neofolk edition
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV (embed)
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Gallery full of cis women of all heights and weights and body shapes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
End my life.
First for forever a man
>>6636820
(embed)
>>6636826
Get memed on.
I'm the only disgusting hon that will forever be a man here.
https://my.mixtape.moe/hlotpb.webm
>MARINES
>THEY'RE FIGHTING FOR YOU!
>MARINES!
>THEY'RE DYING FOR YOU!
>You are the chosen one securing the world
>Universal soldier to the bone
>and for my brothers you'll get what you deserve
>Down the bloody road to war
6th for the united states marine cour, remember to salute your vets.
>>6636833
please don't post in my thread ok
>>6636831
we are all disgusting hons anon.
all of us.
I hate my male parts and things.
Why do i have to look like shit.
At least i'm so smol that womans clothes fit me ok.
Whichever tranny made the OP, nice taste in music.
>>6636833
>cour
Yeah you seem just smart enough to be a muhreen. Go die on a beach somewhere so the real soldiers can get something done while you distract ragheads with your screaming.
>>6636838
We all own this thread Lauren, I have 14,88% shares in /mtfg/
>>6636831
trip on Robin
>>6636834
It depends on who you meet! If you find a guy who likes you for more than sex then it won't be as big of a deal.
WOW just had a dude stare at me in traffic across the highway for like a minute and then he smiled at me when I looked at him
>>6636849
I'll die anywhere sarge just point me at em and give me a gun.
>>6636833
>>6636850
Hi Cartman, how are you?
>>6636850
you can only post if you stop repressing and renounce fascism
How can i be sure if i'm trans or not?
I want to know who i am, is there some simple test or signs that tell it?
>>6636831
People laugh at me when I walk down the street
>>6636861
dont ruin good men.
cartman is a welcome guest at my court.
>>6636861
>renounce fascism
pic related
>>6636864
You a boy?
You wanna be a girl?
Presto.
You wanna be a girl bad enough you'll settle for being a transgirl?
Start HRT.
Any further questions or concerns?
>>6636864
What makes you think you might be trans?
>>6636864
>>6636860
Not a new thing...
http://youtu.be/tGDT7wKvdRk
>>6636833
But what if I like a different sort of military? :P
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PexXeKoMacA&ab_channel=U77
>>6636869
>>6636805
y-yes. he wants to teach me how to kiss. . . <\\<
>>6636860
Im good, havent slept and been working night for 12 hours so im feeling tanked but im gonna be up anyways.
>>6636861
Im not repressing anything tho and I adhere more to my own opinions than ideology, I just take inspiration from ideologies, I'd prefer to just run things on my own and just have everyone pay attention and note how to run a fucking country and foster a good >>6636869
Thanks bae.
>>6636869
>at my court
When does it begin, Phien? I am ready.
>>6636882
ur a girl
: )
>>6636878
What military is that.
>>6636874
Agp is a meme but yeah if you think HRT will help you beat off you're gonna have a bad time
>>6636889
Please be serious.
>>6636869
>t at my court.
Soon, my sister, soon. No memes Austria and France are electing right wing government and Netherlands isn't that far behind.
>>6636894
i am : )
>>6636882
Are you saying you want to be treated as a girl without having a girls body or do you want to look and sound like a girl while being treated like a boy?
erin is my best friend !!
where is kayla ;_;
>>6636903
she cut her balls off and became a femboy
chara was raped
>>6636905
>she cut her balls off and became a femboy
Is that how you become a femboy... ?
>>6636900
erin is my best friend too
>>6636903
she regretted her orchi like the day after, right? think thats pretty normal though, it'll pass
>>6636903
hes a boy again
>>6636908
yes
>>6636909
you have great taste in best friends desu
>>6636904
she used to trip here.. ;~~;
i talk to her a lot online tho she is the best
>>6636914
cute ftm
Post best music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOQS--sF9xY
>>6636882
You'll never be a girl. You need to accept that.
>>6636878
At least post something good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6WeU2vg0KQ
>>6636918
its mtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftmtftm at this point
>>6636914
welp, looks cuter than he used to at least
>crave dick
>uncomfortable with sex in boymode
>stuck in boymode for the forseeable future
It's a frustrating feel
>tfw enough people are now aware of us that pity gendering has become a thing
>tfw can no longer use "gets gendered female x% of the time" as a metric for whether you pass
>tfw it's gonna be really hard to tell whether I pass or not, because any test I try to perform will be heavily biased towards "pass" now
Reason number 167925471513 why I should have transitioned as a teenager, instead of repressing until my 20's.
( ._.)
>>6636921
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r92DAYsxp3k
>>6636914
all hopeless young hons should just go femboy honestly
>>6636925
but she was better as a girl.. why did this happen
>>6636932
she'll snap out of it
>>6636926
just pretend to be a femboy
>>6636923
Can i at least look and sound like one and be treated as one?
I'm fine being able to look and sound like one too.
>>6636926
How is that hard if you crave dick? Theres lots of gays that will fug a pre hrt tranny.
>>6636931
even edgar?
>>6636917
Oh.
>tfw missed meeting most of the cool trips
;~~;
>>6636911
Congratulations you want to be a girl. Go forth and get your pills.
>>6636923
>At least post something good.
I like that version because it passes as a stealth fascism song rather than a song where the singer growls RASSENKRIEG over and over again.
>>6636906
Chara raped her bf after he wouldn't give her the d, you mean.
>Questioning gender for months now
>already came out on twitter
>Still scared they're just a trender
>tfw other friend comes out
>tfw she gets more love than you
>say dumb shit because i am jealous
>Everyone i know hates me
>Fuck you jackie
either my autism is acting up or my lifes a mess
>>6636940
erin is literally a treasure
>>6636940
>carol never got to meet potc
; _ ;
>>6636941
What if i would lean towards boy side?
>all these cock hungry sloots complaining
Dick is quite simple to obtain. Find a penis and ask its owner if they would mind terribly much letting you play with it. Repeat until successful. Shouldn't really take that long.
>>6636936
You can kinda look and you can kinda sound like a girl but it's really going to take a lot of effort. You should know what you are getting yourself into.
>>6636942
Fascism by definition does not do subtle.
>>6636948
>potc
LOL
O
L
Who would want to meet that character?
>>6636945
chara was raped and beaten by russians
>>6636939
dont have the timeline, but he was looking ok, just not passing at all
and I think a goodlooking femboy will be treated better than an unpassing trans, beside the misgendering
>>6636949
You could start out androgynous, lean towards "modeling" as a girl and see how that works for you
>>6636927
When I was teen I didn't know English that well so I only had access to local trans sites.
Went there today. Those fucker still believe that HRT is harmful chemicals and that you just need to go 'en feme' to be consider female.
>>6636949
Then you don't want to be a girl. Go jerk off and watch sports center.
>>6636931
All of mtfg should cease honestly, all it does is hurt people and establish a bullshit superiority based on passing. According to mtfg you are worthy of living only if you look like a cis girl and the rest are bullied and teased to suicide.
>>6636955
Lies!
Russians just beat gays.
>>6636962
Lollll you willingly met potc? That lulcow? Oh god
>>6636961
>you are worthy of living only if you look like a cis girl
This is the truth. If you don't pass after 3 years HRT and surgery you may as well just die.
>>6636938
B-but will they treat me like a girl and ignore my penis?
>>6636954
At least then i would have something to work towards to.
>>6636957
That sounds nice, but i would rather just look and sound like a girl, so i can wear what i want and be free.
I want to be treated like a girl and wear comfortable clothes that make me happy.
>>6636959
I hate jecking off and i don't like sports, so fuck you.
>>6636961
then why most passing trans stopped posting here?
>>6636949
Then you would be what's called a femboy. They can also take hormones, in which case theyre basically MtFs but just want to look as good as they can instead of passing
>>6636968
what about 1.5 years and no surgury? is there still hope?
>>6636974
I want to pass tho, so i guess i'm not full femboy then.
>>6636834
You can also engage in sexual activity that doesn't require arousal on your part. Just find a guy that's happy with you sitting on his face and jacking off.
>>6636973
They do, just to mock the non passers. This is seriously an unhealthy place for anyone to come to. Don't be a hon, fine, but don't push people to death because they don't look like a swimsuit model either.
>>6636972
>i would rather just look and sound like a girl, so i can wear what i want and be free.
>I want to be treated like a girl and wear comfortable clothes that make me happy.
>I hate jecking off
If this is all true then estrogen is the drug for you.
is it normal for a tranny to feel moody when another tranny comes out?
>>6636917
Hi kittu :3
>>6636981
I started my transition back in 420 chan. It too wasn't a nice place. And I'm thankful for that.
Hugboxers are awful.
>>6636985
I think so. I kinda was Tbh :P
>>6636976
Yes. Wait at least half a year, preferably one and a half years, then get surgery. If you still don't pass then you're done. You can embrace hondom, detransition, or die with what little dignity remains.
>>6636961
It's the transpeople themselves who think that, from what I've seen. I hate to sound like a chaser but its awful to see someone cute beat themselves up or think about suicide just because they don't look 100% like a woman
>>6636987
It's honestly cruel. You raise peoples' hopes so they can get completely fucking heartbroken when they find out they're really total messes.
>>6636988
yeah... i always feel like a trender whenever i see someone do that.. because i am not too girly and i dunno how trans/dysphoric i am
>No legit fuck you jackie
>>6636983
It is true, with things like these, i don't lie.
Now if i get estrogen somehow, probably need to go to psyciatrist or some other doc?
What do they do to my body and how much do i have to do myself?
Do i have to work out before taking them or do something else like eat better?
