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FUCK THA WORLD IT AIN'T REAL I BEND THA SPOON WIT MY MIND 2 edition
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
Previous thread >>6434699
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xth for I really shouldn't be here anymore
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>>6436348
Where do you feel you should be?
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>>6436333
Xth for Justin a cute
Phienchen a cute
Anon a cute
Everyone a cute
<3 u all
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>>6436348
1st for being forced into employment b/c "Valq, shit posting won't pay for ffs, quit being lazy"
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>>6436338
close
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>>6436333
what a weird edition
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>tfw ur a girl
: )
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>>6436355
lies
I not cute
I disgusting man beast.
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>>6436355
Youre a fucking idiot
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>>6436337
wow..
never really thought of it like that before
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>>6436361
Sometimes I think I might know that feel but I don't think I really do.
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>>6436312
At least you like pass as a grill and shit fampai!
>>6436333
Trips confirm that op is God's Favourite Human
>>6436355
>tfw manly af
>tfw yr the exception
>>6436361
>ywn ktf
>>6436363
Same desu.
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Here's the thing with the whole "Faye is always trolling thing", and it applies to any trip pretending everything was a ruse from the start. A lot of people here have real issues, a lot of them aren't here to deal with them but just vent (pleb or angie for example) while others are strangely supported by being here (sheen, Red some days). Being 4chan you also have a lot of people that really don't care about sharing things they haven't talked about with anyone ever (just trans stuff in some cases, then people like Phien). In general it's safer to assume people are serious because otherwise this would be just a role playing thread.
When you have jumps from sharing war stories to making an ass of yourself for the silliest reasson to pretending you were always over that you are either making a really shitty character with no consistency or covering up over other cover ups. In both cases comming to 4chan to lie about your life is simply pathetic, even if you laugh at people who take you seriously and that makes you happy it's not something that makes sense to have in your life. It's not something anyone would want around them irl. So I personally think that treating them seriously whenever it isn't a clear joke it's simply better if you want to think this thread isn't pure shit.
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>>6436380
no, u'll pass and be fine
ur cute :3 <3
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Pick your favorite type of cake.
01] Angel food cake
02] Apple cake
03] Babka
04] Battenburg cake
05] Baumkuchen
06] Birthday cake
07] Black Forest cake
08] Buccellato
09] Bundt cake
10] Butter cake
11] Butterfly cake
12] Carrot cake
13] Cheesecake
14] Chocolate cake
15] Christmas cake
16] Chiffon cake
17] Croquembouche
18] Cupcake
19] Date and walnut loaf
20] Devil's food cake
21] Eccles cake
22] Fairy cake
23] Fifteens
24] Fruit cake
25] Sponge cake
26] Génoise Cake
27] Gingerbread
28] Gob
29] Gooey butter cake
30] Honey cake
31] Hot milk cake
32] Hummingbird cake
33] Ice cream cake
34] Jaffa Cakes
35] Suncake
36] Mooncake
37] Orehnjac(a
38] Pancake
39] Panettone
40] Petit fours
41] Pineapple Upside Down Cake
42] Pound cake
43] Queen Elizabeth cake
44] Red bean cake
45] Red velvet cake
46] Rhubarb cake
47] Sachertorte
48] St. Honore Cake
49] Simnel cake
50] Spice cake
51] German chocolate cake
52] Stack cake
53] Leavened cake, Hefekuchen
54] Tarte Tatin
55] Teacake
56] Tres leches cake
57] Vanilla slice
58] Vanilla Crazy Cake
59] Victoria Sponge
60] Wedding cake
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I met faye irl and she is 100% real and serious
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I vaguely seem to remember Amy Victoria being a cutie but honestly I haven't been here for forever.
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Kit just keeps happening again and again and again and again and again and again and again
Iit just keeps happening again and again and again and again and again and again and again
Lit just keeps happening again and again and again and again and again and again and again
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Rit just keeps happening again and again and again and again and again and again and again
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Dit just keeps happening again and again and again and again and again and again and again
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>>6436348
then dont
no one is forcing you to post here but yourself
dont post here if it just makes you feel shitty or you dont want to talk to people, and if you dont want people to give you too much attention then drop your trip like I did for a while
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Здpaвcтвyйтe дpyзья
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>>6436387
>51] German chocolate cake
dis right here.
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>>6436387
>33
>:]
I'm a fatty
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>>6436387
marble cake!
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Yeah, I can iron the clothes. It feels like a waste for a chinese knockoff though.
Want to see a pic?
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>>6436381
>then people like Phien
I was high out of my mind senpai, if I could un-post it I would.
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>>6436386
Yeah well, don't be mean. Be self deprecating, but don't be mean.
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What's everyone's plans for today?
My major ones are:
Eat dis oatmeal
Pick someone I want to sound like
Go to voice therapy
Go work out
And my minor ones are:
Research hair styles
Look for a place for a hair cut
Look more at volunteering (I'm thinking children's hospital but there's sooo many shots you have to get, maybe va)
Plan weekend of hand holding with Rachel and straight Ex-girlfriend
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>>6436402
ironing is usually healthy for clothes if you don't overdoit.
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>>6436387
Yellow cake.
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>>6436387
ROLL
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I found this baby blue jay and took it home. It fell out of its nest and I was scared it would die if I didn't.
Does anyone know what they eat?
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>>6436390
maybe passing face and hell no not passing at all body. I'm a fatty too
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>>6436403
If anything it's a plus. None of us will meet you irl so you don't really have to worry about our opinions about you. Just do whatever you want, that's healthier.
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>>6436388
You get that Internet installed yet or do you generally not care that other people went out of their way to say hello and see how you are doing because you spend all your time hooking up now and dont give a fuck. Im guessing its the latter
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>>6436414
Worms, but you have to chew them up first.
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>>6436405
Go by the pharmacy.
Get something to eat.
Don't let the existential dread set in.
Exercise maybe.
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>>6436417
>dramawhoring
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>>6436415
Us fatties got to stick together. ( Which is easy because of our disgusting, sweaty bodies ) If it helps, I barely pass as a functioning adult.
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>>6436417
What are you talking about?
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should i go to this y/n
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>>6436414
You should see what it tastes like.
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>>6436416
>None of us will meet you irl
D-don't say that :/
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>>6436387
>to make
angel food
>to eat
ice cream (I'm a child)
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>>6436433
nooo
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>>6436404
>telling me to not be mean
>I have any reason to be nice to anyone in this world.
I was just saying, I'm an failed uggo.
Giving this man thing a shot with this interview in 3 hours & run with it, if successful.
I said I was considering stopping transition a month ago.
I considered.
Here I am
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>>6436438
why
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Man, I need to find a con around here
Wearing this shit is really nice.
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>>6436405
read book on trauma self-help
shitpost on 4chan
take drugs
i live an exciting life
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>>6436391
are you talking to me orr....? idk
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>>6436436
she doesn't want it and whenever it's brought up it doesn't sound like she would enjoy it. i'm sorry the sophie in your mind doesn't correlate to her words.
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>>6436416
its really fucking embarassing tho, my problem is the
>Being 4chan you also have a lot of people that really don't care about sharing things they haven't talked about with anyone ever
I really REALLY care about this, and I am so mad at myself that I didnt keep my mouth shut
>None of us will meet you irl so
Ill meet at least 2 of the posters here in august, so that argument only works if I neck myself really soon.
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>>6436387
carrot cake
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>>6436445
Stop being a derp and post pics.
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>>6436448
Lol, I'll never see any of these asshokes irl. And none of them would want to see me.
What's the problem with being drunk & shit posting.
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>tfw i just read that this bluejay was probably on its first flight and it was fine
For fucks sake. Oh well. I'm feeding this fucker until he learns to fly.
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I'm going to bed now. kill yourself:)
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>>6436439
Yeah well. It's still not a reason to be mean.
Remember the shit that us babby trans go through .
We're not built to last. Try not to make it any harder.
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>>6435777 #
thanks .___. i do pass and stuff i just dont like myself you know?
and im really sorry about your job. that blows. lets cam together
>>6435781 #
thank you friendo
idk its just, with all the shit i go through with my body -- health-wise -- on top of being trans it really makes me hate corporeal existence.
but also it was all trans stuff that was bothering me this morning so.
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>>6436381
Well you're enititled to your opinion
But things aren't all one or the other, humans are complex, if you don't get what something is, you can ask, it only comes up when someone takes sarcasm too seriously. and I let them know a bit of what's going on so they don't feel hurt by it, like rn for instance.
So how about not getting too emotionally invested unless you're that persons friend, and then you can just skype them and ask
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>>6436401
>>6436407
>>6436409
>>6436410
>>6436425
>>6436430
>>6436437
>>6436454
>>6436465
How often do you exercise?
01] Every Day
02] Every Other Day
03] Twice Weekly
04] Weekly
05] Twice a Month
06] Monthly
07] Yearly
08] Every Few Years
09] Once a Decade
10] Once
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>>6436454
>carrot cake
my literal grandma doesnt even like it
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>>6436461
The world fucking sucks and it doesn't get any better
Not with being a mutant
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>>6436381
>tfw the only way to deal with the issues you got is surgery
>tfw insurance is probs gonna cuck you
Honestly I just have no idea what the fuck I'm doing and I just feelspost all day desu. I'd change if I knew how to do it with things that I can afford and shit.
>>6436382
Not without ffs. And I'm p fucking ugly. Its getting worse somehow.
>>6436433
YES. I'd probs be there if I had more than like 4 bucks on me now lol. You should go see machine girl Friday tho.
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>>6436469
Like never, I'm a lazy person :P
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>>6436458
I told you the other day that drunk valq is 100% waste of space, not even fun. But I'd be cool with you saying whatever you want, I always prefer that over acting just to get reactions.
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>>6436466
>voice training
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>>6436469
Define exercise. But maybe once or twice a week on average. I know I should do more, though.
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>>6436471
this world is fine, it's the people that are literal demons that ruin it
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>>6436469
Yearly, i guess lmao.
I just got a gym membership though.
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>>6436455
If I do, I won't be wearing wig.
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>>6436405
wait til it's light again so I can leave my room
buy $70 worth of weed
smoke a bunch
WRITE FUCKING EVERYTHING LIKE HOLY SHIT
oh I have uni tomorrow
uhh shitpost
finish some assignments
earn some shekels getting work done for my dad
try not to spend the shekels on a new guitar
maybe put some clothes on at some point
>>6436469
11
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>>6436357
Don't be a neet
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>>6436469
Is Coors light and wrenching an exercise?
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>>6436457
sorry, I am not myself lately
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>>6436481
Then kill the demons.
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>>6436469
I think I exercised once?
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>>6436466
oh, I'm emotional for other things, enough to rant about something I acknowledge doesn't matter in the slightest. consider it a variant of shitposting.
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>>6436469
Between 2 and 3
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>>6436470
don't bully carrot cake it's doing its best
>>6436469
i try to walk everywhere if that counts
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>>6436493
murder is illegal
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>>6436474
you spend hours here everyday only complaining about your looks. if you had something else in your life you wouldn't worry so much, but if your value comes entirely about looking like something you aren't you just have to admit you have issues.
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>>6436491
We can not be ourselves together...
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>>6436505
So?
killem all
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>>6436491
I understand, no need for apologies.
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>>6436505
Kill them figuratively.
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>>6436502
i guess its not too bad
its better than gluten free cake at least
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>>6436469
somewhere between 1 and 2
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tfw you have to put on at least some clothes because it's cold and your nipples are too hard
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>>6436491
You'll recover, I know it <3
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>>6436502
i second carrot cake as delicious if it helps.
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Also my next plan
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HOLY FUCK I FEEL SO BAD I SEPERATED THIS BIRD FROM ITS PARENTS
>tfw hearing birds follow and screech at me as i go to buy the baby a cage
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>>6436505
who would you define as demons
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>>6436529
you're joking right?
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>>6436530
You could put it back in the nest; birds don't actually reject their chicks if you do that I think.
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>>6436536
>>6436530
You should bake it now, its only chance at glory left.
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>>6436531
all the ones trying to hurt me for their own amusement
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>>6436522
Tfw under thick af blankets so I'm naked af rn
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>>6436537
Which aspect?
Also I should take it off so I can order and eat pizza.
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>>6436541
n-noooooo ;_____;
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>>6436541
Daily reminder that Chara is an expat escaping a sentence for arson and triple murder.
