/mtfg/ Trans Woman General

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>>6787454
This one has a header so I'll dyke out here

>>6787454
I guess this one has a title so it wins

I found out last night that a trans woman in my city who I don't really like is literally the person who coined the term "truscum" jfc

Last thread

>>6786150

Phienchen, are you there?

>>6787454
Nooo I was first. Damn you Damn you all

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>>6787464
+1 for lesbians

https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Unspeakable_horrors

shiiiit the images gallery on this page are a perfect depiction of the style my nightmares are in, fucking weird

>>6787476
Is this robin

>>6787484
But no title, so pls remove

seriously, it just boggles my mind to imagine people that would spend this much time making gifs and shit about people they hate

especially the korra editor, that guy was obsessive

>>6787484
gotta remember to put /mtfg/ in the title though D:

>>6787489
ye

>>6787489
yeah...
I don't have many ways of coping with my reality when I'm out of weed, okay?

>>6787476
rip robin

>>6787493
rip

>>6787493
You get off by being choked

>>6787496
it's fun but I've done it way too much these last few weeks and now I think I'm damaged something, I keep finding it even harder than usual to type correctly and keep writing completely the wrong word without realising or writing the same word two or three times, it's a little scary ngl
I need to not do that as often

>>6787496
Post your butt sparky

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So everyone needs to stop memeing me about BDD. Having medical professionals do it is just disgusting

>>6787498
i would imagine it's more about the euphoric buzz you get from asphyxiation

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also
>distancing yourself from anime

never

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I love swallowing my gf's cum!!!!
That's all I'm good for!

tfw not cute like angie

>>6787490
>>6787491
Damn Damn Damn Dammmn it all

>>6787509
But cum tastes eww :(

>>6787509
i want to swallow cum too

>>6787501
no, go away

>>6787509
can we please keep the weird sex stuff out of these threads? y'all are so weird no wonder I stopped posting

>>6787509
Hiya Red <3
<3 <3 <3

>>6787513
Be a good girl and swallow!!!

>>6787513
Really? Before HRT mine tasted pretty good, and now it just tastes like salt water; I guess different people taste differently, though.

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>>6787510
>cute
Anon please
I make blind kids cry with my appearance

>>6787504
That's really a thing? I thought that was a porno thing

>>6787519
I tried swallowing my own, but i don't like it.

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>>6787510

>tfw angie is most passable here

>>6787525
>not liking cum

>>6787441
>Why does anyone use QHI when Cypro is cheaper on InHousePharmacy and Finasteride is cheaper on AllDayChemist

QHI ships to Canada
>>6787442
>It's a good thing the medical world cares about trans issues so we have empirical data to look to
Right? Best feeling ever

>>6787509
it's nice :)

>>6787498
see >>6787504
it gives you an amazing buzzing sensation and this feeling of total calmness and acceptance, especially acceptance of death
if life isn't very nice for you like for me then it's a very persuasive feeling
also when you let go and start breathing again you get this big euphoric surge of adrenaline and feel really energised and happy

>>6787522
Checked. Did you use to eat your own jizz

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>>6787517
Yes, no weird sex stuff; plain vanilla sex stuff only.

>>6787527
ur too young for cum

>>6787524
that's definitely a thing, lol

have you never heard of the choking game?

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>>6787530
multi thread posting

>>6787522
I can't really describe it, it's the aftertaste that bothers me :/

>>6787527
what can i do about it?

>>6787522
I agree. I think it's just saline now that the semen's dead.

>>6787524
bloodchokes are really nice
don't do them too often though, I'm just stupid

>>6787535
No but I've seen the crying game

>>6787532
Eww, somehow just calling it 'jizz' makes it sound way more disgusting in my mind. But yeah, I did eat it, it was an easy way to clean up rather than needing a tissue or something.

>>6787538
s w a l l o w i t
>>6787534
No I'm not~

>>6787547
I've seen the imitation game.

>>6787547
ha, you've seen the crying game? just seen it?

bitch, I know all there is to KNOW about the crying game.

>>6787519
O-ok Red. If you say so.

>>6787527
I've heard of people like that. Poor things, but more for the rest of us!

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>leave mtfg for months
>come back
>everyone's just talking about eating their own cum

>>6787519
o-okay :3

>>6787557
2yung4cum

>>6787550
Stop enabling yourself and others.

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>>6787526
Too bad I don't even look close to that.
I'm sorry you're so angry.
Is this erynn or elodie?
Anyways have a free a (you) on behalf of me :3

>>6787555
It was kinda sane last night, I promise.

