MTFG: transwoman general

How do I know if my face is bad or not?
Everyone hugboxes in real life and posting here is scary.

>>5063678
/soc/
accepting that people really don't hugbox that much in real life

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I-I'll be lewd if other people are I guess

>>5063685
i already posted nudes a bunch of times in the last month so idk if i can get any lewder
other people can be lewd though

I'm going to sleep and I'm gonna miss all the lewds ._.

>>5063683
/soc/ is probably worse than posting here.
>accepting that people really don't hugbox that much in real life
Everyone i've asked hugboxes and its disgusting ;_;

>>5063666
fuck me in the pousey

>>5063691
Maybe you're not that bad?

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post your manly bodies

>>5063688
I've already posted my boobs enough times this month so I won't unless I'm peer pressured into it ;~;

Has everyone here seen Gaspar Noe's films? I figure if we're gonna talk about edgy movies with lots of AESTHETIC I better ask.
>>5063674
I don't have a problem with violence, my problem is that the story is an excuse for violence. The story has no/flimsy excuses for themes and motifs. it's basically just the same as if the writer said beforehand "i want to film a scene with this gunfight. now i need an excuse for that gunfight to take place" and then wrote the whole thing like that. the characters are boring and uninspired, I don't care about them, if they live or die, and it just feels like violence for the sake of violence.
Aside from Thomas Hardy in Bronson, all of Refn's characters/movies are like this. And he OVERuses neon and 80's throwback aesthetics, I'm just not for it. I think it's very chic right now though and most people, when seeing something aesthetically pleasing, don't look beyond the skin of a movie.
>>5063681
Zhou makes good film essays and they've taught me a lot. I link them constantly (and I've never seen other people link them either).
I really do agree with you about a bunch of that stuff on Refn though. I just think he has an eye for things.

>>5063692
i want a vagina ;---;
>>5063697
oh u have? idk if i saw them
my chest is practically flat so there isnt much worth showing off

>>5063697
Can you post it again?
You have the best body here by far...

>>5063694
It's pretty bad
>gendering me female just to be nice
>n-no I don't think your face is bad
>y-you'll be fine!
I don't know why people think lying would make me feel better

>>5063691
>>5063683
the thing about /soc/ is that people won't hugbox you - if you don't pass they'll just think you're a guy and if you do they'll treat you as a male. that's exactly why i like it. but if you go there to find out if you're attractive as a girl or not, it's more ambiguous, because there's a bunch of guys there that would fuck just about anyone. and just a wide range of opinions in general. i think what /soc/ has taught me is there's really no objective pretty, everyone is into something else.
>>5063697
this sounds like you're asking someone to pressure you into showing boobs.

>>5063701
you're not allowed until you pass the test
only level 63 may be bestowed upon the

>>5063698
>Gaspar Noe
overrated, pretentious

just like one person on mtfg who thinks everyone is excited to hear his pleb-tier movie opinions he spews on the board every day

>>5063704
>tfw bored, drunk and looking for an excuse to be lewd
sorry, I'm a degenerate

>>5063702
I don't want to be the only one posting lewds

Hey thread, I'm kinda high right now and bored. How is everyone? Should I play LoL or keep working on music?

>>5063703
If literally everyone genders you female and tells you that you look fine doesn't that mean you look female and you're fine?

It sounds more like you want someone to shit on you rather than an objective critique.

>>5063707
i dont know ;-------;
is that a video game reference?? or a movie? im not good at this anon ;---;
i just want a vagine!!!!!!
>>5063711
fine
if u post urs
i can post mine
but idk if im gonna take new pics
so it'll be the same old pics i posted before
yeah

>>5063703
fine post a pic i'll give you my honest harsh opinion

>>5063712
how is the rape recovery coming along?

>>5063712
You know what you need to do
This thread is calm now
You need to spill the beans and explain what happened between you and kiwi.

>>5063711
I don't mind I enjoy giving you compliments. Btw im not that weird anon that goes under ted Bundy

>>5063712
You ran off my favorite trip.

>>5063712
what music are you working on?

>>5063712
Oh wow, you're back. I'm fine, how are you other than high and bored ^^

>>5063713
Not everyone, people don't use things like sir and stuff here so I don't know.

A lot of people call me he, just some people hugbox and it's really stupid.
>>5063715
Maybe some day.

>>5063715
swallow you in your entirety and its rejuvenate

>>5063704
>and if you do they'll treat you as a male
*female. sorry.
>>5063710
I was asking because I think Refn and Noe are alike. I'm not a fan of either, by the way. Why are you so grouchy?
>>5063711
its ok me 2

>>5063723
idk make up you mind anon
use unsee or something
if you're getting mixed responses, you probbaly look female-enough but aren't tipping the scales completely
>>5063725
how do we do this??!!??!!??!!
i should ask my insurance and see if i could get a free kitty, i dont even care that much who i have to go to tbh

nan desu ka

>>5063719
I didn't do anything lol
>>5063720
Future Bass stuff
>>5063721
I'm not back, just high and wandered in. Sober me wouldn't let me come in here. In fact I'm already feeling kind of anxious posting. But I'm just chillin and jammin.

>>5063703

Just post your pic.
Fucks sakes.

>>5063691
No people do not hugbox in real life

>>5063727
you know well what you did

you don't deserve any kind responses you two-faced snake

>>5063729
How are you umaru?
I know that's you

>>5063721
>implying anyone who says they leave ever really leave

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>>5063732
How does it feel perpetuating rape theories and being a literal SJW tumblrina?

Pic related, it's your cousin.

>>5063734
Yeah they do.
Who the fuck gives enough of a shit to tell you the truth this days? Specially when doing so give you a boot in the face.

