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ganbatte edition

▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIoAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
▶ MtF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed)
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Cis women of all sizes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
▶ Discord: https://discord.gg/Xxy2E
didn't try hard enough: >>6666479
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smiles a cutest
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>>6667228
>don't hurt this retarded autistic furry diseased fuckhole
haha why not. red's a easy and fun target to bully, plus I kinda get off of it
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quid isn't a chaser!
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>>6667224
don't involve me in insulting someone else please...
i wanna be a momma figure to everyone and try and make them happy...
>>6667234
im the only one humming
plus smiles had to go for a bit.
im still humming random tunes to myself tho in the mtfg? discord.
>>6667236
agreed
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Morning trannies and hangers-on. What's new?

Today is the day! I'm excited to be buying new shoes. The old ones developed... flaws.
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im gay
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>>6667250
So you're a trans lesbian now?
Are you invading women's spaces so you can attack them with your penis?
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Sup my confused companions
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>>6667246
Hi Red. Still marathon training?
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im gay too
>>6667249
im being bullied
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>>6667255
do i pass
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>>6667261
yup,
running 8 miles on my average days
no rest days
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>>6667266
You're beautiful, hon.
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>>6667247
>everyone and try and make them happy...
be careful, you don't wanna go the Red route and get genital herpes
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>>6667271
I don't want to fuck everyone
I want to make everyone happy and pet them
and be a momma to them
>>6667258
im confused as to why im alive sometimes
im happy i am
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5 months hrt today
Why hasn't my vagina grown in yet?
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>>6667276
you didn't listen to the binaural beats
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>>6667273
But your opinion as a tranny isn't worth much.
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>>6667274
i don't fuck everyone....
i need a pet though
>>6667276
you look cute though <3
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>>6667276
That's really odd, you should have a fully functioning vagina and uterus by now, are you sure you're doing it right?
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To anyone waiting for the American health care system to help you transition, you'll save time, money, and hardship if you self medicate.

In house pharmacy.

Seriously, don't get memed by scamming fuccboi "councilors" and their degenerate billing cycles. Don't let the endocrinologist make you wait months for nothing. Don't let the pharmacy bullshit you saying they can't order it for a week or 2. Just fucking order it yourself and never look back.

Please don't be me and use the health care system as a way to kick the can. Just get it done and transition.


And don't let your parents meme you into thinking self medicating is wrong or foolish. They should kill themselves. These are the same people that institutionalized you male. Don't trust anyone.
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>>6667281
I want to snuggle isla
I want to snuggle smiles
Both in an innocent way.
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>>6667258
'had a wet dream of having a penis in vagina sex from the penis side.
Probably the first time ever. I blame my lesbian trans friend for talking females up.

Not sure my erection gets had enough for that kind of intercourse anymore. Almost considered bica but I hear it softens erections too and it's probably too late now. Slightly disappointed but it still feels good to play with so I guess idgaf. I'll just try to keep the thing alive for now.
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>>6667274
Happy? What's that?
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>>6667282
>inhouse
nahhh qhi is better, their stuff is in blister packs and comes sooner, plus less time on a boat, so maybe more effective
>They should kill themselves.
i dont mean to be mean, but you should have a little respect and appreciation
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>>6667291
What's qhi and what's a blister pack
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>>6667286
Whoops that was meant for >>6667247
I don't know how I fucked that up.
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>>6667282
>Don't let the endocrinologist make you wait months for nothing
This. Transition help varies wildly by institution in America. If your help is too slow in one place find a faster one.

The first proper channel I went through agreed to blood tests but put the next appointment three months out (the first appointment with him took me only one week to get) so that I could "think about socially transitioning, i.e. wearing dresses in public".

The next place I tried rolled their eyes at the first, said they were using very out of date models of trans healthcare, used the blood tests from the first and prescribed hrt the very first appointment.
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>>6667282
>American health care system
just be glad you arent european fempai, its even worse here.

youre 100% correct.
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>>6667293
https://www.qhi.co.uk/
they ship from spain as opposed to thailand
blister packs are pic related
better way of storing hormones than in pill bottles
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>>6667296
I'm so angry at myself. It was like flying a jet into the floor this morning. I woke up in the middle of the night and just realized IT'S AUGUST. WHY AM I STILL WAITING WHAT HAPPENED TO HALF A YEAR OF MY LIFE?!


The worst part is, this year was the most male purity. My fucking hair on my face makes me want to puke even waxing my legs grows thick back in.


I should have just bought medication online instead of living in a panic attack. What the fuck why did I do this to myself...
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>>6667280
no the person took it as i wanna fuck everyone
i dont
i only wanna dot hat to one person
i wanna pet everyone and be a momma two people
i want kids but
urk
i cant so i wanna make all cute trans people as happy as i can
>>6667282
they are concerned enough for your well being.
Self Medication is slightly foolish but it isn't wrong.
Show respect for the people who want you to be safe.
Educate them rather than thinkt hey should kill themselves.
>>6667290
I can try and teach you but i dno't have the resources ;;
>>6667286
that sounds spooky
>>6667294
im gonna hug her lots and help her have some time away from her rude family
gonna take her somewhere nice and try to help her have fun
we are gonna find like attractions and stuff to have fun with
she deserves a break from her current life
also selfies
we are gonna take lots of those with each other
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>>6667288
No I mean it hasn't grown at all. nothing
My monsterdong hasn't even fallen off yet

>>6667281
what should I be doing?

>>6667280
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
no
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benzos are scary desu
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Hi gals. Not a benisgrill but I was wondering what you think are the upsides of being a girl instead of a boy
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>>6667303
what should i insult you instead?
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>>6667305
FUCK I TYPED MY NAME WRONG
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>>6667302
Disagree with the safety assessment. I did it the "safe" way and they prescribed me heart medication and never ran a single blood test or hormone test. Not one. They touched my penis though. Twice before I realized that guy was out of his fucking mind.
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>>6667303
Maybe you should listen to those hypnosis videos like Pristine Christine. Guaranteed to grow you a vagina.
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>>6667301
I had to wait 8 months, and then they forced me to do RLE for another 6 months. pretty sure that scarred me a lot.
at least my dad has contacts, so we could pull strings and found an endo that isnt a tool, but rather prescribes me everything I want as long as it isnt dangerous.

>>6667305
>benzos are scary desu
benzos are more scary if you put them into me bby
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>>6667307
i won't want to kill myself
female privilege
etc
>>6667310
Never said anything about that.
I just mainly mentioned that they are concerned for your safety.
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gnight mtfg
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>>6667142
oh yes tofu how did I forget, I even forgot that it's called tofu in finnish too uhh

I really like japanese food because of that, it was great being there for few months.

Also I've never tasted american food (well, the food here is kinda similar but we don't use much butter or sugar)

>>6667307
>generally more freedom to express yourself
>more clothing
>makeup and hair possibilities
>less expectations on some things
>no forced military
>easier to socialise with other girls without them thinking you're just after their ass
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>>6667307
cute vs handsome
boobs "the girls" vs balls "the boys"
being feminine in public and not getting dirty looks
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Nerds and whores, you all are.
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>>6667311
>implying a sissy fetish that got out of hand wasn't the reason for transitioning

>>6667308
no just don't say things like that because it makes me acutely aware of how far from it I am
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>>6667308
>>6667229
Red
filter the words you don't like using the post filters
don't let 4chan nastiness harm your mood and your transition IRL
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>>6667313
How long on HRT are you?
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Just kidding gals I love you all
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>>6667319
which am I?....
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tfw u have a benis
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>>6667299
What regiment are you on? I haven't started Hrt still trying to figure it out. The doctor I saw was so negligent, all he did was rudely ask me when I started liking men. I don't like men :(

I know it's creepy, but I look similar to you and of similar age so I assume the same regiment applies to me as well. At least I did MONTHS ago, how's the transition? You're probably hot now while my kike nose continues to ponokio. Heard you're openly a chick now :p congrats congrats.

>>6667312

Rle?
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>>6667324
is this trashy or her bf
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>>6667327
real life experience.
you know, the one where you need to live as a literal man in a dress for half a year to prove that youre actually a tranny BEFORE you get on hormones
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>>6667307
it's fun being girly/faggy tbdesu
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7d59O6cfaM0

dude
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>>6667329
If you see frozen images it's her bf.

also generally if it's non-meme shitposting it's also me.
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>>6667327
post a pic lmao
i want to see red#3
I take 50 mg of cypro and 1 mg of finastride and inject 10 mg of estrogen every 5 days
i cycle progestrone every month for 9 days
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i feel lie i look almost pretty in this pic ><
>>6667323
nine or eleven months
i forgetto
wish it was longer
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>>6667335
have this
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>>6667324
i love you too!!!
>>6667307
sorority membership
men hold doors for you (could just be kindness or "chivalry")
cute clothes
straight guys
cute gf
fitter and cuter
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>>6667331
I've never heard of that practice thankfully but Holy shit that makes me want to start a rage blog lmao

>>6667336
What did you start with? I feel like I'll start on 2 or 4 estrogen (brand?).


You just gave me more information in one post than any doctor in the hoop jump system did in over half a year. I'm crying with frustration. Ugh fml.

I can't do pictures, it keeps saying API error
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>>6667339
I know the lewdness of the whole picture, and I firmly believe Elsa is too pure for her to appear in such imagery. I will not condone the use and storage of that image.

Thanks for the effort though <3
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>>6667338
You're very cute tho
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>>6667320
While you are right about the sissy thing you can't deny the results. Just look at it.

http://imgur.com/a/V3EUn

>>6667331
Sounds reasonable.
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>>6667342
ask her why her old trip was trash girl teller when its gillette in the meme
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>>6667335
'Morning Trashy's bf
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>>6667347
I have no idea what that's about, and I won't ask her about it. I'm only here to shitpost about frozen.

>>6667348
Hi Tetra <3 you filthy liar
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>>6667342
I didnt know that that was only part of the image D:
sorry senpai

>>6667341
after nearly a year fulltime my psychs also wanted me to get locked up and to detransition cause apparently I am too crazy to be a real tranny.
honestly, just gass them all. nothing of value would be lost.
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>>6667320
Being a "sissy" is kind of natural. I call myself a "faggot" tongue in cheek. Although I've been doing it less and less.

My trans friend who is obsessed with body language was amused how subdued and shy my body language was. She said it wasn't always obviously feminine but it was mostly because of how insecure I acted instead of opening up. It was her who made me more aware that I can express myself more now. I feel more confident now. Apparently being less domineering physically was something she had to work on. When I first met her she was amused I was still intimidated by her presence.

HRT is making my appearance match my personality better now so "faggot" seems too mean, "feminine" is more accurate now.

Not that that "porn" pics and "sissy dressing" doesn't scare the shit out of me.
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>>6667351
Hey! What did I ever lie to you about?
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>>6667352
It's okay, I was only half serious. You can save whatever you want even if it's disgusting frozen porn.

>>6667357
About adding me on discord
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xth for tfw no grace gf
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>>6667341
i started with 200 mg spiro , but that's worse compared to spiro
https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/p-333-progynon-depot-10mg.aspx
i don't know if they have injectable estrogen at qhi but these come in vials
you'll need needle nose pliers to open them easy, make sure to do it in a trash can, dont wanna spread glass.
Get alcohol pads, syringes, and 22 Gauge, 3cc, 1 1/2" Needles
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So spironolactone is not something I should be fucking with on a first regiment? I've heard mixed reviews. Is there a website that gives a detailed regiment that isn't for hons in the 1980s?
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>>6667348
hiiiii
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tfw your jeans are too cold to put on just yet

luckily I know my roommate well enough to be on undies
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>tfw you take a picture and thinknyou look really good but the next day it makes you disgusted

https://unsee.
cc/penariso/
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>>6667363
get bica or cypro instead
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>>6667368
>i need other people's validation

LOL!
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>>6667368
jesus you're beautiful
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>>6667367
hiiii there patchy poster~
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>>6667371
I do though tbf
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>>6667360
havent looked at porn in ages. real women just make me sad.
I just collect anime nazi girls :^)
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>>6667363
Spiro made me very tired and I had to drink and pee a lot.
>>6667370
Best advice. Is your liver okay? Then get Cypro instead of spiro.
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>>6667360
I did, repeatedly. I thought you were just not confirming it...
Add me? I'm Tetra#3146
>>6667366
Hey Red!
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>>6667368
But you look great. Certainly better than Gay Moliie.
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>>6667331
They got that shit in Germany as well? It's fucked up isn't it?
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>>6667370
How did you learn all this? "experience" obviously, but like specifically where should I be reading and where should I be avoiding?
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>>6667371
Fuck off
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>>6667368
i think you look fine

>>6667375
helloo anon! how are you
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>>6667376
tell people you're trans then and you automatically get any validation you want.

you try to live the stealth life though and people are just going to think you're another ugly chick, thus no validation.
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>>6667382
i learned it here lmao
don't listen to hugboxers/hons on reddit
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>>6667378
What dosages for these regiments? I don't know where to look. The self med meme is too real now.

