/mtfg/ Trans Gril General

Thank you shy I love yr dragons :3

yay shy didnt fuck it up again!

>>6712012
You won't get too many opportunities so savor them anon

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Dragon in drag
What is yr substance?

>>6712014
What an adorable dragon!

Reply from last thread: >>6712018

xth for tfw we're all just boys

Pally a slut, SLUT!

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Even garchomp gets sad too

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>>6711990
What would it being cute mattwr if other people arent watching?
>>6711992
I guess not having the popularity I do allows you more freedom to follow your heart. Maybe i should become an anon again, but at this point people would spot me.
>>6712018
Thank you, it means a lot to me

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>that feel when can't trans but want to trans

Guess I'm just a dirty crossdresser for now.

>>6712032
>can't trans

why not?

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>throw a curveball at an Eevee
>capture it
>no curveball bonus
>no bonus at all
>mfw

also tetra is the best but you all know that already

>>6712028
I haven't had sex in like 6 years. I'm 24.
o/////o

>>6712032
Why can't you? I can't tell if yr sincere about yr plans with the military either..

when i was a kid i would used to wish that i would become a dragon so maybe I'm otherkin instead of trans and my dysphoria isn't just about being amab it's about being a human in general

>>6712032
I'd send you my leftover DIY mones if I could.

>>6712037
>having sex
ayy lmao

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>told feminist cis girl on my Twitter who won't stop messaging me about the objectification and oppression of trans women that I enjoy being objectified
>she flips out and tells me I really don't
>tell her to stop kink shaming me and trying to dictate a trans woman's life from a privileged cis position
>she has like some weird emotional crisis in my inbox and makes some really weird tweets, then blocks me
For the record, I don't actually believe in any of that shit. But anyways, how are your nights going?

tfw you just want validation, but only trolls reply.

Well fuck I forgot my laundry in the washing machine and Im not sure if putting it in the dryer woukd wake up the neighbors

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>>6712036
Do you or angie or anyone wanna play showdown with me?

>>6712037
sup bae~

>>6712047
its only like 10:30 there right
just do it

>>6712039
that's deep
>>6712044
And a real hero :P
I like that story.
>>6712045
What's invalid here my dude?

>>6712047
it wont
and who cares about the neighbors anyways

>>6712034
I keep retelling everyone this lol. I'm joining the Navy, they don't kick out trans people, but they also have reservations about hiring them as well. Apparently Faye got them to pay for her mones, so that's a potential plus.

Also, I have a cute little pet ant rn. He must have hitched a ride on my backpack, but I caught him crawling around on my nipple.

>>6712044
>disagreeing with SJWs while being more oppressed than them
clearly just internalized transphobia

I'm sitting in my yard waiting to be abducted by ayyys.

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What's /mtfg/'s favourite video game of all time?

>>6712062
ur mom

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>>6712048
i'm actually shit at straight up pokemon battles, although it's partially due to a lack of exposure... i hope...

>>6712062
super
smash
brothers
MELEE

>>6712062
spelunker or pokemon or shadow of the colossus

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>>6712030
>I guess not having the popularity I do allows you more freedom to follow your heart.
Maybe in theory but in practice I'm still alone and devoid of opportunities and joys in my life lol.
>Maybe i should become an anon again
No point. I wish I was popular as well but can't change my looks to be more appealing to please this appearance-based meritocracy :P

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>>6712047
laundry happens, who gives a fuck

>>6712065
I can make you a competitively viable (somewhat) team of yr favorite mons if you'd like. And I can teach you too :D

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>>6712052
>>6712056
A delerious half awake kari gave me the mhms and uhuhs that i needed, my clothes are now drying
If I can i think im gonna wear my red striped dress tomorrow since thats in the washing dryer and I wanna try it out!
>>6712062
CUM HISTORIA

>>6712045
Your existence means something. <3
>>6712038
I swore my Oath already, signed my contract. Im in already.
>>6712050 hi.
>>6712062
Ugh so many games... Dragon Age:Origins, Transistor, Dark Souls and Xenoblade are all uo there. I put like 700 hours into skyrim, kill me it sucks.

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>>6712061
>mfw I've actually done an alien abduction BDSM scene with my girlfriend
>mfw she probed me
She put black sheets on everything, replaced the ceiling light's bulbs with purple and blue ones, and dressed up in like a one piece swimsuit and face paint. I highly recommend doing this; it was a lot of fun. Going to ask her if she can do it again on my birthday.

>>6712077
marry me

>>6712062
New Vegas, definitely.

>>6712063
shit taste anon

>>6712069
pokemon was fun desu

>>6712076
never played Ace Combat, how is it?

