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>>6458473
First for memes were a mistake.
>tfw a member of the me generation
>mfw right now
>>6458491
>tfw want to kiss a trip
>tfw asking about bra sizes has made everything significantly LESS clear
>tfw you and bexe stream Keep Talking and Nobody Explodes
twitch.
tv/bexexexe
>>6458495
JUST
>>6458501
Frozen was a mistake.
>>6458473
kill faye rachel chara amy
>>6458496
which one
>been dating a guy for two years
>still hasn't seen me due to crippling anxiety over my looks
>he never asks to see me because he knows I won't
>we are generally happy together, never fight, about as stable as a long distance relationship can be
>worried that perhaps my appearance in his head is set to his "perfect woman" standards that I can't ever realistically compete with
I assume this will eventually end badly once I finally do show him myself and there isn't much that can be done. Thoughts? Advice?
How do I know if I'll be cute if I transition?
>>6458503
>>6458490
Nice doggy. looks very cudly.
>>6458496
iktf
>>6458505
why me, what did i do? im never mean, ive never hurt anyone??
if you have a trip crush you HAVE to post who it is RIGHT NOW
>>6458511
It was
>>6458511
It is
>tfw doing drugs at work
its an abstract kind of degeneracy
>>6458516
Make me
>>6458487
you're a baby boomer?
>>6458516
mercury
>>6458518
I don't have a sister, and I never really met my mom. ;_;
seeya faggots im done
>>6458516
dont tell anyone but i have a huge crush on quid its a secret tho!!
>>6458529
lol is that a bungee cord?
>>6458521
>>6458522
TELL ME!!
>>6458527
cousin then
>>6458516
is it still a crush if I'm already her boyfriend?
>>6458516
chara
>>6458536
I don't have female cousins, my dad was the only one to have any kids in his side of the family.
>>6458517
>>6458516
Sophie and rawr are qt
>>6458537
>man with dick
>"discusting"
my sides
>>6458540
i serously think you're lying
>>6458516
Jupiter
>>6458534
Hint they haven't posted in this thread
>"i'm a lesbian!"
>*wants SRS*
>>6458516
FrenchFry
Not even sure if she still posts here.
>>6458555
thank u for reminding me to text her, it's been so long. i wonder if she quit heroin too
>>6458549
I swear I'm not. It's just my Grandma, two uncles (cool fact, one is a pedophile in jail atm),dad, brother and me.
epilating legs while watching anime, is there any greater joy in this world??
>>6458516
mado
she can never know
>>6458561
Being a girl?
>>6458553
scissoring > using gt
>>6458516
I haven't seen her in a long time, but Pause
She was super friendly and super hot, gave me a lot of courage to start transitioning 3 or 4 years ago.
Does anyone know what she's up to these days?
>>6458564
yeah maybe you're right
>>6458516
Chara for racist voice clyps
>>6458538
who's your girlfriend this time
>>6458567
I am sorry, that was mean. the trolling got the better of me.
>>6458516
i like rachel
>>6458575
ty anon <3
>>6458570
9/10 response
I liked it
>>6458516
Kit
>>6458552
K lowkey it's carol
>>6458577
dont sweat it
>>6458566
I remember her more from /soc/ than /lgbt/, I think she got married and settled down?
>>6458582
eww you fucking pedo
>>6458582
she's only 13 years old you sick fuck
>>6458516
chara, shes hot as fuck
grace i guess too
>>6458584
>trans girl
>married
so you're telling me there's hope?
If I post a picture to see if I'd be able to transition well, will I get bullied or not?
>>6458590
only if you are pretty
so for you, yes
>>6458592
people wont hugbox here, they will give you the truth which might be hard to hear
>>6458592
you would probably get better results from a more specific thread type as our little community here at /mtfg/ is cancerous as all heck
>>6458592
maybe, probably, this is still 4chan.
>>6458516
I enjoy birds very much
>>6458592
no but its really hard to tell if you'll actually transition well
Whatever I'm drunk, bully away.
I'm also 5'2 so at least I got that going for me.
>>6458601
I actually haven't seen pics, I just like her personality.
>>6458603
literally us RIGHT NOW
>>6458570
ur a cheeky little cunt m8
>>6458601
chara is also straight lel
>>6458607
you might need a trachea shave and as long as your brow doesnt protrude by a mile you will be fine
>>6458607
are you literally 12
>>6458607
So you're an emo manlet?
You'll do just fine anon among all these giraffes.
>>6458607
You look like Korra if she was white.
>>6458568
What is a racist voice clyps?
>>6458610
how many internet girlfriends do you generally go through in an average year? serious question desu, not judging you
>>6458598
>Who marries a tranny anyway?
A pretty hot dude apparently
>>6458607
can I suck your dick
Can someone please invite me to the super secret trip discord channel?
>>6458624
Wow that's gay.
>>6458627
the fact that you know about it suggests to that it's not the most secret
>.>
<.<
Well fuck it I'll talk to a doctor tomorrow and get started on the road to being girly as fuck. I'm already super depressed so I'm half way there, right?
>>6458516
Anonymous
Looks like he has multiple personalitys tho.
goodbye
>>6458627
which one? /cutetrans/?
>>6458639
4chanX should have an option to sync filters across multiple devices.
>>6458624
who is this babeazon
>>6458614
No, I'm 22.
>>6458628
She kind of looks like Chara the character ironically.
>>6458628
Just use the archive, she posted a lot of pics on the r9k mtfg threads.
>>6458623
oh well since it's a serious question :^)
before you know who I spent 6+ years in a shell purposely avoiding literally anything having to do with relationships, if that gives you an estimate
>>6458644
Maybe you should actually do something with your life. Become a programmer and fix the issue for example.
>>6458648
...yeah you're probably going to be fine
(((I hate you)))
Is /mtfg/ misandranist?
>>6458665
>misandranist
Given all the cock talk... maybe.
>>6458665
only quid
>>6458653
where is this archive? i can't find it
>>6458664
I'm sorry, I really know how it feels. I always wanted to be a pro wrestler when I was younger, and that's impossible being literally a midget.
It sucks not wanting the body you want.
I need help, how do you shave without gettting razor burn, i dont onow which feels worse, the stubble or the red marks left behind when i shave.....
>>6458665
not enough :(
>>6458669
naww not only me... there are some others...
not enough people understand my plan to prevent the existence of any cis men though :( there's literally only one moral flaw that means it can never be executed, along with a piece of technology that hasn't been invented yet, otherwise it would be perfect
>>6458674
they probably have special wrestling leagues for midgets if you look around
>>6458671
>>6458677
There have to be healthier ways to cope with your horrible insecurity.
>>6458677
you're a fucking dumbass
>>6458677
"We must secure the existence of women and a future for trans girls, for the beauty of the woman must not perish from the Earth. Gas the men, gender war now" t. Quid
>>6458679
:(
Ill never look like that.
Horray for going to work with dysphoria.....
>>6458678
I'm a little bit too tall to be a midget, so I wouldn't be able to fit in.
I'm happy with my new path of being a trap though.
>>6458681
what insecurity :^)
i'm just misandrist
>>6458682
nah it's a good plan it's just ultimately it's totally immoral just not quite eugenics level immoral
>>6458683
lmao
no gassing though
the totally immoral part is the abortion of all cis men in the womb first trimester, and obviously the practical obstacle is the testing
there could be an opt-in program for sperm donation, or stem cells could be used if feasible in this theoretical future
>>6458694
Quid
How in the world do you justify this tp yourself?
>>6458680
i'm too deep into homeland, can't sleep.
and i just use the regular 4chan settings, works for me?
>>6458607
banana hands
>>6458698
easily, i've thought about this plan for a while now
to be clear, the reason it's immoral is because mothers would have abortion forced on them, not because the babby men would be aborted
where's lalalily damn
>>6458679
wtf that is what chara looks like? betchu she trollin or she is literally 14
>>6458694
>teenage surfer dude lookalike
>thick unruly caterpillars
>oak tree neck
>manhater
people somehow like this idiot, literally worse than tumblr feminists
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591211
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591211
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591211
>>6458705
No, WHY do you want this?
Why do you feel like this would be the right path for humanity?
>>6458708
thats mtfg for you.
>>6458708
>Sympathizing with men.
Yeah fuck off dude.
>>6458706
She posted multiple pics of her, some people look really young well into their twenties.
>>6458702
lame
what is homeland about?
i mean the built-in settings are fine, but my autism requires me to OPTIMIZE my 4chan browsing experience
>>6458706
she's not, she'll be my age in a few days
>>6458710
DO YOU PEOPLE HAVE SOME KIND OF AUTISM?????????
>>6458705
what if I told you.... you are a cis man
shocking I know.
>>6458617
I may or may not be the anon you think :3
>>6458714
you are men you fucking dumbass
I now see why korra and quid like each other. They are both literally delusional self hating gay men.
>>6458720
>>6458723
Have you ever be friend with a MtF?
They aren't acting like a men.
>>6458719
Wait, do you not?
>>6458714
No, fuck you. I like men. Some of the best chefs, no, MOST of the best chefs I have ever known were men. Most of the hardest workers I have ever known were men. You fuck off. I wouldnt want to live in a world without them. Most people wouldnt.
>>6458708
not sure if you mean me or that "quid1000" dude on tinychat or kageshi or whatever it was... that guy was total surfer dude
if you're talking about me, yeah, my appearance needs cleaning up, but one of those is easily fixable, two should fix somewhat with more hrt and were fixing before i stupidly went off tho one more than the other
but yeah the neck sucks
>>6458714
thank you gosh
>>6458719
lmao
>>6458720
nope :^)
either i'm a trans girl or by your standards i'm a trans boy, either way i'm obviously trans
>>6458724
omg i love this hahahaha
>>6458727
I'll have you know I'm completely normal!
just as long as I remember to take my.. uhhh... where did I put those?
