My father died when I was 13. I've seen his corpse. I know

How did he die mane

>>30961246

Heart attack, autopsy found Meth.

I'm 26 now.

>>30961255
Nice druggie degenerate father now an edgy 26 year old
Back to /b/ clown

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>>30961274

Try harder faggot, too bad I don't know where you are.

>>30961235
I realize I'm just taking bait, but no you don't. You're an edgy child that would shit yourself and cry if you saw combat, like most people on 4chan, and if you get into the military at all you're not going to see combat anyway.

Kill yourself so you don't burden others in the future.

edgy as fuck

>>30961298

Sure, because you're a scared bitch. Pretty sure you've never seen a dead body.

>>30961298

>like most people on 4chan

Including yourself.

>>30961288
haha scary xD

>>30961338

I just want to kill, you pussies can stay at the range.

<insert picture of bismuth here>

>>30961393

What, you faggots have never seen a dead body until you got to the military just in case you're in a POS POG?

Or you're just some faggots who just shoot at a range?

>>30961321
>seeing a dead body somehow turns you into acomplete different person
Stop believing hollywood

What a cliche edgy OP

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>>30961414
Calm down son, sounds like you need some not pone to calm you down.

>>30961346
He says shooting at a range

>>30961489

Or the woods, or some shitty none battlefield environment.

How does it feel that I know the smell of rotting flesh compared to you "gun masters" who've never actually killed someone?

Faggot

Both of my friends parents died in gruesome car accident with him in the back seat when he was 12. He grew up to be a perfectly functioning adult with no apparent deeply seeded issues because he wasn't a little cunt that used PTSD as an excuse for this shortcomings.

>>30961531

It looks like you doesn't even know what PTSD is.

>>30961531

Why do some people develop PTSD and other people do not?

It is important to remember that not everyone who lives through a dangerous event develops PTSD. In fact, most people will not develop the disorder.

Many factors play a part in whether a person will develop PTSD. Some examples are listed below. Risk factors make a person more likely to develop PTSD. Other factors, called resilience factors, can help reduce the risk of the disorder.
Risk Factors and Resilience Factors for PTSD

Some factors that increase risk for PTSD include:

Living through dangerous events and traumas
Getting hurt
Seeing another person hurt, or seeing a dead body
Childhood trauma
Feeling horror, helplessness, or extreme fear
Having little or no social support after the event
Dealing with extra stress after the event, such as loss of a loved one, pain and injury, or loss of a job or home
Having a history of mental illness or substance abuse

Some resilience factors that may reduce the risk of PTSD include:

Seeking out support from other people, such as friends and family
Finding a support group after a traumatic event
Learning to feel good about one’s own actions in the face of danger
Having a positive coping strategy, or a way of getting through the bad event and learning from it
Being able to act and respond effectively despite feeling fear

Researchers are studying the importance of these and other risk and resilience factors, including genetics and neurobiology. With more research, someday it may be possible to predict who is likely to develop PTSD and to prevent it.

>>30961545
Well if PTSD is supposed to be some subtle thing that has no apparent effects, then why is it even worth talking about.

You can't say PTSD is some crippling illness and in the same breath turn around and go "oh well its impossible to tell if some people have PTSD"

>>30961321
Pretty sure I've seen dead parents also. Yet somehow I'm still reasonably well adjusted. Seeing death isn't the problem.

See your dad was a piece of shit and probably raised a neglected and broken piece of shit kid. Your angst and anger isn't because 'dead bodies' it's because you lacked a proper father figure. Join the military and see if they can get you what you need.

I'll waive my hourly rate for this one because my parents taught me to be kind and generous before they died.

>>30961598

Could you smell the rotting flesh of your parents?

>>30961568
Well all the things you listed run completely contrary to his experiences

>Lived through dangerous events and traumas
>Got hyrt
>Saw and heard his parents die
>Was trapped in the back seat for what he described as hours
>He had very little support given how foster care was unable to relinquish custody to family for a long time because of custody disputes
>Once again, parents died so stress after the event was obvious

Only one not applicable was a history of mental illness. There was a history of substance abuse, but he never became an addict.

