/mtfg/ I must! I must! I must! Increase my bust.

i took 50mg spiro and 2mg estrogen

should i just take the other half of the spiro

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REMINDER TO TAKE E SUBLINGUALLY

>>7018454
spiro has a short halflife and should be split up throughout the day

>>7018450
yeah true but as long as oral keeps just werking I'll stick to what he says I guess

2nd for I <3
Dana
Sirona
Juniper
:3

>>7018456
reminder that gf isla qt

>>7018454
What's your current total daily dose of spiro? Divide that by 2. Half in the morning, half in the evening.

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>>7018458
Likewise for sublingual
I don't know if it actually makes that much of a difference, but the higher overall bioavailability is nice.

>>7018461
i just took my first dose today

>>7018456
qt

drakeposter is my chartered accountant

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wait, how the fuck am I supposed to take E? I take it under my tongue, I use this pill

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>tfw voice greentext stories
Rate my voice!
Give me tips!
I'm not thaaaaat fluid in english!

In b4 hateful anons bash me

https://clyp.it/mrbxrhqe

>>7018468
chew it

>>7018468
suppository

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>>7018471
I only use penises as suppositories

>>7018467
https://vimeo.com/111458975

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>>7018468
That's estradiol, you can take it under the tongue or swallow it .

Progynova is estradiol valerate which needs to be eaten.

>>7018466
thank u drakeposter
>>7018460
thank u emi gf
>>7018468
sublingual

>>7018475
well should I swallow it or not? I need maximum effect and now I feel like I'm second guessing myself

Don't forget to do your voice work!
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1StSOjPV7dz

>>7018477
under your tongue

>>7018484
okay so i have been taking it right cool

course you know what would be really sweet? having fucking ovaries

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>>7018477
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I got good results with sublingual, and generally it will give higher overall blood levels for the same dose. How rapidly it's delivered and metabolised is the major difference and how this affects efficacy has never been studied.

>>7018487
>has never been studied
don't you get it? we're the test group

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>>7018493
That's not how the scientific method works kayla

>>7018486
having a fully self-lubricating vagina would be my preference. i guess im too young to care about kids tho

Okay so im gonna go insane im ordering a toothbrush off of amazon i need to brush my teeth NOW

>>7018453
>Awesome, what's it about?
Secret! It's a fantasy that I'm trying to keep grounded and real, but also weird and pulpy. Coincidentally I'm trying to do weird things with gender, hmm.

>>7018496
I meant ovaries so we don't have to worry about pills our whole lives.

>>7018495
I'm willing to bet every endo uses data from trans people and collaborates with each other. If there is no test data its because its still being conducted on us.

>>7018499
Just go buy one

>>7018503
how???

>>7018506
Walk to the store! Drug stores have tons.

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>>7018499
Why aren't you just going to the drugstore or a walmart? The cashier won't bite.

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>>7018502
>I meant ovaries so we don't have to worry about pills our whole lives.

fug i've never thought of that!

>>7018474
Rate my voice pleeese!
>>7018469

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>>7018499
thanks for reminding me I need to order these today

>>7018500
>Coincidentally I'm trying to do weird things with gender, hmm.
In what way?

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>>7018502
1. That isn't ethical, and goes against both patient confidentiality and the hypocratic oath.
2. Where's the control group?

>>7018511
i can't just walk a few miles
i have no available transportation lol
>>7018510
that thing is too far away
;w;
>>7018518
No Problem I think Kayla!!

>>7018520
>Where's the control group?
the ones who get insignificant doses

>That isn't ethical, and goes against both patient confidentiality and the hypocratic oath
not saying they use our names or personal data, they just use levels, method of delivery, doses, and results

How to practice voice without crying?

wtf its been an hour and im still not cis

>>7018530
same

R u girls filtering me?

Am I being punished for my sass life?

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>>7018522
No, you actually can walk a few miles. Thats what humans are designed to do.

>>7018530
tfw still trans after a year

>>7018514
>fug i've never thought of that!
how new are you? Heck, there is even a test going on where they have been successfully making testicles in rats produce estrogen

>>7018533
might want to delete this

>>7018533
not crippled ones

>>7018530
Wait til you constantly want to pee :)

>>7018533
Okay, my legs would likely collapse :sob:
I don't have enough painkillers for my hips to do that Moap :(

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>>7018537
Why?

>>7018534
2.5 years and still trans.

>>7018534
tfw trans forever

>>7018532
i just have nothing to sat Tbh sorry

>>7018537
>>7018538
makes me think.... there is a service in california that offers free bus rides to your door if you are disabled. I don't think isla even lives on the west coast though. I even have the phone number because when I broke my neck I used the service for months.

