/mtfg/ - Trans Girl General

transbian thread btw

>>5985311
And now, back to our regular programme.

▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV (embed)
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed)
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968

>>5985317
>>5985311
why do u eat poop btw

my friend is dyspraxic and everyone just thought he was lazy

now we know better, he is lazy and dyspraxic

>>5985321
Gotta say, I'm really concerned by this obsession you seem to have with me, anon.

>tfw estrogen levels of a pregnant fertility goddess
brb cancer

>>5985311
autism edition

>>5985328
yeah its just kinds of concerning a scat fetishist chaser that follows edies porn tumblr posts here and no one seems to question it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7B5IHtUXFg

My heart is breaking. I want to repress again.


I can't do this.


It's better to die a man than live to see yourself become the Hon

>"we can stay here, and get the shut kicked out of us. Or we can fight our way back"

>>5985330


Titchbits did you get FFS before?

>>5985331
Yes, Autistic Spectrum Disorders are often comorbid with developmental disorders such as dyspraxia!

>>5985339


Trip on Korra, Robin, Sheen, Lauren, lilvcuckangel.

>>5985343
since when am I a trip people care about

>>5985340
not exactly, i got my nose fixed that was it, it was just standard cosmetic surgery, not a specific FFS surgeon and i'd been saving for it before i planned on transitioning when i was still set on repressing. i told him to make it cute and that was it.

>>5985343
Unlike them. I haven't started transition.


I can stop before it's too late and they put me on HRT.

No one knows that I feel this way.


I can walk away and pretend it never happened.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLrAA-j61MQ

I win.

>>5985343
nope, I've actually been feeling better the past few days, HRT is finally starting to affect my face

>>5985355
was it you who had NHS giving them trouble?

>>5985362
that could be a lot of people here
kek

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Can I have some advice? I have a rhinoplasty consultation Monday but have no idea what I should get done. I'm thinking that I want my nose to be narrower at the bridge and maybe with a slight concave slope, and for the tip to be slightly shorter. Thoughts? Also you can see my super gross caveman brow and how there is a huge bulge where my brow and nose meet - do I need to wait and get nose and brow done simultaneously?

Sorry for gross pics of my disgusting face but they are pretty accurate

>>5985362
nah it was me. they sorted themselves out but i'm still waiting for my prescription, thought i was getting it today but its gonna be next friday now because my GP wrote to my clinic saying 'she's been self medicating for 7 months to within guidelines set by the nhs pathway and here are her blood results, looks like she's an 8 hour warcraft session away from DVT, can you recommend me a dosage to prescribe?' and Nottingham haven't got back to him so idk senpai it turns out my month's worth of titty pills i got left is gonna be more like 3 months worth because holy fuck 1370 pg/mL I'm having 3 periods at once

>>5985370
Your nose looks good IMO, just get your cave brow shaved off

>>5985385

Im glad you didnt turn out looking like those british hons.

>>5985396
that's 'cos she's not british :^)

#deadgen

>>5985399
I'm Scottish but I have 100% non British ancestry thanks to Viking rape

I still think I would look terrible tho.

Suicide soon

>>5985370
You only *need* your brow done but if you want your nose done go for it. Its a cute nose tho.

>>5985410

Jade watson pls dont....

>>5985370
imo your nose would look too small if it was smaller, get the brow done and that's it desu

I wish I could just have a normal life. Worrying about passing, surgeries, voice, and all this bullshit sucks. No one even likes transgirls. No matter how much effort/genetic luck you have you are always lesser than cis.

Not to mention that we fail the most basic task of all humans: reproduction.

We are human garbage.

>>5985421
Wow, you are a waste if you're so easily dissuaded by people with no standing.. Didn't know channers were an authority on anything but chinese cartoons

>>5985399
>>5985396
dutch/irish with italian thrown in so both i'm tall and hairy with alcohol problems and have a lust for raw mozzarella and inedible pesant garbage

>>5985421
>she doesn't know that almost every other person on the planet is as broken as we are

>>5985415
I am not Jade Watson?

>>5985421
I think I'm going to kill myself this year

Not even worth trying.

I'm Just a failure of man who wants to be something he can't

>>5985421
yeah being trans sucks

disagree on the reproduction bit though
lots of cis couples just have a dozen kids and contribute nothing to the future of the species except driving it closer to a resources crisis
humans are pretty unique on earth in their ability to pass down things other than genes- art, science, political ideology, things that can shape civilisation for centuries to come
focus on creating a legacy to pass down that isn't biological

what's wrong with me I feel so fucking needy

my bf doesn't have sex with me as much anymore and I'm thinking I look ugly, I'm too depressive, etc and I want attention so bad but I don't want to pester him. I was thinking of just streaming on twitch (no lewd) and hoping that might get me attention, but I dunno.

