Betty vs. Veronica edition
also I just saw this on youtube and i would like MTFG's opinion of it.
https://youtu.be/MlTSQxWEfBE
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• you are really pretty even if you don't believe it
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No *actions*
Previous
>>7162621
First for Rachel is my mommy.
>five images early
heheh!! s- stop th- that!~~ blushes s- stop!! you're m-making me feel all funny and fuzzy inside.. haha!!~~ ahnn!~~~ blushes, blushing starts blushing nyaaaa~! s- stop thi-s! <33333 ahnnnnmmmm! mmmmm.. blushes BlsuhES BLUSHes** ahn,,,.mm.
>tfw lewd disease
>>7163332
No, Cal. Come here.
post how you feel, mtfg
>>7163305
Couldn't make it more than a few seconds. The guy sounds like if John Waters was spewing alt right copypasta.
>>7163340
>>7163332
Dude same
>>7163335
Did you suck it yet?
>>7163340
maga
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ecEb4tEPic
>>7163335
I NEED A BOYFRIEND NOW
>>7163339
Alright uwu
>>7163343
how long should you give someone who is seemingly ignoring you before purging them from your life?
>>7163346
>tfw you have a crush on trip (female)
>>7163352
Have you tried just talking to boys, lol
>>7163358
well
yes
but they dont often want me
and often live far away
;_;
>tfw you have a secret crush on anon (male)
>>7163356
Just let them contact you and don't get mad, I've had people come to hang out like 6 years later
>>7163352
>boyfriends are hard to come by
>>7163342
what is alt right?
>>7163352
trump will give us all boyfriends
>>7163345
Noooo I'm hopping into bed and very much feeling like I missed an opportunity
The sexual tension is killing me.
tfw subway for dinner
>>7163367
PEPE!
>>7163356
you don't
be the better person
i've dropped people for personal reasons before and trust me, they will be a friend for life if you wait for them
>>7163359
I've never touched a penis or snugged a boy, so I can't help you there.
>>7163364
boyfriends are hard to come by if you're me
>>7163353
Hetero shit is so gay
>>7163374
i don't think they are
i've met more than one boyfriendable (both willing and worthy) guy without much effort and i have the face of a prolapsed anus
>>7163373
it's kinda soft at first but gets longer and more firm as you massage it and it tastes d e l i c i o u s to succ.
snuggling is like a warmer pillow but the person says I love you and hugs back. it's a little hard to describe desu. maybe like extended hugging but you feel safe and loved and protected? @_@
>>7163373
what do you look like?
>>7163359
why dont you just get back together with birdy?
>>7163378
oops im a dummy
>>7163383
birdy is a girl
>>7163380
No.
>>7163386
i was jw. are you cute?
>>7163383
I'm not into repressed trannies.
>tfw no cute trans gf to make feel safe and protected
>>7163377
I'm not trying to be hyperbolic, but I am quite ugly. I am not an appealing person if I present as either gender.
I don't want to be that shallow, but there is some truth to quarterback stereotype. It has less to do with the position in the hierarchy and more to do with self assertion.
>>7163388
No.
>>7163390
>tfw no cute trans bf to share peen with and open jars for me
>>7163399
>tfw your hands are so manly you can open jars yourself
>>7163390
if only u werent across the country and underage
>>7163384
Step 1:
Figure out what you need to do to get there
Step 2:
Do what you need to do
Step 3:
Keep yourself honest, don't live in a dream land where you just say you're going to do something, but also don't think it happens over night
>>7163399
I stumbled upon an amateur FTMxMTF porn video today where they put their bodies really close together and he used her penis to jerk off and acted like it was his.
I don't know if I found it very attractive, but it was very cute.
>>7163379
s-sounds nice
>>7163404
that sounds like the cutest thing
>>7163409
Yeah, it was adorable. I think she was doing something to him underneath to match his strokes too.
It's rare that I see a degenerate tranny porn video and just end up smiling and blushing.
>>7163407
you'll get them one day!
practice makes perfect
>tfw she won't do what you ask no matter what you offer her
>>7163404
I've seen a few MTFxFTM vids. They're always cute.
FTM & MTF is purest love, stop dating cis boys and get a manlet.
>>7163421
Did you offer to succ?
>>7163423
i like to succ
>>7163422
I'm very tall, most boys are manlets compared to me.
Still, it's weird. I'm not attracted to vaginas but I find myself completely open to dating an FTM.
I don't even know why, I just think it would be nice.
>>7163422
i don't know any manlets though ;_;
>>7163421
I'm just not comfortable with it
>>7163416
post it
>>7163421
>>7163427
better to keep things like this private
red pill me on ferrets
>>7163431
theyre fucking assholes
>>7163431
Cat sausages
>>7163434
longcats
>>7163425
The FTMxMTF couples I've come across are always some of the happiest couples I've come across. Its just better being with someone who can understand the dysphoria and you can be more comfortable about your body with them.
I'd honestly be less dysphoric and nervous about sex if it was with another tranny.
>>7163426
I'm 5'4 hmu
You're all cute girls and you'll find that special someone who loves you one day. gn.
>>7163438
yeah but you are in burgerland and underage
>>7163439
nn korra
mmommy gift me chrismas present pls
Shut up
>>7163431
Polecats.
