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old >>6156469
>going for the HNNN's right away
I want to transbian with Grace desu
>>6157606
bad edition desu
>tfw friend trying to convince me to get SRS
P-pls I still have to wait a few years before I can even get it.
There, now that I can post images again
>>6157510
I got just the function for you
>>6157618
I'm with you, desu.
>>6157617
this desu
>>6157617
I would too but she's so cute and innocent idk if I'd be able to
MAGA 2016 DONALDJTRUMP.COM
>>6157618
best edition*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C31rj-bZ7dA [Open]
I can never tell if this video inspires me to be the man I should be or transition to the girl I want to be. (Disgusts me to say that last part still.
>>6157606
Best edition
>>6157618
>>6157627
>>6157629
Smh tbqh
>>6157626
awwwwh hnnnnnnng
>>6157630
i want to be her gf so badly
>>6157631
3rd rate Putin, desu.
>>6157626
oh gosh <3
elannaxphienchen /when/
>>6157617
>>6157629
>>6157630
>>6157641
I-im single and looking you know...
<3
>>6157641
She's too god for me and we live far apart anyways, wouldn't be right. You could perhaps make it work if you stopped being an anon and tried to get to know her~
>>6157634
Maybe it disgusts you because you have it backwards and you still want to just be a man but you already know you should be a woman.
>>6157653
Would you like to spend the summer in Berlin?
>>6157631
Shame
>>6157653
hi grace
>stop pushing your hair behind your ears
>you'll pass
transition was a mistake
>>6157653
Ey Grace!
Marry me!
>>6157653
Good luck on your search Grace <3
You'll make the cutest couple with whoever the lucky guy/girl is
I want to unironically get kissed by a girl.
>>6157665
Pass, would enslave to do housework. I mean, marry.
>>6157648
otp, lets make it happen
>>6157657
Being of /pol/ stock. It's difficult to admit it.
>>6157658
Yes actually, that would be fun
>>6157660
hey <3 message me on skype im about to leave
>>6157654
>far apart
where are you from?
>>6157665
You're cute!
>>6157666
I-if you really want me to
>>6157669
Awww, thank you <3
theres only one mtfg otp
>>6157665
desu i think you look cute with your hair behind your ears
is it ok if i pretend you are my gf in my daydreams?
>>6157677
penisxbutt
>>6157677
Cuck X Cock
>>6157670
ill kiss you and make fun of how soft and unmanly your lips are
I just remembered why I can't sleep!
EVERYTHING
I'm back and feeling awful. Sorry for today.
Anyone want storytime?
>>6157645
<3
>>6157639
File->Save As->cute-anime-girls-cuddling-052.jpg
>>6157665
>implying you don't pass
Also hi sparky
>>6157677
gem x faye?
>>6157689
Nope
>>6157670
Actually, girls kiss better than boys.
Kissing ranks:
Girls>femmeboys>ftms>gays>men>puppers>cats>butch lesbos
>>6157683
aaaaa
>>6157686
>finland
i dont actually know who you are! I only know one finn and he doesnt go to this thread
oh uhm
my skype is depressed1penguin and my steam is /id/fly_away_now/ if any of you are serious
probably not but its worth a shot I guess ><
time to go shop ! see you all!
nth for killing myself in 2 weeks
>>6157690
<3
>>6157696
>Girls>femmeboys>ftms>gays>men>mtfs>puppers>cats>butch lesbos
I fixed that for you.
>>6157677
pizzaxsalt&vinegar chips
>>6157677
Tinkler x Scalpel
>>6157704
>why are u so mean anon?
Mtfs are the same as girls >:-(
>>6157675
Yeah I used to cycle acceptance and guilty/shameful rejection. Wasted lotsa time but it IS good to be pretty sure before doing something so drastic.
dubs say I organize my pics folder
trips say I rename all my pics to something that I can search
>>6157690
I'm so sad please hold me ;_;
>>6157704
>anime girl yuri > literally everything
>>6157711
I'd vote for this as otp.
>>6157606
Oh noes it's the anime lesbians again. When will you neckbeards learn?
>>6157665
get your eyebrows done properly and you will pass
get rhino and you'll be pretty af
>>6157718
>neckbeards
You called?
Sorry. I'm of /tg/ stock. Couldn't resist.
>>6157712
No ftm gets their own category because they're not real men so do mtfs because you're not an inconsistent bigot.
>>6157726
I could teach you~
>>6157712
Id burn an orphanage down to make this true
>>6157711
yes ma'am i'll allow it
but seriously haven't most of th trip pairings on here met beforehand or something? like this place isn't entirely incestuous but a lot of trip pairings and trip irl pairings switch around a lot because of idk, unstable lives and loveless childhoods or something
>>6157730
But kissing boys is gross
Reply with your favorite pizza toppings and I will tell you if you are TruTrans or AGP
>>6157728
ftm's are just dumb boys, l-leave them alone
>>6157736
pizza a shit
>>6157736
Cheese and tomato
>>6157732
Let's not get too edgy. You never go full edge.
>>6157711
>no penis, no diamond
>>6157718
Transbian is what they call themselves. It's part derogatory slur for lesbian. The other part describes an MtF that fucks another MtF or men but doesn't date real women.
>>6157634
Some days I fantasise about waking up and that the dysphoria just goes away
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9q70zCJYBc
IM BACK BABY
>>6157713
You're not an asshole, you're a good girl! If you're alright with being called a girl! <3
And your body seems kind of like a prick, you should ditch it for a new one, or use testicular excision therapy.
>>6157726
Clothed buttes are A-OK!
>>6157733
>tfw I'll never be able to wear leggings until srs
fug :'DD
>>6157735
Kiss me then!
>>6157750
I have no shame
>>6157736
Ricotta.
>>6157741
Tell that to mtfg
>>6157736
mushroom and meatball
>>6157653
Same!
hmu
>>6157746
Actually, judging by what I observed here, it's probably going to be around two months. Followed by an estrogen induced depression due to large dosages.
Hint: girls don't post anime, even within the context of 4chan. Half an hour on /cgl would tell you that.
>>6157736
Jalapenos
>>6157728
>treating others how I don't want to be treated.
You're right. I apologize. Thank you for calling me out on my idiocy.
>>6157746
>Damn... I forgot....
>again.
>Tears.
please just get on hrt
>>6157677
gem X Adri obv choice
>>6157735
>even in a body full of T I want to kiss boys
FOR FUCK SAKE
>>6157684
But my lips are kind of manly.
