/ftmg/ - Master race edition

>>6650998
The old thread is on page 3 you moron

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To the guy who keeps posting ftm troll threads: post face ITT or be forever a fagit

this >>6651027
was for you >>6650086 >>6650069

she was irritating to live with about half the time... she slept all day, and was messy, never really cleaned (neither of them did), and did shit like dig through ash trays to smoke the ends of old cigarettes (i actually started smoking them down to the filter and that was a bad habit for a while after the living situation changed... partially to annoy her and partially cuz i hated seeing her do it) she used one of the kitchen stools as an oil paint palette to put a huge really shit pic of anne boleyn on the door to one of the shared rooms... she'd have meltdowns and shave her head and get hair all over the bathroom floor... she got jealous of the cat and let him outside in the middle of the night (i told her he was my best friend, she said "i thought i was" and i said "no it's the cat" and the next day he was outside crying to get in and her bf and my s/o found him while i was at work)

but like... we also used to take vicodin together and chill while everyone else was asleep and that was cool, and she had a car so we'd drive places which was nice (and really rare in brooklyn, not having a license is more common than driving) + she was obsessed with ghost hunters so we'd get really drunk in her car and then go places so she could do that and i got to do shit like see her scream at street lights that were flickering cuz "ghosts" and shit...not even kidding, one time in particular she was just yelling shit like "show yourself," "what are you waiting for?" "stop fucking with me" etc at this light in the park...we recorded it, but i'm pretty sure she has all of that if she saved any of it...

her bf was actually more annoying to live with though, he'd sleep on the couch with the tv on whenever he wasn't at work... some of the dumb shit she did was at least funny... as fucked as it sounds though i hated it when she'd stop drinking, i was supportive and shit cuz you gotta be...but i liked her better when we were drunk

>>6651219

+ me and the "prophet" mostly only got along when we were mutually making fun of someone or something... we met cuz he knew the shut in and her gay bf my s/o and i would hang out with (i knew the alcoholic chick in jr high then we lost touch and ended up chilling again cuz she knew the shut in with the gay bf... and we hung out with the shut in cuz free alcohol mostly + they had the best fights... watching them fight was better than watching a movie in most cases) he was kinda boring though... funniest thing he did was have a meltdown when we moved to the jewish neighborhood cuz he couldn't find bacon anywhere (we lived in 2 apartments with them)

Is Flannel here?

>>6651049

does it really make a difference?

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>>6650998

>FtM

I think that space is reserved for straight men

>>6651777
>implying FtMs can't be straight men

top jej

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>>6651851

Most of the FtMs I've talked to have significant cocklust.

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>>6651300
Ah fuck off

>>6652044

ok...

>>6652034
>Most of the FtMs I've talked to
>FtMs I've talked to
why would straight ftms want to talk to a chaser tho

>>6652034
I like smol lil ladies.

>>6650998
>Master race edition
Nice job OP

>>6651777

you know... if you mean here all the guys who actually speak to you often just wanna fuck you... so yeah the transguys you interact with are like that...

idk i like guys, but i mean... i like chicks too... it's more that i don't give a shit either way really... i don't have particularly strong preferences at all though... which really isn't the same as the transguys you interact with... and at least here anyway nearly all of the conversations anyone has with you in particular are just flirting... so yeah of course you think that's what a lot of transguys are like... you talk to a bunch of gay guys who wanna fuck

just saying...

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>>6652148
>>6652290

pls this needs to stop why can't we all be friends

>>6652154

AFAIK you're in the minority, bud.

>>6652348

honestly... cuz i can't think of a single thing to say to you... i imagine you're the kinda person i could get along with in small doses (due to both our personalities) if for some reason i was stuck being around you... like work or school or whatever (things i don't do basically) cuz i'll talk to anyone really in those situations... i'm not that particular...

but that's about it... and i imagine for other people it's probably just a matter of the conversations you choose to have which only attract a specific kinda person...

>>6652390
>>6652348

+ i doubt you actually give a shit, but true facts right there...

>>6652348
I think I'm a minority too. but little ladies are just too adorable, desu. I don't know how anyone could not like them. My GF is a 4'11" italian lady, absolutely perfect.

>>6652434

i think that shit's cute as fuck too... not particularly into tall chicks... not even cuz i'm short as fuck, i just don't find it particularly attractive in a woman... i don't actually care though, and some tall chicks are still hot... their height just isn't a +

>>6652464
Yeah, I'm 5'9", so I'm not particularly short either.
I would date a taller girl if she had a great personality, but I definitely have a type, and that type is small women with dark hair and big boobs.

>>6652477

nah... i meant it's literally not cuz i'm short as fuck... i'm kid sized, and that being the case even just looking it's a trait i'm not into... but i mean ultimately it doesn't matter much cuz it's not a dealbreaker...

i don't have a type really... i like a lot of different kinds of people... and then with dating even my preferences don't matter... like i don't find natural redheads attractive at all generally (sometimes the chicks can be pretty if they don't have freckles and their hair is darker red), but i dated one (who i thought was just alright... like i wasn't physically attracted to her... she had pretty hair and nice eyes but generally... eh... i lied constantly to her about it though honestly cuz ultimately most chicks wanna feel pretty, and knowing that well... honestly i'll tell most women they're beautiful if i think i might wanna fuck them at some point if it ever came up) and it was whatever...

and like i'm really attracted to my s/o, but i find people who look nothing like him just as attractive as well...

>>6651049
>mad because your thread was getting boring

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Are most of you guys tumblr tiered SJWs ? What are your political opinions ?

>try digital painting again for the first time in months
>immense regret

fuck im so bad at this

>>6652830
I used to be a libertarian,, transitioned to being a liberal after i went to college

i'm a theamazingatheist, kraut with tea, sargon of akkad fanboy for reference

>>6652830
commie checking in

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>>6651049
i just really wanted to shill my sick edit

>>6652889

Why are you a commie ?

>>6652895
I'm a communist because I believe that the greatest hope for the liberation of the working class and all oppressed people lies within communism.

>>6652904

Let me guess you are white and come from a middle class family.

>>6652860

who?

>>6652830

to be honest... i'm gonna break the laws i don't care for and think are stupid regardless... i think every side has their pros and cons, and for the most part i don't really give a shit cuz i just wanna be high and/or drunk off in the woods or some shit... cuz no matter what choice you make a portion of that side is gonna come with dumb bullshit, and i'm actually not a huge fan of the idea of a handful of people making decisions for entire groups of people in huge portions of space based simply on where they happened to be born... it's all retarded, but order is necessary on some level and there's no good way of achieving it really... ultimately though it doesn't matter, life goes on regardless...

>>6652915
Not "middle class" but yes white

>>6652920

You almost certainly came from a middle class family and just don't want to admit it to me or yourself. You probably had a nice house cool toys growing up but you we're surrounded by friends who had more and now you take it out by being an edgy commie

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>>6652916
>current year
>doesn't know who TAA is

wtf

>>6652966
damn you caught me :')

>>6652976

Glad to here that.

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This is a lot less active then mtfg.

>>6652830
Libertarian i guess? I registered to vote this summer as unaffiliated

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>>6652980

Gay white man here working to make this general as fast, active and meme shit as the other lgbt generals. No need to thank me.

>>6652980

because there are no girls on the internet, this thread is just a bunch of mtf showing their progress pictures in reverse order.

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>>6652987
Good luck, Gay white man.

>>6652993
That would actually be hilarious.

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>tfw canadian
>can't particapate in merican meme politics

Why live ?

>>6652972

i spend most of my time getting high and drunk by a river, and like chilling with my s/o and bird... and like meeting people and playing guitar and shit... not into watching people talk on youtube (had to look him up) so yeah... expecting me to know is weirder than me not knowing

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I feel sad and life feels pointless

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>>6653022
>>6653022
>>6653022
>>6653022

This sounds like a super comfy life man

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What do you people do for fun ?

>>6653083
Then you're in good company.

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I'm barely 5'0" tall. 20. Pre everything. I don't have a chance, do I?

>>6653120
You'll be a manlet for sure, but what are your other options, really?

>>6652830
I want an ethnic cleansing, removing kebab, waving impaled dune coons on the borders of Madre Europa
That's my political opinion, not even lying

>>6652830
Commie at heart.

>>6651219
>>6651254
>>6651027

Voice annon here.
Goddam. That was one moody ex gf. I dont know what i would if my gf stabbed me.

Wow that chick and her prophet sound like a handfull. I dont know if i could put up with that. I would have lost my shit at messing with my pet. I'll double check the laws to be safe.
Damn NY is expensive...
I can't wait to move. As soon as it happens im taking my ass down to the lgbt center to get my train rolling.

