Mtfg: Transgirl general

post panties

anybody here have access to what.cd?

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>>7048321
POST PICS SO I CAN LOOK AT A CUTE DUCK

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>>7048338

nim is corrupted

nth for everything will get worse in time

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I want to get a blue and black theme tattoo similar to this, but smaller. I think this large is a real estate waste and I'd rather wait until my 30s to cover myself.

>>7048339
omg cute

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>buying first panties
>small listed as 35 inch hips
>mine are only 31
do i even bother? that seems so big...
am i just stupid?

>>7048290
wew?
i found it funny oh well
>>7048275
idek
that is embarrassinggg

>>7048316
I am, lol. But I honestly don't want to not be one. I can't ever find myself agreeing to do any of that stuff

>>7048346
im 39 inch hips and i wear small
Y O L O

Sarah makes the worst editions.

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>>7048212

They can also make you and at the end of the day the only thing that matters is success.

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>>7048341
AM I CORRUPTED FOR WANTING TO PIN A CUTIE DOWN AND HAVE MY WAY WITH THEM

AT FIRST THEY'LL BE STUNNED AT MY FORWARDNESS BUT EVENTUALLY THEY'LL SURRENDER THEMSELVES TO ME AND LET ME HAVE MY WAY WITH THEM

>>7048341
This news is pleasing

>>7048341
how do we cleanse her

>>7048359
L-lewd .///.

>>7048359
that's called rape

what type of panties do you wear /mtfg/?

>>7048359
That's a little rapey

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>>7048359
Nim don't say such things

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>>7048296
https://clyp.it/fbrwhgm2

>>7048300
https://clyp.it/c2wrwtp5

>>7048368
when did nim get so lewd
>>7048366
teach me about them senpai

>>7048366
None

How long does it take for random boners to die on mones? I hate my penis and want it to die a fast death.

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Does anyone else here get psychosis when you are sleep deprived?

>>7048359
that's hot
>>7048362
we don't
>>7048360
yes it is

>>7048372
We lost her

>>7048374
Just cut it off desu

>>7048374
two weeks and they're gone, but my libido started plummeting before mones anyway for some unknown reason
>>7048366
i mostly wear cheap garbage boxer shorts
however i've got a pair of white panties with a cute face on it

>>7048382
I don't want to bleed out or die of sepsis.

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>tfw u still postin in last thread
>>7048357

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>tfw don't have to masturbate every day anymore but still have to masturbate once or twice a week
end this
>>7048374
pretty quickly, I'd say within the first month
feels good senpai
>>7048382
this tho

>>7048382
>cute face on it
elephant?

>>7048374
2 years spiro, 3 years cypro, 2 years orchi
still boners i don't need to work for

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>>7048373
>Tfw faye uses skirts and no panties

>>7048382
Lol brilliant idea

>>7048392
why do u have to?

>>7048366
boyshorts 7 out of 10 times
boyshorts are the best

i really really want to have someone to spend Halloween with.

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>>7048355

how do high-t guys live like this omg

help pls

>>7048408
i'm just perpetually sad.

>>7048374

for me it was 4 days on spiro.

mom was telling me about how i couldn't sell my underwear at a garage sale because
"No matter how washed underwear is nobody will ever want to buy it"
l-lol

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>>7048376
Everyone does Jin. Every fucking human in the world.

>>7048374
>Tfw you'll never be rid of the penis, SRS is literally refashioning your peen into a vag.

>>7048415

awww that's cute

>>7048415
Did you tell her that people buy cute girls dirty underwear all the time?

>>7048403
idk, it just sort of pops up in my head and then I have to masturbate. I used to do it as stress relief, maybe old habits just die hard desu. I'd really prefer not to because masturbating upsets me, but it's hard to stop

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>tfw dad and sister wont stop giving me shit and yelling at me today
>tfw cant do anything about it because they're "family"

>>7048423
i wanted to but
that would feel so wrong
>>7048420
yeah but
people buy dirty underwear
>_<

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my mom has big ones and my grandma's have big ones so that means i will have big ones!!!!

>>7048376
No. Only when I smoke weed in vast quantities while sleep deprived. I do have lucid dream often. Always ends in a plane crash. (I live near an air port. Planes are reality checks. They're like fruit carts in movies and helicopters. You know they're going to explode)

There was a dream last night where I was dating a girl but her father I found out was a cop, he ran out to my car stole my phone ran inside and made a copy of all my texts and images and Internet browsing history. It was more terrifying than any nightmear until the next dream where people with strong names and myself went into deep woods into dark cave like some Blair witch shit like no cohesive plot just the goonies cave.

Dartmouth the jock, raphile the nerd, Corbin the fat girl and a few others who literally don't exist I don't know where I got the names, I'm not friends with any in real life.

One girl got roped by the neck and pulled into darkness. I look the group and then run in with a shot gun to clear the next room and then I was confused because why doors are underground in caves. Then I realized I was dreaming and made an address to the group:


Look, normally I'd ask for a blowjob but since I'm not trying to cum my bed in real life I'm out this bitch. Then I shot myself. It was strange.

