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>>6374770
I'm getting there ;_;
>>6374773
I missed late night /mtfg/ desu
First for imma lewd Grace.
>>6374784
gay
>>6374785
Good girl~ It's been so long already!
>>6374790
GRACE IS FOR LOVING NOT FOR FUGGING
>>6374773
gnight everyone!!!!
hopefully tomorrow morning won't carry quite as bad news...
also, elanna didn't come on... I'm worried about her ;__;
>>6374773
Femboy>>>girly girl
>>6374794
what board do you think you're on, gaylord
hii /mtfg/
how are u
>writing my first full independent project outline
>over 60 pages into this stupid technical document filled with trade secrets n stuff
>barely a quarter done if going by my personal drafts and plans
>stressed
>out of coffee
>exgf trying to talk to me about inane bullshit and she doesn't understand I'm trying to just be over her
h-how are you girls tonight
>tfw too manly to pass and too cowarrdly to end it
>>6374798
She's fine. She had plans today.
>>6374797
I'm sorry, it's hard when no one wants to hire you ;-;
>>6374797
Too bad imma fug it.
Hey MTFG I haven't been around in awhile, but I just wanted to let you all know that after this Orlando scandal I wish you all the best. Stay safe and all that. Part of the reason that I have stressed voting for Trump is because of these crazy attacks.
I'm sure you are all getting a huge flood of best wishes and sentiments or whatever. I just wanted to let you know I care. Do with it what you want. :)
>>6374790
>tfw no boy to dress up as a catgirl for
>>6374814
>Part of the reason that I have stressed voting for Trump is because of these crazy attacks.
You know trump is anti-lgbt right, and the attacker got heavily enraged after he saw two guys kissing in Miami right
>>6374806
You should probably go get some coffee and then work on your stuff without visiting /mtfg/, we're just going to be a distraction.
>>6374755
>Dont set your expectations too low either
It's hard to really find what sort of level is realistic, don't think there's any harm in having low expectations though.
>No, you can have.
Naw I mean things like wanting to look like most cute young girls here who started around 18 yo if not earlier. I can't have that anymore, I don't want to delude myself into believing I can. I can have other things maybe but not those and that's okay. It has to be okay.
>Puru you are already a cutiepie, no hugbox.
People have called me cute without having seen how I look and honestly, the pics I've shown here don't really show much so I got no trouble believing you're being honest. I appreciate your kind words still <3
>>FIXED LINK 4 FUTURE REFERENCE
https://web.archive.org/web/00000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
>>6374775
im working on a long project too, i have a file ive been meaning to put together to try and rake in more generic traffic instead of focusing on single target sales so i can have more money.
>>6374814
in the choice between literally hitler and crooked "rape enabler" hilary theres really only one way to make america great again
>>6374823
you know the parents made that that up to cover their radical islamic sons ass right
>>6374798
Goodnight Charlotte!
>>6374805
hi smiles im doing well
how are you?
>>6374812
Yeah, I know the feel, but dont give up!
>>6374813
NUH UH I AM PURE
>whatever happened to holy mantis?
>>6374840
Ask your ex if she has any coffee.
>>6374838
>PUT A SPACE BETWEEN THEM HOLY SHIT
'twas missing an 'o' in org and an accidental space
>>6374839
giving up is pointless, I just applied for another job
hoping they will give me an interview
>>6374838
Nope, but she was good when I talked to her just before hand.
>>6374851
You can do it!
I applied for like 5 in one night and got 2 interviews out of it so just do the best you can!
>>6374839
not fantastic :c unfortunately not much has changed
>>6374839
Prepare for the lewdining.
>Best gf in the world
>planning to go to college for a job that doesn't require much qualification but pays well
>always talks about how once she finishes college we'll move in together and she'll take care of me
>isn't upset I'm not working, pays for all of our dates
>told me she'd pay for an orchiectomy for me if it weren't for the fact it'd piss off her parents
>truly sees me as a girl even though I'm an ugly unpassing tranny with the "balding 18 year old" nu-male syndrome
>tfw constant paranoia about how I feel I'm not good enough for her and that I'm somehow gonna mess our relationship up
Why can I not even enjoy the good things in my life
>>6374858
You have a weird obsession with Maddie. Just jerk off to her like a normal person and move on.
ok, last post, I swear
>>6374839
gnight!
>>6374840
>the US needs highway system upgrades
I got a ticket for going 90 on an interstate highway... apparently the speed limit was 75 -.-
>>6374849
oh
that explains the dead link
>>6374852
oh, ok. Good to hear.
>>6374858
I-I'm sorry maddie, but this one is actually kinda funny...
>>6374858
This one got me kek
>>6374864
you dont like yourself, anon.
>>6374864
She will leave you if you don't shape up. There is no exception to this rule.
If even one person comes into her life and shows her that she can do even a little better then your ass is dumped.
>>6374856
hopefully I get one in time for my birthday, gonna start applying en masse
did any of you not have a boymode phase and just go straight into girlmode?
>i came out and was girlmode 24/7 from that point on
>>6374858
Saving this one for trolling material thanks. :^)
Well I don't really want to argue about whether or not you should vote for Trump. That's not my focus. It's just that as a Canadian, emphasizing a Trump presidency is the only way I feel like I can help american LGBT.
It's just... a really bad situation. I have had some pretty good interactions in this community with some of you, and I don't want those people to get hurt so like... well.. whatever lol. I don't know. I like you. <3
>tfw I lied
>>6374877
I've heard of people doing that, but it seems too stressful. I just wanna make a gradual transition and see where I'm most comfortable.
>>6374814
>I'm sure you are all getting a huge flood of best wishes and sentiments
>in 4chan
I mean, maybe those that are out in facebag or irl...
>>6374857
I was always more of a Morticia kind of girl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=il-9D9NPxWc
>tfw listening to my parent's music
>>6374874
Why werent you already?
APPLY EVERYWHERE YOU CAN FOR LIKE 2 HOURS EVERY DAY
>>6374860
Sorry but I'm afraid it's not happening~
>>6374857
Aww, I'm sorry to hear that friend
>>6374877
how did you have the confidence to do that?
>>6374877
I came out & went straight to really effeminate guy wearing stunning makeup mode.
Now is just dykemode
>>6374877
girlmode doesnt have to mean going all out and wearing a dress every day.
>>6374890
>how did you have the confidence to do that?
my friends and family seemed to really support me, even people i didn't know as well.
i didn't even start hormones until a year after that
>>6374890
>She thinks she can stop it
>>6374890
I have applied multiple times before but nothing really came out of it
So I stopped for a bit, now I'm going to start trying again
>>6374873
Not really.
She'll start doubting her feelings and feel obligated to protect anon, the love will fade away and she'll see her as a burden and nothing more. Relationships like that can last your whole life, though, even if they are horrible.
>>6374893
we've all done bad things in the past. if a friend had your past couldnt you forgive them?
>>6374894
im too scared to until i feel like im worthy of the title of girl
>>6374896
why do you always go offline right before i message you damnit :T
>>6374898
make sure you call to follow up with your applications!