>>6667386
Nice shit post
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>>6667384
"no"
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>>6667363
Spiro works fine for me and its milder than cypro. Id start with spiro
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>>6667379
Ohh that explains it! I tried now, hope it works.
Also, you're posting a lot of images I don't have saved, that's nice.
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>>6667368
You still look great.
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I think im in one of those moods again mtfg
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>>6667387
just listen to the hugboxers/hons on 4chan instead!

>>6667388
its not a shitpost, its legit. you want validation? just come out as trans publicly. its easy as fuck to be validated and told how pretty and beautiful you are.

she just really has to give up on the idea of ever living a stealth life and being happy. that's not going to work out for her.
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>>6667393
awww
well
idk what to say but ily
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>>6667377
Why do real woman make you sad? MtFs are superior.
I have a non-lewd elsa luftwaffe picture for your collection.
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>>6667393
>im going to be intentionally vague about my mood so people have to ask me about it

here's your (you)
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>looking through old pics
>find this gem
oh my god I'm going on a long roadtrip with my gf i can't wait
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>>6667372
I want to be.
FFS will make me

>>6667386
A+

>>6667385
ty
I think once I get rid of my brow and nose I might be ok

>>6667384
Lizz <3
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>>6667368
>https://unsee.
>cc/penariso/
You're not even cute anymore, you're god damn hot in this pic. Holy shit. Stop, you were in my inspiration folder, I'm not going to be able to achieve this, holy shit.

Don't stress out about when you don't "see it", it hasn't gone anywhere. You're just having a bad day. Remember the good days; the bad days don't count. Aren't they getting less and less? Live for the good days and don't count the bad days.
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>>6667385
me? im doing okay
my jeans were warm enough so im wearing them and not just posting in my underwear like someone
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>>6667398
>>6667398

Hey chuckie
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>>6667396
>MtFs are superior.
Oy vey!
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see y'all mtfg im going to go for a run

>>6667400
i hope to get ffs too but i think you're genuinely beautiful
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>>6667381
yes. probably like 90% of the reason why I ended up on Benzos

>>6667396
OMG!!! thank you senpai <3 <3 <3

>Why do real woman make you sad?
cause I wish I was one. it doesnt even matter what I look like, or which parts I have, I just feel like Ill always be a bad fake
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>>6667391
Confirmed
Like I said last night my folder's 100% unsorted so it's a real mess, I'm just digging up random stuff
>tfw your pc is fucked up in such a way that you can't preview gifs so you didn't know how that ended until you posted it
>>6667398
>tfw you're too autistic to ask Red what's she up to but she volunteers it
Where are you headed?
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>>6667397
Not vague.
At all.
From the simple image that should tell you how obvious it is.
Well that is if you understand basic social hints.
Oh, also fuck off.
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>>6667400
Hiiii <3
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Is the gas mollie meme selling something? Promoting a blog? Spreading American election propaganda? Cross sub or cross thread memeing?

Like is this factioned shit posting or just the usual casual male interferance?
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>>6667400
trip on

>>6667401
I really do think you'er wrong. But I also think I look better in person than I do in that pic so idk. I'm just kind of grossed out by how good I thought it was.
I still feel just as ugly and manly every day, just makeup makes em feel cute when I wear it. Then after it kind of sucks the joy away again.

Who's in your inspiration folder?
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>>6667406
Someone has to say something else than
- self-loathing
- attention whoring
- hugboxing
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>>6667415
male interference.
or non medded tranny.
one of the two
or just shitposting general
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>>6667410
>punzy
literally disgusting. My folder's somewhat sorted, I've named like half and have them all sorted per character that's in them
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>>6667417
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Everyone post what drugs you're on so I can learn how to grow boobs without feeling like shit.
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>>6667423
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>>6667423
spiro 100 mg twice a day oral
estradiol 2mg three times a day sublingual
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>>6667411
>look at me im being so vague but YOU'RE the problem, god fuck off!

(you)

>>6667415
I'm a tranny just like you, except I'm not choking down bullshit everyday.
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>>6667415
Those damn male casuals coming here shitting up everything. There's probably a girl or two in there.

>>6667417
While I am all for being more confident and assertive you can't just go to the exact opposite of a depressed, listless tranny.
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I WANNA BE A MOMMMYYYYYYYYYY
>>6667428
Who is being vague?
I never said you were a problem.
Just saying fuck off if you are only aiming to cause issues.
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>>6667427
That sounds horrible like having to carry around pills and shit.

>>6667428
You're not like us, you're less mature. Probably younger. I doubt you've started transition yet.
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>>6667402
but i had no choice they were in the fridge overnight ;_;

>>6667409
>cause I wish I was one. it doesnt even matter what I look like, or which parts I have, I just feel like Ill always be a bad fake
i feel the same
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>>6667409
>Ill always be a bad fake
Why not a good fake?
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>>6667409
>>6667422
You're welcome. I'm glad you like it (and didn't have it in your collection already).

>cause I wish I was one. it doesnt even matter what I look like, or which parts I have, I just feel like Ill always be a bad fake
Don't ever compare yourself to others, you will only insult yourself.
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>>6667420
>tfw no love for punzy
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>>6667432
>wild assumptions

I transitioned five years ago. You're right, I'm not like you - I'm not part of the hugbox mentality. I'm part of the "getting shit done and not whining about things" mentality.

>>6667431
Smiles was. Then you responded as if it was something to do with you, and continued to be vague and again not explain the mood she was in.

(you)
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>>6667435
wow that gif gave me autism.
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>>6667437
>I'm so fucking edgy
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>>6667416
Don't be like that, Based, you're still in my inspiration folder. You're great looking and your evolution is fun to see.

>>6667416
>Who's in your inspiration folder?
From here?
You (in spirit, since you didn't want me save your pic. i think I saved your face cleansing regime instead), Gracie, Lizzy, Faye, Angie and Nikky. Also a pic of dudebro pre-hrt Kayla for irony.

I also have a person called "Vacancies" and another called "Horse Moo" from reddit. And then there's my friend I know in person with her before and after pic.

And there's a few other random pics that are old as dirt from the imgur album that I initially saved to show my parents so they had an optimistic understanding of what HRT was and that in 2 years I wasn't going to hopefully look like a man in a dress.

There'a a few screencaps of conversations as well now. I also have a timeline subfolder where I save a pic of myself every month.

When I get distressed about my progress I look at the pictures to remind me that what I want isn't impossible, people have achieved exactly what I'm wanting to do in positions no worse than I feel I am. The important thing is to try my hardest every day so that there is no room what "what if's". If I achieve the best I possibly can then I can't be sorry for myself wherever I get to.

Someday I'll add my transition to the imgur as well. Someday.
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>>6667433
>the fridge overnight
w-why did you put your jeans in the fridge overnight?
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>>6667438
Oh no! I'm so sorry.
I didn't know, I am contagious!!
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smiles deserves nothing but love and affection
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>>6667435
I think you'll like this webbum.

>>6667436
Punzy is alright but Elsa and Anna are just in another league for me.
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>>6667441
Me? I'm flattered.
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>>6667437
It should be very obvious.
Observe the image she posted.
Also.
Emotions exist.
Its like you forget that.
Stop being edgy.
>>6667445
Of course.
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>>6667442
I meant freezer but it's good for when you don't want to wash them and lose colour, the cold kills germs and smell

http://www.elle.com/fashion/news/a18776/levis-jeans-in-bag/

>>6667445
i agreee
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>>6667409
why didnt you self med?
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>>6667439
No, I'm just not over the top """""feminine""""" all the time for validation that i'm """""cute"""""".

I'm just being real.


>>6667409
Faggot listen to me. You're sitting here bitching that someone else has KFC while you're eating McDonalds. Shut the fuck up and eat your food.


You likely won't ever be a cis-woman. Give up on that dream and make do with what you got, and that's a thai vagoo, a nice bf and a decent education in a well developed country. Being unhappy about this is just retarded.

>>6667452
It's a picture of an asian in a yellow jumper with some flowers in front of her. She looks kinda deep in thought.

What? Is Smiles deep in thought? Does smiles like flowers? Is she envious of being asian? Its vague as fuck, all she had to do was say "i'm in X mood" where X explains the mood she's in. But no, she'd rather be vague about if for the (you)s
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>>6667447
>That webm
Quite nostalgic
They're the best, but sometimes the supporting cast can add a little variety
>>6667401
What happens to those of us who never see it?
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>>6667447
Yeah, it's funny. Saved.
But why is this commoner pulling her away?!
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>>6667454
Not speaking for who you're directing this at, but for me it's because That shit is intimidating when you're raised on bunk DARE propaganda and everyone else seems (they are) against you. They tell you not to do and for some fucking delusional (in my case literal) reason you still trust these foolish ludites and phobics.

It's 2016. When the fuck will we get a system that actually supports Trans?

>>6667457

>I need more attention I'm. So fucking. edgy.
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>>6667464
>i have no real criticisms of anything you've said
>you're just being edgy!!!!!!

Keep it up homo. Fight the system.
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>>6667447
Is it incest
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>>6667449
Yep, you!
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>>6667467
But why?
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>>6667457
Who is this edge master?
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>>6667464
intimidating? lol
are you one of those bitches that needs someone to hold you hand through everything?
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>>6667469
See >>6667465
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>>6667458
It's probably my favourite webm, or maybe this one.
To be honest I just like staring at images of Elsa all day, although the desire is maybe 1% of what it used to be.

>>6667463
>commoner
That's Kai, the chief of staff, and he will not allow Elsanna at the party.
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>>6667457
She is in thought in more of a morose mood.
She also talks about 'that mood' being the exact same mood frequently.
Like, has been on and off for two weeks.
Deep in thought with negative emotions.
You got most of that right.
Its less about that because she left anyways.
She just wants to say something and leave, which is what she did.
Thanks for making a post that wasn't edgy though.
Most people post here for attention.
I also post for attention when I'm lonely.
Its just something people do.
Also being a cis woman has to do as well with having a baby of your own.
Its a desire a lot of trannies, including me have.
I want a baby.
I want my own baby.
One who shares my blood.
Issue being even if I was the 'father' per say I couldn't since I'm infertile memesex.
Oh well.
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>>6667441
Oh I remember that. Thanks so much for actually not saving. That's really nice of you.

I've heard of those two from reddit before. Pretty insane transitions. It sounds like you really have your shit together to get your drive in order. It's really something I need to do. Because I work hard but now that most of what's left is waiting, I get really anxious and just depressed about myself.

I really look forward to seeing your timeline.

Here's my updated 5months one

https://unsee.
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>>6667449
Of course you.
You inspire me too
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>>6667468
Because you went from derp boy to cute girl?
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I think my dick is giving out.

I tried to fap earlier because i thought it would be fun. Took like 3-4 minutes to get hard, didnt really feel that good until i played with my boobs, and i turned around to reply to a text for 10 seconds, i turn back and it's back at square 1 so to speak. I can get kind of close but then the feeling passes and it feels uncomfortable for a few seconds. I'm only on standard dose spiro and E, i'm not even trans im just fem ;_; anyone else kinda know this feel?
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>>6667466
It's true love.
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>>6667475
dude, why do you format your posts like song lyrics

are you rapping at me?
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>>6667453
maybe i should try that, washing mine every time probably isnt that good for them
do you know a lot about fashion?
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>>6667476
>https://unsee.
>cc/rimatuse/
You handsome devil you. And you did it all without having to resort to tranny bangs.
Good job.

>>6667478
He's dead Jim.
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>>6667476
But how?
>>6667477
Thanks anon. I just can't see it myself, you know?
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>>6667434
maybe I am a good fake, but its still not the real thing

>>6667435
Ill never be a mom either

>>6667454
at the time, it was really hard to selfmed here, or at least I didnt know how. nobody shipped to Germany reliably and the only possibility I knew about was birthcontrol, which I didnt want to. Also I needed the approval of my parents to be strong enough to do this.

>>6667457
>bitching that someone else has KFC
KFC is disgusting fempai.

>Shut the fuck up and eat your food.
you cant make me, you arent my real mom

>Being unhappy about this is just retarded.