>>6458730
You really need to get properly fucked. To just take it like a girl.
It would solve so much.
>coconut oil treating my hair
I love it and it's magic but it gets fuckin everywhere
I take it back.
I am so so sorry I even thought for a second I would ever enjoy eating anywhere with you quid. If I do see you in my city, quid, I am fucking running the opposite direction.
>>6458732
Can certify 102% normal :^))))))))))))))
>>6458729
Not my fault you only know trash the best of trash is still trash lmao.
>>6458716
homeland is like, about this CIA agent who tries to figure out this conspiracy regarding a returned PoW and she has type 1 bipolar and its pretty good and addicting. i like watching claire danes make her ugly cry face all the time.
>my autism requires me to OPTIMIZE my 4chan browsing experience
lol did you know i've actually been diagnosed with autistm? i just don't believe it tho
>>6458744
>hating an entire demographic who share nothing in common except their genetalia
sounds like the KKK and blacks desu
Soooo.... anyone hungry?
>>6458738
anon couldn't handle the memes rip
>>6458744
You make me want to throttle you. How fucking arrogant you are on your echo board. You and quid deserve each other.
Probably because youre the same person.
I have to go now, asshole. Some of us actually are engaged in th real world enough to know how god damn crazy you sound.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591274
>>6458753
Couldnt handle how fucking insane most of you idiots are. God damn, have any of you even been hugged in your life? Get some fresh air.
I hate having to be associated with people like you. Its made everything in my life so much harder. Get your shit together.
>>6458750
>lol did you know i've actually been diagnosed with autistm? i just don't believe it tho
LMAO
ur such a riot.
i wonder if i actually have autism, thatd be funny
>claire danes
oh i see
im watching this girls TV show
https://www.instagram.com/lizgillz/?hl=en
>>6458514
What are you going to do about it.
>>6458762
by that logic
cis people who defend trans people are closet transgenders
>>6458738
aww i'm sorry foodie anon :(
i mean i am memeing... i just feel uncomfortable around men, reducing the population by 49% long term is worse than the holocaust
but i don't need any guy friends idk, the only friends i have are those i've been friends with since childhood and i'm not as close to them as i was
i don't outwardly act rude to dudes though
it's ok tho i wouldn't want to eat with a eugenicist
>>6458753
:(
>>6458755
i don't sockpuppet i anon post when i'm feeling down or something or talking about something embarrassing (other than this)
anyway i primarily interact with men right now and i get along with them fine, they like me and i like them and we work together 60-80 hours a week. i'm not saying "oh i have guy friends" but i don't actively hate on men, i just don't really like them that much personally and this is 4chan :P
>>6458764
omg a puru <3
my brain sucks, shit
i came here to vent and whine, but i remembered i dont do that, so enjoy this thread mtfg
>>>/gif/8768317
>>>/gif/8723810
>>6458774
ok whoa
>>6458774
Don't link that shit, I have stuff that need to get done.
>>6458771
>masculine teenager
>i just feel uncomfortable around men
>>6458780
?
why would it preclude you from getting stuff done?
>>6458782
lol
>>6458771
>i don't outwardly act rude to dudes though
yes the fuck you do, how many times have you told birdy to kill himself when he's only ever been nice to you?
>>6458736
is that a thing
does it help
should i have been doing this all along??
>>6458763
you dont like claire danes!?
and yeah, i was diagnosed at 13 but like, it doesn't make sense to me and i think i was misdiagnosed because i was weird because i wanted to be a girl and couldn't/didn't tell anyone
idk, sometimes the diagnosis makes sense, sometimes it doesn't. i guess its a spectrum but i dont want to be on that spectrum tho
>>6458775
I gotchu ;3
>>6458771
>omg a puru <3
hi quiddi!
>>6458789
leave me out of this pls thanks
if i died by hair i could probably look like a tranny claire danes
>>6458789
that's someone on mtfg on 4chan, a guy who's come here and started cycling thru dates with trips at a rate of one a month lol, i'm being rude to somebody who's only ever laughed it off and is imo presumably a chaser whether or not he's pansexual
people that i actually know in person that i am acquaintances with i am friendly and actually very cordial and helpful to, but i'm not really going to open up to them or trust them etc etc
>>6458792
*pats head*
>>6458795
ayy lmao
>>6458736
What's the deal with coconut oil anyways?
>>6458797
I don't know how you look but you certainly act like one of her characters.
feeling pretty shitty /mtfg/
what do i do
>>6458791
no she's fine, she's just a good punch line
oh yeah you're probably just on the spectrum, but then now they seem to just diagnose anyone anything, and it seems like being atypical in anyway results in being on the autism spectrum which is silly i think, but idk
i wish i could take a bunch of tests to tell me why im such a trash fucked person but w/e
>>6458797
oh i was thinking of an older lady, hmm, i wonder why
>>6458808
>>6458806
It has lots of uses apparently, good for skin care, hair and as a lubricant.
>>6458808
Why are you feeling shitty? About the usual stuff?
>>6458808
get high
>>6458760
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591363
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591363
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591363
http://www.strawpoll.me/10591363
>>6458810
yeah. i definitely dont tell people im autistic but some people can tell IRL
>>6458802
>started cycling thru dates with trips at a rate of one a month
o I am laffin
>>6458822
Guess.
>>6458827
>leave me out of this
Well, make an effort to stay out of it
>>6458825
You can't barrage the Farage!
>tfw no bf
>tfw no gf
>tfw no bf
>tfw no gf
>tfw no bf
>tfw no gf
>tfw no bf
>tfw no gf
>tfw no bf
>tfw no gf
i hatemyselfi hatemyselfi hatemyselfi hatemyselfi hatemyselfi hatemyselfi hatemyselfi hatemyself
so is quid being honest or doing damage control
>>6458831
alright I decided against that, I'm bored and I like to argue with quid okay
>>6458843
LOL
i will shoot u
try to fight a bullet i dare u i dare u
>>6458815
I mean, I figured, as the post I quoted said "coconut oil treating my hair".
>>6458840
can confirm quid is literally always 100% serious about everything she says 100% of the time
>>6458844
thats was a serious post i wasn't memeing ;---;
>>6458847
>i will shoot u
METRO?!?!?!?!?!??!?!
>>6458847
you're like literally 5'2 and probably less than 100lbs, the recoil would kick your ass for me
>take klonopin yesterday morning
>a few drinks last night
>wake up with massive headache
This is gay
>>6458853
i thought u were gay
>>6458855
drink more water
Ben and Jerry's peanut butter cup was only fucking 2.59 at walgreens, last time phish food was 2.59
i love life
>>6458851
ty idgi with all these trolls today
>>6458853
IF YOUNG METRO DON'T TRUST BIRDY IM GON SHOOT HIM
beautiful morning
there's a dead chaser this morning
nothing unwanted
>>6458854
:/ i'm 5'4 and 130 lbs thank you and i'm gaining weight
pic related
>>6458859
i'm 100% bisexual, but men scare me at times, also if i dude tried to beat me up over being a tranny i'd get my shit kicked in, since a teenage boy and fuck my shit pretty hard, so a grown man would kill me pretty ezpz, but i'd like to think with another woman we'd be evenly matched, if she got violent
but the guy i posted (my husbando) is a homosexual in a long term relationship........
and most men i'm attracted to are usually homosexual men
also i like you and stuff, but i mean you live upstate, and i already got turbo fucked pretty hard psychologically by a ldr so
hmm
i should go back on my meds so i can make my thoughts coherent
>>6458869
lemme ask u something
if i get bleach on my tshirt
will i look like an asshole???
>>6458869
well except phone is dead so i can't take pic, but you get the idea, ben and jerry's peanut butter cup
wait, it won't be as authentic but
>>6458818
not so much usual as much as that is in the back of my head
my card got rejected for my hrt order and unsure about future of being able to order and stay on hrt
>>6458869
wait
"a chaser died this morning" flows better
or "beautiful morning, chasers died on this morning, nothing unwanted"
>>6458870
probably
that's one of my least favorite lines in the album though lmao idk, i feel like it's his most flawed album but it's better than 808s, and when it's good it is really good
altogether i like pt 1 tho, pt 2 is my shit however
>>6458872
tfw now working at ben and jerrys and steady source of its icecream to boot <3
>>6458879
"chasers died in the morning" is best i think actually, the stressed syllables and everything are just right
>>6458886
damnnn girl that's awesome
>>6458887
pls stop trying to kill the boy I like
>>6458879>>6458887
pt2 is just Panda though
once i heard Panda, i just............eh
MBDTF>Graduation>808s>Late Registration=>Yeezus=>College Dropout
imo
808s is my 2nd favorite album so... honestly i loved TLOP, but its not his best, and i wish he'd have just gotten some ghost writers like Drake
TLOP has some of his B E S T tracks (ty madlib), but also some of his worst, which is funny when you think about it
a remix of part 1 with good lyrics would kill though
>>6458886
the dream desu
>>6458876
Oh that sucks, but I wouldn't worry about it too much, got rejected once, you successfully ordered many times right? Worst case scenario you are off mones for a few days.
>>6458890
this, don't take me from the girl I like
>>6458890
i mean yeah, and usually i don't like that, but the song by itself, especially because when i first listened i intentionally went in knowing virtually nothing about the album, is pretty good, and i love kanye's verse. i can rap along to the whole thing by heart at speed now lmao
>>6458897
kek
yeah i didn't know it was a pre-existing track when i heard it, but once i found out, it killed it for me
also panda is super overplayed now
>>6458896
go to bed
>>6458891
MBDTF > Late Registration > Graduation > 808s > TLOP > Yeezus > College Dropout
>>6458891
TLOP is fucking great. but yeah, nowhere close to his best.
