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>>5818305
>>5819630
I love you mommy #2~!
Can I have a hug, please?
>tfw you won't ever be a mommy
>tfw too fat and manly to pass
>>5819636
hug desu
>>5819637
>you will always be the father
Why God?
>>5819637
;~;
>>5819617
I just gave up and started wearing thigh highs so idk, I kinda want the answer to that too
>>5819644
>being a father
>tfw you look like a manlier version of your dad
>mommy dom little girl fuck yeah love that lescest shit
>click
>wtf this is huggy
>oh fuck they meant mommydom not mommy dom
>god what is wrong with me
It might be time to leave the house.
>tfw your mom will never accept who you are and you have to be someone else around her
>>5819647
That was the point ;~;
you could adopt but they'd get bullied for being adopted and having a tranny parent ;_;
second second thread in a row
meta (bingo) edition was made 8 images before limit, the previous thread didnt even got to the 150 images
Mtfg: transwoman generals (hips) edition was made while the other mtfg was still alive
and now another thread when the previous only have 9 images
good job girls.
>>5819630
>you're
>>5819650
>tfw your mom accepts you but you're a disappointment because you can't pass
kill me
>>5819646
i have several pairs of thigh highs but they always fall and they're too cold to wear in winter ;_;
My life is a mess, I wish there was something I could do but Im way too deep in shit as to do anything now.
Life was way too much unfair for me, I just want to die.
>>5819653
>she doesn't go on /jp/
>>5819659
Cheap tights are pretty much meant to be throwaway, I usually keep wearing them past the first few runs because why not.
As much as an answer to that would be nice, I figure it would also cost significantly more.
>>5819650
>tfw your mom will never accept you
>tfw you act girly and wear girl clothes in front of her
>tfw she tells you you're a silly boy
>>5819646
can you post a picture of your bulge?
>>5819651
That would require other kids knowing and that you live in a shithole.
>you will never even be slightly feminine
>>5819637
You're definitely going to find the right guy to settle down and start a family with! And you'll adopt the cutest kids and, yeah, for a little while you'll feel like a total faker. You didn't carry them - how could you be their mommy?
But every day, with everything you go through with them, with every big milestone and every nerve-wracking misadventure, with every onerous parental task and responsibility, and especially every time they cuddle up to you and claim you as THEIR mommy, they'll help kill that feeling for you, even if you can't do it yourself.
>>5819670
oh
uh that's a good point
one day, I WILL be a mom.
>when you're wearing your favorite bra and panties
just agp things.
this talk about moms is really triggering my dysphoria....I hate it...
>>5819677
Then you're definitely going to suffer from increasing mental problems. Visible effects of age will set in causing immense paranoia. The marriage with suffer a lack of attraction. Eventually the kid will be grown up to the point of awkward sexual maturity, and sneak a peak of you while you're masturbating. Little does your kid know they aren't biologically related to you, but you know, and you're so desperate and lonely. There will be an innocent hug, a kiss on the cheek, someone will accidentally bump into someone... then one thing will lead to another...
ENJOY. >:D
>>5819685
Will you go see Zootopia with me?
>>5819689
yes!!!!!
of course!
i kinda want to wear my fursuit to a showing of zootopia lmao
>tfw u don't look like this
the less i visit mtfg the happier i am im trying to remember why i keep coming back even to visit for a bit desu
on that note heya girls how is life?
>>5819677
I mean, it sounds great in theory, but adoption is actually harder than it's made out to be. That's assuming anyone would want to settle down with me, something that I've yet to be convinced of ;_;
>>5819687
Be gone from this place, ghoul, the only pain here is your own.
I have spend all the last 54 nights crying alone in my room
I wish somebody cared at all about me, there is people who knows Im having a horrible time, people who knows I tried to kill myself months ago, I wish somebody even talked to me, I havent talk to anybody in weeks
>>5819685
>tfw have never wanted children and overall have actively been against having them even as a mom
i'd probably be a shit mom, or a good mom who couldn't afford being actual good, or a very good mom who was constantly distracted by vidya/anime and having to put kids to bed in order to be cute with your SO and life itself constantly crowding out the act of raising your kids...
i don't even know myself desu
>>5819692
ree
>>5819693
and yet here you are
life is alright how r u
>>5819696
>tfw spent the last 7 years doing nothing
>tfw no friends and go outside like once a month
>tfw hon
>>5819696
can you post a picture of your bulge?
>>5819693
Did you seriously just pop in to post something moronic like this? Seriously? Fuck you're so conceited.
2ch
.hk/fg
why aren't yosu posting in the true /mtfg/?
>>5819693
busy! kinda always sad, but I'm getting happy sometimes. I wish I was just a normie who can bottle up those emotions...I cry really easily. But I've conquered the really bad depression I had last year!! And made lots of new friends and lovers. You?
>>5819695
You're going to remember this shit one day. My voice will echo in your mind. "I told you so Itoldyouso itoldyouso..."
>>5819674
no!
>>5819701
if you're trying to have a competition over who have the worst life experience, trust me im going to beat your ass.
>>5819690
Ok I'll come pick you up. You can wear your tail if you want and I'll be sure to give you lots of pets.
>>5819707
how big is it anyway?
>>5819708
Nah ur casual
>>5819704
lmao they're just like us
>>5819700
ikr? I had to go an mess it all up dang it hmm life is alright still doing work in the day time and school at night with friends/video games in between
I almost bought a body pillow yesterday but my local weeb store onlynjad lame sailor moon ones :'(
>>5819705
maybe it's the hrt causing mood swings ya know?
>>5819710
ahhh!!!
arp arp!
>>5819694
Adoption is awfully hard for us, but less so than getting children the traditional way. Have some confidence, you've already transitioned. It's just one more rigged test to learn to ace, and another unreasonable financial burden.
As for finding a partner? I'm pretty sure most of us will get there, even if it's not easy. I'm hoping for you, and that you'll be sure you can settle down with someone someday, too.
>>5819712
"cute little useless girlcock" - yume, 2015
>>5819723
does yume have a mancock?
hi
>>5819723
i want to see it
>>5819721
Thanks akaka. Idk, there's still some things I get feelsy about, and kids and settling down is one of them. It's still such an unknown, even post transition ;_;
Either way, I should be getting to bed, gnight!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbgCtPsYIYQ
another music thread? i really think this song is awesome on account of its lyrics, it's both nostalgic and current, so i'm posting it twice nights in a row
the video's lyrics are misformatted but only my gf gets the proper format
>>5819731
Post it.
>>5819726
But you're not the Queen!
>>5819734
POST IT HOLY SHIT I NEED TO SEE THIS.
