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Previous Thread
>>5411063
>>5412433
Who else enjoyed bexe the 27 year old neckbeard basement dwelling hon getting owned by a spoiled trust fund tranny?
freeeee breadddd
3rd for no bullying allowed in the thread.
first for squids are cute
>>5412439
why even bother anymore
Good morning /mtfg/
>>5412439
>no bullying
give me your lunch money nerd
http://www.express.co.uk/news/world/627786/migrant-crisis-migration-Sweden-kill-gay-man-womens-clothes-snake-neck-Sweden
Remember gals, this will be you if you keep voting left, have fun trying to reason with shitskins, they dont just sit down and listen like the beta males our modern society are breeding.
Nites everyone.
>>5412448
welp
Forgot pic
>>5412447
hi kuppy
>>5412447
morning kuppy, hows life?
>>5412449
gn cartman
woops, I meant name.
are the popular trips only the ones who post anime?
>>5412440
thank you
>>5412457
i'm not popular
good evening... thinking about starting to exercise for an hour everyday...
>>5412437
I don't think she got shit on through logical argument, although; she did insult Bexe a lot more, if that's what you mean
>>5412449
>Implying voting will get rid of the horde
every single race that isn't Aryan should be put to death, they have shitty hygiene, and ruin Europe. Ever since we got rid of hitler, its been getting worse and worse. Niggers, muslims, Indians, Native Americans, and Mexicans should all be shot on site.
>>5412466
thinking about it is all I ever get around to doing.
>>5412474
Rebost
>>5412468
>implying that disgusting humanoid is a "she"
>>5412437
I like Bexe however she lost that one. I'm a fan of Bexe when she cuteposts, not so much when she posts to "hear herself talk".
>>5412472
>>5412482
This tbhon. I don't like her style of--here's how I assess the situation in more words than necessary--that doesn't provide actual answers.
>>5412478
about to go to bed senpai its 3am, but an old friend from school messaged me on normiebook so..
>>5412475
it is night time, so i think i will start with some basic little exercise and tomorrow i will try to go swimming again. i used to really love swimming... just trying to keep a bit of positive thinking rn...
~~
what is /mtfg/ listening to? for me it is american football. i have put off listening to this band for so long, now that i am listening to it i dont really enjoy it. maybe if i listen to it again ill like it more, thats what happened with me and chinese football.
>>5412488
Meh, she'll get over it.
>>5412479
16 inch shoulders but they still look disgusting
>>5412479
I have ~16" inch shoulders and shrinking
VALIDATE ME
>>5412486
>implying I have anything against the jewish
The jews have the one true religion desu
>>5412498
How did you make them shrink?
>>5412478
my girlfriend came to visit me at work c:
how are you?
>tfw you forget to take your estro for 3 hours
>>5412488
but the questions themselves
>>5412492
chinese football is a response to american football
try Piglet or A.M. Overcast
>>5412506
Tired mostly
>>5412479
14in
>>5412479
15" shoulder
34-27-34
I'm a trip but I won't say W H O. . .
>>5412513
how tall are you?
>>5412498
same and although I can be self-conscious about them my partner reminds me that they're the same width as hers and I'm just being cray-cray
>>5412503
oh are u jewish? anyway it's all the same shit of scapegoating your problems instead of trying to address the systemic issues of society
>>5412508
sometimes I'll just not bother with a dose when I'm RLLY self-hate-y desu
>>5412488
it's a deadly combination of superficial intelligence and an ungifted brain. people like this are everywhere, on and offline, if you haven't noticed.
>>5412520
I'm muslim desu
>>5412520
bad idea senpai, when i'm self-hating i take my dose but with an angry expression and a hard piece of coal in my heart
>>5412519
6'1 senpai, im literally a pencil
>>5412524
Is that something you would wear out?
>>5412472
i love your little green bird but, don't you think that thats a bit mean... try being nicer, extend the olive branch. you wont get no where in life you are rude to people. sometimes, when you are rude to people you can hurt their feelings. people usually don't like when they have their feelings hurt, in my experience.
>>5412508
i will... i enjoyed nouns but, i never went explored any other albums in the genre.
>>5412524
i have never heard of def lepp... i looked it up, it seems cool. i am not exactly into metal but, i like some aggressive music.
>>5412532
lol hell no its like 90 degrees in here because my heater is out of control
>>5412524
show your tattoos
>>5412474
>Shoulder length time. Who cis (<17) here
I'm 15"
>>5412488
"implying better fluidics aren't desirable for better game play"
Fluidics? I don't think that's the proper term at all.
">if you mean realistic paint physics, how does that help the gameplay?
"i think you are trying to say water velocity. it would help the gameplay by enhanced visualisations"
Physics isn't just velocities. Another false correction.
"you are confusing mechnical and technical. anyone who knows what they are talking about would agree you seem to be stating the obvious in your own words and then in the next sentence seem to have no idea what you are talking about, but you want to express your superficial intelligence to sound smart"
Looks like projecting desu
"since you seem to be slow, let me explain it to you..techniques are not the same thing as technical specs. in your logic, everything is inherently through techniques, even abstract paintings."
For one, abstract art can be completely purposeful and use a multitude of techniques. Probably the furthest from a counter example.
You seriously think this is good argument? They're literally just using ad-hominem mixed in with a bit of obvious projection about their own insecurities.
Hello my fellow weebs
>>5412530
atleast your not a clothes hanger
16in shoulders. Last year at this time they were 14in :((((
>>5412545
>>5412546
>>5412560
I consider the human gentalia to be digusting, which is why I only fuck goats and sheep tbqh, I don't think goats and sheep can be transgender
>>5412563
you need to calm down... sometimes when i get angry on the internet, before i yell at an anonymous person who i dont know. i do some jumping jacks, sometimes i do jumping jacks while watching this video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l8cXMGimeU
>>5412556
I mean...yeah, you're not wrong lol
irish princess a hot
>>5412543
Wait, Are you implying that <17 is cis-status? I've always thought that my shoulders were kinda big...
I liked force awakens, it was on par with return of the jedi.
imo
V > IV > VI/VII > III > I > II
>>5412433
if a game has no jump canceling its SHIT
>>5412569
ew.
>>5412582
>>5412581
>>5412573
>>5412437
i'm not a trust fund kid, you fucking retard. is bexe really 27? gosh i don't visit this place often so i dont know. its so sad in here.
>>5412545
>Fluidics? I don't think that's the proper term at all.
when talking about controller as a valve to release paint in a game of splatoon, it's the perfect analogy for it.
>Physics isn't just velocities. Another false correction.
the key word there was liquid shootable paint.
>For one, abstract art can be completely purposeful and use a multitude of techniques. Probably the furthest from a counter example.
that was precisely the point, to use an absurd example that still uses "techniques" and still very applicable.
You seriously think this is good argument?
yes. you seem to have a predispositioned to align yourself with "bexe" for whatever reason and it's obviously clouding your judgment. anyone here can see that.
So here's a thing
>wanna trans
>always wanted to be girl, but p balls deep in masculine tendencies.
>don't rly wanna change style
>bi but always preferred girls, guys I been with took some major advantage and it fucks me up
>would like feminine figure but don't think I'll pass, want to be advanced tomboy as defense
Am I a butch transbien? Should I anhero
>>5412573
I am too obese too do jumping jacks, I prefer taking painkillers too calm down, but my dealer ran out of codeine, and oxy is too strong for me
>>5412592
ah... i am very sorry, if you want you can vent out on me anon. i can understand, i am trying to lose some weight as well. i do not do drugs.
>>5412588
yes anon?
>>5412586
>>5412586
Anime was a mistake.
>>5412591
ill give you 1.5 months on hormones before you're swallowing 8 inch cock in a mini on the reg
>>5412596
over ruled. bring in the dancing lobsters
>>5412592
>oxy is too strong
oxy is fun senpai. sep if you can get contin and snort it.
