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ohayo gozaimasu edition
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968

> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama

Let's do our best, girls!
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>>6213835
Why aren't you doing your best 'shannon'?
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i want to hug my qt lil sheeniepoo
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>no hugboxing
>/mtfg/
Pick one.
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>>6213835
>ohayo gozaimasu
I knew a pretty disgusting guy in HS who said that when he entered our classroom to visit. He was icky.
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>>6213835
>no actions
do you wanna fight ?
*gets ready*
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Let's talk about clothes. What do you usually wear every day /mtfg/?
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>>6213835
No link to previous thread. You just can't do anything right can you fattie?
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>>6213845
no persecution complex
don't complain until it happens in the thread.
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>>6213843
>bullying sheen
delet this
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>>6213810
Apologies for my horrible guy voice.
I've been informed that I sound autistic

For you though bb, I could practice and be a strong, suave gentleman.
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>>6213824
this desu, I've always felt like the "trans is not a mental illness" camp are mostly 1. scared of the stigma against mental illness, 2. perpetrators of the stigma against mental illness ("we may be weird but we're not THAT weird" etc.) and 3. scared of people using it as an excuse to say that transition isn't valid or right even though it's the only widely proven treatment against dysphoria
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>>6213851
stop it
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im >literally< max
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>>6213850
... Jeans. Usually a shirt or t-shirt. Either my leather Jacket, or a hoodie two sizes too small for me that I can't throw away for some reason.


I'm not feeling too chipper tonight...
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>>6213850
Boots or cons, skinny jeans and a cute jumper or hoodie.
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>>6213850
Jeans, leggings, tank top, hat, cute shirts, flowy blouses
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>>6213843
Shut the fuck up rawr.
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>>6213862
then travel in time to stop 9/11
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>>6213850
mens clothing
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>>6213850
Comfy clothes I would never wear outside of my apartment.
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post guy voices
http://vocaroo.com/
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who else /sheen internet defense force/ here
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Has anyone here heard of a herb called Pueraria Mirifica?

I'm not on HRT yet (and I'm trying to get on it soon), but circumstances aren't in my favour until around October.

Should I start taking a combination of saw palmetto, spearmint tea (proven to have some anti androgenic effects), as well as pueraria mirifica (estrogen) in the mean time?
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Good morning everyone!
>cleaned liviing room last night
>cuddled with gem while watching frozen
>got a really good night's rest
>fuck work
I feel 150% comfy rn besides the fact that I have no headphones.
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>>6213877
I'd rather not actually...
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>>6213851
I literally just woke up but here you go
>>6212390
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>>6213877
we did this yesterday
https://clyp.it/rwezgvh3
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>>6213863
What's up?
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>>6213850
Sundress.
Or tank top with skirt.
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>>6213882
it doesn't work
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>>6213885
Post noose.
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>>6213882
if it's gonna calm you down then do it, it has almost no effect. not even femboi general cares about that.
stress generates testosterone, so placebos are better than nothing.
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>>6213882
I take pueraria mirifica, I think it works but Ive seen enough online reviews saying it doesn't to be convinced I must be experiencing a placebo effect or just imagining it.
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>>6213900
reminder that it does actually hurt your hrt because it blocks the estrogen receptors with weaker estrogen
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>>6213882
It doesnt work alone, if you try both pueraria and saw, it may actually work.
Also stop eating meat, and eat more estrogen food like spearming and greentea or i dunno
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>>6213888
I guess I'm pretty lonely is all... I don't want to bother my friends because they're busy on a date, the people I usually multiplayer with have been avoiding me for no reason, my family have been assholes to me today and I'm avoiding them and I'm too embarrassed of my own voice to talk to anyone here on skype, and too... unmotivated to work on improving it. I'm also anxious about transition, but antsy to get on with it. At a guess, this is what a depressive episode feels like on prozac. I've never really been able to talk about it before.
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I'm going to bed.
Can I please have a (You) to cheer me up when I wake up?

Also
night girls
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>>6213850
My work uniform
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>>6213877
clyp
.it/ugxnbceh
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>>6213916
good night
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>>6213859
Hey elanna, it's the gayfag that hogged your attention all day yesterday.

You called me a nerd after I fell asleep. I just wanted to say, take it back you bully ;-;

How're you today tho?
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>>6213916
Here. I'm feeling pretty down myself right now. Might as well make someone happy.
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>>6213916
good night sweet princess.
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>>6213916
(You)
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>>6213924
>Elanna's harem grows every day and knows no bounds.
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1 day estrogen, am I gonna make it familia
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is kayla ok now?
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>>6213916
nn
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so again
should I be on 8mg progy perhaps?

my estrogen level at 4mg was 246 pmol/L, haven't been able to get it tested since bumping myself up to 6mg
when I bumped it up I felt really un-depressed and stuff for a few days though, idk if it was just a placebo but whatever
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>>6213850
Pic related.
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>>6213933
>young
>evidence you go outside

yah probably
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>>6213933
you can do it anon! hang in there!
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>>6213877
Yeee
https://clyp.it/zrvgczzj
I never drop my voice. It sounds gayer than before I started voice training
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>>6213933
Yes you fucking are. I love you, you little dork
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>>6213933
Eh. probably. If you don't give up, and you put effort into it.

Then again, I have no idea what I'm talking about.
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>>6213877
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1LiqR0a9Yn8
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>>6213933
>tfw will never have a normal chin instead of the square disgusting shit I have
I hate you
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>>6213933
pluck eyebrows senpai

>>6213916
night
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>>6213934
Kayler never was and never will be OK.
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>>6213850
Im trying to use long shirts with girls jeans, boots and a jacket.
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Sup huns and goblins ?
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>>6213877
Basically it's Scary Terry from Rick and Morty, plus James Earl Jones
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>>6213946
You know that Todd Howard lookalike?
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>>6213945
qt <3
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>>6213933
yeah, probably. really depends on how you behave or you could easily ruin your decent genes.
get your eye brows plucked by a pro, don't make the mistake of trusting your own criteria.
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>>6213934
pls respond someone
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>>6213956
whos the dude?
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>>6213954
Is that you K-chin?
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>>6213934
I don't know, show boobs and feel sad if you want to check.
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>>6213904
You have no idea what chromosones I have, pay for my genetic testing, Im confident Id come up XXY.

>>6213906
Reminder that you don't know how biochemistry works.

>>6213920
<3
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>>6213973
i don't want to upset everyone again
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>>6213954
much better than the boderline fetish black wear you showed yesterday ifthat's you. you looked like a cam girl.
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What are you sluts doing here?????

>>6212390

Only 23 more posts to reach 700!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>6212390
>>6212390
>>6212390

We can do it!!!!!!!
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>>6213877
https://clyp.it/mnxon4or
Rate gayness?

>>6213924
Awe, sorry, I entirely mean nerd in a good way though!! I'm pretty much a nerd so I treat it like a compliment

I'm doing pretty good, how are you?
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>>6213956
I really dislike your taste on hair...

Can I be a hon and a goblin? I think it fits besides the height issues.

>>6213977
I just want to see how your character develops from ero filler to something interesting or worse.
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>>6213859
o-oh my gosh
youre the best <3 :3

>horrible guy voice.
I havent used mine in years, I can make like, deep sounds accidently, but I cant talk consistently in my old guy voice anymore. I am not sure if thats psychological. I get scolded when I drop accidently (not like that happens regularly anymore, but it was a thing for quite a while)
I probably still have old recordings on my PC somewhere though

I dont think your voice sounds bad at all, kinda young though, a little more like a teenager in mid/late puberty than an adult. do I know your girlvoice? I think I cant remember :0

>>6213975
>You have no idea what chromosones I have, pay for my genetic testing, Im confident Id come up XXY.
then you arent trans in the first place and have no place in this discussion.

>>6213937
unneccesary, and certainly not healthy probably.
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>>6213989
lilys hair is the absolute worst
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>>6213986
pretty gay/10
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someone please tell me how kayla is doing

>>6213989
whats ero filler
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>>6213956
you look like a dude
not even a dyke with short hair
you legitimately look like a dude
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Send help I'm useless
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>>6213998
You should check /b. He usually posts there.
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>>6213998
when a character is added because the editors think that a manga needs more panty shots to get attention.
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>>6213975
moap<3 hi bb ilu 5 ever ^~^ hru
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>>6213956
Glad i'm not the only man with boobs here.
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>>6213993
I was a natal male who took hormones and underwent procedures in order to live as a woman, if XXY means that Im not trans because of this, then what am I? If Im not a mentally ill male then I am no longer tru-trans?
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I need to quit my job and get a sugar daddy.
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>>6213993
How do you actually train a voice to behave that way? Voice training seems very intimidating honestly.
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>>6213948
>>6213948
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1cEBHMzQhSc

i didn't know what to say coz i instantly got turned off by my dumb voice

is there any hope for me, voice training is hard
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>>6214001
tell that to the other peeps pls :(
>>6213989
sure you can be both if you want
Idk i like my hair
>>6213967
i wish people would see what you see :(
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>>6214005
do you make those drawings, Korra? Have you considered getting a bit more professional with that? drawfags can get some decent cash as a side job, a few live off that but it's pretty rare.
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>>6213986
This vacation I'm on is starting to grind my gears. No privacy at all, and I can't realize any of my hobbies. I also added a trip from here today, so I made a new acquaintance. Way to go, me.

What'd you do today?
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>>6213993
I was told 246 is really low though...
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>>6214017
Do you have 'mild autism'?
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>>6214007
Oh CWC you poor, poor soul.