>>6653139
You're right, alternatively suicide.

>>6653086

it's what i've got... best i can do given my situation so may as well try to enjoy it... i suppose in a certain light it is those things and it can be them...

>>6653102

i get shitfaced, mostly weed but other drugs sometimes ...mostly opiates when it's something else + alcohol and wander around outside (anywhere really... i like the woods and abandoned places and cities towns... whatever) taking pics and like looking for edible/medicinal plants to learn about/try (my s/o likes cooking with stuff we find... we had wild daylily buds a while back), garden, play guitar, read, write, just kinda chill with my s/o and birds... sometimes i attempt to learn french so i can read my favourite book in its original language, but i'm bad with keeping up on shit... hanging out with people (usually to smoke and drink and then lately it's been a lot of that followed by fishing cuz my friend is really into it and one of my dealers is too) shit like that mostly...

occasionally i'll watch something (mostly documentaries, silent movies, and cartoons that aren't anime... but other shit too... like my favourite movie doesn't fall into any of those categories), but i don't have the best attention span for movies and tv and whatnot... same with video games though i like fps games and shit like gears of war + survival horror (occasionally something else is enjoyable... and like i like games like ikaruga and 2d fighters but eh...) but i'm not really into either...

nothing really interesting i suppose...

>>6653120

i'm 5' and pre-everything too... but older than you, and possibly can only ever get top surgery due to chronic health issues... so hrt might not even be an option, i'm not in a good position to pursue anything though...and honestly you'll be fine there's guys your height and open minded people,and so on... i've had gay dudes and straight chicks who have been interested and not given a shit about my situation so you know... it doesn't always even affect that

>>6652840
Post yr bad art

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Does anyone who posts here look like this and if so will you marry me

>>6653308

yeah, he won the crazy ex discussion when he told me that...

idk i can honestly say i've lived in such weird fucked up situations that i mostly just found it funny... and not really that crazy....the cat thing happened in a way that i didn't know about it 'til after it was already over, and then i was lied to about it initially and found out the truth after that... long story... and then i didn't have a chance to be pissed about it really cuz they weren't home when i found out the entire story... and then when they came back the next day things went to shit and it was all really weird... wasn't at all my worst living situation though, or the weirdest...

nyc is expensive yeah... poconos is a bit too in spots like where i'm at now the cheapest one bedroom is $925 and that one's oddly cheap cuz everything else is over $1,000, but it's cheaper than the neighborhood i grew up in, in brooklyn...

hopefully it'll be soon, but try to negotiate the cat with the person even if it's like talking them into a pet fee... sometimes it's something affordable that won't be a big deal... but honestly i've known so many people who just had cats when they lived in apartments that don't allow pets cuz they're easy to hide and lie about...

>>6653341
>>6653139
Limb lengthening if he can afford it.

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>>6653429

nah i look like this (pic related me drinking wine in the middle of the kitchen a couple weeks ago), so absolutely nothing like that... sorry...

>>6653452
You need to get rid of your piercings and cut your hair

>>6652830
liberal leaning libertarian i guess

>>6653449

that shit looks fucking miserable... takes forever, hurts, and you're out of commission and need physical therapy for so long... i guess the bright side is probably the pain killers but shit...

>>6653458

i doubt i "need" to do those things... i'm perfectly fine not doing either...

>>6653474
If you like looking like a girl that is

>>6653396
im trying but i dont seem to be able to post images anywhere online

>>6653478

eh if my hair and piercings are all that does that then honestly? don't give a shit... i experience dysphoria over shit like my chest and voice not having long hair or being somewhat feminine... if i was cis and got the occasional (or more than occasional can't say i'd care) "she" over hair and piercings... i'd be fine with that, so eh...

>>6653497

+ a lot of chicks have short hair, and a lot of guys have piercings... i've had the same shit pierced for about a decade at this point... and i'm not a fan of the way it looks out (i've taken other piercings out i kept these for a reason) so i don't really give a shit...

>>6653505
I haven't seen one guy in my life who had piercings like that. Not even the most faggy scene kids

>>6653511

you've never seen tommy lee?

>>6653516
No. I mean you already explained passing is not important to you so why bother argueing.

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>>6650998
Tfw I finally figured out that I'm fine with coming out to most people, it's just something I don't think is my folk's business at all

>>6653452
You look like a girl too me.

>not having a dick
>masterrace

kek

>>6653429
yeah, just wait 5 or so years and that'll be me.

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>>6650998

You're all sick in the head. You alt-faggots need find an exit bag and redeem any personal integrity you have left.

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>>6653526
There's this thing called surgery my man

>>6653516

+ first example to come to mind, but i've seen a few guys with my exact piercings... yeah they're more feminine ones, i got them during a feminine overcompensation phase, but the thing is... that was part of my life so i'm not bothered by it... and i don't really care about fitting some standard or being something i'm not... and i'm not that masculine so eh...

>>6653538
Yeah, but it's shit. So is the mtf one, but yours is more shit.

>>6653525

no shit... a pre-everything trans guy looking like a chick isn't exactly news...

>>6653554
How would i know you're pre everything lmao.

>>6653572

i guess i assume it's obvious... i mean i've said it, you've looked at my picture, i've posted my voice before... idk... there's a lot of ways you might know... why would i assume you didn't?

>>6653584
You're anonymous how would anyone know you posted your voice before?

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>>6653584
I've never even been here before nigga.
I'm mtf.
I literally just looked at your picture.

>>6653584

+ i'm high and have been all day but i'm pretty sure i said it in this thread...

>>6653597
Because it's Brooklyn and he's always here, +...-posting.

>>6653597
Nice way to show your newfagging. Anyone who hangs in there threads know which posts are Brooklyn's at the first glance.

>>6653597

there's people who know who i am here, you're anonymous to me how would i know how long you've been here?

>>6653601

read what i said to them, pretend i said about half of it to you... edit it however you'd like so it applies to the context of me saying it to you in a way that makes sense, cuz i don't really feel like writing that again... it's like everything you need to know really to get why i'd assume what i did

i don't really care that much... is what it is...

you know i never even look at mtfg

>>6653525
>>6653572
>>6653601
chara, what the fuck

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>>6653625
I really don't care lmao.

>>6653628
What?

>>6653648
Did you get bored of being a cunt on mtfg or something?

>>6653654
I'm exploring "anon".

>>6653648

eh didn't assume you did... i'm just talking cuz i'm bored and you said something to me so i figured why not?

>>6653694

+ i'm not really all that invested in this conversation, i could take or leave it, up to you...

>>6653694
This place isn't as active as mtfg.

I want to get fucked in the ass and girls wont do it
MTFs are fags about it
Do you think MTF could do it with like strap ons or idk if they get dicks or what
-
99.9% straight guy

>>6653467
Yeah it seems like it wouldn't be worth the misery, unless you can afford to put your entire life on hold for it.

>>6653707
>Do you think MTF could do it with like strap ons or idk if they get dicks or what

I ment FTM
im new

>>6653707
Chaser scum.

>>6653707
>99.9% straight
>one per mille homo
Fag

>>6653698

no shit...

>>6652348
As far as I know, most FTMs are bi. I am, but I'm not a fan of sex with dudes so I stick to ladies.

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>>6653725
>>6653739

You're adorable when you try to be aggressive.
:)

>>6652830
Liberal I guess.

>>6652980
There are more mtfs on 4chan and Reddit, more ftms on tumblr.

Also legit ftms seem to care a lot less about support groups and queer community shit, at least online. They tend to just transition and fuck off and get on with their life. Mtfs don't often have that luxury, and are in general a lot whinier about it.

>>6653102
I hide in my house, get drunk/high and watch cartoons to avoid dealing with my dysphoria, anxiety and depression. My life is super boring.

>>6653120
You'll be fine. Short dudes are rare, and typically have to work a little harder to be taken seriously, but it won't affect your passing too badly.

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>>6653788
I suppose so, i just thought it was interesting.

>>6653429
I guarantee you no one here looks like that except Maki, and he's cis.

Actually, where did he go?

>>6653525
Dude, fuck off and leave Brooklyn alone. He already knows he looks feminine, there are medical reasons he's having trouble transitioning.

And honestly? Depending on mannerisms etc, he could pass with the hair and piercings.

Besides, they're hot.

