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Smiles (ID: !!Y4uSYSF3poH)
/mtfg/ - Transwoman General 2016-08-04 10:23:39 Post No. 6673340
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Smiles (ID: !!Y4uSYSF3poH)
2016-08-04 10:23:39
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cute cuddles edition
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>>6673340
I need these ;_;
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First for awooo
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third for tfw sad
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 10:25:37
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im not a skeleton
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i'd really enjoy cuddling you all
i want to care for you all
i love you!
i need kaylee
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Today has been a stupidly shitty rollercoaster
im officially crazy and theyre making me see a psych weekly now :v
my family situation is somehow even getting worse
and i think im about to lose one of the few things that made me happy
im glad i didnt throw this out i guess
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>>6673252
>Doing the same old same old lamo cuts
This is 2016 pal, these have been healing with vitamin e cream for about a week and a half. imgur.com/o4GUZfe
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I want to molest miles
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>>6673349
So nice <3
I wanna cuddle you too Red : )
Love you too <3
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>>6673337
not amy
just think it's DISGUSTING that some drugged up former hooker would be okay with getting diseases. I hate you red and i hope you get aids
dont you plan on getting pozed up at 30?
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>>6673352
you may as well anon, make my body useful for something before i go
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>>6673355
No rly pls don't
You've got your whole life ahead of you
It gets better as soon as you get away from your shitty family
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>>6673355
Smiles don't. Don't do anything like that. Don't even think of something like that.
Stuff won't be like this forever, soon you can move far away and live with Isla and be happy together.
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>>6673350
im really sorry smiles but please just try to know that tommorow has the possibility of being better
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>>6673363
good thing even that is up in the air now :)
>>6673364
it really wont
it only gets worse from here on out
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>>6673367
Sorry. I misread what you wrote.
Please forgive me for that.
But really Smiles, you will be okay soon. I promise.
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>>6673367
I could really use that picture of smiles showing her cute smile right now. I don't want to live in a world where you are sad.
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>be bear
>always get hit on by cis guys and cis women
>the few times i get hit on by qt3.14 mtf and sex comes up
>they lose interest the second they find out i'm a bottom
i hate these fucking feels. i genuinely want an honest and committed relationship with a mtf but so far it seems that very few are sexually compatible with me. sex isn't everything by ANY stretch of the imagination, but holy fuck it's a pretty big aspect of relationships.
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>>6673370
its fine...
she doesn't understand at the time what I'm saying.
I like her lots but some other thoughts on my mind seem
seem to matter more to her than that
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i want to help everyone in this thread! i want to hug and kiss and give affection and love
i want to hold you all and protect you!
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>>6673379
Not me!
I'm a horrible piece of shit!
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>>6673383
no come here
let me love you
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>>6673389
>Implying I deserve love
Kek
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>>6673374
most trannies just want to be hurt and feel submissive
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>>6673379
So sweet : )
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>>6673393
i just feel happy when i share love!
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>>6673399
You're sweet
But as sweet as you and these dubs are, I don't deserve it.
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>>6673394
i know they do :/ trust me, i know all to well.
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>>6673402
.....
i just want everyone to feel loved
it feels good sometimes to deny yourself love and hurt yourself, but you also need kindness and softness. I'm a provider of kindness and softness
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tell me I'm ugly please
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i want to be insulted too
>>6673418
you're ugly!
oh god im sorry please i dont mean it
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>>6673413
>it feels good sometimes to deny yourself love and hurt yourself
you're a fucking dumbass, how anyone finds you cute instead of outright disgusting and literally retarded is beyond me
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>>6673422
You're a disgusting, slutty bitch that isn't good for anything besides pleasing cock
Now do me
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>>6673418
Remember the anon that called you an insufferable cunt some two or three days ago?
Yeah, this is what I was talking about.
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good morning mtfg. how are you doing?
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>>6673425
kaylee and cordy and my other lovers think im cute...
i also have a BA
>>6673428
How's the autism diagnosis going anon? Say, what have you done today besides jerk off to anime girls? just sitting there and thinking hrt will make you a girl, god, go back to r9k so you can have some beta male stick his tiny cock in your rancid BP.
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>>6673433
Trying to carry myself to SR70 with fathog but no
FREAKING TEAMIES PLAY LIKE GIRLS
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>>6673439
basic we're too much a like for me to want to actually hurt you
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>>6673437
Damn
Do you dom?
You'd be p good at it
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what's going on ?
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>>6673444
fuck off and bite me you pervert
I ougtta make you lick my feet, oh wait, doubt you have the basic motor controls to do that, seeing how mentally challenged you apparently are
Sometimes I do dom with the right people, yes. it's fun
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>>6673449
Not much
I'm kinda hungry
What's up with yoh
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>>6673440
>tfw bad teammates #trigger you and then act like you're the problem
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>>6673452
>Ywn lick reds feet
Why even live
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>>6673439
>I want self hate fuel/motivation
No, fuck off with that shit. Your personal problems are all easily fixable. You're in a seemingly stable relationship with a future, it's just sad that you seek validation for your state of mind here. It seems that you're choosing to surround yourself with negativity because you think it somehow it validates your struggles when all it does is drag you down senselessly.
You don't seem to want to fix your problems. Have a nice day.
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>>6673454
nm either
trying to learn arabic
waiting for gf and family to arrive fir birthday shite
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>>6673457
>when you get that level 40 rank 65 healer into your team that doesn't know what is going on
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>>6673458
i could make you pay to lick my feet lmao
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>>6673460
>Arabic
Allahu ackbar
It's ur birthday?
Are you sitting retarded?
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>>6673459
honestly this is pretty on point lol
>>6673461
>when you see that level 36 go tracer on defense and bastion on attack
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>>6673462
Nah
Not into it enough
I'm more into the being absolutely forced, even though I'm not really into it. I'm more interested in the degradation
I'll do a lot of stuff I'm not regularly into for the sake of humiliation and disgust with myself.
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>>6673463
>allahu ackbar
kek it's an interesting language regardless tbqh
>birthday
ye
>sitting retarded
what do you mean lol
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>>6673468
i like being degraded as well ><
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>>6673471
Go, go, go, go go, go, go, shawty
It's your birthday
We gon' party like it's yo birthday
We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday
And you know we don't give a fuck
It's not your birthday!
Oh wait i got the lyrics wrong lol
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>>6673340
Do these threads serve any other purpose besides tripfag blogging and attention whoring?
Any time anyone has real questions or stories it get ignored while you continue to circlejerk about your sexual degeneracy and perversions.
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>>6673473
Literally what tranny doesn't?
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>>6673477
No
Yes
It's fun
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:18:48
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o
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Well I came out to my parents tonight and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. They were really supportive but I keep crying and telling them to leave me alone now. Dang it.
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>>6673477
(You)
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>>6673488
Yeah but cuddling and kissing and gentle lewd is just as fun
Lewd is pretty top tier in general
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:21:32
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>>6673485
w
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>>6673466
oh god, bastion attackers are the worst.
I mean sometimes it works if theyre like premade with some reinhardt but not when its level 36 player.
Makes you wonder how they are at the same rank you are like, is it their super cheery attitude while playing or something " Eheee Im going to be the best defense tracer :3 "
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>>6673494
U ok?
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>>6673474
idgi
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>>6673492
i love gentle lewd
grinding makes me happy!
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>>6673488
No i dont want your filthy diseases
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:23:37
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>>6673497
y
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>>6673498
>Not listening to 50 cent
You're learning arabic right
I'm p sure he's a mudslime
No wait
That's Mike Tyson
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Damn man, Allah has been working overtime this year.
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>>6673503
>language = religion
daft ?
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>>6673499
>Tfw you have someone to grind and kiss every night
Best feel ever
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>>6673507
i need my gfs for that but theyre in cali
rip
i could just go on another tinder date
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>>6673506
Please don't bully me
Im autistic
Downvoted
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>>6673501
lmao
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>>6673510
Where you at?
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>>6673515
texas
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>>6673512
just trying to understand the logic
n0h8m8
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>>6673514
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>>6673515
DFW
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>>6673518
Yeah, me too.
I'm sure we'll figure out whatever it is I'm trying to say
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>>6673518
It's 4chan logic
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>>6673350
Don't give up. You have your whole life in front of you.
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>>6673525
>Implying I'm not a part of le 9gag/ifunny army
Wew lad
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:34:38
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obscure vague image
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>>6673519
ouch....
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>>6673349
>>6673379
>tfw you know these feels
>tfw you can't protect or help anyone
Also no kisses because I have a feeling Bexe would disapprove
Also I have no idea what's going on over there but holy crap I hope Smiles is okay
>>6673484
>They were really supportive
Traumatizing though the experience apparently was it didn't make your life worse in the long run and you can potentially have a relationship with them
Sounds like a win to me
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>>6673526
>You have your whole life in front of you.
By 24 the good part is all gone, it's over for me.
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>>6673529
Despair, but also an erection
Best junko
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:38:12
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>>6673535
oh
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'ello
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>>6673538
Seig Heil
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>>6673534
Not quite. I'm 38 and I'm hoping there are still a few good years in front of me.
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>>6673532
well...cuddles
you're so sweet <3
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>>6673538
Hello. Out of the blue, what's your favorite color.
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>>6673547
It's probably red. :^)
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>>6673548
27? You're not a rock star, you know...