>>6214008
I think you go under the freak category.
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>>6214014
Hi grace.
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>>6213960
I know that beautiful girl, yeah.
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>>6214029
Hello, how are youu
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>>6214026
oh

sorry
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>>6214030
Yeah Todd is pretty handsome.
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>>6214037
Answer the question
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those guys voices are hot
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>>6214033
I've been better. A little blue right now.
I vented here but I'm not feeling much better,
>>6213912
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>>6213961
<3
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>>6213954
Cute outfit
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>>6214045
isn't he like really short?
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>>6214027
>Oh CWC you poor, poor soul.
I always feel worse for those "trolls" that documented every day of cwc's life. that's some serious stuff.
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>>6214048
I don't, I'm just tired and having a shitty week & hate my voice
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>>6214017
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0vBI157BNc5
>>6214014
the dream
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>>6214027
Theres just no winning then, Ill never just be a normal girl. Brb an heroing.
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what do people here think about chin clefts?
they good or nah?
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>>6214059
manlets are cute imh[on]o
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>>6214045
I want Todd to tell me more sweet little lies
>>6214050
Don't be lonely friend, I'm home now
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>>6214008
if youre intersex. you have a biological claim on being female, we dont. you need to have normal chromosomes to be diagnosed as trans.
dont worry tho, nearly every transgirl thinks she is intersex at some point, very few actually are. so you probably can keep the trutrans badge

>>6214015
I-I dont know, I just trained for like a year

>>6214022
compared to what? ovulating women? I dont think more is necessary. the way I understood it 246 was the result for 4mg and youre now on 6, right?
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>>6214067
In my experience its a common trait for giraffekin like myself. Pretty not femme.
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>>6214067
as in, for guys? it's okay, I don't have the fetish but it's a pretty manly thing so I get it.
for a tranny? it can be saved but it's hard. the most marked one I've seen was in a HS girl who literally had a little butt in her chin.
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>>6214067
HON TIER
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>>6214014
why bad day? D:

>>6214019
no I just like them alot =) but I if like to doodle in my free time. I used to draw alot as a little girl but Iist my muse bc childhood trauma and haven't bothered to try to relight it
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>>6214075
yeah
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>>6214075
If you have no biological claim on being female, doesn't that mean /pol is right and we're all degenerate faggots destined for the fire?
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>>6214086
Don't ever refer to your younger self as a little girl again. You make my skin crawl. Fuck.
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>>6214059
I think that's just /v spreading lies after being cucked by him and buying FO4 in droves.

>>6214061
Do you think those trolls are responsible for Chris becoming a tranny?

>>6214066
It's okay Moap. Being a freak is not the end of the world. Just look at this general.
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>tfw people gender me female
I just wanna live my cuntboy AAP dream ;-;
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>>6214014
I mean.. I basically have that as my job in a way. Only instead of lewd he demands social media strategies and marketing proposals.
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>tfw manly
>tfw huge chin
>tfw huge nose
>tfw caveman brow
>tfw right eye is messed up and deformed
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>>6214074
Hmph... Thanks. I'm just... not in a happy place. I have an appointment with a psyche on the 23rd (2 days earlier than before I re-scheuled... woo. yay.) and even then I'm going to be waiting a while for a specialist, and I'm 90% positive that my mum is going to try and sabotage it... if I even have a chance of getting on HRT, and there's no guarantee I'll be able to afford it. And after that, there's voice training which I won't be able to pull off for ages and might never get down... I'm stressing out. And I can't stop.
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>>6214005
Korra I cant take all this talk of mental illness, it makes me think Im just a degenerate faggot lying to myself who should an hero.
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>>6214102
Nobody would gender that picture you posted as female, but if you pass irl then good for you hon.
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>>6214098
korra is a self-additted agp black man vicariously living through a cartoon character what do you expect
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>>6214106
Welcome to the club. Here's your free rope.

At least I don't have to wear sunglasses because of my brow. Stay positive lol
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yo anyone ever have days where they think they should just be a dumb faggoty girly boy instead of a girl because they'll never pass as a cis-girl??
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>tfw another night spent getting no rest
i wish this was for lewd reasons or something
morning girls @___@
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>>6214089
I dont think 8mg should ever be selfmedded without someone monitoring your liver, but its your life I guess... Iam fairly certain the ~350-400 youre probably at now arent too low though.

>>6214096
what part of not stigmatizing mental illness do you not understand

>>6214102
I detransitioned Lily :^)
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>>6214112
>good for you
No it's not
I wanna get gendered male yo ;-;
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>>6214099
>Do you think those trolls are responsible for Chris becoming a tranny?
I was still a bit into it and it came as shock to the cwcwiki, so I seriously doubt it. If anything they helped him repress more.
I remember when they coordianted a date (with a pretty cute member of the wiki), recorded it, met the dad and attacked them wearing a pickle costume like three hours into the date.
No one can be so into some poor cowlol's life to get that far without real issues.
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I wore makeup in boy mode today. Also got called miss at panda express.
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>>6214109
well ur not ur a super qt girl and someone I love very much. I would cry for days if u died ;~; pls bb
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>>6213993
<3
I think I've posted my girlvoice before but here it is
https://clyp.it/uhrjlrmw

I havn't really used my guyvoice in years either and it takes considerable effort to do a guy voice. Also, trying to make myself sound like a straight guy apparently makes me sound autistic.
My voice never really fully dropped though, so I have the faggy teenager thing going on.

>>6213997
welp

>>6214021
Oh, where are you on vacation?

I didn't do a whole lot today really. Shitposted, looked for work, put off working out. Being neet sucks ;_;
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>>6214119
Me too >>6213956 :^)
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>>6214115
Sunglasses are for normies, I would never wear any even though summer fucks up my eyes.
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>>6214106
>>tfw right eye is messed up and deformed
that's not a particularly male trait...
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>>6214116
>dumb faggoty girly boy
What makes you think that kind of life is any better compared to an existence as a tranny?
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>>6214120
So can I keep calling you larry then?
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>>6214116
yes, just like depression disphoria isn't a constant state or you'd get used to it and turn it into background noise.
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>>6214121
Are you talking about the emu ranch? It seems 2/3's of lolcows there are trannies.
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>>6214102
how do you feel that kayla is presenting as a dyke in jeans and flannel?
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>>6214126

If you wear makeup is it really a boy mode?
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>>6214133
because at least i pass as a pathetic beta cuckboy with gay hair and a dumb face
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>>6214136
Nah my name is xander
>>6214141
Idk she isn't even parttime so literally just lumberjack hipster
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>>6214119
If being transgendered is a mental illness then the proper treatment IS NOT gender transition. The correct treatment would be drug you until you stop feeling dysphoria. Therefor, transpeople who transition are still mentally ill and should be treated as confused men. There is no stigma against mental illness here, only the fact that if our desire to be female is but a mental disorder then we SHOULD NOT be indulged on it, and transgender identity DOES NOT EXIST and is just as made up as other tumblr identities.
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>>6214118
I know the feeling. I've got a ton of work stress and theres these new lights right outside my apartment keeping me up all night. It sucks.

>>6214141
its a fun look stop judging girls for shit
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>>6214102
what are you going to do when your government mandates all women to wear burqa?
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>>6214132
It's still disgusting, my fucked up man eyes and chin is all I can look at when I see my own face and I look past everything else for some reason.
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>>6214147
Larry it is then
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>>6214140
No, the CwC wiki. Since they documented every month of his life with dayly marks, collected extra info on the parents and familly and had transcriptions for absolutely everything ever recorded; I'd assume they are the specialists.
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>>6214148
>take drugs to stop feeling like a woman
>stop taking drugs and feel like a woman again

so your solution to not taking drugs to become and feel like a woman is to take drugs 24/7 to NOT feel like a woman
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>>6214155
Thanks
>>6214150
Laugh at them
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>>6214155
Larrylily.
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>>6213972
No idea who that is

>>6213979
Im not, i havent posted in months.
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>>6214164
where'd you get that jacket
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>>6214164
heeeey i remember you.
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>>6214157
>CwC wiki
I always found kiwifarms more fun. And yes there are some really messed-up people following the life of Sonichu creator. That crowd is almost as bad as CWC.
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>>6214164
>Im not, i havent posted in months.
I confused you with someone else.
I'm not a fun of the schoolboy look, I do love the jacket even if it's a bit durararaesque.
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>>6214158
My solution would be to stop trying to claim that being transgendered is a mental condition, that transpeople who advocate this position are self hating and need to accept themselves, and that anyone should be allowed to take whatever drugs they want to do whatever they like to their own bodies without having to worry about the stigmas of others creeping into their personal lives.

But, on the hypothetical that being trans is a mental disorder, we should try to cure the mental disorder and not allow mentally ill men to destroy their bodies.
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>>6214116
yes
then I remember dysphoria doesn't work like that and I can't pass as a 'girly' anything
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>>6214142
they are mens clothes and shoes so yeah
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>sleep for 12+ hours
>still tired

tfw no comfy sleeps with gf
idu why i am always sleepy at all times .__.
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>sister just made a joke about me not being able to have kids
I like being a living fucking joke to the rest of the world
>>6214086
Yeah. Work hasn't been going the greatest.
>>6214105
what job
>>6214107
Don't worry, you're going to make it, I promise. I know it seems impossible now but you'll get through it. <3
>>6214116
I'm fucking disgusting as a guy so my only options are make it as a girl or kill myself
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>>6214185
not enough dick desu. youre suffwrinf the effects of withdrawal
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>>6214116
I'm coming to that realization
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>>6214130
no I mean I am off E

>>6214129
>ywn make elanna read whole books to you while youre curled up in her lap
why live ;_;

your voice is great, but you probably know that anyway. I wish mine was that good.