>>6374877
I went into andro mode when I came out and switched to Andro girl when I started hrt.
>>6374893
>I don't know how to improve my self
>I'm entirely detestable and awful right down to my core.
stop thinking about how bad you are and it will drastically diminish. the constant focus on your errors makes them happen again and again.
improve through small steps and take time away from the internet/media in general to think about what you're doing, what you should doing and how to do it.
>>6374909
seems like good advice, will try but I'm so awkward over phone
>>6374909
Because I'm mysterious. Like a ninja! A magic ninja!
>>6374909
>worthy
Take it from me, you're a fucking chick.
Stop being a pussy about it, get your hair shaped to grow in a Girlier pattern, wear eyeliner, mascara... Not too much, and maybe just some ChapStick.
Get some andro girl clothes and quit being such a fucking pussy.
If I can do it in the land of lifted diesel trucks & oil wells, so can you
>>6374927
>valq giving life advice
yeah, I'm sure you know how to make life worth living.
I'm gonna take cooking tips from sophie next.
>>6374902
I really don't want to think this is true but I know it probably is. It's painful, feeling how close we right now, hearing her tell me how she wants to grow old with me, but deep down I know I'm going to do something to fuck it up.
>>6374915
I don't see why pretending there's nothing wrong with me will fix me at all, and I honestly don't think I can improve myself, I'm awful.
Why can't I just figure out my sexuality???
I always thought I was just bi - meaning cis women and men. But now I really really want to be with a man and get that dick and be the passive sexual partner.
But I'm also attracted to other transgirls and really like the idea of dominating them.
I just have no idea what I am. I mean, I know that I'm a woman at least, I just haven't had sex in over a year and didn't even really think about sex in the timespan but now that I have my bipolar/depression under control, I've been feeling myself having sexy thoughts again and I don't know what to do with them
>TL;DR: i'm struggling with my sexuality, is anyone else or has anyone struggled with their sexuality in the past?
>>6374927
> get your hair shaped to grow in a Girlier pattern
Tell me more about this. What type of haircut could accomplish this?
>
>>6374942
how do you turn
>think about what you're doing, what you should doing and how to do it.
into
>pretending there's nothing wrong
you are truly a fuck up...
if you know you are doing things wrong then you know how they should be. stop doing the things you hate about yourself.
>>6374945
You're a straight man who accidentally transitioned
>>6374923
You and your "msterious"ness has always been a pain in my butt
I gotta tell you some stufffff
>>6374919
Practice makes perfect!
>>6374927
>Take it from me, you're a fucking chick.
Not irl.
>Stop being a pussy about it, get your hair shaped to grow in a Girlier pattern, wear eyeliner, mascara... Not too much, and maybe just some ChapStick.
See, I still have stuff I should do before going full time
>Get some andro girl clothes and quit being such a fucking pussy.
I'm getting those soon at least.
>If I can do it in the land of lifted diesel trucks & oil wells, so can you
You have more confidence than I then
>>6374955
same
>>6374945
you are just feeling needy. after a couple of new experiences you'll figure it out. you seem atractive and capable enough to get a few dates.
>>6374911
>voice
i've never trained my voice, but i don't think it's super deep
>What is your sexuality?
http://www.strawpoll.me/10472010
http://www.strawpoll.me/10472010
http://www.strawpoll.me/10472010
What's harder, becoming a pretty attractive transgirl or not becoming a pretty attractive transgirl camgirl?
>>6374945
Does it matter? I mean, you like what you like, why do you need a label for it?
>>6374972
DON'T GIVE THEM A FIFTH OPTION
>>6374956
yep
any other tips, say for interviews?
>>6374972
transbian just means trans lesbian, doesn't mean that only likes transwomen, that's just a chaser that transitioned.
>>6374978
too late voted fifth option
>>6374981
Even straight men like fingers in their asses.
>>6374956
I do excel in being a pain in the butt.
In multiple ways wink wink nudge nudge.
>>6374941
My trademark is brutal honesty.
My life choices are a mere unfortunate turn of circumstances alone.
>>6374946
Like, once its long enough to be unmanageable.. Get a mini Bob, pixie cut, get layers, etc... So you can let it grow for many more months and it be qt.
>>6374956
>stuff
just fucking do it. Be a goddamned femboy if you have to. Be a really pretty boy with guyliner.
You'll never be ready until you're 2 years on E, walk like a bro & a deep as voice with male mannerism.
Better start working on it soon, you're gonna get a lot more soft looking....
>>6374989
this isnt the time please get on steam i need to talk
>>6374982
do you have any questions?
>>6375000
i basically live irl as a femboy but im not sure im ready to start telling people my name is grace
i am very clearly not a girl irl yet
At what age or time in your life did you come out or transition?
>freshman year of hs
How much later was it until you went through HRT?
>1 year
>>6375005
hmmm
how to handle myself in an interview?
how to keep calm and all that?
what to say?
Stuff like that ya know
>>6375006
>i hardly hear anyone here talk about cis women
that's why you see it always related to transwomen, people here tend to fuck other people from here because they are afraid of cis women.
>>6375013
cis girls are scary af desu
>>6375006
>taking dick is a lot different than the rare prostate play
>oh, look at me with my tiny fem fingers that aren't the size of a dick
stop showing off please.
>>6375013
>they are afraid of cis women.
hah! this is so true. Why is it that you all are afraid of cis women? Is it because you feel as though they can spot you as not-one-of-them? Is it because dysphoria? Is it because you're not really a woman?
It's weird, I'd say 80% of my friends are cis women, the rest being cis men.
>>6374890
>Genesis
First Adri, now you too? You are really pushing it here.
Fuck everything
>>6375037
>pushing it
what
its just music i like
>>6375034
buns isnt a trip
>>6375034
who the fuck is buns?
sage bc you're probably stupid and ugly anyway
>kys
>high % of mtfs actually kys
:^) I see.
>>6375031
I have no issues befriending cis women, I tried to be a good repressed boy and had a few girlfriends but the sex part really triggered me. After a few times of crying when trying to have penetrative sex I don't get how they didn't notice I was trans. Somehow kept two relationships for around 2 years without any real sex.
4chan replaces real human interaction with a safe alternative, so when you spend too much time here meeting people face to face results in terrible anxiety. It's no surprise posters end up dating each other.
>>6375033
I'm decent at lying, I just don't like doing it
>>6375034
am i delusional, anon?
>>6375041
What's wrong?
Would any of you be friends with a cisgirl?
grace are you becoming the new red
>>6375048
that all makes a lot of sense.
and oh god you just brought memories of getting yelled at by gf's in high school for not being able to get hard
>wtf is wrong with you, you're not even drunk
>you don't find me attractive do you?
>wait, are you seriously gay? i mean, i heard rumors but i thought they were just jokes
>tfw wouldn't let girlfriends in high school touch my penis and they all thought i was weird
>>6375054
I once told a cop that I was a mormon and couldn't be a witness for some break-in they wanted to take me to look, I had to tell them about the structure of the mormon church in a half hour drive. I don't know anything about mormons, didn't even watch the musical.