>>5819732
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nm_rtM2HgI4
>>5819734
post yume cock pls
>>5819737
jesus calm down lol
>>5819693
Hey Korra! It has been a while. Life's complicated like usual. Waiting on QHI to deliver my CPA and its getting down to the wire, this while my doctor is away ill and his associates won't see me at all. Have to get a new one in a hurry. It's a high stress kind of life. Not quite cleared to come out at work yet, and my boobs haven't gotten the memo. I think it's not long before people start to really question my "amazing pecs" and otherwise diminishing musculature. Only have to hold out three more months, at least, and I'm doing exciting local theater stuff in the interim.
Anything fun going on in your world?
h-hi
>>5819739
rip yams
>>5819720
Good gril.
>>5819745
POST YOUR FUCKIN COCK YUME
>yume will never take your virginity
>>5819749
Morning Edie! How's it going?
>>5819749
Hi there, how are you?
I.....
I kinda want to see it...
yume's....thing
>>5819739
this is terrible even by normie rap standards
NO PENISES
>>5819767
Me too. P-Please Miss Yume.
Why are there 3 half dead mtfgs open right now?
>>5819773
Morning Edie!
>insomnia
Iktf.
>>5819773
Why are you Mew now? Should I buy one of them New 3DSs?
>>5819747
so your boymode is starting to fail? that's good to hear ur one step closer. Umm nothing really I got tired of going out all the time so I just stayed in my girl cave today and played digimon + necrodancer while laying in my bed
Unproductive days are the b e s t
if you're all truly trans then why are you drooling over cocks, your own and other transgrils? if you are true trans doesn't the thought of having a cock horrify you?
>>5819715
im so confused dude
they're so similar to us
kinda wanna us 2ch to learn russian, people have learned english from 4chan right?
>>5819781
>Not lusting over cock
Where do you think you are?
>>5819777
What kind of dress you want?
Lemme get that 80s beach cocaine sheek
You got it senpai
>>5819783
Hey dont be mean and ignore all this demand for your gt. Its rude.
>>5819640
trip on maddie
Im afraid I just got into cutting myself again, after 6 months trying my best to not do it.
I just remembered that a year ago I went totally crazy and cut myself all night, i made a horrible mess.
>>5819787
whoah i wasnt even reading the thread
>>5819789
ha you're probably going to end up killing yourself and when you do no one will really care
>>5819789
Your bf might not like scars
>>5819781
I hate mine, but there are a lot of reasons to not remove it. Surgery is a big deal and can be fatal, some people don't see it worth the risks. Also, just the desire of looking female is enough for some people.
That's the problem with labels, humans are complicated and all think differently.
>>5819795
I dont even have friends and im supposed to ever have a bf?
>>5819793
Please allow us access to an image of your cock. I want to see the source of your trans harem powers.
>>5819799
Not with that attitude :3
I'm being helpful
>>5819778
; 3;
do u know the struggle?
>>5819779
>Why are you Mew now? Should I buy one of them New 3DSs?
mew is inspiring me heavily rn! he was my fav when i was younger but not until now do i realize the serene carefree nature he embodies. love and kindness, das the mew way!! so ya. plus he's cute and pink idk. i need to get another 3ds. i have so many pokemon on my X game lol
>>5819803
hey slut!
>>5819773
Ugh, unsleep is a killer. I'm stuck working tonight, so it's got me, too.
I'm doing about the way my post to Korra upthread says. Going a bit crazy, but trying to stay as optimistic as the situation allows.
>>5819780
I guess that's good, yeah. Necrodancer kicked my ass last time I played. Aria storymode isn't very forgiving.
>>5819803
Yeah, I know the struggle. It's so hard to shut my head off when I'm laying in bed. I have to force myself to stop thinking by focusing on my breathing and nothing but it.
>>5819803
Edie are you in a laughing mood cause I got a story from Valentine's I gotta tell you
>>5819749
>tfw mew is my favorite pokemon
h-hey
>>5819793
do it senpai
>>5819803
>he embodies
you.bitch
>>5819801
im a sub though
>>5819810
nu
>>5819768
you gotta have some swag to appreciate this, so ugly hons prob can't identify with the themes
can I use vaseline to masturbate with?
>>5819816
Why not?
>>5819734
is it cut or uncut?
>>5819814
Then I demand you show me your cock. Do not make me ask again.
>you will never be yume's living onahole
>can't beat level one of necrodancer
JUST
hrt made me shit at games
>>5819824
shut up kaffir
>>5819825
plz yume
>>5819804
WTF IS THIS LOL
>>5819805
how come you have to wait 3 months to ~come out~ and stuff? :o i'm sorry bout the CPA thing, iktf and it sux being on the edge
>>5819806
i might try that. i just gave up, but i'm getting up at like 11:30, so....
>>5819807
kinda. spill!
>>5819810
u got good taste
>>5819813
mew is a genderfluid gender neutral queer nonbinary catkin individual shitlord, he goes by all pronouns!!
>>5819827
4chan made me hate trannies
>>5819830
>He forgot to drop trip
>>5819829
>WTF IS THIS LOL
Didn't you marry anna!?
I made that as a wedding gift!
>tfw you're dad will never accept you as his daughter and walk you down the aisle
>>5819829
>mew is a genderfluid gender neutral queer nonbinary catkin individual shitlord, he goes by all pronouns!!
ily
goodbye year of sobriety, hello slipping into drug addiction again
>>5819825
How do you know this Faye? How!?
>>5819838
>tfw dad left home when he started to realize i was "different" and my mom have been blaming me for the last 5 years
>>5819835
n-no. anna wasn't the girl i was crushing on. i'm over my crush now tho and am back to guys/dick
>>5819840
t-thank ily2
>>5819845
>back to guys/dick
>back on guys/dick
ftfy
slut
>>5819845
did anna reject you?
>>5819838
I should have just joined the army and made him proud instead of transitioning and secretly losing his pride in me. I just feel like something is different and I'm not sure it's in a good way now that I'm out.
>>5819834
Misgendering is rude sir
>>5819845
i don't believe you. did she reject you?
>>5819829
So I'm sitting at home on Valentine's Day with tfw no bf and my neighbor comes over. He looks really tired and he's like oh me and my gf went partying last night. He's like really tall and country as can be with a thick ass accent. Anyway we hang out for a little bit. All of a sudden he says Hey I'm really hungover, can I fuck you?
And I don't know if it was his accent or the question but I start laughing like a retarded squirrel for like 20 minutes. Then I'm like ummm why?
And he's like it'll make me feel better
>>5819851
>He forgot to drop trip again
I'd just like everyone here to remember that Korra is the person who attacks people as anon and calls them sir whenever hes having a bad day.