>>6214148
>The correct treatment would be drug you until you stop feeling dysphoria.
correct. this doesnt exist though. as a result, steps are undertaken to make life as livable as possible.

>Therefor, transpeople who transition are still mentally ill
yes

>should be treated as confused men
>then we SHOULD NOT be indulged on it
who says that.

>transgender identity DOES NOT EXIST

true, its called transsexuals.
>and is just as made up as other tumblr identities.
nope, its probably based on faulty neurological development/wiring, so its the result of something physical. its a mental illness, but it does exist.
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>>6214185
maybe you have leukemia
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>>6214192
Ffs prep ?
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>>6214176
Looks like me.
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>>6214014
>I need to quit my job and get a sugar daddy.
same

except for the sugar daddy part
and the job part
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>>6214185
You're a beta slave, four hours of that sleep is actually you being programmed for sex by a handler. Its the ultimate fate of every passable tranny.
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>>6214129
Currently, I'm in the North Sea. But with my family. Not with a qt bf material man ;-;

And you're a NEET? Would have never thought. Do you have a completed education though?

I think I failed to ask what field you work in. What do you?
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>>6214185
sounds like you slept too much

if I sleep more than 8 hrs I feel grogy all day

6 hours is perfect desu

>tfw no gf to sleep with

>>6214188
vp of media and marketing with a tech firm you've never heard of
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>>6214199
then what the heck are you talking about
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>>6214197
no, I am just out.
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>>6214188
Yeah... maybe. I need cuddles right now... I can feel my eyes tearing up.

>>6214188
>a joke about me not being able to have kids
Steal hers. Don't give them back.

That... gives me an idea.
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>>6214188
I'm sure you're not that bad as a guy.

At the very least HRT makes your face more feminine so if you don't make it as a girl you can always just bind and be a cute twink faggot until you turn 25-28 and then commit
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mom bought me 2 more tops today

F L A N N E L
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>>6214206
whaddya mean chipmunk
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>>6214182
there are countries out there that are pretty much
>you want to transition? yeah, sure, sign a couple forms so we update the database and do it.
but service providers don't want to touch your drugs. I think Phien said before that the mental disorder angle is good if only for letting in girls who couldn't afford it.
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>>6214212
why is your mom buying your clothes?
>>
Most of you should kys
Death to the hons
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>>6214213
I'm about to log on in a few mins :D
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>>6214184
>women can't wear men clothing
>women don't look better than men in fitting men clothing
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>>6214182
How is someone whose brain and body aren't compatible at least some kind of ill/disabled.

Medication and surgery aren't inherently bad and in many cases are used to solve health and mental issues.

Illnesses and disabilities are a thing, people are not always looked down for having them. Same would be with transgenderism.
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>>6214208
Why ?
>>6214220
tfw want to be a hon
;-;
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>>6214192
No theres a drug that makes you stop feeling dysphoria, its been posted in here and on polgbt a lot lately. You should look into it.

Any psychiatrist will tell you that indulging on the fantasies of a mentally ill patient is a very bad thing.

Transsexuality doesnt really exist then, its just men mutilating themselves. Coming up with terms to label it is meaningless when in an ideal world we would cure them all and wed all be happy as man.

Ill be in the corner with my brains splayed across the floor in the meantime, be sure to bury me in a nice dress. I have a feeling Im not the only person here who would rather die than be a man, so Im sure I wont be the only one.
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>>6214213
if you say same
and then say except for everything i just said
what are you talking about
>>6214211
Oh no, I was that bad as a guy. Absolutely disgusting. A complete and utter beta faggot. Not that I'm much better now but transitioning has been a slight improvement.
>>6214220
on it
>>6214209
Shh, it's okay to cry and let it out. I'd give you a tight hug if I could.
>>6214205
Oh nice, that must be a comfy job.
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>>6214212
>wearing mens clothing
>still passes
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>>6214229
I work 15 hours a day desu

on top of next to no pay because we're between investor capital rn with a dozen projects launching
no food in the house at all

I'm thinking retail might be better at this rate
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>>6214220
I want to die!
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oh and I got my levels today from my doctor

T is at fucking 5
E is at 211
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uh.... is it weird to have rape fantasies? i keep daydreaming about being fucked by a guy unwillingly.
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>>6214188
>>sister just made a joke about me not being able to have kids
>I like being a living fucking joke to the rest of the world
hatefull joke or just sibling rivalry for fun?
Because if she doesn't see it as an issue and puts it on the same level as having glasses then that's pretty cool.

>>6214205
>vp of media and marketing with a tech firm you've never heard of
any tips for the job market?
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>>6214224
You already are one, Larry
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>>6214229
Was it the way you acted or looked in boymode?

Becoming trans or whatever the fuck convinced me to lose weight, start dressing better and feel better even as a boy/boymode
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>>6214229
I... I want a lot of things right now... I think I'll go lie on the floor for a while.

>tfw you've been visibly upset for an hour, made small talk with everyone, and not been asked what's wrong
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>>6214233
Both Eminem and Eliot pass flawlessly.
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>>6214241
I wish
How do i get people to gender me male ? :(
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>>6214243
What's wrong!
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>>6214116
Like every day tbqhon. It's killing me

>>6214220
Wanna help me out with that?
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>>6214238
It's a pretty common sexual fantasy for girls apparently.
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>>6214239
list yourself as trans

not kidding

diversity hires lmfao

also
>nobody cares about buzzwords in an interview
>tell people about things you've helped actually DO
>problems you've fixed
>plans you've developed

>>6214243
floor is comfy
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>>6214224
Congratulations you already are
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>>6214212
[heavy breathing]
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So many feels happening right now D:
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>>6214228
>trusting new drugs before they have been tested
for all we know the test subjects could be just repressing, if they chose to undergo treatment in the first place they probably looking for more excuses to repress. there's no proper way to create a test group, so most of their results are meaningless.
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>>6214204
Awe, how long are you at the north sea?

Also, yeah, I'm temporarily living the neet life until I can find work. I'm between school and actually finding work and the job market is pretty bad here in Alberta. Unemployed is probably a more accurate term because it implies that it's a bit more temporary.

I've completed a degree in chemistry and I'm searching for lab work at the moment, but I'm also applying for unrelated work in the hopes that a STEM degree will be enough to get my foot in the door.

>>6214192
>tfw
I would love to read books to someone but I haven't anyone in my life to do that for ;~;

Also, my voice is inconsistent. That's my voice at its best but it can either drop down into andro pitch range or have a strange nasally strained quality to it. I'd like to train it to be a bit better.
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>>6214245
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha
Hahahahahahahahhahahahaha

>>6214247
Implying
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>>6214253
See >>6214247
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>pleasantly buzzed off one hard cider

God I missed you HRT
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>>6214218
Thats where it starts but ultimately it would lead to denying people transition at all because indulging in a mental disorder is medically unsound. If transsexuality is just another mental disorder we should attempt to drug the person until they can live a normal life as the man they are. Especially in places with government run healthcare. And to be fair, if we are just mentally ill men, drugging us so that we stop feeling dysphoria is the correct solution.

>>6214223
I would consider it a deformity, not a condition. I dont know why everyone keeps saying I advocate looking down on transsexuals if its a mental disorder, I have never said anything even close to that. My point is that if transsexuality is a mental disorder the correct treatment is to cure the mental disorder, not indulge it.
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>>6214229
I didn't say except for quitting
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>>6214237
Lmao your levels are way off no wonder you look like garbage.
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>>6214243
>>6214229
By which I mean my family are assholes who can't read emotions unless they're literally being screamed at them

>>6214248
Thanks anon... That's actually kinda funny. Made me smile a little.

>>6214252
Floor is not comfy, but floor does not judge. Floor deserves hugs.
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>>6214261
less jokes more helping pls
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is anyone here adopted? (and trans)

I just had a pretty messed up dream about that :/

also I'm awake now and I remembered to take my estrogen so I'm de-detransitioning
Hi everyone!!!!!!!
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>>6214268
>way off
Actually those numbers are fine
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>>6214237
That explains your torpedo tits
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>>6214258
Regardless of these issues with current medication, pursuing a drug that combats the mental illness would be a much better treatment than extensive expensive surgeries that don't treat the mental illness.
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I've got some pretty GOAT penis stank right now if any of you girls are interested?
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>>6214273
Hi.
Adopted. Trans. And really friggin sad right now. What's the dream?
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>>6214262
Hons get gendered female all the time
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>>6214272
Not joking, marshal
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>>6214252
>>tell people about things you've helped actually DO
>>problems you've fixed
>>plans you've developed
like from previous job experiences? does it count if it were unpayed jobs that you're not listing in your resume? do you just bring that up or work it into some presentation from the get go? Where did you go looking for the job?
I'm not really that much of an autist, but I still want details in case I can get something I haven't realized.
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>>6214273
aayyy

that dream sounds messed, and my parents neglected me enough I might as well have been adopted rofl
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>>6214278
ur gross. lol
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>>6214273
Detransition, the stuff of nightmares.
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>>6214281
I've never been gendered female.
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>>6214289
You don't leave the house
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>>6214287
i would literally kms if I detransitioned. Prolly within a week.
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>>6214289
I got gendered female once when I was 17 by some old guy that dropped his glasses
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>>6214283
Err.. I got pulled out of school by my boss directly. I didn't go looking for it. When you're skilled people notice I guess.