>>6653708

i can't imagine wanting to honestly... like i feel the same way about bottom surgery why get something that's gonna mean i can't have sex for longer than i'd ever want to abstain... the results just aren't worth that...

i rank what bothers me in order of importance and what happens if i were to do that... but i'm also at a point where as long as i don't stop and think i'm good enough to function + with enough drugs and alcohol and shit going on i'm good...

as a result giving that much of a shit about height when i've watched videos of the surgery and heard about the recovery... and just nah...

now i feel like watching surgery videos, i used to do that all the time when i was bored and stuck inside... haven't seen one in a long time...

i guess if height's something that really bothers someone i get it, but i can't even imagine that being worth it to me...

>>6653761

that wasn't aggressive... i would've said that to my mother if she said something really obvious to me... just like a "no shit" really chill, no real emotion kinda thing... i come off different in text sometimes cuz i talk like i'm a complete asshole, but i can't really help that...so my bad?

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>be me
>at work cleaning a table
>some guy to his kid
>"hey move so the man can clean the table"

>mfw pre-everything and this happens all the time

>>6653430
Yea i was considering offering a pet fee.
Im hoping to go back to school also now that I'll be able to afford it. Im almost at an associates that took me forever cus i picked a major that took 5 years for an associates. But after that i think I'll get certifies as a motorcycle tech. I love bikes and its something something i could see myself doing thats drama free.

>>6653452
Voice anon here. Didn't know you were hispanic. Ive lurked a while here and never knew. I thought i was the only brown guy here lol

>>6653796

what cartoons? i've been on/off watching season 3 of bojack horseman...

>>6653842

thanks, it's cool though... i'm used to it

>>6653864

i've had people assume i'm a young boy, never an adult but even when i've had people address me as a chick it's never been as an adult... get transchick frequently enough, that one's always kinda funny though cuz part of me is always just like "that's fine"

>>6653894

yeah i wouldn't do it right away cuz you might be able to talk your way into it... but if not, then offering might work...

what were you going to school for?

i went to college twice... but added up it was about 3 months or some shit... the first time it was just that i was right out of never going to class or doing shit in hs... and the 2nd my s/o's mom kicked us out for visiting my family on easter... we were living there after the bad roommate situation while we looked for apartments cuz my family left brooklyn for the poconos years before... that was a really fucked situation (i honestly don't really talk about it to anyone... and my s/o and i never mention it to each other... i honestly only got through it cuz of pcp and valium and oxys and weed... and lots of alcohol...) and we were at my parents house in this fucking woodland gated community shit... and she calls tells us she threw most of our shit in the yard the day we got there( it was one of those years where it snowed way late in the year so it snowed while they were out there ) and that we had to leave (i paid her rent and shit too... cuz i was trying to just go to school and get shit done and all that) cuz she hadn't wanted us to go and she's like... a textbook narcissist really... anyway... i couldn't stay in school that time...

i imagine i would've fucked it up anyway... i was a half hour late to my first class cuz i got distracted playing pokemon on the train and ended up getting off at a different stop... figured i'd walk and got lost for a bit...

>>6653894
>>6653989

+ that's really cool, the motorcycle thing... my s/o's dad loved them...

>>6653951

i'm puerto rican/italian/cuban... not that any of those mean much given how mixed the caribbean is and then it's southern italy so who the fuck knows?

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>>6653864
I've gotten 'kid' and i think i pass pretty well but as soon as i start speaking people can see that i'm a girl. i should probably work on my voice or pretend i'm mute or something

>>6653989
Yeah this is the first time I've heard "man" specifically, usually it's more in the "boy" category.

>>6654007

i get called "kiddo" all the time... it's weird as shit... cuz i'm 29, and i've never been treated like an adult by someone i didn't know in my life...

>>6654009

guess you did something that makes you look a bit older...

>>6654007
People usually call me "mate" which is like getting sir'd in the UK.

>>6654015
I think it's because he was talking to his young kid. When I was 15 parents used to call me "woman" or "lady" around their little kids.

>>6652830
I'm a democrat right now, I was gonna register as independent but I registered as dem anyway so I can vote in their primaries since I'm more inclined to vote that way. Both parties are a clown show right now, democrats want to micromanage every aspect of government that's already bogged down by bureacracy, republicans want to get rid of the whole government and sell our national parks to loggers and oil companies, I mean wtf. Our government is obviously FUCKED if it stays like this, where the two voting options that count are these chucklefucks.

This is the first election ever that I don't know who I even want to vote for, I don't even know if it's worth going out there, I mean if I vote for jill stein or write in bernie I'm basically throwing my vote in the garbage anyway since our government is so fucked.

>>6654002
Yea i grew up loving them. Its only 2 semesters to get certified here at a community college.
Noice im mexican/honduran/spanish. Yea the carribean is all sorts of mixed up.

Damn the school situation went south for you. I was doing animal science. Id like to breed bulls, horses or raise goats for cheese someday. I was on my 4th year when my family moved. Its ok tho i learned what i needed.

>>6654012
I like getting called kid. i'm 18 so i practically am still a kid to most people
>>6654027
Who do you hate the least out of the main candidates?

>>6653761
you can't even be bothered to type like a woman?

>>6654021

i've never heard of people doing that... maybe it's regional...

>>6654032

2 years isn't bad at all, especially if you can do it... i'm like... i can't commit to anything like that really... now it's mostly due to illness, but i was never good at it... i'm bad with making plans or doing shit when i need to, and even like saying "let's go to the movies in 2 days" would make me feel sick, so shit i wanted to do too... now it's... i can't cuz i don't even know how i'm gonna feel from one hour to the next i could go from ok-ish to not being able to get out of bed so 2 years seems like an eternity to me personally...

that's cool... the first time i wasn't serious about it at all and was an english major, the second i was actually going to be a teacher...

i like goats, not a fan of bulls or horses though, i've actually always sorta been afraid of them + they smell so bad i can't even...

where did you live before the move?

>>6654033

i don't really have any feelings about it, i'm short so i get it...

>>6654033
hillary obviously

although the part of me that just wants to watch the world burn wants trump to "make america great again" lol

>>6654092
Wtf is the difference?

>>6654105
>>6654033

+ i know you're not asking me... but policy wise i think they both can suck... personality wise i love donald trump for being a caricature of america and a human, and only having one facial expression... and all the crazy shit that he says is fantastic really... in this like... caligula sorta way... i guess that's what it is he has this over the top roman emperor thing going on and i find it funny... whereas hilary clinton is just an obnoxious harpy...

neither of them should be in charge of anything though...

Do any of you actually use the skype group?

I hate the ellipses. I want to strangle something.

>>6654105
>>6654130
Yeah i don't think either of them should actually be in charge of anything, i don't think i'm gonna vote this year unless i get convinced otherwise by november

>>6654143
The ftm group skype sucks, it's filled with chasers and mtf's.

>>6654143

i don't care for it personally, but i like some of the people there... so nah, but you might like it...

>>6654092
Nice try.

>>6654162

i don't believe voting matters and i think democracy is an inherently flawed system to begin with... basing decisions that matter on popular opinion is kinda retarded... but i imagine it won't make much of a difference either way desu

my s/o is really into politics, but i think it's all sorta bullshit and pointless... i think it's cute when people are passionate about it though, that drive to make a difference and strong convictions and all that...

personally though i don't vote...

How do i find a kind ftm bf to take care of me
Im tired of going outside

>>6653761
DELET YOURSELF FROM MY HUGBOX

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>>6654232
But i like it here, everyone is so cute and adorable.

>>6653989
Bojack gives me anxiety because I'm a giant pussy. I mostly watch fluffy feel-good shit. A few animes, Steven Universe, just finished Gravity Falls (I identify with Dipper on a molecular level), I've recently started rewatching Teen Titans and some stuff from my childhood... Etc.

What else do you watch? I could use some recommendations.

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>>6654349
Make me faggot.

>>6652860
i like your taste bud

whadda you know, chara's shitting up another thread...

sorry, just scrolling through /lgbt/ and noticed her calling someone an adorable faggot.

>>6654349
she's a sociopath. Ignore her and she'll go away to shit up some other board

>>6654246

oh, i really like bojack... i like that it's fucked up and sorta depressing but funny... i enjoy black comedy though

actually the only animated thing i can think of right now is it's such a beautiful day mostly cuz i thought you would hate it though (i loved it) i like adventure time... not big on anime, but i liked akira, berserk, perfect blue, cat soup and this silent short kakurenbo... i remember really liking rocko's modern life as a kid haven't seen it in forever though... it could be absolute shit i wouldn't know

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>>6654445
Don't have a mental break-down again.

