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im eating noodles cause i dont want to cook

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First for :<

;_______________;

I have half a pizza in the fridge

Microwave or eat cold?

hi im isla
i need a home
i am loving and affectionate and all i need is xanny or ativan
i will give lots of cuddles and i can pay rent kinda
>>6964244
i honestly
dont wanna stick to it desu
its
it really doesn't feel worth it ;w;
>>6964252
hugs

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>>6964243
ugh yeah i know, took me 4 years to get my prescription tho doctors were being EXTRA shitty towards me so......

>>6964249
>700mph winds
Try like 1100mph

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>>6964240
No.
I told you you'll never be a woman because you're an idiot and a coward who rejects any and all advice from anyone who has actually gone through the process of transition. I don't like ignorance, and I don't like asshats who pretend to be the authority on a subject they know next to nothing about. You need an attitude adjustment if you ever want to succeed at anything.

>>6964259
>kinda

explain

>>6964258
microwave

>>6964259
I get xanny but it doesn't do shit for me, I'd give it to you if you were in the neighborhood

Plz no hate this thread
Plz only love
No fighting let's put our differences aside

>>6964273
You aren't a creepy cretin :<
You're a good girl
>>6964271
Yeah, lets all live together :3

>>6964260
aww :(
idk i had a prescription but i cant take the stuff they give me since its ruining my body
;-;
>>6964268
it depends on the money i get from my dads insurance policy since some goes to me
thats all i get ;w;
UGHH
im sorry
i just ant a home
>>6964269
tfw not in the neighbourhood so i can't get xanny
oh well
sorry for being shitty to you amyvictoria
im a bitter fucker
but now all my bitterness is towards Mika.
>>6964271
mayb!!
issue is i can't do much of a part because oof my arthritis ;-;
im so useless and don't think i could do anything like
i can only lift 8lbs...
im so useless

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>>6964262
ackchually it's impossible for a human to pass 1100 mph wind because your anus is not a convergent-divergent nozzle which is required for supersonic exhaust.
>>6964266
See what I'm talking about Juniper?

Finally going to go through with this.
I left the not on his bed, kissed my kitties goodbye and going to drive my car into the nearby lake

>>6964271
>our tranny house in washington!
W-what city are you in??
I'm in washington senpai

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>>6964237
oh I posted in the wrong thread
the trick about transitioning is to transcend depression into utter and total apathy about how people perceive you

>>6964283
ohhh, shouldnt the doctors be like trying to find a working alternative or something??

>>6964291
Sophie <3

>>6964291
Have you decided whether you're gonna show me your face or not?

Alright, alright if you really don't want to would you be able to at least show me a jaw section before and after? Because it's the surgery results I'm interested in.

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should i get chinese food
i have like 40 minutes to decide
idk if i want to spend any money since i'm going to be traveling

>>6964284

/mtfg/ educational u learn a lot

>>6964305
That's a big city...

>>6964303
how about cheap instant noodles and you can pretend its chinese food

>>6964300
I'm gonna give you really big hugs :3

>>6964291
If you wouldn't care about how people perceive you you'd share a post ffs pic :p

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>>6964284
Shakira, by this point you should know that when I'm mean to someone, they've gone to great lengths to earn it.

I don't hate you, and I don't want to see you fail, but every step you're taking is setting yourself up for failure. You won't respond to anyone, so what else is left but to tell you the honest to goodness truth in as blunt terms as possible.

I don't expect you'll listen though, you never do.

>>6964285
oh were you the anon talking about a suicide note last night?
sorry you're hurting this bad
if you've made up your mind; see you in another life

>>6964291
I'm not apathetic enough
>>6964300
i would be totally useless though..
likemy use is
very non existent
>>6964293
yeah but i cant afford injections
:sob:
>>6964303
o:
travelling where??
also
maybe im not sure

>>6964285

pls no :C

>>6964311
I hate it to type in my trip every time >.<

i want Maeve attention

>>6964303
Dont waste your money.

I used to order food all the time but found it drains money really fast and the fact that you dont have to cook makes you complacent with just sitting there instead of doing shit with you life

Plus good girls know how to cook and keep themselves healthy :3

can i have some attention please?

>>6964321
Hm? Are you using mobile or something? Its pretty much saved my trip.

How are you anyways?