Hi
Why are my legs so good but the rest of my body is ugly af?
>>7163453
hi, how goes it?
>>7163438
>I'd honestly be less dysphoric and nervous about sex if it was with another tranny.
I can relate to that. It's a weird feeling, I don't like vaginas and I actually find them even less attractive for FTMs. But like. I dunno my heart flutters. I consider myself a slut for cock but I'd probably pick an FTM over a cis male.
Also I'm 11" taller than you, I hope you like mommies.
Remember that time Mads became a new trip on /mtfg/ then instantly started talking about wanting to stick it in FTM pucci? Good times.
>>7163428
https://xhamster.com/movies/4731207/me_mtf_fucking_an_ftm_in_2010_for_the_first_time_e.html
Found it.
pookie tried to get in a bathtub
but fell
and got my carpet all wet
and it was really funny but i feel bad for laffing
>>7163459
I'm glad it sounds like she didn't get hurt too badly.
>>7163456
Pretty good. How was your day?
>>7163459
wtf is pook naked
http://www.strawpoll.me/11570127
>>7163457
that was really uncomfortable to watch......
>>7163470
>Bernie gives a speech.
>Bird lands on the podium.
>Hilldog gives a speech.
>A fly lands on her face.
It's like pottery, it dries.
>>7163474
I found it adorable desu, the whole way through.
>>7163457
W-well strap ons can do the job well right?
And I like tall girls a lot. :D
Oh yeah I've seen that vid but this one is a lot better http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/FTM-RIDING-MTF-ON-THE-COUCH-22975022
>>7163470
mommy stein (uwu) >>>> clinton > trump >> what is allepo
>tfw no bf
>tfw no bf to cuddle with on cold nights
>tfw no bf to go on qt coffee dates with
whatas even the point of continuing ;-;
>>7163479
hmu when you're a grown up, Cal. By then I should even be a pretty girl.
<3
>>7163484
>bf
>not gf
wtf
>>7163352
I'll be your boyfriend..y'know if you want
>>7163484
but you're like the cutest person ever
if you can't get a bf how do I stand a chance ;~;
for my own sake I believe you'll get one!
>>7163488
>I mean I don't really watch porn any more, but I always found the men being the tops more attractive.
Generally me too, I think smaller men kick in some weird maternal instinct in me. Especially in FTMs. I want to nurture them and make them happy.
>>7163490
well uhm
where are you from
>Tfw this girl that makes you squishy stays up to almost 3am talking with you
>>7163477
Hey Karin how goes it and what did you do today?
>>7163488
;~;
>>7163489
either works and i would totally go for either but atm my mind is occupied with that
>>7163492
but im not cute irl i thought this was common knowledge
>>7163496
Florida desu, the odds of us being near each other are basically none :'(
>>7163501
its news to me then
I refuse to believe it
>>7163496
I'm sorry I love you Grace as I love everyone else but this is some fine role playing with that image
>>7163501
>but im not cute irl i thought this was common knowledge
Don't tell Smiles but she's my #1 most beautiful girl in /mtfg/ by a lot and I really look up to her.
>>7163505
meh
im literally
working on erp profiles
while posting here
so
i guess it makes sense lol
>>7163426
Try looking on /fit/
>>7163506
why are looking up to a 11 year old wtf
>>7163485
B-but how old are you? There might not even be a big age difference
>>7163501
You are cute irl.
>>7163507
can i erp w/ u
>>7163511
Because at 11 years old I never had the courage to accept I was trans.
>>7163512
21.
>>7163507
Why are you doing that on purpose? It's like you can escape the urges to be animu girls but sometimes don't want to and it's almost the culture.
Reminder that chara did nothing wrong
>>7163499
>how goes it
Absolute shit, as usual. You?
>what did you do today?
Worked then tried thrifting to end up aborting mission halfway through because an acquaintance who happened to be there wanted to talk and drink some coffee, so we did, boring, went home hands empty, then nothing. You?
>>7163518
I liked her images.
>>7163515
5 to be 4 years older than me. Birthday is in 2 months.
Thats not a big age difference
>>7163504
heres me irl
>>7163506
awwww c: thank youuu
but you should find someone better to look up to :v
>>7163513
i refuse to believe u
>>7163521
red pill me on ferrets
>>7163520
It's not the age difference my man, it's the fact that I can't legally look at pictures of your butt online.
>>7163521
Okay then why should I believe you when you said I was pretty?
>>7163521
how?
i am on hrt and i am the biggest hon in here
>>7163521
your eyes are gorgeous dood
>>7163504
I really want a platypus for pet or two and maybe I'll breed them and give them away to zoos!
>>7163521
i want to boop ur snoot
>>7163521
i don't understand why you don't think you're cute :/
>>7163521
literally adorable as heck stop your nonsense
>>7163524
On my birthday you can. Then I'll be legal age of consent for most states, if you're in burgerland. :^)
>>7163532
ily plati
>>7163480
>voting for Hitlery when Jill herself siad that she is unhinged, corrupt and wants to start ww3
http://www.bloomberg.com/politics/videos/2016-11-03/jill-stein-hillary-clinton-is-queen-of-corruption
Is this too spicy for blue boards?