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>>6436547
actually put it into a microwave, ive never seen anything cooked alive in that manner before.
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>>6436522
>tfw its a little bit warm but not too much so you're only wearing panties and comfy af
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>>6436529
>no idea what homura is
>no idea what you're wearing
>wait is homura one of those chibi looking things from something star?
>probably not, whatever, who gives a fuck
fukn weeaboos!
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So yesterday somone poited out since i am on HRT I would not look like man in a dress.
But I really can't go out with legs and shoulders like this. It's mostly fat though I think I would look great with BMI 19
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>>6436553
WHY ;__________;
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>open fridge and stare idoly
>realize it looks off
>where's my butterfingers icecream
>am I crazy...
>remember you took a phot of it for 4chan
>look in trash
>look around house
.....
>tfw crazy bpd mother with an eating disorder that uses her key to break in and do weird fucking shit in the middle of the night
I can't believe she fucking ate a box of ice cream this time, motherfucker I wanted those
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>>6436551
He гoвopи, мoй ceкpeт.
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i'm done dieting
fuck my sunken in cheeks
i'm going to binge eat now
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>>6436522
>tfw just wearing underwear cause sweating a lot but also really cold as well so under many blankets
;~;
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>>6436542
i want names girl
idk whose hurting you
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>>6436553
>russians
you people
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>>6436558
What precisely did you think my trip was about?
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>>6436559
Here is more neutral pose
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>>6436570
everyone I interact with basically
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>>6436564
That sucks :/
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>>6436559
fat legs look more feminin, don't listen to the annas. if that's your pic you look okay, if it's your goal it's achivable.
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>>6436476
>>6436479
>>6436482
>>6436485
>>6436488
>>6436490
>>6436494
>>6436502
>>6436501
>>6436510
>>6436520
Not including periods of mandatory silence, what is the longest you have gone voluntarily without talking?
1] 1 Day
2] 2-5 Days
3] 7-14 Days
4] 14-30 Days
5] 30-90 Days
6] 90 Days - 6 Months
7] 1 Year
8] Greater Than 1 Year
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>>6436575
You're cute!
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>>6436569
>sweaty kit in only her panties
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>>6436560
For glory.
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>>6436580
7 days
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>>6436569
Doctor time, kit!
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>>6436559
This isn't a good pose for your body type.
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>>6436580
less than a day :P
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>>6436567
my google translate gets wrecked when you use cyrillic, just do your thing.
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>>6436575
You look pretty good, losing some weight wouldn't hurt, your legs look kinda fat
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>>6436563
Probably late start. I dunno if I can do half a decade like this. I should just go back to uni since I can't hold down a job for more than a month apparently. Why would I kill myself once I pass?
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>>6436586
>stake naked
stark
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>>6436584
She's also pissing blood though so...
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>>6436586
>not feeling the cold
is a pretty masculine trait fempai, you might want to change your rules
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>>6436580
a day I think, I have to buy groceries and people don't respond nicely to grunts.
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>>6436575
Damn. Girll. Damn.
Very very cute.
Cis.
Like wow
You need a whole assortment of dresses
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>>6436564
>all that fucking ice cream
i have an idea
maybe if i just get a shitton of ice cream ill get boobs
>>6436580
3)
I started talking to myself in uni because it was getting hard for me to speak because I was so isolated
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>>6436605
w-well I just had to put some clothes on because of nipple issues so
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>order something from amazon with two day shipping two days ago
>order says it arrives tomorrow
>thinking they're going to get all technical about it since I ordered it at 1 am
JEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWS
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>>6436579
Thats me. I keep hearing my legs look great from old people (50-70 y/o) but that's not really what's in right now every girl want to have very thin legs and most have it (because we are not ocerweight nation like UK or USA).
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>>6436600
because once you surpass the depression for not passing you'll have the even harder depression for being useless and having no real reasson to live.
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>>6436580
Again, 02.
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>>6436580
Less than a day.
Why are you asking all of these questions?
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>>6436613
Fat legs add to the illusion of having hips when clothed.
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>>6436580
probably 2, but maybe 1
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>>6436608
Gem, I guarantee
If you eat ice cream all the time
You'll get boobs
But... You're going to have to push past feeling fat at a healthy weight, and feeling sick and stuff because your body isn't used to it.
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>>6436572
what do you mean ;-;
>>6436580
a year
>>6436595
sorry anon
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holy cow is this jealousy I need to leave
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>>6436618
I'd say not cis based off image 1 if I had to guess. The arms/shoulders, jaw, and calf-to-thigh ratios all indicate to me not cis. Image 2 however makes a good case for what you're saying. Not enough to convince me, but enough for me to say image 2 is totally bangable.
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>>6436602
Maybe I should kiss her gt better... That might help.
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>>6436630
i know
every time I gain any weight and dont have a perfectly flat stomach I feel fat, ive come to recognize in the past year thats not being fat though, so i should be fine and it shouldnt get to me too much
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>tfw wanna play guitar but family's asleep
REEEEE WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO SLEEP???????
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>>6436635
That's a pretty good goal, good luck with that.
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Who are the nicest trips?
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>>6436642
rachel's pretty nice
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it doesnt get any better does it
im less than a week from 9 months hrt and i havent seen any changes
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>>6436642
Kit, Elanna, Chara, Gem, Korra, Akaka, Ufufu, Phie
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>>6436646
LMAO
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>>6436643
8
Broke nine of my fingers
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>>6436642
Depends on the day, the time, and the phase of the moon anon.
Phienchen's pretty consistently nice.
As is Carol
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>>6436643
8. Got my nose septum cauterized with a hot iron and no anesthesia.
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>>6436642
kit
sheen to everybody but herself
carol is so nice and considerate it makes me cringe sometimes
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>>6436643
8
I broke my humerus bone then got rolled on top of the broken arm. That fucking hospital.
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>>6436635
Well I'm not going to go all ye olde English "proper movements and poses for a lady" on you or anything. All I'm saying is that when it comes to still photos, there are going to be certain poses that emphasize different body traits. That's basically the entire art behind modeling/photography.
If you want a good idea of what will work best, just troll around through your female friends/relatives photos on facebook. You'll get a good idea for how girls typically take pictures or pose. Just avoid duckface or obstructing your torso, because people with think you're either retarded or a fatty.
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>>6436643
7 or 8, kidney stones.
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>>6436643
if physical, I never broke a bone nor gave birth, I used to play who could hold lit coal the longest so I'd say 6.
if emotional I was there while my dad completely lost it and we gave him an overdose of morphine to just end it, so I'd say 9 or 8.
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>>6436643
kinda vague. what is "regular pain"?
I didn't mind pain from laser that much, so maybe 6?
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>>6436647
You look like a final Fantasy protagonist
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>>6436643
Eh... I'll say an 8-9.
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>>6436643
8-9
beaten and raped
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Actually I just realized I watched so much shoujo as a kid, and not much shonen (it just didn't hold my attention)
Did it make me a girl, or was I already one, or do I just have shit taste?
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>>6436642
Kit
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>>6436650
literally not even kidding
if you'd chatted to her outside mtfg you'd get what I mean
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>>6436642
Korra is pretty nice and easy to get along with.
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>>6436643
10 I'm pretty sure there is nothing more painful then what I experienced, and I didn't pass out
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>>6436630
brb, buying ice cream
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>>6436658
That is great advice. Thank you!
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>>6436664
wait until it comes to the foreground. passing means shit, cis girls kill themselves too
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>>6436671
I had dead nerve in my tooth
I didn't pass out but it doesn't mean I wasn't a little bitch about it
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>>6436671
Well, yeah. Pain scales are relative. Most people can conceive of one or two steps above whatever the worst pain they've experienced is. As a result it'll usually be 8 unless something fucked up happened to the person or they've never really been hurt.
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>>6436667
It was more obvious before you got your face done, now you're pretty perfect
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>>6436643
severe braininfection was probably a 7 or an 8
being off of morphine a day after dick-chop off surgery would be my 10, was busy drifting in and out of conciousness all day tho, so I guess it doesnt count?
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>>6436651
Go on.
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>>6436559
>small shoulders
>wide hips
How u do this
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>>6436643
7?
this is an incredibly vague scale and Ive never lost consciousness bc of pain (that I can remember) and Ive never broken a bone but I've been electrocuted before among other things
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Is it one of those normal things to feel completely numb and without any desire to live when you're just on AA for two weeks?
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>>6436670
what, for real? I am sorry
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>>6436692
thats my entire life.
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>>6436691
I once wanted to check if I had fixed a shortcircuit so I grabbed both ends of an open wire and plugged it to the socket. I was just barely stoned, I have no excuse.
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>>6436680
Ehhh passing and being useless is a lot better than not passing and being useless. I should sign up for classes, tho. At least have something by the time I pass, considering that I live in a hugbox.
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>>6436636
I will have my second FFS in about 5 months. I should loose more weight till then. I can't stand another hot summer in boyish clothes and long pants.
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>>6436692
Is it one of those normal things to feel completely numb and without any desire to live when you're just on AA & E for 1.5 years?
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>>6436700
it's worse because you loose the shitty goal of looking okay. there's nothing to hold you anymore.
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>>6436692
AAs with no E makes people more prone to depression, so yes.
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>>6436687
It was before my first FFS though
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>>6436707
Ha ha ha ha
0 Never talk
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>>6436699
I was just trying to plug in my fucking laptop to charge it in the dumbest way possible
I couldnt move a muscle and it was scary af
it felt really weird though, it felt more like some kind of liquid that just paralysed all it ran through in my hand, hot and cold and wet
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>>6436706
Fuck, I don't care if I look good if I pass. I look like shit and I don't pass, that's why I post the shit I post all day.
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>>6436691
Breaking a bone is the worst pain, I basically turned my leg bones into splinters, and then they straightened my leg and ground everything together which actually snapped me out of shock instantly.
Electrocution was more surprising, but not fun
Dead nerve was pretty bad
>>6436688
No morphine dick surgery is however, probably way worse, I luckily had a morphine drip for 3 days after my injury, and even having it stop for 15 minutes was mind numbingly painful
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>>6436707
5
If I'm in a good mood people agree with me and if I'm not they hate me.
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>>6436463
>implying i am even pretty enough to cam
gl tho, get those dollars
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>>6436688
ooooh >__< those sound painful
>severe braininfectio
:O ur fine now right??
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>all anybody ever does is try to hurt you
Alright, I'm out, see you all in hell
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>>6436726
>:O ur fine now right??
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>>6436718
yeah, same feeling. the worst part was that I unplugged it, the lights never went out. If I hadn't had the chance to fix it the breakers wouldn't had done shit.
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>>6436707
Irl: 2
4chan: 5
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>>6436707
1
>>6436717
<3 hiii
>>6436721
Yeah sure, if you like the devil.
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>>6436730
w-what :s
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>>6436690
It's a dress doing its magic
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>>6436702
I'm not sure about the idea of losing weight, but that's obviously a personal decision. The way I look at it, in that second pic it has a lot of attitude in the face. If I were looking at this as an advertiser or something, I'd be looking at that tough girl/strong girl angle. You can go slim/lithe if you really want to, but there is a definite appeal to the tomboy type girl or the rough&tumble 4x4ing girl.
The "yeah I am wearing a dress but if you fuck with me I'm gonna wreck you so don't get any ideas" vibe is pretty sexy. What do the anime fags call it? Yandere or some shit?
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>>6436735
so you do like me!
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>>6436726
ya I was like 21 then. was in hospital for 2 weeks, can barely remember the first one lots of black spots and stuff
like a week later I talked to someone and he said he had visited me, and I cant even remember that, even tho I was apparently talking to him for hours ???
>>6436723
>No morphine dick surgery is however, probably way worse
I cant imagine anything worse. during the times I was awake I couldnt lie still cause it hurt so much v,v, luckily I cant remember a lot.
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>>6436728
not true, but feel free to keep victimizing yourself and pushing everyone away
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>>6436740
but I don't feel like buying the estradiol anymore, I don't want to talk with anybody and just walking to the pharmacy feels like hell.
ALSO, I keep asking, is any estradiol okay? I can't find valerate without something else in the lists of products available.
