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bosconian edition

• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• hugg elann
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• nim ily
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>tfw not no positivity edition
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2nd for kms I'll never pass
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i wish i had mroe money than i have
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>>7058774
I agree with this sentiment
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goodnight

come join me in my pillow fort for night night
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>>7058772
Yeeee
>>7058774
Whoops 4got trip
>>7058776
Same desu
>>7058779
Reject positive comments. Body negativity movement when?!?!?
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>>7058780
ok are we still watching finding nemo
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>>7058776
Same anon, wish I could
>>7058778
Same Maeve, I can't get a job ;^;
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>>7058780
ill b good girl and get in pillow fort
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>tfw remembering cringey things you did years ago
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>tfw big precum soaked penis to suck
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Thread theme desu.
https://fatherfiguretx.bandcamp.com/album/jumping-off-a-building
>>7058790
>ywn ktf
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>>7058781
Yes yes
Hide positivity threads
Ignore positivity posts
Do not reply to positivity posters
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>>7058780
nini nimmu
>>7058784
i landed a job in the summer but quit because i'm an anxious pussy who can't function in the real world
sucks too because by the end i would've made like thirteen hundred dollars :sob:
>>7058788
every night desu
learn from your cringey mistakes though
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>>7058788

tell us what happened
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>>7058791
no it's this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=McCn-FE9Oqc
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>>7058792

Emily is a cute princess
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anyone wanna adopt a thicc girl as a neet housewife? im really good at cooking
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>>7058793
Ree
I wish I could get a job so badly
I want moneys ;__;
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No way aliens are real, between Fermi's paradox and the actual impossibility of trans galactic travel, the only logcal concluaion is either we are the first or we are the last.

But if you're like proselytizing some George Clinton - parliament -funkadelic -sun Ra music i'm down with that and I say let the invasion begin.

>>7058778
Mo money mo problems
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>>7058663
>Clean it up, new picture grasping something
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>>7058798
Stop lying anon
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>>7058807
Is that some of them white girl freaky deaky sex toys?
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>>7058808
anons tellin' th' truth!
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>>7058807
should have grabbed a dildo for the memes
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>>7058809
no bully pls

>>7058813
wtf i dont have a dildo
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>>7058811
Everyone is liar
Liars the lot of you

>>7058805
What about the Clintons?
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>>7058805
>trans galactic travel
Are aliens trans?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCQsx2QMN68
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>>7058822
wtf
lewd squiddie
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Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.
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>>7058830
<3 red
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Red Pill me on
Faye
Spookychan "Sarah"
Snickermobile
Lauren
!Joan.pie2A
Ember
nim
elanna
Jin
Arika
Isla / Cody
Maeve
Sertii
Pookie
plebian
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Tfw you want to die everyday :)
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>>7058791
ayy that's pretty decent music
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>>7058824
wtf i hate splatoon now
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>>7058835
Red pill me on Emily
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bluepill me on lauren
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>>7058836
iktf
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>>7058805
>conflating aliens with UFOs
All your arguments only apply to the latter. Aliens are out there somewhere be it bugs on Mars, squid on Europa or advanced civilizations in the Andromeda Galaxy
Oh and technically intergalactic travel isn't impossible it's just a one way thing. You see if you somehow make a rocket that could reach near the speed of light (on the fringe of theoretically feasible) then time dilation would cause the trillion year trip to only appear to take a couple of months for the occupants of the spacecraft. Either that or just go slow and freeze yourself till it's done. Either way the bug problem is that your civilization would be unrecognizeable when you returned if it's even still there.
>Sun Ra
Patrician taste.
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>>7058840
pretty princess
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green pill me on anon
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>>7058842
i don't really know what the pill colours mean but lauren is nice
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>>7058847
anonare halfp peanut
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>>7058849
bluepill is estrogen
redpill is spiro
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>>7058856
i stopped taking my red pills
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>>7058849
The blue pills are the best pills.
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>>7058845
Stop it anon ;_;
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>>7058858
>not taking the red pill
lmfao you must have no balls.
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oh my gosh I'm super nervous about this weekend so many things happening =_=
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>>7058862
So cute~
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>>7058792
ALL POSITIVITY IS HUGBOXING
>>7058797
m-muh negativity
>>7058837
ikr????
>>7058835
>plebian
never passing hon
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>>7058863
true =(
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>>7058870
I mean - hi korra, what's going on this weekend??
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>>7058871
I'm notttt

>>7058877
^
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>>7058879
if a testicle transplant surgery is invented I will donate you mine if they are still functional
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>>7058870
omg korra is back, i was saying a few days ago that I missed you because it sucks being the only black trip left.
Why did you go to femgen?
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can you do orchi with a pistol?
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>>7058816
Sowwy :(

>>7058817
Confusing white Clintons for George Clinton.

>>7058821
There's no aliens.

>>7058844
U know what i meant. :3

I'll succ you and become ur sex slave if you give me unequivocal proof of alien life.

>>7058833
Red a racist = trash

>>7058856
Bluepill is spiro tho.
Pinkpill is estrogen
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Tfw I just watched Magic Mike and popped a half chub
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>>7058891
sure, if all you're trying to do is kill the balls a lot of things will work

>>7058885
it's ok, i'll just get testosteron patches or gel
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>>7058870
I want to know what up this weekend!
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>>7058835
>faye
cool nice to me and pretty
>sarah
weird but seems to have cool interests!!!
>snicker
ow god ;)
>lauren
my gf
no she makes me laugh a lot tho she gets me
>Joan
I forget
>ember
bad character 3 defense usually isn't good
>nim
my actual gf
big qt, is funny, and SHY
>elanna
most respectable tranny here gives good advice and ROLEMODEL
>jin
idk
>arika
idk
>isla
helps me out a LOTTT and I wanna go visit her soon to hug her
oh and she's aap so she's #1 in my book
>maeve
cool nice girl who has similar hair to me!!!
>sertii
idk
>pookie
diapers
>pleb
really good taste in music, wish she wouldn't get so down about herself, but she's sweet and used to talk to frog a lot so we would talk some!! she's great
>>7058870
i thot u lefft
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>>7058799
Can you be a NEET housewife? I thought that being a housewife counted as a job.
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>>7058895
Hillary and Bill are reptilians
You can tell especially with Bill cuz he looks like he's dying and thus his human suit is getting bad
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>>7058896
FUCK OFF ANGIE
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>>7058881
hi anon what's up? and lots of stuff, bday party tomorrow with a lot of my friends I'm not used to being the center of attention in public places so that'll be stepping way out of my comfort zone but I've never had a bday party so I figured it's something pass due

on Sunday my mom wants to try and repair our (lack) of a relationship and she's taking me out to eat at a restaurant and baking me a birthday cake. idk what prompted her to offer this out of nowhere considering she threw me out of her house and disowned me but whatever I guess I'll try and be the bigger person and let bygone be bygones

on Monday (the actual day of my bday) my boyfriend wants to do something special just the two of us so idk what he has planned

im not used to having so many things to do but hey at least I got the weekend off work usually I have to work 6 days a week

>>7058888
lol I don't even post on femgen it's dead most of the time I just don't post on lgbt at all besides passgen

>>7058904
just read the above it's too much to type :(

>>7058905
im bored today so I'm visiting for a little while but yeah I still consider myself gone mtfg is AIDs 99% of the time and really catty and negative. I'm alot happier irl not coming here regularly
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>>7058911
I don't listen to alex jones, sowwy :3
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>>7058905
I am really glad that I help you though ;w;
and number 1 woah
thats like
a really good number
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>>7058901
do they not even give injections even for t in canada?
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>>7058914
But why brah?
What did I do?
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>>7058888
Now the two of you just have to get the other one back
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What's the latest tier list looking like?
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>>7058924
sorry
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>>7058919
Don't bully mr Jones, a notorious Armenian Genocide denier attacked him named Cenk Uygur
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nth for trying to forget everything
>>7058835
red pill me on anon
>>7058769
Fug yes Bosconian. loved that game
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>>7058914
I know why you're mad at me anon.
I was the nigga that took your timbs the other day
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>>7058926
Damn that's from like 2013
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>>7058926
kayla looked way different O_o
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>>7058932
idgi
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>>7058922
injections aren't great for steady low doses
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>>7058895
On the more serious side of the search I think the closest we got was the inconclusive Viking experiments of 1976 on Mars. On the tinfoil side there have been a fair few mysterious military radar traces. But hey, radar can malfunction.
>>7058925
We will try.
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lmfao who posted my face to some random mario maker thread on /v/
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>>7058937
different person
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>>7058926
Weird how Amy in the night is Amy Victoria

>>7058941
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=G6DoUb8dcqg
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>>7058916
Pls come back to /mtfg/
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>>7058950
okay that makes sense
it just looked like a kayla angle so wasn't sure
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>>7058948
Will you play my Mario Maker levels?
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>>7058926
Holy shit I'm newer than I thought. I recognize only 3 and have 2 filtered. I cannot wait for HRT to grow me out just a bit faster so I can feel confident enough to present. Let alone "pass" (my life is a meme).

These are considerably further in transition than most kids here. It's rough to see this, because i know they're mostly younger than me and always will be. :l fuck my life.
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>>7058948
gm
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>>7058958
i dont have mario maker anon
>>7058960
gmmmm lauren
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>>7058962
Then why are you posting in Mario Maker threads, bad girl.
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>>7058969
i was browsing /v/ and i saw the post ;=;
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>>7058948
Cute pic
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>>7058948
wtf
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Faye what did you do to get your mega milks? I don't wanna be doomed to conetits.
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>>7058916
:)
>>7058921
<3
>>7058926
i love amelia!!!
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>>7058926
Has Edie had FFS?
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>>7058952
I really don't want to. It's too toxic and really fucks with my sense of self perception irl. Since I stopped coming my confidence is a lot higher and I smile more too. I don't really have a reason to come back.

>>7058959
I started hrt at 26 things are turning out decent for me. dont give up hope you can make it
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>>7058985
nope
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This fucking kid looks too much like me man. I thought it was me and burst out crying like I was 14. Life is a bitch. And then you die. That's what we get high. Cuz you never know when you're gonna go
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>>7058985
No
Just lucky genes and tons of makeup
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>>7058984
<3
heart
<3
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Is it even worth it outing yourself to a sibling you love before the effects of hrt are disgustingly obvious? I told myself I'd tell her at the 6 month mark but the first 4 1/2 were pretty low dose. The only big things I got out of it was erectile dysfunction and breast growth. My boyfriend swears my skin is softer and comparatively to his it is but it doesn't look it.

She's 14 years old but smart and clever and fun and for years when I'm talking to her I forget she's just a child until she mentions an insecurity she has that's so typical of kids her age.

I'm thinking of just putting it off more. "This year" maybe.
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>>7058835
>faye
she actually has brown hair WOW
>sarah
likes nazis
>snickerdoodle
looks same hairstyle as yume
>lauren
idk
>joan.pie
i think i talked to her on skype, seems cool
>ember
brawlhalla character
>nim
cute
>elanna
smart n nerdy
>jin
idk
>arika
idk
>isla
pretty chill from my limited experience
pretty funny when drunk
>maeve
idk
>sertii
idk
>pookie
honestly i've turned her into a really silly kid and she's so babyish
but no she doesn't like diapers
she's across the room
>plebian
she's cool, passionate about music and skating.
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>>7058985
I think your stupidity is what ran off the other nig trips
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>>7058926
>mfw I'm so old some of these are too new for me to recognize
feels autistic desu

>>7058936
My guess is late 2014 or early 2015
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>>7058926
That pic makes me want to kill myself
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>>7058994
>pretty funny when drunk
also best time to face fuck
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hi
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>>7058998
FFS did you good desu

>>7059002
Hi
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>>7058994
<3
am funny when runk tho
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>>7058994
i do
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>>7058992
I don't know if it's worth it, but given that I haven't told my own sister after about a year and a half (there's no way she isn't aware that I have some kind of gender issue, we just haven't talked about it), so I'd be a hypocrite to tell you what to do.
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I'm going to go for a bit so bye
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>>7059006
I suppose
Weird that I know almost everyone on that pic.
And that was before kuro got ffs
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>>7058994
This is some strong propaganda my friend. I hate Jews. I am not an ultra nationalist or a supremacist. I am a kid raised by the Israeli zionist regime, with nonmilitary bullshit pseudo-discapline that comes with America (read moral puritanist catholic sex values). Maybe you mean the other Sarah. I am a ww2 buff tho :3
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>>7059000
You are a disgusting human being.
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>>7059017
goodbye white supremacy frog
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>>7058926
>tfw more than a quarter of the women on here probably committed suicide
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>>7058986
But what about meee? Mercury has left as well, It's just me alone facing /pol/.
Well if you must go you can add me on Skype if you want, shakira.s11
Nice hair.
>>7058990
>>7058987
Bah.
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>>7059021
oh sorry
u can see where i got that from as a basic bitch though right
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>>7059000
jesus christ dude
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So anyone here want to here about who those people are in that old tier list?
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>>7059026
we got plenty of sjw here to help you defend senpai
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>>7059016
>we just haven't talked about it
How often do you see her?
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>>7058997
No it's 2013
Most of those people were gone by 2014
That's from relatively early on.
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>>7059026
im very rarely on Skype or online at all but I can help out with ur transit and stuff if you have questions or need encouragement from time to time
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>>7059036
Yeah
Please
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>>7059040
But I was here obsessively during 2013 and I don't recognize like half these people
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>>7059041
I would be careful. There must be some reason Mercury stopped helping her
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I don't know why you girls hate being transgender. As a histrionic pretransition who is ordering soon. I am listerally a man in a dress right now yet I get so much attention in a pretty positive way.

