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Last thread: >>6680415
>>6681342
overwatch shipping edition?
Please don't ignore this.
>>6681332
>when i was 14 years old
>14 years old
>14 years old
>14 years old
>>6681366
>you people are always so dramatic
duh, because we're girls
>>6681342
what about a bf? what if u dont want a gf? :o
>>6681259
Ah the free jazz. I got loads of that
Free
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4GywiubpYHs
Free-er
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtiSA2RKDzc
Live on Venus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpN2jlbKJrc&index=2&list=PL402661A9F1945B0B
That's why I liked the rock you posted, I appreciate the avant-garde
>>6681369
a lot of people say they started transition at x time
when they're just socially transitioning without taking hormones
it's silly and susans mindset really
>>6681331
Wait, you're in AZ too?
>>6681356
>noelle
b-but noelle is a poop rapist from england IIRC
when did he move to america and acquire an american accent?
>>6681374
I'm not dramatic. Guess I'm not a girl then.
>>6681376
Then your ghey
>>6681363
Can do.
>>6681363
yes.
anyone have any fresh trans memes? i'm plumb out of new stuff
>>6681386
i can live with that :3 more dick for me!
>>6681380
yea you are right still i am shocked
not a lot of 14 year olds look like they are 30 to be honestly familiar tbhfam
>>6681363
Both Dva and tracer are straight, at least have the ships make sense
>>6681380
I started self-medding at 15... Wish that had led somewhere. Well, I guess it mitigated damage a bit and was good experience.
I got my hair cut by a friend and my mom just said she thinks my hair looks goofy now and that she doesn't like my bangs
:(
>>6681385
well what parts of being a girl do you feel then?
>>6681376
>implying you like cock
>implying you don't like fit masculine woman who want to protect you.
>>6681386
#shotsfired
#ferguson
#dallasshooting
>>6681389
Mercys only proper pairings are reinhardt and 76
>>6681399
Why didn't you kill yourself?
>>6681398
I had a butcher fuck my bangs up and my mom said the SAME thing. Now I wear the rest in a bun until my bangs grow back.
>>6681381
1 minute away from greenway and 29th yo
>>6681396
yes, pharmercy >>>> all overwatch ships.
>>6681376
The irony of someone named Korra axing this question.
Nth for mth life sux
>>6681369
>tfw you probs would have been fucked at14 too
>>6681379
Nice, I gotta listen to it when I get back from the laundromat.
>>6681405
because people irl have been calling me cute lately so I thought fuck it, I will have some pride in myself even though it sounds hon as fuck
daily reminder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kgUuLgKBac
#JAZZNATION
>>6681400
(im the fit girl tho) but i do like being protected by a qt. . .
>>6681408
Those are also straight and a dumb pairing.
Fuck forced yuri shitters
>>6681406
I think it's just that she's never seen me with bangs before and is still in denial about my transition
>>6681413
Retarded idea. It's not worth it and you know it.
tell me MTFG, what are your favorite dead memes?
Nama sensei
I really wish I could use "now THIS is pod racing!" more
>>6681409
korra had a bf before she had a gf bby
>>6681411
best. pic. ever
tbqh
>>6681396
>>6681395
well maybe they transitioned into a 14 year old
don't oppress xir's age transition
>>6681396
ships never make sense anon
>>6681397
i wish i had acted early on hormones
unfortunately crossdressers saying they're trans put me off on transitioning until it was already too late
>>6681337
This video is a friendly reminder that you will never be cis-tier if you started post-puberty
>>6681416
So you're just a buff nigger.
>>6681384
I love you and I'm proud of you for a few things desu. You'll feel better when I getcha my love
>>6681399
There's a certain drive and rational way of thinking have I have that is more masculine, but I also have a more sensitive side, especially when it comes to things of sexual nature.
Let's use the example of attraction as an example. I'm much more likely to be attracted to someone for their personality than their looks. Looks obviously play a factor but they're not the most important or even the top 5 most important things for me.
>>6681418
oh, like she genders your bangs? I have been there having parents in denial.
I used to have bangs when I was little so mom never thought it was feminine on me.
>>6681422
CowboyNeal.
>>6681429
Idk senpai
This is a cis woman...
>>6681366
You don't have to be constantly suicidal to be trans. Maybe you should try speaking with a therapist who specializes in gender stuff. I know this isn't always an option depending where you live though. The main thing to think about is would transition improve your life? When you look at HRT effects are those things you want?
>>6681422
nama sensei was great
>>6681407
Nice! I'm in Tempe for school.
>>6681356
>later on in that episode it's explained noelle only started blockers the month before that episode was filmed
I fucking hate TV.
>>6681356
>noelle looks kinda old to be hanging out with a 15 year old though
From what I can tell they just like having guest trannies on from time-to-time to get another point of view. After all, it's a pretty weak premise for a reality TV show. I imagine Noelle and Jazz are only casual acquaintances whose only thing in common is being trans.
My mom likes to bring up Jazz about once a month. I probably always seem irritated because it's never about an episode or whatever. Just her in general.
>>6681369
That's a pic of a 14 year old? I don't think I looked that bad at 20.
>>6681430
half nig nog but you got it champ i still have a ton of muscle to lose
>>6681439
I only recently realized this existed but it brought me so much nostalgia.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4_-YldDHJU
>>6681417
>implying mercy is not a raging lesbian.
>implying pharah is not bisexual.
>>6681432
lots of guys like women with personality though, its not always about looks. My real dad married a 4 and she is a genius and a retired surgeon so like they can actually talk and bond on a higher level than physical. So wanting a mate with personality is something both genders share.
What does your dysphoria feel like?
>>6681436
bottom half of the face looks like adam sandler
>>6681438
Well that's just it, isn't it? For some people it seems to work out great and for others not so much.
Why do i get sad and happy at times when i think about being/living as a girl?
>>6681445
And ideally your face
>tfw late twenties no gf foreveralone.jpg
>tfw your only hope for peace is death
>>6681436
didn't know baron cohen transitioned to a cis woman
where do i get a beta chaser to buy me steam games so more people can call me a shallow whore
>>6681453
just go to the psych units to pick up chicks like me :^)
>>6681447
>implying mercy is not a raging lesbian.
That's stupid, If there's one overwatch girl that's straight it's mercy
>>6681445
and how do you gain these muscle? i mean, that is imposible without any exercisse in your life.
>>6681457
/r9k/
>>6681452
eh still have a few years to go, so maybe ive only started 7 months ago usually thr first year and few months are the roughest by the 2 year mark it helps the face area a bunch
not quite out of the game just yet still have a ways to go!
>>6681431
the last few days have been hard
I can't stop feeling lazy and worthless
I was doing so well at the beginning of July
The anger has been full force today
>>6681449
>>6681456
Shit...
Lol
>>6681459
>spend last 8 months in and out of hospitals/treatment programs
>no gf because you're a depressing monster
>>6681464
And you believe that?
>>6681448
I don't like looking in the mirror and going outside in general kind of makes me uncomfortable. That's about it.
I don't cry about it, and I don't cut myself over it. That's where my doubts lie.
now what music you playing rn mtfg?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4j3nCcMJfM
>>6681461
when i was trying to repress and live as a guy i lifted weights alot to battle the dysphoria and convince myself i wasnt some faggot tranny (it didn't help)
boyfriend bought me iced coffee and a pretzel.
CONTENT CHARA ACTIVATED
>>6681470
I've never hurt myself and I'm trutrans
>>6681472
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Am2RHF64js
>>6681473
>when i was trying to repress and live as a guy i lifted weights alot to battle the dysphoria and convince myself i wasnt some faggot tranny (it didn't help)
fucking SAME
you gotta starve that muscle off
>>6681475
>tfw no bf to buy me coffee and pretzels
>>6681475
i thought quid was your gf
>>6681477
god why can't I get that kinda music? I mean maybe it does mean im not a girl
>>6681469
yep yep i do. ive already made tons of progress compared to pre hrt and with makeup and girl clothes i pass like 90% of the time.
i really suck at taking pictures lol its not as bad as ur thinking this chart helps explain a few things
>>6681482
quid is her beta orbiter
Being this thirsty is gross and unattractive
>>6681475
i wish i had food
>>6681451
Anyone knows or has ideas?