And the things you claim to reduce the risk of PTSD were things he had very little to no exposure to, but despite all this he managed to be a high functioning individual with no emotional issues.

>>30961620
No but I helped push the plunger on a self termination in late stage cancer. I'm guessing that's closed to killing someone...

Again your one off incident while terrible isn't the problem. It's traumatic and horrible no doubt. Your problem isn't a single trauma event it's lacking the skills and security to deal with it. That's a lifetime of subtle problems... good luck kid

>>30961620
>>30961657
And this isn't a passing contest of who has seen worse shit. Your trauma registers on the scale but doesn't move the needle to 'holy shit' land. Really bad things happen all the time (how about having your 10 year old decapitated on a water slide?) and people overcome.

You just are trying to overcome a trauma with no skills, confidence, or healthy coping mechanisms. I'll guess your current social situation ain't real rosy right now either....

You might as well enlist, maybe they can take a little edge off you, give you a bit of discipline, or get you the help you probably need.

Or just keep bitching on this Sudanese Pottery Forum

My father died when I was 4 of cancer and my mother died when I was 18 before my eyes because of cardiac arrest. When my mother died, I saw her eyes roll in the back of her head, heard her gasping for air as she tried to clung to life and saw her skin turn blue.

The ambulance came and took her away, an hour later I was informed that she died, I was entirely dependent on her seeing as how I was 18 year old high school drop out. Know what i did though? I moved out of state got a G.E.D, got a job, a driver's license, bought car, built my credit up and now im looking to buy a house.

You're just a pussy.

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>>30961733

My only skills that I've built upon, actually.

>>30961739

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>>30961739

It's not that hard to get a job, a driver's license? Kids get that at 16. Buying a car, a house? How hard is it to buy a car and a house? I buy guns.

>>30961739

I've seen people with down syndrome with jobs.

>>30961517
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.

>>30961568
for increased risk factors, you forgot
>surrounded by enablers that allow your faggotry

>>30961235
Active 11B currently in recon
No, Anon, you wouldn't last a week.

>>30962101

That's what some pussy would way.

How would it feel that I would fucking kill you despite your shit Army training?

Fucking pussy.

>>30962263
>projecting this hard

>>30961474
>>30961487
>>30961502
>>30961521
>>30961559
MOAR

>>30961235
the only thing you win in a fight is your health if your lucky; go see a shrink. you have some immature views on death

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>>30962263
Except I know you can't because you've got an attitude that's more like an angsty teenager than a professional killer.

I know professional killers, anon. The best is probably be a second rate school shooter. Your anger is going to be your downfall.You wouldn't last a week because I'm 99% sure you can't handle being in the shit. You don't have the "This is okay, I can do this" mindset or gene.

Get some help.

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>>30961288
>mfw

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>>30962315

How would it feel that an angsty teenager would kill some "professional killer" whose never been deployed?

>Assuming that you're the only person in the world who knows professional killers.

>>30962362
Never said I was a professional killer

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>>30962304

>immature views on death

Show me a "mature" view on death.

"The guy's dead, so what?"

>>30962393
>"The guy's dead, so what?"

That's a pretty mature way to handle death.

>>30962302
More like more hooves

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Jesus fucking Christ this thread

>>30962448

What, should you suggest people should cry?

Or maybe get PTSD?

IDK, show me "mature" view on death.

Why do we shoot? Just to shoot at targets to prove how manly we are? Or are we training ourselves to kill?

>>30961235
well don't ever say that to a recruiter

>>30961235
Im not from America so i dont know what its like there, but wouldnt military have problem with taking someone who is this obviously emotionally unstable?

>>30962514
You're not even trying to make a coherent point, I have no idea how to even reply to this post.

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>>30962535

>still waiting on that "mature view on death.

>>30962552
Being able to identify death without having an emotional breakdown?

I already said that your example was a good demonstration of a mature display of dealing with death.

>>30962563

>"The guy's dead, so what?"

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>>30962572
Yeah, people die all the time. A shocking concept, I know.

>>30961235
join the army and nd into your mouth as soon as your handed a rifle

>>30962594

People kill all the time, a shocking concept, I know.

I was just thinking that the infantry need one more edge lord, godspeed op.

