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Male to Female General 2016-05-04 18:06:53 Post No. 6134184
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Male to Female General 2016-05-04 18:06:53 Post No. 6134184
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Micheal Chiklis edition.
Have you gone dickless for MIcheal Chiklis yet?
▶Informed consent providers:https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
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▶Transition timelines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training:http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info:https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help:
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▶IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>6134184
quak
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>>6134190
you buy me it
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>>6134184
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>>6134193
agp
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>tfw not getting facefucked right now
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>>6134193
O-OH GOSH, saved!
<3 <3 <3
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>>6134208
>tfw still sitting here
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>>6134132
I don't know how you enjoy bullying him, he legitimately just gets off to it.
>>6134133
it's hardly banter, he's just trolling. Banter is friendly, this is provocative.
I agree that drama sucks, but this sucks too.
>>6134151
>but boring makes for dead threads
then explain why the thread is still alive when he's not online?
>>6134169
>$2K
that's not much, desu
>>6134171
ekkkk
>>6134190
>tha thread store
good one
>>6134193
>>6134210
100% accurate desu
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Does anyone do thigh injections?
I thought I did it right, but it's hurt like a bitch for two days >.>
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>>6134225
I did with lupron. do you do it subcutanously (however thats written)? If yes, I assume its like fluid with little crystals in it?
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is self medding anti-psychotics possible? it looks like i don't have a lot of online pharmacy options as a canadian
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are some of you peoples going under hormone induced mood shifts constantly?
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>>6134232
i don't think that's a good idea
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>>6134232
anti-psychotics are shit.
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when the boy at the coffee shop flirts with you and gives you the eyes
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>>6134231
Yah it goes like a inch or so into the muscle, It's a clear liquid, I just like plunged it in like a lawn dart, and my muscle still hurts, wonder if I fucked it up >.>
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>>6134239
beats suicide right?
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>>6134244
What is afflicting you that you can't get seen by a psychiatrist to get them prescribed?
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>>6134127
Ishygddt
>>6134130
Yep.
>tfw never passing
>>6134134
But I can measure my flaws and compare them to averages.
>>6134135
I dropped out in February lol.
>>6134140
What bdd?
>>6134241
>ywn ktf
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>>6134238
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eS_korRhTDk
i get T rage. because repression is too addictive. this video is literally my childhood when i decided to repress.
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>>6134232
they only aide in repression
>>6134243
>lawn dart
oh shit I forgot about those
btw, what are the effective differences between the kinds of hormones? I'm not sure if I should go oral or injection
>>6134246
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>>6134248
Faye, you are a very trolly pregnant lady.
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>>6134241
that's cute :3 don't you have a gf tho?
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>>6134254
right. i want to repress the urge to detransition
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holy shit why do all these retards have to come and erp in #mtfg every fucking day they are pretending to be cats or talking about glomping on each other whatever the fuck that means. not to mention they spam pics of themselves and talk about their collars and tail plugs and shit holy fuck I wish I could control my autism but this shit is so annoying
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>>6134208
(You)
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>>6134268
>glomping
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>>6134238
Nah. I'm just sad 24/7 lol
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>>6134254
Oral has tons of high peaks and low valleys in hormone levels
patches are consistent the entire time
Injections have a bit of a peek depending where you inject and how (I inject inter muscular in the thigh) it has a bit of a valley
Generally the more consistent your levels the better
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>>6134243
I dunno I injected mine angled under the skin, maybe like half a cm deep or something. but Idk if it was that way because my stuff was different. youre the expert. I can only tell you that it worked for me that way. only had to take a shot once every three months tho and usually did on fridays when I didnt do anything on the weekend. I got a bruise for 2 days every time tho
>>6134247
not that person but same boat: getting a shrink would take 6-12 months where I live. I am running out of antidepressants soon tho, would also need seroquel.
>>6134246
>the one with the longest hair is the short haired one in the picture
t-triggered ;_;
>>6134268
what is #mtfg? irc?
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>>6134277
>getting a shrink would take 6-12 months
then you shouldn't wait! start working on getting one now
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>>6134238
My T is so strong im angry or sad all the time.
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>>6134268
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>>6134184
I'd go dickless for that guy.
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>>6134277
Oh yah, that kinda makes dosage levels a little more variable and it makes you burn the medication in a week instead of two, I'm plunging the shot into my muscle.
I was doing it in the arm because the data showed it was almost as good, but recently changed to the leg because of the doctors recommendation
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>>6134294
ohhh
yeah I can see why thats really painful.
be careful ;~;
>>6134285
either Ill find a solution on my own, or Ill kill myself before I get an appointment anyway.
so probably no point in working on getting one.
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>>6134277
Hmm. Here I'd head to a clinic, get a referral, and have the clinic refill my prescription in the interim. Is that not an option?
The Seroquel could be tough, but most doctors I've dealt with try to align themselves with harm reduction.
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>>6134303
>:(
that's not a good answer
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>>6134306
around here even the urgent mental care clinic requires a referral and a month or two wait before intake, longer until actual help
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>>6134313
And clinics won't prescribe you a dose to last until then? That's pretty irresponsible.
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>MFW no (you) when browsing mtfg
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>>6134318
(You) should've asked, kitty.
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>>6134246
This is so agp
I love it
>>6134268
Who do I gotta ban lol
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>>6134317
of a new psychiatric drug? definitely not
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>>6134306
>>6134313
yeah to actually get antidepressants on time Id have to attempt suicide I think. or at least go there with a knife to my throat or something.
also my parents shouldnt know. this makes this rly hard as well. I dont wanna burden them too much.
>>6134317
maybe they would, but I am selfmedding ads and never had a script (well, not for THOSE at least). I also take a high dosage (cause lower does nothing).
>>6134318
I am generous today and the pic is defo worth it.
(you)
>>6134310
>>6134309
s-sorry
Ive been getting a little better over the last few days tho, maybe Ill be fixed by the time I run out.
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10128700
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>>6134296
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PiW2WFoKLo
"Transition.
Now, that's a bit of a problem.
See, rumor has it...
...that Femgen
have already turned you down.
And if those femboys and boy-lovers
have found that kind of nerve, then...
- And, of course, Spartan...
...has his reputation to consider.
Choose your next words carefully,
Spartan.
Testosterone and Y Chromosomes
Girl. You're a Girl!
This is Denial! This is Repression!
I am Spartan!"
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>>6134332
>Die nazi
I tried before, but this stuff is hard af. poison is as heavily regulated as guns are in central europe
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>>6134334
you're really creative spartan
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>>6134334
damn quick reply
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>>6134338
dont make me take the hormones. i dont wanna
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>>6134251
ugh, brings back memories of freshman year of high school
>>6134266
why do you want to detransition?
>>6134275
ah, I might wanna avoid oral, but having high highs at the cost of low lows sounds kinda nice.
In all seriousness, I may actually wanna give patch/injection a shot.
>>6134246
>>6134324
>I love it
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>>6134328
>also my parents shouldnt know. this makes this rly hard as well.
iktf
family knows i'm struggling a little, and so do friend, but no one can know just how much or why
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>>6134342
but girls are good at art and literature and stuff. they'll help you hone your craft
seriously though, if you're really honestly confused don't do anything you don't want to. therapy is very good for someone in your place.
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NONONONONO
http://www.lovebscott.com/news/caitlyn-jenner-to-pose-nude-with-her-olympic-gold-medal-for-sports-illustrated
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>>6134352
Gross. Who wantr to see old people nude
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>>6134347
my SO knows some things, but we live together, crippling depression is hard to hide that way.
at least I still make it to uni most of the time
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>>6134352
jfc
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>>6134352
w h y
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>>6134355
im telling him on you
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>>6134352
NONONONONONONO
Who the fuck wants this?!?!
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>>6134345
the grass is always greener maybe. i have girl problems, trans problems, and gender identity problems still. despite that i'm not convinced a detrans would make me happier, so maybe i should try removing feelings first
>>6134355
it is hard to hide. i've been freaking out a little because some family might move to my city and it would be hard to continue suicidal hermit life if it happens
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is caitlyn jenner the hero we need
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>>6134349
im not confused. my repression just convinces me i am. literally fighting this since i was 5
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>>6134352
She's just expressing her new age trans feminism by loving her body
I don't want anyone thinking were any different then other modern day consumer culture feminists that ascribe to sexually exploiting their bodies in the name of personal liberity, in order to bend to a system that says your only path to fame as a woman is to exploit your body
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>>6134345
>>I love it
S-sorry was that an overshare?