>>6712077
I never played any of those, except Skyrim

Literally allergic to every AA, if this isnt my body telling me im not tru trans and shouldnt transition I dont know what is.

>>6712077
But are you planning on entering manhood to an extreme? You could do as faye does.. I hope you take hrt soon.

>>6712078
That's fucking hilarious and awesome. I've never done any sexual roleplaying to speak of but I want to do that.
>>6712083
I find Fallout kinda boring. what's the appeal?

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>>6712085
cut yr balls off

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>>6712072
Sorry Puru. I hope people will pay attention to you soon.

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>>6712044
hell yeah

>>6712074
i might just actually be complete shit at pokemon in a meta sense

i understand functions and game mechanics and stuff, but in the context of pokemon i mostly just operate on an art basis

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>>6712014
May i have 1 vagina please. ^_^

>>6712088
Too late for that now.

>>6712087
I have a borderline autistic obsession with replaying it and trying to collect every item in the game. I wish I was joking.

>>6712078
LMAO would do desu

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>>6712086
>tfw manhood in the extreme

>>6712085
even lupron?

>>6712094
You just want to fit more dicks in you.

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>>6712094
no

>>6712101
Couldnt afford it, I could probably get it now but too old.

>>6712100
same

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When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state
And trouble deal heaven with my bootless cries
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,
Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.

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>>6712062
Probs dark souls stuff. I mostly play competitive multiplayers but I don't think well balanced PvP mechanics make for a 'favorite' game.

>>6712090
Doubt it but thanks. I hope you're enjoying your trip!

>>6712076
put on karis panties

>>6712078
Oh god, roleplay. Like, that's a slippery slope for me. I've played way too much CoC to start now. -_-
>>6712086
No way, I plan on being as I am now until I can start the mones. I'm a pretty girly dude I guess. I still get called miss/ma'am sometimes. It happened way more in high school.
>>6712084
DA:O has some of the best writing/characters in any game all time. Xenoblade is mechanicaly great, very fun and like 200 hours long before new game plus. Sounds daunting but the soundtrack is amazing and is a blast.

Transistor is like 5 hours long and in my top 5. So what you are doing now and go play it. It's... a perfect game. Not a single aspect could be improved on. It's not necessarily the most fun game ever made, but as a work of art it is PERFECT. >>6712100
Good butte. :)

>>6712076
u 2 r really cute living together pls be good to kari shes an angel

>>6712100
Yr awesome faye
>>6712095
why?
>>6712093
I appreciate that. That's my favorite part about pokemon desu. I understand not wanting to pick up a new thing though

>>6712113
I guess I should mention I have 5000 hours in league of legends at this point.

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I have just enough on my card to buy this and I want it.
y/n?

>>6712055
nothings invalid. I guess the hormones just take too long.

>>6712106
home orchi?

>>6712117

Well I finally snapped and was going to do it last month with scissors then calcium chloride injection but then I got offered a Gnhr instead.

Honestly I should have cut them off 4 years ago at 19/20 instead of wasting all this time trying to self med and ending up in hospital so many times.

>>6712121
I don't like it much but if you do you should

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>>6712103
Who doesn't?

>>6712105
Yes. ^_^

>>6712109
do you like poetry juni? I feel like i see you post in poetry form or post poems a lot

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have a good night everyone!

>>6712121
if you like it then get it

>>6712128
I need a cute slate grey hoodie to go with it, but yeah I want it.

>>6712124
No ill wait for the goserelin ive been offered in two weeks or less hopefully if things work out, cant take anything for the testosterone flare though so im dreading that.

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>>6712133
Goodnight :)

>>6712127
this is confusing.. I'm sorry
>>6712124
I'm like 70% sure I'm gonna do a self orchi

>>6712121
Skip it. That money could be a pizza!

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>tfw ur a klutz and covered in bruises from walking into things or smacking your head on things

>>6712133
nini nimmyyy

>>6712140
I'm on a real diet and its working so no pizza for a while.

>>6712133
g'night nim you lovely :D
>>6712132
Only when it's to music hbu?

>>6712076
>red striped dress
send me pics please :3

>>6712141
>tfw you're a klutz that can't even remember normal shit

>>6712133
You said you were depressed earlier. Feel better! I felt like killing myself an hour ago. I honestly feel better now. You will too.

>>6712141
Want me to rub them softly till you're all better?

>>6712047
Honestly, you should probably wash that hammock twice anyways.

>>6712140
feeling good about your appearance is more important than pizza

>>6712139
dont forget the soldering iron to stop bleeding.