>>30962603
Comparing a natural part of life to universally a condemned crime is silly and you're silly for making it.

>>30962621

That's why I'm considering the military.

Where killing is justified.

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>>30962641
Sure, go for it. That is totally what will happen.

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>>30961235
Lol I saw a good buddies body burnt to a crisp thanks to a training accident, I don't bitch and cry about it.

There was nothing you could really do about it, it just happened.

You want to know edgy?

Me and another friend carried a 5.56 round on us wherever we went after that, so we could put each other out of our misery if we ever found ourselves burning alive.

Lol fuck burning alive mane

>>30961517
>gun masters

Holy fuck, you are actually 13. You just took your current age and doubled it you fucking uncreative little twit.

>>30962702

I carry a .45 just in case I need to kill some one or myself, burning alive or not.

Lol, fucking carrying a 5.56 just in case one of you spontaneously combusts mane.

>>30961288
>>30961235
lol

>>30962713

>Hurr durr, called someone the on the Internet 13, I'm such an adult now.
>"uncreative"

>>30962728

Easy to lol on the Internet, huh?

>>30962746
Yeah pretty easy lol

>>30962641
Wot. Enjoy your court marshal and 25 to life in prison for firing in non combatants.

Look we get it, you played battlefield your whole life and got into shooting, and you somehow are scarred from smelling your fathers rotting flesh(which would mean he'd been there for days) and now you think you're hard.
All this thread has done is show how much of a pussycat you are for not being able to identify you'd own personal problems and instead say you're hardcore.
I know teenage girls who are less edgy than this.

>>30962746

lol

>have mental problems
>want to join military

Every time

>>30962746
Even easier to threaten someone you manchild. If you ever end up trying to join you'll surely fail the psych test instantly.

>>30962755

You think I'm just gonna shoot non combatants?

I'll be shipped off to Afghanistan to shoot ISIS/Taliban, it'll be fun!

Never said I was "hardcore", just want to drop somebody.

>teenage girls

That's all the women you actually know.

>>30962725
Well on our vehicles we take our rifles whenever we go train but no ammo, deployment is different but in training you just carry a rifle.

The round is just for when the track does catch on fire, me and my other friends were just paranoid and even moreso when we deployed lol.

Funny enough my vic didnend up catching on fire one day, a rod blew put of the engine and punched a hole in a fuckton of POL lines.

I thought I was finished lol

>>30962755
I can't take you seriously, not OP either.

>>30962775

>Assuming that you know anything about the military.

Already been to MEPs, lmfao, "psych" test, lmfao, oh boy.

>>30962786

Does you SO know you carry a 5.56 on standby just in case you need to shoot each other?

>>30962799
They don't psychologically evaluate enlistees in America?...

>>30962641
Oh and addressing OPs bullshit, you're not going to kill shit, except yourself and you're gonna have your whole platoon pull suicide watch on your autistic ass until they ad sep you.

You think you feel bad now, wait till you have a pissed, disgruntled, actual combat vet corporal baby sitting your ass and cursing the day you were born and telling you he wished you actually killed yourself.

>>30962817

Why do you think our troops are so fucked when they get out?

>>30962821

>Assuming that I'm going to run around telling my platoon I'm going to kill myself, lmfao.

>>30962817

Hell, POGs say they get PTSD even though they've never been in a combat zone.

>>30961288
>he has the bipod mounted backwards
HAHAHA EVERYONE LAUGH AT THIS FAGGOT.

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>>30962813
It was just between the crew, at that point if I'm burning alive, I don't care if staff sergeant gets mad for having a 5.56 to get it over with.

Its not just burning alive, I also don't want ti spend the rest of my life looking like that chick you see that go rekt in the DUI safety briefs or having had my dick burned off.

No thank you

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>>30962870

My bipod retracts forward, you fucking idiot.

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>>30962845
Lol the bitch I had to do suicide watch for didn't tell anyone, he just fucking sucked so much he couldn't even kill himself, dumbass tried to drink bleach and then hang himself in the field.

Chances are you're going to fail, unless you do it on leave, either way you're going to fuck with your platoon whether or not you successfully off yourself

>>30962917

>Assuming that I'm going to run around and drink bleach and hang myself in the field. LMFAO

You seem to think a lot on this.