>Yeah you are pretty now fuck off.
Generally what I do unless is you anons.

>>5063728
I don't look female at all though.
>>5063733
;_;
>>5063734
Shrinks and family do.

>>5063732
Oh ok, that makes sense o.o
Why so anxious?

why are there no lewds being posted

>>5063743

Look give us a pick we will tell you in all honesty how ugly you are.
Not so you can go and cry about it like a faggit tho.
Hopefully you can reflect and improve yourself.

>>5063732
why do you want people to think kiwi raped you? do you want that kind of attention that badly?

>>5063736
then filter me?

>>5063749
I don't have any pics that aren't 4 years old.

>>5063745
Look at the other replies lol. Shit's jokes.

>>5063736
what did oddish do?

>>5063760
Fair enough, but tbh by this point I'm just sort of ignoring the peanut gallery. There's nothing constructive coming out of them ._.

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>>5063721
why did you agree to meet with him at all? that guy just broke up with cheska and suddenly thinks he's some hot shit when he's the same passive aggressive loser making EDM for a living

>>5063759

Then fuck off.

>>5063760
I remember you were posting it was all a ruse - you meeting up with kiwi to hookup

how do we know you're not continuing to troll mtfg ?

>>5063666
NOBODY IS CHECKING THESE DEVIL TRIPS

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>>5063766

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>>5063747
Because this ain't your personal dickgirl farm fam.

>>5063764
Exactly, some of them are worth answering though.
>>5063765
The image kiwi perpetuated online is very different of the one in person. Polar opposite from how they acted online. Not saying that's bad, but you expect to meet one person and get another. It's hard to describe the discomfort that brings, especially in...certain situations.
>>5063768
I can assure you that's not the case. I don't care about avin a giggle that much.

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>unpassable hons meeting up for some hot steamy yuri sex just like in their animes

>>5063778
He said the same thing about you, that you were uglier and masculine in real life and the photos you posted were just angled in the right way to make you look good.

>>5063778
>not as expected
Kiwi said same thing about you
You were way to big for her and you smoked too much

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>try to upload lewds to unsee
>doesnt work
o well

>>5063778
I thought you said you were leaving?

>>5063784
6/10, but
4/10 on jormy scale

>>5063778
He needed to be liked here so he acted how it suits his interests. Only when you met him his true personality reared its ugly head.

>>5063778
>certain situations

He said he didn't even lay hands on you because you were too hideous. I doubt any situations would have arose out of that.

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>>5063788
Its not a shitpost, I wanted to post my butte

>>5063781
>>5063783
What kiwi chooses to say is what kiwi chooses to say. My only comment is I showed kiwi multiple straight on, not manipulated pictures AND said I was 5'9-5'10. How anything about me was a surprise in person I'll never know. Just seems like a really shitty excuse. I smoked maybe 3 cigarettes from 8:30pm to the time I left at like, 2am?
>>5063785
see >>5063712

>>5063743
ok
>>5063769
sshhhh, they dont know that im evil
>>5063784
just use imgur fam
unsee is broken all the time

>>5063784
that's okay mate we weren't interested in seeing your lewds anyway

>>5063794
>straight on
Yeah, but I'm sure he saw your side profile and vomited a little.

>>5063781
>>5063783
>>5063785
>>5063791
trip on kiwihomo

>>5063794
That doesn't answer my question at all. Good to have you back.

>>5063794
Was kiwi's persona a lot different from how she presented on here? How long had you actually talked before you decided to meet up?

>>5063784
>tfw won't ever see jormy's lewds
;_; why live

why does my side profile look so shitty and manly?

>>5063799
Saw those too haha. Unlike kiwi I didn't want there to be surprised in person. I was very open about my appearance and personality.

>>5063800
3783
I'm not kiwi

>>5063769
This is my off day anon. Tommrow i'll pick up where I left off.

Ban all trips!

>>5063780
the latest edit kinda makes it not make sense, like they're imagining being guys cybering on the internet?

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Kiwi has his side of the story.
Jocelyn has her side of the story.

Taking sides is pointless, they're both probably lying for attention and we should stop talking about it.

>>5063805
nose and brow ridge probably? can we see it?
forehead could be not-vertical? plenty of things

>>5063804
Despite having been cheated on, continues to Date cheska for years until she finally leaves kiwi

>>5063804
ELANNA SNATCH UP JOCELYN BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE AND SHE DISAPPEARS AGAIN

>>5063817
Tfw they could both be trolling mtfg to shit up this place

>>5063824
They both sounded catty and bitchy telling their side of the story tbh. Maybe they got into a fight in person and now are trying to defame eachother. I don't think we should take anything either of them say seriously about the matter.

ITT post your favorite lift and why you hate the Jews

I'll start

I love deadlift days, and I hate kikes because of their shameless exploitation of the Holohoax, which they blew out of proportion thanks to the falsified reports that they forged in many of the post-war kangaroo courts. It has been over 60 years ago, yet you're still using it as an excuse to get a free pass on EVERYTHING: the insane manipulation of media, the lobbying, the atrocities you're committing against the Palestinians in the lands you STOLE thanks to your Jew friends in the United Kingdom.
Everyone knows what you're doing and you've been doing in these 50 years, the only reason this spiral of silence still exists today is because you'd be called a Nazi, an anti-semite, you'de be ostracized from society.
Can you imagine a Kurd terrorist being excused because 90 years ago the Ottomans attempted to kill his people? It would be inexcusable, but then again Jews have their friends in Hollywood who love to line their pockets by tugging at goyim's heartstrings.
I'm fucking sick and tired of your slimeball tactics. If you really have the support of people in the western hemisphere then are you still wasting no effort to influence and manipulate public opinione, kikes?

