Male here. How do you know if you're trans? Am I trans? I'll elaborate. When I was a kid I was pretty dang feminine. I wished I was a girl and playing dress up was my favorite. My first boner was while I was crossdressed at age 5 before I even knew what it meant. Anyway I stopped for a while because my parents scared me to stop. Well when I turned 14 I started masterbating to sissy stuff and would imagine myself as a girl to get turned on. I'm 19 now and that's all I can cum to. I don't wish I was a girl most of the time but I occasionally do when I masturbate. Does being trans mean I should feel dysmorphic all the time? Im thinking about just being a femboy so I can live in both worlds.
>>7203159
you're agp (autogynephile, turned on by being a girl)
this does not inherently make you trans, but it points in that direction
generally, agp is progressive. you go from experiencing dysphoria never to some of the time to most/all of the time, and it increases in intensity along with that. however, this progressive course is far from inevitable -- the majority of agps never progress to sex discordance. keep in mind that 2% of men are crossdressers, yet only 0.2% of the population is trans.
keep going how you're going, and check back if things get worse.
>>7203159
You can wish and want to be girl your whole life and still not be trans or AGP. And yea, there's a heavy distinction between that and actual dysphoria.
>>7203208
>You can wish and want to be girl your whole life and still not be trans or AGP
Awesome. See you never fags
>>7203195
Makes sense thanks
>>7203159
Sounds like you're a sexual transvestite.
To be trans you'd have to want to be female, and be female forever, through your every day life.
>>7203208
>want to be a girl
time to become a girl
>>7203208
I think this is me.
Maybe it's because of my OCD but I used to do hour long rituals every night in the hope I'd wake up as a girl.
Thank god that ended within a few years and just progressed to general misery and self hatred.
>>7203595
>hour long rituals every night in the hope I'd wake up as a girl
It's time to wake up as a girl, anon
>>7203689
Nah unless I'm under a thousand layers of repression I'm definitely cis.