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>>6436643
idk,probably 4 or something, im weak
>>6436707
7
>>6436744
doesn't sound very nice to have gone through >_<
>like a week later I talked to someone and he said he had visited me, and I cant even remember that, even tho I was apparently talking to him for hours ???
its brain stuff so maybe u had like memory loss of that stuff or something :S
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>>6436728
I won't be mean!
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Hoi frens, you kill anyone important lately?
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>>6436750
Listen, you need sex hormone, it fucks your entire body up head to toe if you don't have it.
Any estridol will do, but make sure you check the dosage for the one you get
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>>6436720
u pass tho
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>>6436725
there are tons of genderqueer people who make good money by camming
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>>6436744
why were you off morphine so soon after surgery? I thought they'd keep you on some kind of painkillers for a while
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>>6436756
only time
that fucking asshole got what was coming to him eventually
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>>6436739
Yeah I sometimes fall back on this idea being strong girl. But no I want to be small and thin and feminine because that's who I am inside. I was very petite until T wreck me up and I kept eating out of depression. I want to fix that to be myself.
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>>6436739
Yandere is more "I'll kill anyone who keeps me from you"
Tsundere is the closest dere, but I think there's a better word.
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>>6436765
Susie, it was a dog :3
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>>6436765
Two dogs, Atos a dalmatian and Anita some mixed breed.
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>>6436765
Spot
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>>6436759
1% if people make good money camming, it has no 401k matching, healthcare, social security payments, unemployment. It's better then part time wage slaving, but like if you have any real job, you're making more.
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>>6436765
Simba.
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>>6436765
Loki and teak
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>>6436765
never had a pet really ;-; my brother had a frog tho named hopper
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>>6436765
That's used for security questions
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>>6436775
Is it really better if you save money for retirement and pay a healthcare provider like a real job would automatically do?
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>>6436765
Shina, my parents got a cat before I was born
if you mean the first pet that I actually wanted and helped pick out was a leopard gecko
I named him mew because of his cute pinkness
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>>6436780
never answer security questions
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>>6436780
>actually using your first pet's name for that security question
Baka.
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>>6436780
Why did you go for the question that your abusive parents would also know?
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>>6436775
do you have experience with camming or are you speculating? i don't know where that 1% came from
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>>6436751
yep, I still have a hard time remembering conversations, its really weird sometimes
I hear 'we talked about that yesterday' SO often, its gotten pr annoying
maybe I am just dumb tho and theres no connection
>>6436763
you get like, a drip you can regulate yourself during the first night. if you press a button you get more. theres sleeping stuff in it so youll pass out before you hurt yourself. apparently though, my body breaks down painkillers pr fast (guess its inherited? my mum always had problems with that anyway) so they had to take me off after so my liver doesnt explode or something? my parents told me INSTEAD that I wont get any more morphine (which I believed) at all so I went through this shit for half a WEEK for no reason. it was really dumb and unnecessary. Someone was 'smart' enough to give me internet, so I could talk to my bf over skype, which didnt end well since I was yelling at him cause I felt so bad and stuff, I still feel bad about that today.
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>>6436780
what was the make of your first car?
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>>6436765
my first one was named security question, he was really fluffy
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>>6436792
The Faggot 2400.
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>>6436792
>driving a car
>not repairing driving civilian sale military trucks as your first vehicle.
>best 3k I spent
Smfh
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>>6436765
Password
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>>6436790
Aw ;( that sounds quite annoying
I'm pretty dumb :P I still don't get stuff like quadratic equations after a whole year of learning them, so ur probably smarter than me
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>>6436738
Some of us, namely me, still look like men while wearing a dress
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>>6436770
>>6436771
>>6436772
>>6436774
>>6436776
>>6436777
>>6436779
>>6436780
>>6436782
>>6436793
>>6436798
>>6436800
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>>6436758
I don't tho.
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>>6436790
>I hear 'we talked about that yesterday' SO often
I get that all the time too, super annoying and weird and kinda scary :\
that sounds really really awful though. I'm usually okay with pain but something like that post surgery sounds terrifying
you shouldn't feel bad about yelling at your bf tho :\ you were in a lot of pain and having a bad experience
>>6436804
you too
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>>6436792
Honda Securityquestion
really great car, rarely needed maintenance as long as I didn't let anyone else touch it.
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>>6436620
>you look pretty much like any normal girl, if anything just your posture in these pics is a bit off
Male skeleton's interfere.
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>>6436666
this
also maddie did you manage to get some groceries?
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>>6436804
ok now hurry up and show me the memes
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>>6436804
GLaDoS pls
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>>6436775
so edie is a 1 percenter
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>>6436802
you are maddie right? I can't track all those trips. You look fine.
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>>6436811
No but there is a food bank near me that I'm going to tomorrow. I'm about to go put my laundry quarters in my bank account to avoid an overdraft lmao
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I don't wanna call a bird place they might let him die because "that's nature"
how do i get him in the cage he keeps freaking out every time i try to pick him up
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>>6436815
is she? all she ever does is complain about not having enough money to leave her town for good.
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>>6436804
>tfw aliens survey you to make your abduction more pleasant
thats nice
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>>6436816
Please don't hugbox
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>>6436789
There's a lot of lying in it, I took a look, I've known some girls that do it, and they are all happy with it, but I'm also an adult, and I know how much benefits are worth, I valued the benefits (I've had training in this) added the wages, and compared it to what I saw, and what I saw was people working for more then minimum wage no benefits, but less then a salaried position.
I'm not trying to be rude, its just something I do to evaluate salary for my own purposes
The 1% comes from every once in a while there is someone pretty enough and dedicated enough to make it work for them, and they invest it properly and use it as a springboard to what they want in life.
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>>6436790
I have absolutely no memories of what happened directly after surgery. First memories are from the morning after. I suspect they had me take lormetazepam as per my script and painkillers potentiated it, making me forget everything.
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>>6436823
>ywn wake up on an alien starship with gem, take over the ship and establish your own empire
so sad tho..
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>>6436825
Hugbox? me? People hate me here because I'm not afraid telling someone is looking like a teenage boy.
I'm the last person to hugbox anyone.
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>>6436819
maybe gibe worm to show him that you're a friendly creature? birds don't like cages though, you should keep him outside in a makeshift nest or something instead
i don't know that's what i'd do but i'm not an expert in bird law
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>>6436775
>it has no 401k matching, healthcare, social security payments, unemployment
those sound like disadvantages, tbqh
and the fact that you have to sell your body is a p big problem for most; I'd much rather make nothing on a minimum wage job
I think some people like the attention, but I it warps the way they see other people, because you can safely assume that everyone you know has seen you naked. It can make it difficult to get other jobs if you're successful with camming.
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I've made it to the final part of today's diet.. Eleven more months to go...
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>>6436830
Well, you've told me I don't need surgery...
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>>6436829
that is a bad feel
would you also join me on my quest to find out more about them and why I was abducted in the first place
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>>6436845
Honestly, as someone currently living off benefits, and who will probably do so for the rest of her life, I can only feel they're essential.
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Who else her /extremely lonely/ but also /too afraid to be close to anyone/?
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>>6436826
i don't think you're trying to be rude so don't worry about that. imho it's completely dependent on too many moving parts; that's to say it's really difficult to gauge the average income of cam girls. one thing's for sure, if you're attractive to people and you happen to come across generosity, you're in luck and you'll be more than fine. one thing that would be worrisome is the lack of consistency that other employments could offer.
also i'm sure there are others who do it for a questionable income, but perhaps it's worth a lot more to them due to a favorable currency exchange rate.
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>>6436849
of course
Id even join you in trying out their weird green iced-things that they store in the kitchen, until we find out that thats their alien-organ farm and spit all of it out D:
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>>6436826
so statistically it's easier to be the next pew die pie?
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>>6436851
Not me
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>>6436775
>welfare dependent on your employment history
Is it really this bad in the land of the free?
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>>6436854
but alien organs are tasty D:
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>>6436814
>tfw not Elanna's giant BDSM robot gf
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>>6436846
diets are impposible if you see them as a chore, at the first chance you'll get the weight back. You have to see them as how you're life will be from now on, just like hrt.
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>>6436851
Don't be afraid.
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>>6436851
/extremely lonely/ and /dont have anyone/ reporting in
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>>6436867
I don't want to hurt anyone with my crazy...
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>>6436851
Literally me. Some people gave me their skype, I still haven't added them because I feel they might laugh at me or ignore me or do something bad to me
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>>6436847
CFH, you posted your photo I gave you my opinion. I even did photoshop for you...
Your only problem is that you are old and you are comparing yourself to young people here (18-22).
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>>6436869
Let's be friends
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>>6436871
Some people gave me their skypes and I never added them because all I would do is question them about their lives to the point they assume I'm just an NSA employee.
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>>6436863
>tfw no psychotic ai gf to pump me full of deadly neurotoxin
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>>6436851
;_;
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>>6436870
100% same. A reclusive life is probably best for me.
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Post the trip you are crushing on the most or would be crushing on if you were into trannies.
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>>6436875
ok yes
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>>6436877
you made me torrent steins;gate yesterday. I hope you're happy now.
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>currently in waiting room at gender clinic
>super pretty trans girl sitting in front of me
>lovingly holding her boyfriend
>super pretty trans girl sitting behind me
>giggling with her boyfriend about going away together
>me looking like a man
>alone
>ride along 2 playing on tv
I don't wanna be trans
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>>6436856
im too dumb to play rts games
its really hard for me to get into them, no matter how much I want to
>>6436861
carol!
are you even trying to establish friends and connections with ayylmaos
eating any sentient creature is forbidden, and I wont allow that in our empire
and frankly im ashamed that you would say such a thing
>>6436854
>tfw no campy scifi antics with phie
://////////
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Extremely lonely? Naw. Work hard not to engage with people irl? Yeah.
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>>6436884
yay!
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>>6436886
i'd say they should inspire you but passing transgirls trigger me more than cisgirls.
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What's up with all the tripfags?
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>>6436887
You should try it, i'm like ultra dumb and i get it :D they've tried to make it more accessible to people
>and frankly im ashamed that you would say such a thing
s-sorry ;____;
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>>6436866
This is very true.I actually don't have a problem with eating "healthy" food, it's the number of meals that sucks. I need time to get used to 3 meals and hopefully I'll stick with it forever.
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>>6436894
this is mtfg?
people like to trip so others can follow their development and compare experiences?
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>>6436886
grey... I... that's awful experience. I would cry so much if it happened to me.
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>>6436893
that's what I would think but it just makes me feel like I'm fooling myself
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>>6436886
that's why you selfmed first, to be accepted among the people who are doing it right :^)
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>>6436873
Hey, I missed that Photoshop, actually... And yeah, I compare myself to a girl in that age range, I guess. Not from here, though... Cis. And... Well, let's just say nobody should compare themselves to someone like that.
Comparing myself to women my age, well, I don't see many I'd swap looks with. Even with girls here. Still want that chin fixed. It's objectively ugly.
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>>6436884
Where you from, my new friend
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>>6436886
>ride along 2 playing on tv
As if the rest wasn't torture enough
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>>6436900
You posted a wall of text with every detail about your life that time you left forever, I don't have any particular interest in learning more. I'm sorry.
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>>6436886
post pic for lulz pls
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>>6436904
cornwall UK
it's nice
how bout you
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>>6436894
dysphoria, eating, vidya, or feeling lonely probably? ask them yourself
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>>6436908
>we need a movie that will inspire transgirls to improve their lives
>oh, I know, Ride Along 2!
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>>6436903
Then more power to you. Here is said photoshop.
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>>6436914
Pennsylvania
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>>6436918
use derma rollers mom
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>>6436885
One of us!
One of us!
It's a good watch, hope you enjoy it.
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>>6436895
Ill get it after I finish moving
i have too much to do to get into a new game
I havent even played overwatch in like a week
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>>6436920
nice
>tfw no one is ever near you to hang out with
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>>6436927
good :D then u and Phien can have space wars/adventures
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>>6436900
>chaser powers too strong
Nah. >:]
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>>6436932
pretty much
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>>6436932
yes
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>>6436918
Thanks. That chin is worth retouching even if it's the only surgery I get.
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Why can't i just have normal boobs, they're so flat and stupid and broad, not perky, nothing, just like a losers fat breast :( i hate this
>>6436921
dermarollers aren't good for your skin, so she shouldn't use them
>>6436918
cutie
you look like you got a bit too much powder on your face, though?
