/mtfg/ transgirl general

this is my thread now

second for smoke weed every day

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3X-PUAYFMqk

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>>7015075
male balding pattern

ask your doctor for fina (or self-med, if you take the recomended dose of 1mg a day it's pretty safe)

only thing i don't know (and i've asked on this board quite a few times but no one responded) is if you can stop taking finasteride after you've started HRT or if you need to take it for the rest of your life if you want to maintain your hair.

>>7015081
you're good

that's like same size as me, 46

Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.

>>7015098
>:(

>>7015090
how is Nim?

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>>7015098
Thanku

>>7015102
attn whore

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>>7015101

>>7015102
oh im at 36 but i haven't started hrt yet

>>7015099
Its not my fault I can't love robots.
>>7015101
Hope you're having a nice day.

>>7015100
im okay, i own this thread so that's pretty neat

>>7015102
tfw had a nice ass, but it got ruined by stretch marks when I started hrt

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>>7015113
I am, yeah. Thank you for the advice the other night, I'm glad I followed it.

>>7015110
do you have tips for someone about to start hrt

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hi hru?

>>7015117
Im glad you're following your heart this time, thats all I ever really wanted for you. I hope everything goes well.

>>7015117
hi grace

>>7015122
kiwu

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>>7015077
I know it's warped
I know it's not real
But it feels real. What I see in the mirror doesn't change based on me being aware that it's not real. The knowledge that I'm not cis doesn't hurt any less.

Most days I can just be happy and enjoy life but I can't stand when I get like this. I hate it when people try to imply that gid isn't a mental illness, it behaves like one.

>>7015066
<3
:3

>>7015093
tfw pearl and yume are dead irl

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>>7015117

>>7015123
are you the one who couldn't toughen up because they didn't want to already worsen their relationship with grace?

>>7015133
what do you mean pearl is dead? 0.o

>>7015124
im kinda jealous of you

i have to wait a year to get mones

youll be a beatiful lady and ill be a skinny ugly boy in a year

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>>7015127
nim
hi

>>7015134
I am not no.

>>7015136
tfw its been a year and still not a pretty lady

Who here want to kill all early transitioners?

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>>7015123
Thank you, I think it will. Being apart sucks but we should be able to see each other again soon, probably some time next week. And hopefully more often than once a week but it all depends on schedules.
>>7015134
That was a different friend, I knew who it was.
>>7015124
Hi nimunimunimu

>>7015131
i don't know how to feel better about something when the thing that's causing you to feel bad is irrational

i wish i could, im sorry

i guess a good thing to know is that it always passes

>>7015142
I know I shouldn't feel this way and I try not to but yeah I kinda do

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>>7015139
ah well I hope they did it in the end.

>>7015143

>>7015142
rather murder their parents

>>7015133
Nah I talk to Yume at times, but we're both blazed 24/7 so shes probably just doing stuff.

reminder that kiwi was emo one night and posted a picture of her cut wrists

F

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>>7015151
y u do this

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http://www.strawpoll.me/11371266

>>7015136
don't be jealous of me i don't think i have the aesthetic to pass

im hoping hrt will help my depression though

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I ordered these and I'm rly hoping they fit cause I like how they look
Tho I'm not sure about that shininess
I'll have to see it IRL

>>7015142
what counts as early transitioner

>>7015142
is 19 early or late?

>>7015142
If there's anybody I would want to kill it would be myself for not being an early transitioner when I had the chance.

>>7015154
im bored

whyd you do it nigga

>>7015138
tell me about the dog, why does he bite the waffle?

>>7015143
Well, the option is really close, I promise you'll be together again really soon.
>>7015148
I do too, Grace needs people there for her.
>>7015151
We all have problems, a lot of girls are unstable, please do not hurt kiwi.

>>7015143
how you been

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>>7015163
i've done it plenty of times
i just don't really talk about it

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>>7015155
>I wanna smash your face in with a brick

already happened

>>7015159
I think those are bit too "that girl"

i should take my spiro in my morning right?

im just gonna do 100mg of spiro in the morning to see if i die or not and then add some estrogen

>>7015170
Actually it was my bf's fist.
Should've made him that sandwich
;_____;

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Every time I go to the mall to try on clothes I feel worse and worse. It feels like I'll never find anything that looks good on me. And apparently I've hit that weird zone where people start staring and trying to gender me. That didn't use to bother me so much...