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>>6964309
but i have cheap noodles
i could make something
but i really want like sesame chicken rn
>>6964318
cali
i'm always worried like if i get stranded somewhere

>>6964271
>tranny house in washington
I'd love to come, all I require is a bedroom, I'm lived in the livingroom of the last tranny house and it was shit.

>>6964284
But my winds are caused by atmospheric temperature and pressure differences, and the supersonic flow barrier of methane is higher than nitrogen/oxygen

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>>6964318
down with capitalism

this is fucking bullshit everyone deserves free hormones

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>>6964322

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>>6964311
>>6964321
I never said I made it ;_;
dont bully me

>>6964302
but I didnt do jaw? it looks the exact same as before

>>6964290

Where in Washington are YOU?

>>6964320
This depression is too much
I always liked water, so this will be a fitting end for me.

>>6964333
*bullies*

>tfw you can't afford to transition and you live in an area of high unemployment with a shitty resumé
that deadline is still in place
thank god it'll be better soon

>>6964326
look up the recipe only and do it yourself! i mean its cheaper that way probably and you might have more food that way. idk

i always try to cook food at home, if i just eat out all the time i run out of money for rent

tho like one time i tried to make broccoli beef something something and i quit halfway through cause i fucked up so bad and cried
it was kinda funny now what i think about it

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piggu

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>>6964339

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>>6964336
hello! :3
how are you?

>>6964303

I second this >>6964323 Cook yourself something nice

>>6964312
Shakira is the black version of Angie

I've been craving extra estrogen lately. Is this a sign that Soy milk has been fucking with the way I've been processing it, or that I'm just not getting enough Estrogen?

I'm also really tired b/c early classes are awful

tfw transphobe

it confused my teacher when i knew in reasonable detail how and why transition worked, but still expressed my hatred for trans people

Alex sounds like a 32 year old librarian from Britain.
>>6964326
i would offer to give housing in case ur stranded but i cannut do that
;-;
hopefully it goes well ahh
>>6964329
i don't believe in this because like
lupron is expensive
and aestrodiol valerate injections are also expensive
:c
>>6964330
MAEVEE <3
>>6964331
im glad you think that way
issue is i also need benzos and i will be a difficult house mate
just a warning v.v
(I cry a lot)

>>6964305
B-but that's like an entire metro area. That could be anywhere from Lynnwood to Kent to Bellevue...

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>>6964323
yeah you're right
but i need something that tastes good rn
plus i haven't really been eating right lately and i've been losing weight too fast
>>6964338
i could do that but then i need to get the ingredients..
wait are you swedish nane?
>>6964347
yeah i hope it goes well too
if not i know a lot of people out there and i always have a car to sleep in
and someone else who wants to fly me out to live with them so i think i should be okay

>>6964325
Yeah I'm mobile, it's too comfy in bed!
My prof thought it was funny to increase the difficulty of the exam by 1000% compared to the ones of the last terms and the testexam which fucked everyone over.
This was supposed to be my best subject, now it's probably the worst until the math exam in two days :^)
And how are you.

>>6964333
You know I show my affection through bully :3

>>6964329

>this is fucking bullshit everyone deserves free hormones
british trannys giggling

>>6964341
I'm okay rn
Recently I've been pretty depressed though, I got prescribed anti depressants but they just make me shake and feel ill :<

How are you?

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>>6964347
you seem chipper ^^
>>6964345
interesting
i think i've talked too in depth about transitioning before with friends, they may be onto me >.>

>>6964339
little animals make me furious
little deers are my favorite

>>6964344
are you using soymilk as your only source of extrogen? how does that even work im so convinced everything else than actual HRT is just placebo

>>6964347
fuck that everyone deserves free hormones

>>6964350
well at least here shopping for ingredients is a lot cheaper thaneating out

also na i live in finland

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>>6964343
That's not fair to Angie
Angie had enough guts to go fulltime before her ffs.

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>>6964344
Please send help.

>>6964352
its funny that buying my hormones from qhi cost like 5€/month less than buying mine with recipe here in finland lol

its still not much tho, like 30€ a month or so

>>6964355
what

>>6964355
w-what
>>6964360
oh

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>>6964356
FINLAND yeah same thing
do you remember me? cheska's ex, we talked a few times like 3 years ago

>>6964271
What about me?