>>6637002
Got what, the idea or that i'm now trans or what?
>>6636999
i know all of those feels v_v
*hug*
>>6636958
That sucks. ;~;
I'm a native speaker of English.
When I first found out what trans is I was fascinated, and thought "hey, maybe I'm that", but then I convinced myself that I'd just become an unpassable pariah if I transitioned, and that I wasn't even trans anyway and it was all just a fetish that would fade with time.
>>6637002
Nah like I said she's actually a nice person
>>6636997
would you go as far to call kayla cute? because he is by far the biggest ugly man here
>>6636985
It's just a natural response to more competition.
>>6636985
Jealousy? ={
>>6637005
>>6637012
Stay away from that freak. Nice people don't get a 200+ page thread on kiwi farms.
>>6637017
jealousy is painful
especially when she gets angry at me because im not a trump supporter and she worships him
>>6637017
idgi ;~;
>>6637001
I was just saying 'estrogen' because it fit the jingle I was going for. You want HRT which consists of estrogen, an anti androgen, and possibly a progesterone. There's a few ways to get HRT and they depend mostly on where you live. In most of the US there's informed consent where you basically just tell a specialist or even your general care manager you want HRT and they'll tell you what it does and ask you to sign some papers. Some places including most everywhere outside of the US (to my knowledge anyways) require a much longer process involving a number of therapists and stupid hoops to jump through. You can also self medicate, where you order the drugs yourself online from countries that don't need a prescription. This is usually rather expensive in comparison to the other methods where health insurance can cover most if not all of the cost. Here's what the pills alone will do for you. http://i.imgur.com/lDBLSVR.png You should be around 18 BMI when starting HRT if possible, but it's better to just get on them as fast as you can rather than wait. Most of the heavy lifting in transition is done by HRT but you will need a good exercise regiment, skin care, hair care and you'll have to learn how to actually be a woman ala makeup and clothing etc. There's also voice training which is hell and takes forever. The trans help general on this board can help more.
>>6637020
>not supporting trump
>>6637022
Carol!
Basic is potc nice?
>>6636820
current 93 sucks
>>6637012
Dangerously delusional, though. Last time I saw her her, she was raving about gypsy friends. As if gypsies would ever genuinely befriend a gadjo. It takes a special kind of gullible to trust them that way...
>>6637020
>im not a trump supporter
You might wanna turn around and go right back the way you came.
>>6637025
POTC?
>>6636906
was it kiwi again
>>6636914
>tfw foegot kayla told me
._.
Shakira Im ginna add you back on slype..
>>6637012
>nice
No.
>still pre-HRT
>girly bangs and high long ponytail
>boy clothes
>people think I'm the cutest guy ever and I attract all the gay guys and some straight friends said jokingly they would fuck me if I put on a dress
>but still never pass
Will hormones and make up do magic? Or do I have to pass pre-hrt to have a chance?
>>6637020
Your going to get shit for not liking trump. We all know trump is going to lose though. I dont like him cause he might build a wall around Hawaii to keep the Chinese out or something.
>>6637038
If you want to really pass without surgery you need to be able to pass with just makeup and clothes.
You might be able to pass pretty well though if you're lucky.
>>6637024
I see, i feel like i really want this.
I'm just kinda afraid that because i don't live in US, it's going to take like 5 years just to get to HRT.
>>6637039
>TFW everyone trump supporter
>they just hate hillary
>gary johnson exists
>gary only 2 percent to becoming a 3rd party
>not the best but still better than both
>>6637038
oooooo whats your hair look like? i kinda wanna get a fringe rn ive been thinking about it for a while
>>6637039
I despise him because he's a rapist scumbag. Also, he plans to make it hell for French people travelling to the USA. And I hope I'll do that to meet Syndie someday, so...
>>6637047
I guess you can waste your vote on a third party. Its the classic choose your poison.
>>6637052
not to mention he defends stealing from /pol/ with frozen sticker books
https://twitter.com/realDonaldTrump/status/750865499660091393
>>6637044
Sorry you had to find out the hard way :x
>>6637052
Trump supporters are weaboo pedophiles amiritie? XD D___D
Check it rare potc
Holy fucking shit. Is this actually Korra or some clever troll? This looks nothing like the other picture I saw of her in the gym wtf.
>>6637047
>they just hate hillary
Likewise, hillary supporters just hate trump.
http://www.reuters.com/article/us-usa-election-anti-vote-idUSKCN0XX06E
>About 47 percent of Trump supporters said they backed him primarily because they don't want Clinton to win.
>About 46 percent [of Clinton supporters] said they would vote for her mostly because they don’t want to see a Trump presidency
>>6637052
He uses hot words to boost his popularity in media.
>>6637038
Post pic
I'll tell you if you will be qt girl.
>>6637066
>Likewise, hillary supporters just hate trump
>implying i implied hillary was better
>Hillary is just as awful
>New Zealand is probably better
Hey all ^-^
>>6637064
My wifu<3
>>6637078
welcome to hell
Btw, add me on skype everyone <3
carol-the-great
>>6637079
Diet and exercise will work for everyone without a serious genetic condition. Eat less and run more.
>>6637064
That's what makeup and proper hairstyling can do. And that's what she was failing hard at so far. I really like that she's getting the hang of it. She can be really beautiful with a little effort.
>>6637082
My dream last night was hell
I thought I came out and my family was accepting
Then I woke up
>>6637084
I'm already eating not that much really, i should eat more.
Is there any other way to do cardio than running, because i can't run for long. Asthma is a bitch.
>>6637074
I didn't mean to imply that you're a hillary supporter.
I just wanted to point out how shitty it is that almost half the people supporting either candidate are only doing so because they hate the other more.
But then again, that's often the case in American presidential elections. It's just that this time the candidates are more widely hated.
>>6637071
>>6637048
>>6637043
This is me at work
>>6637044
>Holy fucking shit
And then some.
https://kiwifar.ms/threads/leighanna-rose-princess-of-the-crystal-scarletjusticewitch-wetflame.10020/
Watch yourself out there potato princess.
>>6637090
Sorry no.
>>6637088
Not a clue. We've reached the end of my admittedly tiny scope of experience. Maybe swimming? I know one of the girls here bicycles. I don't think I can be of much further assistance.
alright, i have some questions about throat muscles
is there a muscle that pulls the larynx down and a different one that pulls it up, or are they the same one?
i have this weird ability to pull my larynx like all the way down(like i can bob it up and down) but when i try to pull it up my throat gets all tense
it almost feels like im trying to use the muscle around my larynx to push it up rather than the actual muscle that pushes it up
does that make sense?
>>6637090
Pretty good femboy body but you will need FFS to go female and pass flawlessly.
>>6637083
yay :3
new friends on skype :3
>>6637090
reminds me of those Filipino ladies that do there eyebrows and make up every hour.
>>6637096
yeah, that kinda makes sense
the muscle you wanna use to pull it up is just below your chin
you probably feel like you're not using it because it's not a muscle that guys use often
>>6637101
No make up
I don't even know how to lol
>>6637106
good start then. Just was referring to you looking like you are angry.
>>6637099
Don't come back until you look like Andrej.
>>6637090
Hormones will help.
It went well..we took a walk..came home watched anime ate pizza and cuddled in bed. I touched her gt..
>>6637105
it's moving slightly upwards but then it doesn't budge! >:O
>asking /mtfg/ for passing advice
lol
>>6637116
Nobody here passes outside of the pictures they choose to release. They like to pretend they do but they don't.
>>6637116
Yes, because this place is toxic and unless you're very pretty and have the perfect femme body they'll never say you pass
I pass irl 100% of the time, but /mtfg/ would say I don't
>>6637119
??? Ur projecting a lot
>>6637119
delet this
>>6637116
Ignore the salty anons. There's nothing wrong with it.
On /mtfg/, unattractive cis girls don't exist.
i wish there was like a trans test to know if you were real or faking
>>6637123
Does it matter? I've been full-time for long enough to know my passing is thoroughly reliable. To the point I don't even think about it anymore. Anons saying I don't pass have a snowball's chance in hell of making me feel insecure...
>>6637114
that sounds about normal. It's not supposed to go like into your mouth or anything
>>6637119
>>6637123
This just motivates me to try harder and prove them wrong anyway
>>6637136
Sure, that's why I'm getting gendered female in boymode at all times.
>>6637090
wow you are rly rly cute
>>6637137
All I'm saying is this place isn't a good place to gather accurate feedback on your passing.
>>6637136
Well at least it doesn't consume my whole person and cause me to shit post on 4chan??
>>6637098
you can add me if you want
kittustar
>tfw I started cutting because my fingernails were too short to dig into my palm
pain is a really good stress reliever
>>6637134
same tbqh
>>6637138
i thought i was doing good in the resonance area but someone told me yesterday that i'm still using chest resonance :(
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0okj8bcStjM
>>6637142
Uh, yeah. That's exactly why. You stupid fucking degenerate. It's politically correct to do so and they think they're good people for doing it.
>>6637147
I shitpost for amusement alone. I won't say you're not one of the better looking trannies here but come on. It's not a diamond in the rough scenario, it's a rather shiny piece of glass from a broken beer bottle in the rough. If that's good enough for you then go on and be happy but don't claim to pass for a real woman. It gives people the impression they can and will make them depressed when they can't.
>>6637152
yeah, it's decent, but you're definitely talking from too low in your throat
https://clyp.it/y1jmojuq
this is about as high as I can go and still have good timbre and vocal range
>>6637155
??? When I present as a guy it's politically correct to gender me female
Makes sense
>>6637148
<3<3<3
>>6637146
People like you are why so many other transgirls get delusional and develop a warped sense of reality where they can never pass and the entire world is hugboxing them if they do pass.