>>6787555
>leave mtfg for a month
>start to feel a little better
>come back
>depression in less than ten minutes
fuck you mtfg

>>6787558
No I'm not~

>>6787548
How about if i call it jazz instead. You could shoot it into a trash bin

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>>6787555
Sorry, we can shift discussion to other things if you have any suggestions as to what you'd like to talk about.

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>>6787557
Such a good pupper!

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>>6787563
Same. I was actually repressing successfully before coming back here

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>>6787560

No, neither. I do that so you defend yourself and realize you've come a long way and you look good.

Here, have a complimentary (you) for still being alive.

>>6787551
I've seen that too. Last time I cried watching something

>>6787566
Jazz is a way better word.

"He jazzed all over me."

"She walked in on me while I was jazzing!"

"Honey, there's a bit of jazz on your lip."

>>6787568
Yeah, now we're talking about better words for cum instead of about eating our own cum.

>tfw ur a bimbo cumslut jsut like a real girl
teehee~

>>6787569
Woof :3

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>when you spend way less time here and realize this place severely harms people mentally

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>>6787570
>>6787563
Why come here if it just makes you feel bad?

>>6787574
http://starwars.wikia.com/wiki/Jizz

>>6787579
I got an urge to come here sometimes I guess.

>>6787552
You had a rough life. Have you killed a guy

Hello thread! How is everything today? Any fun and degeneracy to be had?

>>6787572
Well that is debatable on whether or not I've come far.
In my opinion I feel that I barely scratched the surface of transition

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>>6787574

>>6787581
me too

>>6787579
loneliness

>>6787583
I'm pretty eh :/

>>6787574
Cummies>jazz>jizz>everything else

>>6787578

Because people like you are here. If you and other shitty people weren't here, it'd be more like seedy after trip nuke and whenever you weren't there: Somewhat nice/better tone, but more focused on improvement than whining about how much you'll never pass.

>>6787579
basically this >>6787581

i'll be sitting bored or something, and i'll just do it without realising

it was okay for a while there cause i got myself banned, which stopped me coming, but now that's ended

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This this Italian girl sitting next to me and her arms are hairy as hell.
Jesus Christ, shave that shit.

>>6787578
well I feel ok

>>6787574
But we get to keep cum, right? That stays?

>>6787583
Meh I have a long day today and won't get to sleep much until tomorrow morning

"I hate when the doorbell rings and I end up having to jazz in my pants."

"It was more jazz than I've ever seen one man produce!"

"I just love the taste of warm jazz."

On a positive note I got called "ma'am" by a professor I'm not out to today, but he quickly corrected himself to "sir" since he's known me for awhile and thinks I'm a cis guy. I guess it's a good sign that he subconsciously read me as female for a second though.

>>6787568
literally anything but that

>>6787559
Sorry for the blogpost I meant to delete it

>>6787601
cyoot

What's up figs

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>>6787591
How can I stop coming here so I can repress successfully??

>>6787590
Actually when I don't come here i'm not a shitty person. I usually am a calm and quiet person regardless if anyone here believes that or not, I can be loud here because its the internet, a shit hole I can throw random ideas into for others to process. Has being here shaped my online persona, yeah, but its not a refection of who i am irl at all.

>>6787602
Blogposts are okay, I'm just encouraging you to not continue doing something that you feel is destructive for you or your friends.

>>6787599

Holy shit, do you have any more of those?

>>6787608
yeah, it's this place, not you

>>6787599
Robin you have some kinky sex

>>6787608
>i'm not a shitty person.

>be asshole to people who pass
>be asshole to others for no reason
>make up dumb stories all the time
>whine about your life worse than most other trips
>be cunt for 5+ years on tranny boards

Fuck off.

>>6787588
Did something happen?

>>6787607
How bad off are you? Repression is unhealthy as fuck, even more unhealthy than here. Why repress something as basic as your own identity? Don't let others run your life to that degree.

>>6787617
no

>>6787608
didn't you make a post the other day that you wanted to strangle a lady at work for having the audacity to be pregnant?

>>6787589
hmmmmmmmmmmm

>>6787594
I suppose, it's better than jizz. Jazz is superior to all though.

>be a dumbp tranny
>try to masturbate today
>thinking the entire time about terrible, forbidden, disgusting things happening to me
>legs ache
>chest hurts very badly
>cant breath
>Trembling
>grab my bed with my free hand, very tightly
>have to take breaks every couple minutes due to exhaustion
>finish after hours of this
>cant move for ten minutes

Am i truetrans now

>>6787622
Hey anon what you doing last night
Oh I was jazz-in

>>6787624
why are you doing this?

>>6787624
You need to see either a doctor or an exorcist, I'm not sure which. Maybe both.