>>5819815
mediocre production and mediocre lyrics and mediocre flow
>invoking "finna"
why should anyone give a shit
it's just old street/song memes and "oh right we can have med-high-freq instruments as a pad for our basssline drums production, also our vocals exist" production
"while you gone, shi', netflix on yo couch" and "put that pussy nigga in a purse" are the only decent lines and it's basically all a meme
/blackpeopletwitter/ memes and mediocre production and edgy situations as songs, the song
>>5819850
I DID BOTH!
>>5819855
i honestly wouldnt be surprised if this was true. seems like something korra would do.
>>5819846
>tfw date over the weekend and a couple dicks lined up before i go on my portland vacation
ima try to get some dick while i'm in oregon too ehehe
>>5819849
>>5819852
n-no, it wasn't anna. i never told the girl i liked that i liked her. i just kind of got over it like i said i was gonna
>>5819853
tf lmao
...did u do it?
>>5819825
this is very true
I used to have a really low sex drive, enough that I almost considered that I was asexual- now I beg for cock everyday
>wanting to see my dick
>>5819863
You're going to fuck the Portland trio arent you Edie.
>>5819863
We made out fur a little bit and I blew him
plus his gf is a bitch
>>5819871
i could have sworn someone posted a pic of it before some months ago but my memory is fuzzy it coulda been a diff person desu
>>5819868
you better get to blowing yume so she can show everyone again.
also
>tfw low sex drive
>>5819871
>>5819874
I have it in my yume folder under "yume lewds
"
>>5819874
>korra starts shit then pretends to ignore it when it comes back to bite her
never change you awful human you.
>>5819829
edie I own the first pokemon movie on dvd and we are totally going to watch it when you come down okay!!
I've also always thought if I got any pokemon plushie it'd be mew and WHY HAVENT I oh my god I forgot how cute and pure mew is
>>5819875
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>5819872
no, i like boys ;-;
>>5819873
good, i would have too t b h. which makes me awful and in reality i prob never would, but the fantasy is hot idk
>>5819857
well you're just stating trivial and half-witted observations as a point of dismissal. nothing you said proved to me why this isn't good music. do you want to give it another try?
>>5819881
show me your butt now
>>5819880
OKIE I'M DOWN!!! i used to have mew plush and keychain, i miss dem ;3; #memories
also i'm goin to sreep, night mtfgggg
>>5819881
You would have done it ;) He's hungover and he needs to feel better
Plus omg it was so fking funny when he said it xD I still giggle about it
>>5819881
are you gonna have sex with maddie in portland?
>>5819885
having a bad day tranny?
>>5819886
gn edie!!
Pokemon and lescest in the same thread aw yeah. :D
>>5819892
shhh you'll activate his gorilla defense
>>5819897
oogie boogie nigga
>>5819897
ooga booga indeed
>>5819883
it's just "kinda there" on every level, from lyrical to instrumental to production
it meets the standards of radio play and beyond that simply exists as a thing to be slotted in somewhere
it's a song for sure, and that's it
i am dismissive of it, despite listening to it four times
the wordplay is low-tier and meme-tier and i can get better lyrics out of 90s alt-anything bands including nickelback, so why would i listen to this
>>5819879
do i post so many that it warrants its own folder?
>>5819897
I'm betting the fling Korra had with her fat cis girl coworker didnt pan out.
>>5819902
>tfw Yume still hasnt posted her cock.
>>5819901
i don't know why you would listened to it 4 times if you hate it so much; that's pretty fucking autistic of you. you know, you could just say you don't like it and move on. i didn't like the song you posted, but i wouldn't sperg over it because i know how subjectivity works. a little common sense never hurt anybody
>>5819829
>how come you have to wait 3 months to ~come out~ and stuff? :o i'm sorry bout the CPA thing, iktf and it sux being on the edge
Thanks Edie. I'll just have to start hitting up other trans girls if things get worse. Which I hate doing.
As for coming out at work, I don't want to do it until my facial hair is more managed, and my voice more on point (because my appearance reflects on the company and it has treated me surprisingly well). I cannot at all until a certain document is updated.
>>5819905
what is it with black guys and fat girls anyway?
>>5819661
its not the same
>>5819909
>i don't know why you would listened to it 4 times if you hate it so much; that's pretty fucking autistic of you
>you could just say you don't like it and move on.
i just wanted to be exact
>>5819917
you tortured yourself while letting exact feelings sink into you, so that's got to be literal autism
>>5819923
i didn't torture myself, i experienced a song 4x to see if i missed something good, for a song some anon tried to convince me was decent by OPing with a bad cheska lewdcap
yes it's literal autism
>>5819908
>tfw yumes cock literally remodelled your shithole
Well this thread sure died fast.
>>5819821
hers is cut
>>5819940
You both are the worst.
>>5819941
It's not really fun to be here rn
yume gem erotic roleplay general
>>5819934
>it's really bad
>but i still listened to it 4 times
>i had to listen to over and over something i said was overly generic
>bad
>my autistic opinion is obviously better in my autistic mind
>literal autism
well it's obvious at this point. i kind of feel bad for eating your carcass in front of everyone here
>tfw your facial expressions/body language doesn't pass
How do I even rectify this???
also am I the only one who, like, soppy cute stuff like pic related did nothing for me pre-HRT, but now several months in it makes my heart melt? why is this? why is boy love the purest sweetest love of all?
>>5819942
yours is uncut then?
(hopeful)
>>5819950
Boylove is the best. I should have tried harder to get some pre-transition.
>>5819947
i've listened to my favourite songs like 200+ times each, i just wanted to be sure i was picking up everything you were putting down, it was still entertaining to listen to shit music in the process
>>5819957
best post
>>5819957
There is something sweet about two girls finding love and comfort in each other in the face of adversity. Still, boys are qt.
>>5819940
Strangely aroused.
>>5819960
the only thing i put down was your fragile ego. glad you had fun dissatisfying yourself
>>5819961
>tfw currently living this
It's life-changing stuff
>>5819961
I think you're qt.
>>5819965
I'd be happy to find love with any gender rn desu
>>5819966
Thanks Kate-friend <3
>>5819960
Okay now I see why people make fun of you.
>>5819957
straight love is pretty sweet too...
>>5819963
do you use it at all or are you too dysphoric?
>>5819970
bretty much
my partner is going to be taken from me
shes all i have
what do i do
how do i be good enough
im not going to be able to hold myself together without her
>>5819969
>I'd be happy to find love with any gender rn desu
If you're into it, more power to you.
It's pretty great to find someone who implicitly gets most of your neuroses, and vice versa, though.
