Mindscape edition
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
* kiwi pizza princess
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition temps aslag: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Stale memes: >>7037786
Last gen was 10/10 tho
>tfw going to sleep now
>tfw you get to briefly escape
>>7039027
kill yourself.
>>7039021
My patience for aggressive stupidity only goes so far.
>>7039006
is she okay
>>7039034
Elanna you're just as dumb
>>7039029
Best one yeah
Like fr who can top that
>>7039031
Why are you being mean to people?
Go post your commie revolution porn on tumblr, faggots
I appreciate you as people but Marxism is fucking shit tier
>>7039038
why are you such a massive retard?
>>7039043
Do you have issues going on at home? You can talk to us about things that are genuinely bothering you. You clearly have some anger that you're channeling here, let's see if we can resolve it.
>tfw none of the negativity comes to you
>>7039037
Don't give up, neppy
>>7039033
I don't like to filter because sometimes I enjoy the banter. It just gets tiring. Especially since I just wanted to talk about my day a little. I think I'll go play New Vegas or Skyrim before I go to bed instead of hanging out here tonight.
>>>7039038
Personality disorder. Asbergers. Bipolar. Both. Just filter her. I filtered her when she was rawr. She's still a dreadful uncreative failed soul.
>>7039046
let's see if you can't stick the barrel of a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger you fucking troglodyte.
>>7039044
>honestly, this place is more cancerous than my body.
>>7039044
ily merc
how r u
I've seen some bad generals in my time, but this one really takes the cake.
Everyone is constantly trying to talk over each other, like a dozen women at a restaurant, each with their own inane story to tell that none of the others want to listen to.
Goodbye, and may God have mercy on your souls.
>>7039041
>>7039053
>her
>she
>>7039036
Don't compare me to Red
I aspire to more in life than being a wet hole and std dump
>>7039062
that's all you'll ever be though.
>>>7038998
I feel like I require 30k in surgical procedures and I will never get there.
I can't shave since my skin is so ultra sensitive I get razor burn even after getting expensive things to combat that, epilating besides legs hurts to the point I can't do it so hair removal is gonna be tons. my counciler told me "few" months on mones and I have no other option, my nose is fucked too among a list of other thing. I don't know what to fucking do anymore
good ily all
>>7039053
How to filter?
>>7039065
>I feel like I require 30k in surgical procedures and I will never get there.
i feel you fampai/
>ywn pass without ffs
>>7039040
>mean if i looked like chris farley i would be desperately trying to get a ring too lmao
ya'll constantly act like i haven't dumped men who were in love with me or wanted to marry me, or that i have some horrible job or something. whatever helps you i guess
The straw grasping is getting really sad.
I could easily attack you saying you look like a a Mexican boy or how
Lydia has a long horse face, etc
>>7039062
>>7039069
Click settings
>>7039034
wb passive-aggressive stupidity?
>>7039070
Pleb is 2 cute :3
>>7039062
You just described Edie
Looks like I got home just in time, drama in the thread AND I'm horny!
I went to work and did some training for my promotion but also got a tummy ache cause I ate some soup and got too full, tho, sucks.
I made some Saudi Arabian buy me makeup and a copy of The Camp of The Saints lmao
It's a good dystopian novel about France post cultural enrichment where Muzzies fuck everything up.
>>7039074
LMAO, Edie!!!
>>7039081
addddd meeeee onnnnn discord already
>>7039082
This is why I'm gay.
please..
please be friendly
i made a heart hand just for you thread
please be nice to each other :(
<3
>>7039091
happi fluffi isla
>>7039091
kill yourself faggot
>>7039081
l-lewd
>>7039091
I like u anon. You a cool person.
oh i forgot trip..
oopsie
>>7039093
I am a dummi and forgot trip >w<
>>7039091
you forgot your trip isla
>>7039076
snick snicks!
>>7039070
I feel like I'm gonna end up forcing the expense on family as it's the only option I have
>>7039087
Sure
>>7039096
Yeah, it is~
Well this thread is a disaster
>>7039101
Mercury, is my Mercury back? <3 <3 <3
>>7039091
Plushie queen ^-^
furry hug pass it on
(no trip, im on pookies computer)
>>7039104
so is your life.
>>7039097
no this is isla
my browser updated and disabled 4chan x so it dropped my name field x.x
>>7039094
I don't wanna kill myself
im starting to like life
>>7039100
i know :sob:
>>7039101
Even if you live on forever, there will be no more posts with the namefield Mercury !!M1DymPUMj5Z after a certain point in time.
No more updates.
No more conversations.
That is what some people will miss.
I unfortunately only had one out of thread conversation really.
>>7039078
I'm generally not a fan of stupid in all of its forms ;_;
>>7039074
Topkek
>>7039073
No, they literally don't.
Try going outside once in a while.
>>7039101
Honestlyyyyy
>>7039100
worst case scenario, i'll fuck my jaw up and force insurance to do something. not like it cna get much worse.
i wish i could make my chin less proominent and my fucking browbone less massive
that and make my shoulders not massive. and have actual hips.
>>7039085
>>7039091
i'm sorry but i just can't hold my tongue anymore lmao
>>7039101
):
i think i'm going to have to go with you to disneyland before the end of the year.
>>7039109
is that a new plushie?
>>7039113
No it's not *,*
lauren is very nice i hope she posts again some day
>>7039107
Plushiii!!!
>w<
>>7039107
froge ur using lil bab computer
>>7039113
Nope!
>>7039101
that's a p good attitude I think
I'm glad you're ok mama
>>7039107
but i saw ur trip code loser ahaha
*hugs*
>>7039102
:3 i think you're really cute. I'm not hugboxxen or trying any shenanigans with u.
>>7039100
I'm in and out of consciousness
but I'm here to tell you not to stress
>>7039103
thaaaaaaaaaaaaank you
>filename
<3
this is why I love you
>>7039110
it's ok, I understand
stupidity is why I'm afraid of being honest about anything
I can't do this place anymore
This place is such a god damn drain
>>7039116
Lauren is a nice girl
i just want everyone 2 be happy wah
Plushie queen is ignoring me ;~;
>>7039122
>this is why I love you
>>7039126
NO HUGS
>>7039121
it has been literal minutes since the last lauren post and we can't know for sure what has happened to her
>>7039106
missed reply im sorry i arika!!
am shota princess :3
>>7039133
im ok
>>7039117
keep posting qt pictures
>>7039111
I think that's a bad idea, they wouldn't feminize it, I'm gonna have to sink my mother's retirement or something just to not die
>>7039120
thanks snicks
>>7039126
>bad player ;)
frogguuuu
you don't have room to talk <3
>>7039129
m-maybe
<3<3
>>7039138
Wow I knew it
>>7039101
don't know if you'll be coming back here, so I just wanted to let you know i always greatly appreciate your posts and also one time you gave good feedback on something so ty for that
>>7039122
There's a pretty big difference between honesty and stupidity though
>>7039137
maybe
>>7039108
Tough, but true
>>7039127
Everybody be nice to each other!
>>7039134
Yay :D
Uuh that's even better
>>7039147
you might end up mutilated though
>>7039117
yes im a little girl
>>7039132
stfu
>>7039138
im good player
so good
>>7039143
my friend loves pokeplushies, you guys should hang out (banana in my server)
>>7039142
I've had to be dishonest to avoid being bullied by stupid people for a lot of my childhood.
>>7039140
I never confirmed anything. You're just gonna have to guess.