I mean sure im ugly as fuck and a hon but who gives a shit I still moved up in the social world and is a much healthier outlet for my histronic personality disorder.
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>>7059036
tell me about bane
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>>7059048
you are literally mentally ill tho that's the only reason you like it
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>>7058926

>Tfw you met generic trip and butterflyhugs on okcupid back when you were a boy

Small world
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I'm just going to make shit up that I might think is true with unfounded opinions.

Faye
>lesbian in her twenties who likes penis especially a lot. She's fun
Spookychan "Sarah"
>what exactly is her diagnosis?
Snickermobile
>snickerdool is adorable in spirit - I love her photo collection
Lauren
>she's the 8th grader when everyone else is acting a 3rd grader. I think she's 20 I don't remember, but she's one of the nicest and brightest
!Joan.pie2A
>I've never really read her but I don't hate her. I assume the quite type since we've not crossed.
nim
>nim and kiwi are Internet dating. It's true. They're in a tree most of the day
elanna
>I always mix her up with Eddie. Like high-school, I always mix up people. I hate names, but my soul doesn't mind elanna. She's relatively peaceful most of the time and usually talkative
Jin
>seems cool as fuck. Is she new?
Arika
>one of my favorites but she's self conscious and self loathing. But not in a Kayla way, much more honest
Isla / Cody
>I don't know what character she'd be best compared to, but her posting reminds me less of real life and more of anime. Her grammar.
Maeve
>I suspect maeve is about to realize how cute she is and how passable she is and go on and do great stuff.
Pookie
>I don't read much or they don't post much. Don't know either way.
plebian
>they're as hon as me. Older tone a bit more mature in her anguish.


I was always good at year booking.
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>>7059043
Maybe you're just an idiot then. Ask dollface when it's from she should know.
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>>7059053
portland is tranny town
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>>7059051
Jesus Christ...
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>>7059048
Fake. Or Canada/American Blue state
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>>7059037
Thanks
>>7059041
Thanks
>>7059047
It's because she didn't like my comments on Islam in London, this is no secret, it happened in the thread.
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>>7059038
Most days, she lives at home with our parents, and while I have a place closer to university, at the moment I'm taking something of a medical leave so I am living at home with my parents except for a few days a week.
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>>7059048
>I get so much attention in a pretty positive way.
See you want to be the center of attention for being weird.

Most people don't have your other mental disorder where you crave attention, they just have gender dysphoria. They want to be female, not some freakshow on parade for all the world to laugh at.
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>>7059002
>tfw she doesnt respond to you
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>>7059065
No I am definietly gender dysphoric but also an attention whore. I am not doing it for attention but I still get attention and I am histrionic.
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>>7059059
what? read her post she says it herself

>much healthier outlet for my histronic personality disorder
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>>7059041
What anime is this again? I remember watching it, but I'm having trouble remembering the name right now.
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>>7059027
That pineapple girl may or may not be ironic in her sig Heil attitude. Nazi girls are cute because they're dumb or sociopaths. :3 I dated one once. Not a full neo nazi but I'm sure she would have been if she had been in the south. She was literally psychotic. I loved her so much. Obviously she destroyed my confused white girl soul. ;p
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>>7059026
Wha? I regularly make /pol/ shit their pants. Just because I'm not black don't mean I'm not poc.

>>7059036
Before there was mtfg there was linetrap. She alone is the original trans mother from which we descend.

These are her offspring, who chose the path of righteousness and not pornstitutiom , although some chose othwrwise.
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>>7059075
love stage
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>>7059040
This is correct. I was only 5 months get at the time.

>>7059043
Because you don't have a good memory.

>>7059042
>top row
Hatto: comes very rarely.
>second row
Cate: young transitioner from New Zealand. Use to post quite a bit but vanished.
Kuro: still comes but rarely, had ffs
Dollface: we all know her
Amelia: another young transitioner who cams
Kat: use to post a lot on /cd/ and has a ftm bf (not sure if they are together still).
Kristie: I don't think she ever tripped here but is known for her ffs work she got done by speigal. She is also friends with Edie
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>>7059078
>that pineapple girl
lmao
>>7059082
>tfw no matter how much you post if you stop posting you will be forgotten like they were
>>7059079
Hugs <3
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>>7059063
Pretty sure there's more to it than that, and your passive-aggressive obsessing about her probably wasn't helping your case.
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>>7059064
>>7059064
So is there any awkwardness to your relationship now? Do you try to downplay and act differently around her? Do you use your "guy voice" at home?
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>>7059068
oh, was it this?
>>7058799
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>>7058926
Please delete me off this stupid list im not trans and never was I was confused and anons made fun of my confusion forget holic ever exsisted that identity is dead to me. I am happy as a boy.
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>>7059090
I only remember because my memory is pretty good.

The only people from that pic who posts are me, amy, Edie, kuro and that's pretty much it
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Benzos make sass go nite nite
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>>7059073
I was that poster tbqh...

Just for some reason that fucking hit me...I reallly am mentally fucking ill...
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>>7058989
This is tripping me the fuck out. I'm like bugging. I really don't like this.
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How is everyone tonight?
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>>7059099
You really are a retard.....
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>>7059099

Then why are you posting here? And who are you?
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>>7059095
No awkwardness that wasn't there before (we are both very awkward people). I am fulltime boymode everywhere so really the only way she would know would be from me having breasts or overhearing one of my parents talk too loud about gender stuff with me, so maybe she actually doesn't know, I don't know.
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>>7058926
This is honestly more merciful than modern tierlists.
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>>7059030
>>7059022
it has been a long time, you people need to get over it
im sorry ok
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>>7059105
Im dead.
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>>7059102
well if you are that's fine theres nothing wrong with it it's just another part you really. just have to learn to manage it and live with it.
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>>7059097
i meant skype
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>>7059116
Honestly the toughest part of my life is histrionic..
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>>7059118
oh? but i removed you last night
i guess i dont even get a contact request if you try to send something
ill see if i can get it
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>>7059105
tired, been in front of my computer all day doing nothing
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Ok, so my mother said that I look healthier and happier.
She doesn't know why though, and it's kinda adorable.
>her: are you eating better?
>me: well that too lol

She made this comment maybe 10 times, and said my hair looked great too.
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>>7059122
Mayday mayday this is Sarah to coast Guard. I am lost at Internet sea.


>>7059124
Are you like new HRT?
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>>7059093
That was the reason. Any other argument just branched off from her resenting me over that. We never argued on Skype. Anyway who are you and why do you care?
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heeeey everyone...whats going on?
long story short...a woman threw her delivery at my face and started screaming at me the other day and i called her after work and told her that she busted my lip and i could pursue it legally but i wasn't going to..and..well..she called the restaurant and is now saying i'm threatening to sue her. my managers pissed and totally overlooking the fact she literally 'assaulted' (legally i guess) me??? so idk whats going on but i'm probably going to get fired at the end of all this. :(
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>>7059115
I'm so sorry, I wish you luck in these troublesome times.

>>7059122
Living the life.

>>7059124
This is the best feel. A bunch of my female friends I'm not out to all started talking about how nice my hair and eyebrows were and the high from their compliments lasted for days.
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>>7059113
Doesn't change the fact that bringing it up is disgusting
>>7059131
Thats horrible :((
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>>7059131
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what did she mean by this?
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>>7059133
Do not wish me luck young lady. The time of spooky skeleton is upon me.
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>>7059127
I'm 4 months, but haven't seen her since August.

>>7059133
I can't wait to see my friends. I wonder what they're going to say. I hope they tell me I'm cute, but I doubt it.
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>>7059131
sue her and your boss for discrimination
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>>7059128
An anon friend of hers. You aren't very bright, but if you haven't gotten it by now then you probably never will.
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>>7058926

So....did anyone have an updated version?
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>>7059124
lel this is the same stuff I hear from my parents when I see them. Little do they know
>>7059133
>Living the life.
y-yep
alone on a Friday night again
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>>7059131
That seems like wrongful termination, go to the police and make a police report about the incidence of violence and if they ask why you waited say you didn't want to press charges but are now worried about getting fired for being assaulted.

>>7059143
Oh, uh, shit. Go spook up some graveyards or something then I guess.

>>7059144
It's really tight not being recognized at first. Hope your friends think you're qt as fuck

>>7059151
I mean that IS why we're all posting in this thread and not out living glamorous social lives.
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>>7059136
do you forgive me yet
I already said I was sorry and that'd I'd never hurt anyone again
let's get back
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>try to tuck
>penis gets excited because oyu never touch it anymore and it thinks you care about it again
no
stop
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>>7059145
yeah maybe. everyone in the restaurant knows the cooks mock me constantly. ive told the managers about it and they say they'll make it stop but they dont.
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>>7059146
Please enlighten me O wise one.
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>>7059154
They'll recognize me for sure, I just want people to think I'm cute. I don't care if they see me as a girl or a boy.
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>>7059155
I forgive you but bringing that up isn't ok.
I do not wish to be friends with you, but aquaintances are fine.
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>>7059054
>tfw not included
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>>7059110
I used to go by holic im posting hete cause i want all tiers or anything tying me to delusional phase I was in after being brainwashed by a fat fuck who systematically destroyed my self esteem and convinced me i had to transtion or my youth would leave me forever and id be single forever.
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>>7059168
If I took you off it's because I literally didn't know who you are, just like you probably don't know me. I took 5 off I think. Maybe more, I'm very stonned.
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>>7059054
Thoughts on me?
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>>7059156
>having a penis that still works
HAH!

>>7059160
Yeah, not getting recognized is less common. Being told you're looking good though still rocks.
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>>7059171

are you the same holic from /a/?
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>>7059171
>repressing
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What do you do when your tuck pops in public?
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>>7059054
I guess I haven't spoken much directly to you, yeah; you're one of my favorite relatively-new-posters by the way, you've got a lot of personality.
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>>7059178
holic is crazy and too poor to trans dunno if they are repressing or what
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>>7059172
took me off?
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>>7059182
go into a restroom and fix it
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>>7059176
Especially by my mother. Like, when she repeats a comment a lot, she's drunk and it's how she feels.
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>>7059182
Fucking own it. Find the nearest woman, steal her from her man, and jizz on her face. Then fuck her former man in the ass. Stand triumphant so that no one dares fuck with you or your shitty tuck.
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>>7058926
LOL oh wow, that was when i was 4 months on hormones.

>Anteater

I never did end up going to UC Irvine...
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>>7059141
Hey, that's me :DDDDD
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>>7059205
>UC Irvine
holy fug, you're close
Bet you go to CSULB then?
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>>7059211
no, i went to UC Santa Cruz and now work in Oakland

>CSULB
as if i'd ever let myself go that low
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>>7059217
You go to Santa Cruz, though....CSULB's acceptance rate is like half of Santa Cruz's
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>>7059183
It comes in waves. Thank you. I have a 5 color magic the gathering soul. I tell girls I'm hitting on that my soul tastes like citrus and electricity and other psychotic stuff like the Great Hummingbird Octopus Dragon tendrils. I want them tattooed, but first I need to get good at DJ live shows and producing music. Or I'll go crazy.

>>7059190
I took many off the original year book list

>>7059174
You're younger, or am I mixing you with someone else. We haven't crossed enough to have a solid opinion. I've never seen you shit post, which is a lot more than I can say about most (self included).

Fuck I wish I'd been a girl in high school lmao. I'd have loved it if I'd been a band geek.
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>>7059194
I know this feel. My mom isn't much of a drinker, but right now she is the only family member that I'm out to. The other day she took me aside, said that I was looking way more feminine and offered to help me if I ever needed her help figuring out makeup and clothes. I almost broke down crying and hugged her right then.
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>>7059205
Were you going for Hellenic chic?
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>>7059225
Lucky you... my dad still hasn't said anything about it
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>>7059220
I don't go there though, i went there.

>CSULB's acceptance rate is like half of Santa Cruz's
because it's a Cal State and the CSUs have lower acceptance standards.

it's a higher number eligible students fighting for open spots at a cheaper school. tough luck getting all the classes you'll need to graduate in 4 years at a state school.
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>>7059226
actually, yes. it was sort of in back then

also i wasn't even full time and didn't know how to dress myself yet
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>>7059225
>tfw my boymode never failed so I had to out myself.
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>>7059235
>CSUs have lower acceptance standards
I got into UCI but was rejected to CSULB.
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>>7059240
post pics now
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>>7059240
We all gotta start somewhere.
You did a good job for me to recognize the style.
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>tfw you just can't seem to have a day where you're feeling pretty good about yourself that doesn't end with feeling pretty awful about yourself
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>>7059217
as if i'd ever let myself go that low
Ouch
It hurts
;---;
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Welp time for me to go to bed...
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>>7059253
Banana, my mom said I look healthy and happy! You should be happy too because you're cute af.
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>>7059171
whoa same story as me
I am actually trutrans tho
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>>7059253
>tfw cognitive disorders ruin your day with addiction and fear

I am a mess. Hung with my preschool cis friend (ugh she's so admirable and giggles like a farm girl) today. She made me happy, but damn do I envy her. She's so happy. No boobs even she has like not even A cups. But she's adorable and wit a style and going to fucking medical school

Meanwhile I teeter on psychosis and confusion.

