did finally going on hrt really make you happier or is the ''just

>>7106462
>Schpill

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>>7106462
>schpill

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>>7106462
It did. Just go on fucking HRT, being a man is hell anyways.

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>>7106545
sleep tight reap tight

Comparatively, yes.
It was like having clinical depression my entire life and then waking up to find it just stopped one day and you felt normal. Its kind of jarring and still is.
I'm scared how I'm going to function without being depressed all the time seeing as I've worked around it for so long.

>>7106579
>scared of being happy

As someone who has struggled with mental illness, that's pretty normal, don't worry, it'll go away.

>>7106579
Yes I'm terrified of what to feel being happy without this weight on me.

Yes. I mean, I still feel like shit but it doesn't tend to get as bad and there are more happy moments, and I have fewer reasons to feel bad (no more staying up at night writhing and crying because I know I'm going to wake up more of a man and I'm not able to do anything about it). I feel happier in general, more comfortable with myself, much less anxious. My sex drive has changed so I want sex much less but when I do I actually want it rather than just desperately needing to cum.

Partly it's the direct mental effects, partly it's how I feel about the physical changes, and partly it's just the knowledge of being on it. The first time I took it I was overwhelmingly joyous for hours.

The idea that you'll instantly know whether you're trans or not once you get on HRT is a meme, but it definitely gives you a lot of information. I was still kind of in denial up until that point even though I really shouldn't have been.

Also, in some ways it's made my dysphoria worse, because now that I'm actually making progress and I have even less doubt I have to pay attention to my body rather than being able to just drift and ignore it. It's still way better overall though.

>>7106579
>I'm scared how I'm going to function without being depressed all the time seeing as I've worked around it for so long.

this tbqhalgbtq+

>>7106682
This is pretty much entirely how I feel.