Maybe I should start bringing someone with me for another opinion and to feel less self-concious.

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>>7015172
Idk, they looked better in the amazon pics than that one
Maybe I should go with a more plain color
At least Amazon lets you send things back just because you didn't like the color irl lol.

>>7015177
Don't reply, just report.

>>7015164
why do you have a scrotum

>>7015174
proper way to react
i'd do this if just if you forgot to put salt/pepper on

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whoever recomended this, thank you

>>7015180
those do look pretty good in the picture

i like combat boots in general, they can fit in nice with certain outfits

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How loud is voice training? I have no idea where to start with it and am trying to transition secretly. If I have to start yelling and doing falsetto shit people will get weirded out.

>>7015181
True were are my manners e_e

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>>7015145
I know it's irrational
There isn't anything that can be done about it, but thank you for trying.
This is just my life.

>>7015184
Yes because beating women is funny.
Real class act.

>>7015186
are you watching series or film? film is better

>>7015173
It doesn't matter too much when you do, I think; if you take multiple in a day then it probably makes sense to do one in the morning and one in the evening. Make sure you get enough water and such to drink, I don't know how it is for others but spiro made me very dehydrated for about a week before my body somehow adapted to that.

>>7015188
normal talking volume

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>>7015186
yeah idk
I'm not going for like a military look but i do like the uh, tougher appearance of them?
i dunno they caught my eye and stuck with me

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>>7015197
How do I do it?

>>7015190
is it worth it

>>7015200
You get a book and read out loud?

>>7015180
I thought they were milsurp style jungle boots in that photo, also that looks like a different style, the ones you posted have a sort of tartan pattern to them

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>>7015188
You're going to need to be able to do a girl voice at different volumes, anon. You can't just whisper forever.

wtf I'm cute shut up!

>>7015192
its only not funny to you because you have a soft spot (literally and figuratively)

>>7015207
You're a qtpie I secretly adore you.

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>>7015205
Yeah there's a few different styles, but they're just fashion boots, you wouldn't want to use these for any military purposes lol

My electricity is back on finally!

Also why did the last thread get deleted?

>>7015200
https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/

http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/

http://lena.kiev.ua/voice/

I have to decide where I'm going to finish college, where I'm going to live.

I'm like shaking with anxiety. I've been in NEET avoidance mode so long its all I know. It's been basically this my entire life, punctuated with brief stints of pseudo (holding myself back) success.

Now that I'm not holding back, I'm very scared and lost.

I feel like I'm not going to survive.

>>7015218
same

>>7015215
this link is broken

>>7015212
I just like Jungle boots, they're nicer than most boots and easier to wear in whilst being tougher than Docs.

>>7015220
minus the stop being a neet

and going to college at any point with the implication you finished high school

im a vit skeptical i ever had any success or potential being held back too

please pity me

>>7015193
series, isn't the film supposed to come after?

>>7015199
>I'm not going for like a military look but i do like the uh, tougher appearance of them?

yeah same. I never liked high heels.

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>>7015202
Yes
It's worth it. I used to feel like this all of the time. Now I feel like it only sometimes and for short periods.

Transition doesn't cure dysphoria, it does however make it liveable. I wish it did though.

>>7015222
all of them work for me

>>7015218
>>7015220
same

>>7015218
gl senpai desu

>>7015227
The film is a shorter version without the planet of the week stuff.

>>7015220
Where do you live? I live at home still. I hardly ever even have to cook for myself.

My biggest concern is room mates right now. I don't want to get stuck with degenerates. I want to pick them. :(

I also want to learn music and other stuff more than more politics. I'm overly qualified to TEACH at a college level writing, so I might take a few writing classes for easy points.

My biggest concern is a career after I get the meme degree. Like then what the fuck do I do? Sure as shit, no one fucking cares about a political science degree, or an English writing degree.

