>10 years of fapping to gay/trap porn, sexting and camming with guys, browsing craigslist ads
>0 physical gay experiences
Zero regrets desu, gay feelings subside after I release
why are you posting on a gay board
Just browsing the ads? Like as a hobby? What do you get from it?
>>6758938
Gets me hot to look at what's around
>>6759014
Go get some and leave when the gay feelings subside.
>>6758866
Are you me? Sometimes I just have insane urges to get fucked and suck cock and get filled like a sissy slut and as soon as I cum it completely disappears and I'm straight again. I know if I actually went through with any of these urges I'd be disgusted as soon as I came and I only have one of my 'gay days' like once every 2 weeks.
It confuses the fuck out of me but I also quite like it. Although I don't understand why I'm not attracted in any way to men 95% of the time and why it's so strong the other 5%.
When i cum i stop wanting to have sex too but i am still a faggot and that's fine?
when straight people cum they don't stop being straight you fucking idiots
>>6759046
I'm still dom on my "gay days" 99% of the time. Usually involves jerking off with another guy, preferably sissy.
Once a year though I'll have a slut day where I'll show off my ass and sub on cam for a masc dude.
Weird how it suddenly comes on and disappears right when i start to cum.
Fun though, I'm not complaining.
>>6759082
It's more than that, it's complete disgust and revulsiom to what was so attractive minutes prior.
When sex with a girl is over, i simply lose interest but am in no ways distraught by it.
>>6759109
you are faggot who hates faggots, it's very common and not special
Same.
I love the gay fantasy, but the reality is just too gross for me. 80% of my faps are to gay/trap porn, but I've literally never been attracted to another guy in person in my whole life.
>>6759985
What attracts you to the fantasy (and what do you mean by fantasy?) and what do you find gross about the real thing (is it lisps or poop?)
Op. Ditto, no regrets and my wallet is fat
>>6762666
>What attracts you to the fantasy
Dicks, getting fucked, fucking cute guys, having a cute bf.
>what do you find gross about the real thing
Real life guys are never that cute, so there's no one to project those fantasies onto.