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So /lgbt/ I need your help.
So I have always saw myself as bisexual, wank to gay porn, find good looking men sexually attractive and so on. But tonight I sucked my first dick. It was a guy I met on craiglist. I started crying half way through but let me tell you what happened.
He picked me up in his work van, gave me some speed and poppers. That loosened me up, I'm already on xanax so I think that might have been why I choose to suck a dick tonight. Don't laugh please. I do not know if I regret it.
We went to a discreet location and I rubbed his cock on the drive there (I'm getting horny thinking about this which is why I am having doubts). So we get to the location and he gets me to suck his cock after taking more speed. The guy was 32, attractive for his age 6/10 but way under my league in no means to boast. He kept calling me a twink and using terminology I found unsettling. He turned out to be a nice guy he said he wanted to fuck me so hard because I was such a good cocksucker. It was great sucking his cock, I literally deepthroated it so many times and he said he was close to cumming three times but didn't because he didn't want to cum in my mouth. I loved sucking cock don't get me wrong but I found it more appealling when he sucked mine; even though he didn't suck it that much. So I started throtting with him and that was very pleasurable. I started sobbing halfway through sucking his cock and sucked it for an hour and sort of kept wishing it would end - eventually I told him I want to go him and he had no problem with that but told me he'll email me again sometime because he loved the time together. But honestly I am not doing that shit again.
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All in all. I am having doubts about my sexuality. Why was I crying? Is it because my first time was with a stranger? I am in the closet so can't really find someone nice... Help me please. I am having regret and thinking I am not gay if I didn't enjoy it that much. But I think if I tried top I'd like that more? He wanted to go back get lube and a condom and fuck my arse but I said no, don't find that appeal but I didnt wanted to fuck his but he wasn't attractive enough to ask
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actually I don't even know if I liked sucking his dick
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bls resbond
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yo
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>>6807881
Next time don't use Craigslist and actually get to know the person first. Doesn't mean you have to date them just get to know them so you don't feel so dirty
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you sound autistic and i cant help you.
but you can go watch my new hit comedy series Friends which is on tonight starring me, Jerry Seinfeld. See you there!
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hey!! I know what you can do!! kys
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>>6808916
But not before you watch my hit new comedy film Delta Farce starring me Jeff Foxworthy.
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Hey guys, did you know that I'm a huge fan of anime? Thats why you should watch my hit new animated series Pingu. starring me Jerry Seinfeld.
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Op you cried because of emotional trauma and post orgasm shame, it is common for closet lgbt.
Don't fuck people off Craigslist you'll get aids. You just did oral though so you're good for now.
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>>6807867
It's okay to feel conflicting thoughts about your sexuality and it's okay that you cried. It was a stranger and your first time and there was a lot of pressure on you etc. It will be a lot better with someone you know even if that seems like it would be intense. Everyone's fucking confused, no one admits it, even the "straight" boys. Be cool. Suck dick. Kiss girls, kiss boys. Smoke weed.
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