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Before >>6556081
>>6556995
that is one attractive boy
hey kayla whats wrong with your nose?
I think its fine
grace a cutest
>>6557002
oh um its too male
>>6556995
how old is too old to transition
18? 20?
welp
people at school attacked me and mocked me for my wrists today
idk what i expected
>>6557007
However old Bruce Jenner is lol
Did anyone else love the vvitch?
>>6556995
>tfw sad for no reason
>>6557003
pls don't do this to me. I'm having one of those times where I have bad cock lust for like 30 mins ;_;
>>6557008
>Those cuts
>school
>mocked me for self harm
how old are you
>>6557009
suck their dicks
that will show them
How does one find transfriends?
I want people to go shopping and drinking with and stuff.
>>6556995
m u h dick
>>6557015
square root(225)=
>>6557008
oh, this makes me sad
it always makes me happy you post your smiling face most nights ;;
>>6557008
Poor girl. Do.t worry itll pass and thats all superficiL although it represents deeper scars yr too cute to be doin that. You will cut dangerously deeper each time if you conti.ue and its counterproductive
>>6557020
>ywn start as young as smiles
>>6557020
>Transitioning at square root(225)=
f-fuck you that's not fair. where were all the supportive people 5 years ago for me ;_; i hate life
>>6557022
u ok?
>>6557006
I hope you dont make your face bad and you look less cute and less like kiwis twin
>>6557018
Here?
Also trans guys are everywhere
>>6557010
The movie? Freaked me out but I hated the ending
>>6557007
30
>>6557018
Lets go honning dude
>tfw suddenly realise that in 2 weeks I'm being given a chance to go stealth
>>6557028
>30
good thing you started at 22
>>6557034
your mother is creepy
>>6557031
deets?
>>6557012
Ok
One more though pls
>>6557026
I think im drunk and on my shitty shktty phone
>>6557028
Yupbut it was perfect imo
Oi prefer happy endings but it was cool
>>6557027
I only want a bit off my nose, not a full angie style nose fuckup
>>6557036
still, three more years on T probably hasn't done me good and I would probs look far more pretty ;~;
I can't really say though, I have no pics from 15
>>6557044
Angie killed herself yesterday
How does it feel knowing you bullied her into suicide?
>>6557047
hey angie
>>6557047
she "committed suicide" 100 times already
>>6557036
What does smiles even look like?
>>6557036
High school is the hardest part in most peoes lives my bud, yr gonna make it out just fine though. Life gets worse i meaN better but youll be great off bcuz yr so fuggin cute youll get married to a hunk
>>6557047
Well I saw kayla killed herself a few times over the past few months, plz don't bully her for bullying angie
>>6557045
I cant say for sure but I was a fucking ugly loser a 15, acne and fat and hairy and I pretty much haven't grown an inch since then (Not to say I'm short I was just really tall in highschool)
All my changes were because of diet, skin care, exercise, styling but I still can't stop wondering what It'd be like if I started back then
>>6557040
I'm moving to a new city. Only 2 people in that city know that I'm trans, and neither are likely to share that info. I didn't think about it from that angle, mostly just as looking for work and getting a fresh start, but it literally just settled in that I could actually finally attempt stealth.
the emptiness is reaching its peak so im gonna go to bed now
have a good night
>>6557028
>>6557029
Yeah but like I live in Kansas City, which I know probably no one here lives in.
Like do you ever find groups or people in real life and hang, I don't know how and honestly I'm not even a shut in I kind of just moved here.
Like do we shake our estrogen around in record stores like a mating call or what?
>>6557031
Are you going to go for it?
>what's your current relationship with the person who took your virginity like
I can't stop cryingggggg ;_;
>>6557045
:( good luck anon
>>6557052
?
>>6557054
pic related
>>6557055
:( i hope i have a happy life
>>6557059
:c
>>6557031
jealousy reaching critical levels
>>6557057
I'm really basing this on logic, I almost can't even remember being 15
but I have to assume I was more feminine because logic would dictate that right? Maybe it's just dysphoria fucking me over tho
>>6557065
>good luck
thanks, I'll need it ;_;
>>6557066
you'll probably be stealth next year
>>6557062
Go to queer bars, activist things, LGBT centers if you want to meet people, worst you can do is some nice gay boys and girls
>>6557042
o ok sounds reasonable
>>6557058
Good luck
>>6557061
guten nacht
>>6557065
dont take it too hard chica I have scars all over my legs and people are weirded out by them all the time..you're not alone at least.
>>6557065
I'm happy for you but your pics make me want to die~
>>6557059
Vocals
>>6557062
Us trannys synchronize on 4chan
>>6557064
We had awesome makeup sex but were falling apart brutally :(
Dont worry, nothing matters
Can I come here and fish for (You)'s by complaining about passing
>>6557031
What's the point of being trans if I can't tell literally every person I know about it? (stealth is overrated)
>>6557052
what do you want for your 13th birthday dear?
>>6557070
really?
>>6557058
How did your parents come to terms with you being trans? were they ok? how do they treat you now?
>>6557079
pretty much this
>>6557065
Jeezzz, when did you start?
Fml forever a pathetic hun.
And srsly don't cut yourself; life is tough but it usually gets better.
>>6557081
U pass hon dont ever let anyone tell u different <3
>>6557044
>angie style
Rough
>>6557088
thx bb. If I get stared at by strangers that means I don't pass right?
>>6557044
If you make fun of angie does that mean I get to put you down to?
>>6557091
everytime I see your name I think of a bee with chiseled abs.
>>6557063
I really need to think carefully about it, it's never been an option before, so I haven't given it a lot of thought. It feels like hiding, and it feels like an act based too much in shame, but a part of me really wants it.
>>6557081
Idk, I don't want everyone to know though.