>>6681487
I'm sure it's accurate and after 2 years you'll be sooo pretty
Tfw you hang out with one of the network (that Edie goes to) trannies
>>6681475
i thought I were dating quid :o
>>6681471
to be honest i don't have many quality images about this ship.
What's the most trutrans phone?
>>6681486
up your dosage
it's just personal preference
i liked that kinda music pre hrt
amirite
>>6681486
you listen to much better music than that
>>6681498
>>6681498
pink iphone
>>6681500
>up your dosage
I don't need spiro and I am still at 6mg of E a day.
I mean I like 90's girl singers but most the new ones I can't stand.
>>6681472
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIUZlzd37sI tbqh
>>6681460
believe me, medicine is full of lesbians.
also feminine =/= straight
>>6681489
Not properly turning someone down and ignoring them instead is incredibly rude.
>>6681472
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9QMo3FNugbg&index=41&list=PLMgEcDTEM5hdcRWaX_KDMobG9MsAmHCd3
>>6681465
You should be grateful for what you have. The last few days have been hard for the both of us it seems but we need to make the effort to get better.
>>6681481
Find one!
>>6681482
Kinda
>>6681488
lol
>>6681496
Kinda
>>6681515
How is Seattle?
I never been but would like to visit
>>6681512
Firstly, I don't owe anyone anything, thinking that way is some real m'lady-tier shit, and secondly, I never agreed to anything that would warrant turning a stranger down for a date
>>6681476
transtrender detected
>>6681517
oh gross. i had no idea u were poly
i'm starting to get that 'i wish i started younger' feel more and more and more and more and more and more these days ._.
>>6681517
Kinda
This honestly makes no sense to me
like how are you kinda dating somene and kinda not?
Just curious.
>>6681490
i wish i was food
>>6681528
Not rly nigguh
>>6681533
i started at 26 and i pass girl ur gunna be fine
>>6681530
I would not start with me, i could say far worse things too you.
:)
>>6681534
I don't know, i just do things.
>>6681526
nice
>>6681507
kiwi was joking you hopeless autist
>>6681542
the fucking link is wrong https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZUD7MN49L8
>>6681517
>post in another thread asking for a life partner in exchange for food
>guy in the UK offers me some money to go buy food
Am... Am I doing this right?
>>6681544
? im not starting anything
>ywn listen to trash and conscious hip hop with kayla
: (
>>6681544
>I could say far worse things to you
say bad things about me
im curious what you got
that is if you want to
also
do things?
well i suppose do you !!
>>6681542
I'm weird in that I have zero interest in lyrics. It's all about the instrumentals for me.
>>6681540
yeah this is interesting and ur welcome
>>6681522
It's pretty. Idk. It's progressive it seems. Some areas are better you know. Parts of Seattle and Redmond and what not try to infuse nature and parks into the city and it's beautiful. I think it's good for being a tranny here
>>6681549
is she trans
>Have to come into work on my day off to do a gap shift, someone is running way over and someone else is coming in in 4 hours
>Coworker comes into work with her boyfriend, her friend and her boyfriend
>They're wearing kind of whorish strapless dresses and the guys are dressed to the nines and look like formal cowboys (this is the south)
>Keep staring at coworkers friend's upper chest and shoulders
>It's so pale, white and flawless, like holy shit
>Realize coworkers' skin is really pretty too
>Feel like a leper the entire time taking their order
>She won't stop watching me make the food
>She can tell I'm in a shit mood and keeps apologizing for coming into work and ordering food, I have nothing to say
>Next coworker never showed up, my 4 hour shift turned into a 12 hour shift
>Can't calm down until 6 hours into it
I'm so thankful I work alone.
>>6681551
Yes.
>>6681556
That's good.
:)
>>6681559
No you're a friend.
>>6681549
>>6681542
try https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhyTw-1aieQ
>>6681546
Why are you so hateful and eager to hurt people? Are you really hurting that badly? Do you have anyone close to you right now?
>>6681572
im sad chara
>>6681488
chara is my omega orbiter, you mean
>>6681572
>didn't take his money
is this why I'm single?
>>6681580
worded* not worked
>>6681507
Kayla, did they let you keep your balls?
wait what am I talking about, I do like some girl music, this one is great https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58TBZnvyGwQ
>>6681582
Do you actually sleep Quid? I swear you're always posting
>>6681563
Sounds nice
I hate where I live
>>6681542
"brains and thought" isn't only just lyrics tho
like idk i prefer good production value over thoughtful lyrics but that's just my personal preference, i guess just because i can appreciate it more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uz_UfzFtbww
>>6681525
Okay, now I understand why people here typically hate you.
>>6681589
i'll orbit you, babe
>>6681594
Voluntarily or involuntarily?
>>6681592
The quirky typings are cool btw. Where do you live?
>>6681331
nice upper lip shadow
>>6681597
i gotcha. if poly works for someone and they're happy then good for them. its just not something i can ever do. u do u girly we're all just trying to live our lives :P (that being said i still think it's gross but w/e just a random nobody's pointless opinion)
>>6681596
Don't mind snape, he gets it from the stuck up trannies who act more like gay men than women.
>>6681589
let me guess its bad to gender music huh? I can't help but to assign gender to everything, its part of my problem
im talking to a cute guy online
halp
>>6681603
Knoxville, TN
>>6681608
So, is 4'33" agender or something?
>>6681383
robin is a cute girl now, no bully
>>6681610
congrats kit! :3
>>6681596
People from here don't hate me
>>6681607
I really fucked with people that wanted to date me just because im trans. Its really fun messing with them actually. Whats good is getting them going for days instead of a short conversation.
>>6681597
Tbh I secretly kinda want a poly relationship with some people >.<
I'd never be able actually have one though ;~;
>>6681613
no but women singers I thought were only for womens ears and pink was for girls and good grooming was for girls and that kinda shit
>>6681618
thanks !!
im trying hard not to mess it up ._.
Why is Charizard pronounced the way it is?
You'd think you'd pronounce it as if it rhymes with lizard, but instead the izard isn't pronounced like that.
>>6681614
>>6681613
as long as there are no gossipy bitches in the performance hall mirite
>>6681630
fuck you that's why
>>6681619
lol
>>6681631
If you're gonna samefag at least use reaction faces so we can't tell.
>>6681629
im sure you'll do fine don't be too nervous ^^
>>6681626
i do too
but smiles doesnt want that so its okay if i dont do that
I wish I could find a save file editor for emulated pokemans games that actually fucking works so I can transfer pokemans from my older games to the one I'm currently on and have my dream team all set up and ready to go
>>6681562
poly is pretty gross tho desu
>>6681630
If they wanted it to sound just like "lizard" they would've called it "Lizard".
jesus christ I really need to start wearing a bra
I never really wear one and my tits hurt so bad but im not really out out yet
my bones hurt
so much
uGH
>>6681645
if you wish
>>6681646
You don't understand
>>6681647
Wait how long have you been transitioning?
>>6681602
Kind of involuntary, mostly it's just that I had a ton of dishes to do but i also was up too late gaming
So pretty much my own fault
>>6681647
how can you say you're not out yet when you hang a huge transgender flag literally across an entire wall of your room
>>6681649
Are you sure?
You need to wear it for your health. It's not a cosmetic thing you know.
jesus
please don't call me a man
>>6681645
Why?
>>6681655
Does anyone outside of LGBT circles even know what that flag means?
>>6681652
1.5 years exactly
but how can I go out in boy mode wearing this under my guy shirts?
by the way its a non stuffed, non pushup balconette bra and I am already too big for it
>>6681654
gaming with whoooo? :)
>>6681664
Hi Red <3
How are you?
chara is a bad girl >>6681656
>>6681655
I wanna believe that isn't true but its way too likely.
