Old Gods Edition
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Previous >>6588909
>>6590254
Sacrifice the anons to the Old Gods.
Nim makes best threads <3
Hiyall c:
how are u
god i want to be cozy rn idk why i want this so bad rn
>tfw we have a girl visiting from overseas at work
>tfw introduces herself to everyone and her hand is like half your size
jdimsa
nyarla is my husbando desu
I wanna sleep forever
>>6590262
What have we done to deserve this!?
>>6590272
goood luck nim c: hope it goes well
>>6590265
Fine.
>>6590272
I'm getting laser tomorrow.
Oh boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
>>6590275
I need to be fed.
>>6590275
c'thun hungers
y'all can be real jerks sometimes
back to sleep
>>6590280
I had another session yesterday. you had it before?
>>6590287
No this will be my first one.
Anxiety is making it worse.
So I came out to two of my friends last night and zero-point-nothing fucks were given
>>6590293
That's good.
>>6590292
It's actually ok. It hurt more than I expected the first time. And I mean it's over in like five or ten minutes anyway
Anxiety in the waiting room is worse than the lasers desu
>>6590293
good
>there are people in this thread RIGHT NOW who don't worship Azathoth
if he wakes up we don't
>>6590298
Thanks.
>>6590302
It's always the wait before it, that gets me.
I really hate getting those blood tests for hormones.
But i also don't remember the exact time i scheduled it. I also hope i shave well enough they don't yell at me.
Literally me as I act like a college student but really hunting for Pokemon at the nearby community college.
>>6590244
>testosterone
Still I don't get it. I'm like below average and still can reel in a lot of dick. Idgi
I wanna fuck mercury, edie, korra, pizza
Please i wanna cum inside yall so bad
>>6590292
how much is it
>>6590305
man I have shit taste in fantasy. I don't know what any of this is
to me old gods are either the ones in wow or the ones in game of thrones
>>6590305
>Not Yog-Sothoth
He is the gate and the key, my friendo
>>6590315
>I don't know what any of this is
Get on my level
>>6590320
how
>>6590310
You need the day before. Because of skin issues I think.
there can be stubble and hairs and it'll still work, just hurt more. Just give them a call to check the time.
and yeh. anxiety is a bitch
>tfw you will never have enough friends to play call of cthulu with
i just want to discover forbidden knowledge :(
can we talk about boys?
>>6590313
are u qt? :o
>>6590315
The ones in wow are loosely based around the hp lovecraft old gods though yogg saron name based on yog sothoth which in purpose serves closer to what Cthulhu is known for
>>6590333
Boys are kinda nice but I prefer girls desu.
>>6590305
>Not accepting Cthulu as the superior old one.
Pshhhh
>>6590331
A day before, not the day of?
>>6590327
Secret.
>>6590333
hello yes im a boy
>>6590338
>tfw you're a boy
>>6590340
d-did you hurt them
>>6590338
i like boys but girls are really nice as well
>>6590339
the date fell apart when the guy revealed how retarded he was. he didn't read my profile at all and chimped out when he found out i was trans.
thankfully dodged a bullet again. im literally never daring black guy or an Arab (or trying to rather) again. it's just too risky
>Tfw jacking it to black on white straight porn
>it hits me that kayla and lizbell could both be dead
>go another round without the video
>feelsdangoodman.jpg
>>6590350
Why is that?
>>6590343
iktf
>tfw yen be cis
>>6590333
trips confirm
let's talk
>>6590350
You're not allowed to talk about boys basic, you have a wife at home, what will your kids think?
>>6590351
>>6590313
>>6590357
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXdnYd0wwDE
>>6590362
>tfw too young for bell to ring
feels bad :(
>>6590366
>tfw tfw tfw
worst feel :(
>>6590366
38 is the new 15
>>6590293
my favourite was "i hope this doesn't mean you were expecting me to pay for your lunch"
>>6590370
i think I'll get married and live life a little before I check to see if my bell went off. probably after my second kid goes to college
Hip growth is a meme... how embarrassing when ur mom tries to buy you clothes and everything fits wrong every time.
>>6590377
but you're cute
>>6590372
That's a pretty good one
>>6590375
if you're not leaving your family in financial turmoil as well as emotional, you're doing it wrong
>>6590305
bullshit!, official Azathoth Cultist reporting in. Every game of arkham horrors with my friends, I stab them in the back and try to summon my beloved Azathoth.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxScTbIUvoA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75hQwSJFuXg
>>6590385
im not trutrans™ since I'm starting so young at 47 :(
>tfw got changed onto spiro
>tfw literally can't swallow it
>>6590393
why not go back to Cypro?
>>6590393
That doesn't seem right... do they know of your alcohol consumption?
Can birth control pills be used for HRT?
>>6590359
Ugh, ok cupid guys are idiots. They never read your bio.
Would I make decent money camming?
I've been told I have that sweet dommy mommy aesthetic and enjoy degrading?
Or maybe I should be a dominatrix irl
>>6590360
is this from a hentai or manga anon? I like this quite abit, would love to read something from this artist if they do anything..
>>6590410
>https://nhentai.net/g/154710/
>>6590393
What's wrong with spiro?
>>6590408
yeah they're retards
>>6590425
isn't the other one used everywhere else
spiro is only used in the US right
>>6590425
lemme know where you at so i can put my girl tongue in ur butte
If I take estrogen up my butt will it make me more feminine?
>>6590428
I use spiro, and i haven't had any issue with it.
>>6590443
Rome.
>>6590451
damn, you're far away
oh well .-.
>>6590451
will spiro make me pretty
>>6590460
it made me pretty-ish
>>6590453
Just kidding, Michigan.
>>6590460
No lol...