>>7048433

I know, it's cute your mom doesn't though.

>>7048434
looks like you already have big ones you slut

>>7048428
I used masturbation to manage my panic attacks when I had fear of death as a teen. Also to fall back asleep after I woke up. from sleep paralysis

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>tfw nim ignores your boyvoice flirting that you tried so hard to get right

>>7048444
hmm true
she is seemingly innocent but shes old timey

>>7048445
>implying any Trans girl ever looks even sorta like that

You find me a Trans girl like that and I swear to God I'll go back on everything I've ever said or felt about my sexuality and I'd suck her cock.

>>7048445
i can only wish for big ones like that

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>people buy used underwear for sexual purposes

Fucking degenerates


>>7048419
O-oh. I've never really heard people speak about it though
>>7048439
Your dreams are very vivid wow :0. I wish I could lucid dream but the most I get is sleep paralysis

nim is acting weird

>>7048450
im on my phone i can listen to them in a second

they better not be less though i won't be able to handle it

>>7048465
lauren ily come to bed

>>7048463
>>7048433
>>7048423
do people really do that?

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>>7048376
That generally happens when you've been up for 42~ hours or so, you'll hallucinate, basically be drunk, and other scary thngs.

>>7048376
Like hallucinations and stuff?
I just fell asleep for a few hours after 40 awake hours or something. Still drunk tho.
>>7048359
Omg

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>>7048466
I make no promises, slut

>>7048475

Aww so cute!

>>7048475
I know a prostitute who literally sells her shit to a client. People have the weirdest kind of fetishes...

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>>7048490
uhhhh
>>7048488
I don't understand why someone would do such a thing

i made elanna sad and now i'm not allowed to call her daddy anymore ;_;

>>7048463
People on coke/upper binges don't get enough sleep and you'll see them going psychotic in the streets

Like that guy who did that Kony campaign

>>7048475
ya i wish i could too

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What are you dressing up as for Halloween, /mtfg/?

>>7048475
Apparently so
>>7048477
>>7048479
Oh well that makes sense, seeing as it happens to me whenever I say up for two days.
>>7048504
When you say it like that it sounds cool lol

>>7048505
Hey Isla! How u today?

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>>7048511
Extended sleep deprivation harms your body and if you keep going for long enough, kill you.
You should get better sleep, don't you want to get all of HRT's affects instead of ruining them?

>>7048511
Lol there was this actress who was Ellen Degeneres's girlfriend who did that too.

People found her naked in the bushes or something.

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>>7048487
don't test me lani you'll unleash the beast

>>7048511
>dressing up for halloween
n-no thanks. I'm not creative and anything I wear would probably upset me
>>7048521
>bad sleep ruins HRT effects
>tfw barely get 5hrs a day
fucking god dammit

>>7048511
Stimulant psychosis isn't fun
You're paranoid and scared as fuck and the hallucinations can be pretty scary, would not recommend

>>7048514
good
wish i had more money
>_<
>>7048511
unfortunately theres nobody to do anything with so nothing :(

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>>7048511
maybe a hamster girl

>>7048521
Oh wat how can it kill? I can't sleep more than 3 or 4 hours anyway.

>>7048463
It usually just sleep paralysis Hahah but I get lucky. I also set alarms at 25 minute increments. Usually the first is wasted, but by the 4th or 5th snooze session I'm usually lucid. It can really fuck with me throughout the day though, so I try to do this sparingly. Sometimes I try to focus on what I want to dream about. Then it doesn't matter and I get raped and killed a lot anyway :l

I have a lot of flying dreams that right when I really need to fly, I can't. It's always the same mental blocks. Same reason I never escape the exploding airplanes that send shrapnel everywhere. Like I know I should be diving under the car, but it doesn't work and then a knut flies over head followed by a coil followed by HUGE SHRAPNEL followed by waking up (dream death)

>>7048511
Nothing

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>>7048525
>fucking god dammit
I'm not sure how bad it is for you but I imagine it's similar to stunting your development in your first puberty. I know the feel though, there's a month or two I had this year where I wasn't getting nearly enough sleep. Try to get more, okay anon?
>>7048534
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/06/27/man-dies-11-days-no-sleep-deprivation-jiang-xiaoshan_n_1631703.html

>>7048534
You'd fall asleep before it kills you, don't give that any mind. You're more likely to die while awake from being drowsy than die from actually sleep deprivation. There are brain and neurological disorders (in your hyperthalamus) that can make it so you can't sleep and after a week you fall into a comma and then you die. You're more likely to have cancer. Really, don't worry.

>>7048470
ok

>>7048537

With flying try rocket legs instead of taking off like superman

Works a lot more often

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>>7048523
It's ok, I'm sure you'll be steadfast and pure in the face of a boy's voice flirting with you.

>>7048527
It is extremely scary tbqh...ive taken adderall for a week straight and was up and had to work...it was nuts hearong voices talking to people

That being said you gotta have a stimulated life...it just flows better in life...