Id stop being unhappy if I could smoke weed everyday like you bby.
also
>what are mental illnesses
>what is wanting to be a mum
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>>6667464
i sorta know the feel because i heard all these horror stories about ordering drugs online. Youre not a coward its clever to be apprehensive before taking drugs, however you shouldnt completely swallow DARE-tier propaganda. Always weight the evidence and decide for yourself
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>>6667480
Just a habit from posting on the /b/ avatarfag threads as well ks/b/
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>>6667457
only hons use such an amout of quotation marks for the words feminine and cute.

>>6667473
this webm makes me sad..
And Kai should fuck off. Why is he not allowing the purest form of love?!
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>>6667470
Is this a joke or are you of the opinion (like gas mollie) that buying hormones without a test via the Internet and self prescribing drugs is not intimidating to the average 16 year old?
Why don't you spend a bit less time cutting yourself on the edge.
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>>6667491
Because Kai is, just like almost all those bigots in 19th century Arendelle, not progressive enough. Everyone knows it's true love.
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>>6667476
Oh wow, more transitionary pics in the middle there! I promise I won't save this either.

So now you've gone from hot construction worker to cute androgynous boy to androgynous girl to hot woman

>>6667476
>It sounds like you really have your shit together to get your drive in order.
Most days. Some days I still do the bare minimum. You can't beat yourself up over it though, those are recovery days.


>>6667482
This too. I'm usually cheating with tranny bangs.
I feel like I can do the all combed to the side thing, but not on a third day after washing my hair.
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>>6667487
I gotta admit that trans healthcare is one area where freedomland has us beat.
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heeeelllllooo!!
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>>6667499
Hi qt
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Right Trannies, I got an issue I need help with.
Im a gay dude, 100% sure I am both gay and a dude.
A few years ago I knew this other gay dude who I was very attracted too. We talked a lot and enjoyed each others company. I knew at the time he was planning to start hormones but I didn't really pay it any mind. Anyway, I got busy and he found another man and we both drifted away.

Fast forward to now, about three years later and he suddenly contacts me. Without detail his relationship turned abusive and he cut everyone off, yada yada, and now hes trying to find everyone again.

So heres the issues. Im pretty sure I still love him, but unsurprisingly he is still trans. He lives as a woman, hes grown beasts, changed his name, ect ect. Im trying to support him though this tough time, but I am having trouble remembering hes a girl now.

I still call him gay, call him a guy, mess about like old times and he insists he is ok with this, that he doesn't get offended and that I can address him how I want, but Im worried hes just being polite. Its just hard for me to not default to "gay dude" when talking to him.

Another issue is, the breasts I can handle fine. No problem with the tits at all. But Im worried if eventually hes going to get his genitals done. He says he doesn't plan to because he doesn't trust the heathcare system, but hes mentioned how he hates his penis and how he doesn't like being pleasured via it. Im worried in the future that hes going to want surgery and I don't know how I would handle that because vaginas are pretty gross to me. I like my partner to have a dick.

What do I do? Do I make the effort to call him by his girl name and pronouns despite the fact he claims he doesn't mind? How do I deal with the idea he might get his dick cut off without being directly "No dick, no date"? I want to be supportive of him but Im worried about the complications this might bring to a relationship.
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>>6667473
That's definitely too painful for me to watch on repeat
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>>6667499
Hi nim
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>>6667475
>>6667487
ps on babbies.

dont be so selfish. there is no reason that could ever justify forcefully bringing life into the world we currently live in. With countries on the brink of war, economic collapse, migration, overpopulation and so forth.

Do the altruistic thing, take a life that already exists and make that life happy. go adopt. the real reward of motherhood is making your child happy and giving them a good life, not that babbins coming from your dna. Being a mother is about a lot of things, and none of it has anything to do with where the child you raise actually came from.

life is unfortunately something we inflict on people, without their choice and without any proper consideration for what life could potentially be like for that child. we're all products of this, we've all been through those emotions of wanting to die and wishing we'd never been born. There is the potential that your own child will have the same feelings, and it will be your fault. You will have inflicted that pain, suffering, heartbreak and depression upon them with your selfish choice to give birth. So choose life instead, one that's already alive, one that's already suffering, going through heartbreak, unhappiness, and pain. Be the mother you always knew you could be, and really make a child happy - totally guilt free that any pain they feel was caused directly by your decision to birth them.

>>6667491
clearly someone isn't aware of irony.
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>>6667500
hi lizzy! :D

how are you!?!?
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>>6667493
I didn't have that option when I was 16, no internet access, no credit card and i would have had no idea how to find the online pharmacies. So I bought birth control pills from friends. Much less intimidating.
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>Frozen autism
I don't get it.
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>>6667499
Hello.

>>6667502
Run like the wind. This sounds like a train wreck in the making.
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>>6667476
Can I ask when the first pic in the second column was taken? It looks kind of like a "day 1" pic. Since the final pic should be month 5, it would make sense if that pic "month 0". From what I recall the final pic in the first column was some time before hrt and between then and hrt you were very religious about grooming and getting to a good state before you could start.
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>>6667506
Living. You?
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>>6667487
>Ill never be a mom either
GENUGEND! Zuhoren. The fuhrer needs cute fraulein in this desperate times to help securing the vatherland and make it wieder great! Nicht weinen around like einer ungelernter arbeiterin!
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Navy anon here again. Looks like I won't ship out to boot for a few months. Should I start self medding now before I get there? I won't be able to med for the two months in boot obviously, but if I already look like a fag before I get there it might be better transitioning later.

I already might get bullied for my qt bootie.
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>>6667502
ok so its obviously not gonna work, break up with her. You are in deinal that shes a woman now which is at odds with your sexuality.
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>>6667502
stay away from her though.
>>6667505
But I will never get to have my own child.
Life is a gift in my view.
You have an interesting view on reality.
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>>6667514 (me)
noooooooo, I forgot the pic.... (here it is!)
my daaay is ruiiiined...!!!
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>>6667499
hai nim

>>6667481
well, I'm not sure if I know much but I'm really interested in clothing and styles (not hign end fashion tho)

I mostly prefer neutral, muted colours and somewhat "formal" styles
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>>6667515
Isn't being a fag normal in the Navy, though? http://youtu.be/InBXu-iY7cw
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>>6667510
Just look at her
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>>6667505
>anti-natalism
Babby's first edgy philosophy.
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>>6667482
You fuckin know it
Oh don't worry they're on their way. Maybe.
I need to get my hair styled something fierce, and my profile is p bad

>>6667496
You've really made my day. Thank you so much

>>6667512
Yep that one was day 1.
The last in the first column was about a year before hrt. I started growing my hair then and looking after my skin about six months after.

>>6667484
Because you look fantastic and didn't before
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>>6667504
hey :)

what's up?
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When it rains it pours.
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>>6667516
Meh, if it's working for you now gay-anon I see no problem with it. Just find the easiest way to let them know this might not be forever. You don't have to spend the rest of your lives together to enjoy each others company right now.

Also, you might learn to like it, idk. A lot of people find they are bisexual when they have sex with the other sex for a long time. Attraction can develop after romance/lovemaking for a long time.
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>>6667502
It'd be nice for you to make the effort, but when it really comes down to it any transgender person with any degree of self confidence literally doesn't give a fuck. They know who they are, they know other people might not see it, and they don't care.

Transition for me was never about what other people think of me, or whether or not i'm accepted. Its about me getting more comfortable with my body so that I'm not crippled by depression and anxiety every day. It was a totally personal and selfish decision that other people have little to no bearing on.

As for the junk, eh. idno. Lots of people are non-op these days. I found that my genital dysphoria has reduced a whole bunch since i transitioned, to the point where the only time it really annoys me is TUCKIN' TIME.

fuck tuckin' time.

>>6667517
It's just realistic. The world isn't a great place to live, and life is never a gift. It's just life, its both good and bad all the time. Its hard work, and it only gets harder if you're not the average person.

You can have your own child, adopt one. That child will be yours. Like I said, motherhood is never about whose DNA is in the kid.

>>6667523
>not arguing for anti-natalism in a room full of people who can't uhh.. natalise?

Justify birthing your own kid to me without being totally selfish in the process. I'll wait.
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>>6667521
Those are gay dudes. 90% of the dudes are jacked. A gay dude an stealth no problem.

Being a femboi might be a problem. This year though the Navy openly accepted trans people and made a PR stand against bullying trans people. I feel like that only applies to FtMs though.
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>>6667510
It gave me a community when I had none. A comfy community, at that
>>6667510
>Hair down coronation dress
I can't remember the last time I saw that outside of fanart

Anyways, I'm off to bed. Good night /mtfg/
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>>6667502
Your friend might genuinely not give a shit about the pronouns and name you use since you knew the person before transition. It seems different to me if someone knew you by a different name.

That being said, if you don't see her as female the way she sees herself, I don't see how an intimate relationship with her would be a good idea in the long run. Be good buds, but don't fuck her butt. She might not want SRS and still not like her dick. Those aren't exclusive.

I'd strongly consider using the pronouns she wants for her though. Especially to others. I can imagine that being difficult if you can still see your old male friend in her though.
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>>6667508
Before i found out about online hormones i was planning on buying birth control pills from the pharmacy.....for my girlfriend. Do you think id have gotten away with it? Squeak sent me this biography of a black trans model to cheer me up (bless her) and in it the model said in the 70s she found some backstreet doctor that gave no questions asked estrogen shots for cash. Dunno if they had that in France in the 90s
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>>6667529
I was joking... Just an excuse to post a Village People video, really.
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>>6667505
>take a life that already exists

the mentally ill cant adopt in Germany (being a tranny means youre listed as mentally ill). so thats not an option. Ill literally never be a mom.

this shit is enough to depress real women.
not everyone is living in their girl x girl agp bubble.

>>6667497
yeah :c

>>6667514
>>6667518
thank you anon <3 you made me smile a lot
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>>6667513
lookin into sperm banks, self-medding

still haven't taken the plunge yet though x-x
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>>6667525
Nothing much
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>>6667534
i thought germany was a liberal paradise
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>>6667530
>>Hair down coronation dress
Objectively best Elsa
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>>6667532
Not where I lived. I went to highschool in a hick town where my grandmother lived, not a city...
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>>6667520
hello!

i don't think we've met before, have we? :o
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>>6667534
>i will never be a mom
>lots of countries have already de-classified trans as a mental illness

herpederpederpe.

I want to be a mother too, I ain't going to let biological reality stand in my way is all. Never back down you heterosexual.
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>>6667545
>having kids
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>>6667539
They are having a fairly sharp swing to the conservative right. It's going to be glorious.
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>>6667533
Yea, but I'm actually still worried about it...
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>>6667536
are you at least feelin' okay? :)
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>>6667539
do you mean a socialist police state?

>>6667546
I think thats actually illegal here, but Idk for sure.

>>6667545
this wont happen here within the next 10 years. we dont even have faggot marriage yet. Also if they do that, HC providers wont need to cover things any more. declassifying would literally be retarded and against the interest of all future trannies here.
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Reminder that gas mollie is a cis male gender male chaser and not a Transwoman.
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>>6667550
I'm feeling less sad then usual, so yeah.
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>>6667552
don't they ban literature that says the holocaust never happened or something to that effect?

that seems crazy for someone in the us, we allow everything no matter how crazy it is
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>>6667520
i don't know much about it but i've been trying to learn more about it lately since ive bought some girls clothes rather than just andro stuff
maybe you could teach me some things? none of my other friends know all that much about fashon
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>>6667534
>made her smile a lot
Gut. Meines vergnugen.
Thanks to god I am able to get along in my transbian agp bubble.

>>6667540
Agreed.

>>6667545
You're personality is annoying.
>>6667554
Why am I not surprised?
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>>6667535
>lookin into sperm banks
I was misdirected by two who thought they knew their shit on where to look. The second one directed to a overnight "male" kit by Reprotech. They were more expensive than the two dead-ends but less than the big national chains I found by googling. $575 for the first shot, $325 each shot after that. After the 1 year of free storage included storage included in that, no matter how many kits you send in, $275 per year for storage.

While not inexpensive, pretty damn affordable if you have any income and desire to set aside money to do it.
>>
what does it mean when it feels like you have a dullness filter over your face that makes things that would be fun or interesting to you seem boring and dull
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>>6667552
It probably will, shit changes a lot and really quickly. Trannies are all the rage right now.

>>6667560
Great for you to say so, but here's a secret....