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>>6673557
Let her kill herself
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>>6673538
Hai qt~
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>>6673559
trip on edie
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holy fuck I am higher than high
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>>6673546
All sorts of hugs and cuddles
Maybe someday I'll be effectual enough to help people, too
If I'm sweet you're downright saccharine
In a good way, I mean
>tfw you show up right before you have to go to bed
Nice to check in, anyways
I hope you all have comfy days. Or at least less shitty than usual ones
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>>6673547
soft pinkish.
kind of depends on the context though, in some I prefer red.
>>6673541
*salutes*
>>6673548
please elaborate?
>>6673564
heyo :3
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>>6673570
How's things?
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>>6673570
>Tfw when phien has goose-stepped into your heart
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>>6673566
Dumb nigger
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:51:46
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>>6673567
dope
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>>6673580
shut up
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>>6673576
>How's things
You mean, "how're things", right? How is things doesn't make any grammatical sense, ffs.
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>>6673583
Piss off giganto
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:53:17
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two people i've had interactions with today are now cutting themselves
im one helluva great person
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>>6673581
how are you isla?
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>>6673574
>mfw she's a bugchaser
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>>6673588
You did good
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>>6673570
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-36972126
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:55:03
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>>6673589
no bueno
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dude drugs lmao
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>>6673588
you try your best to make people happy though
i hate those feelings, and im sorry you have them as well but you're trying your best
someone I love cut themselves tonight
it makes me so scared
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>>6673590
im not a bugchaser
i just want a stupid dramatic death
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>tfw my beautiful girlfriend is asleep
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 11:57:35
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tfw there is just infinite rage
>>6673596
no i fucked it up
literally a good portion me not speaking correctly.
two people
two fucking people
my autistic ass hurt two people
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>>6673588
You cant take responibility for that
Not your fault
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>>6673599
I see. IKTF actually.
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 12:00:02
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>>6673606
i accidentally pushed one of them over the edge, and the other well i have different feelings about how certain things work.
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>>6673584
I know it doesn't make sense. It's just the way I ask how people are.
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>>6673576
passed my exam that I had a few weeks ago. I got super spooked when I looked up results, cause usually I am listed at the top (it goes by student number) but this time, top was underlined red and I was SPOOKED!!!!
but turned out I was 4th and had 95 points. 61 are needed to pass.
>>6673579
OMG anon!!!
thanks you
this post has made it into my collection :3
>>6673593
oh, well only one dead, barely counts
I S O L A T E D I N C I D E N T S
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cute cuddles edition ^_^
>tfw getting cute cuddles next week
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>>6673601
i know it can feel like that, and it's not easy to stop blaming yourself but there's so many factors when it comes to emotional stuff like that
im here for you, but talking over what happened with them might work. Idk.
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well i'm gonna feel good in a minute
>>6673617
i pushed them over the edge
im just gonna get high then pass out on my slightly wet pillow
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>>6673613
That's great either way. Congrats! <3
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who here /autistic angel/?
>>6673619
nini....i hope you can work on forgiving yourself
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>>6673621
>Calling me a moron
>proceeds to say "u" instead of "you"
Ha. Ok.
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>>6673625
well i just took a couple of pills
hopefully ill be numb
i promised id stop but
nah
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>>6673626
Dude
Its just a prank
You've been memed
Lol xD
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>>6673613
Lol true
Coincidentally it's in the same area as the 2005 terror attacks
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>>6673567
I thought you were giving up?
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>>6673567
hi there :3333
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Ugh I woke up sick today.
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>>6673627
What pills?
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>>6673635
same
get well soon
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>>6673633
well you see, with my particular ailment there are periods of time where rather stupid ideas seem like fantastic ideas
that was not one of those times
but this is
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>>6673637
i'm kinda sad but i'll be better
how are you
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>>6673638
Thanks, you too.
What are you suck with btw?
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>>6673637
>Sara
Nooo
Come on remeber that time I paid you to hit mado
Im heartbroken
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>>6673646
not sure yet just sore throat, runny nose and head ache
probably got it from gf
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>>6673621
>Can I call u mommy
of course :3
>>6673622
thank you :)
how are you?
>>6673632
ohhhh!
Interesting. it wont change anything tho :(
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>>6673650
Phien is my nazifu!
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>>6673644
I'm really nervous about surgery tomorrow. I'm kinda freaking out.
Why are you sad?
>>6673648
Oh alright. I do remember. Hi Hailey.
Sara has asked said the same thing in the same exact way, so that's why I thought you were her.
>>6673650
Of course ^~^
I'm really scared because I'm having surgery tomorrow. It's a whole new thing to me.
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>>6673588
hey iktf
I had that feel even when I was cutting myself every other day
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Wew
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>>6673645
I used to do this but with dihydrocodeine. Try not to end up a junkie.
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why suddenly so many edglord cutfags in here ?
don't you have to be mentally healthy in most countries to transition ?
or is it just reasonable countries that do that ?
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>>6673656
please get help....
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>>6673653
>Tfw you get compared to Sara again
I appreciate her sense of humor I guess I'll take it
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..
.
....
really
....
>>6673654
i put a gash in my arm a year ago
its still red and hardly recovered
gonna take another year and a half
at least im numb rn
too bad im running out of hydro
>>6673660
would rather become a junkie honestly
sounds fun as fuck
leads to more degeneracy in general
>>6673661
idk
i stopped since i fucking hate myself
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>>6673653
Surgery is scary but it's not really bad these days. I was pleasantly surprised by the one I recently had compared to the ones I had as a kid.
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>>6673656
edgy af fempai
>>6673652
awwww <3
>>6673653
ohhh!
gallbladder?
you probably dont need to worry too much though, pretty sure thats a standard surgery
>>6673661
Ive no idea. I mean I get doing it, but why would you post it?
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>>6673649
Wow, I've got literally the exact same thing as you. Maybe it's going around or something.
Anyway, I'm going to make food. Cheers and feel better
>>6673588
I don't recommend cutting. It scars for a long time and you land up regretting it.
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>>6673656
>Posting chicken scratch under a trip instead of on anon
Nice
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>>6673671
Cutting scars are hot as fuck
The fresher the better
I need help
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>>6673679
>transition
>mentally healthy as in "no other problems"
i pick both
and so do reasonable countries who actually prioritize curing people
rather than giving them mones and leaving them alone with their mental troubles so they can cut or suffer from anxiety/depression and post about it on mtfg
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Is it more time for Frozen shitposting?
Why yes, of course it is!
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>>6673668
>Talking with anesthesiologist before surgery
>"So we're gonna give you propofol, you may have heard of it, it's what killed Michael Jackson"
Sadistic fucks
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>>6673665
I've been hysterically suicidal before one minute, and fine the next
I always try to remind myself that it's not going to last, but I always end up giving myself some new cuts
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did Mtfg just clone itself
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>>6673685
I dunno, its not that easy usually if your head is actually off. I only sort of function cause my bf babysits me 24/7
>>6673684
good luck!!
I am crossing my fingers for you
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>>6673689
yeah, but you could end up fucking for drugs and that's terrible. its scary and people who know that you did it will really be disappointed.
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>>6673689
Dont, i got addicted to cocaine and it was the worst thing ever.
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>>6673692
>I only sort of function cause my bf babysits me 24/7
doing better than 60-80% of mtfg then
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>>6673691
No. The problem exists between your computer and your chair.
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>>6673684
We should talk more
I'm still wishing we bought you that oxy
I wanna get fucked up and I can't take acid everyday
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>be from femgen
>on HRT since Feb 2015
>be boy
>be trying to fap in bed this morning
>lately been an uphill battle so half of it is just playing with my boobs to get me in the mood
>sudden thought passes me
>i dont know if, in my mind, i feel like a boy anymore
>cant fap
>cant stop thinking about it
I dont think im a girl, like i know i am a boy, just... I dont feel like a boy... Could this be an effect from HRT?
Asking here because Femgen will call me a tranny
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>>6673697
thats true at least :)
>tfw you were aiming to get a narrow pass in an exam and accidently got a B
could be worse
>>6673691
>>6673698
no. it actually did. refreshing makes it go away tho
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Lads why is she so perfect?
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>>6673702
hrt makes you have dysphoria i think
t.
former femboy
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time4birthday stuff
cya
>>6673703
>it actually did
sp00ky shit yo
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is it weird that the further i get in my transition the less i like cosmetic things?
like i've been wearing way less makeup these days, but i don't even like getting my nails done anymore.
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>yfw all of you will never be as pretty as her
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>>6673710
Same i used to love it as well, coke made me feel invincible but it was such a selfish thing to do, my family and friends hated me when i was on it..
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>>6673709
> the further i get in my transition
Well, that's one way to see it, but your age is also progressing, maybe that's the reason?
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>>6673352
Bad pedophile bad
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>>6673718
Cuteness transcends age
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>>6673715
>tfw no contacts from which to procure coke
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>>6673715
well ive been to narcotics anonymous and alcoholics anonymous
i only have a few pills
this will be the last high i get since i dont have easy enough ways of acquiring more.
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>>6673710
>>6673706
I dont know how to feel about this... Am i trans? Are hormones just making me think im trans, and i should stop?
I stopped once before for two weeks and i got anxious and a lot of my self esteem crashed, but it was purely all inside my head, couldve been temporary if i waited it out
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>>6673717
that's probably also a factor, ye. but i think i just felt like i needed that stuff more earlier on to read female.
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hi pls wish me luck at my interview today
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>>6673725
just take the skittles girl
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>>6673719
Fucking lucky
All I've got is pussy shit like alcohol and weed
My dad would flip if I got oxy on his insurance
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>>6673728
hi gl ily!! you'll do great!!!!!!!!