Don't kill yourself, bro. Thanks for your service.

>>30962908

Thanks for sharing your choice in women.

Thread theme:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0

>>30962933
You think about it quite a bit when you've had to pull suicide watch for 3 edge lords before you even hit the fleet.

Only one was successful, one was serious and we had to keep an eye on him 24/7 and the other two were just bitches who were trying to get out on ad sep

>>30962982

Don't worry, I don't plan to off myself until AFTER my military career.

>>30963011
Be sure to not use a gun

>>30963015

Hopefully go out like Patton.

>>30961521
Sauce on this one?

>>30962702
What happened, if you don't mind me asking.

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>>30961235
Good thread OP, try joining Air force security forces or be an MP, I hear they need more people like you

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>>30963713
MICLIC accident, the crew had concerns about the track but the LT convinced them they'd be fine.

I was two tracks over the MICLIC when the rockets went off while a Marine was in the back, from what I heard later it went off when the driver started the track and the elctric system short, setting the rockets off.

One of the guys near the track pulled the external fire extinguisher but they ended up having to let the rockets burn out.

The back of the track was rekt, the poor bastards rifle melted to the hull and his kevlar got fused to his head, he was completely unrecognizable.

Poor guy only had 6 months left, survived Trashcanistan just to die in a training accident.

We heard that the force of the rockets going off most likely knocked him out so he didnt feel a thing

>>30962784
at least he knows women

PTSD is bullshit

>be me, 23 FOB Rusty
>fish dead bodies out of Euphrates
>see friend burn to death in truck
>have another bleed to death in my lap
>mortars daily
>battle of Sadr city
Yea, you'll have some bad dreams now and again but so did grandad and dad, both in combat. But they taught me that's just part of serving and to suck it up. You volunteered for the shit so your family and fellow citizens could live in ignorance.
Stop with your endless victim complex and wounds that don't heal bullshit.

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>>30961235
>My father died when I was 13
yeah me too OP...quit being a faggot & man the fuck up.

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>>30961796
>glass snorting
>just like you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSiz6kbIZkw

>Horrific childhood abuse at hands of drug addict drug dealing parents
>Multiple head injuries
>Parents feed me drugs starting at 13
>Join Army at 17
>Want to kill enemies, filled with rage and isolation I can't even get perspective on due to parents intense emotional manipulation
>Deployed
>More head injuries
>Never kill somebody but save a soldiers life
>Start binge drinking as soon as I'm back in the States
>Honorable discharge
>Drinking gets worse
>Mental state gets worse
>Go to VA
>Unable to open up about what happened to me or my excessive drinking "I had a normal childhood and I only drink 4-5 a night I can quit easily doctor"
>Unable to even consciously understand why that stuff would be the problem
>doctor asks me to quit drinking
>I quit my 30 drinks or more a day habit cold turkey
>Shit gets weird and frightening
>tell the doctor my mental state and she puts me on Zoloft
>Mental state gets worse
>take an EMT course
>My fucked mental state makes every class a hellscape of paranoid anxiety, isolation, and self hatred
> still get through the 5 month course without anyone noticing and getting a very high test score on my written and hands on certification exam.
>Talking to the doctor through all this, can't admit the 15 years of childhood beatings, stranglings, knife attacks, and sexual abuse or my previous heavy drinking
>She keeps putting me on more shit and changing my diagnosis
>the class ends and she tells me that since the drugs she gave didn't work I had psychosis
>Gives me heavy duty tranquilizers
>Functioning plummets and I can barely get out of bed or form a complex sentence
>The doctor tells me I have schizophrenia and my diminishing functioning is proof
>I believe her
>can't be an EMT
>Feel like me life is over I'm not even a person anymore
>Start drinking again
>Next few years are a blur as I'm taking drugs that make a retard and binge drinking

Continued next post

>>30961288

go see a shrink and stop being an edgy faggot

>>30964239
Maybe you should have been honest with the doctor and you would have gotten a proper diagnosis.
>right testicle feels like a large blackberry
>tell Doctor I feel fine. Don't mention my nutsack at all
>be mad Doctor doesn't diagnose my cancer
T. Medic/nurse

