I'm trans MtF I'm not flamboyant I want to be flamboyant

Please help ;w;

what do you mean? do you Mean being out and about? as that seems to be what you're talking about. just dress fem. fuck the world.

autoflamboyantophilia

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By being assigned male you've been told for a long time, directly and indirectly, that you aren't the person you really feel like.
So the shame is you still identifying with those old expectations that you humored in the past.
And the flamboyance is your true desires.
Or it might be that you're still finding a balance between how you feel as a woman and how you think women are. You're overcompensating, you're trying on cliches of femininity. You're starting with too much so you can figure out how much is just enough.

>>6565031
Definitely a lot of internalized homophobia...

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>>6565037
>"""""internalised""""" homophobia

>>6565037
Iktf anon ;~;

>>6564970

There's a study pretty much saying the same thing. I'll post it later.

>>6564970
>>6565235

I feel the same way. I wanted to sing and dance as a kid. Then I got to high school and I wished I could be a bit more like the fag hags and their fags. I watched dance videos and I felt like I wanted to do that. All the while I'm a socially inept person who's tried to avoid having any interpersonal relationships and spends all day inside.

>>6579343

Here's the study.

http://www.tandfonline.com.sci-hub.cc/doi/abs/10.1080/1550428X.2013.834529

Some of the transgender kids were shy living as boys but they were much happier after transition. In fact, one of the mother's said this when her extended family saw her transgender daughter after she started living as a girl.
>"Everyone saw Emma at this Memorial Day weekend family reunion we have, and my mom was just like, just saw how happy she was and that was really the turning point for everyone . . .. I remember my uncle saying, “I guess it must be meant to be, because now look at her, she’s just this totally different child.”