>>5819982
Well, first off you will be able to hold it together. If you feel like there's something direly wrong like that, talk to her about it. It might be time to end the relationship, however. Life comes after love, anon. You'll be able to survive. Take it as an opportunity to better yourself. Thanks to Kari's support I'd like to think that's what I did after my relationship with Kiwi ended.
>>5819983
Yeah, someone who actually gets being transgender and stuff would be great. At the same time it caries the risk of us feeding into each other. Still, if I love someone, I'll take any risk I have to for them.
every time I'm feeling done, gender critical is there for me to just be me, away from the judging eyes of anon
https://www.reddit.com/r/GenderCritical/comments/48s6yg/why_they_all_want_to_be_hipster_nerd_girls/
>>5819982
trip on kiwi
night mtfg
sweet dreams~
>>5819988
jokes on them, i became my gf and its pretty good
>>5819992
Goodnight Red!
>>5819988
>It's the hollow dream girl. She's sexy but has no experience. She won't judge or intimidate him. She has no career, family, or history to get in the way of making the man child feel happy and good about himself. She's the 'more complicated' male fantasy believe it or not.
really funny how these women claims to have tapped into straight cis male logic on what's attractive. then claiming to be not adhering to their definition of desirability by being themselves, which perpetuates their hatred. it's cyclical and tragic
>>5819993
I'm not going to say I'm the ghost of future past or say this is going to happen to someone whose trip starts with a K, but.......
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1cXf2RU4p0
>>5819997
isn't that basically yume's requirement for her harem?
>>5819999
Kiwi and I agreed to break up a month ago. I've moved on to better my life and seek people with better potential.
>>5820001
i think you mean gullibility coupled with low intelligence
>>5819964
>>5819970
it's a bad song, not sorry
>>5820007
that's alright, but i am sorry for your autism. moreso people who are subjected to it. have a good day/night
>>5820003
Why did she want to kill herself over the breakup then?
>>5820006
adri doesn't seem stupid or gullible, just broken and self hating
>>5820007
You're really annoying and in the least entertaining way possible. Please stop.
>>5820013
She had a lot of emotional issues at the time. With the loss of me, someone who tried their best every day to support her and stopped her many times already from offing herself, maybe she felt hope was lost. I'm not sure what was going through her head. Even though we've parted ways and she decided she doesn't want anything to do with me, I wanna treat her with some respect still and not divulge or speculate too much. Idk who that anon is, Kiwi said she left the thread and our breakup was too long ago.
>>5820015
you're right, i forgot low self-esteem with need for validation
>tfw gf's hips make me dysphoric every time I see them
o well
>>5819998
Ugh. Still at work. Can't watch video. Can you spoil why the TERFs, the conspiracy theorists, and the "destroyed endocrine system" troll are all salivating over it?
>>5820018
I hope the girl is doing ok
>>5820018
you seem really level headed, i like you
>>5820021
Where did you get this picture of me?
>>5820028
where are you from / how old are you?
>>5820028
You two no longer talk to each other?
That's a shame ;-;
>>5820027
whatnow
>>5820032
Oh shiee, my bad. That's not me, I'm skinnier than that.
I made a website and bought a domain
>>5820035
Yeah that's a literal pic of my actual gf I didn't know what you were talkin about
>>5820033
aww
that's kinda sad ;_;
>>5820033
i'm 19 too. grew up in a prototypical suburb myself but moved out to the city for college. are you in school?
>>5820037
Wow your gf is sort of chubby.
>>5820041
She's surprisingly not, it's just that her hips are insanely wide. She's got a bit of a fat butt but nothing else is pudgy.
>>5820022
it's a trans girl on surgery saying that she hates being treated well because she's just a "tranny" who likes hormones and surgery. She continues to say hormones do nothing, but the blockers fuck up your mind and are dangerous to give to children.
its basically a conservative wet dream
>>5820042
Compared to me who is considered perfect by all the boys she sort of is chubby though?
>>5820045
what exactly are you trying to prove here
>>5820038
Kinda, especially since we clicked so well at times. At least both of us seem to have better friends now. Or at least I hope she does too.
>>5820039
Yeah, I'm taking a couple classes at my local community college this semester. No specific major yet, just a pair of history and English courses to help me learn how2college and live like a normal person again.
>tfw a trans friends deleted me because i was too toxic and we were in similar situations and since im older than her i was supposed to help her
>tfw our situations werent similar at all except for the small detail that we both have dysphoria, but everything else about our lives is different
>tfw i will never have supporting wealthy parents, a normal healthy life and transition at 19
>>5820045
Let's see a pic then : ^ )
>>5820046
How I'm the prettiest and you're not.
>>5820021
SHES SUPER CUTE
triggerd doh
>>5820049
I will post it. What do you want my timestamp to say?
Good morning -_-
>>5820047
you know, the more i think about it the more i think it's unfair. at this age we're supposed to have figured out our vocation when we don't even really know ourselves. that prob rings more true for us trans people. i chose my major based on high school preferences, but i wouldn't be surprised if i end up switching it for the better down the road. what area of study could you see yourself being in?
>>5820059
J!!
>>5820059
Good morning!
>>5820056
Woah why would you think I'm trying to make you mad? I'm not trying to be rude. I'm saying the truth, your girlfriend has more pudge than I do and by the looks of it I'm much prettier. Not like she's here and can see me to get jealous over it?
>>5820044
Oooh.
Yeah, damn. That sounds pretty tantalizing.
>>5820065
Are you Japanese? A crow maybe?
>>5820060
>you know, the more i think about it the more i think it's unfair. at this age we're supposed to have figured out our vocation when we don't even really know ourselves.
I mean they're pushing that on you before you even enter highschool. This time in our lives is a chaotic clusterfuck of learning yourself and becoming a functioning adult and planning out the rest of your life all at once. And I'm trying to change my gender too. My life has basically been in pieces and so it's been a hell of a start to the year as I've picked them up one by one.
>i chose my major based on high school preferences
That's why I chose history and english this semester. They were my two best and most enjoyed classes back then.
>but i wouldn't be surprised if i end up switching it for the better down the road.
A lot of people do, that's totally normal
>what area of study could you see yourself being in?
Well the easiest plan for me would be to become a History or English teacher (or maybe a bit of both), but I don't know how much I'd actually end up liking that. Part of me wants to learn some arts and possibly do a creative career. Things in computer science also seem somewhat appealing despite my lack of knowledge in said subject and absolutely no skill when it comes to math. Maybe I could end up in security or something too. Grace, the /mtfg/ tranny cop. I'm not terribly worried about it right now, my main concerns are building friendships with people IRL, transitioning, and learning how to cope with my ADHD so I can succeed in college.
>>5820064
Well nobody can see you because you haven't posted a picture of yourself.