>>7163522
uhhh like the animal?
i think theyre pretty cute
>>7163525
because you are and im not ;~;
>>7163526
youre probably not anon
>>7163528
thanks c: i think its just camera settings though theyre super dull otherwise
>>7163530
then do it
b o o p m y s n o o t
>>7163531
:(
>>7163532
its not nonsenseeee wryyyyyyy
>>7163538
*boop*
>>7163429
It isn't like that >>
Although i see now how it sounded that way h-heh
I'm just poking fun at her anyway
>>7163519
You know it's all how you make it desu. What do you do for work?
>>7163514
/unzips girl tinkler
>>7163517
im not doing it on purpose lol
it was the appropriate image for the post
i wasnt like
OH BOY TIME TO ROLEPLAY
>>7163539
my snoot has been booped :0
>>7163538
don't frown :(
i just wish you could be confident and see what other people saw in you. i'm sure you wish for that as well of course..
>>7163538
idk i feel like you're selling yourself way short here
>>7163535
ily too anon
>>7163529
they're notoriously difficult to breed in captivity sadly :(
>>7163538
:o
DIO?!?!?
>>7163521
>but you should find someone better to look up to :v
Can't be better than #1! You're so adorable I want to adopt you.
>>7163537
Is THIS too spicy for blue boards?
>>7163534
On your birthday you better post butt.
>>7163538
Nigger I wished I looked half as good as you okay.
>>7163544
/succ
>>7163550
>I'm pretty sure you can be spicier.
>>7163549
You got discord or anything though?
I wouldnt post anything publically on here lol
>>7163555
Give me your spiciest!
>>7163538
i am high tier hon
i need more than makeup and a smile to pass
I want a bunk bed and a warm bf help
why was young bowie so smokin tho
>>7163566
>so smokin tho
You mean smoking hot? Good genes and effort, I suppose. Can we make this a Bowie thread?
>>7163557
I'm probably going to be making a new Discord account soon because of drama, but I'll be here.
Keep it touch, mister. ;)
>>7163560
That was the spiciest in the world!
>>7163461
pretty ok! i think my antidepressant is actually making a difference now that i'm taking it at the exact same time every day like i should've been doing already >_> got a bunch of stuff done today
>>7163566
rip my nigga bowie
>>7163566
powered off the souls of little girls prob'ly
>>7163564
Long duration injectable estrogen available in three European countries. Could be injected monthly. Used to be available in the US.
pls no bowie thread
I bought two king sized pillows today that are waaaay too big for my twin sized bed. I'm going to go cuddle the shit out of them and pretend they're a boy.
Night night, /mtfg/.
>>7163566
So much RIP.
>>7163571
fucc u
>>7163576
night c:
sleep tight
>>7163576
>boy
wtf
>>7163567
hnng
>>7163570
>>7163571
>>7163572
>>7163576
rip ;-;
>>7163550
Lol no worries. Hope you can get your thrift shit done soon and all the best
>>7163576
nini
my pillow game is seriously lacking
>>7163537
>tfw no thai ladyboy genes
>>7163582
i find him unattractive
lets make this a thread about yaoi
megaman x
>>7163565
Bunk beds are awesome but I'd just get lonely or mad I didn't get the top bunk.
>>7163566
He was cute. My first guy crush.
>>7163576
Why not a body pillow? I got one for 20 bucks on amazon and it's so big and comfy. It helps me feel like I'm not a forever alone hon at night.
Milkyway midnight is objectively the best candybar
Prove me wrong
>Protip: you can't
>>7163597
Never had it, to be quite honest with you famalam.
>>7163360
Tfw crush on kit (male)
>>7163568
Ah alright. Mine is cal#3645 whenever you set up a new one.
What do you look like btw? Dis me
>>7163584
>>7163594
What are your favourite songs by him?
>>7163576
Oh nvm ur going to bed. Night
>>7163606
that's not weird, that's a good plan of action desu
>>7163606
I'd link the one I bought but I'm in bed and my phone isn't logged into amazon so everything has basically gone against me
>>7163597
come on, neppy
we all know you enjoy snickers~
>>7163617
That sounds positively cosmic.
>>7163616
they're all quite different, drug classes will just have similarities between the drugs but overall they can work quite differently, it can take trial and error to find something that works for you, you should talk to your psych about it next time you see them
i'm wondering if i should go to something else though cause celexa is basically the starter weakest ssri or something
>>7163597
How do you feel about paydays?
>plan on leaving the country soon
>look nothing like my passport
How absolutely fucked am i?
Does anyone wanna cuddle :x
>don't get misgendered that often when out as a girl
>every time i show someone a picture they assume i'm cis
>everyone tells me i'm attractice
>still feel like a disgusting not passing piece of human trash all the time
does it ever get better?
>>7163605
Let's Dance, but that's from years after I developed a crush on him. It has sentimental reasons. Space Oddity is close to top. I was more into him due to his being an avid painter, and modern art buff and collector.
>>7163628
Platonically? Sure
>>7163628
yes
>>7163628
i do desu
but
i should ask someone
im just browsing the internet
>>7163628
Sexually? Sure
>>7163637
how lil is ur cute shota penis
>>7163633
Mine is African Night Flight.