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>>6712112
I probably will. I dont have any of my own and I'll need them to wear my leggings.
>>6712116
I would never do anything to hurt kari. Id die for her sake. I love this woman dearly. Things just get tricky between us sometimes but things have always worked out. After all her and I are spending a week together having the time of our lives. Its like a dream I never want to wake up from. I want to spend eternity like this, just living every day having fun with her. I shouldn't be gushing but god this has been unbelievable.
Its just
Kari has changed my life
And helped me through so much
And I've spent so much time with her
And now im in the same room with her that id always see on a computer monitor
I fucking have kari right here
Asleep by my side
God i love her so much and i dont wanna go home
>>6712084
Its cheesy but a ton of fun

>>6712141
same, I have bruises on my bruises

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>>6712141
>Tfw your covered in bruises for other reasons.

>>6712111
Sucks to hear.

But I'm not taking a trip yet. Still not enough income, and I'm only mostly sure I can finagle insurance covering FFS in the new year.

>>6712155
are you ok?

>>6712151
I'm gonna do it for cybele :D

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>>6712152
Opps wrong pic thats me being a high dork alone in Karis car

>>6712133
Goodnight nim!

Hey /mtfg/.
Im a questioning trans girl, and im wondering; how do you feel dysphoria? Is it physical pain? Mental pain? I think I have dysphoria, which would explain some things. For me, its like a rock bottom self esteem. Any meds ive taken haven't worked.
Help

>>6712152
This is good. This is a cute good thing.

>>6712159
dawwwhhhh that's such a cute pic!!!

>>6712152
good
because she has a lot of cute ones~

>>6712139
K sorry im tired, for the last few years I tried normal AAs and was allergic, so I turned 24 was going to diy orchi and stopped just before I did it because I found a doctor who will offer a gnhr antagonist.

Ill probably be allergic to that as well knowing my luck.

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>>6712141
>tfw elanna can't ride bikes
>tfw tetra can't ride bikes either
>tfw you haven't ridden a bike in years

>>6712161
all pain is mental
dysphoria is more existential

>>6712159
Thought you were in the drivers seat and was thinking why were you driving high but then I realized Americans drive on the wrongside

>>6712155
:c
*hugs*

>>6712159
you should drive with the windows down and pull up next to someone blasting this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-V6Xm9nsm8

>>6712156
>insurance covering FFS
God I wish I had this sort of insurance system. I can't even get laser because it's so expensive. Good luck though!

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>>6712145
I will post the full outfit when I have it all together. I wanted to do white leggings with it but the ones I found were too see through so I got black.

>>6712166
>tfw your bike got stolen and never rode again

>>6712161
For me dysphoria was really bad mental pain and a constant feeling of something about me being absolutely wrong

>>6712155
>>6712157
Yeah, this. Are you okay? Because that's fucked up if you mean what I think you mean, and you should probably get help for that.

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whats up /mtfg/
how are u?
everything ok?
im pretty shittyyy and its about to get worse

>>6712161
Are you disgusted by yr masculine qualities? Honestly that's what it seems like most ppl here use to determine if you qualify as trutrans but I feel like genitals are disgusting no matter what. Vaginas slightly less so. Idk how to confirm trutransness. It's a mental infection.

>>6712177
>im pretty shittyyy and its about to get worse
whys it getting worse?

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guys why does it have to hurt so bad. everyday i wish i died in my sleep. i posted stuff here a while ago, it may sound retarded but i only realized im unpassable after being on HRT for a few months, prior i was in like disassociated state ,like i never really saw my own body. i was excited to be a girl but then it's like, oh huh, im simply unpassable. my face is fucked, this lil pic is actually a try hard angle. i would sacrifice anything to just become a cis guy or cis girl. imma be a statistic and there is nothing i couldve done about it. sorry for whining guys but i have no one else to whine at

>>6712177
Hi Smiles <3

>im pretty shittyyy and its about to get worse
Aw :c
What's happened?

>>6712165
oh. It's ok sweety pie. I hope you find a way to increase yr femininity.
>>6712173
what's normal? Grow yr hair out

>>6712173
I'm sure some tranny somewhere has gotten really into Hellenistic neopaganism and done crazy self surgery for Cybele.

>>6712161
dysphoria to me is like being in a man suit and the zipper is permanently stuck

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>>6712148
I'm sure they'll be ok, they'll just be replaced by more tomorrow anyways

>>6712154
Worst feel. I hate smacking something that i already smacked and got a bruise on it hurts like fuck.

>>6712166
I can ride a bike just fine. The problems start when I get off them.

>>6712155
;-;

>>6712144
oh dang i really love music :o

mostly avant folky stuff

>>6712177
I'm ok atm, what's wrong?