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>>7018527
Endocrinologists aren't expected to conduct medical research on their patients, and unless explicitly stated to the patients, they are not. Moreover, proper experimental design requires that the control group be established in advance, have multiple data points, and generally involves placebo and blinds to eliminate bias. Giving placebo to uninformed trans patients is unethical and such a study would likely lead to having their licence revoked if they ever sent it to a journal.

I understand you have an associate's degree, but seriously, this is first year science material.

>>7018533
Yeah this anon is right, sometimes I walk across the entire town to get to work just to avoid activating my month-long valid public transport ticket like a jew.
>>7018541
Dont be fat and walk lol.

isla has legit disabilities that makes it really painful for her to walk you idiots

>>7018549
not where she lives.

>>7018546
hey that's my name
are we dating? i'm sorry i've been neglectful lately

>>7018550
I understand where you are coming from but I am saying not every doctor lives by the book I mean come on they are not infallible.

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morning fellow degenerates!

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>>7018541
Did you recently have surgery or something? Call a taxi.

>>7018551
Cars are a very recent invention.

>>7018546
why cant guys talk like regular people with girls

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>>7018552
Sorry I do shit with my life instead of keeping up with /mtfg/ gossip and news.

>>7018559
Thank you kayla. You've opened my eyes to the fact that every endo is doing their own little study group and when mine prescribed premarin it's because their own single blind study of unwitting trannies had shown it to be the most effective way of creating conetits.

I can't wait until you're appointed to the head of the DOE Office of Science.

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morning fags

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>>7018561
>tfw can't blaze cuz job

I stared at the ceiling because the sun came up and now it's noon.

Dog barked at me until I got out of bed, and then she jumped up on the bed and took my spot.

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>>7018559
I see what you're saying, but what I don't think you understand is that even if endos were conducting unauthorized research, it's neither considered research due to lacking experimental design, and would be thrown out if they ever tried to publish it. Chances are they would have their licence revoked as well.

There are very well established guidelines for how medical research is conducted, and this doesn't fit within the scope of that.

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>>7018551
get a bike desu

>>7018570
Tfw neet :/

>>7018566
yeah senpai you are so cool and valuble this is so important omg!

>>7018568
I didn't even say it happens or is real, I was just saying its a possibility some doctors are doing it, doctors in the past have been known to do shit like this with the reward of pharma companies paying them millions so I wouldn't put it past every single doctor, especially ones operating in free clinics.

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>>7018545
3.5 years and almost cis

>>7018552
What kind of disability, cause being a fatass nowadays is considered a disability so you gotta be specific cause I dont take that word seriously no more. People here fucking sprain their ankle and retire early quoting work injury and handicap.
>>7018576
>get a bike desu
I got two but both got flat tires and im a legendary procrastinator. I had three but a goddamn nigger stole it, nothing fucking helps, I had it locked in a underground garage and it still got stolen.

>>7018578
I mean, to be fair, pharma companies are pretty fucking sketchy

tfw ur endo laced your estrogen with mind control drugs

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>>7018554

lmao!! yes bb ;_;
IDK i mean he hadn't set up a day to see me and he calls me like every day but he was barely texting me and i just assumed he was tired of me??
so i started talking to other guys cause we're not exclusively dating anyways?? BUT NOW I FEEL HORRIBLE

>>7018563

idk guys are weird desu

>>7018569

dat me on the right

>>7018575
duh, I know all of this. I am talking about research for other purposes besides published journals. You can't be that naive to think shady experiments don't still go down?

>>7018582
Welcome to Sweden 2016, fuck

>>7018582
please leave

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>>7018546
you both sound kinda weird in that discussion desu

>>7018563
im expecting daily progress pictures starting tommorow!

>>7018578
the point elan is trying to make is that even if this shit happened, it's not helpful at all. No one does it because no one has anything to gain from research done that way, no pharmaceutical company would pay money for data that is useless.

>>7018582
Tfw left my bike at my ex's place, and it got stolen by some coked up redneck :/

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>>7018589
hi edie
hru today?

>>7018582
some kind of severe arthritis in her joints

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>>7018447

>>7018569
hihi

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>>7018545
n + 1 years and still trans

>>7018590
For what purpose? What does unpublished research stand to gain? They can't profit off of it, they can't patent it, and they can't publish it. It's a waste of time conducted at personal risk.

It's naive to think anyone would bother, especially for something with as low interest as MtF hormone regimens. Even endos don't give a shit about it, they are more concerned with more severe endocrine disorders like Addison's disease or diabetes.

>>7018575
>making logical arguments
>with kayla

Anyone else tiny shriveled benis and testes smell like vagina?

>>7018593
>it's not helpful at all. No one does it because no one has anything to gain from research done that way, no pharmaceutical company would pay money for data that is useless
Bullshit. When aids first became a thing there were plenty of shady doctors selling patient info because they were deemed filthy fruit cakes society didn't care about anyway. Where did you get this idea where doctors were angels? Most are in it for the money regardless if you want to believe it or not.