>drake has ghost writers
pls stop hurting my drake
>>6458903
you go to bed
>>6458905
okay fine
>>6458909
nah im staying up FOREVER
>>6458890
oops i meant just that crying gif sry
>>6458891
i mean yeah, and usually i don't like that, but the song by itself, especially because when i first listened i intentionally went in knowing virtually nothing about the album, is pretty good, and i love kanye's verse. i can rap along to the whole thing by heart at speed now lmao
agreed on pt 1 remix
but ew no drake
and it's
mbdtf > yeezus = (or yeezus very slightly above) tlop > graduation > late registration (it's more accomplished an album than graduation but i don't like it as much, too many songs i skip) = college dropout > 808s
the further kanye goes along the less songs per album i skip
with the exception of mbdtf of course, which is unskippable the whole way through
>>6458913
Is that your cat? It's really cute
basically imho old yeezy was great but his creative strides as of late are just incredible even if his missteps are worse now as a result
>>6458906
yeah this is pretty fair
I dont like late registration that high because its kind of long, Graduation is nice and streamlined, which i like
>>6458908
I STAND WITH MEEK
(who is a shit rapper, but....)
http://www.xxlmag.com/news/2016/03/meek-mill-beating-quentin-miller/
Drake is a good artist, but even Weeknd said he wrote Nothing Was the Same
Drake had ghost writers, but Drake isn't a rapper, he's a pop star
>>6458914
>yeezus #2
yeah nah
>>6458918
idk maybe maybe graduation a little higher but yeezus is great tbhhh
tlop i have to listen to a playlist of where i've removed a lot of tracks though lol, but i really like the majority of the songs
i guess i'd probably put tlop below graduation or late registration even, but i really love some songs on it
I've been so confused lately.
I've always loved androgyny and embraced my femininity, but I only began questioning myself recently. I bought a couple of dresses + lipstick about a month ago. I initially only thought it was fun to feel pretty, but after the second or so time"dressing up" in my room, I started wanting to stay pretty. I don't like looking in the mirror and seeing a guy dressed as a girl. I want to actually look like a cute girl. I tried a couple of those face recognition sites. It made me so happy when the site identified me as a female and saddened me when it identified me as male. I went on omegle in a dress (+ convenient lightning) and when people assumed i was a cis girl, it gave me a wonderful feeling in my heart.
I didn't grow up hating the fact that I'm a male, although I did distance myself from the idea of being manly or macho as I reached my teens.
I don't know how much of what I'm feeling is gender dysphoria and how much it is body dysphoria.
Even before this, I've hated hated hated my legs for not being as slim as girls' legs. I also cannot stand my cheeks.
I'm so sorry for the long post. I'm still relatively new to the whole lgbt world of identities and such. The last few days have been so confusing. I've been feeling envious of the cute girls I see around and with their bodies and outfits.
Is this just a fetish? Am I possibly trans? Do I have to be trans to receive hrt? I want to be pretty
>>6458915
>>6458923
Also,
Yeezus>mbdtf>late registration/tlop>college dropout>>graduation/808s
>>6458923
yer a tranny harry
>>6458928
i like this a lot, but mbdtf is definitely above yeezus
>>6458923
>s this just a fetish?
Doesn't sound like it, you said you felt happy doing this, not turned on
>Am I possibly trans?
Possibly
Do I have to be trans to receive hrt?
No, you can self med, and femboys go on hrt but consider themselves as males.
hello, here i am, awake
So I've just eaten.
Should I shitpost here (and elsewhere) until I properly digested my lunch and then go to sleep or just go straight for the bed.
>>6458928
>Yeezus>mbdtf>late registration/tlop>college dropout>>graduation/808s
>yeezus #1
wtfno
>>6458923
you sound like you're trans, see a gender therapist; you generally do need to be trans to get hrt the "legit" way, unless you go to an informed consent clinc
>>6458932
hello i too, am here.
look at this
>>>/fa/11441057
>>6458932
Are you going to be productive today?
>>6458923
>Is this just a fetish?
Probably not, based on your description.
Am I possibly trans?
It's looking pretty likely, although whether or not you're a transsexual is going to take you some soul searching to work out.
>Do I have to be trans to receive hrt?
No.
>I want to be pretty
Seconded
If you're not sure how you want to proceed, at least work out how you don't want to, then see a gender therapist. It'll have you in a better position when you do know what you want to do.
>>6458941
im going to work like the good little worker bee that i am
>>6458947
yeah i really like some of that stuff, like i love seiichi hayashi a lot, for instance...
Who else /straight but would go gay for a certain trip/ here?
>>6458929
The problem I have is that I didn't grow up feeling confused with my gender. This is all very recent. I was a fairly normal kid. I was happy being a boy. As I got older, I began to embrace my feminine side. I was obsessed with glam metal in middle school (which makes sense now).
Is it possible to not "discover" your gender identity? It was only a year ago when I realized I was bi. It was obvious to everyone but me. I was obviously attracted to the dudes in glam metal bands in middle school. I wanted to look like them.
>>6458931
I remember trying on my mom's lipstick a couple years ago and thinking it was very hot.
>>6458930
>>6458937
Yeezus is incredible. It gets better with every listen. It feels the most urgent and more kanye out of all of them. It's controlled chaos and does not fall short in any regard IMO
>>6458950
those books don't stack themselves ufufu.
>>6458953
;-*
>>6458953
me desu
certain trip is straight too...
here comes chub :D
"If every day were like today... You'd weigh 149.3 lbs in 5 weeks"
yessss i can so do this
>>6458955
>Yeezus is incredible. It gets better with every listen. It feels the most urgent and more kanye out of all of them. It's controlled chaos and does not fall short in any regard IMO
>falling for the meme
i mean everyone is entitled to like what they like though
>>6458953
who is the trip?
>>6458959
who is the trip
>>6458950
yeah i figured you would
i want to get back into drawing, but i suck
>>6458962
what website is this I need to figure out how to be thicc
>>6458950
You sound great as an (almost) adult.
>>6458964
Getting "thicc" requires eating not thinking.
>>6458963
Idk I just wanted attention ;~~~;
>>6458959
>>6458960
Time to fess up girls.
>>6458953
No, I wish I could be friends with some of them though ;_;
>>6458970
answer the question
>>6458974
>>thanks buuuuuut im quitting to sit at home and masturbate for men so
As someone who is planning to watch and tip you I take offence
>>6458970
Well why didn't you just say so. How are you doing, Maddie?
Also, good morning to everyone.
>>6458970
oh
but u probably had someone in mind
i thought u and cyba were dating or something?
>>6458974
uggh
idk drawing requires so much more effort than other things, i barely even write anymore
i made some album art yesterday but its shit soooooooo
i should buy an unlined notebook
what kinda sketchbook u got
>>6458976
Tell us Pizzaslut. We won't tell them we promise.
>>6458964
myfitnesspal.com you can make your own recipes and stuff so it's a little tedious at first but as long you aren't eating a bunch of new stuff you can just figure out what stuff from fast food is even by adding the ingredients together manually, like i get extra beans at chipotle so i add a tortilla, chicken, etc etc, and 2x beans or 1.7 if they give a little less the second go around like they usually do (i'm obsessive af lmao)
then you can just log the vast majority of shit, i even make recipes for "breakfast pills, lunch pills, dinner pills, night pills" (i take hrt 4 times a day for optimum levels) so i don't have to add them all manually every time
i'm gonna try to get "you would be 160 lbs in 5 weeks" tomorrow >:D
What should I do with my hair for now? I wanna look androgynous
>>6458974
>thanks buuuuuut im quitting to sit at home and masturbate for men so
So one step forward and two steps back? I am not even phased anymore.
>>6458983
oh i have a leichtturm but its got grid lined paper, so when i draw on it i feel like a tool
but its also supposed to be for a bullet journal or whatever
yeah moleskine's seem cool
i should just get a moleskine; i feel like if i but a legit sketchbook, i should get a really big one
>>6458986
its andro i think, but idk calicut
>>6458984
oh, i see, i see, isee
>>6458982
HOW LONG UNTIL I CAN BREATHE FIRE?
I made some drunken mistakes last night and i feel very bad
>>6458986
wash it.
>>6458988
Doesn't really matter what you do, you've sold your labour and hours for bread. Might as well make the labour the one you like best, and get a good exchange rate on the hours.
>If every day were like today... You'd weigh 74.1 kg in 5 weeks
>>6459001
You are really cute. How long on HRT?
>>6459000
>tfw that's exactly what my weight was when I started trying to get thicc
>tfw lost fucking 5kgs since then
c-can I gain a kilogram a week?
also how do I switch it to lbs and inches and calories so I don't have to convert everything reeeee
>>6458994
nice
lmao MFP is trying to judge my ambitions
"2390 calories
Your projected weight gain is 1 lb/week
You should gain 5 lbs by July 31"
yeah fucking right i'm going to gain way faster than that i ain't got time for that lmfao
also i realized i didn't update my weight to my current weight
now today gives me If every day were like today... You'd weigh 155.8 lbs in 5 weeks
or 70.6 kg
yesss
4 times faster than mfp wants me to do if i can pull it off lol but i should probably go slower than that so i keep pace with hrt... i won't be able to keep this up anyway but i want to eat at least 2500-2600 a day minimum
>>6459001
i meant clavicut, that was a typo
/v/ told me you guys are all addicted to heroin
>>6459006
settings but wai if it's your native system
>>6459013
cant speak for everyone but I am
>>6459006
c-can I gain a kilogram a week?