>>6436894
it got worse this year, and yes, it sucks
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>>6436932
more like a chatroom
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>>6436940
>tfw mostly watch normie shit
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>>6436920
Tfw almost in pa
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>>6436931
Everyone seems to be from outside the US here
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I should have kept the Homura stuff on
>Pizza arrives
>be wearing Fire Emblem Fates TShirt (With F!Corrin)
>Bigass guy with ring on necklace
>"Oh, doing a day of gaming"
>yeah I guess
>"Whatca play"
>Warcraft. It's true
>Spends 5 minutes talking about his characters on live and on a private server
>Finally get a word in edgewise that I'm missing some of my pepsis.
>I think I encountered an actual manchild.
>I bet he's going to come home and come to 4chan
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>>6436877
Someday we'll remember this and laugh and laugh and laugh.
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>>6436951
not really, a big majority is in the US, like the rest of the site
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so my coworker cooked lunch for me again today n.n
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>>6436949
Where?
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>>6436957
course i know that old hag, i just thought this was someone different. I just got in here and didn't look up the reply
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>>6436944
>dermarollers aren't good for your skin, so she shouldn't use them
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2918341/
as long as you have a decent equipment (some are junky) with properly sized needles with enough rests in between treatments and disinfecting it properly between every use, it's actually quite good for your skin. it boosts collagen to get rid of scars and wrinkles.
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>>6436965
>portuguese signs
>chinese subtitles
strange country
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>>6436959
Kinda near university delaware
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>>6436965
>bevidas
>beVidas
fucking triggered, why even try if you're gonna fuck it up?
also
>why isn't that hon taking pics at me?
>is the movie better than me?
>why isn't she creeping on me?
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>>6436954
>she doesnt know that I killed a cube that was supposed to be me friend
>>6436957
Idk, I basically just watch recommendations. Sometimes they're more obscure, sometimes they're pretty normie, but it hasn't steered me wrong yet.
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>>6436972
>portuguese
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>>6436973
I was in Newark not too long ago
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>>6436953
>I bet he's going to come home and come to 4chan
Like you just did?
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>>6436967
Well, here's the non-shooped hag.
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>>6436877
Ayyyybb
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i started talking to this guy who i've been in love with for the past 6-7 years again. i forgot how much i missed him, and how much i missed his presence in my life. he's literally everything i've ever wanted in my life, but the timing was just always off. he's going to med school, and he's known me since the beginning of my transition. it's just weird now because of how different i am, and how much we've been through together in that time. we used to play pokemon together tons, and now overwatch, and he bred me my shiny eevee and all kinds of stuff and idk. it's really weird. idk why i'm even typing this, i just wanted to talk about it cause idk how i feel about the whole thing. we've planned our future together multiple times and stuff and idk. i wanna be ready for that stuff but transition feels like it kind of takes away from it, or can distract from it, and i don't know if it's even wise to date someone until you're finished with it? idk. whatevs. ok bye.
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>>6436985
You posted a pic next to a 3CV where you were pretty lancky, but in your creepy photoshoot pics you look much bulkier. Did you win weight between them or is that another aspect where does photos make you look worse?
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>>6436965
i meant of you looking sad in the waiting room sandwiched between the two happy couples
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>>6436985
Qt
Nohomo
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>>6436993
so? how did the convo go? are you meeting again?
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>bred my shiny eevee
Hot.
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>>6436993
Fuck off clownface
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>>6436998
I know it but there's the creepy factor and also we're too spaced out
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>tfw was worried I'd finally lost it but someone's legit having breakfast outside my room at 5am
phew
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>>6436996
no problem, i am getting rid of some blemishes via derma rolling so i can vouch for it
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>>6437016
Well you know, some people gotta work early
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>>6436997
The picture next to the 2CV was taken back in 1999... So, more than fifteen years, that definitely makes a difference.
Also, I was around 78kg after quitting tobacco in the pictures from the photoshoot I draw from as reaction images. My normal weight is 58 kg and I'm already getting back there.
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>>6437016
sounds like a great time wake up and take advantage of the full day.
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>>6436993
dont rush into anything give it more time ya know?
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>>6437021
Oh... I wanted to believe old working class citroens lived forever in france .__.
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>>6437015
well at least post a selfie
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>>6437004
i want to, but idk. i feel like i've been in love with him my entire life, like he's known me since i was a teenager and transitioning. i'm just scared and idk that i believe relationships can work until you have completed your transition? wherever that ends for each person
>>6437028
i don't want to .___. but idk. i didn't realize how much i still missed him till i was chatting with him last night.
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>>6436944
oh god the chemistry jokes...
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>>6437034
I was talking about mistery breakfaster.
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>>6437032
I still have it. Not driving it, though, it's getting about 1k € more valuable every year at the moment...
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>>6437038
also, Edie, you're not in a very distant place from where you'll end after hrt is settled. Are you including plans for ffs or something in the list of things to wait for?
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>>6437016
>tfw you were worried too
>tfw youve just accepted being schizo because you actually do hallucinate people and sounds and for a bunch of other reasons
: )
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>>6437047
My dad wanted to make a tradition out of giving one of those as a gift to each one of his sons, but after he reached the third one it had started to become either a luxury item or scraps.
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>>6436982
Yeah I've been there. I know a trans girl that does radio after midnight there also.
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>>6437038
well what's left to do in your transition that would get in the way of things?
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>>6437060
Nice! My friend lives there, he's a mushroom farmer
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>>6437065
knowing when to NOT suck someone else's dick
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>>6437060
I WANT TO DO AFTER MIDNIGHT RADIO!
>get calls from taxi drivers
>secretly play modern moody metal pretending it's night music
>shill horrible products that couldn't pay for a better spot
>talk alone about nothing
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>>6437049
i don't even know that i want ffs anymore honestly. but i've only been on HRT for like 15 months, really? and i still need electro on parts of my chin and idk. i guess idek where it ends for me anymore............and when i look back on how i used to date and what i used to want and how i used to be, i really hate myself. like reading through dating profiles i once had i can't believe i used to think those things, or that i wrote them? and i hate taking photos of myself and i hate social media and i hate the ego-centrism that was, and almost has to be my life for work, and i just wanna get away and have a normal job and be a normal girl and enjoy my life and i want him there with me a lot. and he doesn't even know me as the person i am now and what if he doesn't even like the person i am now? sorry i'm ranting lol
>>6437065
FFS if i want that? otherwise like complete hair removal, all legal docs done, and 3 years on HRT...
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>>6437081
the career change get I def support I think that would be for the best to maintain a healthy long term thing.
well that's not so bad, but is he willing to like wait for you? those things don't really seem like they'd take anything away from starting or keeping a relationship with him
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>>6437081
Stop cheating on people and being a bitch in general, maybe?
Maybe spend all that wasted porno money on education instead of bullshit.
Maybe stop being a garbage human society could honestly use less of?
.... And not drop trip & be egregiously specific
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What happened to that hot girl in the flowery dress. I want to see more of that. >:D
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>>6437105
I <3 my rolemodel nikky
She's the best
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>>6437081
It's not as if taking steps now means meeting him tomorrow, although you have been talking with him through steam for what? Half a month? A month? that must have made a few things clear.
I'm a bit older than you but pretty close anyway and I can tell you that looking bad and not fully understanding the person you were it's completely natural. We mature all the time even if we can't tell when or why, and maturing doesn't mean improving as much as changing into something more stable and solidified.
There's no reasson to check if it won't work, just taking it one step at the time and not setting yourself for failure. He already knows you're trans anyway, right? what's the worse that could happen?
Meanwhile you can search for an honest job. It's a paralel issue.
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>>6437060
>ywn have a radio show
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>>6437113
There's definitely a lot worse to choose from.
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I finally got Birdo in his cage. Now I just have to give him water without him freaking out again.
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>>6437060
If you are ever in western PA, you should let me know
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>>6437150
Time to preheat the oven.
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which trips are the most crazy or psychotic?
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>>6437150
you do know there are more chances of killing it like that than just setting it in the top of a tree, right?
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>>6437159
I'm officially psychotic...
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>>6437159
me ;__; i hear mean voices in my head
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>>6437166
>TFW no paperwork
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>>6437169
>outlaw psychotic
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>>6437099
idk i feel like we've been waiting for each other forever lol
i'm just gonna like talk to him a lot again and stuff. i just want to be around him and have him there, he's so important to me.
and i forgot that was the case cause we drifted apart the last time we were flirting and idk.......IDK
IDK ANYTHING
>>6437101
i never cheated on her. i haven't had sex even in 4 months. the guy i was playing with a ton is my best friend's boyfriend, she also plays with us. she lied about everything. she was emotionally abusing me, and manipulating me, and i started sobbing talking to someone from here about it which is when i knew it had to end. which seems to be continuing here since the last time i wanted to leave her she was saying she was detransitioning too. she made me feel horrible every day and i'm not gonna like cater to any of this stuff. if you don't like me then whatever. i've had a hard enough time with everything as it is. i'm not talking about this. please, ignore me. seriously.
>>6437118
>>6437132
yeah he knows .__. he's been with me my entire transition. i literally met him at the beginning of me just wearing makeup, and he was wonderful to me the entire time. i met him when he was like 20. we grew up together in a lot of ways. i guess i'll just take steps towards it, and you're totally right. thank you for this. i definitely do need a diff job though. i just feel really unfulfilled. money isn't everything and i'd still be doing fine with some other job. i just get scared.......
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>>6437159
just because you're paranoid don't mean they're not after you
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>tfw all my roommate has done since he's moved in is complain
>forces me to talk to him for like an hour everyday when I just want to relax
>have to be his fucking chauffeur half the time
I just want to leave already. I already booked my hotel to stay at during my drive the fuck out of here but it's still 10 days away
>>6437060
>tfw wanted to do radio at my college but my voice is terrible and my music taste is probably shit
>tfw will never have a radio show
why
live
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>>6437186
In my personal vision of the things I'm gonna mix both and say that you weren't giving her something magical she imagined in you and that she was manipulating you and trying to make you feel bad just to have some semblance of control.
Getting a shit job is scary and even more when you were living a pretty hiki life. But camming wasn't gonna last forever and you know this. Fears are there to be dealt with, and if your anxiety is just out of control there are medications for that because it's not really your brain working as you want.
Try to find some job that doesn't make you want to blow your brains, though.
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>>6437186
I've had more emotions from one part in particular & lackthereof during unrelated criticisms from times past.
Quite honestly, you can't hide behind your mask and be a bitch whenever somebody exposes a flaw.
Maybe it is one sided.
However, there's been tons of other shit here.
Why'd you leave anyways? There's some pretty juicy rumors about you being a garbage person there as well.
It seems every time somebody says something about a character flaw or some bullshit that happened, you flip the fuck out and play the victim.
I'm not accusing you of anything but overreacting to some pretty hefty rumors that keep piling up.
Always an excuse to be the good guy, m8.
Btw, shitting on other people is never a pretty color on anyone.
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>>6437208
Start a podcast and I'll listen
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>>6437208
why did you end up with a shit roomate?
I did a web radio thing and it was pretty fun, the thing was that I took more work than I could really handle and the rest of the team never cared which hurt because it was a friend and my gf at the time. Real radio is really hard to get in, a friend offered me to check if he could push some connections (basically both parents working in a station) but I wanted to make sure I could handle it before that and I never really did.
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>>6437163
I'm going to take it to a bird sanctuary tomorrow. I looked it up and they just closed.
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>>6437214
no you won't, no one listens to podcast. NTR has been wanting to kill themselves after they made that extra branch since day one, this still can't make any money out of it and producing something with quality demands money.
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>>6437186
try not to be so afraid you seem to have a good idea of what you want. (him) so go for it. sounds like he's more then willing to try things with you :3
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>>6437235
So Korra you do want my money once I'm gone, right?
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>>6437233
Really! I'm big into jazz, I play a little bit
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>>6437240
What? B-but they have good reviews
oh cute his lil crown came up
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>>6437209
it was kind of that, but idk. i'm not trying to make her look any kind of way, i love her and everything, i just couldn't do it anymore. so ya.
it is really scary to get a normal job, and i do have anxiety issues, but idk :/ i'm sure it'll be fine. i just need to power through it and use the resources i have now to propel myself to where i wanna go, yknow? idek what kind of job i could do outside of makeup like i used to that i could get lol. which i hated doing makeup professionally. in general i'm so over aesthetics and superficial bs. i could be a hostess or a waitress, that could be qt? idk ;_; ty again for talking about this with me. i can't really talk about it to the extent i want to with other people in my life and that's why i've always come here.
