How do I deal with these urges? I really want rim cute guys and

I wish I could seduce you then walk out of the door as soon as you cum

I was sort of like that. I jacked off to gay shit and felt ashamed afterwards. I even responded to a craigslist ad when I was horny, jacked off and then deleted my email address when the guy answered.

Finally decided to try being with a guy but figured once it was over I'd feel that shame again. Met up with the guy, had sex and then laid in the bed with him and said to myself "all that self-loathing for what? That was great.".

Stop being a christfag and start enjoying yourself

Hello, Christfag here. My advice is to thoroughly determine for yourself what you believe. If your earnest beliefs are against being gay then you should perhaps throw yourself into those beliefs (into God/religiouspractices/whatever) because cutting out your sexual desires is bloody difficult without some firm convictions.

But if you don't hold tightly onto your beliefs, which are against gay sex, if you're only somewhat sticking to them, then I don't much see the point in having the beliefs.
Tl;dr Throw yourself into what you belief, or dump it entirely. Playing on the fence will just drive you mad.
-I apologize if I've said something offensive. Please take care.

>>6789916
How do you reconcile your beliefs with your practices then?

>>6790007
Derp. I've lurked on 4chan for a long time but on a whim I went to /lgbt/. I used -fag as a suffix, but I'm not gay. Sorry for the confusion.

>>6790135
Don't worry that guy's just a newfag

>wanting to lick and stick your dick inside of a shithole

You're a mentally ill degenerate.