So.. What is going on with me? im feeling a bit dirty I wanna

You need a lesson in using paragraphs before becoming anyone's slave.

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>>7080838
MFW

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>>7080838
Me too would like to partake in such activities

>>7080838
Did hrt fuck up your sexuality too? I was into weird stuff before but it definitely got worse. I crave all the abuses i used to fantasize about inflicting on women. Every night i cry because i wasnt useful to anybody i loved. I crave abuse and love. I desperately need somebody to hatefully throatfuck me and hold me after.

I hate this. Im not saying my old sexuality was healthy but i understood it was only fantasies. This stuff is weird, i know ill eventually follow through.

>>7081157
I havent done hrt, yet. Im still thinking about transitioning. Will my feelings for cock increase? Im not 100% sure i am trans, even tho it kinda feels like it.
Its really hard for me to understand what i am. I thought i was biseksual. But it seems all the things i wanna do to women is just the way i want to be treated myself? I dont understand why its like this.
I am very sad, dont know what to do, i have a therapist and a psychologist. But i dont know what i should talk with them about. How can they help me?
And how do i know if im trans? I have been thinking about it for a looong time now, and i just want it to end. I want to be free and live, without fear.

I get a hard on from reading this btw
Could this be bcause i want to dominate a woman?
Or because i want to be dominated as a woman?
How do i find out?
I dont know my sexuality, i thought i was Bi but i dont know anymore.

>>7081251
Are you comfortable looking male? If i a button would make you female would you hit it? And its very likrly your sexuslity will vhange. Its weird so few of us complain about it, it's the cruelest side effect of the meds.

>>7081396
How exactly does someones sexuality change because of meds? Like what happens?
Will my sexuality change or just increase or decrease in some way?
I would prefer to be male because there is more power as a male than female.
I dont want to be a submissive sissy.. i really dont.. Who wants to be that? I dont get it. Whats so good about it.
But its probably going to happen. What can i do.

>>7080838
Reading this got my u s e l e s s girldick hard o.o

>>7081427
In my (probably BS) opinion, the sexuality "changes" are more from repression- like, if you start transitioning, it's much easier to accept that you like men (MTF) or women (FTM), especially if you had any hangups on sexuality (apparent or not) before transitioning.

What's going on with you? Well, my darling dear, you are finally coming to the realization of where you belong (underneath a big man's cock). You're nothing really, just a pathetic cock sleeve who intentionally wants to be emotionally manipulated. How low can you get? You're worse than a cheap whore. I'd probably kick your ass if I saw you in person, show you what a REAL man is made of. You'd still suck me off right after anyway, wouldn't you, slut? You're that desperate. An effeminate faggot who needs to be put in place.

>>7081427
Estrogen is a hormone
Hormones pass through the blood brain barrier
thus hormones have an effect on how you think. If you need more proof, see: PMS

Part of it is repression as well although some mtfs have turned lez despite being attracted to guys before hrt. Everybody is different.

Personally I love hearing what my boyfriend is going to do to me next time we visit. Like just grabbing the back of my head and pulling my hair while holding my wrists down, and just getting pounded further and deeper into the bed while he's violating my mouth or biting me all over~
But I'm lustful when it comes to him so whatever.

>>7081666
satan?

>>7084869
fundamentally wrong

>>7080838
You sound like a thirsty highschool girl with daddy issues. I got you something, OP.

Browse tindr for a lil bit, masturbate to some hardcore rape porn, get some sleep

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>>7085251
Where do i find good rape porn that is hardcore enough for me?

I want it so bad. I just woke up and my cock is so hard. I want to give my master everything he wants. I want him to train me. I want to pleasure him with deepthroats every morning, or whenever he fucking wants. And it wont be some regurlar deepthroat. It will be the damn best deepthroat he will ever have everytime. My lips will lubricate his cock everyday. My mouth is a hole too isnt it? SO FUCK IT.
I also want a chain around my neck, which can be strenghten so you can choke me easily, whenever you want. I feel like that would be important to teach me lessons and discipline. I really want to be choked alot, it gets me so hard, its all i wanna do.
I want to be a slave with no freedom, with no hope in her eyes, with nothing but a big dominant cock over me. I want you to show me who is in charge. I also want you to take 100% control of me forcefully. I want you to plan ahead what u want to do to me. I want you to make a shedule, with all the torture i have to go thru during that day. You will be deciding everything. And i will only complain if its too dangerous of course.

Back to your cock. I will pleasure it as fucking often as you want. I will go as deep as you want. Everytime. There will be no excuses. I will deepthroat that cock so much that i will get used to it. I even want a dildo strapped in my mouth when im not sucking you off. I wanna be your cum slave. I want you to rape me daily. My lips and tongue will be yours as you please. I want you to train me to deepthroat your cock perfectly and make you cum inside of my throat. Everytime. It has to be trained. It has to be a routine. And it has to happen atleast twice a day. I want to suffer with your cock in my throat. Please choke me all the time. I want to be taught.

When and how the hell am i going to find my bigdaddy out there? I havent even started transitioning.

>>7084869
lesbian could be fun but i hope my mouth will be serving a males cock.
didnt know taking hormones would be such a big thing

Aww man i just wanna get raped right now. By someone who really wants it too and doesnt hold back. Too bad im short haired, but i guess there is more discipline to be taught then.

My god, i cant wait to deepthroat my first cock. Omg. I will lubricate that cock all day all night. I will do anything to it with my mouth lips and tongue. I want him to cum so hard, everytime. Please someone train me.