>there are Europeans on /int/ right now who should be in bed right now
Hey.
I have depression
fuck off
sleep is for the weak
>>78072066
same here
>>78072109
life is shit
>Inb4 I suffer in the 1st world
yeah I do, motherfucker
>inb4 >italy >1st world
>>78072046
I'm eating pizza now so no.
>>78072129
yeah but muh comfy southern lifestyle...
>>78072046
I woke up at 2:00, used to lay in bed and listen youtube (Nawalny) by hour, but now woke up finally. Maybe will do next attempt to sleep later.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QatPfUQnREg
>>78072208
honestly at 1:56, but does not matter
>>78072165
cheese pizza?
>want to talk to Europeans
>they're sleeping when I'm awake
>I'm sleeping when they're awake
here 4am now and I'll go to sleep in 7 or maybe in 9am. I can do nothing about it.
>>78072204
kek
but realistically, you can't really suffer in Sweden: all people are cold autists so you don't feel uncomfortable, and the state gives you neet bucks. You have way more easier life than me.
>>78072242
Are you working dude?
I also had the same regime few days ago, and it was pretty useful, because the weather (Moscow) was too warmy for me but now I'm trying to fix it, but, as you can see, it needs some work yet.
>>78072267
>you can't really suffer in Sweden
everyone suffers here
>and the state gives you neet bucks
even as a diagnosed aspie I have to work or study to get gibs
>>78072374
truly a suffering 1st world, the more rich and educated, the more you are self conscious that life is shit.
>>78072410
people are just lonely and isolated here. We may be materialy rich but we are spiritualy bankrupt
>>78072275
no, my time of wakefulness often shifts in this direction until I fixed it by waking up more and more later and then it became a morning.
>>78072410
>Sweden
>more relevant than Italy
why? The most true Europe is catholic, isn't it obivious? Spanish people are literally the reason why the New World mostly christinian.
>>78072451
yeah, loneliness it's shite man.
All my ex classmates got lots of friends, gfs, stuff, I'm stuck here whining over my life over and over, I'm truly pathetic. It's not that I don't do anything with my life, so I'm depressed, it's just that I've realized that anywhere I go I can't really socialize. I wasn't made for company, even if my natural instinct search for it and make me suffer.
>>78072374
tfw in russia people look at you weird if you take antidepressants so you shouldn't be open about it -_-
also needs a prescription which means a visit to a psychotherapist which is a shameful thing to do just as well
>>78072547
I know that feel, although I have managed to make some friends lately I am so self consious that socialising quickly becomes painfull.
Wanting company and yet reject it whenever you get it is suffering.
>>78072623
I just assumed you used vodka instead, sorry for stereotyping