>>30964239
Apologies for typos, I'm tired on Le phone

>parents pretend to "help me" while I'm in this sorry state and rob me fucking blind
>Parents "borrow" money almost every month, they tell me it's their car or house but find out it's for drugs later
>parents put me up in a derelict house that's owned by someone they sell cocaine to
>Parents say rent is $500, I find out they are pocketing the money and giving the "landlord" cocaine worth way less than instead
>Downstairs neighbors sell drugs
>Beat their kids
>Screaming at all hours
>Mouse infestation
>bedbugs
>Bedbugs fucking everywhere
>I'm too drunk and drugged up to put up resistance
>after about 4 months there I get into my head to quit drinking
>Taper down and quit
>Suddenly all the mental issues I had from daily alcohol poisoning and acute physical addiction are gone
>By a complete accident I run low on my psych meds
>Cut down so I can take some every day
>I get no ill effects and can actually think far clearer
>Get my new script but stay on lower dosage
>Feeling better
>Start tapering with doctors approval
>as I get lower on my meds I start realizing how absolutely fucked my living conditions and family relations are
>Meet a girl on the internet
>Going lower and logically thinking about what my parents did for the first time
>Furious all the time, I can't fucking stay there or see them
>internet gf wants to see me irl
>Tell her about my life somewhat
>She says I can move in with her
>Fucking leave
>Move across country
>Cut ties with family
>Finish tapering off psych meds 10 months after I started
>Celebtrated 1 year anniversary the other day
>Going trade school
>21 months sober
>11 months with zero medication
>Feeling way better but still really really fucking scarred

I saw people posting about childhood and I wanted to vent.

>>30964399
>"Maybe don't blame the doctor..."
>Medic/nurse

I really dont and fully agree I should have been honest.

>>30961760
Oh, boy. Yeah, you got problems. Were you patterning a shotgun, or is your shooting really that bad?

>>30961235
You're so fucking edgy dude.

You're almost 30, GROW UP

>>30961235

Sort of hoping that you were going to join to avenge his death; that would have been pretty cool.

No offense meant, mang.

Anyway, Army I guess?

>>30962514
>Why do we shoot? Just to shoot at targets to prove how manly we are? Or are we training ourselves to kill?

Because it's an enjoyable and relaxing hobby, you fucking spergmeister. Setting and breaking personal bests in speed or accuracy, and then figuring out new ways to compete against yourself.

Jesus you're a loser.

>>30962529
Yes. He wouldn't even make it to MEPS.

>>30962594
This might be a trigger for him. I suspect he's looking for something to make his father's death meaningful.

Now, if we could just get to why he's afraid to say the word "penis".

>>30965178
hello freud

>>30961235
Hahahahahahaha

Just move to Venezuela or something.

What a bitch.

>>30962641
>Where killing is justified.

But it's not. It's a by-product. It's not like your video game fantasies, where you run around shooting shit up until you clear the level. You actually have to be able to function as a member of a team, which I doubt you can do for longer than 30 minutes at a time. Throwing your headset and rage quitting isn't an option.

>>30964584
Good for you man, I'm glad you got it sorted out. I have a good relationship with my parents, but have seen my friends in some fucked up situations, similar to yours.
I hope your trade school goes well.

>>30966548
Thanks for the kind words.

>>30961235

>PTSD from seeing a dead guy

Yeah, the military doesn't want you.

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>>30961288
>railed gas block
>threatening people on 4chan

Too spoopy

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>>30961321
>Sure, because you're a scared bitch. Pretty sure you've never seen a dead body.

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>I'VE SEEN ADEAD BODY AND SMELLED ROTTEN FLESH I'M FUKKIN HARDCORE
>Will joining the infantry in a peacetime military help me vent the darkness inside me and let me kill things /k/
I genuinely cant tell if this is somebody pretending to be this stupid or not.

>>30963770
Air Force?
We are friends.

>>30964584
Good for you, I know it can be hard to vent sometimes.

>>30962943
STDs, addictions, and incredible personality flaws.... Just my kind of woman!

>>30964584
Fuck yeah, anon. Keep playing your cards right.