>>6681668
>tfw boobs literally have not grown a single fucking nanometer in the last year and a half
>kayla has bigger boobs than me
kill me now
>>6681671
i just want to be left alone
y'all can be scary sometimes
>>6681668
What hrt are you on?
>>6681668
i want big boobies like kayla
>>6681672
I got bored okay.
>>6681672
but it is gay as fuck
>>6681685
hi there
>>6681690
yes
>>6681665
it's just not like real love is it. whenever i read about peoples poly relationships it just gets this vibe of like just a group of thirsty peeps who are really just FWB. like the connection between 3 people will never be as close as the bond between 2.
>>6681668
>but how can I go out in boy mode wearing this under my guy shirts?
This is the life you chose.
>>6681678
Yeah, I was pretty annoyed earlier desu :(
I'm pretty pissed desu at the way a lot of people are treated on here... its meant to be a place for trans people to feel safe...
I'm sorry :c
>>6681689
Zdravstvuyte.
:)
>tfw craving cute kayla cuddles
>>6681701
its literally not meant to be a place for trans people to feel safe
its 4chan
a place for trans people to feel safe is somethign like reddit
or transpeak
or susans mayb
>>6681688
>bait
Uhhhh there's like 10 comments in a thread today urging me to go kill myself and that I look like a man
y'all really make me scared sometimes
I don't think I'll post today
bye.
>>6681685
Tina...
>>6681654
That sounds about right, I know the feeling
>>6681700
>This is the life you chose.
I had no choice, it was this or painting the garage wall with my brains.
>>6681690
>You have to massage them for like 10 minutes 3 times a day.
Wait what
>>6681709
6mg a day or .5ml injections every ten days
>>6681710
:(
I'm sorry people are so mean to you Red... well, mean doesn't begin to cover it...
*hugs*
Bye
im gay
>>6681668
http://deploy.loveisover.me/foolfuuka/boards/lgbt/image/1469/03/1469033260283.jpg
they are not big
>>6681720
Hey did you ever do anything with that clay? I took a break right after I bought it for you
>when you think you're starting to look like a girl but then you realise you are completely fucked
>>6681722
me too
>>6681694
I believe you.
>>6681712
haha i thought i was the only one that made that connection. idk i find her edginess quirky
>>6681733
im gayer
>>6681732
iktf
im probably a fag
blogpost cut short by mom coming home to tell me she lost my prescriptions
https://clyp.it/tmjr2jum
>>6681724
>Were you in boymode?
if tight jeans, a peplum top, and black pumps are boymode then yes
>>6681747
i thought u only liked girls tho :o
>>6681748
Why are you talking so low?
>>6681748
How did she lose them so quickly lmao.
>>6681730
currently I've made 2 pipes that broke, I am getting a workbench soon and will be able to do actual work with it then. Then again I have spent like 3 weeks since you bought it for me in psych hospitals.
once I've got my workbench and it's a nice day out I'm going to make an engagement ring, except I'm gonna make like 10 of them because I'd be afraid it won't fit my girlfriend.
it's going to be a white band, with a flower on top made of ruby red petals, with a black sphere in the middle of the petals. I'll post pictures when the time comes around and I think I'm going to start an etsy so I can do a little bit of work from home.
>>6681342
just found out that my ex, which suddenly stopped having contact with me a few months ago without really breaking up had a facebook account. He told me he did not have any social media.
Also he had me blocked months before it got serious, so it turns out i was his side-chick all along.
Kinda shocked now, i can't even cry or anything... i feel used :(
anyway, whats up mtfg...
why do u like girls so much
>>6681753
men have low voices
>>6681756
wait wut. an engagement ring? for what?
>>6681759
tits
>>6681759
but i dont tho :<
>>6681756
Aww, sorry about the pipes. That sounds pretty cool though, glad you're enjoying it!
>>6681761
IDK MAN
WHAT COULD AN ENGAGEMENT RING BE FOR?
MAYBE I'LL USE IT AS A COCK RING WHO KNOWS
>>6681748
>https://clyp.it/tmjr2jum
god your guy voice sounds cute as fuuuuuuck
>>6681759
qt faces, voices, legs, curves and tits
>>6681769
isn't it a bit soon to get engaged? :s i mean it's great u found someone u wanna marry but whats the hurry?
>>6681755
she gave 3 prescriptions for a fda-controlled medication to a pharmacist to "hold" and when she went today to fill the prescription they didnt know what she was talking about
>>6681760
Hmm. You wanna skype?
>>6681778
it's not for right now it's for in like a month or two, christ.
also we love each other to death.
>>6681760
You know it's possible to be gender fluid. It's not the end of the world. But if you overall want to be more feminine more often then maybe hormones would be worth it.
>>6681752
well its really hard to like boys after my past bits
but i like girls more now because
well yeah
>>6681759
qt and nicer than guys
>>6681785
well good on u im not gunna rain on ur parade i wish u both lots of happiness together
>>6681748
though now after hearing you I can see you are having a serious change of heart, why?
>>6681779
RIP
>>6681725
TRAFFIC CONES
>>6681790
ah. i gotcha dw dw i was just curious didnt mean to pry into sensitive areas and such
plus u have like the qtest gf here so i can see why u wouldnt be interested in guys even without the other issues lol
>>6681748
Well if you want some form of a support group you could try visiting one of the ones at a local college so they'll be people closer to your own age at it I know that USF's trans support group is pretty nice and I've heard UT's is too but they're both quite a ways from Clearwater :/
I need a good media player with a UI where I can crop it and put it in the corner of a stream.
what do
I just noticed. We are taking hormones that can potentially fuck our body up and slice our bodies so that we don't fall into suicidal depression and off ourselves.
100% worth it.
>tfw you can never wear sleeveless because of big shoulders
why god why have you punished me so ;_;
>>6681822
u 2 are like my favorite couple here i really wanna see u both be happy one day and grow up to do great things
ull both always have at least one person rootin for ya
>>6681808
>tfw sad nap and you wake up feeling like you have even less energy and your head hurts even more
>>6681822
and in ur case i can understand the poly angle more since ldr is always difficult on both ppl sry i didnt mean to offend b4
>>6681807
windows media player
>>6681819
It's still a "what the fuck am I doing with my body" kind of thing.
>>6681780
im a little pensive for skype right now, sorry
>>6681786
seems like kind of a meme but maybe
i dont know anything about that kind of stuff
>>6681793
it's difficult to explain, i tried to in the clip but i guess i couldn't get my thoughts across coherently
>>6681797
that would require coming out to people i dont know
>>6681802
yeah dudes tend to sound like dudes, im not even attempting to sound like a woman in that clip
>>6681826
>tfw you can never wear hoodies nor skirts because you were born a (huge) male
>just want to wear a nice sleeveless top, tan capri pants, and cork wedges but too ugly to
>>6681849
why not hoodies tho
>>6681846
I had that thought but then said to myself I have nothing better to do with my body so why not?
>>6681854
because i dont want to be in boymode anymore
>>6681850
im too insecure to wear sleeveless stuff I always have to have something covering my shoulders and arms or I'll get clocked instantly lol
my cis girlfriends keep trying to get me to wear it but that's and obvious hugbox im like fuck no
>>6681808
What do you mean by slice?
>>6681826
>tfw you can't wear a sleeveless top because of edgy cutting scars left over on your arm
Fuckkk
>>6681844
nah i wasnt really *offended*
that doesnt happen to me
but yeah thanks korra !!
>>6681849
I think I can pull a skirt off but nothing much else sadly, my body is wide as shit
>>6681847
Yeah it would be too confusing and uncomfy for myself desu. However, if you feel more comfortable as a certain gender on different days, you should be able to express that.
>>6681845
I thought they got rid of it and replaced it with the retarded groove thing up until like five minute ago
BUT THE GODDAM THING WON'T SHOW UP ON MY FUCKIN STREAM WHEN i SELECT IT AS A WINDOW SOURCE
fuck it, https://www.twitch
.tv/amyvictoriia I'll just do it without a song scroller thing
i want a kayla in my bed
>>6681871
Grats, I wish I could as well.
