mtfg - 4th edition

thread is kill

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>>5994129
>do anything
>look like a man

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>>5994141
First for tranny pizza party!

>>5994141
I would like to wear that dress

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Nth for forever being an ugly manfaced faggot

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>>5994110
w-what now ( •᷄⌓•᷅ )
>>5994114
:^)
>>5994118
you ARE a babby, little girl~

>>5994150
I fucking hate pizza.

>Tfw not trutrans

>>5994150
pizza was last week its all about hot dogs now senpai

>>5994155
what kind of bird is that

how would people react if you had a super masculine voice but physically passed 100% ?

Tfw life is good
Tfw I am in love and loved back
Tfw going to make it after all

I just listened to a recording of myself from almost two years ago before started doing anything to transition

i literally didn't recognize my voice until my friend pointed it out

what the fuck

>>5994163
If movies taught me anything, point and laugh at the freak.

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Just finished my daily routine at the gym yay ~

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QP_IJoaQ8VY

>tfw you back out of transition before even starting because you know you won't be able to get a good voice

For my dysphoric suicide it will be a nice big slice into my fucking throat

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>>5994068
It's a nice meme kinda
>>5994071
T-thanks ;w;
>>5994090
I hope I am otherwise people like to lie to me a lot apparently
>no reply yet
Well either he actually was hugboxing or he's busy idk

>>5994142
do you remember where it started anon?
where does it all begin?
I swear i remember the day.
I was 14, mother was coming home at 6pm. My sister was at the hospital and it was me in an empty house with the computer.
Porn and masturbation was normal by then but this time I had a whole three hours, what made it different was that on this one day I clicked on a thumbnail that looked good but turned out to be a guy getting railed.
I think if i didnt keep wanking to that particular video i'd be a normal person today.

>>5994152
Elanna pls, ur a qt and id make u my gf if I were in the frozen north

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>>5994164
tfw life is not good
tfw love life is in pieces
tfw not going to make it

>>5994174
Pls niggu. Voice is quite literally the easiest part of transition. Doesn't need money, doesn't need much effort, doesn't need going outside, just practice by voice chatting with people.

If you're gonna back out, do it over something serious like having a caveman face.

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>tfw waiting for my new oneitis to come online

>>5994163
it'd be quirky and id find it funny but would by no means get in the way of me loving you, not even slightly
My real life Dr. Girlfriend

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I'm gonna hurt myself

>>5994185
voice is actually hard for me because i live with my parents and practicing is embarrassing as fuck desuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

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>>5994174
dude its literally nothing but practice and effort voice is no-thang

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>>5994152
Heavy makeup?

>>5994150
My diet is restricted to basically just pizza for the next month, fuck me.
>>5994151
I would like to wear any dress, so long as it won't make me want to tear my eyes out when I look in the mirror
>>5994155
don't bully the babbys.

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>>5994185
how to voice

>>5994171
whats ur routine..

>>5994187
iktf
knew that feel really
now we're a thing!..

>>5994189
wtf

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>>5994158
It's the kind of bird that makes you ask questions (´･∀･`)

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>tfw this song
https://youtu.be/eu4LZQZZdtU
>>5994152
but you aren't pleb?
>>5994194
>tfw ugly and shit at makeup

>>5994171
this isnt your personal blog nigger

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>>5994185
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbIUyWJyu1s

I think I'll just kill myself.


Everything in my life I have ever hoped to attain has always remained a fantasy.

Whether it be a skill, a talent, a relationship or a aspiration.

Why should transition be any different. It still remain unreachable goal.
Fuck this. Suicide it is.


I get to be free of this curse while you suffer on.

how many times do i have to tell u im
not
a
babby???

How do i train my voice? :^)

>>5994184
You can do it. We all will do it. Have a little of faith in yourself, :D

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>>5994177
Started fapping to hentai at like 12. Started with trap stuff because I could identify with having a dick but feeling like a gril.

Then at some point I included to furry because they have so many good artists and it's the same shit as regular hentai, they look human anyways. But at some point I realized bestiality actually does turn me on so now I have a pretty big folder of it.

Tfw my guy voice has apparently always been girly as fuck and didn't have to try or work at all to get a passing one

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>>5994204
If you have to commit suicide, please do it by old age.
>>5994205
I know for a FACT that you're a B A B B Y
>>5994184
Come here, anon, everything will be okay!

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>>5994181
Yeah, no, I'm ugly.

>>5994164
I wish I knew this feel
>>5994165
Congrats anon, you're a real girl!
>>5994170
;-;
>>5994171
congrats on being healthy anon :3
>>5994174
No, transition. Even if it's not perfect, being an ugly or guyvoiced girl is FAR preferable to staying a guy. Or becoming an hero.
>>5994184
And this feel, I know too well.

how are you guys?

