poll edition.
you think trans woman should be allowed to fight in womens MMA?
http://www.strawpoll.me/10433407
i'm more inclined to "prohibited" the participation of trans women in Womens MMA as a trans woman and a fan of mma (yes), male puberty simply give a lot of advantages against cis women, just look the body of fallon fox (pic related), pretty much still have a male structure that give her advantage against cis women, sorry girls, but is reality, i think trans women should only fight against other trans women, i'm pretty sure trans men have advantage against us bc their bodies are runing in testosterone.
well that's are my thoughs in the matter, i would like to train in mma gym, but just as a hobby and for the fitness principally, i don't want to fight against anyone.
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>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No tumblr shit
>No *actions*
>No drama
Previous >>6344882
Let's do our best, girls!
>>6345910
http://www.strawpoll.me/10433423
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>>6345874
yeah I was thinking of doing an overwatch character but in can't decide one which one I wanna do ><
i might go with tracer cuz she's the easiest c:
i had fun with my last cosplay for sure
I bought this
>>6345916
Are you the blackie from yesterday? I am pretty sure you are. Sorry for being mean yesterday
>>6345910
It's weird that I know where Fox lives
>>6345919
cute
>>6345915
That poll is shit, no CowboyNeal option, you insensitive clod.
>>6345910
>advantage
Post op trans women have lower testosterone than cis women and have greater difficulty building and maintaining muscle.
does anyone know anything about switching therapist? did you just cancel your appointment and find another in the phone book or something? or do say like, its not working and ask for a referral to someone else?
can i be tru trans if i like mma and i'm a bislut?
>>6345931
The fuck is tru trans anyway? i hear people say it
is it like how people use the words 'real nigga' ?
>>6345929
shut up and put your clit in my butt
>>6345930
Kit! <3
tbeh I just switched therapists. I called up the new one and made an appointment, and canceled my next appointment with the old one
Didn't tell her I was seeing a new person but I'm sure she knows I'm gone
>>6345916
Wondering, is this good enough for cosplayers? I was thinking of using amethyst instead of dyed agate and coral instead of red horn, but, well, price... Or do cosplayers use cheap stuff too?
tell me im a good girl i need it
>>6345929
Bone structure stays the same, which is an advantage.
Not sure about the muscle part but I am positive that mtf's potential is higher than a cis female. You got any sources against that?
>>6345923
ty
>>6345910
No. Unless we start discriminating for other natural genitic advantages (eg black people have naturally denser bones). Also this >>6345929
>>6345929
>what is male skeletal structure
>what is having a big ches with big lungs and a big (not metaphorical) heart that give us better circulation of oxygen.
>what is male skull.
sorry but we have a lot of advantages compared to cis girls, with muscles or without them.
>>6345916
what about the ice girl? she's supposedly pretty easy too and i see a lot of "build the wall" memes with her
Why can't I look like this?
>>6345926
Your mileage may vary, though. Other people may not take shit talking as casually as I do.
>>6345922
do you know her? she is nice?
>>6345943
please
>>6345926
I'm kinda scared about how men objectify me, but also enjoy it
I have a history of being sexually abused/harassed, I'm not saying I'm a victim and that it ruined me, but I wish I could feel safe when hanging out with a guy 1to1 if I know he's just a little attracted to me.
Then again, it makes me powerful when I know they want me. I don't know it's kinda weird because I don't call myself a woman, but I'm treated as one.
>>6345945
My bones were too dense to get into the last few office jobs I applied to. So I guess that already happens.
>>6345916
I don't even know any of the Overwatch characters beyond Tracer.
I just started reading Fullmetal Alchemist after watching the anime a couple times and it's rekindling my love for Edward Elric. He'd be a cool cosplay, I think I'm short enough to make it work.
>>6345910
Your thoughts are imbecilic, and casually proven immaterial to the performance of athletes by the comically poor quality of almost every single MtF athlete in the world. Which is understandable, since most cis women, and certainly most athletes among them, have testosterone levels 2-5 times higher than ours.
There is no magical male super-power lingering about us. I'm sorry to burst your bubble.
Obviously I think MMA shouldn't exist, though. Fucking blood sports. But the masses need them, say their masters.
>>6345955
you are a good girl
would you like headpats?
I can offer those.
>>6345956
Do you get any therapy? that's worrying
>>6345944
>Bone structure stays the same
bone density doesn't, though.
>>6345945
The difference between males is really small in comparison to the one between male and female.
That's it, not much more too it.
>>6345961
yes please!
<3
>>6345953
Not exactly, I only knew where she lives cause one of my trans friend would get clothes from fox.
>>6345930
I just told mine that I wasn't sure if therapy was helping, then just kinda awkwardly stopped making appointments ;~;
>>6345960
hey nerd
>>6345959
Transitioning would be so easy as edward...
>>6345959
>tfw i have a huge crush on alphonse elric
i have issues desu
>>6345946
Wouldn't weak muscles paired with a large skeleton actually be disadvantageous? You have more bulk to move and less to move it with. Granted, a male skeleton can take more abuse.
>>6345939
No
>>6345944
Before orchi your potential is higher, after it isn't. Testosterone is the main anabolic hormone in the human body and post op trans girls have less of it than cis women. Ask people who have had surgery, T supplementation is actually offered with relatively high frequency because it can be too low to maintain physical fitness. I haven't personally had it offered, but I've spoken to multiple girls who have.
I can attest to being weak as shit desu.
>>6345945
Is your hair naturally that curly? I can't ever get mine to curl.
>tfw sick of my cock slapping my tummy as I try to ride my dildo
>>6345974
Hey qt. How's you?
>>6345944
>Not sure about the muscle part but I am positive that mtf's potential is higher than a cis female.
Your muscle-building potential is determined almost entirely by what hormones / chemicals are in your body at the time though.
>>6345978
are you competitive?
>>6345977
SAME THO
I remember wanting a big metal husbando as a kid
>>6345977
On a guy named Alphonse? Seriously? That name is so incredibly old-fashioned. I mean, my grandfather was called Alphonse and I never met anyone younger than him with that name...
>>6345983
I couldn't possibly be more aroused and then you go and say that. You tryin gto kill me? murderer
>>6345986
i'm crying myself out
but I'll be better
today was objectively bad
>>6345988
the cis womyn must be on steroids or something holy shit those muscles tho
>>6345919
>TFW no gun on dem sexy hips.
I guess I'm back to being an anti-gun liberal
>tfw no kayla to fuck
I may as well not even have a dick
>>6345941
it all depends on the character you're trying to portray and how in depth you wanna go with it. somr professionals spend thousands on their cosplay but you can adjust how little or how much you spend
>>6345943
good girl anon
>>6345948
Mei is a good one too thanks i forgot about her desu
>>6345959
brotherhood??? dude that's my face anime of all time!
tfw your gf does nothing but make you constantly jealous because she hangs out with everyone else but you
>>6346000
there's actually stories of East German athletes taking so many steroids they just transitioned into men
>>6345991
SAME OMG IDK WHY LMAOO!!
>>6345993
my name is edith, CFH, i mean cmon. i like old fashioned names a ton.
>>6345997
alphonse is literal bae!! he was so cute and sweet and genuine and just such a good guy. that's my husbando. i just wanna hug him nonstop.
>>6346003
transition
then maybe i can fuck you and imagine you're kayla
>>6345910
sure, if you think cis women with a masculine build should be banned too
after long enough on hrt trans women have lower T and bone density than women which could actually put them at a disadvantage unless they train even harder since without the muscle to go with it a masculine frame could be a disadvantage from the higher center of gravity
What time is melissa normally online?
hey fags, who likes my album cover
>>6345978
>>6345944
>, T supplementation is actually offered with relatively high frequency because it can be too low to maintain physical fitness.
I can attest to this my endo offered T after srs
I am weaker than my mum and shes shorter and lighter and doesnt do any sport
>>6345994
well if you have an erection then come over and lets work on it bb
>>6346002
but why?
take a look at yourself, surely you've noticed your muscles going?
Furthermore, take a look at ftms, they can become insanely muscular. Your hormones shape who you are - the only advantages mtfs have would be height, or if they're very early transitioners and with little feminising.
>>6345999
I'm just going to imply a hug at you, and wish that things are better when you're all cried out.