>>6712181
I've seen you around here.. Just keep going

>>6712181
You could pass if you grew your hair out and did your makeup. From that angle, the worst part of your face is your nose.

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>>6712157
>>6712168
>>6712176

I'm okay as i can be.
:)

>tfw im so agp i wrote a poem about neet trans girls
god why am i such a loser

>>6712161
It was a growing sense of alienation for most of my life.

Alienation from my body, from my social context, from my name, from my memory... I eventually wound up feeling completely outside myself just... giving orders for an automaton to follow, and numbing myself to my senses and emotions.

When I finally thought I could transition, and ultimately couldn't, it was like I grew a permanent knot in my stomach, chip on my shoulder, and just piles of anxiety, self-loathing, and isolation, despite all my seeming friends.

Now, it's a pronounced sorrow and disappointment with the difference between this me and the me I know I should be.

>>6712187
That last poem I posted was from coil's spoken word album.. You like current 93?

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fuck..... and there goes the power
bills yo

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>>6712162
Hm?
>>6712164
Reeeeeeee stop looking at my Kari's panties
>>6712163
Thank you, I have lots like it <3
>>6712167
Its the FREEDOM SIDE
>>6712169
We were actually gonna watch Straight Outta Compton tonight but then sex problems and Kari passed out

>>6712161
for me it was just this emptiness and numbness that I used to protect myself from bullying

I'm starting to question whether I'm even dysphoric at all. I can't even imagine what my life would be as a girl. I don't know how to confirm that it's not just overwhelming depression. It's starting to scare me.
I just know I hate being a boy. I want something else, but I don't know what I want.

>>6712198
<3 I ship this.

>>6712181
You can't just take hrt and magically start passing in most cases it takes effort. If that's your most recent pic grow you hair out and keep it super clean, shape your eyebrows, get on a skin care routine, and learn how to do makeup and how to dress.

>>6712161
To give a foil dysphoria for me add just feeling sorry and ugly all the time. I wanted to dress and present a certain way but couldn't because I was a man. I hate ask my masc qualities except my dick, which I am totally okay with. I would describe it as gender dysphoria not sex dysphoria if that makes sense. A lot of people call me AGP cause of that but do what you want, be who you want. Don't become someone else's idea of trans.

>>6712177
Troubles come in 3's for a lot of people. The pendulum swings back eventually

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>>6712186
now i'm scared to start biking again

>>6712192
Hm...
Stay safe :/

>>6712198
It's called the FAT side :3c

someone give me $50 to turn my power back on

>>6712166
>>6712175
>>6712178
>>6712185
>>6712194
All if these took the words out of my mouth.

Shit. Im trans.

>>6712197
shit iktf I'm sorry kayla. Why couldn't you make the payment with so many roomates?

>>6712198
i mean
its kind of hard to avoid
she kinda leaves them all over the floor

>>6712202
>3s
Depression
Moving >> University
Transitioning

I think I nailed it.

>>6712183
Im taking biotin, but I feel like it stopped growing.

>>6712184
the alter is my partner's for his Caribbean bruja. I don't think hes good enough to do an orchi tho

>>6712061
>>6712087
>>6712134
>>6712150

Reminder to all that Soap is the best person in this discussion.

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>>6712203
I'm actually unsure of how this relates to biking at all ;-;

>>6712210
Honestly idk how true it is but I think noticing patterns are therapeutic and realizing there's an end to the downfall makes it easier to spring back up.
>>6712211
Yr body cycles everything. You can try to synchronize or just keep taking it

>>6712196
omg I love coil and current 93! I haven't listened to either in a while though. I looked it up and i just got shakespear, i didn't realize coil used it

>>6712062
Half

Life

Mother

Fucking

2

Tied with Deus Ex.

>>6712214
Klutz's shouldn't bike

>>6712220
i like quid

I should sleep. Good night anons, thanks for the good vibes. I have a place to sleep tonight and I'm going to my grandparents later this month.

>>6712208
because they are always out with their gfs
i'm using data I should take some sleeping pills and lay out on my balcony.

night night ladies, its becoming so much nicer in these threads

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>>6712207
good luck

take anti-androgens before anything else, for about a month... cyproterone acetate is more effective than spiro but cypro isn't typically available in the US

keep going and self-med if you need to - the overarching apparatus of doctors and prescriptions is mostly to make sure that you're not overloading your liver or killing yourself with some random allergy to one of your medications

and secondarily to gatekeep because cis-gender people with no knowledge of your life or you as a person or the experience of trans people in general know intrinsically to keep you from blockers for 12 months or more for your own safety :^)