Ugh and that picture I posted up the thread is disgusting me still.
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>>7059177
No I wish they seeemed pretty legendary.

>>7059184
Well I actually am pretty cognitive for once this delusional state is over.

>>7059178
Im happy and dont have a dependence on alcohol for once if thats repression it needs a new fucking title.

Seriously tho I want to forget that bleak horrible time in my life so just do me a favor and remove me from all tier lists okay and I promise you I will never show my face here in this general again.
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>>7059242
you're still not understanding.

the CSUs don't have the same CV requirements as the UCs. because of the lower benchmark standards, it means there are more eligible students fighting for spots at a CSU than a UC. CSU students also tend to be a lot poorer on average, and the students have a much higher chance of having attended a high school within commuting distance of the university. CSU tuition rates are close to half that of UCs. And when one has a higher proportion of poorer students, coming from families that live close to the university, students tend to stay with those families and live off campus. These students from poorer families are also much less likely to have taken AP or IB courses in high school, and come into universities at lower levels of reading comprehension and maths than students who attend UCs.

Also you're not even taking into account the different focuses of the two university systems. UCs are large research universities, whereas CSUs have a larger focus on career-oriented coursework and training.

There's a reason you can get a degree in Construction Management at a CSU and not at a UC. and there's a reason you can get History of Consciousness degree at a UC and not at a CSU. the systems are made and tailored to different sects of society.
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>>7059234
I'm TERRIFIED of coming out to my dad. He's a hardcore conservative and the last time I saw him the second comment he made was making fun of some trans girl at his new job. One time he was joking around and softly punched me in the chest, and the look of confusion on his face after scared me shitless. Not looking forward to it telling him AT all.

>>7059241
Such is life...
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>>7059244
lol no

>>7059257
you're not a dirtbag tho
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>>7059271

shame he was my best tripfriend at one point :c
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>tfw a week until the weather gets cold enough to wear long sleeves and not feel uncomfortable
I just wanna wear sweatshirts already
>>7059253
same ;~;
>>7059275
>tfw dad is ultra conservative
>always talks about the "gay mafia"
>know he definitely thinks trans people are disgusting/mentally ill
>tfw he views me as the future of the family
That conversation is going to suck major ass. Hope it goes well for you when the time comes
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>>7059278
Well no, but that'd be better than the present status quo.....
I-it's just a piece of p-paper anyway
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>>7059275
Hahaha that's amazing to imagine that moment. I'm so sorry. I seriously we could root people's brains and recover memories like that from their perspective.
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>>7059290
degrees are a joke anyway. you're not dumb so you don't need one.

only people who need degrees are those who are too dumb or lazy to prove themselves otherwise
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>>7059258
Good night!
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>>7059300
That's nice of you even though it's not true rip

Pieces of paper are only important because a bunch of people think they're important, also all the 'who you know' stuff is key to a lot of success imo
But
Eh
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>>7059262
I'm glad charlotte, your visit is going well I take it?
Idk I should be happy rn but I'm not

>>7059266
;~;
hugg sarah
>>
B)
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>>7059310
yeah i guess i have pulled the "also ______ is my father" card a lot tbqh
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>>7059275
I'd be scared too... My dad knows, he just seriously disapproves of it.
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>>7059317
Yah I don't have any cards like that in my deck, and I'm not really an asskisser so boohoo me desu
Although I have been able to Dale Carnegie people on occasion
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>>7059274
I see. I've never really bothered to research admissions and it has been a long time. I ended up not going to UCI or CSULB, though-- wanted to move out and dorm to experience the college life.
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>>7059314
Yeah, it's going pretty well. They made me tacos and made me feel at home, and apparently my sister is answering a lot of questions for them (saving me stress and agony) because she follows a few transgirls.
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>>7059325
Where did you go?
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>>7059310
College is really only worth it if one's family is wealthy enough to help them attend.

Otherwise one is left working in the cafeteria or something and not being able to focus on socializing.

People at universities self-segregate by family wealth too. All the poor kids hang out and bitch about all the kids who are rich, have nice things, and don't have to work. I also noticed that the poor kids focussed way too hard on their actual studies, thinking that classroom ability and grades actually correlated with future income level.

Colleges aren't really as great an equalizer as they are made out to be. People like to point out that degree holders make more money, thinking that it's a causal effect instead of merely a correlation
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>>7059329
UCSD
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>>7059336
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ZRLzPN7wi2
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>>7059310
Yeah I'm sure you'd love to see a doctor or nurse without a degree.

T. Nursing Student.
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>>7059315
B)
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>>7059336
good choice. i got in there but UCSC had a better faculty for my degree and i wanted to move away from southern california. going to school in a forest was pretty cool but sometimes i think about how my life would be different had i gone to UCSD instead
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>>7059335
>thinking that classroom ability and grades actually correlated with future income level.
This was something I saw a lot at my old commuter college, that I don't see at my new big fancy state school.
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>>7059336
damn, nice
>tfw didn't get into UCSD and had to go out of state for a decent school
I'm still bitter about it tbdesu
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>>7059335
Degree in political science and journalism is a meme. I'm not even interested in that shit anymore. Got memed by my parents. It has never helped me at all.
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>>7059336
Oh I had a friend who went there
The campus is really nice. In what did you major?
>>7059335
While I am aware of that, you're not giving enough credit to our society's educational shift where a bachelors degree is nearly equivalent to what a HS diploma was way back. Also, that university does allow some poor to make connections they otherwise would not have made, and can be a foot in the door in many levels
It's not the end all be all, no; but it's pretty important.
If you come from an upper crust family, then yeah; your family relations will probably be more important and more beneficial in the long run
But most people don't.
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Why are you at home tonight girls? it's friday, there's a world outside, it's never too late to change your hikikomori ways.
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>>7059326
I'm glad it's going well, that's even better than I'd hoped. Does it seem like your mom is coming around?
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>>7059354
>girls
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>>7059335
Do people actually care about things like this? I guess I was one of the poorfags-- my entire cost of attending was covered + I got money for attending. I think a couple of my other poorfag friends are the same way, and they don't have to work either to cover tuition. I've certainly never heard them bitch about rich kids, though.

Grades do kind of correlate with income because they help you get internships, jobs, ect. Though I'm sure it doesn't matter at all once you graduate. But if you're rich, connections should be enough. One of my friends who goes to UCB's Haas business school and won the Gate's Millennium scholarship makes like 6 figures now.
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>>7059344
>Sanata Cruz
>forest
Maybe on that road from moutin view to sc but nothing like what Washington or even Oregon have to offer. Dat lack of sun light though.
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>>7059354
I just got back from work not too long ago and I have to be up reasonably early to go to work tomorrow.
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im really having an anxiety attack from all this. i bought food home to eat for the first time today but now i can't. i dont want to be fired for getting assaulted. this is all so ridiculous. i can't believe this.
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>>7059344
Address >>7059339
For me. Ty
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>>7059354
Because I'm au and it's 2:30 in the afternoon and I'm on break between a split shift?
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>>7059354
i don't like being seen
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>>7059355
I mean, she doesn't know much about what hrt is doing. She asked if my face was changing because I changed my diet.
>>
>>7059365
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>>7059354
>it's never too late to change your hikikomori ways.
yes it is
I'm destined to die alone anyway
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>>7059364
Equivalent exchange is a bitch.
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>>7059362
>>7059362
They treat you like shit there, why do you stay-?
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>>7058926
>>7059148

...I -think- this is the newest?
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>>7059360
UCSC is literally in a forest ya idjit

>>7059359
i'm not saying this applies to everyone. i'm just parroting what i read in sociological studies on income inequality and education in america. apart from the editorializing about poor kids of course.
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>>7059379
The ones who were on the first list and not on this list are either the true winners or true losers.

They either got on with their fucking lives or they killed themselves.
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>>7059379
a few weeks ago someone said they were determined to make one but i guess they gave up
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>>7059379
Except red, maddie, and chara all don't pass.
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>>7059339
Honestly I wouldn't mind either of those things.

The levels of education needed to be able to work in certain jobs is huge problem.

Why does a surgeon need the same amount of schooling as someone who goes into family medicine? Why does a lawyer who defends mostly DUIs need a JD? Why does a fucking hairstylist need a certification before she cuts your hair?

I'm not saying get away with all of these requirements, but a lot of them could be eased and debt would decrease along with consumer costs
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>>7059353
Comp Sci
>>7059383
Did you fall for the liberal arts meme
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>>7059370
>>7059365
>>7059361
>>7059364
>>7059358
Ok, so what did you have/are gonna have for dinner tonight?
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>>7059400

Red passes wtf you talking about
>>
Soooo....

are there any online pharmacies that accept AMEX without a prescription?
>>
>>7059401
Bernie sanders could have fixed it
But noooooo

>>7059404
" "passes" "
>>7059402
Oh I see
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>>7059403
Leftover turkey stuffing
A chocolate bar
Whiskey
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>>7059403
there isn't really any food here so idk
i think i could find some pasta
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>>7059404
Eh. She's close, but it's a different story when you keep in mind the fact that she's 6'2" and has ribs to match.
>>
>>7059401
Working in hospitals and seeing how much goes wrong with people who KNOW what they're doing guaranteed I would never trust anyone else to even think about touching me.
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>>7059412
>>7059408

I met her, she passes just fine even with her height imo.
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>>7059402
I did but it was great. Got to spend four years in a forest learning about writing, literature, and art and had a fun time. I'm not in debt either because I could afford it. And now I have a great career which i can hopefully turn into my own company eventually.

Liberal Arts is only a meme if one is an idiot and doesn't know what to make out of it
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>>7059415
Really?
Interesting.
>>
>>7059408
>implying bernie wouldn't have destroyed our country with even more needless regulation
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>>7059379
Best I can hope for is the boyish tier :(
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>>7059379
>no cis girl tier for cornflakes
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>>7059418
>>7059415
Definitely, she stayed at my place for 4 nights, shes cute. We were asked if we were sisters a couple times.
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>>7059416
My friend nicknamed it lesbian arts, because most people don't and just become full-time activists when they get an LA degree.
>>
Which one of you is that capitalist tranny with all the guns but hates life so much that they are always high or drunk? The one who looked autistic as fuck standing next to the pikachu in the seattle center?
>>
>>7059425
Lol, that is pretty cute. I'll take your word for it.
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>>7059420
Regulations might help maybe
The problem is those acting with ill selfish intent and capitalism in general really
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>>7059403
I don't finish work till 10pm and have to be up at 6am tomorrow morning so probably nothing or just instant noodles.
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>>7059416
Yeah, that's true. I don't think everyone has the financial safety to go to university only for fun; I had to split it between work and entertainment to make sure I was getting something practical out of it besides connections.

Anyway, I think you're right about that choice anyhow. Your degree and grades hardly matter once you've graduated and got your first job, only your skills do.
>>
>>7059430
That's probably melly
Or the one from /k/
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>>7059427
>full time activists
absolutely disgusting
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>>7059441
>Not wholly devoting yourself to bettering society
>not standing up for those who cannot themselves stand
Smh
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I've gone off the deep end
I'm fucking insane
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>>7059403
I had some dry ramen noodles and some shredded chicken & rice
Exciting af
>>7059379
>tfw it's probably the tier chart with my face on it
Lesson learned, never post pre hrt face and don't post again until 2 yrs hrt
I'll probably never pass anyway. oh well
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>>7059452
hehe
same
>>
who /offtheirnut/ now?
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>>7059451
Proof that most googles want are just gibs because they just dindu nuffin.


I just want to gas the skypes and googles.

infact i am going to make a list of all the skypes and googles of mtfg

Skypes:
Rachel

Googles:
Mercury
Korra

Help me add to this list.
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>>7059379
All of them are ugly.
>>
>>7059458
I have terrible anger and emotional issues that I cannot contain in a healthy way.
I spent the last 5 minutes beating myself because I fucked up in a game
I'm absolutely retarded
>>
>>7059462
idk what that is speak real english you bong
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>>7059465
ssh, this is hugbox gen

never say that again. you have to boost their confidence online so they think they pass, then it becomes a running joke IRL where people are too polite to say anything
>>
>>7059463
Kill:
Yourself
>>
>>7059468
okay, who is not sober?
>>
>>7059463
I'm a Skype actually
88 14 senpai
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>>7059463
red stop posting
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>>7059474
thx

and I am sober I'm one of those no drugs losers

>>7059467
I used to be like that but it got better once I dropped out of college and was less stressed al the time
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>>7059465
Notice the it doesn't say pretty? It just says they pass for cis at best because tall is what 99.9% of trannies can hope for at best.
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>>7059478
I'm still in high school, sad I won't be out until late 2017.
I should just go into solitary confinement
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lol @ how Shakira fled the thread
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>>7059478
not good, few drinks and a couple of lines sorts you right out
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>>7059379
Okay look you want to have your fun denying my identity as a man so do what ever the fuck you want im glad I overcame my alcholism and delusional state before got my penis mutilated. Enjoy your mental illness fags.
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>>7059467
>I spent the last 5 minutes beating myself because I fucked up in a game
Stop being a child
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>>7059486
They're probably here still just anon
>>7059490
If you were really over it you wouldn't be lurking and posting anon on a regular basis, lol
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>>7059484
Dont
I did that when I was 17. I'm 24. Trust me, don't self sentence yourself to mental prison. It's bad.
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>>7059467
that's hilarious
which game was it?
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>>7059490
Red?
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>>7059498
Holic
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>>7059496
Almost undoubtedly League.
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>>7058970
How are you Smiles? Feeling better?