I guess you've probably already talked about it with everyone, and I missed it because work.
>>6345937
just a meme, seriously, just a meme, the origin of the word is that in the 70s, 80s, 90s where a great stigma against "autogynephiles", basically any trans woman that was not 100% hetero, and sterotype of a 50s housewife, ¿you as a kid were not ultra effeminate and don't hated everything that could be considered masculine? autogynephile, do you like girls? autogynephile,
you don't work in a "pink" collar job? autogynephile, basically "trutrans" idelogy is a conglomerate of the worst homophobic, lesbophobic and sexism believes to separated the "good trans women" to the "bad ones", 4chan used it bs memes, humor, sillyness, but no one uses it seriously.
>>6345844
Yeah, I know a fair amount about them. I used to get cold sores. Haven't had one for well over a decade, and last year tested negative for all known strains. I had a complete STD check done. If I have one again I have a number to call at UIHC to have a sample taken.
>>6345846
Well, as a 16yo without hormones I passed in a one piece swim suit like (pic), and could use my cock. I first met the guy while on a yacht, and had impeccable references. He was talking railing to railing with my mom's best friend, whom I'd first had sex with 6 weeks before. It was the first time she'd ever moaned during sex. i don't know if they talked about that, but when I was entering the cabin, I overheard her saying "He's a dangerous one." in french.
BTW, a weekend is quite a few hours. My time with him went from around Sat 9AM to about Monday at 1AM. When you totaled up all the regular "gifts", I had him "pay" in gifts because I didn't need the money, I made more than $1000 an hour including sleep time. Above and beyond that he also gave special gifts like ones for Christmas, birthday, and graduation.
>>6346018
heya kaka! ^-^
>>6346006
when are you going to transition into a man, Red?
Imean, you keep asking us to use male pronouns, but doesn't look like you're even presenting in your pictures...are you waiting to start T or something?
>tfw can't stop emotional cheating
im bad
>>6346019
Lol fuck that then, I knew it'd be some bullshit. Thanks for letting me know. <3<3
>>6345942
*lewd noises*
>>6345943
Good girl
>>6345944
Should women with pcos be discriminated against too? Tall women? Trans people should be allowed in all sports regardless of surgeries after 2 years of hrt.
>>6345968
Its just a natural advantage. Trans people should not face extra scrutiny just for being trans.
>>6345946
There is nothing wrong with having an advantage.
>>6345947
Both but the shirt came today. Ty:-)
>>6345979
Yep. It wouldn't be curly if it wasn't because I am lazy. Curly hair is a lot of work tho. Be glad.
>>6346001
There is it is just under the shirt. I am glad no one noticed
>>6346004
The original was my favorite thing ever when I watched it in middle school
I watched Brotherhood while I was in uni but I don't remember it very well because I marathoned it in like 12 episode blocks trying to escape from feeling suicidal on a daily basis
>>6346008
But Ed is such a badass. And his English VA was makes him sound hot
>>6345910
If it is such a big advantage, why aren't international sports events dominated by trans women? The olympics have allowed them since forever, but they're nowhere in sight.
>>6346004
Thousands really? I haven't ever made a piece a jewelry that cost me in the thousands. Hundreds, yeah, especially if I start using rubies, A grade pearls or 24k foil from Dauvet, but thousands? I'd have to use solid gold or gem grade precious stones for that, and I'm so not going down that slope. Not on my own funds, at least.
>>6346025
>tfw you deserve it because you put your girlfriend through hell
Im worse
>>6346022
Korra! Still being so cute that little old ladies pinch your cheeks?
>>6345910
I look at your picture and she doesn't seem much bigger than the girls behind her really. Her shoulders are just wider and it looks more like muscle. I think yes after they've been in female levels for 2 (?) years. I'm sure there's heavy weight women's fighting too isn't there? Couldn't they just qualify there?
>>6345978
>I can attest to being weak as shit desu.
If I'm weak as shit pre-transition (I can barely hold the fry-basket with one hand ;~;) how weak will I be down the road?
>>6346008
Well, Edith still works today. So does Eléonore. But Alphonse? Ok, that's probably because I see my grandpa when I see that name.
>>6346025
>emotional cheating
what do you mean by this
>>6346040
what did she mean by this
what are you cunt eaters listening to rn?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Pl76R8u4mg
>>6346046
cheap trick
girls,
I have a fun idea
let's all kill ourselves :D
Oy vey which one of you trans girls wishes to become this year's miss America?
im gay desu
>>6345989
Definitely not, I've only recently started working out as well. I had difficulty floor pressing 10lb dumbbells when I started, the fitness baseline is not great.
>>6346002
Hormones are literally the reason why males and females have different amounts of strength and potential for physical strength. Anabolic steroids mimic the anabolic effects of testosterone. If you take away the T, and push it to levels even lower than cis females, there's no reason why a MtF athlete should be stronger than a cis female counterpart, and any other difference in size is accounted for by stuff such as weight categories.
>>6346041
About the same, you likely have little muscle because ano ;~;
>>6346014
>tfw
I feel so fucking frail even with working out :(
I could barely start the lawnmower yesterday, and if I weren't working out I definitely couldn't have. My mom is 60, has a bad hip and is out of shape and she can still do it..
>>6346038
I think that's the first time I've been called that. I hope it happens more - it's one of my favourites.
I certainly wouldn't choose the road you have, but I'll hope you walk it with grace, and that it's kinder than it seems.
where is Valerie solanis anon?
>>6346046
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Itt0rALeHE8
>>6346056
trip on elanna
>>6346053
But only if you are white.
>>6346053
You do me and I'll do you
>>6346062
hi im here
>>6346060
pink is a filthy lezza
turn that shit off at once
How much does it cost to have your brow bone removed?
>tfw looking at wedding dresses with fiancée
>tfw she will look incredible while you're just going to look like a man
Why did i even bother
>>6346058
As much as kurisu is best girl, ruka is so much more relevant here.
>>6346074
its ok 2b gay
>>6346000
She probably is, but people forget that some women are just naturally more mannish / higher testosterone than others.
Those women have an unfair advantage too, but such is life. Genetics are a HUGE factor in whether it's even possible for someone to be competitive at the highest level of a given sport.
Sort of related:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caster_Semenya#Gender_test
>>6346002
When cis people use steroids to go beyond their natural limits, and stop the drugs but keep working out, then after a while their strength will go back down to whatever their natural limit is.
With us it's the same way, except that our limit is being lowered instead of raised.
>>6346075
You mean pushed back/filed down?
going to work, bye-beeee
>>6346058
yeah, that sounds about right
back when I did parkour, I was strong enough to lift my body weight with a decent amount of power, but I didn't look strong. I was just really well toned.
>>6346079
I actually didn't click with ruka that well... I might later in transition.
>>6346075
Around 10.000 shekels
>>6345944
Reminder that Fallon Fox isn't some kind of sports crushing winner, she is literally among the bottom tiers for her weight class. The only reason she's even news is some dumb cis fighter getting pissy at the implication that her body's measurements are more male-range than Fox.
>>6346033
>tfw coulda been a contenda if I had just transitioned earlier and been okay enough with my body to train it
Even without testosterone I'd have a pretty good body for a lot of sports; running, basketball, volleyball, swimming... Oh well, that's not how it worked out.
>>6346072
Hi :D
want to kill some men?
>>6346083
uh yes.
>>6346049
are you my dad
>>6346061
peach peach peach
I'm not a role model kiddos
>>6346067
>tfw just enough jewish and black dna to be an agent of the new world order
can't wait for my white slaves desu, I'mma open up a reel gentile planation!
well today's going terribly for me so far
how's everyone else today
>>6346058
>ywn compete with elanna who the weakest is
I suspect malnutrition gives me the edge though
>>6346089
Woah woah wait why?
-Totally not a male
>>6346058
you are so weak
I want to keep you locked away like a beautiful, precious little china doll and admire you from a safe distance
>>6346074
why
your not my girlfriend who is so close to leaving me
>>6346080
Hi red. How do you feel today
>>6346082
Do genetics have anything to do with ability in esports? I'm curious.
My friend and i were watching dota last night and we had this insane idea: we should open an esports bar. Every game on televisions around the room. Niche audience. Probably wouldnt work too well in san antonio texas. Maybe in austin.