Easily, especially if you're sitting all day long
>>6459013
I'm addicted to memes desu
>>6459013
not heroin
estrogen
you should try it desu, it'll change your life
>>6459016
I did also eat almost a pound of macaroni cheese for lunch
pretty hopeful desu
At 3 hours ago and already painfully hungry again. I wish I could just never feel hunger
>>6458790
It can help your hair get thicker and it's magic for hair health. It might help you, but you gotta have the shit in for a WHILE and it's messy. I've got another two and a half hours until I'm taking it out since I'm doing an 8 hour treatment, standard is 6 hours
>>6458806
It's good shit mayne
>>6458986
how old are you?
>>6458986
its kinda andro already but
obv just grow it out for now
>>6458988
actually akaka said it bette rthan i could probably
but i hate my job so much i get so frustrated i feel like crying when im there so
>>6458992
i just have the 'medium' moleskine size to carry around but i have a big one too
idk
>>6459000
>tfw cant complete my mfp entry for yesterday because its under 1000 calories
STOP JUDGING ME MFP
>>6459020
>>6459028
You are really cute. I want to kiss you on your cute lips.
Okay maybe a cup of strawberries isn't meant to sustain you for several hours
Maybe I should just have more...
I mean it's p low in calories
>>6459032
We mostly talk about boys and pizza
>>6459032
>do you talk about heroin
yeah, exclusively
>>6459032
I just post the same animal pictures daily
>>6459003
I made out with a girl I've known since highschool. We went kinda hard. We were both drunk but she was probably much more drunk than me.
I've always liked her and she's always liked me and it was sort of a lot of pent up emotion i guess. But my roommate who's super in love with me got very mad at me last night about it. Idk i feel bad but also I'm glad i got to communicate my feelings to this girl.
>>6459032
nah it's cause I don't sleep
>>6459030
Thanks, but I look a lot worse irl
>>6459045
plz post more pics.
i am 6 months on mones and you look more fem then me.
>>6459044
no please leave
>>6459044
Cats too
Do whatever you want!
>>6459044
You don't have to be crazy to work here, but it helps LOL
(Just one of our little thread "memes" heh)
speaking of sleep I legit cbf sleeping at all
I just want to stay up and write music and shitpost
you feel me?
>>6459044
>I'm not mentally disabled
YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS
EVERYONE
http://doyouneedtherapy.com/
http://doyouneedtherapy.com/
http://doyouneedtherapy.com/
http://doyouneedtherapy.com/
http://doyouneedtherapy.com/
>>6459044
Feel free
what haircut would frame my face best
>>6459054
You'll probably get thiccer by sleeping though
>>6459050
do the mouth thing for the cat
>>6459052
>GORL PLS
wait
do u have a problem with the things he says???????
dude cyberbulling isn't real just turn off the computer, lmao
lol
but yeah, i wouldn't give him my monies, but it is a lil cute
>>6459054
of course I need therapy
so I can get loaded on a bunch of pills which would give the impression of being cured
>>6459060
But that wouldn't be nice!
going for a noontime hike with a friend I haven't seen in month
cause I'm hiking I'm gonna be in a t-shirt and shorts for the first time this summer
Time for people to see my legs for the first time since I started HRT, woo
>>6459047
I'm sure you're selling yourself short
>>6459065
plz be my bf/gf
>>6459054
i think i just did the best shitposting all day you might want to wait a little so i don't overshadow u ;333
also another nice thing about gaining weight on mfp is if you forget something or underestimate that's ok, it just means you're reaching your goal faster than you think :)
>>6459060
yeah i was disappointed she didn't do that
>>6459065
For a person that's not on hrt and is only wearing lip stick you look reasonably feminine.
>>6459066
that's not very nice anon :/
I think I want to visit Prague
>>6459054
/v/isiting anon here
I took this and it said I had good results, does this mean I can't stay?
>>6459071
you had literally nothing wrong with you? legit impressed
I didn't think it would be possible to get through that without being diagnosed with something lol
>tfw hairs been wrapped up in coconut oil for 3 and a half hours
Shit I forgot I started at two so I gotta have this stuff in til 10 and it's 5:45 right now. Can't wait to shower it all out.
>>6459076
I don't do drugs but I like history and old buildings and food and clubbing
>>6459079
And art. Seeing boticelli's birth of Venus irl was like one of the high points of my life so far
>>6459023
>it can get your hair thicker
Ok im definitely doing this ASAP
>>6459079
one of these things is not like the other
>>6459073
>RESULTS: In some respects you scored outside the range of functioning that is usually considered normal. This does not necessarily mean that you are diagnosable with any particular disorder, but it does mean that you will probably benefit from consulting with a qualified mental health professional for further testing or treatment. Area(s) of possible concern (expressed in the diagnostic language that will be familiar to your therapist):
>Bipolar Disorder
>Dissociative Identity Disorder
>Impulse Control Disorder
>Posttraumatic Stress Disorder
>Substance Abuse Disorder
:^)
wbu bb
>>6459082
oh right sorry kneejerk reaction i forgot
>>6459054
okay holy shit I just decided I'd do it again and ignore the whole "for x weeks" thing and just tick anything that has ever applied to me
I got ten different things
TEN
rofl
when I did it properly I only got 2 so I'm totes sane :^)
>>6459054
What the hell is simple phobia
>>6459082
Thank you so much. I actually have to get up for work in six minutes and I haven't slept a second, but somebody on the internet called me pretty so maybe not everything's in the shitter.
That sounded sarcastic. I promise it's not
>>6459089
people being afraid of your personality
>>6459088
yeah that's really what i should do cause a ton of those apply to me regularly just not over the past week or whatever but every few months at least
let's see
>>6459091
plz come back and post more pics any time qt!
>>6459092
Nasty
>>6459093
I posted it on the discord cause I don't really want to post it here for some reason lol
>>6459098
yeah i think i'll do same lol i got 12
Twice in a row my dad has interrupted my sleeping and ruined my ability to remember that night's dream
I just want to sleep
>>6459102
>I just want to sleep
idktf
>tfw no drugs.
>>6459081
here's what you do, either get tubes of it made for hair care or get a jar of it.
melt it, but DO NOT MICROWAVE IT. microwaving it fucks it up. it melts at a relatively low temp, mine was pure liquid in 95F weather.
pour that shit in your hair, rub it into your scalp, use enough until your hair is nice and saturated. make sure to rinse your hands off and wipe up any oil that drips onto your forhead. what I did was used a spare disposable shower cap and wrapped a towel around that so I could use my headphones while waiting.
wrap your head in a towel or something so you don't get oil fucking everywhere.
now fuckin wait 6 hours. play vidya or shitpost. and when it's time, just rinse it out in the shower and wash your hair.
>>6459114
>95F weather
>relatively low temp
wattt
sooo use a stove then?
>>6459104
I have had restless and poor quality sleep my entire life
I am chronically exhausted but I never have a chance to catch up on sleep because I only get tired (to the point of sleep) around or after midnight most nights, and I'm never allowed to sleep through the day because it's badwrong according to my parents
>>6459118
When I was in Washington I'd fill the sink with hot water and let the oil melt in the jar until I had enough
>>6459118
>>95F weather
>>relatively low temp
Relatively low for melting things
What the fug
>>6459118
Usually hot running tap water on the jar will melt it enough
>>6459131
definitely here
our water gets up to 140 degrees
also
just ordered dese shoes for my EUROPEAN VACATION
now i need to get some new clothes
>>6459149
When are you going to quit your job and start camming Ufufu?
>lose at video games
>desire to kill self exponentially increases
i don't enjoy life
>>6459149
>EUROPEAN VACATION
oh bb
if you come to Greece wanna hang out?
I'd be down for it if you wanted.
>>6459157
Ricky post some recent pics
>>6459165
how long till you leave? and how long is your trip for?
>>6459165
>london
souther fairy
good morning
i want to get chubby/round cheeks but i don't want to be fat
do i just wait for hrt to work more or what
>>6459181
this desu
why would you need to do to london when you can go to blackpool?
>>6459187
Looks a lot like Portsmouth
>>6459185
You can't control fat distribution with diet, so all you can hope is for hrt to make your face look fuller.
I just want to not be in pain
after the great reaction here I was thinking about going back to an old writer's site I used to post work on and posting a story about an Atlas Shrugged type world where men are extinct to piss as many people off as possible, this is a really rough draft but here's an excerpt
"At first, there was outcry from all corners. This, surely, was the worst proposition yet voiced by a large plurality of extremist feminists
The GLP only garnered 5 percent of the vote in their first legitimized election, but the publicized stories of the women who comprised the main demographic of the GLP vote, brutally gangraped after the steep rise in rape culture around 2020, aroused sympathy in voters. The next parliamentary election saw 19% support for the GLP, enough to see 14 passionate women and 5 passionate men into the House Chamber."
pretty genius right, I think I'm the next Orwell
goof morning girls! ^_^
>>6459220
>Girls
>>6459217
saaaaaaame
>>6459220
>morning
>>6459224
we're girls in training
>>6459224
im am girl
should i walk to mcdonalds and get a shitton of food for gaining weight :3
>>6459234
What if you're incredibly advanced AIs?
>>6459237
Do you want extra diabetes with that?
>>6459242
>fuckslut
Is that an insult? I can't tell.