>>7039148
it would still be better than what i have now.
I'm going to bite someone and turn them into a vamp.
I love my gf and all of you all stay safe
>>7039153
i do though. that's p fucking objective desu.
>>7039149
>so good
yeah, tell that to my lux when I wrecked both the olaf AND the yasuo.
carried yo ass.
>>7039155
you guys are p cute together
>>7039162
One of them is Red so probably.
>>7039149
shes my best friend after a bit btw
>>7039154
im already a vamp hahahahah!!!
>>7039158
u just need plushies uuu
>>7039156
SUBJECTIVE
>>7039163
its joke
>tfw so many people I like are coming on as I start my homework
I'm never gonna finish these last 3 problems, am I?
>>7039162
ehhhhhhhhhhhhh I guess
I mean, I had less gold and more damage dealt so just think about what I could do with more gold.
>>7039154
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
>>7039136
hi i'm a big fan
>>7039155
aw well that's nice. it's about time you upgraded, kaylee was fucking gross.
>>7039166
>Update
my hair has'nt grown out far enough and I don't have my cloths yet so I can't do pictures without crying
>tfw 51yo broad with points sitting way up high.
>>7039172
That is kaylee you fucking moron
>>7039175
Huh?
>>7039181
Uh I'll just bite the persons I love where's the problem? o_0
>>7039176
>>7039179
>>7039182
SCREAM
NEVERMIND, WOOPS. GOOD LUCK WITH THAT
>>7039182
Edie probably thinks kaylee is hideous like most of the girls here
>>7039183
I mean more then just pain though senpai
>>7039182
you're not wrong, I suppose
>>7039181
trying to get homework done, but too many (you)s
>>7039176
I'm not really the superiority type, sorry.
>>7039186
J-just kill yourself you fucking parasite.
>>7039188
who cares? the biggest pain comes from knowing you'll always look like a man.
is beepbeep hideous
>>7039186
Why do you hate kaylee?
>>7039185
@hq5ir they don't want to vamp?
>>7039189
Do your homework!
You're not the first girl tonight I've told that.
>>7039180
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgOA24hAe60
>>7039174
hmm
:((
you dont have to show ur face yknow!!
>>7039181
hisss
:p
>>7039183
:c
also
fucking that iwrotehaikus triggers me cuz of a namefag
ask boo about her sometime
>>7039192
they won't make you look feminine though, just a worse damaged version of what you already have
>>7039186
edie u should skype me whats wrong
>>7039187
did something happen o-o
i think kaylee's adorable
>>7039189
well that means IM RIGHT i suppose
jk youre a good midlaner
i wanna play lee sin
>>7039195
shes pretty
>>7039141
>>7039109
Is this meme still going? Based on Edie's nonchalant attitude I have come to the conclusion that this is bullshit. Whether it's true or not the both of them are assholes for attacking me simply for being upset about it. " That person is sad that you're dying therefore you are gonna call them an asshole, a creep and self-absorbed" What's going through the mind of these Californians I'll never know.
>>7039187
no kaylee is hideous, her personality is just what's really deplorable lmao
>>7039195
nah she's cute
>>7039196
because she's a chaser who has sexually assaulted other girls she's dated, and who leeches off of all of her partners
>>7039181
If a vampire really wanted to die, then couldn't they just like, go outside on a bright sunny day? Or eat garlic or something?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7039186
Fuck off dragface Faye was right about you, fucking hybrid of a camel jockey and a spic
>>7039198
So what? I'll vamprape while they sleep so they won't know it was me an think a stranger vampire has bitten us *,*
>>7039209
You tell 'em, Red!
>>7039202
I wish I had teeth that nice, another 10k to the bill since they fugged me up first time. Once I get my cloths I'll post neck down pictures I guess, idk I'm pretty shy but it might help my mood since my body isn't too bad besides hair removal issues, I think I have ok hipsize and stuff
>>7039151
Kids suck though and will just bully anyone who's different.
>>7039209
So many qtpics this night that's fuggin great tho.
>>7039209
yknow shouting racist rhetoric at me isn't going to grow you a pair of lips or shrink your height by a foot.
but then again you're the most desperate person in this general, so i guess you and kaylee belong together............
>>7039207
>who leeches off of all of her partners
But you do the same thing
>>7039209
Didn't you used to be super nice? I have a hard time believing that this isn't some troll pretending to be you by posting with your pictures.
>>7039219
only been on /mtfg/ for couple months since I found it looking for advice in coming out to my mom so I don't know everyone that well
>>7039225
I think Red was kidnapped and brainwashed by some neonazis she met from /pol/ and then stockholm syndrome set in. I'm just guessing.
>>7039227
yeah, nah, my jaw is fucked.
>>7039206
Edie is nanchalant in general. no?
>>7039216
my teeth are weird >w<
>>7039220
yea
i am a vamp
and yea
they are
when my bf killed myself she started saying nice things to me and got me to trust her right around the time i started opiates
and failed in schooling and sports xddd
>>7039219
im glad
and im sad cuz you dun like urself
>>7039224
i've never leeched off anyone i've ever dated.
clients are not boyfriends.
>>7039197
maybe you can join our squad as a sub
what role do you usually play?
>>7039198
no, it's not
>>7039204
my mechanics are a little lackluster some days. I threw some ashe arrows the wrong way this morning and got raged at by my jungler. qwq
>>7039218
This was pretty far into adolescence though. I was about 14 at the time.
>>7039232
lmao, there's nothing to like
>>7039232
my bottom row is completely ruined even after years of braces since the guy was a quack, gotta go though it again I think
>>7039236
thats cute desu
can pookie join the team? SN : sebastians prey
shes really good but sometimes she gets VERY TILTED and screams
>>7039233
Edie no lying now
>>7039237
You're just fugin beautiful seriously. Post some pics to admire.
>>7039242
I'll do it later, add her to the discord
>>7039236
Hm?
>>7039244
this is fucking hugboxing.
>>7039236
That's literally the worst period for kids being exclusionary and cruel though.
T. Former teenage griefer, troll, homophobe and all around terminal asshole.
why do i have to be falling asleep in my chair rn
i wanna watch the dramaaaaaa
its only 9 but i have work at 9, should i go to bed now or try and hold out for a while?
>>7039099
These are getting good
>>7039102
Shut the fuck up I don't have the energy or time to write up something good for you I don't even know what you look like you stupid fuxking fagg and EVEN IF I DID I'd only use and manipulate you as much as you let me until you're dumbass eventually figured out how all those times I've made you feel special for me where because of my own sick fetishes
And who's to say that even then you'd still not want or need it god ur disgusting
Fuxk you.
Fuck off.
>>7039206
>>7039241
mercury is an asshole because you tried to make her cancer all about you???????
like jfc you have issues
i've also never had any work done at all. you're insane mr smalls lmao
>>7039243
i've made more money than the vast majority of people i've ever dated. i think faye and the dc guy i dated were the only ones who made more than i did.
i have definitely sweet talked clients into buying me all kinds of things tho lol
>>7039251
you could stay up a bit but idk, you seem like you always need sleep desu
also i'm just fucking tired of everyone lol
>>7039241
Live, freeze, or die
USA USA USA
how is uk anyway?I hear wait times for anything are bad, it's pretty much on demand here.
>>7039247
Nah don't be lil this. I'm drunk and honest anon. Manface is fugin ugly (me too) but you are not tho.
And some other trips in this thread.