Your way of thinking is literally poisonous and does absolutely nothing but spread viritol and misery. There are several transgirls that pass just fine here but thanks to this bullshit mentality of hon hon hon no one can pass ever, they have severe self image issues and can't even see themselves how they really are, thanks in large part to other people exactly like you that think they're helping when all you're doing is destroying otherwise happy and successful lives. For fucks sake there are girls that are deathly afraid to even post pictures the culture here is so toxic.
But who cares right this is 4chan we should all be bitter miserable assholes to everyone we meet here and do our best to ruin everything for the lolz right?
>implying anyone will read this post
>>6637155
>Uh, yeah. That's exactly why. You stupid fucking degenerate. It's politically correct to do so and they think they're good people for doing it.
you're autistic, go back to /pol/
>>6637157
but ive been trying and i always end up talking the same!
>>6637155
fuck off and never post here again. you are absolute ass cancer of the highest degree and nothing you say has any credibility.
>>6637155
Well if you're taking hrt and expect to be cis it's your own fault when you get hurt.
>>6637162
i refuse to read a post with a filthy frank picture attached to it
I don't suppose anyone here plays World of Tanks on the US server?
>>6637162
I think(?) you misquoted
>>6637162
Le internet hate machine xD act tough everyone
Sorry Grace, I stole Kari for the morning. She left her phone at home and says good morning.
mtfg.jpeg
>>6637167
lol
>>6637163
>>6637168
>WAAAAH! >>>/pol/
Not even. I just hate delusional people and I hate people that spread their delusions more.
>>6637169
Obviously they don't expect to be effectively cis unless they believe both the passing meme and the lies one of the trips here spreads about his fake cunt. The problem is they do because they're desperate and will cling to any lie that gives them hope.
>>6637178
I wish I was that thin... I need to lose pudge.
>>6637181
>passing meme
You're hilarious
>>6637181
>disregard everything I say I suck cocks
lol. fuck off back to /pol/ nobody here subscribes to your cuck world view
>>6637162
>For fucks sake there are girls that are deathly afraid to even post pictures the culture here is so toxic.
wooo
honestly, this place is only healthy for people who are early in transition and need role models that hate the standards that SJWs are putting in place. Everyone else is just hurting themselves by not making friends in the real world and learning to pass
>yes, passing is a learned skill
>>6637165
try harder!
I wish I could coach people, I just kinda knew...
>>6637181
>I hate people that spread their delusions more.
why encourage people to transition in the first place?
is transitioning not delusional?
is this some convoluted plan to get rid of trannies?
>>6637162
Everybody here has an ph.d. on clocking trannies + nobody wants to hugbox so they say exactly what they think
Even if /mtfg/ doesnt think you'll pass, you still might, if they think you do, you probably will, unless its just angle magic
Anyone else here look back on their early days of transition and think they're really cringy? I look at a few pics where I felt confident at the time and am just like "Oh god why". Feel like I look ten times better these days at minimum and thank the dark lord for it, as it was rough to look at before.
>>6637184
It's true. You won't really. Look at the one above you. That's a realistic goal. Wants to be thin, they can achieve that. An unrealistic goal? Thinking you'll ever look truly female from every real world angle. It won't happen. Liars will tell you it will but it can't. Some even suggest you could pass in a swimsuit or nude, cruel bastards they are.
>>6637185
>cuck memes
>calling anyone else /pol/
Radicool.
>>6637186
No. I definitely think that you should transition if that makes you happy or even just keeps you from killing yourselves. I don't think you should pretend it works as far as becoming a real woman in society goes.
Tfw
how do you skip foward in life to the point where me and my gf both pass, both have had srs, live comfortably, got married, and have adopted our daughter
pls respond
>>6637187
please. cis girls get clocked here. I've literally posted pics of cis girls and they were called hons.
nobody passes on mtfg and the culture here is to just shit on anything and everything at all times because fuck positivity and constructive feedback, just call her a hon and tell her to commit suicide
>>6637193
You have some hilariously warped views. If you're not trolling, I find it fascinating you are a person that exists.
>>6637194
nice pussy
>>6637193
fuck off back to /pol/ you're the delusional one here
>>6637193
>real woman
this is where I actually agree with tumblrists
there's no such thing as a fake woman
Someone who accepts themselves as a woman is a woman.
And to be fair, if you try to transition and can't do that, you'll never be happy.
>>6637197
Maybe the problem is in the title of the thread honestly, this is easily the worst general for any actual discussion
rolling thread tripfag chatroom when?
>>6636820
GOAT album ty for validating my taste
i think i just gained 10 pounds in throat muscles
these exercises are a workout
VOICE EXERCISES, MIGHT I ADD
PERVS
>>6637200
I want people to be happy but I don't want them to have to lie to themselves to do it and I definitely don't want them to tell others that doing something will make them happy when it won't. If that's warped then so be it.
>>6637204
At least a few of the trips here are willing to have a discussion, albeit a very hostile one. Understandable I suppose. You just bitch and moan. I've never once posted on /pol/, only checked it out once to see what the fuss was, it's just a series of bait threads as far as I can tell.
>>6637207
If you find yourself agreeing with tumblr maybe take another look at it. In my eyes if society doesn't accept you as a woman and treat you as they would a real, or if you'd rather "normal", woman then you're fake. They treat you as a transwoman which would be fine if that actually meant treating you like they would a woman who looked like you. They're not allowed to though because that's cruel and evil apparently. If they do it here someone will just spam >>>/pol/. If they do it in real life they're a bigot. It's a charade. That's it's fake, it's an act.
I'll take my leave though, sorry if I #triggered someone too badly.
>>6637216
the problem is thr culture of more ppl actively contributed positive and constructive feedback instead of staying silent or calling everything a hon it would go a long way to turn this place into somerhing other than a delusional shit hole.
>>6637193
>>6637207
>Someone who accepts themselves as a woman is a woman.
Let's be real here.
When people gender me female in boymode, it's hard to deny that I look like a girl.
I'm not even trying to pass and I'm passing.
At that point, I either accept that I look like a girl and go fulltime, or I hide from the world and sink back into the familiar.
>>6637223
howd u succ a dicc w ur voice
>>6637207
>I actually agree with tumblrists
You know, 4trans are pretty much the only trannies I can even talk to without thinking a genocide is necessary. I think most trannies are utter cancer. As to the point you were making though, I'd say I agree here, except I don't honestly buy into autogyns being female which your argument would indicate as well. Autogyns are kinda just crossdressers to me, which is totally fine, but yeah. Not trans.
>>6637187
>me hugboxing ever
I'll tell you the truth whether you like it or not anon.
>TFW nobody here will ever be this content
>>6637225
>That's it's fake
You may have had a point here but you made a typo so fuck off. :^)
>>6637225
You are literally someone that thinks people that pass are lied to by everyone, out of false kindness. If you actually think people are that decent, then I advice you to look outside and see how fucking hateful the real world actually is.
>>6637236
Good lord you are disgusting
would you succ it?
>>6637245
K.
I know.
Being a man with tiddies is tough.
Vent, bruther
>>6637236
tfw no qt cat to cuddle with
i was here a week or so and it was so peaceful. what happened this time? is it just some random /pol/tard or something that persists?
>>6637247
What does it taste like and is it cooked first?
>>6637247
ew no.
>>6637236
Cute cat :)
>>6637250
/pol/ is always here. Also apparently /pol/'s twin brother totally not /pol/.
>>6637236
I hope that some day I'll have boobs big enough for a cat to sleep on them.
>>6637249
I woke up to this
XD.
He kneeds my side boob when he wants me to roll over & make room for him.
>best boyfriend
God fuck shit i hate boner when i wake up, why can't this just get the fuck out.
Every fucking time when i take a nap and wake up that fucker is hard. Who's great idea was to make this happen.
>>6637250
>i was here a week or so
There's your issue.
You're not used to the times yet anon. Working off GMT, you're best off coming on around 09:00 to 16:00
After that, drama comes about and at 20:30 the bully anons come on until 23:00 after which there are some nice 'muricans on.
>>6637260
I'm going to be sick
>>6637260
>XD
Fuck off hon
>>6637260
i appreciate u valq
>tfw you've struggled so hard to wrap your head around whether or not you're actually trans you have no fucking idea anymore
Should I just start HRT and see what happens?
>>6637268
Go on...
>>6637269
Life is short m8 yolo
>>6637269
yes, for 2-3 months, to see if you like what it does
>>6637269
but do you want to keep your penis?
>>6637268
hello faye
how are you doing today
>>6637279
yeah
>>6637223
What voice exercises are you doing?
So far the only form of voice training I've done is just speaking aloud while trying to make my voice come from the teeth / nose instead of the chest, but it still doesn't sound very good.
( ._.)
>>6637262
i forgot a word. i meant "week ago", sorry. i know this place for more than a year now.
it's true that i'm mostly during the day on. are you a fellow german?
>>6637287
Sorry, Irish.
Biological dad's german though.
I AM SO BORED.
>>6637284
what the fuck you are AGP then.
>ie I want to be a trap like in the animes
>>6637290
Same here :(
>>6637269
do you find yourself often to overthink and question yourself over things you have thought you have already established?
>>6637290
Play with matches and run with scissors
>>6637229
I agree with them on one value, nothing more. Fucking polygenderists who just wear makeup and dresses without even bothering to wait for HRT are gross. It doesn't work, and anyone who tells them it works is lying.