>thin
>angry looking
>>6157736
spinach
>>6157702
Now you're just making me want to dump all the hugging animu grils that I have
>>6157716
*holds*
;~;
>>6157732
It is basically already true though. I did and still to an extent do feel like I'm just an incomplete girl
>>6157734
The ones that are actual pairings don't change around that frequently though and usually have either met irl or are living together. Cheska x Sophie and Edie x Faye immediately come to mind.
>>6157736
Jalapeños
Green olives
Sausage
>>6157732
Same.
;~;
>>6157755
Posting anime is not limited only to transbians.
>>6157761
Just let it all hang out anon.
>>6157762
If you didn't you would probably feel a lot better desu senpai.
got the noose set up
but I don't think I can do it, again
>>6157736
Pepperoni+spinach (assuming cheese and tomato are included)
>22 years old and not passing
>thinking about my future
>internships and job interviews
>have to either repress and be a man or go full out hon because of the professional setting
>overwhelmed
>cry
i just want someone to take care of me, or work for the person i live with
aaaaaaaaaaaa why wasnt i just born gay
>>6157736
either just anchovy, just pepperoni, white sauce mushrooms, garlic and parsley. im a big fan of capers, anchovies, chopped olives and then raw buffalo mozz put on after the pizza comes out of the oven, that shits the bomb. or chicken and artichokes. goats cheese and spinach senpai omg
i work in a pizza restaurant so pizza is serious business
>>6157776
Where is Adri?
>>6157782
>tfw not a cute anime girl hugging another cute anime girl
>>6157782
*cries*
>>6157795
a better place
i.e anywhere
>>6157789
>Why do you have to be so mean?
I am not being mean. I am just stating what I observed here. Here have some anni-mays.
>>6157790
It's gay as fuck tho
>>6157803
perfect
Lmao look at the lunacy displayed in this post. You need to be locked up Sheen you shit fuck.
>>6157792
i need to find a new job too and theres stuff going in a museum near me. i have 3 years museum experience and a history degree. but some girl i was at school with works there. everyone i was at school with thinks i killed myself and i achieved stealth while living in the small town i grew up in from that rumor. its going to ruin everything.
aaaaaaaaah
>>6157802
that feeling when you will never have a vagina
>>6157782
>ywn hug elanna irl
;_;
>I did and still to an extent do feel like I'm just an incomplete girl
I feel way more like a girl than I feel like a boy, but this being less than one is killing me.
>>6157787
youre probably right.
today was okay, he didnt really wanna be around us and just said hello and then left. but his wife was really glad I went.
how's your health?
>>6157742
AGP, all real girls like pizza
>>6157748
True Trans
>>6157765
Very True Trans, obviously unconscious cocklust going on here
>>6157769
AGP, jalapenos only is very boyish tbhon
>>6157780
True Trans
>>6157782
True Trans, also patrician tastes
>>6157793
This girl knows her pizza, obvious True Trans
>>6157809
AGP as fuck
>>6157814
I don't see a lunatic
Only a hurting soul
>>6157736
Pepperoni, mushrooms, onions, peppers, olives
>>6157828
>Pinapple.
you have great style
we should ally
>>6157817
b-but...
Robin here
No bbig effext while outside
But then I went and worked in the library
3 hours in... it hit me
Im trippin out in a crowded libraru
>>6157820
>unconscious cock lust
oh my god
>>6157820
>Anchovies are AGP.
Anonrater identified as never befriending a ciswoman IRL
>>6157814
Sheen is a very beautiful person you bitter hon fuck. She passes and has BDD. You bully her because she looks like cis 25 and not 12-15 year old like other trips.
>tfw will never be popular on/mtfg/ because I'm not mean enough to cause drama, and too shy to post pics, and have to work so i can't keep up on it.
>>6157842
Top kek my friend.
>there are people here that don't think that hugboxing happens here
>>6157849
>Forgot the pic again
>>6157846
Not a bad feel IMO.
>>6157851
>>6157842
I like Sheen and all, but this BDD meme is getting out of hand.
>>6157820
anchovies = sodium for the poor spiro takers, anchovy pizza and a banana milkshake = safe senpai
also that italian sausage with fennel in it, i forget the name but that stuff right there
>>6157851
pleb will you stop bdd posting you're adorable
>>6157818
You did your familial duty and I am proud of you. And before your brain goes on some crazy tangent about him not liking you (which might be true) maybe he just didn't want to talk about his situation. Honestly I would visit him again, some time in the future.
As for me, I just did 35km over sandy terrain in 03:46 so I am a-OK.
>>6157862
Forgot pic
>>6157825
I wanked to vaginas until my dick hurt and self inserted as the male Am I cured yet
>>6157846
>wanting to be popular on /mtfg/
You should probably re-evaluate your priorities in life.
>>6157854
yes senpai, but pineapple and ham/bacon goes perfectly together. get a ham joint or ham steaks, a juicy pineapple ring on that, perfect
>>6157846
>tfw will never be popular on /mtfg/ because you're ugly and manly
>>6157851
>there are people that think non-hugboxing happens
Hi
I'm new
>>6157736
Either deep dish style with mushrooms and sausage or new your style with just mushrooms.
>>6157877
Begone with your pineapple heresy.
>>6157736
The pizza quality here isn't what it is in freedomland but I like mushrooms, cheeses and bell pepper
>>6157809
>Silly Puru, Boys kiss you.
Goes to show how much I know. Still kinda gross tho
>>6157881
I have a feeling you're going to fit right in.
>>6157825
CISSIES REEEEE
>>6157736
Veggie or BBQ chicken. Cheese is an acceptable compromise when sharing with others.
>>6157842
sheen needs to grow up and stop whining
>>6157869
(You)
>>6157849
>Russia and Germany?
it worked pretty well a few times
also, I thought you lived in Dublin?
also, whats up with
>Phein-chan
>>6157854
this makes me wet :3
>>6157862
I cant see it that way tho, for whatever reason
>she will never hug you until you feel complete
why live
>>6157865
>I am proud of you
oh my gosh :3
yeah he didnt wanna talk to my mum or his wife either. getting chemo port tomorrow, so hes quite anxious and scared atm.
I probably will. tho chances are, hed want even less company when he is in hospital
>As for me, I just did 35km over sandy terrain in 03:46 so I am a-OK.
good job <3, glad youre feeling better :3
>>6157889
No bro
>>6157893
>tfw too manly to transition properly
;____;
>>6157904
just agreeing with you about the whole hugboxing
>>6157903
I misplaced my image...