I would list that stuff anyway as volunteer or intern experience, having a complete record is better than bringing up stuff out of nowhere.

>>6214292
this, trutrans4lyfe
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>>6214224
I waited too long

>>6214228
>No theres a drug that makes you stop feeling dysphoria,
there is not. the one youre referring to is a meme and has never been used on a transperson in clinical trial. its beyond silly to bring it up unironically.

>Any psychiatrist will tell you that indulging on the fantasies of a mentally ill patient is a very bad thing.
its a bad thing until it its not.
removing half your lung is a bad idea for a healthy individual. it can be lifesaving if you have cancer or something though. in medicine, the end justifies the means. the wellbeing of the patient is imperative, the highest level of wellbeing is currently achievable through transition. in most other mental illnesses other approaches yield better results.

>its just men mutilating themselves
yes, that IS transsexuality in essence.

>Coming up with terms to label it is meaningless
and still youd die for one? thats interesting.

>>6214258
the one (ONE) subject cited in the study had a bunch of other disorders, and was a fetishistic crossdresser, not actually trans

>>6214259
stop being so far away from my life ;~;
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>>6214292
lol you would look and sound exactly as you do now
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>>6214239
Probably sibling rivalry but still like there's shit she shouldn't go for. I wouldn't go for her being fat or her history of self harm or something, she shouldn't make hurtful jokes about me being trans either. She just told me it's because I did make a joke about something that does hurt her so I guess I have another thing to add to the list. Still, it's not the first time she's done it so it's not like this changes much.
>>6214243
It's amazing how family can ignore the most obvious signs you're upset so casually. My dad does all the time because he's not good at handling emotions.
Don't lay in the floor, at least treat yourself to your bed, you deserve that much.
>>6214242
Both.
My appearance was utter shite because I didn't give a shit because I was trying to repress dysphoria and make being trans go away. The way I acted was basically either how I am now or me trying to overcompensate or something to repress.
Transition has motivated me to do a lot of stuff to get my shit together and it's helped me a ton. I care about my appearance now, how I dress, how I look, I want to put time and effort into things, and how I act has gotten so much better because I'm free to just be me now.
>>6214265
oh
>>6214287
I'd rather fucking die.
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>>6214190
>>6214195
>>6214201

these are all real possibilities desu

>>6214205

it doesn't matter how much i sleep, i'm alwaaays tired. i think i need more estrogen or to lower my spiro. but i'm already only on 100mg a day sooo
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>>6214273
Flannel!!!!! you named your whismur after me!!!!

you have to give it the everstone!!!!!!!

promise me you'll never let it become an Exploud!!!!! pleeeeeeeeeeese!!!!!!!

>MFW flannel doesn't want to give me the everstone
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>>6214264
It would be a better treatment, but it doesn't exist at the moment, HRT and shit is the only thing close to a treatment so people can at least attempt to have a normal life.

Which is also why it should be considered as abnormal, illness, deformity, whatever you want to call it, so eventually there can be a better treatment.
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>>6214277
Not really. Pursuing a drug for a problem without a clear cause and that you could never actually test* is just a cash grab for farmaceuticals. We can't even get a 100% secure flu vaccine any year, antidepressants work in almost random patterns and other mental problems are treated with even less success.
*(since you'd need to round up at least a few hundred confirmed open transexuals who want to stop being something they had to fight to accept, and then giving a third of them just placebo; and then see the results for the next 10+ years somehow identifying actual changes and not just shutting up about their issues)
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>>6214224
>>6214296
whoops
I waited too long to get a new script and ran out. I have a script now but I am too depressed to hand it in, I also dont know if I can afford the 50-70 bucks or something.
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>>6214291
I've never been gendered female when I left my apartment though.
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>>6214299
My bed is stupid. The floor is nice and hard. And it's been kind to me. I might go under my bed though. It's cosy and small in there and I can be safe for a bit before the darkness sets in and the monsters come out.


Sorry, I'm... I thought I was over this. Apparently not.
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>>6214298
false actually. if you knew me pre hrt there's rdy significant changed that have happened.

but besides that the idea of living as a man is unbearable for me even if my outside doesn't match the inside right now
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>>6214306
And you never will
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>>6214259
Just until Saturday. Then it finally goes back home. To all of my shit. And my privacy.

But c'mon, if it's only temporary you can hardly call it being a NEET. You have education and training completed. Stop the self-depreciation goddamnit D:

With a degree in STEM, that''s also like, P R O S P E C T S galore. But what's that field you have your foot in the door of?
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>>6214306
I bet you don't get gendered at all because people don't do that shit in civilised countries. You need to actually be out and about everyday to judge how you're gendered.
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>>6214300
I mean my spiro was at 300 for a long time but overtime made me tired, dropped to 200 for a couple years then same thing, now I'm only on 100 so you might have to get it dropped more shrug

my levels are fine constantly tho so its not that

>>6214304
rip
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>>6214280
>>6214284
>in dream
>find out I'm adopted
>me and my parents go to meet birth parents
>I'm in girlmode
>"hi I'm your uhh... Son"
>bewildered looks
>my parents ended up getting screamed at for "making me like this" and "brainwashing me"
>complicated legal shit happens
>taken away from parents
>birth parents make me detransition
idek why I didn't realise I'm 18 and can't just get ordered into a different family by courts but jesus I did not enjoy that dream lol

>>6214287
exactly

>>6214301
okay!! :D
where do I find an everstone?
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>>6214273
I dreamed pot worked as an AA...
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>>6214309
You are living as a man
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>>6214317
Just give me a week or so and Ill be the Ladykiller of the general.
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>>6214281
Nice
>>6214282
wat
>>6214304
want me to send you some ?
didn't take any spare ones with me to vaterland :(
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>>6214320
This....

Well. I'm not going to be confronting my birthmother anytime soon... or maybe I should do it sooner?

And now I'm feeling even worse. Thanks for telling me anyway. I'm just being a moodyboots because I'm insane and my brain wants me to die.
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>>6214310
I know

>>6214316
I bet they think I look male though.
Don't even remember the last time I was called him or he but i'm almost certain most people think I look male, wish we got gendered here ;_;
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>>6214328
I can guarantee I've been lewd with the most people out of anyone in this thread.. except edie
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>>6214296
Id die rather than go back to life as a man, correct. Id rather die than take medication that changed my personality to the point where I no longer wanted to be female.

Regardless of the current state of dysphoria treating medication, the science of them should be pursued because if we are just mentally ill men, being not mentally ill men is a far higher level of wellbeing than being a freak.

I think you're completely wrong Phien, I think you've been listening too much to /pol/ and I believe that advocating transsexuality as a mental illness is self hate.

If you are just a mentally ill man, as you have argued in these last few posts- why don't you just detransition? This being a woman thing is a lie thats unattainable, you're living a lie. Come back to reality and stop taking hormones.
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>>6214287
Don't worry hon, I'm working hard to make sure the hons are stripped of their hrt
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>>6214293
you just need to poke people in the eyes when you meet them and you'll 100% pass!!

>>6214296
>he one (ONE) subject cited in the study
how is that even a stufy? and then people say that social sciences are a joke...

>>its just men mutilating themselves
>yes, that IS transsexuality in essence.
well, no, also women mutilating themselves. don't be mean to minorities amon minorities, phien.
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>>6214327
lol this
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>>6214289
Some 6yo called me 'a woman' in the bus once, though the more I think of it she might have meant someone else. Hon's life for me
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>>6214299
I'm glad I'm not alone in that coming to terms with being trans helped me out a bunch. even without HRT
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I'm not on HRT but I'm considering buying a training bra

I'd just like to be wearing one
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>>6214323
thatd be amazing

also imagine all the cute stoner boys slowly turning into femboys and maybe girls
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>>6214292
I would kill myself if faced with detransition, Id rather die than be a man again. There is no greater hell imaginable.

>>6214299
Same, if they ever start treating transexuality as a mental disorder and treat it with dysphoria ridding medications as opposed to transition, again I would kill myself.

>>6214320
Id rather die than be a man again.
>>
>tfw feeling like shit but you get some wonderful news.

It's gonna be OK I think
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>>6214337
I'm comfortable living a lie, and you seem to be too.
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>>6214357
Don't worry moap, I'll make sure you're stripped of you hrt
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>>6214350
I've only been called she by hugboxers.
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>>6214299
>She just told me it's because I did make a joke about something that does hurt her so I guess I have another thing to add to the list. Still, it's not the first time she's done it so it's not like this changes much.
you can talk about it, you're lucky. a lot of girls here are pretty much hated by their families.

>>6214300
Sleep tight, fuckers!

oversleeping gets you more sleepy, and unregular sleeping schedules do too.

>>6214304
why don't just drink pregnant mare piss? It will make you apreciate the simple life.
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>>6214363
Yeah basically
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>>6214296
How 2 move 2 germany?
;~;

>>6214311
Nice, well at least it will be over soon. Is there not a bunch of cool stuff to see in the meantime though? ;~;

Also, fair enough, but I'm usually pretty down on myself, it's just sort of in my nature. I'll rephrase though: I have a degree and graduated into a terrible crashing job market and am currently unemployed ;~;

There's certainly prospects with a STEM degree but it's a matter of the issue that so many people are vying for those same prospects. Other than lab work or research work, there's stuff like government work, policy analysts and the like. Just general stuff that requires an aptitude for maths and sciences that isn't necessarily a science job.
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>>6214268
what? I thought the goal was no T and all E
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>>6214369
your levels are fine, that anon who is probably larry is just being a dickhead
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>>6214302
HRT and gender transition distance you from a normal life, it is a deestructive treatment that exposes people to ridicule, trauma, hatred, and danger. If you are a medical professional who believes dysphoria is a mental illness and not a physical deformity, and you still prescribe hormones, you're a mad scientist who deserves to lose his license.