OP is going in a cringe thread

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>>30961288
Woah a cringe thread on /k/
With a dash of daddy issues
>muh sides

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>>30961288
>>30961346

>>30961235
My mother kept her abusive marriage working for fourteen years before caving and get it annulled, now she's extra religious, and I got to watch the process over thirteen years; between that and catholic school, my childhood was a study in human degradation. If that doesn't top your story, fake and gay as it is, the family dog I grew up with had to be put down a year later at the same time my great aunt died of cancer; that was the only time I've seen my grandfather cry.

>>30961414
I attended my grandmother's wake, can confirm, dead bodies look strange.

>>30961517
I've eaten rotting flesh, it's not that bad until the mold starts to sporificate.

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>>30961568
>tfw you have 90% of all negative factors and no positive factors

>>30961235
Seeing a dead body is different than taking a life.

I was a cav scout in the army, I've seen plenty of "hardcore" Mexican kids come through saying that they've killed and are tough as nails.

But to tell you the truth, when bullets are going over your head and mortars are going off around you, seeing people yelling in agony, you'll shit yourself and hide in a corner.

Save yourself the trouble tuff guy and go get help. Joining the army isn't going to solve your "issues". Infantry units aren't even being deployed right now. You'll be mopping and cleaning trash cans.

The way you say it, you are just a really bad troll, or you have something wrong with your head. Just get help.

>>30962594
What kind of frog is that

>>30962982
>that lol when the successful one is just trying to get out of something and serious offer made an unfortunate mistake in the execution- and you get to watch the motherfucker as he seethes

>>30961235
you should probably tell this to a doctor

>>30964046
It's the people that never got told what's normal that get ptsd, they have no idea what's happening or how to solve it

>>30966845
Keked, nice work mayne

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>>30964584
Proud of you, sonny.

>>30961235
>My father died when I was 13.
So did your mental development.

>>30961517
I know the smell of rotting flesh, a mouse died in my car and i can't find it

>>30961255

My father died when I was 8.

I saw him gasping for breath, naked, collapsed in the shower. His eyes looked half there, like he couldn't respond to or recognize outside stimuli. It didn't matter that he could physically breath, his lungs were filled with fluid from a chronic condition over the prior decade to an apex point so he was effectively drowning.

You need to grow the fuck up.

>>30964993
His gun is terrified of his supreme edginess and is shaking

>>30961788
Cars are usually 5 digits, man. Houses, usually six. It's a lot of money.

>>30961517
I've seen dead body's and ya know what changed in me? Not a /k/ucking thing, sounds like you're just a big puss to me

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I want to mind break OP and turn him into a good little cockslave, dress him in lacy undergarments and cute, frilly dresses, make him amazing dishes filled with antiandrogens and hormones, and watch his cute little shots cock twitch in pleasure as he services my shaft like a good little fucktoy.

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>>30963895
roasted

>>30961235

Nothing but bitches in this thread.

To those who reply, none of you are shit.

You're all little fucking pussies. Easy to talk shit on the Internet, lol.

>>30970230

"mind break" lol

Words on a screen = mind break, lmfao.

You seem to think about that a lot, I bet you tell yourself these things in the mirror, lmfao.

>>30962514
When did I ever say I have a mature view on it?
You don't have to be a mature person to notice when someone else is acting childish.
Children are ignorant and saying their immature is probably just a polite way of saying they at least have the capability to reason their way out of an ignorant view point at some point. Not everyone is actually capable of that though with the time they got.

I can't tell you why you do what you do, I train to do stuff because mission first.

>>30961517
Rotting flesh smells pretty much the same wether it's animal or human, you autistic edge lord.

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>>30970477
Oh no, you're absolutely correct, it's a delicate, intimate, sensual procedure, one where I've got to make you lose yourself in the throes of pleasure again and again. You'll love it, I can hear it in the way you type.

>>30961517


if thats how you want it to be, it's your choice. do you honestly think i cant bribe the moderator for your ip adress? everyone has a price. im on 2 grams of test a week and a gram of tren. do this a couple months back, ok, i mightve let it slide, now, someone so much as looks at me the wrong way an theres gonna be probs, lucky for me they always back the **** down so i dont gotta get my hands dirty. i know youll try the same when **** hits the fan but dont think ill be so linient, cause i wont. dont say i didnt warn you.