As for phein-chan, It's cause you said you were so much older than me, and because animu.
I can stop if you don't like it.
>>6157886
it. is. good.
>>6157905
yes bro
>>6157927
vags look so dumb yet i still want one
>>6157691
Tru
>>6157912
I'm 38 it just gets better the longer you are on e and the more things you let yourself do and be comfy with
>>6157895
We were all cis at one time, don't hate
>>6157919
No my man.
>body too warm
>feet too cold
Why are beds so uncomfortable?
I have stories to tell if people want to listen?
(is that rude anon gone to bed yet?)
>>6157937
please my man?
>>6157936
>I'm 38
youre 34 at the oldest ya dumb
>>6157846
who cares about that mundane crap
>>6157947
faye is 40 desu
>>6157945
move your legs and feet for a few minutes before going to bed to active your blood vessels.
>>6157914
i just want out of the box ;-;
>Mom asks me why I drink so much soy milk
Uhhh uhhhhh
>>6157954
Can't I just move them while I'm in bed?
I don' wanna move.
I don' wanna anything really.
That's why I suggest storytime. It means I'm doing something really easy.
>>6157930
so true
>>6157903
>Makes phenchien wet
It"s a dream come true
>>6157948
they serve pineapple chutney and bacon at the restaurant i work at as a new cool version of the classic Hawaiian, and its pretty good, but i'm a poor judge as i literally love all pizza.
I love nature and everything around me!
i shaved my head today in a fit of rage whilst drunk
the hair ive grown for years is gone
it seems i cant accept what i am
>>6157930
I think they look really neat! Also drawing their anatomy is really challenging and fun compared to gt's and bt's
>>6157948
T-totally gross >////<
An assertive girl doing that would be even hotter though I think.
>>6157972
Pls be lying Anon
Is there anything better than when the topic of trans people comes up between your family members and you're not out to them so you learn their honest opinions about it?
Yeah turns out I'm never coming out to my family.
>>6157969
are you olivia, older gal?
>>6157972
>i shaved my head today
worst thing you can do desu
wig lyfe i guess
>>6157972
solutions: don't fucking drink
>>6157972
at least donate it to kids with cancer foundation
>>6157974
im not sorry anon
someone that i haven't spoken to in 9 years just messaged me on facebook to tell me that im really brave
>tfw you look like a 35 years old man who's worked out all his life and then lost all muscle and grew tits and long hair
>>6157978
well its a little later for that
anon is bald now
>>6157976
Olivia?
No, I am Olivine.
>>6157978
fuck u ur not my mum
>>6157936
Maybe that works for you....but i think it's really rate to be as lucky as you.
>>6157972
Damn, I've had nightmares where my hair's been cut off ;_;
>>6157817
Stop, it's hard enough convincing myself that I'm okay with what I have without being reminded of what I don't. ;_;
>>6157972
Oh honey. Why would you go and do a thing like that? I'm sorry that happened.
>>6157972
i did that in 2014, and in 2010. its harsh. that growing out midstage is a bitch, and wanting a short dykey style usually means growing it out longer in places anyway that takes time too. hair is a bitch. chances are you're not full time tho? i guess you've got longer for mones to work and time to let it grow before you come out.
its not the end of the world senpai
>>6157992
raging autism mixed with whisky desu
>>6157733
*triggering intensifies*
>>6157936
Faye is 38!?
I work 60 hours a week, walk 2 hours every day just to get to work, and still can't afford meds.
I want to die.
>>6157993
I have never worked out in my entire life or done physical work, how is this possible?
>>6157993
I don't think muscle trans girl is possible to pull of successfully.
>>6157903
It does take time, it's pretty recent that I've even been able to feel close to this way. I would hug you until you felt that way but I know it's not that simple.
I mean hell, I'm not there myself even. The thought has occurred to me that I keep crawling back into bed with a guy that doesn't want me because I rely on having someone else to complete me. Maybe someday it will be different, but for now I might as well be a young woman with life experience that basically still makes them a child
>26
>young girl at movie theater that serves drinks asks to see my ID on the way in
>tell her im 26 and keep walking
At least I still look young to dumb high school girls right?
>>6157975
I play the transphobia card when it came on the news once. Everyone attacked me and said I was a horrible person for critisising SRS and saying it was bad. (I fucking want SRS)
>"they can't help it Anon"
>"oh so if I decided I wanted to cut my dick off and call myself [Girl Name], you would be totally fine with such Lunacy?!"
>"of course, I would lose a son but gain a daughter"
>laugh at them all while I change the channel "you guys are crazy"
I'm a genius
>>6157998
rent and utilities too high?
>>6157982
anytime a cis says 'you're so brave' they really mean 'you're so brave, i couldn't go outside looking like that, thats a fucking impossible task'
>>6157964
>>6157924
>>6157915
I wonder why englishspeakers have so much trouble spelling Phie right. its literally just the second part of my first name. I dont really mind, I just dont know what makes it hard for americanos and britbongs
>>6158003
No must have been some new employee, rookies always go by the rules..
>>6158011
How exactly is "phie" pronounced? It's just not a combination of letters I see often...
>>6158003
>can I see an ID
>nah just trust me
I don't think that's how ID systems are suppose to work
>>6157986
just checkin, a lot of trips modify their names
>>6158005
Always good to go for the long con. Be proud.
>>6157972
>tfw my last nightmare was about losing all my hair and going bald
>>6157975
I've never had it come up with my dad so I can't gauge his reaction. But I don't want to bring it up bc I'm afraid to find out his feelings.
I know my mom and stepdad are super cool with trans people based on how they reacted when one of their friend's kids came out as trans.
>>6157959
phiend
>>6157987
yeah, well, it's been the cause of literally every one of my problems since I was a kid. I've got a bit of history with the shit, and seeing idiots like you do stuff like that "because they were drunk" while my entire life is being ripped apart by it makes me a little mad.
>>6157995
I'm terrified of becoming bald so I can't imagine something like that happening. You do have my greatest of sympathies. Here's a puppy graduating.
>>6157975
iktf
Always thought mine would be surprised/confused/hurt but ultimately accept me. But that North Carolina crap inspired my dad to start putting near-daily anti-trans posts and memes onlne.
>>6158018
I am the law.
Soon now. I will fall complete the plan of the endless dream and be with my Nep forever. Then no one on this world will ever have to suffer again. You can be fully happy and be girls in the dream world i want to create. You wont ever have to be sad anymore. You can be the perfect girl you always wanted to be and I can have my Nep.