>>6964285
<3
May the angel of death bring a respite from your sorrows and guide you to a place of infinate comfort and solace

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>>6964340
puggu

>>6964334
>*(you)
ftfy

State capital town lol

>tfw you will never present female

>>6964350
as long as ur okay then thats good!!
>>6964354
I'm rlly sad but i had a drink so mayb i ill feel better soon
>>6964356
thousands of dollars
there is a shortage
>>6964357
i can clean up after myself
but i cry a lot and dont eat much bcuz
well
its hard to explain
maybe one day though
big maybe

>>6964351
Ohhh
You should use Overchan, you can set a default trip :3
>This was supposed to be my best subject, now it's probably the worst until the math exam in two days :^)

Damn, sorry to hear that :(
Hugg
I'm sure it'll still go well, you're pretty smart <3
>And how are you.
I'm okay rn but generally I'm not so great.

>>6964340
and edibility
pig is good meat
dog is low quality meat

>>6964358
Well I meant terms of listening to people.
People tried to stop her from transitioning and getting Fifa from a bad surgeon but she didn't listen

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>>6964366
not really no my memory erases itself after like 3 months

no but like idk try and tell me something else maybe ill remember

>>6964328
What I said only applies to internal flows kiddo such as flow through your asshole.
>>6964327
"Tranny houses" exist?
>>6964312
Go fuck yourself.

>tfw no invitation to a tranny house

I'm gonna need a roomate/s just to occasionaly make sure I'm not dead and ssi isn't gonna get my much money to live off of...

>>6964356
Soy milk has estrogenic qualities, and apparently encourages estrogen production in the body.
I'm not an expert desu, and I'm taking 4mg estrogen a day (2 AM, 2PM), so no it's not my only form of estrogen, but I do know that I always feel really grouchy all day if I don't have soymilk in the morning.

>>6964353
PSA reminder:
SSRI and SNRI are proven placebos. Don't waste your time on them

i'm off to repress some more

see you guys

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>>6964369
>>6964376
how do u kno
have u tried dogo
>>6964380
ok lemme move in Xd

>tfw drawing the old guy with the dick piercing again

>>6964384
welp
fuck
thats all they'll prescribe :<

>>6964358
How long do you think it's ok to wait before going full time?

>tfw afraid that if I go full time then I'll be an unpassing hon, but I know I can't just sit on my ass and expect hrt to do all the work

That depressing skype message from Angie. :/
I'm sorry life was cruel to you

I'd be willing to start the tranny house if it wasn't so financially risky.

>>6964383
well if youre already on hormones soymilk shouldnt have any difference on your hormone levels tho? like if ti does something its gonna be minimal

PLACEBO

>>6964387
why dont you draw girls instead
drawing men is a waste of artistic talent

>>6964386
yes
dog is worth more alive than as meat because the meat is shit

>>6964384

I'm not disagreeing with you, infact I've always suspected this to be true because they've never worked for me but...

source?

>>6964374
yeah i should be
but we should hang out when i get out there!
>>6964378
idk you were talking about dogecoin a lot to me, that's all i remember, like you were obsessed with it
i don't think i have much of a lasting impression on people desu and we only talked for like a week or two

wtf is a tranny house

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>>6964394
where do u even live rn
last i remember u were still in yume's place
>>6964397
yes dog good friend
>>6964401
house w/ tranny in it
lol silly baby

>considering transition
>remember that i would never present female so there is no point
time to throw myself away

>>6964400
haha im sure you have a great memory of me im so sorry

any reason why we didnt talk after that? i dont remember anything

>>6964365
Yea but I'm nervous to share it here because my username has my name in it (did that make sense idk)

I've been told I should get discord for talking with people here

>>6964401
A place for degenerates.

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>>6964390
Moap was recommending I wait at least a year, if not two, for optimal results.

>>6964396
Can you get addicted to a placebo?
I've been craving it.

>>6964397
meat is murder

>>6964396
it's a live model

we're drawing a girl next but ive had to draw the dick piercing old guy for thre classes now

>>6964388
I see you too got cucked by your GP. Join the club. Try co-codamol, it werks for anxiety unlike SSRIs and it's over-the-counter

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>>6964353
aww ;_;
I hope you feel better soon!