>>5412600
ALL RISE FOR JUDGE ABBY
>>5412589
>no other shooter shares splatoon's core mechanics
Different mechanics doesn't necessiate a better game play nor an enhanced experience. The same can be said for any other games that offer a unique value of anything. It's a matter of perspective and newness doesn't always pan out.
>>5412600
Anime is shit, BUT cute anime girls are allowed.
>>5412600
*clack*
>>5412433
Do any of you feel like you're living in a perpetual nightmare?
like those ones where you lose all your teeth, and you start panicking, because "what the fuck am i supposed to do without my teeth?!",
but then you wake up relieved because you still have all your teeth..
except in regards to being male
>>5412600
AAAAAAAAAAAA
>>5412604
thanks for finally speaking through this autist.
>>5412609
tbqh
>>5412600
>>5412602
>>5412607
>>5412610
Smoke weed and watch anime IMO.
>tfw I'm the only fucking one wth 17 inch shoulders
Fuck yall
>>5412601
I have a way of often getting addicted to drugs, and it really fucks me up, getting addicted to oxy would really fuck me over because a couldn't afford to buy it on a daily basis, and I would probably resort to heroin. I'm pretty comfy with the odd tramadol and my daily snorting of adderal
>>5412620
but das degeneracy
>>5412604
ok but your counterargument for splatoon's gameplay is literally
>real life paint physics
this isn't a critique, it's just an expression of autism... the same can be said of any other game e.g. "you don't bleed out from the liver in csgo"
i'm assuming every anon here is the same because i can
also, different mechanics do incidentally necessitate better or enhanced gameplay through being something that isn't the status quo, they can be worth it just for the sake of being something different even if that different mechanical space doesn't last very long in the playerbase's interest
>>5412620
I dont know anything about no weed tho
>>5412622
but I've got like 20" shoulders
>>5412623
damn senpai, i wouldn't rec that then. i don't really get addicted to them, well at least from the little i have done, my dealer is on that route now desu.
>>5412620
pot affects hrt senpai
>>5412622
your shoulders are bigger than 17 inches babe dont kid yourself
who /honshoulders/ here?
15" reporting in. ;-;
>>5412634
D : no they arent
>>5412588
I'm not sure what this means anon
But really, is less than 17 supposedly good? Because I've never thought my shoulders were particularly good but they're just around 15.
>>5412626
>arguing over a shitty wii u game with a troll over and over again and then calling them autistic
What a fucking hypocrite
>>5412635
>tfw 12 inch shoulders
>tfw never gonna pass
>>5412633
What?? How?
>>5412633
>>5412633
>>5412629
>>5412638
If you're an anime weed doesn't affect anything senpai.
>>5412638
For shoulders, it would depend on chest size and height VS weight. Some chicks are wide shouldered
[spoiler]I'm not even a train so I'm not actually sure.[/spoiler]
>>5412640
tfw 6" shoulders and jdimsa ;(
>>5412639
splatoon isn't shitty
also nice false dichotomy :^)
>>5412590
>when talking about controller as a valve to release paint in a game of splatoon, it's the perfect analogy for it.
That wouldn't be perfect. However, It would be permissible IF you guys were talking about how the paint flows through the gun, but I definitely don't think that you were. It seems like you were trying to talk about the physics of the paint after exiting the gun, considering that would considerably more relevant to gameplay.
>the key word there was liquid shootable paint.
Okay? So Bexe uses "paint physics" which encompasses velocity, as well as acceleration, how the paint interacts with itself and other surfaces, etc. All of this is relevant in talking about "liquid shootable paint". Just because you use a shit attitude to get your point across doesn't make it a good point.
It seems like you're just trying to win over a crowd or something.
>anyone here can see that.
I don't like when Bexe gets into those spats either, however; I stand by that you in no way "won" the argument.
>>5412645
dunno some faggot anon told me earlier, not that its gonna stop me from hitting the bowl
>>5412640
did you go swimming today?
>>5412626
>i'm assuming every anon here is the same because i can
This doesn't help your case at all. I'm not the Wii U hating anon. I have a Wii U and a Splatoon at that. I like it, but it's unrealistic to believe different mechanics necessiate better or enhanced gameplay as you seem to be arguing for.
>They can be worth it
Can doesn't mean will. I think you know that.
>Sake of being something different even if that different mechanical space doesn't last very long in the playerbase's interest
If that were truly the case, every game which consists of a unique set of values would incidentally be the best selling games. There are so many other variables at play in consumer choice of game selection and there is no guaranteed absolutism.
>>5412649
thanks bby
>>5412660
no. what are you some kind of life-having winner who doesn't spend all day parsing through the nuances of mtfg trip-dom? gad
>>5412649
>splatoon isn't shitty
It's a personal opinion. You don't get to dictate how other people feel. It's like trying to explain this to a fucking child.
>>5412656
>>5412656
After googleing a bit It seems that smoking weed while HRT - becoming a train is OK. I didn't see anything where it said it would fuck up the transition.
But https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long-term_effects_of_cannabis.
I dunno the effects that HRT puts on the mental state or if their are dips in emotional levels ore whatever so it's basically a roll of the dice. You MIGHT or MIGHT NOT get fucked by smoking da weeds while on da pills.
>>5412670
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16392670
:/
>>5412665
kinda reminds me of faye mixed with someone I can't remember the name of desu
sorry for shitting up the thread(s)
>>5412659
i didn't say uniqueness necessitates better gameplay, i said it can create it and is faster at creating it than marginal iteration of existing rule sets, akin to chris sawyer's rule of doubling/halving a mechanic's value for testing rather than incrementally modifying it
it just so happens that Splatoon is incredibly well-balanced and fun while also being mechanically unique
>basing game quality on best selling games
top executive
>>5412669
i'm not trying to dictate anything, i'm just saying that i think you're wrong... if you think this is me dictating something then you are getting way too emotionally-involved in the argument
>>5412676
frenchie definitely
>>5412665
qt3.14
>>5412654
>That wouldn't be perfect. However, It would be permissible IF you guys were talking about how the paint flows through the gun, but I definitely don't think that you were. It seems like you were trying to talk about the physics of the paint after exiting the gun, considering that would considerably more relevant to gameplay.
i was precisely talking about how the paint is shot out via user controllability. not sure what imagined conversation you were reading that had me not making sense.
>Okay? So Bexe uses "paint physics" which encompasses velocity, as well as acceleration, how the paint interacts with itself and other surfaces, etc. All of this is relevant in talking about "liquid shootable paint". Just because you use a shit attitude to get your point across doesn't make it a good point.
paint interacting with other surfaces is still within the realm of velocities. you don't make any sense, it's like you are helping my point while negating yourself.
>I don't like when Bexe gets into those spats either, however; I stand by that you in no way "won" the argument.
i really don't care about winning an online argument with someone who im learning is a 27 year old wii u fatanic. take that as ad hominem because it is and there is no way to sound otherwise here when i am merely speaking the truth about her situation.
>>5412675
Thats the link i got, but from googling the large majority said that pot and hrt was okay.
>>5412675
>>5412670
Although I've had to go on a break from HRT because of other medical reasons, Even though I was smoking wee weekly HRT affected me very fast and very strongly, pic related was after like two months
>>5412680
yeah that's probably it, I'm terrible with names an stuff
>>5412679
I have a crimbuts gift for u bexe
>>5412688
whoa this is a blue board m8
>>5412658
I wish my hips were that big
>>5412688
I don't see anything wrong? You don't look like a spoopy scary skeletin? and I cant see the ribs so you're not deathly skinny.
>>5412675
Explain? It blocks estrogen production or something? I'm not up-to-date with med lingo
Also, DFC is olve so its OK.