>I was more into him due to his being an avid painter
Share some paintings by him you like.
https://youtu.be/YLhlSiCk0ME
im sad now wtf
>>7163641
idk that might not be the best way to put it
i know it just is the mildest, it's one a lot of psychs will start people on and it has low side effects compared to others
but yeah do that ^^
>>7163635
Ill take anything I can get
>>7163637
>>7163638
ok yay ^^
>>7163641
cuddleslut is the only good slut
>>7163640
ive posted it b4
>>7163652
i didn't judge the size desu
>>7163647
im crying wtf
>>7163639
or should I say
A snickers ;)
>>7163659
how smol
Neptune eats boogs like me for breakfast
>>7163651
I need cuddles myself
Why is it when I look at timelines, right before the lady starts HRT she often already starts looking like a girl? Some even pass.
Mean while I'm starting HRT with facial hair, chest hair, every kind of hair, pimples, short hair, a dude face. Like, am I doing it wrong?
>>7163647
https://youtu.be/XngY3vgH4s8
>>7163662
http://pastebin.com/qfDjuYk5
>>7163669
if cuddles were currency i would be fucking homeless
what kind of haircut should i get
>>7163672
I've never had cuddles.
>>7163675
skrill it!
>>7163597
Peanut butter belongs In chocolate, double chocolate is just too much chocolate, you need the salty creamy goodness to fill your mouth and balance out the sweet
>>7163669
im always up for cuddling :3
>>7163672
Same here
>>7163671
I should go to sleep
But I'm still awake
Whyyyyyy do I do this to myself
Someone kill me so I sleep plz
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DsUTW4MdtM
>>7163684
You want to spend time with Snicks.
>>7163680
me too but no one wants to
>>7163647
Dont worry senpai, we'll gain back our former glory. The class war is never over until capitalism is extinct.
>>7163645
We often discussed painting, modern art history, etc together over Andy's breakfast table. Then later, when I was no longer living with Andy, he'd stop by my studio when he was in town, and invited me to some parties he threw.
>>7163688
I want to :( come to san diego and cuddle
>>7163678
>you need the salty creamy goodness to fill your mouth
That's really lewd Faye.
>>7163686
>Because most timelines show positive-enough results
I never thought about that, fuck all the confidence I had in my transition just shattered.
When I was like 13 I was dressed up by some female friends with makeup and everything and they joked how ugly I looked as a girl.
I've got no hope as an adult, do I.
Fuck fuck fuck.
>>7163691
get a ponytail
>>7163694
I'm in Australia though ;-;
>>7163692
sertii when are we going to overthrow the ruling class and seize the means of production together
im sad and sick of waiting
when is it happening
when
>>7163697
oke good suggestion ill try tht
>>7163696
Welcome to hondom, enjoy your inevitable early suicide.
>>7163701
FUCK you
>>7163698
:( maybe one day
>>7163711
I wish I could leave, this time of year sucks! Way too hot.
>>7163696
idk what you look like so i can't say for sure, but most (if not all) the problems you listed are fixable.
you have hope.
>>7163704
>if you feel comfortable with how's it going then stay on it.
And if I don't?
Fuck, fuck, fuck. This is clearly not going to work, fuck why am I just realizing this now. Nooo, fuck.
>>7163703
get pigtails and a private school girl outfit and chew gum all the time
>>7163719
cashew and sunflower seed butter is good too
i wuv nut butter
>>7163720
wtf its not the 90s anymore
>>7163718
Don't make assumptions, dumbass, you'll fixate yourself on abstract negatives.
If you want to look cute then learn how to dress your body shape into looking neutral if too bulky, and feminine if already neutral. Surgery solves a lot of things too.
>>7163702
Im working on it comrade. The best we can do at the moment is organized struggle in the communist party. Maybe we will never see it in our lifetime. But ee must work toward it anyway.
Remember, the french revolution techically failed too, but a few hundred years later, capitalism rules the world. We lost the battle, but the war is far from over.
>>7163725
hugg comrade
>>7163726
Hugg
>tfw bruised myself a week ago, and it's still plasma leaking...
>>7163695
but so right too.
>dab of peanut butter on the left nipple.
>low melt temp chocolate on the right nipple.
>mix the two with your mouth...
>>7163704
Andy was a family friend from the early '70s. I stayed with him some of the time I was living in NYC during the late '70s and '80. He was one of my patrons who was paying for my painting and photography education.
>>7163723
you can be the one to bring it back
>>7163715
just make sure your christmas tree doesnt catch on fire :o
>>7163731
jesush christomundo
>>7163730
>tfw bruised myself a week ago, and it's still plasma leaking...
thats because you are middle aged and have lady skin
try to be more careful
>>7163715
same
I want to move to tasmania
they basically have QLD winters as their late spring/early summer days
>>7163728
hugg
how to fix man hands
>>7163719
don't ruin this
>>7163721
I often make my own cashew butter.
>>7163734
I also have CFS which fucks with wound healing.
>>7163742
i dont trust you
>>7163701
>>7163695
If you have any other ideas how to get a ton of protein in a quick accessible package that is perfect sized for your mouth I'd like to hear them
>>7163741
cut off hands
>>7163741
rubb my gt it'll make your hands small i promise
>>7163724
Yeah, but. I just. Fuck. FUCK.