I am okay, just super stressed cause of unistuff
I gained some weight

>>6964351
bully me bby :3

>>6964404
I lived at yume's place until my mind kinda just shattered and fell all over the place. now I live with my mom in arizona, but once I get SSI I'm moving back to washington, probably seattle area.

>>6964417
oohh seattle is nice area =w=
gl Amy!

>>6964405
you shoudl do what i did
instead of never trying just fucking transition and decide afterwards if you wanna kill yourself or not

>>6964409
obviously, well drink your soymilk there is no harm in it

>>6964411
is there literally a naked dude with a piercing on his dick modeling that sounds horrible
im so sorry

>>6964371

Welp, that would make you further from Seattle than me.

>>6964410
yes
i once said that while eating a tbone steak
people were horrified

>>6964414

Plus if you wanna feel realgood you can always try a cold-water extraction.

>>6964400
im in so cal tho
north west of la
>>6964399
;w;
im a suicidal person
so roommate me bad idea

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this is what the tranny house will look like btw

>>6964423
ye

a-at least im getting drawing experience

>>6964407
>I've been told I should get discord for talking with people here
If it's just for mtfg, don't bother; all they talk about is the latest MOBA or FPS.

>>6964414
Not my gp, my therapist >_>
Can I buy OTC meds with my age?
>>6964416
Thanks <3
>I am okay, just super stressed cause of unistuff

Aww, you'll do well <3
>I gained some weight
Thats great news, glad to hear it :D

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>>6964406
it was between one of the many times cheska and i broke up
cheska told me to delete you because you're her ex and she didn't want me talking to you, iirc
anyway i started my transition a year ago and i'm super happy now so i'm glad everything happened the way it did
>>6964428
we'll find a way to hang out i'm sure

>>6964405

see you when you're a 50 year old hun.

>>6964398
Shit gimmie a few mins to find it.
Was from awhile ago in a psychology course I took used it to prove the teacher wrong lol

>>6964388
Yeah sorry :/ but it's better to know than to wonder why they don't work and dealing with all the side effects and shit.

Finding proper outlets, community tires, support from friends, and probably psychotherapy is the only real "cure" unfortunately

>>6964375
Hrt when. Gotta get the hip growth.
>>6964416
:3 everything for you

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>>6964426
or just completely skip codeine and go straight to the good opioids

>>6964429
hopefully

>>6964431
yeah keep up drawing its great
i haent really drawn anything proper in a long time, i used to draw more but ive been wathing my gf draw all the time and theyre so good at it everything i do looks horrible

>>6964434
ohhhh now i remember :^D whats up with everyone turning into fucking trannies lol

>>6964434
we can do it!!
>>6964437
if you have been around and super close to me recently you would think differently...
after recent events at least

>>6964423
>instead of never trying just fucking transition and decide afterwards if you wanna kill yourself or not

but i know with 100% certainty that i won't transition
the closest i'd get is taking hrt and continuing to be a guy

that isn't transition, that's just being a boy with breasts

>>6964435
if i'm considering suicide over transition in my early twenties, there isn't a chance in hell that i'd choose anything instead of suicide when i'm fifty

>>6964439
I should be getting HRT on the 10th
I'm getting a PO box today :3

>>6964424
Where you at? Tacoma area? Or are you North in like Everett?

>>6964421
Okie

>>6964399
sorry about that. I can't remember what it is I did but I was probably being an irritable cuntbucket at the time. and I'm not actually suicidal, lots of thoughts, but I'm too puss to actually do it.

>>6964429
can i come if im not a hamster

>>6964438

Thanks, I'll really appreciate it.

>>6964390
She also suggested I start learning how to dress myself properly and do my makeup while I'm waiting to go full-time. You wanna go into some sort of an andro-mode while you wait.

>>6964448

They city of subdued excitement.

>>6964444
yeah quit whining before i started my hormones everyone was like boo youre never gonna pass kill yourself lol iwas never convinced transitioning would do any good

but i still decided to give it a try and boom im a girl now fuck everyone who said otherwise
honestly whats the point of killing yourself about it fi you didint even give it a try

also a dead boy with breast is better than dead boy with no breasts trust me

>>6964452
my posts aren't even the half of it
._.

>>6964446
At night???
So you will be selfmeding if you get a po box right? Already decided what you'll take and how much?