>>6557085
My dad was reasonably accepting from the get-go. It took him some time to wrap his head around it, but with communication and maintaining some amount of common stuff to talk about, I very smoothly came to be accepted as his daughter. My mom thought it was a phase. She questioned me, she acted like it was her son dying. She said a lot of hurtful things. After a year, I think seeing how much happier I was really made the difference. She's now accepting and sees me as her daughter.
>>6557073
Thanks
>>6557066
You're moving that direction though
>>6557098
>You're moving that direction though
at slow speed
>>6557084
yeah I'm betting your mom pays for your srs so you come home
>>6557098
What was their reaction when you said you wanted to get SRS?
I feel like a lot of parents are accepting and progressive until you want to mutilate your body kind of thing?
Also do you ever get a feeling that they are just "humoring" you? Or do you actually think they see you as their daughter?
Sorry I'm progjecting questions cause I'm not out to my parents yet.
>>6557093
That's.... interesting.....?
>>6557098
>I don't want everyone to know though.
Yeah I feel that. I want that extra layer of privacy, but I've gotten to the point where I don't really care if people know anymore. I enjoy not having to tell people all the time.
lol i haven't even been back here for 2 months and I already have a girlfriend and a bunch of people who hate me, how weird is that?
>>6557094
Yr fulltime girlmodo right? Where do u work?
welp it's that time again, time for bed, have to go cuddle with my pretend gf until i fall asleep haha
goodnight mtfg
>>6557103
I just thought it was funny, thanks for the (you) I was running low.
>tfw might be getting hormones soon
I can't wait :D
Life is starting to look up
>>6557107
Goodnight anon..
http://www.idahostatesman.com/news/local/article89499172.html
you men are disgusting
>>6557105
Am I just a conquest 2 u???????????????????
>>6557079
this
>>6557109
Good luck anon and grats!
>>6557065
good smile senpai hope things get better.
>transbians
>2016
>>6557107
Good night anon; may your pretend gf be real in your dreams.
test
>>6557083
GIVE ME PIZZA
>>6557111
>those comments
Well now conservatives have 1 case to point to to destroy our rights over
Get me pregnant plz!!!
>>6557121
nope u didn't earn it
>>6557109
How old anon!
>>6557124
*touches you divinely*
>>6557131
18 (almost)
>>6557122
I steal everyone's images, whatcha gonna do about it bitch?
>>6557126
school and people can be rough together it does get better.
>>6557124
*cums in bp no condom*
enjoy ur butt baby
>>6557111
>43 years old
HON LOL
>>6557134
Cry :c
>>6557124
only if you take a dog knot first
>>6557124
*holds ur hand*
>>6557099
Slow progress is still progress
>>6557102
They were supportive. After the most intensive part of transition ended, and I'd lived as a girl for a while, I think they figured I'd probably want it, and they were correct. They went with me when I went for surgery, they were there when I woke up after surgery, and they helped me through the recovery. They didn't see it as mutilation, they saw it as affirming.
Idk, my mom used to just humor me, but all these years later, I do think they legitimately see me as their daughter. I feel very lucky to have such loving and accepting parents.
>>6557103
That used to be how I felt as well, but I kinda just want to leave the past in the past now ;-;
Everybody in this thread has started/is starting way earlier than me.
Makes me want to call up my future appointments and cancel them, makes me so mad that they've made me wait so long
>>6557140
not even a tranny
its literally a dude claiming to be a tranny
and a spic at that
>>6557110
oh wow goodnight my pretend gf :)
>>6557141
pls dont cry
>>6557146
How old are you anon?
>>6557152
H-here, you can have it back angel
>>6557147
fuck, can't wait till I can be stealth in another year
>>6557153
xGRAcieFL a cute
>>6557153
you can have it, just ask next time ok
>>6557064
She's a heartless shrew to me now, mostly. Thinking about her makes me want to die and makes me want to pass super hard so I can land a rich partner who's better than her in every way.
>>6557071
No like I actually literally wrote this down.
>>6557155
have you already taken real knots? and real tentacles?
>>6557064
>what's your current relationship with the person who took your virginity like
I'm still friends with both of them. None of us remember who fucked who first. I kind of doubt we'll stop being friends. We still get along well. When they decided to have children they asked me to be the father and I ended up the father of their 4 children. So there is an incentive for us to keep in touch.
>>6557144
Why over think it, just go stealth. You pass well enough, why would you not do that.
The whole "feeling like hiding" thing is mostly paranoia.
>tfw tranny
>tfw have the biggest tits in your immediate family
>>6557126
Ok by the time you graduate yr gonna look cis, whatre u waiting 4?
>>6557153
ill be a few months in to my 20s when I start, I first told doctors when i was 18 but because i live in a shitty backwards ass town none of them gave a shit really
>inb4 20 isn't too late
it doesnt matter, i should've started way earlier but I didnt because people suck
>>6557154
>tfw you will always be a hon
>tfw kayla will soon be post op and stealth and bragging like the other passers
>>6557167
S I S S Y
S
L
U
T
Nini mtfg I love y'all, maybe one day I'll be able to get pregnant
>>6557156
<3
Should I keep it?
I figured I should get a new one since some other people know my old one and could pretend to be me
not that I expect them to but earlier with everyone using the same trip made me worried about itttt
>>6557158
I'm sorry <3
I'll pay you back with cuddles in 3 weeks
>>6557165
>tfw will never know this feel
>>6557168
People have started later than you anon. They have turned out beautiful.
I started 6 months ago and I'm turning 20 in a few weeks. It's gonna be okay.
>>6557172
Goodnight Red!!!
>>6557166
ive already been bullied and attacked so much at school
i dont want it again
>>6557166
Coming out in school is a good way to get even more ostracized.
She just might have to try to put more effort into boymode.