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>>6673709
>i've been wearing way less makeup these days, but i don't even like getting my nails done anymore.
it's called "slowly realizing you don't have to do shit to see yourself as a woman"
like way too many ppl seem to force themselves to like that stuff cause "it's expected of wombyn"
but as they get further into transition they realize they rly just can do what they prefer and be the woman they want to be rather than the woman society expects
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There is nothing wrong with romantic and sexual attraction between two sisters; it's the purest kind of love.
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>>6673721
Just go to a club and you'll get some easily if your street smarts are good enough and you know what to look for.
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>>6673719
Tramadol is guuuud shit, hard as fuck to get hold of though
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>>6673728
good luck!!!
>>
Why does quid think dating a literal sociopath is a good idea?
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I think I need to stop expecting to look like a girl after five months on hrt and just embrace looking andro/boyish while I can
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>>6673729
I guess, it doesnt matter...
Just a weird feel, nevermind
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>>6673736
Thanks I'll give that a try.
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>>6673742
you're cute tho
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>>6673725
maybe idk
just be a good girl and take your pills.
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>>6673746
I think so in a 'boy in makeup' kinda way.
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>>6673745
Its expensive as fuck though, i earn £1200 a month after tax and i was skint all the time during my phase ;_;
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>>6673621
Fudge yo english
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>ywn hold Elsa close as she cries, insecure about her inability to control her powers
>ywn hug Elsa as she comes home tired after an important meeting with foreign dignitaries
>ywn kiss Elsa as she wakes up with a groggy head
>ywn marry Elsa
Hold me
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>>6673752
Downvoted
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>>6673751
I'll pay for it with escorting money
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>>6673754
>grow up
>quit watching childrens shit
>go out
>meet real peopl
>get pussy
>???
>profit
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>>6673687
They didn't go into details about what they used. I just know I had a solid epidural nerve block in addition to general anesthesia.
Much better than the ether mask that was used when I was a kid. That was a bit scary...
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>>6673758
the dream
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>>6673760
>implying Elsa isn't the most beautiful woman in the world, real or digital
Real women can never compare to the beauty of Disney's exaggerated facial features, and I fell for their trap.
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>>6673747
I like this idea
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>>6673697
I don't even have someone to babysit me and I have to manage everything on my own. Sucks to be old and lonely...
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>>6673656
>That's going to leave a nasty scare
Welp lads
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>>6673709
It's the same for me, really. Not exactly surprising, most of the cosmetic stuff quickly turns into a chore.
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>>6673737
I didn't even finish the small bottle they gave me while recovering from SRS...
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>>6673773
You're blind, kiddo
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>>6673768
Worst thing about that anesthesia was that I was addicted to ether not that long before, so it felt good having some again but too much at once was horrible at the same time.
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>>6673777
Same as Lily. Disney princesses these days look like Cabbage Pail Kids. Ugly.
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>>6673735
You must be an only child
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>>6673779
BACK
THE
FUCK
OFF
Elsa is literally perfect. L I T E R A L L Y.
I hope I go to Arendelle after I die so I can see her and Anna
>>6673781
Nope. I just have good taste
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>>6673779
>Cabbage Pail Kids
closer to garbage pail kids imo
>>6673783
>What's your story?
what do you mean ?
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>>6673783
That was thirty years ago. You could buy ether OTC too, which is why I got addicted since there was always some at home.
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Do you ever think back on someone you used to love who was special to you and miss them every once in a while?
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>>6673787
Well, I mixed up the two as a lapsus, so, yeah... A bit.
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>>6673785
Your taste is revolting
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>>6673789
Plenty.
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>>6673789
Actually, until recently, I was thinking about someone I loved and who killed herself pretty much constantly and it really gummed up my life...
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>>6673789
yeah
wish i could visit his grave
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>>6673785
Dumb waifuposter
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>>6673792
Who?
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>>6673791
>>6673795
Rude. I can also post Anna.
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pay attention y'all!
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>>6673789
Absolutely, i think about them alot.
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>>6673797
Are you hoping it's you or something?
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>>6673801
I'm just curious, I have a hunch but I'm not certain
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>>6673798
My family wouldn't let me watch or read Disney crap, and I'm thankful for that. It's seriously rotting kids' brains.
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>>6673804
What's wrong with it?
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>>6673804
Are you Jewish and was it because Walt Disney might have been a Nazi
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>>6673807
Literally nothing, she's just crazy.
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>>6673804
Yeah, it raises standards about partners and love to unreachable heights. To be fair it made me more realistic in my thoughts that true love between humans doesn't exist, so that's something. To be fair though, there's definitely a few that don't have that effect, like Hunchback. That one's unironically good.
10 points for whomever gets the meme in this picture.
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>>6673803
Who's your hunch, huh? Anyway you would only know like one of the people I'm thinking of, the rest are from a long long time ago.
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>>6673807
It's just literally stultifying. And it's always pushed a toxic, individualistic mindset.
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>>6673817
Nothing wrong with individualism
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http://www.transgendercare.com/medical/resources/tmf_program/tmf_program_regimens.asp
This site claims i also need to take Finasteride and other stuff asides from just spiro and E. And somewhere i read that boobs won't grow without progesteron. Is this true or will it also work well without these? ._.
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>>6673815
Asexual cake meme?
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>>6673810
Nah, my family is just borderline communist and strongly anti-American.
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>>6673819
Finasteride is completely unnecessary. Progesterone might help smoothing the mood swings E brings and improve boob shape a little, but it's not essential.
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>>6673820
It's a reference to perhaps the most infamous fanfiction written about Frozen; the cake fic, in which Anna has sexual relations with a cake because there's a tiny bit of Elsa's saliva on it.
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>>6673823
yea the Lion King
>oy vey hyenas are peaceful that ebil racist mufasa is making them starve, if we let them join us they will become productive members of society
rlly makes u think...
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>>6673821
Communist didn't like the Nazi either and Walt may have been one
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>>6673826
I'm completely fine with not knowing that
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>>6673831
same
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>>6673789
sometimes i do but then i see him with his fiance and i get slapped back out of fantasy land. my advice is to never fall for someone straight it hurts
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>>6673824
I see, thank you :)
Ugh, and my order still isn't confirmed...
And because of >>6673148 i'm not even sure if i really should take spiro, but cypro seems dangerous too, especially because i already have depressions :S
But with spiro i can't eat anything with potassium anymore and thats basically everything i eat ._.
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>people liking Disney
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>>6673787
Ask your uncle if he ever went to Guyana... you "whites" are easy to spot when you come here... you dress horrible as fuck.
... and if you come with hi. Lilly... you can give me a sample of that fresh off the table brand new pussy, so I can break it in for you.
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>>6673828
Lion king was all about "knowing your place"
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>>6673787
are you trans or what? Cos you sound like a dudebro invader.
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>>6673850
Lily is transtrender
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reminder that lily thinks that srs makes you cis
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>>6673843
Cypro is safe. Its bad rep comes from the long term, absurdly high doses that were used for chemically castrating rapists.
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>>6673850
Worst she's a troll
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>>6673821
I've heard the French dislike America.
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man
what the fuck is wrong with me
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>>6673856
The French dislike everyone
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>>6673856
We pretty much dislike everyone to be honest, it's not Asian grade xenophobia, but close. But Germanic people, including anglos, are the most disliked, yeah.
>>
>cancel hair appointment
>put old boy clothes back on
>let your voice fall into its lower range
Transitions a joke.
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>>6673858
What do you mean?
*huuugggs*:(
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>>6673858
Depression is what's wrong
you'll feel better soon completely randomly
*hugs*
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>>6673860
id say the english/french rivalry is the strongest desu
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>>6673858
please don't hurt yourself heather
i know you're going through some hard times but you're going to end up ok
i hate seing those pictures so much
i wish i could help you more but i really don't know what to say
i care about you and I just want you to be happy
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>>6673860
W-what about us Caribbeans?
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how do i indulge in my sissy fetish lmao
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>>6673866
That's one of the oldest one but Germany and France are like two cousins that fight a lot
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>>6673858
nothing. everyone has feels some days. hang in there kid you're gonna go far once you get past this rough patch. lotsa ppl here care about you, don't forget
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>>6673870
Not really a target. I mean, a few Caribbean islands are still fully part of France...
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This proves how wrong I was when I thought there were no nice people on 4chan. I guess my friend only showed me the shitty boards
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>>6673877
France refuses to let those places go
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>>6673879
This is by far the worst general on the worst board and there are no genuinely nice people here.
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>>6673882
Hey ;_;
I like to think I'm nice
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holy shit i just found a youtube channel full of videos of supposed real life events that predict the end of the world and my 16 year old conspiracy theorist/stoner self would be proud
>>6673879
hi! wanna be friends?
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>>6673882
You're projecting m8. i know quite a few nice girls here.
>>
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>>6673882
I'm nice :^)
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>>6673885
IKTF I was on a Alien Files Unsealed binge a few months back. It's fun to fantasize.
>>
Will slashing my shoulders with a knife make them smaller? I'm going to try
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>>6673887
yea ikr, I'd think the French would be the first to SURRENDER their colonial possessions
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>>6673892
no but shattering collar bones can
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>>6673881
Not really. They were offered autonomy, like most of our former colonies but refused and chose full integration instead.