>>7015238
parents dining room i put a bed in

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>>7015227
High heels really don't appeal to me
Idk why, just not comfortable wearing them yet
I need boots though, in a few months the ground will be covered in snow and I need to be able to walk to work in it

>tfw no trans gf to princess carry

>>7015238
I share a bunk bed with my little brother at my parents house

>>7015241
I live in my own room, but it's on the same floor with paper thin walls as my parents. It's social suicide living here, and I'm sick of committing it.

>>7015247
You could always try Docs if you want to be a TOUGH LESBIAN PUNK

>>7015218
wish i could find a reason to give a damn about my future

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>>7015248
>tfw got picked up and carried to bed on Monday

Grace is a thot

>>7015259
Grace is a normie

>>7015258
Did you get sodomized too?

>>7015257
I've entirely given up

my highest aspiration is to qualify for disability

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>Go to facebook
>see two people I knew a long time ago have a baby now

>>7015264
Do you want a baby or just wish you had the option?

>>7015264
I'd put a baby in you if it's any consolation.

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>>7015259
Yeah but I'm someone's so it's okay.
>>7015261
Am nottttt.
>>7015262
No, but she dreamed about it that night.

>>7015271
>she
I thought you were seeing a guy?

>>7015248
This is a bad feel.
>>7015262
She will soon, she better pick up some lube.

>>7015263
:(
best case scenario is if i somehow pass and that magically motivates me to survive on this gay earth

do benzos make anyone else really emotional

>>7015279
no lauren pls

>>7015271
>she
AGP THOT AGP THOT
AGP THOT AGP THOT

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>>7015276
I love someone else more, so I told him I didn't want to date him. He wanted us to just be friends for a few months, anyway, but couldn't handle me giving myself to someone else. If he liked it he shoulda put a ring on it, friends ain't exclusive to each other.

>>7015281
what?

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>>7015282
Damn right.

>>7015285
T H O T
H
O
T

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>>7015285
grace reveals her true colors. no trip to slavland for u

Post What you're listening to

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rPLLXQDNoFI

>>7015264
>tfw your best friend in middle school stops hanging out with you to be with the cool kids
>find out a few years later that he got his girlfriend pregnant and she had the baby
>we both wanted to go into animation and he's stuck as a dental assistant to take care of his daughter while im working towards becoming an animator
>tfw it secretly feels really good that he got stuck taking care of a kid since i never forgave him for ditching me at a period in my life when i really needed a friend
does that make me a bad person

>>7015286
don't do drugs it'll make me sad

>>7015295
Being a tranny makes you a bad person. Everything else is peanuts.

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>>7015291
>her true colors
And what are those, the colors of someone who'd pick someone they love over a guy they've known for 2 weeks and wants to keep you in some weird "friend" position?

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>>7015295
No. He chose that path.

>>7015269
She was a very kind friend. Like a motherly... Really worried sbout me she is the most fucking sweetest person you will ever know a hard worker andposifive tinker..
.>>7015270

Sooo, I may just get to room with another local transgirl pretty soon. I'm feeling unbelievably lucky right now.

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>>7015304
what could have been, very sad

>tfw bf used to completely ignore my gt when we had sex
>now he's been planting little kisses on it during foreplay
Dont know how to feel about this

>>7015307
Do you know them? Because being a Trans girl is a huge roommate red flag unless you've vetted them.

>>7015301
it's just so i don't have withdrawal, its actually more dangerous to not take them, and I'm not really taking enough because I ran out of my klonopin script because Im afraid to call my psychiatrist so I'm taking my mom's .25mg xanax cut in half to last longer

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>>7015308
>>7015304

missed opportunities, a big shame

>>7015312
wean off them please

>>7015291
>>7015308
Oh boy, someone trying to start shit?

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>>7015308
I have something better now, sorry~
>>7015310
That's one thing I didnt like about the guy I was seeing, he seemed to be interested in my genitals and against me getting SRS or orchi.
>>7015314
IM SORRY SLAV CHASER

im sick of everyone here punching down other trans people in marginally worse situations

honestly it bothers me more than outright transphobic stuff because of what it says about people

>>7015315
need to get a new script for that

i honestly don't know what to do

i have 5 days of xanax left

>>7015318
agree

>>7015310
If you don't like it tell him, its your body you do what you want with it. Its nice he is comfortable around it, but ultimately it is your choice.
>>7015317
Don't let this happen, don't let a guy tell you what you can do with YOUR body.