>>6712214
if the problems appear after leaving the bike, they began while on the bike

this is the wisdom of the bi cycle

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>>6712199
Kari and I will always be extremely close to each other. We both agree that no matter what happens in terms of dating we cant leave each other's lives. Neither of us could live with that. But, I dunno, her and I do belong together.
>>6712205
[Eagle scree]
>>6712209
Tru
I feel bad about the mess and I think Im gonna help her clean after my makeover.
Would you wanna do fondue tomorrow? Kari wanted me to ask but we were watching Austin Powers 2 so I forgot
Maybe you could hang out afterwards but I might wanna have some uhm, private time with her for... reasons ~
Idk yet

>>6712228
It'll be shit again tomorrow. :^) tonight was nice tho

>>6712220
I got stuck on the part where a satellite is shooting laser beams at you and I didn't know how to finish so I stopped playing and forgot about the game

>>6712221
I tell myself this, but I just bought a new road bike. t boning a car wasnt fun.

>>6712214
Tfw got hit by a rapevan and it's fucking my life up
>>6712218
coil's one of my favorites. I listen to them a lot. What else do you like?
>>6712227
sleep tight sweet soul sister

>>6712231
>Kari and I will always be extremely close to each other. We both agree that no matter what happens in terms of dating we cant leave each other's lives. Neither of us could live with that. But, I dunno, her and I do belong together.

thats cute. I used to say that about people who I don't talk to anymore.

>>6712231
[Koala Leaf Munch]
(cute btw)

>>6712228
You should live with me kayla please
Sleep on it ;)

>>6712230
Where can I find anti-andros? Preferably a physical shop I can go to, but if not id prefer discreet shipping.

>>6712231
you get plenty private time though, whens my private time, huh?

>>6712226
I like anon :3

>>6712233
You mean in Deus Ex I assume, right?

I haven't played that as much as Half-Life 2 (300 plus hours in HL2 lol) so I'm not sure what you mean, you should definitely give it another try though.

>>6712216
Well
1) Depression is making me confused about whether or not I'm actually dysphoric
2) Moving is easy, but university ends with me getting a job, which is scary as fuck, considering I'm a "worthless incompetent bitch", as stated by my ex-coworkers
3) dysphoria will never end because I started transition as someone who's actually somewhat transphobic, so I doubt I'll ever be happy with myself. Fuck me, right?

>>6712231
dawwh
>loneliness intensifies
>turns up music to block out all the sadness

>>6712241
pharmacies

>>6712243
have you ever played hl2 deathmatch?

>>6712161
intense disgusting and hatred of my body that makes me gag and leaves me indifferent to getting hurt in any way possible

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>:|

I hate facial hair. I'm really cute for like 8 hours then I become a nasty hon. FML.

Can't wait to get this shit lazered. I can literally start living full time the second I get rid of my hair. It's too painful to shave daily though. Ugh.

>>6712243
It was half-life 2
I could simply be describing the game wrong, I haven't played it in 2 years maybe

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>>6712230
>>6712221
I'm not a klutz while on a bike, I can ride just fine.
Apparently I drive like a cunt though

>>6712235
;-; you weren't killed at least though

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>Tfw everyone's sleeping now but I binged on caffeine and am gonna stay up all night
I hope nothing spooky happens

tfw you lewd and feel glowy for like 10 minutes

>>6712248
there's a bright side and a dark side to having blonde facial hair

good news: I can go all day without being disgusting. I just get dysphoric when I touch my face.
bad news: lazer is impossibre

>>6712251
what kinda bike do you ride?

>>6712237
You underestimate the extremely deep bond her and I share.
>>6712238
Ty!
>>6712242
Do you want us to put that collar on you and make you our little bitch?
Because that's not happening, she's mine.
>>6712244
Youll find someone Charlotte. Could even be someone who was there all along.

>>6712251
how come you're a klutz while walking tho and your driving, are you a road rager?

>>6712243
>300 plus hours in HL2
What the fuck do you even do in that game after 300 plus hours?

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>>6712244
Don't kill yourself.
:)

>>6712258
those two sentences together confuse me greatly v~v

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should i

>>6712248
yup me too
>>6712244
Yr coworkers sound dramatic. Dysphoria and depression end temporarily and you just need to accept yrself. It's hard. I wish I could.
>>6712251
lol i'm a cyborg now though. I drive like a cunt too :D

>>6712258
Grace <_> Don't get riled up by anons. Come on.

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Hey. I'm bored anyone wanna have a nice drama free conversation?

>>6712254
post butt?