>>5994197
>>5994192
I did it by practicing with some really good online friends when my parents were out. I also thought it was gonna be super hard but... as long as you keep it up, it's only a matter of time. It might feel like it's not getting better but at some point you're gonna realize everyone you meet and talk to online thinks you're a girl.

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>>5994211
>talk to friend using my guy voice
>she loves it
>talk to another friend to show them what my guy voice is like
>he thinks it's really good and it'll be easy for me to sound like a girl
I don't know why the world has gone upside down and people actually like things about me

>>5994216
excuse me sir but this is the womans change room

how hard is it being a mtf finding a bf?

>>5994210
do you ever feel bad?
every day i look at any kind of porn i start to hate myself and it ruins my day
but i cant stop myself at this point

>>5994191
>>5994204
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pw4ApKfYNz4

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>>5994152
xth for BDD

>>5994211
tfw you will never know this feel
tfw youve basically accepted where you are and gave up on voice training

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>>5994216
w-what happened to you

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>>5994191

>>5994216
practice tongue posture desu

>>5994197
an hour of cardio and 30 mins of crunches/light lifting

how hard is it finding a bf as a mtf?

>>5994229
Not really. Why would you feel bad, everyone's into kinky shit.

>>5994227
Not hard at all. Many guys love dickgirls :- )

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>>5994214
No.

I'm reaching a point where I can either take the hrt and become too emotionally weak to ever utilise male anger and rage to a good degree again without looking ridiculous. And be stuck on a path that will lead to my death and humiliation.

Or I can have one final roar of pure anger at the world and myself. And die a man. No one will ever know the truth. They will never know why I took my own life. They will never discover the reason.

They will look upon me with grief and sadness. Rather than the shame and embarrassments for failed transition and its eventual suicide brings.

>>5994176
Grace is an absolute cutie

>>5994227
I found it very easy.

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>>5994236

>>5994216
at least you have a great hairline

>>5994191
Don't hurt yourself anon, I love you ;-;
>>5994192
Listen to music to drown it out
>>5994200
don't bully Korra, Korra's cool.
>>5994204
Don't be a gross baka and wimp out without trying.

>>5994249
cut urself you little freak

how hard is it finding a bf?

>>5994224
I'm going to hold you down and compliment you.

>>5994251
I dont like niggers.

And I especially don't like nigger hons.

who else /singlepringlereadytomingle/

>>5994234
All I did was pull my hair back. And people say I don't need ffs, fucking hugboxing.

>>5994233
Look up a few posts. I don't have bdd.

how hard is it finding a bf?

>>5994245
Anger and rage aren't male exclusive. Plus you don't need rage to kill yourself at all, all you need is to be really fucking sad and see no future. You might as well try to transition before deciding.

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>>5994216
looks fine to me desu

>>5994217
thanks m8!

>>5994224
I've always liked u tho!

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>>5994057
ebina my spirit animal

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>>5994241
ooh cute

>>5994244
ROFL

>>5994245
or u could take hormones and just chill out a little bit, u know? just take things step by step

>>5994255
4

>>5994258
kill them all
grr rawr GRR RAWR
testosterone

>>5994260
i usually eat a few at a time so theres never only one at the bottom lmao

>>5994263
4.5 now that u keep postin

>>5994236

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>>5994246
>>5994257
Anons pls this is nice but i cant handle being complimented IM NOT USED TO THIS

What's considered a large ribcage?

>>5994245
Your repressive guybrain needs to die, kill it with hormones.

>>5994253
What the fuck yume???

>>5994255
as diamonds

>>5994258
they don't like you either.

>>5994274
if you could fit a beachball in it

>>5994262
Sometimes closeups pic be distorted

>>5994274
when people ask u to star in their indie super hero movie on the streets

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtUT0D-tRHw
fuck niggers

>>5994272
YOU HAVE A VERY PLEASING FACIAL AESTHETIC

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>>5994216
for some reason I look cute with my hair pulled back
Ever try bangs and actually wearing some makeup?

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>>5994272
Grace is cute! C U T E!

>>5994271
6 days a week a yup yup

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>>5994249

>>5994286
>Kayla admits she's cute
Is the earth spinning backwards?

>>5994271
XD yea yea lol theres no such thing as white women who hate niggers thats such a man thing lmaoo *high five*

>>5994275
I don't care if apes like me

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>cute boy is from Portland
Welp ;_;
>>5994266
>>5994284
>>5994287
aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>5994293
>responding to miss cock

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>>5994287
whoaa id DIE im so out of shape

>>5994290
^__^

>>5994293
would that make a big diff scientifically..