>>6375060
i just lost someone i loved because of who im friends with
>>6375066
the new red?
what?
>>6375064
>not being friends with cis women
like what the fuck is the point of being a woman if you can't have female friendships? seriously, my friendships with cis women are all much stronger and more emotionally intimate than any friendships i had with men
>>6375074
becoming a femboy
>>6375067
One tried to give me blowjob for like ten minutes and I really didn't like any part of it, she was pretty good and had some variety of skills but all that attention in my dick only made me feel horrible. I learned a trick or two though, totally worth the awkward following days.
>>6375076
no, i fully intend to go fulltime as a girl once im ready
>>6375075
Here is the thing you have to remember, nothing really matters in the end and nothing really matters now. Just go with the flow and fuck whatever you are attracted to. The more you try to put yourself into a box the more unhappy you will be. Do what makes you happy not what others will tell will make you happy.
>>6375074
Kiwi?
>>6375078
yeah, i tried to receive a blowjob when i was 17 and i ended up just telling her to stop and i've never let anyone try to give me oral sex ever since. it's so uncomfortable and dysphoric, i fucking hated it.
>>6375088
i'm just gonna start telling people i'm straight if they ask.
i think i'm most definitely bisexual but telling people such is a surefire way to get them to respect you less. being gay- no problem! being straight- no problem! being bi- grow up you weirdo
>>6375104
Why the fuck would they ask? People normally assume girls are straight unless you are dyke as hell.
im gonna get out of the thread before i start doing stupid things goodnight
how does this make you feel?
>>6375070
Wonderful liar you must be
>>6375111
Night Grace
get better tomorrow
>>6375109
i guess people don't ask unless i bring up dating women in the past. then they're like "are you gay?"
>>6375111
Sleep tight
>>6375127
idk unless you fall in love or date another girl just say I was experiment in college. If you find another girl just say well she pushed my buttons the right way.
Or better yet stop caring what people think. You live in San Fagsico so why in the world would they care about some bi jew?
This is going to sound weird, but I am stealthish. Basically I don't care if someone knows I am trans but I don't yell it from the roof tops. People kind of find out on their own. I have no problems being trans though and it is not something I am not ashamed of. If someone asks me and they are just curious about it I will tell them if they don't mean to harm me.
I am a bit HIHIGHIGIHGIHGIHGHIGIHGIHGIHGGHH
4 twenties and igniting it
>Tfw you try to feel sexy about ur gt
>You dont
>>6375142
>This is going to sound weird, but I am stealthish. Basically I don't care if someone knows I am trans but I don't yell it from the roof tops. People kind of find out on their own. I have no problems being trans though and it is not something I am not ashamed of. If someone asks me and they are just curious about it I will tell them if they don't mean to harm me.
this is my life. would u wanna chat on skype at all? always looking to have a trans friend with like, a similar life experience. and since most trans people here don't have any life experience, well..........
>>6375154
You have to make other people do it for you.
>>6375117
I don't know, they probably laughed at me as soon as I left but kept the straight face to see how far I would take it.
>>6375157
>since most trans people here don't have any life experience
>tfw this is you
>>6375163
I am an island and im afraid of hanging out with people. And now wish I were anime :( thanks a lot, jerk.
>>6375172
If you can dream it you can do it.
>>6375157
Been 90% full time for like 7 months.
>>6375176
I just wish I were into transgirls?? Idk. Who tf else is going to pick me?
>>6375145
da nk
>>6375177
do you count sleeping time?
If I dream I'm a man, even if it's a dream about being some other random person that happens to be a man like some actor or friend, I don't account it in the full time chart.
>>6375185
Chasers I guess. You can always just hang out with other transgirls.
>>6375190
I don't really think I gender while I dream but I do remember being a girl in some of them..I'm very sleepy..I'm posting this selfie before bed. Goodnight everyone
>>6375172
anime ruined my life, it's too late for me to be happy.
>>6375209
*beeps your nose
>>6375209
I dont think Im trutrans because I dont have a messy room and every transgirl always seems to have messy rooms.
>>6375209
Why does every transgirl always play guitar
>>6375217
me and you are the real trutrans. being neat and clean feels so good
>>6375215
I like you. You seem cool enough most of the time.
i don't know what to make my name other than sophie help
>>6375250
hi sophie help
>>6375250
then make your name sophie!
>>6375250
we're sisters in trying to jump off the sophie train, we should hold hands and try to break with each other's body; then the surviving one makes a name based on the blood splatter the other one left.
>>6375250
google the most popular girl names for the year you were born - then pick the one you like the best out of the top 40
this way you don't end up with some really cringeworthy tranny name or a name that's obviously anachronistic
I miss Edie.
has chara been on lately?
>>6375278
yes just last thread
>>6375263
What is it that makes you not want to use Sophie?
>>6375267
Is Edie kill?
>>6375283
sophie is kind of overly feminine desu. one would have to be really really girly/femme in order to pull that off
but my name is just super boring and i hate myself so don't mind my opinion
>>6375250
>tfw you no longer like the name you've been going by but now everyone knows you by that name including your boyfriend's family who thinks you're cis
im so fucked
>>6375291
she did a camshow earlier that was pretty garbage.
https://youtu.be/M5-x-9LciYA
So I watched this old coffee ad from the 50s and I kinda wish I was that housewife. Especially after she solved her coffee problem.
>>6375296
this is normal. i go through times where i hate "Rachel" but it's my legal name and i don't really have a choice to change it.
normal people just come to terms with their names. names aren't a big deal, only to generally anxious people who have the time to ruminate about it all day
>>6375262
The girl's name with the same rank as my current name for the year I was born is Kayla...
>>6375263
Go with Dalialah and blush whenever someone sings you that song
I regret everyday not picking that name.
>>6375306
yeah I kind of hate that too. I am like X I can't believe I picked that. It sounds so hold woman like despite it being a popular name in my age group, it just was more popular in the past.
>>6375306
Rachel would have been my second choice for a name, Rachel is an awesome name.
>>6375312
i almost went with "Nora" until my friend stopped me. I am so grateful for her now, Rachel is a hundred times better than fucking Nora
>>6375282
i miss the little psycho
>>6375306
>Raquel
>>6375314
there was an ftm at my elementary school whose legal name was rachel
you just made me remember that dude, he's probably been on T since puberty and is passing super well now. #triggered
>>6375321
eh that doesn't matter just go with what you want :3
I JUST WANT KYOANI FLUFFY GIRL GODDAMMIT!
everyone make sure to wish edie a happy birthdayyyyyyyy
>>6375324
my friends nickname for me is Rach or Raquel. this new girl who started hanging out with us was so shocked when she found out my name wasn't "Raquel" lol
almost with i went with Raquel, it's a really cool name :(
Go to bed.
>>6375331
But there are normal cis girls named sophie, no parents hate their child so much they would name him aiden.
>AIDSen
>>6375338
then it doesn't matter what your name is in the first place
also you will!
>>6375342
Can I call you Roach?
>>6375344
But I just woke up
>>6375347
>tfw know a cis aiden irl
>>6375341
Tell her to come back first.