>>7015317
He's not against me getting srs. Uts just weird because the penis was a big problem for him going into the relationship but now he's getting used to it.

im tired of laurens phobia against the way i act

come on its 2016

>>7015310

>>7015334
Ie conditioning

>>7015334
probably he got more open minded and wants to give you pleasure? if you don't want it just tell him.

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>>7015331
Oh definitely
I want someone that'll love me no matter what I do with my crotch
If it's conditional then fuck that.

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wish me luck

>>7015335
Why do you post here? You're not trans are you? And you don't seem to be a chaser either. What brings you here and why are you a jerk most of the time?

>>7015339
I think its cute, I just dont want him getting too attached.

>>7015347
Then just be sure to tell them.
>>7015340
Its not about what your crotch has. Its about what your heart is.

New and improved boymode
https://unsee.cc
/nodabeti

>>7015335
can you please just stick to being marginally okay or being a complete garbage person pick one or the other. sometimes you post actual thoughtful semi coherent stuff so I unfilter you then you just post some useless troll shit so I have to refilter you.

>>7015344
drakeposter is just repressing
she's working on it
>>7015341
that looks fun

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>>7015317
it is too late. where are you wings that I liked so much?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRS8aKTvYks

I really REALLY want to b a grill but I'm scared of the transition part :c I feel like there's no other way though. Either be a woman or an eternally depressed man

>>7015353
did you cut your hair or is it tied up?

im sick of my cutsey hugg persona but people like it so im afraid to stop it

i hate having a persona and i always have had one both online and in real life

im nothing at all interesting otherwise though and either no one pays attention to me or i become afraid of doing anything

this is kind of dumb to really care about but 4chan is really the only socialization I get

>>7015353
>walkin down the street
>some average 6/10 dude walks by lookin at me
>I tilt my head and smile
>he smiles back

10/10 would cuddle

Post faces, yo. I need cute stuff to save.

>>7015353
Holy shit Hanna I was right about this morning, you are a total cute!

>>7015344
he followed isla here from 8gag

>>7015364
https://youtu.be/kw3mlykbAfk

>>7015359
What about transition scares you?

>>7015353
you kinda look like an ftm (in a good way)
>>7015362
just do you lauren
>>7015364
what if my face isn't cute

I'm going to get maeve pregnant.

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>>7015360
its tied up
>>7015363
aw thanks
>>7015365
idunno maybe a cute boy

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>>7015364

>>7015362
just be yourself

that's kinda the point behind being a tranny

>>7015317
desu i thought he was just gay

>>7015378
i droped my trip
>>7015376
well im boy... for now

>>7015362
I really relate to most of this but I don't know what I can do about it :c

like I am really boring and (maybe???) autistic I can barely talk to people. I have some opinions about stuff but I'm too stupid to be able to express myself and actually talk or argue about things most of the time.

>>7015372
Social aspect (people on the street wanting to possibly beat me up when I'm alone) here in belgiumland, you can't even carry pepper spray, so I feel very vulnerable. And the failure chance. I'm still pretty young (18 for half a year now) so I could end up decent

>>7015384
hopefully you can be happier this way
when do you think you'll try girlmode again?
(p.s. i actually had my hair tied up the exact same way when i went out the other day ^^)
>>7015377
you can't get girltinklers pregnant >-<

>>7015317
>>7015381
I know this is the meme response like all chasers are repressed trans but I actually think he might be repressed

>>7015378
You're gonna make a hell of a girl.

>>7015362
>this is kind of dumb to really care about but 4chan is really the only socialization I get
Ah, I get that feeling. Anyways, feel free to act how you feel you should, show your real personality.

>>7015388
maybe in a couple of months?
dont know desu i might need ffs

>>7015389
Like Kayla?

>>7015389
I dunno, everything about him reminded me of a repressed homosexual who would rather settle for a MTF than go for a man because all they've done is jerk off to traps.

>>7015386
Well, it's better to start now rather than procrastinate and start later. It's not going to get easier the longer you wait.