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>>6134364
the patriarchy
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>>6134335
I know! Killing yourself is really anti natural. The body wants to live no matter what. I've played with the idea of killing myself before but never could do it. I overdosed on purpose rivotril+alcohol once, but I blacked out in the bathroom hit my head on the sink and woke up wuth a chipped tooth in a puddle of vomit. I guess I'm just a coward now about death, since all we get is one life. And there are sone things I like and things I'm curious about. Still.
You can chat with me and I'll teach you the true story of the nazis as secret afropenis cucks. ;P
>>6134352
Fap4AGPhons
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>>6134369
Is the joker the hero gotham need?
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>>6134354
>>6134352
lol no thank you
>>6134365
Maybe check for major depressive disorder. You were obviously unhappy enough to transition, so make sure you can isolate the cause before you make a move. It's not like it's going to get harder to detransition as time goes on.
Maybe try going off HRT for a week or two, see how you feel. Hormones are a pretty good indicator of whether transitioning is right or not, iirc.
>>6134378
>overshare
undershare, really
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>>6134378
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(most of) my grades just came in.
lookin good so far, I should be able to keep those credits when I transfer
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>>6134385
Joker Is hero gothman deserve
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>>6134225
I don't do thigh injections but I do do butt injections.
Was this your first time self-injecting?
fwiw, the first time I self-injected, it was sore for the rest of the night and part of the next morning, but by the third time, i would just get a mild tingle for a few minutes post-injection.
So I dunno, maybe you just need to get used to doing it.
I'm not an expert though, so take this with a grain of salt.
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>>6134387
>undershare, really
What did she mean by this?
>>6134389
H-hi anon
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>>6134387
no hormones for a couple weeks isn't going to help anything. i don't like the way i'm treated, or the way friends and lovers see me
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>tfw you wake up and were about to change out of your wet diaper but then the maintenance people at your apartment come to change the lightbulbs at your apartment so you have to sit around in your wet diaper while they change your lightbulbs
fml, anyone else know this feel?
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>>6134408
Why are you wearing a diaper??
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>>6134408
You still wet the bed? Pathetic
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>>6134408
no...
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>>6134404
>doesn't think before posting
eeeehhhhehehehhh...
>>6134406
well, let's put it in perspective. Did you like the way you were treated and seen before you transitioned?
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>>6134408
i hate when that happens
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>>6134404
te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te te
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>>6134415
just like now, there were aspects i liked and aspects i disliked
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>>6134417
Elanna broke anon
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cybaxmaddie
>>6134420
People in general treat me better when they perceive me to be female than they do when they perceive me to be male.
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>>6134417
Why is this so adorable
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>>6134424
10 days desu
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>>6134424
>tfw no trip gf
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>>6134421
that's too bad. i bailed on meeting mine this week. i told them i was doing better but needed to focus on me right now
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>>6134415
I think just fine, b-baka
>>6134417
I'm confused by the adorableness that I'm seeing here. :S
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i want to transition on mars.
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>>6134432
So you won't be a dissapointment to your family on earth?
Also, mars makes your testosterone go up. It is known
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Has anyone here ever tried to kill themselves by overdosing on drugs? Which drugs did you use?
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>>6134423
do you have the image?
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>>6134438
if you want, i can try a couple bottles of tylenol 3 and let you know tomorrow if it failed
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>>6134438
please dont hurt yourself tink
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>>6134438
spiro and estrogen
hasn't worked yet
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>>6134437
no. because i can barely tolerate being around people as a repressed male.
as a tranny ill never go outside again and slowly grow insane from isolation.
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how much water do you drink every day /mtfg/?
>2-3 liters
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>>6134450
thats a lot
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>>6134450
A shot
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>>6134208
You mentioned the GDL last thread. Do you live in NJ too? Not asking for lewd purposes.
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>>6134420
It seems like you're a bit stuck. I'll give you my philosophy, and see if it helps. You're welcome to reject it if you disagree, and take it all with a grain of salt; I didn't have a great childhood.
The reason I've decided to say fuck you to my parents and some of my transphobic friends and start transitioning is because I'm tired of living to make other people happy. I feel dead inside when I do, because I'm denying myself comfort in my own body. I'm fully aware that I told myself and everyone else that I was comfortable being a guy just to prevent myself from getting hurt by the people around me.
I don't believe that's healthy for anyone to put up with, and maybe you need to find new friends. I obviously don't know enough to make the call for you, but as an outsider looking in, that's what I see.
>>6134431
N-no, I-I don't think.
>>6134433
University of Pittsburgh
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>>6134438
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Gl0bZqs6tw
i would hyper ventilate and flex as hard as possible to draw blood away from my brain. i acheived a sensation where i am a drooling mindless spasming mess where i literally forget my own name, who i am, where i am and it was the happiest moments of my life.
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>>6134460
That sounds like an extreme case of autism
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>>6134450
2 liters ery day
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>>6134225
I'm pretty sure it's supposed to hurt when you stick in your thigh. That's why most people stick it in their butt despite the inconvenience.
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>>6134451
im thirsty
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>>6134462
The choking game (also known as the fainting game and a wide variety of local slang names) refers to intentionally cutting off oxygen to the brain with the goal of inducing temporary syncope and euphoria. There are two distinct methods used to achieve oxygen deprivation: strangulation and self-induced hypocapnia.
its absolute heaven.
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>>6134450
64 ounces EXACTLY
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>>6134471
injections are good. Don't hurt unless you're a push over.
give it a try
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>>6134459
You're my new hero!
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>>6134459
W-what do you mean you don't t-think
>>6134457
No, I live in Alberta Canada ;~;
>>6134469
Most sensible people use drugs yo
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>>6134469
Can we play that together? Can you slap me about a bit too?
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>>6134443
Nah, I'm just about done. I'll give it another 2 or 3 months but if things stay the same then I'm ending it.
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>>6134451
I just follow what the big man in the white coat says to do.
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#trapsfortrump
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>>6134480
Why exactly aren't you self-medding?
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>>6134477
W-what? Why? How? I'm not a role model!
>>6134478
I... ekkk...
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>>6134469
It can make you brain damaged
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>>6134469
Inb4 angry moms blaming transgenders for teen suicide via the choking game.
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>>6134484
No.
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>>6134478
>No, I live in Alberta Canada ;~;
th-thats not how you spell western germany...
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>>6134484
if trump isn't president in january i'm going to kill myself, i literally have fucking night terrors about it
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>>6134478
>>6134479
>>6134490
>>6134491
i wanna die tho :D
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>>6134490
Yume must be an expert at that game
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>>6134495
M A G A
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>>6134495
Fucking pathetic.
>>6134496
Then come here we'll get a bunch of drugs and see how you feel after
>>6134498
Kek
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>>6134432
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrtMl7X_Y5w
follow your dreans
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>yelled at by dad for oversleeping and not picking up my sister from school
>not my fault she failed drivers test twice
>wants to get me tested for "ADD"
>mfw it's really because I hate myself and sleep for 12 hours to escape my pain
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>>6134480
i hope things get better for you then
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>>6134495
>hilary
*shudders* I'm with you anon
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>>6134506
WHY
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>>6134515
Tell me with a straight face that Cruz, or Kasich would be better. I really don't think you can.
I'm prob voting third party tho this year
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>>6134515
>Make America even shitter is what will happen .
doesnt matter as long as the president provides entertainment. I am not american.
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>>6134498
Step 1: Have mommy/daddy issues and be trans, to make sure that you no longer have empathy for other human beings. It helps if they have absurdly high expectations of you, that you'll always fail to meet.
Step 2: Stop worrying about how the people who care about you feel. Their opinions don't matter anyway, and listening to them just makes you feel like shit!
Step 3: With none of those stupid feelings to hold you down, and as long as someone is offering to pay for everything, make bold decisions with reckless abandon!