.
.
.
.
.
(i literally don't give a fuck what you think)
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>>6667528
>>6667531

Thanks guys. I was worried for a second that the only responses were going to be "Train wreck in progress. Abort like a chernobyl baby"

I think Im going to give it a good shot. I do love him and, like I said, he doesn't plan to lose the dick in the near future. If it comes to it, I hope we can sit down and talk about things like rational adults without yelling and him feeling like Im trying to suppress who he is.

Also his perky breasts sounds like they are really fun to tease.
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>>6667565
anhedonia?
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>>6667568
suck a dick homo.
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>>6667524
Do I?
>>6667535
Do it!
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>>6667574
Y-you too
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>>6667544
nope, im too neww

>>6667557
w-well, I don't know what to teach
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>>6667566
>Trannies are all the rage right now.
>tfw you wanted to transition before it was cool
>tfw didn't understand your desire to be seen as female when you were younger
>tfw Jenner happened
>tfw you thought that publicity stunt meant you could never do it now without being seen as an attention whore
>tfw you break down and do it anyway and realize the hons who threw their life at the cause really did make it a bit easier than it was ten years ago

I need an accurate emotion to describe being thankful for something but also wanting to keep my distance from the action. Is there such a word in German? Distant Gratefulness?
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>>6667585
the fuck you asking me for, i'm not german.
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>>6667588
And obviously with no concept of gratefulness or any kind of social interaction either.
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>>6667585
>thankful to what hons achieved for trans-people
Just express your "Verbundenheit". You are feeling very "verbunden", because hons did that. pic somehow related
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>>6667582
well it's nice to meet you!

how far along are you in your transition?
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>tfw today dressed the dykiest ive looked in years
i guess i never got over my adolescent desire to look like a tomboyish chick who tinkers with old motorcycles
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>>6667582
im sure we could just talk about it, among other stuff
honestly you just seemed pretty cool and i wanted to be skype friends or something
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>>6667601
i want to see dyke ufufu
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If girls treat me rude can I just act like a man and not gaf? Walk in front of them..make them wait for me..don't hold doors..don't listen when they talk.. im sick of not being accepted and I'm just going to turn into a bitch.
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>>6667601
What's wrong with that, though. I think you'd look great with a studded perfecto and greasy jeans.
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>>6667585
Idk about this. When I was 12, I really wanted to "come out", but I didn't because I was too disgusted by the fetishist hons I saw when I used the Internet. And when I was 16, I once again started googling it and saw all this hon porn crap. I didn't even know that there was such thing as passers until last year.
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why does this keep happening
i just want to be normal
i dont want to worry about any of this
i just want to be like everyone else at school and only have to worry about homework
and god the appointment tomorrow with my father
god someone please kill me
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>>6667591
"gratefulness" for what? If I'm to spend my time being 'grateful' for the things people in the past have done that have been to my benefit now - I'm going to spend a long time being thankful.

aint nobody got time for dat.
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>>6667609
what's wrong? :(
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>>6667609
you are not normal.
you don't have to worry about this stuff, there are other options. you just do worry about it because it matters to you
other people don't just have homework to worry about, don't be such an moron to think other people don't have real problems too.
good luck with the appointment
kill yourself, don't drag anyone else down with your shit.
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Ugghhh i hate my curly hair
How much does it cost to perma straighten it?
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>>6667605
im on the subway atm but maybe ill post a pic later

>>6667607
nothin wrong with it! its just funny i guess, ive really kinda come full circle in the past... 8? years. im wearing ripped black jeans, maroon docs, black tank top and a denim shirt over it. lols
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>tfw dysphoria is gone after 6 monrhs of HRT, don't even present as female

Huh, guess thats all I needed then
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>>6667610
Oh, so you're an ingrate and a selfish prick, just as I thought. What's not to love!
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>>6667614
what kind of horrible person could be mean to smiles
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>>6667620
Maximum envy
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>>6667608
When I was younger I figured passers were just beautiful kids who won the genetic lottery and started very, very early and got lucky and were put on pedestals by all the hon monsters to show how normal they were. Also I figured hrt was basically impossible to acquire and I wouldn't fit the criteria to be prescribed it. So naturally if I touched the stuff I'd just be another man in a dress.

The more I gave up, the closer I looked and the more I realized how much middle ground there was. A lot of not so masculine guys turn into alright looking women.

It feels like I spent a lot of time running away from these feelings for nothing.
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>>6667617
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>>6667614
Your trying too hard
Plus, don't troll with a trip, people will just filter you, avatar fag, or name fag with a common theme among your usernames
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>>6667618
Well, you already had really good taste eight years ago, that's all I'm saying.
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>>6667620
So what are your plans now? Obviously you're not getting off hrt. Do you think others are noticing your changes now? Are you looking forward to more changes?

Just going to not give a shit about "socially transitioning" for now?
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>>6667598
well, I've had my hormones for about 2 months but been throught the official route so I've done all the prereqs already ages ago

>>6667602
it would be really nice, but I don't never use skype tho :s I mostly just steam and whatsapp
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>>6667614
to be honest ive been considering it
the only thing thats really been making me think twice is isla
and im scared to bring up me wanting to with her because im scared of how she might react
and its stupidly abusive to force that kind of responsibility on someone
go figure i become abusive
its kind of ironic
just continuing the chain of abuse i guess
i really am growing up to be my parents
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>>6667628
Nah, I don't filter anyone, not even tryhard trolls. I tend to use those as a punching bag when I'm bored, though.
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>>6667634
please don't consider suicide smiles, I really hope things get better for you
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>>6667620
>no dad its not just a phase!

>>6667623
Not at all, I appreciate that its easier for me, but fuck am I going to spend my time being grateful that I still had to work hard to get to where I am, that I still went through difficult and troublesome times and felt a lot of pain. Sure its easier, but its not easy. I'll thank whoever makes it easy, and right now the only person making my life easy is me.

Thanks me.

>>6667624
I'm not being mean, I'm being straight up with her. Those are the truths, and facing them is how you conquer them. Rather than hiding away and crying about it all day.

If you truly were her friend you wouldn't allow the cycle to continue, cos its clearly not working out for her.

>>6667628
you're*

(im not trying hard at all)

>>6667634
a great philosopher once said:

>the meaning of life is literally whatever stops you from killing yourself

if you're wanting to kill yourself, its because you feel hopeless, empty, and with no direction. so find some, as hard as it might be, find some. Or just kill yourself.

its all the same to me.
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>>6667633
steam works too
do you wanna post it or should we do throwaway emails?
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>>6667626
That sounds familiar I guess. And how has it been going for you so far? Do you have hormones and stuff?
>>6667609
Hey don't worry about it. You're young and have your whole life ahead of you. As for the other kids, I'm sure many of them are actually jealous of you.

And your dad loves you I'm sure, so don't worry about. He will accept you eventually, assuming that's your issue
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>be raised without strong gender roles
>parents call dont believe Im trans because I never acted like a girl growing up

>:^) :^) :^)
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>>6666461
Please juniper be my gf, let me breed you!!!!!
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>tfw uncle is history and geography professor
>tfw he invited me to travel with him if I want (he went to all countries thus far, spare for iraq, best korea and pakistan)
yuss
also
>mfw grandma tells old friend in her 80s about me
>mfw her friend now is like "what if I am ftm"
kekulus rex
>>6667222
k
>>6667221
ye
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>>6667639
please if you have to attack people ignore smiles

shes a little girl with enough problems and she doesn't deserve this
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>>6667640
well, I'm okay just saying it: search for "geit" with a bright animu goat pic
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>>6667650
I'm not attacking her, I'm just not going to hugbox her. You want to make adult decisions like transition, you better be prepared for the adult conversations that will follow.

No sense hiding from it now.
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>>6667649
I can assure you he never went to Guyana.
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>>6667582
>nope, im too neww
Hello neww :p
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>>6667654
please stop
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>>6667634
holy shit, don't entertain shit like that. i went and noticed that she went to sleep, but please don't think about testing this sort of thing.

i'm sorry tomorrow will be a v difficult day but people like isla will be thinking about you. if it can be of any comfort, please think of that. it's important to them you do ok.

in the event med shit goes to hell, people will share or send you hrt. a lot of us do this for each other. you will find support.
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>>6667656
helloo helloo
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>>6667657
Stop treating her like an adult? Lets just all treat her like a kid, cos that'll make her feel better.

I don't care what boner you have for this chick. I'm going to do as I please.
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>>6667634
I wanna give you a big hug and tell you things will get better. Please hang in there and keep in mind there are a lot of people around the world that really care about you and want to see you succeed and be happy one day.

I come from a very abusive home too, so i know how hard it is to carry on but I got your back 24/7 if you ever need someone to vent to or a shoulder to cry on. Don't give up smiles! Ur alot stronger than u think if u made it this long. This might get ignored or might not help much but I'm sending positive vibes your way <3
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>>6667641
>That sounds familiar I guess. And how has it been going for you so far? Do you have hormones and stuff?
I have hormones and stuff. 3.5 months, 3 lhr appointments down, 2 microneedling sessions for acne scars down, -30 lbs, my hair is finally down all the way past my neck, my parents are supportive, I think my siblings will "get" it. I'm been off anti depressants since I finished therapy for depression/gender dysphoria/social anxiety and feel like all my coping skills have developed enough I can deal with all of them.

Yesterday my boss called work and had me to inventory stuff with a vendor for the store because she couldn't be in for hours... my heart was racing and I thought I was going to vomit for a while afterwards but I was on an empty stomach and was intentionally breathing slowly and kept talking to a coworker about it in order to talk down how not big of a deal it was and how I didn't screw up (she might have been weirded out but it worked fine and I was able to do it again for her when the next vendor came in with less panic).
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>>6667660
>I will never have patch's fat tats
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>>6667632
I feel like I'm in a pretty good spot, I'll just keep taking HRT, see what happens and otherwise live like I have until now

I was always a bit androgynous too so I don't think anybody has noticed anything major
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>>6667645
I thought that was Edie
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>>6667663
thanks korra
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>>6667377
A-are you a nazi-girl too?
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>>6667672
She's more likely a fan of dictatorship
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>>6667662
I'll be honest, with a few exceptions, I see and treat people here like kids. And given you're acting like an edgy teenager, you're definitely not going to be an exception, kid.
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Re: fur shit
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>>6667676
...honestly? i guess its less creepy than this stuff desu
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>>6667674
That really says a lot about you, all of which is not really working in your favour

dear lord why.
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>>6667677
WHAT IS THIS
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>>6667676
>this is what furfags actually believe
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>>6667678
It just says the vast majority of posters here are actually young enough to be my kids, is all. My perspective on what it means to be an adult is quite different from a twenty-something's, let alone a teenager's.
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>>6667633
wow, you're more far along than me!

congrats!
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>>6667676
When I see a person in a custom fursuit I mostly imagine how interesting their porn collection could be because they must identify very strongly with this anthro creature if they spent that much money *and* wear this thing in public. Tgtf and "yiffing" is the base level. I imagine most are into cock vore and bestiality. There's probably some s&m stuff going on.

Instead of ruining their suits they'd rather commission artists to draw their "fursona" fucking their friends' fursonas. Which happen to be the same character as their fursuit.

That amount of judging says more about me than them though.
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im 4 minutes into FLCL and i dont know what the fug is going on
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>>6667681
Please stop talking to me, I really don't want to be associated with you at all
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>>6667688
hi im nim

i dont think i've met you before
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>>6667688
Well, I'm afraid you'll have to vacate the thread for this...
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>>6667687
And you won't when it end but what a ride will it be
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>>6667692
i remember the end fight is really cool but it's been a while

this dub kinda sucks though
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>>6667686
Y'all should see my porn collection
>>6667677
It's a lot less creepy....
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>>6667694
red are you happy today
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>>6667688
Can you please try to be nicer? We're all a little sensitive in this thread and would appreciate decent human behavior
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>>6667672
nazi ANIME girl fempai :3
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>>6667689
I don't care who you are.

>>6667700
Try not to be so sensitive.
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>>6667693
>the dub sucks
Smh..sigh...sigh...I just can't
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>>6667697
Besides the fact that I have to live as a boy with my grandparents, and I'm a little pooped from my morning run, I'm happy! I volunteer at the animal shelter today
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>>6667700
That's not how you stop a troll red, just ignore them, how many times are you going to fall for this?
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im gonna
sleep
or maybe just go to bed i think
i dont know what im going to do desu
goodnight everyone
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>>6667709
Rest well.
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i had a dream last night that i went to a /mtfg/ meetup at a mcdonalds

i saw a lot of trips but i was too scared to say hi so i sat at the booth next to them like a creep and eavesdropped on their conversation
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>>6667709
good night! sleep well with lots of pleasant dreams little one!
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>>6667709
Fuck you Smiles
Don't ever come back
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>>6667706
I already filtered
I just wish people could just be friends here
We don't have to tolerate people who can only post insults
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>>6667700
mass report Gas Mollie's post where they told a suicidal girl to kill herself as illegal content
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>>6667709
Goodnight Smiles
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>>6667702
oh okay

well it was nice to meet you anyhow :)
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>>6667714
Sounds like what I'd do.
We could sit quietly together awkwardly and drops eaves on their conversation together.
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>>6667709
Nini sweet dreams
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>>6667704
oh i used to volunteer at the animal shelter!

but i just did the laundry for three hours in the back by myself..