>>7039206
you know....
i stated why i came by to say hi today when i first posted earlier.
and....serious question-why do you think you matter?
my cancer is unreal because some jamaican guy who takes female hormones supplements he orders on the internet thinks its all a joke?
Edie is my friend
my sister
one of my closest friends
honestly, she was one of the first people i told, ages ago when it was just a possibility, and
i'm dying so everyone is supposed to cater to you and give you their condolences? what the fuck? you've had all of two conversations with me off the board, and one of them was me trying to escape as soon as possible, so i dont even know if it counts.
i just..........honestly, i kept trying to tell myself that maybe you had some redeeming qualities, and maybe we could be friends, or maybe even something more if you ever became passable, but...... meh
you know, idk why i'm even responding to some aint shit trashbag friendless (,whoops, u have some e-friends, my bad) autist.
>>7039141
thanks quid i appreciate that! honestly, i think i've had enough for my lifetime, while there are a couple of okay people here, i just dont have time to try and dig through piles of horseshit to find the few gems of peoples, if that makes sense :(
I used to like mtfg (like 2 or 3 years ago mtfg, but i digress) and just thought maybe i could have some more fun before my fucked up bad luck of a life kills me, but i guess expecting anything nice, ever is just a stupid thing to do.
bye
>>7039225
I don't like people who say shit about Kaylee
I want to fade away into dust
Mom; you'd be surprised what a good haircut can do for your jaw :D
Yes thanks mom :l
>tfw when you legs itch because you shaved them...and your arms... And the rest of your body
>tfw you're so inexperienced with shaving you don't realize how dull the razor is
>tfw when red pops off in a thread against someone I have filtered.
>>7039259
You have cancer and you're dying?
Damn, God did answer my prayers :')
>>7039262
Pls don't ._.
>>7039256
>you seem like you always need sleep desu
Because I usually do
I typically am sleep deprived
idk
sleep sounds good
i can wake up early and do things then i guess
>also i'm just fucking tired of everyone lol
Yeahhhh, same
Sometimes I kinda sit here and think about everything and i'm like
"I could have been doing so much cooler shit right now but I'm a tranny getting her highschool experiences on 4chan"
Shoulda went army instead of transitioning baka desu senpai
>>7039258
LMAO, how tf can anyone think rawr is udlier than me, you need fucking glasses. i'm in the bottom5? maybe probs loower out of all the trips.
>>7039272
I have no sympathy for niggers, hon
>>7039260
I guess I understand, but there are better ways to express your feelings than throwing around racial epithets.
>>7039272
Oh. Well, homework is important.
>>7039260
Please Red, you're better than this.
Oh shit wait, I'm sorry, no you're not
>>7039274
Maybe I'm fugin up and confound trips post a pic pls...
>>7039274
Pls
TFW you look in the mirror and see a girl.
>>7039264
Use an epilator instead, it's better than razors and lasts longer
>>7039266
I guess, but if I had a way to "not exist" then I would do it
>>7039254
kaylee appreciates literally anyone and everyone she's ever met's body because she's as much of a desperate loser as you are lmao
it's honestly pathetic how low you think of yourself, and that you think you can even begin to insult me after the numerous times you've praised everything about me on top of that.
this is why i never associated with you or any of that crew too closely. it's beneath me, and that's coming from a camwhore.
>>7039259
>i'm dying so everyone is supposed to cater to you and give you their condolences? what the fuck?
l i t e r a l l y
>>7039271
yis. go to bed!!!!!!
and the army could have been cool, but idk ;_; i wouldn't want you to have a shaved head and be all soldiery. just doesn't sound right.
you just gotta spend less time here cause these people are ridiculous yknow lol
>>7039277
<333
I LOVE U SASSY UR THE BEST LOL
>reads through the last 2 threads
Dollface might actually be the most cancerous thing to ever happen to /mtfg/ I'm actually impressed. I <3 you Dollface!
>>7039284
>tfw see a girl and feel like a girl
>tfw my deadname and old pictures seem really foreign and like they're not even me anymore
>tfw getting there mentally at least
>tfw this is only sometimes
>>7039279
do you think you're better than red or something?
>>7039284
>tfw you look in the mirror and have to stave off self harm
>>7039279
Absolutely feminine
WHY ARE PEOPLE MEAN TO ME IN VIDEO GAMES
>>7039279
Fuck off you chaser hon
You're all fucking insane I swear to god
Why is there drama!?! It's like everyones PMSing at once! Find something better to talk about instead of each other
So, who else likes lasagna?
>mfw this is literally how Red introduced herself to me
>>7039292
Obviously lmao, and it's getting her horny that I'm insulting her anyway so it's a win-win I guess.
>>7039302
People like to bully qts
>>7039295
>like it matters
quid is just a chaser like kiwi
My lesbian boss invited me to a lesbian bar :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
>>7039305
>mfw i'm a pure maiden but i don't know how to upload pictures
>>7039304
Lasagna is pretty fucking good
>>7039298
here
>>7039303
fuck, i love this picture.
>>7039304
I just cooled myself eggs bc I can't cook much more than water @_@
>>7039301
I was griefing you :)
>>7039289
>yis. go to bed!!!!!!
FINE MOM
>and the army could have been cool, but idk ;_; i wouldn't want you to have a shaved head and be all soldiery. just doesn't sound right.
I mean there's plenty of reasons I didn't actually do it, it's just my masculine side talking when I get all grass-is-greenery for that path I coulda taken. If only I were faye and
wait
what ever happened to her re-joining the army what the heck iirc that plotline just kind of stopped without explanation
>you just gotta spend less time here cause these people are ridiculous yknow lol
I've gotten a lot better about how and when I spend my time here, I think. I've been so busy and kind of learned some lessons, like don't come here while at work or directly after work! Or while out in public! Or anything besides being bored really.
and stuff
idk
i had more to say but im kind of reaching a braindead point rn and cant think much anymore lmao
>>7039302
What was April?
>tfw you're the ugliest trip on mtfg
>>7039209
Wtf happened to you red I thought you were chill. Where'd that pol shit come from
>>7039285
Are epilators expensive? I'm broke af
>>7039294
>tfw you can't stave off the self harm and slice your arm up
>>7039310
n i c e
>>7039315
Oh nice! Eggs are yummy. You can cook things out of a box though, can't you?
>>7039305
I don't even think I have to say anything to that, but you're legitimately proving how stupid you are the more you talk.
>>7039314
Dafug you look like my sister
>>7039319
hormones
>>7039285
I have to get one tonight. And I need headphones and I need an iPod.
>>7039290
She still posting? Filtered her last thread. I was laughing for a while, but like rawr's suicide suggestion meme, it got repetitive extremely fast:
>hur I'm a cam whore
>hur I'm the best ever
>hur ur the worst at everything and everyone hates u the most 4 real
>>7039294
You'll be okay. Just accept not self injuring. You know damn well it accomplishes little. Watch a sad movie instead. Or family Guy. There is the new season on Netflix It's hilarious.
>>7039310
Is... Is that really a pokemon?
>>7039321
Stealing this.
>>7039308
I don't understand.
>>7039320
I started tripping here in April, and met you.
:)
thumbs ups if life is good
>>7039310
Nice
ALL YOU BITCHES STOP BEING BITCHES :SOB:
my mom basically just called me out and said there was obviously more things going on than just anxiety
i brushed it off but I don't how much more i can do that convincingly
how do you come out to your parents, especially ones who you expect to react negatively to it
>>7039314
Not a fan of what you're wearing but you look like a fucking 2d girl
one day you need to stop having bdd and join the ranks of the cute face posting attention thirsters
>>7039336
YOU'RE TEARING THIS FAMILY APART!