Step 4: Live your life happily and pity those who don't.
also, pic relevant to the process
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>>6134523
I can't cause they're all shit.
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>>6134352
goddammit
fuck this ho
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>>6134489
>mfw
>>6134494
I know, I wish it were though ;~;
>ywn be in a west German tank crew with sophie.
>>6134524
Kek
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So anon never showed after finding out my ip.
I'll take the hons out one at a time by being the best endo
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>>6134487
I ordered it.
I just don't know if it will ever arrive because I live in a shit hole.
Realistically, I should just get my driving license, go to a psychologist an get a prescription, but I'm too tired. Death sounds a lot easier desu. I don't mind the thought.
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>>6134524
Kek Aight
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bernie!!!!! 2016!!!!!! feel the dang bern!!!!
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Honest question, isn't Trump tranny friendly? Didn't hon jenner make a big hoopla about being invited to piss in his tower?
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>>6134542
could you take a cab to the psychologist? or the bus? or is your country that much of a shithole
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>>6134543
Just kero my shit up
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hi ~ <3
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>>6134552
I could. But it would require multiple sessions, it would be expensive and I have a job.
Actually, I have no idea why, but uber is rejecting my credit card. So idk
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How does it make you feel knowing that I'll be a new endo put the field who will be denying you hons your precious hrt
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>>6134546
Not really. Trump just doesn't give a shit. Jenner only made a big deal because Trump basically said he doesn't give a shit while her previously preferred candidate, Cruz, was attacking us.
Trump owns Miss Universe or whatever that is called. He prohibited trans people from participating. When a Canadian transwoman entering the pageant sued and the public went in uproar, he caved. He then later in an interview said that if he had known she was using such-and-such lawyer, he'd have taken it all the way to court.
When asked about trans people in bathrooms, he said he didn't like NC's law (probably because it has hurt business, nothing more), but said they have the right to pass such laws and wouldn't stop states from doing so.
So Trump's position on trans rights is most likely "no" unless it's bad for business, in which case he just looks the other way.
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>>6134563
that sucks i hope your meds arrive in the mail
when were they supposed to arrive by?
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>>6134544
he doesn't have a chance in hell. we have to choose between someone who should be in jail and fucking donald trump
>>6134546
he is
>>6134559
whats up korra
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>>6134564
So?
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>>6134546
Trump is everything to everybody.
Tip: this is how liars, cheats and frauds operate. They tell you what you want to hear.
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>see counselor for the first time since coming out to family
>she notices and comments that I look happier
ahh, feels good to be out
>>6134559
hayyy
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Should i become a girl?
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>>6134559
(you) bby <3
>>6134546
more than the other republicans at least
>>6134536
I want this ;~;
>>6134572
but hes entertaining...
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>>6134546
Hillary's stance on trans issues I don't think has ever really been solidly put out there. When she was Secretary of State she did enable us to change gender markers on passports. But that's about all I know about here.
Bernie is more supportive but he's pretty much lost the game at this point.
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>>6134572
And that. I'd say the only safe thing you can assume about Trump is what's best for him and what's good for business, he's probably going to side with.
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>>6134578
Honestly, I think any dem. candidate is going to do whatever is deemed progressive so as much as I like Sanders, I'll be fine settling for Hillary. I just wish Obama would have had made a push to force insurers to cover HRT and SRS instead of suggesting it or whatever he did.
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>>6134564
But doctor, I'll suck your baby cock!
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>>6134546
Last I heard, Trump was pretty socially liberal.
and I mean, the idea of keeping chaotic people (mexicans from poverty, islamics in distress) out of the country is good on paper. I just wish he wouldn't be so selective. Japan had a pretty big economic boom when they closed the country, so eh, it's worked 100% of the time it's been executed thus far.
It's just, he seems like an idiot that panders to idiots, and I don't really want to vote for an idiot.
>>6134536
>mfw
I need to think more. That would be good.
>>6134578
>Shillary
>having solid opinions
LMAO
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>>6134568
nm just got off work and I'm waiting for my friend to come get me when he gets off work in a few mins. u?
>>6134569
C:
>>6134574
h0i Marcy! <3
>>6134576
oh my gawd Sophie u spoil me so much i luv it (and u <3)
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>>6134584
It's always assumed dems will do whatever is progressive, but they're either shills or they are afraid. A progressive thing to do was to support gender-neutral marriage, but neither Hillary nor Obama supported it until a majority of the population did. I wouldn't bet on Hillary actually -doing- anything to help us out, but rather just maintain things exactly as they are.
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>>6134586
Youre so mentally ill youre taking girl hormones to neuter yourself and youre going to say Donald Trump , a successful man with many buisnesses is an idiot.
Yeah you should follow your own post and think more hon.
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>>6134586
lel, Hillary's as solid as this glass of water.
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>>6134564
doesnt feel like anything.
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>>6134591
So you're going to an anime expo, right?
Do... do you like Gurren Lagann?
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>>6134584
Stupid sexy cool Obama, we could never stay mad at you <3
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>>6134574
oh yippee for you -_-
fuck off
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>>6134567
The deadline is in two weeks. But I would say that there's a high chance I'll never get it.
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>>6134600
You look great hun! Dont T rage so hard.
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people who are friends with nazis are inferior and bad people
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>>6134594
>tips glass
whaddayaknow, she never had an opinion in the first place
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>>6134593
Oh no, my feelings.
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>tfw will probably never be accepted to the college I want to go to
I want to die.
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>>6134554
Kero kero kero!!
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>>6134605
Jokes on you. I'm not on hrt and repressed. It me who gets to laugh at you.
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>>6134375
This, here, is one of the things that hurts the most to swallow. That until systems of gendered oppression are eliminated, a woman's body defaults to being exploited. That any mode of dress or style of hair or pose of limbs can, and will, be a political act of gender performativity with far-reaching consequences owing to the history and culture of gender they derive from and feed into.
I just want to sleep so badly...
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>>6134613
i was accepted to the college i wanted to go to and i went there and i hated it
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>>6134613
>tfw I will kill myself if I go to university and don't transition
>tfw I will kill myself if I go to university and transition
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>>6134612
I need to get lunch before playing vidya with friends later.
baiii
>>6134613
>mfw I'm an idiot with good test scores
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>>6134596
yes and yes ! im a total weeb nerd desu i just go to parties and bars w friends from time to time
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>>6134602
well my fingers are crossed for you
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>>6134613
which one?
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>>6134606
(you)
>>6134612
yeah ;___;
time machine when?
teleportation when?
elanna when?
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guys i really need to go get my eyebrows done. the only thing is i tried doing them myself and i kind of fucked one of them up. i need an excuse for how they got fucked up so i can go get a professional to do them.
if that doesn't work, how long does it take for them to grow back completely?
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>>6134628
Kamina: great character or greatest character?
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>>6134613
Same desu, then again maybe it's a good thing so nobody has to look at my ugly mug
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>>6134625
My test scores are garbage lol
>>6134633
reed
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>>6134622
I went to a small university in a small city on a mountain, I can get to class from my house in five minutes and all the classes are tiny, it was a good decision. Takes my sister over an hour to get to class from my parents house to her uni, trying to go to college in a big city is complete misery.
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>>6134637
best actually Simon is good too!
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>>6134644
Moap! <3 hi hi n.n
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if a college takes the expense to send you one of these huge fancy booklets to encourage you to apply, does it mean that your characteristics are appealing to the admissions committee
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How to be not lonely when you live in a country where nobody else lives in
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>>6134650
Hi Korra, how are you?
>>6134666
>tfw
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the Dawn of War III trailer made me really excited about committing repressional suicide
"In the face of death. I will show no remorse"
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uishfisklahfs so nervous
why couldn't they just tell me in the damn email
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>>6134667
Probably not, I think they do that to pretty much everyone. Is that a Blue Yeti?
>>6134648
I just love Kamina's confidence! And his glasses are pretty cool too
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>>6134667
Every place that accepted me sent me one, so its probably a good sign.
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tfw a trip has your dream job and youre a lowly peasant who cant pass their classes
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>>6134681
stats? hooks?
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>>6134593
>succesful businessman Trump
YFW Trump is a male Paris Hilton.