>>6375347
i knew an aiden he had downs syndrome
>>6375359
Do you hug him every time you see him and tell him everything will be okay?
A friend named his son Ulysses, it's sort of barely normal but whenever I see him post about him in facebag I keep remembering I haven't read the book.
>>6375341
and you make sure you crack the waifus trip next time you pretend you're faye.
>>6375352
/pats!
>>6374820
>no boy to dress up as a catgirl
This is what I need. /mtfg/ is full of transbians though and I can't indulge my degenerate yaoi fetishes here ;__;
why y'all gotta be harshin on Sophie :c
>>6375359
I know two cis Aidens too
>>6375354
I said sleep!
>>6375373
We're not, we're saying we wish we could pick it but it feels sort of called for already.
I also know like three sophies irl, my sister knows at least two of those, it would be weird ;__;
>>6375355
>At least in my spanish speaking country.
well i live in america bruh
>>6375370
>tfw no gf to dress me up as a catboy
We're all just Aidens that want to be Sophies.
>>6375380
>Being a catboy when you could be a catgirl
i hate my legal name and i want to mutilate anyone who acknowledges me by it
>>6375378
I already knew, son
>>6375380
I'll get the ears and leash if you bring the maid outfit.
>>6375328
If you're gonna get triggered every time you're reminded of some one who passes better than you, you're gonna have a tough time dealing with me.
>>6375331
<3
>>6375393
i guess i grew up in a spanish speaking country
tfw it takes you 2 hours to masturbate
>>6375391
Chill out, <male name>. No need to be so full of male rage. Take a few spiro and relax.
>>6375391
>tfw legal name is girl name
>>6375396
this was supposed to be a joke about Los Angeles but its just a dumb and im sorry
>>6375395
somebody's cocky
>>6375374
no, now i'm gonna have a morning wank
>>6375399
iktf butt stuff just doesn't do it for me anymore
>>6375377
It feels so weird because I've only known one Sophie my entire life (aside from Phienchen) and I met her after I had legally changed my name. Are you in Europe perhaps?
>>6375399
nigga I'll take 6 hours if I have to
>>6375391
>tfw legal name is very andro so not going to change it at all
>>6375403
That's the only thing about you that is a girl then.
>>6375416
Is it Kit?
how does one get a name change??
>>6375403
>tfw your given name is michele
>>6375422
yep
i want to die lol xD
>>6375428
>>6375408
c...can I have the cummies instead?
God damn it, I am so fucking saltly.
>get back home from watching got
>the fucking episode was hyped up the be great
>shit
>no battle
>no epic show down between the hound and the mountain
>no epic black fish battle
>no jamie vs lesbo woman
>stupid faceless men arc
god why do I even watch this shit?
>>6375433
Share the load.
>>6375425
Depends on your country and state. Usually it's a process of getting a court order to change the name and then everything sort of filters down from that once you have the court docs. Look up something like "name change process (your location)
>>6375411
>that's the joke
sup dude. i need to get the fuck out of these threads :(
>>6375425
Look up videos of "name inversion" if you want to understand how the process works.
>>6375416
I also had an andro birth name, but decided to change it anyway because I felt like I couldn't break the association with my old life and everything I hated about it. I ended up changing it to another, similarly androgynous name.
>>6375369
t-ty
/pats
>>6375407
Only on here would self confidence be construed that way
>>6375411
Atleast it is a girl name, I think most people are discontent with their names desu.
>>6375416
Andro names are best names.
>>6375421
Whatever helps you sleep at night, honny.
>>6375426
How, how did that happen?
>>6375448
Cut your balls off lol
>>6375437
>>6375441
I was thinking about doing this the other night actually, and I'm still not 100% sure, but I'm going to stick with my birth name for now. Eventually, if I decide I want a break from that I might change it to something more fem (although people tell me my birth name is p fem) i already have a short list of names I like aswell.
>>6375450
they are nice, yeah !
>>6375439
I am going to sf on Thursday or maybe the day before. We can hang out for the night I suppose on one of those days if you still wish. gonna drive up so don't worry about the logistics of it.
>>6375450
MELISSA sounds like an old lady name now despite it still being a popular name in my birth year. Pretty much why I go by my nick name. It is funny that I say melissa and eventually everyone calls me melly once they here someone else call me it.
>>6375448
Again depends on location, look up gender marker change for your locale. It could be as simple as getting a letter from your doctor or as complicated as chopping off the girltinkler
>>6375425
I had to get fingerprinted, fill out a petition of name change and get it notarized, file everything with the county clerk and get a court date. After the judge OK'd my name change I had to take all the copies I made of my court order to the clerk's office and have them notarized there. Then over the next month I set aside some time to go to the Social Security office, DMV and fill out the paper work for the Vital Statistics office. All in all it cost me about $500 in my state to get everything changed. Took about two weeks for my new ID and SS card to arrive, and about a month for the birth certificate. The birth certificate sucks because my state will only amend the new name and won't replace the original. My birth name is front and center while the amended one is in a tiny box wayyyy down at the bottom :/
>>6375461
is changing the gender on your license the same thing?
>>6375469
idk I think California issues another one or something. I know my new one is the one I gave for a job and they took it only to assign me no hours and never call me in.
yay me!
>>6375471
on your sex license?
>>6375448
Most US states allow you to get your ID changed. At the federal level getting your passport changed is as easy as getting your doctor to sign off on it. Birth certificate usually requires dick inversion. The state I was born in doesn't have a standard procedure for it and judges are often reluctant to grant a change of gender, dickflip or no.
>>6375477
driver license / id card
>>6375476
>I think California issues another one or something
Sadly I cannot discard the albatross that is being born in Texas.
>>6375471
License is most often relatively easy, a form that your doctor signs or a letter from them. I don't know the laws of every state though.
>>6374773
Ayyy lmao
Where the trap asspussy at?
>>6375489
It's boipucci pls
>>6375476
california has this whole big id please document you can look at.
my shitty endo won't mark "complete" on the DL 329 unless you've had SRS which is bullshit, and I can't find another endo that does hrt and takes my insurance in my area. I'm just gonna cancel my DL instead of having to deal with it, it's not like I ever drive anyway, and at this point literally all of my other documents have been corrected.
God damn LSD is a hell of a drug
>>6375457
I have an androgynous name, I love it.
>>6375458
One of my best friends my last two years of highschool was named Melissa, she was a really cool girl. We played a bunch of pokemon together.
>>6375487
Hi Sophie <3
Disturbing nightmare... Digging through old, forgotten family papers and discovering the horrible story of a struck from records murderous great-great-granduncle and his intersex and insane daughter who ended up a child prostitute before dying from syphilis. On the plus side, it's nowhere near as bad as my PTSD nightmares, much less involved. But I really should spend less time on genealogy. Bad sign if my brain starts making up documents altogether...
>>6375498
are you tripping?
>ftm get to change their sex with a wish and we get nothing
>>6375458
http://youtu.be/nT2rfs8G76I
>>6375498
what is time and how does it flow? Does it flow evenly or erratically? How does our perception of reality differ from reality itself? Or is our perception of reality the definition of reality, since we have no other frame of reference?