>>5412693
It's not an anime mid-rift so it's not lewd sempi. :o
>>5412679
>i didn't say uniqueness necessitates better gameplay, i said it can create it and is faster at creating it than marginal iteration of existing rule sets, akin to chris sawyer's rule of doubling/halving a mechanic's value for testing rather than incrementally modifying it
>>5412626
>also, different mechanics do incidentally necessitate better or enhanced gameplay through being something that isn't the status quo, they can be worth it just for the sake of being something different even if that different mechanical space doesn't last very long in the playerbase's interest
But you did say they incidentally do.
I also pointed out the difference between can and will. You're peppering on foreign analogies in an attempt to appear more superficially knowledgeable, but you have no logic in your argument.
>>5412701
>you have no logic in your argument
Bexe is someone who likes to hear themselves talk, but is not actually that bright it seems.
>>5412696
at least you got bigger bobs
>>5412707
Agreed.
>>5412691
saved, thanks sheen
>>5412701
incidentally i.e. create new mechanics (and ground for techniques) that can be used to greater effect in other games that are inspired by the source game
a shitty game with a neat mechanic can be "worth it" in the sense that it propels the design of other games in a direction that otherwise wouldn't have been taken... the failure of the first game be damned
i'm drunk, give me some slack senpai
>>5412712
It offends me as someone who is intelligent and educated.
>>5412700
Look at that chest
Does that look like the HRT wasn't doing anything
Pic related as well, but this was a little after I had to stop so they went down a bit by this time
>>5412700
i think the article is saying that certain elements of weed-smoke compete with estrogen for estrogen receptors
>>5412688
>that chest
>two months
>better than me rn at 11 months
just kill me
>>5412696
>implying thats not u
>implying u arent an mtf born without a penis
>>5412691
>>5412714
wait was the crimbus gift more than a gif?
>>5412719
>>5412688
blue board
also tfw peach after 2 months is me after 3 months
>>5412714
>incidentally i.e. create new mechanics (and ground for techniques) that can be used to greater effect in other games that are inspired by the source game
>a shitty game with a neat mechanic can be "worth it" in the sense that it propels the design of other games in a direction that otherwise wouldn't have been taken... the failure of the first game be damned
That's not at all how it works. Intellectual property claims by large companies i.e. Nintendo can wipe out the initiatives you are imagining.
You strike me as someone who wants to argue for the sake of being right more than anything else. You should get over that ego of yours.
Tfw you need to stop smoking
Deal with depression how
>>5412719
L E W D
>>5412719
Some ppl are naturally flat. So it might not actually be from weed.
Going to Wendys now since Im hungry as fuck. GOD BLESS automatic car starts so I dont need to go out in this shitty cold weather.
>>5412729
n-no it was just the gif... it was kind of a joke but if I had ur address I would have sent u a card
>>5412722
at least all the steven universe pics you post are cute :)
I love being cis-gendered.
No dysphoria, no clocking to worry about. No doctors or medications. People accept for who you are. It's great.
>>5412733
take your transition seriously for one so you dont end up as a hon/embarrassment to those who are putting in the work
>>5412622
Got 17 inch myself
It's pretty shite
ahh feel terrible ;~;
>>5412743
Wow harsh
>>5412684
>i was precisely talking about how the paint is shot out via user controllability. not sure what imagined conversation you were reading that had me not making sense.
Probably the conversation where "fluidics" was corrected to paint physics, which you then corrected to be paint velocity for better visualization. That doesn't sound like you're trying to talk about how the fluid flows through the gun, which is irrelevant anyways because its a game.
>paint interacting with other surfaces is still within the realm of velocities. you don't make any sense, it's like you are helping my point while negating yourself.
There is more information than just velocity in physics. Paint interacting with surface may heavily take into consideration the coeff. of friction of the paint (which is actually extremely important in how paint splatters). However, you COULD only be concerned with how this affects the velocity of the paint, in which case you could just say "why not say that all physics is velocity?". Do you walk into your physics classes for civil engineering and tell the professor "Professor, I think you are trying to say velocities, not physics.".
>i really don't care about winning an online argument with someone who im learning is a 27 year old wii u fatanic. take that as ad hominem because it is and there is no way to sound otherwise here when i am merely speaking the truth about her situation.
Yeah, I just disliked the way the argument went I guess. I'm not saying she didn't say some stupid shit either, just that I disagreed with the person who was saying that she got shit on.
>>5412731
I'm in game development and I've been waiting to say something. With any innovations with larger companies, intellectual properties are becoming huge to pester the little companies over and can put the smaller companies out of existence. The saying around the companies I've worked for is "If you didn't invent it, don't act like you did".
>every customer says thanks dude, that'll be all sir, later man, sup bro
>come home and look in the mirror and feel like i'll never pass
today has been my worst dysphoria day ever
i'm just going to stealth until i can afford major body reconstruction or something
i feel sort of tired but, not really... maybe i am bored and not tired. does anyone here have a list of all the music they like to listen to, if so i would like to see it.
>>5412747
dont worry I'm as depressed as you are even after quitting smoking
>>5412742
do you feel comfortable wherever you go?
how does that feel?
>>5412733
Switch to drinking.
>>5412759
>I-I do have a gt, it's just undescended ;~;
o-of course, thats all it is
>>5412731
>Intellectual property claims by large companies i.e. Nintendo can wipe out the initiatives you are imagining.
but an IP claim would be more about aping pre-existing content and mechanics, which is pretty much the inverse of what i'm talking about
>You strike me as someone who wants to argue for the sake of being right more than anything else
i'm more concerned about becoming right than being right tbqh
>>5412737
well i did save it and i'm going to use it in the future so thank you
>>5412762
>well i did save it and i'm going to use it in the future so thank you
okie! yw
>>5412753
I listen to a lot, but I'll make one of those chart things and post it for you
>>5412757
>do you feel comfortable wherever you go?
In most places, of course sketchier ones I just walk like I have purpose.
>how does that feel?
Feels good.
You don't feel safe in most places anon?
>>5412770
I feel like I am going to die from anxiety most of the time I go out tbqh
>>5412741
ty but I started at 22 and my mom and sister have b's so a full a cup is probably the best I can get
>>5412753
>>5412766
music thread before bed?
http://top50.topsters.net/
>>5412772
thats a hon myth
>>5412772
there is nothing wrong with having A cup tits
>>5412472
What's with the attitude? Are you bitter that you don't pass yet?
>>5412772
I only have my mother to compare to, so I'm guessing b or something.
He's hoping they're big enough to make me look proportional
>>5412563
>thinks trannies are disgusting
>posts in /mtfg/
Are you lost, or...
>>5412771
Don't be nervous. Breathe be aware of surroundings.
I try to blend in as much as possible. I used to dress like the anons on /fa/ now I stopped, haha.
>>5412762
>but an IP claim would be more about aping pre-existing content and mechanics, which is pretty much the inverse of what i'm talking about
I think you are too drunk. If it was about mimicking pre-existing content and mechanics, there wouldn't be an intellectual property claim since it would be as you said, pre-existing.
I think you are trying to say market competition via technology advancement, where one company is forced to up their own game in order to compete in the free market. when they see another game succeed. That is the basic principle of any company out there trying to stay competitive.
>>5412782
I thought this was tranny hate general
>>5412783
but everyone is looking at the disgusting tranny (me)
>tfw lost a game dev friend today
>i asked him for a demo for the game that he's currently working on, which is a sequel to the game i made music for
>he tells me he's sorry but he's found someone else
>i think he's joking around because he words it like a breakup or something and it triggers me
>he's serious and he says he thought i wasn't interested when i told him a week ago i wanted to make music for it
>he keeps apologizing so much that i get angry and delete him
it shouldn't have made me so upset but i cried about it for like an hour, that on top of the dysphoria today just makes me want to give up
>>5412783
>I used to dress like the anons on /fa/ now I stopped, haha.
good decision
>>5412786
Bexe is someone who fears her reputation will be dampened, so she will die trying to win this argument, if it is even one.