>>7039333
>>7039314
Why is Pleb so cute? :0
>>7039339
>mfw people think tranny BDD is real
>>7039333
>ywn cuddle juniper's ferrets
>>7039338
"Mom, we need to talk.."
>>7039338
>hey mom remember my penis?
>it's in a puddle of blood in the bathtub i need to go to the hospital
>>7039349
go on..
>>7039346
people don't legitimately bully me anymore.
idk what you're talking about.
Kaylee and Red are maximum cute
>>7039348
I don't really care what it is
If it's very persistent compliment fishing then whatever
I don't usually see it anyway.
Pleb isn't bad at all as far as her looks go and either she's got bdd or is just compliment fishing
>>7039321
I bought a relatively cheap one and it still works. Definitely worth it
>>7039331
Good luck, but why do you need an ipod
>>7039338
"I'm transgender. I was born natal male and it shouldn't be this way, and I am now taking steps to grow into the responsible adult I know I want to be. I hope you will love me and support me, and this isn't something new and yes I am unequivocally sure, and I hope you will do research tonight. It will take some time to understand. It is going to be a big change, and I know you will still love me. "
Ez.
Or write it down and print it out and bring them out to dinner so they can't drill into you (public pressure works great on people older than 40)
>>7039346
I have so many question..
Why is horsemeat a bad thing? What country could that possibly be? Why does that mean all processed food is tainted?
>>7039331
Right? I honesty think she's just kinda regretting her life choices. It's pretty understandable though. I really can't blame her.
She's kinda just a whore at this point.. I do think she's right though that she could have a husband if she wants, but that kinda makes it worse... she could and yet... just sells herself.
>>7039357
Anti Red!
Hi
It's Red
Sorry I haven't talked to you much
>>7039369
edie hi
>>7039354
The rest you sort of adlib desu.
I don't remember what I said, I was drunk
Don't beat around the bush though, just flat out say that you're transgendered.
>>7039359
People have said the same thing to Kayla, Angie and Korra and they look like shit
>>7039363
she'll just drill into me once we get home
>>7039369
Maybe don't say shit about my gf. I'm sorry about calling you racial slurs but jesus Kaylee is the love of my life
>>7039370
I miss you even though we've never met irl..
it's ok
I love ya red and also kaylee too :D
>>7039357
Is that real? That feel when
>>7039362
You can mount secret operating systems and use them as surveillance devices to steal data from iPhones.
Jk I just like the old school music player. I don't like using my phone. I actually do have a cellbrite device tho. It copied and exports contact book and text messages in 15 seconds. Pretty much every app steals this date, minus the texts (protip: don't trust my equipment or chargers and don't touch my computer lmao and especially don't ever plug my flash drive in)
>>7039365
I don't follow her that closely, I just saw the general trend in her posting habits. Similar to Kayla style, very consistent. I like Kayla a lot though.
>>7039338
this, just write it down, I did that and it worked good enough, my mother has started calling me eva even though it's hard for her to be consistent
>>7039363
>>7039372
I estimate getting my issues to go away is gonna cost 30-40k I think maybe more, it's not too bad though since middle class mother is getting the opportunity for extra hours enough to cover it over a few years if need I think. I gotta start doing surgery and stuff within 6 months or I won't make it.
>>7039369
>anyone who argues wth me is ugly and unpassable
Do you even listen to yourself at times?
Like seriously?
Please stop this damage control
>>7039386
On mobile and forget trip :s
>>7039386
Germany is the pinnacle of western civilization, I feel like I'd feel pretty confident eating anything I buy there.
ok, I've had enough aids for one day
GOOD NIGHT FAGGOTS
you know where to find me if you wanna chitchat.
>>7039384
it's fake unfortunately
>>7039375
what was the response
keep in mind that once this comes out she will continue to bring this up every single day
>>7039369
but i'm not upset??
>>7039369
>also i wouldn't venture too deeply into faye's plotlines in general, i'm js lmao
I'm just kind of a spectator I guess, it's entertaining to watch and try to piece together
If I wanted to create some sort of chart or visualization or fucking idk just like organize everything faye's said it would be fun
IM GONNA MAKE MTFG INTO A FUCKING BOOK FFS
>it's good that you are spending less time here tho and that you're busy irl and all that stuff. i'm happy for you :3
tyyyyyyyy
I hope I dont fuck it up lol, if I mess up rn I'll be fucked for a long while cause I only have like 2 irl friends lmao
Lots to do lots to do but I wanna be a success so I can come back here and tell y'all to suck my dick
>OK NOW GO TO BED
im so comfy in this chair and the drama is fun and people are messaging me and i have laundry and excuses excuses excuses
>>7039392
all it takes is one day of aids and you have it for life
>>7039391
>Germany is the pinnacle of western civilization
How come /mtfg/ was so slow on the weekend but now it's going fast. Shouldn't it be the other way around?
>>7039384
I usually use my computer for music, but probably because I don't get out much anymore
>>7039355
I'm cool, how about you?
How's your pain management :( ?
How's your mom's collarbone?
>>7039358
Yah, I think I might be lesbean now :p
>>7039369
That image confuses me sexually.... what kind of sorcerry are you doing today?
>Idiots in their place
LMAO, I remember when you took your vow of niceness. Maybe they got the wrong idea about fucking with u?
People are jumping into the frey and they really don't get it. I'm erasing some people from FB now. Fucking punk ass bitches. I actually appreciate this because now I can see their racist shit shining through.
wat is up
>>7039359
honestly i'm really not.
like i askeda dude and he said 3-4/10 and not passinp in that pic desu.
>>7039369
>the rest of the people who are all upset are all the unpassable ugly girls
wtf, i never even got into the drama....
>>7039372
not possible desu.
>>7039377
they all look a lot better tahn me desu.
>>7039401
being attracted to masc ppl is p str8 tho//
>>7039399
people have things to do on the weekends
i had work and then had to tag along with my buddy that plays airsoft with me and also pretends to be a girl online and is thinking about transitioning all the way up to milwaukee and back and stuff
>>7039395
Honestly, my mom cried and had a meltdown. It wasn't exactly smooth. My dad found out later that day after my mom called him at work in tears saying "come home now", but he actually took it pretty well when I told him what was going on.
>>7039397
Go do your laundry.
>>7039397
>IM GONNA MAKE MTFG INTO A FUCKING BOOK FFS
would be a shitty book
>>7039397
>all it takes is one day of aids and you have it for life
nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
btw, you still need to give me your discord lol
oh, and someone actually told me I should be a librarian. No joke. I should totally follow through on this.
>>7039338
If you expect them to react negatively...
You don't come out. Make up some shit about something else or whatever. Don't let them find out until it's completely on your terms and they have no hold over you. May be a few years.
>>7039385
dear christ
thats a lot for teeth stuff ;w;
>>7039401
my moms collar bone is better
she doesnt have to always wear the sling thing
my pain is rlly bad today though :sob:
>>7039404
you
being gay is up
B)
>>7039406
Unfortunately I can't make you feel different.
>>7039416
that person kinda looks like amy victoria a lil bit
>>7039391
:3 you don't have tainted food because muslims keep halal butchering safe.
>>7039404
Thought you were leaving this place for good, Alex?