>>5063827
I'm not trying to defame anyone. I didn't even want this shit coming to the thread I made that very clear until someone decided to try and handle my issues for me.

>>5063829
lel

>tfw start hormones tomorrow

goodnight friends

im not sure if i am nervous or excited

QUEEN OF THIS BITCH

QUEEN IN THIS BITCH

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>>5063829

>>5063830
Then you should have set the record straight
You brought this on yourself and blogged it every step of the way before meeting up
and then called it a ruse

This is some Kayla level faggotry

>>5063832
Probably both

So kiwi was an autistic reclusive NEET in person and Jocelyn was "shocked" because obviously using anime images in every post makes someone a well-adjusted social butterfly in real life

>>5063823
>>5063712
Oh, and we never really talked a lot before you left, but anon's told me that we'd probably get along and I should probably ask for your skype o.o

>>5063833
Its not the same mtfg you left

>>5063848
I thought you quick drug life and being self destructive

>>5063861
*Quit

>>5063861
Oh I still do soft drugs from time to time, but I don't go on speed benders anymore.

>>5063867
So why be in contact w people who live drug lifestyle, like joc?

You certainly know better

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>>5063867
fam.. speed? fresh prince taught us better

>>5063841
As I mentioned, I'm not gonna take the responsibility of another person's statements. And my life is not for 4chan to see. I'm extremely displeased with Nycteri for saying the things she did, but it's not my issue to face. You don't see me defending her, right? Why would I do the same with kiwi after that night?

What other people say and do is their problem. Not mine.
>>5063848
annieamagami im on skype almost 24/7
>>5063847
my misjudgment was horrifyingly grande.

>>5063874
Because I don't consider it to be a cardinal sin to talk to people who do drugs? o.o

>>5063876
I know fam, I know, I was a really dumb young adult.

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How do I get the motivation to really try and transition properly?

It's really hard but I also want to pass so badly ;_;

>>5063888
let dysphoria be your guide as you ascend to a higher plane of degeneracy

>>5063879
Ok cheers, I'll add you when I get the chance ^^

>>5063888
Let hondom be the fear that drives you. Nobody wants to be a hon.

>>5063884
That's like an ex gang banger who says they don't bang anymore, but they still hang w gangsters for keks

I worry about you

>>5063892
Dysphoria stops me from doing anything though, I can't even look at myself in the mirror.
>>5063893
How do I avoid being a hon?
I think I can't avoid it at all.

>>5063899
ah what do i know, i'm cute when i'm andro anyway

just don't accept mediocrity i guess

FUCKKK
>playing vidya with a boy
>username suggests i'm probably a girl
>he asks if i'm really a girl because i'm so good...
kill me...

>>5063897
It's really not actually, because being a gangster is a lifestyle that makes it hard to talk to non-gangsters, but you can talk to people who do drugs without it being your lifestyle.

>>5063899
Avoid being a hon by putting in effort. The worst hons are those that literally do nothing to pass.

>>5063911
this is a problem i know i'll run into in the future
just say yes tho he's pulling your chain

>>5063914
It's hard to stop with my escapism and actually do something though ;_;

Like I really really want to but I just can't start and do things.

>>5063923
It's easier to avoid idle escapism when you have a day to day routine that drives you. What's your routine?

>>5063899
The key to staving hondom is to improve on literally everything you can. Voice, wardrobe, hygiene, skincare, haircare, proper makeup, posture, how you sit, how you walk, weight, etc

It doesn't take that much effort to hit a point where people think you're an average looking woman rather than a boy who raided mom's closet.

>>5063917
it's sad how the stereotype rings true... women really do suck at vidya. i'm just too manly to suck.

>>5063928
I have no routine, it's hard when neet.
>>5063930
I want to improve a lot of things but I just can't get started and then keep going.

>>5063934
just tell them your a femboy
and you'll be taking more guys them homedepot

>>5063943
right sounds good. except i'm not and i wouldn't because guys are generally hetero. ;~;

>>5063942
Step one should be to stop being a NEET. Get a job, go to school, start volunteering, literally do anything to give you a reason to get up in the morning. You seek escapism because there's nothing keeping you tethered to your actual life. After that it becomes a lot easier to motivate yourself to be the person you want to be.

>>5063947
I do escapism because life makes me feel horrible and it's a good way to deal with dyshoria.

Wouldn't be able to do school and transition at the same time, I have no confidence at all and lots of anxiety.

>>5063945
>guys who like femmy guys
>str8
listen to yourself

>>5063952
I have no confidence and terrible anxiety as well. I never said it was easy, but you can't expect to transition and withdraw from life at the same time. Life is the thing that allows you to transition, it teaches you how to actually be a girl, and it provides the experience and motivation to not be a permahon. It's scary and it's overwhelming, but you can do it, many many people before you have.

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Hey mtfg. I've posted pics here before, but never good face selfies. I pass irl and people act surprised if I tell them I'm trans, but I've only been on estradiol for 3 months and I feel like passing shouldn't be this easy. I have pretty typical 18-year old white college girl fashion and mannerisms so that probably helps, but what do you guys think of my face? Am I getting hugboxed or am I just lucky?

>>5063953
but i'm saying the exact opposite of that. ;~;

>>5063967
Trappy?

I think that you are beautiful tbh. Id kind of hide the forehead with bangs though tho imo

>>5063961
Maybe if I could move to another city but no, I can't do both here.