I feel kinda crazy. maybe it's just the lack of sleep and care.

>>5985430
Don't kill yourself anon. You have to live as a girl before you do that. It *does* get better.

>>5985434

Thought about getting FFS?

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>>5985370

>>5985434
you sound like a woman

>>5985435
It won't.

I'll never be pretty. I'll just turn myself into a freak

>>5985440
you think getting that or plastic surgery to make myself look better would be good? he's one of those guys that prefers girls to be natural and doesn't like surgery/makeup.

however i have thought about getting my under eye circles fixed anyway. not sure how to go about it though, like either fat or laser

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Any trannies from Minneapolis MN here? Thinking about going to the Mall of America to buy gryll clothes.

>mid terms in 3 hours
>haven't studied well
>have a 98% in my classes so maybe I shouldn't stress
>spring break starts for a week today
>probably go on here or cry
i want a life

>>5985446
nice

>>5985455
it'll be ok
love you kayla <3

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>>5985459
do you love me long time?

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>>5985448
If I can pass you can pass. If you aren't pretty you can get ffs. Pic is me before. The other pic I posted was me last night.
>>5985455
>98%
Nice. Good job!
Are there commiefornian mtfg trps near you?

>>5985461
i love you in a caring sisterly way desu

>>5985421
you're right but people i meet are nice to me, my partner is a trans girl too. all the worry and money and everything to get s taste of being able to feel ok seems to depend on if you think its worth it, and other aspects of your life.

you'll never be cis but once you get to the point where 'trans' stuff doesn't matter and transition is no longer a thing, does it matter?

we're not human garbage, we exemplify what it is to be human, honestly. we defy our crappy wiring, our faulty biology and make something of ourselves than just accepting something fucked up when we were made and stumbling forwards until we drop dead. we're biological garbage, we're completely pointless. but we have to make the other things in our lives to matter and mean more to leave something behind since we can't crap out some sprogs before drinking ourselves to death.

>>5985463
Why do you keep posting that photo?
It's fit for grindr and nothing else.

i want to hug everyone in mtfg (except robin)

>>5985465
like sisters who finger eachother?

>>5985463
I think grey is out here but I am weary of meeting another mtf in person rn

also look up this on twitch, its fucking tranny cringe rn /femfreq

>>5985453


Come to Portland instead.

>>5985478
Oooh link plz
>>5985482
I only have a day off. I am going to visit Portland for at least a week.

>>5985463
Passing is nice but if you aren't pretty, passing means shit

>>5985484
Ffs then

>>5985483
can't post link, its twitch /femfreq
I got banned for calling the tranny a hon lol

>>5985486
Ffs doesn't make people pretty.
Proof has been already shown in this thread

>>5985492
Is the tranny the one on the left ?

>>5985492
Oh God its bad

>>5985497
yep
feminism is so cringe worthy

>>5985421
I don't need to pass on my genes to contribute to the species, and making this world one I'd wish my children to live in doesn't cease to be a responsibility I take seriously because they'll inevitably be genetically unrelated to be.

I have things to make, stories to tell, and lessons to pass on, and plenty of life to live.

You will never be able to stop your pain until you let go of the reactionary bullshit that kept you going while you were repressing. It's become maladaptive. Improve yourself so you can not pollute the generations to come.

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>tfw you have no idea what you look like to other people and your face completely changing in appearance from photo to photo doesn't help
WHY IS MY FACE SO WEIRD AAAARGH

>>5985473
wow rude

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>>5985473
Don't bother hugging me.


I'm a repressive angry piece of shit who deserves to die

>>5985503
T H I S
H
I
S

>>5985502
Wait, i mean right
The right one looks like a metal dude
And left looks like a girl, if it's left i'm actually impressed

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>>5985508
Me first anon

>>5985504
You look like a cartoon superhero in the straight on one
And like a stoner with your hair open

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>>5985484
>tfw you are now an obvious tranny, so the pity ma'ams have started rolling in
I'd rather be as gross as I am now and pass than be at and not pass desu. But, that's coming from grodie mcnopass.
>>5985508
>>5985515
>dying
>before me
"no."

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>>5985524
I will fight you for the right to die first

does not wearing a bra on a daily basis make me a feminist by default?

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>tfw my mom found out i've been taking estrogen

>>5985513
I don't think the one on the left is trans. Who the hell gives these dumb bitches any money?
>>5985529
Depends. Do you shave your legs?

>>5985529
Retard of the day

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>>5985530
What did she say? Does she know you are a tranny?