>>6459249
damn ;---;
r u ok
>>6459242
>>6459247
i want to be called a fuckslut
not fair
>>6459254
stfu fuckslut
>>6459252
i think i'll be fine i just gotta get it out of my system
weekends just suck cos i have all this free time and no one to spend it with
i just want to ask when she's coming home but i dont wanna bug her and also i don't want to have her telling me she's gonna stay longer than originally thought
>>6459254
Go suck a dick you fuckslut
>>6459241
yep
this is just for until i get the bulk ingredients to make soylent for under 3 bucks a day and gain weight much easier, i'm running out of packaged soylent
>>6459242
yeah, I know, that's why it's a rough draft
ideally, all that would be shown not told over a chapter or two and made much more subtle
but i mean, if ukip could do it, the gender liberation party surely can
>>6459259
>>6459264
t-thank you
>>6459243
ye but i can get like a bajillion calories
>>6459260
yeah i meant 2 maybe call u or something yesterday but u hadn't said too much the last few days so i was like "maybe she's relatively good???????"
rn i'm looking at bras, but i keep remembering that i have no tits, no dosh to buy bras rn and no one to wear them for, but i keep looking?? lol @me
wyd
also>>6459267
tell that fuckslut to quit being a sluttingfuck
>>6459270
its still gross
>>6459254
fug slud
>>6459242
idk either D: ur not a fuckslut tho! <3
>>6459266
Iunno I'm not a real writer
I'm a useless meat puppet pretending to be a human pretending to be a csc student pretending to be a novelist
>>6459276
lern2binge
>>6459270
eww McDonald's
>>6459286
i binge and purge all the time bro
but the only not gross thing and mickey dees is the fries at * S O M E* locations
everything else from there is very yucky
there are superior fast food places, especially with regard to price, imo
Okay my stomach is hurtin and I haven't eaten in 5 hours and all I had was a cup of strawberries so maybe I should eat something
>>6459276
i was kinda okay, i had a friend stay over and then friday i went to work and then went out later that night
yesterday tho all i heard from her were a few messages from before i was awake, so that sucked, and all i really did was walk way the fuck uptown and back in the heat and came home in the afternoon and just felt sad af but like, couldn't cry or whatever even tho i wanted to. idk. i need to cry a bunch i think.
i should only be like, a little over a week. 10 days. yeah. fuck. fuck.
>rn i'm looking at bras,
i've just been rotating between the same two for years and plan on doing so until i absolutely need new ones. bra shopping makes me feel anxious af.
right now tho? im just trying to stay busy with little bursts of tears every few minutes
Had a really weird dream last night. I was part of a burlesque troupe as "Helga Von Hardsmak" and we were supposed to perform at a really creepy dilapidated orphanage for some reason. Except the whole place was empty. Long, long wait, searching every corner. And nothing happened at all. Are my nightmares getting more subtle? Usually there would have been blood and guts and rotting corpses everywhere...
>>6459283
Iunno I kinda might be
unsee.
cc/buporade/
I'm doing BA this month! ^^
>>6459304
uhh really?
>>6459306
Uou're upside down but very nice
>>6459295
>i've just been rotating between the same two for years
holy shit, honestly, same, except i usually dont wear one, since, u know, why bother, so yeah
ok, i see, i see, ok
well, its almost over, so thats good
crying is nice, but needing to cry and not being able to do so is the W O R S T, so yeah i feel ur pain
>>6459306
those are cute
what size are u getting?
>>6459310
Full C
>>6459306
that fugged with my head
For a second it looked like your boobs were in your abdomen
>>6459306
You are so fucking cute nikky
>>6459307
I mean, I haven't had sex in a couple years but I may have done a little fooling around
>>6459310
i always wear one. feels weird not to at this point.
>well, its almost over, so thats good
well, as far as i know. it's not like she has a set date for anything.
> but needing to cry and not being able to do so is the W O R S T
yeah idk if i have to or if its just the dumb fucking tightness in my chest that won't go away making me feel like i need to but
fuck thats the worst feeling
im gonna try and do a ton of weed and see if that helps
that's supposed to relive stress right? fuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkk i hate being like this dude
>>6459312
mmm yeah, i can see that
what size are you now?
I'm like a 34B, but if i were to get implants I'd get a C or a D
probably a D just to feel like I'd gotten my moneys worth
>>6459316
haha youre no fuckslut now in like another 6 months to a year when hrt really kicks in you might be since ur gunna have alot of ppl wanting to date you :3
This place is like the threads everywhere else minus the creepy old men trying to prey on me
Have I found heaven?
>>6459322
I'm wearing mostly B cups but they are never full.
>>6459326
>minus the creepy old men trying to prey on me
I have bad news for you anon
>>6459326
Do I look like an angel to you?
>>6459324
I'm too awkward for hookups
>>6459321
i think weed is good for alot of things, so yeah smoke urself out desu
i know that feel absolutely ;--;
im pretty sure she's missing u as much as you're missing her, except she's having fun, so she may not be as actively sad, but idk
>>6459326
maybe
from where did you come?
>>6459327
mm, i got you.
i dont have any bras with cups now that i think about it, i'm probably not a full B either
>>6459327
Put more boob in them
>>6459331
I could see the resemblance
>>6459333
>im pretty sure she's missing u as much as you're missing her, except she's having fun, so she may not be as actively sad, but idk
yeah im certain this is it which kinda makes me feel dumber cos im not having fun
i'm gonna smoke too much and od.
>>6459336
>/vg/
lol
are you trans then?
>>6459340
Yes
>lol
No bully
>>6459342
>u can't od on weed tho can you?
let's find out!!
>ur also not on a foreign adventure, so it's not the same really, lol
yeah i know...
also i thought i had more friends before she left.
i got like three other than lizzy and ain't none of em got time for lil ol me
>>6459343
no bullying
i dont go to /vg/ much
but im not a video gamer either
nice 2 meet u anon
>>6459350
nice 2 meet you too
>>6459348
>let's find out!!
lmk, bc if u do, im gonna do it also, real talk
that or coke
at least u have her @_______@
i wonder if u could hang with lizzy's friends, lol
There's something addictive about hitting that cross in dating apps...
>>6459336
Which generals do you frequent in /vg/?
>>6459365
>her one other friend besides me lmao.
i mean i know that u do, but i jsut hope u recognize the significance of that, lol
that does sound like a weird feeling
btw when is the last time u ate
>>6459366
oh yeah i do
(she's good at making friends. she's got a few that's she's made in iceland already which i why im kinda worried she might stay longer)
but she doesnt really have anyone she hangs around with regularly cept me and him, and its by far mostly me.
i ate yesterday afternoon. like 3 slices of pizza. i was full af so and kinda feeling that bad tightness in my chest so i didnt eat nothing else.
i'm gonna go run to the corner store in a bit tho and gets some garbage to eat
>tfw 8am and getting ready to go to pride with two little piece of cloth on
H...i... These seemed like a good idea yesterday
>>6459397
Hey, it's a pride. You could go wearing nothing but a leather harness and nobody would care.
This is for the idiot last night who thought old trannies can't exist. (pic) is of Marie Yasser who is 80yo now, 70yo in the photo, and started transition close to when she was 20yo.
>>6459331
Good morning/afternoon. How are you doing this afternoon?
I've been reading the pages Faye posted on bras last night. I may need to bend an underwire, but the underwire I have actually has a plastic wire so it won't bend...
>>6459397
Pic
>>6459406
I'm doing fine. Just tired and feeling empty. Trying to pack my stuff and move out of here. And if I do, I'm in for a bunch of medical stuff and red tape. I'm going to take a shot at getting my SRS covered. Not much to lose...
How was your party?
(pic) is Marie Yasser back in 1973.
>>6459397
Have fun at pride. Makes people think to much. Sadly they won't get it.
>tfw my sexual attraction is yo-yoing back and forth between men and women. Hopefully it settles down into a predictable pattern.
>>6459415
Medical stuff good. You need to bet back on hormones. I never could stand red tape. Hopefully they will pay for it. It will free up lots of income.
Party was good. Talked lots with friends on many things. As we get older, we go to bed earlier. 10 years ago these parties lasted to 3-4am. Now at latest 1am.
>>6459439
>dont needlessly eat up the image limit though
Right? That's reserved for anime girls
>>6459430
Good luck with that. I spent twelve months locked up in a psychiatric clinic, and not only did they let me stay on HRT but they also signed every letter I needed to go through my transition...
>>6459442
the anime shit annoys me to, but if i tell one of those avatarfags they'll purposefully post more pics
syndie has some fucking sense and can be reasoned with
>>6459445
ikr fuck anime posters
they piss me off for real
>>6459439
No limits! http://youtu.be/qM5W7Xn7FiA
>>6459436
Parties I go to... Well, I guess it depends on how I'm feeling. I still can keep one alive to breakfast hours if I'm in the right mood...
I came to the thread looking for some laughs but all I got was Quid shit posting constantly.
>>6459450
If u don't stop I'll be forced to stop u
>>6459450
Okay David, why don't you post more pictures of trains.
>>6459456
try me betch
>>6459457
relax it's not the end of the world if we have to make a new thread
like who cares there's not a limited amount of threads
>>6459445
>tfw you never posted with anime to start with
>tfw you branched out with other show/theme avatars and individual reaction images
>barely even post with su anymore
did I do ok
>>6459462
Actually, I have a friend who has a fledgling professional illustrator career and who's sometimes out of money. Once my own finances are a bit better, I might commission an anime caricature of myself to post here when people complain about anime...
i like nim i think she's really cool and a good friend
Bambi back in 1958. Early in her career.
>>6459439
ty
They are necessary.
>>6459445
And I think it is necessary to post pics every now and then.
>>6459454
Go watch some comedy show.
>>6459457
I was going to stop, but I see I need to continue the history lesson.
>>6459470
can i commission him to tell you to see a therapist instead for your strongly rooted narcissism
Who else shitposting at work.
Damn I was cranky this morning. Who the fuck would want to go to work the day after coming out to their boss during a torrential rain?