I wouldn't mind doing real life stuff if I passed and wasn't so dysphoric about everything about me, I like making new friends and stuff it's just impossible because of how much I hate myself and how badly I pass.

Can't deal with man or hon life.

>>5063967
You're definitely very lucky, the only feature that you have that would tip me off is your forehead, hide that with bangs and you're golden.

Jocelyn is perf tbh

>>5063967
but does your body pass? pic?

>>5063981
Perfectly a hon that will never get a bf

>>5063980
>tfw when you have a big forehead
>tfw when you love coming your hair back

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>tfw you release a lot of emotions late at night

>>5063860
I'LL CHANGE THIS PLACE

ONE POST AT A TIME

I'M THE QUEEN MTFG DESERVES

>>5063997
when I was young, I used to wonder why I couldn't get driven to school like that, kek

>>5063979
Are you seeing a therapist about this?

>>5063997
I'LL RELEASE MY EMOTIONS INTO YOU LATE AT NIGHT

>>5063967

You have beautiful eyes.

The rest of your face is meh

>>5064002
Two but they can't really help me with transitioning I think.

I'm going to meet someone who's going to give me transition advice but i'm not expecting it to help.
;___;

>>5063974
Aww thank you :) I don't know who Trappy is though
>>5063980
>>5063985
I think my body passes... I I'm 5'7" and 115 so I kind of just have small t&a but I don't have like linebacker shoulders or anything. I have body pics but I'm conflicted about putting them on 4chan...

>>5064010
In what way do you mean they can't help you with transition advice, are you seeing them for GD or something else?

>tfw you see a qt boy sleeping all alone and you just want to crawl into bed with them but can't
>tfw nobody to cuddle

>>5064007
Thanks/ouch
At least it's not bad?

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>>5064010
ikatf. trying to transition mid semmester but i end up just skipping lectures some days. ;-;

>>5064015
where's jormy?

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>>5064015
What, those plushies I got you arent good enough?

>>5064012
>posts face
>conflicted about anon body pic

yeh makes perfect sense /sarcasm

>>5064014
One because i'm very depressed and another for trans stuff.

>>5064026
how do I get a raifu or similar?

>>5064022
I'm sorry,
>tfw no boy to cuddle
>>5064026
They aren't warm like a person ;_;
>tfw you used to be despise people touching me
>now I crave human touch all the time
Fuckin' HRT.

>>5064029
The one for trans stuff can definitely help you but the majority of it is honestly on you. You can't transition and be a NEET, that's the long and short of it. It's painful but you have to go outside and actually interact with the world while presenting as your target gender.

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>>5064027
Fine

>kiwi
>"well that was awkward and I was boring. she left because she didn't want to stay over, probably because im boring. welp.
>HOLY SHIT EVERYONE WAS RAPED BEATEN ABUSED KILLED

can someone fill in the blanks from how it went from an awkward meetup between two people who had difficulties interacting and relating to each other, to whatever it is now

>>5064044
She can give me advice but I already know what has to be done, I just can't do it.

I wouldn't mind going outside if I passed a little bit at least but I don't, I actually really want friends and do stuff outside of my home ;_;

Can't deal with man life tho

>>5064050
That bra looks a bit tight, anon.

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>>5064051
This should fill in the blanks.

>>5063967
What is thus, transpassing? I'm not bullying anyone. I don't think a lot of people get hugboxed, but you are narcissistic and sensitive and your friends have you swimming in an echo chamber

How far along should breasts be 4 months into hrt?
I was completely flat before I started, no fat or muscle there whatsoever and now they're about 1.5 inches off my chest.
I'm probably doomed tbh, I've never been able to put on weight.

>>5063967
yeah you pass, more or less

go be freeeee

>>5064042
you also liked guns too and now you think they are scarey

>>5064050
How do you tuck so well?

>>5064058
She hasn't been posting for three days, kiwi

>>5064068
I saw a picture of her. I said i don't think she passes. Grow up.

>>5064072
Shame, she should come back

Kiwi is cheska trash

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why hasn't there been a good mecha mmo yet?
customize your mecha and ship.
fly your mecha around space and destroy other mechas or space monsters. ;~;
upgrade it and shit as you go along.
customize the pilot too...
land on planets during some missions and fight in cities or caves or whatever. ;~;
fuck that sounds awesome.

>>5064073
Why u impersonating oddish?

>>5064077
>she should come back
I think she should go to Susan's with the rest of the hons.

>>5064073
Are you fucking on something right now? What does this even mean?
>I said i don't think she passes.
And? OH SHIT GUISE QUEEN TRANNY HATH DECREED THAT SHE DOTH NOT PASS

>>5064052
>I just can't do it
The only thing standing between you and going outside as a girl is a doorway. The reason that you can't do it is because you've convinced yourself that you can't. Depression doesn't help, but understand that you've built up presenting as a thing bigger than it is.

Ask yourself, how badly do you want to be a girl? It's do or die. You need to throw yourself headlong into this or you're going to get stuck in this awful middle ground. You can either rip the bandage off, or you can slowly and painfully tug at it.

>>5064069
That's just cause I can't afford to buy one right now. I'm probably going to build a 9mm AR or look at other PCCs on the market nowadays when I'm able to get in to shooting again

Are we having fun yet

>>5064083
BUT I'M THE QUEEN TRANNY

>>5064088
staying up late and watching the mobile suit gundam series'
;~; i want to pilot a mecha for my planet/country before i die.

>>5064081
Thats uh not entirely true
Uhhhhh
>>5064083
That wasnt a pre transition pic, and I've also seen her on cam. I had forgotten what she looked like in the tc before the pic was posted. She had been on mones for a while when i saw her on cam and she looked roughly the same. I dont think thats a bad thing. I just think she doesnt pass and her friends are lying to her.