>>7018563
They don't see you as an equals hen they do that

>>7018597
give me boobs pls boob goddess grace

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>>7018598
nimunimu hi hi
wait so did you get your mones yet?
>>7018597
give me boobs pls boob goddess grace

>>7018563
Because guys talk one way with their friends and one way with strangers, and then theres women which becomes the mystery on how to act because treating em like a friend doesn't work and treating em like a stranger gets you nowhere.

That guy is just unable to be smoother about his insecurities, he might just be desperate.
>>7018596
I hope whatever vidya she was powergaming was worth it.

>>7018589
Ok so two points.
1. Either he has a girl name or I've been using a boy name for years in girl mode.
2. You should probably try to establish what the relationship is and not date around if he isn't since you both seem to care about each other.

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>>7018593

we're both weird so it makes sense desu

>>7018595

i'm feeling very pic related rn lmao
kiwi wHY CANT I JUST BE SATISFIED WITH ONE GUY AND BELIEVE THAT HE WILL BE NICE AND THAT HE LIKES ME? HUH
HUH!!?!?!?
also good morning hru

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>>7018577
No, its the opposite of important. I don't think you understand.

>>7018546
total fucking cringe.

>>7018604
Wow I hate autocorrect

>>7018607
i took my first dose like an hour ago

>>7018602
never smelled a vagina so not sure but they definitely smell different now

>>7018532
Hi sass
<3

>>7018610
>wHY CANT I JUST BE SATISFIED WITH ONE GUY

Because you are a self hating, worthless, vapid whore whose only contribution to the world is his body which will shrivel up and lose value in 10 years.

You produce nothing of value in this world.

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>>7018609

i feel like ryan is a unisex name? but it's more masculine. but so is andy and andy is a qt girl name.
and i guess so lol. i mean we didn't have the exclusive dating discussion so.... I FIGURED I WAS FINE TO DATE WHOEVER

>>7018603
i know doctros are in it for the money. That's precisely why they wouldn't do this shit. Who the fuck cares about transgender people hormone regimes.

pretty much what elan said >>7018600

>>7018614
no its perfect, we should start calling trannies that have lots of promiscuous sex "hens"

>>7018600
i'm honestly just bouncing ideas around, I don't believe the shit i'm saying to be true

>>7018620

what's that got to do with me not being happy with one man

>>7018608
you don't get arthritis in your hip joints from video games senpai

>>7018611
Tbh I was just sperging out and typing random shit because I got mad

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>>7018610
idk! maybe you're just not ready try to find mr. right
you're still young, enjoy what you can out of life
you'll know when you're ready to settle down
>>7018615
NIM CONGRATS YOU'RE A TRANNY NOW
how does it feel????

>>7018625
Because if you don't love yourself you will never love or settle down with someone else. You hate yourself so of course you have commitment issues.

>>7018625
You have been influenced by the same pop culture that girls get exposed to that turns them into skanks, its not a mystery Edie, you fell for the electric jew.
>>7018626
Do I look like a doctor anon?

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>>7018624
But you said you thought it was true here
>>7018493
and here
>>7018502

>>7018601
>kayla likes to make shit up
>kayla gets caught in stupidity

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>tfw you finally find out what your 1000km away bf's name is

>>7018632
so i'm not allowed to bounce around a silly idea? I didn't say I believed it, just forget I said it jeez

gonna marry elanna

>>7018636
shit

>>7018627
underwhelming where are my tits

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>>7018627

;_; maybe... BTW YOU DIDN'T TELL ME HOW U R DOING

>>7018629

i don't hate myself though. well, maybe a little bit. lmao
but i hate myself in a loving way. like that really ugly friend that you'd never have sex with but who gives you sagely advice and makes good company.
i have friendzoned myself desu

>>7018630

>the electric jew
w-who is the electric jew?? is it nelly furtado? i knew the song promiscuous would come to bite me in the ass someday

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>>7018626
It's k, I forgive you.

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>>7018640
you'll get them within the first year or two*
*results may vary

>>7018621
>>7018609
Ryan is a guy's name. If you chose that as a "unisex" name for your transition, in which you already have a lot of questions coming up about what's under the hood, I shake my damn head at you famalam.

>>7018639
sorry I'll stop

>>7018643
>like that really ugly friend that you'd never have sex with
your just evil

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>>7018638
Shitty, its gonna suck when she has to experience her husband becoming a hon.

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>>7018636
Who are you??
I want to know my roomie's secret admirer~

>>7018637
Idk, generally bouncing around ideas isn't done with the strong conviction that you put into the ideas you come up with.

someone post that photoshopped picture of drake with the little kid I wanna kek

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so like i should cancel the sexathon i had planned tomorrow night with the artist guy who bruised my taint right

>>7018649

how am i evil?!