She always does this and it's getting old. Move on, she's dumb as fuck and you've proven.
>>5412789
m-maybe you will have professional break up sex with him?
I'm tired of all this tranny shit /mtfg/. How do I learn to be okay with being a man?
>>5412591
>>always wanted to be girl, but p balls deep in masculine tendencies.
Being a butch lesbian mtf does not work. Don't fully transition and stay a feminine boy instead.
Transitioning includes style changes too, not just name changes, hormones, and comedic surgeries.
>>5412778
it is when you have a bony chest ;~;
I'm trying to gain weight but not having much success
>>5412793
If we had an answer, do you think we'd all be here?
>>5412793
killing yourself is literally the closest you can come to feeling okay with being a man
not even being mean for the sake of it
I feel weirdly scared at my ex gf of two years wanting to go shopping for makeup and clothes for me and telling me I'm cute (no homo)
>>5412793
cut hair, stop taking hrt, start lifting, marry girl, have kids, get fat and bald, have mid life crisis, attempt to retransition at 50
>>5412786
You do know this is the person you are arguing on 4chan right? It's a 27 year old hon who lives in his mom's basement and washes dishes for a living.
>>5412804
this whole pic makes me sad for some reason :(
>>5412809
My favorite part is the You Think I Ain't Worth a Dollar part lmao
>>5412786
>If it was about mimicking pre-existing content and mechanics, there wouldn't be an intellectual property claim since it would be as you said, pre-existing.
so then what's the problem with innovating in a gameplay space as long as you're not plugging mario or master chief some other trademark into it?
>>5412804
here we go again, good thing i need to be up in 7 hours
>>5412812
queens of the stoneage fucking suck tbqh. unremarkable cock-rock at its worst. maybe thats what depresses me so much about the pic.
>>5412800
>killing yourself
But I'd rather be alive and miserable/dysphoric than dead.
>>5412799
>>5412803
Y'all don't understand I lost my job and spent all my money on drugs and can't afford hormones anymore. This is my perfect opportunity to give this shit all up, but y'all all want to be depressing. There's barely anyway I'd be able to afford the surgeries I'd need to pass until way into the future anyways, if anything this is a financially wise choice for me.
>>5412813
>so then what's the problem with innovating in a gameplay space as long as you're not plugging mario or master chief some other trademark into it?
Protected intellectual domains have a life span and before it expires, no "inspired" company out there for self-preservation would encroach on that line.
>>5412729
>>5412735
Oh hush anons it's not that bad
>>5412722
>>5412722
Believin urself
I just can't wait until I'm back on hormones
>>5412819
i feel like we're operating on entirely different definitions of "inspired", where your "inspired" is my "copying"
>>5412812
>>5412824
id fucking die if i had to go off mones for any reason
Does anyone else just feel shitty 100% of the time?
I'm pretty sure I did before I started hrt but I was functioning, now I'm just a tired, depressed wreck all day every day
>>5412828
>not supporting fair use
fucking commie
>>5412804
Compared to all the neets, bex is at least working
>>5412828
No, we're not.
I do have to get to sleep. Thanks for the uninteresting talk bexe and best of luck at regaining your reputation as a smart trip. You may want to do this after reading a stack of books and when you're sober.
Good night!
>>5412793
Live as cis
Find love
Get married
Live happily ever after
>>5412835
lol your bird!! everytime i see i think i just want to kiss it! on the lips! such a pretty little bird man. lol. haha. wow!
>>5412834
>You already are a man.
Yea I know that.
>You have chosen to live as a woman
Not exactly.
I'm a dude who really wishes they were a woman and has been taking hormones in-order to live as one, but only because I really want to be one. What I need help with is getting the weird subconcious emotional parts of my brain to accept trans stuff is bullshit so I can move on with my life.
>>5412839
thx bby
>>5412841
How long have been at the trans stuff?
>>5412816
Then be miserable and dysphoric
am I unbanned yet hello
>>5412433
>hi pookie
y tho
my body is so messed up rn, it sucks desu
>>5412846
why were you banned pookie? :o
>>5412844
Depends on what you mean by that. I knew I wanted to be a girl by around the time I was 10, and I've been taking hrt since I turned 18 a few months ago.
>>5412845
How's that any different/worse then this shitty trans existence?
>>5412841
>What I need help with is getting the weird subconcious emotional parts of my brain to accept trans stuff is bullshit so I can move on with my life
sorry to break it to ya bub, but you're in it for the long haul. the ride truly never ends until youre dead.
>>5412841
>What I need help with is getting the weird subconcious emotional parts of my brain to accept trans stuff is bullshit
The idea is already there. You seem not satisfied with where you are now.
Are there any positive things you have gained from transition? Any negatives? How do you see things long term?
>>5412851
Either fucking keep doing it or enjoy your miserable existence. Surprise there is no happy ending.
>>5412850
Have you seen a therapist of any kind?
It's good to be thorough and cautious b/c you could be jeopardizing your future or worse, wrecking it
>>5412854
you know whatever causes us, its biological right? we experience dysphoria because our brains are telling us that our bodies are wrong
>>5412841
Being trans is against nature and living an impossible life
So yeh, you'll be walking uphill for the rest of your life
I'd never recommend to anyone who could avoid it
>>5412854
>positive things
I'm not feeling quite as dysphoric as I used to, and I feel pretty good about the changes I've noticed from the hormones so far, even if there haven't been too many.
>negatives
Shit's expensive.
>How do you see things long term?
If I keep at this I'm going to live my young adulthood out as a disgusting hon until I eventually can get FFS/transplants to fix my hairline/SRS at which point I'll live out the rest of my life in serious debt. Also I'll probably never have a good real romantic relationship.
>>5412859
Nope, no therapist. Doesn't really seem like an option for atm because my parents don't believe in therapists, I'm on their insurance, and I'm in the closet.
>>5412860
I've heard that that was bullshit and the brain differences were caused by hrt.
>tfw all I've eaten today is a bag of popcorn
>tfw grocery store is closed and I have no food
>>5412860
Yes, but in the end you choose to transition or not. There are flamboyant gay guys and stone butch lesbian who don't live as the opposite gender, but some do live socially as the opposite gender, cause "might as well" I guess...
>brains are telling us that our bodies are wrong
But your body isn't wrong. No one born in the wrong body. Everyone is born with the body they have. Your brain as an MtF is more feminized then the average male's, that's why your feel like the opposite gender.
hello
>tfw bonfire at the Christmas party
>>5412874
l-looks kinda uhhh ritualistic idk lol
>>5412870
order a pizza
I know pizza hut and dominoes deliver until midnight
>>5412870
Hit a drive thru
>>5412875
>this is what kayla actually believes
ftfy
>>5412853
go fuck donald trump you gaygen slut
>>5412887
>>5412873
is it me you're looking for~
how are you anne
>>5412877
well how else is she gonna summon santa claus and make christmas comev early this year
>>5412890
im really sleepy right now
>>5412888
lol calm yourself its just the internet
>>5412897
i know i was kidding. what do you sound like? i bet complete hon dragqueen slut tier voice
I finally come back from Wendy's and the Thread went to pure shit posting. HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN, All the anime stopped being posted. I must fix this.
>>5412865
>If I keep at this I'm going to live my young adulthood out as a disgusting hon until I eventually can get FFS/transplants to fix my hairline/SRS
You need to learn to accept your body. Surgeries aren't really going to fix body image issues. FFS focuses on the face and SRS focuses on the genitals.
Hormones focuses on the body, but then after puberty your skeleton is set, and things depend on genetics and dosage (and availability)
I would also say to be fair your own self. Is there other ways to be satisfied with your self?