>>6681864
FFS, SRS, etc.
>>6681871
looks nice
>>6681880
Gross.
This is probably Kayla tho.
>>6681880
not happening
>>6681889
what if its just to cuddle
bra checklist
>gives you quad boob
>band digs into your chest
>feels enormous
>makes your boobs look tiny
>is absurdly uncomfortable
pick a MINIMUM of 2
>>6681886
thanks, I got a new one but I doubt i will ever wear it outside
>>6681890
But they'll also be people who are unlikely to out you
>>6681896
iktf D:
>>6681896
you ever have doubts you made the wrong decision transitioning?
>>6681893
>makes your boobs look tiny
>gives you quad boob
Did I choose right?
>>6681896
love it you should wear it all the time
>>6681893
>is absurdly uncomfortable
>band digs into your chest
pretty much why I rarely wear one
BURN ALL BRAS 4 MUH FEMINISM!!!
how do I get a qt transgirl gf
>>6681909
>not a feminist
pls detrans
>>6681915
there's a difference between feminism and fucking feminazis.
>>6681913
Well if you find yourself in portland hmu we'll smoke and stuffs
>>6681904
that's pretty much the bra I'm wearing rn lol
>>6681913
hm
well im glad you made the right decision for yourself then
>>6681915
All I can say I like about feminism is don't try to sexually attack me, pay me what I earn, and don't treat me like i'm dumber than a guy, rest is nonsense.
>>6681930
well the wage gap is a myth
>>6681923
I don't know why you keep asking people to meet up when you ruin every relationship you have for no reason
Is it just so you can have them pay for your drugs?
Who are the hons who post here that you'd put money on killing themselves in the near future?
>>6681914
>be handsome or pretty and not fat
>don't be autistic
>don't treat her like a fetish object
>be nice and respectful of boundaries
>let her know u like her
>profit!!
>>6681930
>muh wage gap
>>6681927
Yeah it only took 3 years of repressing harder then I ever had because once I learned about transition being real I convinced myself it was nonsense or it wouldn't work on me. I was like the most anti trans poster for a long time, I even spammed gore before in trap threads out of jealousy. Self acceptance of being trans is a hard road for anyone over 20 years old to travel. I hope the answer comes to you sooner and easier than it came to me.
>>6681913
Nope I'm repressing harder now than before hrt. It's really hard for me to express my femininity because of how I was raised. I'm trying though. :/
>>6681937
kiwi
>>6681936
>another dumbass who thinks they know me
I'm probably giving anon too much credit and it's probably the samefag. The only people who actually became my friends that I cut off were amy gem and yume they can kill themselves. I'm still friends with portland anon and we hang out every now and then I'm meeting people tomorrow too so eat my ass thanks
>>6681945
>Nope I'm repressing harder now than before hrt. It's really hard for me to express my femininity because of how I was raised. I'm trying though. :/
holy shit me too, its like now its harder to drop my guard for some reason. I wish I could have friends to take me out and socialize and finally let myself be the real me I always feel ashamed of.
>>6681937
Korra without a doubt.
>>6681945
iktf so hard bb. i recommend getting some cis girls for friends mine really help alot with that type of stuff
>>6681937
Red
>>6681949
Oh, the others just were never your friends
I get it now, carry on
>>6681950
Yeah before I was presenting as a male who could act feminine without drawing suspicion. Now I have boobs and my face is getting femmy but I still have stubble and I'm big and I have no confidence even though there's tons of cringey transitioners around here. So yr first time outside presenting.. How did that go?
>>6681941
at what age did you end up getting started?
is there anything you'd tell yourself right before you started HRT if you could
>>6681957
Yeah I hung out with my friend yesterday. I couldn't out myself to her though even though she's fairly progressive. Idk..
>Breasts are getting bigger way faster than i expected
>Feels weird and uncomfortable, starting to question transition
>Now desperately wanting a vagina
W-what am I guys
Hi mtfg I hope you're having a great day
>>6681961
The only other people i've met are faye maddie and adri they we're cool peeps but we didn't click much.
>>6681900
True. But w8 didn't Rachel say she got outed on campus by some angry TERF dykes and then beaten up?
>>6681941
I really like how you've fully atoned for your past assholery. It's very rare to see someone do this for it takes a lot of bravery to admit you were wrong.
>>6681962
why are there so many trannies in Seattle? Do they just flock there because it's liberal?
>>6681975
>tfw you never click with anyone IRL
>>6681962
god your life echos mine so much its scary
>So yr first time outside presenting.. How did that go?
Best day of my life. Got called mam at the store, at a restaurant, and convinced my doctor to go ahead with the name change paperwork. Yeah I wish I could be myself every day but this beard needs to go and that takes money I don't have.
>>6681975
I'm having second thoughts about vacationing to portland.. I can't trust my ex.
>>6681973
Hugg Grace
>>6681970
ahhh she doesn't know I see. well i dont wanna be all up in ur business since our situations are different but maybe try coming out to her and asking her to keep it between u two? idk the stakes but my family isn't supportive at all and extremely anti lgbt so I can understand the apprehension but itll be ttly worth it to have a supportive friend that knows
>>6681975
I've only met Raina, no one else wants to meet up near Michigan ;-;
(Other than Quid)
>>6681987
>vacationing to portland
literally EVERYONE who does this ends up having some gigantic falling out with some trip and then fills up the thread with drama for months
like why would anyone want to go there?
isn't like half the shit that goes on in this thread enough of a cautionary tale?
>>6681963
>at what age did you end up getting started?
fucking 25 and a half
>is there anything you'd tell yourself right before you started HRT if you could
yeah, not to dump 10 grand into my custom motorcycle like I did last year, biggest mistake of my life.
>>6681984
I think so yes. Gays too. It's just a more open consciousness here imo.
>>6681986
That sounds fun. I'm a really timid person. That was recent wasn't it? I was planning on going fulltime in October but maybe I'll wait till spring.
>>6681990
Yeah I'm kind of scared of coming out to people atm because I've lost some friends recently due to it. I'm having trust issues.
hi mtfg
everyone doing good?
>>6681995
I want to hang out with and eat pizza with Chara
>>6681998
hmmm. I'm very low drama desu. Idk mado seems pretty chill too but I've never presented and I'm just anxious about so many things.
>>6682004
actually it was months ago, I never quite gained the courage to go out again because mtfg is right on how ugly and non passing I am.
>>6681998
Because I'm hoping it'll go well
>>6681989
Hug!
>>6681995
lol my friend wants to fly me out to michigan
i dont want to tho cuz i used to have a crush on him and it will be awkward
>>6681995
i would but its so far D:
>>6681995
I could be convinced to drive the two hours to see you
>>6681998
Degeneracy, drama and dysphoria in the City of Roses
>>6682009
You mean chocolate.
>>6681984
Just keep trying senpai theirs friends for all of us out there, is even child rapists have friends.
>>6681987
Well do whatever you gotta do just keep my posted.
>>6681995
I would if I could...
>>6681998
That's not true
>>6681998
which trips live in portland?
>tfw everyone is far away and Chicago is all lonely
>>6682039
>Why not post a picture on /soc/?
did before a few times, they hugboxed me. Even in guy mode some asked if I was a dyke or ftm lol.
>>6682039
Heyy its cool shit happens just hope everythings okay with you. This is like the third time i've almost met someone and then something else came up lol
>>6682042
me and I think someone else
>>6682045
You were too tired to do anything when I was there!
This just in. Surgery fucking sucks.
>>6682045
Ah, I live in Wales. Its like the worst place to be really. Like, I think there's only a few trips that live in Britain...
One day I'll get out of here and move to NA.
tfw ur tummy hurts :/
I doesn't get better. Killing myself tonight.
>>6682056
Yes they do.