>>7018643
>w-who is the electric jew?? is it nelly furtado? i knew the song promiscuous would come to bite me in the ass someday
Dont be a smartass Edie, I'm sure while you have been influenced by pop culture and media, you're also just naturally more loose and promiscuous than others, songs and behavior glorifying and encouraging your behavior only amplifies it. I can promise you'd be more chaste in Saudi Arabia, because you'd have if you wanna keep that pretty neck attached to your head.

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>>7018644
rei is better than asuka

objectively

>>7018551
I'm not fat, I have arthritis
>>7018582
Ankylosing Spondylitis, Reactive Arthritis, and Fibromyalgia.
You can look them up if you want :/
>>7018549
I do live on west coast, but the issue is is the service doesn't actually go to my area.
I big time looked into it.
>>7018562
Taxis cost money
After my moms hospital visit my family has none.

>>7018647
the only people who question my gender think i'm ftm

>>7018651
I don't have a strong conviction to what I said, I was blowing smoke out my ass. What got into you?

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>>7018643
i'm ok i'm just excited to move over to cali, i have a job already lined up, i'm gonna start uni, finish up electrolysis, get my license and just generally improve my life and become independent
all stuff that i should have been doing a while ago
trying to figure out how to bring my computer on the flight and a few other things but mostly just looking forward to traveling and being in a new, higher class area

>>7018658
Lol medicine problems, tfw healthy as fuck, got like a cold maybe once or twice in my life.
Sorry bout the genes Isla, i wont bully u now.

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>>7018660
I'm bored and like to poke holes in arguments

>>7018651
I am no one Tbh...

also she is only attracted to fem people iirc and I'm a manly hon..

>>7018661
good job~!

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>>7018656

>Don't be a smartass Edie
i really can't guarantee anything, i've been a smartass my entire life. it's a horrible affliction...
i just...idk!! i like sex and having sex is fun. and hanging out with hot guys is fun and so is getting drunk and high and making out in public and going out and stuff.
is that weird? i mean i'm a lot more lowkey these days and just prefer hot sex over clubbing and going crazy out in the city but still

>>7018661

KIWI THAT'S GREAT!!! i'm so excited for you :3 and yo gf too. so qt, so pure.
are you bringing a desktop then?

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>>7018666
I don't think she's exclusively attracted to fem people

>>7018662
Thank you Cartman.
My mom also has arthritis :sob:
But yeah my genes are really fucking unlucky .-.
At least as far as illness and body pains go

>>7018661
Who's your gf

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>>7018657
Rei is the ideal submissive waifu, but she isn't real, and that's the point. Rei isn't human, she's a fantasy.

Asuka is cuter and prettier though.
objectively.

>>7018658
Surely some one must have a bike, could you bike three miles? If not than I give up, you're fucked.

>>7018672
the waffle dog

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imma be a flat forever and thats ok

How to stop making people who are trying to help me cry?

>>7018670
doesn't really matter in the end anyway I guess I would rather stay anon because I don't want really want to exist to other people. I don't know if that even makes sense sorry.

>>7018682

let them help u

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>>7018668
tyty
>>7018669
ty! and yea and she really is a sweetheart and wants to help me get my life on track, we've talked on skype and cammed and stuff but i'm still super anxious to meet her
yea i spent like $1.2k on my rig so i don't wanna leave it back in new york.. shipping it costs around $300 too
>>7018672
cordelia

In case you all don't know Edie is confirmed with HSV.

She shared her results with me on skype before we almost chilled.

has anyone been to the group at the LA lgbt center? is it just a bunch of hons, or is it good?

>>7018674
Yeah arthritis is
really painfully :(
:(
>>7018682
idk i have done that b4
>>7018681
are you ok with it? o:

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>>7018674
no, rei is the only one who stood up to gendo when it most mattered, Asuka just did what she was raised to do, and fell apart when it was taken away from her. Asuka is the puppet and is also pretty pathetic.

>>7018661
>cali
kiwi no
if you're gonna live in california you can't call it cali

>>7018689
For me it was all teenagers younger than me and one cringey overweight facial hair mtf.
Rest were transtrenders
Like me >w<

>>7018686
lmao that psycho?

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>>7018692
yea im okish with it

>>7018683
But you exist so much now that you're being talked about irl.

>>7018686

d'aw well that's great :3 honestly ya i would get it shipped the more expensive way if possible just because i wouldn't trust airport ppl to be delicate yknow? imagine if it got fucked up..