Also I want some opinions.
I was planning on swallowing a bunch of Tic Tacs, pretending they were Pills, to show how badly I need HRT.

What do you lot think? She obviously wont know it is Tic Tacs, she'd think it will be pills.

Right now she doesn't want me to self med due to it being Illegal, but I guess her Daughters mental state doesn't matter enough to her cause despite saying to her and the Endro, that I'd rather die than wait to start HRT legally, she didn't take it seriously.

So what do you lot think?
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>>7059491
It was childish desu

>>7059495
I need to be locked up

>>7059496
Now that I think about it, it was kind of funny
Europa Universalis 4 anon
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>>7059484
If you can you should just take the easier classes like don't push yourself. I did band all through hs even though by the end I hated it and was throwing up every morning before practice. I just kept going because I didn't want to admit to anyone that it was too much. I ended up almost failing like 4 classes senior year.
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>tfw super sleepy but i dont wanna go to bed cause im skyping kari after so long away from her
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>>7059502
that's dumb don't manipulate her
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>>7059505
That's what I'm doing next year
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>>7059502
Your parents are running malware. They're not going to uninstall. You already have root access to your brain. Don't like I did give them root access. The legal system is against you. The medical system is not for you.
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>>7059502
You're trying to fake a suicide attempt?
Get a bottle of aspirin, and swallow the tic tacs with a few aspirin, and leave the bottle of aspirin empty save for maybe one or two
They'll probably still pump your stomach and when they do that you'll be found out
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So I am a trip who used to hang out here a lot but don't anymore because I got caught up with normalfag life. I am drinking pinedrops IPA and listening to D'yer Mak'er wishing I could smoke weed but can't because my job drug test. Who am I?
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>>7059484
Importance advice for high school kids: high school actually does matter. Don't fall into the mistake of fucking around then not getting into a good school.

If your family is rich, you can disregard this advice though.
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>>7059511
Oddish?
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>>7059503
I did it. I developed into something horrible and mentally I'm a disaster. You need to get out and have sex and build a life and talk to people. If you need a room mate, I'll be looking until probably January or December.
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>>7059507
How am I manipulating her?
She will honestly think I am attempting Suicide, that's what it will look like for her.
Should I go the extra step like I planned before and use actual pills?

>>7059509
What.
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>>7059511
me?
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>>7059510
I was going to use my Anti-Depressants mixed with Tic Tacs.

Cause years ago when I attempted suicide, I found out they were too weak to actually kill me, so swallowing a fair amount of those won't do shit for me.
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>>7059514
>thinking oddish could EVER be a normie
topkek
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o shit, i love bosconian.
i miss that game.

anyway, i've been hearing about a lot shit having to do w/ clowns. these fuckers have been sighted all around the country, including the town where i live.
there's a rumor that their planning a purge around the end of october. so yea, i'm actually pretty fucking scared.
please don't go out @ night
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>>7059512
I'm kinda rich and Australian so I guess it doesn't matter maybe?
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>>7059493
W.e I posted two post in about 1 year dont flatter yourself I hate this place and all the delusion it fosters I simply dont want to be lumped in with you freaks now that I been set free of this idiotic meme gender.
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>>7059516
Malware like a computer. Your brain is a computer, and a virus infects many people from thst generation. Not trusting youth is one. The other is trusting inherently in insurance, doctors, pills, religion, money, and the law. In your case that mental distortion is making your parents (virus infected) not take self med seriously.

They're not terrible people - they're just running malware.


Weed is dangerous style malware.
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>>7059516
>How am I manipulating her?
>She will honestly think I am attempting Suicide, that's what it will look like for her.
ur retarded dude

lol
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>>7059515
I'm working on friends, trying to do more stuff.
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>>7059486
>>7059493
I think she just went to bed, it's like 6 AM in the UK right now. Earlier she was crying that she was the only black trip left and that she wanted you and Korra to come back so /pol/ doesn't bully her so I don't see why she'd run away as soon as she got her wish.
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>>7059523
Kek. You're CA as well?
>>7059524
Yeh, if your family is rich then school honestly doesn't matter. I'd say go to a party school, slut it up, and have a good time.
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>>7059506
>tfw dont want to go to bed because you want to save the temporary escape you get from sleeping for when you really need it
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>>7059523
it's viral marketing for a movie or something
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>>7059531
no, i live in nevada
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>>7059530
its 6:23 rn this is not good
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>>7059506
so up and down
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>>7059529
It's very difficult. I was only good behind fake egos. I never built anything real.
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>>7059524
I wish I was Rich, Australia isn't nice to us Transgender people and have to spend thousands of dollars to go through the Family Court, or wait till we are 18.

Fuck that I'd rather die than wait, and we don't have the money for Family Court.

>>7059526
Is there anything I can do to help them?
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>>7059503
>I need to be locked up
If you wanna get worse, sure.

There are people who actually have to fight to stay out of those hellholes and you wanna put yourself in there? What the fuck...
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>>7059537
Nothing's real, just chill out fambly.
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>>7059533
i heard that a teenager had his arm slashed during 1 of these encounters on the new york news
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>>7059054
>>lesbian in her twenties who likes penis especially a lot.

you won the most accurate description of me award
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>>7059543
idk who cares it's marketing and copy cats
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>>7059544
faye how do I not get polish all over my cuticles and fingers >~<
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>>7059536
Her and I finally reunited and it makes me so happy to have my big sis back as my best friend ever.
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>>7059530
>Earlier she was crying that she was the only black trip left and that she wanted you and Korra to come back so /pol/ doesn't bully her
.....................
............
I..........
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>>7059535
Do you live near Shakira? Have you met her? What does she look like?
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>>7059544
you're almost 50 though
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>>7059486
I reverse imaged through the archive. You are literally Shakira
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>>7059551
nah i live in the south east i think she lives quite far away from me. i dont think she would like my lifestyle anyway.
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>>7059538
Yes, you can show them the cliche stuff. They respond to that, where as someone like me or you respond to YouTube.

Show them jazz. Show them PASSING transgender people that they can't even try and attempt it's a fetish. Jazz is such a dull show, but it's a sniper rifle of information in as lowest common denominator as possible. Stress the fact it is a BIRTH DEFECT and not a psychiatric or clinical problem. Stress that GROWTH HORMONES are not dangerous, and have been extensively studied. Tell them they can find transgender studies tomorrow with you online.

Tell them that this decision is big and exclusively your own and you hope they'll support you, but it's not a choice - it is a medical problem being treated like an open wound. You cannot let it fester out ignorance.

Show them passing time lines (linked from mtfg are all the good ones).

Avoid getting in debates. If they try to argue, LITERALLY leave the room and try again.

Run away if you have to.


Our parents in most ways are just as ignorant as the 1700s. They just 'got married' so they fancy themselves qualified to speak for modern science through the broken lens of propaganda and hate-sceince through the 90s.

They're stuck in Columbine school era thinking. Get them caught up with the future.
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>>7059547
you get a qtip and dip it in remover and run it over the edge while it's wet, or you can do your dominant hand's thumb last and dunk your nail in remover so its just a little damp and run the nails edge around the outside to get a clean line
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>>7059531
>slut it up
I'm not nearly pretty enough
Besides Aussies tend to not like traps

>>7059537
I'm living ironically

>>7059538
I'm not rich as in I get free money to spend on everything, we are rich enough that my family could easily put me through uni.
I didn't come out ever so I never went through the court bullshit, I just self-med. I recommend you try and get a job, save some money and buy HRT. You could also get blockers and wait but I understand why you don't.

>>7059540
It's a voluntary exchange between two consenting parties.
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It took korra one week after claiming to never return here ever again to start posting again.
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>>7058926
this is like from the first 6 months of mtfg, remember when like everyone tried reallllllly hard to look like a cis bimbo and had a lotttt of surgery?

it's so weird that the meh tier is like mostly passable back then
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>>7059556
Whoa good plan thanks ^^

>>7059557
>It's a voluntary exchange between two consenting parties.
You'd be voluntarily giving up basically every right you have, including the right to consent. They could shock you if they wanted to, and you couldn't do a thing to stop them.
If you try to check yourself out they'll push for a court order to keep you locked up, send you to court with chemical restraints that make you utterly unable to communicate to the judge

And that's when they don't outright kill you from neglect or OD or completely failing to recognize actual medical emergencies because they're too busy treating you like a subhuman.

tl;dr your self hate is as autistic as my rants, stop it.
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>>7059544
I'm a published writer. Can't say author yet, no novels.

>>7059557
I spoke about my girly desires and lusts and desires to day to my friend from preschool. It was fucking awful. I can't cry to her though, so I live and speak in self parody. It's tragic. I am less self criticisms and more just assertions, but without voice and looks it's arbitrary. Thankfully, she gets it and even medically understands brain chemistry and neurological science and such. But it's tough to have to keep firewalls up. Information, behavior, mood, etc. Like crying I don't trust myself because it would open up sexual stuff probably. Anything that deep is sex rooted. My sex drive is inside out lmao

I romantically like guys, but literally hate all penis. It's fucked.
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>>7059549
Who are you in that pic Grace? left or right?

Good night btw, how are you going?
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>>7059550
Are you going to return to /mtfg/ to keep her company?
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>>7058926
Why is Melly blacked out?

Also is she alive because I have not seen her in a long time.
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mmmm corndogs.
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>>7059574
mercury has better things to do her time is limited
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>>7059567
also like people don't know this, but if you get good enough, and do the nail technique on the inside edge of the nail, people cant tell it's not painted, having less nail colored makes the nail look thinner and your fingers look prettier.
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>>7059506
That's kinda cute. Glad to see you happy, regardless of who it's with.
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>>7059054
i guess i want to ask about myself.
but then again, it seems kind of presumptuous for me to ask
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>>7059567
Is this what happens in Australia? Meh, I just want help because I clearly can't function irl

>>7059568
>so I live and speak in self-parody
Did you go through the stage where you were ironically a nazi, klansman, nigger hater?
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>>7059555
My family supports me, they just don't support me self medding cuz it's illegal and dangerous despite it not being dangerous.
They don't want me to get BLOOD CLOTS OH NOO.
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>>7059555
>LITERALLY leave the room and try again.
>Run away if you have to.
Good to hear I'm not the only one who walks off of bad conversations.
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>>7059590
>illegal
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>>7059569
Right
I'm okay!
I'm trying on some clothes and getting ready for bed
I'm sad cause I cant seem to tuck well enough to pull off leggings!
I need longer tops to hide my bulge with
>>7059583
sorry i didnt talk much tonight
it's just
you know
kari
she's super important to me
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>>7059597
Try not to blow it this time.
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>>7059597
>I'm sad cause I cant seem to tuck well enough to pull off leggings!
I'd say I pride myself on my tucking, and I don't wanna try leggings.
Partially because I got called a faggot my first day wearing them.

Don't apologize for caring about people that make you happy.
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>>7059602
I won't.
>>7059603
None of the tops I got to wear with leggings go down enough to let me pull this off ;w;

And okay, thank you.
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>>7059574
No.
I was summoned
Jk.
I wanted to talk to rachel, and was pretty sure she would breeze through.
Shakira makes me really uncomfortable... almost stalker tier the way she constantly mentions me or brings me up. I had all of two conversations with her outside of the board mainly because I felt sorry for her, and wanted to be nice. Unfortunately, she made me extremely uneasy from jump street, and her selfish attitude, pic saving, and combativeness only confirmed my 6th sense. She speaks of me as if we are former friends, or had sometype of relationship----I was just being polite, but now I regret it, since my politeness was clearly misinterpreted; and my desire to be left alone has granted me some sort of strange devotee who is partly aware of my disinterest but doesn't seem to understand it(probably because she lacks self-awareness)

If I wasn't dying I wouldn't come back here anyway, because I have zero in common with most here, I don't really like talking to men, and when I am here I came here to laugh at you.
>>7059575
Yes
>>7059577
>tfw eating tons of sugar to speed up the process
Take me quickly ;--;
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At work, all i can think about is my cat and seeing her ashes and paw print and knowing she is gone forever
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>>7059576
are you gonna share?~
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someone pls fuck me
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o, i was working on an assignment for music appreciation.
the assignment was a survey about the topic of castrati
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>>7059607
Rip Kitty ;_;
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>>7059605
grace who are these anons you are always erping with here they post dagashi kashi pics a lot
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>>7059614
Yeah Grace who are these losers!?
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>>7059616
>>7059614
Dunno who you're talking about
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>>7059613
I'm so fucking sad rn, like i dont want to work tonight. I've lost so much from transition.
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>>7059616
reveal yourself to me
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>>7059614
yea wtf grace
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MY NIPPLES JUST SECRETED STUFF HELP ME
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>>7059607
When my dog was sick I just took it out in the desert and shot it. My mom was all pissed off but it was the right thing to do. You on the other hand are all emo over some bullshit cat.
I am going to go finish this bottle of Jonnie Walker blue label and go hit the sack.
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>>7059588
I've only seen you for 4 days, but you're the only one brave enough to embrace full moon speak so you win huge cyber punk points. And that's pretty much my only redeemable currency.