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>>6673892
pls dont
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>>6673887
Simple explanation is France doesn't like giving up their shit
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>>6673892
No it won't
it will only make you feel worse and leave a nasty mark, I've tried
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>>6673892
>tfw we can put a man on the moon but can't surgically reduce skeleton size
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I would rather fuck the fatty, hold her hands and be seen in public with her, than that tall ass lanket of a wolf in sheep's skin.
How does tnat make you feel? Mtfg?
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>>6673885
hi! Maybe I would if this weren't my first time posting on this board
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>>6673905
>tfw this is your future
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>>6673905
totally fine
>>
I wish I could kill myself but my stupid parents..
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>>6673913
Don't do that, please
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>>6673913
hi me
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>>6673916
You don't even know me. You don't have to pretend you care and it would effect you.
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>>6673910
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>>6673913
what makes you so sad all the time if you pass so well?
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>>6673913
Yeah I agree, I wish life didn't give us stupid connections and responsibility to others.
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>>6673913
I live at home as well. Started HRT yesterday, thought it would relieve the stress. I've been living in a coma of static noise, like someone ripped my skull open and poured oil in. I smoke weed and sleep and don't even let myself cry anymore..
I thought I'd be happy after the hoop jumping game ended, but even on meds before they've taken effects I'm broken inside. I can't get a fucking job like this and I would rather smoke weed than go outside and meet new people.
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>>6673920
True, but that doesn't mean I want you to kill yourself
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Why is it that every time I google an illness I have it?
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>>6673927
have you google hypochondria yet?
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>>6673927
Hypochondria.
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>>6673927
Because google criteria for illnesses is incredibly broad and vague because the truth is you cannot get an accurate diagnosis without the help of a medical professional.
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>>6673905
>tfw short fat fuck
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>>6673913
i wanna try and take care of u and make you happy because yer a pretty girl and ya deserve to feel like you are one
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>>6673819
Finasteride only blocks the formation of DHT, which is a more potent form of testosterone that also causes hair loss on the scalp. Spiro won't completely nuke your T because it's a shit tier anti-androgen, so your body will inevitably convert some of that T into DHT. If male pattern baldness runs in your family or you have some hair loss that's progressing it would be advisable for you to take it along side your standard HRT regimen. After about 3 years of HRT, I was starting to lose hair really bad until i upped my spiro and estradiol dosages and got on finasteride. I don't know for sure what was causing me to lose hair but after a year of taking fin, my hair is thicker and healthier than ever.
If anything, it won't hurt to take it. At best it'll help with feminization since you will ideally have very little testosterone or dihydrotestosterone affecting you and making you manly. You will go through a shed phase for about three or six months into taking it tho, but in the majority of cases the hair comes back thicker after that phase and is maintained as long as you're on the drug.
The brand name is pretty pricey tho since it's used for cosmetic purposes. You can get around this by asking your doctor for the generic 5mg tablets since those are often used in men with prostate issues.
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>>6673935
My "doctor" is a fucking shit head. He prescribed me no Spiro or anything else. Just 2mg for 4 months of estrodiol and I have to refill every 14 days.
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>>6673922
Tfw she passes better than me
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>>6673923
Bc i don't pass you moron. No girl in the world passes with inverted triangle shape, Adam's apple, no hips, disgusting veiny arms.
Fuck you all for letting me think my life would be better. At least when I was on t I could still dream. Now I know there's no hope.
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>>6673935
Yeah, I guess I forgot about the hair loss thing. Never had any issues with that even though I'm pretty close to 40, so I just never considered it.
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>>6673928
>>6673930
>>6673932
So I was reading this
http://jamaica-gleaner.com/article/news/20160802/former-miss-jamaica-universe-life-support-machine
And I fit a ton of the symptoms
>Random rib pain - check
>Eye floaters - check
>Delayed puberty - check
>Jamaican - check
>Named Shakira - check
>Shit fucked up - check
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>>6673858
please find a way to keep self-medding
do not let your parents grind you down
being trans makes you have to grow up fast, it sucks, but if you persist and persevere you can get what you want
hide meds at the bottom of a laptop case in future, even the most invasive old fogies won't think to touch young people technology
don't be one of these idiots who hides them in your wardrobe which your mom is guaranteed to go through
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>>6673935
Buh spiro got my T down to 1
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>>6673945
Adam's apple can be shaved rather cheaply and HRT made my veins a lot smaller, to the point it's an issue because the lab techs have a hard time finding the right spot for blood checks now.
Hips can get some fat padding, but yeah, bone structure is an unsolvable issue. You can still pass as a masculine looking woman if you're a bit buff, though.
>>
>>6673945
Nice
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>>6673945
alot of girls here woukd disagree with that. it sounds like dysphoria is distorting your self image a lot.
but dont detransition, things only get worse try to hang tough for a little while and focus on the good not the bad. as long as ur alive there is hope i believe in u beep ur gunna make it
>>
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>>6673905
Justin Hawkins from The Darkness is trans?!!?!
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>>6673955
>pass as a masculine cis women
You crack me up cfh
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>>6673945
Are you beepbeep? I swear your face is passing? Get hip implants.
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>>6673950
Well, sickle cell anemia can be very easily checked for at any biology lab. You can even do it at home with a cheap microscope...
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>>6673961
he sounds like a pos if he did that there is no reason at all to touch you there
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>>6673964
She's cis, so...
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>>6673971
amelie mauresmo is just ugh
She should just be ftm :/
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>>6673955
Masculine 5'3 women
Fucking good one mate
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>>6673941
Well you have three options. You can beg him for spiro and explain why you need it, self med, or find another doctor. If option one doesn't work you can self med until you find another, less shitty doctor.
I know how you feel tho. I had a doctor that was that stupid for about three years into hrt until i wised up and found another clinic. He wouldn't do blood work at all because, according to him he knew that the only estrogen i have in my body is the amount he was giving me, and he knew my testosterone wasn't completely suppressed because i hadn't gotten my balls taken out yet. Didn't care about liver or kidney function, or whether my hormone levels were in the female range. Nope. He just gave me a tiny ass, ineffective dose of spiro and a fuckton of oral estrogen for three years without any lab work...
I regret ever trusting him because I sometimes feel like my body masculinized more during those three years.
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>>6673976
Well, she's a brick with an ugly face. But even prettier professional sportswomen have seriously masculine bodies.
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>tfw you can sing the bass line in 16 tonnes
I don' wanna be made o'muscle an' blood!
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>>6673979
At least you're not 5'11" like me
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>>6673983
>sportswomen
>pretty
Is this a ruse?
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 14:07:02
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>>6673979
beep please let me take care of you and help you feel like the pretty girl you are by talking to you when you're sad and trying my best to help whenever I can
like you can message me whenever youre mad and i can try and calm you down and idk
youre pretty and i wanna make you feel that way okay?
*sending of hearts*
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>>6673344
AAWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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>>6673954
Well of course, YMMV. But it's been proven that cypro and bicalutamide are way more effective at nuking your T than spiro is.
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>>6673980
I live in a decent American state, so I'm going to shop doctors. Pretty much this guy is an incompetent quack from what I've gathered.
I have no idea what range I'm in, no one ever asked.
If you have recommended hormone regiments and dosages to self med, I finally am past my parents FEAR SHAMING. like somehow self correcting my life made me a bad person. I hate them and now that I'm finally out of their mental prison, I don't really have anyone to depend on.
2mg estrodiol for 4 months seems like fucking bullshit to be. It's not going to do anything if my testosterone is still raping my face.
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There's nothing that will fix me and I'm going back to boy clothes
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holy shit
I just realized a guy i dated for 3 months never wanted to be in public with me
like, the 6 possible times he could be in public with me (going to a pita stand, getting a drink with me, inviting him to coffee 2 times and listening to live music, meeting with my dealer) he would say "I'll just park the car instead" or "I'm too tired" or "Can we just stay at my place instead".
Holy shit either it's a huge coincidence or he was scared to be seen in public with me.
Also I got catcalled when going to that kebab stand so it would have been nice to have him with me
but jeeze....
Ouch
I don't feel so good
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>>6673995
Shut the fuck up
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>>6673995
K take pictures. You already got a private response from like half this thread, just fuck off and detransition already.
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>>6673864
i honestly barely know
>>6673865
*hugs*
>>6673869
its so hard
>>6673876
its no longer a rough patch this is a rough five years
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>>6673997
No need to me mean, JJ.
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>>6673971
>>6673976
>>6673983
>tfw you pass better than a cis girl
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>>6674004
Yes it is me
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>>6674004
he already ditched me when I told him about my disease
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>>6674010
Ok jj/jt
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>>6673995
beepbeep please :(
wanna talk one on one about your issues?
i wanna try and help as much as i can
i don't wanna see a nice person down
i may be too nice or something but i really just wanna make people happy
my skype is isla.charlie and my discord is Isla#9989
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>>6674007
i love you beep
i'm rooting for you
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>>6673850
>doesn't drool over weeb shit and makeup
>must be a dudebro
poor kiddo
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>>6673999
Fuck you mangie. Kill yourself skwizgaar
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>>6674004
What would you start on if you could warp back in time to age 24. I'm too old for this process to just be starting FUCK my life.
Also red when are you going to find men and not boys? Find a rich Arab and just hope they won't beat you, I heard they have nice cars and smell okay tho idk
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>>6674016
some guy barebacked me without asking my permission or saying anything about protection
I was an idiot and didn't say a thing
fuck
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oh this is that chance to be fake and bitchy that anon told me about earlier
*coughs*
i am the best passing transexualvestite in the entirety of /lit/
[spoiler]did i do it right?[/spoiler]
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>>6674013
Its a rare moment that you reveal yourself to me angie. Why are you still here? Just out of spite to everyone here who is displeasured by your presence?
