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**TRIGGER WARNING**
This thread is about rape and sexual assault. Do not read on if these things trigger you.
Is anyone here gay/trans/whatever because they were raped or suffered some kind of sexual trauma? How old were you? How do you feel about your orientation, knowing what caused it?
I was raped when I was 19 and now I'm a lesbian/basically asexual. I feel like I had my sexuality, and my ideal life along with it, stolen from me. I love my girlfriend because she's a great person and she treats me amazingly well, but I still have a sense of loss because I'll never have a husband and a family. I'm not even really attracted to her, or anyone. I just don't want to be alone.
Can anyone here relate at all?
Or just talk about anything you need to get off your chest, I guess.
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>>7141738
Very unlikely. I could conceivably have something deeply repressed, I do find sex vicious, repulsive and unbelievably dirty, but it's all from mundane, refined subtle forms of abuse, spread out very generously over regular instalments throughout my youth.
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>namefag
>trigger warning
literally kill yourself faggot
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>>7141927
Sorry, I don't usually post on this board and I don't really know the etiquette.
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>trigger warning
Doyouknowwhereyouare.png
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>>7141943
I didn't wanna trigger someone. It costs nothing and could stop someone's night from being ruined or worse. Srry for breaking board customs
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>>7141955
It costs everyone else time reading your shitty post.
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This better be bait senpai
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>>7141738
I was molested in a change room when I was a kid and it definitely affected my sexuality.
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I guess technically I was molested by a neighbor when I was 14. Being brought up Catholic I was told that homosex meant damnation in hell so never thought of pursuing homosex.
But when it happened I said to myself "holy shit. that was fun" and became more open to homosex.
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>>7141738
Jfc nobody cares if theres a trigger warning. Grow up.
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>>7141942
the etiquette is everything tumblr is made up
thats all you need to know
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I am triggered by trigger warnings. Please do not post them at all. Thank you.
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rape isn't real
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>>7146564
Triggered fag
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taken advantaged of, molested and abused quite regularly over the period of 5 years (from 11-16) by a close male friend who blackmailed me basically into putting up with it for so long, so i feel that definitely had an affect on me and now im a lesbian i suppose and quite sex repulsed desu i feel like im letting people down when im looking to date bc i always feel guilty/failing in not liking guys and that will always be something that cant be matched so i feel like im manipulating/lying to girls i date bc i may not like them like they want me to (ie like you OP, i like the company/not being lonely) like lol ive tried dating guys all end Bad and like, in my experience guys r better in theory than reality lol
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