>>6654226
Where do you live

>>6654500
Yeah I mean it's good, I just couldn't take it personally. Although I also started at the third season so maybe that has something to do with it.

I'll check it out anyways, I'll give pretty much anything a chance. It took me a few episodes to really get into pretty much anything I watch.

Akira was the pinnacle of anime and no one can tell me any different. I don't think I've seen the others though, thanks for the recs! Also I've started adventure time like 3 times now, I hear it gets good after the first season but I never made it that far. Is it worth it?

>>6654538
Why are you such a cunt

Go shit up your own general

>>6654619
Booohoo.

>>6654571
Seattle

>>6654614

oh you can't start at the 3rd season with bojack... it's a continuous story...

i haven't gotten very far in adventure time watching it in order, i've seen a lot of it out of order and there's a story in there that develops throughout the later seasons... i saw it when it was just like a short though before it had been a tv show and liked that though so you might not wanna trust me...

i like rick and morty, but i haven't seen all of it... and the boondocks... i don't watch shit often so it takes me a long time to get through most shit

cat soup and kakurenbo are both silent and fairly short... if you can get past the anxiety that it will probably induce, since bojack makes you feel that way, you really should check out it's such a beautiful day... the art is really nothing special, but it's well done... and it's good, it's about a guy who lives a mundane life and has some shit (can't remember exactly) wrong with his brain and is dying... it's stick figures and shit though...

>>6653788
And way more ftms on Instagram

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>>6654105
2 semesters is less than a year so its worth a try.
I lived in los angeles and went to school in the san fernando valley that was decked out with farming facilites.
Bulls and horses can be intimidating. Goats are easier to manage so im leaning towards that idea more.

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friendly reminder to do your neck curls

>>6655310
Why just neck curls and not anything else

Everyone post your pics.

>>6653710
kys

>>6655428
You first

>>6654707
Yeah, I get secondhand embarrassment really bad, I was at a friend's place while they were marathoning the third season and I had to leave after the first few episodes it got so bad. The portrayal of depression and hopelessness got to me a bit too, since I have pretty hardcore depression and shit myself.

I'll try it, and try to stick it out this time. I actually had to watch a lot of gravity falls to get into it, the only reason I stuck with it is because I loved the main character.

Rick and morty has been recommended to me a couple of times, but it just never seemed interesting to me. Same with Bob's Burgers.

You've definitely given me a lot of stuff to try out, at least. One of them has to stick, even for me. Thanks!

>>6654160
You'll get used to them.

>>6655764
Yeah, I was really annoyed with them when I first came to ftmg, but now it's just like "oh, that's Brooklyn." And for some reason it's okay that he does it.

....his bird is the cutest thing under the sun, too, so I'd put up with any amount of ellipses for cute pics and stories.

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>>6655049

that's cool... i imagine bulls probably are pretty intimidating, i don't care much for big animals of any sort really... even big dogs i'm not really a huge fan of, like my roommate's dogs are nice and all, but most of them are so big i don't feel 100% comfortable...

i've never even ridden a horse, and after my s/o told me they sweat a lot i was even less interested in ever doing that... like there's horses in nyc in the parks and shit but eh... and well here too there's farmland...

i like how friendly goats usually are...

i've never been to cali, my s/o loves it there, but i've only been to states on the east coast... i've been to a few countries in europe and i've been to the carribbean just never off the east coast here...

>>6655428

already did that...

>>6655691

i hate secondhand embarrassment... it's somehow worse feeling embarrassed for someone else than it is to just be embarrassed... at least for me anyway, makes me feel sick... but i don't get like that with shows or movies

i deal with bad depression on/off, and like i've tried to kill myself and shit... but mostly i'm pretty decent at just not thinking enough about shit to have a ton of feelings...

i've never seen gravity falls or heard of it... that's the one you said you identified with one of the characters right? i pretty much never identify with the characters in anything... i can't even think of anything off the top of my head that i have come to think of it...

i really like rick and morty, i like rick's character a lot in particular... i don't care for bob's burgers though, that show disappoints me every time it's on too cuz i'll hear it and think "archer's on" and then nope... just the same voice actor...

no problem... hopefully you like something though idk our taste seems fairly different like i really didn't care for what i've seen of steven universe, so many people like it i feel like i should give it more of a chance but eh...

>>6655892

pic is for you...

I just want to feel up some hairy legs, why is this too much to ask?

>>6656394
Does gypsy like her picture taken?

>>6650998
>master race
>not even 6 foot tall because female genetics
lol try harder...

>>6656394
Yeah, I get so uncomfortable it feels like my skin is crawling and I'm gonna hurl. It's reeeeally bad, and I get it worse about movies and shit than real life. Like that one scene in Mulan, where she's trying to be a Tough Manly Man and wobbles out a loogie at Shang. I couldn't watch it as a kid, always fast forwarded through it. Even remembering it gives me the willies.

It's a two-season cartoon, the episodes are short so there's not too much time commitment. I usually don't identify with characters much either, but (and this is going to sound tumblr-level stupid) I heard this theory that Dipper was a trans guy and even though that's probably not what the creators were going for, it really allowed me to see myself in him. Awkward, bookish, uncomfortably sweaty at all times... I dunno.

Yeah, the voice threw me off too. I keep expecting Bob to act like Archer and it's weird. Idk though, like I said I could never get into it enough to see them as their own characters.

I feel like cartoons take a little while to grow on you. At first they seem childish and shallow, but as time goes on you build up some backstory and a sort of rapport with the characters. They're not for everyone though, to each their own. I just like the escape, plus I have an abysmally short attention span and they have shorter, easier to follow episodes.

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>>6657280

she doesn't seem to care, she's really used to it... i've had her since she was almost 2 months old so she's been getting her pic taken often for over a year at this point...

i have baby pics of her on my phone still (pic related... she was like 3 months old here eating a dried raspberry ) her first bday was in feb...

every so often she likes to get really close to my phone and lick the camera bit but other than that she barely pays attention... and if she hated it well... i'd know and i'd probably never get a pic of her ever cuz it's pretty impossible to get her to do anything she doesn't feel like doing...

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>>6657425

+

>>6657397

i've never seen mulan... i always thought it looked boring, and i've never been particularly into disney movies so i never watched it...

i also didn't really see a lot of kids movies as a kid cuz my mom is obsessed with horror and b movies and she'd put those on instead of kid's movies

i read more than anything as a kid, and then older than that cartoons like that didn't interest me... but i've always liked cartoons

time commitment is a thing for me too, i really like shorts for that reason (the sandman is a pretty good short https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UjgHbRrnjhU) but every so often i can enjoy something longer, and i have a good attention span for documentaries for some reason... like i'll watch them about anything really i'm not particular...

yeah bob isn't archer and it's disappointing every time... though i'm not sure i'd like it anyway even if the voice actor didn't trick me into thinking a better show was on every time cuz i don't really like the characters... my s/o watched it for a bit, and idk i think he watched an entire season i'm not even sure i couldn't really pay attention... like i was in the room but that was about it, that's how i end up watching most things usually...

>>6657506
>>6657397

+ i like shorts in general...they don't have to be animated... and i can enjoy longer movies and such they just have to really be something i'm interested in or have something that makes them appealing...

like my favourite movie is full metal jacket... it's not the best movie ever, and it's not even kubrick's best (i'd say that was doctor strangelove), but it's never been on and i've just been like "nah not in the mood for this" like i can always watch it, enjoy it and pay attention... always wanted to read the book it's based on but it's out of print and i'm not 100% on wanting to drop $70 on a book that i may or may not like...

>>6657589

+ decided to look it up again... found it cheaper than i did the last time i looked...

i'm just rambling cuz i'm bored as fuck running on 4 hours of sleep and pretty much trapped in bed...

>>6653102
I draw, smoke like a chimney, and loiter around with assholes.

I don't often find myself "having fun", the last time I did we were walking barefoot down a polluted creek high out of our minds, swimming and eating wild mulberries as we went. There was a really cute Middle Eastern guy with a big house who helped us out of the river and let us use his hose. We had ended up walking a few miles.

Good times.

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>>6655428
no one ever posts themselves

>>6655310
sounds homoerotic

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Keep forgetting to sage, oops.

>>6655428
Sure, why not? (May be sideways because phoneposting, too lazy to take action.)

>>6657866

You look like the kind of guy that drowns in pussy

>>6657900

Don't take this the wrong way but do you mouthbreathe?

>>6657919
Yeah, people tell me I sound like a fatass over the phone. Why?

>>6657937

Your jaw is protruding and your chin is long and flat as a result of mouthbreathing.