>>6667709
have a good sleep smiles :)

>>6667703
i dunno it doesn't sound as good as the cowboy bebop dub
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>>6667709
night. i hope tomorrow somehow goes ok
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>>6667714
Nice and something I would think about doing
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>>6667709
>rwby
C-cute
>tfw i cant get "hel-looo jhon"out of my head
>tfw cry
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>>6667714
How did I look/what was I talking about
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>>6667716
maybe anon
lets just see what happens
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>>6667715
autism speaks~

>>6667718
I didn't tell her to kills herself.

First I said "kill yourself don't drag other people down" in response to her asking someone to kill her. The next time I said kill yourself to her was when I also said that she should make reasons to live, because that's literally the only thing that stops you killing yourself. It's an overall positive statement. You choose your own destiny~

She's just free to choose the destiny of death if she wants to do that. Wanting someone else to live for your own benefit is selfish as fuck friend, especially if that person is experiencing real true pain.
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>>6667717
I woke up at 6am in the other thread. Made breakfast, jogged, took a shower, went to work, now I'm on break and this man is still shit posting an LGBT forum :l

>>6667718
Mods don't care. Just filter the trip out.
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>>6667729
I didn't mean it I'm sorry
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>>6667724
If it not as great as bebop it sucks than... I just can't... sigh
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>>6667730
shut up. i read what you said. everyone did. your day pass is up. fuck off
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>>6667740
Reading what I said =/= understanding what I said.

See >>6667614 in response to >>6667609
also see >>6667634 and >>6667639

Where do I tell her explicitly that she should actually go ahead and kill herself?
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>>6667441
>Angie
>inspiration
I only inspire people to make dank memes
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>>6667728
you stood out because of your red hair

and you were laughing a lot
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>>6667738
im sorry

are you okay

you seem to be taking a lot of pauses
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>>6667749
Nothing beats classic Simpson and I know this is an edit
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christ
Living with my grandparents can be dispiriting and kinda sad
They have been married for 40 years, but now that my grandpa has Alzheimer's he starts forgetting things and behaving illogically
So what does my grandma do? Berate and get angry at him for these mix ups and petty stuff like the placement of an umbrella or him raking the leaves to a certain location . This is usually followed by grandpa get angry and raising his voice and calling my grandma "a bitch" behind her back.
This happens at least 3 times a day
It's a real fucking downer
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>>6667757
It's a great edit :)
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>>6667755
I'm just lost of words because you think flcl dub is bad
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>>6667701
first qhi now steam. Everything seems to hate me :/
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>>6667761
i dont watch much anime so my opinion isn't that informed

you show me what you consider to be a shitty dub to better expand my knowledge if you want :)
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>>6667701
I made a shitty picture for you <3
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>>6667762
and worst of all it seems that your steam is in german!
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Step 1: click filters button.

Located on the top of the 4chan.org/lgbt/

Step 2: copy paste the trip you don't want to see anymore.

???


Profit.
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>>6667769
German is a beautiful language, take that back!
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Gas seems cool =]
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a robot just came out this kid's head!
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>>6667769
The weird thing is that when i started it one day suddenly everything was russian, so i turned it to german. i dunno if it was english before, might aswell change it, but i don't use steam much anyways i just wanted a way to contact Phienchen, but apparently steam hates me, too.
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>>6667772
i take it back anon

now can you call me beautiful too
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>>6667771
just make sure the person you type in isn't nim or your computer will explode
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whats up, girls? I hate my endo btw and hope i can distract myself a bit here...
My face is so fucking swollen from electrolysis that i felt like a ugly cd, with no makeup and all that :(
>>6667769
german is like the best language there is, boi
>>6667774
whats up with oryx and her toys? (huehue toys)
>>6667762
where you at?
>>6667759
Try helping them? Talk some serious words with your granny, that is just not cool. Tell her that this will happen with her in future too, and that her husband doesn't know better.
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>>6667617
I feel you. Curly hair sucks balls. I use one of these to straighten my hair (not perm). It's like a flat iron but quicker.
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>>6667759
iktf..my grandmother is the most bitter angry person i know. i can't even go over there anymore because how bad she gets..not that she wants me there anyway..
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>>6667784
>where you at?
at home
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>>6667786
whenever i get comments from others about my hair it's mostly positive. I have wavy hairs and lots of curls, which others like a lot. I guess it's always greener on the other side of the fence?
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if i move to japan can i name my kid boopboopbop beebeebo

because that's what all the names of the kids in this anime sound like
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>>6667766
Dragon ball series, Naruto, speed racer and digimon
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>>6667784

>that gif
wow hi
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>>6667780
I can't really say that without seeing you, it'd be dishonest. I've heard your voice though, which was pretty.
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>>6667797
what would constitute a bad dub

bad lipsync? weird-sounding dialogue? some other factors? or is it a combination or all these things
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#dicksOut

>>6667784
I don't know what to say
she drowns out every complaint I have with "you need to have respect and appreciation". Even if i have to speak a little loud because she's hard of hearing, she gets mad at me because of my "tone"
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>>6667802
oh okay

thank you anon >//<

which voice clip did you hear

>>6667805
she only know you as a boy right
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>>6667800
exactly my thoughts, i'm afraid i will get banned
>>6667793
i mean in germany, i'm currently in munich
>>6667805
stick with it
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>>6667807

i want a man like pic related desu
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>>6667806
yes
I'm a little bit scared about coming out to my family. They make jokes about "fairies" and call Caitlyn Jenner "Bruce" even if I try to correct them
Like, I don't believe in SJW shit and think she's a fucking killer, but at least respect her name
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>>6667811
Edie would you have sex with a transgirl with a 9 inch dick
Just wondering
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>>6667811
Idk they could pass if they put lipstick on.
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>>6667803
Audio is off sync, awkward dialogue because they didn't translate correctly and voice acting doesn't match with character
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>>6667814

well i was dating/in love with faye and she has a 3 inch dick, so

>>6667816

coincidentally that is me without lipstick
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>>6667812
well it wouldn't seem you already live as a woman more than a boy

it would certainly be the next step to come out to your family
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>>6667806
I've heard multiple, most recently the one about europe, or something.
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>>6667811
Pale
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>>6667818
I mean would you do the sex just to do the sex, because I really wanna fuck
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>>6667818
Damn poor Faye
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>>6667811
Pics don't work, but in person there's an awe to them. That thick torso, those bulging arms, that square jaw and five o'clock shadow. Raw power. That confidence.

It's everything I'm not and that's pretty alluring.
Throw in that scent...
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>>6667822
yeah ive used that script a lot

this is my most recent one

https://clyp.it/3zmix0q0

still need to work on inflection and resonance more
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>>6667807
Oh still alive?
I'm currently not in munich :P
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>>6667768
so nice <3
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>>6667818
>>6667828

more like 4 inch :^)
>>6667820
and risk being ostracized
like....I wanna celebrate holidays and have my mom love me and hang with my cousins but I have this (possibly irrational) fear that they'll see me as a scary bathroom invading tranny
idk
I really should, and I tried to with my mom, but she said "you keep that in the bedroom and don't go in public like that", even as I explained that there's nothing sexual/fetishtic about it
she told me to "cut the gay shit" when I was 15
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>>6667784
>>6667811
Bitches keep posting my pics and gifs
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>>6667834
i want to snuggle with an anime nazi girl
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>>6667831
Ugh don't remind me I need to start practicing a female voice. Ugh just leave me to my denialist escapism
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>>6667823

i like pale.

>>6667824

are you qt?

>>6667828

she's a total bottom sissy anyways, i don't see why it matters!!!

>>6667830

tfw ;_; i'm supposed to go hangout with my tall pilot guy and have lots of sex and cuddles but i think i'm gonna dittch him tonight to play OW lmfao

>>6667837

hi daddy
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>>6667835
Hahaha
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>>6667841
Most people I've met think I'm cute, every guy I show my pictures to falls in love with me and I get a lot of unsolicited attention
I've just had a strong lust for you Edie
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>>6667841
You didn't have to reveal that tho hahaha
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>>6667835
seems like a fairly close-minded family

my family wouldn't be as explicit but it's fairly ingrained in the culture my family comes from to be fearful and uncomfortable when it comes to these kind of issues

to give you an example, the last time my family came to visit, i mentioned that i had heard a "psst" sound when going to take the trash out

my family suggested that it was a gay man trying to get me, like some sort of predator!
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>>6667835
>I really should, and I tried to with my mom, but she said "you keep that in the bedroom and don't go in public like that", even as I explained that there's nothing sexual/fetishtic about it
>she told me to "cut the gay shit" when I was 15

>>6667845
There really is something funny about this.
But mostly in a tragic kind of way.

Keep doing you, Red.
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Has anyone here aspired to be this guy?
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>>6667840
it takes some work but it's very rewarding to hear your progress!

what would you give me on a scale of 1 to 10 right now

i always feel like it's almost there but something is always off
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When was the last time you masturbated?
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>>6667855
There is something off, but I couldn't tell you exactly why or what or how to fix. To an untrained ear, this sounds female but beneath it is something wonky like "they must have a cold" "...or a penis"

I just started practicing without vocal coach (might try 1 for a session to check that meme out) and have seen limited results. I'm full time boy mode still. Fml
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>>6667655
how so ?
>>6667805
>dicksout
80% of mtfg would have to leave then tho
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>>6667860
Like six hours ago.
Before that about a week ago.
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>>6667834
Here i made another one <3
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>>6667866
That hat totally doesn't match though, what are you doing!
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>>6667862
i've compared voice clips from women reading the same script i use and i think my voice is missing the "sing-songyness" that a girl voice has

yeah i haven't used a vocal coach either, im hoping i can perfect my voice without one

for both the monetary reasons and because it'll feel like a real accomplishment!
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>>6667851
ughhhh
whats worse? explicit ostracization or knowing in the back of your mind that your family sees you as the "off" one and being made fun of behind your back? I'm sorry that your family sucks
also
pssstttttt
>>6667853
I just don't know what to do
My mom voted democrat, supported FUCKIN' Bernie, does yoga, travels and is basically one of those rich hippy dippy "expand your mind" lululemon worshiping suburbanites
but won't accept her son becoming a girl
also fun fact I texted her a picture of me at a gun range shooting and her first response was "Why"
she hates guns
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>>6667866
She should really be careful with all the Nazi stuff when she lives in Germany
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>>6667867
I know i should jsut kill myself.
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>>6667866
Shoop a starving jew into the reflection of her eye
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>>6667868
I think it's just too raspy. Sounds like you're forcing the tone to change but it's the pitch that is fractured. It's cracky. It has sing song quality but that really isn't that important.
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>>6667873
Woah there senpai, not yet, it's just one strike, you can make up for it.
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>>6667866
i don't usually save nazi girls but I'm saving this one
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>>6667877
haha it seems like when i get something right something else falls out of place!
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>>6667870
You're mom not real hippie if gays bother her
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>>6667883
oh it's not gays
it's trannies
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>>6667870
She just wants grandkids probably
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>>6667870
probably being ostracized, but they're not that far apart

maybe they'll accept me better if i end up passing

who knows
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>>6667882
At least you could full time though. I'm over here sounding like Darth Vader mixed with Eminem mixed with v sauce level pseudo intellectual nonsense. I am insufferable as this roll player. >>6667884
Want me to try and sleep with your mom?

And I all wanted was to grow up like Ann Hathaway :(
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>>6667866
>>6667876
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>>6667884
didn't she tell you to stop being gay
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I hate french people.
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>>6667888
well I mean...she switches boyfriends like every 3 months and has a lot of "dates" where I have to be out of the house
>tfw you walked in on your mom with an Australian guy
>>6667893
when I was 15 yes, I suppose her views changed with the push for and eventual legalization of marriage.
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>>6667894
Is that you mama?
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>>6667894
French pep hate you.
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>>6667891
This is great
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>>6667894
i hate fat people
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>>6667888
keep practicing!

don't give up!
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>>6667870
>>6667883
Agreed. She's just doing the liberalism shit, she doesn't actually believe any of it.