I can't even find words right now.
I need to lay down I'm having a fucking panic attack holy shit.
Fuck.
>>7163745
Tuna cans :^)
>>7163744
w-why?
>>7163719
Snick snicks
>>7163750
please don't eat fish especially
overfishing is horrible
How do I stop being an awkward fucking sperg?
>>7163750
Thats just going to get your hands all dirty, I need something that's only going to make a mess of my mouth
>>7163759
start talking to people
understand what stupid shit you said and restrain yourself
>>7163745
now that your gf no longer needs you to admit to herself that she is a lesbian
when are you getting ffs and srs to look like pic related and getting yourself a boyfriend?
>>7163749
If you need help with anything then hmu whenever you find me here, I'll leave you alone for now, except if you need help right now, I guess.
>>7163762
I've been talking to people for a while now and I just got turned away from a party because they want it to be "lively, not awkward and geeky"
hey whats good its ur girl frog
>>7163761
you should put something warm in your mouth
its almost winter you know
WHICH ONE OF YOU
>>7163752
>Tasmania was the last state to legalize homosex so probs not the nicest place.
I guess you're right, they'd eat an obvious manhon like me alive
>>7163745
Clif Bars. Basically a bowl of cereal with milk in an energy bar. Before they changed their malt to barley malt I used to eat them. They are a great food to take on a hike because they are nutritionally fairly complete.
my gf is so adorkable
i wish she were awake rn and we were spending time doing stuff together
i just wanna pinch her puffy little cheeks 24/7
she sleeps too much
Does HRT make you lose weight? I have gone down two pants sizes since I started and my doctor thinks I have an eating disorder.
>>7163766
They said that to your face? Fuck
Act like everyone is literally the most amazing person in the world and so interesting, but only show it through small compliments and follow up questions on what they're talking about. Don't talk about yourself, don't interject with examples, do whatever the group is doing, if you know anything about people ask them about it, pick up on how other girls talk
Omg I love your....
(Pause)
did you just get it/where did you get it
(Wait)
it's so pretty I just love... about it
So I heard you were (doing whatever)
That sounds like a huge step! I hope you do good, I'd be so scared
-----
This stuff isn't rocket science
>>7163779
No, in fact it reduces your metabolism so if anything you gain weight if you keep eating like a man.
>>7163783
>i cant gain honestly
eat more
eat chinese food with every meal
>>7163776
this is her jam ^_^
https://togetherpangea.bandcamp.com/track/you-sleep-too-much
>>7163783
LOLFROG
>>7163774
idk about their views nowadays
>>7163769
no
but entire species of fish might :(
>>7163783
i used to not like furries but im ok with them now
>>7163788
she's taking me on another date to the movies again this sunday
cause i wanted to see dr strange
and it just came out like today i think
so last sunday she was like
well we can go to the movies again next weekend too if you wanna see that movie
;~; she's too nice to me
>>7163784
I've tried that, people get uncomfortable and conversation goes nowhere. No matter how friendly or interested I am, no matter how I balance it with non-intensity and mirroring, it doesn't work.
There's nothing disgusting about me physically.
Good morning MTFG~
>>7163799
she does work hard
she's working like 50 hours this week
>>7163804
https://youtu.be/t8EMx7Y16Vo
carol im sad
>>7163805
I'm low key glad you're there for her, she was like so stressed out before, and having someone stable must be really good for her
>>7163804
Good Morning :D
>>7163805
she's an important transexual
>>7163796
i love going to the movies
if there were any theatres in walking distance i'd probably be going every weekend
have fun ^^
>>7163814
maybe
i thought that was a different video
>>7163807
>someone stable
l-lol i mean
but yeah we have similar interests in what we want out of a relationship
and even though i don't feel like i'm doing enough rn for her she seems to think i'm doing more than enough, so idk
>>7163812
she's an important transexual with the dorkiest cutest smile
>>7163813
she's taking me to the mall, i think we're gonna get bubble tea before the movie this time too
everything is close when you have a car
>>7163801
I have no idea what kind of a diet i should even be eating
>>7163805
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MX7MbG6MiQs
>>7163817
Hugg Lorn
>>7163821
huggu
>Feeling good, more hopeful than usual.
>Get in bed.
>Suddenly start stressing and crying and hating myself.
Haha, cool.
>>7163825
Whats upset you?
>>7163804
Morn
>>7163818
As in there for her not thinking about moving across the country or w/e
>>7163827
i don't want to talk about the real reason but let's say its because of capitalism
>>7163799
you are at the army tranny training center thing in the hall and this guy opens the door and walks over to the drinking fountain next to you and strikes up a conversation with you
what do u do
>>7163826
yeah the universe doesn't always like letting you end on a positive note ;_;
>>7163832
well i didn't really have anything going for me in ny either
plus i wanted to try in-n-out
>>7163840
how are you?
>>7163840
no i mean there's a real/major reason im upset but theres also the constant looming sadness caused by capitalism
>>7163843
im pretty okay
Hows you? :3
Is there really a chance that transitioning is completely impossible? I'm 22.
>>7163846
hot and bored as well as feeling pretty average.
>>7163844
Oh...