Also, posting "nice but I'm prettier" is incredibly petty and narcissistic to boot, the kind of thing a middle-schooler would do. Unless you're autistic, you would know that this is a faux pas because you being prettier is completely irrelevant.
Come on, "more pushups than u" timestamp
>>5820047
I'm glad you both are in a better place now at least
>>5820066
There's a story behind it, but I think I might adopt your version.
I... am fucked.
Spent the night in camden, did too many intoxicants.
>>5820021
>falling for the t-shirt-stretched-over-waistband-to-make-hips-look-wider meme
>>5820071
Thank you anon, I appreciate it <3 I hope things are well for you, you seem kind.
>>5820076
If she's their GF then she's probably see them naked too
>tfw scared I'll never feel un-tinged happiness again and that the rest of my life is going to be nothing but anguish and hurt and suffering day-in, day-out for years and years until I die
fuck
fuck
I don't want this life
I don't want this life
Shut up and clean my house Grace. <3
>>5820067
they do push it down, but i don't think it ever hit me. i remember always thinking i will never go to college, instead i thought i'd sell off my paintings and that would be my meal ticket. i took a year off to get my trans shit sorted out while mapping out my future. i guess what i chose was based on the merit of a creative outlet with higher potential for gainful employment. i could see myself switching majors to be the more hands on design oriented person in the field i'm studying now. i think becoming a professor is my ultimate goal, regardless of what specific position i'll end up working in. it seems like a cozy position while getting to interact with new and open minds. i combat my adhd with fitness. cyber security was something that always intrigued me too.
>>5820080
Relax. Take a deep breath. You're going to be okay anon. The anguish, the hurt, the suffering, all of it is gonna fade away. It wouldn't be life without those things happening sometimes, but it always gets better. I know it will.
>>5820082
I'd probably enjoy that, actually.
>tfw would be content just being a housewife while my spouse holds the career and financial control
>>5820077
thanks ^^
>>5820084
>wedding swords
WHAT
that sounds amazing
>>5820073
What's the story?
>>5820069
Wow can you stop the bullying? All I said was I was prettier than your gf and now I'm petty, narcissistic, autistic and everything that is wrong with this world? You should learn to be nice to people before asking something from them maybe? Just wow, I'm used to being treated like a princess everywhere I go, so I'm sorry if I'm not dealing with your insults well. But you have to admit you are being VERY fucking rude and it's uncalled for.
>>5820094
post timestamp or you're all of the above + also a liar
>>5820088
Nice dubs. :3 Did you run this morning?
>>5820092
What sort of wedding doesn't have swords?.........
>tfw you look like a man
>>5820095
You're still being very insulting and you want me to do something for you now? Fuck you peach, I don't even know you but you are officially invited to kiss my perfect very feminine cis-tier ass! By the way your girlfriend should be on a diet, ew.
>>5820094
>all I said was I was prettier than your gf
>this was brought up out of nowhere
yes you're narcissistic, jesus christ
>I'm used to being treated like a princess wherever I go
actually wait nvm you're trolling, 10/10
>>5820100
Neck yourself harold
>>5820092
I think it's a military tradition.
>>5820087
>they do push it down, but i don't think it ever hit me. i remember always thinking i will never go to college, instead i thought i'd sell off my paintings and that would be my meal ticket.
My thought was always that I'd go into the military. Simple as that. I didn't even look into that. What I would need to do or what it would be like, or even what jobs I wanted to do. It was pretty stupid and lead to me having no idea what I ACTUALLY wanted to do.
I take it you're a painter though?
>i took a year off to get my trans shit sorted out while mapping out my future.
I got 3 months of being a NEET to do that. Granted, 2 classes aren't that hard and I'm trying to get a part-time job too, I just wish I could have cocooned it and returned to the world once I'm ready.
>i guess what i chose was based on the merit of a creative outlet with higher potential for gainful employment.
Well, that's a choice people have to make
>Do I want lots of money or happiness?
I'm going with happiness even if it doesn't profit me much.
>i could see myself switching majors to be the more hands on design oriented person in the field i'm studying now.
If you were an artist type before that might be a good idea~
>i think becoming a professor is my ultimate goal, regardless of what specific position i'll end up working in. it seems like a cozy position while getting to interact with new and open minds.
Being a professor does seem pretty nice. You get to give little to no fucks while being paid well and receiving some good prestige.
>i combat my adhd with fitness.
Oh? I'm curious about this, tell me more
>cyber security was something that always intrigued me too.
That's actually a good field to get into, you'll probably have a lot of job opportunities and get paid well.
>>5820098
I did in the night like I predicted I'd end up doing, but I did it! Did you? And thanks, checked~
>tfw love Bale's voice for Bateman
>>5820099
A LAME ONE??
>>5820105
Who's Harold?
>>5820104
Excuse me gem, but I'm not trolling. I get treated very well. I'm only here right now because my boyfriend has work un the morning. I don't have to lift a finger to get by in life. Sucks to be you~
>>5820109
You so get me Bae, you're invited and you can do the objection part
>>5820061
You should come on irc and talk to me, M.
>>5820111
well I dont know about you, but I'm a real gem
>>5820114
ooh ooh what's the IRC I want to test out the bot I'm working on
>>5820108
I'm a perfect princess who falls asleep on a sculpted chest every night. I'm not the one dating a fat ass, so that's why you're upset. By the way, if you're topping your gf you're not even trans anyway. Can you say gross?
>>5820115
It's like hearing someone in a movie say the title. Chills.
>>5820113
only if that objection involves a spar with the swords
pleaseeeeee
>>5820116
#mtfg
>>5820121
Only if it's like monkey island sparring. You fight like a dairy farmer!
>>5820123
OH yeah sorry rizon!
>>5820106
I did some jogging but not real running. We're both bad morning runners. :P As for growling voices, don't get me started. It'll make me think about being dominant and take the conversation to lewd places.
>>5820127
>I did some jogging but not real running. We're both bad morning runners. :P
I didn't get up until like 12:30 so I missed my morning chance pretty bad. And hey, I couldn't even last that long, I did almost a mile. x.x
>As for growling voices, don't get me started. It'll make me think about being dominant and take the conversation to lewd places.
It's not so much growling as it is, I don't know, the voice is just sex to my ears.
>It'll make me think about being dominant and take the conversation to lewd places.