In leiu of an effective drug, verbal therapy would still be far more effective at dissuading the illness than HRT would. Again, if transsexuality is a mental illness than pushing transition on these men is cruel and wrong. Being a tranny is far worse than being a mentally ill man.

>>6214303
This is just an excuse so that your theory never gets put to the test, its not a mental illness and this is why medical proffesionals dont try to undergo these tests.

You should detransition if this is how you feel, by the way.
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>>6214366
>terrible crashing job market

This is what happens for being born in Alberta.
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oh and also
>phone rings really early in the morning
>"h-hello?" (pls no judge I can't answer with a name because there are still people I'm not out to)
>"oh sorry did I wake you up?"
>"no no it's fine"
>"well I'm just calling about the time for next week"
>"oh maybe you should call my mum on her mobile"
>"who is this?"
>"it's [my name]"
>"oh I thought this was [mother's name] - you both sound the same!"
this was a good feeling the first time it happened, but I am NOT comfortable with phone calls, and getting into potentially several minutes of conversation where I have no idea who the other person is or what they want and they expect me to know all this shit, is not fun for me

>>6214323
lmao

>>6214355
>also imagine all the cute stoner boys slowly turning into femboys and maybe girls
oh god the femboys
this post is making me feel things

>>6214357
well yeah that's kind of the direction the dream started taking

>>6214332
>I'm insane and my brain wants me to die
yyeeeeah I remember that feeling :/

>And now I'm feeling even worse
;_;
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>>6214355
But it made weed extremely expensive and somehow it came in pills that you could put in line and smoke.
I felt sort of bad for my stoner friends without disphoria during the dream.

>>6214350
I used to be called a girl all the time around age 12 even with an unibrow.
If only I had transitioned then.
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>>6214376
>your levels are fine
what would perfect levels be?
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>>6214377
>HRT and gender transition distance you from a normal life
yeah no

do I have to start posting my pre-transition diary again? If that was a normal life then god am I fucking glad to have distanced myself from it
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>>6214300
Edie! I got my SPIRO!!! I'm so happy I'm freaking out! I got it at the supermarket! Hahahaha..pic related

>>6214320
Ummm I forgot where you get it. I thought a profs assistant gave it to you, but I might be wrong. :( press b in the meantime pleeeeeese!
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>>6214381
What? There's nothing wrong with answering the phone with hello, it's like the most normal thing in the world.
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>>6214378
Born a tranny in Alberta and graduated during an oil crash

RIP
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>>6214381
I'm so crazy that I'm keeping track of it though...

It's the only way I'll be able to tell the psyche what it feels like before everything goes numb.
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>>6214377
>This is just an excuse so that your theory never gets put to the test, its not a mental illness and this is why medical proffesionals dont try to undergo these tests.
It's how drug test works, it's not an excuse. I'm happy as a woman and I wouldn't like to take drugs that make me "normal" or something like that. I'm saying that you simply can't make a drug for something you don't know the cause and couldn't test in any form.
I'm not sure what part of my post made you think I considered it just an illness to cure, I do think it's a brain issue more than anything else but jumping from there to wanting it "fixed" is a long distance. There is no cure for synesthesia and I've never heard of anyone wanting to change that part of their brain, it still comes from there.
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>>6214320
idk if its the same in the remake but you find it in a rock in the cave in dewford, on the way to meet steven
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>>6214394
aren't you like a hot shot chemist? get a job in that

>>6214377
waht?
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Umm yeah, there's a blackout in this country right now :(
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>>6214377
Lots of people manage to live a normal life while going through HRT. It's certainly better than spending your whole life with anxiety and depression.

Sure it doesn't work for everyone, but this goes for most treatments.

And again it sure as hell isn't a perfect solution but it's the best one there is right now.
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>>6214391
>got my SPIRO
Congrats =)
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>>6214394
Could be worse you could live in Edson.
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>>6214360
Detransition or kill yourself then, you mentally ill freak.

>>6214361
Ill make sure your family is stripped of their will to live after hours of grueling torture.

>>6214381
At this rate we're all biting the bullet eventually.
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>>6214335
really? I dont even remember you senpai

>>6214331
>want me to send you some ?
>didn't take any spare ones with me to vaterland :(

thanks for the offer, but Ill probably go to the pharmacy sometime this or next week.

>>6214337
youre jumping to conclusions based on your own assumption that being mentally ill is devalues us. its doesnt devalue us. its a simple truth.

>Id die rather than go back to life as a man, correct. Id rather die than take medication that changed my personality to the point where I no longer wanted to be female.

same, a new treatment killing the feminity in us now would be murder because you cant just change the core identity of a person. newer treatment would have to be applied to pretransitioners, ideally it should be fixed in the womb or shortly after birth. it should under NO circumstances be tried out on post transitioners.

>why don't you just detransition?
too much effort. I should kill myself instead. being a tranny isnt my only mental illness anyway, so nothing of worth would be lost.

>I think you're completely wrong Phien

that is your right. essentially, youre afraid of being labelled as not-a-woman thats pretty natural, I was at that stage myself a while ago. Reality is though that we re way closer to sterilized men than natal women. the problem is that general transphobia makes people think
that is a bad thing on a social level. its not though. how we live our lives is nobodies business at least until people are easily curable before transitioning.


>>6214346
iirc it was american or british, they do this shit regularly.
>tfw Curtis published a study with NO SUBJECTS

>>6214364
no ;-;

>>6214366
I-Idk ;~;
Id need a friend tho, specifically (you)
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>>6214391
resize your fr*aking pics!
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>>6214377
>exposes people to ridicule, trauma, hatred, and danger
oh and this is bullshit too

before I transitioned I got pushed around and called 'faggot' and shit sooo fucking much, especially in high school
since transition no one cares because now it's normal for me to be acting / talking like a girl
so yeah, you're retarded
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>>6214415
Ok mei führer
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>>6214382
>If only I had transitioned then.
Yeah at this point my life feels like it's just an endless purgatory filled with regret
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>>6214411
Thanks! :)

>>6214415
Stupid electricity died in my country so I can't answer via skype. Just phone
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>>6214412
I was born in Edson and then moved to Niton Junction when I was 2 and then to Kelowna in BC when I was 6 and I still live here whats up senpai
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>>6214415
was the study on how hard it is to do a proper study
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>tfw you always thought you were an old hon but you're turning into a babe with big boobs
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>>6214366
There's jack dick to see. It's super windy and chilly and there's legit nothing to do. I absolutely love it. But the house we have up here has no room for privacy.

I only get it really late at night when everybody's asleep.

Do you think it's gonna get better? Like, what are your realistic chances of getting employed where you want to get employed? And how long have you been jobless for now? Living at home too? Are your parents supportive and shit?
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>>6214407
energy crisis here, colleges can't afford the new prices and cut down on their labs.

>>6214415
>>tfw Curtis published a study with NO SUBJECTS
I clearly should had specialized in a field that just lets you make stuff up and get it published...

>no ;-;
stop devaluating your ancestry and drink mare piss!
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>>6214406
>petrochemicals
>oil crash
Do you see the problem?

>>6214412
True, also hi Edson anon

>>6214415
;~;
Y-you could come here too right?
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>>6214393
where are you from? "hello" is just so blunt
you at least have to say "hello [name] speaking"...

>>6214402
you should keep a diary. It really helped me to be able to write how I felt down and think through it all. It's good for processing everything (and maybe in 2 years' time you'll be able to look at it and thank your lucky stars that you aren't the same person any more)
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>>6214441
>Do you see the problem?
should have worked for a cosmetic company, they need chemists
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>>6214435
you can be an old hon with big boobs, though. it's probably the worst outcome. but I'm happy that it's working, just please don't tell me that old hon because you waited until you were 19 or something like that or I might have to slap you in a non lewd way.
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>>6214435
>tfw you felt like a hon for having no chest and then you realized that yours are atleast nice and naturally round and you're just like pear shaped
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>>6214447
I'm 30
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>>6214444
>where are you from? "hello" is just so blunt
>you at least have to say "hello [name] speaking"...
not that anon, I've always answered with
>Yes?
people tell me I'm agressive on the phone but it gets me a bit anxious. cell phones with bad connection that make me here my voice are pure torture.
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Generally how long should this weird in between confused stares thing last? Considering I'm actually putting in effort
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im HOOOOOOOOOOoooommmeeeee

where the dicks at
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>>6214381
When I got my levels my doctor thought I was my mom over the phone, BASED FEEL
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>>6214453
Around a year ymmv
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>>6214453
idk about you but i get aggressive looks by men tbhon 1 year hon
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>>6214444
Well... I don't think so. I'd have nothing to write. It's easier to keep an erasable log, then take a photo and wipe it clean. I just noticed that appearance in in 3 of those 4 entries... And one lead into the 4th with gender identity... I guess most of it's dysphoria huh...

Fuck you too life.

>>6214455
On us. That's the problem.
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>>6214431
no he 'debunked' the effects of progesterone on transwomen by not testing the med :^)
literal retard. I think he is FtM too, london based Endo

>>6214426
I havent said anything yet, I was too busy writing a wall of text ;-;

>>6214439
Idk if it was published in a research paper

>>6214424
thank you tho <3 <3 <3
should you stumble upon a pack or seroquel tho, thats something I could probably use.