>>6590465
oh
huh
still far away, but doable
im in massachusetts
>>6590465
then what will
I woke up after 9 hours of sleep and i still havent come down yet
>>6590470
Dropped trip
>>6590467
I've been there a few times.
>>6590468
Estrogen and lots of surgery.
>>6590481
oh cool
i dont actually know you that well so i guess this was ill thought out
oh well
>>6590392
Hon
I started at 41 :)
>>6590481
>surgery
dropped
>>6590487
I'm a hon 2
>>6590486
Anon please.
:p
>>6590489
:)
>>6590504
yea
id still probably have lunch with you though
you dont seem too disgusting to be around
>>6590465
> Tfw I find out Chara is not a russian from russia.
My whole life is a lie.
>>6590504
How old are you?
>>6590507
are you that same sad beta cuck who has been chasing her and offering food
>>6590512
no, i'm a tranny
>>6590507
Lunch is fun, what do you like?
>>6590510
I'am from Russia.
I live in the US.
>>6590511
22
>>6590451
how careful do you need to be with your potassium levels on spiro? no potatoes or bananas at all? and do you get your levels tested or something
>>6590520
Post nudes?
>>6590521
It's a meme, dietary potassium won't actually hurt you unless you have a LOT of it.
>>6590521
With normal function kidney, no problem.
>>6590520
Which is worse
Russia or Iowa?
>>6590520
>22
there's still hope for nim
>>6590520
i like almost every kind of food, i think. it's really hard to pick one.
indian food is always an easy go-to.
>>6590470
you dumbass
>>6590539
Indian food literally burns your ass tho
>>6590550
if you look as pretty as you do at 22 then there's still hope for me at 20!
>>6590550
Damn
>>6590558
>tfw young but still convinced there is no hope
>>6590566
>tfw no hope at 26
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I BEEN HIGH FOR THE LAST 20 HOURS
My body feels like death
Who should make a radio station cameo in GTA VI?
>>6590576
high on what
>talking to a student after class
>curiosity is killing me
>"is it like, really obvious that I'm trans?"
>she is visibly shocked and looks me up and down, says no one had any idea
Good because I have spent a lot of time around these people speaking and moving at length in three dimensions. Bad because now my secret is out. Definitely gonna be more careful from now on
>>6590580
Stefan Molyneux
>>6590586
Good work
>>6590583
15 gorrilion marijuanas
>>6590588
it has to be someone that doesn't take themselves so seriously they can't read the satiric script of themselves
>>6590586
trying very hard not to just give up and repress
how do I go through with it, /mtfg/?
I just want to be a cis woman
>>6590580
>>6590588
Joe Rogan would be the obv choice but they should probs have anthony fantano
>>6590597
>>6590604
John Oliver
>>6590604
why not both? Anthony on music channel that only plays rap music, joe rogan in talkshow where he keeps going on long meaningless rants about drugs
>>6590611
why not the extreme million dollar?
>>6590617
I got it, Donald Trump
>>6590618
ALL OF THEM
>>6590618
there will definitely be a trump parody in gta VI
Why are gay guys so much better than straight guys? Straight guys are just, ugh.
Why can't I just be a cis gay guy instead of a straight trans woman?
>>6590630
You can be friends with cis gay guys as they support you.
>tfw no transgirl best friend to share queer life with
>>6590601
I wonder if the old turbohons ever actually repressed anything or if it is just a fetish or midlife crisis thing for them, they usually seem so clueless
>>6590285
suck my dick bb like in dat sxc pic
>>6590586
You outed yourself?
>tfw my mom calls me for our monthly phone call about the recent events in our life and the first thing she talks about is pokemon go
having a mom who was always more of your friend than your mom is nice sometimes i suppose. got to talk to her about a lot of stuff, so that was good. how is your morning going, mtfg?
Is GTA still scottish?
They should get Frankie Boyle.
>>6590664
Sleepy...
>>6590586
This is some real DJ Khaled feelsbadman shit.
Wish you all the best.
>>6590596
eh i guess but it works in your favor
seems like a lot of you are obsessed with becoming the average cis girl but the average cis girl is kinda dumb desu
i just want to be smart and alright-looking and ill be okay
>>6590586
>implying it's not obvious you're a tranny
probably just acting shocked to make you feel better
>>6590683
it's important to love who you are!
Good night cuties
>>6590692
don't get so hung up on your appearance!
you're a very nice person and you have the added bonus of starting early!
sweet dreams <3
>>6590692
goodnight <3
>>6590670
Tyy.its not the end of the world, I'm moving in a month and then I'll just be not stealth but not really out
>>6590633
I want a boyfriend not just a friend
gay guys are just so cute :(
>>6590586
I found out that a teacher was trans in High School.
I never mentioned that I knew at the time though.
In hindsight, I'm glad that I didn't, because the class was practically /pol/ in a shitty area. She would've been ripped to pieces.
>>6590692
Nini qt
>>6590669
o
>>6590683
dang, fampai. that's kind of depressing.
i was talking to my mom about dating and meeting guys organically earlier, and i literally told her "i just pray they clock my whole life and see that i'm secretly a man in disguise and accept my dick" and she just sat there unfazed, continuing to follow the conversation. we clearly have very different relationships with our parents lol
My everything hurts
>tfw summer just wont end
>>6590586
>tfw not knowing was maybe better.
>>6590679
It's a good combo. I just want to restart from my 15th b-day body. That way I can be a bombshell, and intelligent.
>>6590718
It'll end soon ;~;
Put a drink in the fridge for 10 mins then take it out and drink it, that'll cool you down <3
I hope it gets cooler in Germany mummy ;~;
>>6590675
Sometimes lol.
>>6590718
Just bulk in the winter and be big and strong for the next summer.
This could be you next June!