>>7018687

wtf lmao i've never had an STD!! I'VE ONLY SLEPT WITH LIKE 10 MEN IN MY LIFE WHY IS THIS SUCH A MAYMAY

>>7018704
I'm glad you are then ^.^

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>>7018683
>>7018705
It true, we even mapped out a 1000km radius to try and figure out who you are ;_;

>>7018705
>>7018712
oh god >.<

>>7018519
Three things, mainly.
1.) One of the races are visually genderless, by human standards. They look like tall flat chested females, all of them. The only tell outside of genitals is the markings on their skin.
2.) One of the main protagonist is a spirit created and bound to a golem created in the image of said race. But because they are artificial, they don't have genitals or markings, or inner organs. Completely genderless, technically, but feminine in appearance. They were abandoned after creation.
3.) Another main protagonist is a human woman who have up her feminity to become a travelling swordsman. She discovers the golem and takes them on as a travel companion, teaching them how to fight and becoming somewhere between a mother/father/lover figure.

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>>7018708
aw thanks
here have floof

>>7018719
Floofie floof floof >_<

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>>7018695
https://youtu.be/FdizL4on-Rc
>>7018700
she's really a good person deep down despite how blunt she may be
that might be why i like her desu
>>7018707
yea.. but i heard horror stories about shipping computers the more i looked into it.. i read that if you just disassemble your rig and pack it tight with clothes it should be fine

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>>7018716
Sorry ;_;
You've made us both curious

>>7018689
i'd be curious to see other trans people

>>7018717
shit im really into that kinda stuff

>>7018722
No she's totally fucking nuts and an awful bitch

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>>7018694
Indeed, Asuka is more of a doll than Rei. Asuka also isn't a time traveling physic demigod, so, this goes back to Asuka being an actual human.

I don't know if it really did matter, I mean it mattered to Shinji I guess, but instrumentality wasn't gonna be stopped at that point and to the normal person it really didn't matter who controlled it between Gendo and his son.

Still, even with her being a bitch to him all the time, Asuka still provides Shinji far more emotional support on account of being the person he can relate to the most.

>>7018735
It's still early on, but it's a combination of a bunch of ideas I've wanted to do but struggled with. I feel good about it, so I hope it is actually something I can finish.

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>>7018546
you're a horrible person

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>>7018742
i like em a little crazy desu

>>7018750
>A little
Hon, I...

>>7018750
the last serious gf messed you up so bad you turned into a tranny

>>7018742
Well, hey there, buddy!
How's it going?

>>7018664
you don't have to be mean about it, everyone here including you wants to talk down to me and treat me like shit

>>7018768
I'd like you more if you didn't put ketchup on hotdogs desu

>>7018768
You brought it upon yourself after talking shit to trannies for years prior to this and then being a total cunt for the first few years of your transition?

>>7018759
My last gf made me suicidal and turned me into a druggie.

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>>7018768
I'm not trying to be mean about it, this isn't because I personally have it out for you. You're just really cute when you backpedal.

>>7018768
>>7018775
Kayla x Elanna
JUST FUCK ALREADY

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>>7018743
all asuka did was cause him confusion. There are on the other hand plenty of times where rei talks to shinji and helps him understand things (including during instrumentality) and acts as a friend to him.

And it's kind of weird that you're trying to argue that it was only thanks to rei that shinji was able to control instrumentality and through that, face and resolve all of his issues.

>>7018748
i hope you do!

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just kill me senpai

>>7018617
Hey Nep :) how's life

>>7018548
It's bad, good, do I sound like a mwxican man pretending he's woman?

Bleh.

Ok, I guess.

I think I ate something I'm allergic to my whole body feels like it's on fire and I need to throw up but I cant

I JUST GOT CALLED IT BOO WTF

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Do people really think I'm a psycho? Or is that just Kaylee being sour that I left her?

>>7018768
I just wanted you to give me girl voice tips. :(

>>7018775
>Elanna likes bullying
This is a side of you I never anticipated.

Also: in monogamous committed relationship with gf and about to get (probably) my final E2 upgrade!

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>>7018777
But I don't like girls that way..

>>7018786
I've been in several skype calls with you and you never shut the hell up about sex

Like we're trying to play a game and try to change the subject you can't get off it

>>7018788
>my final E2 upgrade!

w-what's that?

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>>7018786
you're not a psycho
you're just a little frisky kitten

>>7018771
when did kayla ever stop being a try-hard?

>>7018777
>>7018789
Trips confirm it!

>>7018789
what is that kurisu expression trying to convey

one of my friends called isla 'it'

>>7018801
whats wrong with it?

>>7018788
Hey! I beat my tax return deadline!

I feel like I accomplished something in life :)

>>7018795
Probably 10 mg/week injected.

Will see about reducing cypro and getting prog for our next meeting.

>>7018806
>cypro

oh, i thought you've had SRS already

>>7018805
Congratulations Sass!
Paperwork is such a monstrous, exhausting process. Little wonder it feels like you've overcome a challenge.

>>7018782
idk sass I like you and you seem pretty smart from what I've read

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>>7018800
Shock and/or embarrassment

>>7018799
No, that would be gay

>>7018788
Srsly?
I love light bullying though...
Also, congrats!