>>6375498
What's it like?
>>6375457
Take your time. Its a pain in the ass to change it. It took me 6 years to get around to it. I basically opened up a list of the most common names given to girls for the year I was born and picked the ones that were unisex. I ended up with Taylor.
>>6375499
Haylo ^~^
>>6375498
i had an acid flashback last week. be careful, don't do too much.
still don't regret it and acid flashbacks aren't too bad.
>>6375527
>acid flashbacks
those aren't real, you schizo or smth
>>6375499
yeah its nice, i dont feel uncomfortable at all when people ask my name or call my name, which i feel like (looking like i do now) if it was really fem, i might. so im glad
>>6375521
im deff going to to take my time with it, but for now im really happy with my birth name so its really a non issue. elanna explained it to me p well. its mostly just like, wondering what if i changed my name kind of thing.
>>6375498
please be careful elanna
i want to hug my gf but shes probably asleep and she lives an hour away :(
how does this make you feel?
http://simg4.gelbooru.com//images/6c/ba/6cba5c732e8edc3aa30b3a88934e1196.png?3217951
>>6375534
go to her house and hug her anyways!
>tfw when I'd be okay with being a femboy if my face were 100% girly, no one tried to interact with my penis, people treated me like a girl and maybe had female hips
>>6375538
i dont know where she lives actually, we always see eachother outside
>>6375496
Really? My doctor gave me the full gender change is complete thing.
The law says clinically appropriate which most take to mean hormones.
Wait, there is one just for a gender change and name change as a court order not a dmv thing. Try that and then take the decree to the dmv after you change your social and bc.
>>6375509
I remember when I was driving back from phoenix after a bullet run with my dad we were passing through palm springs and he he sung this song
https://youtu.be/R5XJDxe7TVY
tears fell from my face and he scratched my head.
>>6375498
I took lsd when I went to phoenix. I mean I have taken it here and a few other places, but since I am remember said bullet run trip I will tell you the story.
>get bored as fuck since there is nothing to do in fucking phoenix
>dad is going to the gun show off of i-17
>he takes me while I am high
>asks me to drive
>tell him I have a head ache and I don't want to go
>you have to help me carry the bullets
>fine
>so I get there and I am like the only non-white person i the fucking building
>I see a dude selling nazi flags back in a corner
>i am freaking out
>assholes talking about how they want to pull a George Zimmerman
>get freaked out by all the guns and zombie targets
>I am freaking out because I think they all know I am a tranny and want to lynch me
Looking back on it everyone was cool with me. idk I am their token everything.
>>6375527
story tiem. I only get flash backs when I drink
>>6375529
actually they are definitely real. its just seeing shit get all wavy most of the time. they're always the same so it's easy to realize im not losing touch with reality.
if i was schizo, i would know by know. i've been in therapy since i was 16 and i currently see a therapist twice a week on top of a psychiatrist.
>tfw bipolar
>tfw coming out as bipolar in a relationship will probably be harder than the trans thing
>>6375545
Yeah, the law says you can check it whenever, my endo is just an ass.
Even with a Decree of change of name and gender you still need a DL 329 to have the gender marker updated with the dmv. I've already changed passport, social, and bc. Just gonna keep using my passport card as ID.
>>6375552
Shit gets all wavy when I stare at it for like 30+ seconds. It has been this way for as long as I can remember. It aint da drug
>>6375557
you need glasses
>>6375510
Reminds me of driving a physics student crazy in a discussion about the nature of time as I kept pushing the goal posts and beating around the bush while improvising around causality strands, time as a vector flux and collapsing multiverses. What he completely lost sight of is that a few minutes before that started and I began monopolizing his attention, the discussion was about religion and free will, and I mentioned discordianism and casually said an example was better than a long explanation. He was really mad when I dropped the punchline as he was trying to find some logic in my pseudo-scientific babble and closed the discussion full circle.
It's the kind of thing I can only really pull once on someone because they keep their gullibility in check around me afterwards, but it's always entertaining.
>>6375561
It's fun to mess with people while they trippin' and throw them into an hour+ long thought loop
>>6375535
LOOKS GREAT
Morning peeps
>>6375561
now if only you didnt look like a german body builder
>>6375503
On the tail end, but yup! :3
>>6375504
:DDD
>>6375510
Time flows erratically depending on perceived rate of passage of time.
Our reality is all shared, but we all are at the center of our own observable universe
>>6375515
I'm not exactly sure how to describe a psychedelic drug desu ;~;
The visuals are nice though
>>6375532
I'm safe kit dw ^^
How's it going?
>>6375527
Yeah, I honestly get flashbacks from psys too so i I know it happens, although they're kind of fun desu
I enjoy having certain songs trigger that kind of headspace
>>6375545
Oh god and you were tripping on acid that whole time? That sounds terrifying ;~;
>>6375557
that effect is different than the acid flashback effect.
i'm sure at least a couple people here get them, knowing that these threads are basically /addiction&mentalillness/
>>6375562
Nobody was tripping. I can throw logical thinkers in a thought loop without that since they just don't expect the combination of irrational bullshitting and formally correct scientific wording.
>>6375557
That's normal.
>>6375571
u never added me on skype btw
yeah, sometimes they're fun. sometimes they're not, especially if you're with other people. i've been clean for a while now so it's frustrating feeling like i'm high.
I found a ton of phienchen porn
http://simg4.gelbooru.com//samples/09/a2/sample_09a20363ec10882131d54b545a0c34dc.jpg?3053999
http://simg4.gelbooru.com//images/e7/5a/e75a27f60eef837a94bb2f19e93769ac.png
http://gelbooru.com//images/cf/ce/cfce07f4674604e3f9bd365f22da56e7.png?3061011
if i started a drug and alcohol recovery center for trans girls, would any of you join it?
>>6375523
How are you doing? Other kids at school being nice to you?
>>6375532
Well I didn't get to be that lucky, I did have to go through a legal name change.
>>6375553
Really? They just took the decree and this paper.
>>6375555
idk I have what seem like flash backs but I wouldn't call them that. Like once in awhile the letters on something I am reading will move and I will see colors on the letters or music will have color to it. Although when I mediation now I some times get a full on visuals. When I get drunk I feel the same head space I do when I was on acid and I get the whole fish bowl vision.
>>6375571
Yeah I was tripping. Ikt was only 100ug though.
I drove around hollywood while on the come down of 200ug and I did 1000ug once and saw god.
Yeah Idk I have a bunch of it on my desk and I just don't feel like taking it anymore. I think I am done with that sort of shit.
One time I got a +15% saturation filter applied to my vision similar to what happens when tripping for like 15 seconds while I was walking around, does that count as a flashback?
>>6375580
you'd probably abuse me...
>>6375571
Nice! How was it?
>>6375587
omg wtf is that supposed to mean?
>>6375566
Ok, my jaw is nearly as strong as Claudia Schiffer's but last I checked, she wasn't a body builder...