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>>7015344
im just bored
:thinking:

>>7015355
i really dont care what you do anon
but best of luck to you

why is lauren having a meltdown by the way

>>7015379
>>7015376
>>7015371
None of these are qt. Show me those qt 3.14 trap faces pls

>>7015399
/pol/ak who fell for the trap meme and tried to suck Grace's gt.

ok, so i ordered finasteride. If i do start taking it, should i tell the people at the gender clinic? In my country i've heard stories about psychologists throwing you out if they find out you self-med. If i just take fina and then don't tell anyone, will the endo be able to see it in blood tests?

>>7015362
I went to voice group at a college for transgender girls specifically, and was in a class of 6 masters students. I swear it was anime. The black girl, the white girl, the Asian, the Israeli, the Canadian. It was amazing. All gorgeous.

Of course, this sent me into a spiraling tail spin the moment it got to me and I realized "I'm very excited" (verbatim) was an outright lie. I wondered if the rest of those literal Tumblr libtards were lying. They probably weren't. They're all so excited... And for what, to meet me?

Minus the "moeing" voice warm up (where 6 hot women all moed at me and each other like a come to life anime) it was all ass kissing like I'm a unicorn.

They told me at one point I could use the women's bathroom, and I asked if they honestly believed that was appropriate because I am not presenting female. I don't have boobs and my beard isn't totally burnt yet. So no, I'll stick with the men's room.

1of2 because I got high and typed a lot.

>>7015414
kys idiot he was posting here everyone is forming their opinion on him from what he himself said

>>7015414
lmao nah

grace doesn't need to do anything to ruin his reputation, he does that himself

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>>7015404
i'm the crucifix in this picture
am i cute?

>>7015417

These people acted like if they used even the wrong words I'd smash like a Christmas ornament.

The worst part was the other "girls" like me played in and even seemed to respond positive to this treatment as if they were just glad to be part of a collective delusion.

I played into it with fake smiles and inflection and excitement. At the ending I flipped so fucking quickly back into lesbian fuck off mode I've been calling it. Where I don't accept ANY shred of bullshit and I'm militaristic about not spending an instant dealing with retards.
And somehow that felt worse.


I came home and cried because my reality had been a bit twisted up and fractured. I have no friends. I have no social life. I don't have a personality I can wesr comfortably and now I see that I never have.

It's terrifying.

Plus I'm a "lesbian" so I want to flirt with all those girls. They're fucking younger than I am. I remember thinking how mature masters students were. Now I pitty most college students, despite myself going to sharade around as one soon enough while I transition before I hopefully get my ass in proper gear and start killing it.

I have the attitude of the people you see on ink master. You think those types of people do well in college? You thin they get along with soft people? No.

I need to harden the fuck up so fast. I want spikes tattoos and other cliche lesbian stuff.


Damn you man body! I never wanted to foster the talent in you!

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>>7015414
>>7015407
>>7015418
>>7015421

I ate.. too much candy..

oh god, so nauseous

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>>7015340
i only want you if you have your gt though~

>>7015425
Being realistic is good but try not to OD on red pill

>>7010686
>blood work comes back
>"Your testosterone levels are pretty low" at 128 ng/dl pre-HRT

I guess that would explain why I was never masculine body-wise in the first place. He suggested I stop taking the bootleg spiro since supposedly breast bud formation can be inhibited by excessively low T. Will I really be okay with just Estradiol? Could the test have been a fluke?

>>7015427
go fuck yourself

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>>7015429
eat some chips to offset it

>>7015451

i think i'm gonna barf

>>7010686
My post up penis smells like forearm skin

>>7015448
>wifey works nights, I work at 8am
>stopped P recently for reasons
>sex drive through roof
>need riding toys twice a day and barely eating enough calories b/c I Dont like my bowels in an uproar while horny AF
I'm slowly fucking myself to death

I'm gay

>>7015452
If you do then you get to eat it twice

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>>7015436
Seems like you care more about something else of mine~

>>7015453
Kill all FTMs

>>7015429
I got a bunch of chocolate for my birthday
I hope to make it last until christmas

>>7015448
wtf lauren i wanted to be your friend
:(

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I hope florida is going to be okay

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What exfoliation products does everyone use for their body? I wanna stop getting ingrown hairs :T

>>7015468
Spooky

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>>7015447
Your doctor knows more than we would. If your T levels are low enough than why not? Take just Estradiol for a while and when you go for your next checkup you'll see if it's working.

