>tfw only once or twice I have managed to cum without touching my girltumor
>tfw can no longer get an orgasm from cumming as if it was a separate process now
>tfw orgasms sometimes appear rather soon but sometimes they are hard to achieve and take minutes and an absurd amount of motivation and concentration
>tfw sometimes get impatient and try to get the "job" done quick which beside overflowing my foreskin with clear liquid gives me zero pleasure or sexual satisfaction
I suck at (self-)masturbation ever since I started hormones although when I am with a guy the orgasms literally fall out of heaven while I am leaking more precum than I could ever leak cum. Why is it so hard to get this excited alone? I am sitting here almost naked yet I am feeling like an apathetic asexual.
>>7240433
Have you tried just humping a pillow/your bed or whatever?
I kind of am at a point where I can only get half hard and I basically just hump a pillow. I don't precum, but I never have in my entire life. Sometimes I'll cum, sometimes I won't. Sometimes if I don't jizz it like insta-stops my orgasm after like one squirt which sucks though.
>>7240433
Congratulations OP you now have a woman's sex drive.
>>7240433
>orgasm and cumming a separate process now
holy fuck
you just described it
also,
>tfw only get sexually excited naturally like twice a week now and it takes at least an hour to orgasm each time
im the same, i cant have a real orgasm without a dick inside of me, just get a boyfriend. I never masturbate anymore cuz of mine
>>7240491
>hump a pillow
I know it sounds not complicated but how do you do it? It sounds so silly.
>>7240605
flip your dick upward. I usually try and find either underwear that I can actually fit my penis vertically in (maybe a one piece swimsuit like those asian traps would work lol), or just find something soft to put between you and the pillow. Unless you want a messy pillow I guess then just go to town on that thing.
Just go in whatever position feels best pretty much. If you want lots of pressure you'll probably have to do it stomach down but it's up to you.
I've been doing it ever since I was a kid. Probably totally wrecked my brain when it came to sex since for the longest time I thought that's how everyone masturbated lol
>>7240637
>flip your dick upward
I hope I won't get an erection while humping because that would hurt since it's bent downward like a banana lol. Thanks I'll give it a try, it might be the only thing that could save my self-sex life.
>>7241541
It takes having AGP and a psychosexual disorder you manage to hide from your therapists
>>7240433
mental illness....made worse with hormones.
you shouldnt be shocked
>>7241913
>agp
check
>transition
;_;
>>7240433
Because you are a dickgirl now. Girls are made to get fucked. The only way you will ever orgasm is having a guy dominate you.
Such is the life of a dickgrill.
>>7240491
>Have you tried just humping a pillow/your bed or whatever?
don't really feel much from that tbhon
>>7240433
Have you tried a vibrating toy? something like the Magic Wand, for example?
>>7241913
Does that mean having AGP and not telling them?
Because... that is me. Lol
>>7242686
Roll up some blankets to make a hard spot, then use that
>>7240433
If you've been on estrogen for a while, you can try playing with it like a clit. Use two fingers and massage it in circles, with underwear on works best, It will take like 10-15 minutes, and be a bit frustrating, but the end result is SO worth it, omfg.
>>7240433
>mtf talking about leaking precum during sex.
Stop, i can only get so erect
>>7242820
>10-15 minutes
how the fuck do people cum this fast?
>>7242825
Before HRT it took me about 5 minutes to cum either from jerking off or from prostate stimulation. I also used to masturbate from 1 to 3 times a day.
Now it takes over 15 minutes and my hands usually get tired before I cum, so most of the time I don't even bother and only try to masturbate once every few weeks, and usually end up not even reaching orgasm.
>>7242825
>10-15 min
It helps if you're already turned on mentally.
It only takes like a minute or two with the hard pillow humping method if you hit the right spot.
>>7240637
>If you want lots of pressure you'll probably have to do it stomach down but it's up to you
My favorite position is humping it sideways. It's pure bliss.
>>7242844
> my hands usually get tired before I cum
Iktf. It's the worst when I am close to orgasm while fingering myself but my hands feel like they are going to fall off so I have to stop.