>>6590732
actually, once we move, we re gonna have money for supplements. I am going to be forced to go up like 9 kg probably ._. not looking forward to that. I already feel fat now
>>6590722
already have a cold drink, but it doesnt help as much
>>6590733
>I already feel fat now
You wont be feeling fat once you stop being an anorexic.
>>6590733
>but it doesnt help as much
Oh ;~~;
>I am going to be forced to go up like 9 kg probably
Good, you need to do so mummy :c
>I already feel fat now
You aren't anywhere near fat, you are too thin, way too thin :c
>>6590732
yeah that'll happen
she, like a lot of other self hating trannies, thinks being as skeletal and malnourished as possible, and small as a result, makes you somewhat resemble a woman
>tfw whiskey in morning coffee
Looks like another one of those days.
>>6590709
>>6590683
I end up talking with mom often. It's conversations with some of my friends I live for. They tell of what they've been doing and are planning to do.Kinda fun to listen and dream. I'm sure my talking of the farm bores them.
>>6590560
>>6590733
>I am going to be forced to go up like 9 kg probably
iktf :\ tough life, but I'm 15lbs underweight and realizing that I honestly was on track to die by starvation made me make a change
>>6590738
surely you can see why it happens though right? even if it doesn't make logical sense, feeling huge no matter how skinny we are makes us just want to get skinnier
>>6590743
I wanna cum in you're but
>tfw eating a banana on spiro
living on the edge
>>6590735
Anorexia is for life. It doesn't end ever. You sorta control it but it doesn't end.
>>6590735
not sure if I can just stop being that
>>6590737
but its hard :c
>>6590738
>thinks
I am obsessed with that concept. and I think it some respects, being tiny helps me being accepted. even if people figure out I am a tranny, as long as I am non theatening enough they dont mind.
>>6590749
>that I honestly was on track to die by starvation made me make a change
for me, the lower I go the harder is loosing for some reason. even if I only eat like once a day, I dont go under 51kg, despite not eating more than 800-1000kcal (max).
Do you enjoy malnourishment (weakness, dizzynes, headaches) as much as I do?
>>6590757
I wanna cum in you're but to
>>6590752
You could probably do better
>>6590757
I know it is, my sister had a similar thing :c
Please keep trying though <3
You are strong enough to get rid off anorexia <3
>>6590760
Fine >.>
>>6590413
nice anon! that was very cool of you :3
>>6590763
Idk you're pretty gud
>>6590757
I was eating like 800kcal a day at the absolute max, some days I'd fast too. was below 100lbs. I'm short tho so that has something to do with it
counting calories now and bringing myself up to 1300kcal a day :\
>Do you enjoy malnourishment (weakness, dizzynes, headaches) as much as I do?
sort of. I love hunger pangs, idk why. and feeling weak and dizzy. didn't get headaches often tho
the big thing for me was getting to the point where my heart rate was going out of control sometimes, it's really a scary feeling especially if it happened while driving. plus I was sleeping like 15 hours a day because I didn't have the energy to get out of bed
>>6590767
NOT YOU
Ffs
Jk id cum in you're but 3
>>6590772
Good ^_^
>>6590757
Ok, now listen. Don't make me kidnap you and put you on a traditional Auvergnat diet... You have to eat. Starving to death isn't unpleasant, strangely enough, but still, I don't want you to die.
>>6590775
I wouldn't be surprised if you end up doing so
>>6590760
oh my gosh !! pic related
>>6590762
dont think I am one of those cases :c
the only thing that works probably is force.
>>6590766
m-maybe ;~;
>>6590771
I feel you on all of that, except my headaches are permanent. havent gone without in months. but I like them, so its okay
I cant really go below 800kcal cause I live with my bf and he controls my food intake. hes already annoyed that I eat so little and forces me to eat a full meal every day
>heart rate
oh, ive never experiences that D:
sounds scary!!
>>6590775
am not dying, bf is babysitting me :3
thank you though <3 I greatly appreciate the sentiment
>>6590780
Dying? Obviously, I'm going to die. Everyone does sooner or later.
>>6590782
;))))))))))))))))))
Hmu bb
>>6590782
Sorry, I don't mean to push you too much :c
Please be careful though, I care a lot about you and want to see you healthy and happy <3
>>6590787
The first part. Even though I disagree with you you're still funny.
>>6590782
Well, too early to know yet, you're like someone poured a bunch of mental illnesses into a person, maybe your anorexia is just a symptom of those instead of actual anorexia.
>>6590787
Nuh uh.
I was told by a speaker in school that 70% of smokers go on to die.
The other 30% achieve invisibility, I presume.
>whether to eat lunch: 10 minutes
>what to eat: 30 minutes
>preparing rice noodles and tuna fish: 20 minutes
>deciding whether you actually want to put that dorm room dollar garbage in your mouth: 5 minutes
>eating more than a couple bites: 15 minutes
My favorite part of my body is how all of it all works perfectly together and how I'm not in constant pain
Everything in my pantry is always on the menu and I've never spent hours in agonizing pain because of what I ate
>>6590800
i want to be invisible
>>6590802
i want to be literate ;_;
>>6590782
maybe I don't get headaches because I take a lot of vitamin supplements? idk. I don't think I'm missing nutrients, just not getting enough caloric intake
>ive never experiences that
be glad you haven't ;-; it's terrifying. some nights it'd keep me from falling asleep, because I could just feel my heart speed up like crazy then skip a few beats then slow waaay down. and I would just be terrified I was about to die, every time. honestly its good that your bf helps keep you fed, you don't want to get as bad as me, trust me
right now I'm just forcing myself to get to a healthier weight, aiming for 110 or so. I really hope I haven't caused much internal organ damage. but I think I have, when I went from 103 to 98 my body measurements didn't change at all so I'm afraid I lost 5lb worth of bone or heart tissue or something ;-;
Cheese is good
>>6590807
lmao
>>6590807
>>6590807
No
Sometimes I oddly feel like my girlfriend is the man in the relationship, she's moving into a small apartment next month, and I'd literally be gaming to move into my house everyday and be an hour closer to my work in a way nicer place, but she doesn't want help.