Is making me clean your house asserting your dominance? You better be careful about that, someone might have an issue with you talking lewd to me~
>>5820106
no i'm not studying fine art nor do i really paint anymore as a hobby. i meant to say i've chosen the happy medium of creativity and money over an all out passion with no money, which would've been painting. i just don't ever want to worry about money when i'm older. i want to have a nice car, but i don't need 3 of them. i'm studying city planning now, but i'm thinking of going into architecture. maybe i'll do that for grad school and then i can maybe try to do both. i'm still in my first year out of a four year program, so we'll see. 3 months of being a neet is nothing in my books. i've sat around a lot longer than that between high school and college.
i work out obsessively and it keeps my mind on the right for being productive when i need to be. i always start out my school day with a workout and there is a more than tangible difference vs. when i don't. it tires me out and relaxes me--then i can focus better. all the while keeping my mind sharper. when i don't work out, it's like my mind turns into a silly puddy
>>5820133
Bluh I'm sorry anon, I'm falling asleep in my chair here, it's 4 in the morning I think it's time for bed. If you see me around tomorrow I'd be happy to continue the conversation, or if you wanna give me some contact info I'd be happy to talk in private too. I'll be around for a little longer but my mind is totally shutting down now.
>>5820128
If you like Point and click puzzle games and hilarious story and script then it's one of the best.
Fencing knowledge is OK, but it's more important to have quick with and sick burns
>>5820131
It all blends together. One moment a girl is cleaning, the next you're smacking her ass and telling her she's beautiful. Where there's chemistry doing the dishes or rummaging through the fridge can quickly lead your man to slip in behind you and start touching up on you. <3
Yeah it's too late I'm horny. Explain to me why I shouldn't sweetalk you. ;)
>tfw you didn't get to see gem's uncut 3 inch tiny hard today
Schemed through 2ch
Most of them look better than me
even though I'm close ethnically to them.
Such failure.
>>5820138
nice, those were fun
that sounds fun as fuck actually, I kinda want to play it now
sadly I dont have much when it comes to quick wit :(
>>5820145
there's a trans board there or something?
>>5820140
Gosh that really does sound nice... note taken~
And because I'm sleepy right now and there's someone else here who will get really jealous even though nothing is official yet ;3
>>5820144
If I get high and giggly enough tonight you might be able to possible see something thats a blurry far away image of my bulge
>>5820146
You shouuuuuuulllllllddddd definitely. Just one, two and curse though.
I dunno that "I'm a real gem" line was kind of amazing
>>5820094
People liked to extend the name of my character with it back when I played MMORPGs.
Being an old Japanese crow is way less embarrassing.
>>5820148
Mm, well, in that case you should probably get to bed. Sweet dreams and all that good stuff. <3 I'll think of you and talk to you later.
for anyone in America right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U08XWOx3XYM
>>5820147
It seems so. /fg/
What I learned that most of them started very early because of extremely poor environment so they didn't had anything to loose.
>Having good and loving family that you din't wanted to let down
>Did that anyway but much later in life
>>5820151
thank you
>>5820156
It's okay, I don't have to wake up until 3pm anyway.
>>5820153
Awh, you're right, thank you <3 Have a good day friend ~
>>5820136
no problemo, get some sleep. i'll catch you sometime
>>5820156
>not the samuel l jackson version
come on faye
I'm very disappointed in you right now
>>5820149
>tfw ywt penetrate gem's bp and see her o face
>>5820157
>tfw you wake up and see what shut you were saying.
I'm soooooo sorry. I'm very embarrassed. Have a good day
>>5820158
NO NO STOP STEALING Muh THING
>>5820114
sorry im far too busy trying not to kill myself right now
>tfw a qt goes to bed and leaves you hard af
Bunch of teases around here I swear. :P
>>5820163
this is the mommy thread! plus this is cutting edge new, the jackson one is old and I don't like men screaming at me
>>5820169
Come talk to me. I might have to go in a few minutes but I called in sick so I'm gonna be in bed with my little mow mow so I'll be on for a while
>>5820167
Link me to it?
>>5820168
>that filename
i feel for you faye ;_;
>>5820173
>little mow mow
?
>>5820168
>tfw ur gonna watch cartoons with faye and give each other headpats
the end of my website's url is .சிங்கப்பூர்
>>5820168
you shouldn't have fucked it up bitch
>>5820173
ill try to get on
i wish i had a little mow mow
>>5820178
It's my cat. My little mow mow. She's fat af. And is so sweet and cuddly.
>>5820179
>tfw Faye and Maddie will never give you headpats with cartoons.
Pic related
>>5820174
I mean th ridiculous things I said to you. Also I drunk text so many friends telling them that they're beautiful and fantastic and never change.
If finally realised I actually am creepy af
>>5820175
oh I just dled it from tumblr it was weirdly named that
>>5820179
i'll bring the cereal, whats your fav gurl
>>5820182
its complicated
>>5820187
Didn't even put the picture because I'm dead inside <3 here it is
>>5820168
o-okay
I already have my cartoon I guess
I like you using that for reaction images better than just your selfies, I'll just quietly save the ones you post
can we both agree that Star VS is a fun as hell show though??
>>5820181
I hope it was worth the 30$
>>5820184
Like an hour later be settled in and staying there
>>5820191
yes, and steven isn't so bad, red bullied me to watch, I like the chubby ftm one
>Want to post picture
>Can't because of database anon
>>5820197
d-database anon?
does this mean that someone saved those pictures I posted
>>5820197
Is db-anon really all that different from people running 4chan archives?
>at a degenerate party
>getting head from some chaser under the covers
>I don't want to trigger my dysphoria by seeing my dick get sucked
>suddenly get crazy rumbles in my tummy
>HRT and take-out curry don't mix apparently
>get a devilish though
>pin the guy with my feet so that his nose is against my taint
>pull the covers on him super-tight
>let out the nastiest fucking stinkbomb in MtF history
>he is in a world smelling of ancient buttermilk and rotten shrimp omelettes
>I might as well have sprayed diarrhea in his nose with a windex bottle, it was that bad
>he is wriggling like a fish on land
>mfw I listen to his muffled screams
>>5820203
Go away.
>>5820198
It's a troll I'm sure
>>5820196
amethyst is pretty cool
although sometimes she acts like an unruly angsty teenager which is annoying
>>5820206
Its not
>>5820206
He have folder full of my pics. I saw it.
>>5820204
No u
>>5820211
Ok fine. Night mtfg!
>>5820206
I wouldn't be so sure
we had a database anon back on homestuck general and hsg isn't even something that some people consider to be inherently sexual
>>5820208
>>5820210
Oh........
>>5820214
hsg had some interesting trips and namefags
and by that I mean most of them severely autistic, like history anon
I am not dbanon, but I do save a lot of pics. Around here its to keep track of who is who. In /b/ its all about jerking off. :o
Maddie doesn't pass lol
>>5820210
Post pic anyway
>>5820208
Hey could you link me a transition time line? Someone said I look kind of like you. I literally started yesterday at 25
>>5820221
so you probably have unknowingly jerked off to me >.>
>>5820223
Goddammit. I knew posting in that thread was a bad idea.