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>>6674020
sugar daddy dropped me too.
i wouldn't mind being beaten tho
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>>6674019
Good to know that you hate me even though that wasn't me you replied to
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>>6674034
Well when ur notoriously a cunt don't be surprised when people assume it's you?
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>>6674029
Not everyone is.
You're just mad cause your life sucks :/
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>>6674003
im always here for you as a friend smiles, u don't have to suffer alone and ill listen to whatever is bothering you no matter how minor you think it is.
but of ur not comfortable with that i can give words of encouragement and that's it. it sucks, it really does but don't give up okay? stay determined to succeed and don't let the bad stuff keep you locked down. focus on any happiness or good stuff you can
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>>6674038
I'm only a cunt to people I don't like.
You aren't on that list
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>>6674034
You should try being nice and positive. Towards yourself first, that's imperative. Towards others once you feel better. I have a feeling you could be likeable if you weren't stuck in a vicious circle of self-hate and anger...
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I came out to my assistant manager and it went really well. He doesnt care what I do regarding my transition and is leaving everything up to me to handle. I told him I'm gonna keep things kinda quiet and then just give a heads up to everyone when I want to be presenting as Grace, rather than have some big meeting about it and draw lots of attention. He's gonna protect me if anyone gives me shit but he doesnt think anyone will.
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>>6674039
What a weak excuse.
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everyone is sad and feels terrible
all I can say is try to find some love within yourself and love yourself
>>6674047
proud of you!
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>>6674047
Thats good Grace !!!
I'm glad that a thingy went well for ya !!
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>>6674043
i don't get the meme
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>>6674047
Nice!
Tfw no grace to protect :/
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>>6674052
You're a good red
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>>6674036
>me
>edgy
meanwhile in this thread
>lol cut myself
>lol420blazeXDDDD
k
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bed-chan - isla - (ID: !URPrincess)
2016-08-04 14:25:12
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can i spam the please love me meme
because i want attention from all the sad people
so i can give them attention and talk to them
and then make the sad people happy
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>>6674063
Hi Juniper
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>>6674052
>>6674055
Thank y'all!!
>>6674063
Protect meeee, lord knows I'm a mess without anyone watching over me
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>>6674063
hi there <3333
would you go out in public with me?
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>>6674072
iktf friend. i hate seeing ppl sad, i wish there was something more i could do u ya know? but ill continue hoping for the best.
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>>6674067
I'm not saying my life doesnt suck. It suuuuper duper does. But why in your tiny mind would that influence my distaste for you? Are you really so narcissistic that you cant comprehend people dislike you because of you?
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>>6674067
Because it would make you feel better, and in turn, that would make people like you better. It can only improve your life. It worked for me.
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>>6674068
thanks
I'm glad i know you
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I don't hate any of you but I also don't think I deserve love from any of you either. It doesn't matter if I'm nice. That's not going to fix anything and people only take advantage of me.
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>>6674086
faye turn on you so soon?
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>>6674077
can i take care of you
and make you happy
and be a mom type to you
i can teach you stuff
like how to tell if pasta is perfect and how to cook the perfect pasta for you!!
>>6674086
I will take advantage of you in the way that if you are sad i want to talk to you and make you not sad.
You don't not deserve any love.
>>6674081
yup
me too
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>>6674086
Can i ask you sincerely, Why don't you think you have value?
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>>6674072
I'm p sad but I doubt you wanna talk to me lol
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>>6674086
well...I want to validate those feelings
it's hard to overcome them
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>>6674072
<3
thanks for being there for people
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>>6673994
200mg of spironolactone daily is a pretty safe and effective dosage AFAIK. It would take a shit ton of if to actually overdose. I take the 100 mg tablets twice a day and i feel a lot better. My serum testosterone levels are in the higher adult female ranges tho but of course YMMV.
Spironolactone is a potassium sparing diuretic so make sure to drink a lot of water cause you'll be peeing a lot. Hyperkalemia is possible but i haven't heard of any cases of a trans woman actually dying from it. Memes aside, just don't eat a ton of bananas or stuff with a high potassium content.
You should be fine bumping up your estradiol dose to 4mg. Anything over 8mg is considered unusual or inadvisable. Though I've been taking 8mg for three years and my kidney and liver function fine according to blood tests. Really no one knows for sure because of how poorly long term MtF HRT is studied. But you'll find a good doctor long before you're getting liver problems in your 50s for taking too much estradiol.
That's all I really know from my personal experience. There's also /hrtgen/ or /trans help gen/ if you want more info and advice. Just take what you hear from random anons with a grain of salt and try to make the best decision you can with the information you do know.
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>>6674080
I'd be grateful to yes :D
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>>6674100
thank you dear!
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>>6674099
I wasn't the one who hit you, but I understand
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>>6674093
It's not just here. It works the same in real life. Getting rid of self-hate goes a long way. But I know I can't help. Nobody can. It's something you have to decide for yourself and work towards. Not easy, but entirely worth it.
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>>6674098
If you wanna hike after I'd stick with 20.
I'm fine, just listening to music. Erykah Badu.
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>>6674093
Thats actually not why i hate you. I hate you because you're manipulative and you know everyone dislikes you so you post on anon so that no one can filter you.
You think i feel guilty that i told kari i dont think she's pretty? Not even a little. She was my friend and I'm sorry that she's not noided. I wish we could be friends again. But i refuse to take responsibility for other people's weak psyches.
I refuse to compromise for a reason, dumbo. If someone comes to me for advice on their physical appearance i wont lie or show favoritism to save their feelings.
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>>6674089
That all sounds very wonderful, I want Momma Isla to teach me to cook!!
>>6674098
Okedoke ~
Im gonna power nap goodnight everyone!!
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>>6674096
Bananas are one thing, but stay the fuck away from liquorice while on spiro. Also, dehydration can be a serious issue while on it, so alcohol is really bad. Learned that with the worst hangover I ever had. Leaked blood from my dick for days because of the damage it caused.
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>>6674103
I remember when I used to be as edgy and self-hating as her. I think it's why half the trips here don't like me.
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>>6674106
>manipulative
Nice meme :)
Please elaborate wise jj
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>>6674110
nini sweet dreams !!
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Goodnight /mtfg/
Im gonna sleep
will probably stuff myself full of sugar and
listen to some chill guitar music
and probably crying
like, the screaming kind
goodnight
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>>6674114
I was too. Yeah, I know it's hard to believe, but I'm sure some people here remember. Talking with Syndie just made something click that allowed me to stop hating myself. I'm not safe from relapsing, but I'm doing a lot better now.
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>>6674121
im sorry ;;
I love you Heather so please sleep well.
i really do care about you okiay?
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>tfw another night of fun dream adventures comes to an end
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>>6674123
That is hard to believe.
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>>6674129
Welcome back :D at least you had fun
What'd you dream?
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>>6674127
What did you say that got her so down?
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>>6674103
I'm trans so self-hating is a priority.
I get along with everyone irl though.
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ummmm
I'm having really dysphoric/bad thoughts
sometime I hate men for what they do to me
anyways
see y'all
i love y'all
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>>6674129
Hi nim.
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>when you're on a model's instagram
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>>6674130
You just have to dig through the archive to check... Until it changed early this year, I hadn't been confident and self-assured since the late 90s...
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>>6674139
Maybe try to stop seeing yourself as trans first and focus on being a woman instead. It's healthier. You have unrealized potential. It just hurts to see you squander it the way you do.
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>>6674146
Congrats on figuring out how angles work
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>>6674135
I wanna take care of more people and like
I just wanna make everyone happy
like a mommy type honestly
but with multiple people that i take care of
make happy and get to say they are beautiful and that i care about them and stuff
like in a borderline romantic way
its hard to remain dedicated since i have fear of losing someone after commitment because of past experiences
basically i just said
well i have trouble with my thoughts and idk what i want
i just wanna make her happy but i also wanna make other people happy
not to mention that her doctors thingy went not that great
they told her dad everythin and :(
i guess me crying and breaking and needing to get something off of my chest for more transparency kinda pushed her over the edge
she seems to feel a little bit better now
i feel guilty as fuck though ;;
>>6674146
literally cut your dick off
that shits nasty as fuck
literally find a professional grade guillotine and slap your dick where the human neck goes
then have the masked man release the blade
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>>6674148
What potential?
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>>6674132
i have a reoccurring dream where im in elementary school again but i have reality and shape shifting powers which i use to mess with the teachers like a cartoon character
im pretty sure i was a pirate captian fighting robots with my maties at some point too
my dreams are fun, that's why i always sleep in
>>6674141
hi oddish
how are you?
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>>6674146
dude's holding his hand like a foot underneath
Also checked checked for phimosis instead of posting your lad here
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>>6674157
I'm great! I have prescription pain killers and there is SO much dota happening today. If you're not feeling good today i hope you cheer up. Want some happy music?
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>>6674158
hi basic
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>>6674163
hi nimmu
Everything go ok with ordering meds?
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So, uh, I'm starting to get tingling in my extremities, mostly my left hand, but occasionally the other too.
Is it possible it's the spiro? I'm on a highish dose and I have lowish hemoglobin and low blood pressure.
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>>6674157
I wish I could shape-shift...
You got any plans for today?
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>>6674161
i always feel a little melancholy when i oversleep
so yes I'll take those songs! :)
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>>6674153
So you pushed your own problems on her when she was having a hard time already?