>>6134586
>Japan business boom due to closing borders to foreigners
>30 + years of stagflation in Japan
Charlotte Sensei you need to take econ 101!
>>6134583
>businessmen like Donald Trump
The only people who like Trump are the impoverished white middle/lower class of America.
>>6134576
Secret german nazi waiting for America to fail so they can fittnally have schadenfreude on the country that humilliated them in WWII
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>>6134683
Huh?
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there is no better feel than when you snap back to reality and read through a /pol/ thread on trannies. And that all I have is a mental illness. One that is honourable to repress and that I'm a good person for ordering pimozide. I can't wait for the pain to stop.
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>>6134687
Hilton-Kardashian 2016
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>>6134667
>Not knowing how marketing departments work.
So young and innocent! :3
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>>6134682
>tfw lots of trips are doing good and making it through college and transitioned before/during it when you're going to be stuck working minimum wage probably because you fucked it up
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>>6134698
I fucked it up too working a minimum wage job since leaving school. Although I'm trying to get my shit together now, will be going to uni next year at 23 years old. Feels embarrassing.
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>>6134698
I failed college and left and was unemployed for 3 years and homeless briefly, transitioned, got good job, and am maybe getting back into college, and life right now is looking really good.
If shit goes downhill it can still go back up again
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>>6134699
I'm Canadian, so we don't got no sats, but I have a 79% average, and on my application i'm a white male, so I don't get affirmative action and shit.
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>>6134699
Enjoy being a hon and never being accepted by society ever. You waste thousands of dollars and effort to become what you are. I take one little pill each day. And i save myself from heartache, exile and rejection from my community.
You should kill YOURSELF
>>6134707
I'll be free. I don't care if it kills me. I'll be free.
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>>6134698
I feel like this. I had kids at 21 and 23, started transiting while in college at 23. Couldn't handle the idea of transitioning in the middle of college kids, raising family and working full time. 4 years later I wish I could go back to school but I owe so much money from just dropping out :(
I want to be a nurse, not a peasant stocking soda.
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oH mY gODD!
http://img-9gag-fun.9cache.com/photo/a3BDbOm_460sv.mp4
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>>6134706
I cant afford to go back to college and probably will never be able to even though I spent 3 years at uni
meanwhile adris going to college, yume and amy could get grants to go there if they wanted to and reds fucking going to get a masters or something
>>6134709
well thats awful fellow ally how are you getting back in
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>>6134644
>big city
This is what I'm currently planning on doing, and if it turns out I hate it, I'm just gonna transfer again. Nbd. It's not like I ever make great friends anyway.
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morning faggits
i luv u
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>you will never pass
>people will never tell you how extremely masc you are because it's true
;___;
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>>6134675
Same
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>>6134716
that sounds like a toigh position to be in :(
sometimes I forget that everyone here isnt a fucking highschooler with their whole life ahead of them
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>>6134715
you really believe the pimozide thing? it wasnt even a legit trial but rather an informal study in the 90s. it only had a sample size of one patient who had a mental disability and was not even trans but rather a fetishist who barely had gender dysphoria if at all. they were more crazy than anything and it didnt even work lol. theres be no other studies on it and nobody seriously believes that pimozide is a viable treatment. if anything it'll fuck you up worse. good luck though
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>>6134719
Jesus christ yume and Amy are literally killing you. Grow a fucking spine and tell them to get a job. You are paying for two disgusting leaches to take advantage of you on a minimum wage job, you see nothing wrong with that?
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>>6134728
>tfw cant go buy makeup or women's clothes because you dont pass
>tfw cant pass with no makeup or women's clothes
;__;
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>>6134724
I love grey
its better than colors
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>>6134728
Iktf
I caught my reflection in a mirror in a bookstore earlier. people dont say anything cause that would be politically incorrect, but that doesnt mean they dont know.
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>>6134675
That's the only good way to go desu, also the trailer was pretty nice.
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>>6134743
Dropping trip to agree with you. Gem, this isn't fair to you. You will regret supporting them.
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>>6134719
appealing my financial aid suspension. my gpa was 1.98, minimum of 2.0, so I was only just barely under, and that was because I just stopped going to classes. I should know in a couple days if my appeal is accepted, if not i'll have to pay full price for one class to get my gpa above 2.0 again
once i do that i should be able to bring it back up to 3.0 and keep it there easy
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>>6134741
Sexual reassignment surgery is effective in relieving these mental health symptoms short term but fails to provide relief long term. Since sexual reassignment surgery fails to show it can be effective long term, it is falling out of practice in the US. The US hospital that pioneered sexual reassignment surgery, Johns Hopkins, no longer will perform SRS and has outright condemned the practice.
One drug that has been shown to be effective in treating GID/GIS/GD, is pimozide.
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>>6134687
>need to take econ 101
yes, yes I do.
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>>6134756
also dropping my trip to agree as well
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>>6134698
You're not stuck, gem. Persistence. A one in a million miracle isn't entirely unlikely if you try twelve million times.
And a good friend can help you buck some really bad odds. I'm rooting for you!
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>>6134744
i k t f
>tfw makeup wouldn't help my man face
>tfw only hugbox computers gender me female
>>6134749
No you don't know this feel you passer scum.
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>>6134719
But everything depends on my ability to get that financial aid again. I can afford one class if I have to, but anything more I can't. Without financial aid to pay for rent and classes, I'm fucked for life and seppuku probably
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>>6134758
"That's because its an EGO SYNTONIC mental illness, meaning that they can only recognize their ideal self-image as they interpret society through their own malfunctioning lens; they can rarely recognize that they have GID, nor can they usually recognize what gender norms really are."
/pol/ fills me with more hope for my life through repression than you freaks ever did with you fantasy dream of transition.
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>dropped out of college because pre transition I was too depressed to even get out of bed. My days consisted of bed>kitchen>back to bed with food.
>Notice I didn't mention showers
A whole year showering once a month
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>>6134765
Only my online friends gender me female out of politeness. I don't think anyone else even takes me seriously
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>>6134743
amy just got a job and yume would probably either kill herself or leave me if I made her get one, and I accepted that Id be taking care of her since she moved in with me in december.
I love her and its worth it, Im just insanely jealous of her in a lot of ways because Im not as cute and no one would do the same for me.
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>>6134756
me too
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>>6134777
Make them pay
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>>6134778
gem i love u
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>>6134778
>yume would probably either kill herself or leave me if I made her get one
sounds like everyone wins
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>>6134778
If yume wouldn't do the same for you you need to reevaluate that relationship.
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>>6134758
>One drug that has been shown to be effective in treating GID/GIS/GD, is pimozide.
no its not. it has never been used in that way
>Sexual reassignment surgery is effective in relieving these mental health symptoms short term but fails to provide relief long term.
source?
>>6134765
>No you don't know this feel you passer scum.
>implying I pass
kek
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>>6134764
how, I have no friends outside my apartment
I have no support network whatsoever unless I begged my mom whose lost all faith in me by this point anyways
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>>6134746
:)
"better than colors" would be a good band name
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>>6134777
My online friends only hugbox me and it's frustrating as fuck.
>>6134792
xD
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>>6134785
I don't have the power and even if I had I most likely wouldn't. It's not like it's their fault for having eyes
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>>6134778
You are going to be a victim your whole life.
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>>6134758
Oh! Welcome to the 21st century, Anon. You will be pleased to know that HRT and GRS have been shown to provide lasting relief in a supportive social framework, with therapy as a bridge, and that Dr Paul McHugh has been denounced by every major mental health organization, and prevented from practicing at his Johns Hopkins clinic, due to the indefensibility of his fallacious and blatantly false claims concerning transgender care.
The Catholic Church still keeps him on to claim priests have never done anything wrong, though.
It's a better day than the one you left on.
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>>6134773
Ok then, bye felicia
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>>6134795
>My online friends only hugbox me and it's frustrating as fuck.
Iktf, I tried practicing my voice in VOIP with a friend and he said I sounded fine. I was pretty happy with that, used that voice for a few days before recording myself and playing back, what a complete ass had I made of myself. Thank god I don't do normie things or someone else might have heard my nasal dude squealing.
>mfw i plaid it back
Haven't practiced my voice since as my one trusted friend won't give me honest feedback and I don't have the willpower to listen to myself fail endlessly.