>>6158027
>tfw balding after 3 years hrt probably
:c
>>6157972
Try to engrave this feeling of remorse into your mind so you can recall it whenever you think about doing something stupid as fuck again.
>>6157975
>tfw family is/was completely clueless to what trans means
>"does this mean you like boys son?"
Only came out to my parents thank god. Don't think I could get through to the older relatives.
>>6158001
Isn't there that one amazonian-esque transition timeline floating around? Balk as fak marine or something turned into a hot balk girl. I'd imagine it's a rare thing to pull off tho
>>6158005
You magnifisendly sneagy basterd :--D
>>6157973
>Kissing a beta guy hot
Wut
>>6158026
wew
>>6158028
Baeically thrres a difference between hons and passing mtfs. SJW MtFs are the worst.
>>6158031
If only. Virtual reality when? I want to play around in character creation.
>>6158037
lass
FUCK why did I agree to go out to dinner with my family. We're not at the restaurant but I already regret this and want to escape. How do I kill myself with limited resources?
>>6158031
Good luck with that Nep-Anon.
>>6158036
All kissing sounds hot, it's just also kinda gross if a boy is involved.
>>6158043
And my gif is a jpg god what a mess
>>6158007
Yeah, Madison, Wisconsin is too fucking expensive and only getting more pricey. I litreally may not actually be able to find a new apartment that I can afford. It's one of capitalisms little miracles.
>>6158043
Hide all the forks, and when everyone goes looking, set fire to the building using the inevitable candles.
>>6158047
boys are disgusting desu
>>6158041
Virtual reality soon. I plan on trying to trap everyone in a perfect virtual reality under my control so everything will be as i want and therell be no more suffering
>>6158046
I need her. Im willing to give up everything in this world to pursue her. Id be willing to fight for her and give my very life in the pursuit of the endless dream with her.
>>6158054
Most of them are I agree
>>6158033
Don't say! Don't say that! Pleeeeeeassssse don't say that. I'm so terrified of still losing hair after I'm on hrt. My hair is already thinning.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JuwMixG0Rqk
Hahahaahhaahah
d ru g s
>>6158025
b-bully
>>6158002
I guess I have too many issues that are unrelated to being a tranny that influence this. I dont think its fixable without DBT
thank you though, I value your advice a lot.
>>6158015
My name is Sophie
>>6158059
so are you ready to do something about it ?
>>6158054
B-but penisu-chan....
mood
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QryfCCRtQb8&index=15&list=RDXsv6xG52wnA
>dad and stepmom discussing golf, business degrees, and other bullshit
WHY DIDNT I JUST GET A PIZZA
>>6158050
sounds like good plan I'll give it a shot
>>6158069
thats what gts are for
>>6158060
Haha.
>>6158059
what the heck boys are great
>>6158060
I'm not sure if I am but I think my hairline is worse now than it was 3 years ago, my hair too thick to tell if i'm balding though tbhon.
>>6158031
>>6158017
Adorable? Please, more like obnoxious and irresponsible. I do stupid stuff, miss out on opportunities, and cling to the familiar because I'm scared.
>>6158070
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAVCqUcmmD4
>>6158079
you still have internalized transmisogyny blinding you birdy, you won't even admit your a girl
>>6158082
Just like the adorable little girl you must be.
>>6158080
Are you taking fina?
>>6158068
Not really, I'll just leave most of them be and be friends with the cute ones.
>>6158079
To each their own. I know some great guys but just can't get attracted to them in that kinda way.
>>6158086
Pls Agony lets not get melodramatic here. Don't let my fickle emotions sway your decisions.
>>6158040
>there's a difference between people who fit In The gender binary because of genetics and opportunity and people who don't
Could you please male patriarchy a little less hard it's getting hard to breathe being this opressed
>>6158095
No.
T is just too strong for 100mg cypro
>>6158082
You aren't the one that gets to decide if you're adorable or not.
>tfw you are still a man.
>>6157936
You're 38 and yet you act like a juvenile cross dresser. I have to wonder what kind of war trauma you went through to end up this way.
>>6158100
Not a chance Puru. I'm not so fickle myself, but you'll never stop my teasing.
>>6158107
weed is the answer senpai
>>6158107
>tfw you will grow old as a man because your stats are too bad to ever pass and you're a coward who cant kill themselves
>>6158088
I'm 100% a boy
I simply can't be a girl
>>6158100
>tfw all the boys I've had flings with have been borderline obsessive stalkers
where do I find these great guys
someone force fem birdy please
>>6158003
I think there is a law or policy that says they have to card everyone that looks under 30 or 35 just to be sure. It has come up before but the point is that some teenagers look older than normal.
>>6158107
>broken
>>6157936
please don't post my webshow here
>>6158114
it makes it bearable in the now, but i'll be a stoned man still.
>>6158115
iktf senpaitachi.
>tfw you will be a 40 yearold man with tits
>>6158117
>I simply can't be a girl
Said the person posting in the male to female general...
Puru. Med check. How are you feeling?
>>6158115
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4X_OWTDdlIw
I know who you want to be
You want to be good company
But everything you say gets turned around
So you decide to be alone
You disconnect your telephone
And run off to some place you can’t be found
Everybody needs a friend
Who will love you in the end
Can you be somebody they can trust?
Change your mind and change your life
Find yourself a pretty wife
And be a man
Until you turn to dust
You’re the creation,
You’re the reason
You’re the rising sun and the colors in my mind
You’re the changing of the seasons
You’re the growing old and the passing of the time
>>6158124
YOU'RE CUTE
SHUT UP
>>6158108
crossdressers don't wear gaffes in boy mode under guy jeans so they don't have to see or feel a bulge, that's trans territory
>>6158129
>>6158121
TRY ME
>>6158126
:^)
>>6158117
>where do I find these great guys
I've found some great friends here on 4chans by playing video games and talking about them. All online friends but that's how it goes when you live at as remote place as I do. My best friend is sort of a borderline obsessive stalker but just endearing enough that I can let it slide. He might be reading this too but probably not, hi friend if you are.
>>6158124
>40 years old man with tits and long hair with bangs
Degenerates like me shouldn't be allowed to live.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10164974
>>6158133
>mfw validation of dysphoria
>>6158082
That's really adorable. You just don't understand how many people are out there that would love to have a girl that can't get her own shit together.
>>6158117
>I simply can't be a girl
Raise your hand if you ever said something like this before transitioning.