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>>6964439
that doesnt sound like proper bullying D:

>>6964458
i don't give a fuck about the opinions of others
most people who know me think i'll do fine

it's my own opinion that throws it off

>also a dead boy with breast is better than dead boy with no breasts trust me
barely any difference

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>>6964347
I'm sort of an Alex in girl name. :3

>>6964381
>Tfw living in tranny house and pay my rent by keeping the house clean and comfy and cooking everyone meals while wearing my crotchless sissy maid outfit and being groped and molested by my roomates
Finally my dream come true.

>>6964421
Hahahahahha! Now I add u

>>6964464
we don't need to bully you
your biology did that for us

ms. nevergonnahavekids

I'm here at the lake
It's peaceful and no one is around

Fever is gone but still can't breathe.. hows mtfg rn?

>>6964464
Do you have a never ending collection of Nazi anime girls

>>6964433
Oh probably not. Ask your mum, say it's for pain
>>6964426
>>6964441
This is how you become an addict

>>6964444

Killing yourself is pretty damn difficult.

There's nothing wrong with being a boy with breasts anyway. HRT helps dysphoria no matter which way you present.

>>6964466
maybe you should listen to others then
either way its your own loss if youre not gonna even try

>>6964472
that sounds nice

>>6964468
ya but ur not best friend Alex so
>>6964465
i don't think i am honestly

>>6964472
there's a lake near me
are u there

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when things hit too close to home and you start having an anxiety attack about your dysphoria on top of your dysphoria and you start hyperventilating uncontrollably and you're pretty sure the only way out is through suicide now

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>>6964474
its a good plan tho

>>6964480
The peace will be broken once I drive into the lake

>>6964468
I'm not living in this degenerate house

>>6964474

ah nah you can't become addicted to codeine through cold water extraction, it's too much of a pain in the ass to do.

Anyway my background has given be a very sensible approach to taking drugs for fun. harm reduction and all that.

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>>6964472
it's not too late to turn around and chill at home with your kitties

Post your suicide songs.

When I'm found, I've planned to have this song cued on a cassette so that when the lights are switched on (the curtains will be drawn) it plays.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVen_BjfezI

>>6964484
me
everyday

>>6964484
use my technique
never look at myself so i cant get bad feels

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>>6964471
savage

>>6964473
naturally
Es ist Zeit für Reich!

>>6964409
>Moap was recommending I wait at least a year, if not two, for optimal results.
Huh.
That's a longer wait time than I was expecting to hear.

>>6964456
Yeah, I'm trying to work on my voice and acquiring some decent girl-clothes atm.
I should also start learning makeup soon.

>>6964461
Yeah, they gotta call for the payment and my mobile gets no reception so I gotta wait for my mom to go to bed.

Yeah, I'm gonna self med :3
My mind is kinda blank on what amounts though @__@
>>6964474
I'm gonna try opiates or something

>>6964493
this is the song that makes me wanna commit suicide
also the reason im crying right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqJoVlnmdFQ

>>6964493
why that song

>>6964496

>tfw your nazi anime girl waifu herds you into the gas chambers for being a tranny
°˖◝(0▿0)◜˖°

>>6964499
just go like 2mg progynova and 100mg spiro for start

>>6964486
oh

dont do that

Who /coffee/ here? How many cups a day do you drink, and how do you have it?

Despite being a NEET, I drink drink 2-3 cups of black coffee a day.

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>>6964493
not a suicide song
almost the opposite?
still think i'll play it right before i die
https://youtu.be/ixHy3YaRpTU

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>>6964496
Don't gas me pls

>>6964457
?? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I have a few guesses but any place that can be described that way is shitty either way

i was like
okay feeling
a lil sad but ok
now im just
fuck music
i hate how it can just make me cry
its not fair

>>6964464
You know I actually never bully you ;_;
I am not good at bullying anyway. But I am good at hugging when I can overcome my anxiety :p

>>6964499
Start low. Best to start with AA and after a few days the E. I know two people who are allergic to Spiro and/or cypro so make sure you don't get sick of that first.