>>5994295
hehe
white woman
haha
do u wear keds lmao

>>5994297
yeah yumes in portland

(joke) (hi sara)

>>5994266
Fine? Are you blind?

>>5994280
>blaming the camera
Cmon now.

>>5994286
Ive had bangs for years, and usually don't need makeup when I keep my ugly face covered with hair.

>>5994301
Kill yourself you retarded frog.

how hard is it being trans?

I used to like 3.5, but then it became a bit too grainy for my tastes. I am not particularly partial towards 4 or 5 though. In the end, I just moved away from the hobby and onto other things.

How's it going, mtfs?

>>5994307
okay so take your life
and add a whole lot of suck to it
keep adding suck until youre like
"Darn, my life sucks"
And there you have it that's being trans
>>5994301
YUME BTFO

>>5994262
theres literally only a meme post above mine, but ok

you dont look attractive in that picture at all, but you really dont look like a guy

>>5994310
Grainy?

>>5994310
im retarded, but what do these numbers mean?

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>>5994304
hehe why

>>5994307
shitty and p tough
varies a lot tho

>>5994310
what..
roll for laugh at poller

>>5994311
hehe

>>5994316
dnd??

>>5994264
>>5994271
>>5994251

Anger is a more powerful motivater for me

Anger has brought me closer to suicide than sadness ever did


I can't control it. Anger has a complete hold on me. All I feel when I think of failure is absolute rage and urge to just fucking take it out of myself


If I had the hormones. I would do it.

I would take them until my brain melted into a submissive pile of mush

but I can't and that only serves to make me more angry

>>5994307
pff
fuckin easy mate
try it sometime

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>>5994302
makeup is the little edge we need though

>>5994293
jk, I am an ugly fuck

>>5994319
please try to get em

Hey mtfg I'm bored, finally don't have work tomorrow, not being a NEET is rough~

>>5994301
>>5994311
Yeah I'm a boy, so what kid

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>meet cute shut in boy
>he is literally bat shit insane
>still want him bad

Why do I do this to myself?

>>5994315
Yeah grainy. Like gritty. Like sand.
>>5994316
d&d joke for permavirgins like me
>>5994318
i rold a 1 am i nerded?

>>5994301
heh its not that bad after like the first week 2bh

>>5994297
I'd even give you a hug irl !

>>5994302
looks good to me all I see is a girl face

>>5994319
women have anger too. In fact some *gasp* even have anger problems

>>5994311
any upsides to being trans?
>>5994307

>>5994330
youre not a boy

>>5994332
prob not good idea

>>5994333
damn

>>5994334
@_@_@ i used to bike like 2mi a day
always get tired-ish hehe
but yeah it really does

>>5994334
>not thinking I look like an ugly manfaced faggot
Korra confirmed for hugboxing

>>5994314
I'm literally in the uncanny valley, I'm unattractive because I look like a fucking man

>>5994338
>no menopause
>no periods

that's really it

anyone else randomly get parts of their face going totally red and being actually warm?

>>5994322
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KlSuGNt8e4

I am not even going to begin to explain the sheer amount of boiling rage your pic instills.

Knowing that you were once like me. bit I cannot become like you.

I am literally going to headbutt the wall until till I get light headed and pass out

Fuck fuck FUCK!! UGH FUCKING FUCKS AUSHSBEJA

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>>5994343
boyparts

>>5994334
>I'd even give you a hug irl !
Do it I dare you!!!
>>5994338
Okay so
>you're a cute girl
>you don't hate yourself as much as you used to
>(usually)

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>>5994339
>bike

I would do that if it wasn't so hot here in cajun country x.x

>>5994343
uhh sorry for having a diff opinion? if it looked like a boy I woulda said so

>>5994343
>korra confirmed for hugboxing

nobody hugboxes more than korra

>>5994319
Order online then silly, and find a mommy or somebody who'll make sure you take your medicine like a good girl.
>>5994322
Kayla no! DD:
>>5994327
Yeah it sucks, but depression and dysphoria suck whether you work or not.
>>5994330
You're no boy.
>>5994332
If he's already broken, Pavolov him into whatever you want him to be. Make him yours forever.
>>5994343
Ur not an ugly manfaced faget.

>>5994348
>>5994344
honestly hoped there was more, comfy as fuck hugging upto a trans chick on a rainy morning.

>>5994355
Yeah, it sucks, anxiety got me hard yesterday but idk if I'm just letting coworkers hugbox me but so far no misgenderings and it hasn't ever felt like I stood out so who knows. I'm just happy to have an income it'd been 2 years since I had a job and that whole 'whats with this gap in employment history' is a fun question to have to answer.