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>>5985537
she wasn't happy that's fer sure, and i guess she does now desu

>>5985533
>Do you shave your legs?
not often because hrt made the hair almost totally go away

>>5985534
triggered

>mum asks me to pick up phone
>answer it
>bring it into the kitchen where she is because the person wants to talk to her
>only then she says to only answer if my sister is calling and something about how it'll be debt collection or something
>so hang up
>then she gets pissy because I hung up on the person

Ugh

Just checked webmd. All of you have cancer

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>>5985551
About fucking time

>>5985530
>2016
>not being out already
>still getting aftershave for christmas
>not giving them a chance to accept you if you're unsure how they'll react
>not just moving away and cutting them off if they're shit and its not worth not even coming out, living in a tranny pity commune
>not emotionally blackmailing them if they're on the fence
>missing out on inheritance money from grandparents for srs when they shockingly find out you're an abomination instead of you personally coming out in a sensitive, understandable way, touching on childhood memories of you always being girly
>not moving back home to transition so your mom can catch up on doing mom and daughter things because she feels guilty for being a bad parent

do you even transition senpai

>>5985551
it better be fucking terminal

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>>5985554
she said she should have had more children because both of her children are degenerates

time to start my day right, with crying and lowering my hormone doses to prevent future feelings

>>5985530

Is she more offended that you have a bf or that you take estrogen?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7asU_krb_uM

>tfw your male self fights your female self

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>>5985558
ouch, good thing my brother had a son, got me off the hook to perpetuate the family name

Tfw could have started HRT a year earlier if I just did it. Still stole my mum's CC a year later anyway ke

Should be getting my prescription soon so I'm pretty excited

>>5985563
kayla I want to cuddle with you

>>5985558
My mom said if i was the first child she wouldn't have gotten any more kids

>>5985566
>>5985563
>>5985562
>>5985560
>>5985559
>>5985558
>>5985555
>>5985554
>>5985552
good girl

>>5985569
Ouch

>wake up
>still craving cock
Give it a rest sex drive

>>5985566
I hope she knows, credit card statements show transaction history

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>>5985563
don't give me that smug face kayla
i'm not the one who smears ketchup in her panties to emulate getting a period

>>5985569
harsh
moms are cunts, probably jealous we can be young women and have fun and they wasted their youth raising us

>>5985578
Yep she knows I've been taking estrogen. She's been accepting these days and I bought a four month supply last time (2 months HRT now)

>>5985578
>Give it a rest sex drive

Would be funny if you and your ex went to some club, get drunk and and end up doing eachother.

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>>5985579
gross, I don't do that, plus thats a good way to get a uti and I have already had 3 this year

how do i turn my brother gay
my sisters already a lesbian so i think there might be some kind of fag gene and i want my family to end desu

>>5985576
Well ...
At least the kindergarteners said i was their favorite kid :)

>>5985581
But i want kids too

>>5985587
kek, my half sister is a lesbian
maybe my dad has bad genes

>>5985587
Incest pls <33

>>5985587
Seduce him
Or does he know you're trans

Hmm, maybe you can make him trans too

Hey girls I need advice
When I have sex with my bf I dont feel anything physical. Don't get me wrong it's fun and I like being naked with someone. But it dose not arouse me like I thought it would.

But when he speak to me or show my affection I get wet immediately.

What gives?

>>5985594
kayla thanks for replying to my post <3

>>5985600
(you)

>>5985599
>get wet
check ur vagina privilege before posting

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>>5985583
N-no, no matter how much I might want that it musn't happen

>>5985582
Awesome, that's great. Sorry, stealing credit cards conjured a mental picture of using their card without telling them ;~;

>>5985602
<3
love you kayla

>>5985599
you're post op?

>>5985605
So your dick doesn't leak that watery stuff when aroused?

>>5985608
>N-no, no matter how much I might want that it musn't happen

Come on elanna just make yourself his booty call girl alreaey...

>>5985617
It does
Pretty strange in a way

>>5985617
oh mine does lol, it ain't pre cum either, its like crystal clear slime

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>>5985608
Oh yeah, initially I didn't tell my mum. Back then it was either to transition or an hero, so I chose the former. She then found out I had been taking estrogen and said I should at least be getting the right dosages and an actual prescription.

>>5985613
No. But I'm on 50mg cypro

>>5985621
kayla im serious i want to be your gf youre so cute

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>>5985525
Fite me den

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>>5985619
B-but we already did that sort of the other way around, although I made him my booty call boy. Srsly tho, how am I supposed to say no when he starts talking lewd and I can feel his boner on my butt. ;~;

What are you currently listening to, /mtfg/?

https://youtube.com/watch?v=N9XKLqGqwLA

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>>5985632
Pleb I will wreck your 5'4 ass

>>5985638

Does he make you play video games with him, makes you sit on his lap just so you have to feel the boner in his pants?

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>>5985640
https://youtu.be/jt5tRaV3iY0
It wasn't his best work, but it makes good biking music desu.
>>5985647
You really wanna fite a trvedwarf?