>>7015471
Exfoliating glove

>>7015471
St. Ives scrub. Pick your poison.

>>7015471
Grace is prepping for dicks in her butt, Im so proud of her.

>>7015427
drake man you dodged a bullet

>>7015466
stop being an asshole

if you're a self aware ironic asshole who means well that doesn't really mean it and is nice to your friends or however you justify being mean to random vulnerable people on the internet you're still being an asshole

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Just popped my first pill, when do I get huge boobs it's been ten minutes.

>>7015484
better wait another ten minutes

>>7015447
That's low for a male but high for a female. (According to Google, Male: 270-1070 ng/dl, Female: 15-70 ng/dl.)

Estradiol is an anti-androgen in itself from what I have heard, but it's a relatively weak one, and I think you need to be on high doses for that.

The test could also be a fluke, as you say.

How much estradiol are you being put on? Probably you want your testosterone in female ranges, how much spiro or estradiol or whatever would get you there I don't know though.

Oh, wait, were those levels taken while you were on spiro? If so you probably don't want to stop.

>>7015471
I've been using something called amlactin for a few days, my razorburn from trying and failing to shave died down drastically overnight, I think it's a pretty extreme moisturizer too, it makes my skin feel drenched like I went swimming and didn't dry off, it's kinda expensive though

>>7015484
You gotta take all your pills at once. They'll come within 24 hours.

>>7015484
did you pop estrogen or just spiro you need at least two pills

>>7015481
Haha is that Drakeposter or Kayla? I have whoever it is filtered but that sounds like a lot like why I filtered those 2.

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>>7015459
yea true
either or in the front is fine with me

>>7015481
why cant you love me for who i am :(

>>7015484
Around 30 minutes, remember to consult your doctor for tits lasting longer than 4 hours.

>>7015484
hmm
after the first ten minutes i had big boobs AND a female reproductive system
you sure you didn't get fake pills?

>>7015414
>chasers reputation
Laughed. The best part about transitioning and become fairly pretty is that I get to be a lesbian and hate on men who try to flirt with me.

You have no idea how nice it is to be on the other side of the gender gap and no longer see men as something that I am.

Men are fucking awful.

>>7015453
I want to succ Jaye to show him what love feels.

>>7015497
Nobody will love you until you actually transition my man.

>>7015497
I'll love you if you transition

does a vasectomy stop test production?

>>7015476
He is one of the actual shitty ones that's the point

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>>7015475
>tfw threw out mine cause they were getting gross and now I dont have any
I guess I can just order more. Or pick them up if CVS has some.
>>7015487
Interesting.
>>7015478
ty
>>7015479
Bae kept touching it the other night so, I need to make sure she can actually have some fun with it~
>>7015496
<3
I was never worried about that~
Why're you ignoring me on skype huh?

>>7015505
no

>>7015493
wtf is estrogen and spiro the labels on my pills say cyani

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Man. I don't know what is wrong with me, but the idea that I might get trapped in this day to day nonsense is kinda making me panic a bit. the monday through friday life really isn't for me, but I'm fairly well off monetarily and I'm legit considering abandoning my life and running to Europe to go adventure and avoid this bullshit. I teach a course currently and go to school as a student as well, which was an escape to have some adventures again, but it's just making me realize that once this is over it'll be the same again. I want to run. I want to run and not stop. I'm about a drink away from ordering a ticket to Edinburgh and just running away from it all. Is there literally any reason to stop? Kinda having a panic attack about this.

>>7015502
Hate to say it but I really need a gentleman caller right now.
Proper dicking.
But I want them gone before I finish my post sex cigarette.
>>7015501

Their stench and creepy smile kills it for me.

>>7015505
No

>>7015499
Wtf? I had to put estrogen pads on my nads and rub my penis with estrogen cream to see the results you're describing.

>>7015509
Grace please tell me of your housewife adventure :3

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>>7015501
I hope I can say that someday. I'm a filthy hun.