>>6214441
>petrochemicals
wut, I thought you were an Alice, I am so confused.

>>6214441
>Y-you could come here too right?
but I am so tied up here, and all the fine cuisine is in europe ;-;...

>>6214449
>tfw it catches on!
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>>6214455
right here unfortunately

>>6214456
it is a pretty good feel ^_^
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>>6214435
Pics?
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>>6214449
stop impersonating Phien!

>>6214451
then I'm really happy for you.
in the timelines link up in the OP there's a girl that transitioned at 33 and ended up looking like a woman in her late 20's so it's not unheard of but still a good process.
If you feel comfortable I'd like it if you made a chart and sent it to whoever is keeping track of that imgr, it's not the best when it's filled with girls in their teens...
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>>6214465
>it is a pretty good feel ^_^
yeah especially when they as for [insert boy name] to get on the line and I am all, yeah this is me and they are all taken aback
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>>6214463
>>6214465
zzz

fair point tho

i just like living vicariously thru others sexual experiences with dudes

because im pathetic
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>>6214453
until you deal with the rest of your issues, B.
disphoria doesn't prevent you from having depression
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>>6214406
Im arguing against the idea that we're mentally ill men, nothing to see here.

>>6214390
>>6214419
Why do you think I care about your personal narrative? I don't, it doesnt speak for the rest of transpeople or transsexuals on a whole either and thinking it does is straight up autism. Detransition or kill yourself if you honestly think you're just a mentally ill man.

>>6214403
You cant be happy as a woman if you're not really a woman, you're just lying to yourself according to your own theories and no one wil accept you. Kill yourself or detransition.

>>6214409
If being a transexual is a mental illness then the best solution is to come to terms with and accept your manhood, then detransition.

>>6214415
You keep saying that Im putting a stigma on mental illness that simply isn't there, I assume because it strengthens your belief in your own position. There is no stigma, I have close family members who have suffered from both Schizophrenia and Alzheimers.

You're trying to hit me personally by saying Im scared of being labelled as not a woman, but I think you're projecting your own experiences onto me based on the whole, "I was just at that stage" comment.
Im arguing against you because you're wrong, and thats it. Again, this is you putting words in my mouth to strengthen your belief in your own position.

Wasn't it a lot of effort to transition in the first place? You've done it before, if you're just a mentally ill man the only way for you to be happy is to accept your masculinity and move on. Saying its too hard is just another excuse, go back to being a man already, thats the reality after all according to you.
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>>6214471
or what?

>>6214464
t-theyre great images s-senpai
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>>6214468
I posted them very briefly last night.....
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I'm going keto I think guys, I want to lose that last like 20-30lbs >.<
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>>6214431
I kek'd

>>6214480
Or I'll misgender you and treat you like the boy Phien has become in the last days.
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>>6214471
I can do that. I dunno i still get carded for cigarettes :/ lucky I guess
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>>6214416
2big or 2small?

>>6214464
Oh ok, don't worry about it

>>6214439
Are you in Venzuela?
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>>6214476
Butt sex hurts tho, Ms. OG Fu.
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>>6214323
>>6214355
>>6214382
wasn't there talk of modified hemp plants grown to provide anti androgenic and estrogenic effects?
>I used to be called a girl all the time around age 12, If only I had transitioned then.
iktf ._.
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>>6214492
not if you do it right
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>>6214486
you know i live with and spend my time around yume right

Im very capable of just rolling with being a femboy for the memes
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>>6214479
>If being a transexual is a mental illness then the best solution is to come to terms with and accept your manhood, then detransition.

That's not how anything works, that's the same thing as telling depressed people "just stop being depressed".

Mental doesn't mean it's psychological, it comes from physiological issues in your brain.
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>>6214492
>tfw he cums inside you
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>>6214479
>Why do you think I care about your personal narrative?
you said something that was totally fucking wrong. I called you out on it

>doesnt speak for the rest of transpeople or transsexuals
neither does your ridiculous narrative

>Detransition or kill yourself if you honestly think you're just a mentally ill man.
welp okay then how about you take a look at this NORMAL LIFE that HRT and transition distanced me from
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>>6214504
I'll never not be jealous of this ><
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>>6214476
really? you're prettycute, top of the crop here. what's stopping you from your deserved dickings?

>>6214479
>You cant be happy as a woman if you're not really a woman, you're just lying to yourself according to your own theories and no one wil accept you.
I didn't present any theory, I'm saying the concept of a drug to treat such a niche and under-researched area is ridiculous.
I can't make me be cis, and I couldn't live as a man. I'm doing the best I can with what I have. Why would I detransition? I have literally no reasson to do so.
Just because something is in the brain doesn't make it right or wrong, it just is there. I'm sorry if I'm too lazy to check all your previous posts, but what was your specific position?

You told someone else
>If being a transexual is a mental illness then the best solution is to come to terms with and accept your manhood
how could that be the best solution? If you have a cold you don't accept it and live with your runny nose. If you have depression you don't accept it and become happy. The only meassures to deal with disphoria is transitioning and it solves most of the problem, so there is no issue here.
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>>6214503
It worked for my brother when he just stopped being crazy even though he suffers from bi-polar schizophrenia and Im sure he isn't the only one. You're just making excuses so that you don't have to try. You're a man, get over it, detransition.
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>>6214506
NOOOOOORMAL
LIFE

idgaf I'm distancing myself as far as I fucking can from this shit
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>>6214446
No cosmetic companies around here, only oil.

>>6214464
an Alice? sorry?

Also you're right but it's so hard to immigrate to Germany isn't it? (unless you're a refugee :^))

>>6214436
That honestly sucks, that was the thing that I really didn't like about family vacations. I never really asked though, how old are you? I havn't gone on a trip with my family in a long time ;_;

Also, the job market should eventually get better but as of right now the price of oil is remaining low. I've been between school and work for about 3 weeks now so it's not really a chronic issue. I'm living with my parents, they're supportive of me being trans and really havn't had any issues with it since first year transition. Took them realizing that I was a lot happier before I think it finally settled in though.
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>>6214489
>2big or 2small?
2big. 1000px on the longest side is the biggest recommended by /p/ and /p/ is always right and never hugboxy.
>Venezuela
evitanon here
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>>6214504

Did he cum on your feminine penis?
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>>6214513
>You're a man, get over it, detransition.
lead by example
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>>6214514
shit flannel don't make yourself read these again. It won't do you any good, it's better to move on
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>>6214509
im in a relationship and i hate myself and dont think i deserve to get what i want in life
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>>6214495
pic looks like a future fat lady, pretty decent

I couldn't see anyone investing in that modified hemp besides rich repressed transexuals.
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>>6214525

Is it 2013 again already?
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>>6214506
Ive said nothing incorrect, you asserting that it is incorrect based on your personal narrative is autistic. Your inability to understand my point is also autistic. Your belief that we are all mentally ill men even though you are now living a comfortable and more happy life as the woman you always wanted to be, is also autistic.
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>>6214477
Yeah I know.. I actually will see a therapist. Thank you.

>>6214460
Thanks Kari. It's funny sometimes I can handle it, other times I cant. I can deal with a year

>>6214462
What kind of aggressive looks?
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>>6214513
If it really worked for him then he wasn't a severe case, there are degrees to everything.
If it didn't actually work and he's just lying to you to protect you then I feel sorry for him.
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>>6214532
Oh shut up already. It takes a lot for me to swear at someone, but I'm sick of your shit. Practically everyone's disagreed with you. So go shit up some other board already.

>>6214535
>see a therapist.
It helps.
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>>6214520
Im not a man though anon-senpai, and your refusal to detrans strengthens my point that neither are you.
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>>6214479
>I assume because it strengthens your belief in your own position

I dont need belief for this.

>You're trying to hit me personally by saying Im scared of being labelled as not a woman
that was just a theory, maybe youre just unable to see reality for other reasons, Idk.

>Saying its too hard is just another excuse, go back to being a man already,

I am actually off hormones :^)
but no, why would I stop the treatment that makes me feel better? theres no ethical reason to not take hrt. your assumption that its wrong for men to live as females has no basis.

>>6214480
you have impeccable taste

>>6214515
isnt alice the stereotypical name for It transgirls? ;~;
am I memeing wrong?
but yeah youd need to be brown I think :< or marry a qt german boy maybe :3
yeah if youre
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>>6214539
I know. I had one last year after I tried to kill myself and it put a lot in perspective. It's why I decided to ty to transition desu
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>>6214540
could you please restate your point again so we don't have circular discussions?
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>>6214535
No worries. That's pretty common. I still have my days where I feel like a disgusting freak etc. It takes time but like after a few months of having never heard anyone refer to you as male it starts to settle in desu, usually theres like 2ish awks months after going full time where you're still getting the hang of mannerisms and movements to avoid getting clocked that way.
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>>6214524
it did me plenty of good to read them honestly
it showed me pretty clearly that my transition has been a massive success

>>6214532
>all apples are red!
>here is a green apple
>I'VE SAID NOTHING INCORRECT YOU HAVE AUTISM YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MY SOPHISTICATED ARGUMENT STOP ARGUING THAT ALL APPLES ARE PURPLE
yeah good job
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>>6214498
Doing it wrong since 2010!