>>7018786
Good morning /K/ordy.

I guess you can be a little less tactful than needed at times, i kinda like your honesty in a way though. Idk, I kinda prefer it when people tell me that they dislike me if they dislike me cause then I at least know.

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>>7018778
Instrumentality doesn't really count, she's more Lillith than Rei at that point, if there is a distinction. Im not really trying to argue, NGE is an interpretive work, I dont want to contradict what you say as much as offer my own interpretation.

Rei might be friendly to Shinji but neither can relate to eachother, and he might care for her out a freudian impulse, but Rei literally was created in a lab, her actual age is like 7 even though she looks 14, completely unrelateable.

Asuka gave him another human eva pilot to bounce his thoughts off of, if nothing else. Compare the scenes of when Shinji asks Rei why she pilots the eva and then when he asks Asuka. Asuka has light small talk about it and engages him in conversation, Rei is melodramatic and weird as fuck leaving Shinji pretty much speechless.

Also Asuka's prettier.

>>7018793
Well, that must have been either when I was dating Kaylee or the month after she left for Texas.
I was hypersexual because of what she turned me into... but that's not so much the case anymore.
You seem like a really great and honest guy to be around, anon.

>>7018796
>frisky kitten
Lol

>>7018810
I'm old enough that I should have, but I started awful late. More's the shame.

When'd you join mtfg anyway? I've been seeing a lot of your posts lately and they're pretty atypical of this place.

>>7018782
Life is p good I guess. Nothing outstanding other than I hate myself and life is meaningless. But I think we can all get behind that

I'm also very sleepy now so

>>7018786
i do

>>7018823
i've been anonymously posting for like 2 months. Made a trip here like a week ago.

I didn't post much before, mostly lurked

>>7018812
I was talking about my voice clip :3

https://clyp.it/mrbxrhqe

>>7018811
Thanks :)! You're so positive! I luv that. Did u hear my voice ^

What does my accent sound like, does my voice sound too faked/ strained/ manly? Please tips :3

>>7018815
True, but usually Elanna is being bullied.

And thanks, I'm all giddy and floaty. I've truly become gay.

>>7018815
I heard you're a gayfer

http://www.strawpoll.me/11375530
http://www.strawpoll.me/11375530
http://www.strawpoll.me/11375530
for your boy clit

>>7018827
You think I'm a psycho?
Dude, did I really give off that bad of an impression?

I mean, I was kinda fucked up for a couple month and still kinda am... but... geeze.

>>7018834
excuse me it's a girl dick

>>7018836
well i mean it is just a testosterone pumped clit

>>7018835
You're an awesome girl. I think u'd be a good friend to have IRL.

>>7018834
fucking jewish mom
god damnit

>>7018836
girl tinkler

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>>7018832
Go forth, spread your gayness far and wide

>>7018833
I'm only ironically gay.
Experience at this point is honestly enough to tell me that I am for the most part straight.

>>7018830
I think you sound kind of like a gay guy in that one but keep working on it

>>7018835
definitely
i believe you are psycho

your main problem though is like anon said inability to talk about anything besides sex

>>7018850
You were never ever before with a girl? Not even when boymode teen kid?

>>7018850
i think your frustration at being called a gayfer is kinda cute desu

can i just wake up a girl?
ill sell my soul to the devil
ill do anything

>>7018828
Well, it's great to see your posts here.

>>7018830
Aww, I'm gonna blush.
Your voice sounds alright, but there is some discernible strain which could stand to be cut down on. Do you find you are ever using your throat to project your voice.

>>7018851
:) Thanks! Do you think it's the pitch, the tone maybe the way I talk?

>>7018852
Well shit...
That... was probably true...
But I'm trying to fix that.
I've stopped smoking weed, I don't want to fuck everyone, I don't even like talking about lewd shit on voice chat to often anymore.

>>7018796
Do I still talk about sex all the time?
Like, am I getting better?

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>>7018850
>Experience at this point is honestly enough to tell me that I am for the most part straight.
I'm sure team boys make a convincing argument to stay.

>>7018859
Take estrogen

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>>7018860
oh uhh thank you that means a lot coming from you >///<

>>7018873
i am wide shouldered strong jawed and burried in hair
;~;

>>7018860
I thought it sounded too nasal the first time I recorded, so I guess I overcompensated....

Do you have any links/methods or stuff like that? I think I'm plateuing with what I can do and my limited knowledge.

>>7018859
If you do, please tell mw the secret, I've been trying it for 30+ years and it hasn't worked so far.

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>>7018866
you still need a little work but i see you're making improvement, you're definitely changing for the better though

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>>7018652

>>7018878
id kill a goat by they're so damn coot

>>7018866
stopping smoking is a bad thing i think

>>7018880
thx

>>7018850
I'm going to do that with glee.