>>6346054
When I was a student, I managed to end up on the shortlist for a Miss France regional qualification pageant, but my shitty fake ID did cut that one joke short.
>>6346030
omg brotherhood >>>>>> original (although this one is good too)
>>6346034
yeah but like I said they're professionals and that's their entire costume costing that much usually armored ones since they have to commission artisans and whatnot for the crazy designs. cosplay can be as easy as spending 100$ or less I'm just saying the price varies as much as you want to
>>6346037
n-no >\\< although I am getting gendered female by mistake occasionally these days it's an alright feel! wbu qt?
>>6346059
better idea kiss your gf!
>>6346013
Might work if the music is pretentious enough.
>>6346095
my life has never taken such a dramatic turn for the worse ever
And its ALL MY FAULT
>>6346095
Cheer up. I am posting this jew around but deep inside i am hurt. At least you are self aware enough to be depressed.
>>6346100
lezzas r grosse
female bisexuality will be tolerated tho.
>>6346098
*cuts u up*
>>6346095
Very bad too
But I'm listening to happy music and crying and hugging my plush husky until I feel better
>>6346077
ooo do you have a date set?
also there're all sorts of different dresses that can hide and accentuate different stuff
>>6346087
it was pretty kek-worthy when one of the fighters that was bitching and moaning about the unfair advantage of super-strong trannies was found to be doping
or the other one who said they could beat anyone even men but then didn't wanna fight a tranny
>>6346095
my gf doesn't give two shits about me and spends 100% of her time on her friends and none of it on me
she's probably cheating on me too
>>6346103
The original does get kinda... messy... near the end. But I love the situation after it ends because it's so tragic how Ed gets trapped in a world without alchemy, his brother, OR automail.
>>6346090
I can't find any quotes from anyone JUST getting that surgery, but it looks like it's somewhere in the 4-7k range depending on surgeon and method required.
>>6346112
*teleports behind u*
>>6346101
fevers and disgusting
but it will pass
i need affection
>>6346013
yo is that the AJJ crown in the bottom right
>>6346079
Idk, despite ruka being trans I didn't really relate to her as a character at all. I like tsundere characters with some depth to them, hence kurisu is best girl.
>>6346085
>tfw never been toned
You did parkour? Neat.
Also, like I said I didn't click with ruka either. She doesnt have all that much character apart from being super femme
>>6346097
You probably would win that yeah. I eat well and I work out so I'm not as frail as I was. Still weak as shit tho ;~;
>>6346099
W-would you give Sega games in my doll cabinet?
>>6346095
my chest has been feeling numb for longer intervals.
still feeling tired after waking up for the 2nd time today
>>6346121
Of course Kurisu is best girl. But TFW I don't pass as well as Ruka. Time to go back in time and tell my parents to eat more vegetables.
>>6346112
Kill me you little bitch. I want it so badly
>>6346120
Yes! It is a patch from a friend I once had. He sent it in the mail. The band meant a lot to him.
>>6346104
Its folk punk
>>6346121
yes, but nothing too hectic because I don't want you rage quitting and hurting yourself.
>>6346046
I prefer the term cock muncher
https://youtu.be/20Ov0cDPZy8
>>6346053
Ladies first
>>6346056
Everyone on mtfg is. Some haven't admitted it yet.
>>6346082
Without genetic advantages sports wouldn't be fun
>>6346087
This desu
>>6346118
No, kill me-plz!
>>6346119
Ah yes. I too am sick.
I would give you affection and make you soup if i could. Sorry.
>>6346121
>I didn't really relate to her as a character at all.
She didn't really have much personality. Or meaningful screentime.
>>6346108
Jews are scum, even the female ones. Start with them
>tfw dealing with old machinery
>tfw bolt soaked in PBBlaster for 4 hours and still fucking hard to turn. I need to turn it so I can adjust a critical drive belt that is loose.
>>6346126
Oh. That's cool. AJJ was a huge part of highschool for me. That cover gives me serious Binding of Isaac: Rebirth vibes. I was in a folk punk collective, once...
>>6346093
You're going to make me blush if you keep this up!
>>6346103
Getting gendered female a lot more by strangers, even in my gross baggy work drag, and I'm out to everyone including at work. Not sure I mentioned, but my discussion with the area's senior gender therapist got me HRT recommendation and a much-accelerated access to SRS after, like, the one meeting. I was (almost) on cloud 9 (she had the presence of mind to make me really self-conscious about my breasts).
>>6346128
Are you a jooo?
>>6346121
tehurn.com/tuturu
>>6346115
my gf loves me but refuses to acknowledge it because i'm trans.
though we are perfect for each other, and I love and care for her more than anyone else in the world, she would rather try and get with sleazy men who just want to fuck her and older, married men who want a bit on the side than even acknowledge her feelings for me.
*disclaimer: she's not actually my gf, but should be.
>>6346111
>tfw u wish u were bi but are pretty sure ur not
>>6346101
>Do genetics have anything to do with ability in esports?
My guess would be yes, if only because genetics probably determine the limits of your reflexes, hand-eye coordination, etc.
But take that with a grain of salt, because really I have no idea.
>>6346128
>Without genetic advantages sports wouldn't be fun
p much
>>6346132
eh, so long as men die.
works for me!
>>6346143
you better keep saying you are, bitch.
NO lezzas.
>>6346106
>>6346086
>>6346067
Kind of weird for you to be using Helen Thomas in your images for these Jewish conspiracy strawman posts, when she pretty famously got forced out of her job as a White House correspondent (which by the way she was excellent at) for criticizing Israel's occupation of Palestine. Come on, at least pick somebody that makes sense, don't just choose them based on their appearance.
>>6346132
>>6346138
I look like one
Is it weird that sometimes I fantasize about being a cool, hot as fuck tranny?
I'm not transgender or anything, but I there are times when I think about how good I would be as a woman. I imagine I would feel so powerful and confident, being a sexy, provocative woman who also has a big ass dick
I've always gotten a sense of confidence from the female empowerment type of stuff I've seen, women owning their sexuality and what not, so maybe that's why I feel like this
>>6346095
What's wrong, Kiwi?
>>6346133
Last time I found myself dealing with a stuck bolt, I managed to snap clean my jack's crank. Had to ask for help because it's the only tool I had. Well, the guy I asked was a bit scared when he saw the broken crank.
>>6346117
k thank you. that's still a lot I hoped it would be like 3k tops.
>>6346152
Well, I don't know about weird, but maybe you'd enjoy crossdressing or something, seems like a reasonable thing to go with having that kind of fantasy at least.
>>6346124
>ywn send your parents a d-mail and tell them to do things that would have made you cis
Y even life
>>6346127
I don't ragequit though ;~~~~;
Hectic games are my favourite
>>6346131
Yeah, that's how I felt as well. Also okabe was honestly a dick to her most of the time.
>>6346139
:D
>>6346152
i hear that you have to work very hard just to keep your dick from shrinking
>be me
>intake for surgery
>nurse tells me I need to take a pregnancy test as part of the preop check
Fucking hugboxers
>>6345910
Here's what a doctor has to say about the possible advantages a late-transitioner could have.
http://www.bloodyelbow.com/2013/3/20/4128658/dr-ramona-krutzik-endocrinologist-discusses-possible-advantages-fallon-fox-has
My personal opinion is no. It's too difficult to regulate the fairness of male vs. female genetic makeup on an individual basis among transgender persons. They should only be able to fight another transgender person of the same experienced same in the same weight class.
>>6345910
trans-women should be able to fight in trans MMA. They shouldn't be allowed to fight cis women.
>>6346151
isn't that just a common meme?
I didn't realise there was a specific anon for that
>>6346152
k so like am I the designated closet opener today?
>>6346159
Tuturu was the worst character. So glad when she died over and over
a trap fucc with a tite tucc
>>6346159
really? you don't even get mad at vidya? like at all?
>>6346168
Mayushii is a precious cinnamon roll.
>>6346162
Find me one trans woman at the top of her sport and I'll consider your jumping at shadows with more seriousness. Until then, go learn. Your ignorance and laziness make you revolting.