>>6158091
I'm turning 25 this summer though, I'm not a little girl by any stretch. The way I act and feel isn't acceptable for my age, that feeling of being incomplete, not knowing what I want and being scared of the unknown is teenager stuff.
>>6158106
I'm pretty sure that I can objectively judge that I'm not though.
>>6158065
I think it's fixable, and I do believe you can get there. Yes, you have a multitude of other things that are thrown into the mix, but there are many functional and complete adults that do as well.
Transition doesn't stop after you've had surgery, it's ongoing, and some people take far longer to reach some sort of peace, but it does generally eventually happen.
>>6158114
kill yourself buddy
>>6158133
Some do, they get a real kick out of it. There's a long documented history of transvestites that wear womens lingerie under their suits.
>>6158102
Up the dosage?
>>6158131
It causes body hair thinning. But usally you should stop balding on head hear and regrow hair you lost due to MPB.
>>6158147
>tfw no bf who likes my retarded ways
>tfw ur a girl c:
so I'm staying at my sisters but I forgot to bring any boxers to wear when I have PE and I have PE Tuesday
What do
>>6158127
I slept for an hour or two earlier but woke up to my toes being red, hot and tingly. Rinsed them with cold water, massaged a bit and lifted on my desktop to get them back to the usual cold & normalish state. Atm drinking this thick berry juice/paste thing for nourishment, eating solid food made my stomach hurt. Eyes have hard time focusing on anything, are a bit blurry and I'm a bit lightheaded. Basically hanging in there trying to get myself fed before more sleeps.
>>6158145
>birds
>not girly versions of raptors
>>6158145
:^)
>>6158149
I am THE manliest dude on the planet
>>6158164
ANSWER ME ARE YOU CUTE
>>6158149
I say it every day, and have sine I first felt this way. Now I'm almost 27. How doomed am I?
>>6158160
best feel : )
>>6158155
Not all balding is MPB which can't be cured by taking mones. I'm not even a hair scientist but I know that much at least.
>>6158155
200mg cypro? : )
Expensive but it might be able to kill my testosterone.
>>6158150
You are adorable, you can talk your way out of it, sorry. (And fuck, do you really think 'adults' don't feel incomplete, don't not know what they want, aren't scared of the unknown? Seriously now.)
Hey, what does it mean when I get gendered correctly all the time in a rural town? Most people here either have little knowledge of trannies or hate them.
>>6158170
doomed like a weaver without linkens
>>6158133
You're making it sound even worse now. Just stop.
>>6158170
Well, I started HRT at 29 so hopefully you aren't doomed just because of age...
>>6158150
Very well. Adorable young woman.
You'll figure it out.
>>6158163
>berry juice/paste thing for nourishment
Just make sure to flush as much of the sugar out of you system as possible. Keep drinking water and vomit if you have to. Don't take any pills for pain or anything without a doctor's orders.
You have someone on call?
>>6158183
Fuck the haters, rock the panties.
>>6158154
1. My ugly hand made gaff is a torture device born of hell
2. You're right I dress totally fetishy like any crossdresser you've ever known, basically a man I a dress desu
>>6158160
Idktf
>>6158146
Girl, you don't need validation, you're like u questionably as fucked up about this as a we are
>>6158150
>that feeling of being incomplete, not knowing what I want and being scared of the unknown is teenager stuff.
I feel like many more adults have those problems than teens desu
>>6158143
kill for kill?
>>6158160
>ywn ktf
>>6158168
>I am THE manliest dude on the planet
no. that's me.
>>6158179
idk, i get a lot of pity genders, so maybe you do?i'm in nyc tho so i dunno.
>>6158161
Well, it sounds like your choices are buy some, wear panties, or go commando; so go with whichever of those seems like the least bad idea.
>>6158168
I'm stunning. A shining gem of Evolution. Far too much for a little girly birdy like you to handle. My claws would tear you to shreds.
I love gem and maddie and edie and pleb and grace and sheen and pan and elanna desu
>>6158197
>Not on that list
I gotta step up my game.
XD
>>6158193
pleb why can't you see how cute you are it makes me sad
>>6158201
It's okay, some of us just never end up in the lists; don't take it personally...
>>6158204
oh you too i love you too
>>6158190
>tfw you dream of looking like Faye one day.
wake me up as the man I was.
WE CAN REBUILD HIM.
>>6158208
just od on e and get lactation drugs
>>6158190
My hon detectors go off every time I read your posts. Like you aren't capable of being a normal woman. You're obsessed with validation and pretending to be a third of your actual age.
>>6158204
Well that was rectified quickly!
>>6158160
Some day maybe. Not putting those hopes up too high, I somehow feel like I'll end up being femboy and not passing.
>>6158187
>Just make sure to flush as much of the sugar out of you system as possible.
You sure? I kinda need nourishment I'm so hungry. If it's worth anything I think eating kept the tingles away before and hunger made them come back? Then again my hunger feeling has always been kinda messed up
>Don't take any pills for pain or anything without a doctor's orders.
I only got aspirin and wasn't planning on taking any. Going double numb on toes seems like a horrible idea, it's hard enough to spot when they're fucking up already. Won't stop taking my HRT though
>You have someone on call?
It's the middle of the night but my parents are back home so I can try and wake one up if something happens.
>>6158190
You're body is my goal body. I'll probably not look a fraction as good as this.
>>6158208
Join the army for 10 years and wait to transition until you're 35.
>>6158207
: 3
>>6158212
>You're obsessed with validation and pretending to be a third of your actual age
Sounds like a lot of women desu
how do I get rid of this rash
Wait so is Faye really 40 or is that a mem
>>6158220
faye is only 34 now
>>6158218
>falling for Faye shitposting
One of the most toxic trips here
>>6158184
Gods, I hope not. I keep wishing Zeus would see this voluptious cardio butt I've been working on and turn me into a girl.
>>6158225
stop being fat
>>6158197
w-wow anon, y-you too...
>>6158217
i posted that because i was making tea in my kitchen and my hair was all around my face and my earrings were jangling and i looked down and saw my nails and i just had this moment where i was like i-i'm a girl @_@. thoughts like that were more common earlier in my transition but its still nice to feel something other than mundaneness or dysphoria
>>6158236
im afraid to lose weight while my boobs are still growing
>>6158193
this >>6158203
>>6158195
Oh raptor senpai, dinner tonight?
>>6158234
Well who ever is in that pick is my goal lol.