>>6557172
never lose hope red
Lots of autism here
>>6557173
<3
that's fine by me, thanks Grace
I'll be sure to check back for a cuddle
>>6557172
Brush your hair, slob
>>6557147
#notallbeaners
I hate the lewdity
>>6557177
60% of trans women have some form of autism
45% have at least one personality disorder
70% have a diaper fetish
is going full time at a year too soon or too late?
>go clothes shopping with gf
>discover a shirt hung up like a skirt
>cashier hears us being confused about the skirt, comes by and reverses it on the hanger
>"the owner comes in early and he hangs up everything, but he doesn't really have any idea what he's doing with clothes... men, am i right?"
>we all laugh
>>6557184
80% want to fuck dogs
100% are cocksluts
>>6557183
What lewd?
It's just a bunch of men here acting like creeps
>>6557179
oh, arent you angel?
i was gonna like, do it in person when i arrive in portland
>>6557186
It's up to you korra
i know girls who went full time pre-hrt
my goal is doing it by the end of 1 year
just whatever you need!
>>6557189
I remember when we used to be friends
now you are pretty and passing and I'm still a hon
>>6557174
Whats yr plan
>>6557192
nah dats not me
i dont post anime images
i was out catching pokemon anways~
>>6557193
>bexe is pretty and passing
Trip on sheen
>tfw another year older
>tfw the odds of passing lower even more
>tfw will always look like some horrid creature
At least dinner was nice
>>6557177
>tfw always wondered if I have autism or not
>tfw don't want to know if I do because it would probably depress me even more
>>6557105
Normal for MTFG
>>6557189
>>6557189
U already posted this weirdo
>>6557191
Its fucked
>>6557164
Idk, it doesn't feel like paranoia, I do legitimately think that if I'm going to go stealth I want to be doing it for the right reasons, and not because I'm a self-hating tranny. The goal is to be happy, and I'm pretty sure doing it for the wrong reasons wouldn't make me happy.
>>6557192
no I'm not angel, Idk who that is ;_;
>>6557207
its okay anon i thought i could tell who you were but i couldnt im sorry
here have headpats for compensation
>>6557205
how about you don't call it going stealth and instead just call it "ill only tell people if they ask"
>>6557197
Are you not on HRT and if so, why?
>>6557205
What are the "wrong" reasons for going stealth?
like what if I just want to live my life as a girl without any hiccups?
>>6557202
someone in a discord told me to repost it
thin brows or thick memebrows?
>>6557208
might want to wash your hands i have really bad dandruff
>>6557208
thanks Grace
I like headpats :3
>>6557215
Mm, sounds like I should take care of your hair as well, you gotta get rid of that dandruff!
>>6557217
<3
>>6557196
trip on Angie
>>6557194
graduate get laser then be fulltime for uni
>>6557213
thin brows. you are trans, memebrows only work for women with v feminine faces
>>6557205
Is the fact that you don't have to let people know not a good enough reason?
Doesn't have to do anything with self-hating, doing otherwise complicates things.
>>6557224
How areyou boymode at school
Look at your hair
>>6557224
You need laser?
>>6557212
>Talking to our gf on a streetcar
>Another passenger tells you 'sorry ladies'
>>6557210
I'm on HRT, I've been on it for about 3 months now. I'm just incredibly pessimistic about how well it'll work on me, and if friends and family will ever see me as a girl and not some perverted crossdressing guy. I've told myself that I'll come out by the time I graduate in May but every time I think about it I get incredibly nervous and think about just giving up.
>>6557230
She might when she's an adult.
>>6557208
I miss your old trip.......
>>6557224
U jave beard?
dang it more crying ugh. I hate feels :/
http://www.inquisitr.com/3304421/transgender-woman-arrested-for-taking-pictures-in-target-changing-room/
Why can't we have nice things
>>6557224
i think i want to get my hair cut like yours
not that it will make me anywhere near as cute
>>6557224
it's that time of the night where i become alcoholic mom grace and tell smiles she's cute and has a great future ahead of her in some sort of drunken babble
>>6557235
you do?
>>6557211
No, that's a valid and good reason. Doing it out of shame or self-loathing is the kind of stuff I'm worried about. I'm naturally a self-loathing person and I don't want to put myself in a position where it feels like I'm hiding. idk, I probably just need to sleep on it a little
>>6557209
Because "telling people if they ask" is generally not considered stealth.
>>6557240
>Why can't we have nice things
This whole fucking story sounds like a false flag thing because of how well it fits the conservative THINK OF THE CHILDREN narrative
>Oh yes I'm a transwoman (that doesn't even seem to have transitioned)
>Oh yes I'm peeking on people in the women's room and have forever
>Happened in Target, one of the biggest supporters of transgender bathrooms
>>6557243
yeah but no one's gonna ask because you just look like a cute country girl
>>6557239
You can grow out your hair but not style it femininely, it would prevent some bullying I assume.
>>6557233
Well, holy fucking same, even been on hrt for 3 months :/
Though I made the mistake of coming out to my parent's before starting hrt which did make things harder
>>6557245
eyebrows are irrelevant to boymode as long as they aren't super thin, plenty of guys naturally have slender eyebrows, it actually looks more attractive generally
>>6557239
People bully you? Is it the type of bullying that you take for a compliment in secret like, "hey gayboy nice hair. You look like a girl."
>>6557241
do it anon
youll be super qt <3
>>6557242
aww :3 thank uuu grace
how are u btw?
>>6557248
my hair does this volume thing and it curls naturally so i can't really style it 'masculiney'
the internet at my apt sucks and idk what to do for fun bcuz i cant play starcraft or mmos or anything without lag and d/c's
its as if i have to take up a real hobby or something
>>6557184
i have adhd-pi, but not autism
>>6557190
o-only a cockslut >_>
>>6557124
>injects yr butt with a cute squid mutant baby
we are mothers to a new species
>>6557213
thin
but ive been too laz to pluck mine
gonna do it tomorrow
>>6557252
it's more along the lines of
'what are you, a fucking transsexual faggot'?