:/
Hugg
>>7163851
huggu
>>7163850
i wish it was hot here
its a cold morning ;w;
>>7163844
Capitalism makes me happy cuz I got shekels
>>7163842
>try in n out
I'm Literally crying rn
So was bitching about my mom trying to make me meet a comedian. Turned out it wasn't who she even showed me or told me look up, it was this almost super famous girl(give her a year she'll be on major networks when transgender girls are there will be like 4 marketed by a huge network including her she says). They're actually funny. Her names Jaye in her 30s. Not the transvestite comedian age 50 something my mom had suggested and bugged me and showed me to meet in person. Wasn't even her.
I hit it off and we realized that we're both super edge kids. Then I did a bit for open mic and had 3 people tell me it was "terrific" , "that was terrifying", "I didn't ask for a soul rip".
I did my normal ranting, a government bit, an edge rap, lsd bit.
I have a meeting with cis girls to make beats soon.
The killed my tooth in the hospital by "cranking" it said my dentist, assuming I was in a "car accident" and I told him "really it wasn't a drug OD" and he was like "...I wasn't...." and I'm like "everyone was it's fine. It was a sodium thing. Maybe drugs contributed but yeah... Idk if i wanna share more" but he was like "oh was is transgender hormone therapy?" and i was like "did my mom or my dad spill it". And he said "your dad" and I said "awkwardly?" and he said "yes but it not awkward my son is trans" and I was like ":o :o"
So that's my story. Now I have probably missed so much sleep and stuff that I'm hallucinating. Or I'm just insane. Whispers, weird beeps and mews and grrrrss and other like microwave and stuff noises. Parents clearing throats. Cops sirens. The shower. A squirrel hiss....the harmonica I was KILLING IT OVER at open mic.. (neve preformed, but extremely practiced, all memorized)
So that's my story of the night . Maybe I should really do comedy and rap and poetry and ranting variety as a job until I recover.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Rq0ojaAIkCw
>>7163855
everyone always talks about it
i still haven't tried it yet, cordi thinks it's overrated
>>7163855
are you saying you want someone to give you in n out?
>>7163853
I like the cold.
Why don't you come live in Australia and I'll go live in the United Sultanate of Great Britbongistan?
>>7163859
sleep snug smug
>>7163841
I had a really bad yesterday, bad enough to make today bad too. I thought picking a name and chatting with people would cheer me up enough to end it on a decent mood.
But.
:((((((((
I don't think this is going to work.
>>7163848
Doubtful. Depends if you respond well to HRT. Most do into their young 30s or late 20s. Sucks to be trapped up that long, but it can work yeah.
Does anyone else get salt cravings here?
Cordi and Kiwi make a cute couple ^^
>>7163861
yeee
then you can suffer the rain and freezing ;w;
>>7163858
Thanks for another pointless fake story
I have not been here in awhile =p how r u mtfg? I'm going to visit chara in the hospital on saturday she's lonely
Hi girls,
I feel manlier than ever that means it's time to do my eyebrows.
>>7163873
She should be.
>>7163873
Bring her candy!
>>7163867
yes
but they're the worst because it's immediately followed by some sort of sugar craving
>>7163863
why don't you think it's gonna work??
when i'm in bed i end up knockin around a lot of thoughts, often they get pulled into a dark corner of pessimism.
it's hard to find hope, but if you found it earlier you can find it again
>>7163873
Hi, im new and good :D how are you?
>>7163862
>>7163868
I have no problem with that.
I may be like a 7th generation Australian but damned if I can get over the bloody heat.
>>7163880
she
is
so
adorable
omg
sleep comfy, /k/ordi
>>7163880
sleep comfy, /k/ordi
sleep comfy, kiwi
>>7163880
sleep comfy, /k/ordi
This is an important question and I need good answers.
If I am on a caloric deficit for the first 3 or so months of HRT, will this permanently impede breast growth?
>>7163883
sleep comfy carol
>>7163884
sleep comfy anon
>>7163886
sleep comfy anon
>>7163875
I will bring her some hamster chow =p
>voting democrats
>literally voting for satanists
>>7163859
Uhm welllllll, it's better then McDonald's but faster then habit burger, habit burger wins hands down imo
You could get the animal style (thousand island dressing and onion) fries there tho, that's a thing only in and out does
>>7163887
I don't think there's a simple, clear answer to this. I personally doubt it would.
>>7163890
>participating in bourgeois elections
>>7163877
I think the hope I found was fake, a knee jerk reaction to the worst month of my life.
But, I'm seeing through it again. I'm still just huge ugly man with zero friends. All that's changed is I have some pills coming in the mail that will ruin what's left of my life.
Fuck...
>>7163890
>voting
>>7163872
I don't like asking how to prove things to faggots so instead I'll just post my edge lord poetry.
I'm so far out of focus / my mind twists, bends light / fight or flight / into hopelessness
Self-punishing behaviors / kissing scars on my leg with the lips of a razor /Never did believe in saviors / false hopes / I'm at war and all my thoughts are all traitors. /
Like what more should I take away? / sex, love, the fucking sun / now I'm drowning in this loneliness /
My soul hates this reflection / body withers skipping meals and I've lost all direction /
Heart racing / pacing back and forth like a jungle cat / stress rash / brain zaps / (*mirror smash sound*) Steady tryna hide a mask.
