Hey LGBT. I'm 20 and I look like a girl but I'm NOT

>>7239064
Post a pic

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>>7239064
Show me.

>>7239078

No because if you all like it you'll pass it around and then someone I know (nazi friends who go on pol) could see it and then my life is over and I am not a slut.

>>7239092
You might not be a slut but you're probably a schizophrenic paranoid.

>>7239117

I have anxiety really bad yes. As in I have a disorder. I have the thin where you close your eyes and you see horrible grotesque things (when you're nervous/ upset whatever).

>>7239064
So you're only attracted to women?

>>7239138

Y-yes...

I've never had thoughts about pleasuring a guy who is feminine...ever...

Im also very adamant about having children, that is very important to me, and I want them to all be as beautiful as I am.

>I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow (for work) and I'm really conflicted about it.
Can't you just put it in a ponytail or something?
>most of my friends are Nazis
Who probably would fuck you if they could.

>>7239160

(The first two lines are sarcastic yes I've had thoughts and I like cocks if they are clean and healthy looking)

>>7239165

But then all the guy guys make fun of me for having a pony tail, or a man bun.

I'm not even gonna comment about that other bit of your post.

>>7239170
Man, I would seriously reconsider your friendships with Nazis if I were you. Unless you know for a fact they are among the very small percentage of Nazis who have nothing against gays or femboys. And even then it probably would not be a good idea.

Do your friends ever comment on your feminine appearance? Do they think it's weird or give you shit about it? What do they think about homosexuality?

>>7239186
>But then all the guy guys make fun of me for having a pony tail, or a man bun.
So what? It's not like cutting your hair will suddenly make you manly, you'll still be perceived as faggy boy, except you'll also be left with strong regret.

>>7239064
embrace it, being a natural femboy is the best
you probably want to chose a social environment where you wont be judged for being non manly tho

>>7239208

>It's not like cutting your hair will suddenly make you manly

Ow...
please be wrong

>>7239207

They get very angry when others attack my appearance. I have a confession to make. I converted them...

I am a legit Nazi femboy. Please help.

And no they are NOT gonna be okay with me being like "Hey guys mind if I wear dresses and start taking pureria mirifica? I'm totally still an insider rite?"

Google "night of the long knives".

>>7239279

are nazi's really this stupid?
i mean do they really not smell the reek of queer on you?

>>7239253

Any thoughts on good work environments? I wanna make enough money to go live off grid (to get away from society and judgement, also I don't believe in consumerism or using third worlders as slaves). So it has to pay well so I can but enough land.

>>7239064
You shouldn't have to cut your hair for work. I'm male and work in a restaraunt with my hair tied back in a ponytail. Sometimes customers mistake me from behind for my 8/10 blonde coworker with similar hair and that makes me happy.

>>7239279
Man, just look at yourself honestly and what will honestly make you happy 10 years from now. Can you realistically see yourself looking masculine, short hair, maybe muscular from physical labor and going to the gym, working as a carpenter or electrician, married and raising your kids to hate Jews and degenerates, going to Nazi rallies on the weekend? Will that really make you happy? Or would you rather have friends that will accept you femming it up and be able to experiment sexually?

>>7239304

Im being myself. Around them, and everyone else, im the coldest motherfucker you will ever meet. At my old job one of my best friends was a former member of La Eme (Mexican Mafia). Which reminds me...we had a talk about his prison time and I brought up what I'd do if I went to prison and he gave me this look and I KNOW what he was thinking about but he just didn't fucking say it.

The point is I'm good at being manly but it's just a game and I've never been able to be myself and I hate myself because Everyone hates me for it and I feel on edge all the time about it but even if it gets brought up I have to be chill and pretend it's nothing and I do t have anyone I can go to about it

>>7239308

Aw that's awsome.

But I'm going onto the trades...I need to have short hair, I can't grow a beard and it's embarrassing when I've tried. I feel like all the normies might leave me along if I do cut off my hair. Everyone's but me hates it on me cuz it makes me look more girly

>>7239064
>I'm 20 and I look like a girl but I'm NOT ON ANYTHING. I'm straight but I'm wicked girly I think I just have a lot of natural estrogen. Even my mother makes fucking cracks about me getting knocked up by male friends and looking like a teenage girl >.<. I have kinda boobs and I've had them since puberty.
kek at your mother's jokes.

maybe you're intersex? either way, i see a tranny in your future.

>>7239351
Sounds to me like you're setting yourself for quite a bitter future.

>>7239325

In ten years I wanna look beautiful and have 9 kids and live on a farm and be able to wear clothing that makes me look attractive and be able to show my emotions and not be worried about other people hating me.

>>7239351
Honestly you should probably move out of state and break off your friendships with the Nazi guys, either say you have a job opportunity or you're taking a course at a university or something. And if working in the trades is gonna make you have to change yourself too I would reconsider that, although you probably honestly don't really need to cut your hair for that.

>>7239393

;/

(I try not to think about it)

>>7239409
(You really should)

>>7239064
You should consider going to a doctor to see if you're intersex and test your hormone levels.