>>6346162
>the same experienced same
the same experienced sex
If my doc doesn't give me an orchi I am going to self orchi
>>6346170
meh. i want that to be funny, but it's not.
definitely not as funny as "big gunch w/ extra chunch"
>>6346148
>tfw bis are just agp degenerates too
:^)
How do I quit wanting to kill myself
>>6346184
Stop being sad
i desperately need love and affection
>>6346188
How
>>6346115
The girl I like is spending most of her time playing Overwatch these days and is slow to respond to messages over Skype and such because of it, it makes me lonely, I miss having real conversations. : ( At some point if this continues I may need to get the game myself just to be able to communicate with her more often, heh.
>>6346179
That's precisely why it's a controversial topic. Other important factors in MMA fighting other than genetics is skill and experience. They're all important and unfair advantages are frowned upon; such as the UFC's implementation of USADA testing.
We can have differing opinions without insulting each other. I hope you can realize that. ;)
>>6346168
Dropped
>>6346171
Not rly no. I tend to play really hard and frustrating games and have sort of had to learn to control my temper. If I get really mad I throw controllers on a padded surface like my couch so that I don't damage anything, and turn the game off.
>>6346183
I don't care about the agp meme, lezzas are just terrible human beings desu
>>6346164
Stop it! Katana anon is real and defends me.and one day he'll marry me and take me away from this horrible place :3
>>6346190
i want my tiddies to shut up
sorry everyone
sorry red
>>6346163
I wonder if mtfs and ftms would be evenly matched enough for them to compete in the same TransMMA tournaments; early T versus late T.
>>6346210
I can't. I'm not the one that's causing it.
>>6346207
I forgive you.
It's just dumb internet stuff
>>6346199
yeah so obviously we should ban cis women with a genetic advantage too, only qt petit girls allowed :^)
>>6346177
>>6346201
kek
>>6346177
yea, have to say, she's incredibly adorable
>>6346203
every group has shit people imho
>>6346201
well aren't you just the calmest little thing?
sure, you can have as many sega games as you need, sweetie
>>6346210
thank you.
>>6346199
The problem is that your opinions are baseless, segregating, and based in a blind faith in magical power invested in AMAB persons that guarantees a permanent, drastic, AND COMPLETELY UNOBSERVED advantage outside of all phenomena that seem to actually contribute to athletic performance.
No. You cannot have that opinion and be respected by me.
>>6346205
tell me your secrets
tiddies
sup fags, guess who didn't get commited or hav
>>6346233
We all know the real enemies are men. Lesbians are our allies.
>>6346034
Fine needle work and bead work can cost over a thousand for a chest panel alone.
>tfw having worn dresses that had many square yards of bead work.
Damn thing weighed a ton too.
>>6346058
iktf I can't start any of the chainsaws I have on the farm unless I pre heat them with a heat gun. One is even an easy start type with spring loaded start.
>>6346082
>Genetics are a HUGE factor in whether it's even possible for someone to be competitive at the highest level of a given sport.
So true. I was speed limited for running, but I had endurance. I could keep a near winning 5k pace up for a 10k race. I couldn't run any faster for a 100yard dash.
>>6346013
Reminds me of this desu.
>>6346136
>ywn be part of artichokeification
>>6346237
What about men that are lesbians?
>>6346237
SCUM anon pls.
>>6346236
hi
I like all your guns
did you have a mental health thing?
>>6346216
Petit girls fight other petit girls in the atomweight division.
Cris Cyborg is a dominant champion who beats the shit out of other cis female fighters. Although she does have a checked past due to testing positive for steroids and getting suspended, once her suspension was up she was allowed to fight again. This is all regulated by committees who oversee and license fighters according to their weight class and fight record indicating their experience and past opponents.
>>6346236
fix your eyebrows they are too close together
glad ur day went well
>So Red, I live in the same city as Amy and know where she works.
>Want me to rough her up a bit?
I haven't worked in a month senpai and everyone knows that
>get hte dysphoria back
>abusing drugs and stopping eating feels like a real good idea now
crazy how gender do dat
>>6346225
You've made me a happy frail little thing, you have no idea :3
>>6346219
Ree
>>6346239
Estrogen: not even once
>>6346237
I thought lesbians hated trantrans
>>6346237
>Not loving man cock
Literally, what?
>tfw it's going to be okay
>>6345343
it's not that at all, it's more that somebody needs to carry on the position. it's a Davy Jones kind of deal.
>>6346233
srry bby, whatever u need
>>6346234
that's pretty funny.
i'm in a lot of discomfort :(
>>6346254
>I thought lesbians hated trantrans
only on the internet. normal lesbians are nice, i'd say half of my female friends are bi or lesbian
y'all please don't make threats against Amy
I won't tolerate it.
No more hurting. only healing
>>6346212
What is making you sad?
>Gf breaks up with me and emotionally destroys me
>she comes over yesterday and tells me how much she misses me
>tells me that she found someone
>tells me that she's exactly like me but nicer
>tells me that they fucked on the first date
>she leaves and I get drunk as hell and wake up at the side of the road
>get home and she messaged me telling me that she still has feelings for me like I have her
>tells me that she wants to remain friends but with benefits
Someone please kill me. Like seriously
>>6346255
Girls are the best.
>>6346230
Okay, I see a bunch of peppered buzz words coming out of a frothy mouth in your statement but nothing of substance. I linked a statement from a endocrinologist to boot. What sources do you have to back up your claims that a sanctioned fight between a transgender woman vs. a cis woman is fair?
>>6346267
you should consider cutting her out of your life
>>6346257
haha
I'm not sure I'll have to worry about ever getting SRS again
>>6346152
I sort of know those feels.
I used to see people's timelines and think "whoa, that's amazing. I wish I were trans so I could go through a transformation like that."
And when I was little, I always related to female empowerment type stuff way more than a normal cis boy ever would have.
But yeah, you sound like you could be trans yourself.
If you could start your life over but be born as a cis girl then would you?
If you could wake up with your ideal body tomorrow, and everyone you know took it in stride and didn't question it, then what would it look like?
>>6346267
Why exactly are you letting her back into your life?
>>6346267
What she's doing is not okay at all..
>kayla buys a new vibe
>>6346239
I never count the hours spent in my costs though, since spending hours focusing on something that leaves little room of other thoughts is a side benefit... Though, yes, really fine stuff is expensive even when you only take beads and thread into account... 24k plated Miyuki seed beads are about 1€ per gram... Don't want to pay for a ton of those. ;)
>>6346265
u already made it clear u don't approve of the hate
if u keep giving it attention and reaction then shitposters will know it's fertile soil and keep going
>>6346272
Girls are good for kissing and bad for cocking you
>>6346253
tell you what,
we can spare the lipstick lezzas, but dykes must go - they're practically men anyway
>>6346254
what games would you like, my frail little thing?
also, can I help you 2 player sonic 2? I feel it's impossible to get allthe chaos emeralds without 2 people
>>6346254
I thought lesbians hated trantrans
Meme as old as time.
Sensationalist news and TERFs themselves have been persistent in their proclamation that lesbians, and lesbian organizations, despise trans women. Only it's not really true. Those opposed to us are comparatively few, and long have been. But it's a lot easier to organize a targeted hate group than a targeted defense against hate without prior warning.
>>6346287
she doesn't love you
she is using you
>>6346254
Not really, or not here at least. I spend enough time at lesbian places irl and never got any hate, even though I'm not stealth there.
>>6346258
thnx bbe<3
>tfw faye gets mad at me for saying she has a small dick
whhaaaatttt'ssss theee biggg deaaalll?
more like little deal amirite
>>6346265
no healing for me.
i don't deserve it.
god damn it.
my chest really hurts
>>6346267
I think you should try talking to her but point out how you were hurt by her
Poll: is there anything wrong with transtrenders getting HRT or even SRS?
>>6346265
<3
you're so nice Red, I'm sure it'll be rewarded
but watch out 'cause it'll only egg them on if you keep posting about it
somehow I totally missed the drama
>>6346304
>faye has a small dick
this is actually hilarious to me.
>>6346297
>Having a toy shaped like penis instead of penis.
That's like becoming a vegetarian just so you can eat veggie meat.
>>6346287
She doesn't love you, she is using you. Don't fall into the trap.
>>6346261
Growing pains?
>>6346309
who cares. your body, your choice 2bh.
>>6346304
so uh, how small is it anyway?
