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>tfw had a friend with a brother who was always allowed to crossdress at home at like 3 years old
>tfw my mom was always very disapproving of it
>tfw felt this weird pang of pain in my chest every time I went round theirs and saw him
>tfw didn't know what this feeling was, just that it felt bad, so avoided all trans and crossdressing shit for years
>tfw also recently remembered I used to demand my mom put me in diapers again when I was like 6 for a whole year until she put her foot down and refused to stand for it anymore
>tfw incomparable internal cringing at the memory of this
>tfw now at 22 I'm a transgirl and into diapers
Does anybody else have distant (or not-so-distant) memories of stuff that in retrospect seems like early signs of your congenital degeneracy?
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>>6663428
I always felt weird whenever I saw any crossdressing or trans stuff too, avoided it like the plague.
>diapers
But... why?
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>>6663428
Holy fuck same here
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>>6663428
>into disapers
.......
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I do.
In elementary school during a festive school thing, me and a friend snuck out to go look at eachothers penis and then we got caught but the teachers didn't think much of it. We never spoke of it again though.
later that year a bunch of immigrant classmates put a plastic bag over my head but i didnt die for my sins, sadly
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>>6663428
>Remember 5(ish) yrs old somehow get pink pen ink on left(?) heel vaguely resembling heart - child mind somehow interprets this as 'mark' of a girl
>7-10 yrs old dreaming several times about being dressed as a girl
>think about being re-incarnated as female and fantasise about magical mtf transformations
>secretly crossdressing before puberty as well as during
>bunch of other stuff
>mfw 22 years old, pre-everything having been repressed for years due to fear and disgust at myself.
[spoiler]At least I'm finally starting to get my shit together now[/spoiler]
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>Was often told as a little kid that I did things like a girl. "You scream like a girl" "You sit like a girl" etc.
>On and off crossdressing through out life
>Fantasies of girls dressing me up and treating me like a girl
>Hate looking masculine
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