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>>7048521
I'm not on HRT so it wouldn't make difference. And being drunk/sleep deprived is quite a fun combination tbqh
>>7048522
Kek, I wonder what she did while in that state of mind
>>7048525
Damn iktf
>>7048527
Stimulant psychosis? from drugs? Weed used to make me a bit paranoid when I first started smoking it
>>7048529
Aww I'm sorry :( idk if I'll do anything either
>>7048533
>implying you are not already a cute hamster girl
>>7048540
:(
>>7048537
Do you lucid dream often? And that sounds pretty interesting

i want a cute cuddle person
>>7048564
stimulant psychosis as in from stimulants
mdma prolly
but ya doing stuff is difficult ;w;
i dont rlly have friends

>>7048569
cuddle me

>>7048575
but ur far away emi !!

>>7048564
Sorry I'm boring >>

>>7048575
nim ily

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>>7048575
Nim you better settle down.

>>7048563
please respond

you can add people too

>>7048335
Yes but I'm out of house for like 30 mins

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>>7048564
Stimulant psychosis comes from stimulants specifically. It's from both the effects of sleep deprivation, and the heavy dopamine release in the mesolimbic pathway eventually mimicking some of the symptoms of schizophrenia.

It's hard to get these effects from single doses of stuff like mdma, it generally happens during benders of pure stimulants such as methamphetamine, amphetamine, cocaine and bath salts

>>7048555
Dear lord
Yeah, I've had to go and do stuff after long stimulant benders before and it's fucking terrifying. I had to write a final after staying up for multiple nights on MDPV and I damn near thought I was going to have a heart attack and I kept thinking people were staring at me and shit and then realizing they weren't.

>>7048563
What is this?

>>7048588
strawpoll but you can add answrs

>>7048588
A virus
Checked

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>>7048569
Iktf I barely have friends as well :/ Oh well, at least you have your online friends. I'm sure one day you'll get others
>>7048579
Haha its fine
>>7048585
Oh wow I didn't know that. That sounds pretty hectic.

Did you do this often in the past?
>>7048591
Are you serious? Please don't tell me I just got a virus lol

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>>7048585
>Tfw you've been on an amphetamine bender for 6 days and haven't slept yet
Bring it on

>>7048590
Why does it just say nip?

>>7048578
ill fly over

>>7048580
lauren im going nuts

>>7048581
chara be my baby momma

>>7048596
Yeah you should exorcise your PC immediately *,*

>>7048603
R u ok

>>7048585

Iktf
I gave everyone the death stare at work. everyone was after me or so I thought...it was a crazy expierence ngl tbqh tho tbqh...

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>>7048603
Am i get nim cock?

>>7048606
yaeoo

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>>7048602
Eh?

>>7048610
>yaeoo
yaeoo

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How to respond to someone liking you? Push them away right?

>>7048603
w-woah
>>7048596
hmm i hope so

>>7048602
Who's nip?

My stomach hurts ;-;

>>7048617
How do you feel about them?

>>7048617
Nibble their hairs :DD

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>>7048609
if you want it you gotta come get it before my cock gets nuked

>>7048610
yaeoo

>>7048617
Well, do you not want to have anything to do with them or are you interested as well, or just want them to be a friend, or what?

>>7048617
You misread the situation anon. I only like you as a friend.

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>>7048596
Yeah, I used to have a pretty big drug problem

>>7048597
Why even bother after 5 days, you're literally just putting off coming down at this point. Waste of drugs and brain cells

>>7048607
Fuck that noise ;~;

>>7048617
Kiss their penis

>>7048623
*Rubs Snicky's tummy
Have some tea as well! :3

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>>7048626
>>7048632
I like them too so pushing them away is gonna be really hard!

>>7048633
Oh well nevermind then.

>>7048641
Is that before or after cuddling?

>>7048641
I tried green tea once
I didn't like it
I wanted to try other kinds but haven't yet

>>7048653
I read other kids first

>>7048335

Yes.

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>>7048564
Lucid dream?
Not as often as I'd like, but since HRT it's been more. I'm like an acid head though. Like astrology and stuff is something I really want to get into, because it will get me laid I'm sorry I'm very high I forgot what I was talking about already I haven't smoked in a full week and just got fire and weed.

My friend at a bar last week made fun of a girl when she asked his birth sign. I asked him "do you know why she asked you?" he said "because she's stupid" and I said "she wanted to test if your dick was worth sucking" and he said "based on birth signs? Stupid" and I said "no, fuck ass. Based only on if you play along with her. She wants to know you're not what you are."


Like I write fiction and stuff I need to learn all the girl magic BULLSHIT that I wrote off in man life. I know every pokemon and every type chart weakness and competitive set and speed ranking like a good little aspie, but if a girl asked me a birth sign I'd probably have to deflect with some shit like "ah year of the monkey. Legends tell of two great warriors who made love on a mountain above a great battle to bring peace to the land".
That'd probably get me laid.

What the fuck was I supposes to be responding to?

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I have a bottle of Clonazepam I'm supposed to take until I get on a proper anti anxiety medication
I'm scared of getting addicted to it though
Idk if I should start it or not

>>7048650
You usually shouldn't push away someone you like though

>>7048628
Are you big, i don't remember.