>>6158217
>I can try and wake one up
Good lass
Your body is losing insulin. No matter how much sugar you take in, you won't be able to convert it. Currently, with the pins and needles, your blood sugars are probably in the 12-16 mmol/L range, which, while uncomforatable, isn't going to kill you. At the higher ranges, the pins and needles dissapear, but that's when it gets dangerous. Just try to keep yourself hydrated. If you can get fats into instead of sugars, it'll give you more energy, as they don't require as much insulin to break down.
You'll be through the tough part soon. Just gotta last 'till Wednesday right?
I'll check in with you at least once a day too, make sure you're holding up.
How to pass?
>>6158190
;~; that doesn't mean that me being fucked up helps me believe that I'm any more fucked up than any cis guys
It just means that I'm fucked up for some reason or another
I feel like I'm gonna throw up...
>>6158177
That doesn't mean I won't try. Also, I dunno, I can't shake the feeling that I'm way way behind the other people in my family that are my age or were my age at some point. A bunch of them were married or engaged, some had been through multiple careers, I'm the only one currently broke and unemployed.
Maybe I'm just without perspective and whinging though
>>6158191
Are you certain of that? It's basically been ongoing for me since teens.
>>6158187
Eventually. Probably.
>>6158197
Ilu too anon <3
>>6158259
hey will you marry me
>>6158240
But you're the dinner...
>>6158251
skin the girl nextdoor and wear her flesh. you've been watching her long enough, you have nearly all her mannerisms down
>>6158255
>I'm the only one currently broke and unemployed.
yeah but at least you have a vagina
Who else was the focus of fujoshis when they were a young fagboy? Like they would ask if you were a seme or an uke? Terrible times
if I die in my sleep tonight, please don't try to save me
>>6158242
It's me, I don't really understand what there is to fall for, I just took estrogen and put on andro guys clothes
>>6158234
Explain I'm confused
>>6158232
I'm 39, also all my social media stuff is fake because I was an Intel agent
>>6158212
>you can't seek social validation
>you have to hang out with horrible looking 40 year olds who can't fuck, drunk, dance, or keep up with you.
I don't know I'm sorry I don't conform to the patriarchal idea that we have to act a certain way as we age so that
Either
A: a man is forced to settle down with his wife and care for her
Or
B: a woman is less likely to fuck around and have someone else's kid
I'm not cis straight or a wage slave, those rules don't apply to me babe
>>6158223
There's just something about it which is different when people like Faye and Kayla do it. It's posed and unauthentic.
>>6158276
>I'm 39, also all my social media stuff is fake because I was an Intel agent
k
>>6158268
Am I now? :^)
>>6158275
but how would we save you if you died in your sleep already
>>6158259
>when you find out
._.
>>6158270
b-but my neighbour is a brown cripple, I don't want to be brown.
>>6158255
Well everyone's life is different so its still normal for those thoughts to have started in your teens. And we're trans so we're waaay more likely to have thoughts like those at any particular point in our lives. When I think about it I can definitely say I had those thoughts as a teen thru now at varying intensities over the years.
And thoughts like that often send people into mid-life crises.
I want give kayla LOTS of headpats
>>6158284
not even brown people want to be brown anon
>>6158276
You could just act normal person instead of creating an absurd strawman when you're called out.
>>6158237
That sounds quite nice. I think I've had like a half a second of that as I slumped over to cry and my hair mixed in with tears. Dysphoria kicked in big time when I started to make whatever you call the noise you make when you cry in a deep manly voice kek.
Sometimes when I'm showering in the bathtub my body seems kinda okay thanks to perspective and mist hiding enough of the bad stuff and warm water making my skin feel thicker.
>>6158248
>At the higher ranges, the pins and needles dissapear, but that's when it gets dangerous.
Wot. I felt fine for a few days eating my usual pasta, then I stopped eating for reasons I can't remember and now I feel like dying and cant put food in. I guess it's kind of an update but I got palpitations too now.
>fat
Don't really have any liquid fats available except olive oil, doesn't seem like a great idea unless I'm starting to feel really lightheaded.
>You'll be through the tough part soon. Just gotta last 'till Wednesday right?
Dunno when I'm going to get a time, with luck on monday, maybe tuesday-thursday, bad luck it's going to go into some future week. Depends on how acute they deem the situation and how persuasive my mom is on the phone.
>I'll check in with you at least once a day too, make sure you're holding up.
T-thanks. I'll probs post how it went once it's over just to vent depending on how grim it'll be.
>>6158255
>A bunch of them were married or engaged, some had been through multiple careers
thats not the norm tho, barely anyone I know that is my age is engaged and has a decent job. most are still in late stage education and have never had a fulltime job. and youre even younger than me as well.
I wish birdy was like a real bird i want to pet "his" feathers
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQlIhraqL7o
>be me
>lose virginity to Cis girl
>dysphoria gone
I have tasted pussy and what it feels like to be a dominant male. Hormonal Harmony Achieved!
SO LONG SUCKERS
>>6158288
I think she's like indian so it could be worse I guess.
>>6158300
>tfw will never find out
>tfw there is no chance ill ever pass
>>6158305
see you in 20-30 years
>>6158291
>how persuasive my mom is on the phone.
This is pretty bad Puru, do try to make it clear to her that... well you're in the final stages of Hyper-glyceamia. If the doctors ask, your symptoms match mine stage for stage. Type 1 diabetes. Go looking for it if they have to.
Sorry to mother hen over you like this, but... well. Yeah, I went through this myself. I'm not taking this well.
Do try to get an appointment ASAP?
I don't want to lose a new friend, especially not one who so much fun to tease!
>>6158290
>act like an uneducated cis man who unquestionably follows the system that represses you when you're called out
No
>>6158320
only she can answer that
>>6158281
Faye claims to have been everything the same way Kayla does. He's been a marine, a combat medic, and intelligence officer, a nursing student, psychology graduate, computer science major, genetics research, comic book cashier, the list goes on endlessly. They're even making a TV show based on Faye's life.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iI9C-zMwWZE
>>6158305
Too bad that doesn't work for all of us, sempai.
>>6158320
Or she could love you for your personality! There's still hope anon!
>>6158297
you can pet me if you're a qt
>>6158312
Damn it. That comic always makes me stay...
>>6158316
It would be closer to your true self if you did.
>>6158316
What was the war like
>>6158255
never look at the scoreboard elanna
you are competing against yourself, not other people in your family
Just got done shopping and it went great! Thanks for your support everyone!
>>6158197
<3
http://www.lightinthebox.com/cocktail-party-dress-burgundy-ball-gown-high-neck-short-mini-lace-tulle_p4910625.html?prm=1.2.3.0
Anyone who doesn't want to wear this needs to get the fuck out. Even the boys. That means you Birdie!