I should have calmed down and just not gotten mad at quid memeing her manhate.
>>6459472
>They are necessary.
yeah i missed that the 2nd image was the first woman earlier in life
>And I think it is necessary to post pics every now and then.
i agree, but there are alot of people who just post pictures just for the sake of posting them, which means a new thread is going to get made, and its really not needed for a general thread like this to be making new threads all the time
i dont trip, but when i used to come here (you were here during that time also iirc) we could have threads with 1000+ posts, now we barely break 600 post of the time, if we even get to 400 posts
maybe i'm being picky, but i find it annoying.
>>6459474
Uh oh shrek's on a rampage
>>6459480
We both know its mostly trips and not anons guilty of that.
>>6459472
I have a thing for Amanda. Mostly because she still mystifies people after all those decades...
>>6459474
First, it's her. And well, if people can see me as a narcissist in spite of my consumptive and fractured self, I guess I'm doing things right.
>>6459490
oh, yes i agree absolutely
but i thought that was implied, if not extremely obvious
>>6459486
Its all ogre now.
What are the earliest effects of HRT ?
>>6459500
(you)
>>6459494
That doesnt mean it hurts to say it.
I keep saying it so that they cant ignore that its them helping.to shit up things in such a large way.
>>6459500
I'm qt every day ~ω~
>>6459165
why dont you keep your job and cam on the side so you have two incomes?
>>6459506
Is it normal to get those effects just from spiro?
>>6459480
I kinda get where you're coming from, but it's not like we have so many threads that everything else gets immediately pushed off the board.
>>6459517
Yes. If I am not mistaken spiro is used to help girls with acne too.
>>6459462
I've only used anime images a few times. I'd rather use art.
I was at one time compared to the guy who made this by Lee Krasner, Pollock's widow. She said I got into the same trance like states he did, and didn't use traditional techniques. She was one of my mentors for learning how to express myself in art.
>>6459470
lol perfect!!!
>>6459480
I don't worry about going over image limits. The 1200 post threads are unwieldy on phones and other portable devices.
>>6459491
Yeah, she's interesting. I think it was generally settled when somebody found her birth records. Still, I don't remember if she ever confirmed herself. From conversations with them, I know a couple still alive rock stars are non-binaries. One has come close to saying it, but the other never said anything. Note, this is the most hint I'll say on them.
>>6459504
whats your cal goal for today?
>>6459510
:3
>>6458928
yeezus > late registration > the college dropout > > graduation > my beautiful dark twisted fantasy > the life of pablo > 808s & heartbreak
fuck the yeezus haters, it's an incredible album
>>6459525
Ive never had acne, though. My skins just been.... softer, I guess? And kinda more glow-y, if that makes sense.
Also, yeah, less boners, but I keep, uh, leaking precum. Like, almost all the time. And Ive been getting breast growth and hair thinning in non head areas. Is that normal?
>>6459462
Don't be mean to Mado
>>6459533
i generally like his music even though i think he's a tool. some of his stimuli is really good but others not so much i do like how he experiments and mixes it up often
>>6459471
you forgot to drop trip
>>6459540
he's not as great as he thinks he is but he is definitely really good
>>6459526
No, she's still denying everything. And people take her word for it. Quite amusing.
RIP
i ordered 3 hotcakes with sausage
she thought i meant 3 orders of 3 hotcakes with sausage somehow wtf
i can't eat all these
>>6459543
no i didn't
>>6459536
I don't know that much about spiro. I am on cypro and I know that slight breastgrowth is a thing there without E.
>>6459553
ok "nim"
>>6459557
but i am nim
>>6459533
my beautiful dark twisted fantasy > graduation > late registration > the college dropout > 808s & heartbreak > yeezus > the life of pablo
>>6459546
yeah we can agree on that
>>6459552
wth u can tell them they goofed? D:
>>6458516
Umm, Valq and Mercury. All the rest of you look like everyday stacies. Much unique wow.
So, I just got back from the hospital, my gf of 8 months just got done destroying my face and ripping out my hair, bit off part of my shoulder "I LOVE YOU AND I ACCEPT YOU" was her line as the cops took her away.. mftg, I'm sad and alone atm.. mtf of 10 months on mones. What do? Should I just move to another state?
>>6459562
I need to buy a Kanye album
>>6459568
Did she have brightly coloured hair?
>>6459562
what's your fav song on my beautiful dark twisted fantasy?
>>6459563
yeah his personality is just a meme to me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHd7LwsuJ_Y
>>6459579
lost in the world or dark fantasy
it's a tie between those
i like it more as a collective album than favorite kanye song though
>>6459567
>All the rest of you look like everyday stacies
If that actually applied to me then I'd take it as a compliment.
I just wanna be able to fit in as a girl. ;~;
>>6459585
What Kanye album should I buy first?
>>6459568
Ugh what, what happened?
>>6459500
It didn't work last time. What makes you think it will work this time?
>>6459550
Ok, so that's the status. It was a different world back then. Doors slammed in your face if you were found out to be transsexual. I know of more than a few models who lost their careers due to being found to be transsexual. I wish News of the World held off on their outing of Tula (pic). We'd have had Tula as a playmate of the month. The photoshoot was done and ready for month selection.
>>6459588
depends on what you like
my ranking is the list above
the only ones i liked enough to spend money on are mbdtf and graduation, they have the best melodic content
>>6459552
DO IT ANYWAY
i like quid i think she's really cool and a weird friend
>>6459532
like 4000 or something maybe, all this food plus soylent plus other stuff
>>6459563
yeah but by the time i realized i'd already eaten some of one and i just didn't feel like it, i'll refrigerate them and pop them in the oven later
>>6459588
MBDTF got me into hiphop and is his magnum opus and probably his most accessible album aside from poppy stuff like graduation. It's super awesome.
>>6459601
ye probably throughout the day x_x
>>6459568
WUT
Debate: Selling your kidney on the black market to pay for SRS
go
>>6459585
so apparelled
>>6459605
but do you like nim
i heard she was attractive
>>6459608
Rebuttal: Selling your ass to pay for SRS
You're were gonna get aids from the black market operation anyway.
>>6459611
sure but she's not me
>>6459436
>tfw have a body shape very close to this
woah
wooaaahhh
>>6459605
I reckon you could get pretty thicc on soylent
it'd have all the right nutrients to grow human flesh with :^)
WAIT a minute that's actually a thing? I had no idea I thought you were just memeing lol
>>6459617
is she bipolar?
>>6459594
I suppose Amanda's association with Dali meant she had a lot of freedom. She's still the kind of public figure that can get away with anything.
>>6459617
Jesus, she must've been batshit insane. Did you at least avoid any permanent damage?
>>6459621
lol yes! it's awesome
i have to go now but it's so amazing it kind of saved my health
the only reason i vomited yesterday was i didn't drink any and forgot to eat, but drinking it is easy to remember
gotta mix my own though, buying the ingredients in bulk and making it it'll be under 3 bucks a day for 2000 calories
then like 6 bucks a day for 4000 calories and gain weight ez mode :^)
>>6459618
oh yeah
hi
>>6459074
Your hairs really pretty, amy.
>>6459567
kek
while i appreciate that you dont really even know what i actually look like, since the only pic of me floating around is one where i was crossdressing
>>6459588
if you're new to yeezy, start with My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy, since, that's pretty much his best work
then from there
if you want more typical hip hop/rap, go for any of his first three albums
if you like death grips, Yeezus
>>6459620
we'regonna makeit.jpeg
>>6459629
>then like 6 bucks a day for 4000 calories and gain weight ez mode :^)
is it like, pure fat or something?
holy shit, that's more than a pint of heavy cream
>>6459620
do you really or are you just humblebragging?
>>6459642
If that was you crossdressing you must look even better pre-HRT
>if you're new to yeezy, start with My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy, since, that's pretty much his best work
K thanks.
Tfw ur a popular trip addicted to heroin and literally no one knows or suspects it.
>>6459629
That sounds amazing. How healthy is it though in that sort of quantities?
>>6459653
why do you always suck up to ufufu though? uncle tom much?
>>6459651
hi rachel
>>6459651
Shakira?
>>6459651
>ur a popular trip
:^)
>>6459651
hi me
>>6459659
>having a white friend = uncle tom
>>6459651
Kit?
>>6459646
ur welcome
idk but if u give me your skype or something, i will show u a pic of me to satiate ur curiousty
>>6459670
yeah it is rachel
im another popular trip and i hate your guts mercury
No one suspects a thing :)
:'(
>liking kayne
>supporting narcassists
>>6459654
I guess if you go for 2000 calories a day it might be okay, but not 4000, which 8 servings of this. Some of the minerals in it are not healthy in large quantities.
Like potassium for example, taking 200% of recommended daily intake everyday wont be good for you.
>>6459680
ok who r u
why do u hate my guts u dont even know them dude
what did my guts do 2 u
>>6459670
yeah ufufu is pretty but all you ever do around her is cuckold whiteknight her all day, just stop. yes you are an uncle tom
>tfw wanted to commit to having a cheat day today but i've made too much progress to lose it now
how do i get over this
>>6459686
aren't all trannies narcassists?
>>6459680
its not me you tard, i've been clean for over a year now
>>6459688
because you're a bad person
>>6459620
:) Somebody is learning from history.... *hugs* The sky's the limit.
>>6459625
Yeah, they were a thing at one time. As far as I know I've never met her. Dali was a real fun guy to talk art with. No boundaries. I was specifically introduced to him at a couple parties. Andy had shown him some of my finished and in progress works earlier in the day before one of the parties. I was out doing something when they stopped by, possibly a photoshoot. My studio was at that point in the front living room of Andy's storage house so he also had keys.