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>>6712241
depends where you live and whether you have informed consent and how much money you have

>>6712251
yeah maybe on a bike path with no other riders :^)

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>>6712248
Same can't wait to get laser, my mustache still leaves a shadow even right after shaving

>>6712253
I'm still up because I'm broken and lost the ability to sleep at a reasonable hour :)

>>6712273
No safe zones here ya dyke

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>>6712257
Hybrid, it's comfy n stuff n junk

>>6712259
Idk I just walk into things, I'm dumb I guess idk.
Also, I'm an intense driver, I do tend to road rage, I'm aggressive and I speed like 95% of the time.

>>6712266
yes

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>>6712277
>dyke
Since when is liking both genders being a dyke?

>>6712273
Come eat watermelons with me!

>>6712276
I'll fix you qt
>>6712280
>both genders
why are you so close minded?
You look like a sinful gay woman. I was wright

>>6712278
Madwoman desu
Though who am I to judge, I lose concentration when driving and probably shouldn't be allowed near the wheel at all

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>>6712278
neat I had one for a bit, but it wasnt a good fit so I sold it. Still kinda miss it, but I bought this carbon fiber one now so Im happy.

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>>6712282
WHY?
WHEN?
WHERE?
HOW?

>>6712285
I'm a TURF cissy don't tell anyone

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>>6712280
fucking saved

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I can't remember if I took my pills tonight already. I'mma overdose it

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>>6712258
>Youll find someone Charlotte
I'm fated to suffer from the hedgehog's dilemma

>>6712264
i... uh... ok?
thanks for the advice, I guess.

>>6712267
my memory is shit because I'm a klutz, so one guy where I worked hated me. He was a prick anyway, so idgaf.
I hear cis people have a hard time accepting themselves, so I guess I'm in good company at least.

>>6712290
Careful Chara can fit a ton of food into those cheeks, shes deadly.

>>6712290
Anytime!

>>6712291
It's a bretty good pic. I saw someone post it here a while ago.

>>6712296
I'll be careful.

>>6712297
THAT ONLY ANSWERS ONE OF THOSE QUESTIONS!

>>6712249
I think you're either thinking of the helicopter throwing bombs, or the showoff at the Citadel.

Do you remember the spooky Halloween level Ravenholm?

>>6712260
I come up with new ways to get past stuff that nobody discovered before, just replay the game, replay the game with permadeath, replay the game on Hard with permadeath (haven't managed yet), replay the game with nothing but the crowbar except when necessary for scripted events, all sorts of things.

>>>6712266
>▶
>>>6712258
>>You underestimate the extremely deep bond her and I share.

>>6712266
holy crap why are you even asking do it do it now

>>6712197
kayla starting to look rly cute

>>6712288
woah I've never seen handlebars like that before. What are they called?
>>6712294
pricks exist..
>good company
I like to hide from them

>>6712296
have we confirmed that chara is actually an intelligent chipmunk?

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how do I convince my bf that we should get a dog? I really want a pit bull but he would never go for that.

>>6712302
yeah I remember spooky scary Ravenholm

>>6712274
i have some on my computer now. maybe i should post one..idk..im still working on my butt though..

>>6712302
quuiiiiiid you didnt answer me
have you played hl2 deathmatch?
its really fun...

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>>6712267
Cybooorg!

>>6712275
I ride on the road tho

>>6712287
Just Albertan tbqh, drivers in Edmonton are ridiculously aggressive. Just memorise where the speed traps are, watch out for cops and floor it :^)

>>6712288
I'm jelly of your handlebars, alternate hand positions seem comfy.

>>6712308
pit bulls are great. Poodles are my favorite by far. Get a smaller dog and let him pet it sometimes

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>>6712294
But if you do decide too i have many fun ways to do it!

>>6712296
I store it for winter.

>>6712301
FOR FUN.
ANY TIME.
GRAND RAPIDS.
CAR.

>>6712306
Chipmunks are cute!

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>>6712285
How do you plan to do that?

https://www.reddit.com/r/transadorable


I think I wnat to kill myself because I'm pretty sure I'm going to end up as gross as most of those t wrecked hons. Fuck my life.

>>6712303
im jelly

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>>6712317
But that's far and I'm lazy. + gingers can't go out in the sun

>>6712305
I may end up hiding in the future. My skin is starting to get really soft and I look kinda young in the ID I got. Not sure how it'll go over with people in the future.

>>6712317
>fun
I'm an ex-diver, so I'll probably just chuck something off a building
I'm not fond of pain desu.

>>6712319
>step 1: copy link
>step 2: cringe
>step 3: click the X button
>step 4: look at cute stuffed animals

>>6712208
>believing kayla
this can't be merc

>>6712325
>>believing kayla
not paying the electric bill sounds like something kayla would do...