>>6557253
Dysphoric and sleepy so I should be getting to sleep soon
How are you?
>>6557255
if youre such a cockslut how many have you fucked at once?
>>6557246
Well it has been confirmed that
1. It happened
2. She identifies as a woman
3. She was dressed in women's clothes
And the lie is it's a women's dressing room, it was a unisex dressing room, not that it matters, it's a transwoman doing something that only men typically do, it just wasn't a women's space invasion
>>6557257
Tell them yes
who wants to cry and then pass out in bed with me
>>6557253
> so i can't really style it 'masculiney'
You could a bit more though, get rid of the bangs and it'll already look more masculine.
>>6557246
I'm thinking that too, I highly doubt that person is actually trans
>>6557250
I can imagine that does make it pretty difficult. I'm holding off telling certain family members about it until graduation so I can cut ties if need be, and I can just move on with my new life. Tbh it's only my dad I worry about. We've for a great relationship but he's pretty old-fashioned, so I suspect he won't take it well.
Good luck with everything, hope it goes well for you
>>6557265
Why should she do that? Better idea is to just come out and be a girl and let the bullying be a hate crime
>>6557268
If we have someone willing to shoot up planned parenthood for the cause, there's gonna be someone willing to commit a crime like this for their beliefs as well
>>6557263
:( no thanks desu
>>6557259
aww :( im sorry youre feeling dysphoric
*hugs*
not great tb h
i had a bit of a breakdown last night and cut myself on arms and people at school made fun of and laughed at me today for it
>>6557264
me!!!!
>>6557265
I don't want to do that though anon I like my hair :C
why is gay porn so fucking hot
>>6557228
It's one among many reasons, it's a big decision. In the end it probably would make life easier in a lot of ways.
>>6557247
But that's going to raise more questions than answers, because I'm not a country girl :(
>>6557273
I'm sorry to hear that, that's terrible, they shouldn't be bullying someone sweet like you
have you spoken with the teachers?
>>6557274
smelly fujoshi
>>6557252
>tfw you will never be a cute boy with older boys as friends ever again
>>6557273
>me!!!!
sorry no cis girls allowed >:(
>>6557269
Yeah, my sisters have been pretty awesome about everything but my parents went full crazy when I told them I was trans, and now they act like it never happened unless they feel the need to insult me. Neither of my parent's even believed me despite them thinking I was gay for years before that ugh, sorry to rant at you like that.
>>6557270
By any chance do you live in Canberra?
>>6557279
That's adorable.
>>6557278
but dicks are hot
Is it okay to take a xanax to try to fight dysphoria
>>6557274
men are hot
>>6557290
No
but i do it anyway because it makes me feel a little better
>>6557268
>>6557271
They've had men enter women's rooms for the cause but she had a persons t identity
Pic related, why is it always the ones who look like this desu
>>6557274
Turbofag
>>6557285
San Fran
>>6557293
meh, not into asian men really
hmm 2016
didn't expect to be either an anco fan or trans in this year
>>6557293
That guy looks like he's spent a whole afternoon sucking his lips into coke bottles.
>>6557298
>Pic related, why is it always the ones who look like this desu
>>6557289
wanna watch gangbang porn together
>>6557299
unfortunately 2 and a half more years till graduation :(
>>6557299
>should have been a pro and just avoided bullying by practically not existing at highschool like i :^)
oh shit son i was an expert at this, back left corner seat, do all my work and then go home, eat lunch in the bathrooms if anxiety got too bad
>>6557289
degenerate hamster
>>6557304
ew, watching porn with someone else is weird
>>6557283
That's terrible, I'm sorry they're like that to you :/ At least you've got your sisters. Hopefully you can get more positive people around you to help.
>>6557307
I could be so invisible I actually sat at lunchtables just blending into groups
nobody knew me
nobody talked to me
nobody even realized i was there
talk to nobody
no clubs
no speaking up in class
avoid group projects as hard as i can
no sports
no partners
it
got depressing realizing that
kinda made me wanna die knowing my existence didnt matter in the slightest
>>6557306
stay strong smiles, keep that smile going because it's gonna get better <3
>>6557312
Could be worse
>>6557314
>Take a few weeks off because family holiday
>Come back to school
>everybody thinks I'm the new kid because they don't recognize me
oh
>>6557312
we can fuck with it on
>>6557299
>Not being an alpha jock
I mean I went to high school in the 80s, gay people weren't even invented back then.
>>6557298
I also have a few god friends but I'm stuck with my parent's in my hometown for the summer which really sucks desu. I can't wait for school to start back up and for me to move back out of this place, hopefully permanently this time since I'm not living on campus anymore
i forgot to post my selfu
never have i felt so pretty
>>6557319
>I went to high school in the 80s
you are such a fucking liar
>>6557315
>tfw your JO crystal is empty but you got no bros
>>6557321
did you get stung in the lips by a bee?
>>6557327
yes it was awful
>looking at photos of my hair in diff stages and colors that i've had
>my hair color now looks better than it ever has, and it's obvious
>look at other hairdressers around where i live as well as in philadelphia just to see what's up
>they all post their before and afters on instagram so i'm checking out how they do
>i'm screaming "IS HER STYLIST BLIND??" at each photo since 90% of them look like shit
>the other 10% are alright but just don't look right on the clients who have picked it
>tfw i have literally the best colorist within 200 miles
it's no wonder she's booked solid at all times. thank god i became friends with her through my ex-bf. she's the best gift he's ever given me. on the downside, now i have to move to philadelphia. if i move anywhere else my hair is going to look like shit.