>>7239403

I'm scared to leave them because I care about them, if I dip out they'll lose hope and I've been doing everything I can to keep moral up because it's very hard for people in that movement to have a positive outlook on things and I've been encouraging them to do things peacefully and have family's and not want to shoot up places or kill Jews because they need to look within themselves and begin fixing the nations they care about starting with them and their own lives not ruining other people's lives and if I leave and abandon them after all thins I'll be a horrible person because they are not bad people and they really do just need help but at the same timeouts like I'll never get to be myself as long as I work with them and I become more and more entrenched every year.

If I am going to leave I'll need to set them up for victory because they've been living off my wisdom basically and without it they'll be lost and just revert to their old disfunction.

>>7239456

Wat is intersex?

>>7239461
I agree with you that they probably are not all bad, but you said it yourself with your 'Night of the Long Knives' reference, they'll never understand or accept you.

>>7239485
It doesn't make you a horrible person to look out for your own interests, especially when you know they wouldn't accept you fully.

>>7239470
It's a myth, the theory that some people can be genetically transgender from birth. Only the far-right believe it, like racial differences, and there's a consensus among legitimate, respected scientists that it's nonsense. Naturally 4chan, especially /pol/, has lots of believers who think it's real and just covered up.

>>7239507
What the fuck? That's not accurate at all.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex

>>7239401
So why not be a right-leaning woman? Like move down south and become a southern belle.
Honestly based on your answers to others questions you know that you are going to live a lie if you continue down the road you're going. No cutting your hair will not make you manly. Nor will shaving it. That would be even worse. Also if work really gives a shit about guys having long hair but allow the women there to wear their hair long than they're being stupid and you shouldn't work for those losers.
Just try being pretty. If you're friends judge you for who you are then they are not really friends are they? Friends would stick up for you and support you not possibly beat you up over expressing your femininity. Take a break from /pol/. Globalists aren't only jews anon. They come in different flavors and slowly nations are improving. If they really need you to guide them that badly that they can't function without then that's a problem with themselves and nothing you can do will ever fix them. They have to do it themselves and sounds like they're buying into your stuff because they might've been friendless before and without you they wouldn't be friends anyways. Better yourself first.

>>7239470
Intersex is a medical condition that constitutes many genital and chromosomal conditions. Intersex when a person has more than two chromosomes and/or their genitals were not fully a penis or a vulva.

>>7239512
>Wikipedia
Try better than that transphobe.

>>7239461
Your dream is to settle on a farm with an accepting wife, isn't it? You'd have to leave them eventually anyway.
On top of that being with and like them will make it harder to achieve it. For example, how do you expect to find a wife who'll love you for who you actually are when you're seen as a nazi, and only attract women into such men?

>>7239513
>Also if work really gives a shit about guys having long hair but allow the women there to wear their hair long than they're being stupid and you shouldn't work for those losers.
/lgbt/ always surprises me with how out of touch with reality it is.

>>7239490

But is it right for me to want to be like I am? That's what I keep asking myself. Am I a degenerate? Should I be killed one day? Is that what's right? Who am I to go live how I want if I'm outside of righteous order? I love good order but I want to be myself. I love the Nazi cause but I want to be myself. I want to be what's right, but I'm so untrue to myself in being it. And I know I am one of the brightest lights in this movement, if I leave all those people who could have been saved, who could have been turned from hatred and brought to see the good they could do instead will be lost. How can I live both? How can I not live both? I'm so. Fucking. Fucked.

>>7239518
>Your dream is to settle on a farm with an accepting wife, isn't it?
OP only said settle on a farm and have kids. Nothing about having a wife...

And knowing he fantasizes about cocks and being a sissy in prison...

>>7239525
So if it's right for you to be destroyed, what is the end result? You either kill yourself or change. Neither option is going to end with you happy. The white race is not gonna live or die based on what lifestyle you live anyway.

>>7239535
Literally in the OP
> I wanna have money for a wife and kids

>>7239525
>But is it right for me to want to be like I am? That's what I keep asking myself. Am I a degenerate? Should I be killed one day? Is that what's right? Who am I to go live how I want if I'm outside of righteous order? I love good order but I want to be myself.
>I love the Nazi cause but I want to be myself.
anon get a better cause. i'm a libertarian so my dream of being a tranny hooker doesn't contradict anything in me, apart from being male.

>>7239513

>move down south and become a southern belle.

>_>

Um...thank you for the suggestion...


>>7239518

I have no idea where to find a woman who won't treat me like shit for being who I am. When I act all guyish I get barrels of pussy, they love me, when I show a hint of weakness or emotion they hurt me and I have to hide it or they keep making it worse. That's the most painful thing about all of this I think.

Maybe I should leave. But I won't do it without setting them up to succeed. I'll write a manifesto or something and then disappear to go breed elf-like children with my waifu.

>>7239542
Well, I'm surprised.