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I don't wanna tuck.
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>>6674173
She asked me what was on my mind when we were talking about things which I will not mention here however I brought it up while we were talking about certain subject since she asked if anything come up I tell her.
I mainly told her because she indirectly asked per say.
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>>6674153
take care of me senpaitachi
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>gotta go to work and get misgendered for five hours
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
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>>6674176
AGP
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>>6674171
This is what I'm listening to right now!
https://youtu.be/HRQTWmmrNVo
https://youtu.be/cZvt23iBVVo
https://youtu.be/STz5dlEJ6ZI
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>>6674185
i wanna tuck
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>>6674154
To have a healthy, satisfying life as a woman. Won't happen while you keep being your worst enemy, though. And nobody can make peace with yourself for you. It's your choice, and your choice only.
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>>6674181
Damn that sucks, well I hope things get better for and between you two.
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10912923
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>>6673852
nah I think that having a functional vagina and passing makes you equal to cis women
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>>6674178
Awh that's ok don't feel bad
It's a pretty big deal the first time desu
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>>6674200
From a practical standpoint, that's quite accurate.
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>>6674200
lil
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>>6674196
How can I have that when I'm not happy with my voice, face or body?
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>>6674214
Learn to accept and like them. I hated mine too.
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>>6674209
Keep the drugs away from smiles plz
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>>6674209
I'm worried about therapy tomorrow (on non trans stuff this time) because my mum wants to talk to the therapist first and she will probably fuck it up.
P-pls make me feel better ><
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>>6674217
lillerz
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>>6674215
>accepting flaws
That is someone who settles
That isn't me
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>>6674221
anolerz
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>>6674209
im still in a funk about not ordering hormones yesterday
also is it worth it to eat my entire recommended calorie intake in popcorn at the movies today
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>>6674228
hi :)
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>>6674230
hi :)
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>>6674201
<3 ;-;
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>>6674229
Only If you don't feel bad afterwards because of it.
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>>6674226
You see unfixable flaws where there are none.
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>no dota for 40 more minutes
I'M BORED
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>>6674234
It'll go better next time.
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>>6674236
I can fix my voice but I can't fix my body and I tried to fix my face and that blew up in my face
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>>6674219
dw these were the last of my opiates
they are gone.
>>6674220
Well we can talk about it all ya want
I think you can try to maybe talk with her privately?
Therapists normally are required (at least from my experience) if you ask for private time you get it.
Please try your best to be assertive sweetie, I know you can do it!!
>>6674229
aww
I can understand being scared, but try and remember that the quicker you order it the quicker you will be getting them and on the path of transition okiee?
you can do it nim I do believe you can
ill give ya headpats if you do order them ><
i wouldnt eat all of you rintake, i feel like you will regret it, well at least i would
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>>6674241
Not really. Your face is kind of cute. Much better than it once was.
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>>6674243
The main thing is that she wants to talk first and I don't have the energy to argue otherwise ><
B-but thanks Isla :3
<3
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My butt's sore ;~;
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>>6674249
Put a real saddle on that bike.
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>>6674249
Stop getting fucked then slut.
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>>6674249
Oww ><
Why is it sore?
Also hi :3
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>>6674249
LEWD
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>>6674249
>tfw nobody to make me sore
ur making me jelly
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>>6674249
i want to make a butt sore
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>>6674249
I'm sorry I won't go as hard with you today.
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>>6674244
Maybe to you but to others it isn't.
I remember last April seeing one of my old high school teachers and she said that anyone can tell I'm trans because I still look very masculine
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>>6674252
My dream saddle
>>6674253
O-ok
>>6674254
New bike, haven't ridden in ages, my ass has been thoroughly decimated
>>6674257
Get outside and start riding
>>6674261
Lewd
>>6674262
But I was enjoying taking a pounding ;-;
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>>6674264
It's your body
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My brother (cis male) asked what would happen to him if he took my same pills if he would start to think differently. And I have no idea...
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>>6674277
She not pointed out the flaws of my body, but she also pointed out everything wrong with my face which was everything but my lips
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>>6674276
>Get outside and start riding
Nobody to ride :<
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>>6674276
>tfw no bike to get a sore ass on
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>>6674276
Owww ><
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>>6674284
Ok well get surgery then, crying on 4chan isn't likely to help.
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>>6674287
Thank you Isla c:
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>>6674287
In a hypothetical feminist nazi hostile regime change, could they force all men into women and absorb them to their side?
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>>6674293
Except I had surgery you idiot
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>>6674276
>But I was enjoying taking a pounding ;-;
I told you I would kiss it better. Not sure how else you expect to heal properly?
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>>6674296
Call the surgeon an idiot, not me.
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>>6674295
Nah, they wouldn't bother. They'd just put guys in concentration camps and force them to wank to death to pictures of Janice Raymond and Cathy Brennan in order to bank sperm.
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>>6674304
Did that and I've been working my ass off to get him to lose as much clientele as possible.
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>>6674309
So who is he then?
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Heee-eey! If it isn't my favorite nephew!
How you been little man? You got a girlfriend yet. Haha, just kidding with you. You'll get one soon, I'm sure.
Hey you gotta start hitting the gym! Without muscles that long hair makes you look like a girl!
Wait a second..Are you wearing fucking lipstick?
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>>6674311
Zukowski
He also did Michele Hendley and Raiden Quinn. While Michelle looks nice, Raiden looks bad
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>>6674312
So nice ;~;
*hugs*
<3
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>>6674313
Shut up uncle Matt D;
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>>6674300
Idk about kissing but it probably could benefit from a massage
>>6674288
Worthwhile investment seemingly, I'm liking it so far
>>6674286
*Nothing
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>>6674316
Hey, I do try to be nice^^
glad i can at least make a teensy teensy bit of a difference
<3
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>>6674325
w-why is kurisu looking at me like that
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>>6674327
It makes a big difference : )
<3
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>>6674311
I should also mention that it annoys me when people claim I have BDD when I clearly don't
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>>6674329
She wants to bike you
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>>6674336
"how much money have you spent on Lexapro, Xanax, Adderall lmao. Your life is terrible. "
I shit post this at any children minded peasants or old guard ignorance.
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>>6674336
Well i believe you know because of what your teacher said but you can't complain about hugboxing if you just post pics that make you look good
>>6674314
<<<<< oh god
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Amy victoria (ID: !!9nQRK+UQp9q)
2016-08-04 16:02:28
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1hy cqntr i view, laSt threqd
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>>6674341
Shakira I feel lethargic bleh
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>>6674343
Go home Amy you're drunk
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>tfw still nervous about tomorrow
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>>6674340
I don't get it
>>6674341
All I have is this https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GLcEyZz3b_Q
Also I kid with the teacher. While she did say anyone can tell, she didn't point out any flaws.
>oh god
Yeah Raiden looks bad. Like wtf with those lips.
Michelle came out well
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>>6674350
woah who the fuck is juniper?
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>>6674356
the hip goddess
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>>6674347
are you hungover?
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>>6674362
get it together amy
im sick of seeing everyone i know make the worst decisions
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>>6674356
Sorry if the vid scares you.
Juniper is someone I know in a fb group
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>>6674362
ah
yes
i can
understand this message
"Not drunk, I just woke up from a 3 xanax forced ??????? and typing is rather difficult on the phone"
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>>6674362
>xanax
Amy go home you are "drunk"
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>>6674378
Ok so how is it twisted up?
Elaborate
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>>6674387
Hi Juniper :3
How are you?
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>>6674381
the cheeks aren't symmetrical but that could just be the video. Also your face seems kinda elongated. I just noticed you're Angie, damn why did you get surgery? you were so cute in the tier list. See I didn't even recognize you. You also sound a lot older than I thought you were
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>>6674377
ELANNA THEY KNOW
ELANNA THEY KNOW
ELANNA THEY KNOW
ELANNA THEY KNOW
what do i dooooooo? ;-;
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>>6674390
bleh I'm late so now I'm just taking the bus :/
hbu?
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>>6673838
I have a tiny crush on a straight woman who I'm good friends with. And she has a BF (who seems like an asshole). D:
At least I got to ride a horse today.
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>>6674405
Chose fax. Never actually fax it.
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>>6674409
w-what if they start asking
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>>6674407
Aww ;-;
*hugs*
I'm okay now, I was sad earlier
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>>6674350
You look disgusting in motion holy shit
You need to be purged from this world
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>>6674414
They won't IIRC
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>>6674407
what are buses like in burgerland?
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>>6674422
lol
In seattle they aren't very good. I think theyre actually shitty in most of the country
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>>6674424
<3
Woof :3
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>>6674387
Oh well I tried
>>6674402
That's because the back part of my cheeks sunk in due to surgery.
I got surgery cause it was better than is face...
>tier list
If you are talking about the one where I'm on piglet/gadget tier, then that was like 3 months after surgery
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>>6674432
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>>6674418
Purge me baby :)
Purge me hard :)
Also tell the fish tank I said hi
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>>6674436
<3
:3:3:3
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;`;
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>>6674433
How many months HRT was this? Why did you choose him? Why not one of the meme doctors such as Spiegel?
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>>6674433
Tried what? Why do people hate you here? Were you really that much of a cunt?
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>>6674439
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Ready for a swim today
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>>6673853
Ugh i already ordered 6 packages of spiro :S
But i still don't have any confirmation :/
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>>6674405
Fax
Also, good job nim, keep pushing forward.