>>7048663
Advice? Avoid it. More trouble than worth. A hot shower and tea works the same a lot of the time for me and without the risk of addiction. Addictions sneak up usually. Like "oh yeah that worked once lets do that!" but then it's like..o it's been a week straight :l

>>7048667
The cock or tummy?

>>7048663
don't take it

i really regret starting it

>>7048663
Take as needed, avoid if possible
Don't take it too regularly, and definitely not every day.

>>7048670
cock.. obviously.

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>>7048664
Oh really? Weird. The more you know!

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>>7048675
>>7048673
>>7048669
Goddamnit. I really need something tonight. I'm worrying about so many things, anxious, hurt, I wanna be numb and relax.

>tfw you want to transition because of your small penis

>>7048686
Cannabis has the same effect

>>7048663
pros:
super comfy
makes drinking 10x better
you can get addicted
withdrawal if yr on it for some time
addiction

idk mine tast fruity and are comfy, but i'm what not to do desu.
>>7048690
they're p gnar together

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>>7048690
Illegal here outside of limited medical use, and if I get caught with it I'm fucked.

>>7048686
That feeling you're describing IS addiction. I don't mean to imply you're an addict, but that craving itself is the addiction part speaking.

Have you seen Gotham on Netflix - surprisingly very well done. Especially compared to the bullshit like green arrow and flash those atrocities

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My brain is too tired to respond properly to posts rn
>>7048605
The power of kek compels the viruses to leave!
>>7048619
I hope so for you
>>7048639
How did you manage to overcome it?
>>7048662
I don't know but I am pretty right confused now. Still sounds interesting though
>>7048663
I don't trust that stuff desu. Try chamomile tea or something

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>tfw nim's sexuality is being poisoned by too much T

>>7048686
Consider cannabis

>>7048692
are you still taking heroin too

first purple halloween unlock
and its this stupid shit https://a.pomf.cat/ffdajy.mp4
>>7048697
thank yuuu

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>>7048696
This craving is why I stopped taking xanax as often as I used to. Been a few weeks but I still wanna take one. Just one. Yknow, those addiction thoughts.
>>7048698
see
>>7048694

>>7048663

Make some rules and stick to them

Use it when you feel you might need it.
Never take it for more than 2 or 3 days in a row.

When you stop taking always let there be more time where you're off it than when you're on.

I do fine with either benzos or opiates like that. But I've always been able to take or leave a drug.

>>7048682
It is weird, but if you like them, and they like you, and you don't push them away, you might be able to have lots of fun together
Good luck, anon

>>7048707
a lot of people aren't able

>>7048700
i never got heroin, just rc opiates. i couldn't get a connect and rcs are cheaper online.
8/8 bretty gud.
>>7048707
sometimes you need 2-3 in a day senpai.

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>>7048698
We all blame you for this corrupter of nim.

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>>7048707
So far I've been strong enough to take or leave xanax but since I already feel cravings I'm not sure I should see how far I can go.
>>7048713
Pls reply

>>7048710

Yeah or they black out on benzos and end up taking shitloads of them.

Another rule there. Stick to your dose rigidly, keep your tolerance down and never EVER redose.

If you don't feel like you can follow these rules. Don't take them.

>>7048641
Hello Suzie how are you on this gay day

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>>7048716
You know what I have to say on your anxities Grace.

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>>7048667
YUUUUGE

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>>7048721
Ignoring me only makes them worse, especially when you won't even humor my teasing that I got the Mercy skin!

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lmao had a breakdown at the psych
back at home now
now i have to go back to the clinic and see my other psych
and my fathers gonna kick up so much shit
i fucking hate
all this shit

>>7048704
I fucking do, believe me I fucking do. :/

I've actually never once in my entire life smoked a cigarette tho

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Someone cuddle me!
(preferably nep or eva)

Is nim gonna be okay?

I'm worried

>>7048726
What is he gonna kick?

>>7048370
LANI PLEASE

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>>7048725
I did humor you though nerd. Look again.

>>7048726
It's all gonna be OK soon. Just gotta stick around for a little while longer

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>>7048704
The law doesn't really stop the people that generally self medicate with it. It's one of the better options for anxiety. If you can't do it you can't do it though.

>>7048697
Idk, I can't even claim it was my willpower that got me off them given I quit bath salts for the first time cold turkey because I was moving back in with my parents, then the second time because my then bf was going to leave me, and I quit doing amphetamines because I moved and my roommate doesn't approve. I still crave stimulants, worse when I'm depressed.

>>7048713
It's not my fault I just wanted nim to find a cute boy. ;~;

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>>7048739
Oh, I didn't see your post, I was busy removing pesky Russians at the time.

>>7048434
Lucky.
I'll be pleasantly surprised to have much of anything. But well, only three months in.
And hadn't really posted in mtfg before but I guess I should now.

>>7048698
Testosterone is poison in general desu.

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>>7048749
Well I'm gonna go grind for slutty Mercy skins now that you have reminded and rubbed it in my face.

>>7048726
you'll be fine
just keep your chin up and dont dignify any poison with replies

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>>7048754
Can I come?