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>>6134798
sorry
Ill stop complaining now
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I really want to start practicing and using my voice. But fuck, it's so deep. And more than that it would look and sound ridiculous coming from a giant man.
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>>6134804
>look like a more masculine and dark haired chris-chan
>people hugbox me
Makes me want to punch people tbhon, only negative feedback is good and real.
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>>6134807
Pathetic. Get angry and stab the fucking life out of yume.
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>>6134807
No one here thinks you need to stop complaining. You just paint a picture where you're taken advantage of and think that it's what you deserve. You're a lovely person and deserve a relationship with an equal where you are both happy with the lives you're living together.
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>>6134807
Instead of complaining here, you should tell yume these things. If she doesn't say "okay I am getting a job let's sign you up for classes" end the relationship. One trip is not worth throwing your life away.
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>>6134815
Ok then, bye felipe
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>>6134815
show me your manly body, big boy
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>>6134812
Hell, call it constructive criticism I just want honest answers how well I'm doing. Maybe I should just post here/passgen some day but I really don't want my ugly mug to become an ugly tranny meme and haunt me in the internets forever.
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>>6134795
>xD
wut
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this thread would be so different if mental healthcare was actually good :/
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>>6134837
while youre right, we also have to accept that at present, alot of people are so broken that theres simply nothing that can be done for them. ive had like 3 or 4 therapists at one time, my dad is one as well. I am still depress.
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>>6134832
Trannies only lie and hugbox though, you should listen to bullies.
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>>6134845
I want to stroke your hair
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PUP! PUP! PUPPER! PUP!
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>>6134815
/pol/'s really not very strong when it has to compete with evidence, research, or the world of things outside /pol/ in general.
You've made a paper tiger your champion. Rejoice - cruel "victory" will certainly elude you.
>>6134793
Gem...that sounds awful. You should not be that close to alone.
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>>6134837
This is so true. At least here in America. Every psych I've reached out to for non-tranny related anxiety and depression has a 3 month wait. It's like the only way you can see someone immediately is if you threaten to take your life.
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>>6134848
My friends aren't even trannies for the most part and they still lie and hugbox. Also I'm too much of a wuss to get myself bullied on purpose, I guess I'll be my own worst bully for now
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>>6134845
yume identifies as an 8 year old girl, having a job would really negatively impact her little headspace. no reasonable person would work if they were in the same situation, so please refrain from judging unless you know the context
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>>6134675
>>6134735
>>6134751
Repressional Suicide is truly a honourable path. I look forward to it. I will have done my father proud. he may not know why i did it and see it as a tragedy. but he will feel no shame when looking back on his memories of me.
It is a choice that has guranteed success. the one thing i can finally do right in my life. unlike transition.
Enjoy your lives. if you managed to be one of the 1% who pass. i dont hate you. i hate me.
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>>6134859
>Every psych I've reached out to for non-tranny related anxiety and depression has a 3 month wait. It's like the only way you can see someone immediately is if you threaten to take your life.
thats way faster than central europe. last time I tried to get one I called like 10. most said waiting time of at least a year. by saying I was super suicidal and think about suicide every day I got one within 4-5 months tho
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>>6134862
sleep tight ;_;7
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>>6134184
Stop. You will never be female. Stop trying. You'll just destroy any chance you might have of leading a normal wholesome life.
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>>6134778
>not as cute
>as yume
lol???
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>>6134810
>setup profile on OKcupid
>meet cute guy
>awesomechat
>hit it off
>let's skype
>voice is girly
>guy is excited
>the more I speak the lower the voice gets
>I am flirting with the voice of a 40yo effeminate fag.
>guys face turns from happy to utter disgust
>let's chat later Sass!
>deactivates okcupid account
>try to laugh it off
>honlife/represslife here I come.
Sup slut!
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I have decided that instead of kicking gem to death, I'm going to kick yume to death instead. See you in the summer you pot bellied faggot.
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>>6134863
:( That fucking blows.
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>>6134867
2late senpai
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>>6134773
The funny thing with stemlords hating on psych because it doesn't coddle their delusions is that whenever they try to reinvent the wheel and make a /pol/ approved version of psych, it almost always relies on current memes from pop-psychology and random association of unlinked things, and ends up being "Freud is still a thing, right?" tier nonsense that would make even Jung blush
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>>6134858
sorry. i just want to be normal. is that so much to ask.
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>>6134867
>not cutting your cock and balls off
Lmao get with the times faggot
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>>6134862
Statistically, the suicide of an adult child is likely to cause the collapse of relations between mother and father, and fill both with a terribly despairing depression that often itself ends in suicide where the trauma itself fails to exacerbate existing health concerns enough to threaten their life.
Your father will probably die believing he was responsible for killing you. Your life is yours to take, but casting it as an act for your parents' benefit is transparently selfish, near-sighted, and grasping.
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wow i really hate yume now honestly
like i thought she just lived with gem because theyre girlfriends
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>>6134867
>implying i was going to have a normal wholesome life with all the issues i was having being a dood
kekked and topped
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>>6134837
I got a weekly appointment with a "Licensed Professional Counselor" setup within a week.
I'm in Missouri (US).
While not a psychiatrist or a psychologist technically, she helped immensely with things that aren't trans as well.
Her letter to the people who gave me my hrt prescription was also good enough despite not technically being an armchair psychologist,
It wasn't terrible expensive either. Her sliding scale goes from $40 to $90 and is based on financial need.
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>>6134880
yume has been pulling this crap for decades
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>>6134877
i know for a fact they would rather have me dead as tranny. as a last gift to them. they will never know about the mental illness inside my mind. they will be given the gift of ignorance. and not have to carry the weight of knowing their son wanted to be a girl. only that he wanted to die. i have other siblings and brothers to carry on. its better this way.
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>>6134880
This is what yume does, she moves from person to person taking advantage of their vulnerable state. Lives in their home and gets them to pay for everything. She is a disgusting manipulative piece of shit.
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>>6134884
And mutilating yourself somehow fixes that?
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>>6134862
I assume that you're RPing, so I don't really give a shit about you but here's the thing for anyone who would believe this meme:
Nobody gives a shit in the long term about you and your nonsensical cause. Nobody is going to praise you, nobody is going to know that you're making yourself a victim.
All this bullshit feeds is a massive victim complex and an overwrought ego, neither of which will actually ever make any of your relatives feel better. Your dad will feel more pain from your death than from having a fucking tranny for a child.
>1% who pass
Yes, I'm sure all the people whose timelilnes you either envied or jerked to had fairy magic to help them and that you'll never have the same chance. Truly the world is unfair in the world of your mental illness.
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>>6134901
Cut off your dick lol
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>>6134901
I'm not going to stop being a chick with a dick until they can grow an actual artificial vagina for me if that's what you meant. Growing tits is hardly mutilating and it's nice, aside from not being able to sleep on my stomach anymoe
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>>6134862
Damn it Spartan, now I had to buy Warhammer 40k on steam.
And yeah I'll probably be joining you in in few months.
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>>6134901
no, but its fun.
>>6134899
>That's my backup plan
holy kek.
thats actually an interesting idea
>tfw your gay male friends got rly sad when you transitioned for some reason
>tfw they said that you ruined a good twink body
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>>6134867
Normal wholesome lives are boring.
People who lead normal wholesome lives die forgotten.
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>>6134920
>tfw you wanted to do that when you were repressing and thought being a twink with a vag would work
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>>6134906
not RP. really been mulling this plan for months now.
>Your dad will feel more pain from your death than from having a fucking tranny for a child.
dont bet on it.
"i can only imagine the shame those parents must feel, seeing your child turn into that, another beer son? "fuck yeah dad!"-My Dad when watching the news about NC bathroom law. i dont even blame him. i think hes wonderful and its my job to do the right thing and let him believe i was a normal male
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>>6134910
Is that poster referring to the millionaire(billionaire?) who bought their way through all the hoops of getting SRS and later regretted it?
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>all these people telling gem to break up with yume
seriously please do it's not fair to you.