She also drives everywhere and pays for almost everything (other then my crazy trips and concerts I take her to)
I don't get why no one ever wants to be saved, it would do a lot for my male ego if my girlfriends ever acted like they needed me ;_;
>>6590815
Except... you're not on /b/. And this is a blue board. I'd delete that post before getting banned if I were you...
>>6590815
Well by all means, go have fun on /b/
They seem to have lost some spirit in the past few years so it's probably safe
>>6590807
DONT RUIN MY HIGH REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6590792
fair point. I think it might be a transinduced body image problem + enjoying the pain part
meds/therapy might actually be able to fix that
>>6590805
>you don't want to get as bad as me
lowest I was was 105lbs at 5'8. Ive been at >=112 for years now though.
dont feel a lot of difference between those tho
>I really hope I haven't caused much internal organ damage. but I think I have, when I went from 103 to 98 my body measurements didn't change at all so I'm afraid I lost 5lb worth of bone or heart tissue or something ;-;
theres lots fat around your organs, which is invisible from outside. I am pretty hopeful that you havent gotten organdamage <3
>supplements
oh right, when I eat, I dont eat healthy. pretty sure I lack most things >-<
>>6590822
They should test you to see how you react, you can look up what energy levels are needed for permanent hairloss online and compare
>>6590816
Elanna, I feel bad for all the lunch money I've stolen from you, you can have it back
>>6590825
lowest I was at was 98 at 5'5ish. I was there for a month and wasn't losing any more weight. then I decided like a week ago that I really need to eat more and maybe get healthy
I hope you're right about the organ damage <3 the heart palpitations are just scaring me I hope
>when I eat, I don't eat healthy
;-; that's the one good thing about me. I eat lots of vegetables and fish so I think I wasn't too bad in that regard
>>6590831
It's too late, the damage is done, I can't take it back :(
Buy yourself something nice
>>6590825
>meds/therapy might actually be able to fix that
I hope so... I hope that you'll be healthier soon and stuff <3
If you need any support or anything that we can help with do tell us <3
How do you as a MTF transgender person define the meaning of "woman" or "female"? What is a woman?
Every time I've asked elsewhere (regardless of the gender identity of those replying to me) I just got vague answers like:
>a woman is a female
>a woman is my gender identity
>wtf you dont know what a women is hurr durr
>a woman is someone who identifies as a woman
>a woman is someone with woman chromosomes (not the answer I'm looking for because it doesn't deal with transgender women)
But that doesn't really answer my question. What I mean is "what IS a woman?"
And what makes you a woman? (if you give a definition for woman it's okay if you just reply "...and I'm a woman because I fit that definition" btw)
Thanks in advance!
>>6590839
>mfw people try to claim that pacifist route is the "true" route and genocide route is the "bad" route
sorry, I can't hear you over my DETERMINATION
>>6590840
Ill buy you lunch <3
>>6590837
if you want, Id appreciate it if you could update me in the future, I want to know how your weight gain is going :3
>>6590843
gender Identity isnt defined/quantifiable enough to answer that question yet. ask again in 10 years fempai.
>>6590843
Who cares.
>>6590846
Chara is just a qt.
>>6590840
I can't spend it on myself now! It's tainted! What if I just slip it under your pillow and we pretend this never happened?
>>6590843
A woman is what everyone I meet thinks I am and calls me. And I'm fine with that. I don't have a strong gender identity so I have no problem letting others gender me however they want as long as it's as a woman.
>>6590859
Nothing, really. Because as I said, it's nothing but a label. An irrelevant label that should be deprecated.
>>6590757
>>6590771
When you don't have enough food, the body will naturally slow metabolism down to survive. Thing is at some point it starts shutting down vital processes, and then you are in trouble deep. They don't come back on line very well and you'll be in for a nasty ride. At that point having some types of food can kill you.
>>6590819
>it would do a lot for my male ego if my girlfriends ever acted like they needed me ;_;
She does sound like a boy, and you sound like you have the needs of a girl...
im a good girl
>>6590864
Ah I get what you meant now, sorry. Thanks for the answer!
>>6590843
The answers are vague because a woman is a vague concept. At the core, a woman is someone who is female and identifies as being female, or someone who identifies as being female in spite of their biology not matching. What being a woman entails varies from culture to culture, and from group to group within that culture. The only constant is that there seems to be a universal awareness that there are men and women, and an internal awareness of which one you are.
>>6590861
>you have to like makeup and heels to be a woman
>you have to have long hair to be a woman
>>6590871
Good answer, thanks!!
Good morning mtfg how is everyone today
hugg elann
>>6590872
yea, otherwise you're just a cuntboy or a dickgirl
>>6590879
b o r e d
Long time lurker here
You girls have become so fucking boring. Even kayla has lost his edge.
Nothing interesting has happened here since December.
>>6590884
>>6590843
>>6590843
A woman is a combination of a hormone profile and an identity.
You can identify as a woman, and can be treated as such, you can transition to be a woman, but to me you really aren't one fully until you've been on estrogen and removed your testosterone for a year or two and the brain has reshaped, your flight or fight reactions have changed (your body stops pumping out vasoconstrictors when you're angry) and you experience the weakness and how hard you have to work for any amount of strength, that comes with being on estrogen long term.
All the societal stuff about how we treat women is based upon the weakness from lack of testosterone, and the emotional difference from the different chemicals that are produced when confronted (men amp up for a fight, women's bodies release chemicals that make them more relaxed and help them bond emotionally) so why not put the bar at the hormones that produce those differences
>>6590886
huh
Femboy here, who is the strongest trip that posts here? I'm turned on by a girl that could beat me up.