I've heard a major problem with parents of trans kids is they had this whole vision in their head of how their kids life would turn out. And their sense of you is pretty well formed (but lagging behind from reality) by the time you're an adult. If you careen off that very far they get very concerned and think you're doing the wrong thing with your life. Whether it's based on what they want, what they think you want or trying to live vicariously through you. Does she have a good idea of what you aspire to do? Other than to be a girl. Once my parents figured out the only thing about what I wanted in life that seemed different was the gender they were a lot less worried. I guess they have faith in me. Or have been blue-pilled my the liberal media. Same effect for me.
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>>6667871
All the stuff i added is from pictures she posted herself in this thread though. I already closed

>>6667876
i dunno how to do reflections :/
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>>6667841
>hi daddy
h-hi
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>>6667837
>Imagining pre-hrt Basic fondling her junk
B-Basic, no
Don't even joke about that.

I think I need a cold shower now.
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>try to get intimate with myself for once
>cant finish
>entire body freezes, all my muscles extend, i grab things
>lots of shivering
>its been over an hour and I'm covered in sweat
Tell me this is normal
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>>6667902
I'm worse than a failure. I never tried.

>>6667901
I feel bad for them, but not really. I also don't give a fuck about these strange new standards where I'm the bitch for suggesting diets and workouts
My fat fuck friends resent me because I'm skinny. I fucking work for this. :l like I'm a man beneath this layer of chick skin nigga this ain't no joke I WORK for this.
.... And they slow my roll down clogging the endocrinologist appointments with their fucking eating disorder diabetes. Like what fuck do you expect when you eat corporate cocktails of fat and never leave the house.
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>>6667913
Female orgasm? I thought that was just a meme though
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>>6667913
Normal tho I cud finish
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>>6667911
STOP IMAGINING THAT RIGHT NOW
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>>6667903
I wish liberals didn't drown themselves in "feel good" nonsense
she thinks I aspire to be a literature professor or go to law school. She expects me to go to grad school in a few years
>by the time you're an adult
I wasn't an adult when I told my mom about wanting to be a girl, I was 17. My family considers people who graduate from college adults
>>6667915
*pays 200 bucks for a special fat dress that looks like a unshapely canvas bag and dies of heart disease*
BEAUTIFUL AT EVERY SIZE
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>>6667920
prostate massagers are a gift from god
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>>6667923
Are our parents the same? Probably ate a lot of the same propaganda. It makes me happy our kids that we'll never have will have a better chance at the world. The problem is the PARENT system is a disaster in most of the world.

I'm never having kids. If I did id treat the child like an aunt.

My mom is sex phobic too. She sent me a zionist school until 5th grade lmao


She'll argue with secretary fools on my behalf trying to get my Hrt started, but won't buy drugs ("narcotics") online.
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>>6667922
I'm sorry. It's partially your fault though; you should've looked like a betafag like the rest of us instead of you.
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>>6667923
Wow Red, I thought you would be the last one fat shaming.

I'm upset now.
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Do hormones make you nipples more sensitive? Because as of now i don't feel a thing :/
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>>6667894
I love my haters. Just having some means I'm doing things right.
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>>6667932
yes
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>>6667932
Idk they were sensitive when I started hrt (3 or 4yrs ago), they still are but a lot less now.
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>>6667920
Not a meme, and not pleasant for someone like me either since it feels like a pain I can't even dull like real pain. Also means you can't find sleep through masturbation anymore, which was the only use I had for it.
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>>6667925
do you fuck yourself with it or just keep it in there? I never got how they work
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>>6667920
>>6667921
It comes in fuckin waves and tremors but it never feels like I'm done. Its infuriating.
Just now i finally brought myself to a full climax. I'm in so much pain, I'm never doing this again.
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>>6667939
yay i hope my hormones arrive soon :3

>>6667940
Well as long as it still feels nice~
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>>6667931
> fat shaming
THEFUCKOUTTAHERE
you expect me to NOT shame people who let their health AS WELL as appearance go to absolute shit? Absolutely disgusting.
>>6667929
Probably, my mom's from a pretty conservative family bust she went to a particularly liberal university during the 60s-70s, came out changed I suppose
Like, I have mommy feels all the time, but I'm scared of what would happen with my kid.
I bet your mom makes you anxious
> zionist school
That sounds awful, sorry. I went to a Catholic school until I was 18
>>6667945
you fuck yourself
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>>6667930
>you should've looked like a betafag like the rest of us instead of you
yeah mb I'd look more like a girl then (._. )
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>>6667932
Can't really remember, because I started HRT for the first time more than twenty years ago and I don't have fully recovered access to my pre-1999 memories yet. These days, they're somewhat sensitive, but it feels normal.
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>>6667951
how though? it looks awkward to push in and out?
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>>6667955
it has grips
plus you can get vibrating ones
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>>6667955
You don't. well I mean you can. But grinding on it is best
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>>6667946
The first one like that I remember was spontaneous, in the middle of the night, which was a bit scary. Strange too, because I never had wet dreams once while not on HRT.
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>>6667839
I want to snuggle w/ u

>>6667866
OH MY GOD <3
youre the heroine I need !!
sorry for the slow responses ;~;
I was busy with housework and stuff. will eat breakfast soon
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hi girls

i want a bf
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>>6667969
i can be your femboy bf lmao
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>>6667951
You're mean.
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>>6667969
Same
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>>6667971
i'm sorry anon I'll tone it down please forgive me
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>>6667954
Uhh i'm only 20 years old myself, you seem to have quite the experience then if you've been on hrt for 20 years - do you have any tips for beginners?

>>6667966
Aww you're so nice to me<3
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>>6667972
I want a girlfriend. I can't date at all and haven't been able to for over 4 years. Now that I'm transitioning, it's like watching the fire die out of most girls eyes as they move to men or settle for boys with large cocks... I'm overhere trying to flirt with lesbians as a boy who is going to soon be a Manish woman. Fuck my likfffeee

Shout outs to bike rides and apples. I road 15 miles yesterday and felt proud until I found out some people do like 100 miles but like actually
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>be me 6 months ago
>not out as trans yet
>at family gathering
>im talking to my cousin
>grandma comes up from behind for suprise hug
>she wraps her flabby arms around my chesy and feels my hrt boobs
>she immediately lets go and walks away without a word
This cringy moment haunts me at night
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>>6667976
I was self-medding as a teenager, then I stopped for fifteen years. I'm not quite sure how it is to be an early transitioner today, except that it's much easier which is a really good thing. Best tips I can give is to give gatekeepers a big middle finger if you can afford it, to never let fear and doubt get in the way of your transition and to gracefully accept compliments as genuine because they usually are.
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>>6667978
I just want anyone to cuddle. I don't really care if it's a boi or a grill or whatever, but i never was in a relationship and i'm too scared of it anyways.

But I think girls are way prettier than men - does that make me AGP? :/
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>>6667992
Nah, it just makes you aware of a fundamental truth: men aren't pretty.
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>>6667972
Lana you're cute!
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>>6667985
That sounds horrifying.

...oh god, I'm probably going to see a bunch of family around Thanksgiving and Christmas.

They only see me like twice a year. It's going to be pretty obvious at 7-8 months isn't it?

Distant family will just be too scared to say anything, right? Your grandma is probably confused as fuck and doesn't know you're a tranny in training, right?
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lmao looking at my femboy pictures pre-hrt is cringe inducing
>>6667978
>15 miles yesterday and felt proud until I found out some people do like 100 miles but like actually
ughhhh I feel that way all the time when I do running
"oh yay I can run 50 minutes and 7 miles non stop oh wait people go so much further than that"
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>>6667985
Idk, I feel like that falls more in the realm of funny. At least she didn't flip shit and go psycho.

Her loss, right? Right guys?
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>>6667998
hiii
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>>6667992
Idk what agp is like I get its a term on this website to meme people with, but as so far as I can tell being Trans isn't a choices but a fact of nature it can't be like categorized based on some dumb shit criteria that doesn't exist.


>>6667998
I want that tattooed on my body :o also nice trip
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>>6667985
>be me yesterday, 18 months hrt
>not out to family
>come back into my grandparents house after running for a while in the texas heat
>grandma stares at me for a second, then says hi
>look in the mirror in the room i currently use as my bedroom
>notice my excessive titsweat accentuating my breasts
FFUCK
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>>6668006

Good morning Red

>>6668007

I know, right
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>>6668001
>>6667978
Fuck others, you are a delicious fucking apple and everyone else is an orange. You know you can compare yourself to? Think of how superior you are to your old self. What a fucking loser she was.
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>>6667976
>Aww you're so nice to me<3

I am just honest. if I am nice, then it means you deserve it

>>6667992
AGP is a meme, the concept isnt even known to the vast majority of shrinks and psychs in germany, cause its basically american religious fringe science. Completely irrelevant. So dont worry, you can love whoever you want without it threatening your identity. Fetishists exist, but they are pretty rare
HOWEVER
it can have negative consequences. one of the 2 psychs that evaluated me said if I ever had a long term relationship with a women pre or post transition or if you were exclusively lesbian he would straight up tell the court I am not actually trans. Luckily my only relationship with a women lasted like 6 weeks and it wasnt really serious, and I am in a LTR with a man, so it wasnt a problem for me. but it can be unfun :c

>>6667998
hello!!!
you havent been around that often lately, how have you been?
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I'm sleep starving myself in protest of reality. Just got a ton of weed, might even take acid tomorrow. Trying to induce a psychotic break so I have an excuse to murder my body so my soul can escape into my endless fiction after brain death and Nero reprocessing in the matrix or whatever.


The cyborgs in my head hsve been singing to the Great Hummingbird Octopus Dragon all morning, it's comforting in a very strange and despondent schizoid way.
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>>6668012
I mean, at least you don't sweat as much as me. Going outside in Texas for more than like 20 minutes turns my clothes into a swamp.
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>>6667978
I'm not a cyclist at all, but 15 miles is something I can do casually. Actually, I sometimes walk that distance casually if I need groceries and I'm not in the mood to drive since that's about going to the nearest supermarket and back. Granted, I used to work in forestry, so I have pretty good legs.
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Im not blogposting
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>>6668015

Yeah, I guess I haven't. I've been busy I guess. I still haven't started HRT yet but I've been making what little progress I can before I do. I started my new job this week, so I'll be able to save up for stuff. Which is pretty cool.
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>>6668012
Dont worry sweat is normal
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>>6667784
>>6668022
buubuu
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>>6668015
Shrinks like that should be banned from practice, really. They're not just incompetent, they're misogynistic, homophobic and downright toxic.
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Is it just an impression or are there more new trips just today than we usually get in a fortnight?
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btw heres my dyke outfit
if u can make it out lol. theres no good mirrors at work
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>>6667978
Transbean life seems hard

>>6667995
Nah
Thank you though
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>>6668014
i mean my old self was kinda a fun loving partying femboy who had lots of sex and drugs while getting a 3.5 gpa
But that was probably a self destructive path....
I like myself. At least I try to like myself
>>6668018
I sweat a lot pic related was me yesterday
>>6668016
uhhhh
i think you should see a therapist or a mental health worker
>>6668015
oh hey i forgot to ask you about sex in srs. Would you please give a short description of it, I'd really appreciate it
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>>6667978
I went on a 30 mile ride... fite me
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>>6667989
Ahh i see.
I wish i had started as a teenager too ._.
What made you take a break for 15 years, if i may ask?

>never let fear and doubt get in the way of your transition
But how? ._.
I'm pretty sure i won't pass at all and that would suck and i don't know if i would survive all the hate.
(Well but on the other had i don't want to continue to live as a man either...)

>gracefully accept compliments
Well i won't get any anyways other than those from my mom saying that i'm a pretty young man that is tall with wide shoulders and stuff >_<

>>6667994
But why doesn't every man want to be a girl then? :/

>>6668007
>>6668015
I wish i was more sure about being trans. I mean i do it mainly to look prettier and so that i can wear cute clothes and stuff, but does that make me a fetishist? Also i only noticed a few years ago, not even since childhood. Maybe because i didn't even know hrt was possible..

>he would straight up tell the court I am not actually trans
whoa what an asshole. Why even go there?

>if I am nice, then it means you deserve it
i don't deserve anything ._.
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>>6668028
>dyke
You look like literally every New Yorker including me wtf.
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>>6668032
The top isn't too dykish, but the scratched mirror is a nice touch. I like it. Got to admit you could get me to have a crush on you with the right haircut and attitude at this point. Yeah, I know, that's not a good feeling. :^)
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>>6668014
I'm still in HE hell . The only up side to being this monster is my self loathing lyrics are Sharper than Eyedea or sadistik.