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>>6134919
pls dont hannah. that crazed repressor isnt me. stay safe <3
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http://www.cnn.com/2016/05/04/us/north-carolina-transgender-law-challenge/index.html
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>>6134906
>Yes, I'm sure all the people whose timelilnes you either envied or jerked to had fairy magic to help them and that you'll never have the same chance.
Not the 40k anon but do you honestly think that everyone has an equal shot and that passing has nothing to do with genes?
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>>6134869
Sass! I'm not a slut I'm a fucking maiden tbqh you harpy. Awh gdi I'm sorry. Consistency is the hardest part of voice training I think. But yeh I'm just a faggy boy for life.
Nm just gonna get a shower for once. Wbu?
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>>6134875
Yes! It fucking is. You're not cis. If playing at it is ruining your life bad enough that you spend your days asking /pol/ to invent a god, magic spell, or panacea to heal you, you need to realize the fruitlessness of your pursuit if you would claim sapience.
Do better. Transition can work to improve a life, and often does. What you are doing has never been observed to improve a life.
>>6134893
Oh? Tell me how you've perfectly known both the future, and your parents' minds! This could be the parapsychology discovery of our lifetime.
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>>6134570
The hons will once I deny them their hrt
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>>6134931
You owe him nothing of the sort and are purely play-acting out of a desire to act like your suicide has meaning.
It's purely a coping mechanism that allows you to contemplate it without having to confront the facts.
It has no meaning. The pretend sacrifice benefits no one. It will make no one happy. It will, forever, leave them wondering why you did it. You're not a martyr, just a depressive.
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>>6134850
i wish a nigga would
>>6134861
keks.
in all seriousness though, i can respect someone not having a job as long as they are doing SOMETHING to further their goals. even if its some pipe dream. i have a friend who refuses to get a job but i sill respect him because he writes scripts every day. he might never make it but at least he's TRYING to do SOMETHING
i guess i just cant wrap my head around living like that. i go crazy if i go a day without doing anything productive. i'd kill myself before going full neet.
>>6134867
i dropped out of college and spent the past week making horse puppets in my room full of garbage and roaches. i think i missed the boat for a normal wholesome life.
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>>6134948
Or go to another Endo or gyno and just not give a shit?
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>>6134919
thats the second time today ive been called Spartan. i am not him good im afraid.
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If you stand up to pee you should kill yourself
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>>6134934
It sounds like 2-3 different detransitioner stories mashed together.
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>>6134948
damn, it's too bad only one person is allowed to be an endo at a time. curse this broken medical system.
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I'm going to accept that I have severe BDD.
How do I cure it?
Therapy hasn't helped much and the anti-depressants I'm on are meh
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>>6134960
This desu
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>>6134936
I love her more than I love anything though, so its not going to happen
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whats up mtfg
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>>6134948
Considering most endos aren't particularly aware of sex hormones right out of med school and that your main field is supposed to be diabetes, that every prescribing physician I've ever seen has been a GP, frankly even if you're serious it matters to literally no one.
Congrats for being a spiteful weakling.
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>>6134947
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_eGELaYBDo
we've been over this. i will not pass. period. and i will not face the social consequences of transition.
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>>6134268
Overflow from the pr0wolf-infested trap channels of Rizon.
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>>6134986
what...
where did that come from lmao
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hii
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>>6134981
And we've been over this. You need to share your magic gift of precognition with the world. Just think of the things you could accomplish with that power.
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>>6134975
whats up with the couch?
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>>6135001
Go to bed it's a school night.
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>>6134970
how is yume?
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>>6135004
what do you mean by that its a regular couch
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>>6135007
no its not?
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>>6134986
Ive gotten those from her more than I ever could have done on my own senpai
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>>6135013
does it turn into a bed?
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>>6135015
It's Wednesday
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>>6135026
na its just a rly big couch tho we do sleep on it sometimes
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>>6134977
>a hon speaks
It'll be my only mission to deny non-passers hrt.
Hormones should only be for those that pass which is about 5% of mtfg
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>>6134975
Hey nana, glad you liked my drawing :o
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>>6135012
shes doing really good desu
although shes been sick with tonsillitis shes pretty sure its definitely getting better, which is a relief
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>>6135027
tomorrow is ascention day tho
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>>6135002
Your asking me to risk my life, safety and social standing and respect. All for some deluded idea that you believe transition is for everyone.
Well it isn't. It's for the pretty boys. Those blessed with the girlish good looks and low T. Those who don't have caveman genetics. Those who don't stand at 6" 2. Those who live in countries with the luxury of not getting called a faggot and beat up for even acting slightly effeminate.
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So no help about the BDD?
As usual, mtfg is useless once again
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>>6135036
i dont know what drawing were talking about :o
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>>6134946
Want to shower together maiden slut? :P
Inb4 "I don't like girls"
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>>6135044
We don't get days off for such an irrelevant day.
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>>6134906
I can't imagine the 50 or so good trans timelines we have in an imgur are the only successful ones. For everyone who decided to share their transition and posted it in the first place for it to end up in that imgur surely 100 didn't. Or maybe I'm underestimating how small but overly connected the trans people online are and that imgur represents at least half of them.
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>>6135053
We are not your therapist.
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>>6135034
But you can only operate in one small area of a state. So pretty much 100% of mtfg will still be unaffected.
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>>6135049
Those who want to live at all.
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>>6135049
Chile?
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>>6135060
>irrelevant
wut
are you a heretic?
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>>6134970
>I love her more than I love anything though, so its not going to happen
This is why we'll never be friends
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>>6135063
Start small than work big.
I plan on working my bum off to train other future endos and try to make it law to stop endos from servicing hons
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>>6135040
get well soon~
>>6135031
neat
>tfw no one to sleep on couch with
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>>6135053
Hello Angie! Have you been sleeping/eating well? Taking your meds? Drinking water?
Sometimes these little things help calm your brain. At least they work for me. You should try a vitamin supplement and give it a couple of weeks to try it.
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>>6135088
How can I trust anyone here?
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>>6135053
Sorry. Your options are really "work with your psychiatrist to improve the situation", and "poke mtfg until they tell you to work with your psychiatrist to improve the situation".
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>>6135055
i drew this blode grill on dumblr
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>>6135068
I hope they enjoy their lives. I truly do. I hope all they dreams come true and their hearts pound with happiness everyday.
But it is a life I will never live. I Cannot live. And will never exist anywhere but in the fantasy of my mind.
If you knew me. You would understand. There is a very ugly man behind this wall of text. Don't take the last scrap of dignity he has left. Just forget it.
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>>6135093
you cant really
thats why no one said anything senpai, bc its only good advice if you have people you can trust to not be biased, which most people dont
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>>6135092
No to sleeping/eating
Yes to meds and water
I've been sad recently cause someone I knew on skype shut their account down.
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>>6135098
and by this i dont mean the one in this/that pic :I
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I AM SO TIRED AND I WANT TO SLEEP
but I have to write an email first. I started writing it like 2 hours ago, but I am too anxious to finish it.
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>>6135084
Good luck trying to get my country when I can buy hormones over the counter with a government grant.
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>>6135053
>tfw you will never know if you have BDD or not
>tfw do all those things on the pic posted earlier
kill me
;_;
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>>6135070
Mexico
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>>6135110
Fuck that sucks! Were you close to that person? Is it a bad sign or one us who gave up on the trans thing an went to being a boy again?
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>>6135131
No, the person was Australia but I loved talking to her.
And yes it is a bad sign.
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Today I had the best trip of my life
I had a vision of me as an old woman having successfully achieved everything I'd wanted to do and really finding myself, reading books by the sea... what a feeling. It felt like I was being transported from my own headspace to an identical moment in the future, and taking the place of the older me in their head. I feel a lot more determined to succeed at transition now. I've seen what's possible for me if I get this right.
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>>6135132
You're a rapist harry
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I forget the exact chemical name, but there's a medication that cures people of gender dysphoria.
Sure would be a shame if SJW's only cared about pushing an agenda and not healing the mentally ill
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>>6135128
so you probably do bitch
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Also apparently I spent half an hour staring at the sun with my eyes closed and crying happily at how beautiful the things I could see were
Also I got lost in a forest for like two hours and had to follow somebody back to the university
And even now it feels like I'm actively piloting my body from inside my head... everything's slightly ungainly and numb lol
Edibles hit me hard
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Can you imagine how it would feel to have a man grope and caress you? Especially if you had a vagina?