>>7015496
Can I use what hole you don't? It'll be a fun night that way~

>transition to be my own gf
>still lonely
Transitioning is a meme trans isn't real

>>7015516
>Their stench and creepy smile kills it for me.
So many men are just disgusting. That mentality of "yeah I'm ugly and don't take care of myself but you're obliged to have sex with me because I want it" attitude is so off putting.

>>7015515
Do it but don't abandon life. Grit through until the time is right, plan it better and then take your euro trip. You're not having a panic attack about that. It's the panic making you believe taking flight is a good idea. It might be, but not in a panic state.

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>>7015515
Well, running isn't a good idea. Unless you've got enough money that you can survive losing your job and actually go on some sort of adventure.
Think about what you'd rather do, rationally and realistically. Mon thru Fri isn't working and you want an adventure. Perhaps you should look into a job where you travel a lot?

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>>7015516
>Tfw making out with valq while gentleman caller takes turns riding our butts

>>7015515

You want to run away to the UK?

Well I'm flattered but it's a shithole here and you'd be just in time for winter.

>>7015521
i got bored of being my own gf so now i have to detransition and be my own bf

>>7015525
>I hate women yet im becoming one
Can you read?

>>7015524
This.
No wonder I had such identity issues before realizing I was a tranny. I liked being thrown around and fucked... But getting there, kissing, and after were all terrible so it was very rare.
...thought I was just a shitty bi guy.
Lol

Elanna's roommate is my bf

>>7015528
>TFW I'm 49 hours from you and that's a situation I'd love to be in.
Bucket list fo sho.

>>7015530
>Read post
Let the fapping commence

>>7015526
Perhaps. I just think I want to be as far away from here as possible. This place is the never ending trap.

>>7015527
I've got a lot of money and could live off of it for quite some time if need be. I'm well off in my own right and my family is quite wealthy.

>>7015529
It's not really about the UK though. It's just an English speaking entry to the rest of the world. I could go explore the things I want to explore, meet people of different cultures, do things I never imagined doing in a place like this, etc.

>>7015515
Don't make any decisions while you're panicking without giving yourself a chance to reconsider when you're more calm. But if you're truly unhappy with how things are and have something else you really want to do, you should consider it.

>>7015486
No, this was before I started. I'm being put on 4mg daily.

>>7015474
Yeah, might as well. It's not like not having to take spiro is a BAD thing.

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>>7015520
depends on who you are, if you're saya then you should get up here and have tons of fun nights with us~
>>7015509
but im talking to you in the thread silly

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>>>/s4s/4811215
>tfw too poor to wife train

>>7015538
>>7015528
Get a room, degenerates

>>7015540
>uk
>english speaking

HAHAHAHAHAHA

>>7015547
Were in the mtfg chatroom tho bb

im gonna marry valq and keep oryx as our pet giraffe

>>7015543
Im just someone she use to call Daddy, but that doesn't matter so much, just treat my little girl well please <3

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>>7015518
Well I went to a special girl's house on Monday after getting my blood done, our plan was to do some baking. We ended up cuddling a bit first and I brushed her hair a couple times, it gets knots in it so easily! But I don't mind, taking care of her is a pleasure. So, we finally went to the kitchen and her and I worked on an apple blackberry pie and some pudding thingy. She had me skin the apples and do the cleaning while she worked on the rest. I found an apron in one of her cabinets and put it on cause it just didn't feel right cooking without one like I do at work! Whenever her ex would not be paying attention or leave the room she'd come up behind me and hold me and it made me just instantly melt. Sometimes she'd squeeze or smack my butt, and yeah idk it was just really nice helping her cook and doing the cleaning for her and getting that affection from her. She actually made me cry a little by bullying me a little too much but gave me a hug and let me cheer up against her chest.
>>7015543
Sorry, you know I'm needy <3

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>tfw 13

>>7015549
I mean, I lived in Edinburgh for about 2 months in my earlier college years and understood most people, so yes.

>>7015549
Salaam alaykum, have you been culturally enriched today?

>>7015556
Never seen a 13 with a booty that fine

>>7015554
whoa that sounds super cute
..did you get to eat the pie?