Cut that shit back fampai, you have a nose for a reason.

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Is there an official term for an FTM 'hon'?

>>6657944
That's just my TMJD, familia, but thanks for the advice anyway.

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>>6655428
Do I pass?

>>6657962

I think because of that human disappointment, it should be called Milo in his honour.

>>6657963

Ah no worries.

Also did you know that if you don't regularly watch Gachimuchi, you are a faggot?

http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1464902672332.webm

>>6657977
Color me a faggot, then.

>>6658033

http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1469597225823.webm

>>6657977
>I think because of that human disappointment, it should be called Milo in his honour.
I'd be down with that
>Goddamn this fucking Milo
It does roll off the metaphorical tongue...

>>6658043

They usually called Aidens or Aydens or Ayydens or anything similar to that, but honestly I always liked the name Aiden.

Milo on the other hand is a pure-brew cunt name, and I hope it catches on.

>>6658042
Cockatoos are the best
>you ever been so pissed off you turn into a Star Wars character
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UUjJysUMTw

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>>6657900
youre cute.

Urgh everyone who posts their face is so manly and good looking and here I still look like shit even after being long time on T. God I want to get some plastic surgery, my features are so fucking feminine with tiny nose and round face and asdf.

>>6657962
Is this that FtM that makes those shitty videos about gender?? Also generally they're called Aydens

>>6658152
lets see
prolly not as bad as you think

>>6658067
Thanks man. If that's you, you're attractive yourself.

>>6658152
Lmao trust me if I posted a pic of my face you'd feel okay about yourself. My face is WAY too goddamn feminine

>>6658152

lol well that's just not true... i posted my face...

>>6658152
Don't worry about it too much. You can still be a qt feminine boy.

>>6657900
I refuse to believe that you were born a woman

>>6658152
Post pics.

If you want, I can post mine too and you can feel better about yourself. Or I could post a full body and you'll go, "wow, at least I don't look like THAT, Jesus"

Works every time

>>6658431
Pls post bod

>>6658431
lol chikin

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>>6657312
>No biological gal has ever been 6 ft tall

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>>6658201
Yea thats me. Want to go out?

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>>6658421
That's fine, believe whatever you want. Doesn't change the facts.

>>6658431
Please do, I'm interested to see.

>>6658662
Can't in good conscience, I have a girlfriend. Maybe when we break up though.

Post more of you and/or your cat? Pet selfies are GOAT.

>>6658722
>those glasses
haha, die in a hole you transtrender piece of shit

>>6658733
You're just jelly I can wear the problem glasses and still pass. :^)

>>6658758
>jelly
>namefag and tripfag
Yeah, you're a transtrender

>>6658826
Believe what you want bb, can't stop you.

Bad day in your mom's basement?

>>6658196
>>6658431
Lol nah I'd never out myself as ftm at this point, I'm way too paranoid and stealth for life. Even though I pass as male I still fucking hate my face.

>>6658204
But Brooklyn you'd pass 10000% if you'd went on T. You're really good looking and look quite manly already.

>>6658221
I'm way too hairy to be a femboy and not slightly interested in being one. Being able to grow a beard is the only good thing about my face.

>>6658895
If you pass, then what's the problem?

I used to hate my face too, but eventually stopped caring, because there was only so much I could do to change it.

>>6658960
The problem is that I absolutely hate my features and everyone who posts pics have naturally really nice and handsome heatures (large nose, good chin, etc), so I'm just jealous. My chin is so pathetically small that it's a fucking blessing I can grow a beard, as it makes it look larger... I once shaved it all off and I don't think I really went outside at all in that time because I looked so awful. It sucks too because I'd like to cosplay, but I can't really shave my beard... and my face is too babyfaced even with beard to do manly bearded characters.

I hoped that I'd grow to be ok with my face in time too after transitioning but no, I still hate my face and want larget more masculine features.

>>6658895
>stealth
didn't you say you look like a woman

>>6659025
I said I look like shit and I have feminine features which I hate. Didn't say anything about looking like a woman.

>>6658722
You're so cute and have a very cute cat

>I want to do erotic things with you

>>6658421
>>6659087
are all these compliments you get, always you? you look like an old terf lesbian with your cat, lesbian glasses, lesbian haircut, sports bra and visible tits

i don't get it lmao

>>6659130
Maybe other people just have different taste than you

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>>6657900
You definitely pass better in this photo than >>6658722.

>>6658441
>>6658564
voila. Feel better, at least you're not this bad. Tits and hips for days. the last time I was measured, I was a DD, but when I wear bras (usually for work) I spill out everywhere. And my thighs curve so much because there's straight up bone there. My legs and hips will never not be curvy. I want to die.

>>6657506
>>6657589
I didn't have TV as a kid, my only media were old Disney VHS tapes at my grandma's.

I used to read so much too, but now I just genuinely don't have the energy or attention span. What kind of shorts do you mean, where do you find them?

And yeah, Bob's burgers is really... Ehhh. Again, secondhand embarrassment anxiety hardcore.

I don't think I've ever watched any Kubrik movies, I keep hearing that they're really good but I never got around to watching them. You could always try pirating it, is there an e-version?

>>6659288
Can you bind breasts that big? Not trying to be rude, im honestly curious. I have an a/maybe b cup chest that i bind and its so constricting, but it has to be tight...

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This is my fat boy Cookie.

I'm bored of /lgbt/ it's same ten threads over and over again,
where's the likes of "my mom found my butt plug", that's the best thread I can remember, and it was the shit it had a story arc and everything.

>>6659445
I found it archived, if anyone's curious:
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/5698250/
it holds up I'd say.

>>6659417
What is he? I don't know about pets. What does he do all day? Can you cradle him in one hand or two?

>>6659503

it's a ferret...

>>6659417

i love ferrets, had one a long time ago... he was cool as hell, kept escaping his cage when no one was home...so i had to get him a special one he couldn't open... him and my bro's ferret used to steal potatoes in the kitchen and play with then on the floor

>>6659288

illegal cable, all the channels... that's what was in my house when i was a kid...

i have a hard time reading a lot of the time too, my vision gets all fucked up and it's hard to concentrate and whatnot... but i read a man without a country the other day, and i read to my s/o at night often (different books) he has an amazing amount of patience though cuz i stutter when i read sometimes... hard time processing shit, never used to it started when i got sick... on stupid words too like fucking "plant" and "out" etc

idk... i just kinda end up seeing things... i don't often actively look for shit... but i mean there's shows composed of shorts, movie channels run shorts, you can find them online... etc etc etc

bob's burgers doesn't make me feel anything, it just makes me bored... which i guess is a feeling... so i suppose it does...

i really hate reading without a physical copy of a book... i need to hold it and turn pages... it's more engaging

>>6659288
Yeah, I know. The dude glasses/not showing off my fucking bra, of all things, does a lot.

Thanks for the body pic though.

>>6659087
What kind of erotic things? Tell me your fetishes, anon.

>>6658895

eh... i own mirrors, and i'm kid sized and all that... + manly is probably one of the last words i'd ever use to describe myself personally just seems funny considering...

+ thanks for the compliment...

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>>6659403
Short answer no. I wear a tank top under my binder which helps smooth things out a little and helps with chafing and sweating and stuff, but it's not magic. I can look pretty flat but it really depends on what I'm wearing desu (pic related).

>>6659625
Damn dude, I've seen your selfies around before. For what it's worth, that's pretty fucking flat.

>>6659573


I feel you on the hard time understanding and processing shit front. Not as bad obviously, but I used to be an information sponge. Now I'll read a few pages and then be in the middle of a paragraph and have no clue what the fuck I just read, I'll have to go back over it a few times to actually understand it. I wish I could get a prescription for ADD meds, but they said it wasn't ADD but a combination of other shit with the same symptoms that they weren't gonna give me amphetamines for it. Shame, really. Adderall always feels like it fixes all my shit.

The rest sounds miserable though, I'm sorry. What do you have that fucks you up that bad? And is there anything we could do to help?

+ yeah, physical books are better but when you're too broke for hard copies you have to make do unfortunately. Someday we'll all have the money for books... Someday.

How do you end up seeing them? I have to actively search and it always ends up being so tiring because I really don't care enough to sift through shows that take forever to get into and I may or may not like them anyways.

>>6659688
Thanks! The selfies I post here are sort of deceptive though, it definitely doesn't look that good with other shirts or when I'm not posing to look as flat as possible. Im always slouching and self conscious, it's awful. I'm trying to save up so I can get surgery before I go on T, since I can't bind all the time and binding doesn't work very well, but I can't go out looking like a man with tits. It's slow going though, since I'm a poor ass college student paying my own way through school and shit.