>>6668025
I wish my brain wasnt static noise. I can't work it fucking gives me panic attacks. I am a house cat.

>>6668028

Absolutely agree. One offered me a thousand to suck his cock the day I switched my boy name and voice in his office. He offered a thousand dollars :l


>>6668037
"would I be happier if I viewed myself and others viewed me as female?"
If yes: "oh I'm female. I'm just born in the wrong natal body and no one caught this medical issue before it started to feel like I was living in boiling water".


If this narrative belongs on your soul, you should consider transition.

. I've never worn girls clothing in my life and I know I'm Trans because I'm fucking saying I am and I want to be a fucking girl. Always have, just didn't figure it out until age 24.
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>>6668028
that was the nice one. the other one made me strip. he wanted even more I think, like a 'more thorough physical evaluation', but I didnt get why he needed it, he had like 2 on his desk, from real doctors, not from shrinks, and his only job was a PSYCH evaluation????

>>6668035
I will, in my next post. give me a few minutes :)


>>6668037
>Why even go there?
to legally change my name. the court picks them (but you pay them 500 bucks each)

you dont give me fetishy vibes, so I am not worried about that. Nobody can tell you if youre actually trans, youre the only one that can decide this. regret cause of this is relatively rare. most detransition cause society doesnt accept them. Socially, Germany is pretty nice tho.
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>>6668035
why are you lactating?
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>>6668035
Wow. Because the shirt was what was touching your shirt the most it looks like the only place on your body with sweat glands is your boobs.

That's funny but I'm sure it was horrifyingly awkward.

I'm glad you like yourself or at least trying to like yourself. It's a good feel when you can be honest with yourself and do things that make you happy. It's so much easier than doubt and trying to change how you feel.
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Yea no if you dont think life is strange is terrible you're the problem
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>>6668037
Men usually don't care about being pretty, really. Especially straight ones. And even most gays.

I stopped because I was gatekept hard for being too young and continuing self-medding was expensive and dangerous given what I used. And I was seriously traumatized by something that happened back in 99 and PTSD left me barely able to function, all my energy went into keeping my job so keeping my transition alive wasn't really an option.

You will survive, though. And the longer you live as a woman, the better you'll pass, to the point you won't even think about passing anymore someday.
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>>6668048
>He offered a thousand dollars :l
That could pay for a lot of therapy with a better therapist...

Maybe even enough to get over the fact you sucked the last guy's cock.
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>>6668050
France just removed medical evaluation from the ID change process. Which sucks for me since I prioritized SRS just to get mine and now it's irrelevant and lawyers are playing the waiting game to see how the new procedure works, so I'm probably not getting new papers this year.
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>>6668056
dont talk to me or my 200 girlfriends again
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>>6668051
to feed my 12 children
>tfw not fecund mommy who provides nourishment for her children
>>6668055
Sometimes I hate myself, but I still try to enjoy life. Better than being self pitying. Thanks for being so nice
>>6668056
but the dialogue is so good :^)
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>>6668061
>prioritizing srs for legal reasons
Ishygddt
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>>6668062
Dana pls
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>>6668035
alright, so as a preface, I hate anal, and had a lot of genital dysphoria before. I could orgasm, but it didnt feel good.

nowadays its so much easier. no preparation, I dont need lube, it feels much more natural position wise and it doesnt hurt at all (unless we want it to).
he says for him, theres no difference to a cisvagina (guess he should know, I am his 8th gf). I can now feel pleasure (a LOT) and really enjoy it (before, I was basically ace) and I am a lot less self conciousness about the whole thing. My clit is super sensitive, and I also have feelings inside naturally. To me, it feels like Ive a gspot as well, theres a certain angle thats just absolutely perfect. I love it.
I can actually feel orgasms now, theyre long, and feel incredibly nice. I basically went from not liking sex to being thirsty all the time.
I am really happy that I am deep enough, that was important to me.
tightness can be influenced a lot by dilation. the less I dilate the tighter I am, which is really nice :3

I am not sure theres anything else, feel free to ask questions if you want tho!

>>6668065
>not prioritising srs cause youre in danger of being forcibly detransed if you dont.
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>>6668050
I was thinking about something concerning your anxiety issues. Have you tried hydroxyzine? Not addictive and relatively side-effects free...
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>>6668063
>tfw not fecund mommy who provides nourishment for her children
stop reminding me of reality.
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>>6668035
Aww cute x3

>>6668048
>"would I be happier if I viewed myself and others viewed me as female?"
Thank you, that made me feel more secure about my decision. Unfortunately i will never pass so people won't treat me as female and i probably can't view myself as female either, when i'm looking like a man :/

>>6668050
>to legally change my name. the court picks them (but you pay them 500 bucks each)
Wow that sucks. And i guess i have to change my name too, i wish i had a more unisex name to begin with. Or do you think it is possible to get a job and everything with a fake name? :/

>Socially, Germany is pretty nice tho.
Until the musels take control over germany and force every woman to dress in a burka. Oh but i would get killed before that anyways for not passing at all :/

>>6668057
>self-medding was expensive and dangerous
Yeah i'm worried abnout that too. I'm still living with my parents and i don't have a job, but i saved some money and i hope i can get a job after i feel a bit better in my body. (if that ever happens). I stopped going to Uni because of depressions though, so i guess i won't get a decent job anyways.

>PTSD
I'm sorry i hope i didn't bring back bad memories by asking all that stuff.

>You will survive, though
not so sure about that ._.
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>trying to do drugs
>all the robitussin is gone
Inconsiderate, mom.
>>6668063
My favorite is when the girl tells her friend to kill her by using a spinal tap reference about her iv drip.
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>>6668065
Well, I seriously need that ID change because I very quickly reached the point where people stopped readily accepting that my old ID is mine. It's only a matter of time before I run into real trouble because of it. And having to awkwardly out myself every time I get ID checked is tiresome.
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>>6668066
ODDISH.... NIGGGAAAA
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>>6668063
What do i have to do to start lactating? Is it yummy? Will my boobs grow from it? Why isn't everyone doing it?
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>>6668076
Get pregnant.
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>>6668075
YO I WAS IN A MENTAL FACILITY FOR FIVE DAYS SORRY FOR NOT CALLING
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>>6668071
Self-medding these days is easier and safer since you can get proper HRT. I had to use ethinylestradiol/cyproterone combination birth control pills to just get an anti-androgen...
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>>6667970
red!!! hiiiiiiiiiiii

you would honestly make a great partner tho

>>6667972
;~~;
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>>6668067
oh my god that sounds heavenly
being able to easily influence tightness must be great
Now I really need to save up money for a good operation
i wonder what I'll do about anal when I get it though, because personally I love anal
you must get this a lot, but which surgeon did you go to?
>>6668072
ugh god the game was written by aliens
>>6668071
thank you deary <3
>>6668070
i hate it too anon
>>6668082
thanks! I try to provide as much happiness and try to stimulate my partners physically and intellectually!
could you do poly tho?
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>>6668067
>I don't need lube
I wish I knew this feel
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>>6668082
KKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTT KIT KIT KIT KIT KIT KIT KIT KIT KIT KIT KIT!!!!!!!
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>>6668076
It's not really pleasant, happens to me from time to time because my dopamine/prolactin regulation loop is fubar, and the growth doesn't really last.
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>>6668086
hugg elann
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>>6668086
some drunk frat guy tried it dry with me once
it....did not go well
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>>6668087
Danaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!
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>>6668076
take certain neuroleptics, or other meds. its easy to induce. wouldnt do it before your breasts are fully developed
I havent tried yet
temporarily yes, permanently, maybe? I think thats very individual

I think it feels weird to permanently leak into your bra

>>6668071

Idk, pretty easy to pass with a burka :^)

>Or do you think it is possible to get a job and everything with a fake name? :/

probably not.
but the guys were like 70. literally retired. theyre probably dead before youre at that point.

>>6668085
I went to suporn.

>i wonder what I'll do about anal when I get it though
I am not sure but they might move the prostate, so it might get less nice. I havent asked them tho so I dont really know
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>>6668095
thanks for typing that up for me, i appreciate it btw
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>>6668085
French people actually. Close enough.
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>>6668098
Do I look like an alien to you?
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>>6668101
yes
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>>6668061
>Having to srs to change gender marker
God that sounds awful.

A county very close to mine just started a precedence this year. They're changing gender markers on birth certificates for person who have undergone "significant, permanent changes" in order to be more like their desired sex.

At first that meant SRS, but for several transwomen recently, it meant they were probably shooting blanks (no actual check necessary, just a year of full hrt) and effectively chemically castrated themselves. I know one personally who did this shortly after a year of hrt.

I know another in the same county who... went the orchi route before hrt (dysphoria is a hell of a drug) and after just about 6 months of hrt got an F on her driver's license very easily. The only thing stopping her from the birth certificate is probably that it's not important to her.
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>>6668076
i honestly don't know
one time at this musical festival I went to I was hooking up with this girl in her tent and she started feeling up my little 6 month hrt buds and some white stuff came out
so, I did the sane thing, walked out the tent topless and announced proudly to everyone within earshot "hey y'all guess what! I'm lactating!"
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>>6668101
Yea, actually.
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>>6668072
Drinking robitussin to get "high" wud probs make u vomit after 2nd bottle.
>>6668076
I started lactating after 3rd shot of E2. Its sweet. No, you will rather grow out prolactinoma.
>>6668081
Welp, ethinyl itself works fine as an AA.
>>
I drank really old coffee and I think my anus is malfunctioning
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>>6668101
it's the 80s makeup
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>>6668101
Meh, you pass. Just as an ungly jewish lady.
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>>6668085
umm idk if that's for me tho ;~~;

also you are prob like wayyy too fem for me ;__;

ur really pretty tho !!!
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>>6668072
also, i had sex once while robo tripping and it felt like i was in a rocket ship
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>>6668107
That's just kind of what coffee does
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>>6668105
So, how does it feel to know I'm a cosmic horror visiting Earth to destroy humanity through chaos and madness just for the lulz?
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>>6668106
You mix it with benadryl. I'd do just benadryl but my tolerance is too high rn.
>>6668111
I dont want to have sex ever again. Its so frustrating. I tried to get off for like 2 hours today and i just don't understand my body anymore.
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>>6668079
Nah forcing someone to live would be the most cruel thing you can do anyways.


>>6668081
Yeah i'm glad that i can just order stuff illegally (if it actually arrives) . I hope you didn't get any bad side effects from that :S
And isn't cyproterone even better than spiro?

>>6668104
>>6668106
Aww that sounds so cute i wish i had bewbs :<
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>>6668112
no, like, coffee can give you the shits but like. my sphincter is behaving strangely, not so much diahrrea
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>>6668111
Whats your fursona red
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>>6668109
I'm not Jewish. Though us Auvergnats have that reputation of being better at jewing people better than Jews themselves...
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>>6668071
>Wow that sucks. And i guess i have to change my name too, i wish i had a more unisex name to begin with. Or do you think it is possible to get a job and everything with a fake name? :/
In the US? Kind of? I've never worked at a place that didn't tolerate you going by a different name than your legal one. There could be all kinds of reasons a person would do that. Then if you don't ever pass... well, you could give yourself a unisex name to make yourself at least feel better.
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>>6668061
Why does the system hate transsexuals so much? What problem do we cause them? Like damn all we want is a hole and a name change
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>>6668117
is it twitching? I usually just stick something up there then
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Hydrocodone is nice tho
>>6668113
I dont feel remotely threatened. Just weirded out. A bit embarrassed second hand.
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>>6668116
It is. I switched from spiro to cypro as soon as I could this time around. But the cypro dose in Diane 35 pills is small and ethinylestradiol is very unsafe.
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>>6668123
>>6668071
oh, maybe I misunderstood. you can ask them to call you girlname. you can even sign stuff with it without breaking the law. but you will need to tell them that youre a tranny to make this possible (at least the HR department), cause theyll use old name and stuff for taxes and stuff I think
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>>6668110
>way too fem
pfffttt
no for real, I can be more down to earth when i'm chilling
thanks for calling me pretty! I heard tell that you're pretty nice looking yourself
>>6668113
i really like this picture of you
>>6668115
you need to find someone who can understand your body and feel it and know what it wants ;^)
>>6668116
you'll get them soon enough
>>6668118
a dismembered goat
pic related
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>>6668127
I don't even know how to describe what it's doing? it's like it's pushing out and opening, more than it needs.
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>>6668101
When I see this pic I can just hear the narrator reading the back cover of a book in my head going "CFH is an author of several books about the subject of forestry and ancient aliens. Born in 1976, she was raised in the little hamlet where she spent her summers" etc.