>>7039391
>Germany is the pinnacle of western civilization, I feel like I'd feel pretty confident eating anything I buy there.
The antifa would highly disagree *,*
Nah German food is the cheapest compared to every other country in Europe. The average germans potato doesn't want to spend much on food.
It's quality is questionable and you should buy meat only from local farmers here. e_e
>>7039361
Escapism failed me too. It's really tough to land a job in my city. Economy is totally bust here. I'm a NEET degenerate. I can't imagine going to school around here, but my parents keep pushing the agenda. I really don't want to, but I really fucking need a social outlet. I'm so repressed and bored and lonely. Weed isn't helping anymore, it makes me feel mentally ill (like if I smoke too much I literally question my sanity). It's a vicious cycle, and idk what I'll be doing to survive shut in status through the long winter here in the north.
I am so sick of TV. I can't even do my writing anymore, I used to write books and escape in my own fantasy but it's so difficult. No audience. Can't publish because can't organize. I don't like writing in novel format and no one gives a fuck to produce my screen plays yet. It's a mess my life.
>>7039374
hi nim! how are you?
>>7039380
i'm gonna say whatever i want and you can say whatever you like and you don't need to apologize for it
but frankly the only people who resort to racial slurs against people that upset them are those that are either ignorant or retarded.
idk what exactly has happened to you but if your gf has anything to do with it this proves exactly what i was saying about her, and when ya'll do inevitably break up you'll see what i mean, too
>>7039387
do you even know what damage control means
>>7039406
>>7039396
LMAO YALL ARENT UGLY AND UNPASSABLE
>>7039397
imagine that book. it would be one of the largest, and frankly confusing collections of history ever published lol
YOU'RE GONNA BE A SUCCESS SO DW SO MUCH. i'm glad you are making mtfg proud desu. ;-;
but ok if you wanna stay up i can't stop you.... EVEN IF YOU WILL BE SLEEPY AND REGRET IT LATER......
>>7039401
i can't be nice anymore sass, i really tried but i can't
it is insane though right???? the racist shit especially. i'm lowkey shocked but whatever
>>7039408
This is partly why I repress. I don't want this kind of attention...
Kind of a longshot. But does anyone have contact with CFH outside the thread?
>>7039419
yeah, i'm p sure this is just gonna be my mood forever.
>>7039425
>LMAO YALL ARENT UGLY AND UNPASSABLE
>>7039398
>>7039420
>>7039422
I'm an antifascist commie, which is why I think Germany is the pinnacle of western civilizaiton. East Germany was the most prosperous part of the east bloc countries and seems to be the country closest to achieving full communism, a modern champion of social progress and science.
>>7039426
Yes you did
>>7039419
I mean teeth, ffs, hair, skin issues all together.
>>7039424
I know, I can't have fun doing anything anymore, I use to lash out trying to do new things but they all failed or ended after a day or two at most. I have been practically trapped in my home unable to do anything about it for almost a year now
>>7039404
anna is a banana
>>7039428
Life sucks sometimes, just get it over with and you can focus on the details afterwards. One shitty day is well worth it.
>>7039416
>would be a shitty book
nah it would sell FUCKING MILLIONS BEST COMEDY OF THE 21ST CENTURY
THEY WILL TEACH IT IN SCHOOLS
>>7039416
>btw, you still need to give me your discord lol
grace
#3178
>oh, and someone actually told me I should be a librarian. No joke. I should totally follow through on this.
If you can find an opening do it
Librarian is a comfy job I'd rather be doing rn
Shoulda tried harder to be a receptionist or secretary too.
>>7039414
IM GONNA
i gotta see if i shrunk my new wool lesbian flannel shirt or not
>>7039425
>imagine that book. it would be one of the largest, and frankly confusing collections of history ever published lol
I will make sense of it
I will bring in specialists to this project
Pyschologists
Doctors
Politicians
It will be a work that rivals those of shakespear's
"The Kayla Chronicles"
"Faye's [something that starts with f"
"The Brief Birdy Crisis"
etc
>YOU'RE GONNA BE A SUCCESS SO DW SO MUCH. i'm glad you are making mtfg proud desu. ;-;
I WONT LET YOU DOWN
or maybe i will
BUT IF I DO ILL STILL FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT WORK
probably
who knows
>but ok if you wanna stay up i can't stop you.... EVEN IF YOU WILL BE SLEEPY AND REGRET IT LATER......
ILL BE FINE ITS NOT EVEN 10 YET
8 MINUTES TO 10
>>7039437
What planet are you from?
>>7039425
Are you even real..? Like... your past 2 threads... I just...
If you are real, I'm truly sorry for you. Truly fucking sorry. Please seek help.
>>7039425
>frankly the only people who resort to racial slurs against people that upset them are those that are either ignorant or retarded.
The same could be said for the petty insults you make
>>7039437
your delusional kek, germany has been a shitshow for thousands of years and will remain so for thousands more
>tfw mom knows there's some other shit besides depression going on with me
>talks about how I "carefully think out every decision" a day after I think I left my hrt meds out
>always commenting on my long hair
I feel like she knows at this point and is just waiting for me to tell her
If i do it, remember me as the autistic loser I was because I'll prob be dead
>>7039362
Alrighty, I'll pick one up then. Hate seeing the hair on my arms and legs
>>7039441
I have bad social anxiety though. I get nervous nowadays just from talking on the phone.
Maybe I just need to get really drunk
>>7039439
I am on month 9 of the full shut in mode. I tried a music festival this summer. TERRIBLE outcome, left early crying.
I don't fucking want to be in this life anymore, but I see little option out. I didn't work hard in my teens. I did everything I could to be a ghost and that's what I became...
I need room mates, or soon will in another city. In the coming months if you need to get the fuck out, I'll probably still be on MTfg.
>>7039451
Honestly, I wish I could say "do it sober" but I was drunk or on MDMA for the first few times I came out to people. It's legitimately hard, and anxiety makes it harder, but once it's over with it's over. Each new person gets easier to come out to as well.
My bio dad dropped by to show me some of my opa's actual nazi stuff he used in the war, omg i was his navy luger and his tattered swastika arm band. Apparently the only reason he was allowed to immigrate to the US was be cause he wasn't enlisted. I guess me being a tranny is a Jewish curse.
>>7039441
banananana, get on skype in a bit. I'm thinking about coming out publicly tomorrow, and I need someone to bounce ideas off.
>>7039442
>nah it would sell FUCKING MILLIONS BEST COMEDY OF THE 21ST CENTURY
>THEY WILL TEACH IT IN SCHOOLS
I think it might get banned nation-wide lol
sent the discord thing
why not quit your job if you're so sick of it?
you should totally take some time off to look for new work. I don't wanna watch you get sucked into holding a job you don't like just because you don't have the time or energy to find a new one. That's called slavery.
oh did i mention MY DAD TOLD ME TO HAVE SAFE SEX LMAO
HE FUCKING KNOWS IM A NAUGHTY GIRL NOW
...my mom probably ratted me out to him BUT STILL I GUESS ITS COOL THAT HE KNOWS AND IS STILL GONNA LET ME HAVE SOMEONE SLEEP OVER
FUCKING THANKS BRO DAD
>>7039436
s t o p
>>7039442
LMAO SOMETHING THAT STARTS WITH F
i actually want to buy the kayle chronicles. the kayla khronicles. featuring ketchup.