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>>6674451
nice piss pocket ;P
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>>6674451
thats an ugly swimsuit imo
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>tfw you wake up expecting cuddles but she's not even in your bed and is sleeping on the floor
this "I love you" stuff is starting to sound like bullshiut
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>>6674453
It's fine. You just have to be cautious about what you eat and drink. And hydrate a lot.
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>>6674455
>two years HRT
This has crushed my soul, I thought it worked on everyone eventually. Guess I'm fucked then because 5 months in my face hasn't changed much. Are you sure your dose was right?
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>>6674461
What's the difference really between cyproheptadine and spironolactone? I understand they're both prescribed for same(similar?) reasons - but have different side effects? Are these strictly comparable - or are they different in a way I'm missing?
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>>6674467
Yeah it was
I just couldn't gain the needed weight for it
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I'M A FUCKING POKEMON MASTER
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>>6674469
So you had surgery instead of just eating more????
Hmm this is probably why my HRT isn't doing anything, I'm actually losing weight rn
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>>6674476
Have you ever eaten octopus? it's pretty tasty.
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>>6674461
But i eat bananas everyday and i really like everything with potatoes :(
Is it really that dangerous?
And some Anon said my boobs won't grow and i won't look feminine at all if i don't eat meat, but i don't like meat. Is this true? Should i just kill myself? ._.
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>>6674477
or the fact you're only on hrt 5 months
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>>6674468
Cyproterone and spironolactone are totally different. The former is almost purely antiandrogenic, the latter is an aldosterone antagonist that also happens to be antiandrogenic.
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>>6674468
>cyproheptadine
cyproterone
They work on different mechanisms so not directly comparable. Different side effect profiles, dosing, availability. The only thing they have in common is they're both often prescribed as a pill based anti-androgen treatment.
Personally I found the side effects of spiro were inconvenient with the pissing and the side effects of cypro changed who I was as a person by significantly decreasing my ability to cope with stress.
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well i've officially fallen for the tranny meme
now its up to fate to see whether or not my mom is home when the package arrives, and if my life is ruined forever or not
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>>6674442
Press iiiiit
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>>6674485
You need saturated fats to get optimal development. Butter is better than meat for that. Potatoes aren't really an issue. Bananas can be fine, but make sure your sodium intake is fine. Extra salt on everything. And a lot of water.
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>>6674495
good luck nim
And good job
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>>6674483
Dammit, now I want octopus
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>>6674495
Best of luck
And if you don't mind me asking, how old are you?
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>>6674500
calories in, calories out.
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>>6674504
im 20..
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>>6674502
I'm pretty andro. But tbf I was working on stuff for like six months before hormones. Hrt hasn't done shit for me yet. If I take a head on pic with my hair pulled back you can see it
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>>6674489
This explains why I wasn't understanding why the honest fuck they were prescribing cyproheptadine hahaha
So I'm totally fucked then. My current Trans doctor is such a fucking morning all he prescribed is 2mg estrodiol 1 time a day. My friend (mtf) was prescribed 4mg and cypro*terone* and is the
>>6674502
Are you on a very low dosage and have your hormones actually been tested or like my doctor did be touch your testicles and then say "get a letter from a psychologist and I'll put you on estrogen"
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>>6674497
>fat, potatoes, salt
Yay potato chips everyday :3
>And a lot of water.
i'm really not used to drinking a lot, i hope i can do it. I should probably drink a lot more even without the hrt, but for some reason i don't drink much. I dunno why ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>6674515
I'm self medding
I take 4mg estro and 200 mg spiro
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>>6674510
What stuff can you work on besides voice and shaving too often and crying.
I STOPPED working out but I may have lost too might weight even after my body destroyed it's muscle system while I lay on a floor waiting to die in a bathroom for 3 months straight over winter
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>>6674515
oh yeah and my hormones were tested, 1 for T, 555 for E
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>>6674505
Also forgot there is a trip here who went to the same surgeon
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>>6674520
I'm going to bump up to this in a month after 2mg 1/day from the """"legit""" pharmacy are gone. Then switch doctors hopefully by then, the line of us transitioning is out the fucking door. Pissing off the system for sure. Bullshit system
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>>6674520
I like calamari
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>>6674532
I like you :3
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>>6674516
If you can get blood checks, make sure to get your creatinine levels. Best way to check that your kidneys aren't overloaded and that you're drinking enough water.
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>>6674523
Well I got strict with skincare, started grooming, got laser, learned to dress for body, styled my boymode more andro, played around with hairstyles, learned no makeup makeup.
You can still work out just cardio and no upper body.
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Pokémon is <3
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>>6674546
creatine meme
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>>6674539
Different anon here.
I order my lsd to the house and my mdma but I was too ashamed and coward to not self med because my parents meme shamed me into doing this "the right way"
I'm. So. Fucking. Sick. Of being a house cat.
>>6674546
Should I wait a month on estrogen (just started Hrt... Why do they call it "therapy" and not "treatment") before getting tested or 3 months or 5 or what?
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>>6674553
Creatinine, not creatine. Definitely not the same thing.
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>>6674532
If you don't hear from me again I killed myself.
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>>6674552
pokemon is </3 ;~;
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>>6674509
Me too :3
>>6674495
Me too :3
(but from qhi yesterday, still no confirmation though :S)
>>6674546
Uhh so can i just go to a doctor and tell him to check my blood or do i have to tell exactly what i want to have tested, because i have no ides? I guess estrogen, Testosterone, potassium and that Creatinine stuff and anything else? :o
>>6674551
I love everyone here though <3
>>6674558
I don't know any of these. I'm stupid :D
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>>6674555
It's therapy because originally, it meant to making menopause easier, not really treating anything. Waiting a month then checking every three months or so sounds good.
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>>6674559
Wtf why?! No! Get on skype!
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What's up /mtfg/? Anyone doing anything fun tonight? I'm about to go to the mall and find something slutty to squeeze my dadbod into to go dancing tonight
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>>6674566
>dead eyes
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>>6674566
take me with you ;~;
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>>6674539
People think that by starting at early age you can get better changes but that is debatable except for pre-teens maybe.
Example: trans lady I know who started in her mid 40s
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i should feel excited that i ordered mones but i just feel empty for some reason
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>>6674559
shakira please wtf
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>>6674575
I want to, it's girls night!!
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>>6674576
She looks fucking awful
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>>6674550
I was told to avoid laser until Hrt has started to take full effect and then start the process. Granted, the source of this information is a doctor who didn't even check my hormones, and touched my dick as the gate keeping factor :l is he memeing me?
I need some girl friends to help me. I can't just start fucking about my home in makeup ugh I wish I could...
>>6674560
That feel when autistic and my preschool sense of socializing was trading cards. I learned to talk to everyone that young about Pokemon and Digimon and stuff. Got older and it was magic the gathering. Got older self. Isolated until now and now I can't socialize without panic attack. Pokemon go helped me remember who I was like at heart and what world and generation I'm from and how much had changed. And now the game is (always was) GARBAGE
>>6674564
I've been calling it treatment. I also keep giving the "gender is this and is connected to body and has little to do with sexual preference" speech and the little "no the LGB community doesn't support us, but they are better than literally no one batting for us" thing and the "NO FUCK BAG. IT ISN'T A NEW TREND. THEY MEDICSLLY SCREEN FOR THIS IN CHILDREN AS YOUNG AS 1ST AND 2ND GRADE. SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH YOUR CHRISTIAN MINDED PROPAGANDA TRUMP SUPPORTING KEK LIFE STYLE FUCKARY OF PSEUDO INTELLECTUAL ENLIGHTENMENT.
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>>6674577
You have pretty eyes
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>tfw ur a boy
: (
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>tfw best dudebro
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anyone else hyped for Pokémon sun/moon?
im thinking ill get sun bc the lion cover Pokémon is so cute <3 (yes im an autist to care about stuff like that idc)
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>tfw you dry your hair and forget you have earrings and hook it on one of the fibers of the towel and almost rip out your piercing
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I been working night shifts this week and theres p much nothing to do so all I do is watch south park all night.
Neets got it all wrong, getting paid for doing hardly anything is the way to go.
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>>6674588
thanks
hopefully these meme pills make everything else pretty too
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>>6674597
No one cares
Get on hormones or get out
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>>6674585
For a forty-something? You need a reality check, she looks pretty good, and youthful.
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>>6674597
glad u got a job i dont mind gj ^_^b
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>>6674585
>she isn't a supermodel so she looks awful
Fuck off with your memes bro
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>>6674595
I think I just reimagined my fish hook earing idea :l
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>>6674566
>What's up /mtfg/?
well I don't hate anyone anymore for having more progress for me for starters, sorry for being callous in the past
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>>6674609
>for me
*than me
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>>6674576
To be honest, I restarted transition at 35 and I've had pretty good effects so far.
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>>6674609
I think u are doing really great lately desu and I'm happy for u
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>>6674586
If you're starting within a few months it makes literally no difference. You don't even need touch ups til about the year mark so I think they just don't know. I love is I had started sooner desu
Why not? Watch YouTube videos and tutorials for inspo. Bc for real when you learn to contour your brow/nose/jaw you'll feel a fuckton better about yourself.
>>6674584
No wonder I wasn't invited
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>>6674609
That's good to hear. I hope you're going to make good progress yourself.
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>>6674618
*I wish I started earlier
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>>6674609
Good for you : )
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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>>6674502
That's not true. You have examples like Grace that aren't even andro at 7 months. It really depends on the person but also how much hugboxing you believe.