Is it true that taking mones usually clears up the doubts in your mind if you're actually trans? Clearly something is wrong with my head since normal boys don't think about how much better being a girl would be, but it's still hard.

Ugh, should I even bother? I'm 24 so I might as well kill myself shouldn't I?

>>7048563
I am my favorite.

>>7048761
I started at 24 and pass just fine without surgeries.

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>>7048617
ive got something im gonna push against you

>>7048746
Well done for quiting though , it must've been hard....

>>7048767
>>7048756

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2Gg5Et6Xog

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>>7048761
No. Why would you take hormones if you're not entirely sure? I'm 24, and I'm happier than ever knowing I'm now on the track I wish I'd always been on. I KNOW this is right.

If you're having doubts about being Trans, talk it out with a specialist. If you're just scared you won't pass or that things are going to be tough, then prepare yourself because it won't be easy.


T. This unpassing man.

>Doctor takes my dosage of E down but puts my spiro dosage up.
>says I dont need blood tests because there is no normal range of hormones for even cis people let alone me
now I am on 2mg e daily and 200mg spiro daily
how fucked am I?

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>>7048786
I mean I wasn't 100% when I started mones but shortly after I started it became pretty clear to me what I am
Though maybe that's some sort of E high

>>7048761

I know a girl who started at 24 and holy shit she looks cis

She got really lucky with her face and body structure though. I remember her being all like "I'm worried I won't pass!" and sent me her pre-everything picture and I'm like "you have a passing face. You'll pass for certain"

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>>7048761
It helped clear things up for me a bit, or at least help me to accept reality. I started hormones hoping that I'd hate them and that I could forget all about wanting to be a girl and say "I'm definitely not trans", and then it ended up being the single best decision I ever made.

>>7048778
It's still ongoing desu, but at least I've come a ways since being some degenerate junkie

>>7048792
how many months in are you?
>>7048761
i dunno if age really matters
like there are people who will pass easily at 24, and there are people who are doomed at 16

>>7048792

Your doctor is talking out their ass. 200mg spiro is right but you ought to be on at least 4mg E.

They've probably concerns like migraines or breast cancer. They tend to overblow it for transsexuals despite it only making the risk the same as cis women.

>>7048761
I should add the first month I knew I was Trans, I didn't have a firm concept of what it meant. And I was sure I wouldn't need to transition. That's ridiculous... r-right...?

Once I did A LOT more research, I went through the panic phase. Once the panic was gone and got on HRT, I felt a lot better. It's not an easy realization to come to grips with. Denial is easier. But repression is the wrong answer - even if you're a huge line backer a middle ground is better than pretend man.

I can't tell you if you're Trans, but I can tell you it's something you'll have known for awhile and probably repressed. As a kid, did you cross dress? I am "straight" "guy", but I've always been into like sewing and stuff. I always wore pajamas under my clothes (secret cross dress). Red flags I look back at and I'm like Holy fucking shit I can't believe transgender wasn't a thing when it would have made the biggest impact.

Self love and soul exploration is important. If you had to pick a female name, would you? I asked myseld that and I just KNEW I needed to be Sarah. Like full time. Period it's me now. I obviously don't look or sound the part, but I'm happier knowing someday I'll be at least a meme tranny named Sarah than ever having a fake life leading nowhere as a guy.

>>7048799
:)

How do i know when I shouldn't take spiro for the day?

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>>7048808
W-wha?

>>7048809

You won't have any balls anymore.

>>7048812
:D

>>7048801
I was on 4mg :( now I can't see him for 6 months I asked him if I could stay on it and he said no because he is a new doctor for me. He said it wasn't worth the risk and all the effects will be seen with 2mg. Do you think I will get more masculine from this decrease? Will it at least help me?
>>7048800
14 months

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Tfw I've been presenting without even knowing just by being androgynous and dressing ambiguously...

Not sure how to feel

>>7048817
Get a new doctor. That memester is going off bunk science from the early 90s when men in their 40s were the only ones transitioning. 4mg estrogen or bust. Get a transgender friendly doctor even if it means driving hella far.

>>7048809
Either you won't have balls anymore, or you'll have switched to a different AA.

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I feel like making food even though it's half past 4 in the morning

>>7048799
Yep. Progress is what's important and you've clearly made it

>>7048813
I'm talking about like getting sick. What happens if i'm sick and i take it? I dont want to die ;_;

>>7048814
:|

>>7048827
hugg banann

>>7048817

You won't get more masculine from it. You just won't feminise as fast and your boobs won't grow as much etc.

It's a decceleration, not a reverse. You'll only reverse if you go off spiro.

New doctors are the fucking worst. They're often far too cautious. Once I asked a new doctor for some codeine for migraines and something else and they said no. Which is odd 'cos I've previously been prescribed 1500mg of codeine at once before.

>>7048822
:( ok, at least I have hormones for now. I guess I should try another though? That isn't doctor shopping right?

>>7048827
:3

>>7048820
Pics?