>>6712312
pls

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>>6712319
OH GOD!
If I end up like that, I'm going to off myself

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>>6712318
I'll take you on a picnic through the woods into a meadow and we'll eat sushi and drink pinot grigio until the sun starts to set. I'll set up a tent and then you'll fall asleep comfortably and it'll start a new habit :P would you join me though?
>>6712317
cute stuff you're rich huh?

>>6712323
Awww.

>>6712324
That does not sound that fun.

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>>6712325
Juniper isn't merc, although I totally thought she was for a little bit

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This is how I looked for my first interview as a woman! :D

>>6712319
Im guessing youre already a hon?

>>6712305
>>6712314
drop in bars they existed in the early 90s for a second. not too sure what to think of them cause I dont spend any time down there and Im afraid too retape my bars cause thats a lot of tape

>>6712335
sheen?

>>6712288
are you chaser?

>>6712235
I'm really into Frank Pahl, Paavoharju, Hala Strana and Charalambides

On like... the non avant folk side of things though I like shugo tokumaru, oneohtrix point never and joanna newsom

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>>6712332
Kinda, its complicated.

>>6712319
This is the same ratio that we have though
>>6712325
I was merc today desu. dang. Now she's gone. Now it's just me.

>>6712332
Idk, sounds nice desu

>>6712335
ngl, you remind me of this ftm I met in the psych ward

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>>6712314
so stop riding into open car doors and telephone poles

>>6712331
I dont want a dog anymore.
>>6712342
there are no hons here. what are you talking about we all pass

>>6712314
Why are Albertans crazy then? Is it the lack of civilization?

>>6712335
my future desu

>>6712347
>we all pass
right, that's why we all post selfies

>>6712335
I'm the anon who posted the link originally to reddit. This picture is what stopped me in my tracks and sent me running back here to lie myself into a coma before I invariably commit suicide in the next few months after I realize HRT is a failure and my manish features keep growing worse and worse like fingernails on the inside of my fucking skin every day ugh i wanna die D:

I think it's probably a shit post. Right. RIGHT!?

(but then...why are they upvoting it Q_Q)

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holy crap hyrule warriors is amazing dude <3

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>>6712334
That was weird.. Idk why tf everyone though I was her. Then this anon keeps memeing around like their hot shit or sumfin
>>6712336
I like. I want to experiment with those. I just bought butterfly bars but I don't have money for bar tape atm :/
>>6712340
I know 1otrix and I love him but idk the rest. You patrician? You like simon finn?

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>>6712356
Hi korra.

>>6712355
that one that says "Good Morning [41 MTF]" honestly isnt that bad

ive seen older women with a similar facial structure

>>6712310
You must be at the Citadel showoff then. That part had me so fucking confused when I played through it first.

If you liked it enough to get that far I would really recommend giving it another playthrough sometime because you were close to the end. You were just missing the exit is all, you're not meant to complete any objective in that area, just survive.

>>6712313
Aaaaa sorry I'm high, I saw it and meant to reply and missed it when i actually opened up a reply box and got to replying, I'm glad you replied again or I would have missed it D:

I have never played, surprisingly! When I tried to launch it I couldn't get it to work for some arcane reason, but that was a long time ago and this is a totally different machine so it might work,

>>6712334
woops

>>6712327
>implying kayla isn't staying w family,
and mommy isn't literally within earshot

>>6712342
my bad

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>>6712356
>dude
triggered

>>6712359
what can i say /mu/ used to be my main board :p

I've actually never listened to simon finn but i've been meaning to listen to pass the distance for a while

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>>6712360
heya

>>6712343
It's just a dream for now..

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>>6712356
Im not a dude

>>6712362
you should play it
theres very few active servers, but its really fun
really fast paced, with really cool advanced techniques and stuff

>>6712363
stfu no yr dyslexic or retarded or both or yr joking and you suck too
>>6712367
me too but I just dabble in a lil bit of each genre.. it's a good one.

>>6712333
If I had my own place I'd ask you to come hangout, as long as you promise not to murder me.

>>6712362
I might but atm I'm playing other games

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>>6712346
Car doors are scary
Delete this

>>6712351
It's a mix of macho culture/guys in jacked up pickups, urban sprawl making speeding appealing to reach your destination, and rural drivers not knowing how to drive in the city.

>>6712359
Mercury has gone by Jupiter before.

>>6712336
Well they certainly look comfy. That's probably the first thing I'd consider modifying on my bike, the current handlebars are a bit uncomfortable after long rides. Retaping is a pain I take it?