AND WITH THAT I TAKE MY LEAVE.
I smell a storm brewing, and it smells like shit. I'm not getting caught in this one.
GOODNIGHT FOLKS, I'll be on from 10ish GMT tomorrow.
>>6158313
>This is pretty bad Puru, do try to make it clear to her that... well you're in the final stages of Hyper-glyceamia.
I doubt she's going to believe my self-diagnosis. Nobody in the family has diabetes and stuff.
>Sorry to mother hen over you like this, but... well.
Ah it's kinda reassuring to have someone to talk to about this stuff.
>Do try to get an appointment ASAP?
Tomorrow morning when the phone reception opens!
>>6158352
I'm not fucking wearing that. I am too manly
>>6158350
Oh, but before I go, Grace, I added you on skype! I'm Cpl_Punishment.
Sorry 'bout the gamer name, but I'll be using the alt for gaming as well.
>>6158352
That was not made for my body type so no thanks.
>>6158352
>That means you Birdie!
>birdy
>boy
>>6157967
>sass-americana?
Non ci credo, Sophie.
>>6158339
Weirdly discriminatory against gays and women, I couldn't serve on the "front lines" because of my birth sex, but I'm glad they're changing that so women can serve in combat roles
>>6158350
Awesome, glad it did!
>>6158352
I ain't wearing that shit
I'll buy it for someone else to wear it for me though :^)
>>6158355
You have so much hate and toxicity against people. I have almost forgotten that you called everyone men but forgot to drop your trip to do it one time. You're the kind of hon everyone fears to become.
>>6158355
>I'm twice everyone here's age
you were in nam?
>>6158255
>unemployed
I got my cellphone/internet diaconnected because of not paying for 3 months
Only $25 to go!
>>6158355
>tfw youre not 16
>>6158255
You had to re-go through puberty at the cost of tens of thousands of dollars just so you could enjoy life. It's not your fault, so don't beat yourself up over it.
>>6158371
But weren't you a guy when you joined the military
>>6158377
Look. Yes. The dress is adorable.
But I'm not going to ruin it by wearing it ok.
>>6158201
holy shit kill yourself you fucking autist
>>6158388
h-hi gem how are y-you :)
>>6158292
Quite possibly but it seems to be not uncommon here. I have a family of high achievers and my cousins were basically thrown out when they were 18.
>>6158286
Yeah, you're right, frankly being trans is probably what makes me worry about these things so much because honestly, my sense of identity was pretty fluid at a time when it should have been developing. Plus, apparently a quarter life crisis is an actual thing that seems to happen to a lot of people in their mid 20s.
>>6158271
Little victories I guess
>>6158341
Fair, you're right. Like I said, I have a family of overachievers as well so it sort of makes things a bit stacked.
>>6158385
Ouch, I'm sorry. Have you been having luck in the work hunting?
>>6158392
When you put it that way I guess you're right :(
>>6158275
I also refuse to not recussitate you so that you can see a brighter tomorrow.
>>6158227
can anyoboy answer this
>>6158197
>not loved
>>6158411
I'm in a really shitty mood and I feel betrayed by the one person in my family who I hoped would be there for me. The "brighter tomorrow" is me moving out and cutting ties from everyone at home as soon as fucking possible. I'd rather be broke and homeless than live depressed, misunderstood, lonely and disgusting in a comfortable place.
>>6158378
Fuck me, i need a boy
>>6158413
you want someone to tell you how to lie your way through it
you are just a fetishist
if you were actually trans you wouldnt have to ask this retarded question
>>6158410
im pretty good :)
how are you?
>>6158355
Hi old person.
I'm old too
Fuck these millennials, right?
Idg how they all don't have jobs
>>6158437
sure, if you make me fall for you :^)
>>6158436
Get a van, for real
Otherwise you'll hook up with whoever will have you
>>6158452
I fucking love old people they make so much sense :^)
>>6158457
>whoever will have you
I don't have money for a van, and I want to be able to shower, anyway.
>>6158449
./////.
I-I guess
>>6158411
>>6158411
>I have a family of high achievers
Iktf
god they were so disappointed when I took a break from uni to transition. pretty sure that was worse for them that the whole being suicidal and druggy. they didnt believe Id make it until I showed them my physical degree. now they believe Ill get a masters, but never a job cause cray cray. theyre kinda nice about it, mostly just light jabs. I can tell that theres a lot of resentment in what they say and do though. I dont blame them, theyre good people, and parents. just really stereotypically new-age germans.
>>6158452
What year do you start being a millennial? People born after 2000?
h-hey can y'all help me >>6158443 I don't wanna shit up a new thread asking for help
>>6158457
besides, I'm not against whoring my body around for a bed to sleep in at night.
>>6158436
Yes, but the fact of the matter is, there's still a brighter tomorrow. You won't be broke and homeless either, you'll be in school and working on your transition.
I'm sorry that something happened between the two of you, but that doesn't mean that things can't be salvaged either.
>>6158474
the brain is more important
>>6158411
When everyone around me was developing their identities around their education, careers, and families I was thinking "fuck I'm a girl how do I fix this" or wasting time doing stupid things to hide from those thoughts. Beginning transition doesn't alleviate much because then you worry about your body and mind still being years from being as completely aligned with something as basic as your gender as possible and the fear of all the uncertain variables in transition. All that takes away from developing in other areas.
>quarter life crisis is a thing
Yeaaah I find that very believable.
>>6158229
yes faye is 40
>>6158472
every one defines it differently because of how generations work but its generally defined as the generation born between the early 80's and the late nineties
>>6158449
girls I think faye is making fun of us again
>>6158489
thanks, that's what I was thinking but a lot of people I know just think I'm a delusional man in a dress even after I try and explain to them my viewpoint. plus the tumblrtrannies don't help that shit, and my sister a genderqueer nutcase which just makes me doubt myself even more.
Like I'm not saying that I am a woman, vagina and all. that would be delusional, but if I'm trying to find a way to be comfortable with my body and my mind then shouldn't that be ok? That's not delusional, that's sensible. And if I pass, act like a woman, and people treat me like one then it's not a huge societal problem, right? I'm not forcing people to treat me any specific way, I just present how I feel comfortable and let others use pronouns and stuff as they see fit.
Why do we get lumped in with the manly unpassing creeps who try to force others to act unnaturally and come off as delusional?