>>6459686
>Not liking Kanye
>Falling for his publicity stunts
>>6459689
lmao how am i am uncle tom tho???
well, the truth anon is that......
i've desired ufufu for years and now that she's single it's my time to pounce, so if i kiss her ass enough she mite love me through the internet and when we can be tranny wives
so i need to jack her off as often as possible before she loses interest in a hideous 6'5" hon like me
>>6459693
ok
>>6459692
good morning
Yeezus > Graduation > Late Registration > mbdtf > Life of Pablo > 808s > College Dropout
>>6459691
>how do i get over this
You could just be glad that you're not feeling the sort of temptation that compels people to have cheat days in the first place. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6459651
http://www.strawpoll.me/10593482
http://www.strawpoll.me/10593482
http://www.strawpoll.me/10593482
http://www.strawpoll.me/10593482
I PUT EVERYONE WHO'S POSTED IN THIS THREAD
>>6459688
Yeah, you're a cunt, Mercury. Hop off Edie's dick.
>>6459706
but i'm losing around half a pound a day on 1200cal
i don't think that's necessarily healthy
when i get up from sitting i get lightheaded and see brick patterns in my peripheral vision
>>6459644
lol no, it's everything the body needs
precise micro and macronutrients
>>6459654
>>6459687
I dunno but it shouldn't be too big a deal. If I'm mixing it myself I can adjust the vitamin and mineral quantities
When I was drinking 2000 calories a day of official soylent 1.3 i felt healthier than I had in ages tbdesu
>>6459678
sure
shakira.s11
>>6459701
no im saying i legitimately think you're an awful person and ive disliked all the communications we've had
>>6459701
i'm still not wrong though
>>6459687
>US only
fucking fuck I need to move there some day I don't know how I can survive without amazon
>>6459692
you're lying and you know it
>>6459711
kek
actually i'm an evil bitch irl, so idk what u want from me
>>6459718
okay i will add you momentarily
>>6459721
lol
but we're both women?
>>6459720
>>6459720
oh
ok
who are you again?
>>6459724
HHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII<3
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
>>6459724
hi cornflakes! how have you been?
>>6459734
FUCK I missed you
it's you isn't it?
>>6459734
>replacing our food with powder
This is the future /fit/ chose
>>6459705
College drop out so low??? Come on senpai. Yeezus was garbage compared.
>>6459687
holy fucking shit what the hell is up with that sugar content
my 1.3 has literally 17 times less
they don't make it anymore and i'm rationing it out now because the later ones apparently don't taste as good and has 3 times less fiber :( and that sugar content, jeez
good thing i'm just gonna start making it myself
>>6459734
haha yeah but honestly that's why i love it, you don't have to drink it if you don't want to and for someone like me that has a terrible time keeping track of how much she eats it's perfect, i just have to make sure i drink a pitcher a day plus whatever else i want to eat
and honestly i kinda like the taste, gotta make it right though. it's like a really lightly sweet neutral tasting shake, kinda like pancake batter but not as thick
sometimes i'll realize i ate like 100 calories one day lol
>>6459727
That sucks, I hope you come out with as little scarring as possible.
>>6459726
>Pride in being a total cunt
Congratulations, you pass as a caddy male homosexual.
>>6459710
I voted you :^)
>>6459750
>You could try making your own soylent.
That sounds really inconvenient I'd gladly pay a few bucks for someone to do that for me.
>>6459731
hi bb whats soup. i just woke up and am really groggy
>>6459742
im good! just taking summer classes and working
>>6459723
>>6459750
my guy bought a bunch of soylent and its actually pretty damn good as a quick meal
>>6459620
Speaking of body shape, did you see my message about measurements? And what's your name on Skype? Got so many requests lately I'm not certain about who's who.
>>6459701
huh, I had no idea you were that tall.
it's nice to know there are other really tall people here tho.
anyone here read fantasy novels? I'm re-reading my fave novel series (the Dresden Files) today and im looking for something similar. I want a blend of fantasy mixed in with modern day realism.
>get up early
>hair makeup clothes
>don't like clothes try on other outfit
>original outfit was better
>gf can't believe it took me 2hours, she was ready in 20
>send pic to mom
>she calls screaming telling me I'm a slut
>tru
>get on train
>it's fucking fabulous
>everyone is so fucking sexy
why are faggots and lesbeans all so hot?
>>6459787
Show us the pic you slut.
DETECTIVE WORK IS HAPPENING
I have identified two trips who have used Tfw with a capital T before: claire and chara
claire only did it once and doesn't use punctuation like the anon
I have located a post with a very similar style (Tfw, punctuation)
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/6452455/#6452716
here's what I know about this person
>older than 25
>passes
>possibly french (space before question mark)
I WILL FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE ANON
>>6459787
why is your gf so rude
>>6459793
its rachel you dope
>>6459778
>only trashy is marginally taller than I
fwiw, Zeda and I both have you beat, unless you were rounding down by about a half inch, in which case it's a 3-way tie.
(Although I'm not sure if Zeda counts, since I haven't seen her post here in a while.)
>>6459793
Don't shit up my timezone as well plz.
>>6459651
seems legit
>>6459793
GUYS
>>6459797
>no one knows
yeah not rachel
p. sure she's off it now
>>6459811
I'm French. But I don't do horse.
>>6459787
> tfw you will never slut it up with faye.
>>6459820
ive been meaning to ask but what's cfh stand for is it a french acronym?
>>6459778
oh that sucks. its my new binge show. im on the second season tho. gonna get got when its all done so i can watch it all at once
urghsdfasdf im so done with my uni for now. i just wanna graduate and move back to seattle
>>6459827
if you get pudgy can i pinch ur tummy? :3
>>6459831
Crazy French Hon. Should be obvious...
>>6459833
ohhh season 2 is fun
desu, i only saw last season ,lol
i should really go back and watch it start 2 finish though
AYYYYYY
so wait, you only have like one more year left, dont you?
or is it two?
so wait, are you w/ ur bf or at your parents?
>>6459836
fucking lmao i dont know why it wasnt obvious until now, but i dont wanna call u that i generally call folks by their name ;;
Can you imagine korra and quid kissing. Jesus christ.
>tfw all you have to look forward to today is washing your hair
>>6459797
lol why does everyone think im on heroin
>>6459793
I use punctuation sometimes
Also if I put a capital T in tfw it's probably my phone auto capitalising it
I'm also 18 and don't pass and refuse to do drugs. Alcohol is cool tho
>>6459850
ssssshhhhhhhh
just meme it out
pour some sugar on the table and take a pic of it like its coke
>>6459850
because you're a weak person
>tfw no bra and scandalous side boob
My breast has fallen out of my shirt twice already
>>6459841
The new season was horrible desu
>>6459850
You have that "drugged up rich girl" look about you
>>6459847
yes!
>>6459787
>>she calls screaming telling me I'm a slut
LOL!!!!
I wish I had the body to be a slut again. it was soooooo much fun. Doing a fan dance in a theater full of people was a trip.
>>6459811
Lyn is 6'6" or 6'7" tall. I don't remember.
>there was a french trip but i forgot their name
There have been a few. I know of 5 in the past two years.
>>6459863
But it's a "man" boob! LOL!!
>the posting style
BASIC GET OFF THE HEROIN
>>6459826
Why'd you break up with your gf?
>>6459872
i dont have any makeup because i still live at home
>>6459873
Its pride, there are girls wearing body paint!
>>6459876
oh shit makes sense now that i think about it
this is why whenever i admit really embarrassing things, besides wanting to commit genocide against boys, i go anon and tweak my posting style slightly
>>6459875
>probs been thru more shit than anyone here
at least in my case no. you really havent
>>6459811
>is this Lynn?
Nah, I've only ever posted here as anon.
I've thought about getting a trip before, but I'm not sure if I want to.
Also, whoa, I didn't know Lynn was that tall either.
Feels good to know that I'm not even in the top 2.
>>6459876
ooh shit, excellent detective work though
>>6459876
It's 3:29 am what even are you doing
>>6459793
Lmao why me?
>>6459724
Yo hi yeezus is the bomb
>>6459887
gdi stop making me laugh so much with ur memes im trying to look pissy irl rn and ur ruining it ):<
>>6459887
>tweak my posting style slightly
you know too much about my detective ski---OH MY GOD IT'S YOU ISN'T IT?????????
i want to cuddle with chara!
>>6459826
that's beyond being friends. mercury wants to stick his niggerdick in your white bp
>>6459889
You would know would you? Kill yourself nig
>>6459845
Wouldn't use that name if I weren't comfortable with people calling me that...
>>6459890
ahh okok,
yes there are plenty of tall people anon
however, i'm not actually that tall, i was replying to that other post sarcastically, as i wouldn't consider myself a hon either
but i wouldn't worry much about being tall
proportions are what matter, more so than size
>>6459897
yeah summer school is a good thing, just take the classes get em done, get ur degree, get out, lol
>>6459911
lol u seem so dumb anon
>>6459762
did you get orchi yet?
>>6459875
How many people here Have
Been homeless
Been shot at
Had mortar explosions go off Next to them
Had explosions go off near them
Survived suicide attempts
Seen someone die
Beaten their entire childhood and most their adult life
Rapped
Sexually assaulted dozens of times starting at 10
C..an I have some of your heroin ;_;
>>6459915
I am in bed about to drift off into the nothingness that lies beyond me
You should maybe do the same
why am i even here i dont even know if im really trans or not
>>6459924
>no
>no
>no
>no
>no
>yes
>no
>no
>no
>>6459880
Sense 8 was soooo hot, like I saw the qt lesbian gf walk around the bed and just throw her harness on the floor in the first episode and was like
Oh we're going to be friends
>>6459917
you do want to stick your black pole in ufufu's poophole though. so what's so dumb about pointing out the obv?