Top surgery is the the thing I want more than anything right now, I'm so tired of this.

>>6656394
Yea bulls can be unpredictable. Horses are indeed sweaty. Cali has nice weather and beaches but terrible government.

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>>6659503
He and my old girl Pip sleep the majority of the time. When theyre awake they wrestle and play with me, and eachother. And they poop a lot. I can hold both ferrets in one hand. Theyre like slinkies.

Here's Pip.

>>6659625
I think youre really attractive in all ways.

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are we taking pics of ourselves now?

>>6659911
If I saw you in the street, I'd be afraid Of getting jumped. Something about your expression.

>finally work up courage to text friendish-acquaintance I have a crush on and invite him out to do something
>setting up something is taking a long time bc he takes an hour to reply to every text
>he has no input on anything and I feel like I'm making the plans by myself
>tells me it can't be that long since he has plans to go out with other friends later at night

: /

>>6659586
I fucking swear I'm so lonely I'd give someone oral if they just wanted to spend time with me. I'm so desperate right now my fetishes include holding hands and having sex in the missionary position.

>>6650998
pic is true desu ftms are the best of all the categories of faggot among lgbt
excluding tumblr ofc
or maybe im just biased because my bfs cool

>>6660013
>my fetishes include holding hands and having sex in the missionary position.
that's masterrace though
do you want to talk?

>>6657866
damn whoever is in these pics is hot af

t cis gay that got lost in the catalog

>>6659911
Yes. I love seeing you guys (and having an excuse to post my stupid face everywhere).

You look really masc in that pic btw. I know you were worried about looking more feminine lately, but you look good.

i like ftms
from what ive seen the whole 15 year old kid thing is kind of bullshit, or at least i cant see it. maybe that's because i hate masculine men? always preferred twinky boys
can't see ftms any differently than hot dudes i'm attracted to

>>6658624
My cis gf is 6'1. She looks really masculine though, she gets called sir everywhere in public. She only gets ma'am-ed when they hear her before they see her.

>>6658662
You look better and better every pic I see of you. Do you have a before/after or a transition timeline going yet?

>>6660143
We look like teenage dudes pre-t or early on T basically. I look like a twelve year old.

>>6660096
not now maybe later I'm too tired. thanks for caring though.

>>6660172
teenage dudes are hot though. i'm sure i'll get shit, but honestly
guys > men
buzzcuts, tons of disgusting hair, beards, ugh

>>6660175
alright friend

>>6659691

yeah it's more just an... i can't even, it's the same with writing really i mix up words and shit sometimes... bothers the fuck out of me

i've never taken adderall my s/o told me i would hate it and so did my ex and their reasoning was sound... could always just get adderall on your own if it helps...

neuropathy, chronic fatigue, and chronic epstein barr ... i have really fucked up nerves... and it's really rare that epstein barr fucks with people like this (90% of people have the virus in them or some shit like that) but i got it in a way where it mimics ms... doctor thinks it's cuz i had lyme disease which fucked me up badly for a while and lowered my immune system and then treating the lyme disease made it worse... it feels about the same as that did except vision problems and headaches and nerve pain... and i have a near constant sore throat and such... and my joints lock up... i couldn't really use my right arm for a bit today etc etc... just causes a lot of shit to malfunction and hurt and there's no cure or anything and i gotta hope it doesn't get worse or lead to other shit + i have shit wrong with my intestines

nothing that can really be done about it... don't worry about it, i might just bitch sometimes

well when it's weed or a book that's as much as an eighth... it's an easy choice for me

well like i had a friend who was autistic and obsessed with movies and he'd tell me to watch things... idk people show me shit usually...

>>6659845

nice weather and beaches are good enough... winter is depressing in the poconos... i used to think it sucked in nyc, but it's a different level of shit here... though i suppose i haven't spent winter in a town here yet, just in the middle of nowhere...

>>6660013
>holding hands and having sex in the missionary position
Absolutely degenerate.

More seriously, just ask him when he's next free. Things can go well, people tend to open up when people are persistently interested in them. Don't get disheartened. It can still happen.

>>6659889
>I can hold both ferrets in one hand.
I'm so happy to hear this.
>Theyre like slinkies.
Those words are the best words you could have written. Slinky wrestle rat cats are called ferrets and they are cute as fuck.

>>6659966
lmao yeah my light was shining right into my eyes so I squinted

>>6660126
finally got around to getting a haircut

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>willingly giving up your female privileges in society
Why would you willingly want to be treated like a man?

>>6660424
because i'm a tranny

>tfw attracted to men
>tfw have no interest in dicks
>tfw don't want to be a creepy chaser

I'm a girl and extremely sexually dominant and kinky. I've just accepted that I'm a huge creep who's gonna die alone at this point.

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Are there any ftm fascists here just asking out of curiosity ?

Which name is better, William or Wilhelm?

>>6660206
My nerves are fucked too. Not so badly I can't use my arms at all, but enough that my limbs burn and tingle, have restricted mobility, and are beginning to waste away. Scary shit. The idea that later down he road I could end up in constant agony (rather than the pain being a low, ignorable hum like it is now) makes me legitimately consider blasting my brains out.

How do you deal with that?

>new employee at work for the first time since I'm out
AND NOW FOR A GAME CALLED "HOW LONG UNTIL I'M CLOCKED"?
>I foolishly assume nobody's just gonna fucking tell him
Day 1: No apparent suspicion raised. The game is afoot.

>>6660727
Unless you live somewhere Wilhelm is normie I recommend William.

Does brooklyn like boys or girls he kind of hot tbqh...

>>6660120
thank daddy no hmo

Being trans sucks. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I'm laying here in bed wide awake at 4am because I can't get over the fact that I don't have a dick. My body just feels surreal, like I'm stuck in some sort of nightmare, like I'm the butt of one of nature's biggest jokes. How can I be expected to live the next 50 years of my life like this bros? I'm losing hope that I will ever be able to stop feeling like this and that thought is terrifying.

>>6661342
>How can I be expected to live the next 50 years of my life like this bros?

Escapism
At some point it'll drive you to insanity tho

>>6660664
want to be my gf we can be creepy and die alone together

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>>6660147
I have this pre-trans pic

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>>6661582
Starting T

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>>6661592
A couple months on T i think.

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>tfw no trans bf to take me out on romantic dates and fuck my brains out with his strap on when we get home

>>6660794

i can usually use them... it's just yesterday the pain was really bad and i couldn't use my right arm for a little while (usually it's my left leg that does that and usually i can still get around it's more just limping and walking like a drunk when it happens) i couldn't bend it at all it was excruciating and then just other parts of it were numb and felt stiff and i had to wait a little while... but it isn't this constant thing where i can't eventually it comes back... same with like my vision going dark or getting blurry or all the little lights and such, it's like that sometimes it lasts a bit and then it passes...

i get burning pain sometimes, but it's usually most just like... sharp excruciating pain, that's... a lot like, ever get a bad electric shock? that initial really bad pain? it's like that except it can last longer and is repeated... and weird electrical sensations... like there's this one i get that feels like a shower and static electricity and such just under my skin... i get a lot of numbness and pins and needles and cold sensations as well... but it's usually more electric feeling

it's never really ignorable, i can just deal with it sometimes... i'm usually in pain that's like a 4-6 when it's low level and not just nerves (joints, muscles, headaches, and then my entire digestive system is fucked) and that's a good day... most days it's like that for a while but then there's an hour or two that's worse, and then bad days are just... really fucked

i don't really think about getting old honestly... only what's right in front of me, so many things could happen and it's not worth it...

it's weird cuz i tried to kill myself over dysphoria and shit, like i tried to hang myself... and it didn't work out obviously, but since i've been sick i haven't tried again... on one hand it's made life more important... though i'd be lying if i said i never thought about suicide, i do rather frequently...

>>6661657
>>6660794

+ i have my s/o, and care about people and things in my life... my s/o and i have been together for what's gonna be 12 years this halloween, and we've known each other more than half our lives and been close... we're who each other has, and that alone is just... aside from that there's shit i haven't done, things i don't know, and just well... life in general...

also drugs, i'm rarely sober and i've been drinking since 13 (more now than then... it was more rare when i was younger the only thing i did heavily on/off before 20 was opiates actually... but yeah the first time i drank was actually one of my uncles handing me alcohol) and drugs since 15 (started with oxys, my s/o's mother just kinda handed them to me cuz i wasn't feeling good and yeah... she gave me benzos and shit at points too) so while i've been taking them for longer than i've been this sick they definitely help me cope...