But I also think that the people who don't even try to pass are hopeless. You do have to go out into the world and do some trial-and-error. And that's kinda the point. Transitioning is learning to blend in, not learning how to force people to accept you.
I still go by my deadname because I hate being called Charlotte while I'm in boymode. It feels wrong. But like, at some point, I need to get over that and get my name legally changed.
>>6637293
im not sexually attracted to the thought of being a woman, i just want to be one but im scared of surgery
>>6637296
Well yes I was fairly well under the impression I was a boy but here I am. I figure that would be obvious so I assume I'm misunderstanding you.
>>6637290
THAT'S WHAT THE XENOS WANT
THEY WANT YOU TO GET BORED AND PUT YOUR GUARD DOWN
THAT'S WHEN THEY ATTACK
>>6636969
get u a pan man
>>6637293
>not wanting to be a trap
Fucking ew, don't get near me with that mutilated inverted penis
invert my penis bb
>>6637301
i mean when you clearly got an answer to something. for example you think over wether you would enjoy to be a girl in daily life and wether you would like to have a female body. at the end of the day you have reached a clear answer with which you are happy but at the next day or maybe a little later you question that answer again and this happens repeatedly.
>>6637310
you should visit lily while you are there
>>6637281
I'm doing okay, just looking around for a new mattress while feeling slightly dysphoric/weird about some guy asking "what are you ladies doing tonight" to me and my gf last night.
How about you?
>>6637278
Your pussy is on fleek
>>6637273
O....ok
>>6637268
;-)
>>6637310
Sounds pretty ok to me. You just need to be less monotone
>>6637310
your pitch is too low.
raise everything you're saying one whole step.
if you can say that comfortably, raise it another whole step. Repeat until your voice cracks and keep pushing that until it works.
>>6637316
i wish i was really taking a trip in august desu
>>6637295
you have to make a choice one way or the other. If you don't I assume you want to keep your penis and are fine with it. You probably aren't trans then.
>>6637299
You shouldn't be scared of surgery, it shouldn't be much of a discussion because transsexuals can't live with their penis. If you are not willing to go for then its more likely that you don't value this transition that much.
>>6637311
>being a degenerate disgusting fetishist.
>>6637284
TruTrans™
Only the most degenerate of fetishists turn their tinkler inside out.
>>6637294
:(
>>6637297
Doesn't sound all that interesting.
>>6637303
HOW DARE THEY
>>6637318
Give me that pizza.
>>6637310
You sound like Kermit the frog
>>6637324
>fetish
I identify as a dickgirl ;)
>>6637310
Your pitch is still borderline, but your fundamentals are really good
>>6637269
>Should I just start HRT and see what happens?
Yes.
Cis people very rarely get as stressed out over their gender as you seem to be right now.
>>6637325
hugggggggggg elannnnnnnnnn
>>6637315
Oh, no. I just don't manage to reach a satisfactory answer.
For example, if I could be a girl right now and have people treat me as a girl throughout the day that would be nice. I don't know how I'll feel about it in ten years though.
>>6637324
Well if I had to just select a penis or vagina I'd take a vagina just because it's easier to take a dick with one than in your asshole. The thing is most SRS vaginas are, no offense to anyone here, pretty gnarly and I don't know if I want that.
>>6637327
Shut your mouth
>>6637337
huggggggg anonnnnnnnneuebxbehxhfvshxvgdbexbgmaof
>>6637325
This this this
>>6637327
Chara, what is your full, honest opinion of me?
>>6637335
I suppose that's a fairly good point. I remember reading something similar from one of the OP pastebins around here. I just feel like maybe I've somehow convinced myself I'm trans when I'm not and refuse to reject the concept because if I am indeed trans I need to start HRT immediately as it's already too late.
>>6637339
I will if i could have a pizza.
>>6637348
Why?
>>6637345
ilu elann
>>6637328
https://clyp.it/4ps0lyuf
>>6637354
I have leftover pizza, no BBQ sauce though
>>6637338
>The thing is most SRS vaginas are, no offense to anyone here, pretty gnarly and I don't know if I want that.
I feel this pretty hard. I mean I really hate my dick, I especially hate my balls, but I wish I could've just been born with a truvagina instead of feeling compelled to have a nuvagina. Can i just have like.. nothing there? like a barbie/ken doll situation?
>>6637354
Chara, what is your full, honest opinion of me, Anonymous, the first of my name?
>>6637338
>I don't know how I'll feel about it in ten years though.
think about it. what do you feel when you fantasise about being an older woman and what do you feel when you fantasise being an older men? whichever you like is likely the thing you'll like one day. no reason to tinker about what might or might not happen in a decade if you have to live right now.
nim
uiw
wiu
wii-u
>>6637354
When you're just standing there you close your mouth and breath through your nose.
>>6637318
Ok, so it's a nice thick crust pizza, does the bread in the crust actually taste really good? That's where many pizzas fall down for me.
>>6637363
OH FUCK WE'VE BEEN RUSED.
SEIZE THE CONSOLEPLEB.
>>6637361
please quite impersonating me
>>6637354
Idk, I'm pretty bored atm and honestly want to know :3
>>6637361
I wonder if anyone actually types "anonymous" in the name box
>>6637349
How old are you?
fwiw, most trans people who started after like 15 think they started too late
>>6637318
Thnx
I groom it daily
Sometimes makeup for that special dazzle
>>6637358
Be self reliant.
You want food? Make it
>>6637362
I don't know. It's hard for me to think that far ahead I guess. It doesn't help I really don't like the idea of being old, period.
>>6637357
can you please say "it's not easy being green" ?
>>6637373
>i've also noticed that it's fairly obviously when you're raising your pitch by octave in chest voice but not so much in head voice
Yeah, that's called falsetto. It's a way of getting a higher pitch by messing with the harmonic resonance of your vocal chords.
Oh, and it's really bad for your voice.
>>6637379
lol, really?
>>6637367
When I was a kid, my father, who had never eaten an actual pizza, made "pizzas" with brioche dough. It was kind of weird, but not bad...
>>6637379
oh ok :3
>>6637379
Good barbarian filth though, right?
>>6637384
I'm always let down.
>>6637385
Yes, that's why i said it.
>>6637389
Uhh.. sure.
>>6637380
you'll get to a decision, don't worry. sometimes it takes a little longer.
>>6637387
Your father sounds like a monster.
>>6637392
Wait you're giving opinions on people?
DO ME, DO ME!
>>6637363
hahaha great joke anon!
i'll make sure to post this on MiiVerse™ on my Nintendo© WiiU™
also have you guys heard of Paper Mario™: Color Splash? it looks amazing!
>>6637394
He's not. Just a hick, really...
Also, 69 pg/ml E... Time to really up my intake.
>>6637392
sorry, I usually say that to get people to talk about said incredible thing, maybe tell a story or something
>>6637392
chara, what is your true and honest opinion of general nim the nimrod, the great purger?
also what is this i hear of allowing xenos to retire?
>>6637401
You are talking to an autism
>>6637385
how should i be trying to get my voice up in head voice then?
>>6637397
>DO ME, DO ME!
l-lewd!
>>6637397
I barely know anything about, you're neutral as-well.
>>6637401
I don't want to tell you a story.
>>6637402
You're my friend.
Xenos get to retire on a slave colony.
>>6637411
...
Awww. Okay...
>>6637382
https://clyp.it/youvfip4
>>6637411
Goyim are trayf. Don't eat them.
>>6637355
Ilu anon
Help me devise "Am I trans tho?" questions.
Right now all I have is "Would you rather be a tall, attractive, wealthy man or an ugly, poor woman?" and the classic "BENIS OR BUGINA? :D".
>>6637414
I'm not hostile.
>>6637415
Don't worry i'll find out everything about you soon enough.
>>6637418
I'll eat whatever i want!!
>>6637422
"are you dead inside because you have to fake everything?"
>>6637425
ur gay lol
>>6637422
Be a tall, attractive, wealthy woman. Problem solved.
>>6637426
>i'll find out everything about you soon enough.
I know I should be intimidated, but I've had 1 yandere gf already...
>>6637429
im gay lol
>>6637414
Mfw hostile
>>6637432
Wat about a tall wealthy feminine man with bobs?
>>6637435
ur me
>>6637438
So... Faye? Is Faye tall?
>>6637440
no im gay ur nim
>>6637427
as long as you keep pushing it higher at a slow pace, you should be ok. If your voice cracks, don't go above that point. Try to make it your goal to have that note sound ok.
it's not going to pass right away.
>>6637429
>>6637434
>>6637435
>>6637445
oh ok
meet 2 meet u gay
>>6637427
gay
>>6637447
gay
>>6637435
yeh :3
>>6637438
I guess that could work too. But you have to dress like that...
>>6637449
There was an Irish tv presenter by the name of Gay Burne.
So we know liberals love Muslims more than us, but how do the Neo-Nazis feel? If they hate us less than Muslims maybe we've got a new group to campaign for us.
I was considering making a neofolk edition a few days ago, what the fuck
>>6637367
It's amazing desu the middle crust is thin and crunchy, but the outside crust is thick and lined with olive oil and tastes like breadsticks
But it's also like 26$ for a small
>>6637377
Potato diet is more Russian I guess, but I wouldn't do that to myself in freedom land
>>6637373
You need to get a pitch analysis program if you're already recording, check what levels those clips are, and see if you can sing>chant>then say words 30hz higher then that. Keep repeating until you can always hit the same frequency so you know how that feels and sounds to you when you say it
>>6637417
nim I <3 u
I'm just starting to work on my voice, I think I'm gonna read monologues/paragraphs and start uploading them for constructive crit. I /heard/ that AA's help you get your voice into a higher register and i hope that that's true cause I'm getting mine soon and I just sound like a drag queen rn ;_;
>>6637453
Even more hilarious here. Burne is French slang for a testicle...
i just found out that f.ams filters to senpaitachi
remember when smiles was stacking those books lol
>>6637451
>buying fitted suit vests & slacks next week
>>6637462
The name's Balls.