>>5412902
>I must fix this
no
>>5412902
What did you get from Wendy's?
>>5412899
actually my voice passed before the rest of me did. passing and cute :]
they aren't lying when they say it helps to have an extensive background in singing.
>>5412905
YES
>>5412906
Two #4's which is baconators and Dr. Pepper which is the best soda.
>>5412904
>FFS focuses on the face
My face is unpassably masculine.
>SRS focuses on the genitals.
My genitals make me feel bad.
>Is there other ways to be satisfied with your self?
No clue to be honest. Ever since I first started getting dysphoria regardless of how happy I was about other things or how well my life would be going I've always felt pretty bad.
>>5412875
>>this is what fetishist hons actually believe
Did I strike a nerve?
You don't really dress butch as an MtF either. You want to tilt your appearance to be feminine so you can be read as a woman.
If your thinking as living as a butch les mtf and act really masculine you shouldn't live as a trans- woman.
>>5412911
2 x baconator combos with fries or only the baconators?
>>5412871
I like this
Life would be better if I could express my feminity and live as a male
I feel so more lost and lonely when I present as full fem
>>5412909
alright let's hear this angelic voice then?
>>5412915
A combo and a baconator (Just the sandwich) on the side.
I'm not watching my weight so its all good but it was hella good.
>>5412919
It's the winter holidays so who cares. No better time to eat yourself stupid.
>>5412913
>Did I strike a nerve?
lol no just entertaining to see someone trying to push a hongenda on someone so poorly
>You don't really dress butch as an MtF either.
oh really ? last time I checked I did
>You want to tilt your appearance to be feminine so you can be read as a woman.
uhm no
society genders everything that looks vaguely female in butch clothes female
especially with notable hips and/or breasts
hence why ftms have trouble passing
>If your thinking as living as a butch les mtf and act really masculine you shouldn't live as a trans- woman.
how does one /live as a trans woman/ ?
I am les,butch and trans and live as a normal woman
>>5412912
>I've always felt pretty bad.
That you'll never be the opposite gender?
Yea we've all felt that, then you get over it and live on.
You have transitioned into the opposite gender, you probably didn't realize it but you have been accepted as "one of the girls". It seems that your life is crappy, but you have taken control of it more then you know.
One you can't control is how you really are as a person, that wont ever change much. Instead of being dis- satisfied with yourself be as authentic as possible. Being depressed all the time won't help.
>>5412917
i dont feel like going through whatever it is one goes through to get a voice clip posted here and i dont have a call of doodoo hon mic headset to do it with.
youll just have to take my word for it? or not, it doesn't affect my life in any way.
i will say tho I went from 120 hz baseline in guy mode to ~196 hz average pitch after about 2 months of training. im now at 220 (well into female ranges) on the reg after about 6 months without sounding like elmo or typical gay man. (professional, trans-focused speech pathology is awesome for these sorts of deetz)
>>5412930
http://vocaroo.com/
go ahead hon
>>5412930
Husky, smooth clear Elmo voice here,
What's next step for me?
>>5412921
>oh really ? last time I checked I did
If you wear women's clothing you're not dressing butch. A combination of women's and men's clothing is androgynous or genderqueer.
>>5412921
>society genders everything that looks vaguely female in butch clothes female
But in this case you are a male trying to pass as female. Be-careful, if you dress too butch you have a higher chance of getting clocked.
>>5412921
>how does one /live as a trans woman/ ?
Passing as a woman fully socially and in appearance, that's how you live as a trans-woman.
It's late.. What are you doing up at this hour, /mtfg/?
>>5412945
At a party desu
>>5412921
You know being masculine and liking women doesn't make you a lesbian woman, it makes you a straight man.
>hongenda
Actually most old hons are not very feminine and are attracted to women. It's funny how much you have in common with 65 year old straight men claiming to be women.
>society genders everything that looks vaguely female in butch clothes female
especially with notable hips and/or breasts
The thing is most mtfs don't have boobs or hips so dressing like a butch lesbian (which is basically just dressing like a dude) makes them stand out more. Like yourself for example.
>ftms have trouble passing
Most ftms don't have trouble passing though. In fact the majority of ftm's pass much better then mtfs do. It's easier to add bulk and masculinity to a female body then it is to take away masculinity from a male body and make it feminine.
>I live as a normal woman
Honestly you don't, you're anything but normal. Like you remind me of those weirdo tumblr kids that pretend to be trans.
Idk keep doing w/e it is you do though, hon. :p
>>5412952
They don't look feminine because of their bodies. Most old hons dress super fem.
>>5412945
early transitioning passer get out!!!
feee
>>5412951
My guy friend (who doesn't know I'm trans) invited me to a party but I really didn't want to change and present male for a party. Ugh. I really ought to come out to that friend group sooner rather than later.
oh look it's lala larry, our favorite straight genetic man
RT animated adventures are sooo good.
>>5412887
>>5412889
stop bullying kayla!
>>5412952
Lmao, nice burn, would read again.
>>5412951
How is the party, by the way?
>>5412944
>no female clothes
pretty much my entire day to day wardrobe is from the men section
nice loose jeans, wide shirts and hoodies
>higher chance of getting clocked
idk personally I started passing better once I went full butch
>passing as woman socially and. in appearance
so no difference to normal women then
>>5412952
>str8 maymay
>thinking 65yo aren't hyper fem queens
lol
>like you for example
except I have hips and tits
3/10 mildly entertaining
>>5412933
I just told you I don't have a mic. i was going to just call you a tard and move on but i even tried to mess with settings on my tower but Im not even sure theres an internal mic in there. sorry.
>>5412937
if you are seriously asking I'd suggest getting into the habit of "talking out of your eyeballs" as in projecting the sound up and outward in a sort of nasal fashion (based on the short description you gave me)
proper resonance and avoiding monotony is key, while pitch is not as important as everyone would think (though it certainly factors in)
>>5412951
why on earth would one be posting on 4chan when they are at a party. is it that boring there?
>>5412752
i am starting to like you because you are finally willing to see the truth, hon
>>5412957
>Most old hons dress super fem.
And badly, sometimes outdated. Clothes need to fit your body shape. If a person is going to dress super fem they will need to accentuate the most feminine parts of their body and hide masculine ones.
>>5412978
ANIME REACTION GIRL.
>>5412752
This applies to literally everyone in early transition here: you will not look amazing after a few months especially not without effort. Stealth-transition means you just look girlier when you hit the awkward phase, it doesn't impart you a knowledge of style and all this shit unless you're a part timer, in which case your voice is also probably going to suck from having a boy mode.
>>5412957
>Most old hons dress super fem
Actually that's a huge myth that's been spread around here and /cd/ for some time now. I see a lot of people associating cross dressers and transvestites with old trans women and they're not the same thing. Not that some old hons don't dress super fem because I'm sure some don't but from my exp in the trans community I can say that most don't. Most of them dress in pretty basic women's clothing or dress like butch lesbians. They're almost always attracted to women and have mostly male interests and hobbies and work male dominated stem careers.
>>5412945
are you like 14?
>>5412990
Go to any support place that caters to older transitioners and I dare you to find one who doesn't dress in ill-fitting fem clothes.
Pretty much just dress however you want. You'll probably figure fashion out eventually. No need to argue.
>>5412975
a cute sounding trans girl with an extensive singing background
>can't prove it
okay hon, have fun smoking your marlboro reds
>>5412974
>pretty much my entire day to day wardrobe is from the men section
>nice loose jeans, wide shirts and hoodies
Hmm interesting.
Do you ever wear women's clothing? Like to your job or to parties, gatherings?
Do you know lesbians are attracted to feminine women right? Dressing more feminine might increase your dating pool.
Do you feel that you pass better as a butch women then something more feminine.