I broil in my own head /... / rip currents in my soul tear my thoughts to shreds / heart on lockdown self made prisons / play judge and jury and I'm twice convicted / MASO-KISS-TICK / contradiction / scared I'll never find the answers / truth admitted / twice committed / can't rehabilitate these failures.
Fuck this life.
My words taste like an oil slick / a soft dick / fuck this / steady bite my upper lip!!
My own thoughts lie to me sometimes / fatal crimes / paranoia like I'm hypnotized.
Suicidal heart already thinks it's hit a flat line / you'd have to crack my skull apart to break this paradigm /
**
As for my dentist part I'm not even going to dignify that. He followed up "I have to just keep the name on your bottle for antibiotics" and I was like "yeah but the fact you're understanding is great". One of his technicans is FTM.
Anyone think my rap is dope or is 4chan going to be gay about it like this Michael kid I'm responding to.
>>7163890
You literally made me go read this
>crazy woman messages brother of campaign manager
>brother fwd it to podesta
>no response
I mean really am I supposed to be outraged by what people that know people that know Hillary may or may not have done?
>>7163894
im kinda freaking out about this desu
>>7163887
Ejaculate- uhm. My phone auto corrected what to Ejaculate.
What do you mean by that? I'm just starting now what should I be doing.
Why are women who don't use heroin always so lame to me?
all the music i like recently is so depressing, nothing happy, rly killing my mood, especially late at night when im not distracting myself :/
>>7163903
caloric deficit = eating less calories than your body consumes
I am asking how this would affect breast growth if I do it before the buds appear
>>7163908
I do this, I do this a lot because I'm trying to lose weight. Should I stop that?
I am looking forward to an orderly election next week, which will eliminate the need for a violent blood bath.
>>7163909
I don't know, that's why I am asking a question and not making a statement
>>7163911
Trump or civil war
>>7163906
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qwrXeE8yh60
Since the hospital this is all listen to. And I play the Yawhg online with autistic 13 year olds now. It's really fun and I try hard to not swear. Then it ends and right back to smoking weed and blasting this like I'm back in 10th grade riding trains (or pretending to but really just being homeless and batshit).
I love this kid. I only met him once. He didn't give a fuck about me or anything Hahah maybe be might now..
Kid is Emma goldman smart.
>>7163912
Yeah but if it's a possibility then I probably should right?
I don't want to be fat tho
>>7163919
me neither, that's why it's better to try to find out the truth
>>7163922
Wtf, what if I can't be skinny but also have mega milks
>>7163923
wtf
>>7163926
I have to sleep now but I hope you get an answer because breast development is super important to me
On break, not in bra and its so evident i have breasts, plus they fucking hurt
>>7163929
ye same
>>7163930
why are you so retarded about being "boymode" at work
you got called sweetie, you get called kiki by the girls there and your boss told you to use the girls toilet
>tfw as soon as you post in a trap thread it dies
>>7163930
Kayla just go full time I saw your boobs and almost got a lesbian Transgirl boner. Stop using your morning to confuse our sexuality and just come out as transgender already.
>>7163935
Facial hair dum dum
>>7163938
which is all blonde and your natural voice is girl now so like
they see you as a girl
>>7163937
I have to admit my boobs are rockin
>>7163937
Every so often, Sarah posts criminally funny posts and they're almost always directed at Kayla.
When will sempai notice Sarah??? Because her behavior shows no signs of slowing. When will these two kiss?
>>7163942
Dont you ever post thst picture at me.
>>7163905
What does this possibly refer to? (I know actually what you mean, but I do avoid drug users of that despair level).
>>7163900
really because
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3EsJLNGVJ7E
Not to be rude but does anyone have any idea why all the older trans mtf are kinda creepy, even if they pass?
>>7163948
its a mere coincidence
http://fashionista.com/2013/01/50-years-of-inaugural-fashion-what-the-first-ladies-wore-and-why#9
>>7163949
Smarter or just older and more life weathered than high-school kids at home. Some are broken tho.
>>7163949
all those years of dysphoria have to mess with you
>>7163949
Same reason we're afraid of corpses or graveyards or that men are afraid of us or that people are afraid of the mentally ill.
>>7163948
>>7163950
what did they mean by this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVw_mPvYcDM
>>7163949
>tfw older trans mtf
>>7163951
Nah, but I get why you're saying it I almost said similar.
>>7163949
Look we all have a personality disorder mostly because of this. If that stuff goes untreated that long, it persists. Some get touchy, some tell themselves it's okay, or even "femininity" to shoulder touch etc. Some end up like fixation with beliefs that no one else can tell them isn't healthy because they're just too old for meme parents, or social workers at school etc.
They have also much higher independecy level, which allows freedom and by extension abuse of such freedoms around others. At school, cops literally care. At a bar, or literally anywhere that isn't a kid place, it's going to be just sketchy and no one is watching. So behavior manifests.
Many of us are broken. Most of us are in some way, it's just about not letting THAT part destroy you. Doesn't mean we're not degenerates or that we're well, or doing anything but staying a knife from our wrists or swallowing shit chemically to survive in any way you can apply that sentence.
The real world destroys you after safety ends.
If you let it.