>>6661342

i try to not think and not be sober... works pretty alright most of the time...

>>6661140

i like both... trans or cis i don't care... i'm not particular and don't have strong preferences since both can be attractive and sex can work out regardless...

>>6660424
It's retarded question o'clock

>>6652830
Liberal Commie at heart, yearning for a technocratic future. There are few things I hate more than SJWs, though, especially because I'm very adamant about artistic freedom.

>>6661687
>>6661657
>>6660794


+ i'll be honest though a week or 2 ago (i think it was 2? i can't remember honestly i'm not good at keeping track) when i took heroin i actually almost cried... it was the first time in a while that i've felt like that (i've been taking codeine infrequently for the past year and while it helps the pain a lot more than other shit it's shit as far as opiates go... like if i were to rank all the ones i've taken in order from best to worst codeine is def last... it's what i had though not my first choice took the last of it a few days ago hopefully i'll get something better to replace it) where there was no pain, and i actually felt good and could walk around and do shit... and it's funny cuz it was... i took it on a "good day" and i've been in pain every day for so long that to an extent it's just normal, and i legit just didn't realize how bad the pain i'm in all the time is until i finally didn't feel it

and it was just... kinda amazing really... i wish i could have that every day, but i know i can't... but yeah... opiates are like the only thing that really helps...

weed takes the edge off, and doctors push otc pill use now and it's just... i take those constantly and they're pretty ineffective as well they just barely make the pain manageable... i just live with it cuz i don't have a choice it's that or kill myself right now...

>>6653102
Horror films, literature, the games of the vidya and working on my career.

>>6653452
Pls get a haircut senpai

>>6653788
Never met any ftm irl that was invested in any kind of "community"

>>6661759

nah... i'm just gonna continue doing what i find comfortable and prefer... my hair is almost back to normal after the accidental haircut incident last year anyway... it was just pretty damn short not that long ago, and i don't prefer it that way

>>6657866
>no one ever posts themselves
I guess we have lots of stealths. I know that's the reason why I'll never post mine.

>>6657962
Ayyden, usually. I guess you know why.

>>6660727
William, Wilhelm is normie nowhere. I'm german and Wilhelm is a normal name for people 65+, otherwise it's about as common as Ezra or Jedediah would be in the US.

>>6661779
I can't really relate, but I get dysphoric as fuck about my own hair. >>6661595 would be the point where I'd go "cut it or kill yourself" if it was about me.
Might just be personal.
Still, rockabilly-style cuts would look pretty hot on you. Think about it.

>commies
>implying it is even possible
>libs
>blaming every problem in the world on straight white males, which many of you now are or are in the process of passing as
>no moderates
Please my friends, don't be fucking cucks to the liberal agenda of a massive government controlling everything. The middle is the best, where government reigns in the excesses and negatives of unrestricted capitalism but still gives maximal freedom.

>>6661832

my hair doesn't make me dysphoric, it's not like only chicks have long hair and never have short hair... tons of women have short hair now, it's perfectly normal, even trendy... so it doesn't make me dysphoric... my hair has nothing to do with being trans... my chest feels like it doesn't belong, my voice makes me uncomfortable, bottom dysphoria is sorta... i can live with it, and i can have sex... but it's actually worse than i realized cuz like i had a weird meltdown once in the hospital after a surprise internal exam (they just kinda wheeled me into and sprung on me without telling me any of what was going on really) but the worst is chest and voice for me... and hair just isn't a factor in that... i honestly wouldn't give a shit if people regularly called me "she" in public (i'd understand cuz i'm not all that masculine to be blunt about it...can't help it, just am kinda feminine) if my chest was fixed and my voice was fine and such... like i'm not particularly bothered by that sorta thing, it's whatever to me... i don't crossdress or anything like that, but eh...

i think rockabilly shit is cute, for chicks, guys just kinda look like dickbags to me when they're into that, there's a few who can pull it off but eh... it's not me at any rate... which is what matters the most to me...

>>6661927
>>6661832

+ i kinda feel like me cutting my hair off is me just putting on a costume to fit a standard cuz i'm trans, and i'm not into doing that kinda shit... i'm not into making every bit of my life and appearance revolve around what's wrong with me... and like i said my hair has been short before, last year it was pretty damn short cuz it was hot and my s/o and i were high and i was like "i have too much hair let's take some off cuz it's too hot" and then he messed up, had to make it shorter... ended up way shorter to be decent... and i felt uncomfortable and my hair was annoying for a long time... i have cowlicks and they'll stick straight up when my hair is short and take a lot of effort to manage (and sometimes that doesn't help) + i happen to like my hair... it's one of the only things i actually like about myself... i don't think i'm attractive, and i'm trans so there's that nice natural level of discomfort, and so on... so for me there's no real reason to cut it, especially cuz haircuts are time consuming and painful (i can't sit up straight and still like that for that long without a fair amount of pain in my back and neck) so eh...

i don't like making myself more uncomfortable than i am every day to begin with... i'm in constant physical pain and i'm trans, why add to it by putting on a costume to be the sorta guy that i'm just not?

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>>6661832
I havent had a good haircut since i transitioned. I have no idea what to do with it so i wear a hat everywhere if its not too hot. This is my current hair

Does anyone else ever feel like all the other trans dudes look super masculine even before they start T? Like Hockeybot (does he even still use his trip anymore?), he almost couldn't pass as female in his pre-t pics.

I just feel like my face is too feminine to ever pass.

>>6662010
Uggo but pass/10. You have charm though. Want to hang out with you/10 as well.

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>>6662138
You'll probably be fine. If you're ok with posting pic we can give you some input.

>>6662219
magnificant neckbeard my man

>>6662219
Ugh, he'd look great if it weren't for that awful neckbeard! Seriously, why do FtMs think it's stylish to have disgusting gross hair only on your neck?
>>6662010
>two tufts of hair under chin
Ridiculous. Just shave it off already.

>>6662228
Neckbeard hides a weak jaw
I think

>>6662233
But that's what actual beards on faces are for, with the added bonus they don't look like shit.
There's literally no excuse for grooming your facial hair into a neckbeard like that. And if Ayyden can't grow a beard on his actual face he should just go clean shaven. But I bet he can judging by how thick that looks jfc

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>>6662228
>>6662244
take two
no beard this time

>>6662248
I need to work on my shoulders.

>>6662248
Does T really shrink your boobs that much?

>>6662248
Nice. Although this guy doesn't even look like he can grow a beard. Still a QT.
>>6662262
I imagine it's a combination of the effects of T, like losing fat and gaining muscle, plus flattening from the breast binding, and he looks like he works out on top of that. His upper body got bulked out too so that may make add to making them look smaller.

>>6662138
Yeah I feel this way too and it makes me jealous. I never passed pre T and it took me some years on T to finally start passing 100% of the time.

>>6662138
I passed even pre-T and after being on it for a few years, I still feel like I can see all the female areas in my face, and I think I look small and weird and feminine for a man. Despite the facial and body hair. Being a real short ass doesn't help either.
But what I'm trying to say is even passing 100% of the time won't necessarily get rid of that feeling. I think it's just a tranny thing we have to live with.

>>6662228
They probably don't think it's stylish (well, maybe not all) but there are a number of reasons why. For example, if you don't pass well but can grow visible facial hair, then it will make you pass - no woman can grow a beard. If you're still at the stage where that has to be a terrible neckbeard, then that's how it has to be.

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Sup fags.

>>6662138
Don't worry about it, you can pass just fine senpai. The "believing in yourself" meme actually does work.

>>6661687
>>6661748
I started taking antidepressants, hoping they'd help with the nerves and all that. Means I can't pop tramadol anymore without significant danger.

But yeah, taking opiates was when I realized I was constantly in pain, depressed, etc. They really do help. I just don't want to become addicted, and I have a really addictive personality. Gotta be careful with that shit.

