>just want to be an alpha and bang a bunch of girls >turned

you're now 100% white

congratulations

>>78340956
1.Poland
2.NO

Most porn is filmed in a way that makes sex kinda repulsive

What's cuck porn?

>>78340956
stop watching cuck porn
start watching pov pron
or even better
stop watching pron

>>78344709

Swedish porn

Have you tried Jerk Off Instructions (joi)?

>>78340956
it is your inherent betaness manifesting. If you were an alpha, cuck porn would be as though it were nonexistent. You wouldn't even acknowledge it let alone entertain enjoying it.

You must take control of your self and ego. Let it be beholden not to chains of others and concepts but in firm and loving embrace of you.

First step is to dismiss the validity of caging concepts like alpha and beta, or at least not be beholden/chained to them. Super-secede their cage, don't even acknowledge it. Beyond this, you will naturally settle into a state far beyond retarded ideals you respew (from others) to feed your pettiness and self-pity. Such concepts will be alien to you.

>>78347215
>>78347215
>stop watching pron
or just do this, that works too

>>78347215

t. beta

>>78347393

Why would you ever do that?

>>78347617
>t. beta
t. fragmented and chained to the will of others

>Why would you ever do that?
It is not necessary in the extreme but beneficial for most. Porn consumption produces undisciplined, weak cucks with damaged and addicted brains. It is akin to drug addiction. Even the act of briefly abstaining from it gains you strength and discipline, overall a more powerful individual results. Also, masturbation without unending, freely available content to consume. Forces you to use and strengthen your mind, rather than flood it with endless re-affirming, cycles of your reward system, burning out you already-hollow brain. Even just through utilising imagination.

>>78348144

So... If I Work, study, then watch some porn during the week, so I can finally go out in weekends, that makes me a weak cuck?

Seems you really do need to go out more, brethren. Thinking about bullshit stuff at home makes you a beta, and seems that, in your case, it has passed the time for correction.