>>5994326
>>5994335
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wMWYjsWclE

FUCK JUST FUCKKK

>>5994350
Then idk, don't say I'm cute when I'm horrifically ugly and the photographic evidence is there for all to see.

>>5994347
I appreciate the effort birdanon, but I'm having the distinct realisation that nobody sane would stick their boyparts anywhere near me.

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Does MtFg approve of my sick kazoo rifts

And remember for every post not responded top on 4chan a starving African child dies, THINK OF THE KIDS

https://clyp.it/euulq3jo

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>>5994367
omw
>>5994369
S T O P

>>5994274
30 inches circumference plus

>>5994338
people forgive you if you kill yourself and never say 'why though, we never saw it coming' so clear conscience there.

you can be a complete failure and fuck up constantly and blame it on being trans and the system being against you and evil cissexism

if you don't pass but are cute literally no-one cares you're a faggot in booty shorts and a tank top because you're cute so you can literally do anything and everything you do people turn a blind eye to and you're an androgynous ghost

everyone else feels better about themselves for you existing

i'm telling you man, it's getting sweeter :^)

so i told my one friendly coworker that i was trans tonight since i'm leaving next week anyway. he really doesnt understand and he thinks (along with everyone else there) i'm just a fag. tried to explain that orientation and gender expression are different but it kind of went over his head. oh well. he said he wouldn't tell anyone and he doesn't mind if i like to wear different clothing. he doesn't really know what trans is i guess. it went pretty okay though.

>>5994371
BBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRRR

>>5994322
>tfw kayla will never put her hair in pigtails and wear a bikini as she bobs her mouth up and down on your cock

>>5994367
You've been fulltime for 5yrs, that has to count for something

I doubt most here get anywhere near that without failing

>>5994360
those were the only two trans-specific perks I could think of off hand. There are plenty of benefits outside of those of being a girl, trans or cis

>>5994365
>>5994346
>>5994355

just Fucking INJECT ME WITH ESTROGEN UNTIL THIS RAGE STOPS

I just...fuck...I'm crying now. Tears always follow a rage


I just...I want it to stop.
I want to let estrogen castrate my male aspects. I want to simply submit and now vie for control anymore.

I want this to end

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>>5994367
ok I won't say nice things I suppose?

>>5994373
Rough but from what you've said that's a very good reaction at least. Hope you're doing well friend. ^^

>>5994199
I'll do ur makeup for you

>>5994379
go on? legit interested.

>>5994322
I want Kayla on my cock.

>>5994376
Trip on kayla

>>5994372
sorry, it was a bit of a nigger question.

the back of my fucking skull hurts and my nose is now bleeding.

Fuck my fucking existence.

>>5994343
you thinking you look like a man is literally bdd

you dont have to look like a fucking model to look like girl

>>5994372
30 inches is a large ribcage? i thought it was more of an andro one maybe leaning a bit male but not too terrible

maybe im wrong though...

someone please.

Just tell it will be ok. Just tell me.

If I take the Estrogen. Will it stop?

>>5994397
yeah mines a good bit bigger and im thin so

>>5994402
bit by bit

>>5994371
Thanks birdanon, you're pretty great ;_;

>>5994377
I feel legitimately sorry for the people that have had to be around me for those 5 years.

>>5994396
I literally look like a teenage boy though...

>>5994402
It will be okay.
Yes it will stop. HRT is magic

>>5994387
uhm...

well for me, I love that there's so much more available in the way of fashion than there is for guys. go to a retail store like urban outfitters lets say, and its basically women-centric. 2nd hand and vintage stores in my area are almost 100 percent girls clothes.

Dating is much easier (supply and demand/birds and bees) and if you come across a gentleman they treat you like a princess. Ive gone to bars and left with a nice buzz, bags of weed and cash i didnt have when i arrived, and I literally didnt do anything but stand there looking cute.

thats the general gist of it I guess. Of course theres perks to each gender but if you identify or are a female this stuff is nice. I suppose if your a cis dude none of this stuff I listed would be that appealing.

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>tfw bored with work and boys and friends and most everything other than my waifu
>tfw without working and dealing with everything tho i won't be able to live near her

w-well anyway t-there's l-less than a week left till i see her again....... ;___;

how are you feeling mtfg? what's new with you? how was your day?

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>>5994407
teenage boys dont have vibrant anime eyes

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>>5994367
No, you're still cute, even if that angle is really bad. Also you really do have anime eyes.

>>5994407
you look like a girl who would be hot if they tried and wore make up and stuff. Its silly not to get into that. 20 minutes of make up in the morning would do wonders for you. not meant to be a slight lots of women are of that type.