>>7059589
I am not a racist, more of an ignorant person hater. I've never been ironic with my hatred of nigger culture. They can ride me for not being politically correct, but I hate the whole modern black culture. I have dated black girls, but fuck I cannot stand the ghetto side of my side or the clubs and violence. Say what you will about money and socioeconomics, I still hate radicals in any capacity usually. Especially homogenized groups. Fanaticism is a great motivator, like a sex fetish, but adopting a whole yo yo bang bang drug dealer thug persona is sad, same way Trump support is sad. Funny how skin color dictates so much. I hate a lot of things unapologeticly, but in my subjective opinion rather fairly. Smokers bad. Littering out the window, degenerate. Meth and speed, desperate pathetic. People meet stereo types and I hate em for it. I got stuck meeting a bunch to. Haters gonna hate. I'm still an unaccomplished, self sabotaging loser.

I'm AVOIDING doing my writing again tonight. No cyborgs.
More THC
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>>7059612
I like this album a lot

https://www.discogs.com/Alessandro-Moreschi-The-Last-Castrato/master/588853
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>>7059606
I'm glad there are people here aware of shakiras psychotic insanity.
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>>7059624
quick, you need to take more estrogen

to make sure it squirts out like a jet next time
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>>7059624
how does it taste?

>>7059597
>>7059603
>tfw i try to tuck and my stupid balls still make a disgusting lump
how much does an orchi cost?
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>>7059596
It is illegal cause you are buying them without a prescription.
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>>7059619
Can't get a leave day I take it? That sucks, good luck getting through the day/night

>>7059627
I'm an ironic racist, I just did it for the shock value cuz I'm edgy as you can see
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my pheminine phallus is sore
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boymode hon coming through
how are you /mtfg/
everything okay?
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>>7059633
like $2-4000 I think
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>>7059590
You need to show them Jazz. You need to self med period if they not going to help. You should find a good gender therapist, but truthfully I've gone through 5 and of them 1 knew what she was talking about the rest are progressive libtard memesters going on 90s rhetoric and LGBT talking points, all of which are ridiculous in my opinion. However, planned parenthood is really making great strides towards consent prescribing LEGALLY. CallenLorde in NYC too.
. QHI or in house pharmacy for self med.

I advocate going to a GOOD doctor, but unlike most "adults" I don't fucking trust most doctors and believe you shouldn't either.

Too much bullshit science going around.
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>>7059640
>hon
Nah girl, you like fine.

How are you doing though, feeling better today?
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>>7059640
kiss me already you whore
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>>7059640
smiles can you draw cool stuff on my arm
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>>7059597
I see, last time you said you went out with friends and i wanted to ask what did you wear that day but i don't even remember, i was so sleepy, maybe i fell asleep, how did you feel that day, did you try new clothes or something?
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>>7059640
Smiles a cute.
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>>7059648
shes 14 fyi
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>>7059652
no chance
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>>7059639
did any of you think "pheminine phallus" was funny

i thought it was funny :(
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>>7059633
w-why would i taste it? it wasn't that much but that thought didn't come across my mind

>>7059631
Does it hurt? Because my nipples have been hurting a lot recently and i want to cry. I've been on HRT for a month now
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>>7059606
She's an engineering major so that says it all really about her autism levels.

If you don't mind me asking what type of cancer do you have? How did you find out? Any ideas what caused it?
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>>7059644
I don't have the money, I really don't, I can't get a job in my town, you have to know the damn people who work there so you can get a job easily.
But since I don't go out, I don't have those connections.

My Brother who is a Chef, he and his Boss were so well known for their food that they were talked about in cities hours away from this rural town, they got fired twice in less than a year.
Sooo, I am fucked, and ready to kill myself.
Get me the noose pls.
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>>7059626
She was with me for 20 years. She was my only friend
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>>7059638
I'm so fucking edgy. WATCH THIS I'M THROWING CONFETTI!!

BACK STAGE FUCKING GOATS IN MY CHEVY CUZ I NEVER COULD BE TOLD WHAT TO DO.


I have albums or lyrics comparable to Eyedea and a lot like Eminem. I don't have the flow just lyrical skills. Maybe old Eminem.
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>>7059654
she is 15.
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>>7059654
yeah shes actually 15
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>>7059650
Oh, I just wore my new flannel shirt and boots was all. Nothing big but I loved getting to be out with friends in new clothes!
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>>7059650
>tfw an iceberg has better curves than you ever will
>tfw an iceberg makes you dysphoric
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>>7059640
>hon
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>>7059645
feeling a little better
going to a sleepover w some friends later today
>>7059648
i dont even know you
and youre probably not in melb
>>7059649
ok sure thihng
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>>7059655
Yes I did anon
And it abbreviates to pp which is a cute coincidence
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>>7059640
I miss your blue pencil, goes better with your eyes.
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>>7059666
I'd plow that like an ocean liner
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>>7059667
I'm a hon.

W-well this is me
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>>7059664

So everyone can easily identify you as a lesbian? :P

I should try that, but I'm not a fan of flannel.
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>>7059666
at least you arent jpg compressed
>>7059671
thank you
>>7059674
banana is an elanna
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>>7059661
I'm so edgy I listen to Linken Park and Evanescence and my favourite character is Shadow the Hedgehog

>>7059675
I'm a hon
Super Saiyan Hon
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Can anyone tell me what the average size peen is for a mtf?
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>>7059681
Probs the same as a normal guy
6 inches
>tfw smol fem dick
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being edgy is fun desu
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>>7059681
I polled the people on the couch right now
Average is 0±6inches
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How should I tell my trap gf about me wanting to be trans also?
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>>7059657
Ehh I don't really want to talk about it in any detail here; don't wanna add fuel to any fires.
I hadn't gone to the doctor in over a year, but was having some issues so I went in...a few specialists later, I had an answer.
What caused it?
Lol it'd be funny if it was a physical manifestation of mental illness but really I don't have any hard answers and I haven't cared enough to investigate, it's kind of a "why bother" thing.
My mom said it's because of my sinful homosexual lifestyle; could be that
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>>7059688
I am trans too

Seriously, all of us have at least been with another transgirl at least once. Even the ones who have boyfriends. It is something very common.
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>>7059628
yea, it turns out that around the baroque period,
opera was killing hundreds of thousands of young boys in order to get those sweet, sweet sopranos
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>>7059679
That's not edgy, you fucking suburb punk! (I am too)

I listen to Johnny Hobo, circle takes the square, Norma Jean, senses fail, and porter Robinson but he's not edgy.

And hip hop I mean fuck I'm an addict to that stuff. I have an old blog somewhere hang on its from before I was Trans. I don't link it for bot security and search indexing Paranoia, but you can search Google "music music music apathy irony ADHD " you'll see my trolling bear with sunglasses face probably. That's it. My music page is actually impressive.
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>>7059676
>So everyone can easily identify you as a lesbian? :P
Hell yeah if I'm not flaming I'm not
something
idk
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>>7059688
idk but it's probably gonna be easier than telling most people
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>>7059681
>tfw mine is only ~5.5 inches hard, maybe 3 soft
i hope it shrinks away on mones, small penises can at least be a little bit cute i guess
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>>7059696
I attempted suicide ironically

>>7059685
It is

>>7059687
>not having a dick
It's like you're not even trutrans
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>>7059698
I'm apg or whatever she doesn't even know i dress up yet....
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>>7059691
Poor thing.

What stage are you? It sucks you are going to be cut down in your prime though.
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>>7059700
I went to college ironically and dropped out unironically. Lmao I never tried to kill myself. I take good care. I never ever once smoked a cigarette.


I heard duck face makes women attractive.


Watching Kenjio! It's okay.
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>>7059644
>>7059658

it's quite funny, my Psychiatrist isn't as against it as my Mom is.
I mean he says he Can't stop me and that if I am self medding he will keep an eye on me and make sure I am not dying.

But my Mom isn't like that at all.
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>>7059700
Tru, I'm a gay dude with a thing for cucumbers that needed an extra hole to shoplift them
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>>7059691
I know you don't care because you're dying but this information is useful to us because what if it was caused by your medication? We take the same sort of pills so are under the same risk if it was caused by HRT. Like for instance if it's a liver tumour then that could have been caused by cypro or a high E dose.
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i need a cute person to hug me ty.
Physically cute.
Ty.
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>>7059713
>i need a cute person to hug me ty.
oh hell ye-
>Physically cute.
wtf you crush my dreams
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>>7059709
Your mother deserves zero respect for ignorance that is soul torture. So what if she keeps your body alive with her food. Fuck her. Get out ASAP you'll make a fine adult. Or she'll come around. Show her jazz, yo. My mom is a cliche and it worked on her.
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does anyone want to be my girlfriend?

i make a decent amount of money, live in the Bay Area, own a house, and don't do drugs.

I like reading and urban planning and going on hikes
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>>7059699
Mine was 5.5 to 7.5 hard, and 2.5 soft. After 2.5 years on HRT it's now 3.5 hard and 1.5 soft. It's thinner too. What's most important is how you wield them. If you can...
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>>7059716
Are you still a bit crazy though?
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>>7059715
I have no clue what to show her besides my attempted suicide that I plan to do with Tic Tacs.
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>>7059710
Holy shit that made me laugh for real
I think I'm going to grant you the title of Honorary Australian

>>7059713
I'm ironicay cute
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>>7059691
>but was having some issues so I went in...a few specialists later, I had an answer.
It's really scary how that can just
happen
yknow
things seem okay or mundane
and then boom you find out you're dying
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>>7059718
>>7059699
Don't you fools want SRS??
>>7059716
>don't do drugs
LMFAO
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>>7059716
do you have low standards
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>>7059716
are you a guy?
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>>7059714
You have potential to be quite attractive.
Some people are just SUPER cute
and i need a SUPER cute person to hug me
but ur coot
>>7059722
:c
>>7059716
how cute / how old / how insane
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>>7059711
mercury is cis
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>>7059681
feminine penis
about 2 inches
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>>7059718
Does that mean my tiny dick will invert itself and become a vagina?

>>7059729
Damn, so I guess ironic cuteness isn't what you're looking for?
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>>7059718
cute
>>7059725
if they ever learn how to make vaginas that dont look awful and i can have a baby sure
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>>7059720
>Are you still a bit crazy though?
I mean, yes? i'll always be a little crazy but i'm fun.

>>7059726
yes.

>>7059725
i don't tho?
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>>7059721
Jazz is a show. Stream it online. I don't mean music. It's a 15 year old Trans girl full HRT. or some shit like that. Reality TV targeting 40+ women.
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>>7059716
>Don't do drugs
does weed count as a drugs
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>>7059716
do you mind me being an ugly neet
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>>7059722
Do I have to move australia? ;~;
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>>7059732
I want someone quite attractive.
Cute, and actually pretty.
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>>7059706
Idk it's not so bad, I wanted to die anyway
Its 4 now ;-;
I actually asked what was stage 5 ;---------;
I just want it over with really
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>>7059742
a fate worse than death Tbh
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>>7059739
Absolutely and like me you can get psychologically addicted. It's not a game for me anymore - it's a real life crux. It isn't the problem, but it ain't helping.
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>>7059713
>i need a cute person to hug me ty.
Yeah i can, that's me.
>Physically cute.
I've been hugcked
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>>7059716
dont u live in oakland
im bay area let's hang babe
or just let me sleep in ur house :sob:
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>>7059742
Nah it's just a title

>>7059743
Well that depends, am I cute and pretty?
>>
hi im awake now
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>>7059711
>was it caused by hrt
Lol
No. It's more likely genetics + some other factors. I've had [distant] family die to cancer
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>>7059716
>she's posting it again
Smh
https://youtu.be/SYbh6ob_R9M
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>>7059750
:c
>>7059753
Not the type I am looking for
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>>7059743
>cute and actually pretty
guess im not a candidate then :v
>>
>>7059738
How does a show about a Girl Transitioning at age 15, prove to my Mom that it's not dangerous to self med, and even if it does, she will still say No cause it's illegal.
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>>7059758
No you would fall under those adjectives.
C'mon.
You know this.
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>>7059757
That's just a code word for ugly
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>>7059670
Melbourne is not a shout
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>>7059754
Welcome back nim, congrats, you just passed the meme test.
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>>7059765

Isla I think I found your doppledanger on tinder today.
>>
redpill me on
cordy
kiwi
dana
as a joke
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>>7059729
pretty cute, 25, diagnosed bipolar but am medicated.

others here can verify cuteness
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>>7059747
I know ;~;
halp

>>7059753
Ohh, is it one of those honorary titles that has a big gold sceptre?

>>7059754
Does nim wake up good?
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>>7059769
what do i win
>>
>>7059774
it's 2 am

lani why do people on here think im weird
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>>7059751
are you homeless or smthng?