>>6437213
everything is one-sided. everything.
when i told the people close to me what was going on they ALL told me i was being emotionally abused and that i was doing nothing wrong. she has done a lot of really amazing things for me, and tp get close with me, and she can be the most generous, and wonderful person. but those qualities...for every positive, there were two negatives. it was overwhelming. and i literally left because of rumors. i hate it. i hate that people put me in tier lists and call me popular or famous or some other bullshit. i hate the hierarchy here. i hate how much i am discriminated against, as well as praised for the way i look or what money i make or whatever. i hate everything about how this place has come to function. this isn't even about 90% of the trips here btw, it's about the gossip and highschool type stuff on top of anons. i hate being brought up and having people analyze me and idk. i wanted to stop being this.....thing? that exists here. every rumor that's been shouted about is just that, a rumor. that's why none of them have any kind of proof. and if you think shitting on people is never a pretty color, then take your own advice, and leave me the fuck alone.
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Guys, I never picked out a girls voice I wanted to emulate and I have to go to voice therapy >.>
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>>6437221
He was just randomly assigned to the empty room we have in our apartment (it's sort of student housing, so management assigns people to certain bedrooms in the apartment). Which blows because everybody in my apartment left for the summer so I was finally getting some peace and quiet until he showed up.
>>6437221
web radio seems fun, I'd consider a show if I had somebody I knew who wanted to help with it.
>>6437214
>wanting to listen to my man voice for however long the podcast is
I don't think you'd wanna do that
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>>6437241
i dont want you gone do you have to do this? :( can i use it for a fancy funeral for you?
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>>6437255
ur voice is adorable :P
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>>6437255
But you already sound qt
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>>6437246
It was just two cases, maybe the girl really knew how to find them, but both were abusive manipulative jerks in very similar ways. The guy was pretty sad about the whole issue.
here you go
http://www.feralaudio.com/30-spencer-of-harmontown/
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>>6437252
>ty again for talking about this with me.
I played therapist with faye too, it's the least I could do :^)
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>>6437256
If you play good jams, I'll listen
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>>6437258
Yes and use it for your ffs
I don't want a funeral
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>>6437268
Playing therapist on the internet while ignoring my own issues is my favourite thing to do as well!
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>>6437275
It's literally the only thing that brings me a litle joy lately. I haven't even broomed my floor in like a month.
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>>6437073
mushrooms you say? does he work in kennett square? or is this a...private business?
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>muh voice is less fem than keemstars
;__;
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1CRbUTDPVHW
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>>6436381
>TFW Sass gets no mention despite being a positive leader and an integral part of the 4chan MTFG community
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>>6437282
Kennett
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>>6437278
It's really stupid though isn't it? I am fully aware of what I am doing but I still stick to it.
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>>6437271
ofc what are friends for silly? n.n we support each other that's how friendship works. dw dw being scared if new stuff is normal. but just do your best. eventually doing something scary enough times makes it not scary.
you've got the drive i know u can be successful at whatever you wanna do!
>>6437273
o-okay :(
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Why emulate another female when you can just feminize your own voice?
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>>6437244
Cool! Jazz is my favorite music. I really wish I could play an instrument. If I can find a way to remove my deadname I'll post the podcast.
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>>6437291
mine sucks
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1CRbUTDPVHW
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>>6437289
You shouldn't be sad
People die all the time
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>>6437287
I think I could play therapist AND take care of my issues. I'm not like prescribing medicine nor really telling them what to do with their lives, so if I received the same treatment I would still be stuck in the same place.
Sometimes taking time to understand others helps you understand yourself... I think?
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>>6437284
lol omg carol you sound so freaking adorable <3 *head pat*
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>>6437291
>trying to emulate women
>we don't even have good Xbox 360 emulators yet
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>>6437297
but those other ppl aren't friends I care about ;_;
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>>6437302
>she never played tokimeki
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>>6437301
i sound awful ;-;
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>>6437292
Lot of great jam sessions here. I've seen some great acts also, McCoy Tuner, Pharaoh Sanders, Esperanza Spalding.......
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Things I need to not be dysphoric
>breast augmentation
>Brazilian butt lift
>vocal feminization surgery
>brow shave
Why did I have to be this way. What is wrong with me
>>
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>>6437315
>I'll make you emulate an orgasm. :^)
but, like, not really have one?
are we talking drugs?
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>>6437313
You need lip filling or some shit
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I'm still fucking waiting here.
now they're showing a torrented version of the new jungle book
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>>6437318
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q2UO0-pE9T4
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>>6437313
>brow
>nose
>chin
>cheeks
>butt/hips
>hands
>dick
oh dear god i dont feel alive
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>>6437318
ill still miss u ;~;
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>>6437326
Nice
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>>6437324
Where do you live?
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>>6437313
BBL is truetrans
Breast augmentation is AGP
I honestly don't know what to make of you Signora Pizza
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>>6437318
Why are you whining to me? I didn't ban you and wasn't even there when you got banned. You were probably being a dink though.
>>6437316
>implying I'm not a sissy
>>6437315
>tfw bad faker
>>6437304
Nope I haven't :(
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>>6437309
I just discovered Esperanza Spalding, she's great. Due to life stress I haven't really kept up with modern jazz developments so yeah just heard of her. I was last with the scene maybe around 2008.
>McCoy Tuner, Pharaoh Sanders
I've been meaning to see these guys and more for so long.
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>>6437299
What's stupid is not giving advice to people, I think that's nice actually. What I find kinda stupid is that spend time giving out advice for people's problems while completely ignoring my own.
Definitely makes me feel better though, hoping that I at least helped even a tiny amount.
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>>6437313
but you pass
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Be honest girls.
How many of you fapped to shemale videos or traps before you realised you were trans?
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>>6437315
I'm fine with mine. It works, even on the phone. Actually, I failed to convince someone on the phone that I was the proper holder of a contract that's under my birth name...
https://clyp.it/4hkvdr1n
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>>6436856
i like stellaris a lot
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>>6437289
;3; t-tru. you're a very good frand!! i'm gonna try idk. he's literrraaallllyyy all i've ever wanted since i was like.... 17?
it'll be very memoirs of a geisha where she goes after the chairman for her whole life lmaao
how are you doing tho? should i just send you a message on skype? i think i might just like anonpost when i do post now. i don't want all the other drama stuff rly but i miss the people who i do like and know and who i don't talk to outside of here rly idk.
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>>6437335
I need your help, Sass. Is pic related AGP?
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>>6437341
I'm in love with Esperanza, she's so fucking gorgeous especially when playing the bass
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>>6437346
This post is hilarious on multiple levels
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>>6437365
Sometimes it's hard for others to remember that you are the sole arbiter of objective reality.
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>>6437351
im not even human rn desu
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>>6437313
I don't see a therapist in there, miss I'm 7 months on hrt and too impatient to see results.
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>>6437376
Then what are you
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>ps3 was delivered
well at least i can drown my sadness in video game tonight
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>>6437354
i like to treat ppl the way they deserve to be treated ^_^ girl go for it im sure the both of you will make each other happy and he'll support you however he can.
yeah I'm on Skype all day u can mag me whenever :3 cant say i blame u for going anon it gets p bad in here at times u.u
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>>6437358
>they went out of their way to illegally download ride along 2
what if the doctor opens the door and you can see under his coat an autographed shirt of Ride Along?
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Anyone here mentoring younger or newer transgirls?
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>>6437384
Why are you sad ufufu?
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>>6437390
that would make everything better actually
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>>6437355
Nice try anon, that's not a real picture, it's merely a digital file.
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>>6437379
I have a therapist, it's not helping. I want big full tits like a real girl, not this stupid knockoff pubescent shit. Nothing is ever good enough and idk why
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>>6437384
what are u sad about? :(
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>>6437384
did they really took a whole generation and a half to send it to you?
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>>6437365
tl;dr come back when you're willing to act less crazy, confrontational and like a textbook case of bdd.
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>>6437374
Ayyy
But seriously I had a mod there say my inverted triangle body is perfect.
What kind of person do you have to be to say some dumb shit like that?
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>>6437369
I think I am really aware of a lot of my issues and where they stem from. But as you said I am afraid to make any changes and subconsciously prevent any action.
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I have two months of progesterone coming tomorrow. How long should I wait before starting?
I've heard that it's pointless before one year, is this true?
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>>6437396
>Nothing is ever good enough and idk why
bdd
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>>6437352
Oh wow. That's really hot. gud jerb
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>>6437401
can i replace anon :^)
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>>6437396
>I want big full tits like a real girl
>tfw maddie thinks your aunts are trans
You're early in transition and you don't listen to people so yeah, things not feeling brilliant is normal.
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my hair is so cute now ;-; i think i might keep it red
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>>6437406
Best meme
10/10
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>>6437405
it's all debatable with P. but it will make you feel weird because it activates the same receptors as benzos.
>>6437403
The periods in which I took more risks and went for stuff where always when I had people around me. I think I'm pretty pathetic and I need to show someone things to make me want to do them. I mean, we're social animals and all that, and being mostly alone isn't healthy, but I wish I could do things just for myself, you know?
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>>6437393
>>6437398
because of my NASTY TRASH GARBAGE BODY
>>6437400
kek
i used to have one that i got in 08 but the disc drive broke forever ago. the new nier game at e3 got me so hyped up and i wouldve just gotten a ps4 but there are tons of games for ps3 that i never played but wanted to, like the first nier, and i wanna play some of them before i get a ps4.
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>>6437409
no one can replace angie in our hearts.
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>>6437421
i will :^)
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>>6437413
I'm sure you're not as bad as you project
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>>6437408
You really need to find something else to obsess over.
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>>6437420
Did you post some songs by King Missile the other day? I liked them and listened around and I didn't love everything they do, do you have particular discs to rec?
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POOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557211
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>>6437420
>garbage body
I know that feel
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>>6437383
i know that he's not absolutely perfect, but i've spent more time with him than i probably have any other partner my whole life.
he is extremely, extreeemely close to perfect for me though. we've never had to fight about anything. we just get along and understand everything about each other. we agree on all the same things, believe the same things. when we first met and saw each other we like couldn't stop staring at each other and giggling. he just feels like my other half. i want that real real bad. but i'll wait and work with it and see what happens.
>>6437387
< (; 3 ;) > <3
i'll msg you on skype rn! and yeah, idk. i just don't want to be this presence or this thing here anymore. i just wanna be like errybody else.
plluuuss nowwww i can post qt pics of kate bosworth every once in awhileee. i have so many and nowhere to post them lmao
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>>6437414
pic? :3
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10557240
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>>6437426
Al Jazeera
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>>6437408
Angie, you're not making any sense.
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>>6437426
I'm psychotic and totally fine with who I am. Why would I change?
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>>6437417
I am actually the opposite, I try to hide any attempts of self improvement from people. I think I am just afraid of any kind of attention or judgement.
Sharing your effort with people like you do would actually be the healthier alternative, I don't think it's pathetic.
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>>6437417
Thanks anon. It might not be a good idea to start then. I've been really depressed and thinking a lot about suicide again so idk if getting a little more crazy is good
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>>6437429
That paragraph doesn't sound like a real relationship at all. Never fighting and just getting along is something that only happen when there's nothing at risk and you don't feel exposed nor want to really open up about everything. No one works like that and it's better that they don't, there is no growth to have in something that is entirely about feeling right with the other.
But that's just, like, my opinion woman.
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10557288
POOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
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>>6437431
BBC News
>>6437437
Do you, like, enjoy when you suddenly show up with an improvement? I keep thinking I'd love to do that, but in reality the only projects I've really put everything in doing and felt great were when I was working around or with someone else. That way you notice small improvements and you are motivated to keep doing them.
Still, being judged feels soooooo bad. Even when it's all in your head. I guess we just try to be perfect while knowing there is no way to do it, so we freeze.
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>TFW you'll always have a lower core temperature relative to your height and weight and will soon be gendered male by the latest gen IR scanners being developed by scientists.
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>>6437425
that was me posting gay/not gay yesterday.
psychopathology of everyday life is pretty good. found a big playlist.
youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUcGOi1y50OC9SNisWlayXyjFcV5DXyUh
try, jesus was way cool, up my ass, my heart is a flower, sensitive artist, cheesecake truck, martin scorsese,.