>>5985656
>tfw no boy to do this to me

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>>5985608
You might win this battle, but you need to get laid. You're hereby tasked with producing a project outline for getting a boy inside you within three months.

Before you go to sleep tonight, we'll be expecting a clear goal statement (which still fulfills the criteria set out above), the methods you intend to use, the resources you will require, and a projected timeline for you progress in attaining your goal with a review scheduled every two weeks.

You can't just wait for dick to descend from the heavens and grace you with precum.

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>>5985656
N-no, we just watch anime, and there's not really any good seats in my room so we cuddle on my bed. Lately we've been watching Shimoneta and I've just noticed he keeps getting boners against me, and instead of pulling away he gives a few inviting throbs ;~;

>>5985343
why cuck angel though

>>5985682
why not ?

>>5985684
i guess thats true.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LE_Lrs8LomE

I WILL be the first man to resist gender dysphoria and not transition and die without succumbing to it

>>5985689
no you wont

>>5985676
>tfw no boy in bed to poke me with his boner :(

>>5985689
You're probably not

>>5985694
stop being a cuck and find a boy

>>5985676
I think it's time for me to get a boyfriend 2bh

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>>5985675
Idk about clear goal statements, but maybe I could hook up with a Chad at the club this Saturday or something?

>>5985657
pleb you're actually cute not a dwarf though

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Time for me to get stared at for being the only dude at the abortion clinic

>tfw you're going to get tackled as a protester or republican undercover video maker at the door

>>5985689
>I WILL be the first woman to resist gender dysphoria and not transition and die without succumbing to it
Fixed for you, and no, you won't.
Plenty of repressing girls have gotten "lucky"enough to die before transitioning or committing suicide. It won't go any better for you than it did them.

This isn't an obstacle you overcome.

>>5985676
Me and him have the weirdest things in common.

>>5985640
Every time someone asks I'm listening to the same song
https://youtu.be/arJKvPbolqI
>>5985699
>Tfw can't be elannas chad

>>5985698
if you know where to find one pls tell me your secrets

Ok I lied this place is full of little adorable ftms with buzzcuts

>>5985712
I heavily flirted with a friend a few weeks ago
I was in boymode though, but i think he knows i'm not really a guy 2bh
Or he doesn't really care too much because i kinda look more like a girl
Idk

>>5985715
most of them can be annoying

>>5985715
>ftms
>adorable

Get out


out Out OUT!!!!!

tfw bobs are 2smol

>>5985691
>>5985694
>>5985706
You're right ;_;

I'll just kills myself

Ordering hormones through In house they ask for script what do?

>>5985725
just transition if youre ready to kill yourself

>>5985730
Say you'll fax it to them later

>>5985725
Noooo ;_;

Get me as your gf and live through my transition

>>5985735
Does it work I heard someone tried that once and it was a meme.

>>5985734
I've already got it organised

But I fear it's only a delay to my suicide

>>5985730
If you order with an echeck in .vu they wont require it and you can skip the page.

i want to be hypnotized sexually

What's a holic someone said I look like her. Is this good news or horrible news.

>>5985725
Tbqh? Just transition, dummy.

You've got weeks before your hormones arrive in the mail. Get to practicing voice, work out styles that suit you, and drop the baggage. Being trans is not shameful.

>>5985747
It's probably not a good thing 2bh

>>5985745
Thanks heres hoping my bank doesn't suck and deny the transaction.

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everyone post moosic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n9pBlWyW1z4

>>5985752
Oh that's shitty I was feeling good too what's bad about her?

I'm finally home, fugg. What's happening everyone?

>>5985734
I've already got it organised

But I fear it's only a delay to my suicide

>>5985739
I have one chance. But if it fails. I will die

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>>5985722
Cuntboys best boys desu, no seriously, they're so cuttteeeee omg

>>5985752
Wow that was pretty bitchy.

tfw no mommy who calls you her good little girl and cuddles you

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>>5985768
Most ftms are just the worst

>>5985773
One day a girl can dream.

>>5985775
Not true I've dated one and my friend from high school is ftm stop hanging out with tumblerinas pretending to be yoai.

My friend has gender dysphoria and is transitioning from male to female but from what she says I get the impression that she moreso wants to be a 'little girl' rather than just female.
You guys talking like that made me wonder, is this normal? Is it a fetish?

I'd bring it up but we just had a fight so maybe not until tomorrow.

Why is estriodol and spiro so damn expensive?

>>5985781
Life hates us.

>>5985781
its a luxury item

>>5985769
I don't think she looked too bad lately, but when someone says you look like holic that's probably not meant in a good way
Especially since most people refer to pre hormone holic

>>5985769
I mean it's true lol so I don't blame her anyone got a recent picture of that ugly fuck I need a good laugh.

>>5985780
no one literally wants to be a little girl anon..