>>6787607
i got myself banned from posting

it might work for a little while

you should still try to work out yourself though in the meantime
(even though i'm still repressed as fuck --it's good advice, i'm just a hypocrite)

>>6787616
>don't make up stories irl
>don't be an asshole to anyone else unless im driving and they cut me off or something
>don't whine irl

I do it here because its the fucking internet, I can open up the valve and dump my mental sewage.

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>look in the mirror
>see an ugly, man-faced mess
How 2 b cute?
Today's been SO depressing desu

>>6787621
to be fair, i can understand that kind of response.

>>6787624
How many times did you jazz

>>6787632
But that's bad for you AND this place, Kayla.

>>6787621
I mean I had jealousy but like I was exaggerating my thoughts, you know people tend to exaggerate online. I mean did it make me feel bad talking with a pregnant woman, no doubt it did, but all I can do is suck it up irl.

>>6787635
I can't
I understand being upset
but I can never understand what would drive people to want to cause physical harm to another human being.
Sorry, Kayla

>>6787397
So do I. It's been years since I slept a full night through.

>>6787409
>WDSTF
I love many if Billy's songs. Especially An Innocent Man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H23tUK3z17U
No Man's Land also has meaning to me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0lcOn4dHGE
It's about the urbanization of eastern Long Island which is where I grew up. I love that whole album. There are many other songs of his I love.

>>6787578
It all depends on how one responds to the abusiveness.

>>6787624
best thing about hrt.

>>6787629
because girl orgasms are fucking awesome?

>>6787624
>have to ejaculate once a day in a deluded attempt to reduce testosterone
>literally a chore

i don't understand how people enjoy this shit
it's a hassle and a half

>>6787641
Two Thousand Years is my favorite from ROD

>>6787642
Am I not trutrans if I haven't had any of these 'girl orgasms' people talk about?

>>6787638
Yeah I realize it now. This isn't the place, that's what /b/ is for. But hey without the cliques and the bantz this place would be dead, either an echo chamber for passers or hons, or a lifeless and numb trans help general. This place evolved into its own separate world and being a part of it is entertaining.

>>6787636
I had one actual orgasm but i would honestly say i was satisfied three times.
>>6787629
Its painful and i like causing myself pain i guess. Make no mistake: i hate this

>>6787640
you know people don't always mean everything they say literal? i see it more as a way of expressing how upset she is about the fact that she can't get pregnant herself.

>>6787650
Sounds like you edge

I slept for 14 hours...
And now I'm listening to this chill mix...
And it has lyrics...
And they're kinda hitting me hard...
I feel dead inside and I want to go back to sleep but I've slept to much for that.

how old is carol

>>6787651
I suppose you are right

>>6787642
but that didn't sound like she had any fun at all. how to girl orgasm?

how come so many people here can make jizz still? The first month into hrt my jizz became water and then by month 3 I couldn't make a drop, haven't since.

>>6787656
Lets assume she is of a legal age to post on 4chan, unless you're trying to get her banned.

>>6787661
the mods on /lgbt/ are pretty lenient i think. i mean smiles age is anything but a secret.

>>6787660
It's been decided that we use the word jazz as a replacement for jizz

>>6787570
Hehe, same. Need something to do until classes start back up tho, why not cripling anxiety?

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>>6787655
Sleeping is for faggots.

>>6787656
She's like 15-16 i don't remember.

>>6787663
Yet i got banned twice, for just looking under-age. lmao

>>6787666
Jazz sounds like past tense of jizz

>>6787655
don't listen to music that gives you feels. That's partially why I like thrash metal, instead of bringing me down it makes me feel pumped.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wigYCoqYMWs

>>6787654
Never.
>>6787660
I have no jizzoo. But if i do it the right way a lot of clear stuff will come out. I'm far past a year hrt.

>>6787663
Think they read the threads

Ok, so I'm planning self-med like this (5"10/178; 143 lbs/65 kg)):

>50 mg spiro +4mg estrofem per day for beginning, if I like the results will increase the spiro to 100mg
>fish oil
>I want to continue weightlifting with smaller weights (mainly leg exercise) so I can retain the athletic outline of my body 2x per week
>healthy diet like I currently have
>swimming 1x per week

I am concerned about the lifting and the swimming - do you think this would put too much pressure on me? I also drink protein shakes and I am afraid if this can be a real problem for the liver? Also do you think the high protein intake and lots of fruits, vegetables and nuts can dangerously increase my potassium levels?

These things concern me so I'd appreciate any suggestions and thoughts.

>>6787656
too young for cum

>>6787670
What would be the future-tense

>>6787671
I like listening to chill music and it's really good shit.
The lyrics in one song in the mix was about someone leaving and how this chick has to live without him and it's that's essentially whats going on in my life... so...

>>6787676
Swimming is a very low impact sport. It should be fine. Protein shakes are fine. As for potassium, just don't take potassium supplements and avoid eating more than a couple bananas a day and you should be fine.

