>want to be one of the rare members of the homosexual community who is actually normal
>no mental illness, past abuse, drug addiction, alcohol addiction, degenerate porn fetishes, parental issues, or AIDs.
>pass as normie irl most of the time now
>but have 7 year employment gap due to severe social anxiety
Fuck me, I was so close.
>>6228861
>7 years
How? Like how did you go seven years without eating?
>>6228889
I was 18-25, so parents.
>>6228861
>no mental illness
>7 year employment gap due to severe social anxiety
lol
>>6229026
That's the life I'm aspiring to. But I know I'll never be full normie4life like the average hetero. I'll always be damaged like the average homo. Shit sucks.
>>6229102
He's a thought:
....
Wait for it...
...
[spoiler] don't blame all your mental issues on being gay [/spoiler]
>>6229102
So you have an employment gap? Shit happens and that's possible for a "normie" too. Just get a job and keep it, you'll be fine.
>>6229117
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>>6229161
Bitch where? Statistics available are only about discrimantion laws about hiring lgbt people, not about being a useless shit.
>>6228861
Oh man. Get a job. Stop making other people take care of you
>>6229239
I told you I'm a normie now.
I just resent my past. I wanted to be a *normal* gay. I literally don't know any gays that aren't fucked up. Be the change etc etc.
>>6229286
But nothing has happened to you out of the ordinary. So you were lazy and leeched off your parents for a few years? Not unheard of.
>no mental illness
>but have 7 year employment gap due to severe social anxiety
>social anxiety
>no mental illness
>i work in a school for the mentally disabled and every student in my class was employed within a year or 2
>tfw youre doing worse than a literal group of kids with downs
>Quite husky, 6'2'' 220lbs
>beard
>eyebrows arent maintained. if you get really close you'll notice a faint uni brow. Hence why I don't really care for plucking it most of the time.
>wear work boots, flannel, my work pants or blue jeans all the time
>no gay face
>suppress the gay voice and have quite a masculine voice.
People are genuinely shocked when I tell them I'm gay. I love acting normie.
[spoiler] people don't know I have a crazy chub/stuffing fetish, am depressed, and tried to kill myself twice.
Failed on the normal part. Then again are any gays normal?
>>6228941
I'm in NEET mode since my body dysphoria swelled again. I am currently still just as apathetic to anyone I ever met as this male person and male personality.
7 year work gap I just show my amazon publishing page and say I make thousands and I just need a job to get a steadier income because amazing is volatile and now only pays twice a year as opposed to every 3 months. It's a lie, I wasn't making half as much as would be necessary to claim taxes or anything, but I know the market enough to discuss in interviews and deltas about other "consulting" and "freelance" jobs as an "young and aspiring" "craftsman" (should be woman) etcetera. The truth is I'm just a fucking loser who lives in their brain writing fiction about what I'd do if I wasn't trapped in a brain. My flavor of autism is the savant archetype. Besides the occasional rocking and social disconnect, my mirror technique makes me pass as a totally normal human male who likes women.
>mentally ill (tranny degenerate)
>learning disabled (adhd, dyslexia)
there's no such thing as normal bro u just gotta bee urself ;^)
>>6228861
>severe social anxiety
>no mental illness
One of us. One of us.
>>6231327
>Then again are any gays normal?
no
>no mental illness, past abuse, drug addiction, alcohol addiction, degenerate porn fetishes, parental issues, or AIDs
>pass as normie irl most of the time now
>have a good pay job with nearly limitless opportunities ahead of me.
eat shit op. only downside isI get off to furry porn, but it's just the porn, not the community that comes with it. but no one knows my secret.
>>6231327
>people don't know I have a crazy chub/stuffing fetish
Tell me more.
>homosexual
>normal
Lmao
>>6228861
>degenerate porn fetishes
do you know how many men hetoro men want to ram thire dicks in a woman to hire her scream?