It's just like how maybe one in twenty odd cis girls would want to call their cutie boyfriend 'daddy' during sexytimes.

Perfectly hotnormal desu

>tfw no bf to trust and kiss

>>5985780
It's probably just her going through second puberty and also everthing's new for her, so she probably experiments in some ways and stuff
I mean in female stuff she's probably as experienced as a 12 year old, so you should probably just give her some time and everything's most likely ok

>>5985785
Are you daft holic is off hrt those recent pictures are the worst yet lol. Pre hormones isn't even a thing as she never posted before starting hrt.

>>5985799
She was on hormones some time ago
Then she stopped for a year or something
Then she started again
I think she stopped again a few weeks ago because she doesn't think it's worth it or something

>>5985789
>>5985794
:[ maybe I should cut her some slack.

>>5985781
Because of limited manufacturers and a small number of patients

>>5985780
It's probable that a large amount of mtfs are just fetishists. But that's neither certifiably test-able, nor objectively a bad thing. So let em be. Its definitely made me more jaded tho.

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>When the surgeon leaves her pussy this loose.

>>5985782
>>5985783
>>5985809
When I start self medding, I am going to be spending nearly one fourth of my salary on HRT, fugg :)

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>manly face
>big joo snoz
>permanent beard shadow
>taking hormones made from habeebs and don't even know if they are working
>no female friends
>male friends are assholes
>no real relationship with family
>the people you actually care about don't talk to you anymore
>spent hundreds on therapy that is just confusing me more when I went in just wanting to talk and learn about trans shit and get legit titty skittles

>>5985780
There are a lot of fetishists, but the thing is, if you're going to live the life, it's not going to be a fetish after a bit of living full time. You have to shop for groceries, go to the bank, go work out, do everything as a woman, you can't keep it a fetish if you commit fully to it, most people out grow it.

>>5985802
She stopped posting here but the post I saw on seedee was that she is getting hormones and is moving beyond all that bullshit in her past including being milked dry of money and energy from the chaser fuck that tricked her into living with him. I think people forget there was no choice she had to detransistion as she was broke for like ever and not one person even Angie who was supposedly her friend would try to help her but hey who gives a fuck about some hun right?

>>5985810
Its all so strange to me, one of the alphas of our group to change so much over a single year. None of us expected it really and the dynamic is kind of shifting. Our crazy shenanigans just seem to have died overnight.

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>>5985820
>tfw you fell for the MTF meme.

>>5985822
I'm not too sure about it
There are people out there who are in 24/7 sm relationships or people who wear tights 24/7 because it's their fetish, so i'm not sure if people outgrow a feminization fetish

>>5985820
>>5985829
succumb to the chaser hell everyone told you about
you'll have a shoulder to cry on

>>5985825
The whole chaser thing was through a long time ago
Yeah, she detransitioned because of not enough money
But then she found a job as a janitor or something
After that she started hormones again afaik
And only like last month or something she said she goes away again because she's getting stalked again or somethig but also said something about stopping hormones

>tfw would have repressed and killed myself if I never discovered 4chan

Thanks 4chan

>>5985837
you're welcome
don't forget, you're here forever

>>5985835
Can you please stop acting like you know anything about my life, thanks.

>>5985839
Sry, i though it was this way from what i've heard

>>5985837
>tfw considering repressing and killing myself because of 4chan

Thanks 4chan

>>5985708
Only those things though, you two are really quite different.

>>5985698
Teach me your secrets once you get one pls.

>>5985838
>you're here forever
Honestly fuck this, fuck that's it true.

>>5985849
Tell me how you got the last one

>>5985848
you're also welcome

>>5985841
You still shouldn't talk about a person as if you know them and say shit about their appearance something they have no control over that's a pretty shitty thing to do. I don't give a flying fuck about this place I'm too busy working 76 hours a week trying to afford decent medical care and doing everything in my power to help other transgirls so they don't end up like me but whatever.

>>5985830
I've never met someone with a 24/7 paraphilia that expresses it in public, take the guy who went into the planet fitness locker room who was super fetishy and in public, he was stil not full time, he was male at work and a lot of his life, and only changed to get a thrill. People that I know that are still like this and trans, sequester themselves off into little lonely realities, and even then most of the time It seems mundane for them.

Like more examples:
Literally are you going to have lunch with your mom and catch up with a boner because you're female?
Are you getting a boner in the doctors office because your female now (unless they're checking your prostate then welllll)

That's not how human sexuality or the brain works unless you're reallllly mentally ill, like more so then anyone on this board.

>>5985856
calm your fuckin tits

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Tfw the camera distorts yr features

>>5985860
Would if I had any nbd.