>>5994397
self deprecating troll post made to make others feel worse than me because i feel huge and gross with a 30" ribcage :^)

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>>5994407
stop talking about yourself like this!
>>5994408
are you doing okay (;´･Д･)

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>>5994397

>>5994404
I have months more of this pain to deal with before I even get one taste of the sweet cure

>>5994363
Well, I'm glad that you're happy with your job, and nobody's misgendering you. Sorry anxiety was getting to you lately, I hope it buggers off soon.
>>5994380
Hormones won't kill your emotions, but they'll definitely mellow out T-fueled rage. Make sure you get your hormones asap anon, you sound really stressed out. *hugs*
>>5994383
There there Korra.
>>5994392
>>>/hospital/

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>>5994408

>>5994426
It sucks, but you have to soldier on anon, it'll be worth it to finally be happy.

>>5994412
hope its really fun when you see fayey!
hi edie
i like the music they put in childrens shows n movies rofl
makes me rly happy
thats my blog..

>>5994420
tiny!

>>5994426
self med? x:

>>5994422
30" is literally average

Went to Goodwill and got a 23inch 1080p monitor for 25$, checked it for dead spots and broken shit and it works fine.

Scoreeee

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>>5994417
I just realized I could totally cosplay misty pretty easily considering its warm enough to rock a crop top and short shorts and I love side ponytails and Im flat like her sooo

>>5994428
It's not a medical issue.

I get these headaches because I get so angry and my nose as well.

I am stressed as fuck. I need them asap. But I can't until a few months


Gonna pass out soon I feel.

>>5994410
honestly that all sounds really really wonderful. overall do you think your transition is working out positively for you?

>>5994416
When they're hidden underneath a large sloping brow they do..

>>5994417
:/
I really really don't see it, if that's a bad angle then all I ever see is bad angles.

>>5994418
I think after seeing this I'm going to wear makeup all the time...

>>5994421
But I hate myself

>>5994434
I will be self medding.

But not until I leave

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>>5994453
I guess I'll just have to love you enough to make up for that

>>5994444

raise hand if you wanna cuddle attack pookie

>>5994442
i want a lil tv
grr grats on find

>>5994444
hii <3
thats not u..
silly lil pookie

>>5994458
people wont notice for months :0

>>5994421
Yes thank you birdy. Did you email me? Do you want that name (the one in the email address) associated with you? You are my favorite anon.
>>5994431
?
>>5994436
32" isn't bad for a 5'10" girl, right? Asking for a friend
>>5994449
Keep in mind that she probably passes better than most

>>5994453
theres no shame in wearing makeup. its actually a fun hobby and feels great to look in the mirror when youve done a good job. some of the most beautiful women look absolutely dreadful without makeup. its what its there for.

>>5994449
transitioning was hands down the best decision I ever made. only regret is of course that I didn't do it sooner. if youre on the fence, remember: its not gonna go away.

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>>5994460

I wish I was kayla

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>>5994460

>>5994442
Thanks for triggering me yume, my ex used to go to goodwill! >:c

srs tho, glad you got a nice monitor.
>>5994445
Like the other anons suggested, you should try to selfmed. It'd be faster than waiting several months. Anyway, I hope you feel better after resting, sleep tight anon <3

>>5994463
It's a delivery issue (hey anon what in the box there)

>>5994467
I wish all of us could get together and cuddle, and nobody would have to be angry or sad anymore.

>>5994422
I'm...I'm only the 97th percentile. It could be worse. Besides, I'm tall so it's a bit less weird. Just need my boobs to grow and fill out appropriately and I'll be fiiiine.

>tfw your right bob is basically laughing at you.

>>5994471
cant you lie? idk say its a computer part and then just hide em
i know its sketch but id seriously do it having had the same issue at 16 i shouldve just done it

QUESTION
http://strawpoll.me/7320392

My mom just told me she was on Thorazine when she was preggers with me. I wonder if there is a link to anti depressant/anti anxiety medications during pregnancy making a child trans.

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>>5994469
Night.

My head hurts

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>>5994464
That was in fact me, which do you mean? Chrisiah?

Th-thanks Cyba, that means a lot 〔´∇｀〕

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>tfw u buy "guuuurl gamur xD bazinga"pajamas and a cute pokemon plushie in new york
tonight is max comfy

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>>5994416
>anime eyes
hivemind
>>5994422
Is 33" bad? Time to get out my corset...
>>5994453
I still see my pre-hrt self at times, it's not hard for your mind to quickly blow it out of proportion. You're still cute Elanna.
>>5994443
You could, it's really nice weather right now too. Or a female ash.