>>5064073
> I said i don't think she passes

Good for you. A stranger over the internet doesn't think she passes while everyone she meets in real life never clocks her and are legitimately surprised when she tells them she's trans.

But you don't think she passes so everyone that does is a manchild too afraid to be critical and are ultimately harming this poor Anon because she actually doesn't pass despite all of the evidence that she does. We are all horrible people!

>>5064052
For the most part, the more you try to live as a man "until you pass" the more you build things up to be scary in your head. Go at least for femboy, start to take care of yourself, don't try to deliberately pass, if you don't think you can handle going ft just right now.

Nobody gives a fuck that you're wearing girl jeans.

>>5064090
OKAY, YOU ANNOYING CUNT

>>5064094
I maintain my opinion until i see something new. The amount of susans tier hugboxing here upsets me.

>>5064086
Ever try replica? I love mine BC they allow things which would be illegal w firearms

Magazine capacity
Full AUTO

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>tfw you trying to start conversation but mtfg love the infighting and drama

>>5064092
I'm watching house. A gundam fan told me i should watch 00 first because I'm not crazy about old animation. I gotta say, 00 looks really cool.
>>5064093
Ignore these. They're out of context copy pasta.

>>5064098
Unfortunately for you this isn't a matter of opinion. Passing means people in real life look at you are think you are a girl. Nothing more, nothing less. She has said this is exactly the case.

So she passes. You don't need to be attractive to pass you insufferable retard.

god oddish is an insufferable piece of shit after reading those copypasta

>>5064095
I do this
People treat/like me as femboy better then full fem

Hoping desire to be fem will fade, pass and go away

>>5064103
Oh good, thanks for clearing that up. This person is not making sense and now I know why.

>>5064103
00 and Seed are the best series but old animation is my fave. i love the crunchiness of it. ;~; it's like wrinkly and warm.

>>5064109
Then start working on the rest. Are you expecting people who know you already to treat you significantly better or differently if they don't know you're mtf? That doesn't work.

It's surprisingly almost the exact same context. You're just a piece of shit.

>>5064109
>hoping desire to be fem will fade, pass, and go away
I have bad news...

>>5064103
>Tfw no TROLL to care enough to impersonate me

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>>5064094
Wow thanks anon ur my hero
>>5064093
>mfw
I'm really confused, I've never been on tc or cammed and I've only been on hrt for 3 months
>>5064070
Tape

jocelyn please kill yourself

>you will never walk down the street and see Oddish attempting to pass
>You will never grab him and make him come to your place
>You will never rape Oddish and cut his arteries out
>You will never pour salt and lemon juice inside her wounds while fucking wound
>you will never cum on his face and tie her up with concrete bricks and throw him into the ocean
>you will never drive off into the sunset and go home and watch gundam proud of yourself

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>>5064086
so this wont be yfw you have finished building your AR?

>>5064085
I don't have the face and body for it though, if I actually thought I could this wouldn't be so hard.

If I tried to pass now it wouldn't end well.

I want to pass so badly ;_;
>>5064095
I do take care of myself a bit and sometimes I don't think I look very manly, just have really shitty masculine features.

Femboy is what I do already I guess.

>>5064117
Ignore it, it's a copypasta of her last lapse in judgement when she decided she had a burning desire to shit on someone who has been living ft for a year already and who we know passes irl.

>>5064115
but I can never be a girl so it's pointless. I can be a femboy and that's alright but I can never be a girl.

I'm gonna kill myself now.

>>5064106
Idk who yall are but need some chill. Its fine if you like her and shes your (narcissistic) friend but I'm allowed to have an opinion. I dont think she passes.

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>>5064120
This fucking copypasta

>>5064128
DON'T LET YOUR DREAMS BE DREAMS.

i've never seen on comment on here blow up into so many different memes before.

>>5064117
Why are you such a protected figure here though? People call edie and rawr, etc, hons about fofty times a day. And those are actually malicious (and obviously untrue). Maybe this backlash for my comment has to do with it holding some water? The truth hurts i suppose.

>>5064117
but how? what is your technique with the tape? i cant use tape and make it stay AND not be in intense pain

>>5064128
>I can never be a girl
Yeah I thought so too at some point. You're making this a significantly bigger jump than it is.

Oh, also besides all the grooming and attitude stuff. Bras are a good way to give definition to smaller breasts. They're also kind of a visual cue for a lot of people.

>>5064111
Seed is like the only Gundam series that ever vaguely managed to interest me for some reason. I usually am not fond of most war scifi.

>>5064111
I watched an episode of wing when i was a kid and it traumatized me. The only ither gundam series I've seen was G. It was like yu gi oh gundam.
Old animation has too many dips in quality for my taste.
>>5064114
I apologize for my actions. I was out of line and I shouldn't have said anything. I was being backhanded and dramatic, and mtfg didn't need to be put through that. I plainly have a personal problem with Kira and it's blurring my judgement. If she were here, I'd apologize. I haven't seen her in months and I was wrong to assume things.

>>5064100
>replica
Do you mean like, airsoft? Because that's not really something I'm in to.
>>5064124
No, that will be mfw I go to the range and everyone stares at me.

>>5064114
yeah it's really sad but true

>>5064115
Oh yeh, if I run into the stacy that liked me for long time, I'm going to ask her out

That and my femboy might be all the femininty I need

what up now trutrans?

>>5064128
You say that now, but in a few months you're going to be begging for hormones

LEAVE ODDISH ALONE!
I stopped.