>>6346304
Men are very sensitive about their dick size. Putting Faye in dresses and makeup, calling her a girl, and making fun of her penis size are reducing her self esteem as an alpha male.
>>6346309
if trannies don't look like real women then they are not allowed to use the same bathroom as a 5 year old cis girl. hrt and srs is absolutely mandatory for them to be accepted by society, so there isn't anything wrong with it. only when they want someone else's taxdollars to pay for it.
>>6346322
Because she wants to use you for sex.
>>6346325
We didn't have sex yesterday. We talked.
Reply to this post if you would give Red headpats (and don't have me filtered)
>>6346329
I'm sorry for your position.
>>6346324
Nobody sees what's between your legs in a women's bathroom, though. Unless you're into exhibitionism.
>>6346323
but faye is a girl
https://www.officialhydromaxpump.com/bathmate-series/
Happy Birthday
i want to give red headpats but i don't want to reply to the scatman
>>6346314
There are better shapes than a penis for satisfaction. Penises are an inferior tool.
>>6346267
that's some impressively manipulative behavior you're describing.
she seems willing to hurt not only you, but also the person she's currently dating to keep you around.
from the looks of it, she's just going for sweet words.
she's betrayed your vulnerability, & it seems to me that she only wants to continue exploiting it
>>6346333
Thanks Red. I hope that you're feeling better.
>>6346329
You literally just said that she wants to be friends with benefits. You've talked to her about your feelings and she doesn't seem to care. She's telling you how she's fucked a new person at the same time that she's a telling you she loves you. Cmon, you're smarter than this. She's being manipulative.
>>6346293
>But it's a lot easier to organize a targeted hate group than a targeted defense against hate without prior warning
especially with the trend of endless surrogate groups with official sounding names easily mistaken for actual legitimate organizations
like the aap
>>6346304
maybe they're scared they wont be able to satisfy u and u'll have to bring ufuhuge into ur bed
>>6346336
Does this work? Asking for a friend.
>>6346313
wanna meet up soon? I might go to the bay area next thursday to visit another friend. We can maybe meet up. I am 100% straight though until I get drunk.
>>6346329
You said she asked you to be friends with benefits, is that what you want though? If she loves you why wouldn't she want to fully commit to you?
>>6346310
>>6346313
>>6346321
>>6346336
she's gonna get so mad at me and make me sleep on the couch when she sees this but i'm prog drunk and that defense will hold up in the court of the bedroom eheheheh
>>6346323
she's not an alpha male it's all a lie !!!!!!
>>6346334
>>6346352
looks like me
>>6346304
I'm sorry I don't like being demeaned by a size queen
I guess I'll take my little bulge elsewhere to someone who can appreciate it
>>6346338
Despite transitioning, I haven't really penetrated myself before. Any tips for toys to start off with?
>>6346352
i just masturbated a bunch and then napped for three hours
ama
>>6346309
They should put a reasonable amount of consideration into whether they're going to be okay with the effects long term, as should anyone considering permanent and somewhat risky procedures, like tattoos or eye correction surgery. But that's the same for "real" trans people as well. I don't like the idea of some bureaucracy deciding that certain people can choose to do something to themselves but others can't, that's worse than just letting people make informed decisions for themselves.
>>6346362
What did you put in your butt?
>>6346352
Pretty sure no one would want to subject their son to that sight either, so...
>>6346357
easy there tiny four hard
guys this Facebook thing is spiralling out of control, about two thirds of the people I have friended on FB have liked or loved the post and I've had congratulatory messages from three people. I'm scared it's gonna leak back to my parents somehow prematurely.
Do I pull the plug and post some "haha just kidding" follow-up or do you think it'll be okay?
>>6346362
What is the average airspeed of an unladen swallow?
>>6346362
how do you pronounce ufufu
>>6346342
when i think... of the sizeee of the problem....
>>6346346
tru....
>>6346357
o m g
just cause u have a micropenis doesn't mean u need to be upset at me, i love u and ur sissy clitty very much
>>6346362
ur arms must rly get tired with how much area you have to cover each time desu
>>6346362
you didnt masturbate more than me, I hold a record.
>>6346351
I know she's a sweet girl, and you know she's a sweet girl, but she's too self-conscious to admit it.
>>6346362
Should I buy this or kms
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B01535XEH2/ref=aw_wl_ov_dp_1_8?colid=3NAFSSQWNBBJ6&coliid=I1TNAMFXR39IPL&th=1&psc=1
>>6346354
No, it doesn't.
>>6346366
yup, that's why i'm saying hrt and srs are important
>>6346362
>tfw can't masturbate for lord knows how long because SRS
my sex drive has decreased but a release is still nice every once in a while
>>6346357
h-hey
>>6346368
Nah, the just kidding stuff you'll have to take back later down the line. Keep it honest, and there's no reason anything should go wrong...
>>6346368
how well acquainted are fb friends with your family?
>>6346379
Of the two? Buy the hoodie. It's pretty cute.
>>6346372
>why would she stay around
Everything you've ever told me about her tells me that she's the kind of person that gets some sick joy out of toying with people. She's proven time and time again that she's not above manipulating you, and now isn't any different.
>>6346277
Having a huge dick is a big part of this fantasy for me, so I don't think I'd want to wake up as a woman. If I could have any body that I wanted, I'd have a slightly androgynous athletic Greek youth body
Who is slave shit here
>>6346391
What do I do then. I love her
>>6346388
not very but a lot of their parents are very well
I wasn't expecting so many people to so readily expect me to be a ponce at the in-sincerest of hints
>>6346397
forget about her, sis, she's toxic, you will find someone else in time.
cut her out of your life.
>>6346362
why did rawr dox you?
>>6346371
Sissy clitty! That sounds so cute! I bet you can play dress up with it and make it look adorable!
>>6346395
babe it's ok to have a micropenis ur a vry beautiful woman !!
>>6346397
Cut her out of your life. Keeping her around will bring you nothing but pain.
>>6346397
this
>>6346404
>>6346400
well, you're gonna have to do it at some point anyway, so just go with it.
If it gets back to your parents just say it was a frape idk.
>>6346362
2 4 0 0 M I L E S
>>6346309
If someone isn't actually trans then going on hrt would just give them dysphoria, but transtrenders are rarely interested in going on hrt in the first place, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6346362
Did you masturbate to hentai?
>>6346397
Are you ok with being with someone who doesn't love you back though? Who will eventually hurt you again in the same way?
You owe it to yourself to avoid this.
I want Red to be okay
what he has isn't even that bad and is so widespread as to be probably fated to become a natural symbiote of humans like our gut bacteria a few millennia down the line, it's not like it's really harmful
>>6346365
my fingers a lil bit
>>6346369
dont care
>>6346370
like ufufu~
>>6346371
ummmmmm they do get kind of tired during masturbation t b q h they always have HAHAHA
>>6346374
what's that record then anon?
>>6346379
if you want, it looks kind of comfy?
>>6346384
that sucks but honestly masturbating is kind of weird to me anyway
>>6346395
Sure I'm sure that seems like it'll be fun but just make sure you have some Draino ready for when the shower drain gets clogged with your poop and the floor of your shower starts filling with backed-up poopy water.
>>6346416
TFW no dysphoria but interested in hormones.
>>6346424
AND I WOULD WALK 1200 MILES AND I WOULD WALK 1200 MORE
>>6346423
this, i got it from kissing a mate
like fuck what can you do.
not like i wasnt going to, he was one spicy meatball (no homo)
>>6346424
bb.... faye has a micropenis and i think i need an upgrade. will u help me?
>>6346411
If feye has a micro penis then what the fuck do I have?
Picture related.
http://i.imgur.com/Vs6avF8.jpg
>>6346414
>frape
nah my mum's seen me in gothmode and just thinks it's an aesthetic thing not a gender thing, she's not as insane about it as my dad if he saw
the post has a photo so it's obviously done by me
>>6346384
You're supposed to masturbate pre-srs
>>6346427
If you're really interested you might as well try it; either you find out you feel bad on it and stop or else you find out you feel good on it and continue.
>>6346427
Like for selling or what?
>>6346427
are you sure you don't want to add a baby grinch to that dank meme?
>>6346403
Well, I could. But it's involved enough to keep rumination away. And sometimes, I really need something to help with that. Without focus, my thought stream easily slips into dangerous patterns. So, actually, two tasks at once are even better for that.
