Guys, how to learn not to give a fuck about my life? If I think

I had the same problem during uni years. The only thing that helped me is mediating. Also I literally made myself to stop thinking about things. It helped me a lot but I think it's degenerated my ability to memorize things

I tried killing myself, I ended up in a certain place. It was a shock therapy for me, all these people with lives much worse than my own, seeing that made me stop whining about stuff that's happening to me.

>>78062368
Mad house? Oh, shit...
>>78062256
Oh, problems with memory are the worst problems. I have them, but I think these are because of neurosis

>>78062542
>mad house
yes. 5 times

>>78062542
>neurosis
I have it a little worse but I feel you mate.

>>78062725
No power for anything, cant sleep enough, even 9-10 hours dont help, problems with memory

>>78062899
Have you ever checked your testosterone levels with a doctor

>>78062899
I am tormented by visions, paranoia, hallucinations, delusions, problems with memory and concentration also I'm autistic. But I live and want to live.

>>78062542
>>78062566
what's a mad house?

>>78063006
Looney bin. Insane asylum. Mental hospital.

I feel you op. I can only recommend that you read The subtle art of how not to give a fuck.
Pretty solid book and the guy explains the difference between indifference and not giving a fuck.
Furthermore it might help you if you read up on stoics such as Marcus Aurelius.
I hope you feel better soon. Last year I went through depression and I can only say that it was hell. My grades dropped so bad I had to freeze a semester in university.
Get better soon anon, because the alternative is too scary

>>78063006
Psychiatric hospital. I recommend going there to stop feeling all bad about thyself.

>>78062970
I dont think that the reason is here, nothong bad with my dick, normal erection

>>78063080
Thanks you, mate

drink moar

>>78063245
>nothong bad with my dick, normal erection
Same but my free T level turned out to be way below normal. It explains a lot of things such as shitty mood and little muscle mass. But your lifestyle can have a huge impact on those levels. I sit way too much.

Try to go for a walk every day or at least every few days, and lift weights or something.

>>78062123
stop being fat

>>78062123
what's wrong ?