>>5820221
do you ever jerk off to mine?
What the hell, I hope it's fake.
>>5820225
i dont really want to have so many of my pics in this thread so only since you asked anon
>>5820229
is than an ftmtf?
what's up ya weird mashed potatoes ?
checked your privileges today ?
Does anyone know how feasible getting FFS like a month after SRS would be for the body?
>>5820234
theres like a whole nother trans general that's just you talking, shouldn't you be there.
Also, you're "not trans"
>>5820237
wat
>>5820232
What? no. They don't draft girls. They look at you naked before they let you wear uniform. People from East seems to respond very good to oestrogen.
That would also explain why most people tell me I pass even though I don't.
>>5820243
I think you do look similar to me fwiw. Gl anon
>>5820245
>>5820244
>they dont draft girls
well thats sexist
is that you though? I was so sure it wasn't
>>5820249
kek
>>5820245
Thanks. If I ended up looking like you, I would die of happiness. I feel like insanelyanly manly and that it's way too late.
>>5820251
Why respect someone that actively creeps on other people
>>5820249
Well that's rude.
>>5820255
because they're still human too?
>>5820257
who gives a shit if they're the sole reason that a bunch of people don't feel comfortable posting pictures of themselves?
If you do that kind of thing you are a literal bad person
>>5820192
why dont you just get skype .-.
>>5820234
>mashed potato
sums up pretty well how I feel right now
>>5820265
I hope someone pointed out when you looked exactly like him before you transitioned
>>5820265
I heard you were a doctorate student but why do you sound so dumb all the time? 4chan posting isn't serious business, but you legit sound stupid at all times so I'm curious
Well I think I am gonna head to bed. Take it easy anons.
>>5820266
awww :(
why ?
No time machine to prevent me for getting FFS
Good mornyan!!!
who wants some sushi ? :^)
Finally got my first set of government-issue female civvies from my workplace. I'm not going to seriously wear those ever since I'm not going back to a working position, but I might try them on and post pictures just for the lulz.
>>5820280
just the usual... stressed out at work, lonely and stuff
>>5820296
:(
anything I can do ?
>>5820298
have you been working out ?
muscles weight more than fat
also drinking more water can cause some weight gain and so on
>tfw you come out to your entire class and start crying and making everyone uncomfortable despite them respecting you and having realized before
>>5820302
My coming out at work was an absolute non-event. Except for the branch manager and a couple assholes, everyone acted as if there was nothing abnormal and started using my new identity at once. Given how much I had feared that moment, it was seriously anticlimactic and just fucking weird.
I hate everything
>>5820297
just enjoy life :3
>>5820299
I'm trying, but ever since I've been sick last year I'm lacking the energy to do it every day, been sick a few times since then (now that I think of it, I've never been sick so often before) and every time I need some time before I get back to it again, also usually get sore muscles for a few days afterwards ._.
I should really stop drinking juice again and stick to just water, but that gets so dull.
>>5820292
Old pic is old
>>5820309
add half a lemon or lime to the water over night
it's pretty low kcal and not bland
>>5820282
Iktf
>tfw no time machine to go back to when mom was pregnant with me, find her, kick her in stomach in hopes she has a miscarriage
>>5820312
I know all the chemicals I handle will kill me, but adding aromachemicals and artificial sweeteners to tap water makes for a custom, real cheap, zero calorie substitute to soft drinks.
16 year later and I finally caught all Pokemon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IQczxxH3ts
FUUUUCK YEAHHHH
>>5820324
What version?
>>5820328
Alpha Sapphire
but got all 720 now
(thanks retardedly large amount of pokemon games I have to trade anything up from 2nd Gen to 5th )
>>5820329
How many hours it take?
>>5820331
idk had a lot lying around over the years
took me longer to put them on one game now
but no clue how much time I invested over the years
>>5820333
Should've invested in something meaningful than a children's game
>>5820340
>implying I'm kayla
>>5820342
>kayla
huh ?
what made you think that I thought you were kayla ?
>>5820307
They tease me a lot. Its nice. =]
>couldn't do job, hurt my arm and gave up
>can barely walk to my car
>feel like a failure
>read previous threads
>someone tears apart everything without even talking to you
>took your post calling her out for posting as anon as a literal means to an end
>called you a cunt and said you were nothing more than a random acquaintance and talked shit for multiple threads
>>5820347
Adri, I love you
Faye is nothing more than a piece of shit
>>5820345
Reminder that oryx still has a peach fuzz.
>ywn cuddle Mirin
Sooooo, this is where im starting from...
Pretty much a lost cause right? I'm fucked and doomed to eternal manliness? I might feel a little better if my damn hair would grow, but its having none of it...
>>5820347
are you okay? :(
you're not a failure adri, its just been a while since worked, and your job sounds excruciating
My cat is so sweet. She knows when I'm sad. Silly floof.
>tfw no friend to physically hug you.
I remember I had a friend when I was little and we were the biggest 'n-no homo' friends around.
He is in jail now ;_;
ITT: HRT dosages and how long you've been on them
>4mg E for 2.5 months
so like what's the deal with finasteride
>>5820392
8mg E, 20 months
100mg progesteron 18 months
>>5820392
4m E and 200 spiro daily for 13 months
>>5820388
You didn't say human hugs. Must have even all those homoerotic cuddles
>>5820388
Such is life in Poland. If only he knew how you ended up.
>>5820392
2 years on:
Spiro 200 mg
4 mg E
1 year on
Cypro 50 mg
6 mg E
One week on
Cypro 100 mg
6 mg E
>>5820388
Oh and you could buy one of these.
>>5820402
This is Poland remember, he'd probably get a confused boner and murder her.
>>5820383
cats :3
>>5820388
>tfw in desperate need of hugs and cuddles
>>5820392
8mg E
50mg cypro
100mg prog
4 1/2+ years
>>5820402
>how you ended up
I can't wait for any kind of reunion that are ahead. Most people from my youth have no freaking idea.
>>5820403
That much Cypro is terrible for you no?
>>5820410
That's exactly what we're like but we take turns being little spoon
>>5820414
My doc said I should be on 100 because he say so. He also want me to take another AA (flutamid) but that probably would kill me.
Heh... 'train professional'
>>5820414
was also on 100mg Cypro it's not bad as long as you regularly check your liver tbqh
>>5820417
>I guess they would mostly be disappointed.
Why? It's not like I'm wearing a dress and makeup like a hon. In public I'm just young looking feminine male.
>>5820422
what are your T levels?