Gay Balls.
>>6637422
Are you taking a quiz to figure out if your trans? Cis people don't do that shit l. Game over man, game over.
>>6637458
>>6637462
This is not the type of man you mock.
>>6637458
but senpaitachi wut if im just a gey man wit inverted pebis lol
>>6637475
I love how that's the 24th version of SAG that you have saved...
BOYFRIEND IS BUYING ME PIZZA ITS ALL GOOD GIRLS
>>6637447
My dog has lyme disease and he's really sad looking.
I was gonna take him for a walk, but he tried to get up and just layed back down.
>>6637480
>boy
correct this
>>6637482
poor doggo :(
>>6637475
wut da fug lmao
>>6637454
Idk how real any of that is
>>6637483
her boyfriend is a cis male homosexual
>>6637480
Great now just convince him to have sex with you. Maybe try pretending to be a boy.
convince me to go to the gym RIGHT NOW or you'll explode
>>6637482
I was going to say something, but i was told to be nice(er) to you.
>>6637483
You're not a boy.
>>6637491
That might work!
>>6637481
#pride
girls what kind of candy should I get? I only have 6 dollars.
>>6637486
DUDE
>>6637478
It's the 24th version that someone else saved tbqh, clover saves the filenames.
>>6637497
caramel
>>6637497
assorted gummies
>>6637498
SPEED
>>6637497
Those werther's green apple caramels that melt in yr mouth are also really good. I wish I had candy :(
>>6637497
blue favored juicy drop candty the little gummies coated w sugat u squeeze candy cum onto
>>6637509
LMAO
>>6637497
chocolate pretzels
>>6637502
but i want a round little fatty butt. don't tell me that's not possible without genetics! please?
>>6637493
How else are you gonna develop your glutes?
>>6637501
>Only really skinny and really obese trans girls pass
;~;
That would explain why so many girls here are borderline anorexic.
>>6637509
gotta go fast
i took caffeine pills once and had a terrible time so im convinced i just cant do stims but thats okay
>>6637523
>nigger
>>6637387
I remember having some very tasty pizza doughs when I was a kid. My parents made pizzas from scratch at home. The doughs all behaved properly like a pizza dough should. Some were pumpernickel, rye, whole wheat, sourdough, or sorghum based. They were not the plain almost tasteless doughs you see most use today. We're talking the '70s here.
>>6637399
I'd say at this point you should be averaging between 100 and 150 pg/mL unless you get an estrogen high. E is my antidepressant.
>>6637459
Great bread sticks or poor bread sticks. most I've had are just poor quality breads with various coatings for taste.
>>6637494
>Chara pretending to be a boy
I don't think she's capable of that
>>6637501
>tfw normal body weight but still pass
Explain
>>6637526
Caffeine feels nothing like the other kind of stimulants, they work differently too. That said, uppers are bad don't do them mmk
Is it weird to sit in front of my pc the whole day, cuddling my pillow?
>>6637538
>Explain
the ass is fat
>>6637539
i did ecstasy once and had a GREAT TIME but i figured that was more because of the psychedelic like effects.
How can I get enough courage to go to a doc and talk about that I identify more as a woman and have thought about hormones + I really dislike my body at times.
>>6637553
Not if you're depressed
>>6637560
this
>>6637559
u have to get dubs
>>6637530
Real Torino style grissini taste great. Not sure what kind of bread sticks you can find easily in the USA, though. Breads of all kind are pretty much a national obsession here. Except pumpernickel and similar stuff. Most people here find it vile.
I don't get any kind of highs, from E or anything else, but yeah, I'll tell my GP to go from 3 mg per day to 6 mg. Should be safe without cypro putting a heavy load on my liver anymore. And she completely trusts me on trans things, so it shouldn't be hard to get a new script.
AND THE STATIONARY BIKE ISNT WORKING
welp i tried but it's obviously not meant to be :^)
>>6637538
Obviously God just wanted you to be a girl
>>6637523
That and horrible body dismorphia
>>6637518
I cho cho chose you
>>6637556
Ecstasy is def a stimulant
its almost 4am and i can't go to sleep cause my sister and her bf are being intimate in the next room & its they're making a lot of noise AMA
>>6637564
Pls
>>6637571
o-oh its powered by you
w-what a smart way to power such a device
heh..heh..
>>6637559
It's hard but isn't it harder to lose femininity? Take whatever opportunities you have to become who you need to be.
>eating lunch
>lardass walks up to me and says "huh why is a guy wearing pink scrubs"
>stay stock still and just stare at him until he waddles away
>tfw won't ever pass
>>6637574
Why not use the awkwardness to your advantage? Just make sex noises yrself.
>>6637578
But I don't know for sure.
I do want to be more feminine, I feel like it is the real me. Being scared of others opinion surely doesn't help and I don't want to make anyone sad or angry.
>>6637577
Wrong kind of stationary bike. You want one with a 650 cm3 engine.
>>6637583
haha that was me 4 real u cute tho
>>6637579
I was projecting, but I wouldn't be surprised if half the people in this thread were depressed
>>6637556
Lel
Also, the primary effects of MDMA are pretty different from plain old amphetamines, the high is quite different, and MDMA is a comparatively weak stimulant. Amphetamines make you feel clear headed and motivated, I probably couldn't perform simple arithmetic on MDMA, nor would I want to.
>>6637572
>god
:^)
>>6637574
Is it awkward?
>>6637586
How can I stop being unsure?
>>6637595
>*Allah
:^)
>>6637593
*half the people on 4chan
>>6637579
>>Why don't you join :^)
>>6637596
yes its rly awkward for me rn
;~~;
>>6637585
uhhhhh idk if that would work
>>6637602
What's the weirdest noise they've made so far?
Call me a leader. Cocaine,
>>6637600
Tbqh Half even seems low to me now that I think of it
>>6637572
>That and horrible body dismorphia
Wait, were you being ironic when you said only really skinny and really obese trans girls pass?
Because if being really skinny is a requirement for passing then anorexia-like behavior in trans girls would be perfectly rational.
>>6637588
Iktf too well. I'm having trouble going fulltime or the concept of it because of that. I don't want to be a mockery of a woman. But that's not what we are. It's just hard to look past that when I know a lot of friends and family share that belief that it's an inappropriate fetish or something. But my therapist has been explaining that that is all fantasy for now. Just assumptions of future troubles. If I encounter confrontation from anyone while being a woman then I can take it as it comes. We can't be responsible for everyone else's opinions and we can only assert ourselves as who we are.
>>6637595
tfw you need to do more drugs
>>6637598
i mean yeah its hard to open up but desu ur doctors not really a person you should worry about telling..it might be embarrassing to say ur a girl when you feel like you don't look like one but idk..is the pain of not trying really worth holding onto? just go for it if its going to make you a better person
>>6637610
is there a couch or something you can sleep on?
>>6637609
depends on the board i guess? i mean there are some normie boards. /ck/, /an/ and stuff?
>tfw you sleep for 12 hours and wonder why you even woke up
ugggggghhhhhhhhh. legalize euthanasia pls.
>>6636961
lmao no. like yeah, there is bullying, but not based solely on passing and shit. like there are people who do pass and get shit, and those that don't and get no shit.
>>6637623
With all of the fast food and alcohol threads /ck/ is probably a little depressed
>>6637623
>/ck/
>normie
Sweet. Sundae. Ramen.
>>6637553
Couple be a sign of attachment issues.
>>6637567
Bread variety is something I miss having to stay gluten free.
>>6637590
I want an 898cc 4 cylinder horizontally apposed, air cooled, non stationary bike.
>>6637591
>u cute tho
no.
>>6637459
>diet
I was craving cheesy garlic fries somethin fierce.
Also, I've been eating tons of veggies & broccoli as of late.
&, coming off of my antidepressants is starting to make me lose weight.
Also also, P is making me agp as fuk.
I'm also discovering weed makes me reaaaallly really like how I look for once in the mirror while baked... I actually Dont hate everything about myself when high.
>>6637631
Until dysphoria comes and then im just disgusted with myself.
I feel worse about the fall
This place is full of normies
I'm gonna be sick
>>6637632
'go 'za
So if I decide to be a girl, take HRT, and don't pass after 3 years but cannot afford surgery what do I do?
I feel like this is my future. I wouldn't try but I'll never sleep again if I don't at least know there was never even a chance.
>>6637631
Well you want to stay confident through the whole ordeal and you should probably visit a therapist first. Don't say yr apathetic but say you feel female internally
>>6637634
>air cooled
>not even an oil cooler to keep the huge can wet, cool & happy.
>>6637623
>/ck/
most people there are alcoholic
>/an/
I don't frequent /an/, but did you know vets have the highest suicide rate of any profession?
>>6637651
>what do I do?
get a job?
3 years is a long time, enough to get gud at something (or work)
>>6637653
*cam
>>6637652
But what if I don't feel, but kinda feel. Like the feeling is hidden under the apathy.
>>6637651
Just keep going. The culture here revolves around passing but it honestly doesn't matter. Don't let vanity inhibit yr happiness. If passing matters that much to you then you will find a way to pass
>>6637657
Makes sense since they spend a long time training them not to value human life and then politely ask them to value it again when they're done.