>>6158477
I could manage if it was just my parents. Apparently the sister that said she would support me is an alcoholic too, and probably believes at this point that me wanting to be a girl was caused by the lsd trip. I don't know, because she won't talk to me anymore, but she almost kicked me out of the car on the road before turning around and kicking me out within walking distance.
So now I legitimately have to bear the weight of three important and dissenting opinions, and I need to leave before it kills me.
I don't want to deal with this shit.
I hate alcohol because of how closely it was linked to how abusive my mom was, and when I was complaining about how much I hate it to my sister (because my parents had three bloody mary's each at 10 AM), she told me, "you better get used to it". So I told her that LSD is legitimately better for your mental health, and that alcohol is for children that can't deal with their adult problems, and she told me to get out.
Yeah. Great day.
Today i read spirit circle and learned that life can be beautiful and fulfilling if you aren't me.
>>6157606
can any one in here who plays old school runescape help me out and come give me a few million gp, or whatever you can spare?, i'll accept items and runes.
i really want to train my magic skill but i'm poor.
thanks.
RS username is "Magzily" currently on world 308.
>>6158524
Sent ;)
>>6158471
I'm sorry, it's a genuinely shit feeling to have to deal with. Your parents want what's best for you but it really sucks when it feels like other factors in your life are getting in the way of living up to what they want from you. I'm fairly certain that you'll be able to hold down a job though, you're able to live up to the expectations of a master's student, which are frankly pretty damn high.
This reminds me a little of what happened when I came out to my parents though. My mom phoned my dad at work in tears and said that I had bad news to tell him. He came home and basically launched into an angry lecture because he was convinced I was dropping out of school. :/
>>6158494
Yup, this hits close to home, I think that everyone here has gone through the same. Lost count of how many hobbies and activities I tried to push the feelings aside. Feels like years that I'll never get back and that most of the time since transition has been trying to undo the damage.
>>6158509
Is she actually an alcoholic or is she just drinking casually? I don't disagree that using alcohol to mask one's problems isn't mature, but it's sort of one of those things that has to be handled delicately. I dunno, try to think of what she's going through right now as well, a bit of understanding goes a long way. As upset as she is now I do think that you can recover that relationship.
>>6158528
you know, I want to adopt you and be your mom and make you happy
at the same time
I want you to adopt me and be your daughter
this is a really weird feeling, but I like it.
Ive to go to sleep now though, I hope you have a great night
If I'm already on hrt do I even have to worry about the possibility of MPB?
>tfw have tiny hairs around your hairline and not sure if it's your hairline advancing or receding.
>>6158528
Not an alcoholic (perpetually drunk), but drinks in excess on a weekly basis.
I don't necessarily want to recover it. It's not a great feeling to be kicked out of the car by the one person in your family that you thought you could rely on.
>>6158544
>tfw square hairline
kill me tbhon
>>6158544
free testosterone and DHT will still send you bald
>>6158454
I can't, I'm filth
>>6158555
What does free testosterone and DHT mean?
>>6158561
same desu but im trying to change
>>6158411
I'm an architect but construction related jobs are as good as dead here. So I basically hunt for freelance graphic design gigs...which suck because sone clients have stiffed me. :(
I don't know what to do anymore, so that's why I was asking for some tips from edie yesterday and posting my "sexy" pics, but that sort of didn't turn out well, right?
>>6158509
I'm so sorry Charlotte. :( this fucking sucks.
I've been estranged from my parents for almost 2 years and only started rebuilding the relationship (they were over for dinner on friday and although it was cold, dad took a couple of jabs at my 'faggot' life....Maybe they're just worried about me :'(
Always remember to live your life on your terms, but know that sometimes it's better to bend before breaking.
>>6158544
If you're on hrt you never have to worry about hair again.
GETOUTOFMYHEAD
>>6158573
This is me with my dropped trip
>>6158541
I know the feeling, I feel the same honestly. I think it really just boils down to being able to relate on so much ;_;
Goodnight Sophie, and rest well
>>6158549
Idk, I guess how I see it, both you and her share similar feelings about having freedom and agency, it's likely that she feels that such a hardline stance on something that's a personal decision of hers makes her feel somewhat betrayed. As much as I hate to say this, I do hope that when the dust settles on this that you can reach some sort of understanding with her. Having someone supportive in your life counts for a lot, and I don't doubt that she actually would be supportive, but like a lot of things in life compromises are sometimes necessary.
>>6158561
doubt, gimme info, I'll be the judge of that
>>6158573
>some clients have stiffed me
Wow, dear lord some people are assholes. I do hope that you can find something steadier without having to resort to basically selling pictures of yourself.
Have you tried applying to design firms firms with your graphic design portfolio?
>>6158528
>feels like years I'll never get back
Oh definitely, that bit really bugs me when I think about it.
When things are going south I remember all the things I already gave up for transition(at least for now) it just makes me feel so shitty.
I try to focus on the goal but everything I'm doing in life right now is for transition so I'm still stuck losing so much time I wouldn't have otherwise.
UGH, SOMEDAY
here i did the thing again
>>6158619
you goof
And the worst part is that I was so happy until I actually started talking with my parents.
>>6158573
If I had kept living my life on anyone else's terms, I'd be dead by now.
Honestly, they probably were worried about you. If your dad's making jokes, he either wants to break the tension, or he's feeling comfortable enough with you to actually say something that's not heavy or serious. If they cut ties, that's a good sign, but if you cut ties, I wouldn't believe that they understand.
I may need to do the same, desu.
>>6158597
she's the kind of person who likely won't talk to me for a year or more after this. I don't have time for that.
>>6158629
Forgot it again ya nimwit
This posting with stolen wifi is a bust, I'm always replying to posts that might as well were made 1 year ago and not getting (you)s.
I give up for the time bieng. Good nite emteefgee..
>>6158644
I checked the catalog you bitch
>>6158638
ngiiight ;~;
>>6158617
You've come this far at least though, and while you're in the thick of it right now you've begun the process of building your identity. It's hard to find the time for it when you're still dealing with transition but once the worst of it is over it does start to become easier at least..
>>6158628
Are you sure? Try talking to her about it..
>>6158644
U meming us maddie?
>>6158601
Info? What kind?
>>6158544
Well mpb is caused by DHT, which is produced in the testes from free testosterone.
If you're taking an AA at an appropriate dose then the amount of testosterone in your body will decrease until it is at levels similar to what you would have as a cis woman. Baldness cannot happen without sufficient DHT.
So basically there is this little window during HRT while your T levels are still dropping in which baldness can occur, but it's not likely.
>>6158704
contact info, silly