>inb4 where you come from if it's not you :^)

I lurk all over this lgbt shit

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>two years on hrt
>still more masculine than people who didn't even start yet
All I wanted was a decent face so I could transition.

>>5064128
But you can be a girl anon. Biologically, no, you can't, but that's a small fraction of what it means to be a girl. If it matters that much to you, consider transitioning.

>>5064125
>if I tried to pass it wouldn't end well
>I want to pass so badly
You have a chicken and egg problem. You can't pass if you don't go outside, but you don't believe you can go outside if you don't pass. Logically the only one you can actually do anything about at this point is going outside, given you can't conjure the knowhow to pass out of thin air.

>>5064144
That's a tired cliche. A girl will not cure your desire for femininity, if anything it will make you sit on it until you're in your 30s and 40s, and you can't take it anymore.

>>5064142
I have a full metal luger that has realistic blowback - last bb leaves pistol in cocked position
and whole thing breaks down into major pieces like real one

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>>5064079
>posting this trash mecha series
UC gundam is the only gundam that deserves a mmo tbqh fam.

There was a fun gundam game called sd gundam capsule fighter that died over the summer. Man those tiny gundams were fun to play with in death matches.

pic related is zeta gundam a3 type amuro custom which was my primary unit.

>>5064140
i like political drama with my mecha so Wing and 00 are my personal favorites. ;~; Seed is good though yeah. I love war scifi tbqh. Dune is one of my favorite books. Love the concept.

>>5064155
do you want to marry me and we can watch mechas together and you can teach me about mecha stuff? ;~;

>>5064141
My point is that i gave a sincere assessment and it was outright attacked because it struck true. Coincidence i guess that girl's photo was posted, posing as her, right around the time she happened to be anon lurking. I'm sure though that most of the people who attacked me weren't her, just all her friends who also don't like it when you attck her poor, pwecious widdle heawt.
>attacking me for fake oddish
I'll never live her down, and I'll never live up to her.

>>5064151
What does low bar mean?

>>5064157
>Political drama with my mecha
Is there any other way?

>>5064153
Just passing online would be a good first step and a confidence boost I think and maybe then taking more small steps to pass outside.

I'm just really worried about doing it where I live too, it makes it so much worse.

I also wish my face wasn't so completely rekt by puberty, if I had a feminine face this would be much easier.

>>5064153
Did you have a gf before transition ing?

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>tfw finally finding qt clothes that I want to buy online
>tfw everything that I actually like is sold out
JUST.

Noone here is TruTrans!!
You're all transphobic rapists oppressing us real transgirls and trying to live out your sick pedophile fetishes of becoming an anime loli!!
DIE TRANSTRENDER SCUM!!!!

>>5064151
You're kinda just a toxic person in general and i think you legitimately make generals worse. Also most girls are size queens and you would probably know that if you could even get a date lol.
I'm also sticking with my guns on this one becaue "tiny dick autist" id my favorite salty shade I've ever thrown, and even tho it doesn't tackle any of the real problems i have with you, it makes me giggle. So uh, thanks for that i guess. Honestly, more thanks are deserved to alison for it than you, but we I'm generous.

>>5064164
Well G... did that tournament concept... and Seed is more about the action...
Ummm NGE was more biblical than political...
So yeah there aren't too many mecha series with deep, good political drama tbh.

>>5064141
>haven't seen her in months
>not years

>>5064172
Trip on Nycteri.

>>5064159
n-no I'm not transbian but i'll teach you mecha fam.

This was my other favorite unit the Banshee Norn.

so no one has actually killed themselves yet right?

>>5064169
>tfw looking at clothes you wish you could wear without looking dumb

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>>5064182
forgot pic haha.

>>5064113
>>5064115

I'm seriously going to keep femboy for family and work, and present as full fem on my own time

>forever closeted

I think this is a good compromise

What say you now trutrans?

>>5064183
i tried and failed tonight

>>5064180
Trip on kiwi

>>5064165
Instead of focusing on what could have been, focus on what it is you have. Wishing for things just makes it harder to put your current situation in perspective, we only have what we're given. I didn't pass at all when I first started presenting, and I certainly wished that I did, but it didn't make anything better. I mean hell, I wished for hair that was longer than 2 inches.

>>5064167
I tried to. I realized very shortly after starting down that path that I just couldn't do it.

>>5064188
If you can swing it, nobody's going to say that's a bad compromise, it's really your judgement as to if that will be enough to keep you satisfied.

>>5064175
I dont think i like any of those mech series you mentioned.
TTGL isn't political tho and its my fave mech. It or Geass, which is, uh...political i guess?
>>5064183
Not yet

>>5064191
Trip on, dad

>>5064183
If anyone kills herself its not my fault, just like if i kill myself its not on the shoulder of anyone who told me to kill myself in the past hour.

>>5064182
>not a transbian
;~~~~~~; n-neither am i.
it looks cool fam. i think after i finish the mobile suit series i'll not be a pleb anymore maybe.

>>5064157
Does Dune really count as war scifi? I always felt it was mostly political intrigue without that much warring.

>>5064169
You can do this and change your look for this winter!

>>5064183
My friend killed herself after coming here a year ago...this place caused her to want to die.

>>5064183
Sheen died for her cartoon strips.

>>5064199
I heard potsy killed herself from all the bullying, people here still bully her even though she's dead.

>>5064197
i believe he main theme is definitely a war between spirituality and marketing. Like the Fremen and the Baron and how they both perceive the spice. While the sequels are definitely less war and more political for sure,

>>5064192
I have hair and i've been on hrt for long and stuff.

Really can't tell if I look feminine or not, it's so hard and what I think I see in the mirror changes a lot but its mostly negative.