Post your favorite photo of yourself!
>>6590879
depressed, anxious, and suicidal
so, basically, same as always
>>6590890
Id rip you to shreds, but I am not into queers :c
HUGG ELANN
>>6590888
ENTERTAIN ME SLAVE
>>6590890
One of the black ones.
>>6590891
Nooo
>>6590889
w e l c o m e to h e l l
I ordered hormones from Inhouse, and they registered my payment because the money is no longer there, but I haven't received any confirmation from them. I haven't sen in any prescription, not that I have one, and was wondering if that might be why? Anyone know the normal timeline to get your package?
>>6590866
I just want to be hugged, protected, and made to feel like I'm sexy.
>>6590890
Probably Faye or Valq. I haven't been able to get proper exercise for more than a year so I'm a bit out of shape. I still know how to properly use the strength I have left, though.
>>6590893
=\ get out and do something, gotta break out of the depression to really work on the other two is how I approached it.
>>6590895
I know that feeling I just drank my probiotic drink and I'm like umm its only 10 I don't know if I wanna do actual food yet, but still kinda peckish... I might just go get a slice of pizza when the place opens at 11.
>>6590898
*dances*
;-;
I don't know what to dooooo!!
>>6590902
4-6 weeks, they generally email me
>>6590807
Argh!
I'm archiving a weeks worth of the boards I visit for if something happens.
This is gonna be the sort of shit I'll see if the internet goes down for a week.
And the thing is that I'll have forgotten.
Thanks, kayla. Fucking thanks.
i am like pretty sure i never actually graduated college lmfao
>>6590891
>>6590912
i am like pretty sure i never actually graduated high school lmfao
>>6590907
>=\ get out and do something, gotta break out of the depression to really work on the other two is how I approached it.
i went out and did a bunch of stuff yesterday, out for a good two or three hours, and i still came home depressed and just wanting to crawl into bed and die right then and there
this shit ain't as simple as "get out and stop being depressed"
>>6590887
This seems pretty accurate. I am only 9 months in but have already experienced a lot of this. Although when I get angry I still get really amped up. It is FAR harder for me to become angry but when I do it is actually MORE potent than when I was a male.
>>6590857
Maybe. Or maybe it would be nice if I woke up in the morning and my refrigerator was full of tasty cheeses and meats. It's your call really.
>>6590849
<3
What's for lunch?
>>6590876
No problem! Idk, I sort of think the concept of what makes a woman is entirely socially constructed, but that it's a construction that's created out of a desire to differentiate people along gender lines.
>>6590880
Me too, I'll just pepperpost though
>>6590881
>>6590896
Huggu~
HUGGU~
>>6590909
Estrogen isn't a somebody, so I guess that's kinda true
>>6590916
Unless he has a gun, I could. I'd probably send him to the ER with a few nasty slashes too.
Show me your pets!
>>6590916
From experience you can't after two years
>>6590924
i thought you said
>Show me your penis!
for a second there lol
>>6590921
>What's for lunch?
you pick, I pay <3
>>6590917
I'm not saying it's that simple but I'm saying its the first step, I'm only barely managing it myself. Sorry to sound flippant.
Its just if you only stay stagnant doing nothing, nothing will change, is I guess the way I see it.
>>6590920
I have that too I woke up at 8 today which is a late start actually, been getting up at like 6 and 7 normally for no fucking reason.
>>6590921
I'll throw in some cherry coke for you as well <3
>>6590922
i want big boobies like faye
>>6590904
So basically ant decent person. Mean literally I want to see people grow and be cuddled.
>you will never be anything more than a transbian weirdo who makes all of the cisbians grossed out
please just end it already
>>6590922
estrogen is a meme, it literally does nothing
>>6590938
People don't get grossed out if you're pretty, so be pretty.
>>6590932
Its a struggle but at least its peaceful in the morning for walks. Just bummed when im off.
>>6590942
THEY'LL GET GROSSED OUT BY THE FACT THAT I'M A FUCKING DUDE WITH A FUCKING PENIS WITH FUCKING Y CHROMOSOMES AND SHIT THOUGH
FUCK
>>6590922
mommy
someone come hold my ankles i want to test myself against the apft
>>6590915
that sucks
but yeah so i need a transcript and proof of graduation for jet, and like i walked in graduation and all that but i never got my diploma... and today i logged in to the online thing for my school and im just listed as an inactive student... sooooo..........
Oh man was lunch a mistake
>walk around at night
>fuck up the earthing in my house
>slightly undercook stuff
>drive with disregard for traffic
>literally ignore every safety rule in the book
>still haven't died
WHY THE FUCK IS THIS SO HARD?
HOW DO PEOPLE ACCIDENTALLY DIE THESE DAYS?
>>6590947
mommy
>>6590940
This is true. My boobs are from all the damn fluorine in my water.
>>6590933
Omg. All is forgiven, thank you for returning my lunch money.
>>6590929
Hamburgers and beer!
>>6590938
Don't act like a creep and you're fine. But yeah, being cute/pretty helps.
>>6590937
Great now I'm listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0-x6R0mKzII
Ahhh nostalgia binge. I miss the simpler days of being a weeb.
>>6590958
i literally look like i did Pre HRT
>>6590958
perfect!
you wanted to help me build up the courage to drink beer in public anyway :3
>>6590959
>Don't act like a creep
easier said than done, desu :')
>>6590962
How long on HRT?
>>6590967
34 months
>>6590963
im sorry
>>6590948
That hasn't been my experience at all around cis queer women.
You seem angry though, that might scare them.
