuck dude
>>7247485
do you want a boyfriend spartan?
>>7247490
>I can't tell if things are getting worse
well I can
sup FAGS, who here is hype for the new xiuxiu album??
REMINDER: Detransition is ALWAYS an option. Detransitioning is OKAY.
>>7247505
It's hard to trust someone feeling like shit when it comes to assesing their situation.
>>7247508
I tried being a boy for 19 years so I detransitioned to being a girl
Its definitely an option
>>7247511
even in the few brief moments where I don't feel like shit I can still tell I'm getting worse
>>7247519
This is obviously not what I meant! I understand you are being facetious, but this is important.
i feel pointless
>>7247506
idk i can't seem to fuck with their music dispite trying multiple times
>>7247496
>doesn't say hi to me in any of the discords
i-it's not like i wanted to learn about you or anything...
>>7247523
you can use those times to think how to change things.
elanna made a messies on my head
>>7247529
impossible
elanna always has a diap on, the messies would go in her diap
>>7247526
listen to la foret or dear god i hate myself when you are in a suicidal mood and you see the true beauty or their music
actually don't listen when you are in full suicide mood just if you are not feeling good don't kys please people
>>7247527
sorry ;-;
i think your only on one discord i "use"
whyd you leave charas?
>>7247522
how the fuck do you afford a horse then
>>7247525
There's no feces involved at all what are you talking about
>>7247529
uwu
>>7247538
Elanna, you are a real stinker! I appreciate the humor, but I would appreciate it if you didn't invalidate detransitioning. Not to suggest you are doing it purposefully! Just saying keep it in mind :)
>>7247526
also their song dr troll off knife play is probably the most accurate song about experiencing gender dysphoria i have heard
>>7247536
i got really really bored
it was the same lewd talk every day
youre in fin's right? or isla's?
>>7247537
you can pay to ride a horse/lessons its not too expensive. If you have a well mannered horse like my family did you can get it boarded at a place that teaches and let them use it to teach people on. My family did that with our old Tennessee walker only ran about 1k every month since she was so gentle they taught very young children on her.
>>7247541
maybe it's time for elanna to start double diapin
pic related these are elannas favorite diapers to wear
>>7247545
>dr troll off knife play
I'm not finding anything under that name...
>>7247552
no
>>7247552
do they still sell FiM merch like that?
>>7247552
Those are girls diapers I'm not a girl!
>>7247545
>>7247554
checkin it out now
>>7247560
yep
>>7247537
is that considered a rich thing? i think my parents paid like a few thousand for him.
>>7247554
xiu xiu - dr troll
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5X6A0VSodAA
acoustic version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1fnBV2sZaU
>>7247567
oh god no!
>>7247562
your hips don't lie elanna
remy are you here
>>7247569
thanks, I kept having gaming troll videos.
>>7247568
dude how is it not a rich thing to pay thousands of dollars for a horse then keep paying to feed/house/groom it
>>7247570
vanessa is a diaper girl as well
>>7247569
its already acoustic
also its ok but really pretentious..
>>7247547
the lewd chat is lit tho
im in fins
>>7247528
well it'll take at least a couple of years for any improvement on one of my problems, and I'm not waiting that long
the rest of my issues are never gonna be fixed
>>7247571
I'm just a very broad hipped boy with boobs
>>7246940
>I happen to know this subject better than the bulk of medical practitioners
>>7247588
you could maybe find ways to do things you like and move on with stuff while still dealing with the things that can't be fixed, the one that can be solved will slowly become better until it is so things can get better at their pace.
>>7247035
Smiles triggers my protection instinct hardcore
>>7247609
true
it would sound very true trans wanna be but you could call it maternal instinct.