>>5412993
ill-fitting fem clothes doesn't equal hyper feminine though. They just don't know how to dress themselves like most mtfs lol.
daily reminder that most of you are just confused straight men who should just lay off anime already and stop coming here
especially kayla, jocelyn, bexe and kiwi
>>5412993
Most of the old hons at my gender clinic dress in pretty casual old lady clothes.
>>5412975
I'll try that
I've been trying to lower Elmo voice
>>5413004
A N I M E
N M
I I
M N
E A
So I have a job interview Monday for walmart but don't know what I should wear. I haven't changed my name and info yet so I had to apply in my male name and that's who they will be expecting.
Like should I dress in some basic womens clothing or go in mens and if so what should I wear?
Post your favourite trips now
>>5413001
>Do you ever wear women's clothing? Like to your job or to parties, gatherings?
not really, last time I wore a dress was 12 months ago
>Do you know lesbians are attracted to feminine women right?
uhm no it really varies some want fems, some want butch some something between >Dressing more feminine might increase your dating pool.
not needed
>Do you feel that you pass better as a butch women then something more feminine.
yes especially since my facial features work better with short hair than long one
>>5413004
fuck off back to /pol/
you don't know our problems cis scum
>>5412753
Here you go, although a fair portion of it is stuff I listened to in high school and I don't as often anymore.
>>5413014
all the trips have long since been corrupted by this board.
Post favorite candy
>>5413001
tbhonest fem lesbians are like unicorns
>>5412753
>>5413015
>lesbians dressing and acting just like men
How does that not count as some form of gender dysphoria? It's obviously gender expression issues....lesbians and gay men are so weird, like why dress and at like the opposite sex if you have no gender issues?
I bet a lot of lesbians are really ftms in denial.
I was thinking since I'm gonna be alone all winter mebbe I should go somewhere for a few months over winter break...
but I don't really have anywhere to go, and might be just as lonely ...
>>5412998
you'd hope someone who offers low quality b8 would at least not try to deny facts or at least make up some memetastic reason as to why those facts aren't true
shame
1/10
>>5413028
>How does that not count as some form of gender dysphoria?
Because it doesn't. Read the definition in the DSM, none of it is about how you act, it's about cross-sex identity.
Are you functionally retarded?
>>5413028
>I bet a lot of lesbians are really ftms in denial
Yeah I think so too, that would make Lalalily a man with a male brain then.
>>5413025
hmm idk ... I've met some punk and skater lesbians, and like only a few butch lesbian (and it's not like they all wear mens clothes), and a bunch of fem lesbians
>>5413029
maybe u should go to australia an visit jormu and shell and pookie and they can protect u from the bugs
or u could go to japan!~
>>5413030
>deny facts
But you have no facts honey, it's all your opinion and an ignorant one at that.
Thanks for playing buh bye. :^)
Yay I saw Star Wars and I'm back! I missed you all so much. Whats happened in the last 4 days?
>>5413014
uhmm trips suck tbqh
I like frog tho B)
anons 5ever
icecream anon
lainanon
screaminganon
all dope desu
>>5413023
>>5413029
yah go traveling !! I've always wanted to it seems rlly fun
come to cali or asia tbqh
>>5413037
I wish I was an aussie !!
hi girls im making coffee rn who wants some ??
>>5413031
>it's about cross-sex identity
>acts and dress like the opposite sex
How is that not cross-sex identifying? lol
>>5413037
I'm pretty sure jormy is gonna be too busy lol, not that I wouldn't mind but it is what it is lmao... and shell lives on the other side of the wasteland, and pookie lives in the states and is kinda young lol
>>5413028
a few minor flaws in your armchair theory
we only associate this type of behavior with males due to society
gender identity disorder has nothing to do with societies expectation of a certain gender
most lesbian I talked to share my reason for dressing and acting masculine
it's fun and easy to date attitude wise
easy fast and cheaper clothing wise while still looking good as fug
cheaper and easier haircuts with more ability to change around
>>5413040
*yawn*
>>5412973
On my way home desu
>>5413031
Actually according to the DSM gender expression as the opposite sex is a sign of gender dysphoria so technically they're right. It's usually accompanied by body dysphoria though.
>>5413023
Jubes are best senpai.
>>5413046
Can I have an irish one please.
>>5413047
For the same reason crossdressers aren't trans in any way, shape or form.
>>5413025
I met one who went soft andro when she got into a relationship w soft butch, cis
But she was hotty fem when she was str8
>>5413051
>we only associate this type of behavior with males due to society
>gender is a social construct!
Lmao take your blue hair and radical anti normal theories back to tumblr.
>>5413058
shell ofc! :3 I was thinking of having an irish one as well
>>5413052
ok kuppy ! hi btw :3
>>5413064
ok umaru ! :3
<3
>>5413052
I must have missed something! TELL MEEE
>>5413066
>gender is gender roles
You're the reason we can't have nice things.
>>5413059
Actually cross-dressers and transvestites are consider transgender regardless if you like it or not.
>>5413059
Thanks, so glad I'm not trans
Now, I can just move on in life
>>5413070
>gender is socially constructed
You're the reason why we have idiots.
>>5413066
gender as in "womyn have to act X" is a social construct
gender as in how you identify isn't a social construct
are you too retarded to distinguish 2 different uses of the word "gender" based on context ?
want me to colour them differently ?
maybe call one gender2 and one gender1 ?
or buy you a booklet for kids to learn reading comprehension ?
>>5413000
I also don't smoke because this kills the voice
I dont really care if you believe me but in truth I am a little disappointed because my voice is one of the very few things I'm not deathly insecure about. if you were a qt male with an 8 inch dick id give you my skype but alas, I am a marlboro smoking hon.
>>5413010
another great tip is to get into the habit of starting your sentences at a higher pitch as the natural inclination is to descend as you reach the end of a sentence (unless you "talk up" which is always annoying). you dont want to end on too low of pitch. reading out loud helps to ingrain this in your dome.
>>5413046
Yes pls I never have coffee tho
can I have sugar and lots of cream and stuff??
did u just wake up btw Kit??
>>5413064
take me with u hello
yahh and kinda dangerous idk
and SCARY ugh
>>5413057
nooo I live in cali
>>5413072
Cd's aren't??
they don't live as females usually
>>5413017
>he thinks i am not from mtfg
fuck off transbian
Goodnight, /mtfg/.
>>5413072
They really aren't. Transvestite aren't even under GD in the DSM. And it's really very obvious when talking to one that they aren't.
>>5413086
nighty night
>>5413086
niteee
>>5413078
Actually according to studies young children identified with feminine and masculine things of their gender without and coaxing and their behavior fit their genders so you're wrong again as usual.
How does one become a rad feminist tumblr tard anyway?
>>5413096
A minority doesn't. You have no idea how these psychological studies work.
>>5413078
Tumblr called they want their crazy back.
>>5413072
>Actually cross-dressers and transvestites are consider transgender
It's because of this Gender =/= sex bullshit. They aren't transgender, they aren't living as the opposite gender... Sometimes. Well. Maybe they are...
>>5413087
Actually yes they are under the trans umbrella and most mental health specialists agree. Now they are transsexuals who change their bodies, they're transgender though.
Just because you don't like something doesn't mean it's not true.
>>5413030
Have you ever dated man or FtM before?
>>5413099
>You have no idea how these psychological studies work
Then why don't you explain it to us since you claim to know more then the scientific community?
>>5413080
okay hon
>>5413104
No they aren't transsexuals, there is a difference between transgender and transsexual. A lot of [people don't understand this.
>>5413046
With cream please. Ty Kit!
>>5413065
>>5413036
Ya but that's different. You can change your appearance all you want you're still the same person inside.
