Anyone here get anxiety being around straight or masculine

>>5953109
yes but only cuz i want to suck their dick and have their "good morning beutiful" texts on my phone when i wake up

>>5953145
I'm more afraid they'll bully me for looking like a faggot

>>5953155
if you're out of high school, you really shouldn't be worried about bullies. adults don't bully random adults.

>>5953164
lmao, are you for real?

>>5953164
I wish this were true. The world is a fucked up place though. I'll probably never be social with straight guys because of all the bullying I was put through growing up gay.

>>5953166
...i don't know any more

>>5953174
maybe my opinion shouldn't be taken seriously just cuz i've never been bullied either as a kid or an adult

>>5953183
yeah, congrats on living in a safe place.

>>5953186
it literally isn't a safe place tho, i live in iran

>>5953186
I live in cali, everyone is either rich or stoned, very chill.

I do if I don't know them very well, but probably because my interests or sense of humor don't align often

>>5953109
> be me.
> in high school.
> know this masculine as fuck native American guy.
> funny smart talented, sexy all the bitches at my school want to suck his dick.
> go to foreign language class with him.
> he Dosen't really talk to anyone, just spent most of his time listening to music yet somehow still passing this class like a fucking boss.
> for reasons I didn't know at the time he takes an interest in me and starts talking to me.
> become friends.
> hangout together at lunch.
> without warning he pulls me into a cuddle while sitting on the grass outside.
> hangout after school at my place.
> guy offers me blow job.
groping me to the point to the point that I was scared of 'making a mess' before I even get the chance to take my pants off.
> before we could get it on his girlfriend comes by to pick him up.
> winks at me as he walks away.
> starts spanking me in the hallway the next day.
> calls me his.
> broke up with his girlfriend after highschool.
> still dose this shit whenever he's around.
> even when he knew I was in a relationship with another man.
Yeah I can get kinda nervous around him.

>>5953109
Turned on, nervous, usually fall in love and have a crush on them for 3 years.

>>5957231
You a hoe, a lucky one.
>tfw no one has ever cuddled you

>>5953109
yea, i'm anxious/nervous they'll see my throbbing cock

one time I hit a bear in the head with a pipe and I'm pretty sure I either killed or severely injured him, but I ran off and never got caught

does that count