>>5985827
sounds like me with my 'lets steal pub chairs, gatecrash a party, smash our stolen chairs up in the kitchen and leave' or 'lets lie our way into a political society's formal dinner and pretend we fit in by being obvious stereotypes just because its an open bar' shenanigans. i bet your buddy's mad shit you'd get dragged into was all done with a hint of desperation and madness. pretrans man anguish is real and i was a wild destructive cunt. half my friends held separate gatherings without telling me so i wouldn't show up and start screaming, bursting into tears and breaking stuff while tearing at my flesh and clothes like a really gay werewolf in eyeliner. T rage is more than a meme.

>>5985617
Mine does.
>>5985595
Incest isn't that bad desu. People act like its rape or child molestation but its not even bad
>>5985569
My dad told me he wished he didn't have children once. I don't think that's true though.
>>5985563
Having a trans kid is much easier for parents if they have other kids to lead respectable lives. Only child trannies have it the worst imo
>>5985558
I hope she comes around kiwi
>>5985543
Ugh you are so lucky
>>5985819
I used echeck on inhousepharmacy.vu and they
gave me 10% off
>>5985820
Get laser/electrolysis. Beard shadow isn't permanent. In the meantime I have heard you can shave it and use orange foundation under your regular shit.
>>5985859
Prostate exams require boners???
>>5985861
Tfw maddie has excellent taste

>>5985861
Get a real camera
>>5985865
Prostate exams demand boners

>>5985856
Congratulations! I don't know what you look like, but your personality passes as 100% cis bitch!

>>5985871
Fuck I don't think I would be able to do that. Now I get why everyone hates prostate exams

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>three months into HRT and no positive signs of transition

This place is heating up please stop fighting

>>5985864
Jesus christ. :/
What can I do to help my friend through all this like real talk.
I genuinely have no idea what all of this is about and what is going on behind closed doors.
We had a fight today over something so dumb, we were talking about fucking crisps and then suddenly started arguing on skype is it hormones or osmething? (not being a pig but seriously)

>>5985872
I'm a bitch lol I'm not talking shit about someone behind there back and suggesting they are ugly when they aren't around that's the most two faced shit ever honestly. But whatever.

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I made blue cupcakes

best waifu

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>>5985878
>7 months into transition and all i've gotten are moobs and pear shaped body.

>>5985864
>>5985827
I overcompensated a lot, everyone said they liked guy me better.

A friend told me "I just wished every time you were over that we could just have a chill night"

>>5985886
Lets see those moobs

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>>5985886
>13 months into HRT and all it's managed to do is give me wild mood swings which have caused me my friends.

>>5985856
As i said i don't think you look too bad, but if you want to rage, whatever, idc

>>5985859
Hmm, maybe 24/7 is too much
But i don't really think you could lose it if you were really fetishistic at first

>>5985865
I think mine really meant it
She also said to my dister and me we're the reason she got breast cancer and she hoped we get it too so we know how it is
So yeah, my mother's a bit crazy sometimes

>>5985888
Netflix and chill lol lewwd.

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>>5985853
>meet at psytrance festival two years pretrans, come out next year. He's a friend of a friend and my dentist's kid, they also used to go to my church when I was little
>meet again a year into hrt, he thinks I'm cute, we cuddle on MDMA and stay in touch after the festival
>become friends over the following months, awkward flirting over Steam
>I teach him how to spin, we meet a few times and spin techno together
>when October rolls around he leaves his girlfriend because he realises we have more chemistry and we aren't even dating
>ask him out while cuddling and rolling on MDMA on Halloween

I'm not sure what step led to it desu ;~;

>>5985884
This is 4chan, people talk about people. Still, I understand if you were irritated, but your bitchy response was uncalled for.

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>>5985888
Sorry, all my hs friends like girl me better, guy me was a bit of the ultra violence

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>>5985893
>16 months in confirmed hon status, no bf, no gf, no friends, family hates you.

I am done with this shit. Best suicide tips?

didnt phienchen find her bf funposting here or something

>>5985905
Is that why she is is missing today?

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>>5985892
No fuck off you loser, you guys are the ones that put me in this situation, now show me how to end it.

>>5985905
Thats how I met my gf. Guess I got lucky.

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>>5985908
rood ;__;

>>5985894
I'm not so much raging about that but the fact that you talk about my life like you know anything about me. Excluding the reasons why shit got fucked up. Plus the fact that how do you or even know this shit I post maybe once a month now and I have no clue who you even are. Like just talk about someone behind there back it's shitty.

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>>5985903
>32 months in, DD cups, hips, able to date girls freely, grad school, everyone uses my pronouns except me, and I'm generally treated as a girl everywhere unless I don't want to be

>>5985914
yeah but you used cheat codes

>>5985883
Maybe. What type of hormones are they using? Injections make you moody.

Transing is stressful don't take it personally. When I increased my estradiol dosage I freaked out and said some horrible shit to my mom even though she has been supportive.
>>5985902
Violence is the best part about being a boy. Not only being violent, but enjoying it.