>>6590849
okay, I will keep you posted! I come here often enough I suppose. I remember you replied yesterday when I posted about it the first time
>>6590943
I have a silk 9, it's waterproof which is very nice!
>>6590879
still groggy and sleepy.
>>6590887
>tfw never was a fighter, even when on T
>>6590904
I feel the same...
>>6590912
I never finished both times I tried.
>>6590915
I almost didn't. I had greater than 35 days absence my senior year when the limit was twenty. They threatened to not let me graduate. I laughed at them and told them I didn't care, and I was going off to university anyway. I already almost had Junior standing from community college courses I took.
>>6590962
iktf
the only difference is my hairlength, and some boobs ._.
>>6590971
i'm not angry, just a gloomy, depressed, self-loathing, self-hating sack of tranny shit that nobody wants to be around because i'm always bringing the mood down
>>6590973
freudian slip :^)
i want someone to nuzzle into my chest and use my boobs as a pillow and let me scratch their head while they fall asleep
>>6590967
since august 2014
>>6590968
that's not even any of my tripcodes GG faggot
>>6590949
Yes baby
>>6590947
You're getting there!
>>6590940
Estrogen melts bone and coverts it into tits
>>6590943
I have the emjoi it's pretty ok but doesn't get everything
>>6590936
Well anyone that's decent and matches your sexuality, it's not my girlfriends fault she's straight and doesn't find me attractive, the combination of hugs, randomly bitting me really hard, and being upset that parts of me are more attractive hen parts of her is weird, Id prefer if she just ripped my panties off and fucked me once a week instead.
>>6590963
Adopted children count as grandchildren, right?
>>6590978
senpai!
>>6590965
Yes! We can start slow, literally nobody will bat an eye at a nice citrusy wheat ale.
>>6590962
I seriously doubt that you actually do, your memory is fooling you
Being sick is fun lmao
>>6590807
>hey /b/ are these boobs yet?
fucking saved for future "I only posted my dick on /b/ once !!!" lies
>>6590981
Post an unsee
SAVE ME
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xX050NcDNAU
>>6590988
lil' lil
>>6590987
DOUBTFUL
hehe :)
>>6590989
Post you closing your browser : ^
>>6590990
i want to hug kayla
>>6590993
Yeah no. It's cute when trannies try to argue they look the same when they've been on hrt for years when to someone else it's immediately obvious you look different.
Actually, it's not cute at all, it's depressing, I have the same problem.
Noticed something weird. Most of the hair that's regrowing on my legs after my last epilation is blonde. Not white, just thin and golden.
>>6590975
>never was a fighter
Doesn't matter, makes are judged absolutely against the maximum genetic potential of being a male; Edie calling men under 6'2 manlets that should transition is a good example of this.
>Feel the same
So hard to find though, I don't need complete selflessness just a halfway decent partner that doesn't have sexual hangups, which is like apparently asking for a unicorn for your birthday
I had a pretty funny/odd/strangely cute dream
I was an American agent during the Cold War
And I had to eliminate a soviet plot to put E. coli in the water supply
So I had to eliminate all the scientists who worked on it
Except my weapons were my fingers. I was finger gunning them
Going "pow" and pointing at their heads
After shooting them a few times I had to convince them that they're totally dead or that they were cheating by getting up after I "shot" their head
I guess I can't even dream of hurting another human.
>>6590986
kohai <3!
>>6590987
I am scared
Ill just follow your lead ;~;
>>6591007
*hug*
>>6591006
If only all conflicts could be so resolved.
>>6591006
i had a dream that I was a Wehrmacht infantry marksman in WWII and that I was on a battlefield trying to take shots at dirty Russian Commies trying to march onto our glorious Vaterland
i missed most of my shots, i think. or at least i don';t remember actually hitting anybody in my dream.
>tfw i let the fuhrer down
>>6591006
>fighting on the wrong side
who else here /dork/ as a kid
i used to lipsing to pop songs on the radio on the bus to make the girls laugh
>>6591013
>fighting on the wrong side
>>6591008
Kanpai!
>>6590890
you should fear them.
>>6590891
i'd have to like one to have one :^)
>>6590893
trip on me.
>>6590954
dude i ran like 4 red lights while biking in the city at night. didn't even get tapped. was clipped in w/ no helmet too. you can't these days.
>>6590962
>i literally look like i did Pre HRT
same desu
>>6591020
>trip on me.
what
>>6591018
DIE WACHT AM RHEIN, BOLSHEVIK SCUM
>>6591022
So basically my life
>>6591022
kayla shut the fuck up, you're fucking stupid
>>6591008
n-notice me mummy
>>6591027
faye give us srs money
>>6590992
ill lil rather
>>6591026
as in iktf.
i'll be someone's servant if they pay for my srs...
>>6591022
>The whole dream was me walking around my lavish penthouse trying on fancy clothes, smoking fancy cigarillos, drinking champagne, and playing with expensive gadgets
where is the difference to now ?
>you own pic related
>you bought expensive sound equipment (aka gadgets)
>you wear expensive clothes (antique stuff must cost tons tbqh)
>and you said yourself that you drank 5 bottles of champagne news year eve 2 years ago while being in a whirlpool
>>6591036
being a dork?
i never stopped being a dork
>pic related
>>6591026
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-iAfu8DFvA
>>6591030
*notices*
>>6591019
kanpai!! :3
>>6591040
LET IT GO LILY! IT WAS SO LONG AGO!
YOU HAVE TO LET GO!
>>6591042
Mummy noticed me! :3333
Also i like that song, what is it?
>>6591034
you were tripping balls you fucking faggot
everyone take this
http://www.5lovelanguages.com/profile/
>>6591045
just asking her
>>6591049
>how can I enjoy things if they are not the best?
by having friends and/or a relationship that doesn't involve money or fiction
>>6591049
>Dom
>the best
Kek
when are Kayla and Lilly gonna fug
>>6591022
I only have dreams of cute cuddles and jumping off cliffs and buildings,
>>6591041
Its okay same here, I will always be a sad affectionate dork.