>>6459925
I don't have any nothingness beyond me tho
maybe I should sleep but there's just too much shitposting that needs doing
>allowing black people on this board
shiggy diggy
>>6459924
I sexually assaulted someone once does that count?
>>6459924
Let's see
Yes
Yes
No
No
Yes
Yes
Yes
Yes
No
Close but not quite
>>6459928
I'm sorry :( it's tough
>>6459924
>Been homeless
i've ran away for a week, does that count?
>Been shot at
yes ive been in service
>Had mortar explosions go off Next to them
yes i've been in service
>Had explosions go off near them
i already answered this above
>Survived suicide attempts
no im not an ugly loser
>Seen someone die
yes ive been in service
>Beaten their entire childhood and most their adult life
haha no i dont start fights but i end them
>Rapped
i rap all the time
>Sexually assaulted dozens of times starting at 10
you must be weak and pathetic
>>6459924
>>Been homeless
y
>Been shot at
n
>Had mortar explosions go off Next to them
n
>Had explosions go off near them
n
well i mean yes, but not like the ones u mean
>Survived suicide attempts
sadly y
>Seen someone die
can it be an animal, bc i dont think old people count, do they?
>Beaten their entire childhood and most their adult life
y
>Rapped
n
>Sexually assaulted dozens of times starting at 10
n
>>6459929
lmao
yeah i like jamie clayton i've been following her since she came out in like the NY times or something, so its cool to see her getting parts, even though her acting is kinda crap
>>6459930
oh yeah ur right
UFUFU PLS B MY WAIFU I WANT TO PIB AAAHHHHHHHH IM SUCH AN UNCLE TAM 4 U
>>6459942
it was my dad
he died of cancer with his family surrounded by him while i played with my trucks on the floor because i was confused as to what was going on
>>6459941
I was being really masculine with that, I should have used it to point out that pain is a universal thing >.>;
>>6459932
congrats! can i see how it's healed? unsee it or something
>>6459949
SHIT i meant
not heroin! o.o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
>>6459950
>get real high
>feel sad and bad
>then horny af
>have special alone time
>its great
>weed coma for two hours
>waked up sill feeling silly
>eat hot cheetos in the nude online
this was a good idea
>>6459957
I KNEW IT
>yfw trump wins
>>6459917
>proportions are what matter, more so than size
true.
idk, my shoulders and chest are a bit wider than I wish they could be, but overall I don't think my proportions are too horrible, so we'll just have to wait and see how things turn out.
>>6459723
there's international options, just different companies
Joylent is for the EU I think
>>6459762
right? it's the best
the best part is if i'm really starving because i completely forgot to eat again like a dumbass i can just pour a little soylent that's been chilling overnight and it's perfect, otherwise i would be too weak to make anything actually healthy and just have to eat a bunch of fruit until i felt energetic enough to make something more nourishing, or drink something or eat chips or whatever that would probably make me throw up
such a lifesaver, and i'm a fan of transhumanism so this is something i'd daydreamed about for ages and thought about making before I found out about it
>>6459963
>_<
meanie....
Lmao why does everyone think I'm a heroin addict
>>6459949
wait I defined that word? I'm not following you x.x unless you mean the stuff abt siblings @_@;;
>>6459924
Have many people have
Been beaten to unconsciousness
Live with scars from being beaten
Continually sexually assaulted as a child
Have had their knee purposefully broken
Have been married
Have been attacked with a knife
Have seen someone burned alive
>>6459924
I only check 4, 5 and 6 on your list. Won't count 3 since the shells had been sitting for nearly a century. No heroin for me.
>>6459972
Sorry nobody was talking about you, get out you fucking attention whore.
>>6459977
She won the poll
>>6459972
it's probably all the heroin you do
>>6459975
>Have seen someone burned alive
wut
>>6459977
I have the most votes in the strawpoll so suck my girl dick bitch
>>6459723
or if you did want to mix it yourself this is one of the cheapest recipes and you can buy almost everything at the grocery store, you don't have to get the huge amounts online and it might be more cost-effective anyway
>>6459975
>yes ended up in ICU when I was 9
>yes daily
>yes for nearly a decade
>not my knee but had cracked ribs
>no
>yes two stab wounds with permanent scars
>yes was in a fatal car crash as a teenager although the person didn't burn
>>6459961
>>have special alone time
>>its great
i'll be honest, i'm actually jealous
i want some flaming hot cheetos
theres this place that sells flaming hot cheeto macaroni and cheese here and its really good, i've been wanting to go there again for a while, and coincidentally my friend (u know who) went there the other day and posted it on her IG and it made me want to cook some myself or something
>>6459966
>>not seven years a sex slave
OMG this is my new trip
>>6459970
yeah
just wear lots of skater skirts
>>6459975
>Been beaten to unconsciousness
y
>Live with scars from being beaten
y
>Continually sexually assaulted as a child
n
>Have had their knee purposefully broken
WHOA n
>Have been married
love is grossdude
>Have been attacked with a knife
y
>Have seen someone burned alive
tell me about this/r u ok
>>6459983
>>6459977
LMAO
I LOVE IT
>>6459973
Yes, you told me what the word "many" means.
It means a lot.
>>6459982
Car accident on an LA freeway. ~10 car pileup, was trapped between the divider and another car. The car directly in front of me caught fire and the door was mangled so she couldn't get out and was burned alive.
>>6459989
first time in as long as can remember that i didn't cry afterwards
>theres this place that sells flaming hot cheeto macaroni and cheese here and its really good
oh god
>>6459863
BTW, I was reading the pages you posted on bra sizing. I think I'm doomed. I have an extremely wide root which may make it impossible to find a bra that fits unless it is only soft cup. My root is 10" wide and goes well under my arm. It also starts very shallow in the middle of the breast. To top it off my breast tissue is very stiff. I need to push it from the side to the front, but it doesn't want to go.
>>6459924
>Been homeless
no, family rescued me and gave me this farm to run.
>Been shot at
yes
>Had mortar explosions go off Next to them
no
>Had explosions go off near them
Under the armored car I was in. Bomb was attached to the underside of the driveshaft hump on the passenger side. 2 passengers in the car died instantly, the other was severely injured and died 5 days later. She was my wife. ;______:
>Survived suicide attempts
2 times
>Seen someone die
4 friends flattened by a dump truck. see above too.
>Beaten their entire childhood and most their adult life
only beaten up at school, 1st to freshman hs.
>Rapped
Yes.
>Sexually assaulted dozens of times starting at 10
*hugs*
>C..an I have some of your heroin ;_;
Me too.
>>6459989
>just wear lots of skater skirts
yeah, I can't wait till I go fulltime and I can wear dresses and skirts all the time.
>>6459966
>finishing your dad when you're 6
you jacked off your dad when you were 6?
>>6460002
wait
let me go in her ig and show u bb because its REALLY good and you can get it with pulled barbequed pork or beef also in it, and it tastes like what i imagine an orgasm feels like
not crying is good
if i could have an orgasm i'd totally cry though
>>6460014
gosh i am glad u are cool now, hopefully you dont have to deal w/ anymore terrible and/or fucked up stuff; i'll be ur guardian angel or something, lol
>>6460019
yeah
corset training isn't a bad idea either desu
>>6459991
Well, got it another way before I even got to work in the middle of a huge UXO dump. I was lucky, anyway. I never was near a phosgene shell going off. Doesn't happen often, thankfully, since most have long been neutralized by water, but they're the ones everyone there is afraid of.
>>6460025
>corset training isn't a bad idea either desu
But don't corsets make wide shoulders look even wider?
>>6460008
No heroin for you. I really don't want to lose you.
>>6459975
>Been beaten to unconsciousness
yes, I died and was resuscitated on the way to the hospital.
>Live with scars from being beaten
yes
>Continually sexually assaulted as a child
no
>Have had their knee purposefully broken
no
>Have been married
yes, I still love her over 30 years after she died.
>Have been attacked with a knife
no
>Have seen someone burned alive
no
At 10yo, I found the mutilated corpse of one of my painting teachers. She was transsexual.
>>6459991
I got my c-ptsd from how I was treated at school. In memories I can see clear signs of my taking actions that indicate I already had ptsd by the end of 3rd grade. I know this because of the playground in the memory.
>>6460053
*hugs* no supplier... Part of why I didn't take up the offer to move in with K in NYC. I'm not even drinking now.
>>6460078
I guess I should offer you to move to a place with no heroin and good alcohol, then...
>>6459754
its mostly around my right eye and nose, the hair is whats bothering me now, bald spot is so hard to hide.
>>6459966
>finishing your dad
HOT
O
T
>>6460102
I'm tempted. I need to wrap up this farm properly first. If I left before it was closed down, I'd be running away again. I've done that to often.
>>6460179
No need to rush anything. Running away doesn't solve anything. You have an option with no expiration date.
>>6460060
>At 10yo, I found the mutilated corpse of one of my painting teachers. She was transsexual.
how
>>6460217
I was taking lessons from her on Saturday mornings. She gave me a key to her studio apartment in case she was delayed getting home. That was so I didn't have to wait on the street out front. I knocked, no reply, knocked again, no reply, and keyed myself in and found her.
>>6459500
pls
>>6459924
>Been homeless
no
>Been shot at
no
>Had mortar explosions go off Next to them
no
>Had explosions go off near them
ones that were my fault
>Survived suicide attempts
i think
>Seen someone die
no
>Beaten their entire childhood and most their adult life
noh
>Rapped
no
>Sexually assaulted dozens of times starting at 10
no
meh