>>5994465
i'm on the other side of the fence, looking out for family. Hope that isn't offputting.

>>5994473
World Tranny Cuddle Party 2016?

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>>5994453
>but I hate myself
>t-trust me I look like a guy
hmmm, how could these two thoughts be related?

>>5994464
i think its good, i'm 30" and same height and i might feel like a lumbering monstrosity with clubbed joints but hey thats dysphoria, welcome to the average bus

>>5994402
it'll get better and worse.

>>5994384
ty ily.

>>5994485
hey, my opinion of you doesnt matter, im just anon. if your family loves you theyll want you to be happy in your choice. my father stopped talking to me after i trans'd but it even despite that it was worth it.

>>5994464
>32" isn't bad for a 5'10" girl, right? Asking for a friend
its pretty much normal
by the way, none of you are doing the add four inches things to your bras right?
because that is a hon myth

tfw not a normal girl with a normal gf normally married in a normal but cozy rural house

>>5994467
>>5994476
Why are you me?

>>5994501
or wait rephrase that so im normally married to a normal girl fuck im an idiot

>>5994480
that sounds p comfy desu...

>>5994501
-eats cornbread-

>>5994501
>normal girl
>gf

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>tfw eating stuffed crust pizza

Anyone want to be transbian gfs? I need a new one

>>5994512
hi

>>5994512
i'm not over my last one, can i just facefuck you then tell you to get the fuck out?

>>5994467
WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO BE ME?

>>5994511
Oooo. Stuffed crust

>>5994508
being a lesbian doesn't make you less of a being

>tfw makeup makes you look more unpassable

I swear I'm just gonna dress like a bull dyke and I'll probably pass.

>>5994307
depends what genetics you're born with
for me, it's absolute hell, I can think of few things worse than this, I'd lose two limbs to not be trans

>can't buy alcohol cause I can't show my id to anyone

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>>5994512

>>5994459
I don't want to deprive someone more deserving of your love though, there's only so much in the world to go around.

>>5994465
Perhaps I should invest in some quality makeup then, the stuff I have is old. At least some BB cream or something, all I have is liquid foundation and I always find it too much of a pain for daily wear.

>>5994483
It's something I see almost all the time. The only time I don't is fresh out of the shower or when I'm on drugs. Thanks though adri ;_;

>>5994489
Probably very but I can't tell which one causes which.

>>5994499
sorry, to be clearer I personally have dated trans in the past but my sister is thinking and figuring out her life. this is really cool hope you don't mind chilling?

>>5994511
>goes to the gym
>eats pizza


I will never understand the sheer idiocy of you mortals.

No sugars, no fats, no salts

Proteins and minimal carbs.


It's a simple system. Fucking use it.

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>>5994511
stuffed crust best crust

>>5994520
hahaha yeah ok

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>>5994527

>>5994517
You are literally prettier than I could ever imagine myself to be.


Yet I am you. In your repression phase.

And the similarity is making me sad

>>5994531
I'm already down 8lbs

>>5994533
good taste anon

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>>5994525
>id has recent picture
>most people just look it and give it back
>some people double check and ask "WHY DO YOU HAVE A BOYS NAME / ARE YOU REALLY 24 YOU LOOK LIKE A TEENAGER"

>>5994516
No, I want an actual gf.
>>5994513
Hi

>>5994521
ur doing it wrong

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>>5994534
no its true marge agrees

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>>5994483
I am surprisingly close to being comfortable enough and not giving a shit enough to walk around in a crop top if its hot enough

>>5994539
sup lake?

>>5994538
You could have been down 10lbs

I can literally lose a pound a day and run 10k on less than 500 calories.

The only price is severe headaches

>>5994539
Something similar happened to me a few months ago. It suxxx

>>5994537
I am so far from passing its not even funny. If you are like pre hrt me then only word of advice I can give is to start hrt now for the love of god.

>>5994541
ok so uh how do we do this

>>5994530
tbph i am very confused by this post

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>>5994529
You're such a sweet girl, I wish I could make you feel better (╯︵╰,)

>>5994539
you just need a certificate from your gp and endo to change literally everything over, even your birth certificate even though you can't change the M to an F without srs

>>5994547
I know, but what's the point of life if I have to give up all the things I love?

>>5994549
Soon.

I'll never look like you though. No matter how much I wish it

>>5994549
kayla you are failing boymode
you are getting seriously cute and you haven't even lost weight yet

>>5994529
If I were a proper boy I'd ask you out without hesitation. Don't be down on your wonderful self. You're beautiful and do a lot to make this general a lot more enjoyable, at least for me.

You're being haunted by ghosts - that boy isn't here anymore.