YOU WON'T LET ME DOWN THOUGH I ALREADY KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm good at predicting this shit.
i mean.... if you get like 7 hours of sleep at least then ... I GUESS IT'S OK.........
but you know a sleep deficit is a real thing!
I'm super sleepy
night, /mtfg/
I want to cuddle some of you
>>7039437
Well the DDR was a dictatorship and bad shit imo. One party can't just rule over a country without any opposition. Our science is far behind America. Especially in the technology segment are we falling. We export country number three, four or worse nowadays.
Our social agenda is a fucking joke. The lower half of society has 1% of the country's wealth in 2016 compared to 3% in 2005. So the gap between rich and poor is widening here too. While having a household surplus of over 16 billions.
We fucked up Greece really bad and our government did nothing to stop the banks doing that. More than the last hundred years Germany had rly bad impact to the world from what I know. And I don't know enough to say how we had influence before that. [The German rag rug was pretty irrelevant if you ask me]
>>7039450
Good luck, it's painful but worth it.
>>7039455
I want to go to a heavy metal festival so bad
>>7039464
That's encouraging to hear, but I guess I'll have to think about it.. Telling my dad especially sounds like a nightmare
>>7039450
Dont say anything u dummy
>>7039473
Must be nice to sleep, i have work all night again, at least I'm buying some bb cream before i leave my shift.
>>7039474
Excuse my grammar it's really late here x__x
>>7039469
Aww, he cares.
>>7039467
Because even if i don't like this job I can reach management probably by the end of the year and that's fucking great for resumes and job opportunities
I would then hold out for a few more months and then jump ship as a manager elsewhere
>>7039470
>LMAO SOMETHING THAT STARTS WITH F
I DONT KNOW IC ANT FUCKING THINK CREATIVE STUFF RN
>i actually want to buy the kayle chronicles. the kayla khronicles. featuring ketchup.
"We sent out our data-anons to track down used packets of ketchup Kayla discarded. Taped to the first page of this chapter is authentic Kayla Ketchup.
>YOU WON'T LET ME DOWN THOUGH I ALREADY KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm good at predicting this shit.
I'll have faith in you
I BELIEVE IN THE EDIE THAT BELIEVES IN ME
>i mean.... if you get like 7 hours of sleep at least then ... I GUESS IT'S OK.........
I TRY TO
I DONT ALWAYS MAKE IT THO
>but you know a sleep deficit is a real thing!
kind of not really
Sleep deprivation is, deficit is not
You don't go into sleep debt when you miss sleep
Once it's gone it's gone
If you stay up a whole 24 hours, getting just 8 hours of sleep afterwards will suffice.
Unless the science is changed since I was last taught this in a psychology class a couple years ago.
>>7039442
Will I have my own volume, or will I just be featured occasionally in other peoples' shitshows?
Btw suggest me the best bb cream somebody
>>7039478
It would be better if I had people to snuggle to sleep with
am sleepi
sleepi weepi isla >_<
>>7039486
Cause some real FUCKIN DODGY SHITE MATE AND YOULL GET YER OWN CHAPTER
Otherwise you'll just be occassionally featured
Make "Charlotte's Charade" happen!
>>7039483
He does care about me
He doesn't always show it and is awkward about it usually but
He cares and it's nice
I love my dad, he's a good guy and tries his best even if he's not sure how to handle things sometimes
>>7039475
Even if it goes poorly, it's a single day of weirdness, and it sets in motion the process of acceptance. It took my mom a while to both accept and understand me, but the process didn't start until I came out to her.
>>7039467
Okiee
>>7039489
I never got to cuddle with anyone
>>7039494
Tell us what you would write about Red
click and drag captcha wtf
>>7039488
I liked the CoverGirl Smoothers. Only one I tried though.
>>7039505
Do not tell your parents.
Lots of people will act like coming out to your parents is a right of passage of sorts, that you're duty bound to do it.
If you know they won't be accepting the only thing it can do is cause problems for you.
Don't tell them. Make something up. Like you're sad about a girl or seeing the world differently or some bullshit.
>>7039502
Why past tense
>>7039503
"Red State"
tbd what i'd write, i don't think her story is over yet
>>7039485
WELL MAYBE THAT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE TIRED!!!!!!!!!!
wow that would be some limited edition shit tho, the ketchup packet edition kayla khronicles. there could prob only be like 1000-2000 in circulation...
AND YES GOOD. BELIEVE IN ME WHO BELIEVES IN U.
you're prob right tho about the sleep deficit thing tho lol. since if it did exist we would prob all have years of debt racked up.....
i just worry about you and your lack of sleep cause you work a real job and idk it can be hard to work well when you are sleepy!!!!
>>7039488
buy this http://www.sephora.com/pure-radiant-tinted-moisturizer-spf-30-pa-P302923?skuId=1396399&icid2=:
>>7039485
ok, so what my dad told me is this:
1) What is your ideal job?
2) Will you be able to pay the rent with that job?
3) How do you get there?
4) Can you get there?
5) What are you waiting for?
If you actually want a management position, go for it.
>>7039494
Are you saying that I haven't started shit? Am I really just a kiddo in the side lanes?
>>7039505
It has to happen at some point
>>7039493
*tucks in and tiptoes out to not wakey wakey bebbi isly*
>>7039459
it's still about as much as a full ride though college and I don't thin I will ever be able to work again with how I am physically frail and all.
>>7039455
>. I didn't work hard in my teens. I did everything I could to be a ghost and that's what I became
iktf senpai, I am trying to rush towards drastic fast change too.
I can't leave my state since I max out insurance every year with how I am and can't work anymore. If I ever get my face hair and voice at least halfway done I'd visit you and stroke your hair with you head in my lap one day.
>>7039516
You better wish I draw you tomorrow
>>7039509
I guess its worth a shot
>>7039518
how long did it last
i mean what was the follow-up conversation after that
>>7039522
i really do. pls rig it for me ;-; i need it badly ;-;
>>7039531
omg .///.
>>7039515
44 fucking dollars? Fuck that
>>7039518
Best for it to happen at a time when they can't make your life hell.
I don't want nim to end up beaten, homeless or otherwise abused. Especially when she's just starting hormones.
im too high to comprehend whats happening
>>7039531
i've been v v sleepy for a long timey now
>>7039505
Just write her a letter.
>>7039520
I'm a "lesbian" not into the romance aspect. My voice is garbage too. How old are you? I'm 24. And I max my insurance too (my mom's). I'm FUCKED when I turn 26 and fall off.
>>7039535
hey ma3v3
>>7039529
hru
>>7039541
but we live in the same house
>>7039526
I had to explain what trans even meant.
She just thought I was confused and that I was having some sort of phase. I don't remember specifics, but the conversation lasted about half an hour.
>>7039537
Nim is like 20 y/o and doesn't sound like she's in the kind of position where those are realistic possibilities. There's varying degrees of non-acceptance.
>>7039545
Sass is cool
>>7039555
yea i crashed and burned longg ago >_<
>>7039259
Im sorry for doubting you. Denial is a stage of grief. I wasnt trying to make this all about me, I just didnt want to believe it. I dont know why you keep on bashing me when ive repeatedly tried to make amends
>Redeeming qualities
Literally what im doing now. Despite all the horrible things you said to me because of our talks before that I still feel that deep down youre a nice person and if we got to know each other we could get along. I assure you this isnt just some thirsty lust for your good looks for HRT has made me borderline asexual. I genuinely think youre a cool person. If I didnt I wouldnt still be trying to be your friend after all these months. And desu you and Korra are the only black transgirls I know, Its nice to talk to someone like me for a change.