>>6375571
nigga lemme trip with you
>>6375585
bitch doesn't even know how to fuck a man properly
>>6375592
you know you want to, don't play coy
>reading the previous thread
reeeee etc.
this is my trip
it is my only trip and the one I've used for the longest time and I have no plans on changing it
fuckers
>>6375582
>Really? They just took the decree and this paper.
Yeah, fuck bureaucracy.
>>6375600
i wouldn't "abuse" anyone, i am very tender
>>6375604
it was like ten hours ago, literally no one cared and no one cares now either.
>>6375594
The difference is she doesnt look like a burly man.
>>6375580
you known well damn straight in a week it will be an agp orgie with a shit load of drama and enough drugs and alcohol to make a frat house blush.
Fuck I should go be productive and get back on my coding project instead of shit post about degenerate things.
idk I should leave here for a week or longer. This is the most I have been here for in the past few months.
>>6375605
this was in 2014 though.
I have been legally a girl since December 2014 and pretty much been full time since then. I worked a job and went to school under my new legal name and have a whole group of friends don't even know I am trans. Although they are assholes who keep trying to get me do to stupid shit.
does this count as consent?
>>6375577
is that leonardo dicaprio
>stop posting
>get doxxed again anyway
????
>>6375616
in my mind that's how phien would look with a beard.
Stupid question but I'm still going to ask: Would the voice training make the feminine tone second nature (like becoming fluent in a second language) or is it something that I would have to pay attention to. I sleep talk quite a bit so that could be a problem.
>>6375607
you seem kinda scary desu
tfw in severe pain
>>6375611
> in a week it will be an agp orgie with a shit load of drama and enough drugs and alcohol to make a frat house blush.
So like twinks, but with boobs
>>6375611
I think you just got like a nice clerk or something.
>>6375607
i'd let you abuse me for drugs and alcohol
>>6375576
Thanks for reminding me, I had it written down but the past 24 hours have been kinda crazy.
That does sound like a pain though. Idk never had to deal with flashbacks around other people but that sounds like its own bit of weirdness.
>>6375589
Had its ups and downs. I'd say overall pretty great, apart from my friend's brother coming home and having an emotional meltdown while my friend and i were high as shit. that was a fun little disaster to have to deal with
>>6375595
Where and when? I'm down ~
>>6375629
New years eve in a place with lots of fireworks
All the colours would be a good trip right?
>>6375619
sucking dicks until you no longer have a gauge reflex.
>>6375623
like hons with gothic lotia dresses on.
>>6375624
idk dmv changed it. I just showed them the decree, the new social, and my new bc.
two more posts and I am done for the next week at least although I might post pictures of the drive up to sf if I go. it depends if my friend will let me stay with her. idk we shall see.
>>6375629
i have like three note bucks of shit I realized while I was high on acid.
one page is just has something stupid like
WE ARE ALL CONNECTED!
written sideways down the page in huge font.
>>6375581
I'm okie about to make food with Cheska if we can manage to get out of bed
>tfw in very severe pain
>>6375629
Oh dang yeah that sounds pretty rough
I'm p glad I've never had to interact with people who I wasn't tripping with v:
>>6375619
It became second nature for me, it just happens automatically. I don't even know how you make my guy voice anymore without it sounding forced
>>6375637
call a doctor or a friend or your mom or something no one here can help you dude
this isn't the world for me
I hope I can kill myself on friday
>>6375621
how am i scary??
>>6375637
iktf
>tfw bum knee
>>6375649
idk I guess your personality comes off as kind of harsh and intimidating
>>6375657
it gets me through work and through my life though. not exactly proud of it but its a good coping mechanism
>>6375634
After today I'd say that daytripping is probably superior to at night with bright colors. You can see all the crazy visuals so much better in the day, and clouds are fucking awesome.
>>6375635
Lmao, yeah my friend was doing that through the trip too, I'm sure the notes are probably p hilarious to read after.
We span records for like 3 hours and recorded it, I'm really curious to see how bad it was.
>>6375639
It's the worst, I hate interacting with people that aren't tripping when I'm high. My friend did most of the talking desu. I just hid and freaked the fuck out while they shouted at each other in the other room ;~;
>>6375636
It it morning for you? Its like the middle of the night for me.
>>6375654
Alright, Ill help you. But Im pretty helpless myself you should know.
you are all pieces of shit
do you not care whether i live or die? im ugly fat and miserable and im ending it right now
>>6375654
nobody here finds it entertaining anymore and I'm already such a social reject doxxing isn't really much of a threat, it's just annoying
what's your objective?
>tfw teeth hurt but too afraid to see a dentist
>>6375667
Made u post :^)
POO ON TOAST
>>6375664
3:
here have more dog
>>6375664
>daytripping is probably superior to at night with bright colors
Expert on drugs you are
teach me on the art of drug usage
>>6375665
hey moap what are you up to?
>>6375674
thats not her
>>6375672
>tfw the dentist's light illuminates your face in the most unflattering ways and allows them to see your man jaw and tiny, beady eyes in horrific detail and there's nothing you can do to escape the oncoming panic attack without looking like a massive autist, so you clench every muscle in your body and hope that they don't notice how uncomfortable you are until they're done.
>>6375674
there's a particularly adept troll impersonating trips atm
Boy this thread sure does look like fun
>>6375654
Well I decided to go to bed
night faggots. See you in a week or two*
I might post driving pictures because I really like highway driving.
I am to lazy to dig out my camera but here is a picture driving around seattle wa. I high recommend checking out central in Seattle as well as the restaurant called Sazerac. The biliary is really neat looking and has great views of down town. The pull pork is great.
Fuck I am going to bed. I must not post here tomorrow and work on my projects.
see you laters fags.
*play gary oak music*
>>6375692
have a sad cum bb c:
>>6375665
Yee it's like 4:40 am but our sleep schedule is legit trash
>>6375680
Blazing a bit, cooking some pizza rolls. Gonna eat them then pass out. What about you, anon?
>>6375689
>>6375681
Ah, Ill delete my response.
>>6375663
you seem like you would be quite a nice person if I got to know you better it's just I would be scared to approach you you know? I could be completely wrong about all these assumptions though since the only interaction I've had with you is through 4chan
>>6375692
when someone mentions death it's no wonder oddish pops out of nowhere like a blood thirsty hound
>>6375694
fuck I forgot to add pictures
http://i.imgur.com/8gUVI2U.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/thx18Ox.jpg
bonus
pictures of the 'frist' startbucks near pikes market
http://i.imgur.com/pvR1Eev.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/zkykRzk.jpg
see you maybe in a week and most likely Thursday or Wednesday with driving pictures!
>>6375703
have a sad cum bb! :3
>>6375692
Yes your dog died. We get it. Shut the fuck up
>>6375706
yeah dogs are great :3
>>6375706
How long you been doing drugs for? I'm a drug free girl who'd probably never do them unless I moved out.
>>6375713
Lame, life without blazing is like constant misery and irritation.