>>6787676
>taking protein and working out hard
your going to have a bad time, gotta give your body some fat to redistribute, after a year of bulking then just do cardio.

>>6787676
you should be fine, though spiro is shit and you might need more for desired effects

>>6787632
you are literally sewage,
no one lies as much as you do

>>6787676
Checked

>>6787683
>your going to have a bad time, gotta give your body some fat to redistribute
You can do both.

>>6787682
>about someone leaving and how this chick has to live without him
wow, holy fucking yawn
sounds like the most boring and stock song on earth

>>6787685
Lol.

>>6787688
You are a garbage person.
I hope you can get better

>>6787648
you gotta do stuff differently

>>6787654
idk it might be unintentional edging just from how hard it is to orgasm

>>6787659
okay, so this is just my way that i found for myself and i'm sure it's different for everyone, but this works for me and takes around 30 minutes minimum but sometimes much longer, i've never had it take as long as anon though

dont be all going up and down the shaft, ignore the shaft completely

stimulate the head like it's a clitoris, using your other hand to stimulate erogenous zones on your body, which will vary for everyone but generally include the nipples and taint

of course it helps if you've got something stuck up your ass, especially if it's vibrating around or being manipulated by someone else, but it's not necessary

now you're gonna have to bring yourself to orgasm only touching the head, and once it gets too much you can start tracing a finger up and down the raphe (that line from when god fused our vaginas to fuck with us), but not very much, sporadically, and mostly focus on the head

it's gonna be wayyyy harder to orgasm than your traditional manly jacking off, but it's way more satisfying.

>>6787669
But they all look like they could plausibly be adults.

You're obviously at least 12, if not under 10.

>>6787695
>if not under 10.
went too far

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Afternoon, MtFG. How are you doing today?

>>6787697
it would be ok to date her if she was 12?

or do you just mean she's obviously at least 10

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>>6787692
um...I don't mind doing it up and down if I imagine it is a big manly hand doing it to me
...a-am I still trutrans

>>6787700
No I meant saying she looks under 10 is too farfetched, not sure if you're memeing tho.

>>6787676
>>6787682
And if I currently have high potassium levels from my diet should I wait some time and meanwhile reduce it (I have to wait a couple of weeks for the delivery anyway)?

Also, if for example I get ill and have to take some medicine or even antibiotics, should I cut completely the hormones? Also should I avoid food supplements (like the fish oil) and vitamins tablets as a whole?

>>6787688
https://youtu.be/tJXgotEszZU
I mean, I'll let you decide for yourself if you think it's boring or not. But I like it a lot and it hit a bit.
It hasn't even really been that long since Kaylee left for Texas but it's so fucking boring and empty here now... so... I'm kinda hating it. And it's the first time I've ever dealt with this kinda feeling before.

>>6787698
I want to go back to sleep so I don't have to feel anything anymore... And I can't smoke weed because I need to quit so I can get a job.
I don't want to live today.

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Feel when you had a dream about Oddish and wanna tell her but she's never in the thread and never talks on Skype

>>6787698
Ok thanks. Going out to a bbq bar later with my partner and bff.
How are you?

>>6787692
sounds like a lotta work. i'll just keep masturbating the old way to keep my dick alive until it's chopped off and feel miserable.

>>6787698
The Jesus lady across the hall was trying to make smalltalk as I carried my laundry down the hall.
I was wearing a light coloured shirt, nobra -nips galore-, and unkmempt hair...
She was being really nice and talking about the weather or some shit while my anxiety went through the roof b/c she didn't know what I am....
OK I guess.
Civ5, coffee

>>6787695
Rude. She's 12 and a half.

>>6787700
Checked
>You will never be 12 again

Make it stop

>>6787702
sorry, but you gotta hand that trutrans member card back to your local lgbt center.

>>6787692
Why don't you just post this when people accuse you of not being Tru trans?

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>>6787695
>>6787712
>>6787713
IM NOT 12!

>>6787705
not just boring, its cringey

>>6787691
people have different musical tastes, not liking sappy love songs doesn't make anyone less trans. Who knows, maybe when I am deeper into my transition and start dating I might understand a sappy love song but rn I don't.

>>6787704
No, you can try starting HRT. Just, if your muscles start to burn or deteriorate. Stop taking everything.
You can look online on how to avoid and treat hyperkalemia.

>>6787718
Maybe, but it's a good song anyways.
I think your reaction to what someone is listening to is a lot more cringey, but whatever.

Yo, whats the name of the skype group?