>I dont pass
Actually according to a few trips here who have seen me I do pass now. But thats irrelevant, Im concerned about you so can we please finally bury the hatchet?
>>7039559
Whaaaaaaaaaa? I'm just a dork :3
>>7039565
a qt dork
>>7039530
I can't rig it
>>7039505
>i don't want my mom to have a meltdown because of me
don't feel so bad, mine had three, if not more.
>>7039559
alice is cool
alice is nice
>>7039568
Lol no! Stahhhp
:3
>>7039555
Kinda moody the last few days but still keeping up with life. My coworker tonight was nice. She was this bubbly 16-year old girl. She asked if I liked her makeup and we had a whole conversation about it... she complimented my eyebrows ^_^ But she said one thing that made me super dysphoric and I can't stop thinking about it.
>>7039569
This was following me coming home from university
I was living at home, and was very much prepared for the possibility of being thrown out.
>>7039569
yes i do >w<
>>7039573
what happened
>>7039578
Ugh don't story interest bait
>>7039585
It wasn't intentional I'm just kinda stoned
>>7039545
After reading a lot right propaganda in the last thread I'm thankful to read that.
>>7039538
I'm simply to drunk
>>7039559
True
sleepi isla go beddy nini
>>7039578
your life sems like it's goingwell, it's always nice to hear positive stories senpai ^^
>But she said one thing that made me super dysphoric and I can't stop thinking about it.
:(
that sucks
did she mean well with the remark at least?
i understand if you don't wanna repeat it or anything
>>7039583
I came out to her and she couldn't accept it, so I kinda shoved her away and disconnected from her.
I'm no longer her doll.
She had a very hard time coping with that, and was afraid she had lost me forever, so she made a last-ditch attempt to reconnect with me right when I was about to leave.
Yeah, not fun.
>>7039545
get out of here you intolerable spic
>>7039597
>being mean to Sass
unforgivable.
>>7039593
It wasn't even about me, she just showed me a picture of her when she was younger and said something like "I totally looked like a boy!" Just a really dumb thing that came up in the conversation.
>>7039592
sweet dreams sleepi isla
(you are the rose in this picture >///<)
>>7039592
Sleep well and tight lovely bun
>>7039603
im the scarf
>>7039600
Sass is worse than yume and cartman together.
Tfw floz is sliding into my dms
>>7039476
I mean I'm already going to tell her over winter break (in 2 months), it's just delaying the inevitable
But I guess the 2 months will give me more time to better gather my thoughts
>>7039614
Yeah, a friend of mine is coming over. We'll probably do cool stuff like play Zelda.
>>7039595
ive been pretty distant with my mom since i first became a teenager
i don't know why but I keep pushing her away, i think it's because she's so overbearing
>>7039591
music
>>7039611
Don't say mean things about Suzie she's a kind soul
>>7039599
Hey nim part of why I'm worried about you telling your parents is I've known a couple of trans girls who did and their parents just started being dicks about it. making jokes about it and mocking them. Also their patience for everything else was just generally a lot shorter.
I think i managed to not shrink my wool shirt yay
either that or it barely did
im gonna obsess over if i did or not for a while tho after i accidentally shrunk my wool hoodie i really liked
i fucking hate wool
it feels so nice but i cant wash it without anxiety
>>7039614
you have a comfy neck
>>7039627
yeah i could see my mom doing that
the first stage is always crying and then it eventually morphs into this weird smugness
>>7039624
What music I like?
This for example *-* especially while drunk. no bully plox https://soundcloud.com/patrascu-stefan/argatu-sui-la-deal-cobor-la
What do you liek ? ^-^
>>7039628
I can't wash anything that's not retardedly oversized or it won't fit me anymore
;-;
I can't sleep
>>7039642
kiss u
>>7039529
I was think like this
>25-30k for face
>hair 5-7k
>teeth 5-10k since just correction
>5k on skin treatments
like that, it's not impossible in my position since I think my mother can just do 50-60 hour weeks for a couple years if needed to pay it off. better then me ended up underground I guess.
>>7039541
20 senpai, I don't mean any lewd/romantic stuff since the purity thing isn't just a meme, it's just a calming thing to do. I'm super self conscious about my voice and facial hair, gotta get rid of that first before I even show any pictures of my face.
>>7039599
Things were pretty high tension for a while desu. Like, I think both of my parents were happy to know what was wrong with me given they had known for some time that I was unhappy, but idk. My mom was on a hairtrigger initially, like, she thought her son was dying, that they were making a mistake. She didn't get that the only reason I came out to them was because I was sure that transitioning was what I wanted.
Things also got a bit complicated by my grandfather passing away less than a month later. She forced me off hormones to go to his funeral on the other end of the country.
>>7039621
story of my life.
coming out will really change that dynamic, for better or worse. My mom doesn't even want to hear that I'm taking hormones, even though she knows I am. She won't stop me though, which is nice, I guess.
>>7039628
grace, I need you to give me fashion advice someday.
>>7039646
a-anon, why
>>7039628
to add on to this, looks like my h&m order should be here sooooon
expecting it tomorrow desu
>>7039641
wool is the only thing ive had trouble with shrinking
>>7039649
sure i can do that
but you gotta point me in the direction you wanna go
>>7039639
https://soundcloud.com/theweeknd/the-weeknd-often
im in love with this atm
>>7039655
ok, will do!
What boards do everyone's browse?
I love soc and here
the worst is when you need to sleep but you're following the conversation
night night everyone
>>7039662
Why are you making that face and pulling on your collar
>>7039662
is that really you?
post time stamp? i feel like someone is just spamming ubaba's pics
>>7039662
JUST FUGIN KILL YOURSELF OR GET A PERMA BAN YOURE WORSE THAN EDIE
>>7039667
Yes it me you will know when it isn't because they spam naked pics of me
That's why I mark my pictures now
>>7039657
Uh that's not my vibe. I need something we both more matter iykwim.
>>7039672
better, but it's been a long 8 months to get here.
I also moved out because I legitimately couldn't handle living with her anymore.
>>7039671
:( someone is stealing my pics and making fun of me for being trans so I am marking my pics now I'm sort of they bothered you
>>7039672
keep your hormones well hidden just incase
>>7039672
do NOT mention you're on hormones. Only that you're transgender. I fully advocate coming out to your parents, but I agree it's not worth that gamble. Go to the store tomorrow and get like basic ass nurtropics, like decoy pills. hide the real one in something other than a bottle like REALLY HIDE them. If (and I seriously seriously doubt it would happen but idk your parents) she does look for pills, she'll find decoy. I hide mine and both my parents are very very supportive. It's like a life or death thing for me, I don't fuck around.
>>7039681
how's your day been
>>7039675
https://soundcloud.com/newstatemusic/just
what about this?
>>7039681
Why the fuck don't you just put an /mtfg/ time stamp. The girls here are like computer engineering level intelligence, we're not falling for the meme. Just fuck off already. If you are for real, prove it. And we'll even maybe party together. Otherwise, stop posting here and kill yourself.
>>7039681
Ahh sounds like Maxim, he's an autistic virgin neet skiztophrenic that steals girls pics and poses as them.
>>7039685
>I hide mine and both my parents are very very supportive
Why, exactly, if they're so supportive?