>>7059756
pls bb stop
>>
>>7059763
Look if you're going to ignore all the advice and just go do your fake suicide crap, go ahead. Enjoy hondom it sucks
>>
I am doing what the books would call
"Crying over spilled beer"
:sob:

>>7059767
Literally isn't.
>>7059771
did u now?
>>7059773
hmm
thats a 7 year age gap idunno
how cute is pretty cute though
cos thats important
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They say all transgirls are distant relatives of the angler fish.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-BbpaNXbxg
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>>7059773
you should be our friend
where in the bay area?
do you have discord?
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>>7059772
>cordy
Gun lover?
>kiwi
Should be a New Zealander but is actually just a burger
>Dana
Idk Carol wants to fuck her I think

>>7059774
It comes in the form of a flag, the Aussie flag
That way you can shitpost on flag boards without everyone calling you a "leaf"
>>
Hi guys, I have been fucking around with some js stuff while drinking some beer how has it been hanging? Anyone wanna go to the three gun shoot out this sunday? I will be in piru ca. Might be the last time I do something in CA considering my mom subtly hinted at wanting me to move out while I drove her to LAX. I think it is time to go to.
>>7059746
Holy fuck girl I am sorry. Fuck, I know we didn't always get along and I troll post a lot but fuck.

/hugs

>>7059716
Lol, I tried at one point but you were not interested. It is understandable.
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>>7059780
Oooh I love this video
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>>7059725
By my original timeline i was supposed to be getting SRS March 20th, 1985. Yes, that date is correct. Shit happened, and some docs fucked things up for me. Anyways, this time around I was planning on doing it around now. unfortunately finances just weren't there.

>>7059732
I was thinking to myself at my rate of shrinkage it should invert in a few years... lol

>>7059736
In 1985 I was willing to settle for a non lubricating Biber one. One of the self lubricating Chet ones sounds really good to me. Yeah, I'd love to carry a child, but you know, I'd settle for being able to get fucked properly in my own vagina.
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>>7059774
Hey! Don't steal my images that kiwi is mad at me for stealing from her!
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>>7059754
morning nim
hope your day turns out somewhat interesting
>>7059729
ye i get the super cute thing
though it'd probably make me uncomfortable if they were hugging me
like i'm not worthy of them
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>>7059768
melbourne is not a <loud yelling noise>
melbourne is not a <the act of paying the whole bill>
im confuse?
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>>7059779
So I'm average then?

>>7059786
Damn, I'm going to lose my chaser catcher
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>>7059780
It's just a myth, I actually descended from stuff like deer.
>>
How does everyone deal with the awful prickly feeling you get when you shave your gts? It literally happens the day after I shave and it's awful, but hair is disgusting.
>>
>>7059777
https://youtu.be/hjqPmqXy7nc
https://youtu.be/BN1iQHThrWg
It comes in two flavors lol
>>
>>7059788
aww
:c
idk i feel super sad because im doing the
"crying over spilled beer" thing
lul
dw
ur worthy of the love and affection you get
>>7059792
i do not get this.
>>7059790
You can put it that way.
I have particular types.
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>>7059782
heh
these are pretty accurate
>>
>>7059746
Cancer is a painful way to die. And I don't understand why you're suicidal. I heard you're pretty and you seem popular. Live in a state with nice weather as well. That alone would cheer me up.
>>
>>7059778
What, it was a serious question.
>>
>>7059779

It's been awhile since I saw a pic of you posted, but she looked super similar from what I remember and was an 18 y/o transgirl in Portland (not sure if you live around here, but a lot of people here do)
>>
>>7059781
pretty cute as in passing and get hit on my men a lot? idk dude.

i wouldn't date an 18 year old anyway, didn't realize how young you were.

>>7059781
68th and Outlook
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>>7059777
nah just want out of where I live rn
/shrug
>>
red pill on lauren

like a deep tell all redpill
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>>7059796
Damn it, average is shit
Oh well, there are at least two ppl in this world who wanna fuck me

>>7059797
Ty
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>>7059802
hi rachel long time no see
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>>7059801
I do not live there.
curious as to what she looked like.
>>7059802
ggrip lol
>>
>>7059799
http://studentsagainstdepression.org/understand-depression/how-depression-works/
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Existential_nihilism
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>>7059802
She's 20, not 18
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>>7059776
Because you place a really high importance on something that most here have accepted as outside of their means to afford or have in the first place. I get the whole idea of wanting to freeze sperm and have a family someday, it was something I once cared about too, but eventually I decided that reproducing was secondary to living a happy and fulfilling life.

Also, nofapping and t rebound makes your sexuality really weird :/

>>7059782
Fuck yeah

>>7059787
That's literally yume's image though lol
>>
>>7059804
she posts as anon sometimes
>>
>>7059810
think she meant to reply to isla
>>
>>7059746
I dont believe anyone anything here
unless you show proof that you have cancer you are just another attention whore
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>>7059799
She lives in socal and he weather is nice here but LA kind of fucking sucks. She might like it but I kind of hate it desu.

>>7059801
Holy shit, hey what is up?

Random picture of me the last time I was intoxicated.
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>>7059804
she's fast asleep in her pillow fort right now there's no way she could be awake
>>
i don't seriously actually think dating would happen
2 weeks into it
and people do not wanna be with me
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>>7059804
She's a girl
Or at least that's what she claims in several posts
The several posts saying "tfw ur a girl" have made me suspicious into thinking she's not really a girl at all but some kind of creature from out of this world possibly from Rigel 7

>>7059811
Just remember, with "great shitposting comes great bantering"
My uncle said that before a spider bit him and he died
>>
>>7059811
does that mean you're uncomfortable around me
>>
>>7059807
She's also curious, but I don't have a pic of you, lol

>>7059818
OMG HI MELLY! <3
>>
>>7059808
Did someone really just say that to you? I don't really know what to say, but that's fucked. If I outlive you in to the climate wars, I'll be sure to snipe a degenerate like that out if I get a chance.
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>>7059789
its not a good idea
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>>7059823
>tfw dated one person in life
I miss it but there's nothing I can do I suppose
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>>7059775
The comfiest and cuddlish blanket on the market to dry hump, it comes with warranty, if you don't cum on it at least twice everynight, we'll replace it with a hotter one, you can choose what we print on it.
>>
>>7059827
https://a.pomf.cat/audhip.jpg
ugh
too bad u cant save from unsee
>>7059833
i kinda do wanna get high
>>
>>7058835
>Appear on trip list
>No one knows what to say about me

Boring and unremarkable it is...
>>
>>7059823
Lol dating is hard if you are cis and ultra hard if you are trans.

I am kind of dating this sjw atm. Nothing too serious and we have a lot of political disagreements but it is okay I guess. I am trying to go visit her parents desu because they were /k/ tier Rhodesians. Before you bitch at me for being a racist or something, I think the government of that state was stupid and racist, but i do admire how /k/ they were.

>>7059827
How are you doing? I might be moving to Seattle or something. My parents are giving me das boot. Well I mean they just want me out of the house but still giving me money. I will most likely end up in phoenix or seattle. I been kind of been dragging my feet on moving anywhere though because I have been so unsure of my life but I no longer have a choice.

How have you been though?
>>
>>7059808
You had one short life and you wasted it all on nihilism? That's really sad.

Mercury, It was nice knowing you, I hope your final hours are comfortable and that the next life is kinder to you. Sayonara.
>>
>>7059826
No, it doesn't.
It just creates concern about the possibility that you're fixating on things that aren't in the long term going to be helpful for you.

>>7059825
Fucking hell, everything in australia is poisonous.
;~;
>>
>>7059802
I am curious as to why you're doing this, assuming this is genuine and not a joke.

You could definitely get a boyfriend/girlfriend outside of 4chan.
>>
>>7059838
dw i don't give a shit about ones views that much
but dating is horrible.
i invest so much into someone and
it dies i guess
>>
>>7059842
but why doesn't it make sense to just have it done even if it's just for personal peace of mind
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>>7059837
Make yourself known with some drama
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>>7059800
If there is something in Jazz that can change her mind on the Legal part of it then please tell me, I will be sure to tell her to watch it.

Heck, doesn't even have to be a part of Jazz, just something to convince her about the legal aspect, because she honestly doesn't want me to do it due to it being illegal, and dangerous but Jazz apparently goes across that path so mainly illegal.
>>
>>7059818
How old are you and when did you start HRT?
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>>7059842
I know right, going outside is dangerous
Hell staying inside is dangerous
That's why I constructed myself a fallout bunker to prottect myself from poisonous animals.
I only ever going out wearing body armor, I've lost several friends to spders, snakes and warboys
>>
>>7059840
Nihilism is the ultimate reality.

Once you realize nothing matters in the end or now for that matter the better. That isn't to say you shouldn't better yourself and try to find something worthwhile in life, but nothing matters. We will all die and eventually everyone will forget you ever existed.


>>7059845
Yeah here is the thing. I stopped trying to find someone to 'complete' myself or 'fill a void'. I just want someone or a few people to hang out with and do lewd. I gave up on having that normal dream of a partner + kids owning a minivan. That isn't me ... I just want to enjoy life now.

>>7059851
mid 20s and 19.

I am a hon lol.
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>>7059790
I've been helping nuke mine with 5mg Fin a day. I'm sure that is hurting my size a lot.

>>7059792
I'm ok with genital hair. Kinda just what I grew up with...

>>7059799
Cancer sucks, and is a shitty way to die. I lost a friend to it last January. His last week was rather sucky. ;_; I wouldn't want anybody to go through that.
>>
>>7059847
That's the absolute last thing I would do as a person though.
Like I would prefer to be labeled something like "mean" or "dumb" over "causes drama for attention".

And now i already feel like im doing it with this very post.
>>
>>7059859
well
i dont have anyone to hang out with
lol
hard to enjoy life rn
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how do you stay calm when everything is out of control and there's no telling when you could die a horrible painful death?
>>
>>7059860
I like my dick as tiny desu, it's not gross and ugly this way
>>
>>7059866
what happened
last i saw u were happy and seeing a girl u liked
>>
>>7059866
live everyday like its your last
>>
>>7059830
:( aw
>>
>>7059860
The most common way to die is a shitty way to die. Is there a God?
>>7059859
I started at 25, how do you think I feel?
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>>7059868
This talk of cancer has me thinking about mortality and death
>>7059869
I guess
I try to really appreciate life while I still have it
>>
>>7059870
too far away, im not feeeling 10,000+ miles
>>
>>7059843
because men are always weird about it when i tell them and i don't know how to attract lesbian women now that i'm not in college.

it'd be nice to have a trans girlfriend
>>
>>7059866
I wish i could make you feel better Grace :/ what's wrong?
>>
>>7059846
It doesn't make sense because it's being held out as an obstacle. The odds that you'll actually feel better for having banked sperm aren't favorable. Most people that put off their transition for reasons like that seem to feel that they were trying to give themselves reasons to put off having to take the plunge.

I mean, the idea of fixating on future kids is sort of putting the cart before the horse anyways.

>>7059857
Is this why everyone in australia drinks?
>>
>>7059873
just dont think abt it
/shrug
>>
>>7059873
>>7059866
All of /mtfg/ lives a vapid, self-centered existence oblivious to the fact that we will all die soon.
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>Tfw the technological singularity MIGHT be in our lifetimes
What will you be doing when humanity has finally created technology to free itself of the everlasting struggle against the dominator society that has prevailed since the earliest days of civilization?
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>>7059880
Yes and because the government banned everything else.
Get me out here!!!

>>7059885
Masturbate
>>
>>7059885
idk laying in bed probably
>>
>>7059880
i feel like you're mad or disappointed in me
>>
>>7059589
>I just want help because I clearly can't function irl
mental wards won't help you function in society, they keep you locked up so that you won't kill yourself or bug your neighbors. You become a prisoner without a trial, without committing a crime, and without any guarantee or getting out before you're dead.

A life sentence in a place where they do things to you they can't even do to prisoners, and you wanna walk in there.
>>
>>7059885
probably just chillin like a villain
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>>7059866
=//

I was in your spot a few years ago. I am still kind of in that spot. I have a group of friends I hang around with but they don't know I am trans. It kind of feels weird they I have to act like they don't know Maybe they do, maybe they don't. i really don't hang out with them that much anymore either which is why I am kind of cool leaving LA for a year or five.

>>7059872
fuck i am intersex and started at 19 and it really didn't help me. Here is a picture.

>>7059884
that is almost every desu.

>>7059885
>implying we don't live in a simulated reality. Pretty much the reason I stopped doing acid and smoking weed was freaking out we were in the matrix or everything was a single consciousness. Yeah no more of that shit. I pretty much drink one day a week now.
>>
>>7059880
she already bought a kit or something delaying transition another week literally does not matter
>>
>>7059863
Iktf. If I have something to say that could be categorized as drama I rather anonpost because being a dramaqueen is the last I want to be.
>>
>>7059885
Smoke a bowl.
>>
>>7059876
Make tindr
Match with girls
Go on date

Make OKC
Find girls
Message them
Talk for a while
Go on date
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>>7059889
Honestly, I'm a little disappointed
You were so damn close to starting and actually making real tangible steps.

>>7059895
A kit just tests viability
She hasn't ordered a cryogenics lab
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>>7059893
yeah but you also did drugs and drank booze while you transitioned you stupid idiot
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>>7059900
not everyone is as pretty as you.

as if Annica would have ever messaged me on tindr
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>>7059836
Similarities. You've clearly been on HRT longer though.

>>7059838
Oh cool on the seattle part Really sorry to hear that on the boot part.