>>7048817
To ease your fears, you will NOT get more masculine from the bump down. 2mg will keep you steady, but 4mg is really where you'll be comfortable and healthy and mentally I feel great after throwing out the FUCKING BULLSHIT advice of "doctors" who are otherwise qualified subjective advice. Don't fucking let shit head cowards hold you back. At 14 months 4mg is a fine dose. 6mg is kinda pointless and 8 is totally ridiculous. 10mg if you see it flung around in your research is via injection and done WEEKLY and isn't the same.

Get a new doctor and tell your old man doctor he should eat his own testicles and kill himself.

>>7048834
ok, sorry for the questions but honestly I am really dumb about this stuff. You say boobs wont grow as much does that mean like just slower or not near as much period? You mean like it is just a longer time frame for transition then?

>>7048841

It means both. You need to be on 4mg.

>>7048840
Thanks spookychan, I will. god I knew I was being fed bullshit :/ I was just like sitting there trying to get my hormones period because I was out and scared and I was even taken off my finesteride because "you dont need this anymore"

He even said that everyone he had worked with was much older than me

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>tfw repressed transgirl
>tfw no gf to keep force feeding pills and giving me emotional supporttk transition
>tfw no bf to give me a load on .y face and say you're becoming a princess everyday than rub my head because i did a good job as i stare at him with my blue eyes

>>7048840
I'm on 6mg is that too much?

>>7048851
6mg is fine everyone has different levels

>>7048851

It's debatable. It depends on your body. 8mg is usually considered definitely too much.

>>7048850
>tfw you have a trans girl gf to do all that for you
It's harder alone, but you should do your best to get past repression, too

>>7048845
ok, thank you for advice ill try and see if there is any other options for doctors here.

>>7048850
>tfw no gf to keep force feeding pills and giving me emotional supporttk transition
iktf ;~;

This poster >>7048858 is right though.

>>7048841(other wise Unqualified*)

>>7048841
4mg probably won't speed up growth that much to be honest, but at 2mg you'll plateau. You need to doctor shop and fast. The system DOES NOT SUPPORT TRANSGENER it really fucking doesn't.

>>7048846
You're doing it the way I did it. I was in such a bad mental state that I honestly thought I was being helped. Thankfully, I had someone give me almost the same advice I just gave you and got myself a new doctor ASAP. I drive 5 hours one direction to get to her, but she's amazing and even did a full body check up and dental check up and everything. I cried out of happiness.

The current system as it exists is rigged AGAINST your proper growth, because it's based on NOT GETTING SUED and on science that studied OLD MEN in the 90s. Some doctors (not that I know how to find) I've heard and prescribing cocktails of different hormones like progesterone and stuff too, but largely I've heard its unnecessary. Just don't get memed into 100mg Spiro 2mg estrogen THAT FAR into transtion. 3 months maximum at that dosage my opinion and that's low end for the Spiro (body type depending).

Also, the notion that there aren't baselines for people is fucking crap. You thin the girls shaking their ass on a stage have "low estrogen"? My flat ass.

>>7048851
I am not a doctor. It depends how big you are, how far into transtion you are, and how much AA you're on. I would say 6mg is the deepend of the pool, but not unreasonable. 8mg I think across the board is pointless and unnecessary. 6 vs 4 really depends more on your size than anything. Again, I'm not a doctor. I would not advise anyone to bump up to 6, but I wouldn't say it's unheard of or even rare.
Also, REDDIT/r/asktransgender is a great resource if you can stomach the hon mentality.

>>7048830
hugg lauren

>>7048837
:D

>>7048865
4mg meaning 2mg twice a day, right? 0.o

>>7048861

I dunno what doctors are often like there so if I'm missing something ignore me but...

I'd suggest flat out telling doctors what dosage you want to be on (4mg E 200mg spiro probably) rather than acting and letting them decide. A lot of doctors never or rarely deal with trans people and just don't know about it. They've only really access to the same info anyone else has and they're far too concerned with covering their own ass.

The problem is if they get offended that you're questioning their doctorly authority but it beats spendings months on end getting fucked around.

>>7048583
>>7048660
okay i was gonna ask to see if an album had leaked onto there, but somebody just uploaded the album somewhere else

>>7048875
>>7048861

I'd second that, go in and tell them, they always scribe you for that

>>7048876
okay

>>7048872
I'm not Lauren, but is Lauren the reason you changed your name to banana?

>>7048874
Yes. 2mg morning, 2mg late afternoon. (no point taking at night, because you won't get to enjoy it. And you'll notice it does have a moderate effect on...Damn everything).

I'm 3.5 months into 2mg estrogen and just half a month ago started ignoring my doctor and went up to the 4mg and fuck I can breathe in my own head finally and have energy throughout the day. I don't think I need 6. Maybe when I'm 30 (currently mid 24).

>>7048865
Thank you for all the stuff to think about and not going to tolerate this shit. I live in a small state with like no resources for this stuff, but I will try to find a better doctor like the one I had back home.

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>>7048882
No, I just figured I'd embrace being a fruit.

>>7048880
>>7048875
I suppose a phone call would work and I could just tell them I am not comfortable with this dosage and I am informed on the risks involved and want to stay on the treatment I was on?