>>6637651
there's a chance, but it's all up to the genetic lottery if you aren't underageb&. eventually you'll get people telling you to be ok with being a hon. you can ignore those comments, but just do what it is you do. either way the nitrogen tanks aren't going anywhere. do whatever you wanna do.
>>6637664
Then you tried to kill the feeling and failed.
>>6637666
Many vets use all their time putting puppies in gas chambers.
>>6637651
i dont like this bc you dont just decide to be a girl..you either feel like one already and ur just adapting ur presentation, or ur intentions for hrt aren't really pure..but im no purists so dont let me stop you. do what makes you happy..remember that changed may be permanent.
>>6637662
What if your body is totally fucked so surgery won't be able to save you
>>6637664
iktf. apathy is neutrality and detachment from emotions but ultimately it's hard to do for long and I'd bet you feel emotions still. Being on estrogen makes you less apathetic imo.
>>6637669
What, I don't understand. But I know that I feel like the female me is the real me.
>>6637675
>you either feel like one already
What does this even mean?
>>6637676
drugs.
>>6637677
Well the dysphoria I feel sure as hell is real and times when I really feel like a girl even when my appearance hasn't changed.
>>6637675
>remember that changed may be permanent.
Everything you do, as far as transition goes, is permanent. Even the act of not transitioning is a permanent decision, because it allows testosterone to do more.
>>6637678
I know, I'm saying I've felt the same way, and I realized that the apathy is just a way of coping with the fact that you want to be a girl.
>>6637677
Less apathetic?
I suppose.
If anything its only allowed me to better see how being a jaded p.o.s. and hating everyone/not caring for human life may align me with the psychos/sociopaths of today, than anything
>>6637634
Not sure there are that many good ways to work around the gluten issue, even if making your own bread.
>>6637683
Wait so wait a second. Are you saying that the 3 years I have felt apathy have been because I wanted to be a girl?
>>6637675
>tfw you can't feel like a girl since you look like a man
>>6637681
honestly being somewhat high all the time is actually rly good advice imo.
>>6637696
thats not what i said at all
okay well that went horribly
>>6637675
>i dont like this bc you dont just decide to be a girl..
It honestly sounds like a matter of phrasing more than anything.
>>6637696
>Tfw not allowed to do drugs or alcohol
>>6637701
I don't remember, it might have started 18 which also was the time when I was jobless for years. Btw when you break up with your bf, is it normal not to feel anything and still comforting when he is crying?
>>6637682
Yeah it helps to look how you want but some cis women look awful
>>6637685
You love still right though? I think there's a difference between people with disabilities to feel certain emotions and feelings and those who hate the masses. Are you detransitioning? I didn't follow that the other night someone said something about boyvalq?
>>6637714
I just like when I feel like a girl, I should learn how to walk, sit etc. Like one.
CHARA?
>>6637721
...Preeeety sure she's gone anon.
Don't worry. She's coming for you.
And when she finds you, there will be blood.
>>6637720
It's fun to walk like a girl :)
Sitting is fine too in certain positions but these fucking testes...
I will never eat like a lady I fear.
>>6637725
I'm actually super close to her so it's feasible.
>>6637725
Hamsters Anonymous?
>>6637713
I wouldn't know about the breakup.
My apathy started when puberty kicked in and I self-medicated to help me not feel the pain.
Then again, I turned into an aggressive, angsty brat that fought with everyone when T hit. All I could do to get by was take concerta until I was numb and then masturbate the pain away when it wore off.
side note: I should dye my hair black with blue highlights
>>6637726
How do you walk like a girl?
I like sitting legs crossed.
I need to sleep, but I want to see charlottes answer.
>go to gym determined to get 60 minutes on the bike
>finally realize after 5 minutes you have to start cycling to turn it on
>select level
>uh i dunno 6
>after a few minutes bump it up a couple of levels cuz dis is ez
>oh god this isn't so easy back to level 6
>oh god level 6 is hard now
>start to feel dizzy
>decide to stop at 15 minutes since im covered in sweat and feel like im gonna pass out
>it feels like i have chicken legs when i walk
>end up puking in the bushes in full view of my neighbors on my way back home
it's like something out of a sitcom, only im the one everyone is laughing at
i really fucking hate hormones tbqh lol
like this past week i've only taken my spiro and other vitamins like half of the time, and today is the day i do my estrogen shot, and i've been in such a deep depression the last 2 days because of it. when i'm not on hormones i feel so much better, but i can't NOT be on hormones. this is the only reason i ever wish i was cis. ._____.
>>6637325
>TruTrans™
>Only the most degenerate of fetishists turn their tinkler inside out.
ITT: Degenerates who are jealous they can't have axe wound certification
>>6637713
>when you break up with your bf, is it normal not to feel anything and still comforting when he is crying
How it was for me with my gf. On the outside I cried too but it was the emotional equivalent of brushing my teeth.
>>6637746
but elanna is post op?
>>6637718
>how the fuck can you live w/ out anything to keep you somewhat high?
its more of an existence than actually living.
Fuck Lexapro, either it doesnt work with me or I need a lower dosagw, I feel so sick
How do I become pregnant?
>>6637741
An extreme form of it would be catwalking, which I almost always do because friends and I obsessively trained when we were kids. But basically, guys tend to have wide sets of footprints, even with feet actually pointing outwards for some. Women have a much tighter walk. My footprints are pretty much a single line, one foot straight in front of the other.
>tfw never done drugs or drank because I'm not cool
>>6637758
Drink beer, lots of beer and you should be able to look pregnant.
I DONT THINK YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTAND
I JUST PUKED AFTER 15 MINUTES OF EXERCISE
>>6637758
Ovary transplant. I'd wait 20 years if I were you though. The technology just doesn't feel here yet.
>tfw you want SRS now but also want to wait for future SRS magic
>>6637746
I'm post-op
Point still stands :^)
>>6637595
When I took it felt like a lighter version of aphetimine salts with the confidence boost alcohol gives me without the impairment, but I react to stims weirdly, everyone else was literally shoving their tongues into everyone around them and talking reallllly fast
Why shouldn't I just kill myself now and get it over with?
>>6637774
sad animu girl
with the power to have sunglasses appear on her face whenever she pleases
>>6637771
Can I get it 3D printed and done with my cells so the child will be genetically mine?
>>6637781
They seem to be appearing without her consent.
>>6637768
I'd probably puke after 10, so god job!
>>6637768
Git gud scrublord?
Seriously, start at a lower difficulty.
>>6637782
Sure just wait about 300 years, give or take 200 years.
>>6637784
sad animu girl
cursed to constantly have sunglasses appear on her face
>>6637788
but they've already done it with other organs..
>>6637733
too friggin cute!!!!
>>6637741
umm arms at side don't move yr shoulder much but elbow is fine, smaller steps, don't bend yr knees too much and walk on a line kinda.
someone should have the infographic
>>6637742
You'll do better tomorrow nim no worries I've been there
>>6637745
I feel better on estrogen but I imagine yr A-type personality from what you've said. I'm sorry :(
Don't any cute dudes (maybe pilot guy?) make you happy through it?
>>6637752
Hah, who knew?
>>6637774
Neato. I'm scheduled for SRS this December. Just have to avoid mutilating my genitals further til then!
>>6637754
that sounds like my """"life""""" desu. i wake up, get high enough to work, bike around for a few hours and go back to bed.
>>6637776
the off chance you might pass. that's what i keep waiting out on. well, that and for my parent's to die, so they won't be sad desu.
>>6637780
GET ON FUCKING BLOCKERS HITLER. GOD DAMN, like just go to some fucking clinic around you and be like fampai i need that shit.
>tfw no one to hold me, rub my scalp, give me face tapping therapy and tell me life is okay even tho it isn't and time is slipping away as a male too inadequate to function a proper masculine role in society
>>6637791
Yes and a fully functional gamete that could combine properly to form a zygote is so far out of our grasp I predict the research for it will be done on a space station, since that's where all laboratories are at that time.
>>6637798
Haha yeah I like anime too.
>>6637805
i dont even like anime idk why i posted that gif
>>6637809
It's ok I also like dogs. That dog looks kinda sick though.
>>6637798
I'll tap yr face silly girl :)
Failure to be a man is not an adequate reason to become a woman. I think there's more to yr need than that
>>6637742
Next time just set it to 4 and don't let yourself put it higher, even if it feels easy.
When you're still figuring out your limits on a certain exercise, it's usually best to err on the side of caution.
>>6637792
it's ok ._. i mean, yeah, being around qt boys helps.
but i always forget to take my pills while i'm with qt boys, so then i end up getting all messed up.
i mean when i'm taking all of my pills at the right times and stuff i'm on top of the world, but when i don't i feel so tired and depressed and bipolar desu.
it just sucks. i was way more normal and functioned better all of the time pre-HRT lmao
>>6637653
I want an R90S again. Preferably with full fairing and bags to make it into a touring bike.
>>6637686
Yeah, I haven't experimented much yet. No time or energy. It's also hard finding the alternative flours out here in IA.
>>6637742
Drink lots of water.
>>6637758
>>6637766
>Drink beer, lots of beer
That's the cis girl recipe. At least it will lower one's inhibitions and standards so you get fucked a lot.
>>6637796
>bike around for a few hours
The secret to long distances on bikes is eating before you feel tired, and drinking before you feel thirsty.
>>6637818
Just quit hrt then you didn't need it for years
>>6637814
Failure to be a man is the only reason I became a woman
>>6637826
i was younger then though. imagine if i just stopped taking HRT where i'd be in a few years.
like i really wish it were that easy. mones mess me up so much. i just need to be really strict with my meds i guess.