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>>5985914

>>5985908
>>5985903
Just kill yourself, your male self, your moms son, with hrt and by letting her not be saddled with his insecurities

>>5985919
I don't actually know, I'll try to ask tonight

>>5985898
Eh whatever I don't know who you are or even care. If I'm a bitch in you're eyes that's cool cause your just a stranger to me.

>>5985920
Kekkkkkkkk
What anime is that from o.o

>>5985896
Why can't stuff like this happen to me ...

>>5985913
I'm here for probably over a year and you actually told me some of that stuff
seems like you just have a bad memory

>>5985905
She said her boyfriend cam from /pol/ to shitpost

Okay so here are my options

>OD on oxycodone i have from a surgery my dad had recently.

>Hellium tank

One is complicated, the other one more painful.

>>5985893
How is that even possible?
Are you sure your levels are alright?

I mean, it just seems so unreal. My experience is just so completely different, as is that of every trans woman I know personally.

>>5985888
it was weird, people liked me because i was fun, but pitied me because i was broken, and plenty of people hated me. people saw that i was good, there was no badness in me, i was in pain.

now though? friends are happy i'm calm and happy but i think i weird them out desu, i never get invitations to weddings n shit

>>5985928
Don't kill yourself.

If you do kill yourself, shoot yourself behind the ear straight through the head. *NOT IN THE MOUTH*

>>5985925
Idk I just like cartoon pictures ;-;

>>5985936
I don't have a gun but my uncle does have a few. What caliber will ensure my death?

>>5985928
Why are you suicidal anon?

>>5985928
they put a small amount of oxygen in helium tanks so if anything you'd just get brain damage unless you got 100% helium. oxy overdose sounds dumb as is any sort of overdosing

>>5985940
Anything really but .380 and above would do well.

Don't kill yourself

>>5985928
OD on estrogen
>>5985896
MDMA makes good friends with sexually underlying tension... after you get off of it and realized all the stuff you did to each other

>>5985935
For real? i mean even after my friend and I arguing like we just did she'd have had to have bitch-slapped my mother for me not to invite her to a wedding.

The fuck.

>>5985940
don't joke about that stuff, its super lame

>>5985946
Alright, i'm not too informed on calibers and guns but i know he has a rifle. Those are pretty high caliber i assume. Sweet sweet bliss.

>>5985914
Ugh. Two years in, I'm getting huge, milky tits too ;~;
For now, though, gradual body improvement and scary-as-hell going full-time in less than two months.

>>5985944
Not too sure about the OD, some stuff just feels normal and suddenly you collapse and are dead
however oxicodone is probably not one of them
And helium really doesn't work

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I'm getting paid 10+ an hour to shop for groceries being a wage cuck feels so great

>>5985926
I don't remember people that aren't of importance to me.
If I talked to you for any reason I doubt I explained my life on detail so you could go around retelling any way you see fit.
But whatever I'm done fuck this place like I fucking choose to be ugly and poor yet people constant shit on me even now that I'm killing myself with work to support my family and even buying hormones for people and trying to help someone transition but whatever I guess I'm just a bitch I'll be sure to ignore when people talk mad shit.

How do job interviews work? I've got one in about 12 hours but the only time I've had one before, I was the only candidate and the manager who interviewed me was stoned. Helb :(

>>5985926
I don't know, it generally doesn't happen to me either, only the once. Go full-time, take risks and cross your fingers that stuff like that happens.

>>5985950
We didn't do anything on MDMA but cuddle and kiss though, he had a girlfriend ;~;
Actually who am I kidding, I can play innocent but I did pretty much cuck her over the following months despite not having sex, and she still hates me with a burning passion.

>>5985954
It's going to be difficult to do it with a full size rifle. I'd recommend a pistol (any gun shop should have a few used glocks in 9mm). They are cheap and hard to mess up.


Don't kill yourself

>>5985969
Bring your CV printed out, and take a shower before to calm your nerves and make you smell nice.

They will just ask you lots of questions, so pretend to be calm and answer them in a well spoken manner.

>>5985969
>>5985974
I forgot to mention, always appear/sound enthusiastic no matter what they say.

>>5985969
What are your weaknesses?

ARE YOU CALLING ME WEAK? I'LL REK YOU

>>5985973
hey cyba i was thinking what if trans is genetic so your twin brother is actually trans too and when you found that reddit incest stuff on his computer he was actually self-inserting as the sister and imagining you as the brother in the story

you could be transbians together

>>5985971
Yeah, that's probably the only thing i can do

Also
Yep, she has every right to hate you imo

>>5985958
2 years?
If you can't do it now you can do it never
Don't worry, i bet it won't be that bad

>>5985969
Come with questions and interest in their corporate culture. There's a creepy push for employees to live as weird extensions of their workplaces' social media footprint.