>>6787702
i guess that is a fair loophole...

gotta do the stranger tho, sit on that fucker for at least an hour

>>6787703
yeah, this is fair

of course i'm memeing tho, i've never dated anyone less than 2 years older than me before chara (and realistically she looks like maybe 16 worst case scenario, don't tell her I said that though)

>>6787710
I mean I still do it that way too, but mostly to keep it big for srs, yeah :/

>>6787712
Oh yeah, I forgot.

>>6787713
She really doesn't know how lucky she is :/

>>6787716
I'm pretty sure that would make people think I was crazy

>>6787717
Awwwww :3

nap time

>>6787721
there are literally hundreds of skype groups

>>6787718

Love songs are dumb and for losers

>>6787718
I said you were a terrible person
You're not any less trans or any less of a girl than anyone here. You're just a cunt.

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>>6787714

>>6787692
Does this method produce semen?

>>6787719
>I think your reaction to what someone is listening to is a lot more cringey, but whatever.
whatever, gooey over produced crap about breakups will always be cringe

post hair goals

>>6787723
Lol oh, I thought there was like a 4chan mtf gen group

>>6787588
In Canada this is interpreted as arrogance.

>>6787725
I mean some are okay but like they really need a unique sound to be listenable. Most are meh and have no soul or emotion.

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>>6787732
Thisd be cool

>>6787619
>how bad are you

At the moment pretty bad I guess. I went two days without sleeping because of nightmares about being a man, and then I slept for a full 18 hours. I've also lost my appetite and spend my time thinking about how I should kill myself.

Funnily enough I was repressing perfectly just a month ago. Being trans didn't even enter my thoughts
>>6787631
Being a hypocrite is fine haha. Yeah I don't think I'll follow that advice though, I'm too demotivated

>>6787725
Normally I would agree...
But... it's weird. Because ever since I took acid... lyrics seem more important and love songs feel less retarded.

>>6787731
It's not even about a break up. Just about a separation, which is a lot harder to deal with.
It is a bit gooey though.

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>>6787732

>>6787734
Hey guy, that's real arrogant friend

>tfw breakfast made and consumed.
>been listening to random Billy Joel tunes while making and eating breakfast.

>>6787646
I have a hard time saying which one I like best from that album. No Man's Land, Blond over Blue, Shades of Gray, All About Soul, and The River of Dreams all speak to me deeply. Also many of the An Innocent Man album songs also speak to me. When he was writing that, was when he was going out with some of my friends, the Uptown Girls... I.e. various models.

>>6787698
Waking up...

>>6787738
Fans here feels good man

I had a dream about you. We were playing some video game that doesn't exist and we just kept calling each other our own names.

J-just like old times
;_;

>>6787739
I meant how bad off physically?

>>6787740
>It is a bit gooey though.
to say the least, sounds like an actual vagina crying

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>>6787721
There is a mtfg discord group, but its censored heavily by a power hungry mod.

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My friends made me a beautiful friendship bracelet last night.
They know me well and i feel loved. <3

>>6787733
There is, but there are a bunch of different ones. I must be in like twenty altogether, the majority dead and the majority offshoots of other Skype groups.

I still don't know what i have to ask my doctor for a blood test :/

Can you help me?

>>6787583
im really high and keep feelingsuch beauty radiating frome veryday things

gkd i wush i could fly and see the neighourrhood from above like a bird everythings so still and clamm

>>6787748
>Billy Joel
I hear that guy music really sucks

>>6787750
Is that really what we used to do

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>>6787753
did you give yourself a fight club scar?

>>6787751
Lol. Hey... I've been crying a lot lately... so I can relate, okay.

>>6787755
Blood potassium levels, lipid panel, hormone levels, um... STD panel if your sexually active... that's about it.

>>6787753
oh thats lovely
took me a while ti figure out that was ur hand next you i was llike "WtF IS THAT BIG FLESHIY THING3 lol

thats cute tho :_)

>>6787754
Oh ok

>>6787753
For second I thought I was looking at a penis or clit

>>6787748
>tfw breakfast made and consumed.
>>been listening to random Billy Joel tunes while making and eating breakfast.

same, I can't stop
I'll go through the albums numerically and chose a song and then go to the next

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>>6787732

>>6787759
We did it a few times

D-don't you remember?
;-;

Mostly I just made fun of your music taste but I can't help missing the days when I had friends

>>6787758
>I hear that guy music really sucks
piano man is superb

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>>6787758
hey guys
remember that thing I said earlier about not understanding wanting to cause harm to another person.....

>>6787764
Best bet is to get into groups of 10-25 people with people in them that you like. 40 and up starts to get tiresome.

>>6787736

Yeah. There's only one love song I can think of off the top of my head that I actually like. It's got a glockenspiel in it.