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>>6135148
P I M O Z I D E
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>>6135084
/pol/ here. You're dead meat if you prescribe female hormones to anyone other than genetic females. Degenerate fucking scum.
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>>6135148
>I forget the exact chemical name, but there's a medication that cures people of gender dysphoria.
pimozide. it has never been tested on trannies.
heres a thought tho: if you give me Heroin everyday for the rest of my life, I wont have to transition either.
>>6135154
yes
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>>6135104
Speaking as an armchair psychologist on the Internet, I think Angie's bdd manifested from not transitioning until she was 29. That's a long ass time to be dealing with that kind of mental problem. Not shitting on her for "waiting" or saying she's mentally unstable but I think this trans business has a way of causing all kinds of other bullshit. Or is at least a sign other crap could be going wrong in your head as well (just like the the way left-handed people are more likely to have psychotic disorders).
If it took over a decade to get to this point it could take a long time with the right people and trust network to undo it. Even if it just started with hrt, that's still multiple years.
btw, I love you Angie. You transitioning at 29 is still inspiring regardless.
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>>6135148
For mtfs it's estrogen, and testosterone blockers.
For ftms it's testosterone.
has to be applied early for it to have it's maximum effect.
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>>6135154
fuck off feefs
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And breath into your neck
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>>6135132
Neet life is lonely as shit but at least I got forwarded to traspoli or whatever place by a psychiatrist, waiting for their reply. Been also ill as fug for like 3 weeks - tired, dizzy and numb tingly foes/fingers, went to hospital and they shrugged me off after testing everything without finding anything and guessed it's the selfmed fucking me up after all this time. Ribs I guess.
Oh, and I deleted everyone from steam a while ago and you nanely visited it anyways so it's hard to keep in touch :x
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>>6135166
If I was your gp, I would only go from 14-18
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>>6135169
Nope. You'll live as your assigned gender or lull yourself. Stupid degenerate.
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>>6135084
I think only about one endo is even cited in the current standards of care. Endos are pretty much a meme.
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>>6135151
You got that just off AVB?
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>Tfw face makes me look like a child molester
>I've been told I look like a rapist, a murderer, or that people are afraid of me until they know me
>Not even a muscle monster, just have a crappy face
I-I'll never be a cute girl will I
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Woah, noodles ARE better dry.
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>>6135194
Child molesters stereotypically have pudgy, soft features and shit facial hair growth, don't they?
Worst case scenario, you could be a female child molester.
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Big, strong, perverted, men!
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>>6135185
did you tell them about you selfmedding? cause like obv doctors dont know everything but if you knew it might be that they could look at it better. idk just make sure youre eating properly or something simple like that could just be something completely unrelated. if you panic about it enough you could always try to have a month or two off hormones and see if it helps.
also ye i dont mind i hardly use steam anyway
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>tfw bitter, manipulative and controlling
How to stop
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>>6135213
They tested "everything" right? Surely her hormones would have been "off".
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>>6135185
>tired, dizzy and numb tingly foes/fingers
If you are who you could be...
I get dizzy and I guess maybe a little tingly in body parts, if I don't eat or drink properly.
If you're stuck going to bed early, and spending a ton of time in bed, you will feel really tried, and really bad.
So, lets play some games!
We can start with terraria, and work our way from there.
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>>6135150
How would I know?
I feel like a crazy person sometimes ;_;
Legit no idea what I look like
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>>6135216
dont. its not worth it.
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>>6135233
So I should just continue being a piece of shit?
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>>6135216
Don't stop. Enjoy it.
I love scaring these hons with my roleplay of that one day I will stop their hrt
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>>6135235
I just want to pass ;_;
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>>6135241
>implying anyone is scared by weak ruse
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>>6135241
Why though?
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>>6135240
maybe. I am just bitter, not the other stuff I think. but I wish I wasnt as powerless a lot.
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>>6135243
your biggest hurdle there is your brain
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>>6135240
personally when I feel the need to bully I just ask myself, "is this the brief moment of glee really worth hurting somebody? does shitting on someone really make a difference?"
usually when I'm about to hit "post", like I get the desire, just recognize that it's not healthy and don't do it. you're stronger than that.
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>>6135249
Nice stug
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>>6135251
I think it's my face though.
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>>6135227
>>6135235
i was refused hormone testing when i asked about it cause i had no idea what my levels were
either way i selfmedded fine for like 4 years i literaly got my diagnosis & prescription like two months ago. name changed too now im officially trans.
i mean yeah complications can happen but for majority of ppl selfmedding wont do anything bad
also if you ever need to contact me dont forget you can easily find me on tumblr, right?
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>>6135264
>tfw the first time I got blood tests they forgot to check estrogen levels and only checked T which was low.
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>>6135249
>>6135240
>>6135243
pic relevant
>>6135254
most people don't have the self control to stop themselves.
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>>6135213
Ye I told them about selfmeds thats why they guessed that might be the cause as they couldn't figure out anything else and I had no visible symptoms of any sort, beyond me spacing out and being slow. Don't wanna stop mones, gotta get em tittays bigger and the little time I was without them during new years was horrible. I miss nane tho
>>6135227
Well they didn't test my testo/estrogen levels, just more generic and acute stuff like anemia, inflammation, salts, kidney values etc. They didn't test thyroid hormones in my blood but externally my thyroid seemed fine, not hurty or swollen or anything.
>>6135229
I'm probably not whoever you think I am, I got 20 minutes on terraria from 2011, never got into it. I'm really at my wit's end with this health tho, eating/drinking properly sometimes makes toes feel again but it's at such a delay I'm not sure if it passes on it's own or if eating helped. Then again eating/drinking is a good idea in itself so I should probably try to do that regularly anyways.
I generally try to go to bed when I'm really sleepy to ensure good slep but I just don't get any rest from it, I end up waking a lot during the night and even the few times when I consecutively sleep for like 10 hours I wake up dead tired. Annoying side effect of tiredness is that I barely have any memories of the past few weeks due to being so out of it all the time.
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Reposting from last thread
Hey /lgbt/, Im a a pansexual male who's been with both female and male partners, I'm currently dating a beautiful mtf girl who is terrified of beginning HRT soon. We're getting more and more serious with each date and I want to be the best possible partner for her so I come to you for advice because fuck reddit.
Sex has come up in conversations a couple of times and she's told me that she has a kink for being slut shamed and dominated. However, when I asked her how she felt about her genitals she seemed a little intimidated by the question saying she has no problems with her penis at all but despises her testes because of the testosterone they produce.
I want to gift her something cute and girly (she still goes as a male in school and her parents almost kicked her out when they found out about her secret), any advice on what I can do to make her feel good with her gender without making it the whole theme of our relationship?
thanks!
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>>6135283
Did you get your prolactin tested?
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>>6135284
>pansexual
Stopped reading there
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>>6135278
I appreciate the sentiment, but its not like that fixes anything.
>>6135284
>pansexual male
so youre too cool to say bi?
>mtf girl who is terrified of beginning HRT
wat
>and I want to be the best possible partner for her so I come to you for advice because fuck reddit.
I approve
>any advice on what I can do to make her feel good with her gender without making it the whole theme of our relationship?
I dont even know what I am reading. you have to be more precise. do you want to buy her lingerie? that sounds like a bad idea. Otherwise, probably girlie stuff thats little and easy to hide if she has to. I love plushies desu. but Idk what she would like since Idk who she is.
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>>6135292
I doubt they tested that and if they did they didn't tell me. I haven't had my estrogen or testosterone tested either because selfmed. Why do you ask?
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I hit 8 months mones in a couple of days and I'd like to say thank you everyone here who have been with me on this crazy journey so far, it's been nice to see things change, even if I have a lot more burn scars now than before
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>>6135322
That's great progress! Honestly, looks better than mine and I'm 4 years.
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>>6135322
your transition is going p well. you don't look uncanny valley to me at all. Def feminine
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>>6135317
because theres a very small chance of prolactinoma but i wouldnt be worried unless you produce milk
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>>6135284
Get her a Burdizzo.
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>>6135322
More proof that hrt does absolutely nothing
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>>6135348
You're joking, right?