>>6346428
maybe you should wait a thread or two since being a complete piece of shit before you pick up chasing again
>>6346411
I mean I guess it is the perfect size to titty fuck that infected heat rash you call a bosom
>>6346434
I-I did
>>6346411
>yfw you realize that 7" is micropenis in Edie land
I want Edie vision. Maybe I wouldn't even be able to see my own penis?
>>6346431
clit & bollocks?
>>6346431
A clit...
waiting for a vagina to snuggle in ;)
>>6346447
Why was that flipped qq
>>6346442
for what purpose tho
>>6346392
Oh. Well in that case I'm not sure if you're trans or not.
Consider seeing a gender therapist if you haven't already.
>>6346442
Certainly not right now, no.
She's a destructive influence, and it doesn't sound like you're in a stable enough place to try and maintain enough distance to be friends and not let her get to you.
Just go all out.
>>6346447
L M A O !!!!!
BBBYYYYYYYYYYY DON'T BE UPSETTTT
>>6346452
omg
I can't handle being a NEET
This is terrible
>>6346403
>Even pre HRT.
Iktf
>African or European
I dunno
>>6346424
Invalid response, initiating lockdown in 5. 4. 3...
>>6346427
>im totally not trans gaiz
>>6346442
Re-initiate contact after a cooling off period of a few months. If she's going to act the way she is, it's not possible to be friends immediately after breaking up, hell, it's inadvisable even under ideal circumstances. You don't deserve this kind of treatment.
>>6346319
yes.
but maybe that's a placebo too.
i'm so confused
>>6346444
i find if I don't have something to think about I fall asleep.
>tfw Time to get ready for my trans group meeting.
>>6346362
What are you wearing bb
who /cleanfromstds/ here?
I heard 1/3rd of transwomen have hiv.
>>6346431
>MFW 1492 is the year when the rape of america by the Euros began
>>6346462
Yes. Being a NEET is unbearable. You need something to help structure your days, self-initiated or otherwise.
>>6346463
I'm interested in some of the lighter hormones, not full-on HRT. I just want to be cute.
>>6346465
Well, it's probably better long term to have both pain and growth than neither. Although maybe I just think that way because I haven't had much of either...
>>6346459
nonono.
he's the one who goes
">tfw straight but love gay man poo" or some shit like that.
maybe i'm just being too harsh, as usual.
>>6346474
>lighter hormones
Wat?
>>6346469
I've never been tested, but I've only had one sexual partner and she had nothing, so I'm probably clean.
>>6346452
Don't listen to her, I broke my first woman sexual while she was still feeling weird in her tummy while staring at a new kids on the block poster
>>6346462
Im with you
i'm at wits end
therse only so many times i can play videogames
only so many times i can organise my pokemon decks
im about to cut my own throat if i dont get a fucking job or something to do
SOMEONE RING THE PHONE
fuck.
>>6346470
i am not pure Indian. I have euro blood in me and unfortunately I have a little bit of kike blood.
>tfw intersexed.
>>6346470
>>6346479
then stop ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
it will take a while, it will hurt, but in a few months youll probably stop caring
>>6346267
Sounds like a manipulator. Drop it before you feel worse.
>>6346482
Low-estrogen supplements and anti-androgens.
>>6346469
Correlation does not mean causation, idiot.
>>6346474
>lighter hormones
lol wtf are those?
>>6346473
Don't know. After years of having work destroy me, not having to follow a stupid schedule and being able to get up at 3pm is very much bearable for me...
>>6346470
>>6346487
I AM TOO TIRED
you mean 1492 was the year when the americanos finally saw the light of civilisation ?
>>6346428
And i would spread everything red confided in me at her door
>>6346462
You like creative writing if I remember? Plan something out! If you've got a month or whatever with your grandparents then write a short story or something and structure your day around that, that's what I used to do :)
>>6346491
Is that a fucking pony convention?
>>6346469
it's the gay sex isnt it?
>>6346473
Is it bad if /mtfg/ is that thing for me?
>>6346499
hey, i found it here
>>6346489
as someone who was on blockers for like 18 months without any estrogen, I can pretty safely tell you that low hormone levels aren't something you want
either get a normal male T level or a normal female E level
>>6346462
Iktf, I'm going nuts rn desu
>>6346479
Letting yourself get sucked into this kind of place is doing no good for your mental health, and it's keeping you from moving on. I'm serious, you need to get this influence out of your life. No amount of pandering to her manipulation is going to make her feel the same way about you as you feel about her.
Let it go.
>>6346495
injins got butt raped by small pox. You can tell I am not 100% indian because my hair isn't black, it is wavy and my skin is too light. Just think of the casino money mang.
I got cucked from stupid euro blood.
>>6346506
>It's not that easy.
it is though.
human survival mechanism. we can get over everything.
>>6346495
:3 civilize me bby
>>6346489
SERMs might work
>>6346486
Nah, when a woman has something she really wants to show to everyone, she doesn't put a silly object behind that could take away attention.
>>6346514
Ill civilise you all night bby <3
>>6346462
NEET life will give you insanity. try to find some new hobbies. working people dream of unlimited free time its kind of a paradox.
>>6346506
You will find someone else
don't allow your feelings to make you keep getting cuckt
it's not good for you
>>6346479
what elanna said.
take one day at a time. leave later to when it comes.
>>6346517
I am sorry I can't hear you over the sound of freedom brought to me by the bastard child of nazi germany and post war yugo slave labor.
>>6346506
you can't that person is an emotional void. find someone else that respects you for real feels.
>>6346462
>yfw normies cant handle the neet life
You have to be born a neet to be a neet. I am currently studying wizardry and animes. I can't wait to unlock my mystical powers.
>>6346521
Actually, the clinic shrinks did their best to ensure I'd never have to work again. Because work made me more insane, not less. Unlimited free time is a lot better than what I had before...
>>6346536
HELLO FELLOW NEET!
Glad to meet you
>>6346536
depends on what your doing for "work".
>>6346540
like i said i am part euro anyways so it doesn't matter.
>>6346520
Discipline me and punish me for being lazy, short sighted and irreverent :3
>>6346533
Routine. Yuck. Seriously. How the fuck can someone not go mad doing the same thing over and over. Purpose I can get, but if things start feeling it's the same all day, every day, it's just unbearable. I need constant novelty to keep my mind busy.
>>6346533
I'll get out of the slump its okay. I'm never kept down, i'd sooner die and i'm not about to let that happen either.
>mfw this is what Noel Fielding looked like a few years before The Mighty Boosh
what the fuck happened to his face inbetween?? it's like someone inflated it with a balloon pump or something
I never looked like pic related when I was younger
>>6346533
*Party
Anyone know how to get over trip crushes?
>>6346462
Welcome to my life.
>>6346539
Meet them through your current social group. If you don't have one get a hobby and go to like meetup.com and find people. Also you can try to get a job with a good environment and make friends with your co workers. If your in school its easier just do a tiny bit more of small talk every day and don't immediately ditch after classes. After school is over it's harder but not impossible to make friends. Little steps at a time.
>>6346551
I have more-than-mild Aspergers tbf
>>6346543
Oh, I had a very respectable, very boring job at a government agency. I technically still do until I get to retire in four years.
>>6346546
It's not about just you :3. I have native american blood in me as well.
So what does your first post look like mtfg?
Or, for ancient fags like dollface, your first post in the archive?
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/
https://youtu.be/2KYYVrBX4v0
>>6346556
Which trip are you crushing on?
>>6346556
meet them irl
>>6346551
get a creative job.
>>6346566
I told someone to kill themselves
I think I'll focus on getting fitter and more athletic, as well as perfecting the GRE
>>6346570
yeah don't do that. You might like them even more.
YOU KNOW THIS IS TRUE /MTFG/
time to go for a walk.
>>6346563
I guess. I know more than a few high functioning autists and aspies through high IQ clubs, but the way they think and lead their lives is completely unfathomable to me.