>>6375713
Fuck off hugboxer
>>6375722
Fuck off bully
>>6375708
it goes
HYUH
>>6375724
truth > lies
>>6375723
did you go to the mental hospital or are you better now
hi
>>6375738
hi bb
>>6375727
>tfw you'll never eat flowers with ride
>>6375738
hi!
>>6375742
have a sad nom bb :(
>>6375712
>tfw too poor and too inconsistent to have a pet rn
Oh well. At least other people have dogs that I can play with and I don't have to feed :3
>>6375718
Off and on for the past 7 years, I definitely don't do them as much as I used to though. Drugs are fun so long as you do them safely and do the right ones desu. Drug free is -probably- the healthier approach in the long term though.
>>6375745
>Drug free is -probably- the healthier approach in the long term though.
But that's not fun
>>6375745
>tfw a boy at uni is trying to sell me drugs
>tfw don't know anything about them
also hi elanna !
>>6375743
3:
>>6375745
samesies
>>6375752
hi !!
>>6375749
No, it's not, but speaking from experience, being sober does definitely make you a little bit more sane.
>>6375750
Hi!
Also, what? Have they actually like offered to sell you drugs?
>>6375757
>posting a barking cat
>>6375775
I'm fairly certain I'm already going crazy anyway
>>6375775
umm yeah he was like, do you do drugs or stuff and i was like oh nah, then he asked if i wanted to buy some o_o
>>6375775
hey some cats just identify as dogs i dont judge ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>almost done rewatching Supernatural season 1
god i can't wait things are almost to when it gets not boring
>>6375778
Well then, fuck it and get high :3
Life's short, might as well lose a few brain cells along the way
>>6375781
>"no I don't do drugs"
>"hey wanna buy some?"
Oh god that sounds so awkward ;~;
I didn't know dealers like that existed, I thought that stuff was made up.
>>6375783
I don't judge either so long as those weird cats who identity as dogs don't start pretending that they have dysphoria or some shit. :^)
>>6375799
I honestly will at some point
Can't do it at home though, I'd get my ass kicked, when the time is right
>>6375786
at least he isnt the punchline of lgbt like this hon ^
>>6375809
>he
uhh
>>6375798
Just skip to season 4
>>6375799
You're clearly a repressed druggie
Stop denying it.
>>6375816
Just skip to the end of ur life
>>6375816
hells no, the steady rise in quality is what makes the peak of the show so incredibly satisfying (if you cut off the last 15 seconds of the last episode)
soo much buildup and then soo much payoff
>>6375799
that's not v nice :^(
they just wanna be part of the pack!
>>6375822
Whatever nerd I just wanna see Cass and Dean shirtless and making out
>3 hours from when I need to be at the surgeon's office
I'm terrified, fuck
>>6375832
<3 everything will be fine and ilu
>>6375806
>tfw your parents kicked your ass like 15 times and eventually they gave up
Can't blame them desu
>>6375818
Pls, how am I repressed?
>>6375829
I never said they couldnt be part of the pack
I just don't wanna be lumped in with confused cats though is that so wrong ? ;~;
>>6375843
So just keep doing them until your parents stop giving a fuck? Easy enough I guess, can say that'd be the first time I've done something like that.
desu though, what's the best drugs to try for the first time? weed?
>>6375832
;~;
Everything's going to be ok, stay strong
>she doesn't worship a moon goddess
baka desu senpai
smoking bowl snug in bed :3
>>6375843
idk you said you'd judge them if they were dysphoric 3:
>>6375843
Well you say people are repressed trannies
So you are just as Easy a repressed druggie
>>6375860
how do you smoke a bowl???
>tfw no weed
pookie added me on skype for some reason?
>>6375878
iktf desu
just installed origin
gross
>>6375882
i know my uncle smokes but itd be weird to ask him right
>>6375895
nah just ask desu
>>6375847
That's not quite what happened though desu, they still honestly hate when I do drugs, they just stopped confronting me about it because it just led to fights. Being tweaked out around them off and on for the better part of a year sort of made them hit that point pretty quick
Weed's a good first time drug. MDMA was my first though.
>>6375866
You sound a bit defensive ;~;
>>6375861
Species dysphoria isn't real thoo :<
>>6375877
well first you put a marijuana in...
>>6375902
yeah but like
awoo :3
>>6375905
what if I don't have weed
will catnip do??
>>6375893
EA is the literal w o r s t
>>6375905
then after it's fully melted you draw it into a needle and inject it into your forearm for maximum effect
t. professional weed addict
im in transbians w/ my gf tbdesu
>>6375902
idk, I think my parents would freak out over their daughter being a drugged degenerate. I'm paranoid of what they'd do to me
Weed is probably what I'd do, as it's so common. MDMA just seems too dangerous.
>>6375914
>injecting
>not plugging
jus stick the weed up your bum it werks
>>6375911
meow desu
:<
>>6375916
same tdesubh fampai
>>6375922
good transbian dubs
>>6375921
plugging stims is t h e b e s t thing
and okay fine meow
hi so i kind of decided today that i want to transition, my only issue is like i really dont know what to do next to make that happen? im overwhelmed
>>6375935
buy some titty skittles and dissolve them under your tongue
>>6375935
Cut off ur dick lol
>>6375853
In unrelated news: having to shave the perineum because you're not allowed to wax sucks >.<
>>6375935
Enjoy entering hell.
Try not to regret it fag
>>6375940
The thing is though. You mean his unironically. Despicable
>yfw kayla is in anonymous
better stop making fun of her or youll get HACKED
https://books.google.com/books?id=ncGVPtoZPHcC&pg=PT84&dq=%22titty+skittles%22&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjbh9KR4aTNAhUJcD4KHWieDvsQ6AEIHDAA#v=onepage&q=%22titty%20skittles%22&f=false
indeed i do wish i had a vagina yes yes indeed i do hate my life
i know god is real cause otherwise there would be no one to laugh at the joke that is my existence
>>6375929
I've still never tried plugging drugs. I kinda want to try it, I've been told too many times that it's the best way to take mdma
>>6375918
Yeah they probably would, and I won't lie, dealing with that the first few times was not fun.
Idk mdma isn't all that dangerous, it gets a much worse rep than it deserves because of all the shit that gets sold in its place. it's definitely pretty bad for you when you overdo it though
>>6375951
>having a penis: bad
>having a penis inside you: good
I hope this has been helpful to you
>>6375958
>implying being nonop is bad
projecting much?
>>6375940
jesus maddie the meme is cut ur BALLS off lol
>>6375911
totally worth it tho
anyone else huff jenk here
>>6375957
it's pretty great, but doing it too much will destroy your butthole
i've only done it with 4-ME-TMP and it's like
wew
>>6375966
yasss!
catalyst looks soo gooooood
>>6375957
To be honest, I think the worst they'd do would be to get angry at me. Can't really see them doing anything else.
What shit does MDMA get sold in it's place, I hear all the time that MDMA is made from shit like kitchen chemicals, so Idk if I'd go for it.