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>>6674619
I'm probably not gonna get them done >_<
I'm a coward when it comes to pain.
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>>6674617
Naw, I snapped the other day but I can't and wont do that no more, its silly and now being disconnected from my mother in a new part of the state I feel kinda like I am growing up and being a real human finally. I just can't hate everyone for looking pretty anymore. I should strive harder to obtain it myself, I may never be pretty but at least I can pass more or less besides my face which I am saving to fix. I mean I bet I could go out in this normie girl outfit right?
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>>6674631
It's like your life is on a 12 year lag.
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>>6674628
why not? its not that painful, healing is kinda trying but it will go by fast and its so worth it because there are a zillion earrings out there
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>>6674602
No you
>>6674604
Ive had a job for a while Korra but thanks, its like neeting at home except im getting paid. Theres even a fucking ice dispenser, coffeemachine with hot cocao and milk dispensers of varied fat content. Shits like a mini serve-yourself hotel.
>>6674607
Thanks, I think your post brought me good luck because I got called up and told I dont have to come in for work today just after it, maybe im truly meant to bother you all today on /mtfg/, its predestined clearly.
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>>6674641
Maybe because Carol is 15, isn't on hrt, isn't presenting, has no girls clothes, goes to an all boys school.
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>>6674649
I kekked.
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lads why is trashy sucha qt
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>>6674671
who?
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>>6674615
Ahh but your face already looked quite feminine even in boymode :o
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>>6674671
Because 6'6" tall tranny always on drugs and wakes up in own vomit so cool
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>>6674676
pic related
>>6674688
>always on drugs
not true
>wakes up in own vomit
not true (yet?)
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>>6674690
Oh man, you clearly don't know anything about trashy. After stealing mom's money back in 2013 to buy hrt and drugs online, trashy has been on all drugs you can imagine and had many transbian relationships with other trannies involving lots of drugs.
If you don't even know this about trashy then how can you love trashy.
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I hate how sad everyone is.
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>>6674695
I know, but right now she's less of a druggie than me lmao
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>>6674702
Trashy not spending everything on drugs doesn't compute.
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>>6674697
Aw :(
*huuuuuugs*
<3
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>>6674707
Oh man, you clearly don't know anything about trashy. Just kidding brah, but she off drugs most of the time now. She won't even let me snort muh ket, only wants to smompk da peaceful herb lmao
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>>6674684
I started self-medding at 15, stopped at 20, so it did help a bit, yeah.
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>>6674697
not passing makes life a really terrible ordeal but I guess I learned to enjoy the little things
>>
these cute for ando mode
y/n?
>https://www.amazon.com/Stainless-Steel-Curved-Earrings-Polish/dp/B00G46NY20/ref=sr_1_3?s=apparel&ie=UTF8&qid=1470332315&sr=1-3&nodeID=7141123011&keywords=blue+hoop+earrings
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Why is my dad utterly incapable of dexterous finesse
Just now he was trying to open the hood of his truck and couldn't find the secondary latch so he yanked on it and pulled a rubber piece off of it
I offered to help and got treated like I was making it worse
Exactly the fucking same as when the drawer was stuck and he almost broke the damn thing yanking on it and wouldn't let me try to fix it until my mom gave up
This man is a surgeon
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>>6674697
Yeah how come that also the ones who pass still seem to be sad? :/
It makes me worry that my life won't get any better even when i transition ._.
>>6674715
Are you happy? :o
I really like the pictures where you smile the most :)
Is there some way to train a resting smile face instead of my dead-inside face?
Looking happy seems boost the passing rate by 1000% :o
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>>6674729
>I offered to help and got treated like I was making it worse
welcome to being treated like a girl. My room mates battery died and I tested it with my volt meter and determined its shot, a core is dead, and he doesn't believe me.
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>>6674733
I'm not happy, no. I have a kind of depression that can't be cured or even treated. I still can smile. And yeah, you can train your face to look permanently smug like me. Being French just makes it easier. :^)
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>>6674728
ehh Idk I don't really like them
>>
QUESTION
Is it a good sign if some doctors assistent asks in 'what direction i'm going' ?
I checked in some mental hospital for a few weeks of therapy, wrote down what diagnoses i already had and all that fuzz... was invited to speak with a doctor how the next weeks are gonna look like and one of the staff members. After a while he asked me in what direction i'm going, and if i already have done my name change (i have...)
Yay or nay?
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whats something good to wear for a first date? should it be something more formal and dressy or should i go with casual? its just coffee walk in the park and a movie so it doesnt seem like a "serious" one but at the same time i dont wanna over or under dress
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>>6674729
>>6674738
>Getting help from a woman
They did the right thing and fixed it themselves, else they would have been laughed out every pub.
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>>6674738
He's the one who hates treating me like a girl
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>>6674751
From a conversation I had with edie, it seems your dating etiquette is very different from what we have here, so I can't really help. My advice would probably make you overdressed.
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>tfw wear ridiculous quantities of sunscreen and still get sunburn
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>>6674755
dude shut the fuck up, I used to be a FULL mechanic involved in EVERY aspect of vehicle maintenance and rebuilding from boats, cars, to big rigs and mining equipment. Shit, I built a motorcycle last fall all by myself using a fucking treadmill as my work bench.
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>>6674741
Aww, why does everone here seems to suffer from depression? I wanna hug you ._.
I also think my depression can't be cured, at least pills and psychiatrists didn't help at all, but i'm hoping a bit, that i'll feel better if i ever look somewhat like a female humanoid.
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>>6674768
I always just wear long sleeves and a big hat now
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>>6674729
To be honest, I'm a bit of a brute myself, so I don't offer help. Last time I changed a wheel, I managed to snap the crank clean...
>>
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>>6674751
nothing
(I'm sure that would be a first date to remember)
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>>6674772
everyone here is depressed because being a tranny is fucking shitty
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>>6674768
>ywn sneak up on elanna and slap her on her sunburn
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>>6674772
I'm just wired that way. Likely a genetic issue, some receptors that aren't functional.
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>>6674781
>because being a tranny is fucking shitty
I am one with this feel, it penetrates me and radiates through my very core
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>>6674780
lmao if only
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>>6674768
>having sensitive skin
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>>6674790
>implying thats something to be jealous of
my skin is so sensitive a bright light bulb with give me a sunburn, my freckles have their own freckles
>>
Sup nerds!
>>
Ban
All
Hons
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>>6674755
I fixed the fucking drawer and I could have opened the hood of the car without having to put it back together
Face it, some women are just better than men
>>6674777
I'm bad at things that require burst strength so I don't even offer help on that stuff
Last time I changed a tire I had to get under my dad's tractor and kick the wheel off
>>6674778
Doubtful
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>>6674798
Hiya Chara <3
How are you?
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>>6674801
ban yourself faggot
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>>6674797
I didn't imply I have sensitive skin, lol
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>>6674774
But it's so hot out ;-;
>>6674778
Canada isn't a frozen wasteland for 6 months out of the year
>>6674782
N-no
>>6674797
Fucking sucks, my shoulders are coated in freckles and sun damage. I'm not ginger but my skin is as sensitive/pale as one.
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>>6674803
>Doubtful
lel he is probably jealous af that your transitioning, or maybe its just my fucked up world view that I think all men want to be girls for some reason, who wouldn't?
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>>6674791
Spent a year at a psychiatric clinic been of a bad case of occupational burnout. The severity of my depression, combined with a family history of depression and monoamine related issues, plus my not responding at all to whole subclasses of psychoactive drugs led to that diagnosis.
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>>6674810
most men want to be men I think
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>>6674801
where the fuck am i supposed to go then?
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>>6674815
Some want to be lumberjacks...
http://youtu.be/QgaRd4d8hOY
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>>6674807
I know, you said you wanted it and I am saying its not what its cracked up to be. In the summer you turn pink, in the winter you look like a ghost, and in my case I get both but with the curse of freckles that makes my face and body look like im covered in dust.
>>6674808
shoulder freckles are the only cute freckles though
>Canada isn't a frozen wasteland for 6 months out of the year
i'm toying with you
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>>6674798
I'm eating hot wings!
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>>6674821
When did I ever say I wanted skin that can get damaged easily?
Are you high?
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>>6674768
>tfw tan through car windows...
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>>6674828
>Are you high?
no comment
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ok one more date question how do i seem interested? i always have like a bored expression even when i really am listening idk it's just my default look
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>>6674819
hey maybe I could be a lumberjack, I've always wanted to move to BC and if I get to wear women's clothing, even better.
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the dark circles under my eyes are going to be the death of me
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>>6674840
look them in the eyes when they notice you, maybe smile a bit
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>>6674845
makeup hides it :3
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>>6674837
Yep
You're high
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>>6674850
how did you get so good so quickly at makeup? Jesus no one will share with me any tips or essentials to buy.
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>>6674845
Orange concealer.
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>>6674801
Beepbeep already left though?
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>>6674829
So the hon ban isn't in effect?
I'm posting in hongen at the same time tho tbqh.
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>>6674855
What do you think about Anon?
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>>6674856
But you haven't left
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>>6674853
i only know things for brown skin so i dont really have anything to share unless the person asking isn't white. . .
i learned from my makeup artist friends that work at Sephora two in particular helped ashley and bianca
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>>6674878
>Sephora
thats like an off limits store for me though ;_;
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>>6674845
dark circles can be cute though. tired depressed girls are the best
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>>6674872
you got me. i was gone for a while but its not like i have anywhere to go
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