>>30961321
lmao who hasn't seen a dead person? You saw your dad after a heart attack, whoopdeedoo. I've seen a man stabbed to death and then thrown into a ditch, but it didn't "change" me at all.

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>>30970454

>>30971614
not that anon, but if you're a passable trap/tranny/woman with penis envy, boy am I game for that rabbit hole, no innuendo intended

>>30971614

lolololol geez, how stupid do you have to be to think text on a screen would be "mind breaking", lol

oh geez, some edgelord

Don't worry, someone has already told you this before, I can hear it in you typing, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

>>30972221
I saw the serb die with his neck sawed in half, I felt my blood run cold and I knew from that moment where certain lines lie unseen on the field

>>30972188

>lucky for me that you're too scared to even type "fuck", lmfao lolololololoooooooool

>>30972276

Your really scraping the bottom of the barrel. Its natural considering you were found there.

>>30972291

*You*re

>>30962702
>carry a 5.56 round to kill eachother

>anon and his friend are fucking around on base
>his friend gets covered in gas and ignited
>anon realizes he doesn't always carry his rifle with him
>puts the bullet on his friends charred skull and hits it with a rock to drive it into his head
>anon starts carrying a derringer instead

>>30972306

You are about as entertaining as a child's inflatable punching toy. You bop it, it springs back, you bop it again and you forget it ever existed. It slowly deflates in an unused corner, then one day you throw it away. There's nothing wrong with you that couldn't be cured with a little Prozac and a polo mallet, or, better yet, suicide.

>>30962784
>Afghanistan
>ISIS

Boi

>>30972315

Nice to know you still play with children's toys.

There's nothing you can say that'll increase your IQ.

>>30972319

https://sofrep.com/61016/375-rangers-brought-heat-exhaustion-ill-planned-anti-isis-operation-afghanistan/

Boy.

>>30961321
seen dead bodies for college forensics dealt with dead animals at tree nursery, moved the bodies. Its pretty boring it isn't too bad unless the bodies are rotten and have bugs, then its kinda gross other wise its like moving a large silicon doll.

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>>30962784
This is bait. You are bait. People this gay don't exist. If you are as gay as you seem you just think you're hard. If not, you'll be chaptered out of the Army before completing OSUT. If I got you in my platoon I'd have you chaptered out of the Army faster than you can say General Discharge.

>>30972391
he isn't even doing edge right, seeing a dead body isn't edgy, doing an act that you know will result in the death of someone and understanding its full ramifications of your action is edgy.

>>30972418
That's why I'm afraid he's serious and genuinely thinks he's badass.

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>just bought a used car
>see cigarette lighter
>its a real one, not for phone charging
>press it in, wait 6 seconds or something, and pull it out
>touch my finger to the end because i didnt think it would get super hot in that short of a time
>hear flesh actually sizzle like a steak on a hot grill
>ouch
>mfw new (used) car now smells like my own burning flesh
>can't get rid of the smell
>getting PTSD from smelling burning flesh like other people in this thread

I need to see a shrink, the nightmares won't stop

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Why are there so many fucking edge lords on this board.
jesus chill the fuck out you autistic spergs.

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>>30972516
It's pretty funny, just sit back and enjoy the cringe. If i wasnt so lazy i could make a drinking game out of it

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>>30972460

>be my 4yo daughter
>daddy drops me off at preschool
>later on my friend brian gets dropped off, he has one of his hands in a bandage
>BRIAN WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUR HAND

poor kid confused the cigarette lighter in his mother's car for one of those "GOOD JOB!" stamps

>mine and my daughter's faces after she ran all the way up to me and told me the funny news

>>30972312
Not driving the rock into his hwad with the primer-end of a .50BMG

>>30972665
>poor kid confused the cigarette lighter in his mother's car for one of those "GOOD JOB!" stamps

I bet they rehearsed that line a dozen times to make sure Brian got it right. And I bet Brian tries really really hard not to make mommy angry anymore.

>>30972460
it aint me starts playing

>>30961235
OP, you sound like the kind of retard that will get people killed. Don't join.

>>30961235
did he dead?