>>6682057
Adios
>>6682054
Just because you live in a dead part of Britain doesn't mean that Britain is not worth living in. At least try Bristol or something before you run off to burger or leaf land
>>6682049
wait you would want to meet me ?
im super awkward and weird
ill probably just be nervous and stuff
i mean i could probably meet you one day though.
part of me regrets saying no to the offer though
>>6682056
>uhh /soc/ doesn't hugbox
yeah, I lost the screen caps but even /b/ hugboxed my body and face
>>6682057
Why? ;_;
What happened?
Yay legendary first box ^=^.
>>6682061
maybe instead of literally everyone on earth hugboxing you, you pass
Who here /drunk kageshi/ tonight
>>6682067
>Would you want to skype with me?
I deleted my skype because it kinda triggers me, I hate to use that word but it works. I mean your story is close to mine and all but what would we talk about off mtfg?
>>6682063
My gf lives in Canada thoo
So I gotta move :3
Is my smile ugly?
https://unsee.
cc/zubegari/
>>6682079
Pretty cute <3
>>6681984
Idk, I miss a lot of stuff that happens in these threads from all I know my school's trans club is pretty small and unknown so unless a TERF was that super extra bit of crazy where they're literally hunting trans people I don't see it's unlikely
>>6682045
We still need to get IHOP!
>>6682067
Its okays you're a sweet too<3 If I don't see you tomorrow we'll find another time that'll be good.
>>6682069
Oh nice. We should play overwatch.
>>6682076
I'm sober. Please kill me
>tfw no one put a bet on my killing myself.
Those fools
>>6682083
Quiidd when you coming to portland?
>>6682056
I had my gallbladder taken out.
>>6682069
grats on that.
she still has old lady quotes tho
>>6682079
No it's fine.
>>6682049
when I buy my car I might make the trip and give u that piggyback ride and headpats I promised ^^
>>6682073
The former is more likely.
>>6682045
>tfw theres at least 2 other trips in maine and youll probably never meet either of them
probably for the best really
>>6682069
Nice, I really want that skin Ana is one of my favorites right now :)
>tfw no gf
At least I have chicken.
WHY DO ONLY SHIT POKEMON EXIST AROUND WHERE I LIVE
>>6682092
Jesus
>>6682103
I feel horrible and I'm hoarse as fuck. Part of me wishes I didn't do it
>>6682092
gallstones always gross me out. Like actual stones in your body, how weird.
>>6682097
They only thing ugly about you is your shitty personality
>>6682091
-_-
>>6682090
Yay : 3 You ever go northwards? I should be getting a car soon and I can do a roadtrip. That'd be cool af actually.
>>6682101
I hope you feel better. :/ I miss you
>>6682108
It is.
>>6682090
i don't know D:
sometime when i get the chance
>>6682113
>5 months
>mfw
>>6682116
I'm British.
aw yes my new earrings came in the mail, god why didn't I do my ears earlier
>>6682114
I'm feeling less depressed now that I'm outside. I wasted a lure just to catch a bunch of nidorans and ratatas, but whatever :/
coffee making me feel better too
love you, we'll skype later
>>6682108
Well, I had a couple bezoars I found gutting roe deers... Don't know where they are now.
i
am such a retard irl
s2g
>>6682102
>How did it trigger you?
just shows me how successful everyone else is than me and I get envious.
>>6682149
whats wrong :(
what are some ways to subside depression
>>6682150
oh yeah i know this feel. I swear every single person who has added me passes and is fulltime.
>>6682161
>I swear every single person who has added me passes and is fulltime.
yeah that's why I said fuck skype
>>6682110
Not rly senpai. That's just one of the many traits I have.
>>6682045
Not as lonely as finland at least
>>6682135
then hi! what country? if you dont mind me asking
>>6682127
im your best friend too I can be best friends with multiple people
>>6682141
we already know each other silly
im shitpost idiot erin from 2014/15
>>6682171
Fuck, my brain is being dumb...
Tbh I was pretty sure I might have met you before but couldn't remember >_>
S-sorry ;~;
>>6682154
oh im just so ashamed of myself and my existence and
feel really disgusted with myself when i go outside
i actively try to hide in public and
try to hide my face and everything
not to mention that i get anxious and stutter like a fucking autist when ordering food at a food place or coffee or something
i just really wish i could normally talk to people without this shit rofl
so fucking anxious everytime im in public
the only times i dont have issues is when im drunk or high
and that aint happening so
>>6682171
Oh, I think I remember you.
>>6682156
Giving into it and letting or become your normal.
>>6682161
You could addme. :^)
>>6682182
Nah
>>6682171
Wow I have a best friend ^^
hello
today I learned that I am too old for cs
does this mean I am a normie now
>>6682197
Time to play Candy Crush. You're a woman now...
I need ffs bad lmao
https://unsee.
cc/tebadosi/
>at store
>realize cashier is gendering everyone
>I'm wearing a sports bra and gym shorts, no makeup with my hair up
>can I help you, Ma'am?
What did she mean by this
For real tho does the novelty of getting gendered correctly ever wear off
>>6682116
Erin ur not allowed to be here this is a bad place for an innocent smol girl like u
>>6682150
Well its cool to talk to you because I can relate to you about a lot of things and a lot of people here don't repress anymore and I'm having huge problems with that.
>>6682142
I love you too
http://www.strawpoll.me/10925333
>>6682207
nahh I think you actually look pretty hot, only issue I can see is your nose is a bit big but who cares? All that after 5 months? like wow. I'm 5 months and I don't look any different
>>6682206
I am just pretending to be a girl tho >_<
>>6682200
rip ;-;
Who else here /botched/?
holy fucking shit this one took off major
http://www.strawpoll.me/10923859
Is it better to order Estrogen and anti-androgens online, or to go through a gender therapist first and get an actual script?
>>6681719
It feels good. :3
>>6682221
Online until you get the script
I know i haven't been here in forever but i just got a new webcam : >
LOOK IT'S SO GOOD
It's not even on the highest resolution, this is just the biggest one that'd fit on my screen.
.. not sure why the speed is wonky, tho
Also, moved into a new place. : >
does mtfg like my new room
>>6682220
holy top kek
40%~ are disgust by trannies
>>6682220
yay i'm a degenerate to most people
>>6682228
Good to know you're still around and doing fine.
>>6682224
if done right it hurts like shit
>>6682228
You look dreamy
>>6682219
Kek they put her nose on vertically, the philantrum doesn't match up at all and the nose points towards the right:
>>6682220
may be hypocritical but i voted no
i dont want an unpassing ftm in the mens room
or an unpassing mtf in the womans room
I am slightly autistic probably. This girl I met once before was excited to see me at my house but it scared me. My brother brought her around. Idk how to read him. He never has girlfriends. Only friends that are girls. And she was staring at me and I got the impression she liked me and so I started being an edgy teen ager despite being 24 and having nothing real to talk about because no one cares about my autistic fiction scripts or plethora of Wikipedia knowledge and hacker culture filth.
I hate my life.
This is the feeling that made me cut myself as a kid.
I'm on day 3 of estrogen. No noticeable effects. No surprise :p
I can't wait to squeeze my own boobs I hope they grow big. They won't probably.
>>6682197
is cs the game or something else? if its the game you should develop taste and play proper mature games like grand strategy and space sims, along with the occasional visual novel for story
>>6682221
if your insurance will cover it get it with the script, if not it depends on where you live. get a script for doctor visits to be easier to schedule and to see the price, then compare with online ones.
>>6682228
even though i can imagine how much of a pain it can be ill always be jealous of your poofy hair
>>6682233
Ur nose is crooked :(
>>6682249
>I'm on day 3 of estrogen
jesus get to day 200 and then come back
>>6682253
It's not tho :)
>>6682233
hi! hows stuff?
>>6682228
woah that room is huge! I'm glad you got housing all sorted out
>>6682245
north west! but im down south for a few days right now
>>6682246
hi
>>6682251
i mean ive had no bad experiences being trans at all in my area so im inclined to like it, but I do want to move probably to canada once I'm done with uni
>>6682219
:(
>>6682259
Oh hey, same. My gf lives in Canada :3
I'm massaging my tits now and I feel like the south park dudes. It feels good though.
>>6682237
my boob feels numb because of this
did i break?