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>>6662010

i haven't had a haircut at all in about a year... leaving it alone now though cuz eh... it looks like yours would look good if you just fixed up what you have now... basic short sides slightly longer top... unless you want something different... then idk

that's my s/o's sublime shirt btw... i like some of their songs, but not enough to buy a shirt... they're his favourite band though + gypsy likes grabbing her leash and laying it over her feathers and preening it and herself at the same time... she's weird

>>6662610

i've been taking opiates on/off for half my life (it's actually been that long... seems crazy when i think about it but yeah...) and i've managed to hold my shit together... i've had binges and such but i can usually reel myself back in and be good

i smoke a lot of weed instead, and try to keep that for days where i either need it for pain or just for the high... i'd be lying if i said i didn't think about them every day and wish i felt like that always, but when your tolerance goes up and you're taking a bunch the high isn't the same anyway... so weed keeps me away from that, but they're my favourite drug and the only thing that helps with the pain so from time to time i take them

i drink too, but i really gotta be careful with drinking and for some reason only jager and wine don't fuck my shit up (other alcohol tends to give me muscle tightness and fucked up jaw pain) so even though it's often it's not usually much... i get really drunk ridiculously quick now that i'm sick though, cuz there's an alcohol intolerance that comes with it so it doesn't take much... i used to mix muscle relaxers with alcohol to get as drunk as i can now on this little...

my doctor suggested a low dose of prozac, but i had this fucked up experience with accidental zoloft and the idea of it gets to me a little + i've heard from a few people it doesn't help much

i'm thinking i'm gonna try taking kratom more often + weed and well...opiates here and there

>>6662786
>>6662610

+ the only drug i've gone through physical withdrawal from has been pcp... i smoked a lot of dusted weed at one point... just constantly...

>>6662786
Which Sublime songs do you like?

>>6662816
Shall we just get married, Maki?

>>6662786
You look like Andy from Crown The Empire and I like your Sublime shirt. Qt.

>>6662810

pool shark is my favourite sublime song... specifically the version that starts slower (https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=c08HNApcVvk when it's performer like this) i like the acoustic version of saw red (the one without gwen stefani), badfish, boss dj, seed, same in the end, let's go get stoned... there's other songs but off the top of my head those in particular

>>6662847

performed* my bad...

>>6662816

it was a good time usually, but holy fuck when pcp goes wrong... lol i had a clockwork orange style freakout over a song on my 22nd bday... like lost my shit (bad deja vu and whatnot) and i blacked out at one point... i remember getting upset cuz we were gonna jump in the pool and i was gonna try to sober up and my s/o changed into pool clothes and then was like "maybe you're too fucked up to be in a pool" and i told him i'd have a cigarette first, and it'd be ok... while i was smoking he changed back to the clothes he had been wearing and i didn't realize and when i saw him in the old clothes i got really freaked out cuz i had been having the bad deja vu and it like... negated the pool thing... anyway idk what happened after that, next thing i know we were in bed and i was going down on him with no clue how i got there... so i just went with it cuz it was already happening but yeah...

that was one of my worst highs though... i felt like my skin was crawling and so was my brain and there was very little touch with reality (not in a good way either) and this tunnel sensation... idk... hard to describe... but when pcp is good it's amazing and sex is great on it

>>6662841

i actually have no idea who that is, but that's funny considering my name actually is andy... it's my s/o's shirt actually, but thanks...

>>6662847
Interesting version
thanks man

>>6662859
You a dom? I can get on board if you hurt me pretty bad.

>>6662859
how tall are u

>>6662884

np... there's better recordings and performances of that version, but that was just the first one i found... if i find the better one later i'll post it

>>6662914
Sure, I can deal with a bit of choking and yelling your name.
Scratching and some beating would be lovely too. I'd also be happy to switch it up on occasion

>>6662794
>>6662786
Kratom just grosses me out. I can only take capsules. Weird concoctions make me gag.

I'm a big weed smoker too, sister's my main supplier. Not usually dusted I don't think, thank god -- with all my psych meds (antidepressants, vyvanse for muh ADHD) it'd probably kill me. Helps massively with the nerve pain. Something about it makes the zaps and burning manageable. Unfortunately it also makes me a dumbass. I suppose I shouldn't care so much about that, but I do.

The getting drunk easy thing is the cherry on top of a shit sundae, as far as I can tell. I have to be careful with it, but I'm not the same way. Wine gives me headaches from hell, I'm more of a beer/whisky guy myself.

Also I thought your name was Brooklyn? Or is that just a nickname?

>>6662936
If I remember correctly, Brooklyn was his girl name but he got used to us calling us that and now if we called him Andy it'd be weird/he wouldn't know we were talking about him.

>>6662972

That pic is too lewd I am afraid.

>>6662946
Got it.

Relatedly, how's Edwin as a name? I'm thinking about adopting it.

>>6662997

Where can I buy one of those bra things that don't actually cover the boobs and are probably useless in all ways except looking hot.

It is suddenly a fetish.

Also lewd.

>>6662936

oh yeah kratom is fucking disgusting... though i was taking it with my s/o's sister a week or 2 ago... and she was like "throw it in lemonade" so we made some that was a bit heavy on the lemon... and eh not bad

i honestly don't give a shit about taste or texture if i'm gonna get high as a result so eh... she just had powder so i did it like that...

i get weed from some guy i met by the river right now, and this other guy who delivers from where i lived before here... most people don't seem to know the difference between me being high, drunk, or sober... so idk... i don't think it really affects me that way or i'm just always a dumbass...

as for the brooklyn thing >>6662946

it's a nickname from when the general first started... i can rub people the wrong way cuz of how i talk and choose to say shit, and the truth is it's really just that i'm from brooklyn so that's how i'd explain it... and that's why i'm called that... brooklyn is where i was born/spent most of my life, and just a nickname...

but i am used to being called that here at this point... and i'd probably just think "whoever they're talking to has the same name as me" if anyone here used my actual name... but it's andy yeah... my grandpa had a stroke and was all fucked up for a year or so before he died, and he renamed everyone... started calling me andy and it stuck, i hadn't chosen a name at that point cuz i find the idea of choosing your own name weird and wrong... and anyway... i just kinda ended up with the name, but yeah... brooklyn is just a nickname that refers to where i'm from and my name is actually andy

>>6663013

+ i just smoked so i'm really high and hopefully that all makes enough sense...

>>6663030

>all man
>likes dressing up as a woman
>forces me to call him Bessy as I fuck him tenderly

Horrific.

>>6652830
I lean liberal, but I'm a moderate. Raised by a conservative moderate, can see sense in both sides.

I sure did have a SJW phase where I'd yell out "RACIST!" or "SEXIST!" or whatever, but thank god that's over.

I'm a VP for my LGBT club, so I have to masquerade as one still, especially because one of the board members is into it big time and I don't want to ruffle any feathers. Unsurprisingly there's not many cis men who are regulars.

>>6663013
>>6663023
Sure does make sense, family.

Now I want to smoke.

>>6663013
>>6662936


+ i ate probably the worst weed cake ever... on more than one occasion cuz my s/o and i froze half of it and ate it another day... male plants are only good for making food out of cuz there's not enough thc for smoking them to be worth it... and we had like 4-6 plants that were all like 3 and 4 feet tall that we condensed and used in a cake... and it was this really horrid dark green colour and the texture was all fucked up and it tasted like weed... like the taste of condensed weed wasn't even kinda covered...

it was awful and i fucking ate it twice just to get high... it did fuck us up though, but the 2nd time a chunk of my high was ruined cuz my dog fucking killed and started gutting a shrew on my bedroom floor... i got there and he was pulling tiny organs out with his teeth... so cleaning that up sucked pretty much

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What's your go-to comfort material? Is there a specific album or show or book you use to escape from dysphoria or depression in general? For me, it's part 4 of JJBA. Everything about it is so comfy, especially the characters. Plus, [spoiler]seeing a male character like Josuke have wide hips and an overall feminine figure gives me a bit of confidence in my pre-t bod ;_; [/spoiler]

>>6663071

that's good... waiting on our friend to stop by to smoke again... i've only smoked twice today though, early this morning and just before...

some empty car is outside on our lawn...

>>6662984
It's alright but it's sort of an old man name, a little weird. But then again I know two girls named Andrea and a guy named Kenneth Wilson.

>>6663098

i just get high and do shit that's distracting...

>>6663062
Nah senpai. I know you too well to believe that. Maybe you think it's true and maybe you're happy that way, I don't know. I just think you'd be happier if you accepted yourself.

>>6663110
So's yer face

>>6663107
Just had some keef to top me over. I shouldn't smoke too much -- have the first day at a new job making pizza, start in two hours. A friend who works there already got me the job.I'll probably be shadowing her.

The only solution to the car, obviously, is to set it on fire. Or sell it for drug money. Surprise your friend.

>>6663098
I usually binge on some podcasts (Casutic Soda especially), smoke, and draw. It's good for recalibration.

>>6663059

>throwing a subset of people who you're supposed to be supporting under the rug
>because you're afraid of rocking the boat

I guess you have your reasons to do it but I doubt you can call your group an LGBT one.