>>5413101
don't mind larry he just transitioned for a fetish and to trick lesbian women
>>5413117
>you claim to know more then the scientific community
You have no idea how to read these studies, which you probably haven't read even, and the "scientific community" is definitely not supporting your shit considering the vast majority of gender variant kids are not trans according to every study.
ITT: Armchair psychologists
ITT: Bitter hons attacking docile hons
>>5413048
she's definitely too busy : 3
>>5413118
>everything I don't understand is the other persons stupidity
Tsk tsk shameful indeed.
>playing shitty mmo
>everyone starts talking about caitlyn jenner in the chat
fuck this gay earth
>>5413128
>You have no idea how to read these studies
If telling me I don't know what I'm talking about is your best argument then you've lost already. I've read multiple studies supporting this so i'll take a page from your book and say YOU don't know what you're talking about.
Trip on btw.
Star Wars was so fucking good. I wish I had a qt gf to see it with though so I didnt have to go alone ;~;
>>5413141
:3c
>>5413056
not that it's really worth discussing even in the hypothetical sense, the dsm is simply a diagnostic aid, and diagnosis is not an exact/hard science
misdiagnosis is such a common problem even with physical ailments that there is much research interest in developing systems to improve the accuracy and even suggest various plausible causes for the collection of symptoms
the actual science about trans says something different too
>>5413068
h-hi kit... that is a nice hat omigosh... o.o;;;
>>5413081
I would like to have someone that likes to travel, but so far everyone I met is a normy "wow I wanna travel so bad ... actually I'll just end up staying here for the next 10 years or go on one or 2 short holidays ever teehee"
it makes me so sad and give up hope on ppl sometimes ;~;
>>5413125
appearance is self expression tho, the fashion industry knows this and thrives from this
but there are straight girls that are butch tomboys and lesbians that are ultra fem divas
>>5413131
lilly why don't u just add me on skipe now ... also ur such a meanie tease lol >///>;;
>>5413139
>Trip on btw.
On a phone.
>I'll take a page from your book
Find one paper that doesn't show variance at all
>>5413125
>>5413125
>>5413125
>With cream please. Ty Kit!
no problem! that's how i have it as well :3
i hope you are well plant !
>>5413123
They're transsexual or transgender, they are transcending sex by dressing like the opposite gender. Some pass well.
>>5413121
:D
how does it feel to be so desperate to hear this beautiful voice of mine tralalalala its time for bed sir
>>5413143
You fiend!
>>5413144
It doesn't really have anything to do with the science behind transsexuals though...there is a difference between transsexuals and transgender people who do not transition but are still considered trans in that sense. The medical community agrees with this as well.
>>5413144
>h-hi kit... that is a nice hat omigosh... o.o;;;
hi umaru :3
you're a qt btw
>>5413156
ayy lemme sniff yo panties girl
>>5413064
u could just visit perth and visit kit and shell
>>5413081
>nooo I live in cali
o-oh
>>5413141
I liked it, it was as good as rotj but not as good as empire or a new hope
>I wish I had a qt gf to see it with though so I didnt have to go alone ;~;
t-there was a cute boy sitting next to me and I don't get out much and I was all like pic related as I was watching the previews
>>5413144
Arent you with Elfginger? Why are you back and hitting on every trip that posts again?
>>5413158
I think some mtfs are butthurt that cross dressers and transvestites are technically considered trans. Some trans people take hating on others like gays, lesbians, and cd's to a whole new lvl.
>>5413166
Elfginger broke up with her.
>>5413109
desu not so great, feeling quite down of myself.
>>5413153
i bet it sounds good hon
bored and can't sleep
what do ?
There was a bag of assorted and delicious looking cookies when I left for the theater and when I got home it was gone. Who took dem cookies!
>>5413174
Kira x Kit confirmed.
>>5413184
schlick to the thought of tricking lesbian women to sleep with you
>>5413184
Jill off.
Serious question and not baiting:
Why would you transition knowing you will never look completely female and will always be ridiculed by society?
Do the positives such as wanting to feel pretty and getting to act like a girl simply outweigh the negatives like getting treated like shit wherever you go?
>>5413176
>>5413176
>desu not so great, feeling quite down of myself.
oh no ;~; what's wrong??
>>5413174
n-no
i think you are really nice and qt tbqh
>>5413189
nop kit is straight and wouldn't like me even if she wasn't... I'd still dance at her bar tho tbqh ^^;;
>>5413197
n-noooo... ur always too kind kit, and u have impeccable anime taste ;~;
Out of all the postop girls here, who was butchered the most and who got the best looking neo puss??
>>5413189
omg yes
>>5413202
anon
>>5413189
Can you just imagine how this would go?
Nicest girl x Nicest girl. Too much niceness in one pairing. It would be sickeningly sweet.
>>5413187
You're not a victim Kira and no it hasnt been me. I've just been by this board enough over time to see you doing the same thing over and over. The last time I saw you post it was you being with Elfginger and seeing that thats done you're onto the next person. Have fun!
>>5413197
Feeling like my body is too masculine to ever be attractive or pass
My shoulders and chest especially get to me. ;~;
>>5413198
>how ?
?
With your hand or a toy dummy.
>>5413207
kira crazy
>>5413216
but not in mood
too much sex to schlick
>>5413204
O-oh no
>>5413109
I'm good !! frog is coming here tmrw <3
How'd u sleep ?? hope it was comfy and warm
>>5413136
what mmo ;o;
>>5413144
Have u traveled a lot then ??
Idk a lot of ppl say they wanna but never end up just DOING it
rlly sad desu
>>5413207
kira is a chaser who only transitioned for transbians
kit is a pre everything loser
>>5413144
I agree but appearance doesn't always reflect who the person is or how they act. I just find it hard believe the fashion industry caters to such a fringe minority as butch women. At least not high fashion
>>5413151
umm I'm slow.
It's late
I hope your morning is cool Kit
I went to the supermarket today. I was still in boy mode, but I got a lot of weird looks and the cashier seemed reluctant to talk to me.
The thing is, I had social anxiety even before I transitioned so in not sure how much of if is because I look strange and how much of it is just me being crazy. I'll never really know either, because I probably won't be losing my social anxiety any time soon..
I just want to be able to be comfortable in public in my own skin.
>>5413222
>>5413222
>kit is a pre everything loser
kinda mean anon ;~;
nice trips tho ._.;
>>5413235
Even if you're pre transition, it doesn't mean you can't pretend to be attractive by posting cute anime girls!
>>5413181
look what i figgered out how to do
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1i7pQ4JPnwe
<333
>>5413236
I thought that was a mandatory rule here.
>>5413235
don't talk to me
>>5413237
sounds really good! how's you get to that point?
>>5413212
that literally never happen tho
okay I'm not a victim of anything and all these anons are dropping alex jones tier "truths" about me @_@;;
>>5413223
fashion caters to anyone that wears clothes or accessories desu, it's a pretty interesting subject, but there are a lot of misconceptions about fashion ...
an interesting point is the use of earrings as part of expressing a gay identity, even subtle things like this can be observed in terms of trends
the use of a certain style of dress to signify conformity or solidarity to a certain group whether brought together by sexuality or music preference is also easily observable
but yeh in my personal experience I've not seen fem lesbians being rare as unicorns >.>;;
>>5413221
yeh basically that :c
>>5413236
>Even if you're pre transition, it doesn't mean you can't pretend to be attractive by posting cute anime girls!
Umm i'm sorry if i was rude to you or something ? IDK i know im not attractive or anything and im just trying my best
>>5413243
oh umm sorry ;~;
umm im going to go now .___.;
>>5413246
thanks! the right teacher to be honest was a huge huge part of it, combined with prior singing experience and just being a feminine faggot in general to begin with
>>5413252
ban anons desu ;~;
>>5413252
>umm im going to go now .___.;
pls don't, they're just a bunch of mean trollers :'(
>>5413221
guild wars 2
>>5413252
Don't leave Kit ;~;
>>5413237
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1i7pQ4JPnwe
lmao just as i thought you would sound, like a skimpy clothing wearing fag hon
>>5413237
I think it sounds fine, but so few words
signed,
tickle me elmo
>>5413252
I wasn't picking on you particularly, I'm just really jaded towards the culture of mtfg and posting anime girls.