>>6682219
Did she purposely get a masculine nose? The tip is super droopy and bulbous and its on the wide side overall
>>6682221
BUY TONIGHT!!! the waiting list is something I didn't anticipate. Endocrinologists take forever to get you in where I'm from. Shit is a fucking system rigged against Trans, probably just because of ignorance.
Buy your pills online after more research don't be stupid like me and wait.
Then double up and get a prescription from endo. It's good to have a good endo, to monitor you over time. Mine is fucking terrible and didn't give me the regiment I wanted, even though he promised he would change it in the computer.
Don't get memed. YOU ARE MAKING THIS CHOICE not the system.
For money purposes if not the health, you should push it off onto insurance, this is a real medical issue.
how do i get rid of the emptiness
>>6682261
Damn I didn't know there was MaleToPig surgeries...
>>6682265
try this one
>>6682269
good for you show off
>>6682263
great now is everyone going to massage their boobs?
>>6682275
Fill it. Yr core is deep. It's hard to feel something superficial reach you. So you have to change yrself. You have to get close to things to appreciate them.
>>6682275
>how do i get rid of the emptiness
your asking a question with no answer
You think if that answer existed that anyone would be empty inside?
>>6682280
id really like to be able to do what's in that pic
does it help them grow
>>6682280
Yr first time out... Did you see anyone that sees you in boymode? How did they react or how did you dodge it?
>>6682280
>medical advice from a weeb comic poster
yep totally legit
>>6682294
massaging works on some and not on others
it works on me but to be honest I slacked off for a few months and i'm back to my routine
Gimme dominos or gimme death
>>6682293
i don't know, most people seem to experience SOMETHING
i just feel like im going through the motions and simply existing instead of actually living
even things like the color of a room seem to be dulled
>>6682304
This is a strange fetish.
>>6682225
>>6682226
>>6682252
>>6682271
Okay thank you. I ask this because I came out to my parents just 20 mins ago, and one of the is a surgical technician and says I should see a therapist for A YEAR before I start to actually transition, "from a medical standpoint" And she doesnt understand that I just turned 18, still applying for jobs, and waited till I turned 18 so I could Self-med. I still live with them, so I want to be as respectful as possible, but still so what I want to do.
>>6682308
ill give ur face a punching as hard as I can instead
>>6682304
Naw, I got in my truck in the garage and then drove out to los angeles which is pretty far away. Knowing I would never see any of those people kinda strengthened my resolve then, I can't go out now because the way my apartment complex is made all the neighbors can see the parking lot. I hate feeling like a prisoner in my own body.
>>6682275
Alcohol, Drugs, reckless spending, and meaningless sex.
>>6682308
Id give you a hug
>>6682309
>even things like the color of a room seem to be dulled
that's major depression you are experiencing, go to therapy or transition
>>6682308
i just went to lobsterfest here and dominos had a fucking food stand there, right next to the giant fresh lobster tent and the obligatory deep fried oreos
>>6682310
inanimate transformation is an okay fetish really, not too suited to images though really.
>>6682313
you should start as soon as you want to, you wont really see any changes for months and the ones that do appear will be reversible until youve been on it for a while. seeing a doctor is important though, itll take a few months to get an endo appointment so seeing a therapist for a little bit wont hurt. you need hyour levels monitored though to make sure youre taking the right dosage, so eventually youll need a doctor no matter what you do.
>>6682317
damn. I know you don't like the idea of trannies meeting up but I'm going to San Diego next month. You wanna get drunk with me? I can do boymode.
>>6682320
Nim I am convinced you hate food.
>>6682326
how comes you went offline? did i annoy you?
>>6682330
A little bit desu. Sorry I'm just in a bad mood rn.
>>6682329
>liking food
that's how fatties are made
>>6682320
That will help. You need to appreciate yourself and your abilities. Acoustic?
>>6682333
Sorry :(
imma go for a bike ride, see yah mtfg
So, anyone joining me on gaygen? Where's Tina when you need her...
>>6682323
ive felt this way since i was about 14, im 20 now
im in therapy now but after a certain number of sessions things always get stale and routine
i went on anti-depressants when i was about 15 and they didn't do much, so im reluctant to go on them again
>>6682342
i love you bby
>>6682348
it's really funny how the system will drag out therapy and medication for so long when the solution is so obvious.
Does /mtfg/ like The Blow?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jrjv3I_qvUw
>>6682329
i don't hate all food i just hate most food :^)
>>6682320
Cardboard is delicious
>>6682315
I need my face to eat domino's tho :(
>>6682321
R-really? o.o
>>6682325
Wtf thats so weird
Now this is what I call terrorism done right.
http://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/radical-wine-terrorists-flood-french-town-in-red
>>6682365
are you depressed and in therapy because you're trans? If so yes.
>>6682365
PAPAS IN THE HOUSE
What's some patrician eurobeat?
>>6682372
What if you're in therapy for a lot more than being a tranny?
It was perfect, you know,
With just one little problem,
The fact that it turns out
You don't really want it
My love is a fortress,
My love is the Louvre,
But it can't ever thrive
If I'm forced to keep proving it
>>6682372
im in therapy because im sad and dejected and im looking for an answer as to why that is
>>6682375
i kinda miss the old h3h3 reaction vids desu
It gets hard
The vigilantes can't agree on who's in charge
They gave their souls for the cause,
But the love that they were after is still at large
See this faith in which they found allegiance
Ripping at the seams as hope is running it's course
The rebels just can't muster the force
To walk the thin line between belief and delusion
>>6682376
New Beat is the best beat.
http://youtu.be/dLmyey_18TM
>>6682358
of course!
>>6682384
what the fuck is happening this is going to give me nightmares
>>6682392
a mixture of the two
ive mostly used therapy as a way to just talk to someone since i don't interact with a lot of people
>>6682390
<3
>>6682365
Papa John's is too expensive, I want cheap
>>6682399
<3
>I want cheap
OMG!!! I am cheap!!! :3
>>6682398
look fuck the therapy, I was a depressed wreck with all kinds of problems then I transitioned and everything suddenly was alright. One problem can affect other things making it seem like many problems that you will never be able to tackle when the reality is you just had to fix one thing.
>tfw your epilator gets stuck on a pube hair
Ow ow ow ow
>>6682399
but lani you deserve the papa~
How am I so skinny and yet so fucking wide
>>6682403
i like phien
>>6682404
that's good that that solved your problems but i don't know for sure if that's mine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ef4DiQWnYgg
someone linked this in my friends discord. Triggered.
>>6682412
i feel this too.
I suppose because I'm not too fit, like, I should do more butt workouts or work my core....
it sucks
mirrors suck
>>6682419
what's a facial scrubber? is it like a pore brush?
when I'm in boymode and don't style and put effort into my long hair, sometimes I end up cutting it while shaving my face ;_;
Does anyone else feel like they look better from the front than from the back?
>>6682428
but you can't see anything from the back?
>>6682403
Cheap how? Cheap drunk? :3
>>6682419
Bang for buck, I don't feel like I'm getting a deal at little Caesars because the pizza is too shitty. Domino's is cheap and at least can be passed off as pizza.
>>6682406
B-but my wallet doesn't deserve that kind of reaming.
>>6682427
basically yes, its a little whirly pore brush thing i like to use for my face. i know some peoples faces are too sensitive for them but it helps me keep up a nice complexion, and it gets rid of makeup really well too.
i use a fancy electric razor on my face so i never really cut my hair thankfully, i do get toothpaste on it sometimes when i brush though. it can almost cover my tits now, im going to be sad when i have to cut it short again
>>6682432
You can if you use a camera
>>6682414
but would you buy me if I was sold?
>>6682436
cheap slave!
low cost when sold or bought. high maintenace attention wise, but cheap in maintenance cost. feeding a small meal once a day would be enough
also a cheap drunk. 2 glasses of wine are enough.
>>6682443
only if i could get cuddles every once and a while
>>6682445
from me? of course. if I am your property, its your decision
oh gosh my favorite Asian beauty product website has a line of products with that depressed egg from sanrio on them. I kinda want something...