I have no one who could help me figure it out too ;_;
Maybe my age and body isn't so bad but i'm really worried about my face.

>>5064195
>says its not her fault if she drives someone to suicide through harassment
>but gets mad and blames everyone because sheen is suicidal like usual
how narcissistic can one person be? oddish literally thinks he cant do anything wrong

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>>5064200
Sheen passed out from eating too many chicken tendies

>>5064205
I guess that makes sense in a way. When I think war scifi I think more or like, Pournelle grade nonsense so I'm a bit overly negative about it.

>>5064200
>>5064210
Sheen died? It's about time, to be HONest.

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LOL

i love trans humor

>>5064214
She stopped posting for a couple of hours and then they held a funeral in the thread.

i like to think that the anons here died long ago and they are just hollows typing away on some old pc in a dark and dingy basement.
their eyes are gone. they just sort of force their negative energy into their machines to hurt people here. ;~;

>>5064206
>what I think I see in the mirror changes a lot but it's mostly negative
A large part of it is in your head. I don't know what you look like, but I know from years of dealing with negative thoughts about my appearance that no matter what, you think you look worse than you actually do.

Your age is good, your height is good (you're the 5'10" anon right?), and your face is probably better than you think. The mind plays some really fucked up tricks on you when it comes to your face.

>>5064197
>changing up my look
o-ok ;~;

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>>5064221
sort of like this but worse.

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>>5064225
Do you ever wear a dress, trutrans?

>>5064225
>o-ok ;~;
I thought that was the intent tho, at least a little bit.

I used to have like a ton of stuff I never wore because I didn't have the courage to at some point.

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>>5064231
>not covering up everything because you are ashamed of your body
ok tumblr.

>>5064230
Almost as bad as half the trips. They're all angry ghosts with a grudge and messy hair.

>>5064225
>Your age is good, your height is good (you're the 5'10" anon right?)
Yes
I think I would be a lot more motivated if I knew my face wouldn't ruin my passing no matter how hard I worked for this and everyone I could ask would hugbox me.

I'm not retarded when it comes to clothes and stuff so I don't think that part would be so hard, its just face and things I can't change that crush all my motivation.

>>5064236
There are such things as long dresses

>>5064210
at least she died doing what she loved best
being a disgusting pig

>>5064231
Nope, I generally only wear jeans and shirts.
I'm a student, I don't have time to get fancy, and Canada is too fucking cold for skirts half of the year.

>>5064235
It is the intent yeah, the catalogues are just forcing my hand. Probably a good thing.

>>5064239
Have you considered posting your pic on something like /soc/? It might give you a more realistic picture of if you pass.

>>5064026
You should find a new boyfriend that appreciates you.

>>5064230
WTF? Where did you get that picture of me?

>>5064237
what if when you die you just go to mtfg and we've all been dead since forever.

>>5064239
Random cis people don't really hugbox. Also if you go in immediately assuming you're going to get hugboxed, you're no more objective about it than whoever would try to hugbox.

>>5064244
I want to but i'm scared of what people might tell me or posting and getting ignored ;_;

>>5064244
>Canada is too fucking cold for skirts half of the year.
Black and solid color tights are great for that for at least so long as it's not the dead of winter.

>>5064250
>scared to anonymously post a photo on the internet
Come on anon, listen to yourself ;~;
There's literally no stakes in posting yourself in a thread on /soc/

>>5064247
Nobody here has a life so draw your conclusions from that.

>>5064255
Soc is creep city

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>>5064246
junji ito likes drawing mtfs.

>>5064255
I wouldn't know what to ask and stuff ;_;
Isn't it better to post here anyways?

Anon's don't get hugboxed as much maybe!

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>>5064259
That's too much

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>>5064263
this one is literally me

>>5064260
It's never better to post here. Too many bitter hons are out to fuck with you. Either now or later like half the drama that goes on here.

>>5064254
But Edmonton is so cold...
You're right though, I probably just need to do that. Jeans are starting to wear on me a little.

>>5064260
You'd just post it in a rate thread and say something like "hey /soc/ rate me!"
A different board is better than here. Here, people are searching for if you're trans. On /soc/ their judgement is a lot more objective, they assume you're cis. I'll put it this way, I've posted photos on here and been told that I don't pass, even when I know that's not true.

You can definitely post here if you want, just expect harsher criticism.

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anyone else still get spooked out by his art even though it's so old now? ;~;
something about the art style. just gets me more than anything else.

tfw ugu

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>>5064265
It's almost a self portrait, its uncanny. Do me next.

>>5064267
>Edmonton
I thought I was the only one in this shitty province

>>5064270
as in ugly or uguu ^_^

>>5064267
If I don't tell them i'm trans i'll never know how they gender me though, I think.

Also taking a pic is really hard because I always look so bad on pics and get loads of dysphoria.
>think I look okay
>take pic
>look like the most masculine creature ever
>cry
Every time.

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>>5064272

>>5064276
ugly

>>5064221

I don't do that though ;_;

I'm a nice Anon.

I'm not dead too, right?

>>5064269
Its spooky but I love it. Was reading Fuan no Tane yesterday, some of it is kinda silly and dumb but quite a bit left me creeped it.
And now I've Junji Ito to look into.

>>5064274
Nope, we can suffer together. :3

>>5064277
Trust me, if you're trans and you don't pass, they will be very VERY happy to tell you. There's no question of that.

>>5064267
I forget that the prairies might get colder :(

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>>5064278
Practically a mirror

>>5064283
What if they just think i'm a boy with long hair ;_;
That would be the worst

>>5064284
There's at least a few days of the winter each year where it dips below -40

>>5064287
>what if
Don't use these words. These words are your enemy.