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>>6437445
>pool
tfw you can't wear a swimsuit
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>>6437430
sure do you have skype
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>>6437456
yep yep it's popstarahrii
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POLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557341
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>>6437452
I'm sorry, I just remembered lots of vocals.
Screecaped for future reference, thanks.
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>>6437361
Yep, I wish I was her
Hang on I'm making a soundcloud. I'll be /mtfg/'s resident DJ!
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I want a nice and sweet trip girlfriend. Who is the nicest and sweetest? I will be good to her.
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>>6437439
idk! i mean he knows everything about me. i've told him things nobody else in my life has ever known. we have talked about all of our beliefs and political stuff and like i've confided in him more than even my mom, who i tell everything to. and he's always told me everything going on with him too. it's just that he's extremely understanding, and caring, and he knows exactly how to talk to me. so when we have discussions or open up or whatever it's just a really positive experience. there's no need to fight to get my point across or to show him a better way or whatever cause we've grown in the same way and have the same religious beliefs and and opinions and when we haven't we just understand where the other is coming from. it's weird. we've never avoided having heavy convos or arguing or anything like that, it just never felt like any of that stuff would change things or would have to resort to that stuff, and we grew together. life just kinda had us drifting apart a lot. BUT I'M NOT LETTING IT AGAIN
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>>6437456
Why not post here?
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>>6437463
Pfft. No CowboyNeal option.
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>>6437447
>Do you, like, enjoy when you suddenly show up with an improvement?
This is pretty much exactly what I try to do every time. I want to open up to people and share stuff but whenever there's an opportunity to do that I just make sarcastic comments.
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>>6437252
>tier lists
Hate
>bragging about money
Hate
>people gushing
Hate
K, bro
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>>6437469
If you looked her, I would totally stalk you. I sat 10 feet from her and just stared at her for 2 hours
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>>6437448
The truth is brutal and tenacious.
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>>6437470
Korra is pretty sweet.
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Do mine!
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557383/r
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>>6437470
Kayla, definitely.
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>>6437476
kek, it's easier to make jokes than deal with things. I really envy people who can just express their feelings and be happy with that, maybe it was the years of repression and not being able to talk about such a big issue, I don't know. The last time someone showed any concern about my wellbeing I had to hide the tears.
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>>6437483
>/r
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557383
ftfy
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>>6437252
This is literal TL; DR
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>>6437420
You have pretty good bod
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>>6437495
you tarzan me jane
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Who /bored/ here?
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>>6437497
>2016
>Using articles
Lol
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>>6437478
lol creepy. But I can imagine she must be many times more beautiful IRL.
Alright here we go first episode
https://soundcloud.com/user-954054996/live-from-shakiras-basement-june-22-2016
It's not strictly jazz, more electronic because this is the shortest mix I have on my computer. I'll upload more with actual jazz later. There's all kinds of stuff in my mixes, jazz, dub, funk, drum and bass, house etc. I'm not very good at mixing though.
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>>6437499
Me, I'm cleaning the gunk out from between my macbook keys :<
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>>6437499
Just here for the emotionally compromised pic posting qts.
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>>6437499
Why not make a poll?
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>>6437504
ewwww
>owning a macbook
>>6437507
That's pretty fucked up t b h
>>6437508
Because I have no reason to...
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>>6437503
Cool, thanx! I'll listen tonight
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>>6437472
embarassing
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>>6437494
i am just an anon sassyfirstclassy, you don't have to read my posts!!
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My skype is carol-the-great :3
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>>6437518
I moved before i transitioned.
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>>6437511
Because you're bored?
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557457
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>Do side bangs hon it'll look great on you and it will hide your tall forehead
>Don't worry about eyebrows hon. Bushy thick eyebrows are in right now
but joke aside 4 months post FFS! (both pictures are after)
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i learned how to make gifs
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>>6437523
that sounds healthy I guess. was this like a long time ago or recently? how did you adapt to the states?
all the expats from my country seem to constantly want to come back or recreate some weird imitation of here in their new countries.
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>>6437511
Don't act like you don't love it.
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>>6437527
How much did it cost?
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>>6437516
You know I'm just joking, right? :p
I miss you so much.
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>>6437511
Don't make fun of me, I'm just a basic bitch
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>>6437528
lewd :3
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>>6437527
You look very nice
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>>6437527
What are you doing this weekend? ;)
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>>6437533
8k €
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>>6437528
desu I confused kiwi and kayla a lot for the longest time.
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>>6437530
I really don't...
>>6437526
Bored is the only acceptable answer
>>6437536
(it's okay I'm a basic white girl at heart)
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>>6437518
>you're literally the least subtle person in the world.
how dare u imply that
>>6437534
but i'm right here
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>>6437542
Tomorrow I'm going out with another transvestite (not slur it's actual transvestite). Baggers can't be choosers I guess...
And this weekend I'll go with my friend and her boyfriend to local party so it should be fun.
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>>6437534
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>>6437543
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>>6437529
I was around 10 years old when i moved.
English was annoying to learn at first.
I was young so adapting was easy.
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>>6437549
EDIE
HI
I DIDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT FOR SOME REASON
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>>6437544
i don't like this meme
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Valq(besthon) (ID: !!Z+RUiSZXoIY)
2016-06-22 20:57:35
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>>6437549
The prophet failed, it was only 3 days
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>>6437553
why pepe? it's actually one of the cheapest price out there.
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>>6437545
Get a macbook. Drink Starbucks. Wear uni branded sweatpants during exam week. Embrace the lifestyle.
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>>6437555
ah, for some reasson I had the mental image that you had moved very recently, I don't know why.
Do you plan to go back at some point?
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>>6437545
Lel.
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>>6437559
Kinda funny
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>>6437550
Need a date? I'd totally take you out if you're around.
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>>6437460
>Phien was like drunk and happy
benzo highs are kinda like that, but more extreme. Prog is pretty much the same as a benzo if you take enough, the quantities edie takes are probably just tipsy-level tho
on a sidenote, I am craving so hard I want to cry v_v
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meanwhile no one pays attention to the pressing issues
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557341
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I hate myself i just want to fucking die
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>>6437572
I should had assumed you would ctrl+f your name, I'm sorry for reminding you.
Shouldn't you be sleeping?
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>>6437563
You're forgetting yoga pants, northface jacket and ugg boots
>>6437565
*shrug
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>>6437572
Hi Sophie <3
stay strong, u can do it <3
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>>6437576
Shhhhhhh, go to bef
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>>6437572
I think you're better off without them senpai
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>>6437572
*hugs* you can do it little sis i believe in u! <3
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>>6437558
hi flannel bby!!! why didn't you sleep? that is bad for u yknow.
>>6437560
you've posted that a few times now and i don't think you've realized yet that they said fall, and not fail lol
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>>6437549
:3 I missed u sooooooooo much!
I always suspected you were here, but.. I'm so happy ;_;
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>>6437579
>tfw no uggs
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>>6437582
I'm already in bef. Its four in the afternoon and I've done nothing and I'm unsuccessful and untalented and I've wasted everything on pointless bullshit. My life is fucking OVER.
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>>6437559
make a twerk gif
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>>6437564
not unless i want to die lol
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>>6437591
Go do something fun
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>>6437528
How big are ur boobs
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>>6437562
>8k is the cheapest
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>>6437586
didn't you say you were leaving mtfg again?
(how did it feel to cuck faye?)
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>>6437586
SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK
I AM STRONG
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>>6437595
I dont have fun doing anything anymore
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>>6437589
They're basic as fuck but so comfy
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>>6437592
no
>>6437597
like c cups i think
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>>6437610
do it and also make crazyface gif
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>>6437610
Jelly, I had to get fat to get boobs that big but you've been losing weight
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>>6437589
It's good to draw a line somewhere
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>>6437599
If you love Faye so much go after her.
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>>6437610
They nice titties
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>>6437608
What's the last fun thing you did? And when?
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>>6437588
i missed you too sassy!!! even tho we still talked away from mtfg loool
um i mean i honestly haven't really been here. i posted without my trip today cause i really needed to talk about that guy i've been in love with for....ever. but then i just kept having convos so idk. i usually post with my trip on when i do post but i've been trynna avoid all the dramas cause i'm trynna be a better person and ~change~ u know?
>>6437599
idk i think everyone was right, i'll never be able to fully leave. but i've been happier coming here less, and now i can just use this place as a means to like discuss real serious things with my transition or my life and i'm gonna stay anon after this cause idk. it's nice to have a space to talk about these things. also i didn't cuck her at all. like i said the guy i've been playing overwatch with for 8~16 hours at a time is my best friend's boyfriend. there's nothing between us. altho the kinda love of my life is playing overwatch with me now (since last night) so idk. the relationship was done with by then.
>>6437601
SCREAMING
FLANNEL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>>6437571
I would love to. But you are not from Eastern Europe.
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>>6437609
Are trainers a good idea if you have large feet? That's what all the local girls wear but I fear my feet will look obviously male in them
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>>6437577
no I could playing cs because it is so bad
>tfw shaking because of withdrawal that is only in my head
>>6437580
>>6437585
I am trying at least
but honestly, if I wasnt still sick I would take some now v,v
>>6437584
Id be better off if I didnt have to poison myself to get high. I wish I was less autistic and could get a real life seller v_v
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$5 says Edie breaks up with this guy in 4 months, shitposts about it, and leaves for another 2 weeks
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>>6437625
sing and unban me geeeeze!
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>>6437626
Damn, you're right - but now I wish I was.
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>>6437627
You could probably get away with it. Doubt anyone would really notice
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>>6437586
I hope you'll do fine. Major changes aren't easy on anyone. I'm sure you have the will and resources to go all the way. By the way, when I mentioned consulting, I was pretty serious. You have the skills for it. You just need to find and develop an area of expertise you like. Other than that, there may be paid jobs in the NGO world...
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>>6437630
more like 1 week
>>
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>>6437628
*hugs* I know you'll be able to do it Sophie <3
couldn't you sleep? I couldn't last night desu
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>>6437628
Was the 2 people you mentioned your only options?
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>>6437625
did you enjoy finally getting your ass-pussy pounded hard and fast again?
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>>6437640
what size are your feet though?
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>see Edie describe how you feel about her in reference to another guy
>wish you could be that with her even if you were seeing separate people
>she literally changed your life in a few months
>she is one of the real loves of your life
I wish we could have been together in a real way, I love her as a person so much, being on her blacklist breaks my heart every time I see it. I'm sorry I couldn't handle those feelings, I never wanted any of them to manipulate you, or anything on here, they were just moments, I wasn't even sure if the feelings were real, half the time I'd type them on here and read them to see if they felt true. I cry every time I read you'd cry, I cried every time you were upset, I wanted to be there to talk to you and show you that none of it matters
I miss you. I'm so sorry.
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>>6437622
The last time i remember having fun was when i was in montana, nina and i played in the snow. That was december.
Time to die.
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>>6437648
Oh shush! Are you from the US?
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>>6437625
Lol, but it's different on Skype!
Also, your long form posts and witticisms are the bee's knees and give this place character.
Bleh, just ignore the haters and stay positive. Just little yaping dogs tying to get a reaction from you, that's all. Being a better person sometimes is as easybas that you doing nothing. Lol.
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>>6437647
fuck edie she's a bitch anyways
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>>6437648
don't die oddish
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>>6437647
With all due respect, I think you shouldn't bring this on mtfg again, just speak in private, this stuff has no place in a public imageboard.
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>>6437647
:/ Aw... you'll be okay Faye <3
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>>6437643
yes.
>>6437642
its too early to sleep now
>>6437625
welcome back bby <3
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>>6437628
Withdrawal is a mental issue. It's not just in your head, this is your body's physical reaction to suddenly not having something you've grown accustomed to.
This is the danger of quitting cold turkey, and those symptoms are sometimes enough on their own to put addicts in a psych ward.
If you can avoid abusing it and can't handle the pain, try to wane yourself off.
>>
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>>6437646
Size 10
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>>6437599
I just desperately wanted her there and didn't know how to express it, people read that completely wrong, I just like every time I heard her it was amazing and I'd feel so great knowing I was hers that a couple days away was hard, I didn't mean to imply Edie had ever did anything with a guy, I just wished I could be with her when he was, and felt like I couldn't.