>>6557330
owey
>>6557334
i wish I could see a stylist, my hair is a mess
>>6557322
Me in right
Fucking kids these days going outside and running around parks to play video games on their magic boxes
And we still don't even have hover boards
;_;
>>6557315
This guy is the same age as me >.>
>>6557340
Hit him up and get your crystal charged bro, it's really good for confidence.
>>6557339
>i wish I could see a stylist,
bitch just make a phone call and go in
>>6557339
why don't you just see a good one in your area? they're not that expensive for just a cut, and you don't color your hair or anythin :o
>>6557340
you didn't even finish junior high by 9/11
>>6557346
ya you can lol
man up
I have to go to my mom's place for dinner tonight
im sure this wont bring up a lot of uncomfortable memories and make me leave crying
im sure this wont result in me having another attack and cutting myself again tonight
>Be me
>Work as cashier at walmart
>wearing work uniform with hair up and headband
>elder customers refer to me as "ma'am, miss, her, she, etc."
>mfw
>>6557346
what are you talking about u idjit
ur a woman
>>6557332
why dont you shlick with a sis and charge your crystal that way?
>>6557352
Girls give bad charges :(
My crystals need bros
>>6557346
True, same
I can't even pass well enough to get advice for a style, they just look at my unfortunate brow structure and half say layers and half say no layers
>>6557357
just.. shut up, you have a girls haircut already moron
>>6557360
I do want my bangs done because I can't see anymore but I don't want to creep anyone out in a salon
>>6557355
it's not a big deal you loser. hairsalons are used to faggots anyway if that's what you're worried about.
When I was starting transition and like, 6 months on hormones, I went to a stylist in fucking LaHabra to get my hair done in a girl cut and she didn't beat an eye! Actually, she asked me about it and I told her and w/e.
And honestly, this is SoCal just say you're an actor preparing for a role
>>6557360
i-im telling ashley you said that !!
>>6557358
I never got a women's haircut, I mean I guess I'm a "girl" and it's my haircut, so it's a girls haircut, but not really
>>6557359
She's my spirit animal
Note the stripey socks
>>6557367
>doubt that
you're retarded
>>6557367
>actor
That misgender tho
>>6557367
no i'm serious lol
my mom was a cosmetologist for most of my childhood before she became an accountant. i hung out at salons a lot. everyone who works in them is pretty open and diverse, many are gay, or alternative. most of my trans friends who aren't escorts (and even many who are) work in salons. no one cares as long as you go to a decent salon and not like a supercuts or sports clips or w/e cheap ugly shit spot.
>>6557373
>I don't feel comfortable enough to go into a salon and say I'm a girl
>Okay so say you're an actor
>WOW MISGENDER MISGENDER
?????????????????
>>6557372
I'm being real, last thing cis women want to see is a tranny in their safe space
>>6557378
hahahahahaha you need to get off the internet
>>6557380
well I just feel like I would creep cis women out so I never do anything considered fem in public because of my fear
>>6557013
fucking this, he looks like the type of guy who says he is straight but tries to fuck his gay friend everytime he gets drunk
>>6557375
>literally where I got my hair cut the first year in hrt
Snobs desu, nothing wrong with a hot towel and a shoulder massage and sports center with your trim
>>6557355
>>6557382
you look like a woman and you sound like a woman
they dont have a body scanner at a stylists
>>6557362
she has a passing voice tho so she can just say she is from the midwest trying to become an actress and they'll roll their eyes and style her hair
>>6557385
im getting anxiety just from looking at this image
>>6557386
>Queensland rail
Straya is beautiful
I used to be a major asshole. Like manipulative, petty, and full of contempt for everyone around me. I was pretty much a delinquent stoner dick. Zero social skills, like to the point where my reaction as a teenager to flirting/sexuality was that awkward "reach out and touch them without warning" herky-jerky sperg shit. I had (and still have) major depression and was using drugs like crazy and would just have these outbursts or times when felt out of control of my behavior. Then I got on meds for depression and started transitioning, and now I feel a lot calmer. I'm in college now somehow, and I'm getting decent grades and doing my schoolwork for once, I have a wonderful relationship of a year, and I'm completely sober. Current goals are working on finding a steady job and holding it down, fixing my appearance (depression was bad this month and I let myself go), and busying myself with a new hobby I recently discovered my passion for. I'm probably still an asshole on some level, but definitely not as overtly shitty as I used to be. Does anyone else have this experience? I'm having a hard time coping with the regret and shame for my old lifestyle, the way I carried myself, and how I hurt people. There's people I really wish I could track down and apologize to, but everyone I used to know has either died or moved far away, save for one guy who ended up getting into radical right wing politics and probably wouldn't be safe for me to approach. Anybody else here struggling with getting their shit together and trying to turn their life around beyond transition?
>>6557387
Literally got my hair cut here
50 times
Massive panic attacks
Everyone in the waiting room looking at you
they know
Yah I always feel more comfortable at a salon, these places were probably the worst for my dysphoria
>>6557390
>yeah right
remember when we told you that HRT will make things better and you said yeah right?
this is another one of those moments
>>6557367
Kayla I just got my hair done in a high end salon and paid about $150 for balayage caramel highlights and + cut & style and it turned out gorgeous. It was kinda pricey but so worth it.
Honestly though nobody said anything to me and just assumed I was a cis woman. The feeling of getting your hair done and it turning our nice is a super good feeling.
>>6557403
kayla i want to hug u
>>6557389
>queensland
isn't that where kato/flannel is from?