>>5985974
>>5985977
Writing this down because it's the only useful advice I've been given so far. Family sucks

>>5985983
Huh? No. I'm hoping to have sizable boobs by two years in. They're still a little under-performing on my big ribcage, since I'm not quite four months in.

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>>5985660
>me bottom row one over from the right

>>5985991
Oh, ok
No, boobs never grow big
I'm a year in and i have an A
At 2 years i'll probably still have A
Because i already had A at about 8 months in

>tfw no bf to do molly with

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>>5985660
as expected desu

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>>5985983
>Also
>Yep, she has every right to hate you imo
Well she also flipped out at him not just for leaving her, but leaving her for some faggot tranny, so I don't exactly feel bad about it.

>>5985989
No problem. Also dress formally.

>>5985987
>>5986006
<3

>>5986004
wow, ok, she deserved everything too 2bh

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EXPLAIN WHAT THIS IS

so I'm in love with someone who is MtF
do i just, wait for my parents to die before I marry her or...

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>>5985998
>tfw no gf to do mdma with and suicide pact together with

>>5986013
>tfw you almost made a suicide pact on LSD
wew

>>5986013
:c

>>5986011
kayla-tier fanfiction?

>>5986012
what i did was wait to be dumped for a better cis gf

>>5986011
Depo-Provera is Medroxyprogesterone

K goodnight girls I should probably get an hour or two of sleep before this thing tomorrow.

Please be nice to each other while I'm gone also :)

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x3950du

Reminder that all boys must become girls

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hooray :D

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Hi~

>>5985997
Boobs do grow! I know because they are aching right now. I have a destiny, Marina, and it's far from DFC.

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>>5986021
>>5986011

>>5985982
He's cis. I think he would have told me if he was trans too.
>>5986004
What a bitch
>>5986011
You can use contraceptives as hrt but you shouldn't because they are bad
>>5986022
Good night

>>5986027
Hey! How are you doing?

>>5985998
>tfw no qt gf to do molly with

>>5986027
Sup
The other day i was in a chat and i tried to type fuck but auto corrected to chuck and i sent it before i noticed and i laughed about it for like twenty minutes. I just said chuck randomly in front of everyone.

>>5986022
Good luck on that interview. Kill it and be a job-haver.

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>tfw mtftss

I think I'm going to try and come out to my therapist today
of course I'll probably just not say anything like every other week I go and say I'm finally going to do it
why does this have to be so hard, fuck

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what a pretty golden brown color palette

>>5985998
Have you tried rolling with piracetam? Supposedly it keeps you from getting any sort of comedown but it sounds too good to be true.

>>5985973
Shopping list: various pulleys clamps and string. if that set up doesn't work with a rifle then whatever gun he has will do. Thanks anyways.

I want to curl up and die

Why am I so good at fucking things up

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>>5986034
I'm okayyy ay home watching the Underworld movies and enjoying my day off :3

>>5986039
Lmao embarrassing did someone call u out on it? XD

>>5985660
mine are a bit surprising 2bh

>>5986033
Bad, and mostly ineffective. I'm thinking of making some local tutorials on getting hormones while you wait for medical types to get their act together.

>>5986042
Write it out and hand them a note if you can't say it.

>>5986036
>tfw no qt bf to cuddle with
>>5986041
What is that box clipped to your strap?
>>5986048
Don't do it anon

>>5986053
We all laughed about it.

>>5986050
What happen?

>>5986056

You actually found incest stories on your brothers computer?

will hypnosis make my boobs bigger

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Seems accurate

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>>5986050
You're to cute just to die, at least be murdered. Fucking things up is pretty easy thing to do. Don't beat yourself to hard

>>5986061
yes

>>5986055
I dunno, I think it would be better for me if I just say it and get it over with. I'd fuck up the note somehow, idk

>>5986033
hey cyba could you post a pic of your butt please

>>5986062
lol
dat Misty tho

Does anyone have advice on getting my name and gender changed

>>5986050
*injects you with testosterone"

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>>5986062
ur a real qt :3

>>5985837
yeah same desu, I can't honestly say I regret coming here and posting, whatever hate gets flung at me, I would literally be dead by now otherwise

>>5985977
>tfw aspergers
>tfw literally cannot fake enthusiasm

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Much better

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>hair appointment in an hour and a half
>it's thunder storming outside
>and I'm walking there

kill me now.
how is your day going, mtfg?

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>>5986062
You are one swole mf, cyba

>>5986077
doing work, the weather's nice today
after work i'm going to wander into the wilderness and hope a cougar eats me

>>5986077
>Professor giving back midterms HEY MALE NAME HEY THIS IS YOURS
>CLASS: HAHAHAHAHA


fml