>>5994558
The point is the reward

>>5994548
>Your 23 but you look like an ugly 15 year old boy!! get out!!

>>5994420
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
mine is 38 inches under the boobs and 42-44 above ;-; how tall are you?

>>5994553
how so?

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>>5994539
>id has recent photo and I changed the gender marker
>still havent changed name tho
usually they dont even second glance it but every once in a while I can tell they're mildly confused

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This thread is depressing
I wish I could hug you elanna

>>5994561
thanks for reminding me I am overweight
food is too good

>>5994529
u can get powder foundation which is much quicker to throw on. quality make up does rule and once you get a routine down it goes quite quick. that being said, you dont need to clown-up. powder foundation, finishing powder, lip gloss/pencil, mascara, bronzer/blush, a lash curler and a nice eyeliner pen are a good start.

i personally like the time i set aside for make up in the morning. its sort of zen.

>I'm actually considering making a trip

What have I become.

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Who /playedlikeadamnfiddlehere/?

>>5994572
>name and picture changed
>gender marker not changed

i kinda know that feel

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>>5994529
Yume got really annoyed at me after I kept saying I looked the same as my pre-hrt pictures lol It's all in your head tbqh
>>5994572
I just hope they don't judge that I have a girl name with a dude's pic on it
>>5994579
can confirm, do not do
>>5994545
I-I kind of want to also... I just got some tanktops so I'll probably push myself to do that.

>>5994552
Post your contact info

>>5994565
but I'm getting the reward I want so I don't see the problem

>>5994566
I'm actually 26 lol and it was more like they didn't think I was the same person in my driver's licences picture had to go thru hell to get it back from em

>>5994546
um excuse me my name is galadriel momiji windrunner

>>5994556
Literally nothing has my sex except my birth certificate tho so thats kinda pointless

>>5994572
Drivers licenses here don't have gender thankfully

>>5994579
one of us one of us

Any Ausfags in this place? I just want to meet another trans person in real life and be friends.

SYDNEY

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>tfw you realize that you look like you did in hs
>tfw you've been getting prank injections
>>5994385
teach me pls

"Oh, you like to think you're a god. You're not a god, you're just a parasite, eaten out with jealousy and envy and longing for the lives of other."

>What I tell myself everyday.

>>5994567
5'10 nigga, closer to 5'11 now walking all girly unfucked my posture. on my boobs its 35" but above, under my armpits, back to 30"

i mean i'm not designed for heavy lifting or breaking my back in a field or carrying sacks of rocks pretending its grain or whatever peasants do, i'm a lab grown and patented aristocrat, waifish poncy fagboy life forever

I'm not going to make it.

Am I? I'm just too fucked up, both genetics/test damage-wise, and just generally from mental illness. It's just not going to come together, I can tell.

>>5994585
im kind of scared can you make like a temp email and well talk there

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>>5994589
>in sydney
>hasn't met another trans person
how? Just go for a walk in newtown

>>5994595
youre gonna have to try extra hard based on pics ive seen from your neck down

>>5994582
hello passport

>girl styled androgynous name
>girly androgynous resting smirk face teen looking cunt on it

>M
>27 years old

wew

>>5994593
>tfw 38 underbust, 42-44 overbust at 5 foot 11
>other people only have 30 inch underbust
literally 25% smaller at the same height

I don't even know what to say at this point that I haven't said already

>>5994600
I'm in the the outer west, think blue mountains.

Not much out here.

You in Aus senpai?

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>>5994555

Yo Berzerk is tight af

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>>5994608
It is, glad you're liking it 〔´∇｀〕

>>5994587
>had to go thru hell to get it back from em
Story?
>>5994591
You're a repressed demigoddess.
>>5994595
Don't give up, even if you can't get a perfect result, being more comfortable in your own body is something you owe to yourself.

>>5994601
I'm going to buy a nitrogen tank etc. next week when I get my next unibux payment and if I fuck up my degree too I'm just gonna use it I think. I can't handle being trans on top of everything else. I'm never going to be happy. I'm not sure if I ever have been.

>>5994597
[email protected]

>>5994555
Many have tried, many have failed, it does mean a lot that you're trying though, sorry for being such a downer

>>5994563
Thanks akaka. ;_;
Idk, I want the ghost to go away but it's been years, it never ends.

>>5994574
I'm sorry, I'll stop being depressing, I'm feeling weirdly better after working out through the dysphoria.

>>5994578
Are there any brands that I should keep an eye out for? I've not bought powder foundation in years ;_;

>>5994584
Have you managed to get past that? What methods helped?

>>5994611
have you seen my fucking face though
I look like I was put together by committee

>>5994606
Yup I'm in Sydney too

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>>5994610

I'm finding myself impressed by how fucked up it is, though. Mostly because of Guts. I'm up to the point where he gets kicked out of his mercenary group for killing Gambino.