>inb4 back to 4mg but 100mg spiro. God this shit makes me so anxious. I will just call tomorrow and ask to be put on 4mg estrodiol daily.

>>7048882
lol, thank god. I take it around every 12 hours or so. Is it bad to take it right before you go to bed?

hey Surfer Boy Icon are you here

>>7048894
Yeah, hi.

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>>7048887
so you ARE a lesbian now?

>>7048884
I'd say try to keep it 12 hours apart to keep your levels steady, the half life of estrogen in your body is 2.7 hours, meaning even at 12 hours you'll have less then 1/8 your starting dose.

>>7048887
heh.

>>7048892
If you're on spiro then you should probably avoid taking bananas in general.
Otherwise, you can take them whenever. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>7048887
wtf my bf is a banana??

>>7048895
hi ^_^

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that shower really helped i feel a lot better now

sorry about that

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>>7048896
No, I'm just a mega faggot that thinks they're a girl or some shit. It's super gay.

>>7048900
Yes, I'm sorry to lead you to believe I was a person

>>7048903
were you able to wash all that tranny shame off your hon body?

>>7048905
I aspire to one day reach your gayness level

>>7048900
You should've noticed that, your bf and so on, wtf nim.

>>7048898
why avoid bananas?

>>7048892
12 hours is the most important thing because of half life of the drugs
>>7048898
>>7048887
>tfw no taking bananas before bed

>>7048902
/S\w+ B\w+ I\w+/
fucking handled

>>7048905
thats okay

i always found something about it's shape to be..

erotic

>>7048912
Elanna can be toxic

>>7048890

Don't ask. Tell them that's what's happening because you know that's the right dosage.

>>7048908
don't be rude anon im only human

>>7048915
i need to PAT faye

>>7048905
lol ok, just checking

>>7048885
I know the pain. On the positive, really you will be just fine long run. This is a GRUELINGLY slow process, so you've got time to sort it out. Not jumping on the meds tomorrow FEELS like the end of the world, but it ain't. If you've been on 2mg estrogen that long, you're probably enjoying at least some of the effects even I haven't gotten to (I'm a researcher - and my friend is a psyche nurse who helps me research, but again I'm not a doctor).

There is also (moderately expensive but worth it) self medication. QHI is a great place. Inhousepharmasy is also great. I personally get my drugs through a normal pharmacy because my cunt parents memed me to "do it proper" and prior to like...last month I'd been acting a fucking child. Their "proper" way as a fucking joke. I no longer ask my parents advice (idk why I ever did they're fucking retards) on anything, and I wish I'd taken matters into my own hands day 1 figuring this out.

I just had a back and forth with my friend about you (not by name just 'another tragic case of tranny trasher doctors') and my mom started in on me "blah ILLEGAL to give medical advice blah blah use words like I recommend and don't give blah". I just thanked her for her suggestions, but truthfully I can't wait to escape this bitch. Then my dad started his moral preaching about being a good person and helping but only in the context of blah blah.

He can suck a dick. Your doctor needs to eat his own dick. My mom can eat a dick. The world can eat mine.

I'm angry. I hate my parents. You need a room mate? I need out.

>>7048912
Because spiro is a potassium-sparing diuretic, which means you have to be careful not to eat too much potassium while you're on it.

>>7048920
drop'dtrip

nim is for ____

>>7048926
aww, I just started liking bananas too :(
is there anything else I should avoid??

>>7048930
alice hru

>>7048912
Spiro is a potassium sparing diueretic, it makes you pee out water, but keep potassium which compounds to it possibly reaching unsafe levels. A good sign of this would be uncontrollable muscle twitching or soreness, heart palpitations etc.

I wouldn't worry about it unless you had those symptoms, a normal person won't consume that much potassium.

Unless your Kayla eating her large pizza and tomato sauce with bannas for desert

>>7048924
>I'm angry. I hate my parents. You need a room mate? I need out.
yesssss

>There is also (moderately expensive but worth it) self medication.
I would do this if I wasn't on probation at the moment. I get off soon and then I will consider it. just don't want to get into any legal trouble.

>>7048916
I like coming up with them on my own though it's a fun challenge sometime

>>7048922
You should have taken a shower over here

I could shave your legs for you and stuff

No

homo

>.>

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>>7048910
You can do it anon. Just believe in yourself and do whatever it takes to get that dik

>>7048917
Yeah, it's really phallic, I like it too.

>>7048923
I understand, but it's just my identity. I'm 80% girl and 20% turbofaggot
t. my roommate

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>>7048941
you and Nim know each other irl? where do you guys live?

>>7048944
Pupper?

>>7048940
Yeah but now it will highlight for me when you use one to get my attention.

>>7048941
faye pls i just started calming down

>>7048943
wait no nevermind o//o

according to almost everyone my pre tastes like pears

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banana >.<

Why does mtfg always have the most adorable images posted. ily guys <3

>>7048946
i live under faye's bed

>>7048949
ooohhhh

smart :)

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>>7048950
Too late, you said it~

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why do so many surfaces have to be reflective
why can't i have a nice reflection

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I love drugs but hate when people yell at me in the phone
Please it make me cry

>>7048939
You won't. They can't check. They're screening for amphetamines, not hormones. It's not illegal to self medicate. It's cruel and unusual punishment to keep you from medicating. Not going through a doctor is meaningless, as estrogen isnt a xontrolled substance. Hence, you can buy Legally online.