>>6557409
also sheen
>>6557392
was never literally satan, but used to be more douchey.
its just kinda like
we're empty and struggling to exist until we start transition, then there's just this explosion of personal growth as we try to catch up to our age and make up for lost time
>>6557406
this took me literally 10000000 hours and you all ignore it
D:<
>>6557403
>must be nice to pass
I've been on hormones for 6 years so I better. Also I caught a clefairy while I was there. My only problem was the black girl who washed my hair burped and her breath smelled like salami, I can smell it. Thank god she didn't color & cut my hair.
>>6557399
That hair though omg
>>6557418
That's not me but it looks very similar to the results I got. Balayage looks great when done right and curled after.
>tfw can't stop thinking about your gf
>>6557421
>having a gf
Only boys have those silly :p
>>6557422
im a lesbian
>>6557422
n-nuh uh
>>6557409
yep
It's a nice state imo
>tfw have a trap fetish
>tfw 99% of you look like shit
lately I've been fapping to real girls while pretending they're traps
uh, does anyone have any computer wallpapers that are good?
>>6557413
I wouldn't say I was Satan tier, but I was throw-your-friend-under-the-bus-to-get-your-way tier and dishonest-teenage-pill-junkie tier. Still something I'm very ashamed of, regardless. I try really hard every day to do something to better myself, even if it's just forcing myself to shower when depressed or forcing myself to adhere to a work ethic for more than 10 minutes. Sometimes (like right now) it feels like I can never get away from that dark part of my life. It's over with, but I still feel bad about it every day.
>>6557429
cis girls are unbeatable
>>6557429
and fuck you too
>>6557430
this is the one I use
>>6557421
>tfw ur a fiancé
: )
>>6557429
>traps
you're still gay I'm sorry
>>6557429
why do you think pretty girls will be on 4chan
>>6557430
one I whipped up
>>6557438
I'm gay only for you
>>6557438
birdy u're a CHICK
>>6557440
By "you" I meant traps in general. Even trap models and pornstars look like men
>>6557430
maybe
i have lots
>>6557431
sounds like you're making progress, even if its only taking a shower.
do every little bit you can.
that and being aware of the fact that you've hurt others is a good start.
>>6557435
i-i want one.. or a bf
>>6557445
stick to /d/ and quit bitching
>>6557430
>>6557441
good tomato
>>6557448
I'll be your bf
>>6557430
I use a wallpaper version of this
>>6557448
Thanks. Sorry for bringing thsee bad feelings here. I just don't really have any friends beyond my girlfriend given the combination of transition, moving to a new city, and recovering from major douchebaggery. It just feels good to get it off my chest. I'd talk to my girlfriend about it, but she's with family many miles away and currently sleeping. I'm just up with bad feelings because of a recurring rape nightmare.
>>6557441
<3
And thats my new wallpaper :3
>>6557452
can we get bubble tea?
>>6557455
good tomato girl
>>6557459
i want that outfit
>>6557461
http://www.kawaii-kigu.com/products/tomato-kigurumi-onesie
>>6557461
Go nuts at Joanne's Fabrics and score a secondhand sewing machine on the cheap.
>>6557442
cartman?
>>6557443
you got me, my secret is out
>>6557458
only if you're a good girl
>>6557465
crowdfund to get kayla a present? desu
>>6557456
fsho
>>6557473
h-hmph !!
im slwepy can i go to bed?
>>6557475
>crowdfund to get kayla a present? desu
I'll put in $10 :3c
>>6557472
>secret is out
I KNEW IT :P
>>6557478
>>6557472
DONT TALK TO MY FATHER THAT WAY
>>6557339
i got mine done properly by a stylist it was really good experience. it cost a lot tho but its worth it imo !!
i was really nervous about it tho
>>6557479
o-ok Ms Chara O_O
>>6557480
post your hairstyle (doesn't have to be you but can be an equivalent)
im going to bed
>>6557487
Goodnight <3
>>6557479
I would actually believe that your real father is 25
>>6557495
I don't know my real parents.
>>6557484
hmm i can't really find a pic rn, its like shoulder length brunette hair and i have a few highlights in the front and i have like, kinda large ringlets in it. idk if that describes it well tho
>>6557500
sounds cute
>>6557501
actually idk its kinda like this, but shorter so like it just touches my shoulders
Humanity can kiss my ass
>>6557504
Oh I get it
like my natural hair but less messy
>>6557495
birdy isn't that far off
>>6557508
also obv mine doesn't look like as good either but !! its kinda like the same style (mine is shorter ofc)
also i bet your hair is rly cute anon
>>6557504
That's really close
Yours is so much prettier tho
>>6557512
eh
my hair is quite messy and needs styling atm it makes my face look long
I need the bangz
>>6557514
mm i was thinking about mb getting bangs but idk, i dont feel like i really need them so who knows, idk if they would suit me either
>>6557513
p-plz no bughox
>>6557519
HUGBOX
>looking at new makeup to buy since i'm running low on my foundation and fav lipstick
>finish with a 1000$ dollar cart filled with chanel makeup
What's /mtfg/ listening to
Don't mind me just listening to BEST VOCALOID SONG https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2pkQKCrGyM
>>6557519
I have a high hairline so I probs need bangz :/
dunno what other style to get lol
>>6557524
can you write off your taxes as a business expense
>>6557529
>professional whore
>>6557527
bangs are really cute tho. if my hair was a lot longer i would try and get like a hime cut or something for sure i think, even if it would look dumb tho idk.
i'm sure you will find something nice anon !!!
>>6557526
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2GI7p87C2s
>>6557529
some stuff, ya, but not all of my makeup tho. not that i really spend much on makeup these days anyways. i kind of just have tons of stuff and restock when i run out of my favs.
but i wrote off some of my toys and partial rent and stuff, which was fine. you just can't really overdo it.
>>6557534
yeah I'm just a little cautious about the hime-haircut
everyone gets it ya know?