>>6591040
>fancy cigarillos
>cigarillos
>fancy
>>6591053
You know I actually used to give counseling to couples based on this book, it's a pretty neat idea
Questions:
>Are you studying or did you study something after school?
>Are you currently employed? What do you do for a living? Did you start transitioning before or after being in a certain job? Do/did your employers know you are transgender?
Thanks!
>>6591065
i want my gf to take it but im scared to ask so im just posting it here and hoping she notices it
>>6591066
fuck off you datamining piece of shit, nobody here is going to give you free information for your half assed college report
>>6591072
stfu faggot
>>6591064
It's so cute you don't know the brands, moet and ace of spades desu
which trip is the cuddliest
>>6591002
reduced stress?
>>6591005
I never had the mentality. Even as far back as kindergarden.
>unicorn
iktf... I sometimes even think I need a few to adequately emotionally support me.
I should move to Iceland where they don't have these hangups about one man/one woman.
>>6591022
>donald trumps long lost lovechild
scary.
>>6591057
LOL That pic....
I bet it's been invaded by the rich looser wannabes...
>>6591076
faye give me money for electrolysis please
>>6591053
Physical touch, big surprise
>>6591077
Red, but you don't want to cuddle with Red.
>>6591075
>srs after orchi
nobody with a bit of selfesteem will go there
so no thanks
>>6591077
888
less pointiest
>>6591077
define cuddliest, best to cuddle, or is the biggest cuddle slut?
>>6591071
Don't be afraid to ask, tell her that sometimes couples have different ideas of how someone who loves them should act, and you love her and you want to know what you need to focus on to make her feel more loved... tell her you'll take it with her
>>6591083
why don't you wanna cuddle with me?
>>6591053
10 Physical Touch
6 Words of Affirmation
5 Quality Time
5 Receiving Gifts
4 Acts of Service
Sounds about right.
https://youtu.be/mKelPiDXEwc
>>6591066
During school I used to study penises and I have kept this up since graduating. My degree was in something else but my part time job and extracurricular activities were all about the study and appreciation of penis. Since graduating I have transitioned into penis appreciation fulltime, where my clients generally know that I am transgender. Some clients in the area of penis appreciation are excited about me being transgender, but it doesn't change the services I offer or the enthusiasm with which I carry out my work.
>>6591073
fite me IRL motherfucker
>>6591085
cuddleslut
Okay so after Kayla's orchiectomy we've been having plenty of laffs about orchis and all that, but
be real with me for a sec here, /mtfg/
what are the pros and cons of getting an orchiectomy for transitioning?
>>6591095
i've been having bad flashbacks to when I escorted, and I miss Kaylee
>>6591089
I have a feeling you'd be super clingy and I hate clingy.
oh and I'm super dysphoric
please pay for my srs anyone!!!!
>>6591096
should i start posting all of my ritsu pics
>>6591100
Pro: no more AAs, should allow you to use your penis more effectively
Con: some surgeons are unhappy with the loss of donor skin
>>6591099
thats a title I might take ._.
I am a black hole.
>tfw unquenchable thirst for affection
>>6591103
i'm not. I have lots of people I can cuddle with!!
>>6591104
faye could get everyone in mtfg full surgery electrolysis etc but she won't because she has to buy cars instead
>>6591078
No idea, it's not vellus hair, and it's not red either. I've never had hair that color before.
And you know I'm I'm ready to support you the best I can. Which admittedly isn't that well, but...
>>6591105
reeeeeeee
>>6591107
>unquenchable thirst for affection
When I visit you and F I'll remember to cuddle you lots then <3
>>6591085
>tfw cuddle slut
>>6591115
*cuddles the slut*
>>6591115
I thought you were a regular slut bby D:
>>6591113
:3
>>6591115
*cuddles*
Hello, I don't think I met you before. I'm Carol, hi <3
>>6591115
Nothing wrong with that, I just wish more people were open to completely platonic friend cuddling.
c-ptsd
>>6591053
And this is why long distance doesn't work for me
>>6591100
Pro:less hormones needed, no testosterone constantly pumping into you from poison factory
Cons: your srs is fucked
>>6591053
9 Quality Time
8 Physical Touch
7 Words of Affirmation
6 Receiving Gifts
0 Acts of Service
>>6591115
I wanted that as my trip but CPU mining was way too slow.
>>6591133
source me up on that image senpai
wait is it punpun
>>6591118
Those two aren't mutually exclusive
>>6591116
*cuddles*
>>6591119
>cuddling minors
Sorry, no
>>6591120
See there's a problem that I have with platonic friend cuddling: occasionally they'll get a boner, and that's all it takes to make me want to pressure them for sex
>>6591123
>>6591126
>>6591131
>>6591132
YOU'RE ALL SHIT
>>6591133
except you, you're good
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rg1JPx8JC7w
>>6591131
Faye I'm going to make sure to visit SF and you after I get my SRS
>>6591137
>See there's a problem that I have with platonic friend cuddling: occasionally they'll get a boner
THAT MAKES ME THE PERFECT CANDIDATE!!!
>>6591137
>occasionally they'll get a boner, and that's all it takes to make me want to pressure them for sex
well maybe if you weren't such a slut
>>6591137
Eh, I usually cuddle with cis girls, so I've never had that specific problem. Sounds frustrating.