>>6964507
oh, ok

>>6964503
mostly the music, but the lyrics are slightly relevant
it's about a boy who is too afraid to approach the girl he sees everyday at the train station
it feels like an apt analogue for my life
just too afraid to get what i want

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>>6964510
0

coffee tastes rly good but if i even take one sip i get nausea

>>6964488
>ah nah you can't become addicted to codeine through cold water extraction, it's too much of a pain in the ass to do.
Robin is addicted
>Anyway my background has given be a very sensible approach to taking drugs for fun. harm reduction and all that.
YMMV. Last time I took codeine I got chest pain. w/e I want to die anyway.
>>6964499
As a fellow tranny it's yoru destiny to be on drugs.

Okay guys I'm going to go play some video games rn and just try forget about being closeted trans and about dysphoria. Cheers

P.s. I'll probably be back later though ;_;

Isnt 4chan anonymous? Why do you all have a name? Im new sorry.

>>6964479
it doesn't seem like much of a loss for me

>>6964478
it's only difficult if you overcomplicate it, or are trying for attention rather than success

>>6964509
I'm going to
It's been one year post-ffs and I still look like a man.
There is no hope for me so I'm taking myself out of this misery

>>6964482
I'm best friend Alex alright!

>>6964481
>Not groping sass
B-but muh fantasy!
>Wash your hands
It's like you don't want food poisoning to get thin!

This tranny house ain't looking like all it's cracked up to be :(

>>6964527
idk there is an option for it so thats why i have my name
anyway everyone acts like this is their diary or somethings its nice to have an idea who im talking to

>>6964527
because they are faggots

you can put a name on if you crave attention

>>6964536
no ur not

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Daily reminder that HRT is a meme

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>>6964502
>>6964523

context?
why is it titled in German if youre in asia or oceania? D:

>>6964514
wanna take a trip on my train? :3

>>6964505
just stay in line anon :3
Ill take care of you till you reach the other side!

>>6964517
bully by hugging, thats my favorite approach :3

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>>6962154
From what I've heard you've got like all of these... So the tests are right I'm guessing.

is it normal to always feel like an outsider?

it feels like i don't belong here
and with friends that i know irl
and with people i've met on skype, discord, irc, etc

>>6964517
Oh, okay
I think if I start with AA's I have enough money to start pretty much as soon as the PO box is ready or w/e
>>6964524
p much ye

>>6964540
that site is a fucking meme

>>6964541
>context?
taking out my anger on the board through inane posts

>why is it titled in German if youre in asia or oceania? D:
warum nicht?

help

>>6964545
not diagnosed no

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>>6964555
But you have them! So shouldnt you like, get a psychologist?

>>6964486

>inb4 u drive into the lake
>inb4 as your car sinks and begins to fill with water you panic, you frantically try to kick through the windscreen to no avail, the car is filling up. A frantic voice in your mind screams at you that dying is what you wanted, but an altogether stronger and more urgent voice screams GET OUT. GET OUT OF THE CAR NOW! You push your hands under the water filling your car, you find nothing to smash the windscreen with. Suddenly it cracks, The pressure of the water is breaking it. You try kicking it again. It smashes suddenly and the car is filling up quickly. You try to get out throw the windscreen but the current is too strong. You're going to die here, a coward in life, a coward in death. As the car is nearly full you inhale deeply... and realise since the car is full there's no current from the windscreen anymore. You swim out and up. You didn't realise the lake was this deep. You're over halfway to the surface now and your lungs feel like they're going to burst. You feel yourself beginning to pass out when you make it to the surface gasping and choking
>You clamber onto the shore. You don't have a car anymore. You think of how long it'd take to walk home and feel like a fool. You think of killing yourself. You wish you hadn't escaped... or at the very least... you still had your car.

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>>6964553
what is it anon

>>6964561
;~;

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>>6964557
no i don't tho
also yeah
i have one
its hard to get an appointment tho

>>6964560
I won't be panicking

>>6964566
Hugg anon

>>6964486
Don't forget your death poem.

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>>6964566
dont worry anon everything is going to be okay

>>6964560
my baby takes the morning train
he works from nine to five
and then
he takes another home again
to find me wait[gargling noises]

>>6964547
I was straight edge before I came out as a tranny, now I suck dick for cocaine.

>>6964539
I swear I can be a better friend than Alex.
>>6964551
Ok, deal!

>>6964515

Bellingham. It's a fairly chill place; everyone is stoned.

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>>6964567
But shouldnt you be trying to get your life togheter? youre like a neet tranny that shitposts all day.