>>6712361
I thought that was a fucking Kevin Durand shit post because I'm institutionalized 4chan

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me and kayla in our repression diapers

>>6712371
Oh well, it's a nice one at least.
(btw get on skype)

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>>6712377
Why does everyone think im a murderer?

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>>6712337
but my interview today wasn't my first in girlmode

>>6712351
>my future desu
its my present

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>>6712335
>as a woman

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>>6712380
Sounds like Australia then

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>>6712385
>tfw noone to stew and brew with

>>6712380
I know. I didn't think anything of it until the mass confusion started.. It's like kayla and kaylee being mixed up. I would be conversing with her too and someone would inquire why merc changed her trip to juniper like fuck dude

>>6712393
no, pls no, bad girl.

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ehhh dark souls time i wanna try a black knight halberd run

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>>6712346
>so stop riding into open car doors and telephone poles
its not easy. I totaled a mercedes once. My face peeled off into the fabric of the soft top. a great exfoliant
>>6712359
I was considering butterfly bars on my last bike, but never got them. How do you ride without tape? it seems like itd be rough on the arms. Maybe with my stem higher they would be useful. If Im that low, im going too fast to want to be so far from the brakes.
>>6712380
Do you have straight bars on yours? drops are kinda where its at. To tape these, Ill need more tape than is usually sold in a pack so itll just be pricier. Heres where Im riding next.

>>6712354
except you, which is real suspicious.

>>6712376
calm your autism newfag, and listen to elanna

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>>6712388
Intuition?

sometimes i worry that beepbeep is never gonna post her butt

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Ywn be a mama
mfw i get banned again by carol

>>6712399
I tried to play dark souls but I can't get into it. Does it get better?

>>6712376
>I just dabble in a lil bit of each genre
same but after finding all kinds of niche-y genres I feel I found a nice niche that just about always ends up being enjoyable to me. Like one day I'm gonna be that weird mysterious girl crooning while playing 12 tone serialism on a fiddle col legno

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>>6712152
>posts that make you want to kill yourself.

>>6712403
i aint usin em yet... I also have the h bar too. its comfy

>>6712407
That picture is kinda unsettling. I don't like kids anyway.

>>6712407
w-wait b-but I didn't ban you ;~;

>>6712407
on second thought, I'm glad I'm trans :|

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>>6712403
>except you, which is real suspicious.
no, I do from time to time.
maybe you're just paranoid

Not sure if male pattern baldness or just scars from an injury as a kid
Either way I'm killing myself I can't believe this

>>6712404
dude no

>>6712380
>It's a mix of macho culture/guys in jacked up pickups, urban sprawl making speeding appealing to reach your destination, and rural drivers not knowing how to drive in the city.

this is a post ravaged by autocorrect and apparitions of stat based ghosts

>>6712422
no, you're not. Stop talking like that.

>>6712409
you play?
>>6712415
yes you did cute lil puppy :3

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>>6712414
They do have the cutest skeletons though

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>>6712396
>bad girl
U gonna spank me?

>>6712403
Yeah I have straight bars. It seemed like a good option for someone who has only ever ridden mountain bikes, plus even if a road bike seemed nice I wanted to be able to carry cargo.

That looks like a really nice ride though, how long?

>>6712392
Probably. Do you have truck nuts there too?

>>6712424
Wat

>>6712430
yeah, we like our utes

>>6712428
i was too lazy to keep up with violin but i do play a bit of piano yeah

i really need to start kicking myself up the ass to practice and get talented at the things i like to do but haha depression.

>>6712428
n-no i-i didn't
>cute lil puppy
>//////////<

>>6712422
What's wrong? Are you ok?
I'm always on skype if you wanna talk, you know that.

>>6712422
you are really tough on yourself beepbeep

i bet it's just scars and i bet they arent even noticeable

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>>6712408
yeah but the beginning takes alot of set up to make the rest of the game bearable

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>>6712432
No no, I don't mean people who are nuts about trucks, I literally mean these.

>>6712423
you should be happy people are mistaking you for merc, but obviously you're just shite

stop making this thread it's stupid

>>6712439
They're called truck nuts.

>>6712430
Ill probably just do 20 miles and then camp and go back the next day. Its a lot of uphill on the way there.

>>6712413
those do seem comfy.

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>ywn give birth to the antichrist

>>6712439
nah, we got bumper stickers that say "Fuck off, we're full"

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>>6712414

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>>6712412
Mom please...

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Why do I have to exist
Most days I just do stuff to escape the sadness but it never works
My brother has major depression and I've seen what it can do and I wonder if one day I'll just end it
>>6712407
I like kids but this picture weirds me out desu

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>>6712446
:/
>>6712441
nah I'm great

I feel so disgusting..
I can never escape masculinity..