>>6682434
i'm happy cuz I'm all smooth from epilating. How are you?
>>6682437
oh. I have hella sensitive skin, so I just use gel cleansers, but I've been considering getting some sort of facial cleansing tool.
I also need a fancy electric razor, unless I try one of those fancy-smancy razor delivery services.
my hair is almost down to my armpits. Taking Bica/fina has really helped it grow
>>6682436
i want to buy elanna her own personal papa johns!
hugg elann
>>6682448
Pretty good, I found this while clearing out one of my drawers :3
>>6682447
o-oh
surely i couldn't do ANYTHING i want
>>6682451
>>6682448
forgot pic >/////////<
>>6682452
why not?
I mean, of course, if you break me, you wont get a new phie, cause theres only one. and getting spare parts is really expensive and annoying, but other than that...
>>6682460
no! id never break you!
i bought a phien for cuddles and to make her happy
>>6682448
so does finasteride help hair that already exists grow longer? I thought it just helped new hair grow in bald spots. I need to grow my hair longer so bad. I've been taking biotin so far, it seems to be working
>>6682448
the one i have came with a really soft brush and a stiffer one, i usually use the stiffer one at night and the soft one in the morning before i put on makeup and stuff. also whats a bica? i know finasteride but not bica
i got a braun series 7, it works really well. replacing the cleaning fluid every other month is kind of a pain but its only like 10$ a month for it so its not a big deal. its super smooth and comfy but I do have to go at it for a little bit since my hair grows in every direction but straight up and down.
I want my hair to come down to a few inches underneath my bust, but im going to have to cut it short in a year or two since i had part of it shaved several months ago to try. didnt like it, now ill have to cut it for the length to be even once its grown enough. i figure 4 years or so from now my hair will be where i want it overall, oh boy.
>>6682456
awwww so cute! i have plushies too that I sleep with
the husky represents kaylee.
i have a picture somewhere of the rilakkuma being tied up with my bondage rope >.>
>>6682465
i just know that it blocks DHT, thus stopping balding. It doesn't really grow hair persay. I would say that to grow hair, keep using biotin, and maybe hair oil? make sure your products are sulfate free. I'm not too sure about ethnic hair though, sorry.
>>6682465
Macadamia oil. It protects hair well, so you get proper volume on a better hair length faster simply because there's less breaking and falling.
>>6682464
OMG!!!
so nice :3
ugh
sad
is
sad
>>6682481
sorry babe.
What's going on?
What is the ideal (or even mean average) female face length/width ratio? Been searching for ages tonight. Say if my face is 6.2 inches wide, how long should it be ideally from hairline to chin?
>>6682483
lonely
the people i specifically wanna talk to dont wanna talk to me
messaged 5 people
no responses from any
>>6682484
please dont call me that it has harsh memories associated to it for me... i mean it doesnt really upset me much but like
makes me uncomfortable and i dont wanna associate you with this gross dude who always called me that
but on a diff note i tried talking to some people like i was suggested
but now i wanna cry because none of those people even respond to me.
like idk
i was told to talk to them and told they would wanna talk to me
but non of them wanted to talk to me
i mean i would be okay if only one person responded
but nobody did
>>6682480
ill brush your hair and keep you nice and pretty so you always feel good about being you :3
>>6682487
Totally depends on your type, really. What looks good for an Anglo face will look awful with Asian or Mediterranean features. Anthropometric averages don't apply well to real life issues.
>>6682488
smiles didn't respond? you two seem pretty close
>>6682488
I'm sorry... that sounds like it hurt you quite a bit :(
*hugs*
Are you sure they are all awake? Some people leave stuff like Skype on all night...
Who was it you messaged?
>>6682488
oh jeeze, sorry, I won't call you that again
yeah, it sucks when people seem to ignore you. sometimes it feels like abandonment issues, but there could be other factors. they could be busy. But people can be so hard to interact with.
if some chaser buys me stellaris ill shake his hand
Just got drunk and told my mom's my friend I was transitioning she was super open and clinked glasses with me, despite my man voice and appearance (I'm currently building the female side) and then talked "politics" (meta level how bullshit it all is) with my mom and them.
I need to move out. I'm 24 it's FUCKING PAST TIME I got the fucking fuck the fuck fuck out of here omfg.
I'm happy, but terrified.
>>6682498
No criticism, because I have too, but we've both been online all day. I took a few hours off today and went here with my brother and his maybe girlfriend idk I can't tell and he won't answer so probably yes today.
>>6682492
no it wasn't smiles
shes asleep rn
she shouldn't be up for a lil bit more time
or she just woke up a bit ago
either way she wouldn't be able to respond
different people in question here
>>6682496
don't wanna say who but yeah
it really kinda does hurt like
definitely doesn't help my self esteem.
i know they don't but it says that they are playing video games on steam currently
well at least 3 of them
i just get depressed when i cant get attention from the people i wanna get attention from at the time
like in my mind there are a few people in my mind that i really want attention from
issue being i can't get attention from those people cuz they don't wanna pay attention to me.
i wanna cry honestly
i dont wanna think like this and desire this but i do and it fucking sucks
>>6682500
it really does suck but i know that im being ignored because they are actively online talking in another chat, well one of them.
the others are either playing video games or idk what they are doing
still i have horrible abandonment issues and even worse fear of rejection
there is hardly anything that makes me break down harder than those things
abandonment and rejection
the issue is i want attention from certain people and not necessarily from other people
when i want things from certain people a big issue arises
because those people more than often do not have much of an interest in talking to me. It just crushes my self esteem even further than it already is. My self hatred is really really strong. This just makes me feel more shitty useless and wrong. I don't know what I can possibly do to change this, like i dont want to have to desire communications with those who dont wanna communicate with me, but unfortunately I do and it sucks and ugh
just having a rough time rn
>>6682504
That's no problem friend, you take a break, clear your mind, hopefully things will get better for you soon :)
>>6682490
anglo
and I mean hairline-to-chin height, not midface
>>6682509
You talk like such a tender soul. You will survive whatever struggles are ahead and when we're 60 or 70 I hope we meet in person to giggle about stuff together. You type cute. It's not a sexual cute, at least not to me.
>>6682509
Aw :(
Iktf sometimes desu....
*huuuugggss*
It'll be okay Isla, I'm sure they'll message you soon <3
>>6682509
well just remember that we all have these sad days and that they pass
im feeling fairly down today as well
I'm going for a run, see y'all
>>6682509
> rejection
ughhh
I have that fear so much too
desiring attention is a base human instinct, i can validate that
i think everyone has self hatred issues here, but you're defiantly unique. If you ever need help, let me know on skype
>sitting at my pc all day popping breast growth pills and calling myself a girl
>>6682522
Have fun on your run <3
>>6682525
hey peepee looks different
>>6682515
Thanks I think anon??
I don't know you, but you're nice ><
idk how i type but i think im happy that you think its cute
>>6682520
well the people not messaging me doesnt pass
i just hate being ignored.
it kills me
its just more rejection and almost nothing is worse than rejection. my mind works where i instantly think that they are gonna somehow use it against me and gonna try and hurt me with it or embarrass me or just do anything in general in an attempt to upset me ;;
my mind work sin such a bad way, paranoia, desires to talk to people, self hatred, and i dont even know what else i could possibly have but it just sucks so badly
i wanna be happy with the attention i get
i wannna be happy with the attention people give me
i just wanna be okay and not upset or anxious about such trivial things like this but it seems like no matter what i do i just can't help it.
so disappointing honestly.
>>6682517
i doubt they will
very rarely do i actually get replies back
at least when someone messages me i get happy sometimes but if its not the person i necessarily wanna talk to im still sad
i suppose i guess i wanna get to know a few people better
im just too ashamed to just straight up address them whenever i feel like iw anna talk to any of them
urk
just so lame feeling
>>6682522
rejection is the worst and honeslty the desiring attention issue is too far with me. I wanna take care of people adn want them to wanna talk to me and spend time with me but i know that is farfetched compared to reality. ugghhh im so tired
i think ima take a nap
enjoy your run
>>6682525
>This is life in 2016
:(
>>6682532
Aw :(
*huuugs*
That sucks :c
>i think ima take a nap
Have a good rest Isla <3
>tfw not a cute girl marching in the Olympics right now
Theres no many of them and they're TRIGGERING ME.