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>>6437589
But I'm right here?
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>>6437663
>Too early to sleep
Literally what? Any time of the day is perfect for a siesta.
:p
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>>6437647
You're in love with the idea of her and not who she really is.
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>>6437663
If ur sure, then again i woke up at 2 and stayed up so i cant say much :3
Is there anything we can do to help :c
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>>6437663
That's a bummer, maybe there'll be another opportunity in the future.
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hey no-one ever helped me out with that maths, someone said they were going to, i forgot who it was. i can't ask /sci/ they are so autistic that they think anything beneath PhD level is beneath them despite most of them barely knowing calculus
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>>6437648
Oh, come now oddish.
Did you not say that almost half a week ago?
Why put yourself through that again?
i was having an anxiety attack throughout the entirety of my 9 hour shift today, and I was really looking forward to seeing you peeps tonight.
Plz no more sads.
It's raspberry season now. That's pretty nice, right?
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>>6437677
Yup. Sometimes happened to me after four or five cazadores in a row...
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JI2vcvhhVb4
She's so pretty <3
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>>6437670
faye = irl cuck wooooooow
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>>6437677
>Inhales hot smoke
>Surprised when it hurts
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>>6437656
I can't, I've wanted to for days, I'm sooo happy for her, but it still feels so hard seeing nothing, because I love her
>>6437654
It hurts that people are angry with her, be angry with me instead
>>6437659
Feelings are fine to have, it's sad but beautiful and hopeful at the same time, it's hard to explain
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>>6437661
Which State?
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>>6437677
>Is it possible to hurt your throat from smoking?
No there has never been a single case of throat cancer that was attributed to smoking.
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>>6437678
I'll help you with maths.
Help you burn them.
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>>6437647
I'm sorry if this is insensitive, but what do you mean by "blacklist"?
I'm so sorry that you fell in love with someone that gave you up in what seems like a heartbeat. That's cruel on its own, and even more so to publicize it.
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>>6437686
That's why I dip these days. Cigars aren't ideal for chain smoking.
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>>6437688
>It hurts that people are angry with her, be angry with me instead
I have no respect for dragface
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>>6437688
I can see that. You'll get over it soon Faye and find a new GF/BF <3
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>>6437647
god you're annoying
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>>6437664
I have no self control, I either take nothing or 2-2,5g
the problem with that is that the hangovers got longer and longer everytime, ive been feeling sick for like 2 days now, pretty sure if I take more, Ill actually kill my liver or something
>>6437672
dont wanna sleep alone
>>6437674
Ill just shitpost like 3-4 more hours v:v
>>6437678
I did but you said it was algebra, but I am pretty sure that was geometrics or something, at least not whats called algebra when I was in school, so I didnt really understand it.
>>
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>>6437625
FLANNEL YES
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>>6437688
trip on edie stop using faye's trip
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>>6437688
Well, if it makes you better, I really didn't like the way you acted in the /r9k/ threads. Not angry, though. It takes a lot to make me angry. Just disappointed.
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>>6437688
I've no remorse for any person saying they're heartbroken & how in love they are with the next fling in the same sentence.
Sorry bro.
I dont even need gossip ammo.
This thread is like eating kekfast for dinner.
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is anyone going to nyc pride
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>>6437688
Faye.
Faye stahp.
Plz stawp.
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>>6437702
Which part of Texas?
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>>6437673
No I'm very aware of who she is, and what she did for my life, and everything I want to give back. These things are real, I know not to put someone on a pedestal or objectify them, she is the real thing to me.
What I didn't know, is how differently she felt compared to other people, and I was trying to learn more about her feelings, because we are incompatible long distance, and I was rushing to work on that, so I wouldn't lose out on a life with her in it.
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>>6437701
If you need any support or anything talk to me bb <3
Please be careful tho, I do really care for u and want u to be safe and healthy <3
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>>6437471
>breaks up with girl, devastating her
>actually has the indecency to post about your new relationship within days of the breakup
And people wonder why I don't like you.
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>>6437513
No problem!, tell your friends! I want fans lol. Here's the jazz one
https://soundcloud.com/user-954054996/soundtracks-more
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I always wanted to post this picture, and now FINALLY I can
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>>6437696
And to come here where she is and brag about her plans to fuck someone else. She's obliviously stupid of her own actions and lacks the self awareness to change who she is.
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>>6437696
Take this anon, you will need it on your quest.
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>tfw wanna go to the gym and get swole again but can't cus still recovering
ugh
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>>6437719
You loved somebody who wasn't on that same emotional level.
Shit happens.
Life.
Stop being a cuck Justin. I hope your voice lessons went well.
I work at bdubs now & already told the managers to stop giving me shit eating grins b/c I know their wives.
#wivesclub
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threadly reminder: edie is using faye's trip to get sympathy for herself
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>>6437726
The birth of cool on lgbt
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>>6437702
If you can't do it.....
Maybe you really don't want to that badly.
Have you thought about what you would want to do if you could do anything?
(killing yourself doesn't count)
>>6437712
I prefer thinking of it like lolnch.
>>6437713
If I wanted to drag myself through filthy AIDS riddled streets, I could just off myself and save myself the pain.
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I cant even hide my boobs in a baggy sweater anymore
fml
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>>6437630
idkkk we've never officially been together despite kinda dating off and on for 7 years lmaaao. it prob wouldn't even get that far.
>>6437638
consulting with what though exactly? :c
>>6437644
i still haven't had sex with anyone lol. i don't just want that anymore.
>>6437653
i'm doing way better, and i'm way happier and positive now than i was when i left. i'm just in a much better place now.
but i def won't be posting here as much as i was. it just wears on me, idk. i guess it would for anyone really.
>>6437663
thank bby <3 i missed ur reign over the nations of this great general
>>6437665
this is a guy i've spent my entire transition knowing and talking to and being with. i don't just want some dick. i want a lot more than that.
>>6437647
you hurt me more than anyone has in a long time honestly, but frankly i forgive you for what happened, and i understand my part in it and take responsibility for that. but you need to do the things you do when it comes to posting here and we're clearly not a match. it's nothing to do with who you are and it doesn't take away from the good things. love just isn't enough.
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>>6437728
kek :D
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>>6437744
iktf
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>>6437719
How different she felt? Did you fuck her? What do you mean even? Did she tell you how unique her thoughts were?
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>tfw kinda want to play Overwatch with Edie but she intimidates me on many levels.
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>>6437748
You keep getting cooler by the minute. I dig your vibe
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>>6437745
How bout the first time you broke up.
Stop backpedaling..
>credibility for being heartbroken
>immediately want to get with someone
Yeh bruv
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>>6437731
Is it worth it?
Just, from someone starting at the bottom, so to speak, it'd be nice to know how it's been for you? If that makes any sense.
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Hm. Who fucked who drama, eh? Neato-burrito! :3
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>>6437745
show butt
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>>6437744
This is the future you chose.
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>>6437748
You're certainly one to talk about relationships.
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>>6437710
Sometimes I put a persona on to work out feelings online, that isn't me, I'm sorry if you took it personally if you ever want to talk you can have my skype
>>6437712
But can't we have our feelings? They aren't bad feelings, they're all about love and growth and hope. You can see how that's good right?
>>6437708
It's me
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>>6437748
Can't say you're heartbroken in the same post as how you're in love & keep your credibility within a friend group & get empathy.
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>>6437744
Why would you WANT to?
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>>6437755
Thanks
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>>6437745
What exactly is yours to pick. But people spontaneously asking you for serious advice just makes me smell a career opportunity. Obviously not camming or makeup at this point, but I'm sure there's more you'd like to explore... and anything can be turned into coaching/consulting work if you put your foot in the door.
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>>6437750
With anonymous harassment or when she posts your pictures online with sissy captions?
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>>6437762
tld: dragface fucked a boy and bragged about it to while she was still with her girlfriend (faye) and is still bragging about it now
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>>6437773
Maybe chat somewhere else than here sometime......
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>>6437758
>Lurk? You are the definition of drama dumbass.
Ive never had drama with anyone else here though, at least not that I can remember
obviously I am a mess, but I wouldnt count that as classic drama
>>6437745
>thank bby <3 i missed ur reign over the nations of this great general
lets make mtfg great again :3
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MTFG memestar edition
>>6437768
You're so optimistic <3
You'll find another :3 I know it
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>>6437765
Someone who has never been in a relationship is in the best position to talk about relationships because they are not clouded by emotions.
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>>6437768
Feelings are cool if they're legit & not leverage for getting back good in the circle of empathy & feel bad & dawwe for me.
Sooomebody doesn't understand love.
If your heart is broke, its not ready for more love.
Esp when that person comes off as manipulative af
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>>6437748
You know what, I won't invalidate you.
The fact that no two people are the same means that certain people are quite simply irreplaceable. It'll fill the same hole in your heart, but not quite the same way. Maybe it'll be better maybe worse, but actively ripping that hole wider is the most disrespectful and hurtful thing you can do to someone emotionally.
I hope you'll understand one day.
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>>6437778
Savage. It's all good though, trash belongs with trash. :D
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>>6437768
I don't care if it was an act on your part and that it was swollen and bloody in the pictures. My vagina demands respect.
Kidding...
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>>6437771
I have to go somewhere where it's easier for me to just be a boy
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>>6437793
that's what they said about your family
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>>6437618
>implying i'm not doing that right now
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>>6437748
my thoughts exactly.
>>6437750
play with me!!! overwatch is my life lately. i was playing with grace and it was rly fun.
>>6437756
after i told her i couldn't do it anymore, before i even posted in the thread THINKING about going to that guy's place with all his friends, she had told me she was calling her ex over and they were going to get back together. literally 15 seconds after it happened. i was upset at that time but i just wanted to cover it up with sex and bein a slut again. but honestly i couldn't even go through with it that time and i don't think i could now. that's just not who i am or what i want anymore. i've talked about this guy several dozens times in the threads over the years btw so i didn't see the big problem.
>>6437775
i'd love to do that :x maybe i will look into it. idk what exactly i'm good at tho that ppl could benefit from other than like .... being a slut and doing makeup lmao
>>6437782
<333333333333333333333333333333333
how have you been tho
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>>6437787
That has to be one of the dumbest things I've read on this board, and that's saying something.
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>>6437787
but relationships are about emotions
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>>6437781
What do you mean?
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You know you pass if /pol/tards don't point out your psychical characteristic.
>look at his nose
>is he balding?
>that dead stare
If they don't say anything like that you pass.
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>>6437801
You're not hurt at all by Faye is my point.
Stop pretending.
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>>6437787
Wow talk about a dumb nigger.
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>>6437795
I get that, but I suppose I'm just a wee bit jealous about not really having anything going on that way.
What about a chest binder?
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>>6437787
That's some confessional grade mental gymnastics.
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>>6437804
Skype or whatever. You seem pretty cool
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>>6437801
NOTICE ME!!!!
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>>6437782
You aren't a mess, U have some stuff happening but like I know that you'll be able to overcome anything thrown at u
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>>6437801
>how have you been tho
I didnt have a fun time, I found out that progesterone metabolizes to a benzo alike (which is what got us drunk) if you take more the feeling is way stronger, but its really hard to quit.
at least I passed the exam I had like 2 weeks ago and I was a good girl and went to uni a lot this week
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>Tfw ur a boy
;_;
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>>6437724
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557889
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HOLY SHIT GUYS CAN WE PLEASE STOP TALKING ABOUT EDIE AND FAYE JESUS DONKEY FUCKING CHRIST IN HELL.
HERE'S AN IDEA: LITERALLY ANYTHING FUCKING ELSE THAN THE SHIT YOU'VE BEEN HUNG UP ON FOR A GOD DAMN WEEK.
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>>6437826
what a slut
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>>6437782
No you being a walking disaster zone is drama. What you are witnessing now are two sissy crossdressers with daddy issues putting on a show. It might be entertaining to some but drama it is not.
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>>6437801
Grace intimidates me too. With her niceness.
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>>6437826
iktf
darn testosterone
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>>6437832
I think edie didn't do anything wrong if faye didn't fight for the relationship then it was faye's fault and her fault only
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i was told the russian trap comes here?
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>>6437839
Pls don't reply to my feels post with cute gifs it triggers me
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Is there any trip u'd like to meet irl?