>>7239557
>When I act all guyish I get barrels of pussy, they love me, when I show a hint of weakness or emotion they hurt me and I have to hide it or they keep making it worse.
of course they don't like it. how would you?

imagine being a girl with a masculine husband and then discovering he's so feminine. how would you feel?

>>7239547

It's hard when you truly believe in something that demand you be sent to a death camp. But I hear what you're saying.

>>7239590

I'm attracted to femininity...so um...I would make babies with him.

I get what you mean though and I've never dated a girl because I know I'm just living to them. My own mother hates me for it and I've seen enough of that to know not to spring it on some girl.

>>7239615

What I mean is I won't date a girl until I'm sure she's attracted to me for how I really am. Putting up an endless and painfull charade just to get her to have sec with me just isn't worth it in my opinion.

>>7239064
>anon will never be an aryan mother with beautiful aryan children
>anon will never know how it feels to have a life grow inside them knowing that the child will prove to be great for the nazi cause
>will never be held and loved by strong aryan husband that tries his hardest to improve his nation

>>7239305
I'd say IT (but no an IT department in some old conservative corporation or a bank)
as of trades careers - no idea

>>7239637

I'm straight and attracted to femininity.

nice meme though

>>7239646

That's an idea, but does it pay well is the question

By the way thank you to all the people thin this thread who came to offer suggestions and advice I very much appreciate you helping.

I am going to distance myself from my Nazi friends without totally leaving them to the wolves. As for cutting my hair/ doing other job stuff I dunno but I'm thankful that you all took the time to offer your advice to me.

>>7239658
>I'm straight and attracted to femininity.
>>7239170
>I like cocks if they are clean and healthy looking
"straight" as in straight girl and "attracted to femininity" as in AGP?

>>7239658
Buy yourself a dildo or vibrator and try it. Don't knock it till you try it.

>>7239715

I dunno but if it's cute I wanna have secs with it, boy or girl really is irrelevant as long as I care about the person and they're pretty.

>>7239711
before you go, answer this. if you could be an aryan bride like >>7239637 said, so that you get to be as pretty as you like without violating your nazi values, would you?

>>7239762

No. I'm a top haha. :3

But the idea of being able to have (as in give birth to) children is very appealing.

It wouldn't bother me I guess if I was.

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Hello I am similar to you OP..

the best advice i have is to find a GF who is bi or into femininity, not as a fetish but just generally is attrcted to and enjoys fem. You just dress in androgynous clothing and keep your hair.

ffs i am a COOK which is not easy, no chicks work in the kitchen but the coworkers do not need to and will not find out about who you are outside of your job. The nazi friends will hopefully just accept you, but do not crssdress obnoxiously... Andro not faggot

>>7239804

I like looking pretty not outrageous and creepy. Either way I don't think I'll ever cross dress in public, I've never even done it in private. Maybe just now and then when I feel like wearing something but there's no point, no one will ever see it and I'd feel ashamed of they did.


Also I was a cook at my old job! (With the Mexican).

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>>7239064

>I'm straight

>>7239828
Do you have a crush on any of your Nazi friends?

>>7239092
Do a body shot against a blank wall in plain clothes (nothing you wear a lot) and blurt your face out.

>>7239896

No. That would be inappropriate, as I have kind of taken on a leadership role among them.

>>7240013
>inappropriate
You can have a crush in secret so long as it's hidden and you don't tell.

>>7239999

You have quads but it's not enough to make me show you. Also in bed and tired and don't feel like doing that and also hoping this thread will die down but still answering posts cuz you know I don't wanna go to bed until an hour from now so why not kill one anyway but not gonna post my body no. Basically I look like a girl with small pointy boobs and kind of wide hips with a thick 5 inch cock. It's like an inch and a half wide, also no facial hair or upper body hair really. It barely grows. Kind of wide shoulders but not rediculous, golden brown hair, half blue half green eyes and my lips are very puffy and red, it looks like I put on lipstick but I don't, they're just naturally very red. Also my nipples are kinda big, used to get made fun of a lot for that an for having tits in general.

>>7240071

I don't like to think about the specific crush that I do not have and it's not really a crush if I just think he's pretty anyway, so please stop asking me about it because I am feeling uncomfortable with this conversation. Thank you.

>>7239507
What? intersex is a class of mutation that cause genital deformities and hormonal disorders. What anon was insinuating was that OPs body was making female sex hormones because of a birth defect and if that the case it can be easily fixed.

>>7240086
You're not 20. Maybe some disgusting 16-year-old faggot trying to make it sound like anyone would want to touch you let alone fuck you.

>>7239064
tits or gtfo

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Pls no cut hair, it sounds like you'd really regret it

Pls no abandon nazi friends, national socialism is love, national socialism is life

>>7241375
Unless you or some other gay-friendly Nazi is willing to adopt him he doesn't really have a choice, most Nazis aren't very open about such things to say the least.

>>7239792
how can you be a top if you're mtf as fuck?

> >.<.

So I'm just lurking this board because I've never been here before, but is shit like this acceptable here? This reddshit or something?

>>7242019
Only allowed if used ironically