>>6591142
>implying a boner in her butt is a problem
>>6591053
>>6591053
>>6591137
what's worse, when I platonically cuddle someone, *I* end up with a boner
>>6591053
9 quality time
9 physical touch
8 words of affirmation
2 receiving gifts
6 acts of service
>>6591053
>tfw unapologetic cuddleslut
>>6591053
10 Quality Time
8 Words of Affirmation
6 Acts of Service
5 Receiving Gifts
1 Physical Touch
>tfw when you're the only one here that doesn't like being touched
>>6591144
I mean it's frustrating on one hand, but on the other hand there's a penis pressed against my butt. The only question is one of if I should give my butt a wiggle.
>>6591143
True
>>6591142
Yes it does!
>>6591138
I haven't watched a ton of it but I do like kids in the hall. Sketch comedy is fun in general if done right.
>>6591152
I had this problem too ;-;
>>6591161
You're a good girl though
>>6591136
It is from oyasumi punpun yeah
>>6591053
10 Physical Touch
9 Quality Time
4 Acts of Service
4 Words of Affirmation
3 Receiving Gifts
>tfw LDR
Also I answered to the ones with gifts a bit randomly I don't care for material things but if she gives like a poem or plays something just for me is that the same thing as a gift or is that quality time or words of affirmation? Dunno but I really appreciate that a ton.
>>6591139
Thank you dana :3
>>6591153
good girl
>>6591164
good girls are boring :(
>>6591163
>the only question is one of if I should give my butt a wiggle
in what world is that a question?
>>6591171
Not good like boring
Good like you deserve a head pat
>tfw miss the feeling of riding in the back of a limo.
I hate driving.
>>6591102
Sounds like time for therapy...
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=810FWtKnH-o
>>6591174
A world where I question if it's a good idea to try and seduce that particular guy! I may have done that occasionally
>>6591179
>tfw people only want to give you headpats instead of having tender, vanilla, monogamous sex through a bedsheet
>>6591190
>>6591190
I'm so tired of >tfw no bf
I long for it sooooo much, I think of it every day, several for several hours daily.
>>6591211
So go get one, it's not hard.
>>6591211
gf*
>>6591212
I can't, I'm not done with transition.
I might never get done with transition.
>tfw ur gf hugs u
>>6591217
>I didn't like being pumped and dumped
aren't you a virgin ?
or did your music writing career got you laid ?
>>6591217
Right here has been my struggle. Meaningless sex is fun but to be able to fuck all night and make breakfast in the morning for them and cuddle as you watch morning shows. Now thats the best thing about a relationship.
>tfw shaved legs
>tfw walking past the freezer @ the store
>>6591219
You don't have to be done, whatever that means, to date.
>>6591228
You do, you can't go around dating with facial hair.
>>6591225
people look when I shave. No clue why.
>>6591230
>Susan's
>>6591161
w-what kind of stuff
>>6591232
Because of your pretty girl legs
>>6591195
i feel like i should note that that was a joke and that im not actually that freaking repressed lol
>>6591230
>coming back to kayla making fun of physically impaired
pretty disgusting m8
>>6591236
Hey hey hey, we've got to be accepting of all trans, even if they're hons.
>>6591244
That's boy mode
I need a real hair cut, and like I know I should get the generic tranny cut that like literally everyone has, but I kind want to get something handsome.
>>6591239
It's like minimum 100 hours, and you need to get all the hairs within about 6 weeks. Otherwise you're wasting hours.
Expensive as fuck.
i miss potc ;_;
>>6591240
n-no way. I dont want to be a girl..I think.
>tfw walk more confidently
s-shut up
>>6591256
Kayla stop being rude :(
>>6591251
the thing you posted looks pretty awesome tbqh
>>6591256
>Boy mode is boy only clothes like wear in public
tfw boymode yet get misgendered 24/7 what do I do wrong ?
>tfw sprinkling cool water across your chest
the perks of being a grill
>>6591265
Are you doing blend or proper electrolysis? That has like a 90% killrate, so hairs won't really grow back.
With thermolysis you have to get them all, because only a few of the hairs will die. And then you need to catch them in the next growth cycle.
If you fail to do so, you'll be zapping hairs that aren't in growth cycling, and that's a complete waste.
>>6591269
the best
also pls send help me sick
>>6591272
>I'm rude to people im madly jealous of
so you are jealous of having a serious medical problem ?
>>6591276
whats wrong bby? ;~;
sommergrippe?
>>6591260
Cute stuff like take you to dinner. Can walk the beach at night as we stare at the endless stars in the sky. Or even go camping and sit in front of a comfy fire as nature sings with the crackle of fire.
>>6591277
jupp sommergrippe
38,8 und durchmarsch
me dying
>>6591277
whats sommergrippe
>>6591278
you're very sweet
>>6591281
>I do the kind that doesn't matter which growth cycle
then why did you bitch so often that you have to let it grow ?
>>6591294
thank you mein führer <3
>>6591293
Thanks would fuck you silly too just im a cuddle slut first.
>>6591291
cute song
>>6591301
>////<
uh lewd!
>>6591309
hey im always cute first unless you being lewd. Take you to the water falls here to swim in the forest c:
>>6591317
sweet!
>>6591330
If ever need a vacation c:
Life was a mistake
I should have died in 2012 like I was meant to
>>6591343
this for me too. even the year is accurate.
>>6591254
I could make you change your mind
>>6591256
I have a cute lilac workout outfit on right now I'll have you know, it's not pink
>>6591348
How did you almost escape?
>>6591348
Please no D:
>>6591350
So you say? I am listening.
>>6591281
Do you clear a small area every time? Or does she take hairs over a spread out area?
Like, after a session, is the treated area completely free from hairs?
>>6591357
that has 150 imgs in it too. what r u even tryn to pull on me here?
>tfw nobody has ever loved you
>tfw probably no one will ever even begin to understand you
>tfw no one really cares about your feelings or thoughts,and those who actually do never get what the fuck you´re trying to say
I love myself,but damn the way I am really makes me lonely