>>6787740

I've done acid a few times and still think they're dumb, but to each their own

>>6787761
Uhh okay, thank you.
So i don't have to say which hormones to test for precisely? And what's a lipid panel?

>>6787771
Better learn quick or you'll die in this place, surely.

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>>6787760

When i was fifteen, I carved two circles into my hand and peeled the skin off between them with a pair of tweezers.
I hadn't heard of Fight Club at the time, tho.
I was just a self-harmer.

>>6787763
>>6787765

: p
Yeah, isn't it cute, tho? x3

>>6787779
Back to gaygen you sick piece of shit

>>6787769
Lmao even Kayla agrees

Personally I don't like him at all though. Condescending and out of touch.

>>6787776
Your doc shouldn't care what tests you want if you ask for them specifically.
Get a testosterone test and estrogen test. As for a lipid panel, it's a blood test that measures a number of different blood nutrient levels at starving condition, so you can't eat for 12 or something hours before the test.
It's an important test to check if HRT is fucking your liver up or messing with your blood circulation. Clotting and shit.

>>6787775
I had a very odd trip.

>>6787779
Welcome back

>>6787782
You leave here be
>>6787771
Sorry I heard his music sucks and only ass hole like Billy Joel

>>6787786
Ah i see, so since i haven't started hrt yet do i only need the hormones and potassium as a reference point?

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good afternoon!

how is everyone?

>>6787774
yeah, I don't really know any other tranons from this board though since im usually only lurking /soc/ and /fa/. If theres any skype group thats looking for another cinical self-sentered meme to hang with I'm kinda just bored and looking for other trans peeps to talk to

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>tfw

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>>6787793
Good, how are you?

>>6787779
<3

>>6787794
>walk about
>see two asian ladyboys with obvious face surgery

Hmm..

>>6787792
Nah, at this point, prioritize the lipid panel and potassium panel so they have a base of comparison.
Hormone levels are usually not very important, but it's good to know where those levels are at later, so you can adjust some things if you need to. But it can't do much for you right now.

>>6787730
It can. It's not as likely to, but you'll probably ejaculate when you orgasm. The rest of it is so worth it, though.

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>>6787768
You did shit on my music taste a lot even tho its impeccable

>>6787794
just join one of the discords.

>>6787786

Feel like sharing some of it?

>>6787800
Huh?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTQbiNvZqaY

>>6787758
With how many #1 hits he's had, hardly. I wish he'd kept on producing new music. He was also one of the best bfs that the models I knew went out with. Christie finally tied the knot with him. Sadly marriages between two celebs often don't work out. To many days apart. they were a nice couple that fit together well.

>>6787805

What's the third one in the top row and what do you think of Orchid?

>>6787810
Just wandering.. ._.

time to go to work so I can be stared at all day by cissies as if I was a space alien

>tfw got my first job since going fulltime
it's a good feel, anyone else knows this feel?

>>6787805
>implying Amputecture comes anywhere near Frances the Mute.

>>6787790
I-I'm not an asshole ;-;

>>6787797
well i just woke up but i can't complain :3

>>6787802
Ah okay, thank you very much :)

>>6787818
>work today
>colleague today who is really out going and nice and social wore really cute clothing

Confidence sure is nice..

>>6787806
I don't feel like hanging out on an all-ages board rn. I tried to hang with the "cutetrans" discord group last night and it was mostly just teen aspies and a gay guy from Lithuania

>>6787805
Tfw don't recognize most of those records

http://youtu.be/mdoqmjD4Gpc

>>6787815
I don't think I understand?

would dxm be a good thing for me to try???
i think i shoould avoid dph ones

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I did something cray today.

I used my money for next 2 months into paying all debts and payments plans away.
Still got enough for rent and bills but not for living and food . What to dooooo so wont starve ??

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>>6787832
>tfw like this to every one of my colleagues, resulting in the mess of a person I am

>>6787839
post your paypal and say your dad's beating you

>>6787803
What are you refering to when you say the rest of it?

>>6787839
Are you a koala? If so, I recommend eucalyptus leaves. If you're a human, that's kind of a rough situation... Soup kitchens?

>>6787841
ok weird fag

>>6787839
give the succ for $$$

>>6787839
Cam or get a job for those 2 months.

>>6787812
BOaT - roro
Japanese post rock/punk

Orchid by Opeth? Its my favorite Opeth album. It's among my favorite metal albums, and it used to be on my top 50.
>>6787821
imo Amp is better. Bedlam is better even. I just really dont enjoy L'via and its 20% of the album so. Volta is one of my favorite bands though and all of their albums are good.
>>6787828
>doesn't know any of my music
>likes the shins
Smug.gif

>>6787848
How is your day going Anyways?