>>6346539
Good luck, and stay strong
>>6346569
it's always kit
>>6346540
well alright then but I've posted this shit a lot lol
>get put on lupron
>pretty much puts you to zero T and E
>can't get estrogen til I'm 18
>end up gaining so much weight I went from horribly underweight to almost overweight
>covered in stretch marks as a result
>second growth spurt made me like 2 inches taller
>no hormones made me horribly depressed and unmotivated, as well as basically emotionless
>fail a whole bunch of shit in high school because of it
I think my shoe size got a bit bigger too but I might just be imagining things
anyway it was pretty shit
>>6346556
here's what worked for me
>step 1: don't
>>6346566
>>6346566
it only shows the first 5000 results out of over 10k, but they're all like this. lmao @ ufufu gif
>>6346570
Can't she lives too far away right now.
>>6346566
your first post, is literally fayeposting
>>6346539
trust us, we wouldn't all be telling you the same thing if it weren'tthe only thing to do right now.
good luck, remember what you're doing may hurt in the short term, but it will save you long term pain of her repeatedly fucking you over.
If she's not in your life, she can't hurt you, okay?
>>6346566
I asked if anyone was using the name Puru. For the anon posts years ago I really have no idea and no way of finding out
>>6346587
It's always elanna or kit, yes.
>>6346587
Not always; one time it was me. : 3
I'm back nerds.
>>6346590
CLASSIC LMAO
u used to love posting that gif
>>6346566
I think I told Kim I loved her, or something similar.
>>6346566
>september 2014
archive doesnt go far back tho
my first post after my return was
'hi'
>>6346571
I'm getting top decile money for not working and I'm getting a couple hundred thousand euros of capital from insurance on top of my pension once I retire. Why the fuck would I throw that away and look for a job? I may be insane but I'm not stupid.
>>6346605
i still love posting that gif it is like one of the shadiest things you could use to respond to someone AHAHAH
So far from looking into the archives I can conclude that no ones knows who I am or they think I'm a chaser. lol, check out this old one. I look fat as fuck in this pic. Am I animu yet?
>>6346566
Earliest posts in the archive...
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/username/CFH/end/2014-10-31/
>>6346617
HAHA
maybe i should make some more gifs idk
>>6346624
Make a gif of you masturbating
>>6346624
ily ufufu
>>6346630
Fuck off rawr.
>>6346622
Hi :3
whatever i get is too good for me.
i'm just gonna make fun of myself
>faye ignores me hitting on her
o-oh
>>6346566
well, first post with trip at least, I lurked as anon for a fair while beforehand
>>6346630
Source?
>all these people complaining about being a "neet" for just a couple weeks when you've been one for close to a decade
You dont know what hell is.
>>6346641
You're incredibly creepy and almost as ugly as rawr. Maybe that's why?
>>6346617
Best gif of here dildos down.
I love how this one will never leave the internet.
>>6346648
omfg
>>6346647
I don't try to be creepy
I know I'm ugly
I was just trying to have some fun but nobody here likes me
>>6346652
No one likes ugly fatties.
>>6346642
>very low pain tolerance
>I feel nothing when I get beat up
Which is it ambrose?
>>6346566
Not even entirely accurate cuz I had a different trip code before.
>>6346652
I like you...
You're pretty funny at times.
>>6346646
>tfw u dropped out of hs AND uni and can't work and even ur doc says u should look into being officially considered disable but it's too depressing
>>6346633
>>6346647
>obsessive creeper posting other's old pics
>calls others creepy and ugly
oh but I'm sure you're an 11/10 supermodel that transitioned at 3 years old and is married to a rocket scientist brain surgeon who is also an 11/10 supermodel :^)
>>6346661
You're still bald and ugly, rawr.
>>6346664
I'm not a tranny, thank Allah.
>>6346644
It's not how it looks
>>6346618
blu you were going to put me towards kageshi so id have new trans to abuse
dont leave me hanging
>>6346668
Doesn't matter. Cute things are cute.
>>6346590
bae, you older then the archive, but your first post is very you
>>6346566
I have my actual first post from 3 years ago saved on my computer somewhere, but it is the computer that is currently dead
this is my first couple posts on the archive
>>6346667
I'm not rawr
To play video games, or to watch netflix... hmm
>>6346590
You can adjust the date ranges to get the first posts
>>6346685
You're still really ugly. Good job.
>>6346685
Try makeup. You might be able to pass better.
>>6346664
If you're depressed and don't have a degree, getting on disability really isn't the worst way to earn a living. I know some people think it's a shameful thing, but it really isn't. I'm definitely not ashamed of it.
>>6346667
even more pathetic
ur a supposedly "normal" person who wastes their time obsessing about tranny strangers on 4chan and saving and reposting their pics
>>6346669
yo. its just a room called mtfg. I'll be there tomorrow.
>>6346685
you have pretty eyes
>>6346694
Making fun of trannies is fun. It's like a circus freak-show.
question
if I go back on HRT after a while do you think my boobs will grow back to normal size if I gain weight back
or will testosterone DESTROY them forever
>>6346711
your genetic maximum shouldnt change until youre too old for estrogen to have maximum effect I think.
looked through the archives
this is one of the first pics I posted.
When I only posted in /passgen/
please no bully 7 months hrt
>>6346618
oh I remember you now
>>6346716
TFW I'm not this level of cute.
>>6346719
Please don't. No-one wants to see your horrific bug-eyed face.
>>6346693
I probably wouldn't even qualify for getting money and stuff like that tho stuff like disabled plates or whatever for my car could honestly be a big help for when I'm rlly not doing well
>>6346709
ur like those people who spend all their time obsessing about chis chan or who laugh at disabled people, however pathetic they are u make urself so much moreso by being so invested in them and trying to make ur own pathetic life seem better by finding people even worse off
>>6346395
>7inch cock
i call bulshit
>>6346713
>I wouldn't hang out here so much if I wasn't
Same for me. If I was happy about my appearance I would be out enjoying life, and not lurking here in all my spare time
>>6346724
Are you really too fucking stupid to type a coherent sentence?
>>6346716
*bullies you*
>>6346716
When will I get to be this cute?
>>6346729
nice strawman
hang yourself by your neckbeard
>>6346733
When science gets its ass in gear.
>>6346716
>part of hair is far too deep, to cover forehead even though forehead probably isn't that bad
>flannel
>graphic t-shirt
>a-line mini skirt
>knee socks
>messy disorganized room
this is so like, rookie tranny right here, it's so cute
>>6346714
i hope so
seems like it would fuck up the development though
>>6346716
>tfw I looked like an ugly man at 7mo of estrogen
>>6346729
are u rlly so stupid u can't compete with normal people and can only feel superior by comparing urself to "freaks"?
>>6346738
7
MONTHS
i got better by the 12th.
>>6346743
Hugs for Red.
Red a cute.
What's got you feeling down?
>>6346566
>>6346745
cute girl *
>>6346674
Hanayamata
>>6346716
Why do you have a wheel chair?
>>6346751
fever and sickness
Tomorrow I have the maths exam >__<
Also I wrote "Hi" on my calculator and am worried that they'll think I'm cheating or something what do
>>6346566
ah these were the days
welp I'm gonna go take a long shower with my partner
buh-bye for now mtfg
>>6346736
When is that going to be?
>>6346743
>very soon!
why lie to me ;_;
>>6346759
Awww...
I hope you get better soon! It's not nice seeing someone who makes this thread so much more pleasant in a rough patch.
>>6346758
it's a friend's
she got hit by truck while on her motorcycle
>>6346767
The second that we can circumnavigate that damn Geneva convention.
>>6346762
I was repression incarnate lel
>>6346761
Underage?
i hate blood tests
>>6346566
>>6346762
nice shirt
>>6346754
No.
>>6346711
I had some growth from BCPs when I was a teen, after fifteen years detransitioned, I still had a small A cup, I've recouped the lost growth since and grown further since. From the looks of it, they're still growing and I'm almost a C now.
>>6346779
You sound like the OP from rep gen.
>>6346779
you should post that in repressiongen
so innocent....
uncorrupted....
>>6346566
Instead of nostalgia, I feel I've wasted my life
Basic's my mommy and Isla's my troll mommy :3
>>6346787
>>6346789
I was repression gen
i wish I tripped instead of anon posting
>>6346802
Bane pic, a classic
>>6346745
this was me in boymode at 7 months
im the one on the left, dyke friend is on the right
>>6346801
don't be mean
>>6346804
Well? What's stopping you?