And yeah, I think it's obvious that heteroflexible is only the right term for you because heterostiff isn't in use.

One of the barely bi.

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ok so the guy i've been dating for a bit just called me and we talked for awhile.....
....and all he did was talk about how much he misses me and how he can't wait to see me, so i'm cancelling the rando hookup ._____.
i feel so bad now though lol. like when i think about it logically, he just didn't text me as much the last 4-5 days, and i knew he was going to be busy for them anyways..
and he still called me every day to see how i was doing......SO CLEARLY I NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP.
like i literally went from being all about him to being like 'there's no way he's all about me too' and planning a backup plan.

>>7018880
You know... even though Boo is a notorious chaser... he was pretty fun to play Insurgency with... and was actually p chill...

>>7018882
Well, I at least need to stop until I get a job.
I'm about to right now, a temp agency is getting me onboard and prepping to send me out on contracts... but... drug testing is a bitch.
After I get a steady job, I'll probably still smoke occasionally.

>>7018885
Why the hook up since you've been so obsessed with this guy?

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>>7018875
Stop watching anime. No one has this slim shoulders. There are fit gurls too tho.

>>7018888
Who knows if he's even a chaser, he's proven himself to be a shitty human being over and over.

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>>7018854
No.
I tried dating a girl once. We never got beyond kissing a handful of times and I frankly didn't have much interest.

>>7018869
Yeah, like being actually attractive to me.

>>7018857
Honestly, it's fun to a point, and to be fair I do kinda dress like a lesbian, but real talk, I can only feel sexual attraction towards men.

>>7018884
Biromantic? It's such a tumblry word but it's accurate.

>>7018881
Goats are sooooo cool with their rectangular pupils.

I thought you had to kill sheep/lambs?

>>7018894
Idk, he wasn't really shitty to me. He was actually kinda nice.

>>7018890

i seriously thought that this guy just didn't like me anymore and got bored of me lol
i was like 'well maybe he just stopped caring and he didn't really want anything with me anyways' and the more i thought about it the more i convinced myself it was true?
aaaaaand then the hookup guy just texted me out of nowhere and i was like yeah ok, i could use some sex and i know you're good in bed, why not? and bam, here we are.
i guess i'm just really scared of what really liking one person will do and i'm trying to distract myself with other guys because it makes it easier for me to cope with the idea of losing him.
and i can justify it to myself because we're not facebook official and all that shit yet. but in reality he's being sexually monogamous with me and only ever talks about being in it for the long haul, so......yeah. i'm awful. sry for ranting lol

SOOOO
Do all of you have small penises or like what? I'm curious to how big each of you are
><curious cis femanon

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Anyone else feel like they'll never become functional?

I think this slow transition process has pretty much killed me emotionally, I have no motivation for anything, even if I'm very thirsty, I can't always be bothered to go and get a glass of water.

>>7018878
Nasal's not awful for the highest notes, but you probably want to avoid relying on it.

As frustrating as it is to practice, finding a good, easy tone that reverberates at the front of your mouth/lips without forcing, and practicing moving that into other sounds/words was probably the bit that made my voice a lot less effort-requiring.

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why is transpassing always such a cringefest?

>>7018897
That's so awesome you were so honest with yourself.

I repressed and had sex with girls a couple of times and i just had like half erections, but I couldn't connect when having sex. :(

This would be like hah, next time it will work. But i did/do make strong emotional connections with girls.

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>>7018892
>tfw you squat 2pl8 now
>tfw butts getting huge
They laughed at me for being a tranny who lifts weights, well whose laughing now world? Me and my gigantic ass that's who.

>>7018914
I just feel bad for people with bad beard shadow...

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>>7018892
is it possible to get into yukina mode without clocking yourself? Highly unlikely. I mean i personally really like physiques like that, but the unfortunate reality is that these women aren't really insecure about the fact that they are women, whereas we have to make sure we can convince the world (and unfortunately, ourselves) that we are women.

If you have lucky genetics and have few masculine features after you transition then perhaps it is an option, but for many of us it isn't.

>>7018908
mines kind average/smalll like 5 but i've heard of a lot of girls that have a pretty big one

>>7018916
Post butte *-*

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>>7018652

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post your favorite song rn

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMGZYYQ7tL4

>>7018908
yes they are small because hrt makes them shrink. also I'm sorry but almost nobody here wants to use there dick on you if that's what your after.

>>7018926
calm ur t rage hon by kiwi

>>7018908
It's pretty much the same average, being trans doesn't make it any smaller or bigger, except going on hormone replacement therapy will make it get tinier

>>7018897
ʰᵉʸ

ᶦ ᵏᶰᵒʷ

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>>7018926

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0qrinhNnOM

>>7018908
3.5inch, erect, I believe.
Can't imagine how terrible it must be to have a big dick.

>>7018927
They don't really shrink though, I think they just don't get as hard.