Skype me I'm serious about a room mate:

I_dont_have_a_username (it's meta but that's the name)

>>7048924

Your mom sounds like a dick, Imagine believing doctors' have a monopoly on knowledge. what a concept. lmfao.

Whenever I'd get the "OHH SELF MEDDING IS SOOO DANGEROUS" bullshit from people I'd mock them. What like trans people are incapable of talking to each other? Like sites that check whether online vendors are legit or not don't exist?

The worst is when you get it from other trans women. Infact nah... the worst is when you find a trans woman who believes that shit and then you argue with them about it and they agree with you, start self-medding and love it but hate themselves for not starting sooner

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>>7048950
I'm sorry but you took a shower without me and that was selfish

Maybe I'll go take one

With pics and stuff

>>7048934
I'm actually on cypro, not spiro, so bananas are the only one I know off the top of my head.
But I guess you could just look up a list of potassium-rich foods and be careful about those in general.

Also, like >>7048938 said, it's not like you can't have any potassium ever. You'll just have to be mindful of it.

>>7048952
lani come into my pillow fort

>>7048958
If you guys live somewhere near me, I would be so down to hang. I don't really know many other trans girls irl

>>7048963
Your eyebrows look so good pupper

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>tfw estrogen release in a cis female body is not constant but peaks according to their circadian rythm and thus dividing your dose in order to maintain a constant prescence defeats the purpose of mimicking cis female hormone levels.

:^)

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>>7048963

>>7048963
just hang up

>>7048935

not tired but I need to sleep :c

how are you?

>>7048968
am not lani

>>7048969
faye and nim live on complete opposite sides of the usa

>>7048934

fwiw my doctor told me that a banana a day is just fine.

>>7048965
She's a self righteous cunt who literally doesn't Internet or phone. I'm no genius, but I'm smarter by leaps and bounds than my entire family (brother notwithstanding, but he's 3 years younger and quickly becoming my parents). It's annoying when they try to parent me. I deserve it though, living at home at age 24. Fuck my life. Time to smoke weed....

I might legit run away.

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>>7048954
Me on the left

>>7048968
*cums in your pillow fort*
Yeah, I just came from my boydick

>>7048982
>'run away' at 24

>>7048971

>tfw you never divide your dose and Sass tells you this
ily Sass

>>7048982
hop in a boxcar and see where it takes you

wew first time i've felt sad
in a week
hmm
how 2 solve?

>>7048980
Can confirm. Doctor (trusted one not the memester) told me potato and banana are fine as long as it isn't like a consistent dietary thing. She says it spares potassium, but that it isn't going to build up that fast. It's more like don't take potassium pills. These pills are pretty safe, albeit annoying as all fuck. I'm so sick of having to give pee disclaimers. "I am on medication for my heart that makes me need to pee a lot."

>>7048989
why feel sad isla :(

>>7048978
lol, I thought so... idk I'm drunk and sad and lonely and wish I had more friends. My life has been so shitty since I came out...

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>>7048943
>I aspire to one day reach your gayness level
>do whatever it takes to get that dik

>tfw elanna is so gay that her gayness transcends gender, and she is both a turbodyke and a turbofaggot at the same time

>>7048965
It is slightly dangerous, but it's worth the risk imo, just better if you have health insurance to have a doctor prescribe you and do blood work.
>>7048964
It's a schedule IV drug, and it's illegal to ship into the country, formulary is illegal to ship across state lines


But no one I've ever heard of has ever been arrested for it, but there were gay men arrested for hiv drugs back when they were a controlled substance so take that with a grain of salt

>>7048989
Huggs for isla

>>7048988
It takes you to prison. Federal cops as of 2002 replaced all rail yard bulls and motion cameras are the end of the Hobo. I have crew-change current 2016, but it's the end of an era.

I have a car :)

by the way boo
i am now learnign what you and ooble meant about sean
>>7048993
idk i just feel down :(
im realizing that
well
the people i want to talk to most dont wanna talk to me
._.
>>7048999
ty anon ;w;

>>7048971
Cis females never hit 0 estrogen, if you don't divide that's what you're doing, you massively swing dividing anyway, you peak at multiple times the target level and valley at below 1/8 of it

>>7048998
First, you're technically right I suppose.
The level of kek given my law enforcment unless they're involved in a court case with you is zero. I ship schedule 1 narcotics constantly. I'm a firm believer in "fuck the police". I've been arrested only once for trespassing and no charges pressed. I'm not a criminal and the local cops really aren't going to arrest a tranny for their meds. They just aren't. It's 2016, imagine the budget cuts.

Plus across state lines automatically is a federal thing and I promise the FBI has no time for trannys.

>>7048995
where do u live

>>7048993
maeve

>>7049001
ok
dont talk about my friend like that