I used to be on 100mg cypro too, but since my T was pretty much zero (in other words: not measurable) I asked to go down to 50mg and it's still at zero.
So the hons at the group meeting I went to said they felt completely right and whole and different after they took their first dose of hrt.
What else do hons lie about to make themselves feel better?
>>5820431
He wanted me from the beginning on 100 mg but I just started taking 50 mg.
On last visit I said that my body got much more hairy.
>Are you talking 100 mg like I asked you?
>B-but my T is in female range
>Start taking 100 mg
>;_;
>>5820429
Poles stared in that Halo live action commercials hater.
>>5820430
>young looking feminine male
Hahaha... NO.
>>5820417
>Stop badmouthing Poland just because they are not a degenerate shithole like Sweden.
>implying there is any significant difference between one shithole and another
>>5820441
Oh yeah I forgot, you know better.
>>5820441
I don't hate poland, I love poland for its sins. Still better than murica
>>5820444
Meeeeeooowwwwww u getting catty?
>>5820443
When Germony and it's like goes under Poland will step in to take the leadership role. Just you wait.
>>5820444
It's not just me. What about that cashier at the bank? You really made her uncomfortable by insisting on being a dude.
>>5820454
>ywn be one of those girls
Triggered
>>5820454
It was post office. And she just laughed it off. Are you from USA or something?
>>5820456
You could just watch Vikings.
>>5820457
She laughed cuz she was deeply, deeply disturbed.
I was looking at old pre-transition pics, and I just realize I have barely changed. I mean, other than having much less beard shadow and shorter hair, that pic could have been taken today. At least transitioning has had very positive psychological effects. If reactivating my show stealing, turbo bitch mode can be called positive, that is...
>>5820464
No? You are projecting.
>>5820454
Poland cannot into leader
>>5820466
I'm glad you finally realized what we have all been telling you.
>>5820473
That I'm a delusional cis woman? But I'm not...
>>5820454
>>5820464
>posting the useless shit tier trope girl from vikings
why do you lack taste anon ?
>tfw people say you look like a girl when you don't
>>5820479
Sploosh
>>5820466
Seems different from the happy pics of you in a car.
Is it all from make up then?
>>5820466
>looking at pretransition pics
Why would you do this to yourself?
>>5820498
I do it so I can see how much I've changed.
>>5820498
>Why would you do this to yourself?
why not, I always feel accomplished looking at them
i love all of u
>>5820503
>tfw you look the same prehrt as you do now except with long hair
Fug mang
hi
>>5820492
I don't wear much makeup. Usually just liner, mascara and some concealer where/when needed. Maybe I am indeed different, I just don't really see it.
>>5820498
I'm dredging my past, trying to fill voids and understand disturbing discrepancies. PTSD has turned my mind into Swiss cheese, and I had to give up the way I had plugged the holes so far because it was destroying me. So... I guess I can't dismiss old pictures when trying to make sense of my past...
>>5820505
>why not?
Because any sense of accomplishment is quickly drowned out by feeling absolutely disgusted by the thing that I'm looking at.
>>5820503
Fair, I used to be more comfortable doing that.
>>5820498
to see how much better I look now... I mean I'm still ugly, but not nearly as much.
>>5820526
idk I just look at old pics and think "damn I looked so depressed and disgusting, glad that this time is over for good"
Is it normal to have a little blood when moving up to a bigger dilator even when healed up ages ago?
>>5820466
How long have you been on HRT? It takes quite a few years before you're noticeably different looking.
>tfw just want to pass but it's impossible
>>5820466
>tfw looking at pre-transition pictures and you don't look the same at all, like siblings at the most
>>5820534
if you didn't use the large dilator regularly it can cause some minor bleeding when you up the size again (e.g. a few months only medium now suddenly large could cause some minor tearing)
but normally it shouldn't bleed if you are wet enough
>>5820538
The anime images ain't helpin'.
Just sayin'.
>>5820539
I look like the older manly brother of my old fucboi self
>>5820540
Yeah it wasn't a lot of bleeding, just like a little bit at the top of the entrance of the vagina, if I didn't shine a torch at it I never would've noticed. It's actually a dilator that wasn't supplied that I bought myself but my surgeon said it would be fine to use.
>>5820534
Couple years now. Though, looking back, between my first, failed transition when I was 18 and this one, it seems I've had estrogens in my system most of the time, herbals, birth control pill, premarin... So, I don't really know.
>>5820543
Oh and I also got a serial killer stare now.
End me please.
>>5820546
then it was probably just some minor tearing
next time wiggle around the one you normally use a bit to widen the entrance a bit and then switch to the new one (basically do a bit of dynamic dilation)
>>5820533
Yeah, I get that at least a little, but any time I see old photos it's pretty much a strong involuntary emotional response of disgust. Like, there was a batch of photos that I remember losing and wanting to find. 2 weeks ago I found a memory card with these photos on them. I just saw the thumbnails and immediately formatted the memory card, didn't even look at them, even though I'd planned to. Idk.
>>5820529
Fair, like, at the very least I can say I don't look much like old photos. It's kind of reassuring in its own way.
>>5820555
Is this why you've never posted a pre-hrt photo?
>>5820543
Well I meant like syster and broder.
>>5820567
I know.
>>5820569
Have your hormones arrived yet?
>>5820578
No, we man now.
Life needs to get better like right now
>>5820561
Yes, this is exactly why. If I could erase every photo of myself from pretransition I would do it in a heartbeat.
>>5820579
What the fuck are you doing? Have you not called or emailed them?
>>5820599
I've mailed them and i'll mail them again on monday I guess.
Given up hope on that shit tbhon and i'll order from qhi instead.
Tfw no headpat bf
>>5820602
Ireland here. Got qhi delivered in four days. And was through a proxy service who redeliver from the UK.
>>5820607
Last time I ordered from qhi it took 2-3 weeks but that was like two years ago but I live in Sweden.
At least they have cypro now.
>>5820611
>but I live in Sweden.
Are you a qt swedish trap?
>tfw you wake up and you got more manly looking than the day before
>>5820618
I am an ugly tall gross tranny who doesn't pass.
If I would get a proper male haircut would I be nice looking boy?
https://unsee.cc
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ask me stuff while I fade into the realm of dreams
>>5820632
Nope, sorry.
>>5820580
autocomplete sure knows what's up.
>>5820580
It takes so little. I get a message every other day, sometimes more often. It's enough to keep me going.
>>5820539
>tfw I still look like my pretransitoned self
Thanks ffs and hrt......;-;
>>5820632
>wanting to look like a boy again
trip on faye
also kill yourself
>>5820539
>tfw you look like the older brother of your pre hrt pics
。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。7
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