Alright guys, i need advice pronto. Ill try and make it as short

I mean, dont get me wrong; i acted bitchy for sure but i was so raw at the time and he is in his thirties. To be honest, its the amount of support hes gotten that makes me want to finally end it.

I fought the desire for years but to know this many people are backing uo that kind of guy... it killed the hope i had. I think im ready to not wake up again.

exactly what is wrong with being alone and not having sex

what exactly is it about just living life that is so terrible

of course people get pissed off when you won't give up sex when that is literally all you are about and all you have to offer

>>6677877
dude check into a psych ward, you're full-on psychotic

>>6678654
we're all psychotic

>>6678673
some less than others and can function in society without be detected

>>6678116
Thats the thing. I do have a lot more to offer because i am not fixated on sex. He was obviously ready settle down and could tell i was loyal. When i essentially rejected him he probably went into a tail spin and fucked like half the guys on grindr ( small town too btw). So there isnt a chance i will ever touch him. Toyed with me too much. Literally constantly thinking of ways to get out if here.

>>6678654
I went to but his friends followed me. One even had that whistle song from kill bill play. When shes about to be killed in her sleep. Its actually not that far fetched. Hes a dom top that has money and a lot of friends/fuckbuddies. In a tiny town. Really not that hard to keep tabs on me.

I was just a conquest to him and because i got bitch my he took it personally and now his friends are harrassing me. Think his goal is to break me. Sort of worked but feel more empty than broken desu senpai.

>>6679071
Even if it doesn't seem like it to you, you're clearly having another episode right now. Call your local psych-hotline and have them come to you to help you as soon as possible, please.