Everyone acts real cute on here spending time building up a library of reaction images and tailoring the way they type to fit how others do.
The few good trips are the ones who aren't afraid to type what they really think, without trying so hard to project an aura of cuteness or femininity (see: trips that overuse crying emoticons, transcribed verbal stammers, anime pictures).
It just comes off as really artificial to me, but I guess I'm sensitive to these things.
OK, end half drunk rant.
>>5413273
>The few good trips are the ones who aren't afraid to type what they really think
name 3
>>5413275
dollface, ufufu, plant off the top of the head.
but its not like its an all or nothing thing either, some trips are worse than others.
if your every post has a crying ;~; or anime face, you are the problem.
>>5413277
if you send some one a message on skype and they don't reply, should I get a clue?
>>5413275
dollface, plant, caddy
>>5413277
shut up pookie
all you do is circle jerk with the ugly hon anime crew
>>5413267
Lol she sounds fine
you sound a bit rustled on the other hand
Why did you scare Kit off she was nice.
Will dressing like this attract mates?
>>5413285
Relax, you can go on being a hugboxing anime posting 'im kawaii' typing trip if you want to.
I just think you're fake as fuck.
>>5413237
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8r-KZRQcEdM
>>5413271
Thanks (:
Im a bitch of few words irl too
>>5413289
This place is too mean for someone as nice as her
>>5413289
Why do you care?
>>5413291
pookie is nice
doesn't seem fake at all
>tfw I have a tall glass of whiskey-nog
tonight will be a good night
>>5413306
After two years i finally witnessed my dog running in her sleep. What a pup.
Also people were posting music earlier so here's all my metal albums.
>>5413290
If they gay
if eyes ain't real how can trains be ?
>>5413309
>converge
>jane doe
I see you
>>5413299
it's nice to care
>>5413301
w-w-what about the bracelets
>>5413315
most essential part
of finding a matey
>>5413310
idk
ask jaden smith
>>5413302
B-but I'm just a fake animu posting hugboxer....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPVeRm7Ovpg
EVERYONE POST WHAT YOU WANT SANTA TO BRING YOU!
>>5413312
Can you record: OMG converge is so good~
Jane Doe, I see you~
in your gay hon voice?
>>5413345
another sword or a wellcrafted longbow
>>5413345
A bf.
>>5413348
>another sword
you own a sword already o_o
>longbow
do you have any medieval/fantasy garb or do u just like to own the weapons?
>>5413345
Happiness.
>>5413351
>>5413353
me too desu
>>5413352
>you own a sword
a gladius of the pompeii type
>garb
no idea what that is but I like HEMA and bows
Why is there no simple answer to being ugly?
Why is it as a society we're wired to reject those who are less fortunate when they need so much love?
>>5413354
don't you draw your own comics?
Omggg star wars was amazing!!
>>5413354
Happiness is just a Flaming Moe away.
>>5413346
You should really calm that aspergers before you have a stroke. She sounded fine.
>>5413345
a vageen
but i've asked him for that every year forever and he never comes through
>>5413367
How am I supposed to be happy if nobody likes how I look though?
>>5413374
surround yourself with less shallow people
>>5413365
it was as good as rotj!
I loved that thing at the start with the 'piece of junk' and then all the banter and like pewpewpew sun energy and like
>tfw not rey
>>5413366
don't u mean a flaming homer?
>>5413367
ah fair enough, like... learning to swordfight is something I wish I had the money and time to do
>>5413372
yeh santa hasn't bought me anything since mum died, I guess he thought I needed space and then just gave up on bringing me anything as it was too awkward
>>5413375
they're pretty bad
like... really bad
from when I was in repression and I did them in paint with a mouse
>>5413360
I wished I had taken more art just so it'd help my doodling
I recall my grade school art teacher could take a paper size pic and reproduce it on a large canvas using just water color paints
>>5413380
it's not that expensive just hard cause mostly it's repeatedly doing the same move till it sits
problem is we don't have any documents teaching fighting techniques pre 13th century so a lot is guessing based on how the weapons handle
>>5413381
I've been trying to learn how to draw and find my passion for it again before dysphoria destroyed everything
>>5413383
>combine the two
you should do some trans related stuff
might be a better way to express your feels
>>5413380
Omg yes! I mean I don't want to spoil anything but I can say it met my expectations.
>>tfw not rey
>tfw the protagonist is a strong and very well written female protagonist
Finally ;~;
>>5413390
Hi Elanna, where'd you go?
>>5413370
No she didn't lmao maybe to you because you sound shit yourself. One hon defending another hon is called hugboxing.
>>5413390
>very well written
:^)
>>5413394
U mad about it? U sound mad
>>5413401
I'm laughing at you hon. The only thing i'm mad about is you being annoying right now.
>>5413397
Good character writing lies in being relatable, believable, and having depth. She had all of those things. Plus it's a star wars film, not European arthouse.
>>5413393
Was at star wars ^^
How are you?
>>5413402
>tfw can't wait for a few weeks from now where people can openly talk about the plot and what extended universe stuff it drew from
I was happy to see the plot didn't turn its nose up at all of the extended universe ;~;
>>5413403
Good for Hollywood can be pretty good.
>>5413407
Lol stay mad at strangers on the internet hon your obviously shitty life is deeply satisfying :-}
>>5413409
>Was at star wars
oh that sounds fun
How was it?
>How are you?
Not so great desu
there's few things nicer than a home cooked meal well prepared <3
>>5413409
>Not european arthouse
Godard is still alive if they want to fix that
>tfw have nintendo accounts in different regions
>tfw buy eshop card for wrong region
morning (in west europe) /mtfg/
whats is going?
>>5413417
Pfft saying "kylo doesn't #rekt ray" isn't a spoiler, a spoiler would be like saying Luke dies to save Fin
>>5413414
>lives on 4chan
>tells someone else their life sucks
Great logic hon.
>>5413430
Might go see it then
Anyway, I'm just having dysphoria shit like feeling like I'll never be able to pass or be attractive.
>>5413409
like I think they're trying to take the best things from the EU, making it officially canon and reclassifying the old EU as like a historians recreation of what happened or something
>>5413412
yeh but I bet she is 'someones' illegitimate daughter
>inb4 kylo ren turns back to the light
>inb4 rey turns to the darkside because mad at her 'parent'
>>5413431
>Luke dies to save Fin
WOAH WHY DID U SPOIL THAT?!
>>5413430
idk I mean startrek is okay but it's not like my fav or best written sci-fi desu
>>5413431
jormy u make me want to punish u desu ^^;;
>>5413435
Kuppy you're qt ;~;
I know it's hard to see but you'll be ok
>>5413437
>I bet she is 'someones' illegitimate daughter
Luke x Leia :^)
Also yeah I think that's what they were doing, and it satisfies me for sure. The EU had some great ideas, it would suck to see the best ones get thrown out.
>>5413440
Star Trek can actually be amazingly written. I saw an episode with a Picard speech that made me tear up ;~;
>>5413443
I ... I was making a joke desu ;~;
>>5413443
Thanks
Dysphoria is just a cunt that has been killing me lately ;~;
I miss rape face desu
>>5413433
>lives on 4chan
I'm gonna need a citation sir
Oh wait you're projecting nvm lol
>>5413448
I sincerely hope he has killed himself.
new thread.
>>5413450
>>5413449
>requesting citation
Look at your browser history hon lmao