I've been doing okay. Didn't get my fafsa right for fall term so I'm kind of bummed out, and delaying getting a job. Going to Berlin this summer, might stay there after not sure yet. Transition has been giving me great results, and I cammed for the first time a few days ago and really enjoyed i!
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>>7059890
Sure y not
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>>7059901
no i did tho

they mail you a kit and after they test for viability they freeze it
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>>7059909
assume its the middle one
eh
not seeing it too much
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>>7059911
How much do they charge to keep it on ice?
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>tfw shes super high maintenance
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>>7059836
Same
I can't get the stuff tho
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>>7059917
damn rip
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>>7059906
I messaged her
You are pretty
>implying im attractive

She's kind of a flake imo, I like her but the ball is in her court and she slippin
Kind of like you, except she hasn't full on ghosted me l o l

You have to at least try! Or something
Idk
I don't want you to be tfwnogf!
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so i'm guessing spiro can lose effectiveness if stopped and then started again, right?
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>>7059903
I did psychedelics and weed. Nothing really addicting.

Alcohol is about the hardest thing I do.

>>7059909
Oh cool. i really kind of want to leave the country and go visit places but I am kind not into seeing europe atm. Lots of bad shit over there happening. I mean I am going to canada soonish but that doesn't really count lol.
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>>7059915
it's like 100 dollars a year but the first year is free
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>>7059913

Yeah, you have a much more feminine face. Have you had FFS?
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>>7059917
cocaine and weed, best drugs hands down
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>>7059921
w wait

you guys still talk?

>tfw you will never kiss annica
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>>7059916
im gonna make you give some maintenance to something of mine
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>>7059927
nope
just turned 18 recently
couldnt afford ffs at all
dont know if i want it ._.
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>>7059929
LMAO
I mean idk.....
I'm not gonna have this conversation here though
What did she tell you-?
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>>7059934
>>7059929
Here as in a 4chan thread that is forever archived with a bunch of strangers and weirdos reading
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>>7059919
That's what I get for coming from a Middle Class Conservative family

>>7059928
Why?
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>>7059934
wait so you guys actually kissed?

:((

i haven't spoken with her since i ghosted you desu.

damn dude, i really wanted to kiss her when i knew her at UCSC. oh well. (pls do not tell her that)
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>>7059933
you don't need it
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>>7059928
enjoy your addiction.

I should go be productive like I have been for the last month.


But I kind of like split screen shitposting on /pol/ and here.
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>>7059926
That seems extremely low..
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>>7059939
Yes I did
Two times!

I.....may have already told her about that lol
Maybe
Or maybe not
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>>7059937
sorry I'm weird I'm trying to be normal but my brain is broken
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>>7059943
thank u emi <3
>>7059938
:c
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is sheen dead?
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>>7059945
dude if she wants to spend her shekels on sperm banking just let her.
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>>7059949
It's okay, I'm a weirdo too, I just don't trust anyone anywhere ever since my trust or faith in people is always betrayed and knowing th history of this place I don't care to create any problems for myself idk
>>7059952
Doubtful
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>>7059952
sheen passed away refuting this death rumor
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>>7059945
It does, in europe i know i have to go to belgium and pay significantly more if i wanted to freeze my sperm. Like a LOT more. Idk maybe its one of the few things that are cheaper overseas.
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>>7059947
:( what did she say?? did she like me??

also,

here is some fun late-night halloween reading for everyone

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_unidentified_murder_victims_in_California
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>>7059938
you just need to have a "dude lmao weed" friend
i lost touch with like all my friends though so kinda in the same predicament
>>7059952
she said she was gonna kill herself on new years or something
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>tfw get to play airsoft in 2 weeks and unleash my t-rage
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>>7059926
It's 360€ / year in Germany. I thought about it but since I'm on hrt I mostly like men anyway and I don't know if I'd like to be a "dad" if I had a gf.
I don't think adoption is a bad thing, so I'll just go with that later.
>>
So.
Instead of coming out as trans to my 14 year old sister I came out as bi because I mentioned the coffee date tomorrow with my friend Tom was a "date date *fingers crossed*" in her terms. She thought us dating was "cute". I told her I felt like not telling her felt like "hiding something from her" and "I don't want to do that".

I made it way more awkward than she thought it had to be. She was amused I was worried since she said "a lot of my friends are lesbians". She likes associating with weird people (because they're more fun). I wonder if she learned that from me or because I'm weird and she likes me she naturally likes other weird people.

So me being a boy and liking boys and girls is a non-issue to her. I'm thinking me being a girl and liking boys and girls is going to be alright.

I guess what I'm truly worried is her getting the wrong idea. For about a week it took my mom time to "figure out" what I was doing. I think initially she thought it was some emasculating fetish and I wanted to be some fake overboard girly-girl persona. But Mom is pretty old fashion and my sister is as liberal as the school indoctrinate kids nowadays I guess. So, maybe next week I lay it out for her and explain "what it is" to her. Because maybe she *would* get me.
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>>7059859
>We will all die and eventually everyone will forget you ever existed.
May be so, but by the time I die I want a lot of people to freely say I was a nice, kind, caring woman who helped make the world a better place to live when I die. Sadly, most of the people I know who would say that about me likely will die before me as they are mostly 10+ years older than I am.

>>7059867
Tiny gets in the way less. I now find it easy to tuck.

>>7059872
>Is there a God?
No, only differentially abled beings. Join my Mother Earth Discordianism church and base your beliefs on science, and well reasoned extrapolations from science.

>>7059923
Hum? I'd like to know if that is true. I'm thinking of going back on it to clear up my face.

>>7059924
She wasn't a heroin chick like me. Well, I did heroin before I got on hrt the first time. Recently I found out heroin depresses both E & T hormone output for quite awhile after use. Maybe it dropped my T production enough to kill some of my social anxiety, and delay puberty a bit more.
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>>7059924

Latin America would be pretty cool to visit. Brazil or Argentina maybe?
I'm willing to stomach the politics in Europe because they're better than American politics and the standard of living is higher.

>>7059933
I'm not sure if I want it either, but it might go a long way for me, I'm not sure. But yeah, you definitely don't need it, you won the genetic lottery, lol.
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>>7059926
>>7059945
>>7059956
dang, I'm paying 650 a year
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>>7059958
L o l
If you reaaaaaaally want to know call me and ask me sometime I don't want to talk about my dates or whatever here
I was supposed to see her tomorrow maybe I think but I don't think that's gonna happen
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>>7059945
yeah, that's why im doing it
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>>7059964
I'm mostly referring to my issues with T-blocking. I was never able to get my T low enough, but at least it was at 100 instead of 300 before I quit
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This ones for you Grace. rip.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjRXGqRofE4
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>>7059950
It's not bad desu, just a bit lame

>>7059959
Don't have that

>>7059964
Tiny is also more comfy in general
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>>7059958
So much of that is scary
Some of is is obviously gang related which is scarier
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>>7059958
>This murder case was solved 39 years after she was found, yet she remains unidentified.
The fuck hahaha
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>>7059970
pls just tell me what she said about me :(

this is v important to me
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>>7059959
sheen is always saying she is going to kill herself but she's still here. just like angie if she starts her stupid suicide stuff again just ignore it.
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>>7059959
I mean...
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>>7059968
you got jewed
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>>7059967
yeah intersex is is ok with that i suppose
>>7059974
its hella lame to me
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>>7059978
>>7059976


it's unbelievable sad to me. none of these people had anyone - family, friends, ect - that cared about them enough to notice that they went missing forever
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>>7059973
Thanks mom
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>>7059982
apparently

it's with the Cleveland Clinic cryolab

>>7059984
Oh, definitely, it's tragic. It's just I'm really confused about the unidentified victim who somehow had her case solved 39 years later without being identified
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>>7059915
In the US. I paid $575, that included mail-in fees and the first year. $275 a year after the first year. I was already 1.5 months in so I ordered two thinking one wouldn't have much left (no additional preservation fee; second one was only $325). There's eight vials to my name now somewhere in Michigan. It's reassuring to know if I ever change my mind and want biological kids really badly there's a path with today's tech.
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>>7059979
Why is it important tho
I don't think she especially liked you, but mayb she did....
You dated one of her friends so that probably took off the market as far as she was concerned
Idk

Why do you even care? Lol
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>>7059866
Here is how. http://vocaroo.com/i/s0Lcmkj2XrNb
Warning vocal suicide. (I recorded this just for you it took a lot of tries)
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>>7059971
I mean, not that it will likely change your decision, but most legitimate places that actually provide reproductive services charge far more than that. Who are you doing it through o.0

>>7059953
I suspect she isn't though..
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>>7059988
lmao I'm dumb and high, it links to the wiki page about her explaining all this AND i've already read that very wiki page before

>>7059990
I'm just doing it because I'm not out to my dad yet and I don't know how much he'd freak out about that. When he's dead I'll probably destroy them, idk
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>>7059991
i dated one of her friends because i was hella into her duh.

jk, i was really into Ivy and still am desu. i was dumb about that one too. i've literally ruined every good romantic opportunity that has ever happened to me
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Here is my lastest shit post on /pol/ guys.

>>>/pol/93005521

>>7059958
>tfw holloween was supposed to be scary
>tfw now it is nation dress like a super hero, slut, or cross dresser day.

>May be so, but by the time I die I want a lot of people to freely say I was a nice,

Same I guess, but I realize even 10,000 years from now people will not know who Alexander the great is or it will be so esoteric that most people will not know who you are referring to.

Or we could have the singularity and make our own simulations. It would piss me off if I die and woke up in some fucked up vanilla sky bullshit though.

>>7059967
>Latin America
No wars, caused by murica, and all the other shit going down there is no good. The only places I want to vist atm are japan, new zeland and maybe Aus. The world is in a fucked up position atm. Hopefully it will unfuck itself in a year


People who I talk to who used to travel back in the 1960s through 1980s used to tell me how they could go visit all sorts of places. Not everything is some complicated. I want to go to iran and see all that shit. I want to go to india, but they want to nuke each other atm and I want to go to europe but tons of shit is happening there. I am kind of stuck in murica atm. It is like being the best house in a fucked up street.
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>>7059983
Life is dull and lame af
There's literally nothing to do but go to school and be bored doing repetitive bs
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>>7059995
cryochoice

just checked and it's $149 a year, with the first year free

initial cost is $595 for one kit but i split it into 6 monthly payments of $115
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>>7059984
It's probably not that they didn't care but that they didn't do anything about it
Or maybe they were estranged from their families
If was murdered and disappeared people would just think I didn't want to talk to them anymore
Idk
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>>7059963
I don't know if telling your 14 yo sister first is the right thing anyway. Most 14 yo I know couldn't keep a secret.
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>>7060004
are u rich nim
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>>7060001
im pretty fucking bored rn idk
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So how real is the threat of wetting yourself on spiro?
Because tbhonest that sounds kind of adorable and I'm not totally opposed to it.
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>>7060008
no but i do have an inheritance that i got from when my father passed away
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>>7060004
Ok, that's cheap, but now that actually sounds a bit more realistic.
For some reason $100 a year, first year free conjured images of some guy just collecting sperm in his refrigerator in empty danone cups
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>>7059997
>dating someone's friends because you like them
Why would you do this?
Like....why
Don't do that again

Well idk dear, you should talk about it with your therapist or something or figure out why you self-sabotage that stuff.
Idk.
I'm gonna stop before I say something gay and embarrass myself; but I'm talking to you now, so do with that what you will.
>>7060000
Nice quads
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>>7060000
Nice quads.

Yeah, I can't wait to get off Earth.

>>7060010
Read a book, play a game, watch a tedtalk, call a friend, or start an online class
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>>7060012
*raises hand*
>>7060014
oh :(
sorry to hear that
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>>7059910
bad girl
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>>7060014
Jelly
I want to collect my patents life insurance
But they're going to collect mine ;-;
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>>7060006
Nah. My mom and dad both know I've been medically transitioning (and that I'm bi). Plus she's definitely the type able to keep a secret. She's more of a small adult than an old child; I forget she's not an adult when I talk with her. What I need now is to finish catching her up with my parents.

Then I get to wonder if I feel like I need to tell my brothers before "everyone else" finds out. I'm not very close with them at all.
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>>7060019
i feel too tired to do that ;w;
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>>7060017
pls say gay things and embarrass yourself, its cute
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>>7060012
the whole wetting yourself on spiro is just an excuse diaperfaggots use to wear diapers for their deplorable fetish.


>>7060017
thank you.

>>7060019
thank you.


futurama_I_don't_want_to_live_on_this_planet_anymore.webm.exe

>>7060023
do what I did, just don't tell anyone and see if they get the picture.
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b90-6lQit2Y

>tfw no chaser daddy to grab you by the gt
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>>7060010
I'm always bored
Bored or sad

>>7060021
Good "girl"
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>>7060023
Oh I thought your parents didn't know. We'll then go ahead. Why didn't you tell her?
And I wouldn't tell your brothers if you aren't close.
>>
Which trip would you be most likely to describe as your "waifu for laifu"?
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>>7060033
I will never have one.
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>>7059949
iktf
drain bamage...

>>7059972
OK, Spiro nuked E down to 24ng/dL. Monthly 150mg medroxyprogesterone acetate shots has it down to 16ng/dL which is peanuts lower. I think the medroxyprogesterone is triggering my skin issues. I was totally clear on Spiro, but we suspected it was causing or enhancing my ME/CFS, but that isn't likely.

>>7059984
They likely were runaways, or thrown out of their homes. I used to hold Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners for friends who had no family to go back to. My first party had around 12 people at it. 10 years later we had near 40.

