>on hormones >never feel like fapping or having sex >have

just kill yourself. you'll always be just a mentally ill faker.

>>6756839

Didn't feel sexually frustrated and in need of a partner before, now I do. Hoping my titties will grow larger. Hating my face and body.

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hey this is me
>used to fap once or twice a day, crazy sex drive
>now i dont fap ever, only occasionally masturbate anally but most nights not in the mood
>used to dream and fantasize about guys fucking me
>now just want a guy who will actually care about me and cuddle me (he can fuck me too if he wants)

used to fap multiple times a day tambien.

now fap maybe once or twice a week..... but now it's to gay porn only. preferably muscley bara dudes barebacking eachother.... cant keep it up for girls anymore. cant finish. dammit i tried too. took a few for the team. multiple hour fuck sessions with 7/10 qt3.14 grills. never can finish. always tell them it's ok / not their fault / it's the meds. meanwhile go home and fap furiously to fags. done in 5min tops.

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Samefagging to actually talk about some trans experiences
>go out in girl mode for second time ever
>feeling super confident, about to go clothes shopping
>taking selfies at the bus stop
>bus driver calls me miss
>feeling super good and confident
>bus arrives at the mall, caught with the terrifying realization that i have to pee
>never used a girl's bathroom before, too femme to use the guys
>walk in there timidly once with a bunch of guys standing outside, no one says anything though
>bunch of girls in there, start hyperventilating, wash my hands and get out
>still have to pee, so wait about 5 minutes and go back in there
>walk to the last stall, trying to relax, wondering if i'll still be outed
>"how do girls even sound like when they pee?"
>face no issues thankfully
>go to H and M and grab a bunch of girl clothes to try on
>guy is hitting on me as he takes me to my dressing room, i don't reply only because i hate my voice
>feel really good in some clothes, a dysphoric shit in others
>leave with my stuff, a couple preteen girls bump into me
>"excuse me, sir"
>"sir...""sir...""sir.." is running through my head
>i begin to have a mini panic attack in the middle of the store
>looking around at all the preppy chicks, realize i dont belong my here
>buy my jeggings (they were cute) and gtfo
>get gendered correctly at hot topic
>next go to the bookstore to pic up textbooks
>first guy i see refers to me as a guy
>everyone else thereafter a girl

god its been a confusing day

>>6759412
Mentally ill fake? I think you're the mentally ill fake around here. You, comparing yourself to me? Hah! You're not even good enough to be my fake.

>>6759622

Why do I feel like this should remind me of a game or anime?

>>6759622
I love sa2b but I hate lgtbqa people. Don't try to be my friend.

>>6759904
sa2b?

>>6759904
Fuck! That's it
I loved that game
>>6759635

>>6759613
I feel it, I'm at 10 months and get gendered correctly like 90% of the time but it still feels like shit when that 10% blurts out "sir". Makes me think everyone else is just being polite.

>>6759635
Reminds me of sonic and shadow dialog in sonic adventure 2

i've never masturbated in my entire life, im a tranny. is that bad

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>hormones for a month
>start lactating
>think nothing of it, expect it to go away
>hormones for four months
>lactating like crazy
>talk to doc scared it's like breast cancer or something
>turns out I have some kind of freak medical thing called 'false pregnancy'
>stop taking hormones for a while
>lactating and all other side effects still don't stop, in fact lactating gets worse
>go back to doc to check if something is up
>nothing again
>say fuck it and start hormones again
>have to pump milk out of my tits at least once ever 2 or 3 days or they swell up and it gets excruciating
>literally no way to tell how long this'll last

I am the most special of all snowflakes

>>6768505
i am insanely jealous of you

>>6768505
i bet you could make a lot of money, lactating trannies seems like very small niche

>>6768505
Prolactinoma

>>6768519
I don't think you would be if you experienced this honestly.

>>6768522
Is there really a market for that?

>>6768538
We specifically checked for that actually, no go.

>>6768548
definitely a market for that. spend a few days posting links on fetish boards for a myfreecams account and see for urself

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>>6768505
If I was your sex partner, would you let me drink the milk out of your breasts?

>>6768522
This. I would pay handsomely for a bottle of that milk.

>>6768797
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damn thats some kinky ass shit fampie, do you mind explaining to me how you found yourself drawn to trannies that produce boobie milk?