>>6557526
https://soundcloud.com/luke-hepworth/jackin-rewind-part-one
why is it, that my life is so shit
even when I try to do something positive it still comes back around to bite me in the ass
kayla #1 tomato 4 lyfe
>>6557429
>fetish of mine is based on unrealistic expectations
>get disappointed anyway
It's almost like something based off anime characters would imply unrealistic standards or something.
>>6557314
*freud voice*
Have you ever considered this to have negatively affected your psyche?
Holy shit I got depression just from reading that, American high school is truly the stuff of nightmares.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-36793610
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-36793610
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-36793610
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-36793610
POKEMON GO IS IN THE UK
I AM HYPE INCARNATE
HYYYYYYYYYYYPE
>>6557565
Over hyped "game".
>>6557567
There it is
>>6557567
you're quickly turning into angie
>>6557567
thank you chara.
finally someone that doesnt fall for literal garbage
>>6557571
Hi mummy <3
How are you feeling today?
>>6557568
It's not a game.
>>6557569
I don't know who that is, or what that means.
>>6557570
If you like it play it, but i don't consider it a game. But definitely don't play it just cause other people are l m a o.
>>6557571
:)
>>6557570
Contrarianism, every time something gets popular people start complaining about it, how it's over hyped, not actually good, etc.
>>6557577
its objectively bad.
I dont even dislike pokemon, I am waiting for the next gen (you know, the real game, with actual content, not the phone equivalent of a browsergame)
>>6557574
miserable, slightly better than yesterday tho maybe
>>6557585
That's how i feel about it.
>>6557576
w-w-well i-i-i-i-i-i-i-it looks kinda fun >___<
>I don't know who that is, or what that means
Angie was a trip that some people found annoying and she eventually "left". Now she shitposts as anon. Tbh she wasn't too awful but kinda acted like a dick sometimes
>>6557577
I don't think its contrarianism
>>6557585
Its good that you are feeling a bit better at least <3
> But definitely don't play it just cause other people are l m a o.
You scared of people trying to put you in a cage?
>>6557585
Pokemon Go looks like a nice game in that it actually gets you to do stuff, rather than sit in your chair forever like with other vidya game. It's definitely innovative in some way and innovation is an objectively good trait, so it's not all bad at least.
>>6557585
I didn't play it, not planning to either. Saying it's objectively bad when it's so popular though doesn't sound right.
What even makes an actual game though, from the looks of it you collect Pokemon and still can battle, seems like an actual game to me.
>>6557590
>>6557594
I'm not sure what you're trying to imply with that comment.
>>6557595
There is a lot better things that make you "do stuff". How-ever to say its innovative is laughable considering it wasn't even the first of this kind of game. It's just a dumb down version with Pokemon slapped on-top of it.
>>6557598
Lot of people do drugs, so its so popular i guess its not bad either... right?
>>6557602
I was referring to the fact that you look like a gerbil.
>>6557606
Exactly so! Now lets all go do meth in me garden shed!
>>6557607
Oh, that went over my head i guess.
>>6557598
>Saying it's objectively bad when it's so popular though doesn't sound right.
why not? ad majoram isnt an argument fempai.
>>6557606
d-dont attack my drugs bby ;_;
>>6557613
<3 its okayyyy
>>6557565
>have to leave the house to play
>>6557613
I mean, it is kinda similar to the handheld games in some ways
>>6557618
We'll see how fast it dies.
>>6557619
w-well normieland c-can't be that b-bad, r-right?? ;__;
>>6557618
lots of people watch american tv as well, are you telling me you consider that good as well?
if lots of drones like something it doesnt mean that its actually good, it just means theres someone behind it that knows a few things about marketing
>>6557622
it's scare out there
the feeling when you're /mtfg/'s only actual hon
>>6557621
Waiting for it to die as well, I swear everyone is playing this shit even people who've never played pokemon in their life
>>6557626
i-it is? ;___;
wahhhh ;____________________;
>>6557628
sorry, but thats me
>>6557628
who cant even get a simple task like attaching an image right
>>6557623
It doesn't matter what I consider it as, that's not objectivity.
American tv is all about entertainment, if it accomplishes to entertain then it's objectively good for what it is.
How does pokemon go actually work?
Does it just randomly place pokemon around where you are, and you have to walk around and look for them?
Can you even do anything in the game besides look for more pokemon?
>>6557631
shush you are super cute sophie !!!! omggggg
>>6557635
>if it accomplishes to entertain then it's objectively good for what it is.
only if you dont care about the quality of the entertainment.
just because food makes you not starve doesnt mean its automatically good. it can be shit even if it serves its purpose
i feel sleepy and cute
>>6557007
You're mid 30's are doable but like its a matter of pulling the plane up from crashing. If you wanna be a normal woman the more you wait the harder it is to just kind of undo all that shit you learn in manhood. I'm transitioning at 22 and I feel way too late but like idk as long as you have your hair and know how to dress there's a chance for you to feel like a girl without wholly ignoring the world around you.
>>6557638
>playing childish games
Autism
>>6557641
I just know how to properly take pictures :_:
>>6557650
Let kit be stuck in his delusion
>>6557650
Nooo, you look cute mummy <3
Really, you are fantastic in every way <3
>>6557652
Just stop. I don't know why you people keep saying stuff like this but it is wrong to.
>>6557653
Bro, shouldn't you leave here?
You're 16 and not even trans
>>6557642
But the quality of food is subjective, right? It depends on the standards on which you grew up with and learned.
Also if the purpose of the food is to sustain you, then even shitty food is objectively good at sustaining you but not good good at pleasing you.
>>6557656
Look - have you had a bad day or something? I mean if you have then lets talk about that, don't just insult people.
>>6557646
I don't play it tho, I'm just curious what all the hype is about.
From what I've heard of it so far, it sounds like a pointless grind-game, only the grinding is done by walking around while staring at your phone.