>>6787855
gfdsdsdsdsdsdsds

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I always get told my eyes are BEAUTIFUL ;)

>>6787848
Dude, don't steal my screen name. Are you the little fag whose always on here RPing as Robin?

>>6787807
Started out fine. Kaylee was having a blast.
The plan was for me to watch over her while she tripped and then she would watch over me while I tripped.
Instead, she convinced me to take acid 3 hours into her trip. For the first few hours it was fine and I was having a blast. Got super pumped up, couldn't stop moving around.
Then, she started completely ignoring me because she was tripping and to busy having fun with her most recent fuck toy.
And I was trying to be okay with that. But, I started hallucinating. Like, super short fleeting images, but super vivid.
Started hallucinating things like her slitting her throat and me cutting my wrists and shit like that. Kinda scary.
And at that point my trip started to go a bit sour and get weird.
Um... I started isolating myself. My brain wouldn't stop thinking. I tried cutting, but nothing really serious.
Yeah, my trip went sour and I didn't have a good time towards the end.
I think the whole experience ruined my relationship with Kaylee though because... just... idk... it's different and idk if it's in a good way. She wasn't reliable. And later, when she tripped again at my house, I was sick with the flu and I could stop her trip from going sour. So, I guess I'm not very reliable either.

It's been weird.

>>6787844
>:c

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>>6787864
Dude, don't steal my screen name. Are you the little fag whose always on here RPing as Robin?

>>6787853

I meant the screamo band from MA since I saw Gaza on that list but, Gaza is more metalcore than screamo...

check them out if you want though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXQLgsx7Bjo

>>6787855
I'm doing fine. As for the one whose comment you're replying to, idk.

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>>6787864
>tfw people use my name and dont post pics of toys

>>6787865
can you get addicted to that kind of stuff?

>>6787865
lol one trip fucked your whole poly relationship up? maybe go mono

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>>6787853
Lol famm I stopped listening to the shins ages ago

Now I just listen to noisy garbage all day

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>>6787844
Buuut that would be lying. Havent seen or talked to him for years.

>>6787847
I aam but we lack eucatrees here :c not easy for a koala, also we dont rly have soup lines or what those aare, just places that give something like cheap pasta and bread.

>>6787850
>>6787852
W-well I just woke up to a dream where I was uuheh doing things like that to a friend, maybe its a sign. Im pretty ugly though and even if i got lucky i got no experience :7

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>>6787875
Kaykay

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>>6787872
Last warning, don't steal my screen name. I'm the real one, here's my pic.

>>6787880
>masculine drugs
fitting for a tranny

>>6787872
Hehe

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>>6787884

>>6787878
No, not physically. I don't think I want to do acid anymore. I have 1 more tab but I'm giving it to my friend.

>>6787879
I took about 500ug. It was to much for a first time. Shit wasn't so fun.
It didn't ruin it though, just feels different. Not the feeling I want right now.

>>6787884
Seems legit

>really hungry
>cooking chicken
THIS WILL TAKE FOREVERRRRRR
>>6787873
Ha, sorry. There's like two bands named orchid and two albums named orchid etc. Just a lottta orchid.
This is ok. It doesn't really remind me of gaza at all though.
>>6787880
Told you it was a phase

>>6787890
i think

>>6787884
I love you oryx

>>6787878

I've read that after taking it, your tolerance is so high that it basically won't affect you for at least a few days, maybe a week or longer.

>>6787838
uh no dxm will fuck u up if you're an escapist

>>6787846
the full-body earth-shattering orgasm, of course

>>6787864
ok sorry i had my fun im gonna hit on you as anon now

>>6787894

Yeah they're not really that similar beyond SCREAMING and GUITARS, I just got into them around the same time

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l i c c snek

Whoops i ended cutting my whole face and body. How am i gonna talk my way outta this one??

>>6787884
>>6787889
>tfw dont want to post my face to prove it's not me cuz I'm basically as cringey as pic

>>6787899
How long must you be on hrt to achieve this?

>>6787899
dxms great sucks for yall who cant have a good time on it
shit turns me into a 6yo little girl
rolling around on the floor laughing hysterically n shit

>>6787894
Kek you were right all along. I wish I could move all my music from Spotify to apple music easily because I spent like a year building up a good library on it but I'm way too lazy to do it manually. What's your preferred streaming app or do you just pirate?

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>>6787906
Heh..

>>6787902
Hehe, ok sure

>>6787908
I don't know. I think it was maybe 4-6 months for me?

>>6787909
uhhh that's exactly what I'm talking about, you will like it and it will fuck you up

people have good times on heroin too lol...

>>6787570

Group 3

>>6787910
Since i dont have an mp3 player right now, i use spotify for mobile.
But typically i use what.cd to torrent.

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>>6787861
i wish my face was that narrow....