And the old people didn't really have a choice to stop it usually. Even if they did want to end it. The best they did is end up like neo from matrix. Total Transgirl.
>>7163961
To follow up, most adults in general are terrifying. Most humans are.
>>7163963
Most humans are terrifying to you? I mean I've realized you're not that sane from other posts, but why?
>sit down with breakfast before hopping on train
>mtfg is dead
wew
>>7163977
What time is it in Yurop?
>>7163978
10:55
i guess these are the worst times because americans are sleeping and europeans are working or at uni
>>7163963
My theory is that over time stuff breaks, and that's just how it goes and doesn't stop until the major major problems start, and either kill you or almost do. Medical especially.
Also, it amazes me how many people think transgender are similar lgb people, and how many thinks we're all similar in general. We're all nothing alike. Like different species each.
>>7163980
Wish it wasn't so dead during Aussie hours
>>7163986
i like the memes desu
>an australian
>>7163970
Lived in the slums, homeless, been to a bunch of states and few countries and festivals. I think most mask a lot of their true nature and this is scary to me because if they're hiding it, usually, it's broken. Often, it's a weapon they're hiding or a manipulative tool.
Some people are great for me.
Pokemon and house cat Austic-ish too.
>>7163989
>An Australian enters the thread
I miss that anon.
I read emily is most edge and so is Sarah. I want to read emily poem I read edge lord by sarah already.
>australia
this is cute
also goodnight (my sleep schedule is so bad)
>>7163991
tomoko is always especially qt when she has her hair in a ponytail
How do i become the cutest trip here :3
>>7163999
you already are babe B)
we tried ; __ ;
>>7163999
it's objectively impossible unless you somehow manage to make maeve leave
>>7163999
be cuter than me somehow B)
>>7163993
That's not the title?? It.... Doesn't have one.
>>7163994
Cum puke? Ty I love early morning boner
Sass taught me that.
>>7163998
I shit post too but differently. Plus my edginess is hardcore punk rock \m/
How am I THAT much edgier than anyone. It's like train autism, for edge.
>Sarah is a sweet girl
>>7164006
Excuse me but I'm the cutest here
>>7164009
do u want me to post pics
>>7164001
:3
>>7164002
>>7164006
Im coming for your spots, even if it means posting a selfie..
>>7164005
but she said I was already :3
Who is this new thread queen sertii
>been here a month
>on HRT a month
>my opinions matter.
Holy cow. Does she micro mod too?
>>7164002
>Tomoko ponytail is a so cute.
if she wore it as a ponytail all the time more ppl would talk to her I bet
d-does she get any better in the mango?
>>7164017
no this is the only board I go on atm, i used to browse /vg/ but i stopped
>>7164018
A little.
>>7164007
what i don't understand is that even though you admit to being edgy, i can't help but cringe at how edgy your posts are.
Unless your posts are made with a next-level meta irony a pleb like me could never comprehend
>>7164013
i suppose we could call it a tie
>>7164014
idk senpai I just post here because I like pretty much everyone. I don't think much of myself and neither should you, if you think my posts are lame or cringey you can always filter me . I'm hardly a thread queen as well.
do you guys like my kitty?
Sarah is not edgier than this anon.
Emily is a cute.
Maeve is a cute
Isla is a cute.
Haru is a cute.
>>7164014
I don't know who either, but talks like a hon.
>>7164007
This one is a broken fruit.
>>7163994
A cute.
>>7164027
did it eat Maeve
>>7164021
I'm gonna try my best and one day I'll be the cutest, i know it!
>>7164025
o-only a tie?
>>7164028
>>7164027
LOOK AT HIS CUTE STUPID SAUCER EYES AND POOFY FUR AND CHUBBY CHEEKS
gdo make kit stop the fucking nightmares fuck
>>7164029
yes
>>7164028
>talks like a hon
what did she mean by this?
>>7164032
you should be honored desu
>>7164028
You know I hate lies, right anon?
I saw her fucking head go
it was like squashing an insect
jesus christ
what is wrong with me
>>7164034
>>7164038
>honored
I guess a tie for first is alright for now, im gonna keep fighting for first tho..
the fucking screams
god it's like they're sitll fucking here
what is wrong with my head
>>7164042
That's the weirdest kitty I've ever seen
>>7164050
Is there anyway I can change my genetics, for example by sitting on a microwave?
>>7164028
>Haru is a cute.
>>7164053
no.
>>7164053
huh i hadn't thought of that..
do you want to try it and post results?
>>7164052
I want to lay my head on its stomach
>>7164051
I get nightmares
every single night
there was this kid
he kept trying to get away by hiding, he ended up hunched over in the fireplace
some THING kept tearing off his hands right in front of him
then they'd grow back
then it'd happen again
it happened at least a dozen times
his mother tried to crawl through the bathroom window to escape
but then it shrunk and she was dragged back inside and her upper body and head was crushed like a plastic bottle
there were people getting fucking spears through their heads
god I can't get it out of my head
this hs ben going on since i was a tiny kid
i don't remember any of my birthdays, yet i can remember the first dream i ever had as a tiny kid and it was of me being mauled to death by a gorilla
always
always
nightmares
Hmm... i kinda like being called kiki
>>7163961
wow that's so sad. Its really upsetting that is a reality