>>7060029
He was a real toxic ass when I met him back in '79. Looks like he's gotten worse, not better.
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>>7060033
Grace is my favorite husbando
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>>7060033
anonymous
>>
>>7060033
no one rn!!!
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>>7060033
you
>>
Hi I just woke up
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>>7060025

Lay in bed listening to music and fantasize about how awesome your future could be if everything went your way.
>>
>>7060043
quid ily
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>>7060033
Who ever can make me love them
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>tfw naked vidyah
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>>7060046
:3 same
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>>7060029
dude, I am not trolling here, but why the fuck would you wait so long to not tell anyone this dude touched me? Jesus at least file a fucking police report. If someone raped me that would be the first thing on the list provided i didn't shoot the guy.

Look if someone wanted to rape me or just tried to act like billybad ass and tried to assult i would let it be know that I walk around with my strap on and if even tried to fuck with me i will rip them apart so fucking hard they will be bleeding everywhere. Like a bad ass, i walk around packing and if someone broke into my house I would shoot them in the fucking knee but not kill them because i want them to know every waking hour of the rest of their life that they crossed paths with a bad ass named melly.
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>>7060027
I'd rather not, I don't want to get sad and emotional and have to cry
>>7060028
Yw
>>
looking for waifu for laifu
hi who wants to apply
>>7060045
im lying in bed thinking about my isolation
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>>7060044
neppyweppy <3
>>
>>7060029
umm, if i may ask. What's a gt? I swear I've heard it used before and now it's bugging me ;_;
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>>7060051
why would you cry??
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>>7060052
>looking for waifu for laifu
>hi who wants to apply
ohhh mememe me pls
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>>7060052
chara isn't really my waifu anymore just my slave

she would make a good waifu, i only ask for two goats in return
>>
red house painters
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>>7060058
unfortunately i have no goats.
>>7060057
hm
are you cute
what are you like
how old are you
>>
>>7060028
>>7060028
>do what I did, just don't tell anyone and see if they get the picture.
That's what I'm going to do with work. The boobs are becoming a lot more obvious now even underneath the apron and all of my old baggy clothes. The long hair, the occasional make up, dropping some of the masculinity to my voice... I give it another two months until my boss calls me into her office. Maybe she never will. I had a paranoid fear my regulars would turn on me for "looking like a fag" but nothing has changed. And I think that's for the best, really.
>>
>>7060044
Hello, qt
>>
>tfw you're her girlfriend now
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>>7060050
not everyone is a gun freak like you

also you have all this planned out what you would do if you got raped but who knows what you would actually do in that situation idk I think don't criticize people for stuff like that unless you've been through it personally
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>>7060058
i'll give you a goat's head for half of chara's head~
>>
>>7060052

My application for waifu isn't strong this year, but I'd make a good side girl

>tfw story of my life
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>>7060033
That's a secret.
>>
>>7060050
I replied thinking this was a different post in reference to the same trump meme lmao.
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>tfw not a kawaii yuri anime
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>>7060066
Grats, I knew you two would. Treat each other well.
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>>7060060
>are you cute
fuck no
>what are you like
horrible
>how old are you
twenties
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against my better judgment, i've decided to take another picture of myself.
here you go, senpai
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>>7060059
I drank so much tea
I wrote my letters in kanji
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>>7060073
>tfw
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>>7060058
when are we doing the thumb print quid?

Do I have to fucking abduct you, tie you up, make you wear a cuck cage and dose you myself? we need to go explore the fifth dimension .


>>7060064
I am a liberal at heart, I just like muh guns and I am forced to vote for an asshole to keep them.

>>7060067
I am not a gun freak, just a feminine tomboy.

>also you have all this planned out what you would do if you got raped but who knows what you would actually do in that situation idk I think don't criticize people for stuff like that unless you've been through it personally

be polite, be efficient, have a plan to kill everyone you meet.
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>>7060060
that's ok

>>7060068
no dice, chara must remain safe and unharmed, she is my precious little hamster
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>tfw not a powerful sexy eldar warrior girl
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>>7060053
This is a new one I haven't heard before...

>>7060062
:3
Juni <3
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>>7060073
Need some help with that? I can be your needy girlfriend whos sometimes more like a boyfriend
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>>7060076
you look like a cis meth addict
>>
>>7060083
yoi already turned me down that one time
>>
>>7060076
You need more hair.
And something to make you smile.
I hope you get both of those things.
>>
>>7060050
well Ive had it happen, and I reacted the same way as them the first two times, but I did become very vocal about the last one because it was a family member and I would have had to spend time with him.

this is a very female response, it almost always goes worse for the woman, no one believes you, the trials almost never prosecute. I had an eye witness and they said he'd be found innocent by a jury because I'm trans. I mean why would you fucking destroy your life for this shit unless something like your abuser becoming president is going to happen

all of bill Clintons, all of cosby's, who was that supreme court judge that abused that woman that finally came out? all did the same thing, like literally this is how women deal with sexual assault and rape
>>7060054
uhm well when a girl is born different from the other girls... she has an outie...
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>>7060084
yes, i'll take it ;_;
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>>7060076
cute dyke

>>7060079
>be polite, be efficient, have a plan to kill everyone you meet.
wtf i love melly now

>>7060080
>chara must remain safe and unharmed
how much to use her as a welcome mat for like, three days?

>>7060082
<33
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>>7060066
>tfw she made me ask
>>
>>7060083

...
...
...
why did this give me feels. Fucking hormones.
>>
>>7060015
they were daisy cups...

:)

ill be back on hrt in a few days
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>>7060056
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gb6aIXBsGMQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZLkw9io9C0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nj71KbE6ekg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4NGoS330HE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIeehYbKyd4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amxRehM1lt0
idk why would i cry you guess
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Tfw agreed to go to halloween party at a venue but i'm an introverted and closeted tranny please help me
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>>7060088
i'm afraid my mother would object to that.
& i intend to keep this from her for as long as i can
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>>7060097
juniper i like your ferrets hi
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>>7060086
I did? Whos you?
>>7060094
Because ESTROGEN GIVES YOU FEEEELINGS
I hate it lol.
I crave love more than I ever did. And I fall in love much easier as well.
>>
mmm

starting to feel like an outcast yet again
>>
>>7060076
You look like a strange cis girl.

>>7060094
If you drew my life in a comic it would be fucking tragic. It's been the same since 8th grade. I'm so depressed.
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>>7060089
no, faye, it's planned bullshit. if you don't come forward immediately you should be charged with allowing a dangerous criminal to roam unchecked.

It's just bullshit character assassination, as if anyone actually falls for this
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>>7060091
that's very sweet
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>>7060089
idk, I am a bit weird since I am intersex so I really don't have a female response to this. in all honesty I am a mix of both female and male. I kind of stopped caring about fitting into boxes. If you hurt me though I will hurt you back but i am not the type to go around trying to start shit. I really don't want to kill anyone but if you force me to watch out. don't let assholes get away with shit. At the very least get a police report.

>>7060091
I loved tf2. I don't really play video games anymore except when I get drunk and try to play overwatch.
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>>7060093
im gonna make you do a bunch of other things too~
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>>7060083
cute image I wish i can i have someone like that but i think asking for that to cuddle and hold hands while sleeping is too much
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>>7060102
your anxious benzo addicted friend
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>>7060079
idk yo

i might just sell the pizza place so i can focus on transition :(

>>7060091
that sounds pretty adorable and funny so i would let you do it for free as long as she was safe and only lightly stepped on
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>>7060069
aww
>>7060075
damn :c
>>7060080
is it?
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>>7060106
shitty bait kys yourself idiot
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>>7060106
Spoken like a true teen who hasn't experienced even a single true power cycle of the world yet. You know nothing.

If you don't come out as Trans the instant you realize it, you're just a fetish freak and a man.
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>>7060102
it's nice to have feelings ;_;

>>7060104
hey nim
add me
Alex the "girl"#2261
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>>7060117
well i mean you could borrow her as a waifu if you want...
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>>7060105
i guess that's better than being taken for a meth addict

so i guess there's a consensus that i look ok?
well, i'm happy w/ that
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>>7060106
well they say it takes about a dozen women for people to start believing charges against a man, there are 11 so far
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>>7060089
Ohhhhhh that makes sense

Now I'm curious as to why you'd want someone to grab it. That'd make me so uncomfortable. lol though, that's just personal preference
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>>7060120
Hello Alex
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>>7060101
help me please


and thanks : 3
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>>7060115
How about we get an mtfg burning man group?

cap it off by doing a mix of thumb prints and dmt.
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>>7060102

I was just finally getting good at being alone and came to terms with the fact that it's entirely possible that no one will love me.

And now that's suddenly unacceptable of a thought and I have tears in my eyes. Myeh. I'm a dignified, independent person!
*screams into a pillow*

>>7060105
I try not to think about how depressing my life is. The older I get, the easier its gotten to avoid.
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>>7060127
this image is making me uncomfortable
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>>7060111
Im sure you can find someone who would be happy to keep you company while you sleep~
>>7060114
Oh, hey cutie
Well uh
I dont really know you is the thing
And Im also rly not ready for dating so id probably just hurt you
>>7060120
Im so tired of feelings BRING BACK T
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>>7060123
You could be beautiful, with a new look. Particularly makeup, hair, and dress. Your face is pretty cis. How old are you? I'm hon status man at 24 ever though I'm only 110 lbs.
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>>7060095
Concerns dropped
I was honestly just worried this was another cycle of spinning your wheels
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>>7060102
You make me sad with these pictures ;_;
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>>7060130
it looks like each part of his body is at a different angle
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>>7060131
no its fine

im honestly kind of embarrassed by the whole thing
>>
I want to transition but I also just want to be a lifter.


I am never going to bulk again regardless so idek what im going to do tbqh...
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mfw i made Neptune blush
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>>7060127
that's too macho for me.
his clavicles are so big that he has almost no neck
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>>7060048
who are you playing with
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>>7060139
junip are you a real gardevoir
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>>7060135
Dont worry, i feel the pain plenty. I just take solace in knowing Ill find someone once my head is back on straight and Ive improved myself
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>>7060129
>I was just finally getting good at being alone and came to terms with the fact that it's entirely possible that no one will love me.

i don't think anyone will ever love me but who knows. I am gonna try to be happy alone anyways. Like I said, I am kind of dating this sjw atm. She is kind of cool, but she cares what too much about what other people think. I am just in the not give a fuck mode about life now. As long s people dont psychically hurt one another who gives a fuck if you are trolled on twitter lol.
>>
>>7060094
>>7060102
>tfw the hormones did nothing to your emotions despite being in range
I am a cold machine that switched fuel to estrogen from testosterone. Maybe I am autistic.
Maybe despite not being as depressed anymore I'm still too numb. Maybe I just can't feel my feelings anymore from denying them for 15 years. At one support group meeting I couldn't understand why I was so uncomfortable and restless after a ftm went on and on about how she wanted to have a child before transitioning because that was such a wonderful thing to be giving up and how all the other FTMs agreed and I realized only when someone told them to stop did I realize the physical sensations were from emotions. I've literally lost touch with my some of my emotions.
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>>7060138
Rock climb
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>>7060137
You have no reason to be embarrassed or afraid or anything
I wont make fun of you or hurt you for telling me these things
I appreciate you trust me enough you can.
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>>7060138
Cut your balls off and then lift. You'll bulk up the same way a female bodybuilder would.
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>>7060125
I don't, I just wanted to bait melly or a pro trump anon
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>>7060122
its okay
i jus twant a waifu
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>>7060149
thank you
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>>7060147
Ever experience psychosomatic pain? It's horrible.
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>>7060115
>i would let you do it for free as long as she was safe and only lightly stepped on
Ya lets set it up ^^

>>7060126
whoa hi
hows kangaroo country?

>>7060131
>Im so tired of feelings BRING BACK T
I'm so scared of going back holy shit no x.x
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>>7060134
<3
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>>7060152
OHHHHHHH LMAO I GET IT
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>>7060160
>I'm so scared of going back holy shit no x.x
I was like that but rn Im in a particularly masc mood and idk why or what it means or what
I guess its time to think about my gender.
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>>7060160
Cloudy
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>>7060083
that picture is basically what happened with the last transgirl I did it with. God i should text her. She was good in bed.
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>>7060162
:3
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>>7060168
If you're serious, good luck!

>>7060169
At least it's not sunny and hot?
Wrestled any killer spiders or wild abos today?
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>>7060171


>>7060171
>>7060171
>>7060171
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>>7060168
grace i can not imagine you as a guy at all youre definitely a girl
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>>7060146

I'm not sure what it is, but nobody ever gets particularly emotionally invested in me. I get -way- emotionally invested in other people all the time. I don't even know why, I'm smart, attractive, funny, compassionate, but something ineffable prevents people from really caring about me as a person. Maybe it's the kind of people I pursue, I don't know. I'm just a good lay, and a source of advice when shit hits the fan, and that's it.

desu, the only thing I care about anymore are other people and their happiness.
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>>7060131
Thanks, i hope i can find someone and do it soon, my time is running out, i'm about to be homeless, I don't mind to die it's just sad than life seems so simple and easy but i use to overthink everything and fuck it up.

It's normal to feel some kind of discomfort on my wrists when i'm feeling down? like something in my veins.
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>>7060178
It would be cute to watch her try.
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>>7060139
So this was you the whole time then?
Hehe
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