>>6557657
>But the quality of food is subjective,
I dont consider nutritional value to be subjective?
>>6557659
All you need to know is that it's another dumb video game.
>>6557662
I thought by quality you meant taste.
But the point remains the same, it depends on what the food's purpose is.
>>6557661
Yes, I do but at least I don't run around being mean.
Now, I'm not gonna respond to any more of this malarky because it'll just end up shitting up the thread.
what happened to lalalily haven't seen him around in a long time
>>6557668
Reported for underage
>>6557671
No need to be jealous if Lilly's greatness, my bitter hon
>>6557109
Gz
And that pic reminds me I need to finish that anime some day...
>>6557672
I don't believe I said that anywhere in this thread.
>>6557673
why should I be jealous of him ?
I take he's still alive ?
>>6557675
You just admitted, retard.
>>6557679
I don't believe I did. I said I posted butt.
>>6557685
Pretty dumb, I think everyone already knows that.
>>6557677
she posted yesterday
>>6557688
>she
wew so i went to my moms place for dinner
stepfather was being an insufferable douche and somehow the conversation went to trans people and the unanimous decision of the table was that it was just a fad and theyre just mentally deranged attention seekers
wew
time to go cut
>>6557691
don't cut yourself
Please don't
>>6557691
Cut down, not across.
>>6557694
>looks like a dude
Hello bitter hon
>>6557697
lmao ur such a 12 yr old edgelord
>>6557691
That sucks. but at least you're goddamn adorable. If you can just tough it out until you're in a better place you'll be golden.
>>6557691
cut somewhere where it isnt in everyones face at least. or use hot wax and prevent scars.
>>6557697
Some nice edge there, bro
>>6557691
dont cut dweeb, you'll regret it later
>>6557716
>trans
>not a degenerate
Pick one
>>6557697
umm this is kinda a horrible thing to say
>>6557721
>kinda
>>6557721
don't even bother
she can't feel empathy
>>6557694
Lilly looks like a butch girl, passes as one, had SRS and has her life on track. And that was her transition goal, so yeah, she pretty much succeeded.
And as much as some here don't like my presentation and attitude, I guess I'm pretty close. Even though I keep pushing the goalposts. I guess that once I get my full ID change and lower face surgery, I won't think of what I could do further as transitioning. My friends already consider it was a success and they're not entirely wrong.
Transitioning isn't about looking like the most stereotypical cute young girl as possible. It's about being able to accept your body, getting rid of dysphoria and be accepted by society under your terms.
>>6557728
S M H
M
H
smiles is nice, don't be rude
>>6557691
Do it faggot.
>>6557728
She is doing it correctly. She's not trying to kill herself, just induce pain.
>>6557728
hehe >:)
Just go harm animals or something, whats the point in harming yourself.
>>6557736
>I like smiles
then why are you saying such things?
>>6557728
Listen bro
We don't need your edge
>>6557740
I don't who's edgier, you or mado
>>6557740
Animals have done nothing wrong, leave them alone.
>>6557740
Nah, we don't harm cute little hamsters here...
>>6557740
If I should harm animals can I harm you then, cuz you seem like quite the bitch
>>6557740
but they didn't do anything, and the pain itself is the release
this way you're only hurting yourself, and you don't violate the nonaggression principle
>>6557748
If you like her, why would you want to tell her how to kill herself properly?
>>6557754
>non aggression principle
Are you a lolbertarian?
>>6557752
If you go against nature, nature will destroy you. Also wanting to hurt animals is a sign of autism or psychopathy and I'm sure that'll help the cause, but hey it's fine if we're never taken seriously ever.
>>6557754
Non-aggression is a principle now? Is this Gandhi Land?
everything is real
but it's also just as fake
from your daughter's birthday party
to your grandmother's wake
>>6557766
Well, you do come across a bit as a psycho. A cute little psycho.
>>6557766
A nice person should talk smiles out from hurting themselves
>>6557766
I just don't get it
if you like someone, wouldn't you want them to not kill themself?
>>6557771
That's what she's trying to emulate.
Chara isn't mean she's just abstract (adoption soon pls)
>>6557775
Can't help hearing Tiny Tina's voice when I read her posts...
check
>>6557759
nigga I am memeing
im pretty sure that's not how the nap works
niggers
>>6557766
>on 4chan
We've all got a little bit of the 'tism friend.
But yeah being edgy towards animals is big sign of not being wired correctly
>>6557779
please
they prefer to be called basketball-americans
>>6557781
If by being edgy towards animals you mean drinking fresh horse blood, then I guess people where I come from aren't wired correctly...
>>6557783
>I don't really care. If thats what they want.
k then
>>6557785
Yeah France is pretty freaky
>>6557783
http://youtu.be/SxGXXgGgRWc
>>6557783
>aspd
Doesn't mean that you're not deliberately trying to come off as extra psycho.
>>6557791
That is not my intention.
>>6557788
http://youtu.be/h1qQ1SKNlgY
>>6557790
*Hiss*
>>6557797
Also make father give me an allowance pls :>
>>6557798
that would require them to get marri--- actually hey wait you two should fuck
>>6557799
Where are you from
>>6557802
See?
>>6557803
closer to me than to you c;
>>6557808
I TOLD YOU TO STOP CALLING ME DADDY
>>6557808
nigga ditch that chaser dad I'll give you enough pocket money for all the ramen and video games you need
>>6557812
But she is your daughter Birdy!
>>6557813
Kids these days spend their allowance on ramen? Not alcohol and smokes?
>>6557760
Harming animals for no reason is dumb, but
>implying that would be going against nature
>implying some predators don't play with or torture smaller animals for sport
>>6557823
OKAY FATHER
>>6557823
woah, birdy has a thing for being called daddy
How are you doing today daddy? :>