Trash in my leg
Don't want to see another day
If I broke through
I couldn't see you
The one who brought me in
I will see you out there
Nothing is after everything you've given me
I will give you nothing
I spend each day wondering how to be like you
I crave the ability to see someone through
The love you can show is more than I know
>>6682544
>tfw this was the last Olympics that someone my age could have participated in.
Well I'm officially over-the-hill now.
whats ur fave 3 anime of all time GO
record yourself on vocaroo saying /pol/ stuff in a cute way and then post link here
I'm crying my eyes out for I think the first time since I was 14 as a "girl". I'm so heart broken at my lost life. Why am I this way and how did I let this happen???? I'm 24. I'm too old to be living like I'm 15 :(
I love all you people, even the annoying idiots
>>6682561
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1SAjAFuLg5k
>>6682558
>tfw fall fashion is starting to appear in stores
I am so hype
>>6682568
made me rock hard
>>6682578
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1lH8YQYj6be
do any of you ever take a serious break from mtfg and stop obsessing over being a tranny?
I quit going here like a month ago and because of that sometimes I even forget Im not cis, and I've felt a lot better because of it
Until you stop going to mtfg you'll always see yourself as more of a (trans)girl then a girl
>>6682586
Makes sense. I'm trying to hang out with my cis girl friends and I hope to not come here even half as much after I start working again which should be any day now :/
>>6682582
What is this
>>6682586
You mean you are more delusional when /mtfg/ is not there to wake you up to reality?
>>6682586
I've tried taking breaks a few times but because I was a NEET with nothing better to do they never lasted. Maybe now that I have a job I can get away from here for a while. Spending today mostly away from mtfg and the internet even was pretty refreshing, especially because I got to shop for clothes and feel content that I'm making progress and stuff.
>>6682594
>I've tried taking breaks a few times but because I was a NEET with nothing better to do they never lasted
THIS
>>6682594
Oh what's yr job? Also you posted earlier today too. That doesn't count :/
>>6682577
Scarves and sweaters YASSSS
>>6682592
I come here like once every 2 weeks to shitpost and I always see you here.
>>6682593
just some of my favourite /pol/ stuff
>>6682603
I said mostly!
And I'm just working fast food again
>>6682604
So many warm cute things to wear
>>6682586
i've been posting more regularly here lately than i have, but idk i guess i just dont really think about trans stuff all that much anymore. at least not to the same degree as most other ppl here, but also i think the number of pre and early transitioners here has risen a whole lot and so of course you're gonna have more trans feels shit all the time.
idk fuck it
>>6682613
I want to wear Grace!
>>6682610
ikr? sometimes their memes are pretty funny. It's like one of those "it's so mindbogglingly racist it's funny" kinda things
>>6682561
http://vocaroo.com/i/s12OkHf7zAj1
cutest voice i could attempt
>tfw your facial proportions don't pass, let alone size
>>6682593
its not delusional if you're stealth :^)
>>6682592
gl
it took me months to wean myself from mtfg
when you do though youll start to feel better about yourself, trust me
>>6682594
fair point
congrats on the job though grace! :)
>>6682618
you do you
>>6682627
Sounds a bit forced, but good enough. Record yourself reading pic related and you will be an honorary non-degenerate. Replace "Romanians" with "/pol/acks"
Hair is less masc now at least, I'll get it done a bit better by an actual stylist in a couple weeks.
What should I do next to pass better apart from that?
>>6682619
W-what
>>6682631
Thank you!!
>>6682632
Because I like this place I'm gonna be at so far.
>>6682641
You pass, m8. You look like an ugly girl
>>6682641
I think your hair is pretty cute desu
>>6682641
You look like a homely English girl with fetal alcohol syndrome
>>6682643
I bet you're cute and warm on the inside!
Oh, I got more tanktops to go with my cardigan, this one has a neat design to it, and some new T-shirts too
I need to get some shoes and jewelry still but my wardrobe is starting to get there
>>6682643
One of my co-workers is named Grace.
>>6682654
Looks like the daughter of pic related.
>>6682641
OMG SPARKY YOU LOOK GORGEOUS
cover dark eye circles with concealer, maybe use *subtle* makeup e.g. blush
and find clothes that suit you and this style
and you should be set to pass tbqh
>>6682640
http://vocaroo.com/i/s10lCPBBJmOe
i'm not good at public speaking sorry
>>6682641
qt
id say you pass, just your upper lip area needs some work. I like your eyes
>>6682659
Aggressive ffs
>mfw i deactivate my fb so people will leave me alone and they just start texting me instead
>>6682669
>tfw your waifu goes ftd (female to dog)
>>6682660
Oooh, that's neat !
>>6682659
I agree, she did a good job and touch ups from a professional will make it better
>>6682655
It's kinda wet and fleshy in there
>>6682669
*starts texting u*
>>6682663
fuckk my uncle (in law of course) looks just like him minus the mustache
>>6682674
oh also, I cant sleep
>>6682665
Sound like you're just about ready for rope day. Have you been practicing at the range?
>>6682629
Don't worry, you're not trans, just really really autistic.
>tfw really tired
>>6682678
Is he an ETERNAL ANGLO?
>>6682680
i'm ready for the rope tbhonest
make it quick
>>6682686
B E A D Y E Y E S
>>6682674
>>6682679
why can't you sleep bb?
>>6682677
l m a o
i just started getting rid of social networking stuff. i'm so over it. prob gonna change my trip again too tbqh.
>>6682689
Oy mate, this be like anudduh blitz innit
>>6682693
If you change your trip how will I find you when I finally get the courage.
>>6682693
its stupid, I tend to forget to drink during the day if I am too busy/anxious/sad and if I drink less than a liter per day my bladder starts hurting badly at night, so I have to get up again and drink like a liter, its unfun, but not tragic, still, wouldnt recommend/10
>>6682693
yeah? you know way more ppl than me so i guess i can see how it would get annoying.
i could never delete mine, that's where most of the tiny amount of self esteem is derived from.
>>6682703
1 year but I'm on like half a normal dose of spiro (50mg/day)
NEW THREAD TIme
which trip on here is the most attractive
>>6682714
not me
>>6682711
normal dosage of spiro is like 200mg, unless you have super low T before you start
New thread pls
>>6682719
about half, Ill probably be done in like 30 minutes, but it will be 5 am by then >-<
>>6682719
oh damn well it was a good friendship while it lasted
>>6682718
I'm on like a quarter of a normal dose then, but maybe my T is a bit low or something. I also have a low BMI so that might have something to do with it but regardless yeah I think my dose is at least half of what it should be to really be effective.
I haven't been getting the results I expected at all.
>>6682730
Do you know your T levels? I'm on 100mg and my T is extremely low. I started out with low test pre-HRT tho
>>6682724
>oh, it's me
post pic then
should i marry tahm? he's qt
I identify as a bodybuilder. Isn't it discrimination and bigotry that they won't prescribe me test drugs
>>6682732
I don't, my clinic sucks though and has a reputation for being overly conservative when it comes to dosages and prescriptions (like they won't even prescribe me pills, they have me on patches instead).
It's just the only place I could afford before because it's all free since my insurance doesn't cover any of this. I've heard that my insurance might start covering HRT in October though so if that's true I'll be able to go through my school for it and they'll give me a higher dose I'm sure.
>>6682739
i thought tahm was gay
>>6682736
ha look another faggot who is rightfully embarrassed about his monstrous appearance
N E W T H R E A D
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>>6682743
>marrying a trap
>not gay
wait whats wrong with tahm @_@ spill the tea
>>6682734
I am trying bby ;~;
but its hard!!!
term break anyway tho, so its not too bad