>>6768825
Not just trannies, I'm kind of ashamed to admit it, but I've bought lots of human breast milk before. The most I paid was a pregnant Japanese woman $100 for 1 pint of milk. It was really rich and tangy. I can actually kind of tell what someones diet is from the taste of their milk. But I've never tasted milk from a tranny though. It's not really a kink, I just feel like it makes me stronger and it taste better. Besides, ever since I was a kid I would go through a gallon of cows milk every 2 or 3 days. Milk is my absolute favorite thing to drink.

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I don't understand my own sexuality.

>Like it A LOT when guys flirt with me.
>Sometimes get turned on by female butts and have impulse to put my member in there.
>Hate hate hate it when women are flirtatious. Ecchi shows are unbearable.
>Have never touched myself while looking at guys. Not even once.
>Guys are cute af and women are suspicious

Do I like men, or do I like women? Is my sexuality visual like that of a man or mental like that of a woman? Do I have any complexes that complicates everything? Probably a schizophrenic mix of all of them.

>>6768849
eh it's definitely a bit quirky but i don't see any real harm in it so whatever floats your goat :). i just assumed it was a kink cause of the meme jpg.

>>6768873
Why don't you just be bi?

>>6768891
That would imply that I liked to flirt with both sexes, look at pictures of both sexes and think both sexes are cute.

>>6768490
I tried to do this but teenage hormones won out in the end. I feel like having experience with touching my penis makes me less female.

>>6768505
i am not jealous of you
enjoy your adenoma and multiple pituitary gland tumors

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>>6756839
>2 years HRT
>Still masturbate twice a day
>Now I'm into guys too
>Get horny thoughts a lot
>Hormones made me a lot louder in bed
>Decent waist to hip ratio

Could be worse

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>>6762388
fuck i hate how much i agree with that. the rare times i'm gendered as male i think people are just being honest, and everytime female i think people are just being nice to spare my feelings. i hate going outside

>have cis gf
>after hrt I don't really care about her vagina and just want her to peg me

>get called 'lady' at work by a customer
>lift head up from my paper work
>"Oh god I'm so sorry I called you a lady I couldn't see your face I'm sorry!"

>dad keeps giving me shit about how I need to wear a bra and always calls me a "dude with boobs"

>endocrinologist and GP keep trying to motivate me to start presenting as female in public but I don't because I'd look like a freak and I don't want to lose my job and have no money for electrolysis

Being trans is suffering

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before hormones
>no sex drive
>asexual
>sometimes annoying random erections
>occasionally going through a rollercoaster of horniness that last short
>romantically attracted to women

now
>high sex drive
>erections only when aroused and even then I have to come up with some elaborate fantasy scenario first to have a full erection
>multiple orgasm meme is real
>have more "questionable" fetishes
>both sexually and romantically attracted to men (and dogs)

>>6770639
how do you achieve multiple orgasms? legit question. masturbation does feel different for me, like when i cum i get a tingly sensation all over like 30 seconds, but then i cant continue at all. and i can also only achieve that kind of pleasure like once every two weeks or so

>>6768797
I don't see why I wouldn't. I just dump the milk in the sink usually.

>>6768849
I've tasted it before, mine's really sweet and it comes out warm thick and creamy. Now I'm kinda curious how it compares to a cis girl. Also I feel disgusting just for typing this out, kill me pls

>>6756839
That actually sounds nice. I'm disgusted by my own sexual thoughts desu.

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>>6770720
i was too. im actually super glad mones killed my sex drive

>>6770690
It's different from cumming altogether. I have noticed that I no longer have orgasms from cumming alone and that they somehow diverted. It's kinda hard to explain but my benis orgasms are really lackluster now but if I play with my nipples and/or butt while focusing on some rudimentary fantasy in my head then it doesn't take much longer until I am whimpering convulsing mess and my thing is leaking precum like crazy.
My personal record is 5 orgasms in a row.

>>6770744
diverged*
Sorry.

>>6759622

HOLY SHIT THAT'S MY JAM.

BE MY WAIFU.

>>6770744
>I have noticed that I no longer have orgasms from cumming alone and that they somehow diverted.
If this is true, thank you. I was beginning to think my transition went wrong and that I had become anorgasmic.

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>>6756839
>not on hormones
>never feel like fapping
>gap once a week to stop myself getting distracted
>never wet dreamed
>18 y/o

>>6768505

I thought false pregnancy led to swelling of the abdomen (with gas, if I recall)?