>>6375972
>nonop is agp
Sure thing, mrs "I need a vagina to better jerk off to how feminine I am"
>>6375975
Bk-MDMA
MDA
or basically any other stim, it really depends on how reputable your dealer is. I'd recommend buying a test kit if you're really worried
>>6375952
this is like some agp retard fanfic, b-cup breasts in one month?
>>6375990
Well, fair enough
I suppose that's something I'd have to take into consideration
>>6375979
I need a vagina because I hate getting poop under my nails
>thinking I'm not watching
>>6375980
it makes you cis though
>>6376001
i'm watching you bb
>>6375975
Tons of stuff gets sold as mdma that's not. Most of them won't kill you, although piperazines are certainly unpleasant. Bad batches that kill people tend to be stuff like PMA and PMMA.
Also, all drugs are made from chemical reagents, that's how they're synthesized. You aren't actually taking those chemicals with the drugs unless the chemist did a terrible job.
>>6375971
Dang you're into some obscure rcs
>>6376005
I... see.
I don't believe I've seen you around.
I'm Sirona! how do you do?
has anyone here know anything about japanese hair straightening? Can it be very damaging and is it permanent (Obviously not on new hair or growth)
>>6376007
That's scary ;~;
Basically find a good, trustworthy dealer? How does one do that?
>>6376007
It's mostly my boyfriend, I don't really know shit about rcs I just take them~
>>6376011
this is am
if you were watching you would know
busted!
Hi
>getting dressed
>hear shuffling outside my window
>friend walks past
>>6376017
hot
>>6376017
did you bang?
>>6376014
...
CURSES!
(I saw you changing names frequently, and I thought I'd seen that trip somewhere before... I decided not to take the chance, but it backfired it seems)
>>6376022
Hehe
You've gotta step your game up~
thinking about my gf makes me feel happy :)
>tfw you dream about being a girl going to school and wake up feeling sad
>>6376023
Well, if you insist....
Reverse memes it is.
>>6376024
thinking about you thinking about your gf making you happy makes me happy :3
>>6375999
You mean you hate how it doesn't make you feel feminine.
>>6376028
better start lifting those weights dude
GIMME A /POL/ BF NOW.
GIMME OR THE KIKES GET IT.
memes.
>>6376031
:)
:3
>>6375666
>>6375809
this wasn't me
I was actually this post here >>6375645
I gave out my trip and name
I can't make it, every force in the universe is telling me that I'm wrong and that I should be dead
I am tired and its time to give in
>>6376039
>tfw no /pol/ bf to violently hate fuck you
>>6376013
Word of mouth. Also get a test kit if you want to be really sure.
>>6376014
Fair enough, it's just neat to hear about the crazy chems that are out there right now though. rcs changed so much since i was into them that I don't recognize half the shit out there rn
>>6376030
Reverse memes you say?
>>6376043
<3
>>6376048
Is there a way to find a reputable dealer?
>>6376034
good idea
>>6376046
HOW DO I GET A QT /POL/ BF
I NEED ONE
IF I DON'T GET A /POL/ BF I WILL KILL MYSELF
how do i go to sleep ;_;
>>6376052
darknetlols
>>6376059
The darknet is trustworthy? Well that's interesting
>>6376058
actually get on hormones and stop looking like a boy
>>6375645
>>6376045
please dont do anything sheen
:C
do u wanna talk or something? any way i can help somehow?
>>6376048
Oh yeah, there's like a shit tonne of them out there now. I hear a lot of them are pretty bad too, like basically untested.
4-ME-TMP is pretty tame though, it's basically just methylphenidate, I binged hard for 3 weeks on it and stopped cold turkey with basically 0 withdrawal besides being hella fucking tired all the time
>>6376059
smoke more bowls!
>>6376062
alphabay is really good for darknet drugs n shit
>>6376052
Second vote for darknet. It's almost like buying drugs on ebay, you can see when a seller is reputable or not.
>>6376064
>not realising that I'm memeing like a pro
Get on my level scrublord.
*SCREAMS*
>>6375736
I convinced my family i didn't need a mental hospital. I did go to a regular er because i cant stop twitching and having muscle spasms. They said nothing is wrong with me but gave me some muscle relaxers anyways.
maybe I should try to learn how to meditate or do yoga or something
>>6376082
what wrong!?
/pats
>>6376092
idk i just wanted to scream 0:
>>6376065
thank you for the offer but I am finished
I wish it got actually cold here so I could go lay outside in the rain and freeze to death
>>6376097
oh
>>6376109
What was the last one you did?
i think im gonna sell my macintosh plus tape
that extra $400 could go a long way
>>6376119
AWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
So CUTE
>>6376121
howd you get it
>>6376113
:'C
please sheen
ill stay up all night if i can help somehow
do u want to play videogames or something? or watch a tv show?
>>6376121
Mac Plus Tape?
The introductory tape?
Do you have the computer itself?
>>6376125
:33
>>6376109
fair enough, thanks
>>6376130
the vapourwave tape you silly
>>6376130
lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cU8HrO7XuiE
>>6376119
Ethylphenidate, it was pretty great although I got a bit unhinged when I went on a bender with it. stuff that feels like coke apparently makes me act like a total asshole
Stop making fun of my name and dont make it a meme you stupid faggots. I am still die only tranny sophie in germany I know, dont ruin this for me
>>6376121
Seriously thinking of selling a few things too. Even if I don't like the idea. Quite a few autographed used books given high volume sellers on Amazon don't even seem to open what they sell. Did a few price checks, and I don't have any good reason to keep something that's worth fifty times what I paid for it since I'm not a collector.
>>6376160
...
Well this is uncharacteristic of you.
You must be very angry if you're replacing "the" with "die"
And forgetting full stops...
What's after happening?
>>6376160
>die
the bart, the
>>6376143
ya he is the cutest doggo :3
>>6376146
it ok
/patpat
>>6376157
4-ME-TMP was actually being developed as a step down for coke addicts or somefin idk. It's not very coke like tbdesu
>>6376160
sie ist Brot
>>6376160
>die
getting your languages mixed up there Sophie?
>>6376175
>sie ist Brot
She is bread?
...
This is a meme isn't it?
>>6376180
It's an inside joke with a friend
and is the only German I know
>>6376182
Eh?
I was expressing genuine concern...
Did something happen?
I'm confused...
>>6376175
>>6376169
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6376177
>>6376165
I tend to deutsch when agiated, but this time it was just that I got up a few minutes ago
still, stop stealing my name REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
come up with your own
>>6376182
youre my hero <3
>>6376160
s-so i can't use it? it's the only name i actually like...
>>6376182
I'm not
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaXigSu72A4
I hate not passing
>>6376186
sorry 3:
here is cat as apology gift
>>6376121
>that extra $400 could go a long way
yeeeeeeeee buddy
>>6376196
>tfw wide-set eyes
>>6376196
hey maddie how do i look like you i wanna be a qt
new thread girls.
>>6376202
>>6376186
I hear people mix up their languages when they are under pressure/stressed or in your case tired.
>Gracie was outgoing and encouraging everyone last thread like MTFG's little chibi mascot
>At some point during this thread her mood crashed and she went to bed feeling like shit
I hope she feels better when she wakes up.