>>6637775
sluts
im glad ur a pure maiden faye
>>6637820
Actually, now that I think of it, two of the three types of flour that are traditionally used in my home area have no gluten. Rye has it, but chestnuts and buckwheat don't. Plenty of decent stuff you can make with only buckwheat even though the texture and taste aren't for everyone...
>>6637745
vitamin regime???
>>6637833
It's also my favorite place to be. For very different reasons, I suspect.
>>6637839
i take vitamin a, vitamin d, vitamin e, flaxseed oil, evening primrose oil, biotin, super b complex, vitamin c, calcium, and a few others daily. without all of that i feel like a ghost.
>>6637842
tru
>definitely don't want to be a man
>not sure I want to be a woman
Fuck guys I think I might be tumblring.
>>6637820
that's true, i could never do long rides unless i actually ate before ileft the house. but, i mean, i just need a few trips a night tho to make a few bucks desu. if i could wake up before noon, i'd probs end up like not being perma-poorfag. that would require me to not be a shitter that just sleeps and shitposts.
>>6637781
Kek
>>6637795
Good luck! If you don't mind me asking what surgeon?
>>6637775
Tbh that's usually how MDMA makes me feel when I take a small dose or not enough. ;-;
http://www.strawpoll.me/10857776
http://www.strawpoll.me/10857776
http://www.strawpoll.me/10857776
>>6637818
hmmm maybe you could try taking things slower and take some things off of yr routine, replace them with simpler more fun things? I like hrt so far cuz im not so angry anymore
>>6637823
:( don't. yr not shit.
>>6637830
well yeah i guess that makes sense. I'd rather look at it in a different light.
Anyone wanna talk? I wanna talk ._.
I'm high and not feeling good, there is just so much shit going on but it don't want to brag about it. I would rather talk about some bs or listen to stories...
>>6637859
where's tfw ur a manly hon :( ?
>>6637859
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10857776
I need an androgynous option without emotion.
I am apathetic.
>>6637871
That's either boy or in between thing. Sorry pham.
>>6637714
>boyvalq
i'm socially detransitioning for the time being.
i need to finish electro, name change.
i move at the end of the month and start new work & dont need all the bs of being a tranny while in the midst of being all beardy for electro.
it has practical reasons, but, i'll be a boy at work and andro tomboy at home.. so, a boy.
on the topic, did kayla really cut her hair and scream "i'mma boy now!"?
>>6637877
Apathetic is basically a pathetic and that's sad so you pick sad face.
I didn't know there were so many boys discontent with their gender lurking here.l. It sad, but it makes me feel a little less alone.
>>6637870
I'll talk with you anon.
>>6637884
ur a qt grill valq
u luk liek me
>>6637862
i just need to take my pills and take better care of myself i think. i tend to slack on self-care a lot. thank you for talking to me about this btw. it has helped.
>>6637870
what kind of bs would you like to talk about?
>>6637890
u got purty eyes
>>6637895
>what kind of bs would you like to talk about?
oh, i don't know. Just some easy talk, like what was your day like?
Hm maybe i'm better off when i go to sleep...
>>6637890
>I ever have dark beardshadow
and nah, imma dude just doing dude things.
yesterday, I got ma'am'd snd "she'd" the whole time & when they went to write my name down, BOYNAME. i use a shortened version of my girlname for introductions as it's andro. and the lady still wrote down the boy version.
people can be nice and hugbox all they want.
imma dude, bro
>>6637859
>no option for "tfw ur a girl : ("
>>6637902
i just slept for 9 hours after being awake for 7 after sleeping for 15, so. i understand the sleeping thing. lol
what are your thoughts on the whole pokemon go thing?
I know I don't pass but what the fuck should I do with my hair? At this point it's just awful and long but not in a good way and it hangs weird on my face all the time.
>>6637912
>>6637917
lol, at least youre one of very few feeding into my psychosis
>>6637915
you should grow it out a little for now and then see what you'd like to do with it later because that way you'll have more options
>>6637919
End
FtM
Erasure
>>6637915
you don't have much hair to cut, honestly. grow it out more.
>>6637927
i picked the andro smiley face.
>>6637920
>feeding into my psychosis
Is trans psychosis or a physical disease...
On the one hand, brain chemistry, on the other social constructions...
im eating pizza :3
>>6637933
I'm getting "brain zaps" and the spins from quiting my brain re-programming ssri whilst basking in daily self-hate.
and chain smoking while making tons of veggies, fries, and jiffy pop.
idk what this is but i really wanna lay on a hot sidewalk naked just to stare at the sun
>tfw testosterone fucked you up so badly you'll never ever pass
I wish it was just my face. Hands. Feet. Legs. Arms. Ribs. Hips. Shoulders. Neck. It's all fucked. Absolutely fucked. There's not enough surgery for this shit.
>>6637929
I just didn't see why a poll in a mtf thread would include an option for dysphoric women
>>6637945
MtFtMs, shitlord.
>>6637940
Yay :3
What toppings?
>>6637940
too much pizza is bad for charchar
>>6637949
Geeze, sorry. My bad.
>>6637945
But I thought that mtfs *are* dysphoric women. :c
>>6637940
So when you abused animals for sport, what was going on in your head? Did you ever think stuff like "Well what are you going to do now?" or get disappointed when they seemed more resilient than you expected?
>tfw in extreme pain
>>6637964
>tfw you wish you were
>tfw u only have poor people food until tomorrow but u can't trick any men into taking u out on a date and buying u dinner tonight
>>6637973
gayclub
free drinks, pizza after, bail.
derp
>>6637973
Aww come on, I'm sure you could fool some horny douche in to buying you a meal for the night!
>>6637969
No pain.
>>6637969
pain is a feminist illusion.
>>6637976
No one has ever bought me a drink in a gay club since I started presenting female
>tf when u transitioned from alpha male to uggo fat woman
>>6637950
Chicken/bacon/roastedham
>>6637952
I need weight ;-;
>>6637960
Yes, too both.
tfw you find japanese ramen at the college near you...pls..someone take me
>>6637969
Feel no pain! Dish it out unto your enemies instead.
>>6637884
>did kayla really cut her hair and scream "i'mma boy now!"?
I was clowning. I did get a "boy" haircut but I still look femmy in it. I realized I need to tone down my transness because I also need my facial hair destroyed and to also be self sufficient. Its boymode till probably next year but at least once im ready to go full time I will be truly ready and moved to a new state with a new life. Does waiting suck, hell yes it does but I would rather be done with electro, name change, and have at least a nose job right before I go full time. I learned rushing it is cringe worthy af and is the real maker of hons.
Also I think after being treated like shit by two different guys I might like to try being with a girl, I didn't like being used and tossed aside like I guess all men do.
btw mtfg should I do this to my hair next?
>>6637983
you were buff
but never an alpha.
personally, bulldykes & (i swear im not gay bro) bros seem to be in it for me. idk
>>6637985
That sounds really nice
I wish I had pizza rn ;~;
>I need weight
iktf ;-;
>>6637949
What about FtMtFs like me?
>>6637988
but I am my only enemy
>>6637978
>>6637982
not important, its important that it silences my head
>tfw you get major hon feels out of nowhere..
>>6637989
wait.. you finallllllly got laid?
and yeah, boys suck. thats why i wont go near em.
i like cock... but not boys for this very reason. heh.
i'm doing the same closet re-entry thing but keeping my gorgeous hair.
also, until i can be a cunt to old men hitting on me in stores without 20% of them becoming lucid and clocking me as i insult them, i'm just a boy in the wuuuuurld.
>>6638002
*hugs*
;_;
>its important that it silences my head
what do you mean by that?
>>6637989
Reading this feels good. You've gone a long way.
>>6638003
>tfw never knew what not being a hon feels like
>>6637833
I now take a three+ day supply of my daily meds when I leave the house.
>>6637837
Yeah, I'm not a fan of buckwheat unless it is cut with something else. A few years ago I substituted in some tapioca flour and it improved the taste.
>>6637853
I used to eat & drink while riding my bicycle. I did 600km brevet in just over 24 hours elapsed time, with less than 24 hours actual on the bike time. Resupplying, water and food, as well as pissing and shitting took up all my off bike time. That was maybe 30 minutes total. At the end of that ride I had plenty of energy to do more. The secret was keeping my food intake high enough to supply the energy I was expending riding the bicycle.
For a 2 hour ride, I'd load up on a variety of carbs, proteins, and fats before so I kept having energy being supplied for the whole ride. The carbs will digest fast and supply early ride needs. the proteins and fats will supply them later.
Digestion will slow you down some as it takes oxygen to do, but it isn't more than 10%. Long distance bicycling is inherently oxygen limited.
>>6637989
Proud of you, keep up the good work, okay? Time goes by faster than you think, maybe you can rock andro-mode
Also don't dye your hair please
>>6638003
those are the worst i hate when that happens
happend to me two times today, but it usually goes away within a few minutes
>>6638012
what is this
>>6638003
It never ends.
tfw kayla gets her poipucci pounded and ur still a virgin...
seriously though..really proud of you. ;)
>>6638011
naw, im the biggest fuck up here. While everyone is full time I am still an ugly man. I will probably die before I could ever go out in girlmode. I wish I didn't cut my hair.
>>6637985
Huh. I always thought most people just did it as a curiosity thing. I never hurt furry critters myself because for whatever reason that's where my brain drew the line back then but I did torture lizards and insects. For whatever reason lizards didn't really give a fuck about anything and that always pissed me off. Had one limping around with one fucking leg just like "lol whatever fag". Flies are fun as hell though. The classic pulling wings off a fly thing is actually hysterical, the way they try and take off like a plane, waddling around all confused until they just fall over. Just sharing because it feels good to be a little normal, at least within the scope of other people who had the same hobby.