>>6787890
pretty sure 100ug is a normal dose for first time and 300+ is only for more experienced folks, why did you take so much? ur meant to cut the tab in half if its too many ugs

>>6787899
???? elaborate????
i thought it may help me on friday when i have my neurology appointment because they might be telling me whether my hypotonia is likely to be progressive and its scary

>>6787912
sorry!!! and no im not that robin guy or w/e

>>6787916

I'm an Elite on WCD :>

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>>6787913
Quid. <3

>>6787913
> it will fuck you up
how
i havent done dxm in months after doing it multiple times with 1-3 month breaks in between
im fine
>people have good times on heroin too
yeah especially the people who know how to do hard drugs without becoming crackheads

>>6787917
Jesus just stop

>>6787692
>stimulate the head like it's a clitoris
also elaborate on this, I know how to stimulate dicks a lot better

>>6787917
My friend started me off on 250 and I spent about 6 hours crying on the floor trying to get out of my own head, but kept falling deeper.
It was just this infinite freefall.

>>6787916
Oh I see. You have a subscription? Spotify for mobile is literal asshole. I Def recommend apple music. I have a family plan so maybe I could add you to mine.

That feel when your face is a bloody mess because your skin is so pale that even though you shave till its baby smooth you still have hair visible beneath skin so you just keep shaving and shaving and you have like two pimples which get shaved and they bleed a lot and everything hurts and also why even live.

>>6787921
what do you think about quid

>>6787925
>without being crackheads

:^)

>>6787917
It was a week of fuck it lets go hard.
A few days later, I took like a point and half of molly... snorted...

At some point... I think before the molly... I got really fucking high off a 30mg edible drink that I brought with me and then I took like 2 huge bong rips. Filled the chamber and cleared.
I got so fucked up and at some point my gf grabbed me and we fucked.

But I don't know when that was... but... molly is good shit.
I got hit so fucking hard with it that I puked and started at the sky for 30 minutes. And then everything just felt good.

Idk. It was a weird week.

>>6787930
see thing is those sorts of sensations I really enjoy
same on ketamine, feeling reality being sucked away from me and being away from the terrors of reality is fucking awesome

>>6787931
I dont use itunes or apple products. And i dont pay for spotify. I dont need music on the go very often.

>>6787917
That face isn't narrow, it's just too long too look square.

>>6787913
Sick

>>6787933
I like quid. ^=^

>>6787941
me too

>>6787917
Are you that Edgar guy?

>>6787935
okay that sounds cool at least

in klike weed weede

it effects me really strongfulyl

>>6787934
yeah
you can smoke crack and not be that nigger on the corner stealing power from a local business outlet to listen to DMX (yes i saw this happening on the way home from work)

>>6787932
You're supposed to use a cloth with hot water to open up your pores and bring the hairs out more, then shave with a good shaving cream like neutrogena and a 5 blade razor.
I don't leave any visible hairs when I shave.

>>6787942
Quid likes me more than you.

>>6787943
yes

>>6787937
It was awful.

>>6787938
Soundcloud and YouTube are infinitely better

>>6787941
why

>>6787911
Thnx

>>6787949
theres no need to fight

>>6787917
>i wish my face was that narrow....
Srsly? Despite the fact that the only reason I know who you are is the fact that youre a meme in other boards you actually are very pretty. Your broader features make you look way more fem

>>6787938
Oh ok. Well apple music is different from iTunes fampai, it's essentially just a better version of spotify. You can use it on android but I understand you don't need it so I won't shill it.

>>6787917
i dunno

i mean i guess

have you ever done it before though? i wouldn't want to be tripping at a doctors appointment on something unfamiliar

>>6787921
Chara! <3

>>6787925
obviously that's not what I'm talking about

and maybe you're some magician or something but I've never seen anyone do heroin more than once, maybe twice, without fucking themselves over.

>>6787929
Hold the shaft back, up against your stomach. Massage it and shit. Just look it up, how to stimulate your girlfriend's clit or whatever.

>>6787940
what is?

>>6787941
>>6787942
<3

>>6787949
don't be mean >:(

>>6787956
i like you very much

>>6787957
youre talking to a scat fetishist that stalks camgirls
>>6787943
yes he is

>>6787951
I use youtube for easy playlists sometimes
>>6787959
Yea. You damn shiller
Heh. I'm watching a docunentary about gaza and a dude referred to their currency as shekels. I had no idea someone in the world was actually using shekels.

>>6787919
Lol, its fine. I was just kidding ;)

>>6787944
The acid wasn't cool, the rest of the week was though.

We checked out some cool shit and went to some of Kaylee's childhood memories. Visited some of her family. After the acid, when we we're alone together, it was super chill and super cool.