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>>6964552
are you angry in general or at the board/ its population?

>warum nicht?
Das überzeugt mich. Du kannst am Montag ins Büro kommen und bei uns anfangen.

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Fuck all you faggets.

You are betamales transitioning to females because you couldn't make it as a man...

But you cunts, instead of embracing and being cute for your former betamales compatriots .. you are seeking chad dick...

Chad fucked you over and cucked you as a male... and now as a female you spread your thighs to him..

Fuck you all. I hope you die horrible deaths for such gross betrayals.

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>>6964540
Ffs is a meme

Fuck all you faggets.

You are betamales transitioning to females because you couldn't make it as a man...

But you cunts, instead of embracing and being cute for your former betamales compatriots .. you are seeking chad dick...

Chad fucked you over and spooked you as a male... and now as a female you spread your thighs to him..

Fuck you all. I hope you die horrible deaths for such gross betrayals.

ARNOLD PALMER DIED YESTERDAY
WHAT THE FUCK
HE WAS ONE OF MY FAV GOLFERS
FUK
>>6964578
no you cant
>>6964580
i dont desire to get my life together
i have no reason for it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMvppW6kfIE

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>>6964585
hey robot

>>6964585
im a lesbian tho

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okay
now to take out my sad on you guys

sorry

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>>6964585

>>6964575
i will never pass
i cant even dream of it

>>6964541
O-oh. I'll bully you all day long then!

>>6964547
Yes, be careful ;_;

>>6964585
But Chad has a thundercock...

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>>6964582

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>tfw you have to witness yourself become more male day by day
>tfw no one will understand
>tfw feelings
>tfw

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>>6964590
But if you're not gonna do anything and youre just human garbage, wouldnt it be better if like, you didnt exist. Like, wouldnt it be better for everyone if you were never born?

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what game should i play next i finished va-11 hall-4 earlier it was fun

ive just been playing overwatch a lot but its really monotonous

>>6964600
have you tried?

>>6964606
in his own mind only.

>tfw afraid to get trolled by Juniper at any moment...
;~;

>>6964579
I have some family up there.
Also thas way further from Seattle than Oly. Just from opposite sides.

>>6964602
Thanks for the advice <3
Also thanks for being a good friend <3
Sorry I haven't talked much recently >_<

>>6964612
i also played we know the devil

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>>6964582
angry in general,
but it's usually triggered by the board/co

>Du kannst am Montag ins Büro kommen und bei uns anfangen.
aber es ist heute dienstag ;_;

>>6964585
>you will never spread your thighs for Chad
Feels bad girl

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>he

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>>6964431
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
tfw no nimmy gf
>tfw no nimmy gf
NIM PLEASE TALK TO ME

>>6964589

How so? Most people here I'd say are just liberal hippies, but not full SJWs.

ALRIGHT LET'S DO THIS.
INTO THE LAKE I GO

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>>6964587
>mfw Angie got more black female matches than I did

>>6964498
She went full time around 3 months HRT and really regretted it, apparently. Yes, get the voice right now, so you don't look like a girl and sound like a guy down the road.

>>6964612
ill end up a monster im sure
i have a strong jaw. completely covered in hair and have very square and large chest. i can't ever

>>6964637
blacc

>>6964637
pics or fake

>>6964640
youre describing how i looked before hormones and i look ok now

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>>6964629
;_____;

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>>6964629
mfw

>>6964619
Dw we are all super busy rn. Real-life is exhausting D:

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>but anon personality is more important than looks
tfw your personality is as bad as (if not worse than) your looks

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Jesus fuck my jaw is strong!
Please send held

>>6964638
>She went full time around 3 months HRT and really regretted it, apparently.
Oh. That sucks. :c

>Yes, get the voice right now, so you don't look like a girl and sound like a guy down the road.
Yeah, definitely.

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>>6964623
hier ist aber noch Montag D:
wenn du dich beeilst schaffst es diese Woche noch

>>6964602
OMG :3

>>6964646
i dont know what you look like
pills wont fix bones

>>6964649
Yeah :/
You probably would have just seen me kinda depressed anyway... I need to get better >_<

>>6964645
I already posted my result, it was all black men. Angie got two black women in her results.