>>7018892
i dont watch it
>>7018899
;~; sheep are even cuter
maybe something small like a spider
but not a jumping spider cause they're so cute too

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>>7018926
https://youtu.be/Ez8X6xl3n1E

>>7018926
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNCd_ERZvZM

>>7018920
You know this metaphora with the stone that rolls in one way? Having a good voice and attitude is much more important. A feminine haircut helps too.
Maybe I'm just trying to convince myself bc that's the only look that could work with my body tho.

>>7018905
He also seems to be scared you'll get bored of him as well, so you should probably talk it over.

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>>7018924
What kind of slut do you think I am anon? Maybe when I can do 3pl8 and I'm not going around in boymode.

>>7018926
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akViLB4S6bQ

>>7018935
they do shrink after you've been on hrt for a while because if you don't get regular erections the penis tissue will atrophy. that's why guys get morning wood and stuff like that so their dick will keep working even if they don't have sex.

>>7018944
You can post butte clothed @,@

>>7018947
If you don't get your daily dose of tumblr porn you're doing something wrong with your life.

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There is literally nothing more annoying than when little pre-puberty MtF's come on here and cry about how bad they have it.

Can we just please kill all pre-pubertal trannys? I didn't get to transition in my teen years so I think they should all be round up and shot. They have no awareness of how fucking easy they have it.

TFW you are born 10 years too early.

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>>7018933
nim

>>7018897
I can stop calling you a gayfer if it bothers you

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>>7018926
that's a really nice song kiwi

im going for a walk

>>7018951
hi hru

>>7018949
I go on /gif/ or use my imagination usually but only like once a week now

>>7018908

i'm likee 6.5" and it's an ok size i guess

>>7018943

he definitely thinks i'm going to get tired of him or just stop talking to him. because he knows that's how i am and have been in the past lol
but in the other relationships i've been in it's because i'm not attracted to them enough, or i just don't mesh with them well enough.
so i dump them because i know they won't make me happy. and nowwww it's because i'm scared he actually could make me happy. i'm fucked up obviously

>>7018956
where can i get a nim waifu pillow

>>7018926
https://youtu.be/g1Og5Tg_Jyo

>>7018961
ill be your waifu pillow

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>>7018908
around 8"
>>7018930
good taste anon
>>7018934
i have a soft spot for solange like i do for amerie, idk why
>>7018945
good studying/reading music
>>7018954
enjoy the walk, stay safe
>>7018963
ohgeez is that madcatlady?
i remember her from my days browsing /x/

>>7018964
ok please come in my bed its cuddle time

>>7018965
>ohgeez is that madcatlady?
Ye true art tho

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>>7018897
It's funny you should say that, because I absolutely was not honest with myself. I only really tried to date that girl as a last ditch effort to be normal straight/cis, by that point I knew I was trans but I didn't want to be a tranny. She was sweet and a good friend, she really didn't deserve to be caught up in my half assed attempt to repress.

Tbh I was a homophobe in my teens and went to great lengths to try and not be gay, and apparently I did a good enough job at convincing myself that I didn't like boys that it took transition to fix that. I'm sorry you had to go through relationships to figure that out, it's a really awful cycle.

>>7018933
I know

>>7018952
It doesn't, I know it's in good fun

>>7018926
postan drug music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QzEx8JskmU

>>7018969
okay but nothing lewd

>>7018960
Stop being dysfunctional and get yourself a proper relationship, don't mess this up because you're being stupid.

>>7018965
>>7018908
I'm like... under 6 inches...
Asian genes yo...

>>7018975
ok

>>7018974
Meant to quote >>7018915

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>>7018974
you always have good music taste elanna
>>7018977
not the smallest asian penis i've seen

>>7018965
I don't know what's the point of the videos did /x/ figure something out?
https://youtu.be/eIZXgAgMQ30

>>7018975
It's been an hour since you took your estrogen, do you like boys yet?!?!

>>7018965

her new album is soooooooooooo fucking good. literally the best album of 2016 by far. i've been blaring it the last few days in my room just happy-napping and talking to friends desu

>>7018976

i'm really trying!! i talked to him about this stuff and he's being very accommodating and understanding.
idk what's wrong with me lately. i've been a lot more dysfunctional than usual, it's weird. ty for telling me i'm being stupid btw, it helps ;-; <3

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>>7018983
NO I DONT

I PROVED YOU SISSIES WRONG I LIKE CHICKS

I AM AN UNSHAKABLE BASTION OF PURITY

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>>7018989
Wouldn't that make you gay?
And therefore, a low level degenerate?

>>7018989
do you like girl cock~?

>>7018989
Like 80% said it takes a week. Just don't repress it ;DDD

Where do I get an aap gf?
>>7018993
emi gf likes mine h=hehe >_<____<<<__>_<_<>

>>7018989

>transbianim