I need some fucking drugs, reality's too much for me, I want to try proper hallucinogenics, why isn't my dealer back from his holiday yet for christ's sake

>>5994612
why not just run away to some metropolitan area where being an evident trans person is accepted? might as well wring out what little joy you may have left in life via drugs sex and alcohol. my doomsday strategy is to just become a bum in some warm, culturally sound place if shit hits the fan.

>>5994626

Hit up that deeb web yo

>>5994620
Oh cool. Have you ever gone to those support group meeting at the Gender centre in Annandale?

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>>5994621
It only gets worse from there (´︶｀)

>>5994605
have you tried relaying it in a different text format, like a successful musician with a hit song, recycle the themes and lyrics to a different beat and cash in on your anguish

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>>5994633

How can it get worse than being raped for 3 silver pieces

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>>5994637
Keep reading and find out

>>5994619
I forgot how everyone except Kayla and Korra look, so I can't remember how you look, but it doesn't matter. Staying in guymode basically precludes loving your body, so you should do as much as you can to make your body such that you can love it, regardless of if you think you'll look good or not.

So squatting hurts a lot for me. Feet shoulder width apart, right? My knees just hurt so much from it. I exercise with kickbacks, leg lifts and leg butterflies(?) mostly. What else can I do? I had a bit of an episode while I was working today over my butt/hips. Is there anything that could be done?

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>>5994580
:(
>>5994633
hi

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>>5994638

But I don't want to blaze through it too quickly

>>5994632
Used to go to the young women's group like a year ago, it might have changed a bit since I was going tho, a new girl runs it now. Have you been?

>>5994618
>Make Up Forever for foundation/powders
>Nars for blush, concealer and lip gloss
>Too Faced for bronzer or mascara
>Tarte for eyeshadow
>Mac or Bobbi Brown for lipstick/pencils

The Kat von D liquid eyeliner pen "trooper" rules and is very easy to use

thats a short list of what ive landed on after a lot of trial and error but you cant really go wrong.

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>>5994642
Hi consider yourself NOTICED (´∇ﾉ｀*)ノ
>>5994643
There are like 30+ chapters now, trust me you wont

>>5994640
Pace yourself, google/youtube the proper form. If the pain is aches in the muscles as opposed to your joints being damaged, that means that it's working.

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>>5994648
thank u

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>>5994642
No frowns... only dogs now

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>>5994648

I'll just keep going at my own pace
really impressed by the art style. The way he draws demons is so gritty and grotesque.

>>5994648
good girl

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>tfw you can now actually provide tits + timestamp

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>>5994611
>be at anime convention in new Orleans with friends
>do a complete makeover for my cosplay makeup (pic related)
>later that night me and friends go to casino to have a bit if fun gambling
>security refuses me entry and says my licences is a relatives and not me
>spend over an hour arguing with management
>eventually call the police since they refuse to return my ID (they claimed they would mail it to my address and the police said that was within their rights)
>police have hard time believing its me since my ID pic is very out of date
>he gets it back for me and agrees the casino was being cunts

Elanna you're mega cute even with your hair up. You're just too hard on yourself.

>>5994645
Yes I plan on going to the next one on the 12th this month. You should go, most of the group is pretty cool, but kinda depends each time. Most of the times I've gone everyone is pretty chill.

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>>5994653
D-dogs ??

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>>5994652
n-not again with the /cuteboy/ images
>>5994657
It's pretty great desu
>>5994658
I AIN'T NO GIRL

>>5994618
Have you talked to your therapist about these feelings? Do they have any suggestions on how you might work through it?

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Stop being depressed, mtfg

>>5994667
what are you then

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>>5994667
are u from /cuteboy/

>>5994661
ew dude

>>5994628
yeah realistically I'm probably just going to ditch everything and escalate up the drugs ladder until either that or hypothermia from sleeping rough gets me

I wish I could just click my fingers and be dead

>>5994660
Post 'em~
>>5994661
Wattafuk how is that within their rights, it's illegal to drive without a license? How were you supposed to get home?
>the casino was being cunts
That puts it mildly. Thanks for the story though :3

>>5994684
Thats a pretty lame thing to wish upon yourself familia

>>5994661
would bang

>>5994689
I'm the definition of lame
even in the more antiquated sense

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>>5994675
a man
>>5994677
no, I just really love cute boys~

>>5994671
what can you tell me about sqrt(3x+6)

>>5994685
Drive without a license in their system. You can give your ssn and theyd be okay with it

>>5994696
h-hey, hows it going? :3c