It just looks like the kind of pic an author would choose for their biography.
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>>6668048

I was really nervous the whole time. I'll probably be nervous again tomorrow...
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>>6668124
Well, in France, lacanians are to blame. It used to be much easier for trans people here in the 50s and 60s. But Lacan was a misogynistic, homophobic and transphobic quack and his theories unfortunately pervade French psychiatry to this day.
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dota is coming on
i hope all the euro and na teams lose.
>>6668135
i need to meet someone nice who i'm comfortable with
aaaaaand thats never gonna happen. i've lost hope for love. i'm too picky and i don't look very good.
i'm just gonna do drugs until i die
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>>6668095
>Idk, pretty easy to pass with a burka :^)
pic related

>probably not.
welp, i probably wouldn't get a job anyways ._.

>>6668101
Is that really you? That picture looks so professional :o
Are you some famous book author or something?
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>>6668136
could be an er what do you call it proplapse
>>6668139
ancient aliens is the craziest show, like every rock in Peru, aliens carved it.
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>>6668141
> lacanians
who the fuck falls for Lacan's psuedo-scientific memes lmao
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>>6668139
Hopefully a sane author

>>6668147
Shakira lets meet up!
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>>6668151
i love u red
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one hour of gesture drawing completed!
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>>6668147
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_7P6L3w-Sk
>>6668156
I love you too
come here for a hug
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>>6668147
it's not a prolapse, it's momentary.
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>>6668159
*hug*
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>>6668156
I love all of you. I didn't knew there were nice people on 4chan.
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>>6668145
Nah. It is a professional pic, with professional makeup and hairstyling, but that's just one of a few hundred pics that were taken during a fun photoshoot with a photographer who has a thing for portraits of unusual models.
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>>6668151
this dude and his followers
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>>6668162
I've found some of the nicest people on this site.
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>>6668151
Most French shrinks, sadly enough. Thankfully, that cancer didn't spread that much abroad.
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fuck i feel so heavy
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>>6668167
>tfw everyone you have regular contact with you either met on 4chan or through 4chan-friends with family being the only exception
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Okay sorry, but I've simply *got* to post this. Went to the NHS Wellbeing centre today to try and get a mental health assessment.

-spent about 40 minutes walking (with hypotonia and asthma, in this godawful heat/humidity) trying to find the entrance because the address details on the NHS website are wrong, which it turns out they know about but just haven't gotten around to fixing

-got lectured by the woman I saw how I shouldn't be paying £200 per session for laser hair removal and how there's a cheap place just up the road that does IPL, which I tried and failed to explain 3 times doesn't work on male facial hair

-"oh yeah I have a mtf friend, they're a lot further along than you"... proceeds to talk about them entirely in male terms

-while talking about aims for the future she was like "oh and of course eventually you'll want to settle down and have a relationship, a healthy sexual and romantic life is an important part of social health"
-"what if I'm asexual? I don't think a conventional romantic relationship is for me, anyway."
-"oh but you must do, it's an important part of life... well I mean what's the point of all these hormones and changing your body if you're not going to use it? haha"
-"so I can look in the mirror and not want to kill myself?"

The good news is she agrees I probably have either schizotypal or schizoaffective disorder and almost definitely CPTSD. Which are treatable disorders. But she's not sure whether I'm quite off-the-wall and non-functioning-in-daily-life enough to qualify for an assessment so I have to wait to hear back. But holy fuck some people are dumb.

>>6667759
sounds like my dad's attitude to disability lol

>>6667709
Smiles
add me on Skype: biohacked_tomboy
you can get through this senpai <3

peace folks, will still give occasional updates but now it'll probably be a while before you hear from me again. and to the babytranses in this thread, put self-medding first. it's the most important thing you'll ever do.
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>>6668161
how you been today anon
>>6668162
once you ignore the bully and try to alleviate the drama it can be pretty nice
i guess because trannies are all submissive so they don't wanna be mean
>>6668166
>zizek
THEFUCKOUTTAHERE
"my god, I love flipping between revolutionary and reactionary philosophy all the time all while looking like a homelessh person"
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>>6668173
>tfw ur living with someone you met on 4chan
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>>6668165
>>6668139
Nah you're an author now. I hope your book is finished by friday, publishers have a tight schedule.

>>6668167
>>6668173
I don't know anyone on 4chan personally, but you already are my best friends, but maybe thats just because everyone in real life hates me.
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>>6668176
ive been kind of sick today so not that great thb
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>>6668179
hey, Iktf :3
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>>6668174
>-"oh but you must do, it's an important part of life... well I mean what's the point of all these hormones and changing your body if you're not going to use it? haha"

and I should note, she was really repeatedly implying that she apparently thinks the primary purpose of transition is so you can have sex ~as a woman~, I never thought a cis woman could be so AGP
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>tfw your bell goes off
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>>6668184
best meme
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>>6668182
Good feel, but I already damaged their garage because apparently I can't drive and/or drive like an asshole ;~;
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>>6668174
The heat isn't that bad.. Is this a gp or psycholpgist you saw?
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>>6668187
hugg elann
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>>6668180
>I don't know anyone on 4chan personally

I am going to be meeting like 3 people from here in 2 weeks
I am so nervous and scared. I also look forward to it a lot though!! but social anxiety sucks >-<

>>6668187
>girl
>cant drive
it checks out fempai
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>>6668184
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>>6668189
hug red
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I wonder how it is to be in a relationship. Must be nice to have someone to hug all the time.

>>6668182
Do you like cute Tanks too? didn't make that one myself, though.
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>>6668192
hugg red
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>>6668181
i hope you get well!
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>>6668190
Hey, I hope I'll meet you someday.
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>>6668195
thank you
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>>6668194
fugg red
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>>6668189
hugg anon!

>>6668190
>tfw a stereotype ;-;
Feels bad, I thought I was a competent driver
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>>6668196
You meet ufufu yet?
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>>6668200
fugg red
get itchy red bumps
:)
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>>6668202
>>6668202
>>6668202
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>>6668174
200 is too expensive for laser, though. A reasonable price is about half that. And sadly, even healthcare professionals have little idea about what it means to be trans, yeah...
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>>6668115
Great but I'd rather use sum serotonin blocker.
>>6668116
Why not grow ur own ones.

Sometimes Spiro is better, since cypro can cause severe depression in some pep. Also GNRH agonist shots wud be ideal but they're expensive af unless covered by insurance or sth.
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>>6668193
the reality is more like
'Schatz, das is viel zu warm...'
men are weird.

>tanks
I just collect yuri, anime nazigirls and /pol/ and /mtfg/ memes
oh and crying/sad/selfharming/suiciding anime girls

>>6668196
youre super interesting, Id love to meet you

also thanks for the tip about anxiety, I copy pasted it in a notedata, so I dont forget it, but I forgot to respond to you I think >-<
thank you!!
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>>6668200
fugg and sugg and tugg :3

and mugg 'cause I heard you like pain
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>>6668203
Nope, I haven't met anyone from here so far. I live in the southernmost part of France, far away from most major cities so it's not exactly convenient to arrange meetups.
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>>6668208
I have spare boxes of it I could send if you want to give it a shot.
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>>6668204
this wasn't me red

i don't like fugging because i hate myself too much to be naked im sorry
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>>6668218
so nice !!!
I might take you up on that after Belgium. would need bfs approval first though, which wont be easy to get >_<
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>>6668190
yay Hellsing :3

>social anxiety sucks
yep. I'm even too anxious to go to a doctor to get my blood levels checked. I'll probably die a painful death because of this.

>cant drive
I can't drive either, mostly because i'm too afraid of doing so, so i have no practice.


>>6668208
>'Schatz, das is viel zu warm...'
Ahh right i forgot humans are warm and probably not as even nearly as comfy as a pillow.
But it must be great in winter to have someone to cuddle :3

>yuri
i love yo/u/ :3

>>6668207
>Why not grow ur own ones.
I've ordered some Estrofem and spiro today. Hopefully i'll grow some boobs soon. They don't even have to be that big - I just hope they will be noticeable at all :/
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>>6668153
Hi Oryx. We will meet one day. I'm going to Camberwell right now so I'll chat to you on skype later :)
>>6668159
>Video not available
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>>6668230
Well, the fact that it's light medication and not addictive might help with that.
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>>6668249

>I'll probably die a painful death because of this.
probably not. its not like hrt is dangerous

>I can't drive either, mostly because i'm too afraid of doing so, so i have no practice.

LMAO
literally me. havent used my licence in like 5 years.

>not as even nearly as comfy as a pillow.
boy chest is more comfy than pillow!!

>>6668254
yus :3 Ill ask him. thank you
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>>6668270
>its not like hrt is dangerous
But what about breast cancer, thrombosis and dying 10 years earlier? ._.

>havent used my licence in like 5 years.
now i like you even more :3

>boy chest is more comfy than pillow!!
girl chest must be even more comfy then :o
Or imagine having H-cups and being able to use your own boobs as pillow (asides from having constant backpain)
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>>6668301
Using breasts as a pillow is really uncomfortable for the one those breasts belong to. But it's comfy if you're the one resting your head on them. Less than a plump belly, though.
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>>6668301
>But what about breast cancer, thrombosis and dying 10 years earlier? ._.

none if this is extreme though. I mean, normal drugs are way more dangerous.
as long as you dont smoke its not that bad

>girl chest must be even more comfy then :o
my sister's chest is less comfy. Idk why though, maybe its just cause I am not attracted to grills :c
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>>6668174
People aren't dumb, they're just waaaaaay more ignorant on a lot of subjects. More than they realize.

>Thinking you have to have a sexual and romantic relationship to have any meaning in your life otherwise it's all a waste
Well, we know how that lady values herself.

She probably looks down on people who don't want kids either. Because *her* life would be without meaning without her removed tumors.
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>>6668394
I can't be a girl and I can't get plat in League of Legends.

Why live?
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>>6668428
I have a real problem forgetting to erase quotes.
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>>6668312
Yup I'm glad i don't smoke or drink, but it's probably still somewhat dangerous, especially because you have to take the hormones forever ._.

>>6668174
>>6668206
How many sessions does it usually take to get rid of my beard? And why does this have to be so expensive?
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>>6668428
>I can't be a girl
why not? Have you tried?

>plat
i have no idea of LoL

>Why live?
Thats a really good question. I wish i knew the answer to this :/
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>>6668466
I was rid of almost all black hair after six 120€ sessions. Did a cheaper touchup recently and now I'm just epilating to get rid of white hair until I can get electrolysis covered by insurance.
It's expensive because actual laser sessions use expensive medical grade equipment and are done by dermatologists, not your typical salon girl. Not the same pay grade.
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>>6668466
>>6668495
>It's expensive because actual laser sessions use expensive medical grade equipment and are done by dermatologists, not your typical salon girl.
This this this. Don't trust anyone to use something that can damage your skin unless they're the real deal. When I hear people talk about how cheap X place is and how others go to Y because they're "super nice" I don't care. I Googled one of them once and it literally looked like somebody's house. Not as in a little brick building with a sign but literally I think they ran it out of their home in a residential area. Um, hell no.
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Made the mistake of hiding like a house cat and letting my dad pick up the prescription today. I started HRT 5 minutes ago. So that's...something.

Now I'm listening to my father talk to my mother about all the medical "side effects". He was describing it to me in great detail, and I told him politely thanks but I know all this don't wanna talk about it. So he switched to my mom to do what dump people do when they learn something. Babble like Peter Griffin to Louis.


>implying I don't know the side effects of life altering permanent medications


Pls :l


Voice training starts today that means, though I've already sorta been messing with it. I'm bad.


>>6668071
At worst, you will be taken as a drag queen, but truthfully that's changing. It isn't seen as a symbol of outcast in many places, I hope you're in one or can relocate long term to a place where people ACTUALLY GET IT and aren't just pretending to, like white girls who say nigger followed by "all my black friends" in the next sentence...


>>6668073
Have you tried your senators or congressmen? They'll probably tell you to fuck off, but maybe they've had enough degenerate Trans communist propaganda nonsense bullshit shoved at them to fucking listen? Idk probably not. Hire some kike lawyer.

Ugh. How frustrating
. I am out of excuses to have my life on extended hiatus... I have to get a life now :(
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I'm aware that Imgur.com will stop allowing adult images since 15th of May. I'm taking actions to backup as much data as possible.
Read more on this topic here - https://archived.moe/talk/thread/1694/


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