>>6638002
>its important that it silences my head
This is why I run barefoot on asphalt at 3am in the morning when everything is quiet and I can focus on the sharp relief that it brings.
Also because there's no one to judge you for running in nothing but your undies and a combat knife sheath on a rope belt at that time of night.
>>6638018
>believing Kayla
>>6638019
for intrigue,
was live action cock all you wished it was?
not being a dick or anything;
cis girls will make your crazy ass dysphoric unless theyre a bulldyke
& you'd probably vibe with a chill transgirl better, imo.
I'm hiding crying at work and I wish someone would just shoot me. I'm so fucking tired of looking like a boy.
>>6638015
ok fine no dye
also yeah I am basically andro mode desu, got asked if I was an ftm in the store so I guess somethings working, I don't bind so my tits throw me in the andro fem territory i think, but no one even genders me anymore, no more getting called sir at least
You girls know that feeling that when you stumble upon straight porn you get horny shivers all over your body, your whole body gets warm and pulsates? And you just look like like you're gonna drive insane cause you suddenly got so horny?
I need dick ._.
>>6638019
You know, few posters here are actually full-time. Don't sell yourself short. The only reasons I had no issues making a gung-ho coming out and going full-time straight away were that I grew up as one of the girls and that my first transition had taught me enough to do it. Not everyone is that lucky. You're doing well given what you had to deal with so far.
>>6638021
I don't really like insects.
>>6638028
>was live action cock all you wished it was?
yes but the people its attached to it weren't, I wanted to cuddle, to be loved, not fucked and forgot
>>6638021
Stop making transpeople look bad with your psycho bullshit kthx.
>>6638031
i'm jelly, i got next to no breast tissue at all...
>no more getting called sir at least
better than nothing, good luck!
I still have immense problems with my hair even though it's not visible and i had several hours of electrolysis. I'm afraid it will put my stealth status in danger, so i won't even start making friends and all that, cause it could be lost within the next days... ah idk i'm stupid, whatever
>>6638032
Nope, it just makes me retch. Literally. Only kind of "porn" I tolerate are tasteful female nudes.
>mom asks what you're doing today
>organizing all the products in my bathroom
>"you are such a silly boy, but that is very feminine"
That feel when you are a dog thinking that it's people
>>6638037
>I wanted to cuddle, to be loved, not fucked and forgot
Don't we all...
You'll find someone nice sooner or later.
>>6638037
You just need to be more callous and take them for what they can give you before the leave, like Edie
>>6638043
Got to admit that would be nice. Just not with a guy.
>>6638036
Aww, that's too bad. I saw your painting you posted yesterday(?) and was hoping you had decided to paint a little murder that you orchestrated.
>>6638037
>tfw
Life
>>6638033
you know what, that's god damn true. I was raised as a jock meat head manly man and only a year and a half ago I was going dirt biking, driving mine equipment, lifting, watching racing, had a beard and my head shaved, etc.. I don't think i'm bad off being that at least hrt is slowly working on me and I am over coming those severe mental barriers of letting myself be feminine.
>>6638051
Wow. How did you come to realize you were trans?
Sorry, I'm new here. :x
>>6638050
>tfw no bf to kick your ads at mortal combat while they duck you tonight
>>6638051
Holy shit that was only a year ago?
Well done...
No seriously, major props to you, you done good.
>>6637933
Physical brain hard wiring programs one with the opposite set of sex specific roles than needed for the sex of the body.
>>6637944
>tfw face is ok, body sucks.
I can get FFS for the face, but not rib cage reduction.
>>6637994
You are more of a CDtFtMtF seeing you basically grew up as a girl. I'm a fucked up BtCDtFtMtF. (CD = crossdresser)
>>6638037
my story goes as follows:
3 months of txting and im-ing & calling back and forth as they lived 2 hours away.
eventually i spend a weekend there.
life changed forever.
you cant make connections throught dating apps if youre craving cock & go for it.
but hey, this is your first foray towards normalcy.
now that you got the horribleness out of the way, maybe try talking for a while
>>6638047
I paint them, cause insects make me feel uneasy.
I haven't done that no.
>>6638055
I always knew I was trans but I hid it. I didn't get internet access till 2010 because I was raised in the fucking sicks so that's why I didn't know transition was a thing till then or I would have screamed for estrogen if I knew at a younger age.
>>6638057
I just hit the 1.5 year mark in transition
>>6638056
gf's are better. heh.
cuddles during everything under blankets b/c cold ALLLWAYS
also, she'll feed you and give you massages & say sweet things about your appearance/personality if you look down-trodden
>>6638033
Let's count, shall we?
Me, you, sonic, Anna, Edie, ufufu, kuro, Elanna, Kayla, phienchen, Sophie, cheska, frenchie, cornflakes, Rawr, Amy Vic and I think that's it here
>>6638072
i was until like 3 weeks ago.
still will be away from place of employment
>everyone is always saying they look good in mirrors and bad in photos but I look good in photos and bad irl
>>6638072
I'm full time since December
>>6638071
>tfw the last time you were with a girl she called you beautiful and cuddled you.
who here /drinktotalktoboythencryonthen/
>>6638076
god i fucking hate you
why do the biggest assholes end up passing
>>6638075
Damn that sucks
>>6638076
Oh yeah..
>>6638071
eh
girls are pretty, but men are superior
>>6638058
I was joking with that. But actually, I never crossdressed the way that word is commonly used, or at least I didn't think about it that way. It was always in the open and very casual. So casual that when I detransitioned, I kept wearing clothes from the women's section and nobody really noticed. Sure, I padded my bras as a teen. Like most flat teenage girls do... I just caught up with friends when I was finally allowed to choose my clothes and hairstyle myself.
But hey, you're a woman, I'm a woman. Background labels don't matter that much. We shouldn't let them get in the way of actually living.
>>6638083
You're a pretty big asshole and I'd peg you ad a dyke if saw you in public/find know you
>>6638071
girls break hearts
>>6638085
Gotta do electro & a new part time job is no place to be a bearded woman :/
>>6638083
Why do you hate me, I missed you ;-;
>>6638098
Kayla doesn't have a filter...
I don't think she means it though.
>>6638098
are you still filtering me? I'm sorry for w/e i did ;-;
>>6638093
i loved boys..they just never love me :(
>>6638093
idk, that's not really been my experience. men usually do everything for me, and then fall in love with me for some odd reason.
then i dump them and make them cry. they're sexy tho.
I wish I could kill myself painlessly rn
god i hate passers
its like why even live since I can't pass, its just pain and suffering all the time and knowing others can pass because money and support makes me feel like vomiting
>>6638105
>its like why even live since I can't pass, its just pain and suffering all the time and knowing others can pass because money and support makes me feel like vomiting
iktf
I don't know the hate bit, but I sort of feel you. Don't forget the lucky genes.
>>6638033
>>6638051
I socialized with adults as a kid. So I ended up weirdly feminine acting, but with some of the intellectual confidence of a guy. I was feminine acting enough so that many questioned my gender/sexuality until I grew a beard.
>>6638041
>That feel when you are a dog thinking that it's people
I often felt like an alien......... --- ... ---, --- ... ---, --- ... ---, --- ... ---, --- ... ---.
>>6638046
Cuddling is good.
>>6638054
The skills are the same. You can just stash your food at your delivery base. Keep water with you on the bike or in your bag.
>>6638072
I'm almost full time in public. Just wearing out my men's clothes on the farm.
>>6638079
You need close female friends to chat and hang out with.
>>6638087
That's right, I forgot you basically crossdressed in the middle there. So the M becomes a CD for CDtFtCDtF.
>>6638105
You'll get there in a year or so.
>>6638098
Because there's a chance that you didn't read it...
Carol is wondering if you're still filtering here, and if you are, she's very sorry for whatever it is that she did.
>>6638098
>Why do you hate me
because I am envious of you. You look perfectly feminine and have been on hrt shorter then I have. Its just not fair.
>>6638105
but you pass
>>6638104
Just because someone says they're in love with you doesn't mean they are
>>6638105
hi im nim
im sorry you're feeling bad
i actually vomited today if that make you feel better
>>6638111
Did you see her new buzzcut
>>6638108
>You'll get there in a year or so.
bullshit, maddie and faye are perfect examples of just taking hrt and becoming cis in under a year. I have tried my best for 1.5 years and all I am is twinkish now.
>>6638112
i don't really care if they are or not. i swear, i've been here forever and most of ya'll still don't get it lol
>>6638115
no
>>6638118
What's got your panties in a bunch?
>>6638118
but i've been here for almost two months
>>6638126
Shut your pie hole nimbskull. Only a newfag can fall for Kayler's idiocy.
>>6638133
okay
nice dubs!
if i don't post again it's because getting a roommate off mtfg caused me to get murdered and turned into a skinsuit
>>6638136
Ignore the bitter anon.
They're the spawn of Shub'Niggurath.
>>6638120
But then why brag about it?
>>6638139
who is ur roommate
>>6638120
You're too careful about not falling in love yourself... Overcoming that someday might do you good. But yeah, I guess it's a can of worms you'd rather keep closed.
>>6638115
not a buzzcut, I had my bangs done is all, I still have the rest in a pony tail, but the cunt fucked my bangs up at the hair cutters
at least my bangs grow fast
>>6638144
elanna
>>6638154
pls dont let her use
>>6638154
...
Godspeed anon.
And good luck.