>>7015554
Wow you're deprived.

>>7015560
I know about your pizza collection anon

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>>7015563
I actually didn'tttttt
We went to mcdonalds while it cooled cause I was hungry and I ended up forgetting to at least try the pie cause we came back and cuddled while watching some tv
>>7015565
wew

>>7015552
Umm...
If you marry me, you have to sit in my garage for 5 hours a day breathing in petrol fumes and handing me/holding my wrenches.

>>7015552
Who are you going to fuck/kill

>tfw skinny little girl arms ^_^

>>7015569
It just reads like one of those "daddy's little girl" blogs. I can't help but cringe.

>>7015541
That's the thing, I don't just have these sorts of thoughts during times like this, they just become stronger. I spend a good chunk of time looking at plane tickets to faraway places with dreams of just getting away from it all.

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>tfw no boobs

>>7015581
More than I have.

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>>7015577
I'm mommy's little girl

>>7015547
Post pic if u want in.

>>7015581
Progesterone.

>>7015586
You're not even joking, are you?

i made a smol poopie

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>>7015591
Who knows

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>>7015586
>hes Mommy's little man

>>7015597
Lewd

>>7015536
o-okay
wanna go out for dinner tonight?

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>>7015554
This sounds so sweet :3. I'm happy for u.

>>7015581
>Tfw no oryx to frot wit

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really makes u huh, huh

>>7015603
huh makes you really, really

>>7015601
No sorry I'm going to make vegetable pasta thing. You could come over if you want but there is a 1000 km distance issue.

>>7015606
yea rite

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>>7015599
Dont speak to me or my son ever again

I'm going to a climbing gym for the first time with my friends today. Is it as hype as what I've heard? Will climbing make my shoulders big?

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why couldnt I have a billion dollars for surgeries and god tier passing genes

>>7015608
1000km? I don't know anyone that distance away. I think we really need to get to know each other.

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>>7015608
>Vegetable pasta thing
>Tfw esting lasagna shaped like penis

>>7015615
Pretty sure she was a whore. Do that.

>>7015612
This is what I'm posting now

>>7015617
I'm just a secret admirer desu

>>7015615
that thing looks like a caricature though

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>>7015624
Damnit

>>7015630
are you okay

>>7015630
>>7015519

My cat skittles is soft and cuddly but she's always avoiding the world on the 2nd floor.

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>>7015629
just very skinny

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>>7015633
Ofc.
>>7015635
MAKE HER LOVE YOU.
he just crawled under the covers b/c its cold. Lol.

>tfw your mom will never ask reddit for help when you were eight years old
https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/55yflg/does_anyone_remember_me/

wtf how do i get out of skinnyfat mode

i keep losing weight but i still have the same amount of chub

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if im having trouble with voice training will gwtting voice therapy help?

>>7015628
oh
well let me know when you're in town for a beer ok?

>>7015644
putting kids on hormone blockers is immoral

are you cute yet?

>>7015650
possibly
the social transition and therapy at such a young age is still something desirable

>>7015654
you are disgusting

>>7015647
i think i could probably benefit from voice therapy too

ironically my mom is a speech language pathologist

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>>7015653
no!

>>7015650
I sure wish I had known that puberty blockers were a thing when I was younger and was given access to them.

>>7015649
<3

>>7015655
?

How the fuck am I ever going to get a job and keep a roof over my head and stay happy and have a social life. Spoiler: I'll die.

>>7015657
*pinches and stretches cheeks* you cute yet?

>>7015650
Have you started yet with hrt or what?

>>7015661
kill yourself

>>7015666
im gonna start tomorrow morning just to get a good schedule going

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>>7015663
Well, if you have a job, roof over your head, and a social life, then being happy will come naturally.

>>7015670
Post pic of how the natives in vanatu treated your estrogen please

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>>7015668
that day will come

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where do i go for a gf that likes yaoi and is aap?

>>7015656
i requested it last time i was at the gender clinic
my voice makes it hard for me to speak to people even my boyfriend

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>>7015672
they had their way with them :^(

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>dig through your records
>find this
What the f u C k?!

>>7015673
your mom should have dropped you in a dumpster