>>6346802
put the hearts back
>>6346777
>just take your girl pills and work out!
But that won't fix my face, I've been eating these pricy 'lil skittles for a year now. Guess it was my fault to hope hrt would make me look pretty and passable but in my defense it's really hard to know stuff like that beforehand.
>>6346779
Well, that was like the Kayla from 420chan that We all used to love.
>>6346809
no i mean back in 2014
>>6346810
can't, doesn't work anymore
>I can't believe I wrote this shit
Looking at those first posts... I've spent waaaay too much time here. My first posts in the archive weren't even my first ones here. Bit more than two years posting on and off here. Can't believe how much my life has changed for the better since then.
At least there's no archive for early /b/. I think recognizing any of my posts from then would feel a lot more uncomfortable. :p
>>6346818
Kayla u did it
>>6346822
she did
:3
>tfw gt is too small to tuck with
420chan helped me transition and they were much nicer to me and i turned out to be the most normal out of all of you
>>6346820
You're like a grower, right?
the last pics you posted were like tiny and cute, if a bit unshaven. lol
>>6346812
please....give it time. we all have our perceived shortcomings and flaws, but often these are exaggerated in our minds
Please, just keep on pushing.
>>6346826
i use duct tape and haven't worn underwear in 2 years
>>6346833
how do you get it off
>>6346833
gross
>>6346833
Better than wearing the same underwear for two years, really...
>>6346839
are you a girl again?
>>6346835
>tfw first posts aren't archived
>tfw can't remember what I was even like
all these shitposts will be lost... like tears in the rain
>>6346828
420chan helped me transition and i'm totally fucked
>>6346833
>she's only gone commando for a mere 2 years
>>6346839
i started socially transitioning 6 years ago and didn't consistently get on HRT till last march, so
>>6346844
what is posting that gif of me proving tho
>>6346829
definitely a grower.
penis has always been very tiny.
here's me like 4 years ago. i think this was 6 months on hormones? still didn't own any girl clothes
>>6346837
i have to agree.
charlie from phillie is pretty fucking rancid
is it so uncommon to start presenting as feminine before hrt....
because everyone seems to hide with mascmode before hrt and I feel dumb for not doing that.
>>6346842
fixed
>>6346839
Nah, I did as soon as I was free to, starting in high school. I was 14 at the time and I didn't start gobbling pills until the next year.
#rares
>>6346851
What the fuck are you doing
>>6346846
my first post was something like
"ok I want to be a girl but im really afraid of like everything people say woth like cis privilege and stuff what should I do "
it was on like day 2 of /lgbt/
>>6346851
you have nice curves. :3
>>6346855
tfw parkinson's
>>6346830
It's not like I got a choice in the matter. I just don't see how I can ever achieve what I'm looking for and that trying will consume my life and still leave me unhappy.
>>6346839
You had nothing to hide since you passed early.
>>6346851
w-w-wow
your body is beautiful...
nice and defined and smooth
>>6346851
you got boobs in 6 months?
>>6346617
>>6346624
>>6346648
this one is my favorite
>>6346860
what if i have to go to the bathroom
>>6346857
no panty lines in my skirts or dresses
>>6346818
>tfw
>>6346851
Wow, fuck. You pass better then than I ever will.
your cock doesn't look small there, desu.
>>6346851
why does your body look like mine with a bigger cock
>>6346851
how do I look like this
>>6346851
wow! your body looks similar to mine but with some bewbs. Does hrt help gain fat? Because i've never been able to gain a pound even when i was on a 4000cal daily diet.
>>6346860
i am cute
but very unhappy
and also detransitioned
>>6346859
good post t b h
I should have kept the site blocked
>>6346851
even miss cock can't top this
>>6346866
i had gyno. boobs came super early but they haven't really got much larger. i lost a lot of weight since then though so that might have something to do with it.
>>6346868
you just pee and then the stream goes backward behind your butt. sometimes its lined up wrong though and it'll run all over your butt cheeks but that's what toilet paper is for? and urine is sterile anyway
>>6346863
I didn't pass early
that's just not fair to say.
But I do think that maybe you're suffering the same self-image issues as me.
I know how that is. And what you tell yourself about how you look is rarely completly true
>>6346860
i'm sure you're pants were liable to get really filthy,
extremely sweaty crotch.
that's what's gross
>>6346877
dumb slugposter
>>6346851
I know this is kinda rude to ask but how much do you weigh? I need some real goals.
>>6346888
hey fuck you
nice trips
>>6346807
Honestly you looked a lot better than me at like present.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10434883
>>6346895
thanks bae.
they just keep coming
i-i rather not have the gen talk about genitals rn
I'll get dysphoric
>>6346896
cis tier body wheres your shoulders
>>6346897
Where's the option for 0? :^)
Also, still no CowboyNeal option. Fix that.
>>6346889
i weighed 170 in that photo at 5'11"
i weigh 140 today, am usually most comfortable at 135
>>6346906
Do you realize that not all polls have to be applicable to you?
>>6346877
Are you more unhappy after detransitioning?
>>6346907
Don't remind me. The whole quitting tobacco mess has left me with 40 lbs to lose again if I want to fit into most of my wardrobe...
>>6346911
idk, negative gt sizes wouldve still been cool for all those vagina privilege bitches
>>6346911
theres actually a bunch of post ops here
>>6346905
No. The massive shoulders in that pic are mine.
>>6346566
Ever helpful me...
>>6346907
Do you feel uncomfortable about your hands and feet? Do you pass in public? If so, you might have just saved my life.
>>6346911
Yes they have, you insensitive clod.
>>6346897
haven't been able to measure since getting on estrogen desu
I feel like it's probably got smaller tho so I answered half an inch / an inch less than it was
>>6346925
>who is miss cock?
kayla
she said miss cock referring to her dick in a /b/ trap thread and hasn't lived it down
>>6346896
you always look really good why do you think you don't
>>6346881
coffee this weekend?
>>6346929
B D D
D
D
>>6346924
idc about my feet, they're size ten which is pretty normal for a 5'11" woman
i do feel uncomfortable abt my hands but they make it easier to play guitar and piano so whatever.
i do pass in public
how have i saved your life?
>>6346923
That's only because that's where you want to be now! :3
>>6346925
kayla uses female pronouns for her benis
>>6346918
>Do you realize not all polls have to be applicable to you?
Obviously the only data that's relevant is people that DO have a gt, so why the fuck would that be included? just don't vote.
nini mtfg
crashing now
i love y'all
be nice to each other
no hurting. only healing
>>6346938
Kill yourself
>>6346923
>the worst meme
That's exactly how you look though. like, it's UNCANNY
>>6346938
sweet titty fucking christ thats a nipple
>>6346938
what did you expect the response from this post would be kayla?
>>6346939
why not? I had one at some point, and it had a certain size
>>6346936
thats because you hate kayla with a fervour
>>6346950
then vote that? there's no reason why there should be an option JUST for you to show off. This is important science, not a beauty pageant.
>>6346950
Which was 5.5''?
>>6346956
>This is important science
I laffed.
You're expecting honest results from an underwater basket weaving forum?
does having a small penus make me more of a woman
>>6346954
I do have a diagnosis for it. Actually, the shrink who wrote my first SRS referral letter tried really hard to dissuade me from getting any other surgery. I'm still getting my wonky chin fixed asap.
>>6346961
Well ok then.
I'm not going to ask further.
>>6346953
i don't hate her rly i just think she's amusing lol
>>6346903
psssst
you have a penis.
>>6346934
my feet are just as big if not bigger and I'm shorter -_-. my fingers are long too but like you said its good for the guitar.
>>6346936
If onllyyyyy we coullld find out who that anon poster was that found it and reposted it from b, I guess we will never know alphanon's true identity
>>6346982
-_-' was it u
>>6346934
you saved my life because i felt my hands and feet were way to big. All the girls i know are 5'5 or shorter and my features are larger than theirs. Im 5'10 and look very similar to you, right down to hair type, except i have some freckles and a few body moles. I was just afraid i wouldn't be able to pass ever because of my hands and feet, so i decided to be melodramatic and kill myself.
>>6346906
>no CowboyNeal option
NERD!
>>6347007
I knowwwwwwww!!!!!! I was just joking
I'm sorry if I offended u ;(