>>5064279
I thought you looked cute in your latest pic
you should wear makeup though and try and sleep more to get rid of the bruising around your eyes

>>5064289
How do I take a pic that isn't crap?

>>5064290
>make up
no thanks
>sleep
I sleep plenty, they are just there as long as I can remember

>>5064245
>me
>finding a bf
Good one anon

>>5064294
I mean it will help is all
what is your skincare like?

>>5064290
ahh i love lilys eyes.. lily is so beautiful. i also love that in girls dont try and get rid of it plz..

and i know i wont see it but where did she post her latest pic?

>>5064297
never used any cause there's no point imo since it's soft and moisturized by default

>>5064283
At least I can enjoy wearing winter clothes, so there's that.

>>5064277
>>5064293
I know how you feel, always think I look cute and take a picture only for it to come out like I was seeing myself through a funhouse mirror.

>>5064299
ahhhhhhhh lily

WHY ISNT KIWI DEAD YET

Well /mtfg/ I'll make a last post here since it seems I've officially no reason to come back, and I doubt people are going to shut up about me so whatever I'm out. Here's my stupid post so people might shut up.

I realize I went too far with what I posted, but it's just stupid that I've become a posterchild for something I didn't even start. Anons were posting speculation before and after my posts. I should've just dropped trip if I wanted to say anything like everyone else does but I chose to keep it on. My goal was not to be a catalyst for all this, but here I am.

Which is why I would've kept it on had I continued to post. I said 3 days ago I figured I'd just lurk and see if there's any reason to stay but there's obviously not at this point, I've ruined friendships and created enemies because of letting my anger over a posts on a website get to me. Over 6 posts. Only the top two listed in the picture of me being spammed were even posted by me. While it's likely mostly trips dropping to Anon stirring the pot, anyone who stays up gets the blame.

I'm done with this for a while. Like most of the others I've gotten the cool people added at this point, and maybe people will continue talking to me maybe they won't. I'll probably hang out in the tinychat or w/e and browse some, maybe I will come back at some point, not going to be for a bit. It's been a learning experience.

everyone is leaving... ;~;
mtfg is dying. it needs more lifeblood.

>>5064299
well I mean thats because you are fairly young but you are never young enough to start taking care of your skin
cleanse and moisturise every night and get an eye cream to apply with it and it should help fade the bruising with time
I'm not sure how you think you are ugly though

>>5064293
Use a good camera, use good lighting, angles, take a bunch and then pick the one you like.

>>5064306
sounds like way too much work
I rather stay ugly then

>>5064305
tranny suicide rates and tranny thread suicide rates approaching equilibrium

>>5064305
Welp
It's time to take up the mantle of a trip again
But what should my name be?

>>5064304
I've heard Susan prepared a nice place for you to stay until this blows over.

>>5064307
What's good lighting?
Last time I took a pic for a friend I got very hugboxed, made me sad ;_;

>>5064309
what the hell lily? you think you are ugly?


>>5064306
bruising or whateva you call it gives brunettes character.. how is this a problem. i know im not really liked here but come on lily is stunning looking.

>>5064315
well if I say anything else anons throw a sissyfit again

>>5064314
Natural lighting is good lighting.

>>5064318
Like outside? ;_;

>>5064317
i wont stand for you and ugly being in the same sentence

>>5064305
I really don't think a blood sacrifice will do much at this point.

>>5064312
$hadynasty

>>5064319
Or open a window

>>5064309
oh okay well you really arent that ugly anyway

>>5064315
>bruising or whateva you call it gives brunettes character.. how is this a problem. i know im not really liked here but come on lily is stunning looking.
yeah it can but she would have to grow her hair out to a clavicut or something
short hair and eye bruises dont really work
all I was trying to do was offer some help

and as beautiful as you are entirely your eyes are my favorite

>>5064305
I've been here more often lately, if you can give me a name I'll put on a trip.

>>5064328
shaniqua
>>5064320
>>5064326
thanks

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>>5064323
I'll try that I guess or just take a pic in the bathroom but i'll try to ask my internet friends first.

Thanks for the help, made me feel a bit better.

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>>5064321
i'm on my way to visiting one of you... for the lifeblood. we need to feed mtfg... it doesn't like when we leave. we can't upset it... no... no we have to find lifeblood. i'll find it. i'm coming for one of you.

>>5064328
malory. mahogany, juicebox, ziggy stardust, twiggy, blue dream. LIFE BLOOD!!!

>>5064328
Croatoan

>>5064334
No worries! Good luck ^^

>tfw life is in shambles
>tfw even further away from being a pretty girl
>tfw running out of options
oh and the cowboys suck too so I have literally nothing to hope for

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>>5064336
But senpai what are you doing with such a large knife

>>5064343
fuck i'm so ready for halloween. ;~;
it's time to get spoopy.

>>5064304
You literally said he raped her when an anon asked, nobody assumed rape until you started screaming at Kiwi, before you came in nobody assumed anything of there meeting other than Joc got dicked and she wanted it. Don't act like anons are the reason this has happened, you fucked up now accept the consequences and move on.

>tfw your internet decides to be turboshit as you want to start modding New Vegas

>>5064350
I said not far imo was exact statement because an anon said that it was assumed rape because I WOULDN'T clarify. Damned if you do damned if you don't, but yes I admit I said too much.

>>5064336
I'll take juicebox, though twiggy does describe me pretty well.

>>5064350
No, she didn't. Go back to her last post in that story. Anons said that, not nycteri. Easily baited anons tried to deflect it all on her.