Teach me, oh wise one :(
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>>6214532
How does that make sense at all, just because transitioning worked it doesn't mean that you weren't mentally ill. It just means that the treatment was successful.
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>>6214542
that pics makes me think of a few nazi exploitation movies I wouldn't mind you staring in.
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>>6214530
hehehehehhehee
im retarded

but HEY at least i bought myself a new bra so that's nice

>>6214549
a) douche beforehand
b) like a lot
c) be in the mood
d) loosen yourself up with fingers or butt plug first (i.e. do foreplay)
e) ????
f) have anal orgasms
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>>6214549
the penis goes in the bp until srs, not in the urethra.
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>>6214504
Don't get me wrong, I love cock and sex with man, but it's been too painful for me always :(
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>>6214552
>nazi exploitation movies

please describe what you mean?
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>tfw you will never be ufufu's dog

>>6214553
you forgot buckets of lube
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>>6214543
Mine just lets me talk about how angry my family makes me. It can take a while and I get more than a little animated. I usually come out feeling drained, but happy. Today's session was not like that though.
>>
Should I get tested for memesex?
I've always had slightly wider hips than any guys my size, I was never able to build muscle, and I always had puffy nipples
>>
so now that the shitposting is over, how do I get into EV training?? I want to be able to beat edie but I'm terrible at pokemons ;_;
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>>6214562
woah woah woah what's this about a dog idk what you're talking about
>>
http://www.strawpoll.me/10241264
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>>6214572
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>>6214518
Perdon! You really really need to get a trip. >:(

>>6214553
Hmmmmmmmmi've tried wverything there except for the butt plug....thanks!

>>6214557
You just made me squirm anon! That's so mean >:(
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>>6214574

i dont filter kayla anymore, only Edgar and Korra.
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>>6214560
exploitation films are B grade movies that have a single selling point, you usually add it at the start and if there are many it becomes a subgenre. nazi exploitation is one of the biggest sub-generes like that out there, usually about female concentration camps where they have sex with the prisioners, almost exclusively by female wardens to make it a bit different from a rape and revenge (a sub-genre big enough to get its own name). The most well know example is Ilsa, She Wolf of the SS
You can google it if you're interested, don't expect good movies to pop up.
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>>6214580
i love buttplugs ;w; def worth trying em out.

>>6214579
...

> _____ >
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>>6214539
Filter me newfag

>>6214542
I never said it was wrong for males to live as females, you're putting words in my mouth again. Ive said that if we are under the basis that transsexuality is a mental illness then telling transsexuals to undergo gender transition as treatment is wrong and the correct treatment would be a pill that treats the dysphoria. If a man still wants to live as a woman after having his dysphoria cured then I see nothing wrong with it.

Should I start using male pronouns to adress you?

>>6214547
>I don't understand that my personal narrative means nothing because it has no numbers to back it up and no ruling out of other variables that might be the cause of my past depression

>>6214544
Moaps position - Transwomen are women
Phiens position - Transwomen are men
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>>6214586
But I am a MAN now anon...
thank you though, I legit had never heard of that.
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>>6214568
if you want, I guess. you could just have very low T. the male body does produce some E for balance purposes, but not enough to make you a girl.
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>>6214574
Why are you so mean :( ?
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>>6214571
Evee training? It's not worth it, just evolve it to the type you don't have covered, I always went for Jolteon because electric pokemans are too rare in the first 3/4ths of gen 1 and 2.
Compensating broken types by making them rare is just one of the many dumb ideas game freak was built upon.
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>>6214587
Do you have like a favorite model/brand/textures to recommend for a butt plug virgin?
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>>6214574
the only people I filter are lalalily because
>lol guize i got srs i'm cis now rite?
and shakira
>lol ur depression idn't real bcuz ur got nuffin ter be sad about

>>6214587
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>>6214598
Not that type of EV anon.
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>>6214515
>supportive parents

Yas gawd! That's so good to hear desu. Sucks when the parents abandon their children when they're lgbt. And fuck 3 weeks doesn't make a NEET. A privileged white shitlord maybe, but not a NEET.

How is your relationship with your father, if you don't mind me asking? I always wonder how my father would react when I eventually come home with a boyfriend. But I can't even begin to imagine how he would react if I suddenly walked through life as a girl. Like, hypothetically, if I was trans and passing.

Also, I'm 19, and this vacay is family tradition, sort of. So we'll probably be doing it until one of my parents either gets too old or dies. I'll probably always come back here throughout my life, because it's pretty swell here.

Wbu tho? I'm assuming you're like, mid-twenties or something.
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>>6214580
>You really really need to get a trip. >:(
not unless I become a passing lady some day, there's no point to it. I can just mention my nationality and the only person who would care, (You), can identify me.

There was a 52 y/o woman that had only urethral sex all her life
http://i.imgur.com/PznVU9z.jpg
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>>6214589
>Moaps position - Transwomen are women
>Phiens position - Transwomen are men
I'm pretty sure none of you presented or actually defended any of those positions itt

>>6214590
you're you and you're free to self insert in any role you want. I always prefered the not-at-all-jew-looking prisioners.
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>find my graphics tablet
>pen is missing
OH JESUS FUCKING SHIT FUCK FUCKITY FUCK
GOD I MAD
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>>6214598
Are you mental? You should always get a female evee and breed her and then you have various types of evees to raise!!! How else are you completing your pokedex?
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>>6214599
i actually still use these, they were the first ones i got and the middle one has been inside me so much that it's my boyfriend basically

http://www.amazon.com/Trinity-Vibes-Fill-er-up-Piece-Purple/dp/B0084FXAQE/ref=sr_1_5_s_it?s=hpc&ie=UTF8&qid=1463527461&sr=1-5

>>6214600
i will knot stand for this
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>tfw I used to consider trans a mental illness and think of myself as just a mentally ill freak
>tfw I'm starting to feel like Moap may be right, even though the rest of the thread is vehemently disagreeing with her
I'm not sure what to believe anymore.
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>>6214618
I don't argue to persuade a third party, I argue to convince the other person they're wrong.
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>>6214621
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>>6214571
It's a lot to explain tbdesu.

Are you wanting to do EVs and IVs or just EVs?
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>>6214600
shakira went away after three days of self imposed persecution.

>>6214619
just use your fingers like the 4 year old you are ;^)

>>6214620
>complete your pokedex meme
>get certification to print
>kys
I just train strong pokemen to kill my enemies.
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>>6214606
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>>6214606
I know! No wonder she couldn't get pregnant. She's a sort of hero of mine she was a good woman and never complained and treated her man well.

>>6214621
Thank you thank you thank you!
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>>6214619
use the 3DS stylus
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>>6214633
uhhh
whichever one will make my pokemon beat edie's pokemon

>>6214637
doesn't work with fingers ;_;
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>>6214625
the treatment is transition, it's the same one way or another.

>>6214630
you just get mad and repeat a standard answer to everyone :^)
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>>6214632
man i dont have all my anime reaction images on this pc :|

>>6214639
lol yw!
talking about this is making me wanna get a new toy.............

>inb4 someone says i should just have sex with a dude instead of getting more sex toys
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doom looks really cool and you don't have money for a new xbox

why do they make you buy a new console every fucking 3 years
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With trans people now the primary target for cunt conservatives I now know how gay people felt all those years they were targeted by so much bullshit.

This is going to be a long and shitty road.
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>>6214640
it actually needs the specific pen

maybe I could just draw with my touchscreen thinkpad but I can't get pressure sensitivity to work with it ;_;
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>>6214639
>I know! No wonder she couldn't get pregnant. She's a sort of hero of mine she was a good woman and never complained and treated her man well.
you made me laugh in man voice

>>6214641
>doesn't work with fingers ;_;
spit on it, gaygen says that helps
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>>6214589
>Should I start using male pronouns to adress you?

yes please!

>the correct treatment would be a pill that treats the dysphoria.
yes and that treatment doesnt exist so we transition to have a livable life, whats your point? stop running in circles. we re men that only function if we live as girls. we do it cause it makes sense. it doesnt really matter if we re mentally ill. it doesnt change anything. its a label and only has the meaning we attribute to it.

>>6214618
w-wait you want to see me as a prisoner? D:
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>>6214648
>started transition just in time to be a black man under jim crow
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>trying to explain to your cis gay friend why you want to not have a penis
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>>6214542
Oh. Yeah I guess in that case I'm an aspiring Alice
My degree is in chem and I was in school to go into IT but right now I'm just looking for chem related work.

>>6214605
Yeah, I should quit whining honestly, but I am definitely living the NEET lifestyle right now even if it's temporary.

My relationship with my dad is honestly great, and he was more supportive in the start than my mom even. Idk, I obviously didn't pass in the start and it was sort of awkward wearing girls clothes around my parents and asking for the right pronouns and stuff but it was over sooner than I thought it would be. I think the only thing that initially surprised him was when I came home with a boy and he walked in on us making out because the thought hadn't occurred to him that I liked boys.

I'm 24, going on 25 this summer so kinda slow on the finishing uni but I'm going to chalk that up to transition.

At any rate, sorry to cut and run but I just got invited over by the guy that I just started dating for food. I'll talk to you later though!
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>>6214643
anime reaction images are an essential part of life.
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>>6214641
Read through that guide. Long story short

IV: Every stat has a value between 1-31, this value determines how fast the stat grows. Having a pokemon with 31 in all stats is optimal in most cases.

EV: Every pokemon gains Value after killing enemies that, after enough times, translates into additional stats. In the picture with this post it gives some examples of pokemon.

Basically if you want something to have a bonus in defense or etc, you have to have it commit genocide against a specific other kind of pokemon.