>>7039655
>expecting it tomorrow
mine too senpai, first official girl cloths, kinda worried they will be too large as now I suspect I might be size 3-4 as my mother lend me some of her pants and she is tiny yet they fit fine and I plan on going thinner. Still gonna be a week or two till frills arrive though.
>>7039693
hi grace
ordering my sperm banking kit tomorrow
>>7039693
Paranoia. I don't trust anyone with anything. I encrypt my phone too and my computer and clear my emails and stuff. It's a hold over from a time when I was homeless and hacked computers.
Maybe my mom develops some crazy mental disorder. Maybe they get butthurt in the future and we have a huge fight. I trust them now, but I don't trust everyone and I don't want ANYONE other than me having any type of access. Peace of mind.
>>7039672
I returned to school several months later, I gave her some space to work through things.
I brought my mom along when I met with my psychologist most of the time, and I feel like involving her in portions of the process made her understand it a lot better.
I think what really helped her though was seeing that I'd made the right decision. Transition really did make me a lot happier, and that was obvious to both of my parents. By 6 months they were mostly accepting, by 1 year they were fully on board.
As for the physical effects, I'm really not sure how she felt about those when they first appeared. Later on I think the only acknowledgement of them was something to the effect of "you have a better figure you than I do, wtf"
Also, don't mention the self-medding. That's honestly a bridge too far for most parents to understand. Discuss it when it becomes necessary.
I broke my injection viles
>>7039694
>normal clothes
Good girl. You're on the right track now.
If you're worried about sizing buy a measuring tape and measure yourself and check the size guide, most of the time things should fit pretty okay. Check reviews to see if things run large or not. You can always return things if they don't fit right and get them in a better size.
PICK SOME COLORS OTHER THAN WHITE OR BLACK THO GIRL
THERE IS A WHOLE RAINBOW YOU CAN LOOK PRETTY IN
>>7039693
ok, grace, I need options for hiding my neck.
I feel like my adam's apple is a bit of a dead tell
>>7039031
Your face looks girly... but how is the body?
>>7039690
That's decent. You can move to that :D
What do you think about this ?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAaL_9EiO3M&spfreload=10
>>7039700
it's almost midnight here
is warsaw cold this time of year?
i hope you have a good day :)
>>7039674
oh, okay.
do you like boys or girls ubaba? would you date a transgirl (who is preop)
>>7039705
>>7039694
That's the look I'll go for. What do you think? *,*
>>7039706
Scarf? Neck warmer. Turtle neck. S-surgery. A hijab! A Cape. Makeup. A very long beard!
That's all I got.
>>7039101
Mercury you promised me a booty shot a few months ago. Haven't seen you in a while.
>>7039699
>Paranoia. I don't trust anyone with anything.
iktf senpai, I yell at others for going in my areas afraid they will ruin something or break something
>>7039705
>Good girl. You're on the right track now.
I'm still getting some frilly cloths in the coming weeks, they shipped. this is just what I could manage right now as I want to go into my appointment in full girl mode to make sure she knows I'm serious and maybe get mones bit faster idk.
I like white and black and it's all I could manage financially for now since I blew hundreds on less practical clothing items that are not really good for appointments.
I said I broke my hormone vials
>>7039474
Sorry for delay, I was in a game.
I suppose I have a romanticized view of Germany because of how bad I see everything getting in America, and I keep hearing about how social democracy in Europe has built a more prosperous society, and can't imagine Europeans being as dumb as redneck hillbilly Americans (except slavs, I can imagine them being that dumb pretty easily)
It just seems like a country that has more smart people than this one.
Buy a scarf! I see a lot of cute girls wearing them!
>>7039721
did flowers and butterfly's appear where you dropped it
>>7039706
pink scarf
it has to be pink
>>7039704
on accident?
>>7039663
nini alice
>>7039721
well arent u a dummy
>>7039706
S C A R V E S
It's fall heading into winter
PERFECT time for hiding your adam's apple along with other insecurities
>>7039720
Some frills are fine, but having practical normie clothes is a good thing.
>>7039734
I heard my voice instructor call it an "Eve's apple" talking to a 57 year old hon in a dress. I literally snorted with laughter and had to like cough a few times to cover it.
>>7039717
>A very long beard!
yeah, that'll help me pass.
I like the other options tho
>>7039730
pink doesn't match my hazel eyes tho. I need it to be blue, grey, darker purple or maroon
maybe some darker greens too. Need cooler colors, bright colors are bad for dark eyes.
>>7039734
>along with other insecurities
LOL
what kinda insecurities do you mean?
>>7039715
It's cute! Tho she's asian so be careful cause asian clothes is usually designed for much smaller, differently built people than westerners if you are one
>>7039742
>what kinda insecurities do you mean?
My tummy, for one lol.
>>7039701
mm, it seems hard to think that my mom would ever be accepting of me being trans but from what ive read the parents that don't immediately shun their kids eventually learn to accept them
and my mom would never abandon me
>>7039718
idk
i'm pretty sure i've posted a photograph of my butt before.
who is this idr anon. I guess I can take one before i start looking too sickly. no promises though.
>>7039727
wait, i've seen you on /soc/ i think
or someone spamming your pics anyway. you're pretty!!
what makes you want to come and post in this thread-?
>>7039663
have a good nice
>>7039742
hmmmm
my eyes are kinda green, would they work with a pink scarf? what colors would look good with them?
>>7039753
*night
>>7039756
Frills are okedoke as long as you're not aiming for anime or victorian era girl lol
Also sometimes it takes more than being a skeleton because your skeleton might be bigger than a tiny asian grill
tfw grace filters you
>>7039747
Ask them "would you love me no matter what?" and then "even if I did something bad?" and they'll say what did you do and you say "nothing that's why I ask because this isn't something bad, but it is big news".
>>7039754
Honestly, don't match your eyes to a scarf. Match to clothing, hat, hair, skin in my opinion
>>7039763
do you know how many times ive thought since you replied to me "fuck i forgot to say hi to nim"
many times
im just tired and dumb rn lol people dont be upset
well i got some stuff to think about..
off to slumberland~
>>7039722
I dunno. We have a really active leftist movement. People are renovating for expelled people aka refugees. Some demonstrations are made. But we have a really big problem with rightists. There were over thousand attacks on 'refugee hostels'(don't know better translation).
That's nearly 3 damn attacks a day. This shit made me cry some months back...
And you can see that in every country in Europe. Meanwhile the right governments think they need to act more right to appeal to the radicals and the seem to left fail too.
>>7039743
Ugh I know. I've some experience ordering from AliExpress e_e and I weigh 127 lbs. They seize one or two thingys smaller.
>>7039771
The left seem to fail too*
Gawd my grammar
Handling the problems in Greek and Spain for example... And that's driving more people mad and into the rightists camps.
>>7039747
That's often the case. Sometimes it takes time for parents to actually come to accept their kids, sometimes it takes quite a long time, but the fact of the matter is you're still her child, and if she's a loving and caring parent she will likely want you to still be a part of her life, and will still want you to be successful.
Just try to make sure there's communication, and make sure there isn't animosity. My mom did say some hurtful things to me early on, but I didn't try to shut her out of my life because I assumed it would make things worse.
>>7039769
Goodnight nim
>>7039771
Renovating empty houses*
>>7039761
my mother had to wear "size 0" cloths made for teenagers so I will be fine since I have her small frame and my hands are even about the same size. she always complained about not being able to find anything small enough without sparkles
>victorian era
can't stop me from trying senpai, I will get those dresses one of these days
>>7039434
Squeak does.