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Hello everyone
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If I go completely anorexic, can I stunt male puberty enough until I get HRT?
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>tfw i lost my phone
>mfw I got it back
The botnet saved me, but I want to be free as in freedom... ;-; I don't know how to feel...
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>guy from comed comes to door
>asks who does the electricity bills
"uhh [female rommate] does them this month so you'll have to ask her"
>[female rommate's name]? is that your boyfriend?
literally how fucking high do you have to be to think an obviously female name = dude?
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>>6135351
Brows, laser and nose job. Hormones have made no difference.
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>>6135334
>prolactinoma
Sounds spooky but I've been more horny than before if anything and my nips are very much dry, assuming they even can generate milk yet. Most of the symptoms match diabetes which nobody in my senpai has and I'm not overweight or anything or thyroid problems which also seem pretty unlikely. I figured I'd give it a week or two unless something drastic happens or I lose my will to live before I'll go whine at the doc's again.
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>>6135322
The difference in the jaw shaping and cheeks is pretty inspiring. Do you generally wear your hair up like that or is that just for the picture?
Also I was showing my mom trans timelines and most of the time she was like "wow, you can't tell ("they used to be male")". Then she got to your 7 month one and she said "oh, you can tell". I gave her the weirdest fucking look. I think the problem was she's simple and 7 pictures confused her.
What do you mean burn scars, btw?
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>>6135358
I doubt it but I am also a peasant who doesn't know much. I would thinking avoiding muscle building activities is a good idea.
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>>6135375
either side of my mouth/mustache area? my flesh burned from laser and it scarred p bad. i sorta wear my hair like that, i have had a couple of bad haircuts a couple of months ago (had swept bangs cut, looked bad, had straight bangs cut, looked worse) and now thats the best way i can wear it honestly
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>>6135358
didnt work for me
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>>6135358
Didn't work for me, though I wasn't full on anorectic just severely underweight still got fucked with 6'1'' height and wide frame
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>>6135364
Doubt it's hormone related unless you switched doses or something recently
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>>6135056
I love girls but I only shower with one girl >.<
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>>6135354
Heya grace!
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>>6135358
Waiting list?
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>>6135412
Hi Korra! How are you?
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>>6135193
Yeah
Weak disposition so I'm really sensitive to everything, including weed
vaping 0.2g can put me out for the night
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>>6135391
>either side of my mouth/mustache area?
Ooooh. I guess I see it now. I just thought that was shadow.
Is it the angle or did your nose appear to soften?
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>>6135408
Switched from spiro to cypro in january and that completely 0'd my testosterone by the looks of it, not that I have tested the actual levels but all signs point towards that. Still if this was directly selfmed related I'm fairly sure I would have been ill much sooner than this.
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Woof ^.^
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>>6135427
p gud playing a bit of lol. u? ^-^
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sheen! sheen!~ ^-^
>>6135362
dude was hitting on you but had no game
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>>6135433
cute. you both gonna get naked?
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>>6135433
gay
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>>6135433
>tfw never ever
why live?
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>>6135431
had a rhinoplasty 4 months ago, it was this huge hooked thing before, T wrecked my nose, anorexia wrecked my old facial fat distribution, glad to be fixing stuff desu
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>>6135433
how was the sex?
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>>6135437
why would he even hit on me lmao
i'm gross and my tits are saggy from like over a month of no e.
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>>6135438
Oh this was a long time ago, but yeah we did :3
It was fun~
>>6135440
>tfw gay
why even live
fuck this gay earth
>>6135443
what do you mean?
>>6135446
ehh???
we never had sex...
just cuddled and maybe a little bit more
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>>6135436
Oooh who do you play in lol? I'm doing okay! Just trying to comfort a friend and might take a shower.
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>>6135445
Well shit. How much did that cost?
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>>6135433
b-bark :?
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>>6135453
._.
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>>6135449
maybe he clocked you, thought you were transbians with your roomie, and decided to misgender your hypothetically transbian roommate
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>>6135423
Waiting to self med, yes
And if that doesn't work out, then waiting to go to a psychologist
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>>6135453
>what do you mean?
Lonely, poorly transitioning and I live far away from everyone I meet so i'll never get to have cuddles, it's 13 loops on a noose kinda feel
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>>6135455
about £4k, I'd been saving for a couple of years any extra money that came in and had been planning on doing it anyway, like i flipflopped over transition for the last few years, juggling anorexia, suicide, testosterone abuse, learning to drive, getting a job after uni, but i was getting my nose fixed before i really settled on transitioning. i thought i could beat dysphoria lol, but i couldn't beat my fugly old nose
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>>6135461
Good luck then, Hannah. Just hold on to that hope, work your way towards a better self. =]
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>>6135453
>we never had sex...
kekekekek
sure princess.... sure...
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could it be you're the one whose waiting patiently for me............................
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you're all professional fetishists so i need some help.
how do i stretch my butt out without it hurting? i mean it feels good but hurts too. i can barely take two fingers. do i wear a buttplug all day or what?
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>>6135477
Take it slow and use a lot of lube
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>>6135477
Fist yourself
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>>6135472
Yeah, that's about what I thought it'd cost from my own investigating. Not awful, but still quite the savings.
Congrats on all the progress.
So this is a really good picture and of course you pass but do strangers ever gender you male still somehow?
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>>6135478
i use crazy amounts of lube and two fingers still hurts after trying for like 20 minutes. what else?
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>>6135477
explore with your fingers first
then get a small vibe or dildo
then when you are feeling like a lewd slut get a dick sized one
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>>6135483
Woof woof :3
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>>6135483
bloobloo I need intimacy
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>>6135483
>We did lewd stuff but we never had sex.
who gave who the succ?
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>>6135490
where in finland? ;)
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>>6135484
no i just get treated as a girl, like obviously a lot of people know i'm trans but still gender me female but seem a little too nice if you know what i mean? but for complete strangers? i'm just a tall androgynous woman i guess idk. black guys and white hipster girls know instantly but i've never been called out or had anything bad happen. i work with parents and kids a lot because i work at a family restaurant and like i've never had a parent go crazy about having a tittyfag freak being around their kids and i live in a kinda backwards rural area.
with transitioning i was told that employers were legally obliged to protect you against harassment, that medical services would help you if you gave them correct information, but expect to be hassled on the street and its been the complete opposite. people seem to just like me
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>>6135504
Helsinki, though I doubt the location makes much of a difference either way
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>>6135508
>black guys and white hipster girls know instantly
That seems like a weird group to instantly know.
Glad to hear the positive experience.
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>>6135498
luck and death as they say..
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>>6135498
*licks ur face*
bark :3
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>>6135512
idk, plenty of trannies there doe, im in tre so ehh
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>>6135520
All my friends live in the US, asia or south america or something, probably because I never go outside and meet people that way.
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hello lovelies
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>>6135522
K-Girl!
Drink any ketchup today?
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>>6135514
late middle aged women have a 6th sense for tranny deduction too but its a coin flip whether they go full fag hag crazy supportive or full hateful jealous scorn over how a man can be young and pretty and have perky boobs like they once had
the black guys which are always a bit weird and very gender neutral and cautious around me usually have white gfs so i guess they're used to white women and race factors that make or break passing
hipster girls are usually pro lgbt, very tumblr and/or bi so they can pick me out a mile off
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>>6135526
yep!
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>>6135522
End my existence
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>>6135531
doing okay I guess
might sell my bike tomorrow
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>>6135521
ye it happens, tho ive seen plenty of finns here too, too bad im insufferable
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>>6135531
*whine* b-but i was being friendly :?
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>>6135358
Maybe, but I think you gotta start before the onset of puberty.
It'll only make your frame smaller, your face will still become just as masculine, and you'll basically masculinize as normally, only that you get a smaller frame.
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>>6135522
that's not kayla's trip
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>>6135158
>tfw you've recently developed late-onset Tourette's syndrome and pimozide is one of the medications that you might eventually get prescribed to help control the tics
I don't want to be cured of gender dysphoria, I'm too far along with my transition, if I get turned into a normal cis male I'll develop reverse gender dysphoria and start hating my boobs and HRT-induced genital dysfunction. : (
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