>>6964662
im just trying to explain deciding the outcome before doing anything isnt a good plan when it comes to transitioning

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>>6964623
>but it's usually triggered by the board/co
maybe you should stop coming?

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>>6964590
pour one out for my boy arnold [*]

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>>6964635
my day is gonna be ruined if this isn't a .gif

>>6964668
im actually going to die thou

pictriev is a meme
it said i was 60% masc in one 60% fem in one when im truly 100% real

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the idea of me starting hrt: the gif

>>6964658
> tfw Phienchen withdraw

>>6964664
But you are about to start Hrt! Shouldn't u be happy? Is it because of school?

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>>6964637

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>>6964677
People were coming tho D:

>>6964675
yah that site sucks

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>>6964674
ye were all going to die surprisingly

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>>6964658
>beeilst
es ist 21:23 und ich bin in australien
es ist zu spät. alles ist vorbei und gott ist tot

>>6964672
rip o7
;w;
>>6964611
yeah it would be
whats ur point?

>>6964637
What do you expect
I'm part nig nog

>>6964683
I meant withdrawal
Phienchen Entzug, Englisch ist eine doofe Sprache :<

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>women

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>>6964675
froggu

my mom bullied me into shaving
by saying
"if u have facial hair and u don't shave im gonna use boyname"
wtf mom im a boy now
but i still wanna be a girl wtf

>>6964677
Kinda :/
I just feel useless, disgusting, like an entirely shit person.
Plus my body's gone really boyish
Also some stuff at home, my mom has pretty much made it kinda awkward to see family and has been shouting at me a lot
I'm pretty lonely too and kinda too anxious to interact much IRL, I have pretty much no IRL friends :/

I self harm a lot and have almost suicided :/

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>>6964698

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hello friends hru today?

>>6964694
Really?

>tfw you have to give mtfg up

>>6964707
bad desu wbu

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>>6964707
im bored

im trying to find music to put in my game

>>6964707
hi korea

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>>6964687
so schwierig ist das nicht, einfach mit dem handstand aufhören, dann bist schon auf der nordhalbkugel. dann musst einfach nur nach westen gehen. Einfach immer weiter richtung Dekadenz, selbsthass und alkohol, kannst uns gar nicht verfehlen.
Wenn das nicht klappt, halte ich dir die Stelle auch gerne offen.


>>6964695
Ohhh
the phienchen is rare and elusive, few have met her and even fewer lived to talk about it

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>>6964714
i'll make music for your game
hmu

>>6964712
hugg pook

>>6964660

Eh, I go to Western. Most of the people here don't seem too elitist. At least not more than most universities.

>>6964618

But the point remains that you are pretty goddamned far from me... at least in terms of within Washington state.

>>6964702

Don't be one of those genderqueers. Be a boy or be a girl, but don't try and be both.

>>6964717
hugg soph

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>>6964718
will you make it good enough

>tfw another tripfag triggers you
f i l t e r
t i m e
;_____;

>>6964484
ouch... those feels

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>>6964717
Phatty!

>>6964719
hugg
>>6964718
hugg kiwi

>>6964720
Yeah lol took about 5 hours last time I went up there

I got a super agp shirt.
I wish my boobs went away though
like i wish i could make them come and go at will
i wanna be a boy rn
idk if im even trans
what if im really a boy
thats confused
;_;
>>6964720
idk
i dont wanna try and be anything
i dont know how i feel either im scared

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why did my body have to be rekt by T?

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>>6964723
probably not..
>>6964727
hugg pooke

>>6964724
4ChanX should really have the option to sync filter lists across various devices.

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>>6964731
>your body
>rekt by t

>>6964734
hugg fruit

>>6964730
arent you memesex

>>6964610
This. Fuck

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>>6964721
hugg anon

>>6964736
that's actually not a bad idea
worst case scenario you could sync the 4chanx config data across devices

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>>6964731
You could have been the next Ronnie and ya blew it all away.

>>6964730
you just need to take some time to figure yourself out
dont worry so much, sometimes i feel like beeing a boy whouildnt be all that bad either

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>>6964734
no can do then

my gf is in charge of approving the music for the project if it wasnt for them i'd just have some stupid abstract experimental noise as sound track
its supposed to be a cute visual novel with lesbians

>>6964730
join tumblr you can be a girl and a boy at the same time