PS I knew I had seen a better image version of that info from up there. This one is much more condensed and easier to understand.
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>>6214656
I'm just glad I rarely ever use public restrooms to begin with. Its only going to get worse before it gets better.
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>>6214658
>the guy I just started dating for food.
Lol niiice. ^.^
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>>6214655
>w-wait you want to see me as a prisoner? D:
No, I self insert like that. Although I prefer something like Prisioner 701 with a focus on an alpha female.
You're free to self insert as the warden or the captive, whatever you enjoy more.
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>>6214648
At least history tends to prove that things will eventually better for us.
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>>6214669
thanks!

>basics of breeding
>different genders
>adults only
well looks like I'm not a total beginner then
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>>6214670
same, though at school today I had to use the mens room to tinkle and some guy walked in and walked out as I was washing my hands, then he was standing at the door outside looking at the sign all confused
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>>6214677
Please don't read about Berlin in the 1920's
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>>6214642
If telling yourself that helps you sleep at night, go for it.

>>6214655
You might be a man, but I'm certainly not.
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Bleh. I'm going to go to bed. See everyone who matters in the morning. You know who you are.
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>>6214681
I'm glad you're having a good day, Kayla. I hope things stay that way for a while.
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>>6214688
good night!
sleep tight!
don't let the bed bugs bite!
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>>6214688
me, obviously. anon is the only poster that matters in the world.
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>>6214683
Ok.......... well um they kinda kept fucking up though. Don't keep fucking up and shit like that won't happen.
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>>6214688
Niiight Sirona :)
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>>6214637
As if! I believe your pokemon would be 1HKO'd by my elite bred evee squad!

>>6214643
Get the toy, guys are idiots. :p
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>>6214688
Muh muh muh myyyy Sirona.
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>>6214658
>kinda slow on the finishing uni
>tfw Ill finish at 27 at the earliest
just kill me fempai

>degree in chem
I wish I had studied something that actually pays eventually. I hope you get a good job though, youd definitely deserve it. also your parents are pretty awesome.

>>6214657
oh god I feel you M ;~;

>>6214674
I dont think that setting is my fetish. I am really vanilla and have like zero sexdrive unfortunately.

>>6214687
I dont care what you see yourself as moap. I dont perceive you or other trannies as a man either btw, I just dont think we re the same as real women.

>>6214688
goofnight :3 sorry for being so autistic on skype earlier ;-;
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Someone give me a quick summary of the drama going down. Im too lazy to skim the whole thread.
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>>6214688
gn!
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>>6214659
well brb guess its time to migrate my image folder from my laptop over

>>6214702
lmaoooo
they are. cute idiots tho ;(
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>>6214709
not really much going on desu
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>>6214708
>>tfw Ill finish at 27 at the earliest
>just kill me fempai
pretty much on the same boat. getting a teaching degree for job oportunities on the side but it doesn't compare to your two bachelor titles.
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>>6214708
Stop putting me in the same group as you, we are clearly not alike. I am a female, you are not.
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>tfw too tired to post today

i need to stop staying up past midnight every night ;~;
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>>6214709
nothing really. Moap says that if you see yourself as a man at any point you should detransition and people didn't like how she presented that point even though many would agree if she had a different wording.
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can anyone talk to me? :( i know its selfish and stupid, but like i just don't give a fuck about anything. its not that i'm sad or depressed, i just like don't care what anyone thinks, i don't care about school, i don't care about anything really. i don't even care about myself enough to take hrt. idk. and i can't talk to any of my friends cause the one thing i do care about is my friends and not burdening them with my problems.
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>>6214642
>the treatment is transition, it's the same one way or another.
I mean, I'm gonna keep transitioning regardless, but this is still worth thinking about, since it affects the way I view myself and other trans people.
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>>6214681
stop fayeposting
>>
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin.
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>>6214723
Seems pretty fucked up imo.
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>>6214688
<3 sweet dreams!
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>>6214728
Fuck anon I've got to get going in 15 minutes but if you want to talk sometime later feel free to contact me, i've got contacts listed on the zeemaps if you don't have it from me spamming it.
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>>6214720
Ill put you in ALL the groups bby

>>6214718
>on the side
but that implies you probably did something with your time instead of just chilling in uni ;-;

>>6214728
are you out? where do you live? how old are you?
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>>6214731
I PUSH MY FINGERS INTO MY EEEEEEEEEEEEEEYESSSSSSSSSSSSS
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>>6214708
I wouldnt give her any more time Phien. Some people just dig themselves deeper into the hole than others.
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>>6214728
text book description of depression, talk with a therapist, disphoria doesn't shield you from other issues, etc.
what's your favorite piece of clothing? I always had a thing for long skirts but they are really rare where I live.

>>6214729
In a 100% personal opinion that shouldn't be taken too seriously by anyone, I think transpeople in general had such a different life experience that being completely stealth is lying to yourself almost as bad as trying to live as a boy. I don't like people who walk around with a conceptual sign claiming they are trans, but not being open about it if the subject appears is just wrong.
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>>6214728
That's very much like depression yo.
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>>6214740
>well brb guess its time to migrate my image folder from my laptop over
your'e my friend, sorry kari. can't burden you with this one. have fun going out though!
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>>6214720
can you like, stop?
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>>6214731
Is this a bathroom stall poem?
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>>6214730
I would never fayepost
how is that fayeposting?
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>>6214713
do knot be gone long!
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>>6214741
>but that implies you probably did something with your time instead of just chilling in uni ;-;
not really, it's just 4 classes than can be done in a single year if you push it a bit. besides that my life is a pretty big waste of everyone's time and my title a joke that I enjoyed a lot living.
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>>6214745
I dont even mind her having a different opinion, but I liked the entertainment so I stuck around for it. thank you though
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>>6214741
So long as you refer to me with female pronouns I guess.
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>>6214753
part of a very nice song that gets quickly disregarded because of the title and the corus.

>>6214757
everything is fayeposting, is the new rage among the memester masters.
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>>6214723
As if being unsure and worried about practically every choice a person makes isnt human nature. Seriously some of the all encompassing blanket statements about what is right or wrong here are rediculous. Post your eyes, hairline, profile, hands, forearms, face, butt, legs, cock, tits, everything!!!... Find some self confidence and worth please.
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>>6214761
but you said on the side?
my problem is though that the masters will probably be pretty useless as well though, I need a PHD and even if I wasnt a mess, Id probably not be able to afford it

>>6214764
of course, Id never misgender anyone here, except chasers, cause thats just funny.
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>>6214747
>talk with a therapist,
i won't be able to talk to a therapist for like 5 months, at best :/
>favorite clothing
>long skirts
umm, i like miniskirts i guess :/ they're pretty popuar where i live. i like to wear long skirts too but they're really rare where i live as well :(
>>6214748
>depression
i'm not sad though, :( i'm just incredibly apathetic to everything.
>>
On one hand I want to go to school and getting a nursing degree

On the other hand, I don't want to pay tens of thousands of dollars for required courses which are completely pointless for my career goals

why is college stupid?
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>>6214750
Then you know that I'm always happy to listen for friends! Really, I'm here if you need a little longer and will be around later, I will have my phone on me.

Thank you, I hope to!
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>>6214780
depression is not being sad, it's lack of motivation to do anything, even the things you want to do, which sounds exactly like you described
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>>6214777
attacking chaser is moaps other big trigger
shes a huge fan of them
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>>6214780
agreed w/others you are describing depression to a t, depression doesn't mean sad, i was depressed 24/7 for my whole childhood and adolescence but i never really thought of myself as sad

skype is quidlet if you wanna
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>>6214757
>I look like a guy ;) but lol I went into the boys bathroom and some guy came into it and did a double take but I am soooo manly ;)
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>>6214791
Ive NEVER attacked a chaser I just shitpost with them and they usually like that. I am still friends with Birdy for example
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>>6214798
>>6214798
>>6214798
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>>6214777
>Id probably not be able to afford it
you have to pay for your PhD?
In my country you used to just request a grant and find a study group, at worst you just had to pay for your living conditions but not for the title. Right now they closed all aplications for the guvernamental science and research spaces for the next 4 years at least so there's very little to get from it anyway unless you join a think tank or something.
On the side as in adding 4 classes to my college work, didn't mean to make sound like a hero or anything. A lot of people in those classes has real life experience that I don't.
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>>6214781
>need maths to do med tray.
>might want some business sense if you progress to scheduling.
>probably learn how to do some graphs so you arent a retard while charting.
>social and economical classes reduces lifelong ignorance syndrome.
Becoming a person responsible for the well being of a patient shouldnt have it handed to them from a year long course.
The baby nurses are only becoming more retarded.
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>>6214808
no living stuff (and maybe like 1k bucks for bureaucracy or sth), but my parents will withdraw funding next year and I cant get like a job at uni cause those usually mean teaching, and crippling anxiety would make that impossible
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>>6214821
yes, I think I SHOULD be required to take 4 years of history and language arts because it's definately going to be essential to my career :^)
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>>6214464
Hahah will keep an eye out
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>>6214823
>and crippling anxiety would make that impossible
sounds rough. I wish I could get a teaching job but those are mostly acomodations for friends of the faculty, I've never been an AP and it's basically meaningless and unpayed here.
I'll keep my ear up if I can get into some new college or something, it would be cool to move away and be a bit stealth if my face gets there by then. For now it'll be teaching high school in malemode, any other job offer is as likely as becoming a succesful youtuber.
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>>6214743
You probably really unironically like slipknot

Second album was OK
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