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>>6437841
So southern? Small town I'm guessing
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>>6437847
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>>6437834
>No you being a walking disaster zone is drama.
ouch
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>>6437826
Are you a naughty boy?
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>>6437832
Hey, I was talking about my vagina. That has to count, right?
Sorry, can't repost the pic. Blue board and all that... yadda, yadda, yadda...
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fuck I have another panic attack... triggered by young (pre 20) happy trans people
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>>6437839
>tfw kiwi is on her way to becoming an actual anime girl
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>>6437857
-_-
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>>6437834
Stop being mean to Phienchen
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>>6437801
Can I sometime maybe, be back I. Your life again, you said I needed to post her like I did, but I don't. This entire place wouldn't be worth one day of having you in my life even as a friend
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>>6437851
carol butte
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>>6437851
Oh, yes. More than anything else. I hope we will someday, when she feels ready.
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>>6437863
never gonna happen
;_;
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>>6437851
I wanna meet elanna irl.
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>mfw /mtfg/ drama intensifying
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>>6437869
http://youtu.be/0k63grkip5I
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>>6437873
Between the cute voice recordings yesterday and the reaction gifs today it's like you're half way there.
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>>6437869
Get on a fucking airplane you dolt.
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>>6437851
theres a few im gunna meet for sure
moap
phie
elanna
edie
i love traveling but I'm not gunna meet with anyone till I pass i dont wanna scare them away with my face ;;
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>>6437811
i'm not hurt by it now in this exact moment, no. you're right about that.
i forgave her for it and i forgave myself for letting it happen. move on. i am.
>>6437724
she posts about the same things. again, i don't see the problem. i just want to be with a man i love and be happy with him.
>>6437818
i am noticing you!!!!
>>6437822
woah wait what
is prog addictive??????
>>6437836
she's the nicest so i see what you mean.
>>6437869
you know that's not true.
i did what i did because it's the best thing for the both of us. frankly i was hoping you would hate me for it and it would help even more.
you need to be progressing in your transition and be the person i know you can be, and i need to do the same. and you need this place and your persona here to facilitate that. it's fine.
everything will be fine.
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>>6437880
yes >:D
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>>6437861
I'll wait till you have an account. A little reluctant to post it here, just yet
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>>6437880
Would have thought everyone knew by now... Syndie, obviously.
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>>6437869
Tfw u did this
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>>6437841
Kevin smith made a movie with less than 5'000 dollars.
I'm pretty sure you could too, it's just about planning and prioritizing.
I mean, what are you defining as success, though? Is it when you feel like you've done well, or when you get approval from others?
If you're wanting satisfaction from others, you'll always be let down. If you get pleasure from the effort, then the results will always be amazing.
You can do anything if you really want it enough to rip out the throat of anyone who will stop you.
>>6437843
MISSING THE POINT, DUMBASS.
You guys aren't helping either of them by paying this drama of theirs more attention. LET THEM MOVE ON by either ignoring it, or moving on to a new topic, like:
Holy shit its damn hot today.
Horses, why do girls like them so much?
Hair tips, anyone, for curly hair?
How do I shave without bleeding out?
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>>6437814
I don't have a binder, even if I didn't have visible breasts I dont think I'd pass as a boy
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>>6437799
One man's trash is another man's treasure and all that.
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>>6437888
Never been but I heard it's nice
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>>6437900
don't
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*headpats the thread*
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>>6437901
you are new to mtfg aren't you
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>>6437802
Even considering Kayla?
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>>6437888
hi oddish how are things
are you feeling any better lately
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I got a reply back from the LGBT center for counseling and I'm freaking out.
How the hell am I gonna hide this from my mom? I'm on her health insurance.
What if someone I know works there?
If I'm outed I'll never have the same relationship with my mom ever again.
She always told me she dreamed of having a boy. This would not only be against her religious beliefs but it'd break her heart.
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>>6437891
So I guess you're never going to meet anyone then.
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>>6437834
I swear to Jesus that if you keep this bullshit up I'll bust your kneecaps.
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>>6437890
I would fly out tonight, even if I could just say I loved her to her face, I hated that I hurt her every second since it was happening, but I'd want her to feel safe and ok with me doing that, because I don't want it to be just about my feelings
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>>6437895
>woah wait what
>is prog addictive??????
physically, probably not. Idk
but I was addicted to benzos once and the high is exactly the same, so its really hard to stop, but taking like, 20 pills of prog isnt exactly healthy either, tolerance rises pr fast, I started out at like 200mg and went up to 2000 in less than 4 weeks, hangovers get worse everytime
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>>6437918
pls be my anime wife
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>>6437920
Say ur getting tested to be safe. Doctors are pretty discrete
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good thread, good amount of replies before image limit *more headpats*
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>>6437749
>How different she felt? Did you fuck her?
are you 12?
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>>6437933
tested for what?
my mom knows im not sexually active
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>>6437938
Ever been to Austin, I heard it's a good time
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>>6437915
Yup. About on par with a kaylapost
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>>6437915
Answer my poll!
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557889/r
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>>6437902
.....
Lucky.
Or just more dedicated than me, or braver.
Either way, I envy you, honestly. It must be rough from your side. The grass is always greener, huh?
>>6437913
I don't have to be new to be sick of hearing the same shit over and over again.
>>6437918
Holy shit Kiwi you look like a younger skinnier version of my aunt.
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>tfw guy still talks with you
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>>6437953
then go away
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:/ i need to shave my areas >___<
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>>6437948
still better than running out at 300 replies or something *headpats u*
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>>6437942
Say u were? Idk don't dig urself into holes. Sorry. It'll work out.
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>>6437938
No you aren't any of those things.
You're just sad.
You need to be okay with the fact that you're sad.
Are you? Or do you feel bad about being sad? I know I feel guilty about being sad sometimes.
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>>6437961
I'll do it for you
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>>6437964
*headpats back* :3
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>>6437950
Trip on first.
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>>6437891
yis i approve of this.
>>6437928
>20 pills
GODDESS PHIEN ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW??????????????????????????????????????????????????? WOOOOOAAHHHHH
ARE YOU OK?!?!?!?!?
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>>6437897
email it to [email protected]
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>>6437958
no u
:)
But, no, you're right. Go back to your soap opera, gramma. I'll come get you when your sleepy-time tea is ready, then I'll empty out your bedpan.
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>>6437953
well I dont exactly pass completely as a girl either, androgyny is suffering
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>>6437918
No things are awful.
The only thing keeping me alive this moment is a dumb vampire yaoi webcomic. And i have nothing to kill myself with in the house.
>>6437946
I have, often. I hate it usually. I'll be there next week for a convention.
>>6437967
I feel tired. I feel bored. I see, experience and I am, the same things every day. I waste my time on many of the same daily activities. I have no drive to work and make things better for myself. It would take so much effort and time for me to change things, that i simply do not want to try.
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>>6437979
I think she is off them atm due to illness, she was on them a few days ago though :/
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>>6437983
Cool, I will
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why do so many trans girls act like they have autism?
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>>6437845
I don't know who you're talking about. Do you have a name or a pic or something?
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>>6437978
Maybe I need to get a membership once I can start poppin pills.
What's your favorite thing to do at the gym?
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>>6437993
lol ur a baka :3
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>>6437993
Maybe because being isolated due to bullying and intolerance tends to be problematic for psychosocial development?
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>>6437993
Missed critical socialisation threshold around puberty due to dysphoria.
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>>6437895
The important part was l, I want you in my life.
I'm sorry I tied it to being here, that's a separate thing, and I don't want you to see it as I'm doing it for you, or it being some manipulation, i want to do it for me, I don't ever want to hurt someone with this again like that, I just want to be there holding them, working on what's important in our lives , and this gets in the way of that
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wait so you can get high on estrogen
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>>6437948
it metabolizes to allopregnanolone, which binds to the same receptors I think
>>6437979
last time I took some was like 2 days ago, I still have a headache, flulike symptoms, dizzyness etc, but it has gotten slightly better today. I looked up the LD50 before and that should be >6g for my weight, so I should be safe. Ive trouble not taking more tho, its pr hard.
>>6437990
I am ill cause I literally poisened myself with this stuff tho v_v
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>>6437986
why thank you Jeeves and please remember to bring the crumpets with the tea, tah tah you are dismissed
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>>6437873
> dat dimple shifting sides
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>>6438007
Progestrone and don't :( its very bad for u
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i wonder if we can make it to 900 before image limit
>>6438003
hey can i post a pic for shopping?
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>>6437979
You know, it's never you I'm sitting here waiting a post from. But I still enjoy reading yours. You make me smile for no reason when they're not the worrying kind.
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>>6438016
sure just be quick I want to go to bed.
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>>6438007
I took 40 mg of estrogen the other day, you can probably find the adventure in the archive. I swallowed some, sublingually dissolved some, snorted some crushed up, smoked some like crack
Conclusion: Estrogen does not get you high.
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>>6437929
if anime was real then who was phone
>>6437953
i guess that's a good thing
i've heard i look like my own aunt
which i guess is good idk
>>6437989
awh feel better oddish ily pls dont be suicidal or ill come give you a hug
i have to add you back on skype
>>6437993
cuz its fun
>>6438012
i have double dimps
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>>6438009
>it metabolizes to allopregnanolone, which binds to the same receptors I think
so taking progestrone is like taking benzos? Huh
>I am ill cause I literally poisened myself with this stuff tho
Pls be careful of that stuff ;~;
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>>6437987
I can't even pull that off right now. I go 5 hours without shaving and I get stubble, plus I can't shed the rest of this man-fat fast enough for me to not want to scream at every pretty cis girl I see, like
"FUUUUUUCKKKKK YOU I WILL EAT YOUR HEART AND STEAL YOUR POWER I AM SKINWALKERRRRRRRAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHGHGHGHGHGHGH."
You know, kinda like that. At least you could pass with makeup, I'm sure. I'd just look like a fucking Magypsy.
>>6437989
God dammit.
I've been bored too. Its a shame you aren't anywhere nearby, I'd drag you out to my favorite park and make you help me catch turkeys.
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>>6438029
oh uh, am i the phone? can i be the phone?
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>siting in the va parking lot
>feeling like you're on the edge of a great precipice
>wondering if you will get a text that says hi, something that shows you can work on making it back to being part of her life again
>hoping for that tension in your chest to release, because she's literally become the person you want in your life most
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can u snort estrogen
>>6438029
>cuz its fun
REEEEEEEEEEEE
:3
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>>6438000
trips #get
ebin
memes
Hey thread I just got home from a successful interview. Probably gonna get the job. How's everyone else doin'? :)
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What y'all up to?
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>>6438006
>I'm sorry I tied it to being here, that's a separate thing, and I don't want you to see it
why'd.. wut?
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nice, 900 before image limit, proud of all of u
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>>6437895
It's one thing to dump people, it's another thing to spit in their face when you do it.
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>>6438045
A job being preddy?
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>>6438021
ok if i'm too late it's ok i'll get you later
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>>6438045
really? congrats! is it in some office or something like an hotel?
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Wow a lot of you are really good looking.
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>>6438046
Nothing much. Being annoyed by PhatChin, trolling rawr a bit, the usual.
How's the weather in Athens?
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10557341
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557341
http://www.strawpoll.me/10557341
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>>6438046
I've become a DJ. Just cultivating my fans.
Hey everyone let's get to 1000 posts
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>>6438068
>Being annoyed by PhatChin,
ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED :^)
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>>6437899
<3
>>6437902
>even if I didn't have visible breasts I dont think I'd pass as a boy
*hugs* I was that way pre hormones. I looked like a girl at 14. Even people who knew I was a boy often gendered me female. Can you go somewhere you aren't known, and explore just being you irregardless of gender presentation?
>>6438042
iktf I've been there a couple times except I was waiting for a phone call. It was that long ago.
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>>6438090
Regardless... ;)
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>>6438067
except me huh
that shade :(
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Hi all, long time lurker first time poster. Recently I've started seeing a therapist for mental health help, but also, as I recently discovered, for gender dysphoria. I get admitting the thing is the first step, but I don't know what to do next. The only way in which I curruently run against my maleness is by wearing women's underwear, but lately it doesn't seem enough because it's only a private thing that nobody else knows.
I guess I'm looking for different ways in which you all explored the boundaries of gender when you first realised you had gender dysphoria. Any stories, examples would help me out. Thanks!!
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